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Saul Conversion | Pr Matthew Chang

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from Acts Church. We hope this message

  2. will light up your day. Turned with me to Act chapter nine. I'm

  3. going to read here from verse one to verse nine. Okay, all right,

  4. So, how many of you are familiar with Saul Saw? How many

  5. of you's all? So? All? Okay? Saul is you know it's

  6. now he's venerated as one of the apostles of Jesus Christ. A lot of

  7. the New Testament is written by him. It's a great apostle. But before

  8. he was a Paul, he was known as Saul. Okay, and he

  9. was let's just say, he was on a different trajectory in life. He

  10. has a different career plan, okay. And so after that halfway through,

  11. you know, on his career path got drastically changed his career path and his

  12. experience as well. And that is where we're going to take off from.

  13. Okay, Now, sat here from verse one then, Saw still breathing threats.

  14. Okay, well, not giving threats or breathing breathe you know, with

  15. like a dragon breathes fire, breathing threats and murder. No, he's talking

  16. murdered or interesting. The world was murdered it's not just sending people to you

  17. know what they got their sentencing people, It says murdering or what does murder

  18. mean? Murder means what do they mean that they take you to court and

  19. then sentence you. Murder means are on the spot, and it's on the

  20. spot and on meanside like what you see on Hamas and Israeli conflicte here in

  21. your house. You know that's murdering. Can you imagine? This is the

  22. apostle? What scary? You know? This guy is like still breathing threats

  23. and murder against the disciples of the Lord. He went to the high priest,

  24. Okay, to the high priest means the most powerful and important person in

  25. Jerusalem at that time, and he asks letters from him, Okay, so

  26. that he could go to the synagogues of the Mascus. Okay, so that

  27. if he found any who were off the way. Okay, this is not

  28. Mendalorian or anything. Okay, Okay, I know some of you that what

  29. I might think, Okay, just gigging out. Okay, whether men or

  30. women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. Okay. Now the bit

  31. of context, now Saul is maybe can flesh up that map that we're gonna

  32. focus on that map for a while. Okay. Well the map appears,

  33. okay, So just give you an introduction about who Paul is. Okay.

  34. So Paul Okay. He's by birth a Jew Okay, his birth as a

  35. Jew. Okay, he's a Jewish. Oh no he okay? No,

  36. what is then? Okay? I think my I don't go through Okay.

  37. He is a Jew okay, in birth as a Jew Okay. And he

  38. is a Roman citizen okay, a Roman citizen, educated as a Greek.

  39. And he had a conviction of a pharisee, but by grace a Christian.

  40. Okay. What so many things come out so okay, born a Jew okay,

  41. a citizen of Rome, educated as a Greek, his career as a

  42. pharisees, but safe to become a Christian. I'll tell you what he is

  43. like what they call it, like a hot pot. You seriously is Italian

  44. plus Chinese plus Indian plus I don't know Korean. You know everything one pot,

  45. Poorian, a melting pot and everything bound together. He's white, wealthy

  46. okay. And he is from Tarsus Okay, Tarsus Okay. So I'm trying

  47. to imagine okay. Uh Tasus is actually on the north there, okay.

  48. And he speaks Greek, you know, s Latin, you knows Hebrew as

  49. well. And as a young boy, he was taken to Jerusalem, Okay,

  50. he was found to be you know, actually his three says that he's

  51. a short guy, you know, with meeting eyebrows. You know what's a

  52. meeting eyebrows means your eyebrows are one continuous lining. That's why you call meeting.

  53. You know, your eyebrow's actually meet you know, all this good English

  54. meeting eyebrows. Short guy, the eyebrows. And some people says that he's

  55. not very normal, but he has the face of an angel. Okay.

  56. How many do you like to have the face of an angel? Okay.

  57. So, and he as a young boy, he was taken to Jerusalem to

  58. be tutored okay by this very famous teacher okay called Gamellion. Okay. And

  59. this teacher was so good, okay that he was so revered Okay, he

  60. is. He was referred to as the Beauty of the law. It's like,

  61. you know, if you go to law schooler if met one professor.

  62. Professor was her nickname. My name is the beauty of the law. Oh

  63. what a namer the air professor of the law. I'm not just a professor,

  64. I'm the beauty of the law. This is he's dead, good and

  65. all like. Oh, okay, but he's so he's so renowned. And

  66. you will see his name appear once or twice in in the in the Bible,

  67. actually appeared in the Book of Acts. Okay. So he was tutored

  68. under the best professor, you know, as to become a pharisee, you

  69. know, an expert of the law. Okay. And he when he grew

  70. up in Tasks, which is in the north, which has a bit more

  71. Greek and Roman influenced. His father was a tent maker, okay. And

  72. he also was a tent maker, and he was what they do is that

  73. they take donkey hairs and then they bundle it together and then they you know,

  74. titan it and then they becomes like a big what they call it,

  75. like ten you know, then there will be so he was there were seldiest

  76. Uh you material together with ten making and make living for themselves. And so

  77. if you read about Paul Uh in his later days as well in his journeys,

  78. he when he settled in some of the places for a few months or

  79. a few years. He will also earn and earn a living by doing tech

  80. making as well. Okay, so it's very good. Okay. Now he

  81. says here and that he okay, he was breathing threats and murdered against the

  82. disciples of the Lord. So if you read the previous chapter, you will

  83. know. Actually I ap preached someone about this as well. I think a

  84. few weeks back about Stephen okay. Uh. Stephen was one of the early

  85. deacons appointed by the apostles okay, first few deacons in the word was deacon

  86. okay, and he was appointed. He was very young and at a very

  87. young age, he was already you know, you know, teaching, uh,

  88. you know. And then also he was so much that the people were

  89. upset with him. And it's very it speculated that one of the person that

  90. couldn't that couldn't content with Stephen was soul himself. Okay, so you know,

  91. is speculated, but I don't know. So they were so upset that

  92. they brought him to the Sanhedrin, to the Jewish Council to question him because

  93. they were saying that he was bleaspheming against the law blaspheming against Moses, blestphiming

  94. against God himself, and blaspheming against the temple. Okay, that won our

  95. reserves for another time for the sermon. Okay, there's another whole entire teaching

  96. very powerful. Okay. But and then he feels if the boldness was able

  97. to you know, rebuild all this, but yet turning against a prosecution against

  98. uh the Sanhedrin and say that you are the ones you accused me of blaspheming,

  99. but you the ones who claim to receive the word of God. You

  100. killed the Lord's anointed. Very powerful and because of what he did, he

  101. was basically stoned. And okay, kids here, Okay, the kids are

  102. not here, right, Okay, you know stoninger actually are I was like

  103. there, it's quite a big graphic here. But you know, the stoninger,

  104. they we always imagine that the stony does take you know, and then

  105. through hey I missing, he miss you know, it's like a you know,

  106. stoning if you're talking about a capital punishment, not just a random street

  107. stoning. Right, it's a bit different. So what they will do is

  108. actually they will take the person okay, they want the stone. They will

  109. take them to the edge of the town or allege, okay, and then

  110. below him it will be probably about I was say, twelve feet fifteen feet

  111. by So the person who agrees that he should die must be the person who

  112. also pushes him down. He will stand there face behind him, and then

  113. he will have to be pushed and he falls, and if he survives,

  114. then the stoning comes, you know how. So they will take off their

  115. garments and give it to him to sell and shm and then take off a

  116. big stone, walk over to the ledge and drop it. Sorry, there're

  117. no kids, right, So that's how it's done. Now you think about

  118. it, it's like gruesome, right then, goodness because when I when I

  119. shaw this in BJ, there was some kids around there, some of the

  120. parents. Oh no, I forgot. I got to caught up with it,

  121. you know. But that was how they do it. You know.

  122. It's a capital punishment. So there's the first person could consent to it and

  123. then one by one day drop it will take two or treat. That's it.

  124. Really don't need a lot more so it's very cruel, okay, But

  125. to be fair, kepital punishment by stony in Israel is very very very rare,

  126. very rare, very rare, okay, unless it's like you know,

  127. and it's normally a lot only by the send he drink, which is the

  128. highest office. But it's very very rare, okay. So and all was

  129. there, Okay, he likely he couldn't contend with Stephen. Stephen, he

  130. was filled with the Holy Spirit, and he was there. He brought him,

  131. He brought Stephen to the council. It was very likely he was the

  132. one, you know, who consented. Consented means one you see, the

  133. one he pushed, you see, the one who take all the gumas and

  134. encourage people to do it. Ah. He you know, there was a

  135. lot of blood in his hand. Okay, it's not easy, okay saying.

  136. And because of that he was not done, you know, because he's

  137. a guya, you know, who was so steeped into the Jewish tradition and

  138. Judaism. Right, they believe that they are doing the right thing. They

  139. really believe that they're doing the right thing. They said, how can we

  140. let our nation there is safe by God, and we are the children of

  141. Abraham, disciples of Moses. How can we let our know and we have

  142. been we just came out from exile from Babylon because we did not follow God's

  143. We are barely just trying to make it right, and we're still under Roman

  144. law. Okay, Roman room belly making it And there's this guy who just

  145. died on the tree. Dying on the tree means you are cursed on.

  146. People are following a man who died on the tree. People are following a

  147. man who is cursed enough. How can we let this nation go into this

  148. wrong path? That's their mindset, You get me, right, Okay,

  149. let this nation he said, I'm doing, so what they're doing, they

  150. really believe if great zeal, passion and fire so much or they will kill

  151. to do so. You know what I'm saying here. They believe that now

  152. we see now people who are so zealous for all these how of things,

  153. you know. Okay, they really believe that, you know, uh,

  154. and they have full of sincerity. But you can be sincerely wrong, yeah,

  155. true or not give me people say that you have my best intentions,

  156. you know, not sincerity, but it can be sincerely wrong. It's not

  157. the most important thing, Okay. What we desire more than anything else their

  158. intention. But this world needs more sincerity is one truth. Truth. Truth

  159. is the most important thing. Truth is higher, way higher, I would

  160. say, sometimes even truth is higher than love. You can love and everybody

  161. love love, whatever kind of relationship, as long as it love. I

  162. say, no, the first most important thing is truth. Truth was self,

  163. your free everything is based on truth. Okay, what's so quiet?

  164. Okay? So he was breathing threats and murder against the disciples, or went

  165. to the high priests and asked for letters to the Synagogue of the Maskers,

  166. because he knows that when the persecution came, a lot of the disciples went

  167. up north, to the north that any northeast where he come from Auto Tasars

  168. to Damascus to Antiochy. Okay, so he got the letters. You want

  169. to really put a stamp, you know, he really want to block this

  170. spreading of the gospel before it spreads into any other past. Okay. And

  171. so that if he found anyone who were off the way, they didn't call

  172. them Christians yet, you know, they called them off the way, whether

  173. it's men or women, he might bring them. She changed to Jerusalem.

  174. Okay, Now he says, yeah. As he journeyed, okay, he

  175. came near the Maskers and suddenly a light shone around him. From heaven.

  176. Okay. And then he fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to

  177. him, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? And he said,

  178. who are you? Lord? Then the Lord said, I am Jesus,

  179. whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the

  180. goats. Let's stop there for a while now, this encounter of Paul on

  181. the road to bap them Mascus, this is not the only time in the

  182. in the Bible they mentioned Paul. In the later parts, I think in

  183. Acts chapter twenty four and the later parts of other epistles. The hero he

  184. will uh what do they call it, replay and revisit this encounter again and

  185. again. So there are some minor details that you can pick up from some

  186. of the parts. One of the details that can pick up was that actually

  187. when the lights shone on him, it was happening in the mid day.

  188. Okay, it was happening in during the daytime. Okay, So now that

  189. you can read it from extonistics, but we're not going to go there now.

  190. It says there you know that when you know that when he was on

  191. the journey to Damascots, the light shone around him from heaven. Okay.

  192. Now, this light was so bright that it was brighter than the sun,

  193. brighter than the sun. Okay, so bright. And you know how many

  194. of you were at our homes a few weeks ago, last week, say

  195. last week, yeah, last week we studied. What did we study about?

  196. This is the light of the world. Okay, I know it's a

  197. bit of an in depth study. But it's a very powerful study, isn't

  198. it. It can be in the brightest of places, but yet darkness still

  199. persist. True, can be the most beautiful places, most light, Olympic

  200. lights or whatever lights you have, But yet all these light cannot shine the

  201. darkness of men. But people are plotting, they capture they know they took

  202. an adult trust woman. Did they want to really uphold the law or do

  203. they just want to trap Jesus? You know, say, all the lights

  204. cannot shine a light into the darkness of men, Nothing can do it.

  205. But Jesus, in the midst of all these beautiful light, says that I

  206. am the light of the world. Amazing, is there? No, Jesus

  207. is the light. Jesus is more powerful than the light of the sun,

  208. not because it can go, but even the sun cannot shine light into the

  209. darkness of the hearts of men. Can you tell me any sun? They

  210. can? You're not. You can't have a court rulinger or a court caser.

  211. We take off the roof and the sun comes, and then the witness

  212. will tell them truth. Does it happen that way? No, it's so

  213. hard to get sometimes the testimony or waitnesses to tell the truth, isn't it.

  214. They can put their hands on the Bible. I will tell the truth,

  215. nothing but the truth, So help me God. But you know they

  216. lie, isn't it? People will lie about the things. So the sun,

  217. the stars, the moon, nothing can shine a light into it.

  218. But Jesus is the light of the world, greater than all these lights.

  219. And this light comes to both people, the people who hate him and the

  220. jew and then the teachers. But the light there also comes the people who

  221. need him. So the light will cause people to hide one girl, people

  222. who hate him to hide and reject him. But his light will also bring

  223. what draw people? The light said, you are the light. You have

  224. the beacon of light. Then there were those who hide and those who will

  225. come to him. Okay, So it's the light that separates as well.

  226. The light that exposes, the light that separates, and the light that will

  227. never be extinguished. Amen. All the temple lights, all the sun will

  228. even have nights, even the moon, who have exclusive Jesus will always be

  229. there. Amen. Okay, So he says that it happened on the midday.

  230. It was brighter than the sun. It's the light of God that blinds

  231. the physical eyes but opens the spiritual eyes. Okay, the light of God

  232. that blinds the physical eyes but opens the spiritual eyes. But the world,

  233. the light of the world, the bright lights of the world, is the

  234. one that attracts the physical eyes but blinds the spiritual eyes, isn't it.

  235. It's like attracted to bright lights. I used to like this song called bright

  236. Lights match Box twenty. You know, it's like, you know, you're

  237. talking about a lady, you know, younger. You know, you want

  238. to move to a different country because you're attracted by the bright lights. The

  239. lights is not so much about hey, the city, you know, but

  240. it's what shines, what makes you famous, what makes you known, validated,

  241. what makes you successful. And you're attracted to the success. You know

  242. that it promises you know, but Jesus promises another life. Amen. So

  243. now it says here, let's read a bit further. He says, here

  244. he heard a void saying, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?

  245. A lot of times when you read the Bible, you're here there it

  246. says calling a person's name twice, it's not because we don't understand it.

  247. Okay. When you write twice or three times, there is a means different

  248. level. Okay. You know, when you call the Lord Holy, Holy

  249. Holy three times, it's a veneration and an esteem, not reserve for someone

  250. who is of honor three times, Holy Holy Holy. You just say holy,

  251. say Holy Holy Holy twice. It's what you don't do for a family

  252. someone, you know. So when g when so, when God calls Samuel,

  253. what do you call? Meanwi Samuel Samuel twice? It's a Jewish custom

  254. of how they relate intimacy. So when Paul, when Saul hit that,

  255. it's not like hey, it's all no, He's like soul, Soul.

  256. It's like my son, my son, you can mean right, I'm not.

  257. It's the type of calling a voice of knowledge of and of intimacy.

  258. Okay. So all this wow, when Paul was doing all this breathing of

  259. threads and murder, killing innocence. And then even now, on his murderous

  260. path to the north right, he hears a voice that has followed him,

  261. voice that has pursued him, and he came forth out calling Saul, Saul,

  262. why are you persecuting me? Instead of saying hey, so, so

  263. let me introduce myself, right, he said, no, why are you

  264. hurting me? He's like, if like God knows him so well, then

  265. God's you know, It's like, how like, why are you doing this?

  266. You know? Me tell the say this to a person that you know

  267. one, know, you don't talk to talk like this to a person you

  268. don't know one. And then Paul said again, Saul said, who are

  269. you? Lord? Okay? He fell to the ground and he said who

  270. are you Lord? Because he didn't know, He really didn't know, but

  271. he knows it's divine, it's heavenly. But he said, who are you?

  272. You can't see? Then the Lord said, I am Jesus whom you

  273. are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goats. Oh

  274. this is very very powerful. Okay he says here that in uh uh so

  275. Paul so so trembling and astonished, said Lord what do you want me to

  276. do? Then let's pause it for a while. So two reactions. We

  277. see here he was trembling and he is astonished. Okay, trembling and astonished.

  278. Why is he astonished and trembling? Why was he scared? Thing?

  279. God? Okay, Now, first of all, he is trembling because he

  280. just saw someone who was there now alive. Okay, it's like if you're

  281. going up again, it's like you know you're on the trailer. You know

  282. someone who is there already spoke to you things like a ghost. You'll be

  283. scared. Whether it's a love one or someone you don't like, you be

  284. scared. And this is, you know, the Lord himself. He's scared

  285. because he realized Jesus, whom I I've heard that people say Jesus is raised

  286. from the dead. Jesus right, what kind of nonsense? But he says

  287. that, but Jesus spoke. That means Jesus, who died on the cross,

  288. Jesus, who was supposedly cursed, is not. It's actually innocent because

  289. God will not grant resurrection to earth evil man. God will not hear the

  290. prayers of a sinful man. So means that he died innocent and not You

  291. get me right, that's the only way that God Jesus will be resurrected.

  292. And not only that, not only he is innocent, he is There's lots

  293. annoying that because he knows the law, he might must remember Paul knows the

  294. law, he knows the scripture, he knows the scripture. He knows that

  295. whom the Lord will raise. He just didn't realize it was Jesus. And

  296. now his whole entire study is being re examined, reinspected. And he realized

  297. that, oh, my goodness, I've been taking the wrong exam. I've

  298. been studying my you know, all my everything I learned now is wrong,

  299. and I've applied it wrongly. I've got the facts, but I've seen it

  300. through the wrong lens. Okay, Jesus is alive. Not only that Jesus

  301. is guiltless, he's innocent, but more than that, he is the son

  302. of God. So that scares him. Secondly, he is scared. He's

  303. astonished and trembling because he realized that Jesus knows him. These Jesus everybody's talking

  304. about, he actually knows me. Hey, when you have someone pursuing you,

  305. and they know you. You'll be scared. One. You know,

  306. when you get stopped over by a police and they say, oh, I

  307. know you, you'll be scared. You'll be scared. Okay, You're like,

  308. I know you, you'll be scared. You go get caught to the

  309. principal's office and the principle says, I know you. I know your dad

  310. and your mom. You're like, you freeze you, you'll freeze. Now

  311. he realizes Jesus knows him. Not only Jesus knows him. He realized Jesus

  312. has been found sllowing him in the middle of the road. You're speaking to

  313. me. You've been following me. I'm I'm following people, I'm chasing people,

  314. I'm arresting people. But now I'm the one being followed. I'm being

  315. chased, and now I'm the one being arrested. Well, you see the

  316. parallel is here. It's kind of funny, is the paralys I'm the one

  317. who you've been following me. I'm following people, but I don't being following

  318. me. You know, It's like, wow, it's quite amazing. And

  319. not only that. The last one he says he is he in. Jesus

  320. says that who are you say I am Jesus, But he didn't say,

  321. I am Jesus of Nazareth. Jesus whom you are persecuting? What does that

  322. mean? The poor personally directly persecute Jesus physically or you know, did he

  323. go to the grave? No? But who was he prosecuting? The believers?

  324. But Jesus identifies himself for the first time he saw it is me whom

  325. you are persecuting. Jesus is equating the believers suffering as himself. The believers

  326. are me, they are my body. And when by when Saul hears that

  327. and hears that how Jesus identifies himself with the believers, he's in shock because

  328. he didn't just you know, like you all chase them, he killed them

  329. and talking about Stevens and all the rest. If Jesus rise from the dead

  330. and they know and it's innocence, all the people who believe him are also

  331. innocent. You see at that moment. Now it's like you didn't realize that

  332. you just collected so many summons, you know, It's that you open your

  333. cupboard all the summons and then you realize how much is it You're going to

  334. jail? For life in just one moment that he just realized that his life

  335. sentence has been sent. He's been pronounced to him. I am Jesus.

  336. Okay, you know whom you are persecuting. And this, itally is a

  337. very powerful thing, you know, because it's a very important theology that we

  338. have to learn when we persecute his church. We persecute Jesus Church is not

  339. perfect, but it is his bride, it is his body. If Paul

  340. falls down and fear and trembling, how much more should we be very very

  341. careful what we say while we atter against God's Church. Seriously, you know,

  342. right and wrong, Be very very fearful, be very honorable. You

  343. cannot don't Actually, I would just say, don't say anything. Whatever the

  344. Lord decided, Let him judge, you get me right, Be very very

  345. very fearful. Okay, it's a very important thing I wanted to share with

  346. you guys. Okay. Uh. And he knows, no, he messed

  347. up big time. Okay, he messed up big time. Now when we

  348. see in the next verse here he says, so he trembling and astonished,

  349. said Lord, what do you want me to do? Why did he say

  350. that? Who would say such a thing. What do you want me to

  351. do? When you realize and you resign to the fact that you are completely

  352. guilty, I'm totally wrong. The only pointer is resignation. The available is

  353. resignation. Resigned, I completely leave my post, leave my position of justification.

  354. When you resign from your officer, from your off on your work,

  355. you leave your post, your responsibility. When we resign spiritually, we resign

  356. from a position of justification. Oh all right, I'm wrong all the things

  357. he excus us. No, I cannot. You resign to the fact you

  358. remove who you are without your job, without your title, with a salary,

  359. without your car, without your good works? Who are you and nothing?

  360. And you completely resign to the fact that I'm at the mercy of God.

  361. This who we are and people? You know, you get me right.

  362. When we resign and we're completely out of nothing and we completely resign,

  363. we are nobody. You know, we are completely at the mercy of God.

  364. And that is exactly the spot where what saw find himself. I am

  365. completely at the mercy. I have been reduced right now to become a slave,

  366. So I shall speak like a slave speaks. What do you want me

  367. to do, though, I'm completely poor, broken in depted. Okay,

  368. he understood that. Okay. Then the Lord said to him, arise and

  369. go into the city, and you'll be told what you must do. And

  370. the man who journey with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing

  371. no one. Then saw arose from the ground, and when his eyes were

  372. opened, he saw no one. But then but they led him by the

  373. hand, and brought him to the Mascus. Okay, to the place that

  374. he was supposed to be. And then he was there three days without sight,

  375. and neither ate nor drank. Okay, Now let's move on a bit

  376. here. Now moving on from verse ten. Now there was a sudden disciple

  377. of the Master at the Mascus, names name Annaeus and Annius. And to

  378. hear the Lord said in a vision Annaeus, and he said, here I

  379. am Lord. So the Lord said to him, arise and go to the

  380. street called straight. Wow. Literally it is what he said. Go to

  381. the street cat straight. Okay, what the irony is? You know,

  382. it's irony. And inquire at the house of Judie for one called soul of

  383. Tassars. For behold, he is praying, and in a vision he has

  384. seen a man named Annonaius coming in and putting his hand on him so that

  385. he might receive his sign. And Anonaius answered, Lord, I have heard

  386. from many about this man, how much harm he has done to your saints

  387. in Jerusalem. And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all

  388. who call on your name. But the Lord said to him, go,

  389. for he is a chosen vessel of mine to bear my name before gentiles,

  390. kings, and the children of Israel. For I will show him how many

  391. things he must suffer for my name sake. Okay, Let's pause there for

  392. a while, so we see that that another character comes in Annius. And

  393. in this and in this moment, Saul has been blind for a few days,

  394. doesn't want to eat. Okay. And when God appears to Anoniers,

  395. Okay, Anonis has reservations and hesitations. This man is on a killing rampage.

  396. Why should I even go to him? But then God comes and God

  397. breaks the taboo. God breaks the walls and the perceptions of how we see

  398. our enemies. She thinking about it, and anonisie, if he followed the

  399. discaposa, he will know that Jesus, in his lifetime I was fighting against

  400. these growl people. I was calling out against these growl people, you know,

  401. and these are the group of people who basically put him on the cross.

  402. And now these growl people are chasing us, and you want me to

  403. speak to this guy. And God said, yes, of course, I'm

  404. gonna use him. It's amazing. Heaven rules, isn't it. Heaven rules

  405. are when your enemies are persecuting you. Heaven rules are even when you see

  406. our savior is on the cross. God rules. Got over rules the nymity

  407. that has been happening between the different Jews and the Christians. God rules.

  408. It's amazing that God is able to take hold of what is burning and hot

  409. and use it and refine it as gold. It's amazing it something that used

  410. to hot and God can use it being turned into go precious reflecting His glory.

  411. You and I are the same place as well. Sometimes we think that

  412. we are, you know, not good enough. Sometimes we feel like,

  413. hey, you know our passes, you know it's unclean. But God wants

  414. to use you where this is where it's from your age, whether you know

  415. from your past street. God is able to use. God is able to

  416. use soul. God is more than able to use us. Amen. But

  417. the fascinating is all to a closer. Okay, it'says here. I'm reading

  418. here. It says it, and I think it's verse eighteen eighty seventeen eighteen.

  419. And Ananias went his way and entered the house. Okay, he followed,

  420. obeyed, entered the house, and laying his hand on him on Saul,

  421. he said, brother, Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to

  422. you on the road as you came, has sent me that you may receive

  423. your side. And this is the most amazing thing, and be filled with

  424. the Holy Spirit. Wow, Cama, not just touch him, you know,

  425. Cama, to give him the Holy Spirit. And immediately there fell from

  426. his eyes something like scales, and he received his side at once, and

  427. he arose and was baptized. So when he received he was strengthened. Then

  428. then Saul spent some days with the disciples of the masket. It's quite amazing,

  429. isn't it. How generous that God, how generous our God is towards

  430. someone who used to you know, kill, to murder. And you see,

  431. I must understand that. I can't imagine that it's all this three days

  432. are is he really blind? Or for his first time, and it's like

  433. he is really able to see. You know. It's q. It's interesting.

  434. For three days you were so blind, but yet it's the three days

  435. that you have been the most enlightening, most you know clear to you in

  436. your life. You know all this life, what he saw, what he

  437. was doing was so right, so justified. But yet when God close,

  438. what he saw, what he held on to, and he just focused on

  439. who he is in order the Word of God, just marinating together with turnout.

  440. It's like all the scripture and the Lord that he knows, and now

  441. I'm married together with the experience and the post an experience of Jesus Christ change

  442. his life. I don't say this. You know that there are two kinds

  443. of Christians. You know the more I'm gonna use two kinds. Okay?

  444. Uh, you know there are people in this world. How many of you

  445. like football? How many of your life? Okay? Who should I pick?

  446. Ronaldo and Messy? Who says messy? Who says Ronaldo? Oh?

  447. You know, but I'm not with you, Okay, it's come by just

  448. a kidding. I'm not a big football fan, Okay, Okay, it's

  449. all we picked messy. Okay, popular word Okay, A lot of people

  450. know a lot of stan's about Messy. How much you run per game,

  451. how many kms he runs, how many scorees it's got, how many he

  452. assisted? And if you compare him with Ronaldo? You can debate, you

  453. know, go and debate all this tiff. You know everything, know very

  454. very well, okay, and people might you're so good, people might invite

  455. you to go for on a debate, you know, and you go online,

  456. you start a podcast and do all this out stuff. But one day

  457. Messi decides to call me up, me personally, okay, to go and

  458. have dinner with him. Okay, Oh that's so nice. I hear a

  459. hint of jealousy there. Okay, Gusa Meal, Okay, do you think

  460. that I know Messimo than the people who what so called pundits and experts?

  461. No, Messmo, what's the difference knowing? See, it's a big gap,

  462. isn't it. We have Christians who are very good Bible people, very

  463. good. They can quote all the scriptures, all the points scored, all

  464. the history. You know. I'm I'm a basketball guy. I tell you

  465. I know a lot of stats, really really a lot. Okay, but

  466. I can tell you I don't know the person, but your life changes are

  467. wing. All that you have is suddenly merried with the personal experience and a

  468. personal encounter with the person. It comes together. But sadly, there are

  469. lot of Christians who do not have that. They just have the knowledge,

  470. and they think just by that they have a knowledge and understanding a relationship with

  471. the person. No, it is that personal experience that comes on. Poul.

  472. It's the same thing as well. You see this. It's very dangerous.

  473. You know, when you just have the knowledge, right, you become

  474. think like you're just having the knowledge, you think you are so right,

  475. so holy, so righteous, so pure. But yet the product that you

  476. become is like soul, sharp, furious, burning with anger, cutting people

  477. left and right. Because he thinks he is on the right path the destruction.

  478. Will call it the destructive path of self righteousness. Isn't it scarier?

  479. You just know you know so much, yet you don't know, you know

  480. nothing. You don't know you know so much it you know nothing. I

  481. heard this past that he said. He gave a very good analogy. He's

  482. saying that. He say, if you want you know the cleanest place on

  483. earth, and you know where's the cleanest place on earth. Huh, it's

  484. not your room. Okay, your room is not that cleaner someone with Yeah,

  485. don't come on my room, not my room. The cleanest place on

  486. earth is the South Pole. Why you can clean your room, but you

  487. can't kill the germs? On know? Why is the Southport the cleaners?

  488. Of course, the germs cannot do anything. It's so cold. It's inactive.

  489. You get me right, it's inactive. Okay, so it's inactive.

  490. But there is also the same place where all the lens are also the cheapest,

  491. also the cheapest, but no one stays there. So clean, no,

  492. so clean, no germs, not easy, hope, so that but

  493. you know, but the real estate, no price, but nobody stays there.

  494. Now lives are you know? I told you it's a very good thing.

  495. He's in our lives? Are We are so focuser, so pedentic,

  496. that we are all about just being right and all the perfect knowledge and everything

  497. else. But what we end up without a personal experience and without understanding,

  498. without or not with without without the warmth of loving people and loving God,

  499. right, we become cold like the South Pole, become cold towards people.

  500. When people, when you look at Hey, I hear him, preacher.

  501. I can only see his mistakes past the quote of the wrong verse or this

  502. guy he didn't live a cullting like that. You get me. We have

  503. very very, very cool. But when you have been safe by God's grace

  504. and you have been experienced his mercy, you will think twice before you judge

  505. a person, true or not. You think twice, you will not look

  506. at the spec in the person's eye. You will start looking like I've been

  507. worse before. Instead of judging him immediately, I need to pray for him

  508. and ask the Lord Lord, what should I do for my brother? Lord?

  509. Let me love him and my form my love. Let me help him

  510. get me right. A lot of us I just put out your wrong or

  511. wrong wrong Da da da. That's why the world is like this is not

  512. heear me right? Everybody? You know why? It's the world full of

  513. self righteousness. Serious, the word is for self righteousness. Everybody believe they

  514. are right. Everybody wants to be right. Everybody needs to be right.

  515. So I see Twitter, I see Facebook, I see Instagram. Everybody is

  516. out. You know, you know fourth and back forth and back Harmas and

  517. Israel, you know, whatever left and right. Everybody is so self righteous

  518. on both sides, even when you have the truth, even you have a

  519. good argument, now you are also full of self righteousness a lot of times

  520. because you don't speak out He's came in right. You speak of own hand,

  521. out your oll own strength. And even when you are willing the truth

  522. right, no one is blessed, no, because you speak from a wrong

  523. place, you know what I mean saying. So it's a very important you

  524. know. You know, when I think about Saul, it always tells me

  525. the story of two cities or two paths are that we could have ended up,

  526. you know, as believers, that way can be one extremely cooled just

  527. like so. But yet at the same time, when we experience the word

  528. and the experience is merit, you come out full of grace, full of

  529. truth, full of power as well. Okay, So that's where I will

  530. end for today's message. Okay, So the experience of Paul, you know,

  531. it's a reminder for all of us about the grace of God, about

  532. God's faithfulness in our lives, about God's overwhelming power and authority that is able

  533. to rule and overrule even through sometimes hearts that are mistaken and dark as well

  534. amen. We hope you've been blessed by this message. For more information on

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