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Where Did God Come From_ Who He Was Before Anything Existed (No Ads)
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Welcome back to the Bible Stories. You may notice there
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keep these Bible Stories going. God did not come from anywhere.
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He was not born. He was not built. Everything you
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have ever known came from something, but God came from
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nothing and no one, because before there was a somewhere
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for anything to come from, there was only Him. That
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may sound like the largest claim a person could ever make,
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and it is. But if you have ever felt like
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your own life came from nowhere, like you are a
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small accident the world could have done without, then this
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is not only a question about God far away in eternity.
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It is a question about the ground under your feet,
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because if there truly is a being who never began,
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then existence is not an accident, and neither are you.
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It is held up by someone, and so are you.
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Every child asks it eventually, and every honest adult still
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wonders it in the quiet. If God made everything, then
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who made God? When we ask who made God, we
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are already picturing God as one more object in the world,
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one more thing sitting on the shelf of the universe,
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waiting for someone to explain how it got there. We
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are treating him like a chair, or a mountain, or
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a star, or a newborn, all of which needed something
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before them to bring them into being. We take the
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rule that governs everything inside the world, that each thing
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must have a cause, and we try to apply it
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to the one who stands outside the world and made
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the rule in the first place. The Bible opens by
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quietly taking that assumption apart. The very first words of
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Scripture are these, In the beginning God created the heavens
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and the earth. Genesis 1.1 In the beginning... The beginning
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of what? Not the beginning of God. The beginning of
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the heavens and the earth. The beginning of matter, of space,
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of the sky and the ground and the light. The
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beginning of time itself. That single verse draws a line
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across all of reality. On one side of the line
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is everything that had a start. On the other side
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of the line is God, already there, already himself, already complete,
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before the first second ticked. The verse does not say,
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in the beginning, God began. It says, in the beginning,
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God created. He is not standing inside the beginning as
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one of the things that started. He is standing behind it,
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before it, as the one who caused the beginning to begin.
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Think about a long line of dominoes. Each one falls
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because the one before it pushed it. You can trace
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the falling back, domino after domino, but the whole chain
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only makes sense if there was a first hand that
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started it, a hand that was not itself a domino.
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If every single thing needed something before it to cause it,
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and there was no first cause that needed nothing, then
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nothing could ever have started at all. The very fact
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that anything exists right now means there must be something
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at the bottom of it that was never caused, never pushed,
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never made. Reason itself points to an uncaused one. The
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Bible simply tells us His name. And there is a
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strange relief in reaching that bottom. As long as you
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believe everything must have a cause behind it, your mind
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can never rest, because every answer only opens another door,
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and behind that door another, forever. But if there is
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one who was never caused, then the search finally has
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a floor to stand on. You are not falling through
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an endless nothing. There is something solid underneath it all,
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someone who does not need to be held up because
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he is the one holding. That is not a gap
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in the reasoning. That is the end of the falling.
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So the question who made God only makes sense for
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something that had a beginning, and God did not. Asking
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what made the uncreated one is a little like asking
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what is north of the North Pole. The words fit together.
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They sound like a real question, but there is nothing
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there to find, because you have already reached the place
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past which the question cannot go. God is not a
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link in the chain of causes. He is the reason
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the chain exists at all. There is a moment in
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Scripture where God tells us his own name, and that
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name says everything about where he came from. A man
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stood before God in the desert and asked what he
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should call him. He wanted a title, a story, something
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solid to carry back to his people. And God gave
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an answer no human being could have invented. God said,
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I am who I am, Exodus chapter 3, verse 14.
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Think about how strange that is to be called. Every
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name we know points to something outside itself. We are
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named after parents and grandparents, after meanings and hopes and
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places our families loved. Our names have stories behind them,
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roots that run back into other people. But when God
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reaches back for the story behind his own name, he
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finds only himself I am who I am. Not I became,
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not I came from, not I was given life by
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another and named by a hand that shaped me. Simply,
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I am. That name is built from the plain and
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ancient word for being, for existing, for simply being there.
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It is God telling us that his existence is not
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an event that happened to him. He did not receive
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life the way you and I received life, handed to
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us by parents who were handed it by theirs. He
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does not hold his being the way a cup holds water,
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as something poured in from the outside that could one
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day be poured back out. He is being itself. To
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exist is not something God does. It is what God is.
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And notice the tense of it. Not I was. Not
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I will be. I am. There is a kind of
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endless present tense to God, a right now that never
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slides into the past. For us, every moment we live
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immediately dies and becomes memory. We are always losing the
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present as fast as we get it. But God does
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not lose His moments because He does not live inside
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the current that carries ours away. When he says, I am,
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he is standing in a now that has no yesterday
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behind it and no tomorrow rushing at it. He is
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simply fully always present. Ask anything else in all the
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world where it came from, and it will have an answer.
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Ask the river, and it will point you upstream to
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the spring. Ask the spring, and it will point you
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to the rain. Ask the rain, and it will point
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you to the sea and the sun. Ask the child
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where she came from, and she will point to her mother,
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and her mother to hers, back and back through all
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the generations. Everything that exists is standing on the shoulders
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of something that came before it. Everything is borrowing its
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life from somewhere else. But ask God where he came from,
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and there is nowhere for him to point, because there
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is nothing and no one behind him. He is the
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only one who can answer that question with his own name,
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and nothing more. I am. That is where I came from.
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I came from myself, because I always was. You and
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I are here today, but there was a time we
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were not, and there will come a day our bodies
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return to the dust. Our existence is borrowed. It has
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edges on both ends. But when God says, I am,
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He is telling us there are no edges to Him.
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No day He started. No source He drew from. No
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shelf He came off of. He simply is, and always was,
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and always will be, and there is nothing behind that
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to explain, because there is nothing behind him at all.
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This is the deepest thing that can ever be said
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about God, and it is the whole answer to our question.
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Where did God come from? From nowhere. He is the
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one from whom everywhere came. We have to be careful here,
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because the human mind keeps trying to sneak time back
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into the picture. When we hear that God has always existed,
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we tend to imagine an enormously long past. We picture
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God as very, very old, an ancient white-haired figure who
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has been around for an unimaginable number of years, stretching
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backward and backward without end. We make him the oldest
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thing in the room. But that is still not big enough.
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That still leaves God trapped inside time, only with a
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very long history behind him. Scripture says something stranger and
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far greater than that. Listen again to the words of
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Moses in the Psalms. Before the mountains were brought forth,
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or ever you had formed the earth and the world,
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from everlasting to everlasting you are God. Psalm chapter 90
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verse 2. from everlasting to everlasting, not a long line
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with God waiting at the far end of it, but
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no line at all. God does not have a past
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that stretches out behind him, because a past is a
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thing that time makes, and God made time. Time is
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a creature. It is part of the heavens and the
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earth that came to be in the beginning, and the
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God who made time is not stuck walking through it
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the way we are, one slow day after another, unable
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to reach yesterday and unable to see tomorrow. Try to
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picture it this way. You are inside a story, reading
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it one page at a time, and you cannot see
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what is coming because you have to wait for the
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page to turn. but the one who wrote the story
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holds the whole book in his hands at once. The
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first page and the last page are both open in
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front of him. Your birth and your death, the day
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you were baptized, and the day you buried someone you loved,
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the morning you are living right now, are all pages
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God sees together, all at once, none of them ahead
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of him and none of them behind. He is not
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waiting to find out how your life goes. He is
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not aging as your years pass. He is outside the book,
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holding it, reading every line of it in one eternal glance.
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This is why the Bible can put words like these
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in his mouth. I am the first and I am
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the last. Isaiah, chapter 44, verse 6. He is the first,
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not because he won a race and crossed the starting
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line before everyone else, but because there is no before
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him at all. And he is the last, not because
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he will barely outlive the rest of us, but because
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when everything that had a beginning has finally worn away,
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when the mountains have crumbled and the stars have burned out,
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he will still simply be unchanged, undimmed, exactly as he
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always was. And because he sees the whole book at once,
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he has already seen how your story ends. He is
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not anxiously watching your life unfold, hoping it turns out well.
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He is not down here in the current with you,
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unsure of what the next bend will bring. From where
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he stands, outside of time, your last chapter is as
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clear to him as your first, and he is not
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afraid of it. The days that frighten you the most,
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the ones you cannot see around, he has already looked
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at with steady eyes. You are walking toward them one
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page at a time, but he is already there, waiting,
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the same God on that page as on this one.
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For a heart that is tired, this is very quiet
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good news. The God you are praying to tonight is
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not aging. He is not running low on days. He
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is not one step closer to his own end than
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he was when your grandmother knelt down and prayed to him,
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or when Moses did thousands of years ago. The one
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who holds your whole life in his hands has no
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sunset of his own coming. He will not grow old
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and forget you. He cannot. There is no clock ticking
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against him. Now we come to something that changes the
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color of everything. If God never began, then God never
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needed anything to begin him. And if he needed nothing
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to bring him into being, then he needs nothing from
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the world he made to keep him going either. When
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the Apostle Paul stood one day in the city of Athens,
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he was surrounded by people who had built temples on
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every corner and carried food and drink to their idols,
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imagining that their gods would grow weak and hungry without
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their care. And Paul said something to them that must
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have stopped the whole crowd cold. The God who made
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the world and everything in it is not served by
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human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself
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gives to everyone life and breath and everything else. Acts
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chapter 17 verses 24 and 25. He is not served
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as though he needed anything. Sit with that. Every other
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thing in existence takes in order to keep going. The
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fire needs the wood, or it dies. The body needs
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the bread, or it fails. The flower needs the sun
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and the rain, or it withers. Even the strongest, most
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independent person you have ever known is leaning, every second,
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on ten thousand things they did not make and cannot control,
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the air, the light, the beating of a heart they
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never told to beat. All of it is borrowed. All
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of it is held up from the outside. But God
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leans on nothing. He is not fed. He is not
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propped up. He is not kept alive by a single
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thing beyond himself. Jesus said it about his Father with
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a startling simplicity. For as the Father has life in himself,
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John chapter 5 verse 26, life in himself, not life
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given to him, not life he has to go out
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and gather and defend. The life is inside him, and
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it never runs low, because it never came from anywhere
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that could ever take it back. He is the spring
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that no one dug, and no drought can dry. Now
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watch what this does to the whole story, because it
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turns something cold into something warm. It means that when
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God made the world, he was not filling a hole
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in himself. He was not lonely and hunting for company.
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He was not empty and reaching out to be filled.
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He was already full, already complete, already lacking nothing at all.
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Which means creation was never God taking something he was missing.
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It was God giving out of what he already overflowed with.
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The world was not something God required in order to
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be happy. The world is a gift he freely chose
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to make from a fullness that was already spilling over
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before the first star was ever lit. There is one
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more thing that flows straight out of all of this,
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and it may be the part your heart needs most.
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A God who had no beginning and who needs nothing
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from anyone is a God who cannot be changed by
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anything either. Think about why things change. Everything we know
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changes because something acts on it from the outside or
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because it is running down from the inside. The iron
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rusts because the air works on it. The candle shrinks
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because the flame burns it. We ourselves change because the
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years press on us, because our bodies wear, because the
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things around us push and pull and shape us into
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someone a little different than we were. All change comes
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from either need or pressure. But God has no needs
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to be met, and no pressure that can reach him
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from outside. There is nothing older than he is to
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shape him, and nothing stronger than he is to move him.
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He is what he has always been, and he will
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be exactly that forever. God says it about himself in
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the plainest words, For I the Lord do not change.
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Malachi 3.6 He does not have good days and bad days.
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He does not warm toward you one week and cool
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toward you the next. He is not kind when things
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are going well and distant when they are not. The
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love that was already full before the world was made
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is the same love bending toward you right now, and
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it will be the same love waiting for you on
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your very last day. Nothing you do can make him
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love you more, because he already loves you with everything
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he is, and nothing you have done can make him
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love you less, because that love was never built on
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you in the first place. It was there before you were,
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and it does not run on your performance. For a
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soul that is tired of trying to earn its way,
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that is rest. You are not dealing with a god
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whose heart moves like the weather. You are dealing with
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the one steady thing in all of existence, the one
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fixed point that every shifting, breaking, aging thing can finally
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lean on. When everything else in your life is changing
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faster than you can hold on to it, he is not.
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He is the rock precisely because he never began and
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never depends on anything, and a God like that can
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be trusted all the way to the end. Here is
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where the question who was God before anything existed becomes
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almost too beautiful to say out loud. Because the picture
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most of us secretly carry is of a single, silent
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figure sitting alone in an endless dark, waiting for something, anything,
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to finally happen. A god with no one to talk to,
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no one to love, nothing to do but exist by
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himself in the cold for a length of time we
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cannot even imagine. And that picture... is simply wrong. Turn
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to the opening of the Gospel of John, and you
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find a verse that reaches back even further than Genesis does.
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In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was
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with God, and the Word was God. John chapter 1
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verse 1. Before the world, before the light, before the
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beginning itself, there was already a with. God was with God.
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There was already relationship. There was already a face turned
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toward another face in love. The dark was never silent,
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because the dark was never empty. The Bible, slowly and carefully,
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across its whole length, shows us that the one God
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has always lived as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Not
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three gods, but one God. Yet within that one, God
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there has always been knowing and being known, loving and
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being loved, giving and receiving without end. God was never
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a lonely single point, floating in nothing. God was a
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fellowship of love, long before there was anyone outside of
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him to love. He did not learn how to love
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once creation gave him someone to practice on. Love was
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already his life. This is worth stopping to feel, because
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it answers something we almost never think to ask. We
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ask where God came from, but underneath that, we are
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often really asking whether love is at the bottom of everything,
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or whether it is only a small thing that showed
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up late, an accident that appeared in a cold universe
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by chance. And the answer Scripture gives is that love
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was there first. before the atoms, before the light, before
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there was a single thing that could be measured or weighed.
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There was a Father loving a Son, and a Son
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loving the Father, in the joy of the Spirit. Love
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is not a latecomer to the story. Love is older
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than the story. It is the very thing the story
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came out of. When you love someone today, you are
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not doing something strange in a heartless world. You are
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doing the oldest thing there is, the thing that was
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going on inside God before the world had a first day.
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And Jesus himself remembered it. On the last night before
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he died, he prayed out loud to his Father and said,
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Glorify me in your own presence with the glory that
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I had with you before the world existed. John chapter
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17 verse 5. In that same prayer, he reached back
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to a love with no birthday and spoke of how
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the Father had loved him before the foundation of the world.
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John chapter 17 verse 24. Let those words be as
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large as they truly are. Before the world existed, there
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was glory being shared between them. Before the foundation of
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the world, there was love already flowing. Not silence, not emptiness,
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not a cold and waiting God tapping his fingers in
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the dark. Love, already ancient, already perfect, already full, before
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there was a single created thing to receive it. This
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is why the Bible can say the plainest and most
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staggering sentence about who God is, that God is love.
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He does not merely do loving things now and then,
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the way we manage to on our better days. Love
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is what He is, all the way down in His
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very being. And that could never be true of a
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God who had spent forever alone, because love has to
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have someone to love. A solitary God could only become
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loving later, once He had made a world to aim
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His love at. But the God of the Bible was
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never solitary. Love was already happening inside His own life
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before the world began, and the world came pouring out
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of that love the way light pours out of the sun,
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not because the sun is missing anything, but because it
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is so full it cannot help but shine. So who
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was God before anything existed? He was complete. He was full.
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He was loving and being loved within himself, needing nothing,
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lacking nothing, waiting for nothing. And out of that overflowing fullness,
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he made everything you have ever seen. And he made
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it through his Son. Scripture says of Jesus that he
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is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
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Colossians 1.17 Look closely at the two halves of that sentence,
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because they carry the whole message. He is before all things.
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There is that eternity again, that one who stands on
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the far side of every beginning, before the first thing
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was a thing at all. But then comes the part
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we rush past too quickly. In him all things hold together.
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He is not only the one who existed before the world,
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he is the one holding the world up at this
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very moment. The same gospel of John tells us that
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through him all things were made, and without him not
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one thing was made that has been made. Every mountain
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you have ever stood beneath, every ocean you have ever heard,
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every face you have ever loved, came into being through
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the One who Himself never came into being. He is
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the Maker who was never made, the source of every
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living thing who has life in Himself. Trace anything that
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exists back far enough, and you do not arrive at
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an accident or an empty nothing. You arrive at Him.
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This is the hinge of everything we have said. The
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God with no beginning is not far away and retired,
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sitting behind the stars, finished with his work, like a
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builder who put up a house and drove away. The
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same power that was already there before the first atom
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is the power keeping the atoms from flying apart right now,
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this second, while you breathe. Every heartbeat inside your chest
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is on loan from the one whose heart was never
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started by anyone. Every breath you draw is being handed
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to you in this moment by the God who breathes
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on his own and never grows tired. And here is
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the wonder that ties it all together. The God who
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needed nothing still made you. He was not lonely, and
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yet He made you. He was not empty, and yet
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He made room in His world for you. He did
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not create you to fill some ache in Himself, which
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means you were never a tool He required in order
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to feel whole. You were a gift He wanted. There
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is a wide and beautiful difference between being needed and
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being wanted. A drowning man needs a rope, but he
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does not love it. He grabs it because he has
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no choice. God had every choice. He was already full,
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already happy, already complete without you, and He made you anyway,
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not out of need, but out of love that simply
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wanted you to be. That is not a smaller thing
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than being needed. It is a far greater one. Maybe
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you came into this feeling like your life began in
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the middle of nowhere and is drifting toward nowhere. Maybe
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you feel forgotten, like the world moved on and quietly
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left you behind, like you are too small and too
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tired and too ordinary to matter to the one who
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lit the stars. Maybe you are older now than you
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once were and the days have grown quieter than they
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used to be, and the house is emptier, and you
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find yourself wondering if God even still remembers your name
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in all of that silence, then hear this and let
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it settle down into the deep places. The God who
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was already there before the beginning is the same God
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who is with you at the end of this ordinary,
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unremarkable day. He did not run out of years while
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you were waiting on him. He did not lose track
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of you somewhere among the galaxies. The one who holds
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all things together has not for one instant let go
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of you. You are not holding your own life up
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by yourself, gripping the edge with tired hands, hoping you
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can last. You never were. Your life is being held
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by the very hands that were already reaching out in
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love before the world itself was made. And you are
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not as alone as you feel. The God who was
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never alone, who has lived forever in a love that
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never had a beginning, did not make you to sit
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by yourself in the quiet. He made you to be
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drawn into that same love, to belong to the fellowship
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that has been full and warm since before the first morning.
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the loneliness you carry, is real, and he does not
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brush it aside. But it is not the truest thing
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about you. The truest thing about you is that you
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were wanted by a God who needed no one, and
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that same God has drawn near enough to be found
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by anyone who reaches for him. You may feel like
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you are calling into an empty room. You are not.
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You are speaking to the one who was already listening
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before you learned to speak at all. Where did God
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come from? He did not come from anywhere, because everywhere
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came from him. Who was he before anything existed? He
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was full and loving and enough, needing no one and nothing,
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and yet he turned all of that fullness toward a
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world that never had to exist, and he made it,
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And he made you. He has no beginning, which means
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his love for you has no first day that you
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could ever arrive too late for. And he has no end,
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which means there will never be a last day when
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that love finally runs dry. He simply is, He always was,
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He always will be, and He knows your name. If
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this has fed your soul today, stay here with us
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and keep drawing near to the God who was already
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there before the beginning and is still holding you now.
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God bless you richly. Thank you.