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Where is our Confidence (Disciple First) | Ps Kenneth Chin

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from at church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day.

  3. Where there is clarity, there will be confidence. This is

  4. a statement that X Church was given by the Lord

  5. many many years ago. Where there is confidence, there will

  6. be courage. If you were a bandager, if you were

  7. a boss, if you were a leader, a pastor, and

  8. your people that you send out can't complete the past

  9. or don't know how to do the task, or don't

  10. do the task well, it should go back to the

  11. leader and the leader should ask himself was I clear?

  12. Because when you give clear instructions, when you give a

  13. clear vision, a clear mission, there will be confidence that

  14. will come from clarity. And when you have confidence, then

  15. you will with courage carry out the task. I realized

  16. that people don't have courage because they don't have confidence,

  17. and usually they don't have confidence because they don't have clarity. Tea,

  18. how many of you have decided that you would go

  19. to YouTube to look for instructions for something that you're

  20. not clear about. Many of us at RAND that to

  21. fix something, you know, UH, to set up something, we

  22. go to YouTube. And my wife recently, you know, she

  23. was changing our water filter and she thought she remembered

  24. how to do it, but because we only changed it

  25. once every six months, she forgot. And so she said, hey, Kenneth, come,

  26. you know, help me. I said, I I don't know

  27. how to do this. You know, I said, Remember we

  28. had roles and responsibilities in the house, you know. I

  29. pay for the house, you know, and you do the filter.

  30. She said, yes, I know, But you know, I thought,

  31. I thought, you know, just to ask you. Maybe you remember,

  32. I said, no, I'm not paying attention. I'm just drinking

  33. the water. And then so both of us went into

  34. YouTube because YouTube is very clear. They got video. What

  35. what are you looking for? You're looking for clear instructions

  36. that can go A B C one two three. And

  37. that's how we get confidence to operate something that's very expensive.

  38. We get confidence to know how much strength to pull

  39. or to push because the video said that's the way

  40. it's done. So more of us in this life needs

  41. clarity because if we don't have clarity, we will not

  42. have confidence. And without confidence, you will not be courageous

  43. enough to carry out what you need to do. So

  44. I hope you understand that that's why we could plant

  45. ex cyber Jaya that many years ago, maybe I think

  46. now seventeen years ago about that, right, seventeen years go,

  47. sixteen seventy years ago, ex Hiba Jaya. We had confidence

  48. and most of them were students, if not just graduated.

  49. Why because there was clarity. I know what to do,

  50. I know why I'm here in cyber Jaya. I know

  51. who I'm trying to reach. So we that clarity comes confidence, confidence, courage. Okay,

  52. So I hope I've nailed that pretty well, all right,

  53. and I hope you get that clear. So next, Slight says,

  54. confidence is powerful because you are able to do things

  55. that you didn't even know you could do. Confidence has

  56. allowed us to plan a church in the UK. When

  57. God first told me the plan a church in London,

  58. I was thinking to myself, are you sure? Because usually

  59. it's the other way around, right, And all these years,

  60. you know, the UK or the US or Australia, you know,

  61. you wait for people from there to come to do

  62. great things in Malaysia. But for Malaysias to go out

  63. and do great things, we go, oh no, no, let

  64. the Caucasians do it, Let the whites do it, you know,

  65. let those with bigger currency do it. And of course

  66. the ring. It is so weak compared to the pounds.

  67. That's why it's called pounds, because it's heavy, you know.

  68. But when God gives us confidence, there is almost nothing

  69. that's impossible for us. So you want to know about

  70. confidence a little bit more today, Let's look at the scripture.

  71. In the fear of the Lord, there is strong confidence,

  72. and his children will have a place of refuge. I

  73. like that. The fear of the Lord is important. When

  74. you fear God. The Bible says, not only confidence, you

  75. will have strong somebody is strong confidence, strong confidence, and

  76. his children will have a place of refuge. I like

  77. this promise because most of us are afraid that we

  78. will fail. But when there's strong confidence, you will have refuge.

  79. So he's a promise. When God gives you strong confidence,

  80. he also assures you as his children that you will

  81. always have a place of refuge. You will be therefore

  82. safe when you are given confidence from the Lord. Next scripture,

  83. being confident of this very thing, that He who has

  84. begun a good work in you will complete it until

  85. the day of Jesus Christ. Amen, God has begun a

  86. good work in all of us. Do you believe it?

  87. All of us? Everyone in this room. God has begun

  88. a good work, but he doesn't just begin. He will

  89. complete it. So we are all still work in progress.

  90. Ah by God will complete and we will be more

  91. and more like Jesus. Isn't that our goal to be

  92. more like him? So let's talk about the first confidence.

  93. I have two parts today, and I want to talk

  94. about the first one. First confidence is our Christianity. Sorry,

  95. I think there's a little bit of a typo there.

  96. All of Christianity, I should say, I should try to

  97. correct that. Now, all of Christianity, if you're taking notes,

  98. I'm thinking notes to now, all of Christianity is found

  99. in one name. It is not found in a denomination.

  100. He's not found just in a church or a church building.

  101. Is not found just in doctrine or in religious teachings,

  102. or in your dressing or in the in the cross

  103. you wear around your neck. It is not It's not

  104. found in your heritage. Oh my father is a pastor,

  105. Oh my grandfather was the bishop. He's not found there.

  106. God made it very simple that even children can not

  107. only understand, but follow, because it's not in a practice

  108. only or a principle only. It's in a person hallelujah,

  109. that Christianity is found in a person. You don't just

  110. follow a religion, you follow a person. And in him

  111. he's found all the authority and all the power and

  112. all the salvation that you and I need, all the healing,

  113. all the prosperity, all the joy, all the peace. He

  114. is the Prince of Peace. It's him a man. Now,

  115. let's very quickly read some scripture found in First Corinthians

  116. chapter two. I would like to say that this is

  117. one of my favorite scriptures. And I told my wife

  118. that if I go before her and she, you know,

  119. erects a tombstone, that she can put this scripture somewhere

  120. in the tombstone. Because the last ten years I've kept

  121. going back to this portion of scripture because I keep

  122. being reminded by the Holy Spirit that this is an

  123. important reminder for me as a servant of God, but

  124. also for all of you. Let's read it together, and I, brethren,

  125. this is Paul the Apostle writing, when I came to you,

  126. did not come with excellence of speech or of wisdom,

  127. declaring to you the testimony of God. For I determine

  128. I underline this whole sentence. I determine not to know

  129. anything among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. I

  130. was with you in weakness, in fear, and in much trembling.

  131. Can you imagine the apostle Paul being in weakness, in fear,

  132. and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching

  133. were not with persuade received words of human wisdom, but

  134. in demonstration of the spirit and of power, that your

  135. faith should not be, should not be in the wisdom

  136. of men, but in the power of God. Now, let's

  137. talk for a moment, as XTV just switches to the

  138. next slide. Let's talk about confidence in a very honest way,

  139. right now, Okay, can I be honest? Can we be

  140. just real open? Where is our confidence really? You know?

  141. I think about talking with people who have left churches

  142. and gone to other churches. Right Sometimes they're let in

  143. a good way, lead in a god way. And I

  144. was also let out of sib k L. Doctor chewing

  145. Chi was once upon a time my senior pastor. I

  146. went from FGAKL two SIB. I love FGKL and I

  147. wouldn't have left, but God says go. And I was

  148. offered to be the youth pastor of Sibkl, and I

  149. love Sibkl so much. The two pastors, pastor doctor Chewing

  150. Chi and his wife, Pasta lie Chu, were so dynamic,

  151. so loving. I never wanted to leave Sibkl. And then

  152. the Lord says, remember the vision that have given you.

  153. So I left Sibkl and started the church with two people.

  154. I told the members of that church in Sibkl to

  155. the young people, because I was a youth pastor, I said,

  156. and I grew the youth group from twelve people to

  157. one hundred and twenty in three years, and all glory

  158. to God. But I told all the young people you

  159. are not allowed to follow me. The last thing I

  160. want to do is to break young people's hearts and

  161. also to break the church. It's very important to understand this. Okay,

  162. the Lord told me, don't do it. Don't allow anyone

  163. to follow you. Some of them wonderfullow. I said, no,

  164. you are to stay. Only two people follow me, Elder

  165. King Yap and another brother called Ryan, who went to

  166. start his own church after that. Many were seven years later.

  167. And so these two followed me out because they followed

  168. me into as ib as well. And so in fact,

  169. in fact, when it came to them, or so I

  170. told them, you better pray about it. Don't just follow

  171. me because you like me. You got to know because

  172. church is where God places you. So when I talk

  173. to people who have left, okay, not just from X,

  174. but from anywhere. Let me just be very honest with you.

  175. Sometimes I agree with the way they left or the

  176. reason they left. Sometimes I go because when I ask

  177. them for the reason, they will tell me this other

  178. place I went to. The worship is more alive, the

  179. part master is uh more uh practical, Uh his his,

  180. he's funny, he connects. The teaching is deeper, right, and

  181. so on and so forth. Do you realize, without even

  182. thinking too much about it, do you realize that when

  183. you say this and that abc whatever the reason is

  184. that you have left, you are actually also saying that

  185. in these things I put my confidence. Think about it

  186. for a moment, because as I go through the slides

  187. of you, I just want to remind you today that

  188. your confidence and my confidence should be in Jesus, meaning

  189. that if He is still here, then so should you.

  190. I don't know how how sometimes you sell your church

  191. when a friend comes and hey, you know, do you

  192. like your church? Of course, I love acts, and if

  193. you give all the reasons why you love acts except Jesus,

  194. I fear that your confidence is in all the things.

  195. Because God can take away things. He can take away lights, sound,

  196. he can allow a pandemic to happen, and He took

  197. away everything. Some big churches with big sound systems told

  198. me there are churches who were like white elephants and

  199. they had to reconsider what is it we are building?

  200. And now more and more senior paces are telling me

  201. we want to be like you. Grow small. You know,

  202. they have four thousand people in their church, eight thousand

  203. people in the church, and some of them have already

  204. Fga is one of those. When I went to speak there,

  205. they took me for lunch and the leader said, we

  206. want to do what you have done. I think the

  207. pandemic has taught us a lesson growing small. Can still

  208. grow while in pandemic, but you're not allowed to go

  209. into your big building. You understand. We rethink where our

  210. confidence is. So even the ex church, I pray that

  211. people ask you why you're here. You say, because Jesus

  212. is here. He is here, He's alive, and every Sunday

  213. when I come, he does something in my heart. He

  214. changes my life. You heard the testimony just now right.

  215. Our God, our God, his name is Jesus, our God

  216. is in the business of transformation, with or without music.

  217. Think about it for a moment. Many of us actually

  218. like eloquent speakers. I think if he, if he or

  219. she came up here and was not at least decently

  220. eloquent with his English language, and he just went I,

  221. good morning, my name is and I uh I. You know,

  222. you think, you think for a moment, because Paul the

  223. Apostle is saying that he did not come with eloquence

  224. or speech. Paul the Apostle, So I wonder how because

  225. because a lot of times we chase after speakers. Also,

  226. for many years, I've made it a point not to

  227. invite speakers from overseas to come and do our conferences.

  228. I made it a point not because I don't like

  229. speakers for overseas. I tell you they have been a

  230. blessing to us many, many times. But for many years,

  231. many many years, Malaysian Church has been so caught up

  232. with Caucasian speakers, so caught up with white skinned speakers

  233. that means like if you're white, you're right, because they

  234. can't with their language. They come with their accent. They come.

  235. You know, okay, now I know there's a white brother

  236. sitting here, and you go, oh no, no, no, no, no, okay,

  237. we're friends. But you know, I had to say it

  238. because for years, when I was growing up, I don't

  239. know why Malaysians and maybe even Southeast Asians and maybe

  240. Asians always look up to the white men. And I

  241. tell you, looking up is all right, But when they

  242. look up, they look down on themselves. They look down

  243. on their national speakers. They look down on speakers that

  244. have their own same skin color, and they are the

  245. shape of their eyes thing they ding ding bing me.

  246. I needn't asshole, no, hello, right, we look down. That's

  247. why I'm telling you right now, I've studied it a

  248. little bit, not a lot, but I'll study it a

  249. little bit. God is allowing revivals to happen outside of

  250. white men. Even God is trying to give us a message.

  251. You know, where revivals are happening career Africa. It's moving

  252. away from the white lane. I'm telling you because for

  253. years and years, and it's not that they're wrong, is

  254. that that we are having a wrong perspective. So I refuse.

  255. I say, what message are we giving to our young

  256. people when we always celebrate only one color? And so

  257. if we bring them, it's going to be good. If

  258. we don't have them, it's not going to be good.

  259. If we bring them, the fee will be two hundred

  260. ring it if it's you fifty ringid or so, I'm

  261. not sure, but I want to pay you with me. Listen, listen,

  262. you know that's why I come here so seldom people

  263. that just don't invite me back. Speak the truth, and

  264. truth will set you free. Are you also with me?

  265. Very important? Our young people are looking up. They're trying

  266. to catch the message that they're older ones are them,

  267. and so we need to celebrate more of our local

  268. people so that there when the younger people say, oh hey,

  269. that guy that looks like me can speak too wow,

  270. he can heal too wow, he can do marvelous things too.

  271. God wants to celebrate because out of every tribe, tongue,

  272. and nation, we were standing before the Lord. He didn't

  273. say we were standing behind a different color. We will

  274. all be celebrated, every town, tribe, nation. Are you always me?

  275. This is very important? So we've heard about colonization and

  276. we say, oh we Merdeka, are we independent? But think

  277. about it for a while. So our vers may be

  278. independent on the outside but still colonize on the inside.

  279. Is the way we see ayway, okay, So I love

  280. my white friends. I tell you when I was invited

  281. to New Zealand to speak in the conference major conference. Uh,

  282. I was invited once and twice and three times and

  283. ten years in a row. But the first time I went,

  284. I tell you, I was so scared, you know, because

  285. I've never seen someone like me on a Caucasian stage.

  286. And who was I? Who was I sharing the stage

  287. with a guy called Russell Evans, founder of Pleader Shakers, Right,

  288. I'm so nervous, you won't believe it. And then I

  289. thought to myself, No, I'm gonna try the Australian accent.

  290. Maybe they like me more. I'm gonna see whether there's

  291. a there's a joke. I can tell that it's more

  292. you know, yeah, not so Malaysian. But I tell you

  293. what the Lord told me, is it, Kenneth, You're not

  294. to copy anybody else, be yourself. They invited you, Kenneth Chin,

  295. go up there, and I will use your broken English

  296. to heal broken hearts. I'm not giving you excuse. I'm

  297. not giving you an excuse that you, oh, don't perfect

  298. your english or don't perfect or no, I'm not giving

  299. you an excuse to not be excellent. But I'm telling

  300. you right now, God can use the lack of eloquence,

  301. the lack of academic background. He will still use the

  302. poor to put the shamder rich and the weak to

  303. pull the shamder the strong or the foolish to put

  304. the shamder wise. I also do mean I hope that

  305. you are encouraged today, including my dear brother here yea,

  306. he loves Malaysia so much. He's here right he's he's here.

  307. Where is our confidence? Because I'm telling you right now,

  308. if your confidence was just in eloquence, and because the

  309. guy has got accent, and because I don't know, I

  310. mean sometimes I'm looking at the past us, you know,

  311. in different places and different countries. Right now, you know

  312. they're really working out. The body is getting bigger, and

  313. their shirt is getting tighter, and there's a certain style

  314. now skinny jeans. I tell you what, I have not

  315. put skinny jeans on because you guys will run away.

  316. You'll be speaking by and closing your eyes and say

  317. save us Lord. Too much is being revealed. I tried

  318. skinny GE's one time. Two of the legs can't even

  319. go one into one, okay, jokes aside, I try to

  320. put you know, tight shirt on. Really revealed different things.

  321. I was very wavy, you know wavy, but you know

  322. there's a certain style, and you and I, if you're

  323. not careful, can like styles. I see more and more

  324. speakers and worship be this way shoes, so you know,

  325. because I also watched the videos and somebodys the viewers coming. Oh,

  326. the style a style. Turning off all the lights is

  327. a style. We keep the lights on because I think

  328. that's what heaven is. How many have you expected to

  329. go to a heaven it's very dark. Jesus is so bright.

  330. The Bible says he there's no need for sun because

  331. He will be the sun. So I want to you know,

  332. when I put all the lights on, I'm just training

  333. all of you for heaven. Now. I'm not putting the

  334. other churches down that are using you know, less is best.

  335. I'm very careful not to put other churches down because

  336. they are all accountable to God themselves, and so are

  337. we Maybe they are all beeeing God. Maybe God did

  338. say turn off the lights. I don't know, but he

  339. didn't tell that to me. And we won't just copy paste,

  340. copy paste, copy paste. We must be obedient to his voice, faithful, amen,

  341. every Okay? So is your confidence in having no lights?

  342. Is your confidence in the sound system, because we both

  343. about it, right, confidence in your top guitarist, top drummer

  344. where has the drums? Don't even have drums, car horn

  345. so you can't even spell it. And she's cart John

  346. you know cart Jonathan? You know? Okay. I hope I'm

  347. getting to you. So if Paul the Apostle think about

  348. this and then I'll move on. Sat here and mumble

  349. and stumble, because he said I have no eloquence And

  350. what else did the scriptures say? I came I was

  351. with you in weakness. No preacher wants to show you

  352. you weakness because why would you listen to them? Right?

  353. We want to see style, biceps, shoes, nice combed hair, No,

  354. maybe a nice chain round the neck. I don't I

  355. don't know what what what see Jesus said about join

  356. the Baptist He told the people, what did you come

  357. out to see? Powerful Jesus is always challenging us. What

  358. did you come out to see? But I was with

  359. you in weakness, in fear. I wonder how many of

  360. you will go up to Apostle Paul and advice say no, no,

  361. a possible. You know, don't be afraid. He's telling you

  362. he is afraid and in much trembling. Can you imagine

  363. a preacher here trembling. That's why they have this big

  364. bull pits. They have this big bull pits. I don't

  365. know why we don't have it, because big bull bits

  366. help cover the fact that your knees are having close fellowship.

  367. But he's he's here with much trembling. So how many

  368. of us, and this would be my last example, but

  369. how many of us we would like stand up and

  370. go to the toilet when Apostle Paul is speaking, or

  371. scroll your phone not knowing that he is palled the

  372. apostle whose letters you are living your life by. But

  373. he's a good writer somewhere else, pause it, they say, whoh,

  374. his writings are amazing. But his presence, you know, his

  375. physical presence. I think he was bald, he shaved and

  376. took a vow. I think he was shot. Are you

  377. assuming me, Jill yesday when you brought up that he

  378. spoke and spoke and spoke and spoke until a young

  379. man died, right, I mean just laughing at it. He

  380. could have been a boring preacher until young man he

  381. fell off the third floor died. I'm joxa side, but

  382. you know what I'm saying, he could have been boring.

  383. I mean, would you have walked out of apostle Paul. See,

  384. the thing is the danger is we can be walking

  385. out of the very thing that God is gifting to

  386. you just because our confidence is in all other things.

  387. So boring doesn't mean God is not there. No where

  388. is our confidence. Really, Jesus said to him, I am

  389. the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes

  390. to the Father except through me. Amen, He's not religion,

  391. He's not denomination. Is Jesus? Is he here? Is he here?

  392. Those of you who are nil, stay on try us

  393. for a few more weeks and tell you why, because

  394. you will find that Jesus is real in this place.

  395. Jesus is real in this place, and we are following him.

  396. So disciple, first, the theme that we have this year

  397. is really Jesus first. That's it. Jesus first, in all

  398. of our decisions, in all of our lives, in all

  399. of our choices, we want to please him. Somebody say, amen, Now,

  400. the devil is not afraid of any other name but

  401. the name of Jesus. Really, he's not afraid of your doctrine.

  402. He's not afraid of your ability to memorize scripture, because

  403. some people can memorize but not use it. In fact,

  404. the devil himself uses scripture. Matthew, chapter four, What do

  405. you say this, what do you say, throw yourself down?

  406. Because isn't it written right? Psalm ninety one, verse eleven. Well,

  407. the devil didn't quote that. Some I said, like, he

  408. didn't quote the actual verse, But he said, didn't the

  409. Bible say? Or it is written right that He will

  410. give his angels charge over you, to keep you all

  411. your ways, and in their hands they shall bear you up.

  412. So verse eleven, verse twelve, side by side, in their

  413. hands they shall bear you up. Lets you dash your

  414. foot against the stone. The devil is using it. And

  415. if you didn't know your word, you'll probably be caught.

  416. I think there's no one here in this room that

  417. knows the Bible more than the devil. Because why he

  418. has many, many, many centuries to have memorized it. Were okay,

  419. so he's not afraid of which church you belong to

  420. if the devil comes, you know, I'm ex church. No,

  421. I think he's gonna laugh, ha ha. No, I'm from

  422. this church. I'm from this denomination. Do you know who

  423. my pastor is? Listen, ladies and gentlemen, before I draw

  424. this towards you know the last lap. Your church didn't

  425. die for you. Jesus did. Your pastor didn't die for you.

  426. Jesus did. Your Bible didn't die for you. Jesus did.

  427. Can I go? I can't go on, but you know,

  428. for the sake of time, you know you can add

  429. into the blanks. Your heritage didn't die for you. Your bishop,

  430. bishop pope didn't die for you. If you're not sure,

  431. go ask him. Write a letter, Dear Pope, did you

  432. die for me? There was only one? Only one. That's

  433. why Paul said for I determined not to know anything

  434. among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified to me.

  435. That is enough. He says, I don't want to know

  436. anything else. I don't want to know. You know color

  437. and culture, and you know what you do here in

  438. this church where you jump when you sit down. You know,

  439. I just wanted to know, come out Jesus, because only

  440. that name can drive demons out. At the name of Jesus. Philippine,

  441. Chapter two, right, verse nine ten eleven. Only at the

  442. name of Jesus, every niche shall every time confers that

  443. he is Lord, no other name. I think it's x

  444. four twelve that says, no other name under Heaven given

  445. among men by which we must be every Okay, let's

  446. talk about holy communion very quickly. Do you know why

  447. we say holy covenient? What did Jesus say twice? He

  448. said it within the very word that we use almost

  449. every time with the communion, which is found in the

  450. First Corinthians, eleven, verse twenty three, threty six. For I

  451. received from the Lord that which I also delivered to you.

  452. The Lord Jesus, on the same night in which he

  453. was betrayed, took bread, and when he had given thanks,

  454. he broke it and said, take this in my body,

  455. which is broken, for you do this in remembrance of me.

  456. That's the first time. In the same manner, he also

  457. took the cup after supper, saying this cup is the

  458. new covenant in my blood. This do as often as

  459. you drink it in remembrance of twice? So why do

  460. we do it? Why do we do it in remembrance

  461. of me? Is not the rabina, It is not I

  462. don't know even what we're eating there, proper dumba or whatever?

  463. Is it proper dumber in that in that particular, you know, ah, yeah,

  464. nicely cut for you. Some places actually have to say

  465. or CHAPARTI you know, yeah, I've been through some places

  466. a Chapparti're serving CHAPPARTI oh, I love that. I love that.

  467. I just wish the dream was dull goes an, you

  468. know what I'm saying. I remember a child, especially its child,

  469. saw his mother sick and knew that communion was powerful,

  470. went up to the mother and said, mom, take communion.

  471. And he bought coca cola because he didn't know better.

  472. He was only six years old. Put coca cola into

  473. a big cup, not communic big cup and audio biscuit,

  474. audio biscuit. I don't mind it for communion, hallelujah. Maybe

  475. had pull your and lick for the cream in the middle,

  476. And the story was told because the mother was healed

  477. within that hour. So is God looking at Rabina or

  478. is he looking at No, It's not is the remembering

  479. of him? Is the making sure that he comes into

  480. that situation, comes into that place, that problem, that pain.

  481. Are you all with me? Very very important? I take

  482. community every every morning. I took it this morning as well.

  483. Every time I'm finish, I'm finished with the Covenian emblems,

  484. I will ask Elder Shelley, who's my pa? Elder Shelley,

  485. have you met her before? My pa for twenty three years?

  486. So you know she puts the thirty thirty days worth

  487. of communion into envelope. I take it every day, remember me.

  488. But can I ask you one question? Why did Jesus

  489. ask you to remember him so often? Why did he

  490. think that we will have amnesia? Like you finished today

  491. and you go home, you're in your car. I can

  492. remember I remember Jill worship leading, because that's the phenomenon. Seriously,

  493. I've never seen Jill all these years. She's been from

  494. a campus student, no, I am you when she was

  495. studying to be a doctor until now she's a mother

  496. of three. Two days the only day I took a

  497. video and sending my wife, I said, I said, I said, wow.

  498. And of course the fact is that there was no

  499. worship le there today, so you stepped up to take

  500. up that role this season. So what this season? Not

  501. just today regularly? Oh and she's quite good at yeah, yeah, yeah,

  502. I can see the passion. Yeah Jill, Wow, my word,

  503. a woman of many talents. That also means that other

  504. people here please rise up to the worship beaters. Come on,

  505. come on, you got has to do so many things,

  506. you know. Okay, please, if you want to worship me,

  507. go meet butza Jack, you tell you what to do? Okay,

  508. all right, you just had to wait one year. I

  509. was kidding, kidding, well, you Adril is a man. The

  510. look that like that just means really in uh Tagalog okay,

  511. because you know I have some Filipino blood in me, okay,

  512. praise God. So yeah, so so so it's so it's

  513. so good to see. But do you think we also

  514. remember a doctor? Jill was? She bled? Then we go

  515. home and then the next week, Oh yeah, it's about

  516. Jesus because we forget No, I don't think so for me,

  517. it's every day, right, so there, I forget him yesterday.

  518. It's not Let me tell you what I think it

  519. is because in my time of recovering from my injury

  520. and in this message of where's your confidence? Do you

  521. know that we can put our confidence in so many things?

  522. But Jesus that he is trying to say to you,

  523. I know that sometimes we get it right, sometimes we

  524. get wrong. But when you do get it wrong, you

  525. take communion and it's like Jesus calling out to you.

  526. Remember it's me. Oh no, I like the pastor where

  527. he's a great preacher and I'm going to follow. Remember

  528. it's me. Oh, I tell you that preaching was so

  529. good it changed my life. Oh it is it is?

  530. It is that preaching. I need to buy that that

  531. that that the message. I need to hang it on

  532. my wall, you know, because that message change Jesus. It's me.

  533. Oh I think it might be my giving. No, my giving,

  534. I give very generously. Is my giving that has made me?

  535. It's me. I think in my prayer life, my prayer

  536. life has really increased. You know, I'm fasting every week.

  537. It must be my twenty one is me. It must

  538. be fun. I come from London, you know what I'm saying,

  539. And so it's just to poop my friend. I come

  540. from this is where it all began. Church of England.

  541. You know what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying.

  542. Yeah, it's me, but you know I'm I'm.

  543. The son of a Bish. It's me, but you know,

  544. you know it's I'm from the Catholic background. I'm from

  545. the Catholic It's me. Don't you know who I am? Don't.

  546. I don't need to know who you are. I need

  547. to know who he is. Do you know which Bible

  548. school I came from? It's me? Do you know I

  549. have a doctorate? It's me because it's very easy to forget.

  550. Do you know who stress I go to? It's the

  551. Happening Church in Kale. Now it's he is the Alpha, Ed,

  552. the beginning Endy, the first ender. It will be him first,

  553. it will be him last. When you appear before God,

  554. everything is stripped away. You know nothing, no degrees, no denomination, nothing,

  555. just you and Jesus. And all you need is Him

  556. to get through the pearly gates. Amen. The angels up

  557. there don't want to hear anything else. Oh tell me

  558. you know the doctrine of justification and give it to

  559. me in King's English? You know, And after you've done

  560. the doctrine of justification, go into the doctrine of sacntification,

  561. and finally the doctrine of glorification. And the man who

  562. died on the cross next to Jesus, who had no baptism, nothing,

  563. no church membership, nothing, nothing, nothing, And the Angel says,

  564. by what right do you have to come into heaven?

  565. He says, the man in the middle cross said I

  566. could come. Hallelujah, Come on today. I promise you you

  567. will be with me in Paradise. All you need is

  568. one word from Jesus and you're there. What did the

  569. man do at the cross? He just acknowledged the Lord.

  570. But he did nothing as far as Christian doctrine is concerned.

  571. That you're with me, didn't even go to church, didn't

  572. serve the Lord, didn't even give any tides. That doesn't

  573. mean that you shouldn't know. Are you also doing me?

  574. This is very important? Is Jesus next night. Don't need

  575. to remember anything else but him. That's what Communion says

  576. to you, number two. Remember it's all about him. Amen,

  577. number three, Remember to give him all the glory when

  578. you take communion. It's him, it's him, it's him, only

  579. him in him. By him, through him, for him says

  580. the next flight. Okay, I've got a rush. Now the

  581. second confidence. Now that you have the first confidence and

  582. is Jesus, and Jesus lives in you, and He is

  583. the way truth in life, and no one comes to

  584. the Father except through him. I want to give you

  585. the second confidence. Is important that you understand this disciple first.

  586. The whole essence of discipleship is found in two words.

  587. Follow me. Yes, that's the whole essence. Many churches have

  588. asked me to come and do a talk with them

  589. and speak to them about discipleship abou huddles. And I

  590. tell you why because many leaders, including pastors, are actually

  591. afraid to use these two words, because, actually, to be

  592. honest with you, I was afraid when I first started,

  593. because how many of you are confident enough? You know?

  594. Like I look at Jack. Now, Jack is under my care.

  595. He is one of my huddle members. And I've had

  596. the privilege of hurdling him. I say privilege because I

  597. look at how God has used it. Amazing and so

  598. I'm very proud of Jack, Pastor Jack, very proud of him.

  599. And I have twelve men like that. Okay, Elder King,

  600. young and so on and so forth. All right, but

  601. I have to be bold enough to say Jack, follow me,

  602. or in First Corinthians eleven, one imitate me as I

  603. imitate Christ. But you know a lot of people love

  604. leaders don't dare say that because we don't see our

  605. lives as perfect, don't see our lives as inspiring. Nothing.

  606. But it doesn't matter, because it doesn't matter what you see.

  607. It matters what he sees. And he said, this is

  608. the way to do it. You must make disciples. And

  609. when you want to make disciples, you have to say, Jack,

  610. follow me. I'm not perfect, but follow me. And Jack

  611. has to say to someone else, follow me, and then

  612. someone else who say, someone else follow me. But many passers,

  613. when I speak to them, I said, oh, how do

  614. you do, Pastor? I said, the first thing I have

  615. to do is Jack, follow me? Is you actually tell

  616. a young man to follow you? I said, that's not

  617. the full sentence, the full sentence as I follow Christ.

  618. I don't promise Jack I'm perfect, but maybe he can

  619. also learn from my mistakes, from my weakness. But many

  620. pastors who say to me, past I don't even dare

  621. say it. And to a older man even worse, because

  622. some passers are like maybe in their forties, but they

  623. are men in the church at seventy. And yet you

  624. still have to if you want a disciples, say to

  625. seventy old man, I might not have experience like you

  626. in business, in work, or whatever it is, but I

  627. follow Christ. And I asked, if you want to be

  628. part of a disciple, shape follow me. You don't have

  629. to learn from me how to be a dad or

  630. how to be a boss, but you can maybe learn

  631. from me how to be more like Jesus. Avery. Okay,

  632. So this is a second confidence we all must have

  633. in a disciple. First theme, you must you must translate

  634. the confidence you have in Jesus into what does it

  635. mean to you? Aby? Okay, So the next scripture, imitate me,

  636. just as I also imitate Christ. You know that. So

  637. I got a few more slice left, and I'll pray.

  638. What confidence did Paul have to even say imitate me

  639. as an inmate Christ? What was his confidence? Because he

  640. also had to have a confidence. So I wonder very

  641. very quickly, because I don't have time. Accept the Tree.

  642. Remember the story accept the Tree where the man who

  643. was lame from birth seated at a gate called Beauty

  644. the Beautiful Gate. Remember this, Okay, you can go back

  645. and read it. Actually retriever was three to four, eleven

  646. to twelve. I put some of the portion of the

  647. scripture there. He saw Peter and John about to go

  648. into the temple ask for alms, and fixing his eyes

  649. on him with John, Peter said, look at us. What

  650. do you say? What do you say? Look at us?

  651. Did he say, look at Jesus. Now there are many

  652. times those who are into like, oh, I just follow Jesus,

  653. I just follow Jesus will have trouble trying to say

  654. to people, look at Us. But that's what Peter said first,

  655. because the man who is lame at the Beautiful Gate

  656. can see Jesus, and your friends and your colleagues and

  657. your schoolmates can see Jesus. So you've got to be

  658. confident enough to go to your workplace and say, I

  659. am the Jesus in flesh and the Jesus that lives

  660. in me that I put my confidence in. I live

  661. his life out. That's why it's so important you have

  662. a good testimony wherever you work, wherever you go to school, wherever.

  663. Even if you're a housewife homemaker, is so because the

  664. neighbors are looking. They don't know Jesus. So you gotta

  665. be confident to say this is part of God's plan.

  666. Because many of us go like, oh, look at us.

  667. Should I say look at us? Should I say look

  668. at me? Should I say follow me? And you feel

  669. a little bit scared. But I'm telling you this is

  670. God's plan. Look at us. Now. As the lame man

  671. who was healed held on to Peter and John, all

  672. the people ran to Okay, I missed the whole part

  673. that he was here, and he went into the temple

  674. with Peter and John leaping. What praising God? Right? How

  675. does the song go walking and leaping and praising God?

  676. Walking and leap And that's how that's how we sing

  677. the song straight from scripture. Because the man who once

  678. couldn't walk, looked at Peter got healed in the name

  679. of Jesus. Shortest prayer I've ever heard. So always pray

  680. long prayers. That's because I want to heal. Know this

  681. guy just said, in the name of Jesus, Christ of

  682. Nazru's rise up and walk. Short prayer when Jesus is

  683. the center of it all. Short prayer when you are

  684. in the center of You know, maybe the prayers get

  685. longer because sometimes you are very dependent on our eloquency

  686. of prayer. We make it so eloquent that the newcomers

  687. who come I don't want to pray because, oh you know,

  688. I heard Andrew pray and he was praying Bahasa and Mandarin.

  689. How will I ever measure up? I'm kidding. We love Andrew,

  690. don't we? Because his brother is Peter? So why does

  691. Puzza can pray for ten minutes and it's all kings

  692. English and he has got justification in their signification glorification?

  693. How am I ever going to measure up? God loves

  694. simple prayers, but sometimes we make it so into he

  695. he answers eloquent prayers. I ask you in me, look

  696. at us? And so this man is holding onto them

  697. and they all Now, all the people in the temple

  698. are looking at Peter and John right now. Listen, So Peter,

  699. when when Peter saw it, he responded to the people

  700. men of Israel, why do you marvel at this? Or

  701. why look so intensely at us? I love that in

  702. just the short post of scripture, you see two opposites.

  703. Number one look at us? Number two, why look at us.

  704. Are you're very confusing? Ah, this Christianity very confusing. What

  705. do you want to do? Look at you or don't

  706. look at you? I want you all to be confident

  707. to know there's a time to say, look at me,

  708. and then after that give God all the glory. Stop

  709. looking at me. He might have started with me, but

  710. now they are given you Christ. Follow him and his name,

  711. says X three sixteen. So follow him through faith in

  712. his name, follow me has made this man strong, whom

  713. you see and know he has the faith which comes

  714. through him, has given him this perfect soundness in the

  715. presence of you all. So the next slight says, the

  716. real problem is the real problem is not look at us,

  717. but continue to look at us. That's what you and

  718. I need to avoid. Hey, we're okay with this. When

  719. I came in here first and I started by saying

  720. good morning, hello, and all that right, you're looking at me.

  721. If you didn't need to look at me, I should

  722. be speaking from the back next time. All the preacher

  723. should speak on the back and you guys just look

  724. at the front, and you know, no, no, listen to me,

  725. look at me, all right? But I prayed it after

  726. a while as I go on preaching, you are just

  727. looking at Christ. Now it happens, you know, it happens

  728. because the preacher can shift your attention to Jesus. And

  729. after a while, oh, I'm not even I'm not even

  730. thinking about Passa anymore. Although I'm looking at him, my

  731. thoughts have gone on to the Lord. And then now

  732. I'm asking how does this affect me? How does this

  733. change me? Do you understand? But you know if a

  734. preacher comes and then the whole forty five minutes, one hour,

  735. and you still look at him thinking about him. You

  736. know his biceps are flexing, and you know, and sorry,

  737. but you know what I'm saying, It's still me. It's

  738. still me, It's still men there for forty five minutes,

  739. you just got the preacher. And that's why when you

  740. go out, you speak about the preacher. Did you know?

  741. Did you know? Did you know? Did you know? Did

  742. you know? Did you know? You must come next time

  743. he preaches because it's the preacher. But you should go

  744. away after Preacher Finisher is talking about Jesus. Yes, you

  745. can say, yeah, the preature was really really he just

  746. pointed us to the Lord. My life is changed because

  747. not of the preacher, because of the words of eternal

  748. life that came from Christ. And now I'm going home

  749. wanting to follow him, not follow the preacher, because when

  750. we follow a preacher, when the preacher leaves the church,

  751. you might leave with him. I pray that when the preacher,

  752. that your favorite preacher leaves the church, you are still

  753. here because Jesus didn't tell you. So, Jesus is still

  754. Once we are confident in Christ, then we will also

  755. be confident to be used for Christ. Okay, Andrew, I

  756. need your help now. Can you just dig into my

  757. bag and there's a there's again, you can bring it

  758. to me. Thank you so much. Yeah, just in case

  759. cose he's like I can see his nervousness digging into

  760. my back. No worry, you will not see things that

  761. you shouldn't be seeing. No lipstick in there. Okay, fast

  762. one not quick? Why not? All right? I'm just gonna

  763. take one out. Let me see which had I want

  764. to use. Oh, hold this form? Thank you. I'm all

  765. right for now. I'm all right enough. Okay, okay, let

  766. me use my my uh oh, I think I want

  767. the other one, you know, because I'm gonna shake hand

  768. with you, Jack in the bit. Okay, I'm gonna go

  769. to a close so so just I want to just

  770. give you an illustration. Okay, yellow glove looks like a hand? Here?

  771. Can you see? It looks like a hand. Looks like

  772. a hand. Everybody looks like a hand. All right? Is

  773. it a hand? Sure, I'm gonna try. I'm gonna experiment

  774. it on, Pazza, Jack pack, give me a good, warm,

  775. firm handshake. Oh, my word is good man. I can

  776. feel the pool. Okay, uh, let me try to see,

  777. but I can pray for you. Lay hands on you,

  778. come near it, near it? Yeah, lay hands on your okay,

  779. all right. I don't know why his hand keeps slipping

  780. off like some Christians. Do you feel anything any annoying?

  781. Going for any heat? Any heat, at least warmth, at

  782. least warmth? No? No, my word, but he looks like

  783. a hen. Well, let me do something. Question. You work

  784. so hard? Turn around, turn around. I'm just gonna try

  785. to give you a good my such, just a really

  786. good my such because you work so hard. Yeah, okay,

  787. stop sliding off like, let's sap. Come on, But do

  788. you feel it? Do you feel it feels cooler? Yeah, yeah, yeah,

  789. yeah yeah. Sometimes you know, Christians can be coold. Okay,

  790. now they're giving you a good my such on the right,

  791. let me give you a good mysuch on the left. Jack, okay,

  792. all right, oh oh my, can you imagine that my own?

  793. That's good. That's good, that's so good. I'll give you

  794. a back my such as. Okay, all right, he said

  795. that was okay, all right, okay with that, tell me

  796. you can do nothing. You might look like a hand.

  797. You might look like a Christian, look like one who

  798. comes to church every Sunday. The parents are Christian. You

  799. come from a good church, good pastor. Listen. Your first

  800. confidence is what confidence, confidence in Jesus. Once you get

  801. that right now, it's look at me. I want all

  802. of you to make sure you understand this, because when

  803. we shy away from me, then you don't serve the Lord.

  804. But now all I have to have is Jesus in me.

  805. But do you see Jesus. You see the glove. When

  806. you go to the office, they see the glove. When

  807. you go to school, they see the glove. When you

  808. go to college, they see the glove. Don't shy away,

  809. and see no, don't shy away. Say, God, you have

  810. a purpose for the glove. I've got to be confident

  811. in the purpose of the glove, because now that the hand,

  812. the real power Jesus is in me. Listen, listen to

  813. this very powerful statement and maybe actual if you can

  814. put up the next light, which is probably the last light.

  815. The next light just says this. It looked like the

  816. hand but not the hand can do nothing without the hand.

  817. But number three can do anything the hand can do.

  818. Do you hear that? I can. The glove can now

  819. do anything the hand can do. If the hand Jesus

  820. can heal, so can the glove. If the hand can bless,

  821. so can the glove. I can do all things. Thrue Christ,

  822. who strengthens me. I always say with me, don't shy

  823. away from this where you are doing this all this,

  824. look to Jesus, look at us, get your healing, and

  825. then don't look at us everybody. Okay, now Jack, come

  826. up here for one last time. Handshake. Oh my work

  827. said good? Is it better? Yeah? It is better. Can

  828. I lay hands on you? Feel something? Yeah? Okay, you

  829. feel something like fail the hand? He felt the hand.

  830. I love that he may not have felt a glove

  831. because there's no important. You felt the hand you felt Jesus.

  832. So when we come up and lay hands on people,

  833. they don't need to feel you. They ultimately need to

  834. feel the hand. Okay, now last one, all right brother,

  835. Oh bah, holy prey, We thank you have would decide

  836. must balance? Oh you really want to be a blessing

  837. to people. You really want to make a different their lives.

  838. Come on, guys, come on, yeah, you're welcome. They hey,

  839. pasa that you deserve it. Ah, come on, let's give

  840. a puzza jagg ahead and give God a hand. All right.

  841. You can't see the hand, but you can feel it

  842. as long as Christians are confident to be used by God.

  843. Number one is who Jesus want to get Jesus right now,

  844. get yourself right. Jesus wants to appear in your classroom,

  845. in your office. Don't shy away from it. Don't just

  846. pray it. They will see Jesus. Be Jesus, be the

  847. Jesus with gloves on. Because they can't see him, they

  848. can see you. But they will eventually feel him and

  849. receive him and have a good handshake from him, and

  850. they will feel they will know it is not you anymore.

  851. Look at us, says Peter and John. And then finally,

  852. why do you look at us as if we didn't.

  853. We hope you've been blessed by this message. For more

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  856. this week is going to be a good week.

  857. I hit for you.

  858. God bless