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Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path | Elder Mabel Atkinson

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from axt church. We hope this message

  2. will light up your tea. Coming up with a title for my message.

  3. But I love God so I love his word so much, so I've titled

  4. it your word is a lamb onto my feet and a light onto my path.

  5. Without God's word, we are lost. Without God's word? Who are

  6. we? You know? We have this manual. Every time my husband buys

  7. me a manual, I'm in a repliance, a kitchen tool. I get

  8. very lazy to read the manual because sometimes the manuals are so thick, right,

  9. and the words are so small. To wear my glasses and read everything

  10. and understand. I always give the manual to elder terrans, say can you

  11. read and tell me? And you tell me so nicely. Love, You

  12. have to read it. This is yours, This applies, This food processor

  13. is yours. You're going to use it if you don't understand, if you

  14. don't know how to use this, if you don't understand the manual how it

  15. works, you will miss out of all the things that it can do.

  16. And the Bible is the manual that God has given us. If we don't

  17. read it, we will miss out on all the goodies that God has for

  18. us, all the powerful stuff. How God can turn your life around,

  19. no matter how old you are, no matter how young you are, God

  20. can turn your life around. Every answer, every secret is in here.

  21. If you don't read this, you're going to miss out. If you don't

  22. know this, you're going to miss out. So read your Bible. The

  23. blessings of God is plenty. And I've come to know that. Again,

  24. I'm not going into the message. I've come to know that God's word there

  25. are secrets in it. You know, God says you all this book of

  26. the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it

  27. day and night. Meditate you wake up you're thinking of God's wor the more

  28. you think you get secrets the Holy Spirit will reveal. But if you just

  29. you know, okay, I have a quiet time. It's ten minutes.

  30. I'm just going to read a chapter. I'm just gonna read a few passages.

  31. I'm going to move on. You're not going to get anything. But

  32. if you're meditating on God's word, if you're thinking about it day and night,

  33. and you're observing to do everything all that is written in it and then

  34. God says, you will have good success. You will have that prosperity,

  35. you will not lack. So it's all in our hands. God has already

  36. given us everything. It's all in our hands. Okay, let's go to

  37. our word Proverbs Proverbs, chapter three, verse five to eight. I love

  38. God's word, so I don't want the word taking off the screen. I

  39. always you know, I'm from ten thirty, and I always before service starts,

  40. I will go to x TV and I always give them a hard time.

  41. They look at me coming. They say, oh no, this Auntie

  42. is coming again. So I'll always tell them. Number One, Guys,

  43. when you're putting up a song, make sure that before we can you know,

  44. you don't have to wait until the whole sentence finished, and then we

  45. got to wait to sing the next line. Don't do that quickly change because

  46. we already know what is the last one. Yes, and of us,

  47. Steven, we already know what's the last one. Why do you have to

  48. wait? And then after that when the next line come, you don't know

  49. what to sing. And then when the line comes, then we are singing,

  50. so we are missing out. So I said, I don't want to

  51. miss out anything. I want to worship God, so put the song and

  52. make sure it's going fast. The second thing is, don't take the word

  53. from the screen. The preacher is preaching, he is prepared the message.

  54. He puts up the message and guess what, bom God. Before I can

  55. even write it down, it's gone from the screen. They will put it

  56. and then it's gone. So every Sunday I will go to them and say,

  57. don't take the scriptures off the screen. It'll get so annoyed with me,

  58. I think. So since today I'm sharing, I have already told them

  59. I want God's word there, don't take it down. I love God's word.

  60. Okay, this this message actually God gave me while our the last time

  61. I came here, I told you about a little puppy dog that I rescued.

  62. Right I was rescued, and because of this puppy dog, there was

  63. a testimony how we actually got homes and people praying. Every week we pray

  64. in the neighborhood that I am in, every week we pray, and now

  65. it's because of this little puppy. I got to know my neighbors and we

  66. started to pray. And while during one of these prayers in my neighborhood.

  67. I actually got gave me this to encourage my friend who I was praying with,

  68. and after that it was totally silent. I said, God, you've

  69. gave given me the word, You've given me the scripture. How am I

  70. to prepare this message? There was no sound, no sound from God until

  71. something happened. A few weeks back. Something happened, something really bad happened,

  72. and from that val experience is when I started to write. So this

  73. is a very message that is very dear to me because it's from here that

  74. I have drawn some truth that God wants me to share with you, because

  75. God was sharing it with me. Okay, so the first one I want

  76. to emphasize is trust in the Lord with all your heart. Trust. Trust

  77. requires an action on our part. It always requires an action on our part.

  78. I want to tell you trust and faith. What is the difference between

  79. trust and faith? Faith says the chair is steady, you can go and

  80. sit on it. That's what faith says. The chair looks okay, you

  81. can go and sit on it. But trust makes you go to the chair

  82. and sit on that chair. Trust actually is that action that God requires from

  83. each one of us. So there's always an action, right, we always

  84. saw Just now A chairperson said, you sow. But what was the good

  85. thing? He said, is God always gives back, pressed down, chacking

  86. together, running over. God always gives me. So there is an action

  87. always on our part. So trust in the Lord with all your heart and

  88. lean not on your own understanding. Trust is billon a relationship? Do we

  89. have one? So important to have a relationship with God. It's so important

  90. not to just say, hey, I'm a Christian, I know the Lord.

  91. It's not important that you know the Lord. The Lord must know you,

  92. right or not? Guysh we always say I'm a Christian, I celebrate

  93. Christmas? But does the Lord know you? In a why I say this

  94. is the Bible says there'll be one day when we will meet God. And

  95. it's so important that God knows us. Imagine you go and then you say,

  96. God, I am able, and godsis I don't know you? Depart

  97. from me? Can you imagine? So make sure that God knows you have

  98. a relationship. Build your relationship a track record. My testimony is when you

  99. say trust, do we forget them quickly? Do we forget our testimonies quickly?

  100. We continue to meet challenges. I am sixty two years old. I'm

  101. continuing to meet challenges because there is a real enemy out there, and he

  102. continues to bring hard things. You know, he'll continue to bring things,

  103. especially to test your faith. There is a huddle. Your faith has to

  104. grow. God doesn't want you to be a baby all the time. You

  105. have to grow. You have to eat meat. And how is your faith

  106. going to grow if challenges don't come, if testings don't come. So there's

  107. always a huddle when you're a baby. I remember when I first accepted the

  108. Lord. Oh my goodness, everything I asked God, God would give it

  109. to me. Everything, I will say. You know, those days we

  110. had minibusses. We had no cars, like all you guys, young young

  111. people. So these days, those days now we have to go by.

  112. Those minibusses were horrible, the small. They were packed like sardines. We'll

  113. be swinging from right to left. And those times, in those quiet times,

  114. I used to pray many things. I prayed in the minibusses while I

  115. was packed like a sardine, standing there in the bus, pressed inside.

  116. I used to pray to the Lord many powerful press. I never knew they

  117. were powerful, but God heard those press So wherever you are, if you're

  118. saying a prayer, God is listening to the prayer. God is near you

  119. and listening to that prayer. So never never think, oh, I'm in

  120. the shopping complex, I'm saying a prayer and God is not listening to it.

  121. Hey, I was in the minibus when I prayed for my husband forgot

  122. to give me a man, and God answered that prayer and it was Elder

  123. Terrans. It was Elder Terrans. Okay, that's another story for another time.

  124. So anyway, don't forget your testimony is. God gives you many testimonies

  125. and when you come to that huddle that is hard to jump over, you

  126. know, don't don't forget and look back and say, have not my God

  127. saved me? Have not my God help me all those times in the past.

  128. But do you know, when the challenge comes, it's so big,

  129. it's so huge, we forget all our past testimonies. We forget that God

  130. has actually rescued us, and this challenge is a new one and it will

  131. be difficult for God to Most of the times I try to when a challenge

  132. comes, I always try to do everything on my own effort. First,

  133. first, I will do it all on my own effort. I will not

  134. involve God. I will say God, your rest first. Let me see

  135. if I can coutem all this by myself. And most of the time it

  136. never happens. I was in the kitchen. We had homes on Friday,

  137. and I was in the kitchen and I wanted my food processor. I am

  138. a very orderly person. You come to my house. My house is very

  139. neat. Possible. Have you come to a house, You have to come

  140. to my house. It's very very Everything is in his place, you know.

  141. Everything is very neat. It's very clean. And in heaven it's not

  142. messy. You know, it's very So if you are a messy person in

  143. your room, you don't you know, you're throwing things all over. Heaven

  144. is not like that. Be clean, always be neat, you know,

  145. don't throw your things everywhere, you know. So my food processor, you

  146. know, there's always two part, right, the bottom part and the top

  147. part. You have to take the top part and you have to clock it

  148. in. You have to click it in and then the whole thing. And

  149. it's very high. So I had put the bottom part in one place and

  150. the top part in another place. The reason I did that was because I

  151. didn't have the ladder that was high enough, so I had to separate it.

  152. So I wanted to make some pies pastry for homes, and I was

  153. looking everywhere. I found the top, I didn't find the bottom part.

  154. I tell you, I climbed ladders, I went up, I went down

  155. all over again on my own strength, you know, on my own strength.

  156. When all over the place, couldn't find the bottom part. How to

  157. do? I was running out of time. It was Friday, I needed

  158. to bake. I was so tired. Finally, I just told the Holy

  159. Spirit, Holy Spirit, I need your help. I was laughing to myself.

  160. He must be waiting. Okay, how long do I have to wait?

  161. Before? She asked me, I say, Holy Spirit, I need

  162. your help. I need you to help me find where I kept the bottom

  163. part of that blender. Finally, I told angels, just direct me,

  164. Just direct me to that cupboard where the second party is. He did that,

  165. He directed me and the same place that I had checked. It was

  166. right in front of me, and I didn't see it. Can you imagine

  167. is it my age or what? It was right in front of me and

  168. I didn't see it, and I was just telling the Lord, thank you

  169. Lord. I think God must be laughing at me and must be thinking,

  170. what's wrong with this girl? But you know, sometimes we always try to

  171. handle our life, you know, we try to do everything ourselves. We

  172. always say, God, you take a break, you rest, you know,

  173. let me go and do everything. When cannot really cannot. Then we

  174. say, okay, hold now you're come in. And God doesn't want us.

  175. God doesn't want us to do that. God wants to immediately call him

  176. God help, God, come rescue me, tell me what to do,

  177. okay. So trust is like that trust is trusting him and not forgetting our

  178. old testimonies that God will always come through. God will always come through.

  179. Okay. Uh, trust God with everything and not just some things, you

  180. know, not just some things. Okay, these things, I will trust

  181. you. Money, I need job, I need a good job, wife,

  182. no husband. I have to look for myself because this is not a

  183. very important the look after you find me some guy. And I don't like

  184. how, you know, when when I prayed in the in the busa for

  185. a partner, because I come from a very broken home as well. My

  186. father and my mother, though they loved each other. Well, wow,

  187. when they have fights, oh, my goodness. And all my life,

  188. I've seen my father and mother fight, fight, my mother's crying. My

  189. father has his own problems, but there was never abuse. My father has

  190. never laid hands on my mom. But there was always a lot of crying.

  191. So I didn't want that. I didn't want that. I didn't want

  192. to find a partner and end up like my father and my mother. So

  193. I told God, Hey, be careful on what you'll tell God. In

  194. the minibus, I told God, God, you find me a man,

  195. and when you find me a man, there must be some things I had

  196. already given God some things. How I will know that this is from him.

  197. Okay. In our church before, we couldn't just date anybody, date

  198. somebody, and go out with a person, or it doesn't work, so

  199. it's not this person, and then go to the next person, date the

  200. next person. Ah, it's not this person, and then go to the

  201. third one. It wasn't like that. In our church before. We had

  202. to pray without telling the girl, without showing any interest. We had to

  203. pray six months quietly, quietly, not telling the boy or the girl that

  204. you're interested in it. And then after six months, you go and tell

  205. the pastor and then you pray again, a lot of praying. And then

  206. after you pray, I think, I don't know how many months, three

  207. months, because I didn't start it. Elder Terrance started, so he knows.

  208. He pray again for a few months. And then you go and tell

  209. the girl or the boy, Hey, I've been praying for you for six

  210. months. Would you like to pray with me in my church? No one

  211. could do that. I have seen all the boys and girls. No one

  212. could do that. So I told God, this is a very difficult challenge.

  213. That told God, God, the guy that approaches me must follow these

  214. rules, and then I will know that is the guy. Usually the guy

  215. is interested in you. There will be all over you. They are like

  216. honey, and then ants all around you know, and then the ants will

  217. all come around the honey because they just like you, so they want to

  218. be in your company. You already know. And when I was young,

  219. and not to boast, there were many guys around me, many many guys

  220. that my pastor got a headache say, what's wrong? You know what attracted

  221. them to me? Not because I was so good looking, but I love

  222. the God. I love God so much. You know, worship time,

  223. I was all over. I love God so much, and that attracted so

  224. girls and boys. You know, if you want to find a partner,

  225. you know you love God, you show how much you love God, and

  226. then you find that the guys will come and the girls will come. So

  227. Eld Terans actually obeyed all this, and one day he came to me and

  228. he was my best friend. You know, I expected nothing, no feelings

  229. from him. We bod used to sit right in front and worship God together.

  230. So when he came and told me, Mabel, I'm praying for you,

  231. oh my heart sang sang so bad. I was so. I was

  232. thinking, boy, this guy actually did everything, and he didn't know that

  233. I had to deal with God, and I had already told God that this

  234. guy has to come like this and he has to obey. I had all

  235. the other guys around me that were showing me that they liked me, but

  236. Elder Terrans actually never showed me that he liked me. He never came near

  237. me. And one day he dropped the bombshell on me and said, I'm

  238. praying for you. And immediately at that moment, I didn't even have to

  239. pray. I knew he was the one, and then I cried for three

  240. years. The three years that I cried was asking God, God, can

  241. you change your mind. I don't want to marry him. He's my best

  242. friend, he's my good friend. I know him, but I don't want

  243. to marry him. For three years I cried. I tried to change God's

  244. heart, but God said, you don't have to marry him. You can

  245. marry anybody. But I made a promise to God and I was going to

  246. marry him. I had absolutely no feelings for Elder Terrans, absolutely no feelings.

  247. In fact, I after six months or maybe even one year, I

  248. told him, no, I don't think I want to go out with you

  249. or or you know. But I cried, like cried. I knew because

  250. I was going against what God had brought to me, and I was being

  251. in disobedience. So anyway, God said, you can maybe you can marry

  252. anybody. Any question should be okay, you don't have to marry the guy

  253. that I sent you. So anyway, I told God, no, at

  254. least I give me feelings for him. That also, he don't give me

  255. feelings. How So, after some time I went back to my pastor and

  256. said, I want to continue praying for big Terrans. So my pastor knew

  257. that this was really a difficult case. So and then after that another I

  258. don't know how long we prayed. The whole thing was more than three years.

  259. And I had no feelings for three years. So after that, what

  260. we do in church is we get the guy and the girl to stand up

  261. in church and declared to the oh church, this girl and this boy are

  262. praying together and they have agreed and they're going to go into holy metrimony soon.

  263. Oh my goodness. I had to stand up. He stood up,

  264. We stood up in church, told the whole church to everybody, not quiet,

  265. quiet, not tell everybody, and no feelings. So okay, okay,

  266. fine. And then came even our dates were controlled, you know those

  267. times, everything was a bit controlled. So even in our days we cannot

  268. you know, one week once maybe we see uh. So he came.

  269. He picked me up. In my heart, I say, you lay your

  270. hands on me, I'll slap your face. That was our first day after

  271. confirmation. You know, this is after confirmation, after knowing everything, I

  272. had no feelings for him. God just wanted to see if I would actually

  273. go through with it. You know, faith, This is faith, guys,

  274. and trust is what going through it. The action on my part,

  275. I said, faith, God, I believe you are. We can say

  276. this, we can say that, we can pray all kinds of things.

  277. God, I will do this, I will do that. You know you

  278. do this. I will do this. And then when it comes to our

  279. part, we can't deliver. But I try to deliver it my e list,

  280. I give me feelings, no feelings, So how to marry the guy

  281. with no feelings? But you know what happened after two days, after three

  282. days, I got to really know him. And that's when God gave me

  283. the faith, I mean, the love for him, the feelings for him.

  284. Hey, mauch much later. So if you're telling God pick a girl

  285. for me, pick a boy for me, be very very careful, because

  286. God, here's your prayer. God will answer. He will bring the guy.

  287. He will bring the girl. I'm telling you I married Elder Terrans.

  288. I could have married any guys. I had a lot of men interested in

  289. me. I could have married any one of them. But I tell you

  290. I don't think any one of them could have taken me like the way Elder

  291. terrants. We worked so well together. We will be celebrating in jen in

  292. January. We'll be celebrating at thirty fifth Andy Verse three thirty fifth anniversary.

  293. We're so in love with each other, still still in love. We go

  294. for dates. Don't you want that in a relationship? Do you just want

  295. to fall in love with somebody for that short time, you know, and

  296. then after that, you know, you get married and you don't want the

  297. guy you're not interested. But thirty five years is going to be in jail

  298. and tomorrow is his birthday. I'm planning something special. I'm going to take

  299. into a nice hotel for nice lunch, and then we're going to go out.

  300. We're going to have movies, We're going to do stuff. It's a

  301. date night. It's going to be a real good date. So that's how

  302. you know there's so many young people here. I want to show you a

  303. secret. I want to tell you a secret that God is interested. God

  304. is interested in your life. You know, don't waste it away, but

  305. be careful what you tell God. Always be careful. So trust God in

  306. everything you know. Don't tell God. Boys are I would choose girls.

  307. I would choose because God, you don't know. You don't know about choosing

  308. partners, so be careful and alta terans and I do PMC pre marriage counseling.

  309. And the first thing that I personally will ask the couples is have you

  310. prayed? Have you actually prayed? And have you seek the lot? And

  311. they will look at both of them, You'll look at each other. And

  312. I said, no, we didn't. We just fell in love. So

  313. I get very frightened. When you fall in love first, before you seek

  314. the lot, before you ask God, you fall in love first, it's

  315. frightening love. There was one couple that came first time. We were meeting

  316. them over coffee, just getting to know them. We haven't started pre marriage

  317. counseling, just talking to them. After that they went to church and said

  318. no, we don't want to marry each other. Six months of the marriage,

  319. you know, that's when pre marriage counseling happened. I'm very scared when

  320. I when couples come and talk to me because I can be quite honest and

  321. I can ask them to look inside. Is this really what you want?

  322. You know? Because you after you get married, you wand togo and divorce

  323. and go through and bring shame to God, his name and church and everyone,

  324. and hurt your the close ones, your family. Do you want to

  325. hurt everybody? You don't want to do that. You do want to spend

  326. so much money on your wedding and after that you know there's nothing to show.

  327. You know, you only get married to one. You cannot go to

  328. the all time and keep promising I do you do? And then before God

  329. and then you witness, and God says, I also do, I also

  330. blessed you know. Let don't make a mockery of the vows that you make.

  331. It is for life. God doesn't bring any tom dick and hurry into

  332. your line and you keep changing like clothes. No, it's not like that.

  333. Okay. The next thing I want to talk about is clean. It's

  334. all all trust in the Lord with all your heart. This all just now.

  335. There was a song we saying passa Joel I think wrote it. I

  336. didn't realize there was a lot of all in that. There was a lot

  337. of all, all stops go and gets it attention. I actually put that

  338. in when you give your all because Jesus himself thought in Mark twelve thirty,

  339. loved the Lord with all your heart, your all, your soul, your

  340. mind, your strength. Right, he says, all in God. There

  341. is no halfway. You know, you don't give half way. It's all

  342. or nothing. It's not interested. So he has taught as the alabaster jar.

  343. Remember Mary Lazaru's sister. She had saved up this alabaster this, this

  344. perfume, this precious perfume. And they say when they valued it, it's

  345. one year's wage, one year's wage. Just calculate your salary, one year's

  346. wage. It's very expressed. Maybe she kept it for her wedding, Maybe

  347. she kept it for a special occasion. But what did she do? She

  348. was so in love with the Lord, she didn't keep anything. She just

  349. broke that alabasta jar, that that precious thing. And people just mocked her

  350. and said, why why are you going weted like that, going paw on

  351. his leg and waste the whole thing? So pressure you're gonna do that.

  352. When you loved Lord, you give all, don't You don't stingch with God?

  353. And when you serve God, you give all. You don't stingch.

  354. You don't say I will do this, but these are don't touch. I

  355. will do this, but this don't touch come on, guys, we give

  356. all. Remember the two what caught Jesus eyes at the temple, the widow

  357. that gave the two little copper coins. When we look at it, two

  358. little copper coins, What is this? Nothing? But yet it attracted God.

  359. It stoped God at his tracks. He was so taken away that widow.

  360. Until now we're talking about it, that alabastaja, until now we're talking

  361. about it. The two little copper coins doesn't mean anything. We're still talking

  362. about it. Why because it was everything. When you give God, give

  363. everything. Don't hold back. Hey, when you're giving God, this is

  364. God. You know, how can we treat God like be treating our friends

  365. anything? You know? Growing up, my mom used to tell me,

  366. you know, I get the money from you guys, you already tiede your

  367. money. So when you give me the money is already tied. Do I

  368. have to also type? She used to tell me, very very technical,

  369. very calculative. So I tell my mom mom, the money is yours and

  370. God says you give ten percent of what you have, So why do you

  371. have to be so calculative? This is what God tells you to do.

  372. Just do it and God never robs you. God always gives back. So

  373. my mom used to ask me that question. So I want to actually read

  374. the Scripture to Corinthians nine sixty eight, if you could put that for me.

  375. Okay, but this I say, he who so sparingly will also reap

  376. sparingly, and he who sows bountifully will also read bountifully. So I want

  377. to have another. I have another version here. Each of you should give

  378. what you have decided in your heart. Give, not reluctantly or under compulsion

  379. forced you not to give, For God loves a cheerful giver. You know

  380. when you give, you give God because you're happy. You want to bless

  381. God, and God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all

  382. things. See it's not here in this version, but I use another version.

  383. I'm not sure I should have returned it down. In all things at

  384. all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good

  385. work. See God mentions all in a lot of things is everything about all

  386. that thing in our life is very important. When you do, when you

  387. give, when you serve, when you're loving, God is always all.

  388. God says, if you love your children more than me, not fit for

  389. my kingdom? Hard right. It's hard. You know. We love our

  390. children so much, we love our spouses so much. Always know where who

  391. is above? Who is you know there must be a number one? Who

  392. is your number one? Who is the one that is at the top in

  393. your heart? Is it God? Or is it your children? Or is

  394. it your spouse? Or is it your parents? God say you're not fit.

  395. You know, we must not only hear the good things that the Bible

  396. says. There's also hard things in here that the Lord says that we must

  397. take everything in you know, you just don't need. Not Like when we

  398. were younger eating vegetables in our home, we tell our mother, bitter Cod,

  399. I don't want, but all the sweet things I don't mind. I'll

  400. take the ice cream, but bitter Cod, I don't want. Know.

  401. With God, you take all. It's either all or nothing. So you

  402. know, we belong to the Lord. We have to know what he loves,

  403. and we give it to him. We give him our all. So

  404. I also want to go to Joshua one aid. It's another favorite thing that

  405. I meditate on it day and night. This book of the Law shall not

  406. depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night,

  407. and that you may observe to do according to all. Again, God says

  408. that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous,

  409. and then you will have good success. It says you. You know,

  410. it doesn't say God will make your way prosper Yes, no, bus Steven,

  411. what does he say? He said you will make your way, that

  412. missa. It's all in your hands, it's in your power. You can

  413. do what you want. You can declare, you can pray, you can

  414. speak, and it will happen. And God says you will make your way

  415. prosper then you will have good success. But observe to do according to all.

  416. Observe to do according to all that is written in it. Don't just

  417. take some. My husband was preaching. I love to hear Eld the Terrans

  418. preach. I do not know why he's my husband. I hear him all

  419. the time in the house, but I love when he preaches and teaches God's

  420. world because it's special. Many times, just sitting down there listening to him,

  421. I know it's not from him, because I know my husband. I

  422. know it's the Holy Spirit. And I will just tear listening to the word.

  423. You know, because it's so beautiful. God's word is so beautiful.

  424. And sometimes some messages that he preaches, it's hard. It's hard, and

  425. I know that the Holy Spirit is actually teaching the church something and we have

  426. discernments and we know the church can't receive it because it doesn't go and it's

  427. not like sponge, you know it's received. It is like it's bouncing back,

  428. like the church doesn't want it. I'm sorry, guys. There are

  429. times when heard messages are preached, people don't want to receive it. It's

  430. like, no, this is you know, I'm not I'm going to close

  431. my ears. This is not for me. No, we must take all

  432. because this is His will that we take all that is written in Meditate is

  433. another thing. Day and night is so important. Sometimes the best messages,

  434. the best prayers is when I'm sleep at four five o'clock, that's when it

  435. comes. Have you had that pass to Stephen God talking, God ministering four

  436. o'clock? You know how you get up and write at four o'clock? How

  437. to write? Ah, four am? How to get up and write?

  438. But do you know I still do have things all around my bedside, pens,

  439. paper, but to switch on the light and write down is very difficult.

  440. But the best prays that I've prayed, I know it's not me,

  441. and it's the Holy Spirit. He's praying at that time, and he's praying

  442. and I'm listening to it. I'm thinking I am praying. No, he

  443. is praying, and he's so beautiful. And some sermons, some messages he

  444. gives me at that time. Wow, amazing. Okay. So yeah,

  445. the people that preach and teach, prepare and take time and spend time with

  446. the Lord and receive from the Lord. So as we listen to the message,

  447. you know, take learn and practice it. Don't be the story in

  448. the Bible where he says he goes to the mirror, he sees himself and

  449. he forgets and he walks away. Let's not be like that. You know.

  450. We don't want to be people who are ignorant, you know, because

  451. there are many times we want to be ignorant and we don't want to hear.

  452. But God will just flash like a screen, you know, like this

  453. screen. He will just flash it and say, but it was told to

  454. you. But it was taught to you, So remember that. Okay,

  455. okay, lean, okay, let's go back to our first scripture, Lean

  456. not on your own understanding. You know leaners, Uh, lean not on

  457. your own understanding. Sometimes when I'm wearing high heels, I'm always leaning on

  458. something that's now. I was leaning on that, but still I was a

  459. bit tricky. Imagine if I'm leaning on something that is not steady, our

  460. own understanding is never like that. I'd say i'm leaning. This whole thing

  461. is moving. If I really go leaning, I will go flying with the

  462. thing. It's exactly like that. No leaning on your understanding. It's like

  463. this. You see this thing checking, So it depends. Your understanding is

  464. like this, Like this, you're understanding. But if you lean on the

  465. word of God, it doesn't go like this. Leaning on the word of

  466. God is strength, is strong. God is your power. God is the

  467. tower of strength. He doesn't go. So don't lean on your own understanding.

  468. We are educated these days. We are very smart. We know how

  469. to what to do, how to do it. You know how to be

  470. very clever. We've done this, We've come up in life, we've been

  471. promoted. We know a lot of things. But relying on our strength and

  472. our knowledge can make you fall. So remember that. Philippians for seven Philippian

  473. for seven says the peace of God which surpasses all understanding. God exceeds and

  474. outperforms our understanding. We have our understanding, but God, He's understanding.

  475. He surpasses everything through Christ Jesus. You know so God it You know God,

  476. your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. His understanding is better than our

  477. understanding. Don't go don't lean on your own understanding. We've heard this many

  478. times. Uh, but we just have to be careful not to go by

  479. what we understand. Okay. The next word I want to talk is submit,

  480. which is found submit submit, Submit. Okay, let's go back to

  481. Proverbs three five eight. Submit to him and he will make your path straight.

  482. Submit. It's not a word, that is, it's not Submit is

  483. not a form of weakness. You know, many times we don't like to

  484. submit. We don't like to submit to authority, submit to our leaders.

  485. We don't like that because it's like, oh, I have to listen.

  486. I know so much. I've been there before. I'm a CEO of this

  487. company. Why do I have to come here? Submit to campus student?

  488. Submit to a young working adult. You I know better, I live longer,

  489. I eat at most salt all that, so submit. Sometimes it's kind

  490. of difficult. Jesus lived his whole life. You know, Jesus is amazing,

  491. our Lord. He's amazing because his liver was to teach us how to

  492. live. He lived a liver of submission to the Father. Every moment of

  493. every day. He taught us how to pray. Early morning he'll go and

  494. pray four o'clock, five o'clock, he will go and pray in the dark

  495. when no one is around, quiet and he's praying. All that is what

  496. it's example. You know. He didn't do it too. No, and

  497. the death until submission until death, My goodness, the death that he went

  498. through is as not. It's not a light one. He was embarrassed,

  499. humiliated, strip naked, put a thorn. When my brother in law went

  500. to Israel, he brought back those thorns. That's the only thing my mother

  501. in law asked him, You go to Israel, bring back the thorns.

  502. So every time I go to my mother in law's house, I'll go and

  503. I should I should bring the thorn. Oh, I should break a torn

  504. and put it in my bible. So every time I go around preaching or

  505. sharing the word of God, I will let you see the thorn. The

  506. tone is this long, you know, sharp like middle. It's so sharp,

  507. it's so thin and so sharp. And they pressed it on his head.

  508. They pressed that crown on our Lord's head. You know, all the

  509. torture he went through, the whipping, the spitting on the punching, they

  510. kicked our lord, They did everything. Why did our God go through all

  511. that? Why did our God did? What did the Father send the Lord

  512. to do that for you and me? So don't ever take this relationship that

  513. you have with the Lord lightly. You know, he paid the price,

  514. and he submitted to the Father. God resists the proud. I find we

  515. cannot submit sometimes because we are proud, but gives grace to the humble.

  516. God resists the proud, but he gives grace to the humble. I take

  517. comfort in this. Therefore, for that reason, submit to God. Therefore,

  518. for that reason, submit to God. Resist the devil, and he

  519. will free from you who brings all this. Being proud, the devil was

  520. the one, But Lucifer was the one. He was so arrogant, he

  521. was so beautiful, was the most beautiful angel in her. He looked at

  522. that empty seat and said, hey, I should be sitting next to the

  523. father. He wanted he he coverted something that he could have asked the father,

  524. Hey, father, who said is that? You know who is going

  525. to say? You know, if you want something, you don't have to

  526. covert and plan behind and and be proud. And you know you don't have

  527. to do that. You can always go to the father, the father,

  528. Will, will, will, will tell you what is it for? Right?

  529. But he went and plotted behind. So be careful when we are we

  530. are not able to submit. I have known of a person she owns her

  531. own company, big shot, very very wealthy, you know, very very

  532. wealthy. Couldn't submit, couldn't submit, very very difficult to submit to people.

  533. And uh, but she I feel like her heart is like one part

  534. fifty percent the devil. There's like a tug of war going on in her

  535. heart. I can see one side the devil is pulling the other side.

  536. God is there, and she's struggling, She's really struggling, and she's done

  537. so many mistakes because she cannot submit. Don't be afraid to submit. When

  538. you submit to your leaders, who you're submitting to, you're submitting to God.

  539. So don't be afraid when your leader tells you something. He's not torturing

  540. you. He also getting his instructions from he's leader, you know, discipleship

  541. when someone comes to you, Oh my word, okay, oh five minutes

  542. when I haven't finished, you know. Okay, So God is taking me

  543. to a difference. This an never mind to remember to submit? Okay.

  544. So why is in our own eyes self reliant? Why is in our own

  545. eyes? Do not be wise? In your own eyes? Self reliance,

  546. self sufficient a sign of pride again, so be careful. Okay. So

  547. I'm not going to go into another story. I have another powerful testimony I

  548. wanted to share with you, but I'm not going to go into it.

  549. I want to come to you with my favorite of all this whole thing.

  550. My favorite is next one, number four. Fear the Lord and shun even

  551. is my favorite of them all. I've been a Christian for I accepted the

  552. Lord when I was about twenty or so, twenty years old maybe, and

  553. I've been I'm sixty two now, so you make the maths. I've been

  554. with the Lord for a long time, but I've always lived with grace and

  555. love. You know, God is love, God is grace. I can

  556. get away I can do whatever I want to do. I always have the

  557. forgiveness. I say, God forgive me, and God's okay with it.

  558. So there is no discipline God discipline. Lie, I don't do the bad,

  559. bad thing law, but still you need to have discipline. Okay.

  560. So fear the Lord came to me five years I tell you when it came

  561. to me, Oh my goodness. I actually like God was right in front

  562. of me and giving me a Bible study on fear. Oh my, it

  563. was really I changed. You know in the last five years. My Christian

  564. life is completely different. Now I don't live just I know there's grace and

  565. mercy every morning. He's beautiful living under grace and mercy. But now I

  566. live fearing the Lord. Fear is reverence for God. Fear is respect for

  567. God. Fear is being aware of his presence twenty four to seven. You

  568. know, we can say, oh, after I go home, it's my

  569. boss not watching me. I can do whatever I want to do. This

  570. is my rest time. But fear is being in God's presence twenty four seven.

  571. Even when I let go, guess, I say, sorry, Lord,

  572. excuse me. Do you know? Do you know that? Because I

  573. know my Lord is next to me. There is no way I'm not going

  574. to respect and do whatever I want to do. Lie whenever I want to

  575. lie, Got pale, got pink like or white? Lie? Small,

  576. lie, big lie. There's no such thing. You all lie is lie

  577. is evil. Okay. I'm accountable for my motive, thoughts and words and

  578. actions. Everything that you do, you're accountable for you, So be careful,

  579. Be very very careful. Fearing the Lord will keep me from sin,

  580. shun evil. Everything that is opposed to God, and that which is the

  581. opposite of God and contrary to God is evil. Do we justify and measure

  582. evil and sin according to our own understanding? Sometimes we say, okay,

  583. we can do this. Lie. You know, I have to save somebody,

  584. so I tell a little bit or lie. It should be okay.

  585. No, it's not okay. That is evil. That is sin. Anything

  586. that God says don't do. If you do that is wrong. Fear the

  587. Lord. Don't just live with grace, don't just live with mercy. Fear

  588. the Lord all the days of your life. When you go out, when

  589. someone gives you change and gives you more give back, Who is watching?

  590. God is watching you? At you say, oh, nobody's watching. The

  591. guy who doesn't know he gave me more. After all, the food is

  592. very expensive. He gave me more money. I keep noting because the dish

  593. is so expensive. Why should I return the money? No, God is

  594. watching. Do what's right wherever you are. You know, God says respect,

  595. respect, God says submit, Submit, Do everything that God tells you

  596. to do, you know, and then see when you have to meet God.

  597. Whether God says I know you, Steven, I know you, Joshua,

  598. Joshua, you did a fantastic job worshiping God. Love your voice.

  599. I love how you worship God. You're a young man, you know.

  600. Continue to worship God like that and serve God like that. Don't let anything

  601. stop you from worshiping God, because worship is very very powerful. God loves

  602. your worship when you worship with all your heart, with all your soul.

  603. You know, I've been in church for what, like I said, more

  604. than forty two forty three years. I've been in church, and every time

  605. I enter worship before the Lord, I will just be like a baby.

  606. I'll be crying before the Lord, and I'll be dancing before the Lord.

  607. You know, Elder Terans and I are you know, sixties. In sixty

  608. two, we are sixty two. Sometimes it's more difficult to move around,

  609. but we still love and enjoy the presence and being in the presence of the

  610. Lord. And you are young people move you know, you just have a

  611. son four years four months, four years four months old. You know,

  612. be an example. Parents must be an example for your children. If you

  613. don't enjoy worship and you're not moving your like that worship, you're just worshiping

  614. God, your children will not pick it up. You know, you don't

  615. just come to church and you show an example. I'm reading the Bible.

  616. I'm this that. No, every day your children are continuously watching you,

  617. our young mom every time watching you. Your children growing up is looking and

  618. then they come to church and see, oh h in the house different now,

  619. in the church, different now. So I also can be like that.

  620. No, don't be like that. If you fear the Lord and you're

  621. twenty four to seven watching out and you're living a life why before the Lord.

  622. Your children can also see that. And this is the best thing that

  623. you can give your children. And then when they grow up they have substances

  624. like guys. So let's fear the Lord. Let's not just live. I'm

  625. going to pass the time. Really, I'm going to just continue and finish

  626. because this is very, very dear to me. Fear is something that we

  627. have to live. Fear the Lord, feared the Lord, feared the Lord.

  628. Live under the fear of the Lord. Don't live just under grace.

  629. And I have forgiveness I can, God will forgive me. Okay. The

  630. next I want to touch on is health. This will bring health to your

  631. body and nourishment to your bones. What will bring health and nourishment to your

  632. bones? Fear the Lord and shun evil. When you fear the Lord and

  633. shun evil, then the Bible says this will bring health to your body and

  634. nourishment to your bones. The answer is found in that scripture. Okay,

  635. James four eight says draw near to me, and he will draw near to

  636. you. We have heard that scripture many times. Another thing I want to

  637. share with you, actually I runed it by Elder terms this morning is more

  638. of you, Lord, more of you? How many times have we heard

  639. that? How many songs were written like that? Lord? We want more

  640. of you? But do we really understand what we are saying when we say

  641. more of you? Lord. But I every time the word says more of

  642. you, I want more of you, Lord, I never say that because

  643. when I draw near to God, drawn God drot's near to me, he

  644. comes in his glory. He doesn't give me ten percent. We don't have

  645. to beg God, come near to me. God, I want more of

  646. you, And then God tarry. I don't want to give you a more

  647. of me. You know, I don't want to give you keep begging me.

  648. God is not like that. And God's word says, we must think,

  649. you know, right a Lord, we must God gave us, God

  650. gave us brains. We must think. That's what meditation is. When you

  651. meditate on God's word and you compare what songs have written, and you look

  652. at God's word, and then you understand that is what meditating. The secret

  653. things come out. If you just read the word. The secret things are

  654. this behind it. You won't get it. You have when you spend time,

  655. you look at it, you study it, all those additional bonuses come

  656. in. So that's why he says, meditate on it day and night,

  657. don't forget and observe to do all that is written, not some all that

  658. is written. So you got to meditate on it. The meditation brings the

  659. bonuses, the little things. When why say I want more of you,

  660. Lord, more of you, Lord, more of you? And God is

  661. like, no, no, aari, I don't want to give you more

  662. of me. I give you five percent. This time tomorrow I give you

  663. ten percent. That is not right. It's like begging God. But what

  664. does James for? It says, you draw near to me, and I

  665. will draw near to you. So at the ball is in your coat.

  666. The ball is not in God, where God is keepping, and then you're

  667. not giving to you. Hey, it's not like that, guys, because

  668. the Bible doesn't say like that. The Bible says, you just have to

  669. draw near to me, and I will draw near to you. And when

  670. God comes, does he come in? Is ten percent? He comes in

  671. his glory, in his power, He comes with this all. He draws

  672. near to you, with everything you know he gives you. So we don't

  673. have to tell draw, I mean more of you God, more of you

  674. God, and begging you need. He's just drawn near to him. The

  675. Bible says, draw near to him. He will draw near to you.

  676. And when God draws near, he comes in all his glory. We won't

  677. be the same after that. When he comes here, he won't be the

  678. same. To that, we pray and be seeing more of you, Lord.

  679. Do we understand what we are saying? Is God keeping himself away from

  680. us? That's what I wrote here. God watches over his word to perform

  681. it. God is always watching over his word to perform it. God is

  682. watching what are you saying? Are you? Are you? That's why when

  683. I pray now passes even always say Lord, your words says this. You

  684. know, I'm reminding God, not that God is forgotten, but always want

  685. to walk and say, you know, so take all the precious things in

  686. this book, and said God, remember you said this. I'm praying according

  687. to your word, right or not? Huh? Lord? You said this,

  688. Lord, you said this? Not you said this? Your word says

  689. this. Always say God's word and I remind him and tell him. And

  690. God always brings his peace and his love and his joy, and he comforts

  691. me. Like I said, I was in a valley situation when I when

  692. this word came to me, and God has lifted me up, you know,

  693. lifted my husband up. No matter what happens, God is watching out

  694. for you. God, has never left you alone. And this is a

  695. word that I want to bring to you this morning. I pray that it

  696. has encouraged you. I pray that you you know, when you listen to

  697. the words that I've said, fear the Lord. You know, don't forget.

  698. You are young, learn grow, do what's right before the Lord.

  699. Whether God is watching, I mean, God is always watching, whether anybody

  700. is watching or not. You know, God is watching. You always be

  701. holy before him. You know it brings honor. Do you know? And

  702. I go to church at ten thirty, My eyes are aware, you know.

  703. On the carpet. Why I want to make sure everything is clean.

  704. You know, this is the house of God. I see tissue, Me

  705. and my husband, we will pick it up. We put it in our

  706. pocket. Why this is where I worship God. There must be integrity,

  707. there must be honor. You don't say, ah, this is the hotel.

  708. Just walk like, just throw that tissue anywhere. You know who cares.

  709. Nobody cares clean as to clean. No, when you walk into the

  710. house of God, there must be a respect for God. There must be

  711. honor for God. There must be integrity. You're the children of the Most

  712. High God. You're not just anybody anywhere. You're the children of the most

  713. most most high God, the living God. He's not a dead god.

  714. He's living. He's watching over you, and he's what you know, so

  715. precious. He's with you. He's with you. He's with you twenty four

  716. seven. He doesn't say, oh, I'm with him. So I can't

  717. be with you that much, you know. I mean, it's going through

  718. so much a problem. I cannot spend time with you. There's so much

  719. war going on. People are hungry, so I cannot. I cannot be

  720. with you all the time. No, he doesn't do that. He's with

  721. you, twenty four seven, watching over you. You have a problem.

  722. Hey lord, I don't have enough money. I need to pay bill.

  723. He's hearing your prayer. He's watching over you. There's so much I want

  724. to share with you, guys, but time doesn't give me the time.

  725. You know, so many testimonies. God has been all good, so good.

  726. You know. I'm not saying this because I simply go and write a

  727. message and I preach to you. Know, this is experience. This is

  728. me walking with a lot. This is me making those hard decisions decisions that

  729. I don't want to make. I do it because I want to obey God.

  730. I want to be obedient. When God tells me something, I do

  731. it. It's tough. You think it's easy to do what God tells you.

  732. It's not. It's not easy, but I do it anyway. When

  733. I do it, Like marrying my husband, I did it. I had

  734. no feelings. You know, imagine girls, how frightening it is to to

  735. to go out with a man you have no feelings with just because God said

  736. he's the one. But you must know so not that he's the one.

  737. But I knew without a shadow of doubt that Elder Terrence was the one.

  738. So yeah, but God keeps It's what I don't understand, and we can

  739. maybe let ass the Stephen and just Syah minister us listened to us a song.

  740. Thank you d I want to share with you a dream God gave me.

  741. God gives me a lot of dreams, beautiful dreams, and I know

  742. it's from God. This dream that I dream I was in love, beautiful.

  743. I was just in love, such a beautiful dream. I was in

  744. love. I didn't know I was actually in love with God because it showed

  745. me something else. But actually, when I woke up and asked God,

  746. what is God told me one part of this day honor to talk to the

  747. elderly people in this church. You know, I always pray God. Now

  748. that I'm much older, I'm slower. You know. I am tripping,

  749. My legs are hurting and all these things. In all, God, I'm

  750. not running as fast. I'm a bit slower. Do you still love me?

  751. And I had this dream and in the dream I was in love with

  752. God. And I knew that I was in love with God because God came

  753. and touched the part of my hair that was gray. I know where exactly

  754. my grace are. I don't color my hair anymore. After the pandemic,

  755. I said, no, I'm not gonna color my hair anymore. I've been

  756. gray since I was twenty. On my twenty first birth, there was already

  757. green. So God came and in the dream, God touched that part that

  758. was great, and he touched me. He touched my hair, and in

  759. the dream, I said, oh my goodness, how does he know where

  760. my grace are? So when you're gray and frail and you're weak, God

  761. is near you. God has never left you. You just have to draw

  762. near to God and he will draw near to you. He will never leave

  763. you, nor forsake you, or forget you. No matter how old you

  764. get or no matter how young you are. You're not insignificant. You're not

  765. important for God. You are so important, so precious before the Lord,

  766. So draw near to him. We hope you've been blessed by this message.

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