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Still Called

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  1. And that's what this series called is all about.

  2. God making and molding us into disciples. And

  3. I'm going to conclude today, this series, by

  4. inviting you to join me in Psalms, excuse me,

  5. in John 21. John 21 and verse 15. And I pray

  6. that this series has been a blessing to you.

  7. And for those that are... Not here with us or

  8. those that are watching from other places. God

  9. bless you. I've had people reach out to me, even

  10. outside of this church, who have been sharing

  11. how this series has ministered to them and been

  12. a blessing to them. And so we thank the Lord

  13. for that. We give God the glory that this message

  14. can get out, amen, and that others can be blessed.

  15. The word of the Lord says in John 21, verse 15,

    John 21:15

  16. when they had finished eating, Jesus said to

  17. Simon, Peter, Simon son of Jonah, do you love

  18. me more than these? Yes, Lord, he said, you know

  19. that I love you. Jesus said, feed my lambs. Again,

  20. Jesus said, Simon son of Jonah, do you love me?

  21. He answered, yes, Lord, you know that I love

  22. you. And Jesus said, take care of my sheep. The

  23. third time he said to him, Simon son, Son of

  24. Jonah, do you love me? Peter was hurt because

  25. Jesus asked him a third time, do you love me?

  26. He said, Lord, you know all things. You know

  27. that I love you. Jesus said, feed my sheep. Somebody

  28. say amen today. I'm going to talk and preach

  29. today on the thought still called. Still called.

  30. Why don't we pray? Father, we love you today.

  31. We thank you for the beauty of your presence

  32. that we have felt, God, throughout this service.

  33. Without a shadow of a doubt, Lord, you are here.

  34. You are here. You are in our midst, God. And

  35. so we thank you. And I pray, Lord, that you would

  36. anoint our ears to hear what the Spirit is saying

  37. to us today. And I pray, God, that every word

  38. that comes out of my mouth would not be my own.

  39. The word that you have placed in my heart, deposited

  40. in me, Lord. I ask this right now, anoint my

  41. lips of clay. In Jesus' name, I pray this. Amen.

  42. Amen, somebody. You may be seated in God's presence.

  43. Someone say, still called. There is a Japanese

  44. art form called kintsugi. Kintsugi is a... piece

  45. of pottery that is broken. The artist doesn't

  46. throw it away and he doesn't try to hide the

  47. cracks either as though the breaking never happened.

  48. Instead, the broken pieces are carefully put

  49. back together and the seams are highlighted with

  50. And the result of Kintsugi is something remarkable.

  51. The cracks are still there. You can still see

  52. where the vessel broke, but it has been restored.

  53. Today I have brought an example of Kintsugi.

  54. You can take a look here at this mug that I'm

  55. holding up. I wanted a bigger example, but...

  56. This is the best I can get on eBay in the short

  57. amount of time. Amen. So you're more than welcome

  58. to take a look at this. But as you can tell,

  59. this is a cup. There are some cracks in the cup

  60. and even on the inside, you can see. And this

  61. cup here was put back together through the Kintsugi

  62. process. And what's interesting is that they

  63. did not cover up those blemishes, those cracks

  64. in the vessel, but they highlighted it. And now

  65. these golden fractures or fault lines become

  66. a part of the beauty, become a part of its story.

  67. You look at a cup like this and you automatically

  68. know that if that cup had a voice, it would have

  69. something to say. It could probably tell you

  70. about how it felt when it broke and what that

  71. must have been like if it had a voice. But the

  72. beauty is not found. in the hidden blemishes,

  73. but is found in the fact that it has been reconstructed

  74. and repaired. And this is something that, as

  75. we think about Peter, I look at him that way,

  76. as a Kintsugi. Peter had been fractured. He had

  77. publicly failed the Lord in the most dramatic

  78. and public way. When he denied Jesus three times,

  79. each denial leaving another break, another fracture

  80. in his life. Peter had this thing as we study

  81. and learn about him. He was impulsive, of course.

  82. He stuck his foot in his mouth more than once

  83. or twice. And he had always promised more than

  84. he could actually deliver. And he promised the

  85. Lord that he would never turn his back on him.

  86. Not me, God. I would never do that to you. I

  87. would never break my word. I would never deny

  88. knowing you. But indeed, this is exactly what

  89. happened. And now in John 21, he is standing

  90. face to face with the one he failed. I don't

  91. know about you, but... I can't tell you how many

  92. promises that I've broken with God. I've broken

  93. a lot of promises with God. I've broken promises

  94. with him, too many to count. In fact, I've lost

  95. count of all the promises. Promises, big and

  96. small. Promises to do more. I don't know if anybody

  97. here has ever made a promise to God like that.

  98. Like, God, I'm going to do more. And you didn't

  99. do what you said you were going to do. Hello.

  100. Promises to live bolder, to forgive sooner, to

  101. love stronger. Promises like, God, I'm never

  102. going to do that again. I learned my lesson.

  103. And what ends up happening, you do it again.

  104. Lord, this is the last time I'm going to do this.

  105. And as time goes on, you... Find yourself having

  106. to ask God for forgiveness for the very thing

  107. you told him I would never do again. Do I have

  108. a witness out there? Amen. Y 'all are kind of

  109. quiet, but I know we've all been there. But it

  110. is hard to admit that, isn't it? It's like, hmm.

  111. Nobody wants to admit. There's a bit of shame

  112. involved in that. There's a bit of guilt involved

  113. with... your soul and with opening up yourself

  114. or with confessing and admitting that I have

  115. made promises that I've broken. But it's important

  116. for us to be real with God today, to be real

  117. with ourselves and to look within in those areas

  118. of our own life where we have fallen short. Of

  119. God's standard. Where we have not measured up.

  120. Where we have broken a promise. When we have

  121. said more than we actually did. We have stuck

  122. our foot in our mouth. Or even if it was a baby

  123. toe. You still stuck it in your mouth. You said

  124. something that you were going to do. You let

  125. somebody down. You let God down. Let a friend

  126. down. Let a co -worker. Let a spouse. Let a family

  127. member or you just let yourself down. You made

  128. yourself a promise. How about that? I'm going

  129. to go to the gym four times this week. And you're

  130. lucky you barely made it once. You make little

  131. promises with yourself, right? You make a pact

  132. with you. I'm going to do this. And you say,

  133. I'm not going to post about it. I'm not going

  134. to say nothing. I'm just going to do it. And

  135. many times we break promises even with ourselves.

  136. But this is something that I want us to understand

  137. about God today. I hope I can weave throughout

  138. this message. I don't plan to be very long, but

  139. I, is that we have to have a revelation of the

  140. faithfulness of God. Amen. How many of you know

  141. God's faithful? Come on, I need a better amen

  142. than that. It's not for me, it's for the Lord.

  143. How many of you know he's faithful? Here's what

  144. you need to know about the faithfulness of God.

  145. God's faithfulness does not depend on ours. Let

  146. me say that again. God's faithfulness does not

  147. depend on ours. God's faithfulness is not dependent

  148. on your faithfulness. Because how many of you

  149. know God has been faithful even when we were

  150. unfaithful? Oh, hallelujah. So if God's faithfulness

  151. depends on my faithfulness, I'm in big trouble.

  152. There's not a lot of hope for me and you. But

  153. the faithfulness of God transcends the faithfulness

  154. of man. And this truth comes into focus as Jesus

  155. begins to deal. with the kintsugi process of

  156. rebuilding the faith and the ministry and the

  157. calling of this disciple, Simon Peter. Because

  158. God proves to him that his faithfulness has not

  159. depended on his. Some scholars theorize that

  160. the three questions Jesus asked, do you love

  161. me, three times, correlates with Peter's three

  162. denials. In any case, this is not an interrogation.

  163. Peter is not being interrogated by God, which

  164. is what sometimes we feel is going to happen

  165. when we must be confronted about failures and

  166. mistakes, sins, faults and missteps in our life.

  167. Like God is going to grill us, point the finger

  168. and say, aha! I told you so. Many people have

  169. this idea about God. They have this perception

  170. of an I told you so kind of God. How many of

  171. you know people like that, amen? That if I tell

  172. them what I did, the first thing they're going

  173. to tell me is, I told you so. Why didn't you

  174. listen to me? Instead of trying to help you or...

  175. That's the first thing that comes out, or that's

  176. the look they give you. Should have listened

  177. to me. Well, I didn't, so here I am. God's first

  178. word to you when we fail, to me when we fail,

  179. is not I told you so. Not why didn't you listen

  180. to me the first time. His first word to you is

  181. more of a question, do you love me? Because God's

  182. intent is not to catch you. God already knew.

  183. Can I tell you? He already knows you're going

  184. to fail. Do you know that when you fail God,

  185. when you make a mistake, you don't surprise him?

  186. Hello, somebody. When you fail, God's not like,

  187. oh, my goodness, I can't believe they did that.

  188. God knows. How many of you know he knows the

  189. end from the beginning? God knows we're going

  190. to fail him. Just like you did with Peter. He

  191. said, Peter, you're going to deny me, son. It's

  192. going to happen. Oh, no, God, not me. You've

  193. got the wrong disciple. I would never do that

  194. to you. And Jesus says, it's going to happen.

  195. I've got news for everybody today. This is going

  196. to sound kind of negative and kind of bad, but

  197. just bear with me. You're going to fail at some

  198. point. At something, at some point. It happens

  199. to the best of us. So why don't we just get it

  200. out in the open and be like, yeah, I'm going

  201. to make mistakes. I'm going to fall short of

  202. his glory. I'm going to mess up and I'm going

  203. to, you know, I'm going to fumble here and there.

  204. But here's the good thing about God is that God's

  205. not trying to catch you off guard. He's not trying

  206. to throw stones at you. He's not trying to cut

  207. you from the team. He's looking for ways to reinstill

  208. in all of us the idea that we are still. called

  209. by his name. Why don't we give him some praise

  210. today. Hallelujah. So Jesus begins and the first

  211. thing he does and the first thing that an artist

  212. will do with Kintsugi is to rejoin the pieces.

  213. Someone say rejoin the pieces. Got to rejoin

  214. the pieces. This is the first work of Kintsugi

  215. is to Bring the separated pieces back together.

  216. Do you know why? Because every broken piece matters.

  217. Every shard matters. Every connection counts.

  218. When you take a look at this here, you'll find

  219. that there's even some small little pieces that,

  220. you know, a small little area, like, you know,

  221. just let that one go. It's not that big of a,

  222. no, no, no. Every little piece, the big and the

  223. small. They all count. And when the artist begins

  224. to rejoin the pieces, he gets all of them gathered

  225. and collects them together. And this is what

  226. Jesus is doing relationally with Peter. He's

  227. bringing all the pieces together. And the Lord

  228. started this process in a very unexpected way.

  229. When you back up the story a little bit, you'll

  230. see that Peter found himself in a familiar predicament.

  231. One that... preached about, I believe it was

  232. last week, where he was fishing all night and

  233. he caught nothing. Here he is again, coming up

  234. short. No fish after toiling all night. So Jesus

  235. told them, in verse 6, cast the net on the right

  236. side of the boat and you will find some. And

  237. watch what happens next. So they cast. And now

  238. they were not able to draw it in because of the

  239. multitude of faith. Remember I told you God's

  240. faithfulness doesn't depend on yours? Don't you

  241. think, in human terms, this would have been the

  242. right moment for Jesus? I'm not going to bless

  243. him that good right now. This might have been

  244. the moment. Now, come on. This is how some of

  245. us are sometimes. You know, I'm going to let

  246. him work for it. I'm going to let him sweat it

  247. out a little bit. have earned his way back into

  248. my good graces. I'm gonna let him sweat it out.

  249. I'm gonna let him, you know, like flounder around

  250. and sort of, I'm not gonna like bless his, I'm

  251. not gonna bless his socks off right now, you

  252. know. I'm not gonna go overboard. Just, you know,

  253. I'll throw him a little something, just a little

  254. reminder that I still love you. Like, you know,

  255. I'll wink at him, you know, but I'm not gonna

  256. hug him, you know. I'm not, but he, the Lord

  257. blesses him in such a way that this had to have

  258. Confounded Peter. He said, oh my goodness, look

  259. at all of this fish that the Lord has blessed

  260. me. See, the Lord doesn't wait until we have

  261. everything put back together before he reminds

  262. us of how good and how faithful and how wonderful

  263. and how awesome he is. Amen somebody. He doesn't

  264. wait for us to get our whole act together. He

  265. doesn't wait for us to get ourselves polished

  266. and all perfected. He doesn't wait for that to

  267. happen to show us his glory and to show us his

  268. goodness and his faithfulness. So today I want

  269. to just thank the Lord even when I didn't fully

  270. measure up and I was still a broken mess that

  271. God still loved me in that state and he still

  272. blessed me. So sometimes God will throw you a

  273. lifeline. He'll let you get another overflowing

  274. catch and you say, Lord, why are you blessing

  275. me like this? I don't deserve this. I haven't

  276. been. The kind of man or the kind of woman that

  277. I am supposed to be. I haven't been living up

  278. to, Lord, the standard that you've called me

  279. to, Lord. I've been messing up and I don't deserve

  280. it, but God is telling you and he's telling me

  281. today, I'm not blessing you because you deserve

  282. it. I'm blessing you because I'm still called

  283. you and I still want you to know that I've got

  284. a plan. I've come to tell somebody today that

  285. God wants you to know that he's still here and

  286. he's still faithful and he's not. Done with you

  287. yet. Hallelujah. Peter had seen this movie before.

  288. He's seen this one before. He's read this chapter

  289. before because he had already had an empty net

  290. scenario and a miraculous cat. So he has seen

  291. this before and he understands that God is at

  292. work in his life and Jesus was rejoining the

  293. pieces. He's rejoining. these pieces by taking

  294. Peter back to the beginning and saying to him,

  295. do you remember how I called you the first time?

  296. Sometimes God will take you back. To your first

  297. love. He'll take you back to where it all started.

  298. He'll take you back to that altar. He'll take

  299. you back to that prayer room. He'll take you

  300. back to that message. He'll take you back through

  301. a song. He'll take you back through a word. He'll

  302. take you back through a hug. God has ways of

  303. taking us back to those places where we once

  304. again rediscover what it's all about. Back to

  305. that place of surrender. Back to that place of

  306. worship. Back to that place where we first heard

  307. his voice. How many of you remember that time

  308. in your life where you heard the voice of the

  309. Lord the first time so clearly? How many of you

  310. remember that time where you felt the presence

  311. of the Lord so powerfully? Amen, somebody? Anybody

  312. remember that? Or has it been that long? Or have

  313. you forgotten what it felt like? Or has it been

  314. so many years that you forgot the touch and the

  315. warmth that came over you the first time you

  316. felt the Holy Ghost and His Spirit and filled

  317. your life and you spoke with other times? How

  318. many of you remember that time and that moment

  319. where the Lord touched on you and His Spirit

  320. moved upon you and you felt something that you

  321. never felt before? Sometimes God wants to take

  322. us back to those places so that you remember

  323. I'm the same God that spoke to you then that

  324. is speaking to you now. I'm the same God that

  325. surrounded you there with my love like I'm surrounding

  326. you now. I still got a plan for you. As real

  327. as I was there is as real as I am now. Somebody

  328. give him some praise today. Sometimes God takes

  329. us back to those places. Takes us back to that

  330. old well. That old well of worship. He'll take

  331. us back to those places so that we can once again

  332. realize that God hasn't changed. Can I tell you

  333. right now, somebody needs to hear this on the

  334. Holy Ghost. God has not changed his mind about

  335. you. Woo! my Lord. Hallelujah. If you don't hear

  336. anything else I say today, hear that God has

  337. not changed his mind about you. God is not flippant.

  338. You understand what I'm saying? He's not flippant.

  339. He's not fickle. He doesn't fall in and out of

  340. love with you. He doesn't change his mind about,

  341. nah, people can be like that. People are flippant

  342. and people are fickle and people will change

  343. and they'll fall in and out of love with you.

  344. You know, they got a good opinion of you today

  345. and tomorrow they got a bad one. God's opinion

  346. of you has not changed. He still sees you. Come

  347. on now, somebody. He still sees you as his son

  348. and as his daughter. He is consistent. He's the

  349. same yesterday, today, and forevermore. God changes

  350. not. And his mind is made up about you. Just

  351. like it was for Peter. And so he gathers all

  352. the pieces. And secondly, as we see illustrated

  353. in the... Kintsugi processes that he seals the

  354. fractures. Kintsugi isn't merely just placing

  355. broken pieces all beside each other. No, the

  356. pieces have to be bonded together and the cracks

  357. in the vessel have to be sealed. in the deepest

  358. parts this is not a surface thing when you look

  359. at this you feel it we're going to have show

  360. and tell today everybody can touch the vessel

  361. today man And you put your fingers on the grooves.

  362. And this is not a surface thing. This is not

  363. just like a superficial job that was done. You

  364. can dip your fingers in some of the grooves and

  365. feel the depth and the places, the deep places

  366. where the sealing and the bonding happen. And

  367. there's texture there. There's inconsistencies

  368. and there's texture. And you realize that the

  369. sealant that was used to bond this thing together

  370. went into. the deepest areas that were fractured

  371. in this vessel. And so that's the only way to

  372. ensure that this thing doesn't break again. That's

  373. the only way to assure. Because if you just wanted

  374. to do a rush job, you can just put some, maybe

  375. a little bit of Elmer's glue, you know. You put

  376. some tape on the outside. Okay, that'll do just

  377. fine. But then is it really going to hold up

  378. over time, right? It's not going to have the

  379. structural integrity that it needs to be useful

  380. again. God's not interested, hear me today, in

  381. doing a rush, quick, fixed job in your heart

  382. and in your life. Amen. God wants to go deep

  383. in places in us. to seal those areas in us. And

  384. it is a process. It's not an overnight thing

  385. that God does. But John tells us what Jesus did

  386. when he waited for Peter. The Bible says that

  387. he waited for Peter by a fire. He was on the

  388. shore. Peter was out on the boat. Jesus was there

  389. cooking some fish. Amen. I wonder how good that

  390. fish must have tasted. Amen. He was cooking some

  391. fish right there on the fire. And then Peter

  392. comes and he... Sits next to Jesus by the fire.

  393. So there is the Lord. There is Peter sitting

  394. fireside having this conversation. Now, it doesn't

  395. seem much to us that they would be sitting there

  396. by the fire. But it's interesting because if

  397. you go back and you look at when Peter had denied

  398. the Lord and failed him three times, you'll see

  399. that he was also at that time sitting by a fire.

  400. He was sitting out in front of the temple. The

  401. Bible says that he was warming himself by the

  402. fire. So imagine the scene. There is Peter. He's

  403. sitting out in front of the temple. He's warming

  404. himself by the fire. And then folks begin to

  405. come and say, you look like you, are you one

  406. of those disciples? He said, oh no, that's not

  407. me. And he denies the Lord three times while

  408. sitting by, someone say the fire. He failed the

  409. Lord by the fire. Oh, my gosh. You see, you could

  410. be close to the fire. You could be so close to,

  411. whoo, ouch, it's hot, man, I got the Holy Ghost,

  412. and still fail him. Don't think you got, man,

  413. you got to, only those that are, you know, they

  414. got one foot in the world. No, you can have both

  415. feet in the church and still fail him. He's by

  416. the fire. He's so close to the fire, man, he's

  417. sweaty. He could feel the heat on his brow, and

  418. there he failed the Lord. Now fast forward to

  419. this moment where Jesus is trying to rebuild

  420. and restore his life. Where is he sitting again?

  421. By a fire. He brought him back to another fire.

  422. Here we begin to see another way God works. Sometimes

  423. God brings us back to the fire. Back to a place

  424. where your confidence collapsed. Back to the

  425. issue that you've tried to avoid. Back to the

  426. moment where you failed, fell, broke your word.

  427. I wonder as if, I wonder that while Peter was

  428. sitting there by the fire and the coals are crackling,

  429. you know, little fires, you know, and I wonder

  430. if it dawned on him there as he sat by the fire,

  431. remembering the last fire that he... That he

  432. stood at and how he felt. I wonder if he made

  433. that connection, you know, in his mind. I wonder

  434. if he made that. I wonder if he connected those

  435. two dots in his mind. They're like, here I am

  436. sitting at another fire. But this time the Lord

  437. is trying to restore me. He's trying to, I wonder

  438. if he made that connection. Because I see a connection

  439. here that sometimes God will take us back to

  440. those same places. Not to shame us. Not to cast

  441. us off. But to seal those areas of our life that

  442. are broken. And to keep us from pulling apart

  443. again. And he begins to heal us by the fire.

  444. And it hurts a little bit. And it's uncomfortable.

  445. Maybe Peter is sitting there at the second fire.

  446. And, you know, he's starting to sweat bullets.

  447. Like, oh, here we go again. Jesus is bringing

  448. me back to the fire. Maybe he's going to use

  449. this moment to, you know, beat me over the head.

  450. Maybe he's going to use this moment to really

  451. show me, really, you know, really rub it in.

  452. How bad I'm... I fell and what I did wrong. Maybe

  453. Jesus is going to use this fire moment to go,

  454. you know, make a point out of me. Make an example

  455. out of me. But that's not what God had in mind

  456. at all with him. And it's not what he has in

  457. mind with you. But there are moments that God

  458. will take us into a fire moment. Into a place

  459. of pressure. A place where we can feel the heat

  460. of his word a little bit. Feel conviction a little

  461. bit. Feel the heat of his presence a little bit.

  462. Feel the fire of the word a little bit. little

  463. bit so that we can understand that God is working

  464. and he's trying to put us in a place where we

  465. where he can remake us and reshape us but we've

  466. got to come to terms with the things that we've

  467. done so that he can heal us and he can restore

  468. us and seal those places back in our life so

  469. that we won't fall apart again because here's

  470. the thing once God seals those fractures in our

  471. life he doesn't want those things to break down

  472. again. When God heals you, he doesn't want you

  473. to get hurt in the same place again. When God

  474. restores you, he doesn't want you to break in

  475. the same place again. You might break in other

  476. places. You might get fractured in other places,

  477. but when God does a work, he does it to such

  478. a way that it's more valuable than it was when

  479. it was whole in the beginning. I've come to tell

  480. you today that God wants to heal you, but your

  481. healing is in the ceiling. And you won't get

  482. healed right until you get sealed right. The

  483. problem is that some of us, I'm almost done,

  484. but some of us, we want to get healed without

  485. being sealed. Some folks missed a good one today.

  486. You're going to have to send them the YouTube

  487. link. Hallelujah. You can't say, why am I not

  488. healed? Because you won't let them seal you.

  489. We're asking God for healing without going through

  490. the ceiling, without putting those pieces. Well,

  491. yeah, but it's messy, and there's a lot of work

  492. involved, and I've got all these little pieces.

  493. No one said it was going to be easy. No one said,

  494. but if you're looking for God to heal the areas

  495. of your life and your heart, your ministry, your

  496. marriage, whatever that, whatever it is that's

  497. broken, you need to let him seal it and bring

  498. it back together one piece at a time. Meticulously

  499. and carefully and lovingly and gently, God will

  500. do it one thing at a time. He'll seal it. And

  501. once that part gets sealed, oh, then we can move

  502. to the next part. And then after that part gets

  503. sealed, then we can. Move to the next part. It's

  504. not just, oh, abracadabra, walakazoo, and it's

  505. all together. Oh, there it is, you know. No,

  506. God does it peace. Someone say, peace by peace.

  507. This is how God does it. And so as the musician

  508. gets ready, I begin to look at how God dealt

  509. with Peter. And the thing that really stuck out

  510. to me, and I pray that this word will just. Minister

  511. to you and help you. I come to be a help today.

  512. Come to be a help. Is that as Jesus was healing

  513. him, this was, some of us have the idea of healing

  514. like I don't want to feel nothing. How many of

  515. you have ever gone to, you had a wound and you

  516. go to the clinic, right? Or you're in pain and

  517. they have to work on you. I don't know how many

  518. of you are a chicken like me. But I'm like, put

  519. in the drug so I don't feel anything. Or when

  520. you go to a tooth, you go to the dentist, right?

  521. They're working on something. Give me whatever.

  522. It doesn't feel good. But we don't want to feel

  523. it, right? We don't want to feel it. Because

  524. the whole idea is you're supposed to fix me.

  525. You're not supposed to make me hurt more. But

  526. when God heals, he doesn't numb us. I'm going

  527. to help you right now. When God heals, when God

  528. operates, he doesn't numb us. And at first it

  529. sounds like, why? That sounds painful. It is.

  530. It is. That's what Peter felt. Why do you think

  531. he got hurt with the Lord? Because after the

  532. first time, okay, maybe he's just checking in

  533. on me. Do you love me? Yes. By the second time,

  534. do you love me? Peter's thinking. Where's this

  535. going? Yes, Lord, I love you. We're good, right?

  536. We're good? We're all right? Okay. But by the

  537. third time, Peter's like, okay, wait a minute.

  538. I'm a little offended now. I'm kind of hurt that

  539. you keep asking me. Because what does the repeated

  540. question imply? If you're Peter, you're thinking,

  541. does he see something that I'm not seeing? Is

  542. there something about the way that I'm loving

  543. him that isn't what he desires? Oh, can you imagine

  544. the questions going through his mind? Like, what

  545. am I saying wrong? I keep telling him what he

  546. wants me to say. Lord, I love you. You want me

  547. to say it deeper? I love you. How do you want

  548. me to say it, God? What's going to satisfy you?

  549. And the Lord keeps asking. And Peter gets hurt

  550. because God doesn't numb us when he's healing

  551. us. Sometimes we need to feel it. You say, why

  552. do I need to feel it? So that when you come through

  553. it, oh, my God, you'll have a testimony. You

  554. say, it hurt, but I didn't die. It hurt, but

  555. I didn't die. You know, it was difficult, but

  556. I made it. I went through moments where I didn't

  557. think I was going to be able to make it. But

  558. I made it. There were painful moments because

  559. God never promised to take away all the pain.

  560. He said he would never leave us. He said he would

  561. never forsake us. But he never said that there

  562. wouldn't be trouble. Would you stand with me

  563. today? He never said there wouldn't be trouble.

  564. He never said it wasn't going to hurt. He never

  565. said it. Restoration hurts sometimes. Healing.

  566. Or someone say, it hurts. Healing hurts. But

  567. this is the process. Because if the kintsugi,

  568. if this cup had a voice, every piece that's being

  569. Painfully, surgically reapplied. It could not

  570. have felt good. Ouch. Ouch. That hurt. Ouch.

  571. Did you have to press so hard right there? Sorry.

  572. Oops. You know, like I'm being as gentle as I

  573. can. But there are certain things that are just

  574. going to hurt. Because relationships are messy.

  575. Because ministry can be messy sometimes. Because

  576. the church, the church is messy sometimes. Discipleship

  577. is messy. It's going to hurt. You know, speaking

  578. the truth in love hurts. Right? When you do it

  579. in love, even if you do it in love, it still

  580. hurts. The Bible says that faithful are the wounds

  581. of a brother. Sometimes God wounds us even through

  582. our brothers not to hurt us but. God's trying

  583. to teach us something. He's trying to build us.

  584. He's trying to remake us. He's trying to shape

  585. us. And sometimes it hurts. But if we will submit

  586. to the process, final slide, can you give it

  587. to me? Can you give it to us here? Is that he

  588. redeems the vessel. And he puts gold. Everyone

  589. say gold. Kintsugi doesn't just fill it with

  590. dirt. It doesn't just fill it with... With mortar,

  591. cement. Because when God does something, and

  592. after the process of being healed and restored,

  593. he leaves you more valuable than you were. This

  594. cup I'm holding in my hand is more valuable now

  595. than it was before it was broken. So much so

  596. that I had to scour eBay to find it. Because

  597. they're expensive. Why would a broken thing be

  598. so expensive? Because it has a story. You have

  599. a story. You have a story. The gold. Someone

  600. say the gold. The gold is the grace of God. It's

  601. the grace. Gold is grace and grace is gold. And

  602. this is what the grace of God will do. It'll

  603. turn your tests into testimonies. It'll turn

  604. your trials into triumphs. It'll turn your mistakes

  605. into miracles. Your wounds into wisdom and your

  606. pain into power. This is what God wants to do.

  607. And when he does it, that's when he'll say, all

  608. right, now you're ready to feed my sheep. Now

  609. you're ready. Ready to love my sheep and to tend

  610. to my sheep. I've got a plan for your life. If

  611. you'll let me touch you and tell you that you're

  612. still called by my name. You're still called

  613. with a high calling. You're still called to love

  614. and to serve and to be a witness to the world.

  615. I wonder right there where we're at if we can

  616. connect with the Holy Ghost. Let God. Let God

  617. surgically repair every area of your heart, of

  618. your life, your mind, areas of your mind that

  619. are broken, areas of your heart that are broken.

  620. This is the final touch that God wants to do.

  621. This is the finishing touch on the process of

  622. making you a disciple. It's not how eloquent

  623. you are. It's not how gifted you are. It's have

  624. you allowed God to make you, if you allow God

  625. to restore you, allow God to heal you, allow

  626. him to mend your wounds. God, I thank you right

  627. now. Come on, why don't we just thank the Lord?

  628. Why don't we worship him right now, God? Oh,

  629. Lord Jesus, why don't you just let the Holy Ghost

  630. move in your heart today? Say, God! I need you

  631. to work on me. Come on, with those eyes closed

  632. in this place, I need somebody today. I know

  633. this was, maybe it wasn't for everybody, but

  634. I know it was for somebody. Somebody today needs

  635. to know you're still called. You're still called.

  636. You're still called. You're still called. Somebody

  637. who might be watching this message during the

  638. week, you need to know you're still called. Oh,

  639. you may have missed some church. You may feel

  640. like it's too late to come back. You may feel

  641. like too much time has passed, but you need to

  642. know that you're still called. We're waiting

  643. on you. Your seat is, we're holding it for you.

  644. It's reserved for you. You're still called. You

  645. still got a ministry. You still got a destiny.

  646. Come on, I'm talking to somebody. today you still

  647. got a plan you still got an anointing the gifts

  648. of god are without repentance if god gave you

  649. a gift he won't take it back come on if god blessed

  650. you he's not taking it back if god anointed you

  651. he's not taking it back if god oh hallelujah

  652. if he wants to use you he still has every intention

  653. of using your life oh hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah

  654. jesus lord we place ourselves into your hands

  655. today god we place ourselves god on the potter's

  656. wheel we place ourselves lord in the hands god

  657. of the master's hands in the hands of the artist

  658. lord so that you can piece by piece oh god repair

  659. and restore and renew so that we can lord be

  660. the vessel that you've called us to be so that

  661. we can god serve each other so that we can god

  662. witness to one another so that we can god pour

  663. out you know why you need those areas healed

  664. so that when god pours out his blessings it won't

  665. leak out to the cracks so when god pours out

  666. his goodness it won't leak through the cracks

  667. you need god to seal it all the way so pours

  668. in will be able to contain the blessing that

  669. he has into your life and you can say like david

  670. my cup running over god i'm ready to i want you

  671. to lift your hands all over this building right

  672. now in the mighty name of jesus i want you to

  673. stretch out your faith unto god and say lord

  674. God come on tell them right now