Sermon
Gospel of Mark: Jesus, Alone to Death
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Mark 14, that's on page 1021 in the Red Bible.
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Johnny's told me to give everyone a little bit of time, so I'll pause.
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So starting at verse 27,
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You will all fall away, Jesus told them, for it is written,
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I will strike the shepherd and the sheep will be scattered.
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But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.
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Peter declared, Even if all fall away, I will not.
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I tell you the truth, Jesus answered,
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Today, yes, tonight, before the cock crows twice,
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you yourself will disown me three times.
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But Peter insisted empathetically,
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Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.
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And all the others said the same.
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Verse 43.
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Just as he was speaking, Judas, one of the twelve, appeared.
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With him was a crowd of armed, with swords and clubs,
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sent from the chief priests, the teachers of the law, and the elders.
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Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them.
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The one I kiss is the man.
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Arrest him and lead him away under guard.
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Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, Rabbi, and kissed him.
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The men seized Jesus and arrested him.
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Then one of those standing near drew his sword
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and struck the servant of the high priest, cutting off his ear.
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Am I leading a rebellion, Jesus said,
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that you have come out with swords and clubs to capture me?
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Every day I was with you, teaching in the temple courts,
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and you did not arrest me.
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But the scriptures must be fulfilled.
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Then everyone deserted him and fled.
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A young man wearing nothing but a linen garment was following Jesus.
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When they seized him, he fled naked, leaving his garment behind.
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They took Jesus to the high priest,
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and all the chief priests, elders, and teachers of the law came together.
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Peter followed him at a distance,
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right into the courtyard of the high priest.
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There he sat with the guards and warmed himself at the fire.
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The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin
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were looking for the evidence against Jesus
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so that they could put him to death,
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but they did not find any.
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Many testified falsely against him,
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but their statements did not agree.
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Then someone stood up and gave this false testimony against him.
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We heard him say,
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I will destroy this man-made temple,
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and in three days will build another,
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not made by man.
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Yet even their testimony did not agree.
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Then the high priest stood up before them and asked Jesus,
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Are you not going to answer?
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What is this testimony that these men are bringing against you?
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But Jesus remained silent and gave no answer.
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Again the high priest asked him,
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Are you the Christ, the Son of the Blessed One?
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I am, said Jesus,
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and you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One
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and coming on the clouds of heaven.
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The high priest tore his clothes.
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Why do we need any more witnesses? he asked.
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You have heard the blasphemy.
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What do you think?
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They all condemned him as worthy of death.
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Then some began to spit at him.
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They blindfolded him,
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struck him with their fists,
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and said,
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Prophesy.
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And the guards took him and beat him.
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While Peter was below in the courtyard,
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one of the servant girls of the high priest came by.
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When she saw Peter warming himself,
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she looked closely at him.
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You were also with that Nazarene Jesus,
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she said,
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but he denied it.
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I don't know or understand what you're talking about,
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he said,
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and went out into the entrance.
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When the servant girls saw him there,
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she said again to those standing around,
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This fellow is one of them.
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Again he denied it.
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After a little while,
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those standing near said to Peter,
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Surely you are one of them,
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for you are a Galilean.
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He began to call down curses on himself,
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and he swore to them,
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I don't know this man you're talking about.
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Immediately the cock crows the second time.
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Then Peter remembered the word Jesus had spoken to him.
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Before the cock crows twice,
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you will disown me three times.
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And he broke down and wept.
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Thanks very much Lucy and Graham.
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So if you keep your Bibles open there at Mark 14,
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27 to 31,
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and then from 43 through to verse 72.
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And we're in a section of Mark's Gospel,
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which has become known as the Passion,
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which is really the last week,
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the last few days coming up to the death of Jesus.
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So with that in mind,
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I want to commend to you a book
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with that very same title.
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It's called Passion.
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So this is something I'm suggesting
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to put on your Christmas list
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to either buy for yourself,
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if you like yourself that much,
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or you can give it to somebody else.
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Now here's the difference.
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Yes, it's looking at the Passion
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the last few days of Jesus' life,
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but it's not through Mark's Gospel,
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it's through Luke's Gospel.
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It's just one that I read a little while ago,
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found it very helpful.
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Kirstie's now reading it
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and also enjoying it
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and finding it very helpful.
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Written by Mike McKinley,
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who is somebody who's a part
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of the Radstock board
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that Ralph serves on as well.
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Very easy to read,
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very helpful as it goes through
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the last week of the life of Jesus
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on earth before his death.
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So that's the Passion.
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You can get the title
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and any more details afterwards.
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Well, we're going to pray
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and ask for God's help.
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Amen.
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Father, we thank you for Mark's Gospel.
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We thank you for this record,
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this account,
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this true story
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of the last few days,
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the last hours
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of Jesus' life
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on earth.
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we pray that this event
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would not just be
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some historical event
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in the past,
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but that it would be
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something that speaks
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to us afresh today,
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changing our lives,
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helping us to see
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the wonder and the greatness
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of who Jesus is
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and how we should live
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in response to him.
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We pray that we may grasp
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something of the Passion
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of Jesus
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this morning.
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We pray it in Jesus' name.
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Amen.
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His words
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were very hurtful
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and they cut right
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to the heart.
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Look at verse 27.
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You will all fall away,
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Jesus told him.
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How could he say that?
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I mean,
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we've left everything
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to follow him.
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Verse 31,
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Peter insisted emphatically,
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even if I have to die
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with you,
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I will never disown you.
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And all the others
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said the same.
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Even if we have to die
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with you,
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we will never
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disown you.
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Well, within just a few hours,
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those words would come back
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to haunt them.
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As those desperate
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for Jesus' death
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moved in,
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look at these
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die-hard disciples
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now
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in verse 50.
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Then everyone
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deserted him
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and fled.
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Jesus is left
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standing alone,
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abandoned
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and rejected
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by those
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who called him
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friend.
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In fact,
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they are so desperate
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to get away
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from Jesus.
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Look at verse 51.
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a young man
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wearing nothing
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but a linen garment
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was following Jesus.
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when they seized him.
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He fled naked,
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leaving his garment
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behind.
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The first streaker
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ever recorded.
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But it's not meant
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to be funny.
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This is tragic.
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He would rather
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suffer the shame
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of being found
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without his clothes on
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than to be associated
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as a friend
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of Jesus.
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You see,
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we're like this
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young man.
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There are times
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we will do
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anything
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to protect
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our own
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reputation.
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We will do
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whatever it takes
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to avoid
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being associated
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with Jesus.
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What if
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somebody knows?
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Maybe they won't
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be my friend
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anymore.
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In fact,
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we're also like
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Peter.
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Look at verse 54.
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Brave Peter
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who followed
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at a distance
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right into
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the courtyard
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of the high priest
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and there
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he sat
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with the guards
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as if to say
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I'm now
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one of them.
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And he warmed
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himself
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at the fire
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safe
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comfortable
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and distant
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while Jesus
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stands vulnerable
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rejected
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and alone.
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What's
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going on here?
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What's happened?
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Well,
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through this
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encounter
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while everybody
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else
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is
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faithless
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Jesus
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remains
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faithful.
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faithful.
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While Judas
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goes to
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betray him
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and while
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the Sanhedrin
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gather
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to kill
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him
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and while
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Peter curses
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and denies
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him
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Jesus
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remains
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the loyal
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friend
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willing
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to die
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providing
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hope
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and offering
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grace.
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first
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Jesus
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willingly
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dies
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for those
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who
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betray
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him.
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Look at
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verse 44
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Now the
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betrayer
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had arranged
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a signal
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with them
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the religious
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authorities
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the one
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that I
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kiss
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is
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the man
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arrest
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him
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and lead
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him away
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under guard.
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Going at
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once to
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Jesus
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Judas
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said
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Rabbi
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a term
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of affection
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and kissed
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him.
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Judas
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we know
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was one
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of the
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twelve.
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He spent
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the last
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three years
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in the
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intimate
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company
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of Jesus
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eating
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with him
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working
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with him
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going on
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trips
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with him
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learning
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from him
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enjoying
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the
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friendship.
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But now
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Judas
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comes
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and he
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betrays
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him
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with a
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kiss.
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It's
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like a
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husband
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who
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takes
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his
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wife
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to
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the
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very
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place
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that
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they
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got
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engaged
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only
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to
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tell
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her
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that
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he's
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leaving
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her
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for
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another
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woman.
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Only
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the
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closest
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and
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intimate
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of
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friends
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can
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betray
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you.
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It's
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painful.
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It
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breaks
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you
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and it
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destroys
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you.
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I
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wonder
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how we
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respond
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or how
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we would
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respond
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if a
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friend
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were to
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do
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that
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to
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us.
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Lash
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out in
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our
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words.
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Hit
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out with
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our
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fists.
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But look
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at Jesus.
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Look at
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him.
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There is
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no
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retaliation.
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there is
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no
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opposition
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to
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Judas
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or to
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those
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that he
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has
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brought
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along
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with
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him.
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Yes,
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there are
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others
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who are
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getting
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angry.
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Verse 47
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Then one
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of those
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standing
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near
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drew
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his
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sword
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and
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struck
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the
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servant
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of the
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high
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priest
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cutting
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off
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his
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ear.
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But
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not
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Jesus.
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Verse
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48
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Am I
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leading a
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rebellion?
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Said
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Jesus,
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that you
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would
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come out
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with me
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to me
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with swords
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and clubs
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to capture
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me.
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Look,
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every day
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I was
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with you
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teaching
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in the
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temple
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courts
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and you
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didn't
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arrest
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me.
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But the
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scriptures
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must be
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fulfilled.
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Jesus
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knew
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all along
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that this
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would happen.
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Jesus
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has not
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been taken
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by surprise
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at what
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Judas
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has done.
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Remember
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back to
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the meal
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they just
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shared
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together?
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Chapter
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14
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verse
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18
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While
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they were
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reclining
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at the
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table
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eating,
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Jesus
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said,
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I tell
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you the
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truth,
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one of
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you
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will
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betray
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me,
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one
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who is
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eating
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with
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me.
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You
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see,
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it's in
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the
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knowledge
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that
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those
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closest
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to
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Jesus
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will
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betray
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him,
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that he
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willingly
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dies
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for
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them.
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Jesus
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doesn't
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resist,
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he
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doesn't
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fight,
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he
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doesn't
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run
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for his
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life as
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everybody
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else
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does.
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He
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gives
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up his
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life.
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You
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see,
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it's
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people
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just
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like
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you
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and
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me
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who
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can
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betray
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Jesus.
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Those
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of us
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who say,
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yep,
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I'm a
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friend of
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Jesus,
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we read
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our
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Bibles,
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we serve
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in church,
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we can
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be teaching
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or preaching,
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we seek
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to be
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faithful year
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after year
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in our
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walk with
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him,
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but then
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something
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happens.
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Perhaps
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like Judas
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we become
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disappointed
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with Jesus.
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He doesn't
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do what
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we expect
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him to
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do.
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And
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maybe
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Jesus
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doesn't
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do
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what
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you
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want
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him
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to
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do.
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We
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ask
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him
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to
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change
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a
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circumstance
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in our
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life,
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we
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ask
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him
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to
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remove
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it,
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but
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he
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doesn't
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and
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there's
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no
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change.
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Or
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maybe
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Jesus
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let
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something
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happen
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into
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our
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lives
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that
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we
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don't
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expect
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or
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we
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don't
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want.
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We
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get
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sick,
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we
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lose
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our
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job,
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something
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goes
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wrong
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in
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our
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life,
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and
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we're
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disappointed,
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and so
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we sell
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him out.
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We
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turn our
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backs
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on
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Jesus
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in
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search
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of
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something
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else
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or
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someone
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else,
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and we
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betray
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him.
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But in
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the very
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act of
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betrayal,
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look
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at the
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one who
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does
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not
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retaliate.
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Look
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at the
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one who
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does
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not
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lash
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out
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in
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anger,
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who
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does
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not
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oppose
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what
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the
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betrayer
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does
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to
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him.
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Instead,
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he
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willingly
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goes
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to the
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cross
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to die
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for
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those
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who
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betray
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him,
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because
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Jesus
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is
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a
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faithful,
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loyal
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friend.
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Second,
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Jesus
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provides
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hope
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for
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those
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who
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will
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kill
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him.
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Look
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at verse
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55.
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The
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chief
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priests
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and the
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whole
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Sanhedrin,
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that was
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the
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religious
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authorities,
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they
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were
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looking
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for
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evidence
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against
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Jesus
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so
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that
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they
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could
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put
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him
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to
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death,
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but they
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didn't
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find
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any.
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Many
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testified
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falsely
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against
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him,
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but their
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statements
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didn't
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agree.
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Why
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all
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these
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lies?
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Why
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is there
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such
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desperation
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to get
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rid of
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Jesus?
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Well,
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the answer
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is crystal
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clear.
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It comes
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to us
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in verse
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61.
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Jesus
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had
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remained
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silent
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and gave
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no answer
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to all
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their
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false
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accusations.
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Again,
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the high
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priest
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asked
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Jesus,
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are
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you
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the
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Christ,
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the
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son
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of
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the
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blessed
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one?
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Jesus,
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are
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you
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claiming
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to be
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God?
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Are
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you
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claiming
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to be
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God?
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Verse
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62,
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I
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am,
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said
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Jesus.
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I
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am
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this
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one
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with
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universal
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power.
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I
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am
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the
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one
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with
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supreme
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authority.
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I
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am
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God.
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And
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I
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am
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the
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Messiah,
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the
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Christ,
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the
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only
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one
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who
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can
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provide
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hope
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for
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people
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like
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you.
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At
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this
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point,
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for
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Jesus
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to
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admit
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that
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he
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is
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God,
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the
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son
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of
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the
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blessed
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one,
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is
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basically
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to
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sign
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his
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death
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sentence.
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But
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the
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proof
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that
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Jesus
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is
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God
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will
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be
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seen
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by
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his
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resurrection
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from
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the
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dead.
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Look at
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the rest
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of
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verse
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62.
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And
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you
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will
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see
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the
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son
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of
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man,
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that's
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Jesus
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sitting
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at
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the
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right
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hand
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of
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the
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mighty
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one
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and
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coming
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on
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the
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clouds
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of
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heaven.
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Jesus
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is
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saying
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to
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the
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court
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that
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is
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before
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him,
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I
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will
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be
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killed,
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you
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will
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kill
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me,
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but
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I
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will
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rise,
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I
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will
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conquer
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death,
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and
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I
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will
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reign
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victoriously,
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and
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I
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will
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establish
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my
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kingdom,
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because
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I
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am
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the
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one
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who
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provides
-
hope
-
for
-
this
-
broken
-
world.
-
Of
-
course,
-
as Jesus
-
made clear
-
his identity,
-
look at
-
their response
-
in verse
-
64.
-
You
-
have heard
-
the
-
blasphemy,
-
what do
-
you think?
-
They
-
all
-
condemned
-
him as
-
worthy
-
of
-
death,
-
and
-
they
-
began
-
to spit
-
on
-
him,
-
and
-
blindfold
-
him,
-
and
-
struck
-
him
-
with
-
their
-
fists,
-
and
-
said,
-
prophesy,
-
and the
-
guards
-
took
-
him,
-
and
-
beat
-
him.
-
You
-
see,
-
we
-
might
-
not
-
be
-
present
-
at
-
the
-
trial.
-
We
-
might
-
not
-
be
-
the
-
ones
-
bringing
-
false
-
accusations,
-
but
-
every
-
one
-
of us
-
in
-
this
-
room
-
have
-
all
-
played
-
our
-
part,
-
in
-
wanting
-
to
-
get
-
rid
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
You
-
see,
-
we
-
don't
-
like
-
the
-
idea
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
who
-
he
-
says
-
he
-
is.
-
We
-
don't
-
like
-
the
-
idea
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
God.
-
Because
-
if
-
Jesus
-
is
-
God
-
with
-
all
-
power
-
and
-
all
-
authority,
-
then
-
that
-
means
-
my
-
life
-
belongs
-
to
-
him.
-
And
-
if
-
Jesus
-
is
-
God,
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
on
-
the
-
clouds
-
of
-
heaven,
-
then
-
I
-
must
-
listen
-
to
-
him
-
because
-
one
-
day
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
stand
-
before
-
him.
-
He
-
will
-
be
-
my
-
judge
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
be
-
answerable
-
to
-
him.
-
And
-
we
-
don't
-
like
-
that.
-
And
-
so
-
it's
-
much
-
easier
-
for
-
us
-
if
-
we
-
can
-
somehow
-
explain
-
Jesus
-
away
-
as
-
some
-
kind
-
of
-
fiction.
-
If
-
we
-
can
-
reason
-
that
-
the
-
gospel
-
of
-
Mark
-
is
-
not
-
a
-
true
-
historical
-
account
-
it's
-
all
-
just
-
been
-
made
-
up.
-
If
-
we
-
can
-
somehow
-
remove
-
Jesus'
-
Godness.
-
if
-
we
-
can
-
get
-
rid
-
of
-
his
-
divine
-
status
-
and
-
reduce
-
Jesus
-
to
-
nothing
-
more
-
than
-
just
-
an
-
interesting
-
teacher
-
who
-
lived
-
hundreds
-
of
-
years
-
ago
-
then
-
that
-
means
-
I
-
can
-
live
-
my
-
life
-
however
-
I
-
want.
-
You
-
see
-
we've
-
all
-
wanted
-
him
-
killed
-
so
-
that
-
we
-
don't
-
have
-
to
-
deal
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
so
-
that
-
we
-
don't
-
have
-
to
-
answer
-
to
-
him.
-
But
-
look
-
again
-
in
-
the
-
act
-
of
-
trying
-
to
-
kill
-
Jesus
-
look
-
at
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
dies
-
for
-
you
-
and
-
for
-
me
-
look
-
at
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
rises
-
again
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
will
-
conquer
-
death
-
who
-
breaks
-
free
-
from
-
the
-
grave
-
and
-
providing
-
hope
-
as he
-
comes
-
on
-
the
-
clouds
-
of
-
heaven
-
to
-
establish
-
his
-
eternal
-
kingdom
-
to
-
live
-
with
-
him
-
forever
-
and
-
ever
-
providing
-
hope
-
to
-
all
-
who
-
will
-
bow
-
their
-
knee
-
to
-
him
-
as
-
God
-
why
-
would
-
he
-
do
-
that
-
because
-
Jesus
-
is the
-
faithful
-
loyal
-
friend
-
third
-
Jesus
-
offers
-
grace
-
to
-
those
-
who
-
deny
-
him
-
look
-
at
-
verse
-
66
-
while
-
Peter
-
was
-
below
-
in
-
the
-
courtyard
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
servant
-
girls
-
of
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
came
-
by
-
when
-
she
-
saw
-
Peter
-
warming
-
himself
-
she
-
looked
-
closely
-
at
-
him
-
you
-
also
-
were
-
with
-
that
-
Nazarene
-
Jesus
-
she
-
said
-
remember
-
Peter
-
who's
-
been
-
so
-
consistently
-
portrayed
-
as the
-
faithful
-
loyal
-
and true
-
disciple
-
I'll
-
die
-
for
-
you
-
Jesus
-
I
-
won't
-
disown
-
you
-
verse
-
68
-
but
-
he
-
denied
-
it
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
or
-
understand
-
what
-
you're
-
talking
-
about
-
he
-
said
-
and
-
he
-
went
-
out
-
into
-
the
-
entrance
-
the
-
distance
-
the
-
physical
-
distance
-
between
-
Jesus
-
and
-
Peter
-
gets
-
greater
-
and
-
greater
-
signifying
-
his
-
own
-
relationship
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
with
-
every
-
question
-
and
-
every
-
accusation
-
in the
-
courtyard
-
comes
-
a
-
greater
-
denial
-
look at
-
verse
-
70
-
again
-
he
-
denied
-
it
-
and
-
after
-
a
-
little
-
while
-
those
-
standing
-
near
-
said
-
to
-
Peter
-
surely
-
you
-
are
-
one
-
of
-
them
-
for
-
you
-
are
-
a
-
Galilean
-
and
-
he
-
began
-
to
-
call
-
down
-
curses
-
on
-
himself
-
and
-
he
-
swore
-
to
-
them
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
Mark
-
has
-
carefully
-
edited
-
it
-
here
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
this
-
man
-
that
-
you're
-
talking
-
about
-
Peter
-
the
-
strong
-
and
-
the
-
brave
-
is
-
nothing
-
but
-
a
-
weak
-
and
-
a
-
broken
-
failure
-
Peter
-
you
-
see
-
there's
-
something
-
that
-
draws us
-
into
-
the
-
story
-
here
-
with
-
Peter
-
we
-
don't
-
like
-
to
-
say
-
it
-
do
-
we
-
and
-
we
-
don't
-
often
-
like
-
to
-
admit
-
it
-
but
-
we
-
all
-
know
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
me
-
I'm
-
Peter
-
and
-
you're
-
Peter
-
the
-
promises
-
that
-
we
-
make
-
the
-
commitments
-
that
-
we
-
give
-
and
-
then
-
when
-
we
-
know
-
we
-
should
-
be
-
speaking
-
up
-
or
-
we
-
should
-
be
-
saying
-
something
-
we
-
just
-
keep
-
quiet
-
and
-
we
-
move
-
away
-
it
-
might
-
be
-
at
-
a
-
conversation
-
at
-
work
-
it
-
could
-
be
-
as
-
we're
-
socializing
-
with
-
friends
-
the
-
opportunity
-
arises
-
for
-
us
-
to
-
say
-
what
-
we
-
think
-
and
-
what
-
we
-
believe
-
but
-
then
-
inside
-
we're
-
thinking
-
but
-
what
-
about
-
my
-
reputation
-
what
-
will
-
people
-
think
-
of
-
me
-
I
-
might
-
lose
-
their
-
friendship
-
we
-
don't
-
want
-
to be
-
the
-
one
-
who's
-
left
-
standing
-
alone
-
and
-
so
-
like
-
Peter
-
we
-
pretend
-
we
-
don't
-
hear
-
or
-
we
-
don't
-
understand
-
what
-
they're
-
talking
-
about
-
at
-
times
-
we'll
-
do
-
anything
-
to
-
avoid
-
association
-
with
-
Jesus
-
and
-
you know
-
those
-
times
-
maybe
-
it's
-
been
-
through
-
this
-
past
-
week
-
but
-
in
-
the
-
moment
-
of
-
our
-
denial
-
look
-
at
-
Jesus
-
look
-
at
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
is
-
loyal
-
and
-
faithful
-
and
-
true
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
remains
-
steadfast
-
and he
-
offers
-
grace
-
to
-
sinners
-
like
-
you
-
and
-
me
-
jump
-
forward
-
to
-
chapter
-
16
-
verse
-
7
-
a
-
minute
-
this
-
is
-
after
-
Jesus
-
has
-
died
-
and
-
after
-
he
-
has
-
risen
-
again
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
and
-
at
-
the
-
tomb
-
the
-
empty
-
tomb
-
the
-
angels
-
are
-
there
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
message
-
they
-
give
-
to
-
the
-
women
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
tell
-
the
-
others
-
just
-
look
-
at
-
the
-
beginning
-
of
-
verse
-
7
-
of
-
chapter
-
16
-
but
-
go
-
tell
-
his
-
disciples
-
and
-
who
-
and
-
Peter
-
don't
-
forget
-
to
-
tell
-
Peter
-
Jesus
-
the
-
risen
-
Jesus
-
needed
-
to
-
meet
-
with
-
Peter
-
Jesus
-
knew
-
his
-
denial
-
Jesus
-
knew
-
all
-
about
-
his
-
sin
-
Jesus
-
saw
-
his
-
guilt
-
and
-
he
-
saw
-
his
-
shame
-
and
-
so
-
as
-
the
-
risen
-
saviour
-
he
-
goes
-
to
-
meet
-
Peter
-
to
-
offer
-
him
-
the
-
grace
-
of
-
forgiveness
-
while
-
everyone
-
else
-
is
-
faithless
-
Jesus
-
remains
-
faithful
-
as
-
we
-
betray
-
him
-
as
-
we
-
kill
-
him
-
and
-
as
-
we
-
deny
-
him
-
Jesus
-
remains
-
the
-
loyal
-
friend
-
willing
-
to
-
die
-
providing
-
hope
-
and
-
offering
-
grace
-
but you
-
know
-
what
-
there's
-
only
-
one
-
person
-
in
-
this
-
encounter
-
with
-
Jesus
-
who
-
knows
-
him
-
as
-
the
-
loyal
-
friend
-
there's
-
only
-
one
-
person
-
who
-
knows
-
him
-
as
-
the
-
loyal
-
friend
-
it's
-
Peter
-
who
-
came
-
in
-
repentance
-
look
-
back at
-
chapter
-
14
-
verse
-
72
-
chapter
-
14
-
verse
-
72
-
immediately
-
the
-
cock
-
crowed
-
the
-
second
-
time
-
and
-
Peter
-
remembered
-
the
-
words
-
Jesus
-
had
-
spoken
-
to
-
him
-
before
-
the
-
cock
-
crows
-
twice
-
you
-
will
-
disown
-
me
-
three
-
times
-
and
-
he
-
broke
-
down
-
and
-
wept
-
as
-
Peter
-
remembered
-
the
-
words
-
of
-
Jesus
-
so
-
Peter
-
repents
-
for
-
his
-
sin
-
and
-
if
-
we
-
are
-
to
-
know
-
Jesus
-
as
-
our
-
loyal
-
friend
-
the
-
faithful
-
one
-
who
-
does
-
not
-
give
-
up
-
if
-
we
-
are
-
to
-
know
-
him
-
personally
-
and
-
intimately
-
then
-
we
-
must
-
repent
-
as
-
Peter
-
did
-
he
-
broke
-
down
-
and
-
he
-
wept
-
literally
-
he
-
threw
-
himself
-
on
-
the
-
ground
-
and
-
he
-
cried
-
he
-
sees
-
his
-
sin
-
but
-
more
-
than
-
that
-
he's
-
admitting
-
to
-
his
-
sin
-
these
-
are
-
tears
-
not
-
of
-
self
-
pity
-
but
-
these
-
are
-
cries
-
for
-
a
-
saviour
-
and
-
that's
-
the
-
difference
-
between
-
remorse
-
and
-
repentance
-
remorse
-
is just
-
being
-
sorry
-
because
-
you've
-
been
-
found
-
out
-
and
-
you
-
feel
-
bad
-
about
-
yourself
-
repentance
-
is to
-
own
-
what
-
you
-
have
-
done
-
and
-
to
-
seek
-
forgiveness
-
so as
-
we look
-
at
-
Peter
-
on
-
the
-
ground
-
weeping
-
and
-
as
-
we
-
by the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
are
-
confronted
-
with
-
our
-
own
-
sin
-
don't
-
run
-
away
-
and
-
hide
-
learn
-
to
-
fall
-
on
-
your
-
knees
-
and
-
repent
-
and
-
as
-
you
-
do
-
you
-
will
-
see
-
Jesus
-
the
-
loyal
-
and
-
faithful
-
friend
-
who
-
went
-
to
-
the
-
cross
-
for
-
you
-
who
-
took
-
your
-
very
-
acts
-
of
-
betrayal
-
and
-
denial
-
and
-
was
-
killed
-
in
-
your
-
place
-
for
-
you
-
and
-
look
-
at
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
rose
-
from
-
the
-
grave
-
and
-
who
-
is
-
one
-
day
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
again
-
on
-
the
-
clouds
-
of
-
heaven
-
providing
-
hope
-
the
-
eternal
-
kingdom
-
of
-
God
-
for
-
people
-
like
-
you
-
and
-
me
-
and
-
be
-
amazed
-
be
-
amazed
-
at the
-
one
-
who
-
now
-
stands
-
with
-
all
-
power
-
and
-
supreme
-
authority
-
and
-
offers
-
his
-
grace
-
enough
-
to
-
cover
-
every
-
one
-
of our
-
sins
-
Jesus
-
Jesus
-
is
-
our
-
faithful
-
friend
-
he
-
does
-
not
-
give
-
up
-
and
-
he
-
will
-
remain
-
loyal
-
let's
-
pray
-
father
-
father
-
there's
-
a
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side
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of us
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that
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wants
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to
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crawl
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away
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and
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hide
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and
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yet
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there's
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another
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side
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that
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wants
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us
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to
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rejoice
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and
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celebrate
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the
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faithfulness
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of
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Jesus
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and
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so
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in our
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own
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minds
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we do
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crawl
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out of
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that
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dark
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corner
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no
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longer
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hiding
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no
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longer
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sitting
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in our
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guilt
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and shame
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but
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coming
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to
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our
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faithful
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friend
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Jesus
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receiving
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forgiveness
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receiving
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hope
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and
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receiving
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grace
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thank
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you
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Jesus
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for
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your
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amazing
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love
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towards
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people
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like
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us
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and
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may
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this
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change
-
us
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so
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that
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we
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will
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go
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on
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as
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Peter
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did
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following
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you
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and
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serving
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you
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and
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living
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for
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you
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may
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you
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pour
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out
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your
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grace
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upon
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us
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every
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day
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to
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be
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the
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people
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you
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call
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us
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to
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be
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we
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pray
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this
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in
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Jesus
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name
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Amen
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to
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love
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and
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if
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to