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Do Not Be Afraid | Elder Kien Yiak

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from acts church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day.

  3. So I was telling X some money about about church.

  4. You know, next to being twenty fifth you know, or

  5. twenty five years old. How really it's important for us

  6. to remember it's not just about celebration of just uh

  7. which reached there. You know, sometimes we just celeb because

  8. we are thirty.

  9. Years old, forty years old, fifty years old.

  10. But actually for God, what's all about and being our church?

  11. We started off four years ago by faith, by faith,

  12. by faith, Pascalda, myself and a guy called Ryan. We

  13. prayed for three months and you know, and we declared

  14. the church started really really by faith.

  15. I didn't know anybody.

  16. And after all, you know, I mean, if you think

  17. of a colony for a church, you won't.

  18. Call ex acts X. You're not called X.

  19. You call it some other couler name or something like that.

  20. But you know, we we we wanted acts only because

  21. we want to see the acts of Holy Spirit come

  22. to pass.

  23. We really believe that God was going.

  24. To move spiritually powerfully, not by might, not by power,

  25. but by his spirit. All right, That's why we really

  26. believe in and we also do believe that you know

  27. that people are hungry for science and wonders, miraculous things

  28. to happen in their life.

  29. Healing will take place.

  30. We declared that you know that you know our church,

  31. that you know the sik walk out healed and somewhere

  32. we started the church.

  33. So pray for three months.

  34. Declared the church started, and we want so aim God

  35. give us ten percent of the college that's in front

  36. of us. We have Taylors in Tea and Metropolitan back

  37. then totally maybe about ten ten, ten plus thousand students.

  38. We said, God, just give us ten percent of this.

  39. We want to reach our ten percent. We had this

  40. huge banner that you know, not huge banner or rather

  41. a huge saying in our organization church back then. Still

  42. it is right now that every campus still deserves a

  43. chance to hear the gospel at least once, really deserve

  44. a chance to hear the gospel at least once. You

  45. may think that, but we are urban church. Ever, I

  46. must have heard about the gospel. Everyone must have heard

  47. about what is a church? I want to let you

  48. all know, friends, I thought so until I met someone

  49. hurt or at least two individual right now who have

  50. not heard about the gospel at all, have not heard

  51. about it, don't even understand the concept of it of

  52. a church, right and God is bringing them into our

  53. meatst right now, and don't want to let you know

  54. that it's not by chance really what it is doing,

  55. because all this was late in the earlier days where

  56. we are praying God give us an in road. So

  57. we started the church, and the church, friends, was well

  58. in a place whereby majority of things were given given.

  59. Out second hand second hand.

  60. Now you mustn't imagine second hand as in good condition secondhand,

  61. all right, chance that can barely sit there together on friends,

  62. those type all right, The schools only tightening release so

  63. right now it's become a rocking chair, right. And we

  64. had air cons that was given to us, supposed to

  65. be about four horse power, but can only cool down

  66. the place when there's about twenty plus people maximum. Anything

  67. more than that it will be like a gym.

  68. Sweat tea sweat smelling and stuff like that.

  69. We started the church back there at two thirteen afternoon,

  70. two thirty in the afternoon. I'm not sure how many

  71. of us here wants to come to act in two

  72. thirteen afternoon. They want to push it. They want they

  73. have the serviays that pushed everything earlier, right two thirteen

  74. after they come on. It's the hardest time to do church.

  75. It's after lunch and it's a great time to sleep.

  76. So it's very hard. But God says start at two thirty,

  77. and we did, and we just said we just start.

  78. Maybe campus students can wake up, right, So we started

  79. it and people came first. You we didn't have huge

  80. banner our flyers. Back there was a photocopy black and

  81. white made with a software called Microsoft word no can

  82. back then, nothing at all we designed flyers.

  83. And stuff like that.

  84. But we up with this passion just reaching out by faith.

  85. I pray that all verse here today as we end

  86. the year and start the year, that we end the

  87. year with faith and start the year with faith. It

  88. has to be more than just coming to the church

  89. on a Sunday singing so how great is our God?

  90. But no avenue to express the faith out. And it

  91. has to been bigger than the problem with face. Because

  92. problems that situation causes fear to come to our hearts.

  93. So when we were given an opportunity to partner with

  94. a passon in India, right to raise up funds about

  95. US ten thousand back then to buy to work with them,

  96. to buy a small piece of land to give to

  97. them to start the school in the poorer state there.

  98. And we were just about fifty plus and ninety nine

  99. percent college student all right, no time seeing nothing at all,

  100. but just say, hey, the love with our heart to

  101. start this right, and we give the money the passes,

  102. well you got do you have?

  103. Rich? People?

  104. Know all can students giving glory to the Lord. Friends,

  105. it's not about the amount. It is not about wow,

  106. it's not It's about God providing every seat.

  107. So we give the money.

  108. The passer over there he said that you know all

  109. what the poor state, But yet the teachers weren't teaching.

  110. So he just wanted to give the children a future,

  111. a place why they could study, a place whereby they

  112. could at least break the cycle of poverty. Right because

  113. it's in a particular state as a believer, friends, the

  114. people wanted to burn it down. But it's the parents

  115. that got together. They say, the school is one of

  116. the best things that ever happened to us. Please give

  117. our churn a chance to learn. When the church hit

  118. about fifty, we had to move out from Subamjaya to

  119. a hotel. Again, every Sunday we see how great is

  120. our God. Right every Sunday we declare that by faith,

  121. not to live by side, but by faith. But if

  122. the church leaders don't believe by faith, friends, then you

  123. and I when never see miraculous you and I never

  124. see actual life. So by the time God told us,

  125. by time you reach fifty you have to move out.

  126. You have to move out and rent a place that

  127. can accommodate selty people, easy to sit and done.

  128. Friends, because all of us here know that.

  129. Although our hearts believe, our mind believes lower. Our hearts

  130. are racing towards the finishing line. Really, but our mind

  131. is the breaks that's being applied. It's hot because the

  132. rent for the hotel was eight hungered ringed. To some

  133. of us here, it hunger ring. It is what we

  134. spend in two days. Maybe not here. Maybe it's.

  135. Can't pursuit in all right, hunger ringed friends.

  136. Our offree collection back there was about if I'm not wrong,

  137. a month is about thousand and four put together, we

  138. can survive for two weeks. The other two weeks you

  139. can know where I need to meet. But you hurt God, friends,

  140. and resist golf of unbelief, of fear that we have

  141. to step in. But God say, when you reachh fifty,

  142. you have to move. And sometimes in our life, friends,

  143. it is hard to move because there's there's there is,

  144. there is that fear, there is that that that the doubt,

  145. there is like God, are you there not? So we

  146. move out by faith to holiday villa back then nice

  147. place right for the very first time, do not need

  148. to wash the toilets.

  149. You know how difficult it is.

  150. Friends, no matter how Christian we are, friends, guys cannot

  151. improperly want the Christian guys messy friends.

  152. I'm not sure what enduring faculty it is.

  153. But because the toilet cannot flash, it like they like

  154. to put more toiler people. It's like to cower their scenes,

  155. not to cower the deeds. And you know what happens

  156. if you power up the the toilet with most other people,

  157. it cannot flush at all. And that's why every pastor,

  158. every Sunday we have to take out toiler people. Sometimes

  159. I'm not sure why, but when it comes to toiler people,

  160. not sorry, toilert, not working pastor Anson, toiler not working

  161. pastor Anson toiler not working. It's always a problem come

  162. to us. But when cople go dating, now tell us on,

  163. you know, like for example, if you go dating, now

  164. there busson.

  165. I mean she really she can't go dating. I think

  166. a problem.

  167. I got a problem with my boyfriend. But it's always

  168. a problem comes to us. So what happens every Sunday?

  169. We have the plastic man now hands and take things

  170. out on, you know, friends. That's why that's such an

  171. anointed service that we pray for people of friends. People

  172. show fold down under the power one confirm, confirm with

  173. the hands of you skid, but toilert's clean, everything clean,

  174. moving there, friends, The very first Sunday, I know the

  175. laws readers because a lady one parent came wrote this

  176. exact amount of the renter, not one ringing more, one

  177. sent more it hungered ring it just to pay for

  178. that one Sunday fan you and now you got to know,

  179. come to this place whereby we have to believe you though,

  180. So now the hunger ringed testimony is done right friends,

  181. eight hunger is no longer the barrier anymore, because the

  182. next barrier was this one month's renter for use cinema

  183. is about six thousand ringed six thousand ring it to

  184. a cinema where there was a bend for at least

  185. a year. The only way to enter the cinema is

  186. the exit. After you watch finish the movie, right, you

  187. you walk to the front and I the left of

  188. the right. That was our only entrance. When we view

  189. the place, Freds, nobody wanted to rent. Only a church.

  190. Faith with eyes of faith say, God said, this is

  191. your place for the next one year. But we have

  192. to raise money of for air CONTs and stuff like that.

  193. And first, if you you and I know, to cool

  194. down a cinema is never easy. But God, you only

  195. need to concentrate on the front part. We need the

  196. back part. Make it so hot that nobody wants toy

  197. at the back. So everybody wants to stay at the

  198. front and near the altar there because that's where the

  199. concentration of the aircon is. That's why we put We

  200. put about two five two five seven forting hospital will

  201. altogether at the front. So everybody sat in front for

  202. the very first time in the church. Good strategy got provided.

  203. Every chair was filled with chewing gum because people watch

  204. movie like the chew gum and stick under the chair.

  205. And these are the days before TGV. Okay, got to

  206. imagine that.

  207. Okay, if you grow up in the era, you understand

  208. these are the days before the nice plush cinema. Right

  209. the seats when you wake up, it falls back up

  210. one tringer over. We've got students coming in scripping every

  211. tewing gum off, every teeing gum because you see that.

  212. People come to change my seat on good seats, you see,

  213. and the armage got chewing gum now, friends, so you

  214. script everything off all right. But we had the problem

  215. of reds. We have a problem of cockroachures. One day

  216. God came brought the rain. The ring that broke our

  217. whole author was wet together with all the cockroaches that

  218. died and the altar. Seriously, we had the auto few

  219. with cockroaches because they were in the.

  220. Pipes rings too heavily.

  221. Friends, we were disappointed because brand new cuppets and stuff

  222. like that, right, but we were rejoicing we did the

  223. crockads problem. After that, God can turn the situation around.

  224. After we did cinema for a couple of months. One

  225. day we drove past we were discovering the people were

  226. dismantling our air cons not just people, but other people

  227. dismantling our ecns. We asked them why you dismanted our aircons? Oh,

  228. the owner has sore of the land. So you say,

  229. whatever that's in the building belongs to us. Of course

  230. our heart sang. We were discouraged. You were like, We

  231. were like, we're could grow, We really good to grow.

  232. And we were on the peak like nothing can stop us.

  233. The kind of thing hit this wall whereby they spent

  234. their ear con that very week they were asking yourselfs like,

  235. where are we going to move? We cannot afford hotel

  236. because the next from eighty packs eighty sea the hall

  237. You and I know to get a hall this bigger

  238. to Cather for Sealey, the jump is quite big on

  239. So we were like asking how so happened our tenant

  240. The tenant nets next to us moved out, so we

  241. have the split level situation. God say, occupy that the

  242. next next floor. So we broke down the walls. We

  243. met church up in the floor. Again not the best

  244. but it's okay. But then right now we found out

  245. who owns one block around first, second, and third all

  246. one owner. We were paying another another landlord, land lord,

  247. he's a chief dandana right some when the owner found

  248. out who's a Christian, saying that how can you do

  249. this to a church? Basically why where we were paid,

  250. we're also paying for her rent. Whether the church is

  251. paying at the office on the floor, we're also paying

  252. for her rent. That this lady was so like, how

  253. can you do this to a church? Told this lady,

  254. by your tendency is up, I will not renew it.

  255. I will give it to them.

  256. And she give us the whole fourth floors ground first, second,

  257. and third. We couldn't afford the friends we're occupying the

  258. third and the second we couldn't afford the ground floor

  259. because ground floors about that back then was going about

  260. seven eight thousand ring it a month. If there's ground floor,

  261. you can you can you can work it out. How

  262. much is it you add all the four flows together?

  263. But the owner just told us that you just give

  264. me five k for all four floors. See friends, God

  265. knows already. But our heart was just so fearful, like

  266. this different was just go for it right. We were

  267. like the otherly is like, no, where are going to

  268. come from? How we're going to supply of Lisa, like

  269. you know, fourth floors. We were really barely scripping through

  270. the cinema and you're asking us to take these other

  271. fourth floors like that.

  272. We were afraid.

  273. Honestly, you know other people we were like like, how

  274. how are how God God come to all kept friends.

  275. It's not like it's not like they come of rich family.

  276. So no, they're all like this, normal just kept friends.

  277. We're not ask a pressure type more. Please, No, we

  278. didn't do that. First we said God provide every Sunday.

  279. We say, Guru provide. Then therefore we have to live

  280. and expect that God will provide. But you do the

  281. things for God. Love, friends, you can never live your

  282. faith or whether you're life like a normal Christian because

  283. we serve a God that knows before we ask, So

  284. you already a really friends, think about it, that prepared

  285. the person beforehand, who have taught this lady who owns

  286. his fourth floors one day ran out to a church.

  287. We were renting in the same unit for almost four

  288. to five years before we got to know her. God

  289. knew what we need. God knew what you need. So therefore, friends,

  290. do not be afraid. Do not be afraid. So do

  291. you told me chapter twenty was one? You mean so

  292. many many saying the slights to your what seriously?

  293. Okay? We after this?

  294. I thought they do normally send the slice over to

  295. you all know her? Oh noah, Oh you don't think

  296. you're ready about to say that. They push it nowhere?

  297. Shure you go to epoor. Okay, okay, kid, all right,

  298. let me let me, let me, let me just try

  299. to do this, all right. Uh, let me see uh

  300. send to you can send to them?

  301. All right?

  302. Sorry, I thought I thought I remember, I did a

  303. circond and next thing I know, my slight was with

  304. someone else.

  305. Ready that I say, I'm good paciate different message? Okay. Anyway,

  306. Uh do you tell me chapter verse twenty worst one?

  307. All right, don't we do it? But don't we about slights? Okay,

  308. the slice will come after all right, twenty worst one.

  309. When you go, come on, when you go and face

  310. your enemies. Come on, when you go and face the enemies.

  311. I love this scripture because all r enemies come on.

  312. Oh that we are something that we are fighting for.

  313. Friends.

  314. Okay, have I put a cat here? You're in losses

  315. or your enemy? Okay, I just have to see this

  316. all right, see I believe it's my loss.

  317. No, and you're in lass. I know your enemy.

  318. Please please okay, passar Ro says, your enemy all right

  319. nowither is the church ladership is your enemy? Please okay,

  320. don't think that we want to stop you for having

  321. a relationship. All right. If you want to go your way,

  322. you go your way. Okay, just don't tell what you've

  323. got a problem after that? Only we have this, We

  324. have this thing that right. Oh, when you sudden that

  325. would consult God love, when you got a problem, then

  326. say God told me to break up. No, when you

  327. suddenly say it goes like this, maybe the first Saturday,

  328. they think that goes. God told me that she's the one,

  329. He's the one like that. Know, it's all stuff that way.

  330. God told me that you know that she appeared my mind,

  331. my heart, her name. I opened the magazine, her name

  332. was right there.

  333. To the pitch.

  334. For another confirmation, I drive past, I see a billboard,

  335. do the right name there?

  336. The initiates of there. It's always like that. Friends.

  337. So as a church leader, you have to believe, okay,

  338. I mean you pray God, God, pray dot God all

  339. the time.

  340. The prayer life is just now pay before all a

  341. sudden prey one. He got why so clearly?

  342. Really, I've never heard anyone that he goes so clearly

  343. when the more relationship.

  344. But the clarity of God is so clear anyway, anyway,

  345. this besides all right?

  346. Then then then then what happens after a couple reminds

  347. me a year they break up?

  348. Break up? Things happen, okay, break up?

  349. Does it?

  350. Break ups?

  351. Wrong?

  352. Break up? People do go to break up on right? Friends,

  353. It happens, Okay, it happens.

  354. Right.

  355. So the question we always have there, did you pray?

  356. Not?

  357. Why prayer? Because you pray.

  358. Before you enter my much previous when you exit, ma,

  359. you use God name and you want to enter then

  360. you when you exit now we use God name. One.

  361. Just because you fight, you don't understand you break up?

  362. So friends, I just want to say this, okay, all right,

  363. your leadership is on your enemy.

  364. Okay. We want every relationship in our chanch to work.

  365. We do, we do. We do want every marriage to work.

  366. We do, and we really really pray.

  367. Right. Divorce was never never never on our books at

  368. all one all right, never the books we never Advokay, okay,

  369. if we just say, look, if given the choice, could

  370. you try to stay together? Work it out, work it out,

  371. work it out, work it out, work it out, right,

  372. work it out. And even one party one that was you.

  373. You don't need to sign. You do not need to sign.

  374. You just need to hold your ground. The other person

  375. far for it. Let the other person do what they

  376. want to do. But you, as an individual, you follow

  377. the lord right anyway?

  378. This better? Okay?

  379. Your enemies, your enemies, come on. So when you go

  380. to better face your enemies friends, some enemies can be seen.

  381. Come on, is it it true? Those enemies can be

  382. seen on our friends. Sometimes easier to fight. For example,

  383. you see a dirt that let's say the dirt. Okay,

  384. if you're married, right, your spouse gore long hair. It's

  385. a power of hair. It irks some guys, and I know,

  386. I know some guys like, oh, come on, can you

  387. be like me? I told my wife, can you be

  388. like me? You can't fight any of my hair on

  389. the floor. You cannot fight any of my hand on

  390. the floor. Whereas by not married for almost close to

  391. twenty years, really can put everything the pillow really small.

  392. It the pillow. It's kidding all right, kidding right?

  393. Something enemy you can see, you can see, okay, but

  394. some is within we didn't. So the Bible says, when

  395. you see the cherishts and horses and army, come on,

  396. when you see the cherists horses. In other words, when

  397. things begin to overwhelm you. There are situation in your life.

  398. Are things I'm going to overwhelm you want to come on?

  399. Somethings what we see frightens us. It is true what

  400. we see frightened us. So the Bible says that when

  401. you begin to see the cherishs of horses and the army,

  402. there's more numerous than you remember. The Lord is with you,

  403. and many times it's our own personal journey. Friends, when

  404. we are afraid, when we feel overwhelmed, don't we feel

  405. so alone that, even though that you can have someone

  406. beside you, when you're married or your dating, you got

  407. someone beside you, you feel alone because you are yourself

  408. are going through the fire.

  409. You yourself are going through the fire. Friends, and everyone.

  410. Else may seem to understand, may seem to know, sympathize,

  411. empathize with your situation, but come on, the only person

  412. is feeling the fire or the heavy rain is you,

  413. and this morning the Lord ones remind you again, friends,

  414. you are not alone. This morning the lords will remind you.

  415. Even God, you walk through the venue of child death,

  416. you are not alone.

  417. The Lord is with you.

  418. I pray that today that you know, no matter what

  419. you face and your workplace or stuff like that, you

  420. know the Lord is. The Bible says, it's the same

  421. God that brought you out from Egypt. Come on, who

  422. brought you out from Egypt? I started with stories about

  423. extras because it's a reminder of how.

  424. The law was with us back there for the hunger

  425. we gate rent, and how the Lord's gonna be with

  426. us for the future.

  427. Renter that's gonna come f You know that every barrier

  428. when you break friends, there is another barrier.

  429. You know, we'll see it.

  430. Let's say, for sample extent life, one point in time,

  431. we used to rent about six hundred and fifty earlier

  432. Empire's five hunger ingate rent per usage. That's a bar

  433. good and we really try to squeeze every every week.

  434. Right then comes price increase a bit, a bit, A

  435. bit a bit. Now it's one thousand, two fifty on

  436. another hall some places society a bit more, depending on

  437. the shore. But the very first Sunday for hunger ring

  438. rental was hunger ring one month, two thousand low. We

  439. have to provide for us, make sure the accent like

  440. and provide can pay for the bills once the barrier

  441. is broken. I remember passal Ronson one time asked, but

  442. they want to charge us at two thousand plus? Who

  443. run one hall over here? Old, there's no other place,

  444. only very few hotels here. Know, like you chow one stone,

  445. you hit for hotels here, you chose one stone and

  446. you may not let any hotel and then some people's

  447. house and kneel. How I remember I had this conversation

  448. pass Ronson. We say, let's pray and say, if God

  449. wants us to be here, you open the door. And

  450. after after you try everything. If this is still the price,

  451. if it's this, still go elev it our faith to

  452. believe on friends, Remember it's the Lord that brought you

  453. off from Egypt. We were nothing. The trail was starting

  454. to be a Bible degree. We just said God, if

  455. you can use anyone, it can use us. And we

  456. said this that you know white testimonies must always come

  457. out from the West, from America alone. Come on, white

  458. Christian testimony must can only come from America or from UK. Australia.

  459. All right, I've seen our youth campus who went to

  460. Australia for holiday for seven days, come back to my great.

  461. I want to migrate because the sky that is really blue,

  462. really blue color. Wow, I could see one here behalf

  463. they already ah, I could see one person? Is the

  464. moon that is really round? Then? How is a fantastic right,

  465. don't do don't don't get me started with the air

  466. quality over there?

  467. Right everywhere you walk out with almost like a golf course.

  468. That nice? When I say dogs, no stree dogs.

  469. Right?

  470. No friends? Correct, there were no friends? Nice?

  471. Seven days? No, it's the worst thing. After seven days

  472. even pick.

  473. Up the accent.

  474. They really pick up the accent on the accent after

  475. seven days. The my fast forward to there with your friends.

  476. I say Australia. I was a graduate of Australia. Friends,

  477. I understand, and I was even for nine months with

  478. ten months. I understand the pew. I totally understand the

  479. pew and everything like that. Right, nine months say I

  480. wanted my great because here is bad. They go over there,

  481. they come back. You know what the word of the

  482. things that can you be more like the Australian pastors

  483. seriously because they are so encouraging, not like us.

  484. It's like slave master as you do surf every week,

  485. never come to church.

  486. You get a text right before you ask me how

  487. am I? You already say? Can anything I can pray

  488. for you? Something wrong? Every every time? I don't know

  489. how the Australian pastor does it right. They put the

  490. arms around you.

  491. You are a legend.

  492. With those few words, they can love Asian cry you know, friends,

  493. I want to let you know. I've seen my friends crying.

  494. You are you are you? You are mireckless?

  495. You are And the worst affirmation was that if you

  496. come from the Asian background, like if only my dad

  497. could see it, if only my parents can ever say this? Right,

  498. I've seen if you have, if you say, I'm just

  499. exaggerating friends, it just wants Master Chef of Australia right, seriously,

  500. Master Chef of Australia. And introduced the contestant, especially from

  501. the Malaysia, Indonesia and Singapore.

  502. Why do you want to enter this competition?

  503. I always want to do food, but my parents as

  504. to do engineering, finance, and I now thought I could

  505. do something that. But your recipes are meant to be

  506. shaped with the world with those few words. Friends, every

  507. every agent, gods of the crying, wow, someone believe I'm

  508. Can you not?

  509. Friends?

  510. Can you know what I'm sharing with you with this?

  511. Because why is it that the west? Why is it

  512. that our mindset? Why is it that always there? You

  513. have testimony? But God's reminding us today that he's as

  514. low as he review, you can overcome Egypt. Come on,

  515. as long as he's review, you can overcome. And God

  516. this morning wants to remind us again and again you

  517. are not second class Christian. He has never had any class,

  518. as he only has believer and non believer. You have

  519. to believe, friends, Remember it is God that brought you

  520. out from the land. So therefore the question is this

  521. that where did we learn fear? Come on, where did

  522. we learn how to fear things? When we were growing up,

  523. we were fearless. Now we see a cat, we run away.

  524. Some of us flying crockatires, we run away.

  525. We do when when we were young, friends, there is

  526. no tree that can stop us and say to us

  527. that you cannot be climbing if ever of us. So

  528. I have to qualify this, okay, see right, So we

  529. grew up in the urban setting. The only tree you

  530. see is part buttered by the local council. Like, oh there,

  531. all right, So if we grew up back in the eighties,

  532. so stuff like that. Right, if we ever climb a

  533. ramu tree, rambutan tree, all right, the hairy fruit, the

  534. rambutan tree. Every rambotan tree has rad ends, and the

  535. ends you weave the leaves together and from a nest not.

  536. Just one, but multiple spots one.

  537. Right, There is no rambotan fruit without way ends one

  538. very seldom unless it's greener.

  539. But once then gray colored runs come.

  540. Right, it's filled with rare ends, and there's some part

  541. of the fruit is not low hanging byites on the

  542. higher side. You have to climb the branches too. Even

  543. though you use that long pole, you you still have

  544. to climb the tree. I remember climbing so many rambotan

  545. tree blacking, so many rambutants, bitten by so many ants. Coward, coward, coward.

  546. These days if any ends, but you say, you might

  547. die because some TikTok radio somewhere, some person got bittered

  548. by rare ants died and because of that, friends, she

  549. came to a life. Don't climb tree with adds, my

  550. wife is saying, And see, I say, but you're beginning

  551. to step on it. How did fear come into our lives?

  552. Whereby after a while we are so fearful of things

  553. none of us see inside of our class in our

  554. primary school, say that feel? How do how to understand fear?

  555. How to get more fear? The Bible says in Genesis

  556. the Tree, verse six. So the woman saw that the

  557. tree was good for food. It was pleasant to the eyes.

  558. Come on, God, say do not eat of the tree.

  559. God says, this tree cannot you? Okay, everything else but

  560. this one you cannot. This is by commandment, my law.

  561. You can touch anything except for this you cannot. You

  562. cannot eat of this. The tree was the eyes, and

  563. the tree was desirable. Come on, to make one wise.

  564. Here's here's the thing. I have discovered that sometimes wise

  565. people don't necessarily take a lot of faith. Come on,

  566. I'm not asking us to better with education. I'm not

  567. asking us to give up on wisdom. I'm asking us

  568. to reconsider sometimes in our life. Yes, calculate the cause, Yes,

  569. make every compulation, but.

  570. Leave room for faith, Leave room for faith.

  571. Because in your journey of life, friends, you got to

  572. leave room for faith. We use be part of a

  573. church when we were growing up, they had the largest

  574. youth camp uh movement, or rather campus when you go

  575. for when we go for camp back then, the total

  576. number of campus that go for camp is four hundred

  577. and fifty campus, about ninety five percent of youth. Some

  578. of them will tell their parents that Mom, this year,

  579. I do not want to go Disneyland. I want to

  580. go for youth camp. Think where God these days where

  581. God true? Were telling their parents, I do not want

  582. to go disney Land. I want to go youth camp.

  583. I do not want to go this. I want to

  584. go youth care. I got to be part of the

  585. youth care was five days and four nights in the

  586. Chinese boarding school because it's the cheapest you could find.

  587. And we had this.

  588. A lot of youth on fire during camp say God,

  589. there is no one else like you.

  590. God.

  591. I will always serve you the Lord. I'll committed my

  592. life to you. But when you hit the working world,

  593. wasn't graduate. They hit the working they were their faith

  594. was put to a challenge. Their faith was challenge and

  595. after a while they asked him, why do I still

  596. go to chische on the Sunday when it doesn't help

  597. my career? Why do I still go to a chis

  598. on Sunday whereby it doesn't help my career. So they

  599. were at the crossroad go to church or play golf

  600. with the upper management bosses? Yes, I know God, but

  601. my bosses doesn't know who I am. Yes, I know God,

  602. by my bosses doesn't know who I am. And therefore

  603. it's only wise to mingle around with the upper manchement

  604. because once they know your name, at least your name

  605. can be considered for promotion. To make one wise. The

  606. Bible says, this tree wants to particular it. Once you

  607. take this road, you'll be wise. It's a wise saying

  608. to progress your career. Yes, it's true, So it's a

  609. why say for upper massion know you, but at the

  610. cost of disobedience, at the course of turning your bag,

  611. and this youth leader I know, decided to play more

  612. golf than going to church on Sunday.

  613. Wise doesn't necessary make room for faith. So she ate

  614. and she gives up to the husband worse it.

  615. And then when they heard the sound of the Lord

  616. God walking in the garden on the core of the

  617. day m and his wife hit himself.

  618. Come on.

  619. Even though sometimes in our lives, friends, we think that

  620. we can run away from God because of this obedience. Worse,

  621. it reminds us and tells us again and again that

  622. God is the one that reaches out to our hearts

  623. that's so far away.

  624. You could be here, but your heart is so far away.

  625. I wanted you to.

  626. God is reaching out to you because God knows how

  627. needs God understand.

  628. No matter how wise you are, we still need God.

  629. No matter how sexs who we are, we still need

  630. the Lord because there's some things money success can't buy.

  631. I just got a text of someone who's really wealthy

  632. and someone who's who I got to know through the years.

  633. They say, you know, I think I'm in the last

  634. slap of my life. The pain is so unbearable. I

  635. felt that when my mind is slipping away, and I

  636. felt I'm good to die. The irony is this is

  637. that money is not an object. You can afford the

  638. best of every healthcare, but the pain is just too much.

  639. And sometimes our journey in our life is the better

  640. we go. True, friends, is not fought on the field

  641. of just because you got more cherished, more horses, more armies.

  642. It's fort internally our mind, our hearts. So Adam and

  643. Eve keep from the Lord. And it's the very first

  644. time that men can't turn them and hide from God

  645. because they're wise.

  646. I pray that today you be look at their own life.

  647. If there's anything that causes to hide from God, friends,

  648. it is not from the Lord. If anything that causes

  649. us to hide from God, it is not from the Lord,

  650. because all that we do pushes us closer to God,

  651. not away from the Lord. There was nine and you

  652. know this part of the scripture. The Lord God called

  653. them and say where are you? Then you say that

  654. I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid.

  655. Come on, for the very first time, man can experience

  656. fear for the very first time. Because of sin, fear

  657. came into our hearts. Friends, they did need the fruit

  658. called fear. Friends, the Bible, you heard the world say

  659. that you are what you eat, isn't it? So there's

  660. not this fruit is not called fear. It must be

  661. so tasty, it must be so looks nice and stuff

  662. that most majority of us here we'll reach out for

  663. an apple, correct, because we know the fruit, But why

  664. p food you have never seen before? Would you perceive therecaution?

  665. And therefore this fruit cannot be so so fearful. But

  666. because of the one egg of disobedience, when the aid

  667. of the fruit, they became fearful. So therefore my only

  668. conclusion is this is that fear is a spirit. Common

  669. fear is a spirit rather than there's a physical emotion.

  670. So Second Timothy one, verse seven says this that God

  671. has not given us the spirit of fear. Come on,

  672. God has not given us the spirit of fear. So

  673. if anyone of you still indulges yourself in horror shows,

  674. still indulges yourself in.

  675. Horror movie.

  676. Because I remember one one campus student was saying the

  677. an our campus student, I watched horror show because I

  678. don't be alone.

  679. If you catch it, you catch it. I watch.

  680. Basically, the person was just saying that darling and our

  681. campus Jesus gona watch her movie. You will feel at

  682. any more. You always feel the spirits following you. Fear

  683. is the spirit. Let me explain the sound of dripping water,

  684. the sound of dripping water to a basin. Come on,

  685. not fear fool is in't it not? Fearful, right, But

  686. the sound of constant dripping water at a very slow

  687. rate in a very old.

  688. Hotel that you're taking for one night, is it fearful?

  689. It's located inside the toilet rabbit is a bathtub with

  690. the shower screen all shower screen, oh one older than you?

  691. Where to serve the hot water in the red flask

  692. that can only be delivered to you by a person

  693. who looks equally as old as a red flask.

  694. It doesn't really.

  695. Help if the hotel is so old with faded signboard,

  696. and opposite is a Hindu temper that which rings the bell.

  697. At a particular time doesn't sound right, But you understand.

  698. It's not scary when it's daylight, because daylight there's nothing

  699. to feel. But once it reached ten one am in

  700. the morning, things things very differently, isn't it. Although you

  701. are Christian, you you pray, you sectify the rule, but

  702. you just can't help, can't help, can't help. But the

  703. feel this presence, this situation, trying to sleep, but the

  704. constant tap that's leaking.

  705. Fear is the spirit.

  706. We had a camp called Attitude Big True Challenge Camp ABC.

  707. Wasn't you know when they're said, that's actually they said

  708. she migrated Oseis.

  709. And h We had this camp got attitude, big two

  710. challenge or a big big two campey plus of us men.

  711. All right, so we wanted the help CAMPUSS stood to

  712. overcome the fear. But it's by by introduced them to fear.

  713. Helping them overcome the fear by introducing singing them to

  714. us a particular thing.

  715. All right. So it was eight pm.

  716. We call all the campus does to come and go

  717. to the canteen, and we turned the lights of everywhere

  718. else off. We told the campus, hey, we're gonna send

  719. you out two by two. One team you go first,

  720. next fifteen minutes, another team you go. So friends, I

  721. wanted you know it, were grouping together field begin to

  722. build up, you know, friends, because all of a suddenly,

  723. out off somewhere they heard the scream six check points

  724. to the friends, only six Come on. We say that

  725. there are there is a lot. But we watched you

  726. put your name and sign on the book. First check

  727. where was in the gym? A bit further out was

  728. in the gym up there. When you go into the gym,

  729. you see mirrors. We purposely put the book right at

  730. the end of the hall in front of a TV

  731. that played white noise. Friends, why now you know why

  732. static esthetic sound? Right?

  733. The book was right in fro front of the TV.

  734. Sign your name there?

  735. You know?

  736. First, did you know that a lot of people couldn't

  737. do it?

  738. A lot of people couldn't sign a book in front

  739. of the TV that's playing white noise in the gym

  740. for mirrors? Why because some of them has watched the

  741. movie before where they thought something to crawl from the

  742. TV and bring them into the TV.

  743. Feels the spirit.

  744. Friends, there was another book, there's a there's another checkpoint.

  745. They started located in the swimming pool. It was an

  746. age of the swimming First, by the time they need

  747. to sign on it, it was was one of those

  748. I think it's a diving spot that right dive off

  749. the platform, but by the time they need to sign

  750. on it, they are basically looking the own reflection in

  751. the pool.

  752. That Friends, scare a lot of people. Why I'm sharing these?

  753. Of course?

  754. When did we learn to fear? When do we learn

  755. to fear? Unless fear is the spirit that we open

  756. doors in our life to come to influence us, to

  757. come to soul sense of doubt. And that's why God

  758. say move you go like, but how God, will you

  759. come true for me? Will you come true for me?

  760. You know? Some of us say, you know that God

  761. has called I call you to serve, to be prob

  762. of the home leadership. But who am I when I

  763. teach everyone fall asleep and so much fear in our hearts.

  764. God wants to deliver. That's why the Bible says that

  765. He did not give us the spirit of fear and timidity,

  766. but of love. Come on the power of us, power,

  767. Come on, of power. God wants to remind you he's

  768. the God of power. He doesn't set you up to

  769. see you four. In our journey of our church for

  770. the past twenty four years, I can share many, many,

  771. many stories with your When the first girl people say

  772. decide to leave our church, that was back in the

  773. five years, the six years to start another church, we

  774. say go, it's all right, God, you'll see us true.

  775. A quarter of campusitans left. We got no campus pastor

  776. and pastors just look at me. Can we just step

  777. me me this look step into the position as a

  778. campus leader to lead campus to the friends. This look

  779. will never win any campus sudent for Christ, except to

  780. frighten them to be closer, closer to Jesus. I remember

  781. one time there was a there was a very young

  782. boy running running okay in our church, Okay, crazy running

  783. running right, not just running friends, running and banging his head,

  784. A king against guys softer areas, all right, and every

  785. guy he collided with, every guy got you understand, Okay, painful,

  786. so wonder. I couldn't take it anymore. I put him aside. Okay,

  787. I won't give you all the description. Okay, I could. No.

  788. I don't know how to interact with kids because when

  789. I grew up, my cousins age get between me about

  790. fifteen years. By the time I and the college ship

  791. were just like in the primary school. So no, no interaction.

  792. I never held a baby until now. Yes again, my

  793. wife is very goo. Okay to see I got back

  794. to through the years. But I'm not not very good

  795. because I don't know my strength.

  796. Anyway.

  797. I put this boy aside. I just told him, if

  798. you run this mia, run, if you run somewhere out

  799. top of your head, and I'll eat it. This is me,

  800. this is me being entrusted with campus leadership, no friends.

  801. I'm the boy did not find out he stopped running.

  802. After that, I got the job done, but I frightened

  803. the boy to Jesus realio, right, friends, why am I sharing?

  804. Why am I sharing this to you?

  805. Because sometimes you can be so feelful because the task

  806. is in front of you. It's so overwhelming, right and

  807. because of that, I cannot. I'm afraid what happened if

  808. I messed up? One time I was supposed to do

  809. a New Believers class. After the very first lesson, one

  810. person say thank you so much Elder for your time

  811. with us. I won't go back to be a Buddhist

  812. personal choice, understand personal, but as a person facility that

  813. very class, I felt so down, so discouraged, like wow,

  814. I have the ability to cause someone when I teach

  815. instar being more on fire for Jesus, Jesus and go

  816. back to my always.

  817. Fear comes in France. That's what God says.

  818. Of power, then of love, perfect love, casts of all

  819. come on, perfect love, casts of all you and I

  820. need to know that God is loved and God powers

  821. our mistakes, encourages us. It's already come up again, ed man,

  822. if messed up at the garden, but God was the

  823. one that reached out to edit if and just say, look.

  824. You messed up.

  825. It's all right, Let's look forward, he says of Self disciplined,

  826. I'm going to close Self disciplined.

  827. Why self deceive? Please?

  828. Because our mind always project the worst case scenario, always

  829. project the worst case scenario. The worst of the worst

  830. will happen to us. What if you serve God, you'll

  831. be single for the rest of your life. Just look

  832. around you look at actually like how many people don't

  833. have relationship in leadership? Yeah? Yeah, yes, I say, I

  834. use the word yet And the question here is is

  835. that who said you have to be in a relationship

  836. in your twenties? If you ever tell founding Senior Candev

  837. that you know every church has its own building, I

  838. want to let you know this is how pass Kenneth reply,

  839. God call them to have their own building, but not us.

  840. Every church is planted in the big cities of Malaysia, Pinang, Georgetown, Joejo.

  841. All these people fantastic, but nobody wants to go to

  842. the smaller towns.

  843. In our world.

  844. Towards next year, you're going to see if you're going

  845. to go to smaller towns. God, if you're asked us

  846. to go. You shall supply all our needs. We shall

  847. go there by faith because the ninety percent of our

  848. church and Malaysia is less than fifty people, less than

  849. fifty people, less than sixty people.

  850. And here we have it's the only one thing. The

  851. bigger towns.

  852. God next year's put our hard to invest East Malaysia

  853. to go, not just to say don't go. Don't go

  854. to Kuching, go to smaller places because they need you

  855. even more over there.

  856. Would you go if God causes to go? Would you serve?

  857. In God costes you serve?

  858. But I'm fearful as I close friends, I just want

  859. to remind us this fear is.

  860. Not from God.

  861. Come on, fear is not from God, honey at one point,

  862. maybe again, invited again two weeks time.

  863. Fear is not from God.

  864. Like so many other stories to share with you all,

  865. our church has never backed down and never look at

  866. things in a natural way. Never God want that opened

  867. us to try to get a building. We tried read

  868. up the deposit ten percent by the ninety The only

  869. one's cash.

  870. The cash came is after that the contract.

  871. Has finished, but the owner decided not to honors the

  872. word took our deposit away one oh million. We'll hurt, painful,

  873. but God heal our hearts from the day onwards.

  874. You just reminded us again it is really about just planting.

  875. From there. We real plant in ten different nations after that.

  876. Never look back, because why when you're giving the gods

  877. now lost, now in vain, Never though the world's here

  878. has lost because you lost money. But you know your

  879. big God. Sometimes in obedience we just just surrender, just surrendered.

  880. Then God is right right in the center of everything.

  881. I'm not saying this to be proud and anything like that,

  882. but someone encourages us. We close this year, close this year,

  883. you have the closest year be faith, and you start

  884. the year with faith, not with fear, not with what

  885. you read the papers that will know wars and just

  886. have rumors of wars. But we have to start the

  887. year with faith because so much so in our lives.

  888. When we declare and we see how big it's our God,

  889. we have to see translated in our.

  890. Every day living, every day living.

  891. We kind of come expecting our hearts when we pray

  892. and we ask God that God will come true for us.

  893. And not come to place of discouragement.

  894. Disbelieve and just say God is not real and you

  895. have to human VISI God to move. I'll just move

  896. on my own. That's why Moses can say, God, if

  897. you don't move, I.

  898. Will never move.

  899. Because it is you that brought us out from Egypt.

  900. It is you that's gonna asher us into the Promised Land.

  901. As like close friends. God did not give us a

  902. spirit of fear bout power, love and self discipline. God

  903. wants to heal us in the area of our mind,

  904. not to overthink an over complicated process, not to just

  905. look at the natural like the tense spires.

  906. They say, this lens is filled with giants. Impossible.

  907. But if we knew our mind with self discipline, because

  908. although this is what we see, but what God says

  909. is very different. We could be ill in a body.

  910. That doesn't mean we can cannot still serve the Lord.

  911. No well in our body, that doesn't mean that it's

  912. going to stop us from praising God. People say, if

  913. we care pass a certain age, therefore we are restricted

  914. to it. But who sits So if God never said it,

  915. that's not our.

  916. Future of friends. Let's close our eyes right now.

  917. Amen, Thank you Lord Father, We recognize Lord all of

  918. us here do go to our daily betters. All of

  919. us here do go to our daily betters, our daily struggles,

  920. our daily warfare, and sometimes in our hearts, in our minds,

  921. we are so overwhelmed with the armies, with the cherishs,

  922. with the horses, because Lord, there are more than us.

  923. They are more than us.

  924. Somebody are so pressured because of the lack that we

  925. have people these days. Lord, you know that they are

  926. double degrees, triple degrees, and sometimes you just only go one.

  927. And we are pressured because we felt that we're not

  928. good enough. And I pray the Lord that you listen

  929. to hearts today, where by Lord, you're reminding us not

  930. the look at the cherists and the horses of the army,

  931. but you're reminding us again to look towards you. The

  932. Lord is with you. The Lord is with you. Because

  933. the Lord is with Youew friends, you should have peace

  934. because the Lord is reviewed. You should have rest because

  935. the Lord is with you. You should have a future

  936. and a hope. The Lord's reminding you all these years

  937. in your life, you could have been overwhelmed, drowned, life

  938. taken away, but it's the Lord that sustained you.

  939. The Lord was the one that brought the churn of Egypt.

  940. The job is off of Egypt.

  941. The Lord, the same Lord that brings a tune up

  942. from Egypt, will deliver.

  943. You as well.

  944. So I pray right now, Father, the name of Jesus,

  945. we recognized, recognize and declare right now by faith from

  946. second Timothy, that you did not give us the spirit

  947. of fear.

  948. Lord.

  949. Next year, we do not want to operate by fear.

  950. Lord as we and this year, we don't want to

  951. end this year by fear. As we go from this place.

  952. You do not want to go from this place by fear.

  953. But Lord, with one faith, we one faith. Lord, So

  954. I pray that you will help us.

  955. Lord. This is all that we have.

  956. This is our two minds, our two couple coins. But

  957. in you you can multiply it. Lord.

  958. This is our talents. Lord. It may not be much,

  959. but with you can use it to make an impact. Lord.

  960. This is our life. Lord.

  961. We not be plant a But Lord, while we are

  962. planned b with the ability to serve you. With that, Lord,

  963. I know that you can do wonders. So I pray

  964. that we don't look at our old strength. Love, We

  965. do not look at our old life and just say

  966. that we are nothing, but Lord, with you we have everything.

  967. So we declare right now we receive your spirit or power,

  968. because not by might, not by power, but by your spirit.

  969. We do not preach or saving eloquent words. But Lord,

  970. our speaking comes and season with power.

  971. Lord.

  972. So I pray as well, Lord, that you understand what

  973. perfect love is in our lives, that that it cants

  974. out Fear. Lord, that you bring us to a place

  975. of maturity, a place of understand a place went by

  976. our faith growing you even more. And you help us

  977. in the area of our mind. Lord, that's right, help us, Lord,

  978. the area of our mind. Lord, to have to be

  979. self disciplined the way we think. Lord, I know sometimes

  980. even as believers, the sound of dripping water in the

  981. basic frightens us.

  982. But I do also know that Lord, fear works in

  983. the area of our mind. That you help us to

  984. us sound mind.

  985. Help us to be self disciplined, not to focus on

  986. the negative, but to focus on the positive, to focusing

  987. on Christ. Father in the name of Jesus. I pray

  988. that some of us here do not focus on our mistakes,

  989. but on our future in You.

  990. Lord.

  991. So I pray right Now, as sweet draw this year

  992. to a close, I pray that we do not do

  993. these years with fear. But we're going to enter the

  994. new year with faith. So I pray Lord, faith for

  995. a rise in this place. Faith to see our family

  996. situation change. Fear that our health would change, faith our

  997. health would change. Faith to see that our career will progress.

  998. Faith Lord, to see that oh needs to be met.

  999. Faith to believe our Gosh your supply, Lord Father. We

  1000. thank you, Praise Lord in Jesus tatement. Everyone say amen.

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  1004. that this week is going to be a good week

  1005. ahead for you. God bless