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Jesus, take the wheel | Celina Tan

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from at church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day.

  3. What I'm going to share with all of us is

  4. the word trust. Okay, trust, because why all this things

  5. happened is because the trust has been compromised. Okay, So trust,

  6. I think all of you know what it means.

  7. Okay.

  8. It's a word that we often use, but we hardly practice. Okay,

  9. if you're honest enough, you will agree with me.

  10. Okay.

  11. We always say that, yeah, I trust, I trust so

  12. and so, I trust this and this. But a lot

  13. of times our trust is probably thirty forty percent, fifty percent.

  14. It has never been one hundred percent. Okay.

  15. And trust is easy when life is predictable, correct. But

  16. trust become difficult when things are not easy. And same

  17. comes to our faith in a word with God. It

  18. became difficult when God does not explain himself and when

  19. outcome is unclear, or when the processes feels uncomfortable. Okay,

  20. And trust become hardest when God asks us to release control.

  21. So all of us struggle with trust, all of us,

  22. including myself.

  23. Okay.

  24. So when it comes to our own faith, okay, all

  25. of us here, I can say, all of us here,

  26. we do not struggle to believe.

  27. That God exists.

  28. Whether you are a Christian or not, all of us

  29. believe that God exists, right, Okay, So we believe that

  30. God exists, but we struggle to believe that God is sufficient,

  31. that God is enough. We know that God exists. But

  32. if I say that God is enough for you, God

  33. is sufficient for you. God's grace is sufficient for you,

  34. do you believe We struggle, including myself, Okay, we struggle

  35. to believe that God is enough to lead us. We

  36. struggle to believe that God is enough to provide for us.

  37. We struggle to believe that God is enough to sustain

  38. us when we cannot see what is ahead of us. So, yeah,

  39. you know, Tree more days twenty twenty six. So before

  40. we begin to start another new list of resolution for

  41. twenty twenty six, let's take a moment to pause and

  42. reflect for the past one year twenty twenty five and

  43. start to ask ourselves. In this year, at which point

  44. of your journey did you stop surrendering fully to God.

  45. You know, in the beginning of the year you write

  46. your resolution, right, you have your plan, Right, at which

  47. point in time did you stop fully surrendering to God.

  48. And at which juncture did you begin to rely more

  49. on your own understanding than in God? And then the

  50. question the next thing that you have to reflect upon,

  51. did you truly trust God to see you through your

  52. every season? You may say that, yeah, God, I trust you,

  53. But here you are working very hard with your own strength,

  54. trying to solve the issue which you cannot, which you

  55. know you cannot.

  56. So do you really trust God?

  57. Right?

  58. So, this morning, before we end twenty twenty five, and

  59. before we step into twenty twenty six, let's learn about

  60. how to trust God again, restoring the trust that we

  61. have towards God, not only as a savior to us,

  62. but a trust that is central on our discipleship journey

  63. with Him. So before I go into you know, the whole,

  64. the whole sermon on trust, first let's look at the definition. Okay,

  65. So I have a definition that what is trust? Okay,

  66. So I always like to wait, never come on nothing, okay,

  67. never mind, materials will do some magic.

  68. Okay.

  69. So before we go the look at the screen there. Okay,

  70. So I actually did a comparison on the definition number

  71. one from dictionary.

  72. Okay, So all of us always want to find.

  73. Definition, we will go to dictionary, right, and then we

  74. will look into the meaning from the Old Testament, okay,

  75. and the meaning in the New Testament.

  76. Okay.

  77. So in dictionary, the meaning of trust means a firm

  78. belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone. Okay,

  79. So this is from dictionary dot com. So it's a

  80. firm belief in the reliability. So this definition tells us

  81. something very important. Trust is not based on our own emotion.

  82. It's based on the reliability of it. Okay, yeah, all right,

  83. So that is the meaning from the dictionary. So you

  84. trust someone not because you feel calm about it, but

  85. because you know that person is dependable. So if I

  86. say that I trust Abby to teach me keyboard, it's

  87. because I trust that she has the ability to teach

  88. me keyboard. Can I say that I trust Illah to

  89. teach me keyboard, but she herself don't know how to

  90. play keyboard? So do you think I will be able

  91. to trust her to teach me that? Maybe I will

  92. trust her to teach me how to climb up the okay, whatever.

  93. Thing is that she's very good in climbing, which I

  94. very scared. Okay, Yeah, So we trust a person because

  95. we know that person is dependable, it's reliable.

  96. Okay. So that is the world view of trust.

  97. Let's look it into the dictionary, okay, in the Old Testament.

  98. So the Old Testament, the word trust I take from

  99. this scripture from Proverbs chapter three, verse five.

  100. Okay, prow the tree was five.

  101. Here it says trust in the Lord with all your heart,

  102. and lean not on your own understanding. So the word

  103. trust come from the Hebrew with butter, okay, And that

  104. means to rely on, to feel secure, to place full

  105. confidence in, to lean your weight upon. So this is

  106. not a casual leaning, but it's putting on your full

  107. weight on something knowing that it will not give weight.

  108. So for example, how many of you, when you sit

  109. down on this chair, you will start to look and

  110. then you start to shake. Okay, no, right, the moment

  111. you see your chair, you straightway. Why do you trust

  112. a chair so much? Because you know that this chair

  113. is able to hold your weight. And this is exactly

  114. the definition of trust in the Old Testament, that you

  115. trust it so much that you don't need to examine

  116. God totally, and you just put your full weight on

  117. God and say that Lord I trust in you.

  118. Now.

  119. That is the trust that we need to have, okay,

  120. which is an active dependence on God. So the question

  121. to you is do you have the active dependence on God?

  122. Do you put your full weight on God? All right?

  123. So that is from the Old.

  124. Testament and in the New Testament, okay, all right. Taken

  125. from John chapter three, verse sixteen, which is, no, this

  126. scripture is not foreign to all of us. It says, okay,

  127. for God so loved the world that he gave his

  128. only son, that whoever believed in him should not perish,

  129. but have everlasting life. And from Romans chapter ten, verse nine,

  130. he says, if you confess with your mouth the Lord

  131. Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised

  132. him from the day, you will be safe. So it

  133. is taken from the Greek word associated with the word

  134. trust is. This is pronounced as peace teo.

  135. Okay.

  136. When I first look at this word, I'm like, how

  137. to pronounce The first word that comes to my mind

  138. when I look at this word is pistachio. Okay, probably

  139. I'm hungry when I'm writing this, Okay, So it's pronounced

  140. as peace teo okay. The great word which means to believe,

  141. to entrust oneself, to commit fully, not commit partially, and

  142. to rely upon Okay. So that is what Jesus often said,

  143. believe in me, and he's not asking all of us

  144. here to merely agree with him. Okay, he didn't say

  145. agree with me, but he says, what believe in me?

  146. To entrust your life to him. And that comes to

  147. one word, which is total surrender.

  148. So we can see that the word trust.

  149. Okay, it's not just only being, not just knowing that

  150. God is reliable. We know that we can depend on

  151. him when we fully surrender ourselves to him. So that

  152. is the word trust. So my question to you, do

  153. you trust him? All?

  154. Right?

  155. So today my sermon is taken mainly from Proverbs chapter three,

  156. verse five to six. Okay, I always like to read

  157. from New Living Translation because the English is so simple

  158. for our own understanding, okay, that it will help us

  159. to understand the word better. So I'm going to read

  160. to you from the New Living Translations Proverbs chapter three,

  161. worse five to six. It says, here, trust in the

  162. Lord with all your heart. Do not depend on your

  163. own understanding. Okay, seek his will in all you do,

  164. and he will show you.

  165. Which path to take.

  166. Very easy, right, so easy to understand, but it is

  167. so difficult to follow all right, because you know, when

  168. I was teaching in Little Legends, I always get the.

  169. Children to memorize this scripture.

  170. Because I always believe that if I want to teach

  171. the children about God, I need to teach them to

  172. depend on God.

  173. You know.

  174. I always tell them that. They will always tell me what, teacher,

  175. my mommy is sick. I say, pray and believe that

  176. God will heal your mommy. I always tell them that,

  177. but in my heart, it's like, Lord, you better heal themmmy.

  178. Okay.

  179. If not, they will say that this is just Lena

  180. black them one. Okay, but they believe, they trust wholeheartedly.

  181. That is the childlike faith that we should have. And

  182. one of the things that I always remember till today,

  183. and I always joke about it, was this. When I

  184. was teaching in the first two years in Little Legends,

  185. I actually injured my leg. I usually will play very

  186. rough with the kids during the break time. So that

  187. particular week, the kids wanted to play with me, and

  188. then he wanted to sit on my lamb, and then

  189. he wanted to jump all over me. I told her no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

  190. cannot because just Lena's lake is painful.

  191. Then they look at me, teacher, can't pray for you?

  192. And then child was like only four years old, no,

  193. three years old at that time. Very young, okay, so

  194. very young, wish miss. They do not know a lot

  195. of prayer. They probably don't even know.

  196. How to pray.

  197. And then they said, the teacher cannot pray for you.

  198. I say, sure, and guess what the kid did. I

  199. sat down. The kid lay hand on my leg.

  200. Thank you Jesus for the food that's sit into our body.

  201. I'm like, za, why are you praying? I'm not the foot.

  202. Then he looked at me, but I'm praying to God

  203. to heal your leg. I say, but yeah, that one

  204. is grace. You know, you only pray when you're eating food.

  205. Butcher's it's not a food, all right. But to him

  206. is that is prayer. And he said that when I prayed,

  207. God will heal you. So I said, okay, even though

  208. there is a you know, a meal time prayer, but

  209. never mind. The child has faith. He prayed and he believed.

  210. And after he prayed and he asked me, teacher is

  211. your leg better. I don't know how to respond, but

  212. I say years better. But let's continue to pray. Okay.

  213. So this is the childlike faith. They may not know

  214. what exactly they are praying. Perhaps to them that is

  215. the only prayer.

  216. And later on I have more stories of things that

  217. kids that have child like faith.

  218. But do we have that kind of childlife faith to

  219. really trust God with all our hearts? You know? I

  220. also have kids who say that, you know, teacher, I

  221. want to pray for so and so, and the child

  222. went our Father in heaven, Hello, it be your name,

  223. your kingdom come or will be done. They don't know

  224. how to pray other kind prayer like how we adults

  225. will pray. But the child only know the Lord's prayer.

  226. And that is powerful enough because that is the faith

  227. that the child has. And the child really totally surrendered

  228. and trusted God with all his heart, knowing that God

  229. is able to heal. So, yeah, the first line here

  230. trust in the Lord with all your heart. That is

  231. the first part of the scripture. But do we really

  232. trust God with all our hearts? Perhaps a lot of

  233. us adults, right, we have a lot of things that

  234. is in our life.

  235. That stop us to totally.

  236. Give all our heart to God. A lot of us

  237. stop trusting God with our salvation. Only we say that Lord,

  238. you are my savior. That's it, But not with all

  239. our heart.

  240. Okay.

  241. So sometimes we say that we have a lot of

  242. excepts in our life. We will say that God, I

  243. will trust you in this part of my life, in

  244. that part of our life except Okay, sometimes we couldn't

  245. even say that, Lord, I trust you with my future,

  246. or Lord, I cannot trust you with my finances, or Lord,

  247. I cannot trust you with my kids. I cannot trust

  248. you with this, I cannot trust you with that. But

  249. the rest I'm fine. Right.

  250. All of us have our accepts.

  251. So when we say that we want to trust God

  252. with all our hearts, we need to remove the excepts.

  253. We do not trust God partially. In his scriptures stated

  254. very clearly he wants us to surrender fully. And one

  255. of the things that God reminded me is this he

  256. is not interested in being consulted. Remember, we often have issue, right,

  257. we will go to like some people who are more professional.

  258. So for example, okay, I want to know how to

  259. advertise the program in my company, I will go to

  260. draw Loyd, Okay, because he perhaps has more experiencing that

  261. I will consult him.

  262. Okay. If I want to ask about.

  263. Music, I'll go to Abbi, Okay, I will consult her.

  264. I want to know about banking, I'll go to Auntie Julie, Okay,

  265. I will consult her.

  266. Okay.

  267. We will go to professionals in the field to consult people.

  268. But that is not what God wants. God doesn't want

  269. us to go to him only to consult him. He

  270. wants us to acknowledge him. He wants us to partner

  271. what partner together with him in our journey. He wants

  272. to take part in every area of our life, and

  273. not just a portion.

  274. So don't go to God.

  275. And say that God, do you think I should Okay?

  276. What is the most common thing we usually go to God? God,

  277. do you think that I should change my job? And

  278. then consult ready not listening, and then boss, here's my resignation. Okay,

  279. And God haven't even said anything. You just consult God?

  280. Or maybe yeah, you hear God say that? No wait first,

  281. wait God, but then the person is chasing me to

  282. sign the offer letter ready and amla and Amala?

  283. I signed first La. Later only I come back to you.

  284. You've got any problem that is consultation and God is

  285. not interested in it. He wants us to involve him

  286. fully when he say wait, we wait. When he said no,

  287. it's a no. So that is how we involve him. Okay,

  288. So later in the second part of the scripture, it says,

  289. lean not on your own understanding. Wow, this is the

  290. hardest thing for all of us. Lean not on your

  291. own understanding. I'm the first one that fail because why

  292. because I'm very impatient. I want to do things quick.

  293. So I always like, I think this is the right way.

  294. I just go, I just do, and I forget. I

  295. even forget to consult God. Okay, a lot of us

  296. we tend to lean on our own understanding. But what

  297. did the scripture say, lean not on your own understanding?

  298. Because we only trust God with a portion of our life, right,

  299. we often go into self dependence. Okay, don't do that.

  300. That is not what God wants. We need to learn

  301. to surrender totally our life. But I'm not telling all

  302. of us here. Don't use your brain, don't use your wisdom.

  303. You still use your brain, You still use your wisdom.

  304. God give us brain, God give us knowledge. God give

  305. us wisdom to use it, but as you use it,

  306. you need to surrender. Don't say that God give me

  307. knowledge and wisdom.

  308. Word I use it lander.

  309. I don't need to pray anymore, right, I can say that, Yeah,

  310. change job. Ah, Yeah, I know I'm doing the right way.

  311. I no need to ask God.

  312. No such thing. You still have to ask God. You

  313. still have to learn to surrender.

  314. Because only God will know what is best and when

  315. is the right timing to make the switch, even though

  316. you may have full experience in it. Okay, Why so

  317. I give you an example. It is just like wyte

  318. versus memory. Okay, even though I know waste it's not

  319. the best. Ah, but I use the word waste.

  320. Okay.

  321. So imagine you insist on driving using your memory instead

  322. of waste because you know the way so well. Okay,

  323. like for example, from uh or escape back to your

  324. own house.

  325. You know the way very well.

  326. You don't even need to switch on ways and you

  327. know how to go back. You know. I have a

  328. friend that I used to ask the person. Every time

  329. the person drives, he will turn on the waists. Did

  330. I say, but you know the way back? Why you

  331. turn on the waste? For what you phone got a

  332. lot batteries it. Then he was saying, no, no, I

  333. just want to see which is the fastest route to

  334. go back, or see where I got rope block or

  335. where got accident or where god you know whatever, so

  336. that I can take alternative. But a lot of us

  337. we don't do that because we know the way home right,

  338. So we don't do that, okay, So sometimes we are

  339. so confident that we will probably end up going to

  340. the wrong route because sometimes also because our when we

  341. drive right, we will go an autopilot right, you know

  342. the way, but somehow you ended up in the wrong route,

  343. or maybe you know the way you go until that

  344. certain road and then there is off cycle. Then you're like,

  345. I think I better turn leftla, or I think I

  346. better turn right. In the end, you get lost, okay.

  347. So it's just like ways can see the route. We

  348. cannot see. So that's why why we turn on right.

  349. We know how to reroute, or ways will often tell

  350. you rerouting, take alter the thief route and then you

  351. will save five minutes.

  352. Right.

  353. For those of you who use waste, you will know this.

  354. Waste like to do this, and I hate it because

  355. I always ended up lit. Okay, Yeah, so ways will

  356. see the because of GPS, it can see the road

  357. better than us, clearer than us. And also because different

  358. one will ta tech are Okay, but if you know

  359. how Google met works, it sees and overwheel same thing.

  360. God see the area in our life that we cannot see.

  361. God see a bigger picture. So trusting him means letting

  362. him reroute us to the right path. We may we

  363. may think that we know our life so well that

  364. we don't need God. We may think that Lord, I

  365. already know which path I should take. You ready, I

  366. don't need you to reroute us. It can be wrong

  367. because we do not know what is the next cycle

  368. in front of us that will cause us to derail. Okay,

  369. So sometimes when God reroutes us, we may not understand

  370. why he wants us to take a certain path. Have

  371. you experience this that got us you to take a

  372. certain path and you don't understand, and then you're like,

  373. you sure, God, You're sure you want.

  374. Me to go into this company? You're sure? Right. A

  375. lot of times.

  376. It's not asking you to go into a company, but

  377. a lot of time it's asking you not to go

  378. to a certain place to a certain country, to a

  379. certain company, to a certain school, to a certain relationship.

  380. Sometimes we cannot understand, but it's okay. Just follow right

  381. ways will probably lead you to a date end. But

  382. God waste will never lead you to a d end.

  383. It's always to a victorious path. Sometimes it will take longer,

  384. Sometimes it will cost you a lot.

  385. Of uncomfortable path.

  386. Sometimes it may even cost you to doubt that did

  387. I hear God clearly? But let me tell you that

  388. based on my own personal journey, I can tell you

  389. that lot that never you the Lord never feels, and

  390. every single journey that He leads us to is always victorious.

  391. So maybe this year you have a.

  392. Lot of things that you are thinking you wanted to change,

  393. and you say that God, I waited long enough.

  394. I think I don't want to wait anymore. Don't give up.

  395. Don't give up, keep on waiting, keep on acknowledging. Certain

  396. waiting may probably take you one month. Certain waiting may

  397. take you one year. Certain waiting may take you a

  398. few years.

  399. Don't give up.

  400. Keep trusting him, keep acknowledging him. That is the third

  401. part that I wanted to say from this scripture. In

  402. all your ways, acknowledge him. What is acknowledging Acknowledging? It's

  403. not like just like Hi God, and then you go away.

  404. No.

  405. Acknowledging means accepting and admitting that God is real, and

  406. he is almighty, he is able, and he is all knowing.

  407. You need to acknowledging. You need to acknowledge who God is.

  408. And the question I'm going to ask you is who

  409. God is in your life?

  410. Is it God just.

  411. And a.

  412. What you call it?

  413. A great, great being that you just worship, that's it?

  414. Or God is your friend, your comforter, your director, the

  415. driver of your life. That's someone that you can lean on.

  416. One thing about our God, our Christ Jesus, is he

  417. is not so high and mighty that we cannot reach

  418. out to him.

  419. Our God wants.

  420. A relationship with us, So we need to acknowledge his

  421. presence in our life. So ignore God also means that

  422. we can.

  423. Trust him totally.

  424. Trust That is not just a Sunday practice, but a

  425. daily posture. So what does it mean by a daily posture?

  426. You can trust him in your waiting, you can trust

  427. him in your decision making. You can trust him in uncertainty.

  428. You can trust him in obedience. So it is the

  429. choice to invite God into your everyday life and conduct.

  430. It is to practice the presence of God in the

  431. regular and sometimes the mundane things that happen every day.

  432. So trust God every day. You know, every single day

  433. I start my journey to work, I pray very hard.

  434. You know why, I pray very hard my journey from

  435. my house to my office, the whole journey. I tell you,

  436. if it's not because of God, I do not know

  437. how many times I will enter into accident because everybody

  438. just I don't know why they drive like that. But yeah,

  439. and I'm just on my road to work, and I

  440. tell you multiple times people will just suddenly cut into

  441. my lane and somehow, without me knowing, I break in

  442. time and I didn't cause any accident and I didn't

  443. bang into anybody. And that is how much I can

  444. trust God with my life in my journey to work.

  445. But can I also trust God in my journey, in

  446. every single part of my journey in my life, knowing

  447. that He would take care of me.

  448. So you may think that, yeah, it's.

  449. Just driving to work, what's so great about it.

  450. It's very great.

  451. Because a lot of things can happen just on your

  452. journey to work. So we kept We also need to

  453. trust God through our worship, unto him, through our prayer,

  454. through our reading of words, and by talking to him

  455. and listen to what you got to say.

  456. Right, So that is what we need to do. That

  457. we always have to.

  458. Acknowledge Him to lead us to the right direction. So

  459. for a person like me who is not very well

  460. worse with direction, right, I cannot drive up without ways

  461. on and I can tell you from passa or sk

  462. to go back home, right, I still have to turn

  463. on my ways to remember the way to go home

  464. because otherwise I do not know where I will end up.

  465. Right.

  466. So if we always turn on to waste to lead

  467. us to a place that we want to go, how

  468. much more we need to turn on which is to

  469. tune in too God to know the right direction to go.

  470. Because if you.

  471. Don't turn on our ears and incline to his voice,

  472. turn on our ears to listen to his word, how

  473. sure are.

  474. You that you are going the right direction? Right?

  475. So, as you learn to let go your own dependence,

  476. you let go and let God take the wheel. And

  477. when you do that, you are acknowledging that God is

  478. in control and when God is in control doesn't mean

  479. that you'll be passive and sit down and shake like Ah.

  480. You still need to talk to God. You need to

  481. acknowledge him through your prayer and the reading of his word.

  482. So acknowledging God means God take the will. It means

  483. that He is the driver.

  484. You are not.

  485. And when he is the driver, be assured that he

  486. will be driving you towards the direction he wants you

  487. to go. Sometimes you may not understand, but when he

  488. leads you to the direction, it's always to the path

  489. of fulfillment of his will and into the room and

  490. what is right before him and what is what he

  491. wants you to do that pleases him. But we will

  492. say that, yeah, Jesus take the will. But a lot

  493. of times were very scared where God's going to direct

  494. our path?

  495. Right? Sometimes we very scared.

  496. Wow, if Jesus were to take the will time, I

  497. don't know where God's going to bring me. I do

  498. not know what entails, I do not know what to expect.

  499. So that's why a lot of times were very scared

  500. to say that, Jesus, you will be done.

  501. Were very scared to say Jesus take the will.

  502. We will say that God, you drive for the first hour,

  503. I will take away the second hour.

  504. You know how we drive long, this is right.

  505. We will always tell the copilot okay, I will drive

  506. the first hour.

  507. The second hour you drive up. Okay.

  508. We always have a corpilot, and we always want to

  509. be Jesus' corp pilot. Jesus said, no, I don't need

  510. a corpilot. Let me be the driver. Let me take

  511. over your will, okay, so that I will lead you

  512. to the right direction. So if we say that no, God,

  513. I will be the driver, you just should hold the

  514. mat for Mela. If you want to be the driver

  515. and only asking God to hold the map for you.

  516. This is basically to say that you know you're having

  517. a partial surrender, partial trust, because if you're the driver,

  518. even though Jesus is holding the map and Jesus say

  519. you need to turn left, you will tell God noa

  520. I right is faster, you will still go the other

  521. way because why the power is in your hand. It's

  522. not in God's hand right, So that is not what

  523. God's run. So don't be afraid. We may not know

  524. what entails, and we also know that God never promises

  525. that you know in this journey of faith, there will

  526. be no obsectles, there will be no way thing, there

  527. will be no hardship in each part of the Bible.

  528. If you say that God.

  529. Says that in your faith journey there will be no hardship,

  530. show me, hey, show me. If you read the whole

  531. New Testament, you will realize that everyone who.

  532. Works with Jesus there is hardship.

  533. But I can tell you God's promises is always towards

  534. the better, which is eternal life. His promises is that

  535. when he leads us in our path, it's always purposeful.

  536. We want to live a purposeful life, right, You want

  537. to live a hopeful life.

  538. You want to have a great future. Right, trusting God and.

  539. Is what God's promises and his promises are always yes

  540. and amen. So when we put our trust in God,

  541. we can go forward in peace. Okay, we can believe

  542. that through His word, through the leading of the Holy Spirit,

  543. through the counsel of our leaders, our pastors, our disciples,

  544. and through Godly common sense and through life circumstances, our

  545. path will be mixed straight. So that is how much

  546. you can trust God.

  547. So I'm just going to.

  548. Share with you a very short testimony or the journey

  549. of my twenty twenty five. So if I have one word,

  550. you know, to describe my year, I will say that

  551. the light at the end of the tunnel is finally

  552. shining brighter.

  553. Okay, why is that?

  554. So? My year has not been easy. It has been tough,

  555. it has been rough, It has a lot of challenges.

  556. But through it all I've seen how got moved in

  557. my life. And all I can say is that's God's

  558. grace is truly sufficient for me, and it never runs right.

  559. So twenty five, for those of you who came for

  560. prayer service or those who have spoken to me through thrue,

  561. dinners and lunches and whatnot, you will have always heard

  562. me saying that, you know, ah, my life is busy.

  563. My work is very hectic, my study is crazy. Everything

  564. is just what was crazy?

  565. Okay? So everything was hectic, Okay, whether it's.

  566. My world, my study, my ministry, my family, everything was

  567. very hectic. And many times I caught myself trying to

  568. take things into my own hand, and I was really exhausted.

  569. I was burned out.

  570. And I remember very clearly that I was telling God that,

  571. you know, Lord, I don't think I can't do it anymore.

  572. And I always imagine myself, you know, digging hole and

  573. just burying myself inside so that nobody can see me.

  574. You know, I just want to hide, you know, if

  575. I'm a if I'm at this, I probably will be

  576. hiding inside my shell so that nobody can see me. No,

  577. that was my heart cry to God for the past

  578. one year. It's like, no, Lord, enough, I cannot take

  579. it anymore.

  580. Enough.

  581. But you know, our God is really a very funny God.

  582. When I tell him enough, right, this is what God

  583. told me, I want you to level up. I'm like, God,

  584. you're crazy. I really tell you enough and you tell

  585. me to level up? And God say that, no, I

  586. want you to step up?

  587. Like in what is it?

  588. I got?

  589. Not?

  590. I have not enough things to do on my plate,

  591. not enough worry, not enough burden, not enough heart, you

  592. know stress. You still want me to level up? And

  593. God say, yes, I want to. I want you to

  594. level up. In your quiet time with me, I try.

  595. I can tell you I struggled because time is really

  596. not on my side and because of different things. My

  597. brain is always tired. And when my brain it's always tired.

  598. The first thing that comes to my mind is sleep.

  599. How to do quiet time right when you're so sleepy?

  600. But God said no, read the word of God. Read,

  601. So I struggled. I resisted. I told God that no,

  602. I don't want more things, but eventually I oweit.

  603. You know, I do as what God tells me.

  604. So when I look at it right, it's the same

  605. scenario that how I always dragged my feet to work

  606. out when I was so tired, but I still went anyway.

  607. And then after the workout, right, I always tell Wow,

  608. I feel so refreshed after workout, but then I go

  609. back I trash. No, Okay, it's always very refreshed after

  610. the workout. For those of you who work out, your

  611. will understand no matter how big you are, after you

  612. go for a run or jim, you will feel refreshed.

  613. It's the same thing.

  614. I dragged my feet to do my quiet time, but

  615. when I came out from my quiet time, I came

  616. back feeling refreshed.

  617. I felt like, Wow, God, you have just lifted my burden.

  618. So that is what God did in my most dowmb moment.

  619. God refreshes me daily through his word. God helped me

  620. through every season when I could not carry myself anymore.

  621. He hold me tight. He taught me to let go.

  622. He taught me to surrender, He taught me to trust,

  623. and he showed me that with him in my plan,

  624. I will succeed. So most of you know I recently

  625. graduated from my master in education. Okay, So maybe to

  626. a lot of you, having a master is easy, busy

  627. la lemon squeeze, or maybe to most of you is like, yeah,

  628. what is master degree? Right? Master degrees like having a

  629. couple of zoos in your hand. So easy, okay, But

  630. it really meant a lot to me because when I

  631. started my master after the first semester, right, I asked myself,

  632. why did I even sign up to study?

  633. It's like, you know what, why I make this choice?

  634. You know?

  635. But I remember when I made this choice.

  636. I remember very clearly that God say that, yeah, go

  637. heit and do Okay, if you want, go ahead and

  638. do it, then that's why I sign up.

  639. But when I started doing that, there.

  640. Was a lot of chaos in my life that I

  641. really wanted to give up. I told God that Lord,

  642. should I just withdraw from this cause? And God said, no,

  643. press on, But I don't got that, Lord, I really cannot.

  644. You want me to write tisses. I do not know

  645. how to write teases. I do not know how to write,

  646. and I didn't get in sufficient data. I do not

  647. know how to use the software. A lot of I

  648. don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

  649. But God say trust me.

  650. So I trusted him, and I can tell you that

  651. I mean, I will be honest with you. I actually

  652. get AI to assist me in my writing. But as

  653. much as check jipity can help me, nothing compared.

  654. To God gipt.

  655. I write, I write, and I thought that okay, I write. Ready,

  656. chet Chipity help me to check the check everything okay,

  657. I thought, I don't right, I thought I can submit

  658. to my supervisor.

  659. I went to sleep, and then the next morning I

  660. woke up.

  661. I hear a voice, Selena, check your chapter three the data.

  662. I think it's incorrect. I'm like, I just wanted to

  663. send them my sul.

  664. Why is it incorrect? In my brain?

  665. I cannot be my I just followed exactly the steps

  666. that is shown in JIPT how to generate the result.

  667. Because okay, why I usegpity because I do not know

  668. how to use SPSS. Okay, if you all know what

  669. it is SPSS. It's actually a software to analyze data.

  670. Because I do not know, I need the step by step. Okay,

  671. so I did a step by step. Now like I

  672. follow my cannot be the data is not right. But

  673. I hear the voice again, check your data law and behold.

  674. I went and checked my data.

  675. I noticed that I have included data that should not

  676. be there. If it's not God, who it is, will

  677. change tell me to check my data. Of course, not right,

  678. And that is what God did. And after I write

  679. change the data everything, I put it ready to somebody

  680. with my suppervis sir. Again, I hear the voice, check

  681. your writing. Something in it is not right. I'm like

  682. what Again? I went checked, and I realized that true

  683. certain analysis is supposed to be another chapter. I went

  684. and included in a chapter that is not supposed to

  685. be there. And all this is all based on the

  686. prompting of the Holy Spirit. It is you see that

  687. how God want to be involved, not just in my

  688. spiritual life, but in my daily life as well. And

  689. that is how I trusted God to help me finish

  690. everything that I needed to do. So, if you ask me,

  691. was it either helped you that succeed No? It is God.

  692. It is tragipity that helps me with all the content. No,

  693. it is God. When I was stuck in getting data,

  694. I do not know where else to go.

  695. God gave me.

  696. Idea where to send, who to send, what to send.

  697. And that is what God has taught me. So that

  698. is how the Holy Spirit has assisted me when I

  699. totally surrendered to him. So it is God that helped

  700. my hands until the finishing line. So I can only

  701. testify that my compassion is all the work of God.

  702. And if it's not because of Him, I will not

  703. be able to finish my master's and finish it with

  704. flying colors. When I get my result, I'm not impossible.

  705. I'm not I don't think I deserve this result. But

  706. it is God who gave. It is God who helped

  707. so Probabs Chapter sixteent WVERSDT three. It says that commit

  708. your actions to the Lord and your plan will succeed.

  709. I commit my study to him. He helped me to succeed.

  710. And this bring me to the to the last part

  711. here in Jeremiyat, to the nine verse eleven, he says

  712. that for I know the thoughts that I think towards you,

  713. says the Lord, the thought of peace, not of evil,

  714. to give you a.

  715. Future and a hope.

  716. So sometimes show our season and circumstances, we may find

  717. it hard to trust God. Or maybe when we begin

  718. to trust him, our journey seems towards the worst end.

  719. God may seems quiet when we pray. But in this scripture,

  720. it reminded us that God did not forget about us.

  721. He always think about us, and not just only about us.

  722. He thinks towards us. It means that God cares for

  723. each and every one of you. God didn't just think, oh,

  724. I have this creation discretion, discretion, discretion, and that's it.

  725. No, God created all of us. He think about us.

  726. He thinks towards us. He have careful thoughts over us.

  727. He have deep taught ab our future how it should be.

  728. He has deep taught about which journey we should take

  729. and how much God cared about us. So this scripture,

  730. if you read from Jeremiah, you know that this is

  731. a scripture that God has given a promise to the

  732. israel Israelites in exile when they have lost their homeland,

  733. and God did not say to them that you know,

  734. I will remove you immediately from this situation, but insaid

  735. God said to them, I still have a plan.

  736. And same thing God is telling all of us.

  737. God has a plan for all of us because He's

  738. thought is always towards us, which is of peace and

  739. not evil, to give us a future and a hope.

  740. So if you're thinking that you know, maybe your journey

  741. has no more future and you have lost hope. Let

  742. me tell you that God is at work in restoring that.

  743. All you need to do is to trust him. Maybe

  744. you have prayed very very hard and God seems and

  745. remember that silence does not mean abandonment. He is still present,

  746. He is still purposeful. Trust and believe that God is working.

  747. So it's the same thing like in an exam in

  748. an exam hall, right, for those of you who have

  749. been to exams before, the teacher in the exam hall

  750. is usually silent. Right, will the teacher keep on talking

  751. doing your exam? No, the teacher is always silent, but

  752. the teacher is never absent. The teacher is always there

  753. making sure that you are doing all right.

  754. Same thing.

  755. God may be silent in your test currently, but He

  756. is always there to make sure you're doing all right.

  757. Because ultimately God is going to turn your test into testimony.

  758. So always remember the song that we always sing on Sunday.

  759. Even when you don't see it, God is working, even

  760. when you don't feel it. God is working. He never stopped.

  761. God never stopped working. God is always working. God is

  762. always making sure that all of us are all right right,

  763. So six, challenge yourself. Do I trust God? Will I

  764. am I willing to trust God.

  765. All over again?

  766. Trust is revealed true commitment, not comfort some tooty seven.

  767. Verst.

  768. Five says, commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust

  769. him and he will help you. This scripture challenges us

  770. to commit everything that we do. Are you ready to

  771. commit everything that you do and trust him? Remember, don't

  772. only trust him during good time, but trust him even

  773. when your prayers went unanswered. Trust him even the doors

  774. are closed unexpectedly. Trust him when waiting stretches longer than expected.

  775. So if you ask me how to trust him, I

  776. don't know. But I can tell you is that when

  777. you say you want to trust him, be ready to

  778. let go.

  779. Don't do things on your own. Don't say the Lord

  780. I trust you.

  781. But here you're working very hard to solve your own issue.

  782. But I'm also not asking you to trust God and

  783. then sit down and do nothing but to pray, and

  784. every step ask him God, is this the right way?

  785. It is the right thing.

  786. And when you do truly in tune your ear with God,

  787. he will speak. So the willingness to trust equals to

  788. the willingness to let go and let God take control.

  789. So be totally and fully surrendered. In Matthel chapter sixteen,

  790. verse twenty four, it says Jesus said to his disciple,

  791. if any of you want to be my disciple, you

  792. must give up your own way, take up your cross,

  793. and follow me. So how does this word reap, you know,

  794. relate to discipleship. The rescipleship begins where self control ends.

  795. So Peter trusted Jesus enough to step out of the

  796. boat and walk on water. How many of us dare

  797. to step out of the boat and walk on water? Right?

  798. I don't even want there to walk in the pool

  799. that is this deep? I get, I sleep and fall

  800. and the drown.

  801. Right. But Peter trusts Jesus so much that.

  802. He dared to step out of the boat to walk

  803. on water towards Jesus. But what causes him to sink

  804. is because of his fear, Because when he looked at

  805. the wave, he began to feel panic, and that's why

  806. he sings. He took off his eyes from Jesus. That's

  807. why he sings. So many of us will be daring

  808. enough to step out of faith, but after a while,

  809. we will also retreat when fear arises. So true discipleship

  810. means keeping our eyes on Jesus all times, not on

  811. the waves, not on our circumstances, not on our situations,

  812. not on our difficulties. So trust will come easy when

  813. we focus our eyes on Jesus. So, Church, as we

  814. step INTOL twenty twenty six, let's set our eyes on Jesus.

  815. Don't hold on your circumstances with your own strength. Hold

  816. on to Jesus, who will grant you the strength. Because

  817. our strength is limited, God's strength is limitless. Right, remember God,

  818. remember this that God never intended us to carry life alone.

  819. You know when I write this, right, this image came

  820. to my mind. Okay, So how do we depend on God?

  821. So imagine Noah here, it's time to go to school already.

  822. So he's carrying his school back so heavy. I do

  823. not know why your school asks you to carry so

  824. many books in your back it was so heavy.

  825. He was so tired.

  826. So he was going home. Probably along the way he's

  827. thinking that, ah, my back is so heavy, maybe I

  828. should just live it at the roadside and walk home.

  829. Is he right? But then he said that no, I

  830. cannot leave my back at the.

  831. Roadside because I have homework to finish and submit to

  832. my teachers the next day. All right, on his journey home,

  833. here comes Joel Lloyd, the daddy. Okay, his daddy, his hero.

  834. And then the daddy will call up to him Noah,

  835. and Noah said, whoa daddy is here? And then the

  836. daddy saw that he's tired, pick him up together with.

  837. His school back. Right, So do you think that okay,

  838. probably job me.

  839. Do you think that Joe will carry him and leave

  840. the back behind and then just go home?

  841. See, I know Joe, okay, But the daddy pick him

  842. up with the school bag.

  843. And all Noah needs to do is to hold onto daddy.

  844. He doesn't need to use any strength. He just needs

  845. to hold on to Daddy. The daddy will pick him.

  846. The daddy will carry the weight of the bag for

  847. him and bring him home. The daddy did not throw

  848. away his circumstances, which is his heavy bag and his homework.

  849. But instead the Daddy take all the circumstances together with him,

  850. journey with him home, help him to overcome it. And

  851. even when they reach us home, the Daddy sit down

  852. with him and say, let's do the homework together.

  853. And what did Noah do? Nothing?

  854. He just let go, trusted the Daddy for strength, and

  855. everything was done. So Noah trusted his dad to carry him,

  856. to grant him the strength, to help him with the circumstances,

  857. and to guide him through the details. Same thing, we

  858. too can trust our heavenly Father. That is what our

  859. heavenly Father will do for us. We may not know

  860. all the answer, but a disciple of Christ doesn't need

  861. to know all the answer. All we need to do

  862. is to follow him faithfully. Let's be a disciple that

  863. will hear God's voice. Noah heard the Daddy's voice. That's

  864. why he turned towards the Daddy when God called us,

  865. Can you hear his voice? Will you recognize our heavenly

  866. Father's voice? And then upon hearing God's voice, we obey

  867. even without full clarity. Okay, So Noah trusted and obey

  868. and follow He knew that he can depend on the daddy.

  869. He do not know how the daddy going to bring

  870. him home. He do not know how the daddy will

  871. carry his burden for him. But he trusted and he

  872. know that eventually the destination that he needs to go to,

  873. he will end up in that destination.

  874. And the next thing.

  875. Let's be a disciple who will walk by faith and

  876. not by sight.

  877. Noah trusted.

  878. He didn't say that Nola, noddila, I will go home,

  879. or myself like okay, he didn't walk by side.

  880. He has faith in his dady. He has faith that

  881. the daddy has the strength.

  882. He may not know how much strength the daddy has,

  883. He may not know how much knowledge the daddy has,

  884. but he knows that when I trust my Daddy, everything

  885. is a done deal.

  886. Can you trust.

  887. God enough to know that it will be a done

  888. deal for your circumstances? Trust what don't believe into obedience?

  889. And remember there is no but in trust. So don't

  890. say that God, I trust you, But God, I trust

  891. you except no trustfully. So even as I close, as

  892. I invite the extreme team to come up, remember that

  893. God is not asking us to carry yesterday burden into tomorrow.

  894. God is not asking you to carry twenty twenty five

  895. burdens into twenty twenty six. He's not asking for better strategy,

  896. stronger will power, or more determination. All he's asking for

  897. is our trust. Let's renew again our commitment towards the Lord.

  898. Let's trust God once again. So as we reflect on

  899. the year behind us, it may not have unfolded according

  900. to your own plans, It may have not for our

  901. fallen within your own you know picture, but always remember

  902. that it may even though it may not seems how

  903. we want it to be, but it has never fallen

  904. out of God's purpose. Perhaps the real questions as we

  905. do our reflection is not about how much I have

  906. achieved everything I have planned out, but rather at which

  907. point did I stop trusting God fully and begin relying

  908. on my own strength? And how I can do better

  909. in trusting God in twenty twenty six. Three five six

  910. reminds us that direction flows from surrender. But Jeremiaha the

  911. nine verse eleven assures us that even in the season

  912. of disruption, God's blend remain good. So as a disciple

  913. of Jesus, we are not called to walk into a

  914. new year with control, but rather with confidence in God's faithfulness.

  915. So let's not rush into twenty twenty six. Let us

  916. surrender into it, let us release what we cannot carry,

  917. let us trust where we cannot see, and let us

  918. follow where God leads. Because the journey ahead that's not

  919. depends on how strong we are, but on how fully

  920. we trust the one who goes before us. So let

  921. me end with this scripture taken from Psalms twenty ver seven.

  922. Some may trust in chariots, some in horses, but let

  923. us all try in the name of the Lord our God.

  924. Amen.

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  928. this week is going to be a good week. I

  929. hit for you. God bless