Sermon
Luke 2:21-38 - Consolation in Disruption
Publisher transcript
Transcript
-
You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.
-
Our passion is to experience and express grace. Join us.
-
If you have Bibles with you, open them to Luke chapter 2.
Luke 2 chapter mention
-
Luke chapter 2.
Luke 2 chapter mention
-
And the name given by the angel before he was conceived in the womb.
-
Now there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon.
-
And this man was righteous and devout, waiting for the consolation of Israel.
-
And the Holy Spirit was upon him.
-
And it had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord's Christ.
-
And he came in the Spirit into the temple.
-
When the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him according to the custom of the law,
-
he took him up in his arms and blessed God and said,
-
Lord, now you are letting your servant depart in peace according to your word.
-
For my eyes have seen your salvation that you have prepared in the presence of all peoples
-
a light for revelation to the Gentiles and for glory to your people Israel.
-
And his father and mother marveled at what was said about him.
-
And Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother,
-
Behold, this child is appointed for the fall and the rising of many in Israel.
-
And for a sign that is opposed.
-
And a sword will pierce through your own soul also.
-
So that thoughts from many hearts may be revealed.
-
And there was a prophetess, Anna, the daughter of Phineul, of the tribe of Asher.
-
She was advanced in years, having lived with her husband seven years from when she was a virgin,
-
and then as a widow until she was 84.
-
She did not depart from the temple,
-
worshiping with fasting and prayer night and day.
-
And coming up at that very hour, she began to give thanks to God
-
and to speak of him to all who were waiting for the redemption of Jerusalem.
-
Would you pray with me as we approach the study of God's word?
-
Father, we come to what to some may seem a simple task,
-
and that is we're going to read some words,
-
and we're going to talk about them, and we want to understand them.
-
But that's not the hard part.
-
The hard part's in our hearts,
-
and also that's why we need this study.
-
So would you pour out your spirits
-
and speak to us now from your word.
-
Father, you've chosen a fool
-
to proclaim your glory.
-
And we know that, Father,
-
we need your spirit.
-
So would you come,
-
meet us,
-
give me words to say,
-
and give us ears to hear
-
what you would have to say.
-
And we ask,
-
in the great name of Jesus.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
I'm excited to be here,
-
bringing God's word to you.
-
Will told me we had an hour,
-
so don't laugh.
-
You know, this is not one of the most popular
-
of the Christmas stories,
-
as we will see when we get into it.
-
But it's still one of my favorite.
-
You know, up until now,
-
you come through Luke 1 and Luke 2,
-
and you've got all these,
-
you've got all these warm and warm fuzzies
-
after seeing, you know,
-
these two boys born
-
from very dramatic circumstances.
-
You know, the shepherds,
-
and the story of the shepherds,
-
and the angels,
-
and all of that.
-
And, you know,
-
what a story for the ages.
-
But that kind of ends
-
in verse 21.
-
And this account
-
of Simeon
-
often,
-
most often,
-
is not included
-
in the rest,
-
but it is
-
highly significant.
-
Otherwise,
-
Luke would not have put it
-
here
-
in this critical place.
-
This story
-
contains,
-
if you look through
-
the birth narrative
-
of Jesus,
-
there are basically
-
four songs
-
that Luke gives us.
-
You have
-
the song of Zechariah,
-
the song of Mary,
-
you have the song
-
of the angels,
-
and now you have
-
this song of Simeon.
-
And this,
-
in the Latin,
-
this song is called
-
the nuke dimittis,
-
which basically means
-
now you are
-
dismissing.
-
And so,
-
we have Simeon
-
here,
-
someone that we know
-
hardly anything about.
-
But what we do know
-
from this particular
-
account
-
is that Simeon
-
was a godly man.
-
More than likely,
-
he was a part of
-
the leadership
-
of Israel.
-
And he has been
-
made,
-
to him,
-
has been given
-
a very, very special
-
promise.
-
somehow,
-
in some way,
-
the Holy Spirit
-
has communicated
-
to him
-
that he would
-
not see
-
death
-
until
-
his eyes
-
had seen
-
the Messiah.
-
God's
-
God's
-
And so,
-
now,
-
in this period
-
of Simeon's
-
life,
-
more than likely,
-
those hopes,
-
you know,
-
those days
-
of possibility
-
of this being
-
fulfilled
-
are fleeting.
-
And so,
-
as an old man,
-
he comes into
-
the temple,
-
and,
-
I mean,
-
think about
-
what transpires
-
here.
-
He comes
-
to the temple
-
just like
-
any other
-
day,
-
every day,
-
as he's coming
-
in to do
-
his worship.
-
But this day,
-
as he's in
-
the temple,
-
he hears
-
a baby
-
cry.
-
Not just
-
any
-
baby,
-
but a baby
-
that sets
-
his heart
-
aflame.
-
And you
-
can see
-
him kind
-
of pushing
-
his way
-
through the
-
crowds,
-
and he's
-
trying,
-
he comes
-
up to,
-
and he's
-
trying to
-
find the
-
source.
-
And he
-
comes up
-
to this
-
young couple
-
with an
-
infant son
-
in their
-
arms.
-
And he
-
takes up
-
this child
-
and sings.
-
He sings
-
because his
-
eyes have
-
at last
-
gazed
-
on the
-
promised
-
consolation
-
that has
-
come to
-
Israel.
-
I mean,
-
what a
-
moment.
-
You know,
-
the significance
-
of this
-
moment,
-
in many
-
ways,
-
what Luke
-
is doing
-
here,
-
he's doing
-
several
-
things.
-
This is,
-
in many
-
ways,
-
this is
-
pointing to
-
the bridge
-
from the
-
old system
-
to the
-
new,
-
where the
-
old,
-
the faithful
-
of Israel,
-
where Simeon,
-
in a way,
-
represents
-
Israel itself.
-
Simeon,
-
in many
-
ways,
-
was what
-
Israel should
-
have been.
-
But now,
-
Simeon says,
-
now let your
-
servant depart
-
in peace.
-
And the
-
new has
-
come,
-
and the
-
child
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
And so
-
the significance
-
of what
-
Simeon is
-
saying here
-
is all
-
bound up,
-
I think,
-
in those
-
words where
-
Luke describes
-
him as
-
awaiting the
-
consolation
-
of Israel.
-
And that
-
consolation,
-
those words,
-
come from
-
Isaiah chapter
Isaiah 40 chapter mention
-
40.
-
In the very
-
first verses
-
of Isaiah
-
40,
-
where it
-
says,
-
comfort,
-
oh,
-
comfort my
-
people,
-
says your
-
God.
-
Speak
-
tenderly to
-
Jerusalem,
-
and cry to
-
her that her
-
warfare is
-
ended,
-
that her
-
iniquity is
-
pardoned,
-
that she has
-
received from
-
the Lord's
-
hand double
-
for all her
-
sins.
-
And some,
-
like Simeon,
-
had been
-
faithfully,
-
faithfully
-
waiting for
-
this
-
fulfillment.
-
And the
-
word
-
consolation,
-
that word
-
comfort,
-
they're really
-
the same
-
words.
-
In fact,
-
it's the
-
same word
-
that will be
-
used of the
-
Holy Spirit
-
who comes
-
to us
-
as the
-
comforter.
-
He comes
-
as that
-
consolation.
-
And so
-
what Simeon
-
says in
-
response to
-
this,
-
he says
-
two things,
-
in this
-
song he
-
says two
-
things.
-
And he
-
says two
-
things about
-
what this
-
child is
-
going to
-
bring to
-
Israel.
-
And the
-
first,
-
he said
-
really it's
-
not to
-
Israel
-
itself,
-
he's
-
coming as
-
a light
-
of revelation
-
to the
-
Gentiles.
-
Now,
-
this,
-
when he
-
says this,
-
when he's
-
talking about
-
the light
-
of revelation,
-
he's not
-
talking about
-
just real
-
light,
-
physical
-
light,
-
but what
-
he's talking
-
about is
-
the light
-
of knowledge,
-
not the
-
light of
-
ignorance.
-
And when
-
he's,
-
excuse me,
-
I'm off,
-
I'm not
-
used to
-
preaching from
-
paper.
-
I'm used to
-
something not
-
quite so
-
high tech.
-
But the
-
light of
-
revelation,
-
the world
-
has been
-
living in
-
darkness
-
and the
-
ignorance of
-
who God
-
is and
-
all that
-
he is,
-
and they've
-
been groping
-
about in
-
darkness,
-
trying to
-
figure it
-
all out.
-
And I
-
don't know
-
if you've
-
ever been
-
in a place
-
of real
-
darkness.
-
Have you
-
ever been
-
in a room
-
or a place
-
where it
-
was so
-
dark you
-
couldn't see
-
your hand
-
right in
-
front of
-
your face?
-
And have
-
you ever
-
been there
-
for a
-
long time?
-
It's
-
oppressive.
-
But this
-
is the way
-
our world
-
is.
-
When we
-
lived in
-
Hungary,
-
Gail and
-
I went
-
down into
-
the city
-
one day
-
to one
-
of the
-
main city
-
squares,
-
like we
-
love to
-
do,
-
but on
-
that particular
-
day,
-
there was
-
a whole
-
big group
-
of Hare
-
Krishnas
-
having a
-
festival of
-
some kind
-
and a lot
-
of booths
-
and a lot
-
of places
-
they were
-
selling things
-
and demonstrating
-
things and
-
you'd see all
-
these idols
-
and all
-
these trinkets
-
and all
-
this stuff
-
and as you
-
walk through
-
this,
-
the darkness
-
of all
-
this superstition
-
was grievous
-
and just
-
oppressive.
-
but I
-
mean,
-
I've seen
-
it not
-
just there,
-
I had
-
a good
-
friend
-
and this
-
friend
-
normally
-
was very
-
rational,
-
very logical,
-
always
-
tried to
-
make good
-
solid
-
decisions
-
because,
-
I mean,
-
that's what
-
you do,
-
you just
-
think well
-
and you
-
make good
-
decisions,
-
but yet
-
every time
-
he said
-
something like
-
he hoped
-
would happen,
-
he could
-
not help
-
himself but
-
to knock
-
on wood.
-
And if
-
he didn't
-
have wood,
-
he would
-
knock himself
-
in the head,
-
which as I
-
thought about
-
it was
-
appropriate.
-
But somehow
-
we thought
-
that this
-
inanimate
-
material
-
had some
-
kind of
-
control
-
over his
-
destiny.
-
And that's
-
darkness.
-
And it
-
reminds me
-
of Isaiah
-
again in
-
chapter 44.
-
This is,
-
in some ways,
-
as Isaiah
-
writes these
-
verses that
-
you'll see
-
here,
-
it's really
-
kind of
-
comical.
-
Because he
-
describes a
-
guy who
-
goes and
-
cuts a piece
-
of wood,
-
and half of
-
the piece
-
of wood,
-
he burns
-
in the fire
-
and cooks
-
his dinner,
-
the other
-
half he
-
takes and
-
he carves
-
an idol,
-
and he
-
bows down
-
to it.
-
And Isaiah
-
writes,
-
starting in
-
verse 16,
-
he says,
-
half of it
-
he burns
-
in the fire,
-
over half
-
he eats
-
meat,
-
he roasts
-
it and
-
he's satisfied,
-
he warms
-
himself,
-
and the
-
rest of it
-
he makes
-
into a
-
god,
-
his idol,
-
and falls
-
down to
-
it,
-
and worships,
-
and prays
-
to it,
-
deliver me.
-
And then a
-
little bit
-
farther down
-
he says,
-
no one
-
considers,
-
nor is
-
there knowledge
-
or discernment
-
to say,
-
half of it
-
I burned
-
in the fire,
-
over half
-
of it I
-
made into
-
an abomination,
-
and then at
-
the end
-
he describes
-
it as a
-
deluded
-
heart has
-
led him
-
astray,
-
and he
-
cannot
-
deliver
-
himself.
-
That's the
-
darkness.
-
But to
-
those who
-
live in
-
darkness,
-
the light
-
of the
-
reality
-
of God
-
comes
-
in Jesus.
-
Jesus
-
himself
-
makes God
-
known.
-
And so
-
all of those
-
who live in
-
darkness,
-
Jesus
-
reintroduced,
-
shines the
-
light
-
of the
-
one
-
that we
-
were made
-
to know.
-
That we
-
were made
-
to know
-
intimately.
-
And we
-
can know
-
him only
-
through
-
this
-
child
-
who was
-
born
-
to us.
-
But that
-
consolation
-
which he
-
said is
-
not just
-
in the
-
light of
-
the revelation
-
of the
-
Gentiles,
-
it's also
-
when he
-
says glory
-
for Israel.
-
Now as I
-
read this
-
I ask,
-
alright,
-
why does he
-
say glory?
-
Well it
-
goes back
-
again to
-
this whole
-
need of
-
consolation.
-
Because at
-
this point
-
in Israel's
-
history,
-
Israel has,
-
they are
-
existing under
-
the strong
-
repressive
-
control
-
of Rome.
-
In fact,
-
they are a
-
people really
-
enslaved.
-
They are
-
not this
-
great people
-
of God
-
who everybody
-
else should
-
be coming
-
to.
-
They were
-
the scorn
-
of the
-
world.
-
They were
-
oppressed.
-
They were
-
suppressed.
-
They were
-
depressed.
-
And all
-
they wanted
-
was their
-
freedom.
-
They wanted
-
again their
-
dignity.
-
They wanted
-
to be
-
these people
-
that God
-
promised them
-
that they
-
would be.
-
But yet
-
they lived
-
under this
-
force.
-
And they
-
were derision.
-
Not a
-
people
-
glorious.
-
She was
-
at the
-
mercy of
-
her enemies
-
and were
-
outcasts.
-
But what
-
God promises
-
in this
-
Messiah
-
is that
-
to this
-
people
-
who are
-
in oppression
-
light,
-
the glory
-
has
-
come.
-
Israel
-
and this
-
child
-
is going
-
to be
-
the means
-
of
-
Israel
-
being
-
that
-
people
-
that God
-
has promised
-
to them
-
they would
-
be.
-
And this
-
we see
-
in Revelation
-
because if you
-
read on past
-
in Revelation
-
21 into
-
22 you'll
-
see even
-
there that
-
all of the
-
nations of
-
the world
-
are going
-
to come
-
to Israel.
-
Israel.
-
They're going
-
to come
-
into the
-
new
-
Jerusalem.
-
And this
-
Messiah is
-
going to
-
take away
-
their shame
-
going to
-
take away
-
their
-
oppression
-
and they
-
will no
-
longer be
-
scorned.
-
They will
-
be the
-
glorious
-
glorious
-
people that
-
God created
-
them to be.
-
But this
-
works not
-
just on
-
a corporate
-
scale.
-
What Simeon
-
sings of
-
here is
-
also true
-
on a
-
personal
-
scale.
-
And I
-
think this
-
is so
-
much of
-
why I love
-
this passage.
-
Because we
-
all live
-
in a
-
prison and
-
that prison
-
is shame.
-
we are
-
not the
-
people that
-
we want
-
to be.
-
We are
-
not the
-
people that
-
we ought
-
to be.
-
We in
-
many ways
-
are the
-
very people
-
we don't
-
want to
-
be.
-
And so
-
we live
-
in hiding.
-
We live
-
covering up
-
ourselves.
-
We live
-
in fear
-
of being
-
exposed.
-
Now
-
something you
-
need to
-
know about
-
me.
-
You hired
-
me.
-
So you
-
need to
-
know I'm
-
an imposter.
-
You know
-
in so many
-
ways I'm
-
an imposter.
-
I can
-
present a
-
pretty good
-
image on
-
the outside.
-
I clean
-
up pretty
-
well.
-
But on
-
the inside
-
parts of
-
it that
-
you'll
-
never see.
-
There is a
-
sense where
-
I live
-
in great
-
fear.
-
Fear that
-
you're going
-
to really
-
know who
-
you've
-
got.
-
I live
-
in hiding
-
because I
-
don't think
-
you're going
-
to like
-
what's really
-
here.
-
Because I
-
don't like
-
what's really
-
here.
-
Some people
-
call that
-
self-contempt.
-
And I think
-
it's a disease
-
that we
-
all share.
-
You know
-
some may
-
think it's
-
a psychological
-
malady.
-
I think it's
-
the normal
-
state of
-
existence
-
for mankind
-
because
-
we
-
know
-
instinctively
-
down in
-
our hearts
-
that's not
-
who we're
-
made to be.
-
We are
-
made for
-
something else.
-
And we
-
live in
-
this reality
-
glory.
-
That we're
-
not
-
that.
-
We were
-
made to be
-
beautiful
-
in the image
-
of God.
-
We were
-
made for
-
glory.
-
And we
-
also know
-
that we
-
don't have
-
it.
-
Now we're
-
we've just
-
moved into
-
a new
-
house
-
which we
-
really like
-
and we're
-
excited to be
-
here.
-
but one
-
of the
-
things about
-
living here
-
in this
-
house is
-
there's a
-
lot of
-
things that
-
have to
-
be done
-
and that
-
terrifies me
-
because for
-
example there
-
were we had
-
some light
-
fixtures that
-
we needed to
-
replace in
-
our bathroom
-
and I said
-
what's the
-
big deal
-
about light
-
fixtures?
-
Well it's
-
three wires
-
wire nuts
-
put them
-
together
-
screw it
-
to the
-
wall
-
and
-
boom it
-
should work
-
you know these
-
nice eight
-
lights up here
-
over this big
-
bathroom mirror
-
and I put
-
them up
-
and only two
-
of them work
-
and I have
-
no idea
-
why
-
but see now
-
electricians got
-
to come to
-
the house
-
gonna come
-
first of the
-
week
-
and you know
-
what the
-
first thing
-
he's gonna
-
say
-
who did
-
that?
-
And of
-
course the
-
temptation's
-
gonna be
-
he says
-
well it
-
was one
-
of those
-
deacons
-
that came
-
over to
-
the house
-
I might
-
add I'm
-
really appreciative
-
of the deacons
-
that came
-
over to the
-
house
-
and have
-
done a lot
-
of things
-
that I was
-
too embarrassed
-
to try to
-
do
-
but that
-
kind of
-
stuff
-
exposes
-
me
-
exposes
-
my
-
incompetence
-
so I
-
just I
-
hate
-
doing that
-
kind of
-
stuff
-
because
-
you know
-
it's not
-
just that
-
man
-
you know
-
you look
-
back
-
not just
-
on those
-
things that
-
I do
-
but I
-
look back
-
on my
-
past
-
and those
-
years
-
and unfortunately
-
that Facebook
-
continues to
-
remind me
-
about
-
I shudder
-
I shudder
-
over the
-
shame
-
and sometimes
-
I get
-
paralyzed
-
by the fear
-
of being
-
known
-
and I
-
want to
-
be
-
beautiful
-
and I
-
try to
-
make
-
myself
-
that
-
way
-
and I
-
just
-
can't
-
but the
-
promise here
-
is the
-
Messiah is
-
bringing
-
comfort
-
and he's
-
making
-
all
-
things
-
new
-
including
-
me
-
you know
-
and too
-
often I
-
think
-
when we
-
think of
-
the gospel
-
our ideas
-
of what the
-
gospel does
-
are truncated
-
they're too
-
small
-
we think
-
that yes
-
he comes
-
he's going
-
to forgive
-
us for the
-
guilt of
-
our sins
-
and I'm
-
not going
-
to feel
-
guilty
-
anymore
-
but that's
-
not all
-
he does
-
he doesn't
-
just come
-
to release
-
me of
-
my
-
shame
-
I mean
-
my sins
-
he's come
-
to set
-
me free
-
from my
-
ugliness
-
he's coming
-
to bring
-
glory
-
in John
-
17
-
there is
-
an incredible
-
passage
-
that just
-
floors me
-
every time
-
I read
-
it
-
starting
-
in verse
-
22
-
John
-
writes
-
the glory
-
that you
-
have given
-
to me
-
I have
-
given
-
to them
-
who's
-
them
-
it's
-
us
-
Jesus
-
has
-
taken
-
his
-
glory
-
he's
-
given
-
it's
-
given it
-
to us
-
that they
-
may be
-
one
-
even as
-
we are
-
I
-
in them
-
you
-
and me
-
that they
-
may become
-
perfectly
-
one
-
so that the
-
world may
-
know that
-
you sent
-
me and
-
love
-
them
-
even as
-
you love
-
me
-
father
-
I
-
desire
-
that they
-
also
-
whom you
-
have
-
given me
-
may be
-
with me
-
where I
-
am
-
to see
-
my
-
glory
-
do you
-
see what he
-
wants for
-
us
-
what is
-
Jesus
-
working
-
towards
-
here
-
what
-
does he
-
come
-
to do
-
he's
-
come to
-
take
-
what is
-
ugly
-
ugly
-
by our
-
own
-
fault
-
and turn
-
us
-
into
-
beauty
-
I
-
mean
-
I am
-
beautiful
-
use your
-
imagination
-
because
-
I'm in
-
Christ
-
I am
-
clothed
-
with the
-
garments
-
of the
-
bride
-
I am
-
beautiful
-
and there's
-
nothing
-
nothing
-
that can
-
do anything
-
to undo
-
that
-
all of us
-
who are in
-
Christ
-
we are
-
no longer
-
worthy of
-
derision
-
we are
-
worthy
-
of glory
-
because
-
the
-
comforter
-
the
-
consolation
-
of Israel
-
has come
-
tell you
-
what
-
that'll
-
set you
-
to sing
-
as
-
Simeon
-
did
-
but he
-
goes on
-
I wish
-
he had
-
stopped
-
right there
-
because
-
he goes
-
on
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
where
-
it
-
gets
-
a little
-
dicey
-
and
-
because
-
Luke
-
writes
-
and
-
Simeon
-
blessed
-
them
-
and then
-
said to
-
Mary
-
his
-
mother
-
behold
-
this
-
child
-
is
-
appointed
-
for the
-
rise
-
and fall
-
of many
-
in Israel
-
and for
-
a sign
-
that is
-
opposed
-
and a
-
sword
-
will
-
pierce
-
through
-
your
-
own
-
soul
-
also
-
so that
-
thoughts
-
from many
-
hearts
-
may be
-
revealed
-
the
-
sweet
-
innocent
-
child
-
is
-
armed
-
and
-
dangerous
-
and
-
what
-
he's
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
he's
-
going
-
to
-
upset
-
everything
-
on a
-
corporate
-
scale
-
absolutely
-
because
-
the
-
Messiah
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
turn
-
everything
-
upside
-
down
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
theme
-
that's
-
going
-
to
-
run
-
all
-
the
-
way
-
through
-
the
-
gospel
-
of
-
Luke
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
turning
-
society's
-
values
-
on
-
their
-
head
-
and
-
every
-
place
-
he
-
comes
-
he
-
disrupts
-
things
-
Jesus
-
never
-
leaves
-
things
-
as
-
they
-
were
-
no
-
one
-
is
-
ever
-
complacent
-
in the
-
presence
-
of
-
Jesus
-
they
-
either
-
love
-
him
-
or
-
he
-
is
-
opposed
-
and
-
he's
-
still
-
doing
-
that
-
but
-
see
-
he
-
does
-
this
-
personally
-
too
-
on
-
a
-
personal
-
level
-
the
-
most
-
I
-
think
-
the
-
most
-
disruptive
-
thing
-
you
-
can
-
do
-
in
-
life
-
is
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
Jesus
-
he
-
comes
-
to
-
bring
-
beauty
-
and
-
glory
-
to
-
our
-
ugliness
-
and
-
our
-
brokenness
-
but
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
he
-
has
-
to
-
disrupt
-
things
-
terribly
-
and
-
he
-
will
-
you
-
know
-
sometimes
-
when I
-
think
-
about
-
it
-
I
-
wish
-
that
-
Jesus
-
would
-
just
-
leave
-
me
-
let
-
me
-
be
-
he
-
says
-
why
-
can't
-
I
-
just
-
be
-
happy
-
why
-
can't
-
I
-
just
-
be
-
comfortable
-
why
-
can't
-
we
-
just
-
have
-
a
-
nice
-
little
-
joy
-
ride
-
through
-
life
-
would
-
it
-
hurt
-
well
-
but
-
that's
-
not
-
what
-
he
-
does
-
you
-
know
-
several
-
years
-
ago
-
he
-
precipitated
-
one of
-
the
-
darkest
-
moments
-
in
-
my
-
life
-
and
-
he
-
did
-
it
-
through
-
one
-
of
-
my
-
children
-
and
-
I'm
-
not
-
going
-
into
-
all
-
the
-
details
-
but
-
he
-
shook
-
my
-
world
-
so
-
seriously
-
so
-
hard
-
that
-
I
-
thought
-
I
-
was
-
going
-
to
-
lose
-
my
-
balance
-
and
-
I
-
remember
-
on
-
this
-
event
-
being
-
so
-
hurt
-
and
-
angry
-
at
-
what
-
he
-
did
-
in
-
my
-
life
-
that
-
I
-
basically
-
just
-
crossed
-
my
-
arms
-
and
-
looked
-
at
-
him
-
and
-
says
-
I'm
-
not
-
playing
-
with
-
you
-
anymore
-
because
-
you
-
hurt
-
me
-
unfortunately
-
I was
-
a pastor
-
then
-
and I
-
had to
-
keep
-
preaching
-
how do
-
you preach
-
the good
-
news
-
of someone
-
you don't
-
like
-
but see
-
what he
-
was doing
-
he was
-
not trying
-
to destroy
-
my faith
-
he was
-
trying to
-
destroy
-
a false
-
foundation
-
so that
-
my faith
-
real faith
-
substantive
-
faith
-
would actually
-
grow
-
and so
-
he was not
-
trying to
-
destroy me
-
he was
-
trying to
-
build me
-
up
-
he was
-
working
-
for
-
real
-
joy
-
in life
-
not this
-
false
-
stuff
-
that I
-
pursued
-
but he
-
had to
-
get that
-
out of
-
the way
-
he was
-
not trying
-
to destroy
-
my life
-
and my
-
faith
-
he was
-
just
-
replacing
-
it
-
with
-
something
-
real
-
and he's
-
relentless
-
in this
-
pursuit
-
of my
-
heart
-
he is
-
relentless
-
it is
-
terribly
-
disruptive
-
you know
-
all I
-
want
-
sometimes
-
is
-
would you
-
please
-
just
-
leave
-
me
-
alone
-
let me
-
just be
-
comfortable
-
let me
-
just have
-
some rest
-
here
-
let me
-
just have
-
some quiet
-
and he
-
says no
-
I want
-
more for
-
you than
-
that
-
I want
-
you to
-
taste
-
glory
-
I want
-
you to
-
taste the
-
sweetness
-
of the
-
kingdom
-
him
-
he's
-
moving
-
us
-
to
-
glory
-
the
-
savior
-
has
-
come
-
with
-
a
-
sword
-
in
-
his
-
hand
-
to
-
put
-
our
-
enemies
-
to
-
death
-
in
-
those
-
enemies
-
a lot
-
of
-
them
-
are
-
in
-
our
-
hearts
-
now
-
the
-
question
-
is
-
how
-
or
-
why
-
would
-
I
-
trust
-
him
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
in
-
me
-
it's
-
because
-
this
-
child
-
who
-
comes
-
with
-
a
-
sword
-
pointed
-
it
-
to
-
himself
-
he
-
didn't
-
come
-
wielding
-
the
-
sword
-
on
-
me
-
he
-
came
-
and
-
wielded
-
it
-
on
-
himself
-
he
-
didn't
-
put
-
me
-
to
-
death
-
he
-
put
-
himself
-
to
-
death
-
he
-
died
-
for
-
my
-
shame
-
he
-
died
-
for
-
my
-
guilt
-
he
-
gave
-
himself
-
so
-
that
-
I
-
could
-
know
-
life
-
and joy
-
and peace
-
he
-
and if
-
that's
-
the way
-
he
-
works
-
we
-
can
-
trust
-
him
-
and so
-
we can
-
say
-
to
-
him
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
come
-
come
-
I
-
want to
-
know
-
glory
-
I
-
want to
-
know
-
light
-
I
-
want to
-
know
-
life
-
come
-
do
-
your
-
work
-
and I
-
can
-
trust
-
you
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
let's
-
pray
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
would you
-
continue to
-
show yourself
-
to us
-
show us
-
your love
-
your goodness
-
and your
-
mercy
-
would
-
you
-
come
-
and
-
pursue
-
our
-
hearts
-
would
-
you
-
bring us
-
to
-
glory
-
would
-
you
-
show us
-
the
-
vanity
-
of
-
trying
-
to
-
cover
-
up
-
our
-
own
-
shame
-
and
-
would
-
you
-
draw
-
us
-
to
-
the
-
place
-
where
-
we
-
say
-
to
-
you
-
my
-
comforter
-
my
-
consolation
-
I
-
am
-
yours
-
now
-
bring
-
the
-
glory
-
for
-
which
-
I
-
was
-
made
-
we
-
pray
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
amen
-
for
-
more
-
information
-
visit us
-
online
-
at
-
southwood.org