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Acts - Week 13 (21:1-21)

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  1. This is ERC Sundays, the messages at Emmaus Rd.

  2. Church in DeWitt, Iowa. ERC is a Church of people

  3. striving to grow in Jesus and make him known to others through

  4. our faith, words and actions. Find out more about our church

  5. at emmausrdonline.org. Here's this week's message.

  6. We get started this morning we to just run us backwards a

  7. little bit. We have been in the book of Acts

  8. for quite some time and it's been an interesting ride so far.

  9. We've watched the church multiply through through means

  10. that on the surface look really great.

  11. You know, just people getting to meet Jesus for the first time.

  12. But we've also seen the church multiply in ways that on the

  13. surface don't look so great. It looks like dispersion and it

  14. looks like people getting kicked out of places and they're in

  15. danger and all these kinds of things.

  16. But we recognize then that God acts.

  17. He does his good. No matter what is happening in

  18. the world. There is nothing that can

  19. dissuade him or stopping him from his mission and doing the

  20. good that he knows he wants to do.

  21. And that ultimate good is making Jesus known.

  22. That is our mission here. In fact, it's to know Jesus and

  23. to make him known. And so God is doing that through

  24. any means necessary, both what we would say, good or bad.

  25. And it's been, it's been interesting to watch that

  26. happen. In particular, last week, Pastor

  27. Matt, he did, gosh, I'm not trying to blow him up, but I

  28. think he did a masterful job teaching us the importance

  29. through Paul's story, through his life, the importance of

  30. speaking God's word. No matter what we saw, we saw

  31. the early stages of, of Paul doing just that, even if even at

  32. the cost of his life, even when he's in danger and all these

  33. sorts of things. And we know that Paul did this

  34. for the better part of 20 years. And so even though we've been

  35. working through the series for probably, I think it's going to

  36. be almost 20 weeks by the time it's said and done, we have to

  37. also recognize that the number of years that this is spanning

  38. is pretty substantial. And over those years, Paul has

  39. dealt with hardship that we could probably only imagine, but

  40. we'd probably prefer not to being whipped and being stoned

  41. and being thrown in prison and riots and everything in between.

  42. He's experienced these things. Yet one thing remains steadfast

  43. and true, the word of God. And he's preaching it with

  44. boldness and courage. And there's, there's been

  45. nothing to stop him yet because and that, and that's the point

  46. when God gets involved, doesn't matter what people do, he's

  47. going to do what he wants to do. And on our best days, we want to

  48. be involved in that. We want to be involved in that.

  49. And so I would, I would tell you this morning that that's part of

  50. part of our call as Christians. And that's, and we'll get to

  51. that in a, in a bigger sense today, but is absolutely our job

  52. or our call to be ambassadors for Jesus Christ.

  53. If we know Christ, if we confess him as our Lord and Savior man,

  54. we ought to want to make him known right now.

  55. I know how awkward that is sometimes.

  56. And we've had some of these talks already through the book

  57. of Acts. But we have to keep pressing in.

  58. We have to keep pressing in because the the world as you

  59. know, it is not a safe place. It is not a place where

  60. Christianity is all out accepted.

  61. There's danger to it and we have to accept that.

  62. We have to be OK with that. How do we make ourselves OK with

  63. that? How do we work through that?

  64. Well, over the next two weeks, Paul is going to help us figure

  65. that out. I'll tell you right now that

  66. what I'm going to tell you today, it's actually part one of

  67. two. I would consider the next two

  68. weeks really just one big topic and one big sermon.

  69. And I would love to deliver all of that to you today.

  70. But you have lunch plans. I'm sure you have places you

  71. need to go. And so we're going to break up

  72. really this moment in Paul's life, we're going to break it up

  73. into two different sermons. And so when we read the text

  74. today, it's going to feel like we're leaving off on a bit of a

  75. cliffhanger. And that's by design.

  76. Otherwise we'd be here longer than maybe your stomach would

  77. allow you to be. So let me say this too before,

  78. before we get to the text, one of the things that's really true

  79. about us as people in our faith is how we respond to the

  80. pressures of fitting in and not speaking the name of Jesus, how

  81. we respond. What that will do if you're

  82. paying attention, is it will tell you something about what

  83. you believe about God and what you believe about your future,

  84. right? So if I believe that God is how

  85. all powerful, holy and he always has my best in mind and and that

  86. my future is secure no matter what happens to me, no matter

  87. what happens in the inside the relationships that I have on

  88. this earth. If I believe that God has me

  89. securely fastened to his grace and he will give me life, man,

  90. it makes those conversations that I may not normally want to

  91. have. It makes them a lot easier, but

  92. I have to ground myself in that reality that God is my ultimate

  93. reality. His grace is my ultimate

  94. reality. The life that he wants to give

  95. me is, is ultimate reality. And then everything else, I

  96. think, as Matt said last week, tends to grow strangely dim and

  97. it makes those things a lot easier.

  98. It makes those conversations way more accessible.

  99. And so I would, I would encourage you as you, as you

  100. listen, as you listen to the story of Paul today, have these

  101. things in the back of your head, have these things in mind.

  102. Because I'm sure, very practically speaking, I'm sure

  103. that we all have friends and family that man, we would, we

  104. would love them to know Jesus the way that we do.

  105. And there's something that is hindering us from having those

  106. conversations, you know. So take that in for what you

  107. want for now. But as we hear the story of Paul

  108. and, and what he's going to do and the hardship that he'll go

  109. through in order to do it, I hope it's inspiring, but not

  110. inspiring like a Ted Talk, like, Oh yeah, I'm feeling really good

  111. now. And and then later we get

  112. scared. No, it should be inspiring in

  113. the sense that we see the God that Paul sees and we know he's

  114. powerful and we know he's for us, right?

  115. And that can really shape the way we speak to people and how

  116. we live. So let me give you a sense of

  117. where we're going today. We're going to look at this text

  118. ultimately through three lenses, being bound by the spirit, being

  119. free from the law. And then we will see how 1

  120. broken heart heals them all. Gosh, that when I wrote that, I

  121. was like that rhymes. And that feels a little silly,

  122. but it's true. It's true.

  123. These are these are the ways that God is working through the

  124. text that we're going to read today.

  125. So sorry about the Doctor, Seuss, but it'll be OK.

  126. Yeah, let's let's go ahead and read the text for today.

  127. We're in Acts chapter 21. We'll read verses 7 through 14

    Acts 21 chapter mention

  128. and then 17 through 22 reading in Jesus name.

  129. When we had finished the voyage from Tyre, we arrived at

  130. Ptolemais, and we greeted the brothers and stayed with them

  131. for one day. On the next day we departed and

  132. we came to Caesarea, and we entered the House of Philip the

  133. Evangelist, who was one of the seven, and stayed with him.

  134. He had four unmarried daughters who prophesied.

  135. While we were staying for many days, a prophet named Agabus

  136. came down from Judea, and coming to us he took Paul's belt, and

  137. he bound his own feet in his, in his hands.

  138. And he said, Thus says the Holy Spirit, this is how the Jews at

  139. Jerusalem will bind the man who owns this belt and deliver him

  140. into the hands of the Gentiles. When we heard this, we and the

  141. people there urged him not to go up to Jerusalem.

  142. Then Paul answered, What are you doing?

  143. We've been in breaking my heart. For I am ready not only to be

  144. imprisoned, but even to die in Jerusalem for the name of our

  145. Lord Jesus. And since he would not be

  146. persuaded, we ceased and said, Let the will of the Lord be

  147. done. When he had come to Jerusalem,

  148. the brothers received us gladly. On the following day Paul.

  149. Paul went in with in with us to James, and all the elders were

  150. present. After grieving them, he related

  151. 1 by 1 the things that God had done among the Gentiles through

  152. his ministry. And when they heard it, they

  153. glorified God, and they said to him, You see, brother, how many

  154. thousands there are among the Jews of those who have believed,

  155. and they are zealous for the law.

  156. And they have been told about you, that you teach all the Jews

  157. who are among the Gentiles to forsake Moses, telling them not

  158. to circumcise their children or walk according to our customs.

  159. What then is to be done? They will certainly hear that

  160. you have come. Here ends the reading of God's

  161. Word. This is this is quite a moment

  162. that Paul is living with. And what I again, I think one of

  163. the things that we're going to learn right out of the gate in,

  164. in the sense of being bound by the Holy Spirit is that when we

  165. are bound to our convictions that are pushed to us by God,

  166. that can actually change the world.

  167. Let me give you a couple examples of how that works.

  168. In 1775, Benjamin Talmadge said at the beginning of the

  169. Revolutionary War that our holy religion, the honor of our God,

  170. a glorious country, and a happy Constitution is what we have to

  171. defend. Nathan Hale was so inspired that

  172. he went on to become a spy for America during the Revolutionary

  173. War, and this is what he said about his conviction.

  174. I only regret that I have but one life to lose for my country.

  175. Wow. You see what being bound to a

  176. conviction can do for a person, how they can change the world.

  177. It's fascinating. Let me give you another one,

  178. Rosa Parks in 1955, she had the audacity to sit on the bus in a

  179. seat where a white person wanted to sit, and when they told her

  180. to move, she refused. How dare her.

  181. She was bound by the belief that all people, regardless of race

  182. are made in the image of God. She was bound to that conviction

  183. and because of that she refused to give up a seat on the bus.

  184. She would later go on to say stand for something or you will

  185. fall for anything. Today's mighty oak is

  186. yesterday's nut that held its ground.

  187. Small decisions can change big things.

  188. They really can, especially when we are so bound to the

  189. convictions of our hearts that God puts there.

  190. Let me give you one more. This is much more recent.

  191. John MacArthur, pastor in California, who just very

  192. recently died during COVID. What happened was California

  193. shut down everything, shut down everything.

  194. Places of worship, all of it. Didn't matter who you were, what

  195. you were, what kind of thing you were, you were not allowed to

  196. gather whatsoever. And after 20 weeks, 20 weeks of

  197. not being able to worship with his people, John MacArthur and

  198. his church had enough and they defied the mandate because they

  199. were bound to their conviction. And this is what they said.

  200. The church by definition is an assembly.

  201. That is the literal meaning of the Greek word for church

  202. ecclesia, the assembly of the called out ones.

  203. A non assembling assembly is a contradiction in terms.

  204. Christians are therefore commanded not to forsake the

  205. practice of meeting together, and no earthly state has the

  206. right to restrict, delimit, or forbid the assembling of

  207. believers. John MacArthur and his church

  208. went on to battle lawsuits from the state and from LA County

  209. because of their biblical convictions.

  210. Now let me tell you the end of that story because it makes me

  211. happy. The end of this story is that LA

  212. County in the state of California had to pay back that

  213. church over $400,000 in legal fees because they were wrong,

  214. but they were bound to their convictions.

  215. That God says we are to meet together.

  216. We are to be a community regardless of the danger.

  217. We are to be a community of believers together, not

  218. separate. That's important.

  219. That's really important. Now what I want you to notice is

  220. that being bound to, to a conviction, especially when it's

  221. led by the Holy Spirit, it can absolutely change the entire

  222. world. And most of us don't think of us

  223. as world changers. I suspect we live in our, we, we

  224. live in our own kind of happy little community or happy little

  225. bubble. And most of the time for us, it

  226. is enough that we have influence over our our kids to whatever

  227. degree that, you know, we're trying to push them into what we

  228. know and think is good and true. And usually we, we were OK with

  229. stopping right there. But God in the Holy Spirit is

  230. never OK with stopping right there.

  231. He has so many bigger plans than we could ever imagine.

  232. His his ideas are so much more grand than what we're willing to

  233. admit. I think sometimes because we

  234. don't want to get involved in something that's as scary as

  235. changing the world. Right.

  236. Well, let me let me read something back to you that we

  237. just caught in the text. This guy, Agnes, he came down

  238. from Judea and he did this really interesting illustration.

  239. He took off the belt around Paul's waist, waist, which was

  240. probably a rope or some kind of cloth.

  241. And then what he did was he literally bound himself up right

  242. to, to prove the point that this is what's going to happen to

  243. Paul. Now, I really thought about it.

  244. I'm not joking. I thought about doing that to

  245. myself on this stage. Now, what's more weird about it

  246. is I practiced. I did, I did, I I didn't even

  247. tell my wife that yet. I was, I was sitting in my

  248. office and I had a belt on. So I kind of kneeled down and

  249. like working this thing and I'm like, oh man, this works Like,

  250. and then like, you know, I had to turn my hand in a very

  251. awkward position to get myself out.

  252. I thought about entertaining you guys and doing that, but I

  253. decided better of that. Sorry if that is a

  254. disappointment to you, but at least you know, I tried.

  255. I did it. I'm just glad I could get out

  256. because I was alone anyway. I'm sorry, I'm sorry that is

  257. that is me going off the rails. But here's here's the thing

  258. about being bound to these convictions.

  259. I would tell you from the experience of somebody who's

  260. been a Christian for somewhere in the neighborhood of 20 years

  261. now that there seems to be this tension, right?

  262. There's this tension between what does it look like to be

  263. holy and set apart and have personal responsibility.

  264. You can read Ezekiel 18 all about personal responsibility

  265. when it comes to the law. And then on the other side, we

  266. have grace, we have the gospel, we have this amazing thing that

  267. God has given us that sets us free.

  268. I can tell you too that for my part, it has been easy, but in

  269. some ways to become the law abiding Pharisee at certain

  270. points in my life. You know, if you read Timothy

  271. and Titus and some of these New Testament books, you can say,

  272. OK, here's the list. This is how I'm going to live.

  273. I'm going to nail this thing and I'm going to be really good.

  274. And then I've also become the kind of laissez faire Christian

  275. who clearly believes in cheap grace.

  276. Well, it's fine. I mean, I know I wasn't supposed

  277. to do that, but God loves me. I know he definitely forgives

  278. me. It's going to be OK.

  279. Oh my gosh, friends, I suspect somewhere in the middle of those

  280. two things is the truth. Now, I would tell you that

  281. because of our cultural moment that we live in and sometimes

  282. what I think is our lack of biblical understanding of of law

  283. and gospel, it is really easy to fall one side or the other.

  284. Now, Paul, for his part, he is being hunted down by people who

  285. are absolutely zealous for the law.

  286. They've come into this place and well, let me, let me give you,

  287. let me skip forward a little bit.

  288. They've come into this place and they are so zealous for the law

  289. that they are outright accusing Paul of things that he hasn't

  290. done. And that's hard to do.

  291. I don't know about you guys, but when you're accused of something

  292. that you haven't done, that probably doesn't feel great,

  293. does it? No, come on, give me something.

  294. No, in fact, it tends to make us incredibly angry and it makes us

  295. bitter and, and, and it breaks relationships, doesn't it?

  296. I absolutely know that to be true.

  297. And so these people who are incredibly zealous for the law

  298. and saying that Paul has forsaken Moses and the customs

  299. and all these kinds of things, what it what is he supposed to

  300. do about that? What's he supposed to do?

  301. I mean, I'm sorry, we don't have the Internet at this point.

  302. We don't have newspapers. He can't get on a blog, he can't

  303. get on Facebook and kind of lay out his, his agenda.

  304. He can't do any of those things. So what's he supposed to do?

  305. He's got a pack of people who are ready to kill him.

  306. And, and I mean, he is bound. He is bound to the desires of

  307. the Holy Spirit. And so I got to tell you,

  308. friends, when we are bound to the desires of the Holy Spirit,

  309. here's what it might cost us. It might cost us relationally,

  310. it might cost us socially, It might cost us financially.

  311. All of these things are true. That is the reality of being

  312. bound to what the Spirit is calling us to do.

  313. Now I have to tell you, I have failed many times.

  314. So many times the prompting of God is there to speak the name

  315. of Jesus, to walk it out. And I shrink back.

  316. I shrink back, I get small. I would tell you that some of

  317. the greatest regrets of my life are those moments.

  318. It is when I know that God has prompted a conversation.

  319. God has prompted me to speak the law or grace into somebody's

  320. life, and I just come just short of speaking Jesus.

  321. Those are moments that I deeply regret.

  322. I really do. And it's not because I'm a

  323. pastor and I feel like I failed at my job, which maybe I did,

  324. but it's because I know the reality.

  325. Of grace inside Jesus Christ. And I know that when Christians

  326. are bound by the Holy Spirit to speak, it has the ability to not

  327. just change somebody's moment or change their status, it has the

  328. ability to change their entire eternity.

  329. And I can't think of something more important than that, can

  330. you? And so again, it's, it's

  331. difficult for us to sit here and say, OK, I am, I'm I'm going to

  332. be bound to the Holy Spirit. I'm going to speak when God

  333. tells me to speak. And I'm at the cost of social or

  334. financial or relational like I'm going to walk out of here.

  335. I'm going to start doing that today.

  336. Can I tell you that is motivating and spurred on as we

  337. are now. It will feel different when you

  338. leave this building. It really will.

  339. And so you will absolutely need, if we are to fulfill God's

  340. mission, if we are to be truly bound by the Spirit, we will

  341. absolutely need that Spirit to be alive and well in US.

  342. What does that look like, man? Friends, I got to tell you that

  343. that looks like a lot of prayer. It looks like a lot of time

  344. alone with God. It looks like being in His Word

  345. as much as we possibly can so that our vocabulary changes.

  346. You see the what? What I fill myself with, and I'm

  347. sure you've heard this before, but the thing that I fill myself

  348. with is the thing that I will also put out.

  349. So again, not, not a law heavy thing, but just just an

  350. observation and a question. What are we filling ourselves

  351. with? Because it's going to come out

  352. whatever that is. I like TV shows and movies and

  353. entertainment as much as anybody, but man, if that's what

  354. I'm consistently feeling myself with, that's all I got.

  355. And that won't be enough. It won't be enough to give me

  356. courage and strength when I need it most for the most important

  357. conversation that I can have with somebody.

  358. It just won't be enough. Now, I, I should keep moving on,

  359. but I and I don't have time. I don't have time today to deal

  360. with the fear factor. You might say, like, so I'm

  361. afraid to talk about Jesus. How do I deal with that?

  362. We don't have time to get into that today, but I promise Part

  363. 2, we'll talk about it next week as we continue on in Paul's

  364. story. We'll definitely, we will

  365. absolutely 100% get into how do we deal with this fear of, of

  366. people rather than living in the fear of God.

  367. We'll come to that. But for now, at least for the

  368. next week, it's worth it to take the time to examine ourselves in

  369. a couple different ways and just say, Lord, am I feeling myself

  370. with the right things? Am I having the right

  371. conversations? It's a good start and we all

  372. have to start somewhere, so why not there?

  373. Anyway, let's keep going. I've got this text in front of

  374. you and, and yes, walking this line between holiness and, and

  375. cheap grace and all these kinds of things, it's a tough thing to

  376. do, right? It's, it's, it can be incredibly

  377. difficult. And I'll, I'll tell you what, I

  378. want to put it to you this way. I think one of the best ways to

  379. do this is OK, got it. Here's how we do this.

  380. Let me give you the way, the best way to kind of work in

  381. between this holiness that God calls us to and also this grace

  382. that He calls us to and living right in those things is to look

  383. at our motivations. It's to look at our motivation.

  384. So let me give you an example that I think works.

  385. And if it doesn't work, you can tell me afterwards or you can

  386. just shout at me right now and we'll have a good time.

  387. We'll figure it out either way. But let me give you an example

  388. that I think works. OK, so if I am doing something

  389. really good for my wife, for her sake, why am I doing it?

  390. Couple motivational tools could be in play.

  391. I could be doing it because I don't, no offense.

  392. Oh my gosh, I have to be so careful.

  393. I know. Let me walk so gently here.

  394. If I'm doing something for her, but my motivation is I don't

  395. want to get an argument. I don't want to see a look of I

  396. don't want to see her roll, roll her eyes if she comes home and

  397. this thing isn't done. So I'll I'll just do it.

  398. OK, That's one motivation. Another motivation could be,

  399. well, I'm going to do this thing for my wife because you know

  400. what, she'll be really happy and she'll owe me.

  401. Guys, you know what I'm talking about.

  402. I don't have to spell it out. You know what I'm talking about.

  403. And women, so do you. It doesn't take long for you to

  404. see through that, right? I'm sure those there's two

  405. possible motivations for loving her well.

  406. But as we think about the law, let's let's put this over there.

  407. If I am following God's law because I see I perceive God as

  408. somebody who's going to be angry with me and somebody who's going

  409. to yell at me and somebody who's going to strike me down.

  410. If that's why I'm doing the law, I'm not doing the law.

  411. I'm not following God's way of life for the right reasons.

  412. I'm doing it out of this unnatural and unhealthy fear of

  413. Him. That's the wrong reason.

  414. That's the wrong motivation. So I could be a perfectly

  415. righteous person on the outside, but if I'm doing it for the

  416. reason of I don't want God to be mad at me, that's not the right

  417. heart position. Or in the other case, if I'm

  418. doing this because I think I can make God really happy and now

  419. he'll owe me, that's a dangerous place to be in.

  420. I don't think I want God to owe me if I feel that way, man, I

  421. have, I have fallen off a pretty steep ledge theologically and

  422. and that's pretty dangerous, but a lot of people live that way.

  423. They say, you know what? I've lived a really good life.

  424. I, I've, I've, I've honored God. I've given this much money to

  425. the church, I've volunteered, I've done all these things and

  426. God owes me a good life. Why am I getting sick?

  427. He owes me. I've done everything he wanted

  428. me to do. This isn't fair.

  429. Now let's talk a bit about a different motivation that's

  430. better for the law. If I'm going to follow God's law

  431. and I'm going to exercise some personal holiness, what if it's

  432. because I just love him? And the example with a spouse,

  433. if I do something nice for her just because I love her, you

  434. know what's going to happen? She may not even notice.

  435. She may not even notice. She maybe she had a day and I

  436. did all this stuff that normally that she might normally do, but

  437. I did it because I love her and she doesn't even notice.

  438. And you know what, That doesn't hurt me at all.

  439. That doesn't break my heart at all because I'm not looking for

  440. credit. I just want to serve.

  441. That's the motivation to be right with God.

  442. That's the motivation to do the law to to honor him, to honor

  443. our neighbor and all the things that the law says.

  444. That's the reason why we should do it because we love him, not

  445. to get something out of him, not to avoid, you know, the

  446. argument, but just because we love him.

  447. And that's the thing. When we can get to that point in

  448. our relationship with God, it changes us.

  449. We are more joyful people. We are more giving people.

  450. We are more forgiving people. It absolutely changes the way we

  451. think. And so if you are not to that

  452. point in your relationship with God yet and you still feel like,

  453. man, I got to do this thing, he's going to be mad.

  454. I mean, like, Oh my gosh, friends, help yourself out.

  455. Dig into the Gospels, dig into what God says about Jesus Christ

  456. and how he's died for you and let your motivations change a

  457. little bit. And I suspect you will be a more

  458. joyful person and you'll be a person who doesn't look at

  459. Christianity as a job. Well, I got to go to church, I

  460. guess. Come on.

  461. No Change your motivations by knowing who he is and falling in

  462. love with him in his word and through the Holy Spirit.

  463. You can absolutely do that. And I know that for a fact

  464. because I have and it's changed me.

  465. So I got to keep moving forward. I think I'm running out of time.

  466. So let's get to kind of this last idea that there is one

  467. broken heart to heal them all. And here's how this goes.

  468. Paul, he answered, What are you doing?

  469. Weeping and breaking my heart? What are you doing?

  470. So Paul, bound by the conviction of the Holy Spirit and free in

  471. Christ, right? He is free in Christ.

  472. It's not that he's not honoring the law, but he is free in

  473. Christ. Those two things can coexist.

  474. Although the people who hate him don't think that.

  475. But in all of this, his friends, the people who love him the

  476. most, they say don't go, don't go.

  477. Agabus isn't wrong. If you leave, we'll never see

  478. you again. Don't go.

  479. It breaks his heart. I remember, and I have to be

  480. careful because I don't want to be all weepy on stage, but I

  481. remember what it was like when Lisa and I made the decision for

  482. our family to to leave and go to seminary.

  483. You know, some of you know my story really well and so forgive

  484. me, but when we decided that when we were prompted and bound

  485. by the Holy Spirit and his call on our lives, it meant that we

  486. had to change careers. It meant that we had to move out

  487. of the house that we just bought.

  488. It meant that we had to move away from this church.

  489. It meant that we had to move away from our family and our

  490. friends. And I have little doubt, no, in

  491. fact, I have no doubt that the people closest to me, some of my

  492. family members said don't go. I remember that.

  493. Don't do it. There's a different way.

  494. Serve your church in a different way.

  495. You can be a Christian without being a pastor, which is true,

  496. which is true. But that wasn't what God had

  497. bound me to. And so I remember maybe maybe

  498. one of the most heartbreaking moments of my life, Alyssa was

  499. already gone. She was in Fergus Falls kind of

  500. getting the house ready for me and the kids and my brother

  501. followed us to the gas station car packed up, kids in the back

  502. and ready to change our entire lives.

  503. And driving away was one of the hardest things I ever did.

  504. My kids are crying in the back. I'm trying to drive and put my

  505. eyes don't have windshield wipers, you know, and, and, and

  506. I look back and I can see my brother's my best friend.

  507. He won't get in his car. He's just watching.

  508. He's just watching. Oh my gosh, friends, I know what

  509. it means to have your heart broken by following God's

  510. prompting. I know what that means.

  511. God knows what that means too. He absolutely knows what it

  512. means to have his heart broken. When Jesus was praying in the

  513. Garden of Gethsemane the night before he was crucified, he

  514. asked, he begged, Lord, if there's any other way, can't we

  515. do this some other way? Nope, Nope, we can't.

  516. Your will be done. And then on the cross says Jesus

  517. was dying. The Bible reminds us that God

  518. turn his back on his Son. How heartbreaking.

  519. How heartbreaking. How could he do it?

  520. He could do it at the expense of his own heart, that's how.

  521. But at that expense, God has healed your heart.

  522. I know it doesn't always feel that way.

  523. I know we still experience pain and trauma and hard things.

  524. But God has healed your heart. He has made it so there is no

  525. sin that exists in there that can separate you and Him for all

  526. of eternity. He has healed you.

  527. And because He has healed you and He will call you home

  528. because He has made you right. Because He has sacrificed His

  529. Son, because His heart was broken so that yours could be

  530. mended. You don't have anything to be

  531. afraid of. Can I tell you that honestly?

  532. You don't have anything to be afraid of.

  533. I mean, what could we possibly worry about if God has healed

  534. our hearts and guarantees our eternal existence?

  535. What? What is there to fear?

  536. The answer is there is nothing left to fear because we have

  537. God, we have Jesus Christ, we have the the lover of our souls

  538. who promises to bring us home. There's nothing left to fear,

  539. friends. There is only freedom left.

  540. And so to the extent, to the degree that you understand that

  541. freedom and you see how God's heart has been broken so that

  542. yours can be healed, to that same degree, these

  543. conversations, and they sure do get a lot easier.

  544. And I know that to be true too. They get a lot easier and the

  545. prompting of God's Spirit when He calls us to move or to stay

  546. or to speak or to stay silent. Those things get far easier to

  547. when I have the joy of the Lord in my heart.

  548. Friends, find it. It's right there.

  549. If you haven't experienced that in your life, find it.

  550. It's in His Word, it's in prayer, it's in His Holy Spirit,

  551. it's in the prompting of your community members who love you.

  552. It's in all these places. Find it.

  553. Don't walk through life without it.

  554. Let's pray. Thanks for listening to ERC

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