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Malachi 3:13-End "Is God Enough?"

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  1. You are listening to a message from Southwood Presbyterian Church in Huntsville, Alabama.

  2. Our passion is to experience and express grace.

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  4. Thank you, guys.

  5. It's going to be fun enjoying that with 1,500 or so of our closest friends next Sunday night.

  6. I'm excited, too.

  7. This is our last Sunday together in the Minor Prophets.

  8. In this particular study, I told you when we started that I was a bit cautious about it.

  9. And I was right to be so.

  10. It's been hard.

  11. A convicting study for me as I've seen more of my idols feel like every week.

  12. And at the same time, it's been so needful and so helpful to my heart because God has kept calling me back to himself.

  13. This morning, Malachi gives us a good chance to review.

  14. So let's remember briefly where we've been and see how God keeps calling us back through his prophets.

  15. Remember, God has this special relationship with his people, Israel.

  16. They're to be his treasured possession.

  17. So when they wander from him, he repeatedly calls them back to himself.

  18. He sends one prophet after another to yell,

  19. Repent!

  20. Come home to me!

  21. First, we looked at Micah.

  22. Micah came and called out the idolatry of God's people as they stepped on the lowly to get ahead themselves.

  23. As they were merely playing church.

  24. As their leaders led them away from God.

  25. And he calls them back to a God who's more great and glorious than anything they can imagine.

  26. And then Zephaniah comes just a couple generations later and he warns the people of coming exile because of their repeated idolatry.

  27. And he tells them,

  28. You must come back in repentance to experience God's rich love or else.

  29. And then they do go into exile, right?

  30. And after that exile from the promised land and God bringing them back,

  31. God sends Haggai to them because even through the exile they've forgotten.

  32. Even though they've come back, Haggai has to say to them,

  33. Remember to put God's house first and rebuild the temple.

  34. That's first priority.

  35. Living in relationship with him for his glory is of first importance.

  36. Finally, Malachi has come.

  37. And even though time and time again they've gotten these reminders,

  38. Here are God's people again and they're caught worshipping half-heartedly.

  39. Doing whatever suits them in marriage and divorce.

  40. Focusing on others' sins rather than their own.

  41. And robbing God by not trusting him enough to give.

  42. And so again he says,

  43. Repent!

  44. There's a special relationship with God that is more important than anything else.

  45. Come back and remember that.

  46. And we've seen that that relationship is at the heart of what we're talking about

  47. when we talk about repentance.

  48. Right?

  49. Repentance has to be for us a normal, daily turning back to God.

  50. Not just from the big sins.

  51. That's not what repentance merely means.

  52. But even from the slow drifting away from him that our hearts know.

  53. That moment by moment decisions to value something else more than we value God.

  54. Repentance is where our hearts grieve even the smallest break in our relationship with God.

  55. And turn back to him.

  56. Knowing that we can rejoice as we do.

  57. That there's restored relationship with him.

  58. And so repentance which begins in sorrow leads to joy.

  59. So now as we close, I want us to consider how we respond to that call back to relationship.

  60. That repeated plea of our loving father.

  61. Southwood.

  62. We've read about God's people in the Old Testament.

  63. How will we respond to God's call?

  64. We are very capable.

  65. Even conditioned, I would say, to hear that call to repentance.

  66. We've heard it many times perhaps, some of us.

  67. And to just ignore it and move on with life.

  68. Not perhaps to complain about it, but just to carry on with life as usual.

  69. Or, we have the chance to respond and run home in repentance.

  70. And be renewed and revived in our relationship with God.

  71. God's been speaking that to my heart.

  72. I know he's been speaking to many of your hearts.

  73. And Malachi presents here at the end of his prophecy.

  74. Two ways that those among God's people respond to God's call to repentance.

  75. Listen for that.

  76. Those two ways.

  77. As I read Malachi beginning at chapter 3 verse 13.

  78. Your words have been hard against me, says the Lord.

  79. But you say, how have we spoken against you?

  80. You have said, it is vain to serve God.

  81. What is the profit of our keeping his charge?

  82. Or of walking as in mourning before the Lord of hosts?

  83. And now we call the arrogant blessed.

  84. Evildoers not only prosper, but they put God to the test and they escape.

  85. Then those who feared the Lord spoke with one another.

  86. The Lord paid attention and heard them.

  87. And a book of remembrance was written before him of those who feared the Lord and esteemed his name.

  88. They shall be mine, says the Lord of hosts.

  89. In the day when I make up my treasured possession.

  90. And I will spare them as a man spares his son who serves him.

  91. Then once more you shall see the distinction between the righteous and the wicked.

  92. Between one who serves God and one who does not serve him.

  93. For behold, the day is coming, burning like an oven, when all the arrogant and all evildoers will be stubble.

  94. The day that is coming shall set them ablaze, says the Lord of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch.

  95. But for you who fear my name, the son of righteousness shall rise with healing in its wings.

  96. You shall go out leaping like calves from the stall and you shall tread down the wicked.

  97. For there will be ashes under the soles of your feet on the day when I act, says the Lord of hosts.

  98. Remember the law of my servant Moses.

  99. The statutes and rules that I commanded him at Horeb for all Israel.

  100. Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and awesome day of the Lord comes.

  101. And he will turn the hearts of fathers to their children and the hearts of children to their fathers.

  102. Lest I come and strike the land with a decree of utter destruction.

  103. The grass withers.

  104. The flowers fade.

  105. But the word of our God stands forever.

  106. Let's pray.

  107. Father, we do give you thanks for your word.

  108. For your call to our hearts.

  109. Again this morning.

  110. So we ask Holy Spirit that you would give us soft hearts and open ears.

  111. We would be willing to hear and respond.

  112. As you would have us.

  113. To our loving Father.

  114. We pray it in Jesus name.

  115. Amen.

  116. As many of you have noticed.

  117. I spend a lot of time at the gym working out.

  118. Well at least I do run sometimes anyway.

  119. If you ever catch me at the gym.

  120. It's because I really want to be able to enjoy Thanksgiving dinner next week.

  121. And I really don't want to buy new pants the following week.

  122. That's the purpose for which I am there.

  123. I am among the group at the gym to get something for me.

  124. For my body.

  125. But there is another group of people at the gym, isn't there?

  126. There are those at the gym who really love working out.

  127. They love being there.

  128. They love being there.

  129. You know who they are.

  130. You see them.

  131. And they love being there.

  132. Whether they need to get something out of it or not.

  133. They just love being there.

  134. Two different groups.

  135. With two different reasons for being at the gym.

  136. The same is true with the people of God in Malachi's day.

  137. And in our day.

  138. There are those who really love God.

  139. And then there are those who use God to get something they want.

  140. Note in this passage that those two groups we're talking about are not the religious and the irreligious.

  141. Nope.

  142. Malachi is addressing people who all go to the temple.

  143. They all hear the words of the prophet.

  144. They all know God's laws.

  145. They all have even suffered for following his laws.

  146. But their responses to God could not be more different.

  147. Again, it's not the super spiritual and the pagans.

  148. None of them is perfect.

  149. God is calling all of them to repentance.

  150. They all get that same call to repent.

  151. But there are two distinct responses to that call.

  152. And that makes all the difference.

  153. Please hear me on this.

  154. Two responses that people who sit in church today can have to God's call on them.

  155. And both the focus of your life and the location of your eternity hang in the balance of how you respond to that call.

  156. The first response I'll call tracking God.

  157. Keeping track of how he's doing for me.

  158. Right?

  159. We'll hear value terms multiple times in this passage as we ask the question,

  160. Is God enough?

  161. Is God worth it?

  162. We hear it in verse 14 when this group responds to God's call to repentance.

  163. What is the profit?

  164. What do I get from knowing and following Yahweh?

  165. Not enough, apparently.

  166. Because the arrogant, the evildoers are living the life I want.

  167. They're getting away with murder.

  168. I've been tracking you, God.

  169. And to see if you're paying off if the benefit of, to my life is worth the cost of relationship with you.

  170. And God, so far it's not.

  171. That whole tithe thing cut into my profit margin.

  172. That arrogant, prideful thief got the girl I wanted.

  173. My competitors are out there getting ahead while I spend my Sabbath resting with you.

  174. Do you hear the echoes of their gossip about God from earlier in Malachi?

  175. Where is the God of justice?

  176. Why is it not paying off?

  177. What if I said it to you this way?

  178. Because maybe that sounds really bad.

  179. What if I said to you, they're just running a cost-benefit analysis?

  180. Some of you do those.

  181. What if I told you that we live in this tension every single day?

  182. All of us, in different ways, are asking ourselves the question,

  183. Is God worth it?

  184. Maybe in marriage, you held out for the godly guy,

  185. and he lets you down big time.

  186. And you're asking,

  187. Will I give God another chance this time around?

  188. Maybe in your career, you made a tough decision to do what God was calling you to do,

  189. but it just doesn't seem to be paying off,

  190. and you're not able to provide for your kids the way you want to,

  191. and it hurts you, and you start asking yourself,

  192. What do I really want most for my kids?

  193. Maybe you're a single adult who keeps coming to church week after week,

  194. year after year,

  195. and not only does God not seem to bring you a spouse,

  196. but also the family of God is not the community you hoped and longed for.

  197. And you're asking,

  198. Is it time to give up?

  199. Maybe your adult kids are shipwrecking their lives right now,

  200. after you raised them to follow Jesus,

  201. and you prayed for them.

  202. And you're asking,

  203. Can I follow this God anymore?

  204. If this is how he treats those who love him,

  205. these decisions,

  206. and hundreds more like them,

  207. they're not one-time decisions, are they?

  208. You know that.

  209. These are day after day,

  210. moment-by-moment decisions that we have to make.

  211. Will I come back to find God worth it here,

  212. in this moment,

  213. in this situation,

  214. or will I reject him and look out for myself?

  215. You may not use those words,

  216. but every day we're making those kinds of decisions.

  217. Y'all, the rich young ruler spent lots of time in church.

  218. He kept lots of God's laws.

  219. He talked lots of Christian things.

  220. But in the final analysis,

  221. he walked away sad,

  222. because his riches were worth more to him

  223. than relationship with God.

  224. There's a clear warning here,

  225. a painful warning,

  226. of valuing anything above God.

  227. If you're just tracking God,

  228. chapter 4, verse 1,

  229. Behold, the day is coming,

  230. burning like an oven,

  231. when all the arrogant and all evildoers will be stubble.

  232. The day that is coming shall set them ablaze,

  233. says the Lord of hosts,

  234. so that it will leave neither branch nor root.

  235. That day of accounting is coming,

  236. God says.

  237. And God would have you understand,

  238. in no uncertain terms,

  239. that eternity must factor into your cost-benefit analysis.

  240. A relationship with him is the only thing that counts in the end.

  241. But I hang out with Christians.

  242. No.

  243. But I go to church pretty regularly.

  244. No.

  245. But do you know and love and trust Jesus alone?

  246. He's warning you to run back to him

  247. and know him personally today.

  248. Please listen to this warning.

  249. Friends, listen to me.

  250. If life is really hard,

  251. or if you don't know God very well,

  252. it's really hard to take this seriously.

  253. It's actually quite easy to think,

  254. you know, a lot of money

  255. is better than a little bit of God.

  256. And in fact,

  257. a lot of comfort is better than a lot of God.

  258. Or, you know what?

  259. If I'm honest,

  260. even a little pleasure

  261. is better than a lot of God.

  262. Elizabeth Elliot's husband, Jim,

  263. used to say,

  264. he is no fool

  265. who gives what he cannot keep

  266. to gain what he cannot lose.

  267. Elizabeth believed that so deeply

  268. that even after her husband

  269. was speared and killed

  270. by a tribe

  271. that he was seeking to reach

  272. with the good news of Jesus,

  273. instead of safely returning home,

  274. which seemed to make a lot of sense,

  275. she actually pressed in further

  276. and stayed with this tribe.

  277. Oh, yeah, sorry.

  278. She and her toddler daughter

  279. that she kept with her

  280. for multiple years,

  281. living among,

  282. sharing the good news of Jesus

  283. with people,

  284. some of whom had killed her husband,

  285. because God is worth it.

  286. She wrote this,

  287. God is God.

  288. Because he is God,

  289. he is worthy of my trust and obedience.

  290. I will find rest nowhere

  291. but in his holy will

  292. that is unspeakably beyond

  293. my largest notions

  294. of what he is up to.

  295. I have one desire now,

  296. to live a life of reckless abandon

  297. for the Lord,

  298. putting all my energy

  299. and strength into it.

  300. The only cost-benefit analysis

  301. I hear going on here

  302. is valuing God's great glory

  303. above even my own life.

  304. That's the second response

  305. to God's call to repentance.

  306. Not tracking God

  307. for what he's doing for me

  308. but rather treasuring God

  309. for who he is in himself.

  310. That's what happens in verse 16.

  311. Verse 16.

  312. Then those who feared the Lord

  313. spoke with one another.

  314. The Lord paid attention

  315. and heard them

  316. and a book of remembrance

  317. was written before him

  318. of those who feared the Lord

  319. and esteemed his name.

  320. This remnant of God's people,

  321. this small group of them,

  322. fears him,

  323. esteems, values his name.

  324. In other words,

  325. when asked,

  326. is God worth it,

  327. they respond,

  328. absolutely.

  329. They don't have to run

  330. a cost-benefit analysis

  331. of life's circumstances

  332. because they have gotten to know

  333. and experience God himself

  334. and in so doing,

  335. realize there is nothing

  336. of greater value.

  337. And so there's this unique picture here.

  338. I love it.

  339. These people gathering

  340. to speak with one another,

  341. right?

  342. Apparently,

  343. about that very reality,

  344. how much they treasured God.

  345. Likely,

  346. they needed to remind each other

  347. of that.

  348. Likely,

  349. they needed to encourage each other

  350. to remain faithful.

  351. Likely,

  352. they needed to share stories

  353. of his faithful care for them.

  354. I think one of them said,

  355. you know what?

  356. A little of God

  357. is better than a lot

  358. of anything else.

  359. Let's get to know him

  360. and trust him more together.

  361. Can you say that?

  362. Could you honestly say that

  363. to yourself

  364. or to someone else?

  365. You know what?

  366. A little bit of God

  367. is better than a lot of money

  368. or comfort

  369. or pleasure

  370. or fame

  371. or peace

  372. or a lot

  373. of God

  374. is better

  375. than a lot

  376. of anything else

  377. because I know him.

  378. Just him.

  379. Remember,

  380. the difference with this group

  381. is not their perfection.

  382. These aren't all the people

  383. who kept a straight line

  384. their whole lives.

  385. It's actually

  386. their repentance.

  387. They too have struggled.

  388. They too have wandered.

  389. But they hear God's call

  390. and they run home to him.

  391. And that gospel community

  392. that they share

  393. urges them towards it.

  394. Our newest members

  395. stood up here

  396. and made a public statement

  397. of the value of God

  398. this morning.

  399. Praise the Lord.

  400. But usually,

  401. the picture is

  402. of smaller groups

  403. sharing.

  404. Of connect community

  405. discussion.

  406. Where the commitment

  407. to God

  408. and to each other

  409. is more tangible

  410. and personal.

  411. How are we reminding

  412. each other daily

  413. of God's value

  414. in a world

  415. where other things

  416. have higher price tags,

  417. right?

  418. How are we doing

  419. that together?

  420. Since the earliest days

  421. of the church,

  422. martyrs would remind

  423. each other

  424. of this truth.

  425. In many different ways.

  426. Some,

  427. there are stories

  428. even of sharing it together

  429. in prison

  430. the night

  431. before they died together.

  432. That still happens

  433. in other places

  434. today.

  435. I love the story

  436. from the 1600s

  437. in Scotland

  438. of two Margarets.

  439. Margaret Wilson

  440. was 18.

  441. Margaret McLaughlin

  442. was 70.

  443. The younger

  444. 18-year-old

  445. Margaret

  446. was arrested

  447. while visiting

  448. her much older

  449. widowed friend.

  450. As faithful

  451. covenanters,

  452. neither of them

  453. would acknowledge

  454. the king

  455. as head of the church

  456. but only

  457. Jesus Christ.

  458. And so the two friends

  459. were held in prison

  460. with others.

  461. They were convicted

  462. at trial

  463. and the two of them

  464. sentenced

  465. to drown.

  466. All the while

  467. they encouraged

  468. each other

  469. to cling

  470. to Christ.

  471. There's a poetic

  472. telling of the morning

  473. they were led out

  474. to be drowned

  475. in the raging sea

  476. off the coast.

  477. It reads

  478. this way

  479. of the two women.

  480. Long had they loved

  481. as Christians love

  482. those two

  483. so soon to die

  484. and each the other

  485. greeted first

  486. with weeping

  487. silently.

  488. The matron

  489. wept

  490. that that young life

  491. so timelessly

  492. must cease.

  493. The maiden

  494. that that honored

  495. head

  496. must not go down

  497. in peace.

  498. But soon

  499. oh soon

  500. it passed away

  501. the coward

  502. thought and base

  503. and each looked

  504. humbly

  505. thankfully

  506. into the other's face.

  507. Mother

  508. he rules

  509. the awful sea

  510. with all

  511. its waters

  512. wild.

  513. The many waters

  514. are his voice

  515. of love

  516. to thee

  517. my child.

  518. They spoke

  519. to each other

  520. for the last

  521. time on earth

  522. though certainly

  523. not the first time

  524. these sisters

  525. had shared it

  526. together

  527. of God's

  528. love

  529. for them.

  530. A God

  531. whose love

  532. even when

  533. hard

  534. and costly

  535. was strong

  536. and good

  537. and would

  538. bring them

  539. home.

  540. Do we talk

  541. to each other

  542. like that?

  543. Not in

  544. poetry.

  545. I mean

  546. do we talk

  547. to each other

  548. about how much

  549. God is worth it?

  550. Who reminds you

  551. when life is hard?

  552. To whom

  553. are you whispering

  554. through tears

  555. God is worth it?

  556. When we talk

  557. to each other

  558. like that

  559. we're told

  560. God pays attention

  561. he hears

  562. and he remembers

  563. those who

  564. esteem

  565. his name

  566. who value

  567. him

  568. more than

  569. anything else

  570. even

  571. life

  572. itself.

  573. In fact

  574. he promises

  575. a different

  576. outcome

  577. doesn't he

  578. than the outcome

  579. for those

  580. who do not

  581. repent

  582. for those

  583. who do

  584. repent

  585. he remembers

  586. them

  587. in his

  588. book

  589. never

  590. forgets

  591. their names

  592. he sends

  593. Elijah

  594. John

  595. the Baptist

  596. to restore

  597. relationships

  598. especially

  599. in their

  600. families

  601. the picture

  602. there in

  603. verse 6

  604. of chapter 4

  605. of multiple

  606. generations

  607. faithfully committed

  608. to the covenant

  609. God

  610. old

  611. and young

  612. father

  613. and son

  614. grandmother

  615. and granddaughter

  616. being restored

  617. because they're

  618. united

  619. in their love

  620. for God

  621. following

  622. Yahweh

  623. no matter

  624. what

  625. 18 and

  626. 70

  627. we're in

  628. this

  629. together

  630. and then

  631. ultimately

  632. for these

  633. who are

  634. repenting

  635. of course

  636. there's

  637. Jesus

  638. himself

  639. the fullest

  640. manifestation

  641. of the

  642. son of

  643. righteousness

  644. rising with

  645. healing

  646. verse 2

  647. providing

  648. freedom

  649. and justice

  650. for those

  651. who serve

  652. God

  653. and delight

  654. in him

  655. and in

  656. his law

  657. and run

  658. after him

  659. like young

  660. calves

  661. running out

  662. of the stall

  663. with joy

  664. and freedom

  665. to run

  666. after our

  667. God

  668. and follow

  669. in his

  670. ways

  671. is

  672. God

  673. enough

  674. sometimes

  675. I want

  676. 500 other

  677. people to

  678. love me

  679. too

  680. sometimes

  681. I want

  682. the money

  683. so I can

  684. rest in

  685. myself

  686. too

  687. is

  688. God

  689. enough

  690. friends

  691. to be

  692. in relationship

  693. with him

  694. is always

  695. worth it

  696. to experience

  697. his grace

  698. time and

  699. time again

  700. is glorious

  701. to know

  702. his faithful

  703. love

  704. protects

  705. his beloved

  706. people

  707. even in

  708. their deaths

  709. and some

  710. of you

  711. have watched

  712. that reality

  713. with those

  714. that you

  715. love

  716. see that's

  717. the one

  718. God

  719. worth

  720. treasuring

  721. we've

  722. learned a lot

  723. about him

  724. in the

  725. prophets

  726. for sure

  727. his great

  728. majesty

  729. his creative

  730. power

  731. his unchanging

  732. faithfulness

  733. his steadfast

  734. love

  735. his overwhelming

  736. generosity

  737. last week

  738. his constant

  739. pursuit

  740. of his

  741. people

  742. isn't it

  743. amazing

  744. how he

  745. continues

  746. to call

  747. us

  748. and as we

  749. begin truly

  750. to know

  751. him

  752. we see

  753. how

  754. worth

  755. it

  756. he is

  757. how

  758. committed

  759. that he

  760. actually

  761. is to

  762. us

  763. listen

  764. Southwood

  765. if we

  766. together

  767. decide

  768. to repent

  769. to talk

  770. with each

  771. other

  772. about the

  773. value

  774. of God

  775. beyond

  776. anything

  777. else

  778. to hold

  779. each other

  780. to lives

  781. that demonstrate

  782. the great

  783. worth of

  784. Jesus

  785. in everything

  786. that we

  787. do

  788. then listen

  789. to what

  790. he says

  791. to us

  792. verse

  793. 17

  794. they shall

  795. be mine

  796. says the

  797. Lord of

  798. hosts

  799. in the

  800. day when

  801. I make

  802. up my

  803. treasured

  804. possession

  805. I will

  806. spare them

  807. as a man

  808. spares his

  809. son

  810. who serves

  811. him

  812. you're

  813. mine

  814. right

  815. my

  816. treasured

  817. possession

  818. God says

  819. these people

  820. treasured him

  821. and he

  822. treasures

  823. them

  824. he calls

  825. again

  826. because he

  827. is utterly

  828. committed

  829. to our

  830. relationship

  831. with him

  832. he absolutely

  833. insists on

  834. our knowing

  835. and experiencing

  836. the blessings

  837. of repentance

  838. that come

  839. the revival

  840. that he brings

  841. in our hearts

  842. and in our

  843. community

  844. when we actually

  845. come back

  846. to him

  847. there's personal

  848. joy right

  849. there's

  850. there's

  851. corporate

  852. restoration

  853. there's

  854. eternal

  855. celebration

  856. that happens

  857. with our

  858. father

  859. and this

  860. is what

  861. he's calling

  862. us to

  863. when our

  864. loving

  865. heavenly

  866. father

  867. calls us

  868. to repent

  869. he's

  870. he's not

  871. just

  872. calling us

  873. to

  874. to quit

  875. some big

  876. sins

  877. and to try

  878. to live

  879. a little

  880. bit better

  881. he's calling

  882. us back

  883. to himself

  884. he wants

  885. to know you

  886. like that

  887. he wants

  888. you to know

  889. him

  890. and he

  891. wants us

  892. together

  893. as we

  894. do

  895. to be

  896. able to

  897. live

  898. with him

  899. and for

  900. his glory

  901. he wants

  902. to do

  903. that here

  904. in new

  905. ways

  906. one illustration

  907. of this

  908. incredible

  909. love of our

  910. God

  911. and then

  912. we'll close

  913. you may

  914. have heard

  915. Ruth Graham

  916. tell her

  917. story

  918. at the

  919. funeral of

  920. her father

  921. Billy Graham

  922. last year

  923. I've shared

  924. it with you

  925. once before

  926. newly

  927. divorced

  928. and

  929. devastated

  930. she found

  931. herself

  932. in another

  933. relationship

  934. that her

  935. parents

  936. and her

  937. children

  938. told her

  939. was not

  940. good for

  941. her

  942. but in

  943. her words

  944. now

  945. being

  946. stubborn

  947. willful

  948. and sinful

  949. I married

  950. this man

  951. on New

  952. Year's

  953. Eve

  954. and within

  955. 24 hours

  956. I knew

  957. I'd made

  958. a terrible

  959. mistake

  960. after five

  961. weeks I

  962. fled

  963. I was afraid

  964. of him

  965. what was

  966. I going

  967. to do

  968. I wanted

  969. to talk

  970. to my

  971. mother

  972. and my

  973. father

  974. it was

  975. a two

  976. day

  977. drive

  978. questions

  979. swirled

  980. in my

  981. mind

  982. what was

  983. I going

  984. to say

  985. to daddy

  986. what was

  987. I going

  988. to say

  989. to mother

  990. what was

  991. I going

  992. to say

  993. to my

  994. children

  995. I'd been

  996. such a

  997. failure

  998. what were

  999. they going

  1000. to say

  1001. to me

  1002. we're tired

  1003. of fooling

  1004. with you

  1005. we told

  1006. you not

  1007. to do

  1008. it

  1009. you've

  1010. embarrassed

  1011. us

  1012. you don't

  1013. want to

  1014. embarrass

  1015. your father

  1016. but you

  1017. really don't

  1018. want to

  1019. embarrass

  1020. Billy Graham

  1021. and as I

  1022. rounded the

  1023. last bend

  1024. in my

  1025. father's

  1026. driveway

  1027. my father

  1028. was standing

  1029. there

  1030. waiting for

  1031. me

  1032. as I got

  1033. out of the

  1034. car he

  1035. wrapped his

  1036. arms around

  1037. me

  1038. he said

  1039. welcome

  1040. home

  1041. there was

  1042. no shame

  1043. there was

  1044. no blame

  1045. there was

  1046. no condemnation

  1047. there was

  1048. just

  1049. unconditional

  1050. love

  1051. and you

  1052. know my

  1053. father was

  1054. not God

  1055. but he

  1056. showed me

  1057. what God

  1058. was like

  1059. that day

  1060. when we

  1061. come to

  1062. God with

  1063. our sin

  1064. our

  1065. brokenness

  1066. our

  1067. failure

  1068. our

  1069. pain

  1070. and our

  1071. hurt

  1072. God

  1073. says

  1074. welcome

  1075. home

  1076. as often

  1077. as our

  1078. heavenly

  1079. father

  1080. issues

  1081. the call

  1082. to repent

  1083. he throws

  1084. open the

  1085. doors

  1086. and welcomes

  1087. us

  1088. home

  1089. return to

  1090. me

  1091. and I

  1092. will return

  1093. to you

  1094. he says

  1095. he treasures

  1096. you

  1097. Southwood

  1098. you are

  1099. his

  1100. his

  1101. treasured

  1102. possession

  1103. won't you

  1104. join me

  1105. in continuing

  1106. to run

  1107. back home

  1108. to him

  1109. together

  1110. let's

  1111. pray

  1112. father

  1113. thank you

  1114. that the

  1115. one who

  1116. exposes

  1117. our

  1118. hearts

  1119. who can

  1120. cause so

  1121. much pain

  1122. as our

  1123. idols are

  1124. uprooted

  1125. and torn

  1126. away

  1127. is so

  1128. tender

  1129. loving

  1130. and merciful

  1131. and so

  1132. longs for

  1133. us to

  1134. come home

  1135. to his

  1136. arms

  1137. father I

  1138. pray we

  1139. trip over

  1140. each other

  1141. on the way

  1142. back to you

  1143. that we

  1144. would drag

  1145. each other

  1146. towards you

  1147. that you

  1148. bring new

  1149. life

  1150. in our

  1151. hearts

  1152. that even

  1153. in this

  1154. next season

  1155. as you

  1156. move and

  1157. break into

  1158. our world

  1159. because of

  1160. your love

  1161. we would

  1162. see you

  1163. clearly

  1164. and know

  1165. what a

  1166. treasure you

  1167. are

  1168. and how much

  1169. you treasure

  1170. us

  1171. work in us

  1172. Jesus

  1173. for your

  1174. glory

  1175. we ask

  1176. in your

  1177. name

  1178. amen

  1179. for more

  1180. information

  1181. visit us

  1182. online

  1183. at

  1184. southwood.org