The Tragedy of Self-Life

Hello everybody, it's it's really good to be with you all

and I'm Rachel and like you all know, I'm from this country

called India. Do you all know India?

Alright, alright. So India is in India is one of

the is the 7th biggest country in the world.

So you know how big it is and we have got 28 states.

We are such a diverse country. We've got 1200 languages.

So I was born in a Christian family, probably like most of

you all. My dad was a pastor and my dad

at first he was a drummer, he was a musician and I grew up.

I have I have an older sister and we grew up in a Christian

home. We always had prayers at house,

had song singing every time. So we were bought in a Christian

family and eventually we grew up.

We had so many people in our house, but there were times that

I was feeling very lonely. And you know, right when there's

so many people around you, but you still feel and said, hey, I

don't have anybody else for me. I don't think my dad and mom are

there for me, my sister, my family.

I don't, I don't even think if God himself is for me and I grew

up like that so many times I was alone in the house.

My dad, my mum and my sister, they used to travel and some of

the other because of some of the other reasons.

I never used to get to travel with my family and I end up

being alone in my house. And that's when I started

getting into different kinds of things.

I started watching what I shouldn't be watching.

I started practicing very wrong things in my life and time went,

time went and in March of 2024, suddenly my my dad was

travelling. Suddenly he got sick.

I didn't know what happened. He, he was in constant

travelling and suddenly he got sick and we had to take him to

the hospital and in a matter of justice, 26 days he went to be

with the Lord. And I remember on all those days

when he was in the hospital, every day I used to pray, God,

would you give me back my father because I was very, I love my

father and anybody who sees my father and I, we look so

similar, our mannerisms, the way we talk, whatever it is.

And so I had a special affection towards my father and I always

looked up to him. I always looked up to him and he

was a great man of God. But God had plans.

God called him home on April 26th, 2024.

Not all those days when my, when my dad was in the hospital, as a

church, we were praying. As a family we were praying.

But those moments where I was so broken, I didn't know what to

do. I had to run around, do things

at the hospital. I was, I had to, you know,

stand. I had to bring myself up to the

standard and run around, do things, but God was with me.

And I'm just telling you this to encourage you that you are able

to tell your own story. We all have very unique stories,

right, of life. And there's this man in the

Bible, a man of unclean spirit. I don't know if you know that

story. A man who had unclean spirit and

he, he, he was in the tomb. He was in the tomb.

He used to cut himself and nobody wanted to be like him.

He was naked, he was running around and all of that.

But Jesus, he crosses a sea and he comes to him and he gets to

unclean man and he heals him. And after he heals him, the

unclean man, the man who is fully set free, he goes up to

Jesus and says, Jesus, can I come with you?

Can I please come with you? But you know what?

Jesus says Jesus does not permit him.

And Jesus saying, Hey, do not come with me.

I want you to go to your land and tell your story to your

people. Tell the story what?

Tell what God, the great things that God has done for you,

because you know what? The world is counting on you to

tell your story. The world is counting on you to

tell your story. Tell your story of how, how in

those broken times that God was so present with you.

Tell, tell the story of how when, when you were in that

moment of committing suicide, when you were about to cut your

hand, when you're about to hang yourself, God was with there.

Tell that story of when you were in that moment of anxiety, when

you were in the moment of panic attacks and depression, that God

was with you holding your hand. That's your story and I want to

encourage you tell your story because in all of our hearts we

have a void. Can you say void?

Void. There's a God shaped vacuum in

our every in all of us, in all of the children.

We are all created like that and only God can fill that.

Who can fill that? Only Jesus can fill that drugs

cannot fill, that relationships cannot satisfy, that your dad or

your mom cannot satisfy that your friends cannot satisfy that

only Jesus can fill that God filled fillable vacuum in your

life. I want to encourage you with

this. Tell your story, whatever you've

been through as a young child, as you're growing up, tell your

story, however broken it is, because unless you go through

something, you cannot tell the story.

So certain things that you're going through, it is shaping

you. God is mending you.

I know sometimes it hurts, it hurts, it's painful, but God is

building you up. God is restoring you because you

are broken so that you can build many people.

Amen. So God bless you and I really

love you all so much. I'm so glad that I could be a

part of this movement, this great thing that the Lord is

doing in the Philippines. And please, I welcome you all to

India. Let's welcome.

Thank you. Where's Rachel?

Thank you, Rachel, for sharing your story.

No, indeed, God is with us. Do you believe that?

I just want to read over. If you have English, open your

Bible on Isaiah chapter 14, verse 8, Malaya.

Isaiah 14:8

Magpadayan hang Tod sakahang toran Amen.

Now verse 12 Nyana sia kinsai makatakosa 2 big sadaga pinagi

siyang kamot 2 Big sadaga siyang kamot.

OK. Kinsa you aniak tambag Arun

makasabot sia. So, you know, Kinsa dalan Kinsa

Balaam son. Antino Filipina.

OK, so too big. Grippo.

OK, too big. Busa quinzaniya katandi angios

verse 18 OSA UN sabaniya say pakasama verse 25 Mingo nambala

angios can quinzaniya ako E pakasama aduna by sama kanako or

in English? Is there someone like me or is

there anybody anyone like the Lord?

No Verse 26 hagad kamu salangit panado salangit kin Salman ang

naghimo niani manabito on stars Amen Verse 20 8 Las.

My point here is that this is the God who is here right now.

The nations are nothing before him Filipinas and the word says

unsalamagnaso toy comparasaguino OK but the home point is now

this is my topic for this afternoon or the tragedy of self

life. So we say appa antrahedia

sahakog napakkina bujhe. Hakog napakkina bujhe.

OK, so explains on signing a title.

No tragedy, tragedy or tragedia Monashang event gonna cause a

great suffering, distraction and distress.

Or self life?

Or is life for oneself living solely or cheaply for one's own

pleasure or good. In other words, selfish living.

So self life magnet zone is that the main lens on Samana lens Mon

Automata Islands automata, the main lens you are looking to and

through is yourself. The main perspective is you.

The Kawang perspective that this is about you running

Kinabuhiyani, about Sai Muha, young Calibuta, Naktuyuk Bihasa

E Muha. The world revolves around you.

You feel like the main character.

Kabulawan. Main character syndrome.

OK? It's all you.

I want to tell you. So in Karun Palang, there's only

one hero in this story. His name is Jesus Christ.

There's only one main character, one hero in this story.

In the whole Bible, his name is Jesus Christ.

OK before scripture and design the Lords of mankind.

God's original design. Original design the Lord.

OK, before the Lord made man upon the earth, He first

prepared before him a world of useful and pleasant things for

his sustenance and delight. In other words, Mike's own, you

know Now before Kaniya Ghimo, before Ghimong Tao Ganda, Musa,

NIA and mana Bhutan woman, a bad guy like I enjoys A Tao, for

example. Too big, too big hanging, all

these things, animals, the sky, the stars, the sea, everything

you see God created no so in the Genesis book of Genesis it

accounts the creation. But these are simply things or

Bhutan like so on. They were made for man's use,

but they were always meant to be external to the man, the path

external OK, in the deep heart of the man was a shrine where

none but God was worthy to come. So say Lord or say Lord heart.

OK, but sin has introduced complications.

It introduced complication and has made this very gifts of God

a potential source of ruin to a soul.

In other words, ansalah exon nak destroy nak corrupt nak distort

SA God or original design. The Lord Parasatowa Mona sakaron

na tawak na Tonga and saket, the Maladi opposition.

Yeah. This is mine.

I'm This is mine. Nakuani Nakuana.

I like to possess things. This is mine, OK?

So good. Now God was forced to enter out

from our heart because of these things.

Heart OK Within the human heart things have taken over.

Men have now by nature, no peace within their hearts.

You are mine and mine only for God.

No, for God is crowned. They're no longer in other

words, Dilinasi Lord our number one, Simon heart, Dilinasi Lord

our number one, or Dilinasi one in only Simon heart, nanani

salud, which we call things or manabagai.

No, no, but they're in the moral.

Does stubborn in aggressive usurpers fight among themselves

like away in a sila and things and creator of creation and away

in a place at the heart. OK, Monaco whole point God's

gift now take the place of God and this is the tragedy that we

are in Moni and Dakota Tridia, my son.

Now the passage no second Timothy chapter 3 verses one to

2 Timothy 3 · chapter mention

five Anasi Paul K Timothy young disciple.

But understand this Yang you warning anset Timothy that in

the last days there will come times of difficulty.

He said Nagato saying you know we are living in the last days,

we are living certain times. OK, Jose una Nagisulti for

people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud,

arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, Nagasopak doce

la selamana Mama, Papa, ungrateful and holy, heartless

and a peaceable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal,

not loving, good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit,

lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having the

appearance of godliness, but denying its power.

Avoid such people. Who's again about the apostle

Paul dreaming like son again No cunning book of Timothy.

First of second chapter Yang encourage Timothy then 3rd

chapter which is connected on topic Aron Yangi warning hands

Timothy Yeah understand this. My only young Manataos a last

days. My only ankina iyasa manatao ko

ikona poyos a last days Jose I wanna gesolte for people will be

lovers of self. He gives us 19 traits 19 so

although 19 cunning lovers of self long because to love the

self is the first manifestation of pride.

OK, the sin that made the devil fall to devil, Satan, pride.

OK, once it's sin that made Adam and Eve fall, pride, the sin of

pride or not disobeys Allah. OK, a blasphemy unto God, His

nature, His character, His glory.

That's to possess all the traits Paul just mentioned.

So when you are a lover of self, lovers of money, proud,

arrogant, abusive. When you love yourself, you love

money. When you love yourself, you are

proud. When you love yourself, you are

arrogant. OK.

When you love yourself, you are abusive, you are disobedient to

your parents. When you love yourself, you are

ungrateful, you are unholy. But basa nakonic son Murad Murad

cochellio gay gay to socks on cassing cassing zakita basahun

kada isaka trait or isaka description of the apostle Paul

Parasama town. I'm gonna put you as a last

days, OK? The worst is money and worst

case my son, it is not seen or delicia Makita or delicia Gina

Trato. As to what it really is OK for

nowadays. We embrace the self.

We embrace the self, my son. I love myself, I love everything

about me, I love my eyes, I love all these things that I have.

We prioritize the self, Lord, Lord, we apprehend self more

than we do God. This self life Kanaka mentions

in your Ex on Ganina, Pennsylvania, is hidden in the

darkest Chamber of our hearts except its own.

It is the very thing we are. It is the very thing we are.

OK, but let me expose it to light.

Let me just focus on this one trait, lovers of self, For when

you have this, you have everything.

When you surrender yourself, you surrender everything.

Like so on surrender, surrender, you lose everything.

But when you surrender, when you surrender yourself, you gain

Jesus Christ. Amen.

No, no. But this is the reality is that

we are living in a self-centered generation.

We are in a generation of easily offended people.

You want to know why? Because we are so full of

ourselves, that's why. Because it is easy to get

offended when you are full of yourselves.

OK, familiar when it's a new on my zone, so not, Nakoma observed

Saimowa Lord announce A Nako Congo lingon.

It secures an Aqua con Sarelli Lord, a con carrier, a

conqueror, a conqueror playato mania gonna pan sin so mania

pattern of life governed by sin on samanya paminomo mabuhika

pakidati mukhpei musquila ka after Nimmo musquil after

college MU graduate ka after Nimmo graduate possible either

maminio ka or or Muktraba Osaka for example, maka balaika or

maka motor or maka family career quarta things to possess after

that OK. Kanosata musserb ke Lord ixon

antobagana karondayun Sabunagawa kanosata musserb sagueno ixon

antobagana karondayun with fear of God I believe and convince of

this convince. Keiko anixon Nana moyota SA

generation self-centered You probably will hate me or hate

me, but I will tell you the good news will be good news if bad

news is bad. Amen.

So we are so bound with time, bound kettles of time.

So we live. We have a very short time in

life. So you are in for eternity, for

you are serving an eternal God. Ayogi bound 70 to 80 years in a

life pattern of life for years and years and years. 70 years

compared to eternity its own. Can we divide them on 70?

Divide eternity 0 OK we are to live forever either in heaven or

hell. Decision to make its own.

You either go on loving yourself, following your own

will and path and go straight to hell or surrender right now.

Give your heart to the Lord Jesus Christ, believing in His

life, in His death, in His resurrection, in His ascension

and His return and supernaturally experience my own

life eternal, and all the good and great things God has for His

people. God has good and great things

for you and me like Son and good great things that God has for

each and every single one of us here.

Life eternal. Ultimately Jesus being our

everything. Do you want Jesus to be your

everything? Do you want Jesus to be your All

in all in All in all? Amen.

For people will be lovers of self births too.

The tragedy is that my soul, we so love the self, it becomes the

greatest idol of our hearts. What is an idol like son?

An idol is anything we value more than God, anything or

anyone. I don't like son.

And the idol of the heart is as offensive to God as the idol

that's carved. OK, but the idol of the heart

Samalanaka offensive saginoa so idol Makita anato OK, say first

commandment the Lord you shall have no other gods before me.

OK, No my argument my son is the self become became man's

greatest idol of his heart and he does not know it for it is

almost hidden again except it is the very thing we are nowadays.

We are swallowed up by idols, idol, cell phone idol imang.

We have imang, imang, Asawa Urbana.

It's so easy to have idol nowadays in our hearts, high in

our hearts. They take the place of God

because of sin. Like son great opensna to a holy

God. But if we surrender ourselves

into the Lord, we surrender everything unto the Lord.

Nypaglow my son. Second point that's the tragedy

is that we so love the self we cling to it more than clinging

to God and trusting him with all our lives.

We so embrace the self that we try to so hard to understand it.

Knowing self more than knowing God.

Now Diliko against a psychology. No, I believe psychology is part

of science that ultimately points to God and we need it.

We need counselling, we need, we need.

But the common point is that is Jesus Christ the ruler of your

heart, say Lord? So second question is, are you

born again of the Spirit of God? 3rd question Exxon is do you

love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul and mind?

Do you follow and obey God? OK monong poitna?

Because of this love of self, we cling to our self more than we

trust or we cling to God. Third last question of course,

is the Holy Spirit living in your Exxon.

If you truly know God, you are naturally inclined to do these

things. But because we are swallowed up

by self, we prioritize the self. Then all these good and great

things God has for us. Heart problem.

Nisha Malik's own Third Point is that silang habitat as a good

news again, good news will be good news if bad news is bad.

If bad news is worse, good news will taste sweet.

Sima Malik's own good news will be Lamisa de Lunga, lamisa

Kasinka Singh. Third is that the tragedy is

that we so love the self, it becomes the central point of our

interest. Rather than God being the ruler

and owner of our heart. This is a heart problem.

Like son, the focal point of man's interest is now himself.

Self life, self love, self admiration, self-confidence,

self acceptance, self assertion, self self importance.

Mona, tragedy, generation, all this self life and its

manifestations, when Jesus clearly, clearly said to those

who would dare follow him, Deny yourself, carry your own cross

daily and follow your Master. Follow the Lord in your Master's

footsteps. Money on word and you know for

whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his

life for my sake will save it or gain it.

For what does it profit a man if against the whole world and

loses or forfeits himself. But you lose yourself or you

lose your soul. You lose your own soul.

OK now the point of the matter is habit, not as a good news.

We are still in verse 2. Our generation does not know

God. We don't truly understand, hold,

and grasp upon the truth of the Word of God.

That's why our generation does not fear God.

We don't know God's value. We would be so ashamed, the

kokai of my own, if on the judgment day when we face God,

we knew we live our lives valuing ourselves more than

valuing God. It will be heartbreaking.

My own. You have a short life.

You have short time, very short time.

Serve the Lord my own. This is the tragedy of self life

selfish living. Notice we always talk about the

value of man Morgan atom Permigan history.

I don't say values a Tao. You are valuable.

My truth in some extent to that my zone, but the ultimate thing

is that God's value and word is worth more than 10,000 lives you

could ever live. Jesus is worthy of all.

Amen. Now, is there a way out of this?

This endless cycle for thousands of years?

Like so more than bad news. This has been the cycle for

thousands of years. This, this is the cycle we are

in right now as confirmed here and now.

We all have broken the very first commandment of God.

Are you guilty, guilty, guilty? The law confirms it.

Now you see, now we see ourselves guilty before God, who

is a jealous God who desires that He must be your all, that

every Chamber of your heart. He must rule that he must own

you, and He must rule your heart.

Now we see this greatest problem.

Is there a way out of this, you might ask me?

Well, my son, here it is. I know one man who claimed he is

the Way, the Truth and the life. Nakuena Ilhan is like a man is

Altisha Shangdalan, and that man is no other than our Lord and

Savior Jesus Christ. That man is no other than the

Son of the living God, the living King of kings and the

Lord of Lords, the Alpine Omega, the beginning and the end, the

word whom all things was made through him, for him, by him,

because of him. The Bible says in John chapter

one verse 14, Oh the word became flesh and word Nahum Tawu Nanaki

Salamuha Sato Exon, he became flesh and dwelt among us.

He is the exact imprint, the radiance of the glory of God.

In other words, Jesus its own. You are looking to God in the

flesh again Baliko Nako. The only way out of this is the

man who claimed I am the way, the truth and the life.

No one comes to the Father except Jesus basically tells us

he is everything we ever need in this life on and on the other

side of eternity. Says I want to take so on the

way on someone way external truth, internal life on someone

and life eternal. In other words, its own

everything is found in Jesus Christ.

Jesus is the answer to our greatest tragedy.

See Jesus like an answer. And in problema Karun convince

Kekuani's own convince Kekuani that no one is saved except

through Jesus Christ, while maluas canato Dre except in

agricate Jesus Christ. Amen.

No one is made free except through Jesus Christ.

Well, let in all Nakagawa son, accept on Jesus Christ's land.

No one is forgiven, reconciled, redeemed, restored from a life

of total darkness to eternal life, except through Jesus

Christ. What does this mean?

Like so let's say what's a botani?

Can a hang la Jesus its own You and I need Jesus.

Justin Bieber. Justin Bieber, if you like the

way you look that much, maybe you should go and love yourself.

OK, OK, OK Justin Bieber, if you think that I'm still holding on,

you should go and love yourself. Singing with me a stone.

Gravical Alumsa river with me a stone the greatest love of all

with new stone the the greatest love of all is easy

to achieve with new stone. Learning to love yourself is the

greatest love of all. Justin Bieber the greatest love

of all is to love yourself. The greatest love of all

according to the world is loving yourself.

But greater love has no one than this one, like so that someone

laid down his life for his friends.

Greater love has no one than this, than someone laid down his

life for his friend. The world says in so on.

Love yourself. The greatest love of all is

still the love of God in Jesus Christ demonstrated on the cross

for you and me like so on. I am convinced of this. 2000

years ago, Jesus Christ died on the cross.

He shed his holy precious blood to save us from ourselves, from

our sins, from hell, from all these things.

There is no love, There is no greater love than this.

OK? It is still the love of God in

Jesus Christ demonstrated on the cross.

This right here, my egg son, is the greatest love of all.

This right here is the only love that matters.

It matters more than our self life.

When I think cross this is the greatest evidence of love unlab

saguino Ixon pure unlab saguino perfect.

Well, I see man ixon unlab saguino, holy unlab saguino

because it has no beginning and love saguino beginning.

God is love, the love that nothing shall separate us from

the love of God in Jesus Christ. For you and me we need to

understand the Jesus Christ an opposite circuit Collins the

horror, the glory and the beauty of the cross of Jesus Christ.

Monish on good news my like son Mamina Tamanian good news.

If God is righteous and just and demands justice for our

rebellion and disobedience against him.

Comataro mangino judgment say Lord deliverance A corruptness

judge Sakali Bhutan apono anta corrupt na judge the gun K

corrupt na judge Malayan judgment judgments, you know

perfect Amen judgments. The answer is found in the

person of Jesus Christ, Sapaka Mataram Saginoic's own.

He condemns our evil. In his love God became a man

John 316 For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,

that whoever believes shall not perish, but have everlasting

life. This is how God demonstrated

this love man like's own. He went all the way to the

cross. All the way to the cross.

Nahubu beaten slash gimak Pasha gilo Anpa 2000 years ago Kunak

bit bit of cross and Tao XO and there's no turning back.

Comatayo Nimoto bangon. He went all the way to the cross

and on that cross my exone Tanawar in you, on that cross he

represented you and me. He represent Casaguinos, a

crossing zone. All our sins tanana tonsala

including self life, including self life tanana tonsala yangi

pacos across. He became sin offering.

Or punishment. The wrath of God was poured on

Jesus Christ. Punishment.

OK, he shed his blood. He died on the cross for you and

me. The Bible says Exxon.

Without shedding of the blood there is no forgiveness of sin.

Command time has a Old Testament.

Siggi selaga opr. Siggi selagata of animals para

Oprah sagino pasilo ilahan Salah.

Now once and for all, this man, the way the truth and the life

Jesus Christ went all the way to the cross was nailed.

He shed his blood and gotten blood.

Exon maotong payment, the ultimate payment of our sins,

that whosoever believes in the Lord shall not perish, but have

everlasting life. Before he died, before Nemati

Jesus on the cross, He said it is finished, fully paid, moral

iPhone fully paid now. Because of that, we can now be

redeemed and reconciled to God within automata.

Balik Sagino, its own Pinaki Sapatu, Jesus Christ.

He rose again from the dead. On the third day, he rose again

from the dead. Amen boy and atom Diaz like son.

We are not serving a dead God, we are serving a living God.

Amen Ascended to heaven and is coming back.

Kinsai motto. Jesus Christ is coming back.

Ready because of barbaric niloric son Kundela ka Reddy

gusuna coma Reddy karon. Amen pneumonia.

Good news. God can forgive Kaya pasalon

saguino every sin, including self life you have ever

committed your whole life. The moment I come, the moment I

come, repent. The moment I come, surrender.

Mona whole points our message on surrender.

There's no better thing than to surrender our lives unto the

Lord and cry out for His mercy. One thing about the character of

God Xon He is merciful, He is gracious, He is faithful, He is

loving, He is a good God. And that God who offered

salvation for everyone. Jesus Christ died for all men,

My son, every sin ever committed by every man in the world.

Penancela commits a town like son.

Dili ka compara sakalo E saguino sagracia saguino saguino.

Yes, you might say. But I want to tell you it's own

the love of God is immeasurable dilemma measure its own dilemma

imagine dilemma comprehend illustration, picture.

That is the love of God. Now, my son, I want to tell you

language, Saguo Saguino, the love of God is for you and for

me, my son, to the point of death, even death on a cross.

I want to tell you, son, God knows you by name.

God knows the count of the hairs of your head.

What if bomolia? What if butaya?

I want to tell you, my son, Jesus Christ.

Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ, God knows and

loves you even before the foundation of the world, God's

creation. God knows you will be full of

self. Yes, let's say that's the truth.

God knows it. He knows everything about your

heart. But still, He did what He did on

the cross because of His great love for you and for me.

Heres the Lord Nakita Niyatanan, still he went all the way to the

cross. My son, the whole the whole

message that Jesus died for you and for me, and he wants you to

surrender everything to him. Good soon is Jesus and I

surrender. Nimoy, Montan Sayakaran.

Illustration In an illustration, this is the reality, this is the

love of God, the cross, the cross and so on.

Surrender NATO greatest idols at on heart of the true majesty of

God who is worthy of our lives If then we want to truly follow

Jesus Christ. He said to all.

If anyone would come after me and I said Jesus.

You might ask me on some matter of him, on Karan.

I will answer you with a question, Tubaguntika with a

questioning soon. Will you worship?

Will you bow down before your Lord and King?

Will you love him? Will you give him your heart,

your everything? MO surrender baka saguino karon

willing, Bakai paquita willing, baka MO surrender saguino exo

and gundilika willing. I challenge you surrender today

if you hear his voice. Let us all together surrender

the self life unto the Lord. What is the great promise of

this My son Jesus Christ will never cast out dil italiqua in

Jesus Antonag mudol saya embrace Kania ex own testimony at the

racial God is with us more than God is with us.

God is with you. God is with you wherever you go.

More than good news, the day of salvation is here.

If you draw near to God, embrace Casaguino Exon, you have a true

heart. This true saving faith salvation

is still available right now. The moment you surrender, the

moment you repent and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, salvation

is available for you its own. The Bible says if you confess

with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe with all your

heart that God raised him from the dead, then you will be

saved.