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Where Did God Come From_ Who He Was Before Anything Existed (No Ads)

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  8. keep these Bible Stories going. God did not come from anywhere.

  9. He was not born. He was not built. Everything you

  10. have ever known came from something, but God came from

  11. nothing and no one, because before there was a somewhere

  12. for anything to come from, there was only Him. That

  13. may sound like the largest claim a person could ever make,

  14. and it is. But if you have ever felt like

  15. your own life came from nowhere, like you are a

  16. small accident the world could have done without, then this

  17. is not only a question about God far away in eternity.

  18. It is a question about the ground under your feet,

  19. because if there truly is a being who never began,

  20. then existence is not an accident, and neither are you.

  21. It is held up by someone, and so are you.

  22. Every child asks it eventually, and every honest adult still

  23. wonders it in the quiet. If God made everything, then

  24. who made God? When we ask who made God, we

  25. are already picturing God as one more object in the world,

  26. one more thing sitting on the shelf of the universe,

  27. waiting for someone to explain how it got there. We

  28. are treating him like a chair, or a mountain, or

  29. a star, or a newborn, all of which needed something

  30. before them to bring them into being. We take the

  31. rule that governs everything inside the world, that each thing

  32. must have a cause, and we try to apply it

  33. to the one who stands outside the world and made

  34. the rule in the first place. The Bible opens by

  35. quietly taking that assumption apart. The very first words of

  36. Scripture are these, In the beginning God created the heavens

  37. and the earth. Genesis 1.1 In the beginning... The beginning

  38. of what? Not the beginning of God. The beginning of

  39. the heavens and the earth. The beginning of matter, of space,

  40. of the sky and the ground and the light. The

  41. beginning of time itself. That single verse draws a line

  42. across all of reality. On one side of the line

  43. is everything that had a start. On the other side

  44. of the line is God, already there, already himself, already complete,

  45. before the first second ticked. The verse does not say,

  46. in the beginning, God began. It says, in the beginning,

  47. God created. He is not standing inside the beginning as

  48. one of the things that started. He is standing behind it,

  49. before it, as the one who caused the beginning to begin.

  50. Think about a long line of dominoes. Each one falls

  51. because the one before it pushed it. You can trace

  52. the falling back, domino after domino, but the whole chain

  53. only makes sense if there was a first hand that

  54. started it, a hand that was not itself a domino.

  55. If every single thing needed something before it to cause it,

  56. and there was no first cause that needed nothing, then

  57. nothing could ever have started at all. The very fact

  58. that anything exists right now means there must be something

  59. at the bottom of it that was never caused, never pushed,

  60. never made. Reason itself points to an uncaused one. The

  61. Bible simply tells us His name. And there is a

  62. strange relief in reaching that bottom. As long as you

  63. believe everything must have a cause behind it, your mind

  64. can never rest, because every answer only opens another door,

  65. and behind that door another, forever. But if there is

  66. one who was never caused, then the search finally has

  67. a floor to stand on. You are not falling through

  68. an endless nothing. There is something solid underneath it all,

  69. someone who does not need to be held up because

  70. he is the one holding. That is not a gap

  71. in the reasoning. That is the end of the falling.

  72. So the question who made God only makes sense for

  73. something that had a beginning, and God did not. Asking

  74. what made the uncreated one is a little like asking

  75. what is north of the North Pole. The words fit together.

  76. They sound like a real question, but there is nothing

  77. there to find, because you have already reached the place

  78. past which the question cannot go. God is not a

  79. link in the chain of causes. He is the reason

  80. the chain exists at all. There is a moment in

  81. Scripture where God tells us his own name, and that

  82. name says everything about where he came from. A man

  83. stood before God in the desert and asked what he

  84. should call him. He wanted a title, a story, something

  85. solid to carry back to his people. And God gave

  86. an answer no human being could have invented. God said,

  87. I am who I am, Exodus chapter 3, verse 14.

    Exodus 3:14

  88. Think about how strange that is to be called. Every

  89. name we know points to something outside itself. We are

  90. named after parents and grandparents, after meanings and hopes and

  91. places our families loved. Our names have stories behind them,

  92. roots that run back into other people. But when God

  93. reaches back for the story behind his own name, he

  94. finds only himself I am who I am. Not I became,

  95. not I came from, not I was given life by

  96. another and named by a hand that shaped me. Simply,

  97. I am. That name is built from the plain and

  98. ancient word for being, for existing, for simply being there.

  99. It is God telling us that his existence is not

  100. an event that happened to him. He did not receive

  101. life the way you and I received life, handed to

  102. us by parents who were handed it by theirs. He

  103. does not hold his being the way a cup holds water,

  104. as something poured in from the outside that could one

  105. day be poured back out. He is being itself. To

  106. exist is not something God does. It is what God is.

  107. And notice the tense of it. Not I was. Not

  108. I will be. I am. There is a kind of

  109. endless present tense to God, a right now that never

  110. slides into the past. For us, every moment we live

  111. immediately dies and becomes memory. We are always losing the

  112. present as fast as we get it. But God does

  113. not lose His moments because He does not live inside

  114. the current that carries ours away. When he says, I am,

  115. he is standing in a now that has no yesterday

  116. behind it and no tomorrow rushing at it. He is

  117. simply fully always present. Ask anything else in all the

  118. world where it came from, and it will have an answer.

  119. Ask the river, and it will point you upstream to

  120. the spring. Ask the spring, and it will point you

  121. to the rain. Ask the rain, and it will point

  122. you to the sea and the sun. Ask the child

  123. where she came from, and she will point to her mother,

  124. and her mother to hers, back and back through all

  125. the generations. Everything that exists is standing on the shoulders

  126. of something that came before it. Everything is borrowing its

  127. life from somewhere else. But ask God where he came from,

  128. and there is nowhere for him to point, because there

  129. is nothing and no one behind him. He is the

  130. only one who can answer that question with his own name,

  131. and nothing more. I am. That is where I came from.

  132. I came from myself, because I always was. You and

  133. I are here today, but there was a time we

  134. were not, and there will come a day our bodies

  135. return to the dust. Our existence is borrowed. It has

  136. edges on both ends. But when God says, I am,

  137. He is telling us there are no edges to Him.

  138. No day He started. No source He drew from. No

  139. shelf He came off of. He simply is, and always was,

  140. and always will be, and there is nothing behind that

  141. to explain, because there is nothing behind him at all.

  142. This is the deepest thing that can ever be said

  143. about God, and it is the whole answer to our question.

  144. Where did God come from? From nowhere. He is the

  145. one from whom everywhere came. We have to be careful here,

  146. because the human mind keeps trying to sneak time back

  147. into the picture. When we hear that God has always existed,

  148. we tend to imagine an enormously long past. We picture

  149. God as very, very old, an ancient white-haired figure who

  150. has been around for an unimaginable number of years, stretching

  151. backward and backward without end. We make him the oldest

  152. thing in the room. But that is still not big enough.

  153. That still leaves God trapped inside time, only with a

  154. very long history behind him. Scripture says something stranger and

  155. far greater than that. Listen again to the words of

  156. Moses in the Psalms. Before the mountains were brought forth,

  157. or ever you had formed the earth and the world,

  158. from everlasting to everlasting you are God. Psalm chapter 90

    Psalms 90:2

  159. verse 2. from everlasting to everlasting, not a long line

  160. with God waiting at the far end of it, but

  161. no line at all. God does not have a past

  162. that stretches out behind him, because a past is a

  163. thing that time makes, and God made time. Time is

  164. a creature. It is part of the heavens and the

  165. earth that came to be in the beginning, and the

  166. God who made time is not stuck walking through it

  167. the way we are, one slow day after another, unable

  168. to reach yesterday and unable to see tomorrow. Try to

  169. picture it this way. You are inside a story, reading

  170. it one page at a time, and you cannot see

  171. what is coming because you have to wait for the

  172. page to turn. but the one who wrote the story

  173. holds the whole book in his hands at once. The

  174. first page and the last page are both open in

  175. front of him. Your birth and your death, the day

  176. you were baptized, and the day you buried someone you loved,

  177. the morning you are living right now, are all pages

  178. God sees together, all at once, none of them ahead

  179. of him and none of them behind. He is not

  180. waiting to find out how your life goes. He is

  181. not aging as your years pass. He is outside the book,

  182. holding it, reading every line of it in one eternal glance.

  183. This is why the Bible can put words like these

  184. in his mouth. I am the first and I am

  185. the last. Isaiah, chapter 44, verse 6. He is the first,

    Isaiah 44:6

  186. not because he won a race and crossed the starting

  187. line before everyone else, but because there is no before

  188. him at all. And he is the last, not because

  189. he will barely outlive the rest of us, but because

  190. when everything that had a beginning has finally worn away,

  191. when the mountains have crumbled and the stars have burned out,

  192. he will still simply be unchanged, undimmed, exactly as he

  193. always was. And because he sees the whole book at once,

  194. he has already seen how your story ends. He is

  195. not anxiously watching your life unfold, hoping it turns out well.

  196. He is not down here in the current with you,

  197. unsure of what the next bend will bring. From where

  198. he stands, outside of time, your last chapter is as

  199. clear to him as your first, and he is not

  200. afraid of it. The days that frighten you the most,

  201. the ones you cannot see around, he has already looked

  202. at with steady eyes. You are walking toward them one

  203. page at a time, but he is already there, waiting,

  204. the same God on that page as on this one.

  205. For a heart that is tired, this is very quiet

  206. good news. The God you are praying to tonight is

  207. not aging. He is not running low on days. He

  208. is not one step closer to his own end than

  209. he was when your grandmother knelt down and prayed to him,

  210. or when Moses did thousands of years ago. The one

  211. who holds your whole life in his hands has no

  212. sunset of his own coming. He will not grow old

  213. and forget you. He cannot. There is no clock ticking

  214. against him. Now we come to something that changes the

  215. color of everything. If God never began, then God never

  216. needed anything to begin him. And if he needed nothing

  217. to bring him into being, then he needs nothing from

  218. the world he made to keep him going either. When

  219. the Apostle Paul stood one day in the city of Athens,

  220. he was surrounded by people who had built temples on

  221. every corner and carried food and drink to their idols,

  222. imagining that their gods would grow weak and hungry without

  223. their care. And Paul said something to them that must

  224. have stopped the whole crowd cold. The God who made

  225. the world and everything in it is not served by

  226. human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself

  227. gives to everyone life and breath and everything else. Acts

    Acts 17:24

  228. chapter 17 verses 24 and 25. He is not served

  229. as though he needed anything. Sit with that. Every other

  230. thing in existence takes in order to keep going. The

  231. fire needs the wood, or it dies. The body needs

  232. the bread, or it fails. The flower needs the sun

  233. and the rain, or it withers. Even the strongest, most

  234. independent person you have ever known is leaning, every second,

  235. on ten thousand things they did not make and cannot control,

  236. the air, the light, the beating of a heart they

  237. never told to beat. All of it is borrowed. All

  238. of it is held up from the outside. But God

  239. leans on nothing. He is not fed. He is not

  240. propped up. He is not kept alive by a single

  241. thing beyond himself. Jesus said it about his Father with

  242. a startling simplicity. For as the Father has life in himself,

  243. John chapter 5 verse 26, life in himself, not life

    John 5:26

  244. given to him, not life he has to go out

  245. and gather and defend. The life is inside him, and

  246. it never runs low, because it never came from anywhere

  247. that could ever take it back. He is the spring

  248. that no one dug, and no drought can dry. Now

  249. watch what this does to the whole story, because it

  250. turns something cold into something warm. It means that when

  251. God made the world, he was not filling a hole

  252. in himself. He was not lonely and hunting for company.

  253. He was not empty and reaching out to be filled.

  254. He was already full, already complete, already lacking nothing at all.

  255. Which means creation was never God taking something he was missing.

  256. It was God giving out of what he already overflowed with.

  257. The world was not something God required in order to

  258. be happy. The world is a gift he freely chose

  259. to make from a fullness that was already spilling over

  260. before the first star was ever lit. There is one

  261. more thing that flows straight out of all of this,

  262. and it may be the part your heart needs most.

  263. A God who had no beginning and who needs nothing

  264. from anyone is a God who cannot be changed by

  265. anything either. Think about why things change. Everything we know

  266. changes because something acts on it from the outside or

  267. because it is running down from the inside. The iron

  268. rusts because the air works on it. The candle shrinks

  269. because the flame burns it. We ourselves change because the

  270. years press on us, because our bodies wear, because the

  271. things around us push and pull and shape us into

  272. someone a little different than we were. All change comes

  273. from either need or pressure. But God has no needs

  274. to be met, and no pressure that can reach him

  275. from outside. There is nothing older than he is to

  276. shape him, and nothing stronger than he is to move him.

  277. He is what he has always been, and he will

  278. be exactly that forever. God says it about himself in

  279. the plainest words, For I the Lord do not change.

  280. Malachi 3.6 He does not have good days and bad days.

  281. He does not warm toward you one week and cool

  282. toward you the next. He is not kind when things

  283. are going well and distant when they are not. The

  284. love that was already full before the world was made

  285. is the same love bending toward you right now, and

  286. it will be the same love waiting for you on

  287. your very last day. Nothing you do can make him

  288. love you more, because he already loves you with everything

  289. he is, and nothing you have done can make him

  290. love you less, because that love was never built on

  291. you in the first place. It was there before you were,

  292. and it does not run on your performance. For a

  293. soul that is tired of trying to earn its way,

  294. that is rest. You are not dealing with a god

  295. whose heart moves like the weather. You are dealing with

  296. the one steady thing in all of existence, the one

  297. fixed point that every shifting, breaking, aging thing can finally

  298. lean on. When everything else in your life is changing

  299. faster than you can hold on to it, he is not.

  300. He is the rock precisely because he never began and

  301. never depends on anything, and a God like that can

  302. be trusted all the way to the end. Here is

  303. where the question who was God before anything existed becomes

  304. almost too beautiful to say out loud. Because the picture

  305. most of us secretly carry is of a single, silent

  306. figure sitting alone in an endless dark, waiting for something, anything,

  307. to finally happen. A god with no one to talk to,

  308. no one to love, nothing to do but exist by

  309. himself in the cold for a length of time we

  310. cannot even imagine. And that picture... is simply wrong. Turn

  311. to the opening of the Gospel of John, and you

  312. find a verse that reaches back even further than Genesis does.

  313. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was

  314. with God, and the Word was God. John chapter 1

    John 1:1

  315. verse 1. Before the world, before the light, before the

  316. beginning itself, there was already a with. God was with God.

  317. There was already relationship. There was already a face turned

  318. toward another face in love. The dark was never silent,

  319. because the dark was never empty. The Bible, slowly and carefully,

  320. across its whole length, shows us that the one God

  321. has always lived as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Not

  322. three gods, but one God. Yet within that one, God

  323. there has always been knowing and being known, loving and

  324. being loved, giving and receiving without end. God was never

  325. a lonely single point, floating in nothing. God was a

  326. fellowship of love, long before there was anyone outside of

  327. him to love. He did not learn how to love

  328. once creation gave him someone to practice on. Love was

  329. already his life. This is worth stopping to feel, because

  330. it answers something we almost never think to ask. We

  331. ask where God came from, but underneath that, we are

  332. often really asking whether love is at the bottom of everything,

  333. or whether it is only a small thing that showed

  334. up late, an accident that appeared in a cold universe

  335. by chance. And the answer Scripture gives is that love

  336. was there first. before the atoms, before the light, before

  337. there was a single thing that could be measured or weighed.

  338. There was a Father loving a Son, and a Son

  339. loving the Father, in the joy of the Spirit. Love

  340. is not a latecomer to the story. Love is older

  341. than the story. It is the very thing the story

  342. came out of. When you love someone today, you are

  343. not doing something strange in a heartless world. You are

  344. doing the oldest thing there is, the thing that was

  345. going on inside God before the world had a first day.

  346. And Jesus himself remembered it. On the last night before

  347. he died, he prayed out loud to his Father and said,

  348. Glorify me in your own presence with the glory that

  349. I had with you before the world existed. John chapter

    John 17:5

  350. 17 verse 5. In that same prayer, he reached back

  351. to a love with no birthday and spoke of how

  352. the Father had loved him before the foundation of the world.

  353. John chapter 17 verse 24. Let those words be as

    John 17:24

  354. large as they truly are. Before the world existed, there

  355. was glory being shared between them. Before the foundation of

  356. the world, there was love already flowing. Not silence, not emptiness,

  357. not a cold and waiting God tapping his fingers in

  358. the dark. Love, already ancient, already perfect, already full, before

  359. there was a single created thing to receive it. This

  360. is why the Bible can say the plainest and most

  361. staggering sentence about who God is, that God is love.

  362. He does not merely do loving things now and then,

  363. the way we manage to on our better days. Love

  364. is what He is, all the way down in His

  365. very being. And that could never be true of a

  366. God who had spent forever alone, because love has to

  367. have someone to love. A solitary God could only become

  368. loving later, once He had made a world to aim

  369. His love at. But the God of the Bible was

  370. never solitary. Love was already happening inside His own life

  371. before the world began, and the world came pouring out

  372. of that love the way light pours out of the sun,

  373. not because the sun is missing anything, but because it

  374. is so full it cannot help but shine. So who

  375. was God before anything existed? He was complete. He was full.

  376. He was loving and being loved within himself, needing nothing,

  377. lacking nothing, waiting for nothing. And out of that overflowing fullness,

  378. he made everything you have ever seen. And he made

  379. it through his Son. Scripture says of Jesus that he

  380. is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

  381. Colossians 1.17 Look closely at the two halves of that sentence,

  382. because they carry the whole message. He is before all things.

  383. There is that eternity again, that one who stands on

  384. the far side of every beginning, before the first thing

  385. was a thing at all. But then comes the part

  386. we rush past too quickly. In him all things hold together.

  387. He is not only the one who existed before the world,

  388. he is the one holding the world up at this

  389. very moment. The same gospel of John tells us that

  390. through him all things were made, and without him not

  391. one thing was made that has been made. Every mountain

  392. you have ever stood beneath, every ocean you have ever heard,

  393. every face you have ever loved, came into being through

  394. the One who Himself never came into being. He is

  395. the Maker who was never made, the source of every

  396. living thing who has life in Himself. Trace anything that

  397. exists back far enough, and you do not arrive at

  398. an accident or an empty nothing. You arrive at Him.

  399. This is the hinge of everything we have said. The

  400. God with no beginning is not far away and retired,

  401. sitting behind the stars, finished with his work, like a

  402. builder who put up a house and drove away. The

  403. same power that was already there before the first atom

  404. is the power keeping the atoms from flying apart right now,

  405. this second, while you breathe. Every heartbeat inside your chest

  406. is on loan from the one whose heart was never

  407. started by anyone. Every breath you draw is being handed

  408. to you in this moment by the God who breathes

  409. on his own and never grows tired. And here is

  410. the wonder that ties it all together. The God who

  411. needed nothing still made you. He was not lonely, and

  412. yet He made you. He was not empty, and yet

  413. He made room in His world for you. He did

  414. not create you to fill some ache in Himself, which

  415. means you were never a tool He required in order

  416. to feel whole. You were a gift He wanted. There

  417. is a wide and beautiful difference between being needed and

  418. being wanted. A drowning man needs a rope, but he

  419. does not love it. He grabs it because he has

  420. no choice. God had every choice. He was already full,

  421. already happy, already complete without you, and He made you anyway,

  422. not out of need, but out of love that simply

  423. wanted you to be. That is not a smaller thing

  424. than being needed. It is a far greater one. Maybe

  425. you came into this feeling like your life began in

  426. the middle of nowhere and is drifting toward nowhere. Maybe

  427. you feel forgotten, like the world moved on and quietly

  428. left you behind, like you are too small and too

  429. tired and too ordinary to matter to the one who

  430. lit the stars. Maybe you are older now than you

  431. once were and the days have grown quieter than they

  432. used to be, and the house is emptier, and you

  433. find yourself wondering if God even still remembers your name

  434. in all of that silence, then hear this and let

  435. it settle down into the deep places. The God who

  436. was already there before the beginning is the same God

  437. who is with you at the end of this ordinary,

  438. unremarkable day. He did not run out of years while

  439. you were waiting on him. He did not lose track

  440. of you somewhere among the galaxies. The one who holds

  441. all things together has not for one instant let go

  442. of you. You are not holding your own life up

  443. by yourself, gripping the edge with tired hands, hoping you

  444. can last. You never were. Your life is being held

  445. by the very hands that were already reaching out in

  446. love before the world itself was made. And you are

  447. not as alone as you feel. The God who was

  448. never alone, who has lived forever in a love that

  449. never had a beginning, did not make you to sit

  450. by yourself in the quiet. He made you to be

  451. drawn into that same love, to belong to the fellowship

  452. that has been full and warm since before the first morning.

  453. the loneliness you carry, is real, and he does not

  454. brush it aside. But it is not the truest thing

  455. about you. The truest thing about you is that you

  456. were wanted by a God who needed no one, and

  457. that same God has drawn near enough to be found

  458. by anyone who reaches for him. You may feel like

  459. you are calling into an empty room. You are not.

  460. You are speaking to the one who was already listening

  461. before you learned to speak at all. Where did God

  462. come from? He did not come from anywhere, because everywhere

  463. came from him. Who was he before anything existed? He

  464. was full and loving and enough, needing no one and nothing,

  465. and yet he turned all of that fullness toward a

  466. world that never had to exist, and he made it,

  467. And he made you. He has no beginning, which means

  468. his love for you has no first day that you

  469. could ever arrive too late for. And he has no end,

  470. which means there will never be a last day when

  471. that love finally runs dry. He simply is, He always was,

  472. He always will be, and He knows your name. If

  473. this has fed your soul today, stay here with us

  474. and keep drawing near to the God who was already

  475. there before the beginning and is still holding you now.

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