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Habakkuk "God Out of the Box"

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  1. You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.

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  4. Yeah, and some of the messaging we had with Will this morning, I think he's coming up

  5. with some new ideas of ways to enhance what we do here.

  6. And he was talking about the worship service that he went through this morning.

  7. It lasted for four and a half hours.

  8. So just be on your guard.

  9. I want you to open your Bibles to Habakkuk.

  10. Some of you are going to have to tear the pages apart in this section.

  11. If you want to know where it is, it's right after Nahum.

  12. Turn to Matthew and make a left and go back five books and you'll find it.

  13. There haven't been many books in the Bible that I have repeated through sermons.

  14. In fact, I don't think there are any except for Luke going through here, except Habakkuk.

  15. And this is actually the third time through.

  16. Because what I find here in Habakkuk is a very highly relevant message for us.

  17. It's one of those minor prophets that, unfortunately, we don't read very often.

  18. But I think he speaks to us in so many wonderful ways.

  19. I don't know if you've ever found yourself in a situation

  20. where God shook you down to the foundations

  21. of all that you thought and all that you believed about him.

  22. I mean, maybe even we think about that now when you look at things on a societal level,

  23. when you see the way our society is going and you see, you know,

  24. it seems like evil is running rampant,

  25. righteousness is kind of being pushed out of the picture,

  26. and everything seems to be out of control.

  27. And we wonder, okay, God, what are your promises here?

  28. What are you doing?

  29. Maybe it's on a personal level,

  30. where God did something in your life

  31. that was beyond your understanding and your ability to grasp.

  32. You know, on whatever level that maybe God has ever done this,

  33. sometimes he comes and does these things that totally changes everything.

  34. It changes the way that we think about him.

  35. It changes the way that we relate to him.

  36. It changes how we think about ourselves, about his promises.

  37. It just shapes everything.

  38. And God does, has a way of bringing us to that place

  39. in undoing so much of what we think.

  40. I think that a lot of us have this view of God

  41. that's very tame.

  42. It's very manageable.

  43. It's very predictable.

  44. It's very orderly.

  45. And functions on this basis of a nice set of well-defined rules and categories.

  46. And we like when God is this way

  47. because we like life that's predictable.

  48. We like life that is manageable.

  49. And we like it when we can use these nice formulas

  50. and everything is predictable.

  51. You know, if I do this, if I do this,

  52. then I'm going to get this.

  53. If I read the Bible to my kids as they're younger

  54. and we do family devotions

  55. and then my kids are going to turn out great.

  56. If I give my money when I'm supposed to,

  57. then God is going to bless me

  58. and make sure that I have everything that I need.

  59. God is going to honor what I do for him.

  60. And after all, we've got all these promises in Scripture

  61. that tell us those very things.

  62. But sometimes we find out

  63. that this God that we worship

  64. is not that kind of God.

  65. Sometimes He just will not

  66. and refuses to

  67. fit into our formulas,

  68. our predictable, manageable

  69. ideas

  70. of what He is supposed to do.

  71. Sometimes those who tithe

  72. lose their jobs.

  73. Sometimes really good parents

  74. have children who are addicts.

  75. And what do we do then?

  76. In fact, I would actually go on to say

  77. if your picture of God

  78. is orderly,

  79. predictable,

  80. neat,

  81. and tidy,

  82. you do not

  83. know Him

  84. very well.

  85. He is not a tame God.

  86. He is very unpredictable.

  87. And He lives outside of

  88. our categories

  89. in our boxes

  90. that we create

  91. for Him.

  92. Let me tell you

  93. a little bit about

  94. how I was faced

  95. with this dilemma.

  96. And this was as a pastor.

  97. Back in

  98. the summer of 2009,

  99. I was sitting

  100. in a courtroom.

  101. We had returned

  102. from Hungary

  103. after being there

  104. for six years.

  105. A year or so before,

  106. my oldest daughter

  107. had gotten married

  108. to a guy

  109. that we

  110. had questions

  111. about.

  112. And now,

  113. we were sitting

  114. in a courtroom

  115. in rural Kansas

  116. where he had been

  117. falsely accused

  118. of a horrific crime.

  119. And the jury

  120. was about to come back

  121. with its verdict.

  122. And I remember

  123. that

  124. of even praying,

  125. we had all these

  126. people praying for us,

  127. we had all these

  128. people, you know,

  129. supporting us

  130. and behind,

  131. you know,

  132. just pleading

  133. for God to be

  134. who He's promised

  135. He would be.

  136. A God of justice,

  137. a God of mercy.

  138. And I also remember

  139. that there's one thing

  140. that I absolutely

  141. felt that I could

  142. not stand,

  143. I could not handle,

  144. was to look

  145. into my daughter's

  146. eyes

  147. and hear the word

  148. guilty.

  149. Because my daughter

  150. was a new parent,

  151. had an infant son,

  152. not quite a year old,

  153. and this was not

  154. the life

  155. that I had thought

  156. would be

  157. for my daughter.

  158. I couldn't imagine

  159. her being a single parent.

  160. I couldn't imagine

  161. my grandson

  162. having a father

  163. who was a convicted felon.

  164. I couldn't imagine.

  165. And to deal with

  166. the pain

  167. of her face.

  168. And so when the judge

  169. pronounced the words

  170. guilty,

  171. everything I knew

  172. about God

  173. went out the window.

  174. I didn't know

  175. how to relate

  176. to him anymore.

  177. I didn't know

  178. how to pray

  179. to him anymore.

  180. I didn't know

  181. what to expect

  182. from him anymore.

  183. I was dealing

  184. with a God

  185. I did not know.

  186. And at the moment,

  187. I wasn't sure

  188. I liked it.

  189. He did not

  190. answer my prayers

  191. the way I thought

  192. he should have.

  193. Instead,

  194. he brought to me

  195. some of the deepest pain

  196. I have ever felt.

  197. And how am I

  198. supposed to relate

  199. to a God

  200. who is like that?

  201. Well see,

  202. really,

  203. this is the story

  204. of Habakkuk.

  205. Habakkuk

  206. is a prophecy

  207. that is very different

  208. from all the other

  209. prophecies.

  210. It's a dialogue.

  211. So many of the other

  212. prophecies,

  213. you have a prophet

  214. coming with these words

  215. of judgment

  216. and calls to repentance

  217. for the nation

  218. of Israel

  219. so they could come back

  220. to the God

  221. that they were

  222. supposed to be

  223. worshiping.

  224. But Habakkuk

  225. is really

  226. a conversation

  227. between two

  228. very intimate

  229. friends.

  230. And

  231. it is

  232. a declaration

  233. in a sense

  234. of

  235. what it means

  236. to walk

  237. in faith

  238. with our

  239. creator

  240. and our

  241. redeemer.

  242. So for those

  243. of us

  244. who struggle

  245. with what God

  246. is doing

  247. in our lives

  248. and maybe

  249. struggling

  250. in our world,

  251. Habakkuk,

  252. I think,

  253. is a great

  254. place for us

  255. to learn

  256. how to relate

  257. to him

  258. in faith.

  259. How to relate

  260. in faith

  261. to a God

  262. who will not

  263. fit

  264. in our box.

  265. So what I want to do,

  266. I want us just to go

  267. through this dialogue

  268. in the first chapter

  269. up through

  270. verse 1

  271. of chapter 2

  272. and let's see

  273. how this

  274. all conversation

  275. sets up.

  276. Let me read

  277. verses 1

  278. through 4.

  279. You can see it

  280. there on the screen.

  281. It's the oracle

  282. that Habakkuk

  283. the prophet

  284. saw.

  285. How long,

  286. O Lord,

  287. how long

  288. shall I cry

  289. for help

  290. and you

  291. will not hear

  292. or cry

  293. to you

  294. violence

  295. and you

  296. will not

  297. save?

  298. Why do you

  299. make me see

  300. iniquity

  301. and why

  302. do you

  303. idly

  304. look at wrong?

  305. Destruction

  306. and violence

  307. are before me,

  308. strife

  309. and contention

  310. arise

  311. so the law

  312. is paralyzed

  313. and justice

  314. never goes

  315. forth

  316. for the wicked

  317. surround

  318. the righteous

  319. so justice

  320. goes forth

  321. perverted.

  322. Habakkuk

  323. comes to God

  324. opens up

  325. this dialogue

  326. with a complaint

  327. and he's

  328. confused.

  329. He knows

  330. who God

  331. is,

  332. he knows

  333. what God

  334. has promised,

  335. he knows

  336. what he has

  337. taught

  338. but what he

  339. sees

  340. before his

  341. face

  342. is not

  343. what

  344. he thinks

  345. should be

  346. because

  347. he

  348. thinks

  349. what he's

  350. saying here

  351. is that

  352. God

  353. what it

  354. seems

  355. here

  356. is that

  357. you

  358. have put

  359. me in

  360. a place

  361. with all

  362. these wicked

  363. people

  364. and these

  365. are your

  366. people

  367. they are

  368. perverting

  369. justice

  370. righteousness

  371. is basically

  372. being pushed

  373. out of society

  374. and you're

  375. making me

  376. see this

  377. but all

  378. the while

  379. it appears

  380. like you're

  381. blind

  382. that you

  383. don't see it

  384. because if you

  385. did see it

  386. you would

  387. be doing

  388. something

  389. but you're

  390. not doing

  391. anything

  392. that I

  393. can see

  394. and why

  395. in fact

  396. it's gotten

  397. so bad

  398. in Habakkuk's

  399. mind

  400. that he said

  401. that the

  402. wicked surround

  403. the righteous

  404. they're

  405. hemmed in

  406. they seem

  407. to be more

  408. numerous than

  409. the good

  410. folks

  411. and there's

  412. no justice

  413. but notice

  414. too how

  415. he begins

  416. this whole

  417. dialogue

  418. he says

  419. how long

  420. do I cry

  421. to you

  422. for help

  423. this is not

  424. the first

  425. time

  426. Habakkuk

  427. has prayed

  428. this

  429. he has

  430. been going

  431. to God

  432. over

  433. and over

  434. and over

  435. again

  436. in this

  437. prayer

  438. he feels

  439. like

  440. is falling

  441. on deaf

  442. ears

  443. and so

  444. he's

  445. confused

  446. he's

  447. and he's

  448. going to

  449. God

  450. and wrestling

  451. with him

  452. and saying

  453. okay

  454. what's going

  455. on here

  456. this is not

  457. right

  458. well then we

  459. get to verse

  460. five and

  461. God comes

  462. and answers

  463. look what he

  464. says

  465. he says

  466. look

  467. among the

  468. nations

  469. and see

  470. wonder

  471. and be

  472. astonished

  473. for I

  474. am doing

  475. a work

  476. in your

  477. days

  478. that you

  479. would not

  480. believe

  481. if told

  482. for behold

  483. I am

  484. raising up

  485. the Chaldeans

  486. that bitter

  487. and hasty

  488. nation

  489. who march

  490. through the

  491. breadth of

  492. the earth

  493. to seize

  494. dwellings

  495. not their

  496. own

  497. they are

  498. dreaded

  499. and fearsome

  500. their justice

  501. and dignity

  502. go forth

  503. from themselves

  504. their horses

  505. are swifter

  506. than leopards

  507. more fierce

  508. than the evening

  509. wolves

  510. their horsemen

  511. press proudly

  512. on

  513. their horsemen

  514. come from

  515. afar

  516. they fly

  517. like an eagle

  518. swift

  519. to devour

  520. they all

  521. come for

  522. violence

  523. all their

  524. faces forward

  525. they gather

  526. captives

  527. like sand

  528. at kings

  529. they scoff

  530. and at rulers

  531. they laugh

  532. and they laugh

  533. at every

  534. fortress

  535. for they

  536. pile up

  537. earth

  538. and take

  539. it

  540. then they

  541. sweep

  542. by like

  543. the winds

  544. and go

  545. on

  546. guilty

  547. men

  548. whose

  549. God

  550. whose

  551. own

  552. might

  553. is

  554. their

  555. God

  556. wow

  557. God

  558. answers

  559. Habakkuk

  560. and basically

  561. says oh

  562. you think

  563. I'm not

  564. doing

  565. anything

  566. oh I

  567. am

  568. I'm doing

  569. something

  570. beyond

  571. wonderful

  572. I am

  573. right now

  574. at work

  575. raising up

  576. the Chaldeans

  577. Nebuchadnezzar

  578. all the

  579. Babylonians

  580. and they're

  581. going to

  582. come

  583. and they're

  584. going to

  585. bring

  586. justice

  587. God

  588. is

  589. bringing

  590. justice

  591. on

  592. Israel

  593. and all

  594. the

  595. wickedness

  596. that was

  597. there

  598. but what

  599. was surprising

  600. to Habakkuk

  601. now

  602. is that

  603. he's

  604. using

  605. the

  606. Babylonians

  607. to do

  608. it

  609. to do

  610. his

  611. work

  612. this

  613. arrogant

  614. godless

  615. extremely

  616. violent

  617. people

  618. are

  619. going to

  620. flood

  621. into

  622. Israel

  623. and take

  624. care of

  625. business

  626. wow

  627. what do you

  628. think Habakkuk

  629. thought of

  630. that

  631. well

  632. we look

  633. at verse

  634. 12

  635. through 17

  636. and we

  637. see

  638. are you

  639. not

  640. from

  641. everlasting

  642. oh

  643. lord

  644. my

  645. god

  646. my

  647. holy

  648. one

  649. we

  650. will

  651. not

  652. die

  653. oh

  654. lord

  655. you

  656. have

  657. ordained

  658. them

  659. as a

  660. judgment

  661. and you

  662. oh

  663. rock

  664. have

  665. established

  666. them

  667. for

  668. reproof

  669. you

  670. who

  671. are

  672. of

  673. pure

  674. eyes

  675. than

  676. to

  677. see

  678. evil

  679. and

  680. cannot

  681. look

  682. at

  683. wrong

  684. why

  685. do

  686. you

  687. idly

  688. look

  689. at

  690. nations

  691. and are

  692. silent

  693. when the

  694. wicked

  695. swallows

  696. up

  697. the

  698. man

  699. more

  700. righteous

  701. than

  702. he

  703. you

  704. have

  705. made

  706. mankind

  707. like

  708. the

  709. fish

  710. of

  711. the

  712. sea

  713. like

  714. crawling

  715. things

  716. that

  717. have

  718. no

  719. ruler

  720. he

  721. brings

  722. all

  723. of

  724. them

  725. up

  726. with

  727. a

  728. hook

  729. he

  730. drags

  731. them

  732. out

  733. with

  734. his

  735. net

  736. he

  737. gathers

  738. them

  739. in

  740. his

  741. dragnet

  742. so

  743. he

  744. rejoices

  745. his

  746. dragnet

  747. for

  748. by

  749. them

  750. he

  751. lives

  752. in

  753. luxury

  754. and

  755. his

  756. food

  757. is

  758. rich

  759. is

  760. he

  761. then

  762. to

  763. keep

  764. on

  765. emptying

  766. his

  767. net

  768. and

  769. merciliously

  770. killing

  771. nations

  772. forever

  773. Habakkuk's

  774. response

  775. if he

  776. wasn't

  777. confused

  778. before

  779. he

  780. is

  781. now

  782. because

  783. he

  784. goes

  785. to

  786. God

  787. he

  788. says

  789. God

  790. what's

  791. going

  792. on

  793. and

  794. God

  795. says

  796. I've

  797. got

  798. a

  799. plan

  800. but

  801. if

  802. I

  803. tell

  804. you

  805. you

  806. won't

  807. believe

  808. me

  809. and

  810. Habakkuk

  811. basically

  812. says

  813. tell

  814. me

  815. and

  816. God

  817. tells

  818. him

  819. and

  820. Habakkuk

  821. says

  822. I

  823. don't

  824. believe

  825. you

  826. God

  827. tells

  828. him

  829. and

  830. what

  831. he

  832. seems

  833. to

  834. be

  835. doing

  836. is

  837. totally

  838. the

  839. opposite

  840. of

  841. what

  842. Habakkuk

  843. has

  844. known

  845. and

  846. he

  847. is

  848. more

  849. than

  850. troubled

  851. in

  852. fact

  853. his

  854. response

  855. here

  856. is

  857. quite

  858. brutally

  859. honest

  860. and

  861. very

  862. strong

  863. we

  864. can't

  865. even

  866. say

  867. that

  868. Habakkuk

  869. is

  870. ticked

  871. off

  872. and

  873. he

  874. cannot

  875. understand

  876. how

  877. God

  878. could

  879. do

  880. such

  881. a

  882. thing

  883. how

  884. could

  885. you

  886. take

  887. these

  888. arrogant

  889. violent

  890. pagan

  891. people

  892. and

  893. use

  894. them

  895. to

  896. judge

  897. those

  898. who

  899. are

  900. more

  901. righteous

  902. than

  903. they

  904. are

  905. that

  906. you

  907. would

  908. use

  909. them

  910. to

  911. come

  912. and

  913. destroy

  914. us

  915. and

  916. his

  917. confusion

  918. gets

  919. the

  920. best

  921. of

  922. him

  923. and

  924. he

  925. just

  926. goes

  927. to

  928. God

  929. and

  930. pours

  931. out

  932. his

  933. anguish

  934. in a

  935. flood

  936. and

  937. then

  938. we

  939. have

  940. the

  941. conclusion

  942. we

  943. see

  944. verse

  945. one

  946. of

  947. chapter

  948. two

  949. where

  950. he

  951. says

  952. I

  953. will

  954. take

  955. my

  956. stand

  957. at

  958. my

  959. watch

  960. post

  961. and

  962. station

  963. myself

  964. on

  965. the

  966. tower

  967. and

  968. I

  969. will

  970. look

  971. out

  972. to

  973. see

  974. what

  975. he

  976. will

  977. say

  978. to

  979. me

  980. and

  981. what

  982. I

  983. will

  984. answer

  985. concerning

  986. my

  987. complaint

  988. Habakkuk

  989. doesn't know

  990. what God

  991. is going

  992. to say

  993. but he's

  994. already

  995. building

  996. a

  997. defense

  998. to

  999. argue

  1000. his

  1001. case

  1002. I

  1003. love

  1004. this

  1005. dialogue

  1006. especially

  1007. because

  1008. God

  1009. has

  1010. shown

  1011. himself

  1012. so far

  1013. outside

  1014. the

  1015. categories

  1016. that I

  1017. had

  1018. for

  1019. him

  1020. but it

  1021. also

  1022. and because

  1023. of that

  1024. it

  1025. shows

  1026. us

  1027. a pathway

  1028. of

  1029. dealing

  1030. with

  1031. God

  1032. in

  1033. faith

  1034. and

  1035. Habakkuk's

  1036. response

  1037. his

  1038. dealing

  1039. with

  1040. God

  1041. is

  1042. very

  1043. much

  1044. in

  1045. faith

  1046. but we

  1047. have to

  1048. see

  1049. how

  1050. that

  1051. looks

  1052. so first

  1053. what is

  1054. faith's

  1055. response

  1056. to

  1057. confusion

  1058. how do

  1059. you respond

  1060. in such

  1061. a situation

  1062. where God

  1063. is so

  1064. confusing

  1065. right now

  1066. you know

  1067. what do

  1068. you do

  1069. when God

  1070. throws

  1071. you for a

  1072. loop

  1073. what do

  1074. you do

  1075. when you

  1076. get

  1077. confused

  1078. how do

  1079. you respond

  1080. when you

  1081. are in

  1082. pain

  1083. or when

  1084. you are

  1085. perplexed

  1086. with all

  1087. that God

  1088. is bringing

  1089. into your

  1090. life

  1091. all this

  1092. stuff

  1093. at the

  1094. hands

  1095. of God

  1096. how do

  1097. you relate

  1098. to him

  1099. how do

  1100. you respond

  1101. to him

  1102. well there's

  1103. a couple

  1104. of ways

  1105. a lot

  1106. of us

  1107. just run

  1108. but we

  1109. run

  1110. in a

  1111. couple

  1112. of different

  1113. ways

  1114. sometimes

  1115. we just

  1116. flat

  1117. run

  1118. God

  1119. you don't

  1120. make any

  1121. sense

  1122. Christianity

  1123. is

  1124. confusing

  1125. it's not

  1126. what it

  1127. should

  1128. be

  1129. I'm

  1130. out of

  1131. here

  1132. forget

  1133. it

  1134. God

  1135. if this

  1136. is what

  1137. you do

  1138. and you

  1139. don't fit

  1140. into this

  1141. box the way

  1142. I think

  1143. well forget

  1144. it

  1145. I'm gone

  1146. in our

  1147. frustration

  1148. we just

  1149. run and

  1150. leave

  1151. we'll go

  1152. find another

  1153. religion

  1154. we'll go

  1155. find another

  1156. philosophy

  1157. we'll go

  1158. find something

  1159. else

  1160. some other

  1161. system

  1162. to help

  1163. us

  1164. grapple

  1165. with this

  1166. hard

  1167. reality

  1168. of life

  1169. we just

  1170. run

  1171. because

  1172. this

  1173. God

  1174. that we

  1175. thought

  1176. that was

  1177. so great

  1178. and loving

  1179. is now

  1180. hard

  1181. we don't

  1182. want anything

  1183. to do

  1184. with him

  1185. and so

  1186. in our

  1187. hardship

  1188. we just

  1189. leave

  1190. but there's

  1191. another way

  1192. we run

  1193. and that

  1194. is

  1195. we run

  1196. straight

  1197. into our

  1198. religion

  1199. straight

  1200. into our

  1201. Christian

  1202. practice

  1203. and that

  1204. what that

  1205. looks like

  1206. is

  1207. okay

  1208. you know

  1209. we

  1210. we stick

  1211. to what

  1212. we know

  1213. to the

  1214. doctrines

  1215. that we

  1216. have

  1217. and we

  1218. may

  1219. vocalize

  1220. them

  1221. we may

  1222. say

  1223. yeah

  1224. I know

  1225. God

  1226. is

  1227. sovereign

  1228. and we

  1229. continue to

  1230. put the

  1231. smiles on

  1232. our faces

  1233. we continue

  1234. to act

  1235. in all

  1236. of our

  1237. religious

  1238. niceties

  1239. that God

  1240. is nowhere

  1241. to be found

  1242. he is not

  1243. anywhere close

  1244. we have

  1245. basically

  1246. shielded

  1247. ourselves

  1248. from this

  1249. God

  1250. by our

  1251. religious

  1252. practice

  1253. to avoid

  1254. that

  1255. confusion

  1256. and perplexity

  1257. and pain

  1258. that comes

  1259. when we

  1260. really get

  1261. to know

  1262. him

  1263. but we're

  1264. not getting

  1265. to know

  1266. him

  1267. we're hiding

  1268. in a

  1269. system

  1270. that we

  1271. think will

  1272. make sense

  1273. of things

  1274. but

  1275. unfortunately

  1276. it will

  1277. leave us

  1278. empty

  1279. so

  1280. whether

  1281. we are

  1282. running

  1283. off to

  1284. some

  1285. other

  1286. philosophy

  1287. or we're

  1288. running

  1289. back

  1290. deeper

  1291. in our

  1292. religion

  1293. we're

  1294. still

  1295. running

  1296. we're

  1297. running

  1298. away

  1299. you know

  1300. some

  1301. of us

  1302. again

  1303. we're

  1304. we're

  1305. running

  1306. this is

  1307. not how

  1308. Habakkuk

  1309. deals

  1310. with

  1311. the

  1312. situation

  1313. even

  1314. from the

  1315. very

  1316. beginning

  1317. when

  1318. Habakkuk

  1319. was

  1320. perplexed

  1321. he ran

  1322. but he

  1323. didn't run

  1324. away

  1325. where does

  1326. he go

  1327. with his

  1328. complaint

  1329. he goes

  1330. to God

  1331. and when

  1332. it gets

  1333. worse

  1334. what does

  1335. he do

  1336. he keeps

  1337. going

  1338. to God

  1339. it's like

  1340. he's entering

  1341. into this

  1342. this wrestling

  1343. match

  1344. with God

  1345. because he

  1346. wants to

  1347. know

  1348. and that's

  1349. where he

  1350. goes

  1351. he prays

  1352. he doesn't

  1353. just shut

  1354. down but

  1355. he prays

  1356. his prayer

  1357. in some

  1358. ways

  1359. on the

  1360. surface

  1361. is

  1362. disrespectful

  1363. it is

  1364. harsh

  1365. it's

  1366. in your

  1367. face

  1368. but it

  1369. is the

  1370. prayer of

  1371. faith

  1372. because here

  1373. he's

  1374. demonstrating

  1375. that it

  1376. was God

  1377. was the

  1378. one he

  1379. trusted

  1380. and that's

  1381. where he

  1382. was going

  1383. he didn't

  1384. understand

  1385. anything

  1386. he didn't

  1387. know what

  1388. he was

  1389. doing

  1390. but he

  1391. knew who

  1392. he trusted

  1393. and he

  1394. was going

  1395. there

  1396. I actually

  1397. think

  1398. this is the

  1399. way prayer

  1400. should be

  1401. it's not

  1402. very common

  1403. we don't pray

  1404. like this

  1405. very often

  1406. I think

  1407. we're afraid

  1408. to

  1409. to go

  1410. before the

  1411. holy

  1412. God

  1413. and just

  1414. pour out

  1415. your anger

  1416. and your

  1417. confusion

  1418. and tell

  1419. him

  1420. this is God

  1421. you're not

  1422. being fair

  1423. here

  1424. to really

  1425. be honest

  1426. with him

  1427. I don't

  1428. one thing

  1429. in my

  1430. relationship

  1431. with my

  1432. wife

  1433. the last

  1434. thing that

  1435. she wants

  1436. is me to

  1437. shut down

  1438. and not

  1439. say anything

  1440. that's the

  1441. last thing

  1442. because she

  1443. has no

  1444. idea

  1445. well she's

  1446. got a pretty

  1447. good idea

  1448. what's going

  1449. on

  1450. I'm ticked

  1451. off

  1452. but in a

  1453. relationship

  1454. it does

  1455. not help

  1456. anything

  1457. in fact

  1458. it says

  1459. something

  1460. very

  1461. terrible

  1462. about the

  1463. state of

  1464. that

  1465. relationship

  1466. when

  1467. I get

  1468. to a

  1469. place

  1470. of maybe

  1471. anger

  1472. and confusion

  1473. and I

  1474. just

  1475. suck it

  1476. up

  1477. and I

  1478. don't

  1479. talk

  1480. and that's

  1481. not what

  1482. she wants

  1483. because that

  1484. means I

  1485. have run

  1486. away

  1487. she wants

  1488. to engage

  1489. she wants

  1490. me to

  1491. trust her

  1492. enough

  1493. to give

  1494. her my

  1495. heart

  1496. let me

  1497. tell you

  1498. something

  1499. God is

  1500. no different

  1501. yes he

  1502. is the

  1503. holy one

  1504. yes he

  1505. is our

  1506. king

  1507. he is

  1508. your

  1509. father

  1510. he is

  1511. a father

  1512. that says

  1513. look you

  1514. don't

  1515. understand

  1516. come here

  1517. let's

  1518. talk about

  1519. this

  1520. trust me

  1521. with it

  1522. and that

  1523. is

  1524. the

  1525. prayer

  1526. of

  1527. faith

  1528. and let

  1529. me tell

  1530. you

  1531. something

  1532. whatever

  1533. you say

  1534. God

  1535. can take

  1536. it

  1537. he already

  1538. knows it's

  1539. there

  1540. what he

  1541. wants

  1542. is us

  1543. to engage

  1544. our hearts

  1545. in our

  1546. relationship

  1547. and not

  1548. just our

  1549. actions

  1550. or our

  1551. heads

  1552. engage

  1553. your

  1554. heart

  1555. pour

  1556. out

  1557. your

  1558. heart

  1559. he

  1560. wants

  1561. your

  1562. heart

  1563. and he

  1564. can

  1565. deal

  1566. with

  1567. it

  1568. trust

  1569. him

  1570. enough

  1571. to

  1572. wrestle

  1573. with

  1574. him

  1575. to get

  1576. to know

  1577. him

  1578. that is

  1579. the response

  1580. of faith

  1581. and to

  1582. that

  1583. prayer

  1584. of faith

  1585. God

  1586. shows

  1587. his

  1588. grace

  1589. to

  1590. Habakkuk

  1591. instead

  1592. of

  1593. just

  1594. smashing

  1595. Habakkuk

  1596. for his

  1597. insolence

  1598. because he's

  1599. so brash

  1600. and

  1601. irreverent

  1602. God

  1603. chooses to

  1604. enter into

  1605. the wrestling

  1606. match

  1607. with him

  1608. he comes

  1609. down to

  1610. Habakkuk

  1611. he reveals

  1612. himself

  1613. in a very

  1614. gentle

  1615. and a very

  1616. gracious

  1617. way

  1618. we might

  1619. think it

  1620. wasn't so

  1621. gentle

  1622. but oh

  1623. it was

  1624. but it

  1625. is a

  1626. wrestling

  1627. match

  1628. I don't

  1629. know if

  1630. you remember

  1631. the story

  1632. of

  1633. Jacob

  1634. go back

  1635. and read

  1636. Genesis

  1637. 32

  1638. and in

  1639. the story

  1640. Jacob

  1641. is

  1642. perplexed

  1643. he is

  1644. coming

  1645. back

  1646. to

  1647. Canaan

  1648. coming

  1649. back

  1650. from

  1651. living

  1652. with

  1653. Laban

  1654. his

  1655. brother-in-law

  1656. being abused

  1657. living this

  1658. life of

  1659. really

  1660. deception

  1661. and so

  1662. forth

  1663. he is

  1664. about to

  1665. be

  1666. confronted

  1667. with

  1668. Esau

  1669. who is

  1670. coming

  1671. to him

  1672. with a

  1673. big

  1674. horde

  1675. of

  1676. people

  1677. thinking

  1678. that

  1679. Esau

  1680. is all

  1681. ticked

  1682. off

  1683. at him

  1684. and

  1685. Jacob

  1686. doesn't

  1687. know

  1688. where

  1689. to

  1690. turn

  1691. but

  1692. he

  1693. meets

  1694. this

  1695. angel

  1696. of

  1697. the

  1698. Lord

  1699. in

  1700. the

  1701. wilderness

  1702. and

  1703. with

  1704. that

  1705. angel

  1706. Jacob

  1707. wrestled

  1708. all

  1709. night

  1710. long

  1711. because

  1712. he wanted

  1713. one

  1714. thing

  1715. he says

  1716. I am

  1717. not

  1718. going

  1719. to let

  1720. you

  1721. go

  1722. until

  1723. you

  1724. bless

  1725. me

  1726. and

  1727. the

  1728. amazing

  1729. thing

  1730. about

  1731. that

  1732. is

  1733. is

  1734. that

  1735. that

  1736. was

  1737. God

  1738. himself

  1739. a

  1740. pre

  1741. incarnate

  1742. appearance

  1743. of

  1744. God

  1745. who

  1746. allowed

  1747. this

  1748. man

  1749. to

  1750. wrestle

  1751. with

  1752. him

  1753. all

  1754. night

  1755. long

  1756. I

  1757. mean

  1758. that

  1759. one

  1760. should

  1761. have

  1762. been

  1763. over

  1764. quick

  1765. but

  1766. it

  1767. wasn't

  1768. God

  1769. invited

  1770. Jacob

  1771. to

  1772. engage

  1773. and

  1774. when

  1775. you

  1776. wrestle

  1777. you

  1778. have

  1779. to

  1780. get

  1781. really

  1782. close

  1783. and

  1784. so

  1785. finally

  1786. at

  1787. the

  1788. end

  1789. you

  1790. know

  1791. he

  1792. could

  1793. have

  1794. just

  1795. done

  1796. away

  1797. with

  1798. Jacob

  1799. but

  1800. he

  1801. didn't

  1802. and

  1803. Jacob

  1804. said

  1805. you

  1806. know

  1807. I

  1808. will

  1809. not

  1810. let

  1811. go

  1812. until

  1813. you

  1814. bless

  1815. me

  1816. and

  1817. the

  1818. Lord

  1819. touched

  1820. his

  1821. hip

  1822. touched

  1823. the

  1824. socket

  1825. of it

  1826. something

  1827. happened

  1828. to

  1829. it

  1830. it

  1831. wouldn't

  1832. function

  1833. anymore

  1834. and

  1835. God

  1836. blessed

  1837. him

  1838. God

  1839. met

  1840. with

  1841. Jacob

  1842. wrestled

  1843. with

  1844. him

  1845. and

  1846. blessed

  1847. him

  1848. Jacob

  1849. limped

  1850. from

  1851. there

  1852. on

  1853. out

  1854. but

  1855. he

  1856. had

  1857. wrestled

  1858. with

  1859. God

  1860. and

  1861. had

  1862. come

  1863. to

  1864. know

  1865. him

  1866. in

  1867. a

  1868. way

  1869. he

  1870. had

  1871. never

  1872. known

  1873. him

  1874. before

  1875. and

  1876. Jacob

  1877. was

  1878. a

  1879. whole

  1880. new

  1881. man

  1882. in a

  1883. sense

  1884. after

  1885. that

  1886. in

  1887. so

  1888. many

  1889. ways

  1890. God

  1891. is

  1892. we

  1893. have

  1894. to

  1895. know

  1896. this

  1897. about

  1898. God

  1899. and

  1900. why

  1901. he

  1902. brings

  1903. about

  1904. these

  1905. situations

  1906. he

  1907. is

  1908. in

  1909. pursuit

  1910. of

  1911. our

  1912. hearts

  1913. he

  1914. is

  1915. not

  1916. content

  1917. just

  1918. with

  1919. the

  1920. performance

  1921. of

  1922. religion

  1923. he

  1924. is

  1925. not

  1926. content

  1927. with

  1928. just

  1929. right

  1930. doctrine

  1931. he

  1932. is

  1933. not

  1934. content

  1935. with

  1936. these

  1937. boxes

  1938. that

  1939. we

  1940. live

  1941. in

  1942. that

  1943. we

  1944. create

  1945. that

  1946. hides

  1947. him

  1948. more

  1949. than

  1950. reveals

  1951. him

  1952. he

  1953. says

  1954. no

  1955. you're

  1956. going to

  1957. get

  1958. to

  1959. know

  1960. me

  1961. and so

  1962. he

  1963. comes

  1964. and

  1965. tears

  1966. our

  1967. boxes

  1968. apart

  1969. in

  1970. pursuit

  1971. of

  1972. our

  1973. hearts

  1974. he

  1975. is

  1976. more

  1977. willing

  1978. to

  1979. answer

  1980. prayers

  1981. than

  1982. we

  1983. are

  1984. willing

  1985. to

  1986. pray

  1987. them

  1988. he

  1989. is

  1990. more

  1991. willing

  1992. to

  1993. engage

  1994. with

  1995. us

  1996. than

  1997. we

  1998. are

  1999. with

  2000. him

  2001. but

  2002. when

  2003. we

  2004. do

  2005. we

  2006. will

  2007. never

  2008. be

  2009. the

  2010. same

  2011. we

  2012. will

  2013. come

  2014. to

  2015. know

  2016. this

  2017. God

  2018. and

  2019. the

  2020. wonders

  2021. of

  2022. what

  2023. he

  2024. does

  2025. in

  2026. a

  2027. whole

  2028. new

  2029. level

  2030. that

  2031. looking

  2032. back

  2033. on

  2034. all

  2035. of

  2036. the

  2037. pain

  2038. all

  2039. of

  2040. the

  2041. struggle

  2042. we

  2043. would

  2044. not

  2045. trade

  2046. for

  2047. the

  2048. world

  2049. the

  2050. last

  2051. thing

  2052. I

  2053. would

  2054. want

  2055. to

  2056. do

  2057. is

  2058. to

  2059. go

  2060. through

  2061. that

  2062. whole

  2063. scenario

  2064. again

  2065. in

  2066. that

  2067. Kansas

  2068. courtroom

  2069. but

  2070. I

  2071. wouldn't

  2072. trade

  2073. it

  2074. because

  2075. now

  2076. there

  2077. is

  2078. this

  2079. God

  2080. who

  2081. is

  2082. so

  2083. much

  2084. bigger

  2085. so

  2086. much

  2087. more

  2088. passionate

  2089. about

  2090. me

  2091. and

  2092. relationship

  2093. being

  2094. in

  2095. relationship

  2096. with

  2097. me

  2098. I

  2099. wouldn't

  2100. give up

  2101. for the

  2102. world

  2103. but

  2104. there is

  2105. something

  2106. else

  2107. we need

  2108. to see

  2109. about

  2110. God's

  2111. grace

  2112. in

  2113. this

  2114. text

  2115. look at

  2116. verse 13

  2117. in

  2118. chapter

  2119. 1

  2120. where he

  2121. says

  2122. you who

  2123. are of

  2124. pure

  2125. eyes

  2126. than to

  2127. see

  2128. evil

  2129. and cannot

  2130. look at

  2131. wrong

  2132. why do

  2133. you

  2134. idly

  2135. look

  2136. at

  2137. traitors

  2138. and are

  2139. silent

  2140. when the

  2141. wicked

  2142. swallows up

  2143. the man

  2144. more

  2145. righteous

  2146. than he

  2147. see

  2148. to

  2149. Habakkuk

  2150. this

  2151. was

  2152. scandalous

  2153. that

  2154. God

  2155. would

  2156. do

  2157. that

  2158. but

  2159. Habakkuk

  2160. had no

  2161. idea

  2162. how far

  2163. God

  2164. would

  2165. go

  2166. with

  2167. that

  2168. he

  2169. had

  2170. no

  2171. idea

  2172. because

  2173. in some

  2174. years

  2175. in the

  2176. future

  2177. that

  2178. verse

  2179. was going

  2180. to be

  2181. lived out

  2182. in a

  2183. whole

  2184. new

  2185. way

  2186. that

  2187. would

  2188. have

  2189. totally

  2190. amazed

  2191. and astonished

  2192. Habakkuk

  2193. in Acts 2

  2194. 22 and 23

  2195. we hear these

  2196. words

  2197. men of Israel

  2198. hear these

  2199. words

  2200. Jesus

  2201. of Nazareth

  2202. a man

  2203. attested to

  2204. you by

  2205. God

  2206. with mighty

  2207. works

  2208. and wonders

  2209. and signs

  2210. that God

  2211. did through

  2212. him in

  2213. your midst

  2214. as you

  2215. yourselves

  2216. know

  2217. this

  2218. Jesus

  2219. delivered

  2220. up

  2221. according

  2222. to

  2223. the

  2224. definite

  2225. plan

  2226. and

  2227. foreknowledge

  2228. of God

  2229. you

  2230. crucified

  2231. and killed

  2232. by the

  2233. hands

  2234. of lawless

  2235. men

  2236. see God

  2237. didn't just

  2238. work that

  2239. way with

  2240. the Chaldeans

  2241. he didn't

  2242. just bring

  2243. judgment

  2244. on Israel

  2245. he went

  2246. a lot

  2247. farther

  2248. he used

  2249. wicked

  2250. men

  2251. and put

  2252. his own

  2253. son

  2254. the holy

  2255. one

  2256. of Israel

  2257. to a

  2258. cruel

  2259. death

  2260. his

  2261. son

  2262. was

  2263. unjustly

  2264. tried

  2265. and convicted

  2266. of no

  2267. crime

  2268. and then

  2269. was condemned

  2270. to die

  2271. when he

  2272. was

  2273. righteous

  2274. and this

  2275. is how

  2276. far

  2277. God

  2278. will go

  2279. in pursuit

  2280. of your

  2281. heart

  2282. he doesn't

  2283. just put us

  2284. through the

  2285. ringer

  2286. to get our

  2287. attention

  2288. he put himself

  2289. through the

  2290. ringer

  2291. to not

  2292. just get

  2293. our

  2294. attention

  2295. but to

  2296. buy us

  2297. as his

  2298. own

  2299. he

  2300. crushed

  2301. evil

  2302. so that

  2303. we can

  2304. now

  2305. relate

  2306. to him

  2307. we can

  2308. now

  2309. approach

  2310. him

  2311. we can

  2312. now

  2313. honestly

  2314. wrestle

  2315. with him

  2316. and find

  2317. in his

  2318. face

  2319. not

  2320. the

  2321. scowl

  2322. of an

  2323. angry

  2324. judge

  2325. but the

  2326. smile

  2327. of a

  2328. beloved

  2329. father

  2330. God is

  2331. in pursuit

  2332. of your

  2333. hearts

  2334. I don't

  2335. know what

  2336. he's doing

  2337. I don't

  2338. know how

  2339. he's doing

  2340. it

  2341. I do

  2342. know he

  2343. is doing

  2344. it

  2345. but I

  2346. also know

  2347. this

  2348. your place

  2349. of hope

  2350. is not

  2351. to run

  2352. away

  2353. but it

  2354. is to

  2355. engage

  2356. and let

  2357. him

  2358. expand

  2359. your

  2360. knowledge

  2361. of all

  2362. that he

  2363. is

  2364. in all

  2365. that he

  2366. has done

  2367. in Christ

  2368. you may

  2369. limp a

  2370. little

  2371. bit

  2372. but you

  2373. also find

  2374. joy

  2375. unlike

  2376. you've

  2377. never

  2378. known

  2379. before

  2380. so run

  2381. to him

  2382. run

  2383. to him

  2384. let's pray

  2385. father

  2386. we want

  2387. to know

  2388. you

  2389. we

  2390. we need

  2391. to know

  2392. you

  2393. and we

  2394. don't

  2395. and maybe

  2396. you're in

  2397. the process

  2398. of showing

  2399. us that

  2400. but father

  2401. I pray

  2402. would you

  2403. pursue us

  2404. would you

  2405. come

  2406. and draw

  2407. us deeper

  2408. into the

  2409. knowledge

  2410. of all

  2411. that you

  2412. are

  2413. so that

  2414. our rejoicing

  2415. would be

  2416. made so

  2417. much

  2418. fuller

  2419. and the

  2420. glory

  2421. that we

  2422. declare

  2423. about you

  2424. would be

  2425. so much

  2426. more convincing

  2427. father

  2428. come

  2429. make

  2430. yourself

  2431. known

  2432. and then

  2433. enable us

  2434. to trust

  2435. you

  2436. in Jesus

  2437. name

  2438. amen

  2439. for more

  2440. information

  2441. visit us

  2442. online

  2443. at

  2444. southwood.org

  2445. for more information

  2446. visit us

  2447. online

  2448. at southwood.org

  2449. on

  2450. 50

  2451. 10

  2452. up

  2453. as

  2454. with

  2455. of

  2456. these

  2457. are

  2458. these

  2459. spider

  2460. the

  2461. fields

  2462. are

  2463. in

  2464. where

  2465. it

  2466. has