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OBEY - That All May Know | Elder Dr Jill Ling

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from ax Church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day. God.

  3. It was a safe trip throughout. No dramas, No major

  4. dramas happened. Okay, for those of you who knew last

  5. year when I went to Lahadatu form missions trip, there

  6. was a major drama that happened with my plane. I

  7. had an emergency landing. So pray it's got no major

  8. dramas this round. It was a safe trip. It was

  9. also a very full and full trip. It was very cold,

  10. actually it was very cold. So there I stayed with

  11. You can show the first picture. So I stayed with

  12. pastor Joe, Delia and Sophie. Yeah, this is the morning

  13. after the night before, Okay, the next morning after I

  14. travel So I look super tired because it wasn't eight

  15. our flight Okay, friends ate our flight and yeah the

  16. moment I hit there, it was less than ten degrees

  17. very cold.

  18. So this was over breakfast Okay. Yeah.

  19. I was staying with Pasta Joel, who is the lead

  20. pastor of Ex Melbourne. He's actually very good friends with

  21. Passa Jack. Yeah, they write songs together. Passa Joel and

  22. I go back a long way. We were from the

  23. same home church in JB. His mom was my school teacher,

  24. so yeah, childhood friend literally and then you know, good

  25. friends with my husband as well. So Passa Joel, the

  26. lead pastor of Melbourne X Melbourne and his wife Dylan

  27. and daughter Sophie. They hosted me for the time that

  28. I was there. This is a part of their home,

  29. so it's really good. Like I said, it was super cold, okay.

  30. There was one day where the highest was just ten

  31. degrees and the coldest was like four or five degrees.

  32. So cold, okay, and it's supposed to be spring. Yeah,

  33. my words.

  34. So cold, so cold that when I wanted to go

  35. to the toilet to do a number two, the moment

  36. I sat down on the toilet seat, it's not a

  37. heated seat, it's a cold seat, the number two didn't

  38. want to come out, so I had to hold it

  39. in until I went to the hotel which had a

  40. heat seat.

  41. Ah.

  42. Then when I sat down, then only the number two

  43. can come. It's real, okay, it's like so cold that

  44. we're supposed to come out, doesn't even want to come out.

  45. So cold, so cold, okay, so cold. I came back

  46. my lips were cracked at the site here. I was painful,

  47. so I couldn't really talk and smiled properly. It was

  48. that cold, but praise God, you know, the warmth of

  49. ex Melbourne warmed me up.

  50. And you know, even in the midst.

  51. Of the cold spring I show you in the next picture,

  52. take a moment to say this. So I was I

  53. had a privilege one day to just have half a

  54. day to have some time to myself. So I took

  55. a hike from passer Joel's house because he stays East Melbourne.

  56. So Melbourne, there actually mountains over the east side. It's

  57. called the Dande Noong Mountains. Yeah, and so because Pastor

  58. Joel's house is very close to the mountains. So I

  59. one morning, I actually say, hey, I just want to

  60. walk around your neighborhood. And lo and behold, I found

  61. myself hiking halfway towards the mountains on my own. Yeah,

  62. but they gave me some directions and I along the hike, right,

  63. I just kept taking pictures of the different Australian flowers

  64. along the roadside that I could see. So these are

  65. this is not a postcard, Okay, this is my own pictures.

  66. As I was hiking. I take picture, take picture, take picture. Yeah,

  67. And I just want to show you what even in

  68. the midst of a cold, cold spring ride, God has beauty.

  69. Amen.

  70. So you may be feeling like you're going through a

  71. very cold season in your life right now, but even

  72. in the midst of that coldness, God has beauty for you.

  73. Amen. Amen.

  74. And so these are Australian flowers. Actually you don't really

  75. see this of flowers in Malaysia. They are native to Australia,

  76. Australian wildflowers. I had more double triple the amount, but

  77. I selected the best and I put it into a

  78. college like Okay, so Praisecot for his works wonderful, you know,

  79. and his beauty amidst the core. Now.

  80. Then next then the next day we.

  81. Actually had Bloom, which is our ex women's conference in

  82. ex Melbourne, and that was the main reason why I

  83. was sent there. So at first they invited Passsandra, but

  84. she couldn't go. So then she turned to me, Jill,

  85. can you go on my behalf? So that's how the

  86. trip ended up. Yeah, And so I say, okay, Pasta,

  87. whatever you say, I will do.

  88. Yeah.

  89. And so I went in fear and trembling because very

  90. big fel shoes to feel you know. Yeah, they were

  91. expecting Passsandra and then Sally Jill. Yeah, but oh God,

  92. got showed up.

  93. Got showed up. This is Ilona.

  94. She actually used to be part of XKL then she

  95. migrated to Melbourne. She's also one of our harder one

  96. leaders and we've known each other for a long time,

  97. good friends, and she was coordinating Bloom in Melbourne. So

  98. this is Elo, this is the welcome table, my privilege

  99. to be with them this round. So right now EX Melbourne,

  100. the size of X Melbourne is about thirty plus partners, okay,

  101. so perhaps maybe yeah, one third of our cyber group

  102. right now, that's where EX Melbourne is at thirty plus partners, okay.

  103. And so the women that showed up for Bloom were yeah,

  104. they had about eighteen women in total, and not of

  105. eighteen women, five were not from ex Melbourne. And now

  106. of the five that were actually some pre believers, some

  107. Christians who were unchurched. Yeah, and so then it self

  108. encourage my heart for me. Honestly, I told God, God,

  109. I do want to go cheer us to minister to

  110. our own people. I mean, that's great, but I really

  111. want a minister to new people. So God is so

  112. good five out of eighteen that that's great, right yeah?

  113. And so I got to share with them, and I

  114. told them, you know, I did not come all the

  115. way as eight hours flight, six thousand kilometers, leaving.

  116. My family for five days. Yeah.

  117. So I remember when I was telling my homes to pray, right,

  118. and Rudin was saying, oh Lord, we pray that passer

  119. Jack will survive no slash drive for the next five days. Amen,

  120. father to father right image. I think he understands. I grace,

  121. I live back out her backs and go for five days.

  122. Right ah.

  123. So yeah, so this is our home site right real?

  124. And okay, yeah, I feel with faith and laughter. So yeah,

  125. I did not leave my family just to come and

  126. entertain you. I told ex Melbourne that I didn't come

  127. to speak eloquently to you like a tech talk speaker.

  128. I say, you want all that, you go and hire

  129. someone like that. I came to bring you faith, I said.

  130. That's what I came to bring you, not entertainment, not eloquents.

  131. I came to bring an encounter with God.

  132. So that was what God told me, you are going

  133. to bring faith and for those of you who hurt

  134. past the Kennev in nineteen ninety five, God gave him

  135. a vision. He was caught up with it for two

  136. to three hours on his knees, and the vision was

  137. the map of Malaysia. Starting from where he was, which

  138. is the Klang Valley, a flame appeared, and slowly around

  139. the map of Malaysia, where's at East Malaysia, different flames appeared,

  140. and slowly the whole of Malaysia was caught up in

  141. the flame. And then slowly God brought his view out

  142. to the world and God showed him that from Malaysia

  143. will come revival for the nations, and that flame started

  144. to travel across the world like fireballs. Gamers, you can

  145. imagine that right, And then soon the whole world was

  146. also littered up in flames. And you know that we

  147. can was a glimpse, just a glimpse of what it

  148. could be. Because not only was I sent to ex

  149. Melbourne to bring faith to them, but that same weekend,

  150. Elder Pingho and Elder Rose was sent to ex Karawachi

  151. to minister at their family camp. That same weekend, Elder

  152. Kenya and Elder Shirley were in Singapore to minister to

  153. exk Singapore. So it started with the Eldership being sent

  154. out different parts of the world for that we can

  155. to bring, not entertainment, not eloquence or wisdom or man,

  156. but the fire, the faith of God. And would you

  157. ex church, you know, want to be a part of

  158. this fire for our nation and the nations. So that's

  159. our call, that's our destiny, all right and one day

  160. may God use you to bring his fire back to

  161. your nation because we are a global church here.

  162. Amen. Amen.

  163. And then yeah, so so shared with them on faith.

  164. You know in Melbourne, right, they don't do the front

  165. stage ministry time in between worship. You know, just now

  166. we had our leaders and press support team in front

  167. praying for different ones we need.

  168. In Melbourne, they don't do that. It's not the culture.

  169. Yeah, even at the end of a message for a

  170. speaker to lay hands on the congregation also, it's not

  171. a common practice. But that day when I was speaking

  172. for Bloom, God say I want you to pray for

  173. every woman here, and God said, I want you to

  174. go to them, and that's what I did. So the

  175. whole schedule went out of the window. But it's okay,

  176. it's God's conference, right not ours, and so had the

  177. privilege to represent God to lay hands most of the

  178. women there, and they caught a word from the Lord.

  179. They were in tears. They had an encounter with the Lord.

  180. And some of the leaders were saying, hmm, we haven't

  181. done this in a long time. I think it's time

  182. to bring this back.

  183. Yeah. So ex Cybergaya, you are so privileged.

  184. Okay, every Sunday, our leaders and prayer support team right

  185. here ready to pray for you. Do you know that

  186. there are some people who don't have that privilege, okay, So,

  187. so just just receive it. Yeah amen, okay, So, and

  188. then Sunday Sunday worship. This is Sunday. So this is

  189. how the hall looks like. It's in a hotel called

  190. Pegasus Hotel in Melbourne, CBD. And uh yeah, so that

  191. were those are the teams serving. And so I spoke

  192. to them on Sunday as well. And as I was

  193. speaking to them, right towards the end of my message,

  194. I started to see flashes of light in my eyes

  195. and I couldn't read my Bible clearly. And for me,

  196. once in a while, I get migraine. And I knew

  197. that it was a sign that a migraine was coming on.

  198. And when a migraine hits me right, it hits me

  199. bad for that day or the next few days. I say, God,

  200. I cannot afford the migraine right now. I need to

  201. finish your word. I didn't come all the way to

  202. have unfinished business. Say Lord, please help me. And I

  203. told the church Church, right now, I'm actually having flashes

  204. of light. Would you just pray and believe along with

  205. me that it will leave me right now and I'll

  206. finish what God has to say to you. And and

  207. and within minutes the flashes of light left, and I

  208. know migrain came and I was able to finish God's word.

  209. And uh yeah, that itself was a testimony. So praise God.

  210. Praise God. When God's senses on a mission, we continue

  211. to trust him and it will help us to finish

  212. the task.

  213. It meant all glory to God.

  214. Uh And so yeah, so today, so I would just

  215. wanted to update you on ex Melbourne. Uh and thank

  216. you so much for praying for our family there all

  217. right now I'm going to go on into the word

  218. and uh yeah, let's let's see how the lot brings

  219. this Okay. So today I'm going to talk continue to

  220. talk about the theme for this year, which is that

  221. all that all that all may know. Okay, and for

  222. this season. Uh, we as speakers, we are led to

  223. actually speak around the topic of obedience for last month

  224. this month okay, that all may know and particularly through

  225. our obedience. So today, the message that I have for

  226. us is obey that all may know. I've preached this

  227. in the first half of this year, and I'm going

  228. to continue preaching this the second half of this year.

  229. Same title. I had a message to the same title

  230. a couple of months back. By it's okay, because that

  231. means we haven't fully gotten it yet and God wants

  232. to continue to speak to us.

  233. Okay, all right, let's go.

  234. So today I'm going to be speaking from one of

  235. the Bible heroes. He's also well, there's a hero also

  236. among us named after him, and he's none other than Noah.

  237. So yeah, he's a Bible hero. And Noah or Tinda

  238. is also our physical hero here. Yeah, the man who

  239. serves behind the scenes but makes everything happen.

  240. Yeah.

  241. Okay, So I'm gonna be preaching from the life of Noah,

  242. and it's going to be from the Book of Genesis,

  243. the first five chapter, first five to ten chapters. Okay,

  244. so everyone, can you get your bibles out because I'm

  245. not putting the scripture on the slices today. So I

  246. want you to take your bibles out. We want to

  247. maximize the word of God. If you don't have a Bible,

  248. use your e bible, share with your neighbor. But I

  249. encourage all of us here to own a physical Bible.

  250. I'm gonna say this is clear and bold. If we

  251. can invest in so many physical things, why can't we

  252. invest in a physical Bible?

  253. Amen? Amen? Okay, let's go all right.

  254. So I'm going to be sharing four thoughts on obedience

  255. from the life of Noah. I put the thoughts on

  256. the screen, Okay. Other than that, just listen to me,

  257. take notes if you need to.

  258. Okay.

  259. So we are going to read from Genesis chapter five,

  260. verse twenty eight and twenty nine. Yeah, so let's turn

  261. to our bibles. And if you really really need, only

  262. look at the screen. Okay, I am going to turn

  263. to my Bible too. Genesis chapter five, verse twenty eight

  264. to twenty nine.

  265. Okay, here we go.

  266. When Lamac had lived one hundred and eighty two years,

  267. he fathered a son verse twenty nine, and called his

  268. name Noah, saying out of the ground that the Lord

  269. has cursed this one shall bring us relief from the

  270. work of our hands and from the painful toil of

  271. our hands.

  272. So this verse itself tells us.

  273. The meaning of the name of Noah. Well, half the meaning, Okay,

  274. half the meaning. You see why I say half the meaning.

  275. Is Lamac, who is Noah's father, named Noah with the

  276. hope that God will deliver mankind from the hard work

  277. that they had to do and the pain that they

  278. had to suffer. But if we do a study of

  279. the root word of Noah in Hebrew, God had a

  280. different meaning for Noah, and it's a greater purpose. So

  281. Noah in Hebrew means to rest, to rest, to rest,

  282. and it's very different from his earthly father's intention. So

  283. his earthly father is wishing that, Oh, with the birth

  284. of Noah, we will stop having suffering. But Noah's heavenly

  285. father named him because the destiny that his heavenly father

  286. had for no Over was not to be excluded from suffering.

  287. There will still be suffering, but there will be rest

  288. in the midst of the suffering. How many of you

  289. you want rest in the midst of your suffering? Say

  290. an amen. See, man is always looking to escape suffering.

  291. Me too, Okay, I don't like suffering. I don't like discomfort.

  292. I don't like things going.

  293. Out of control. It makes me anxious, it makes me angry, angst.

  294. And see yeah, as she was saying that is so cute,

  295. she like and Johann were just talking by the hospital

  296. based like yeah, collinge ather NCNC.

  297. Anyway, it's okay. I also I.

  298. Also joined the party and see also I also can

  299. be can be.

  300. Yeah.

  301. But God planned for us is not to escape suffering. Okay, friends,

  302. God's plan for us is to rest in the midst

  303. of the I say, rest in the midst after suffering.

  304. So let's let's gain this perspective. Doesn't mean that we

  305. become Christians means our life straight away is zero suffering.

  306. That's not the right mindset to have. In fact, we

  307. will continue to have suffering and maybe more because our

  308. Lord Jesus himself suffered. But we can go through it

  309. because God says I will give you rest in the

  310. midst of your suffering. Okay, And perhaps I mean today

  311. I might focus on the word rest a bit more

  312. as the Lord leads. I'm not sure why my iPad

  313. battery is running out very fast, but not mine. Let

  314. me just swap with my phone right now. Okay, just

  315. give me a moment. Breathe in and out, breathing.

  316. The Holy Spirit. Now, okay, all right.

  317. Yes rest. You know, Noah itself was the ninth generation

  318. after Adam. So from Adam, the first human beings, you

  319. count nine generations down, it's Noah. And the number nine

  320. is significant because the number nine speaks of the Holy Spirit.

  321. And so I believe one of the things that God

  322. is telling us today is that if we want to

  323. find rest in the midst of our sufferings, we cannot

  324. rely on our own strength. We've got to rely on

  325. the Holy Spirit. Noah rest, nine generation, Holy Spirit. Do

  326. you see that correlation? You want rest in the midst

  327. of whatever storms that you're going through, don't lean on

  328. your own strength, lean on the Holy Spirit.

  329. Okay. Now, I just want to share a story about

  330. a month ago.

  331. My family and I had the privilege and blessing of

  332. making a short family trip to Krabi in Thailand for

  333. the school holidays. It was really God's blessing. Yeah, not

  334. our own doing, really really God's blessing. And honestly, I

  335. had been so busy leading up to our family trip

  336. to Krabi that I had no time to plan for

  337. any itinerary. I don't know how many of you here.

  338. When you travel, the further you go, you've got to

  339. plan a greater and greater itinerary because you want to

  340. maximize your time, you want to maximize your money. Right,

  341. cannot go there empty handed, so I normally will plan

  342. the itinerary, but this round, that was how busy I was.

  343. I had no time, no capacity, no energy to plan

  344. any itinerary. I know Riza and also Riza and Nina

  345. shared some of their tips with me because they also

  346. went previously with their families, but I really could not

  347. plan anything for the trip. Okay, So next picture, So

  348. this was us Monday morning at kl I A two.

  349. Our flight was seven am, so we had to be

  350. there by five am morning. Face you see, like, yeah,

  351. still doing the feace sign, okay, Ken Christ yes, Lord

  352. Shallom okay yeah. So honestly, at this point, we had

  353. zero plans about what's going to happen in the next

  354. five days.

  355. So by faith, we just flew to Krabbi.

  356. And honestly, in the flight, I just saw, like breathe

  357. a prayer of sighing. Say, oh, Lord, it's just been

  358. so busy. Lord, I haven't had time to plan for

  359. this trip. Lord, can you just take over the trip?

  360. Three lines prayer of sighing so ununpleasant, right to the Lord.

  361. But God is God.

  362. He takes in all our prayers, even our sighing prayers.

  363. I was just honestly really tired. So uh yeah.

  364. And but you know, when we choose to surrender our

  365. plans to God's hands, that is when it becomes the

  366. best trip of your life.

  367. Okay.

  368. I don't know who I'm speaking to. Someone some here

  369. needs to learn to let go of being the master

  370. planner of your life and let God be the master

  371. planner of your life. By nature, I like to plan.

  372. I like to be in control. I don't like to

  373. be angsy. But God taught me a lesson this round.

  374. You can't okay, God, you be my master planner. Okay. Now,

  375. so we flew to We landed in Krabbi safely, thank God. Ah,

  376. And so we took a taxi from the airport to

  377. the hotel.

  378. And the amazing thing was from the airport to the hotel.

  379. Halfway, the drivers stopped us at his friends newly open

  380. tour agency. So yeah, a friend she just started her

  381. own business, so to support her business, he just stopped

  382. us by her tour agency. And then she started explaining, Oh,

  383. you know, while you're in Krabbi, you can do all

  384. these different things. Show us the brochure, tell us, Oh,

  385. you can even negotiate, tell us your tell us your

  386. best price. Ah my pin right, So what do you call? Yeah,

  387. tis are amazing men. I love the level of warmth

  388. and hospitality.

  389. Yeah. Yeah, anyway, so we took it.

  390. We say, okay, whatever you share with us, because we've

  391. got zero plans, we're gonna take it. But we negotiated

  392. the price, negotiated to a good agreement, then we took it.

  393. So that was God showing up for us. So I say,

  394. when we failed to plan, God will plan for us.

  395. And that's the better and best planned.

  396. Okay.

  397. Then so there was Monday Tuesday. Tuesday, we went island hopping.

  398. So Krabbi is a seaside town and their beautiful islands nearby.

  399. They are known for their limestone islands. So for those

  400. of you who are from Malaysia, you're familiar with EPO

  401. got a lot of limestone hills. And for me, I

  402. love looking at limestone hills. They're just very unique and

  403. majestic on its own. But in Malaysia the limestone hills

  404. are in the mainland. But in Krabbi, the special thing

  405. is the limestone hills are by the seaside or their

  406. stand alone islands. So we went island hopping and that

  407. morning when we woke up, this was the weather. What

  408. is the weather forecast? Lady and ladies and gentlemen.

  409. Rain? Okay?

  410. So I was like, hi, yea God, I thought you

  411. were bless us with good weather this morning. We are

  412. going to go island hopping. How come the weather is unexpected?

  413. It's like our lives, right, how come Lord, this situation

  414. is so unexpected. I thought I'm your child. I thought

  415. you would bless me. Why why this kind of weather?

  416. Why this kount's situation? I really commited my life to you.

  417. Why why why? But anyway, okay, thank God. We prayed,

  418. We prayed, we press on in prayer. This is taken

  419. at the jetty. So we had already been praying like

  420. one hour before, and we're at the jetty and instilled

  421. this kind of weather. So I'm like, God, how do

  422. we do this? How do we go island hopping in

  423. this kind of weather? But then we still went out

  424. by faith. So as we were boarding the boat, it

  425. was this kind of rainy weather, but you know, God

  426. is so good. As we were launching out to see,

  427. the skies started to clear up. The rain stopped and

  428. we managed to reach the first island or the first bay.

  429. Okay, next picture, so the rain had stopped.

  430. The clouds they are still there, cloudy, gray, but clearing up.

  431. So this was the first stop. Okay, no rain, Praise God.

  432. Peace all right, peace okay.

  433. Yeah.

  434. And then so we went to the first island, We

  435. went to the second island, we went to the third island,

  436. and the fourth stop was the fourth island. By the

  437. time we came to the fourth island, next picture, Ah.

  438. Nice or not?

  439. The sky's so blue, the clouds so wide, the water's

  440. so admerald, the sea, the sand so white and yellow.

  441. The view was gorgeous. Didn't even need pick people in

  442. the inside the picture. So I just took a picture.

  443. And then so we sat in one of those small

  444. boats that you can see off the sea, and they

  445. gave us, they gave us packed lunch. So the food

  446. was so good also, so I just wanted to take

  447. a picture of the food.

  448. So happened.

  449. I took a picture of the background, and I told myself,

  450. you know what, jail, after you finish lunch, we will

  451. take a family picture.

  452. So you know me, I like to take pictures. Yeah.

  453. My homies say, well, you got a lot of storage

  454. in your phone now. Yeah. Anyways, yeah, so I.

  455. Was so hungry that I first eat the food, no

  456. time to take family picture. And I regretted it because

  457. as just as we finish our food under the tree, right,

  458. the weather just changed one hundred eighty degrees.

  459. This was the weather. This was our tour guides. Yeah.

  460. Man, within just fifteen minutes, it's just the weather's turned

  461. one hundred eighty degrees and it became a storm. Actually

  462. so so bad that all of us ran into our boats.

  463. There were about ten boats that were docked by that

  464. final island, hundreds of people on the island. We all

  465. ran back to our boat and we just waited in

  466. our boat for thirty minutes to forty five minutes. We

  467. just sat there waiting, waiting, waiting for the storm to pass.

  468. But then I'm glad that somehow one of the boat captains.

  469. Now the boat captains, right, they're all actually fishermen, they're

  470. very experienced and navigating at sea. So one of the

  471. boat captains say, hey, how long are we going to

  472. wait here in this island? It was already like going

  473. to be three o'clock and in Thailand by six o'clock

  474. it is dark already, And then the island doesn't have

  475. proper water, electricity supply shelter, so there's no way that

  476. hundreds of us could stay the night at the island. No,

  477. we'll be lost, so cannot So I'm glad one of

  478. the boat captains said, you know what, how long can

  479. we keep waiting at this island. Why don't we just

  480. launch back to the coast by you know, just launch

  481. bagla and we do it together. So I'm glad that

  482. one of the boat captains had faith. Where his faith

  483. was in it's a different story, but at least he

  484. had faith. Okay, at least he had faith, and he

  485. says to all the other boat captains, let's let's launch

  486. out together. Yeah, And you know, sometimes we need to

  487. do that in our friends. We need to live by faith.

  488. How long are we going to wait at the island

  489. where it's actually not possible for us to survive?

  490. For long? Are you in an island today? Friends?

  491. Are you thinking you can survive at the island? Stop

  492. waiting there? Launchild in faith? Okay. I want to just

  493. turn us to Hebrews Chapter ten, verse thirty eight to

  494. thirty nine.

  495. And I honestly think.

  496. This will be the message for today. As the Lord

  497. is just panning this out. I'll do a part till

  498. next time. It's okay, but this is what the Lord

  499. wants to say. I just have to be obedient, Okay.

  500. He brows Chapter ten, verse thirty eight to thirty nine.

  501. And this is one scripture that God spoke to me

  502. as I joined the national forty day Fast and Prayer

  503. for our nation.

  504. God is so good, you know.

  505. I join in the NECF forty day Fast and prayer

  506. because I really just wanted to pray for Malaysia because

  507. I know our nation needs it. I wasn't expecting anything

  508. for myself. But true, during that time, God spoke powerfully

  509. to me, and this is one of the scripture that

  510. he spoke to me. So do not despise living your

  511. life to praying for others, because God will return.

  512. It to you. Amen.

  513. And so in Hebrews Chapter ten, verse thirty eight, he says,

  514. but my righteous one shall live by faith, and if

  515. he shrinks back, my soul has no pleasure in him

  516. verse thirty nine. But we are not of those who

  517. shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who have

  518. faith and preserve their souls. So the world teaches us, right, Oh,

  519. if it's very dangerous, shrink back, then you stay safe.

  520. But God teaches us, even though it's dangerous, you gotta

  521. launch out in faith, and then only you will truly

  522. be safe and you will live. God says, if you

  523. choose to shrink back at a dangerous time, you be destroyed.

  524. Can you see how different the ways of the world

  525. and the Lord is. The world says, dangerous, shrink back,

  526. and then you will live. But God says, no, no, no, dangerous.

  527. You still launch out in faith because I am with you,

  528. and you will live. God says, if it's dangerous and

  529. you shrink back, you will die. So choose you this

  530. day you want to live or you want to die.

  531. You want to live, you have to launch out in faith.

  532. You cannot keep staying at the island wish you will

  533. not survive. Okay, So let's take a lesson from that

  534. fisherman that say, hey, how long can we be waiting here?

  535. It's just like the story of the four leapers in

  536. the Book of Kings, right, how long can we wait here?

  537. Also we die, We go through the enemy's camp to

  538. plunder their food. Maybe we will live, maybe we will die,

  539. but at least there's a chance of living. So I'm

  540. glad for the fishermen that they got blessed that fishermen

  541. for railing the rest of the fishermen say, come, we

  542. cannot be waiting here forever, even though there's a storm

  543. at sea. Let's launch out, and let's do it together.

  544. And that's the power of church. We launch out together. Friends,

  545. you are not alone. As you launch out in faith,

  546. you are not alone.

  547. Amen. Okay.

  548. So coming back to that, so we launched out to sea.

  549. We show the next video it was a storm at sea? Okay,

  550. can we play one more time? Does this remind you

  551. of a familiar story in the Bible? What story is

  552. that Jesus sleeping where in the boat when in the storm?

  553. So I managed to Thank God, right, I wasn't sleeping

  554. and I caught this video. Then I can share this

  555. lesson with you, or somebody has to be the sacrificial lamb,

  556. usually the wife. Anyway, So we were in the middle

  557. of sea and it was a storm. Okay, there was

  558. water coming from the rain. There was water coming from

  559. the sea into the boat. I know because I sat

  560. right in front, so water was just pouring into my face.

  561. I was drinking salt water and rainwater because I was

  562. sitting at the edge. Because the rest of the people

  563. were all sitting inside. Yeah and yeah, water was coming

  564. into a boat. And the boat was really rocking from

  565. left to right. Honestly, if all of us went to

  566. one side, the boat would collapse, would kept size. So

  567. the captain told us you got to balance your weight.

  568. But the boat was rocking from side to side. It

  569. could have kept size all right. It was very scary.

  570. This journey was about forty five minutes. Forty five minutes

  571. get back to shore in the midst of the storm.

  572. I don't know how passer jet slept in the middle

  573. of the storm. Judo, so my tooth, Ezra and Anna also,

  574. I was the only one awake I was being eggsy

  575. at the time. Honestly, the whole time, I could not

  576. could not sleep, Okay, I was just praying and praying,

  577. and I was worshiping God.

  578. And I kid you not. The songs that I sang

  579. was with Christ in.

  580. The vessel week and small, let the storm, smile, let

  581. the storm.

  582. And then I also sang.

  583. Alrais a heart I'm gonna sing in the middle of

  584. the storm. I literally sang all the songs that had

  585. the word storm in it. I sang it over and

  586. over again. Praise my praise in the midst of the

  587. storm's right, pray in the midst of the storms. But I,

  588. deep down I had a confidence that God was with us.

  589. Deep down I knew that this was going to be

  590. a testimony and a lesson. That's why I quickly took

  591. out my phone and said, ha, I'm sure God, you're

  592. going to teach us something to this. So I begin

  593. to shoot the video and today I'm able to share it, Yeah,

  594. with us evidence. And after forty five minutes next video,

  595. we reached back to the shore.

  596. How was the weather like.

  597. The rain had stopped, the skies had cleared, the waters

  598. were still. We got off the boat and we went

  599. back to the hotel. But God brought us through safely

  600. through the storm.

  601. Amen.

  602. And that was important because the next day, can we

  603. go to the picture with the blue pool behind us

  604. right at the end.

  605. So I'm gonna just jump a bit. Okay.

  606. That was important for God to preserve us through Tuesday

  607. because Wednesday we went to the jungle instead, from the

  608. sea to the jungle, and we visited different natural watering

  609. holes in the jungle. So there was hot spring and

  610. then there was like an emerald pool and this is

  611. called the blue good behind us.

  612. Okay, can you.

  613. Do you know why it's called blue because it literally

  614. looks like there's blue chalk at the base of the

  615. pool and this is like on a highland deep in

  616. the jungles.

  617. We had to hike in.

  618. We finally reached it and apparently when we clap right

  619. then there will be ripples over that pool. So that's

  620. how amazing God's creation is. How can one say there's

  621. no God in this world when you look at his works?

  622. Right in Romans he says that. So anyway, on this

  623. day we set the twelve V and to go to

  624. this jungle and next picture. So I honestly, if you

  625. heard me say early on, I really felt very tired

  626. before the trip, just very busy season, and I say, God,

  627. I really don't feel like talking to anyone on this van.

  628. I just want to have my mee time. And then

  629. lo and behold. The next moment, a lady came to

  630. sit next to me. Yeah, and her name is called

  631. Nicole and she's seen in the picture. She's actually a

  632. German lady residing in Spain with her family. And I

  633. was like, okay, God, I'm just gonna not talk to anyone,

  634. just pretend to be asleep until we reached the destination.

  635. And God say, no, you speak to her. I was

  636. wrestling with God like Jacob. After wrestling got worn obviously,

  637. and I say, okay, God, I will speak to her.

  638. I would just introduce.

  639. Myself, say hi, and has some small thought and that's it.

  640. I'll come back to my knee zone.

  641. Lo and behore.

  642. We ended up chatting all the way to the jungle,

  643. which was like one hour plus drive, and then we

  644. went to the After coming back from the jungle to

  645. the hotel, we continue talking for another one and a

  646. half hours, so in total we talked for three hours.

  647. Everything under the sun, about family, about work, about we

  648. didn't well talked about my faith, but not her faith,

  649. so I didn't know what faith she had or if

  650. she had any. Then just minutes before arriving at the hotel,

  651. God says, Jill, I want you to pray for her,

  652. and I say, okay, Lord, how do I do this anyway?

  653. So I did it.

  654. I said, Nicole, you know, I really don't believe that

  655. our meeting is a coincidence. I'm from Malaysia from the east.

  656. You are from Spain, Germany, from the west. How is

  657. it that we meet in Thailand like this? And I said,

  658. you know, I believe that our meetup is really God ordained.

  659. And before we part our ways, God is asking me

  660. to pray for you. That I told her, I I walk,

  661. We've got daily his voice. So God is telling me

  662. right now that he wants me to pray for you.

  663. And I was ready for a rejection, but she said,

  664. please go ahead. And then I felt like to ask her,

  665. do you have any personal faith? And she said, actually,

  666. I grew up in a Protestant church back in Germany,

  667. but then when I went to study, when I started working,

  668. I had a family, you know, life just happened, and

  669. I stopped going to church, I stopped walking with God.

  670. And I said, you know, Nicole, I really think God

  671. is calling you back to his side. There's no way

  672. we could have met like that and be talking about God.

  673. It's really God all day and it's supernatural. And I

  674. was waiting for her to say something to me, and

  675. she said, I also think so, Jill, I do think

  676. that God is calling me back. So anyway, we prayed,

  677. and as I prayed, you know, God led me to

  678. pray for different needs in the life from our conversation,

  679. and as the Holy Spirit added on, I felt like

  680. to bless and ludge the territory.

  681. Of blessings over her.

  682. So I didn't just pray for what she needed, but

  683. I prayed what God wanted for her, which is a

  684. larger territory. And then at the end of the prayer,

  685. she opened her eyes and she was actually in tears,

  686. and she said, Jill, I can feel God very very

  687. strongly with us right now, and she showed me her

  688. the hair on her hand. It was standing said I

  689. I'm having goosebumps right now because I'm just feeling God

  690. so strong with us, and I haven't really felt him

  691. like that in a long while.

  692. I say, Nicole, that's God for you. That's God.

  693. God is here with us right now and he's calling

  694. you back to his side. And then after that she

  695. began to inquire more about Ex Germany and that week

  696. that was the week the Ex germaney was going to

  697. be launched. See God's perfect timing, and I connected her

  698. with Doris and yeah, and I'm still trying to also

  699. follow up with her now. But you know, God will

  700. preserve us through our storms. He will give us rest

  701. when we think it's impossible, and he will preserve us

  702. because someone is waiting to know Christ through our lives.

  703. We will not be crushed, we will not be destroyed

  704. by the storms of our lives because God knows there

  705. is someone waiting to know Him.

  706. Through our lives.

  707. So let's not give up when we go through stormy times.

  708. I mean, the last two weeks have been very stormy

  709. for me personally. After I came it from Melbourne that

  710. we Can was a full weekend of speaking for me,

  711. different engagements, and that Sunday I was sent to speak

  712. in x Quotakamuning and I spend the night before one

  713. and a half hours preparing my slides on canver. Next morning,

  714. when I went to x kotakimoning to share my slides

  715. with them. When I opened my Canva account, zero slides

  716. just disappeared.

  717. I don't know.

  718. Don't ask me how and why it just disappeared. I'm

  719. an avid Canva user. It's never happened to me in

  720. all my time of preaching and speaking. It's never happened

  721. to me first time in my life. My slides just disappeared,

  722. and Canva had evidence that I used. That template is

  723. recorded for those of you are Canva users, it will

  724. tell you, oh, you use this template recently. So when

  725. I opened my Canva account, it showed me evidence that

  726. I used that particular slide. It was a template on

  727. Noah's Ark. I was preaching the similar message anyway. I

  728. just went on my faith to preach the word of

  729. God in XKK and the XTV team helped me to

  730. put together a little something on the spot. So that

  731. was the start of the stormy period it Then the

  732. next day I got involved in a car accident. I've

  733. not shared it with any of you actually except my family.

  734. So I got involved in a car, a minor car accident.

  735. I was driving to actually bank in the mission's first

  736. priority pledge. So yeah, and then a car hit me

  737. from the side and he was in the wrong in essence,

  738. and he was this big, burly guy came down.

  739. He's very angry, blaming me. He hit me, and he

  740. blamed me.

  741. You can mine, and he tried to like bully me la,

  742. But I say, God, mind, we take this on together,

  743. you and me in my heart.

  744. So I was not afraid of him.

  745. I stared at him and he's like six foot tall,

  746. and I just stared at him in his eye, telling

  747. him I'm not afraid of you because God is with

  748. me in my heart.

  749. Luck. Yeah, and I kid you not.

  750. Another guy came along, also big and burly, and he

  751. stood up for me. He came and he said, I

  752. saw what happened from the start, and he told the guy,

  753. you are in the wrong.

  754. You shouldn't have gone a hit when you saw her

  755. car was there. So that stranger stood up for me,

  756. and I knew it was God's angel. Then after that,

  757. that bully just backed off and went away. Yeah, and

  758. that was day two. The next day, paster Jack fell sick.

  759. We couldn't make it for press service. That was the night.

  760. Next day, Wednesday, I can't remember what happened. The following day,

  761. Passa Jack got confirmed to have influence at a and

  762. then that same day Ezra came down with high fever.

  763. So morning I was busy writing about taking care of

  764. Passa Jack. And then afternoon I got a call from

  765. the school, sorry to inform you, but your son is

  766. also down with high fever. So I went to pick

  767. up all the kids. And then yeah, Friday, Saturday, Sunday,

  768. I was just taking care of Pussa Jack at Ezra

  769. at home, cooking for them and at the same time

  770. taking care of the household the kids. At the same time,

  771. I was trying to work from home, trying to do

  772. ministry from home. So it was a very full we

  773. can I remember Grades reaching out to me saying, hey, Jill,

  774. how are you. I said, oh, Grace, it's really been stretching,

  775. but you know, God is good to give me every

  776. portion that I need for every hour. Yeah, and then

  777. I heard that weekend also, you know, Litty and the

  778. girls became ill, so that was also not great news

  779. as well, right, and then we had to miss worship

  780. at homes. Yeah, so cey four was down by ten

  781. people because two families were in quarantine for influence at

  782. a So there was the weekend last weekend, and then

  783. this week Monday Tuesday was very busy for me because

  784. we had our final u so LINEZ is applying for

  785. a government grant of half a million ring gate to

  786. bring our programs to the school in terms of suicide prevention,

  787. and by God's mercy and grace and favor, we are

  788. at the final stage of pitching.

  789. So Tuesday was the pitching meeting and.

  790. That forty eight hours I was on overdrive mode preparing

  791. for the pitching meeting, and God came through so powerfully.

  792. There's a story for another day.

  793. But then because I was on overdrive mode, right, I

  794. suffered gas strict problems. So Tuesday night or I came

  795. down with like gas strict problems which I don't normally

  796. have as well. Then Wednesday, I think pass eject told me, oh,

  797. our kitchen sink suddenly.

  798. Got blocked.

  799. After he washed the last stup aware for the night

  800. going to rest. Suddenly, yeah, the water couldn't flow down,

  801. and he used the pump to actually try and pumper

  802. and a lot of black stuff came out of the sink.

  803. So then the next day we had to call the

  804. plumber to come and fix it. Then the following day

  805. that's when doctor Sheila caught me say, oh, Johann just

  806. had a bad fall. So the past two weeks, every

  807. day is either it's not been good news for me,

  808. for my family, for my homies. It's been stormy. But

  809. I really really sends God's goodness in the midst.

  810. Of the storm.

  811. Every time that I needed strength for the hour, God

  812. gave me the strength. I didn't know how I could

  813. pull true, but He just put me through. Every time

  814. I needed just that encouragement, that prayer, he would send

  815. someone to encourage to pray. When I didn't even expect.

  816. An angel in disguise, he would send angels in disguise.

  817. And that's God.

  818. And throughout all this, yes, it was difficult to make

  819. time to seek the Lord, but I'm glad that He

  820. enabled me to to still continue to seek Him even

  821. in my quiet time. Last Sunday, although we missed that

  822. worship at homes, we still worship God at Homes. We

  823. just praised Him like crazy. In the midst of the storm.

  824. We praised Him and He turned things around one by one. Amen,

  825. And I stand here. I don't know how the weather

  826. will be for the coming week or weeks, but what

  827. I can say is that in the midst of the storm,

  828. God is with us. In the midst of the storm,

  829. we can still give thanks and praise Him and pray

  830. and trust him. In the midst of the storm, he

  831. will give us rest. In the midst of the storm,

  832. he will give us strength encouragement. In the midst of

  833. the storm, he is with us, and he will bring

  834. us true safely to the other side. I really thank

  835. God for our trip to Krabi. I knew that it

  836. was not just an ordinary holiday trip. God was prophetically

  837. speaking to me through the storm at see Jill. The

  838. next few weeks may get stormy, but I'm with you, remember,

  839. and I'll bring you to the other side safely. And

  840. so I want to leave this work with us extremely

  841. and come up. So this is actually the first part

  842. of my message. I actually have a second part, but

  843. it's okay. This is what God wants me to share

  844. with you today, and I will do it because he knows.

  845. Maybe some of us here are going through a stormy

  846. time sometimes, and some of us feel like it's been

  847. storm after storm after storm like no break, no rest,

  848. But I just want to extend. I just want to

  849. prophesy God's rest upon you. Let's stand, Let's worship God,

  850. God will God. God's presence is with us. There's the

  851. first pee in the midst of the storm. The second piece,

  852. God's power is with us. The third piece because he

  853. has a purpose for us, and the fourth piece because

  854. another person needs to know him through our lives. So

  855. I leave with you four peace. God is just downloading

  856. it to me right now on the spot, in the

  857. midst of the storm. God's presence. Everybody say, presence is

  858. with us. And when God's presence is with us the

  859. second peece God's power is with us.

  860. Say power.

  861. And when God's power is with us is because he

  862. has a purpose for us.

  863. Everyone say purpose. And you know what is that purpose?

  864. Is that another person will come to know of Jesus

  865. through our lives, say person. Amen, And so I want

  866. to leave this with you, friends, speaking from one person

  867. who has been through a stormy period to another.

  868. God is with us in this boat. Amen.

  869. We hope you've been blessed by this message. For more

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  872. this week is going to be a good week ahead

  873. for you. God bless