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Genesis 32:22-28 | Wrestling with God and living to tell about it.

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  1. And I got to all right, so I know some of you guys know this,

  2. but there are three types of wrestling.

  3. You have wrestling and wrestling is what you see on Saturdays.

  4. You see people jumping off of ropes and hitting each other and

  5. heads with chairs. It is the most entertaining

  6. thing. We call WWE soap opera for men,

  7. right? So you ladies might have like

  8. your soap operas and your Love Island and all that good stuff,

  9. but we have WWE and that's our soap opera.

  10. So don't yell at us when we watch it.

  11. And then we have wrestling, which is like the Olympic style

  12. wrestling, the three, two-minute rounds.

  13. You get points, you try to pin your opponent.

  14. But then my favorite is lucha libre, and lucha libre is

  15. Mexican style wrestling and it is out of control.

  16. I mean, people are jumping off robes doing flips.

  17. I mean, it, the storylines are even crazier.

  18. It, it's, it's incredible. I love watching lucha libre.

  19. And one of the things with lucha libre is the worst thing that

  20. you could do to an opponent is remove their mask.

  21. So when two people are wrestling and the storyline gives that,

  22. and then it's one of those like the loser has to remove their

  23. mask and show their identity to the world man.

  24. Like when that happens or when they're fighting and the person

  25. starts to take their mask off, the crowd goes crazy.

  26. The crowd is like, don't do it. No, leave me mask at us alone.

  27. Like they like leave them alone. Don't do it.

  28. And then when the mask comes off, the person whose mask came

  29. off, they're all ashamed and they're they're trying to cover

  30. their and run out of the arena. And they're like all worried and

  31. concerned. And then the victor stands in

  32. the middle of the ring and he's holding the person's mask in the

  33. air. And what we're going to look at

  34. today is that tale of the take, because you know, we're doing

  35. Fight Club. On one side you have Jacob

  36. Surprise, 61200 and 30 pounds, 97 years old.

  37. Then on the other side, you have God Almighty.

  38. I can't describe him. All I know is that he could

  39. probably kill Jacob like that. And what we're going to watch

  40. today is that they go at it. There is a lucha match, there is

  41. a wrestling match that goes down.

  42. But here's the thing, Jacob wins because God pins them.

  43. And when we wrestle with the things of God, nobody ever talks

  44. about like we wrestle with our faith, we wrestle with some of

  45. the beliefs, we wrestle with some of the teachings and

  46. scripture, but nobody ever talks like what do you do when God

  47. wrestles you, not you wrestle with him.

  48. And Jacob is going to get find himself in a wrestling match.

  49. And the way that Jacob comes out successful is that his mask is

  50. removed and God is standing there and God's like, man, I'm

  51. so glad you finally gave up. You win.

  52. It's so backwards because when we talk about wrestling, like

  53. now we got to pin them, we got to fight them, and we don't want

  54. to submit. And it's like, no, but by the

  55. way that you win when God wrestles with you is that you

  56. submit. And when you submit and you give

  57. in to what God is doing, you win.

  58. And we're going to look at what this looks like to us.

  59. So let's fight. So before we dive into the text

  60. room in Genesis chapter 32, we're only look at 10 verses.

    Genesis 32 chapter mention

  61. We're starting verse 22. I need to catch us up, right?

  62. Because this story is not going to make too much sense.

  63. So we don't understand Jacob. So for you guys that don't know

  64. and Genesis, you have Jacob. Jacob is Esau's brother.

  65. And when they were born, Esau came out first.

  66. And the Bible says that Jacob grabbed his heel.

  67. So we already know what kind of person Jacob's going to be.

  68. You know, when Livia was born, that girl came out screaming.

  69. Like all the nurses looked at me and they're like, she got some

  70. pipes on her. And I was like, Nah, man, she's

  71. not going to be that loud. It's just a baby.

  72. They write. She got she could yell like she

  73. had some pipes on her. Girl likes to sing like it is

  74. like. So we see it early on.

  75. Jacob comes out of the womb holding Esau's heel.

  76. So we know the type of guy that Jacob's going to be.

  77. He's a schemer. He's always trying to hustle.

  78. He's always trying to find out ways that he could get the one.

  79. Like he's, he's going to hustle people like that's what he does

  80. in his life. Then later on we see Jacob, he

  81. goes to his father Isaac, and he steals his brother Esau's

  82. birthright because he schemes it, right?

  83. He hustles his brother. He he steals the birthright.

  84. Esau's like, no, you didn't. And then Jacob's like, yes, I

  85. did. And Esau's like, I'm going to

  86. kill you now. So then Jacob takes off running.

  87. He goes to Lana Heron. When he gets there, he works

  88. under his uncle. He falls in love with a girl

  89. named Rachel because all Rachels are beautiful.

  90. I know you're watching, girl. All right, So what the uncle

  91. does, the uncle schemes them. He's like, well, if you want to

  92. marry Rachel, you got to work for me for seven years.

  93. And he's like, I could do that. She's worth it.

  94. Works for him seven years. The night of their wedding, he

  95. switches him out and he gives Jacob Leah.

  96. Now Leah's not as cute, but she has a great personality.

  97. I'm joking. All right.

  98. So he gets with Leah and then Jacob's like, hold on a second.

  99. I wanted Rachel like I work for her.

  100. And then he's like, well, you got to work another seven years

  101. if you want to marry Rachel. And he goes, I'm going to do it.

  102. So he works another seven years. Now Jacob, he is grown.

  103. Now he he has Leah. He's married to Leah and Rachel.

  104. The Bible says that he has eleven children at this time in

  105. his life. 11 children, 2 wives, 2 concubines, lots of land, lots

  106. of property. He has a whole bunch of stuff.

  107. 20 years has passed since his incident with Esau and God is

  108. now calling him back to Canaan. And God's like, I want you to go

  109. back to your brother. And Jacob is terrified.

  110. Jacob is like, this dude is probably going to kill me when

  111. he sees me. So Jacob is obeying the Lord and

  112. I, and as I'm reading this, I'm like, man, that's a long span of

  113. time. But if you look at Jacob's life,

  114. he's married now. He has more responsibility now.

  115. And I just felt the Lord. Just point out a few things that

  116. maybe for some of us, the season we're at versus the season where

  117. we're going to all it is the difference is you need to grow

  118. up. You need to mature and Jacob in

  119. this season of his life, now he has more responsibility.

  120. He has wives, he has he has things that he has to overlook.

  121. And now God is like, OK, now I need you to move to Canaan.

  122. It's time for you to go back to Canaan.

  123. And Jacob's like, man, but I got my brother wants to kill me.

  124. Still, for 20 years, Jacob has carried this with him.

  125. So what does he do? He starts sending gifts to his

  126. brother. He sends them camels, he sends

  127. them all this livestock. And he's, he's kind of like

  128. lowering the blow. And God comes to Jacob and says,

  129. I want you to go reconcile with your brother.

  130. And Jacob is terrified, but God has a bigger plan.

  131. So Jacob goes, and this is where we live off.

  132. So Jacob that night, verse 22 in chapter 32, that night Jacob got

  133. up and took his two wives, his two female servants, his eleven

  134. sons and a Partridge and a pear tree.

  135. I'm joking. That's the message version.

  136. And crossed the Ford of the jabuk after he had sent them

  137. across the stream, he sent over all his possessions.

  138. Now don't miss these two verses. This, these two verses say a lot

  139. when we look at the story of Jacob right here, right?

  140. So at night, remember at night if you're underlining something,

  141. go back to 22 for me. If you're underlining something,

  142. remember at night, because what we see in the scriptures is

  143. throughout Jacob's life, God comes to him at night.

  144. God comes to Jacob when he's all alone.

  145. God speaks to him in dreams, kind of like his son Joseph,

  146. God. This is the way that God kind of

  147. works with Jacob. And then Jacob, he gets up and

  148. he takes he now listen, he's following what God is telling

  149. him to do. He is in obedience to God.

  150. And we see that because it says that they crossed the Ford of

  151. Jaboka. I can't even say that word.

  152. And he crosses the Fort. Now we have to look.

  153. Whenever there's a name or a title of a city or a place in

  154. Scripture, you got to pay attention.

  155. All right, So this is a stream, right?

  156. It's 60 to 65 miles long. It's east of the Jordan River.

  157. It flows into the midway between the Sea of Galilee and the Dead

  158. Sea. What is this telling us?

  159. Listen, Jacob is going, and now he has his back to this stream.

  160. There's no retreat. There is no running away.

  161. He's obeying the Lord. He's doing what God's told him

  162. to do. If Esau was going to do a

  163. surprise attack, Jacob was like, man, this is the spot that he's

  164. probably going to do that. And if Esau comes with all of

  165. his people and all his army and all his boys to take Jacob out

  166. and all his people and all his family, they are stuck like

  167. Chuck. There is no going anywhere.

  168. Jacob put himself in a position where there's no retreat and

  169. listen. When it comes to our obedience

  170. with God, many of us look at obedience with I need a safety

  171. net and I need a way to get through it and listen.

  172. With obedience, there is no safety net.

  173. God is our safety net. His calling on what we're trying

  174. to do is our safety net. So we go in fearlessly, but

  175. there's an issue. So he sends everybody across.

  176. He sends all the positions across.

  177. Listen, this is a demonstration of faith because Jacob left

  178. himself to no retreat. My family's over there.

  179. My positions are over there. There is no turning back now,

  180. Lord, I am doing what you have called me to do.

  181. And listen, Jacob had a lot of responsibility.

  182. He had all his family, all his people, all his stuff.

  183. Man, he could have died 1000 deaths of busyness and sometimes

  184. it takes God getting you alone so that way you could listen to

  185. him. Jacob was doing what God told

  186. him to do. He was on the move, but there

  187. was something else that God needed from Jacob.

  188. So look what happens. Look at the next verse.

  189. So Jacob, he was left all alone, right?

  190. So this is usually I believe that Jacob was by himself

  191. purposely so he could be in prayer with God based on maybe

  192. he was worried about what was coming.

  193. So he was in prayer with God. And look who shows up, it says a

  194. man wrestled him till Daybreak. Now who's this man?

  195. Well, based off Hosea 12 verse four, we know that this is an

  196. Angel of the Lord. We also see this in in Exodus

    Exodus 3:2

  197. chapter 3 verse 2. It says an Angel of the Lord

  198. showed up. But what a lot of scholars are

  199. saying is that this is what we call a Christophany.

  200. So this is like an Incarnate image of Christ that shows up on

  201. the scene. We see this in the book of

  202. Daniel when Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego get thrown

  203. into the fire. And then like the king is like,

  204. hold on. There's like a like the a son of

  205. a gods in there. Like there's another person in

  206. there. That's what we call a

  207. Christophany. So think about this as Jacob is

  208. praying, asking the Lord, he gets a single leg takedown.

  209. Somebody shows up, Sweet Boom, probably suplexes him.

  210. But I also want us to see something.

  211. The Bible doesn't say that Jacob wrestled with God.

  212. The Bible says that this man that that God wrestled with

  213. Jacob. There's a big difference here.

  214. And for many of us when we look at our lives and we start

  215. noticing like man, there's some weird stuff like like God, I, I

  216. feel there's something in my life and listen, it's not you.

  217. It may be God trying to get something out of your life

  218. because he has something for you and he knows that you will not

  219. surrender it. He knows that you're not going

  220. to come to him in submission. So for some of us who are hard

  221. headed and some of us who are prideful and some of us who are

  222. self-sufficient, God has got to wrestle you down and yank that

  223. sucker out of your life so that way you can listen to Him now.

  224. And for many of us, it's very painful, it hurts, it's hard.

  225. And God is there and He's and there's a purpose for this

  226. battle. So Jake, Jacob is left alone and

  227. God wanted something from him. And what God wanted Jacob to

  228. sacrifice was all his his proud self-reliance and his fleshly

  229. scheming that we see all through his life.

  230. Jacob was about Jacob. And I want us to understand this

  231. because a lot of us can do the right thing, but do it the wrong

  232. way. And many of us do the right

  233. thing thinking that we're doing good.

  234. But listen, not everything good is from God.

  235. Be careful. So we're trying to do the right

  236. thing. And as I was studying the text,

  237. I was like, man, God has something so a big for for

  238. Jacob, it goes beyond reconciliation with Esau.

  239. But God's like before I do this for you, I need I need you to

  240. surrender to me. I can't give you this blessing

  241. until you until there's something I take out of your

  242. life. And for Jacob it was his

  243. self-reliance, his fleshly scheming.

  244. And God came to take these from him.

  245. And God came by force necessary because God understood the kind

  246. of man that Jacob was. Jacob was hard headed.

  247. Jacob liked to control everything.

  248. Jacob was self reliant. He wasn't just going to

  249. surrender that to God. So God said, OK, bet, boom,

  250. let's fight, it's time to go, let's go.

  251. And God is there wrestling with Jacob.

  252. And I started thinking about this because there's a

  253. difference between being led and being driven.

  254. And when you're being LED, you're being led by the Lord.

  255. So when you're being led by the Lord, that means that there is a

  256. that, that the Lord, the Spirit is leading you.

  257. So if God is leading you, that means that God determines the

  258. place, but also the pace of things.

  259. So when God, so when you're operating in obedience to God

  260. and you know that it is the Lord who's leading you and you're

  261. following God, the pace of things makes sense and the place

  262. of things makes sense and things are working as they should.

  263. God is breathing on it. But some of us walk in obedience

  264. to the Lord, but we're being driven by something else, and

  265. that's Jacob. Jacob was not being led by the

  266. Spirit of the Lord. Jacob was being driven by his

  267. dysfunctions. And many of us do things in

  268. obedience to God where God tells us, this is what I want you to

  269. do, this is what I'm calling you to, But you're not being led by

  270. the Spirit, you're being led by your dysfunctions.

  271. And God needed to RIP that out of us, and He needed to RIP that

  272. out of Jacob. Because when you're being led by

  273. your dysfunction, then that means that your dysfunction

  274. determines the pace and the place of things.

  275. That's why when you're trying to work in obedience, you're just

  276. stressed out all the time and burnout creeps in and nothing is

  277. working. Why?

  278. Because you're being led by your dysfunctions and not by the

  279. Spirit, but you're doing it in the name of the Lord.

  280. And many of us do this. Listen, man, we are all broken

  281. people, man. We have insecurities that lead

  282. us. There's some performance

  283. orientation issues that we have in our lives, man.

  284. There's some self-image issues, there's some control issues,

  285. there's immaturity issues. There's some stuff that we all

  286. grew up with. Maybe our parents grew us up in

  287. a certain way and those things bleed in.

  288. Let me say it better this way, because a lot of us also follow

  289. the Lord and we try to do things for God, but we want

  290. affirmation. God, I'm doing what you've

  291. called me to do, but God, I want to applause as well.

  292. I want the platform, I want the lights.

  293. I want my name to shine right next to your name.

  294. And we do this for affirmation. Many of us grew up with this

  295. whole idea of the only way I'll get a hug is if I jump through a

  296. hoop. So we go through life looking

  297. and we're being led by our dysfunctions.

  298. And Jacob was in obedience to God.

  299. But the thing that led Jacob in obedience to God was not God

  300. himself. Jacob had some things inside of

  301. his life that he was fighting with, and they were this whole

  302. like scheming self. Like, what can I get out of it?

  303. I took my brother's birthright. God was going to bless me

  304. regardless. Why did I take my brother's

  305. birthright, Man? Because you're selfish.

  306. And many of us lead out of that place.

  307. So instead of God using you for ministry, you use ministry to

  308. try to use God for you. That's a hard thing to take.

  309. Like they say, if you can't say Amen, you better say Ouch.

  310. Like, like, man, when the guy reveals to me, I was like, man,

  311. that that's like, man, I've done that before as a pastor, as

  312. somebody in ministry. Like I've fallen into this trap

  313. where because we want to use ministry for ourselves, we end

  314. up eating off the church and we take from the church and we

  315. become consumers of the church and listen.

  316. And we disguise our selfishness and our pride with a ministry

  317. wrapping paper and a big fat bow that says service.

  318. And at the same time, we're doing all these things for God.

  319. But in the back of our minds we're like, no, no, but I want

  320. some of that too. I want some of that glory and

  321. God's like I've called you to this, but the only way that

  322. you're going to be able to truly accomplish what I've called you

  323. to is that you're going to have to surrender some of this stuff.

  324. And for some of us, we're like, heck, 9 surrendering you crazy.

  325. That's who I am. Like I said, like some of us,

  326. like bone thugs N harmony me no surrender, right?

  327. I mean like like like we're that's kind of where we're at.

  328. Like now. I ain't weak.

  329. I'm surrender to no, but I don't tap out like I'm, I'm, I'm

  330. prideful. I'm a man and guys like, OK,

  331. well, I, I have a calling I have in your life.

  332. And in order for me to accomplish what my purpose is,

  333. I'm going to have to RIP that thing out.

  334. You know, I was look at this as I was looking, I mean, as I was

  335. looking at Scripture, you know, even before Jesus started his

  336. earthly ministry, Jesus goes to John the Baptist, he gets

  337. baptized. This is before Jesus did

  338. anything in his earthly ministry.

  339. He was 30 years old. And as he becomes baptized, the

  340. Holy Spirit descends in the form of a dove.

  341. And God says this is my son, my beloved son, whom I'm well

  342. pleased Jesus didn't do one thing.

  343. And God says I affirm him. See, Jesus is doing ministry out

  344. of affirmation, not for it. Many of us do ministry because

  345. we want it. We want the affirmation.

  346. We want people to praise us. And if you're not emotionally

  347. healthy and you're not in good standing with God, you're going

  348. to end up doing ministry out of affirmation and not gratitude.

  349. And God is going to have to RIP some of that stuff out because

  350. he has a great plan for you and he has a great plan for us.

  351. And when that happens, sanctification starts to look

  352. like moralism. Sanctification is US

  353. transforming and conforming to the image of Christ.

  354. So for many of us, it's like, man, God changed my life, but

  355. now I'm not a liar anymore. I don't steal anymore.

  356. I don't make up stories anymore. I don't sleep around anymore.

  357. And you're trying to throw your identity based on what you used

  358. to do and not do. But no, it's not about a title

  359. of what you used to do not do. Sanctification is like, I have

  360. Christ in his spirit living in me.

  361. And because I love Jesus and because Christ in the Spirit

  362. live in me, I no longer want to sin.

  363. I don't care anymore. Like this stuff doesn't please

  364. the like this doesn't please me anymore.

  365. Sanctification is looking more like Christ, not looking more

  366. like moralism. There's more to it.

  367. So we have to be careful. And the only way that we achieve

  368. this is that we address our brokenness, which leads me to

  369. point number one. We got four of these things that

  370. your vadnais. You being bad is always driven

  371. by brokenness. Some of us are like Rick, I

  372. can't change. I'm trying to change.

  373. I'm trying to do stuff like my addictions are too strong.

  374. I can't, I can't change stuff like I can't change the way I

  375. act. It's who I am.

  376. It's I'm a product of my environment.

  377. Listen, your vadnais is not because of your past or where

  378. you're from. Your vadnais is because of your

  379. brokenness. And until you address the

  380. brokenness in your life, until God changes the heart, until God

  381. does something that no man can do, which is the forgiveness of

  382. sin and the repentance of your life, and He gives you a heart

  383. of flesh and he changes for a heart of stone.

  384. Until you have that, you can't address the behavior and the

  385. vadnais that you are bleeding out.

  386. Listen, Jacob, even in his obedience to God had some

  387. brokenness in him, the way that he acted, the way he treated

  388. people, the way he used people, that Vadnais was not coming out

  389. of who he was, that that was coming out of a brokenness in

  390. his life, and God had to address it.

  391. And what does God do? God wrestles him to the ground.

  392. In order to fix our Vadnais, we got to fix our brokenness first.

  393. God could fix the heart. Man can't.

  394. And if you're not going to surrender, you're going to

  395. struggle like I'm just being honest.

  396. I've been there. If we don't surrender to Christ,

  397. there's going to be a struggle that ensues in our lives.

  398. And look what happens. Look at the next verse.

  399. Look at verse 25. He says man, when the man saw

  400. that he could not overpower him, he touched the socket of Jacob's

  401. hip so that his hip was wretched as he wrestled with the man.

  402. And then 26 And then the man said, let me go for his

  403. Daybreak. But Jacob replied, I will not

  404. let you go unless you bless me. Oh, this is crazy.

  405. So think about this. They're wrestling, they are

  406. struggling. They're on preparing.

  407. I could just picture on the floor, single leg takedown, arm

  408. bar, ankle lock, all this stuff. You go tap.

  409. No, I'm not going to tap. Flip some.

  410. They're just going. And listen, I don't know if

  411. y'all have ever wrestled before. It's exhausting.

  412. I don't know how this 97 year old man did it.

  413. I could barely last three minutes and I've done wrestling,

  414. I've done judo, I've done all that stuff.

  415. And listen, you got to be in some physical shape.

  416. You got to be in some tip top shape.

  417. I love what Dan Gable said. Dan Gable is an Olympic gold

  418. medal wrestler and he has a famous quote that says once

  419. you've wrestled, everything else in life is easy.

  420. It's difficult. So he's wrestling.

  421. And here's what's amazing with Jacob.

  422. Jacob Hung in there with him. It says when the man saw that he

  423. could not overpower him, he touched Jacob's socket, his hip.

  424. So what are you saying? Like Ricky, like Jacob was able

  425. to wrestle with God. He hung like his, like, no, no,

  426. no, hold on, like don't get ahead of ourselves 'cause God

  427. could have easily ended it like that.

  428. But you know what God does? He will be there with you until

  429. you finally wear yourself out and you find yourself holding on

  430. for dear life. That's exactly what happened to

  431. Jacob. Jacob did not win this fight.

  432. God did. So our determination to have our

  433. own way is actually us trying to win over against God.

  434. So we're fighting. We're like, no, it's my way,

  435. God, my way, God, my way, God. And God is there wrestling with

  436. you. And he's like, uh huh, OK.

  437. Yeah, all right. Uh huh.

  438. Yeah. You're like, no, God, my way, my

  439. way. It's all about me.

  440. It's my stuff. And God is there just pulling

  441. and pushing, and he's there wrestling with you.

  442. And I truly believe that God allows us to struggle.

  443. So that way we find ourselves at a place where we are just

  444. holding on for dear life. And look what God does.

  445. You know what he does? He touches the socket of Jacob's

  446. hip. And I started thinking I was

  447. like, man, that's kind of smart. Because if anybody knows

  448. anything about wrestling, the two most important components of

  449. wrestling in the human body are your hips and your abs.

  450. And I started looking at it. I was like, man, why are the

  451. hips so important to a wrestler? Listen, it says, the hips are a

  452. key source of power for wrestlers.

  453. They enable them to perform explosive movements and change

  454. direction quickly. Your hips also serve as takedown

  455. defense. So when somebody shoots at you,

  456. you lock your hips and they can't take you down.

  457. Isn't it interesting that the thing that God ruined for Jake,

  458. the thing that got hurt and Jacob was the very thing that

  459. gave Jacob power to rule over his life?

  460. Because all through Jacob's life, Jacob had the ability to

  461. make some explosive decisions. He had the ability to change

  462. direction quickly. And what God does is God hits

  463. you not where it hurts. God hits you where it works.

  464. And for many of us, we think, oh, God's going to hit me where

  465. it hurts the most. No, no, no, no.

  466. Because the depths of your heart reveal that the things that you

  467. care about, you make things work even if it's not good for you.

  468. And God knew, like Jay, it always lived Jacob's life.

  469. It always worked for him. He was a schemer.

  470. He always got stuff from people. He always hustled people.

  471. He was able to do these things. And God hit him right where it

  472. works. So God touched his hip.

  473. Now Jacob can't wrestle no more. He's out.

  474. So there goes a self-sufficiency right there.

  475. He can't move now. God hit him where it works.

  476. Now Jacob probably felt drained. He probably felt defeated.

  477. In verse 26 it says the man said, hey, let me go.

  478. It's Daybreak man. We've been going at this all

  479. night. But look what it says.

  480. It says I will let you. I will not let you go unless you

  481. bless me. That means that Jacob was

  482. holding on for dear life. Jacob is waiting for the referee

  483. to ring the bell. And if you ever watch boxing, if

  484. you ever watch a heavyweight fight where somebody's

  485. exhausted, you know what they do.

  486. They just hold on. It's the most annoying thing in

  487. the world. When you pay for pay-per-view,

  488. you're like bro, the next 5 rounds you're just like hugging

  489. each other. Brother is holding on for dear

  490. life because he knows if he lets go, he's going to hit the

  491. canvas. Same thing with UFC, same thing

  492. with any combat sport. You get to a place where you

  493. know that you're losing and you don't want to get pinned or

  494. embarrassed. So what do you do?

  495. You hold on. But I think that there's

  496. something important for us to understand here because he says

  497. I will not let go unless you bless me.

  498. And listen, I think there's a lesson for us because if you

  499. want God to bless you, you need to be in proximity with him.

  500. You need to be holding on tight. You need to be holding on close.

  501. And many of us want God's blessing, but we want to be far

  502. away. God bless my life, bro.

  503. You're not even in the ring with him.

  504. You don't, you don't even know him.

  505. So if you want to receive, if you want to see what God can do,

  506. you need to hold on. And I love what Jacob does here

  507. because Jacob says, Lord, I ain't letting go until you bless

  508. me. This is a sign of defeat, not a

  509. sign of victory, because he's holding on.

  510. It doesn't say that Jacob continued to wrestle.

  511. He's given up. And what he understands, and

  512. what I think we need to understand is that, listen, we

  513. can't conquer much of anything unless you let the Lord conquer

  514. your heart first. Many of us want to do big things

  515. for God, many just want to follow him and a jump in his

  516. calling. But there's some things in our

  517. lives that you have not surrendered and you have not let

  518. the Lord conquer first. Some of us, I know we don't like

  519. that language and we talk about this a lot like man, I don't

  520. like the word surrender. I don't like man as a man that

  521. makes me feel a certain way. Listen, it's King Jesus, He is

  522. worthy of those words. So you surrender to him, you bow

  523. your knee to him, you, you submit to him.

  524. Because when you do that, you win.

  525. I love what happens here He goes.

  526. I'm not going to let you go unless you bless me first.

  527. Then I'll let you go. And listen, this wasn't Jacob

  528. dictating terms with God as like God needed his permission.

  529. When God overcame Jacob and Jacob was exhausted of wrestling

  530. and he's tired, he finally realized, OK, God, I'm at my

  531. wits end. I'm holding on for dear life.

  532. Can you just, can you bless me now?

  533. I'm ready. See, in the past, Jacob, he's

  534. always sneaky and clever. He's always willing to do all

  535. these things and listen. Surrender is not a bad place to

  536. be. Which leads us to #2 what's the

  537. second point of all this? Listen.

  538. And struggling with God. The only way to win is by losing

  539. and not giving up until you have lost.

  540. What The only way? And when you're struggling

  541. wrestling with God, the only way that you and I will win is by

  542. losing. But also in losing, you don't

  543. give up in the process of losing.

  544. There's a difference between losing and quitting.

  545. And sometimes we hear teams say this in football like, man, I

  546. didn't. They didn't win.

  547. I lost because I quit. And many of us quit before God

  548. is able to do a work in US. I remember watching like and

  549. many of us saw like the first Rocky.

  550. You know what nobody talks about is when Rocky fought Apollo at

  551. the end, Rocky lost everybody like the whole scene of the

  552. movie Apollo 1. But Rocky lasted with Apollo.

  553. And then everybody's rushing the the ring and they're cheering.

  554. They're like, we can't believe. Listen, Apollo won the fight,

  555. but Rocky won the battle because that changed his life forever.

  556. And for some of us, when we surrender to God and when we let

  557. God win, listen, God won the battle and he won the fight, but

  558. he changed your life forever. Your life is forever changed,

  559. but it's going to take us for God.

  560. It's going to take us to win by letting God.

  561. It's going to take, I'm sorry, it's going to take God for us to

  562. lose and let God win. So that way we end up winning.

  563. A little bit of a tongue twister there.

  564. So how does God bless him? Says then the man said, your

  565. name will no longer be Jacob but Israel because you have

  566. struggled with God and with humans and have overcome.

  567. I love this because God didn't allow Jacob to cover up his

  568. name. God went right after Jacob

  569. because Jacob's name reflected his true nature.

  570. God didn't ask Jacob what your name was because God wanted to

  571. know. I'm God, I made you.

  572. God is like, what's your name? And instead of Jacob hiding and

  573. instead of Jacob scheming and instead of Jacob like flipping

  574. things around and and changing up the conversation, he comes to

  575. God and he says, my name is Jacob.

  576. And God says, no, I'm going to change your name.

  577. Your name no longer is Jacob, but it's Israel because you've

  578. struggled with God and with humans and you have overcome.

  579. Listen, struggle is something that Jacob has always done.

  580. If you look at his life, struggle is the dominating

  581. characteristic of Jacob. In Genesis 25 through 27, he

  582. struggles with Esau. Genesis 27 is with his dad

  583. Isaac. Genesis chapter 29 through 31

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  584. it's with his father-in-law. Genesis chapter 30, it's with

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  585. his wives and now in verse 28 it's with God and God's like I'm

  586. going to start changing your name is going to be changed now.

  587. Now I love the word the the name Israel is so important.

  588. The name Israel is Sarah. If we look at the Hebrew, Sarah

  589. means fight, struggle, or rule, and then L means God.

  590. So the name Israel really means he who struggles with God, he

  591. who rules with God. However, in the Hebrew names,

  592. the Hebrew language, God is not the verb, but he's the subject.

  593. So really Israel means God rules not he who struggles, but God

  594. who rules over his people and God.

  595. But look at this, think about, I think about Jacob.

  596. Jacob's name went from heel catcher and deceiver to God's

  597. fighter and he who struggles with God.

  598. How does God bless Jacob? God blesses him because he goes

  599. from Jacob to Israel. He goes from a heel catcher to

  600. one who struggles with God. He goes from a deceiver to the

  601. people of God. He changes his name, but he also

  602. changes his outlook in life. He changes his purpose in life

  603. and he changes the directory of his life.

  604. Jacob is actually going to be the birth place of the people of

  605. God. Oh, and don't forget that Jacob

  606. is going to have all these kids and one of those kids is going

  607. to save Jacob's family because the seed of Christ is coming

  608. from Israel. Jacob, there's a big situation.

  609. There's a bigger meaning. This is bigger than

  610. reconciliation with Esau. God has a massive plan here.

  611. And then look what it says the next verse Jacob said, please

  612. tell me your name and he replied, why do you ask me my

  613. name? Then he blessed them there.

  614. So Jacob called the place Pineal, saying it is because I

  615. saw God face to face and yet my life was spared.

  616. And then the sun rose above him as he placed Pineal, and he was

  617. limping because of his hip. Excuse me #3 point #3 is that as

  618. Jacob is walking, as Jacob is going through this, there's two

  619. memorials that Jacob takes with him, his name and his hip.

  620. So Jacob gets a name change. He doesn't just get Israel put

  621. on him, but also Jacob changes the name of the place.

  622. And the name of the place is called Peniel.

  623. And for centuries and four years later, this place will always be

  624. known where Jacob struggled with God and lived to tell about it.

  625. And God shows up to Jacob and everything is great.

  626. But how do you know that you've struggled with God?

  627. There's a little bit of a limp in your step.

  628. Now. Why does God give Jacob a limp

  629. for the rest of his life? Because every step Jacob takes

  630. is going to be a reminder of the day that God changed his life.

  631. Many of us in this room walk with a little bit of a limp.

  632. But limps and scars are the same things because they both tell a

  633. story. And when people see you limping,

  634. the first thing they ask is what what happened?

  635. When people see your scars, the first thing they ask is what

  636. happened. And for Jacob, the rest of his

  637. life, whenever he's limping, he's going to tell the

  638. generations of his kids and his grandkids of the day that he

  639. went to Pineal and the day that he that God changed his life.

  640. Which leads me to the last one, man.

  641. What I love about this is that this shows God's mercy and

  642. grace. And listen, because of God's

  643. mercy and grace, you don't have to end up in a casket.

  644. Your casket now becomes a classroom.

  645. You don't have to walk in life dead.

  646. You don't have to. This is not the end for you.

  647. God wants to change your life. God wants to heal you and

  648. restore you. And many of us were like ashamed

  649. of our past, but God's like, hold on a second.

  650. That thing that you're ashamed of, it's not going to bury you.

  651. I'm going to use it to teach other people how not to do that.

  652. Your greatest misery is going to become your greatest ministry.

  653. That's the beauty of our God. And Jacob, for the rest of his,

  654. he's going to walk with a limb. But for the rest of his life,

  655. he's going to be able to tell the story of when he met God, to

  656. tell about it and how God didn't just change his name, but he

  657. changed his purpose and he changed his life and he changed

  658. his family. You have a choice, casket or

  659. classroom. Which one do you want?

  660. God is wrestling with some of you guys in here.

  661. He wants something from your life, and it's not because he's

  662. angry with you. God is not angry with you.

  663. God loves you and He gives grace and mercy and He wants to heal

  664. you and He wants to use you for something so much greater.

  665. He wants you to have a better life and He wants you to thrive

  666. and He wants you to know Christ because in Christ is real peace

  667. and joy and understanding. Genesis chapter 46.

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  668. Jacob is at the end of his life. The famine has come.

  669. Joseph is now second in Egypt. God had a plan for Joseph to get

  670. his family out of the danger of the famine so that way the seed

  671. of Christ could come through the line of Jacob and Isaac.

  672. Genesis 46. Check this out.

  673. This is crazy. Genesis 46 verses 123 and four.

  674. So Israel set out with all that he was his, and when he reached

  675. for Sheba, he offered sacrifices to God of his father Isaac.

  676. And God spoke to Israel, who's Jacob in a vision when at night.

  677. Sound familiar? And he said, Jacob, Jacob, here

  678. I am. This time God does not tackle

  679. him. This time God reassures him that

  680. I'm with you, Jacob, here I am. Listen, I am God, the God of

  681. your father. He said do not be afraid to go

  682. down to Egypt for I will make you a great nation there.

  683. And the great nation is not a people thing, is not a property

  684. thing, is not a wealth thing. It's a Jesus thing because the

  685. line of Christ is coming through Jacob.

  686. He's the great nation. He's the one that we're looking

  687. for. And then verse 4 and I will go

  688. down to Egypt with you and I will surely bring you back when

  689. again and Joseph's own. And then it says in Joseph's own

  690. hand. We'll close your eyes, man.

  691. Many of us need to hear this. You've wrestled with God, you

  692. have fallen, you're in your sinful nature and you're seeking

  693. things from the Lord, not because of him, but because you

  694. want your own stuff. And God's like, I have a better

  695. purpose for you and I can't, I can't let that happen.

  696. So I'm going to wrestle these things out of your life.

  697. And listen, for some of you, it's going to mean you hitting

  698. rock bottom. It's going to be him, you

  699. removing everything from your life, you losing it all.

  700. And listen, that's God's grace and love for you.

  701. But like God tells Jacob, I'm going to bring you back.

  702. I'm going to bring you back. And listen, I'm not just going

  703. to bring you back, but I'm going to bless you.

  704. The blessing I have for your life is so great.

  705. It's not because of the seed of Christ, but I'm going to bring

  706. you back. And your own son, the one that

  707. you thought you lost, is going to bury you.

  708. You're going to be able to see your family grow and thrive and

  709. strive. And you're going to be

  710. surrounded by the ones you love. It's going to be such an

  711. incredible end to your life. And listen, none of this

  712. happened unless he wrestled with God and he let God win and he

  713. stood up and walked himself out of a limp.

  714. And listen, God is going to bring you back.

  715. Some of you guys are like, man, I have suffered too much, man,

  716. I've done too many bad things. God is going to bring you back.

  717. God is going to bring you back. Let him surrender your life to

  718. Him and let the Lord redeem you. Let God bring you back because

  719. He has something so much greater.

  720. You just have no idea yet, but He's going to bring it back to

  721. you.