Sermon
Romans 15:23-33 - The Broken Road
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You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.
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Wow. I missed worshiping here.
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Can't tell me how many times I've sat in a church in Africa worshiping and been strengthened and encouraged,
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remembering worshiping here and remembering that you were here doing the same thing across an ocean.
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That song may get me through another year of being over there and remembering that.
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So I hope the clerical collar doesn't throw you off too much.
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In Africa, I actually work for the Episcopal Church of Sudan in South Sudan,
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and this is what we would normally wear when we're over there.
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And since I've been back and walking through places like Party City,
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I've seen that this actually is sold here as a costume.
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So I hope it's not too frightening for you, but I figured with heyday, it kind of serves a dual purpose.
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And speaking of heyday, I'm really glad to come back for that, to be here for that kind of fellowship,
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that kind of candy.
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And also because I assume that since most of you are going, I have until 3 o'clock to preach.
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So it'll be just like an African service going all day.
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There's been a lot to happen in my life in the last year and a half since I've been over there.
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There's a lot to come and tell you about.
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A lot to tell you about what God has been doing.
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I think I've boiled it down to a little less than three hours, so we'll see.
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But for those of you who don't know, back in March in 2014,
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I boarded a plane and I headed to Africa.
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My plans, since signing up to be a missionary with what was at that time World Harvest and is now called Surge,
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were to go and to serve as a pastor in the community of Mundri, South Sudan.
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Seemed like a simple plan.
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Plans change.
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In fact, before I even departed for South Sudan, my plans had changed drastically.
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Because in December of 2013, the president of South Sudan, Salva Kir,
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accused his former vice president, who he had just fired, Rick Makar, of staging a coup.
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Now, whether this happened or not, it did send the country into a civil war.
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That is still going on.
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South Sudan has been at war for 42 of the last 60 years.
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It's kind of something they're used to.
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It was not something I was used to.
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But since the civil war broke out again,
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the team that I had signed up to join also decided to go its different ways
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and is now scattered in the States and in Kenya and various other places.
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So the team that I wanted to join was no longer on the field,
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and the field that I wanted to go to was no longer safe to go to,
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and my plans seemed to be falling right and left.
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So I came up with a new plan, a lot of them.
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And I asked, and they allowed me to go ahead and to move to Nairobi, Kenya,
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and to spend some time there waiting for the new team to get ready to come
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and waiting for South Sudan to get peaceful enough for me to go in.
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And so I joined a team in Nairobi.
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I started learning about chronological Bible storytelling
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and teaching seminars across Kenya.
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I started helping out with the interns
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and just really getting adjusted to African life.
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It was a great, great experience for those few months,
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helping me to ease into life there.
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And by the end of July,
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they had decided that it was peaceful enough,
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safe enough,
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for me to go ahead and move into South Sudan.
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And so I did.
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I went to Mundry to wait on my new team.
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I spent several weeks by myself on the compound
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waiting for them to come.
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And by the end of September,
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the whole team was then on the ground,
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raring to go,
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ready to see the work happen there,
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to learn the language,
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to get involved with the community,
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to start preaching,
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start teaching,
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start working with everybody there.
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And we started to see our plans unfold.
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And then we started to see our plans fall apart.
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By February,
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my team leader and his family
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had to be medically evacuated.
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And a few weeks later,
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the three of us that remained as a team
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were evacuated for safety.
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As we found out that
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new government forces were on their way up to town
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and we weren't sure just what they would do,
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given their past record of
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shooting first and asking questions never.
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By the grace of God,
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we were evacuated within 24 hours
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and back to Kenya,
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where we had no idea what we were going to do,
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and thankfully God did.
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We found work for the three of us
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as our team leaders decided to stay in Nairobi
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and not go back permanently
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for the sake of their family and health.
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And the three of us found our way
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to a third team for me,
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the Kajabi team,
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working in the mountains of Kenya,
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where it's much colder than South Sudan,
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and I did not have any jackets.
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We worked teaching at a missionary boarding school there.
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And there we were also able to start
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making yet another plan
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to get back to South Sudan.
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And this time we did it in a slightly roundabout way
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by going to Uganda first
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to look for a permanent backup site,
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working with the refugees of our tribal group there,
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the Moru tribe.
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From there we saw that it was going to be able
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to easier get into South Sudan
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on some quick trips,
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and by the end of August,
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just a couple months ago,
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we took one of those trips in
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to take some relief to the community there
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that had been so devastated by the fighting.
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And then we came back,
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and the three of us,
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Will and Teresa and I,
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returned to the States in mid-September,
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a lot earlier than we expected,
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and came home to regroup,
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to refresh,
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and to recruit,
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if anybody's interested in serving overseas
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in a war-torn area.
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You can talk to me afterwards.
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Especially doctors and engineers.
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I know there's a few of those here.
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So we're back in the States.
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And yet again,
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going back to the drawing board,
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trying to find a plan
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for returning
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when we go back in January
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to Uganda
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and to South Sudan
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to work.
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And the violence
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since we've been home
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has increased
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and gotten worse.
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And much of Mundry
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is no longer there.
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And sometimes words
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just don't come.
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And plans don't seem
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to be forming.
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My teammate, Will,
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was reflecting on this recently.
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When we make plans
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as a team,
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generally I'm the one
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that's sitting in the back
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quiet
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and has to be coaxed
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into giving the opinion
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right at the end.
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And we kind of make Will speak first.
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And since we think so much alike,
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I tend to just say ditto
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and go with whatever Will says.
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And as Will has been back
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reflecting on the same things
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and thinking about having no words
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but trying to figure out plans,
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he wrote a blog recently.
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And since he tends to
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speak for me anyway,
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I figured I'd let him do it
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this morning.
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So I want to share with you
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just a little bit
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about what he said
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that led me to my passage
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for today.
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Will said,
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in the midst of the uncertainty
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and instability,
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God has been clear
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since we've been back
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in the USA.
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We're continuing
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to pursue life
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and ministry in Mundry.
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This is the place
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where I want to tell you
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our great plan
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and that it will be
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to guarantee success.
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But I don't have one.
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I've realized recently
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that God is more concerned
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with my obedience
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than my success.
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I'm not saying
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he doesn't want me
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to be successful.
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I'm saying my willingness
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to be obedient
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in the midst of uncertainty
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and lack of understanding
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is far more important
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than having a guarantee
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of success.
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Paul seems to be
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a great example of this.
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I doubt he ever got on a boat
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or entered a new city
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thinking,
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success will be
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this ship wrecking
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or success will only happen
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after I've been arrested.
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All Paul did
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was continue to say yes
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when God asked him
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to do something.
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He let God define success
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by being open
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to the guidance of the Spirit
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and looking for opportunities
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to sacrificially love others.
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This is our aim,
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to continue to say yes
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when God asks us
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to do something
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so we've said yes.
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Ditto.
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We'll wrap it up
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so perfectly
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of what we've been feeling,
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what we've been thinking
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in this time
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of waiting on the Lord,
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making plans
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but waiting for him
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to direct them
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and just being willing
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to say yes.
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And as Will and I
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have been looking
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at the Scriptures
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for guidance
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since we've been back
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is Paul really has been
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a great help to study.
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And that's what led me
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to the passage
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I want to share with you
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this morning.
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Because like us,
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like Paul,
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I would bet
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that there's a number
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of you who have seen
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your plans change
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over the past years
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and over the extent
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of your life
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and a number of you
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who have been rocked
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by uncertainty.
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So I want to look
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at how Scripture
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deals with that.
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How Paul made his plans
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despite knowing
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that God was likely
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to change them.
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How Paul surrounded
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those plans in prayer
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and how all of this
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led him
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and can lead us
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to peace.
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So if you would
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turn with me
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to Romans chapter 15.
Romans 15 chapter mention
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Starting in verse 23,
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let's see what Paul
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has to say
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about making plans.
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In Romans 15,
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Paul says,
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but now,
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since I no longer
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have any room
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for work in these regions
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and since I've longed
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for many years
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to come to you,
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I hope to see you
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in passing
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as I go to Spain
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and to be helped
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on my journey there
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by you
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once I have enjoyed
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your company
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for a while.
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At present,
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however,
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I'm going to Jerusalem,
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bringing aid
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to the saints
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from Macedonia
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and Achaia
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have been pleased
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to make some contribution
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for the poor
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among the saints
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in Jerusalem.
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For they were pleased
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to do it
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and indeed
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they owe it to them.
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For if the Gentiles
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have come to share
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in the spiritual blessings,
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they ought also
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to be of service
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to them
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in material blessings.
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When therefore
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I have completed this
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and have delivered
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to them
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what has been collected,
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I will leave
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for Spain
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by way of you.
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I know that
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when I come to you,
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I will come
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in the fullness
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of the blessing
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of Christ.
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And I appeal
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to you,
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brothers,
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by our Lord
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Jesus Christ,
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by the love
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of the Spirit
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to strive together
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with me
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in your prayers
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to God
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on my behalf,
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that I may be
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delivered from
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the unbelievers
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in Judea,
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and that my service
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for Jerusalem
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may be acceptable
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to the saints,
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so that by God's will
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I may come to you
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with joy
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and be refreshed
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in your company.
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May the God
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of peace
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be with you all.
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Amen.
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It's the word
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of the Lord.
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There's so much
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in this passage
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that has meant
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so much to me.
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In the first half
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of it,
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more than just
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the first half of it,
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we see Paul
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making his plans.
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For a much more
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detailed description
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of these plans,
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feel free to turn
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to the book of Acts
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and just read
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the whole thing.
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There you'll find
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all that Paul planned
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and all that God
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changed in his plans,
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which was a whole
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lot of it.
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So here,
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he doesn't get
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so much into the details.
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He gives just
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a bit of a rough
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outline to the Romans
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talking about
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what he hopes to do,
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what he's done,
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what kind of part
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they'll play
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in those plans,
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and then he asks
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for prayer.
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He doesn't get
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into the details
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of the ups and downs
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of his journeys
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across Macedonia,
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of Greece,
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and Asia Minor.
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He only indicates
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that he sees
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his work there
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as being done.
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The seeds
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have been planted.
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Paul was a church planter.
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That job was done.
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And he left
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the church there
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in the capable hands
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of others
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to tend to it
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and to help it grow.
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And in fact,
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we can actually see
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some of that growth
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of those churches
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that he's planted
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right here
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as Paul speaks
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immediately of his plan
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to take aid
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to the poor in Jerusalem,
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to take relief
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that has been given
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to him by the churches
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that he planted.
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The fruits
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of their spiritual growth
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are manifesting
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in the fruits
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of their labors
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being shared
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with this universal church.
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Coming home
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as a missionary,
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it would be really easy
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to look at this passage
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and take it out of context
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and preach it
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to my benefit
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and talk about
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financial support
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and caring for the needy
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and for those
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going on these journeys,
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to preach a health
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and wealth gospel
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and tell you
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you'll do really well
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if you give all your money
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away to a starving missionary
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and Africans.
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But that's not
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what he's saying here.
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It's not about
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just financial support.
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That's not why
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he tells the church
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in Rome
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that he's going
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to Jerusalem.
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He's not doing it
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to guilt them
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into saying,
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oh, look what
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the new churches did.
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They gave to the poor.
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What about you,
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Church of Rome?
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You've got to have
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a lot of money over there.
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Why don't you start giving?
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He's not guilt-tripping
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the church
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and telling them
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to give more money.
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He's not doing it
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just to make himself
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look good
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and say,
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when I come see you,
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you better be ready
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to celebrate me
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because I'm the one
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out taking care
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of these people.
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It's not for his own
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celebration.
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He's telling the church
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of Rome
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his plans
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to take aid
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to the poor
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because he needs
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their help
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on a different level.
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Because he wants them
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to join him
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in this trip
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spiritually.
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He wants them
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to come together.
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You know,
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Paul uses phrase
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like they owe it
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to them
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and if we were
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to preach that
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in such a demanding way
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without looking
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at the love behind it
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that compels
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this duty
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and this obligation,
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we would make
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idols of our works
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and set them up
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for our own salvation
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instead of Christ.
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Paul does stress
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a moral obligation here
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but if we fail
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to emphasize
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the love
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that compels
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this act,
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we miss everything.
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Paul doesn't leave it
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at simple obligation.
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He points out
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what a spiritual joy
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it is for them
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to come together
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with him.
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He asks for them
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to pray for him
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in this,
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to come together
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in the struggle
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and fight in prayer
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and he asks for them
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to come together
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so that when he is
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face to face
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they may share
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in the joy
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of this message,
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the joy of hearing
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your prayers worked,
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God's word
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is planted
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in the hearts
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of many.
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God's church
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is growing
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despite the struggles.
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He tells the church
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so that they
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can share
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in the joy of it.
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One of the reasons
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I've come home
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to tell you
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about the seeds
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that have been planted,
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to share
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and make that joy
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complete.
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Paul's work
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is not going
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to be over
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with just one trip.
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the church
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is going
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to continue
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to grow
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and the church
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is going
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to continue
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to struggle
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then just
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as it is now.
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Paul lived
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this way,
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lived out
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his love
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because he saw
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it as his obligation,
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his duty,
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his only way
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of living.
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Bids me come
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and die
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and find
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that I might
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truly live,
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we sang.
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that's what
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Paul is living here.
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That's what
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he has lived
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before the churches
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in Greece
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and Asia Minor
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that are giving
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because they
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followed Paul's example
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even as he follows
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the example of Christ
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just as Paul told
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the Corinthian church
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to do.
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Paul lived
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that example
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of love
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and wants
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the church of Rome
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to live that example
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of love.
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He wants to
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eventually go to Spain
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so that he can live
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that example
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of love
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so that little
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by little
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more of this world
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can know the love
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of Christ
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who died
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that we might live
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that love.
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He plans
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to live this way
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everywhere he goes.
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He plans
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and he plans
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and it'd be easy
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to focus on
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the contents
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of those plans
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to not look
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underneath
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to say
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okay well Paul
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is a church planter
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and then also
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takes time
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to see to the needs
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of the poor
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and those sound
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like really good things
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so let's go back
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to our church
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and what we should do
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is we should start
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a Pauline program
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and that program
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is going to be really good
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we'll church plant
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and we'll take money
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to the poor
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and that'll be good
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everybody will like us.
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If we only focused
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on the content
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if we only focused
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on the programs
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and didn't dig
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deeper and deeper
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into the heart
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that was behind Paul
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didn't dig
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into the love
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that compelled him
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to live
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then we miss
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everything in these plans.
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See Paul has learned
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not only to live
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a life of love
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but to make those plans
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founded completely
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on faith.
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He lives in a bit
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of a paradox.
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He lives being certain
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and uncertain
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about everything
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at the same time.
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Paul has seen
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so many of his plans
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change.
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He knows
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these new ones
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are bound to plan
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to change as well.
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He opens his letter
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to the Romans
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in chapter 1
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talking about
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these same things
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saying that
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he hopes by the will
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of God
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that he will at last
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finally be able to come
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and see the church
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of Rome.
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He's got many friends
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there but he's never
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been able to see it.
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But he says
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by God's will
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at last.
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If you look deeper
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at it you see
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how he is unsure
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that he'll even make it.
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When you look at
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the prayer later
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in our passage
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you see how unsure
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he is
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and he's right
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to be unsure
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of this.
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There are people
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in Jerusalem
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people across the world
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where he's been ministering
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that want to kill him
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that are out
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to take his life.
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And if it weren't
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just people looking out
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to kill him
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he's got to travel
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all over the world
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in not terribly
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safe conditions.
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He's not sure
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that he'll make it
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to Jerusalem
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let alone
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all the way back
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to Rome again.
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But he plans
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on it anyway.
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He plans on it
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because the foundation
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of his plan
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is the phrase
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thy will be done
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Lord.
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He's unsure
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about what will happen
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but he's sure
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absolutely sure
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that whatever happens
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he's got to follow
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God in it.
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And when he does
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God will be there.
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What a way
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to make a plan.
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I can't say
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that all the plans
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that I've made
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in the last two years
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have been made this way
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but I can definitely
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tell you
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I have seen
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God's will
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triumph in all of them.
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And that has helped
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greatly
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in knowing that
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whatever is about
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to happen
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as I try to return
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to Africa in January
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God's will
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will triumph still.
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It wasn't my plan
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to go to Nairobi.
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When they first
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recruited me
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they told me
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about Nairobi
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and I kind of
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pushed it away
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not thinking
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I would be really
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interested in
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chronological Bible
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storytelling.
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And when I got there
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I was amazed
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by what a great
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tool it is
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for preaching
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the gospel.
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And that method
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would go on
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to help me greatly
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as I took those stories
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and had my
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my tutor
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translate some
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into Arabic
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so that I could
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start ministering
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in the community
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both in South Sudan
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and again with refugees
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in Uganda.
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And if I hadn't
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gone to Kenya
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and learned that method
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I never would have
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been prepared
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to preach in that way.
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More than just that
-
I met a team
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that surrounded me
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with community
-
and helped me
-
to adjust to Africa
-
that loved me
-
and that would
-
be there
-
and be familiar
-
in loving me
-
when I had to evacuate
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a year later.
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I didn't think
-
I'd ever return
-
to Kenya
-
and Nairobi
-
when I left them.
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Certainly didn't plan
-
to evacuate.
-
I didn't plan
-
to go into
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South Sudan
-
and live on the compound
-
for a little over
-
a month by myself.
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I was excited
-
that Serge
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is so
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adamant
-
about having teams
-
and community
-
and loving one another
-
and building one another up.
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And then I
-
went to the community
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by myself.
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But being there
-
by myself
-
that community
-
surrounded me
-
with love
-
and instantly
-
came to take care
-
of me.
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I'd have the boys
-
coming up to the compound
-
every day
-
or every other day
-
not simply to eat
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my food
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but also just
-
to check on me
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not sure that
-
this new guy
-
would even be able
-
to tie his own shoes
-
if they didn't
-
come and help.
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And I was brought
-
into the community
-
instantly
-
seeing their love
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for me
-
and building
-
such a deep love
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for them
-
quickly.
-
And then my new team
-
came.
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Certainly didn't plan
-
for my team leaders
-
to have to be evacuated
-
for medical reasons
-
or for the rest
-
of the three of us
-
to have to evacuate
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at all.
-
But God had plans
-
even there.
-
Had the whole team
-
been on the ground
-
when we needed
-
to evacuate
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space on the plane
-
would have been
-
a little tough
-
for getting all of us
-
out at the same time.
-
But because our team
-
leaders went first
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they were in Nairobi
-
able to help us
-
make plans
-
when we couldn't.
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And the three of us
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got out.
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Not only that
-
the three of us
-
would become
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the whole team
-
and those weeks
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together
-
that evacuation
-
together
-
was a great
-
bonding experience.
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A foundational
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peace
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in what's
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building up
-
our team.
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When we came
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to Kajabi
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we definitely
-
didn't see ourselves
-
as coming to Africa
-
to teach missionaries
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kids.
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We had no idea
-
what would happen
-
since we couldn't
-
go back in the country
-
but God did.
-
It wasn't just
-
that three jobs
-
opened up
-
at Rift Valley Academy
-
it was that three jobs
-
perfectly opened up
-
at the last minute
-
the week before
-
the term was supposed
-
to start
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we moved up
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to teach
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because three teachers
-
had emergencies
-
a kindergarten teacher
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a PE teacher
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and an AP English teacher
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and Teresa just happens
-
to be a primary educator
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Will is far better shape
-
and much more patient
-
with small kids
-
to teach PE
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to elementary students
-
and I was an AP English
-
teacher in the states.
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How could we deny
-
that God's hand
-
was in preparing
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for us
-
even in Kajabi?
-
More than that
-
Kajabi was the home
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to our area director
-
and to former teammates
-
from South Sudan
-
who would be able
-
to come and see us
-
face to face
-
to help us get through this
-
and to make plans
-
for our next steps.
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Plans that haven't
-
exactly worked out
-
but they were there.
-
When we went to Uganda
-
we never expected
-
to meet a missionary community
-
that would take us in
-
provide us a home
-
provide us a way
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into Moondry
-
that was safer
-
and faster.
-
I never planned
-
to come home
-
this early
-
but God knew
-
that the three of us
-
would need
-
to come home
-
and be refreshed
-
after this year and a half.
-
That we would need
-
the body of Christ
-
again around us
-
in a familiar place
-
to love us
-
to strengthen us
-
so that we could go back
-
and do it again.
-
So here I am
-
back in the States
-
back making plans again
-
waiting on the Lord
-
to direct them.
-
We tend
-
to want to wait
-
on the Lord
-
and think that
-
that phrase means
-
that we should be inactive
-
that we get frustrated
-
seeing so many
-
of our plans fail
-
and we start to think
-
that
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I'll just wait on Him
-
He'll do all the work
-
I'll just sit back
-
and wait.
-
Being stagnant
-
is not waiting.
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Stagnant waters
-
breed disease
-
they breed death.
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We need living
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moving waters.
-
We want instead
-
to learn
-
as Paul has learned here
-
to be actively
-
waiting on the Lord.
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Well think about it
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this way
-
and for those of you
-
who know me
-
way too well
-
try not to laugh
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too much
-
at this illustration.
-
Think about a guy
-
who's finally got the nerve
-
up to ask a girl
-
on a date
-
and she says yes.
-
What if he prepared
-
for that date
-
the whole week
-
by sitting on his couch
-
and being stagnant?
-
He just says
-
alright she said yes
-
good I'll go home
-
and wait for the day
-
to come
-
and he sits on his couch
-
he dreams of all
-
the great things
-
that could happen
-
on the date
-
he worries over
-
every bad thing
-
that could happen
-
on the date
-
but he doesn't
-
actually get ready
-
he does nothing
-
but sit there.
-
Doesn't even take
-
a shower
-
and get dressed up
-
or ready for the date
-
or make any plans
-
just knows
-
the date's coming
-
so something
-
will happen
-
that day.
-
I'd imagine
-
that date
-
doesn't go very well
-
and doesn't go very long
-
especially after
-
she starts to smell him.
-
But what if instead
-
he was active
-
in his waiting?
-
What if she said yes
-
and for that whole week
-
leading up to it
-
he used that joy
-
to actively wake
-
to make plans?
-
He started thinking about
-
well what would her
-
favorite activity be
-
or what would her
-
favorite music be
-
and he decides to
-
set up a picnic
-
in the park
-
or decides to
-
find dinner
-
and a concert
-
at her favorite music.
-
There's no thing
-
he can do
-
no one thing
-
that makes that day
-
come any faster.
-
There's no one thing
-
he can do
-
that will ensure
-
that all of his plans
-
actually work.
-
Sometimes things
-
just go wrong.
-
But when he gets
-
to that day
-
and when they go out
-
on that picnic
-
if it rains
-
so what?
-
And if he forgets
-
the tickets to the concert
-
and they end up
-
taking a walk
-
in the park instead
-
and talking all night
-
so what?
-
She can see
-
that these plans
-
were made
-
that he prepared
-
himself
-
out of that puppy dog love
-
he got ready
-
because that was
-
what he was looking
-
forward to.
-
It drove him
-
to wait on that day.
-
How much more
-
does God look down
-
on us with joy
-
as we're making
-
these plans
-
when we say
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Lord my plan
-
is to serve you
-
now here's how
-
I'm going to do it
-
and he stops listening
-
after the
-
Lord I'm going to serve you
-
and kicks in
-
with his own plans
-
but what joy
-
he takes.
-
It's like the father
-
whose son
-
at five
-
wants to come in
-
and sees his dad
-
shaving
-
and wants to come in
-
and imitate his father
-
so the father
-
and son stand
-
side by side
-
in front of the
-
bathroom mirror
-
and the son
-
gets all
-
lathered up
-
dad gives him
-
the little
-
bladeless razor
-
and they slowly
-
mimic each other's moves
-
and his dad
-
slowly scrapes
-
down one side
-
his son scrapes
-
knocks off
-
the shaving cream
-
and it's not really
-
doing any good
-
his son doesn't
-
need to shave
-
but he wants
-
to be like his dad
-
and doing it
-
showing him
-
how to be
-
like his father
-
is helping him
-
to grow up
-
that way
-
it's helping
-
in the long run
-
whether he can
-
see it now
-
or not
-
what delight
-
our father
-
takes in us
-
as he looks
-
down at his child
-
and says
-
that's my boy
-
imitate me
-
follow my example
-
our plans
-
don't have
-
to work out
-
because his do
-
and because he
-
takes great delight
-
in the love
-
that drives us
-
to make those plans
-
and to serve him
-
no matter what
-
happens
-
it's that kind
-
of love
-
that imitating
-
life
-
that Paul
-
wants for himself
-
and that Paul
-
wants the church
-
to act out
-
here in Rome
-
and everywhere he goes
-
to act out
-
a life of love
-
to have faith
-
enough to realize
-
that we may
-
plan our course
-
but the Lord
-
determines our steps
-
and that's really good
-
to that end
-
Paul doesn't
-
just make plans
-
he makes sure
-
that they're
-
bathed in prayer
-
Paul knows
-
that his path
-
is difficult
-
instead of living
-
in fear
-
he fights
-
in faith
-
look at verse 30
-
he appeals
-
to the church
-
in Rome
-
to pray for him
-
he says
-
strive with me
-
struggle
-
wrestle with me
-
fight with me
-
in prayer
-
this prayer
-
he's living
-
it's not your standard
-
southern blessing
-
of a meal
-
of good bread
-
good meat
-
good God
-
let's eat
-
this is
-
this is a prayer
-
of a passionate
-
heart-wrenching
-
broken man
-
going down
-
a broken road
-
knowing the detours
-
and the pitfalls
-
are well worth
-
the home
-
with his savior
-
that lies at the end
-
so he beseeches
-
the church
-
to fight
-
with them
-
in prayer
-
he knows
-
that his life
-
is under threat
-
that there are
-
those
-
where he has been
-
and preached
-
that want to kill him
-
for what he has preached
-
and he prays
-
that his work
-
be made acceptable
-
to the saints there
-
he's not trying
-
to please the saints
-
with acceptable works
-
he's trying
-
to see that life
-
of love
-
break down the wall
-
between the Jews
-
in Jerusalem
-
and the Gentiles
-
sending them support
-
he's trying
-
to make sure
-
that pray
-
that when these Gentiles
-
who have now learned
-
the gospel
-
send their love
-
to this church
-
that this church
-
responds and says
-
they really are part
-
of the body of Christ
-
and that love
-
in those gifts
-
breaks down the walls
-
that are keeping
-
the church apart
-
between Jew and Gentile
-
he wants the church
-
in Jerusalem
-
not only to have
-
their needs taken care of
-
but to have their hearts
-
realize
-
that the body of Christ
-
is a beautiful thing
-
strikes me the most
-
though
-
is perhaps that
-
his greatest desire
-
in this
-
is that
-
the church
-
share in his joy
-
and be refreshed
-
by one another
-
missions is a huge
-
part of this
-
but it's not just
-
missions
-
it's fellowship
-
that he wants
-
to focus on
-
he focuses on
-
mutually encouraging
-
each other
-
as iron sharpens iron
-
so one man
-
builds another up
-
but it's not just
-
about preparing
-
for the fight
-
it's softening
-
the blows
-
in the fight
-
it's taking care
-
and binding up
-
the wounds
-
after the fight
-
it's standing together
-
as one body
-
Paul plans
-
he prays
-
he does all of this
-
so that joy
-
may be complete
-
that joy of the Lord
-
be his strength
-
and he does it all
-
by the
-
God's will
-
saying that
-
would be a scary thought
-
for all of us
-
if we didn't know
-
who God was
-
the one who loves us
-
beyond measure
-
who gave his son
-
up for us
-
that by his grace
-
we might be refreshed
-
and see peace
-
that passes
-
all understanding
-
and that's what
-
all of this leads to
-
a life of peace
-
at heart
-
looking at this
-
and finding that peace
-
one commentator
-
stood out to me
-
this week
-
as I was studying
-
that I want to bring
-
to you
-
he says
-
grace brings peace
-
the latter is both
-
a state
-
that of reconciliation
-
with God
-
and a condition
-
the inner conviction
-
that consequently
-
all is well
-
it's the great blessing
-
which Christ
-
by his atoning sacrifice
-
bestowed upon the church
-
it surpasses
-
all understanding
-
it's not the reflection
-
of an unclouded sky
-
and tranquil waters
-
of a picturesque lake
-
rather it's the cleft
-
of the rock
-
in which the Lord
-
hides his children
-
when the storm is raging
-
it's the hiding place
-
under the wings
-
to which the hen
-
gathers her broods
-
that the little chicks
-
are safe
-
while the storm
-
bursts loose
-
in all its fury
-
upon herself
-
we're reconciled
-
to God
-
we're at peace
-
with him
-
have you ever been
-
in a pickup game
-
of soccer
-
and your team
-
is doing so miserably
-
poor
-
and you have nothing
-
added
-
and the other team
-
is just trouncing you
-
and all of a sudden
-
they decide to
-
stop and be merciful
-
and switch one player out
-
and all of a sudden
-
you end up
-
on the winning team
-
despite having
-
done nothing
-
God's reconciling
-
us to him
-
after being at war
-
with him
-
and broken by sin
-
is even greater
-
nothing of our own
-
and yet he trades places
-
and puts us
-
on the winning side
-
he makes us
-
at peace with him
-
and being at peace
-
with him
-
gives us a peace
-
within
-
it's such a rich word
-
to Paul
-
and to the Romans
-
and to the church
-
itself
-
the very greeting
-
of the Jews
-
at the day
-
peace be with you
-
and it's because of it
-
that we're able
-
to come before him
-
to live for him
-
I pray for peace
-
in Moondry
-
every day
-
I pray for peace
-
of my own heart
-
especially on those days
-
when I get angry
-
at the evils
-
that are being done there
-
and yet
-
things are getting worse
-
Moondry's in ashes
-
burned to the ground
-
my friends have fled
-
so how can I say
-
that I'm at peace
-
I can't every day
-
am I nothing more
-
than the duck
-
on water
-
who looks calm
-
at top
-
but is kicking
-
furiously underneath
-
or truly
-
what does it take
-
to be able to say
-
whatever my lot
-
God has taught me
-
to say
-
it is well
-
it is well
-
with my soul
-
it's my friends
-
in Moondry
-
who have really
-
taught that to me
-
because every time
-
I call them
-
despite how bad
-
things are
-
they tell me
-
two things
-
first they say
-
don't stop praying
-
for us
-
and second
-
they say
-
God
-
is greater
-
and because
-
they know
-
who he is
-
they have a peace
-
within
-
despite
-
never having
-
peace without
-
and we can have
-
that too
-
if we know
-
who he is
-
and stand
-
together for it
-
I don't
-
know what
-
your story is
-
for the last
-
two years
-
or for your lives
-
I don't know
-
what plans
-
you've had
-
that have changed
-
I do know
-
that you have
-
a God
-
who is there
-
for you
-
no matter what
-
I know
-
that all
-
those friends
-
who have been
-
spread across
-
the world
-
and spread
-
across South Sudan
-
and scattered
-
like seeds
-
are still
-
in the hands
-
of the one
-
who can cause
-
them to grow
-
wherever they are
-
whether they're
-
in an IDP camp
-
or a refugee
-
settlement
-
God will spread
-
the gospel
-
even in this
-
that he will
-
cause it to grow
-
if we are willing
-
to say yes
-
to serve
-
yes to pray
-
for one another
-
to build one another
-
up
-
and to trust
-
in him
-
and be at peace
-
so let me
-
reassure you
-
by joining
-
my voice
-
to Paul
-
because a lot
-
of these stories
-
from South Sudan
-
can be pretty heavy
-
if you don't
-
remember
-
the joy
-
of the Lord
-
being the one
-
controlling them all
-
I've come home
-
that we might
-
be mutually
-
encouraged
-
be refreshed
-
by the fellowship
-
of this body
-
and the joy
-
of his spirit
-
dwelling in you
-
and me
-
crying out
-
to rejoice
-
and be glad
-
knowing that he
-
is a good God
-
that he will guide you
-
in the path
-
of righteousness
-
for his name's sake
-
so may the God
-
of peace
-
be with you all
-
amen
-
will you pray
-
with me
-
Father almighty
-
what a great gift
-
it is to know
-
that you are
-
a good God
-
that you are
-
a father
-
who cares
-
about his child
-
that lets us
-
come to you
-
and in your name
-
ask whatever
-
in it be given
-
we ask
-
that Lord
-
you bring peace
-
to Moondry
-
that you bring
-
peace to our hearts
-
that you help us
-
to remember
-
that you are
-
a good God
-
to live by faith
-
and to live
-
your love
-
that this world
-
might know you
-
and not ourselves
-
that they may know
-
your son
-
and he be glorified
-
we ask in your son's
-
precious name
-
amen
-
for more information
-
visit us online
-
at southwood.org
-
we ask
-
you