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The Cost, the cross, the conviction | Pr Steven Soon

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from as church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day.

  3. When we love someone, when we truly appreciate someone and

  4. we want to do something for them, we will do

  5. something that will cause us. Right. We want to do

  6. something that the person knows that he has caused us

  7. something cause us. Time causes effort, causes energy, causes money, right.

  8. And I think sometimes when we give unto the people

  9. we love, sometimes when sometimes when it really causes us,

  10. you see the reaction, Oh, this must have cost you

  11. a lot, and then you also feel good right because

  12. you know that you have been appreciated for the effort.

  13. If we can do this for people, then my starting

  14. question for us is are we doing this to the lot?

  15. When we love the lot? Are we permitting this love,

  16. our love to the lot to cause us? All? Right?

  17. And this is the topic that I have for us today.

  18. The title for today's message is the Cost to Cross

  19. and the Conviction, and we're going to go through is

  20. exactly the three points that I'm going to share today.

  21. And the key scripture. If you know, I would encourage

  22. us to flip open our bibles. The key scripture I

  23. want us to look at today. It's Second Samo twenty

  24. four eighteen to twenty five. So you can open your Bible.

  25. I'm going to flip open mind as well. Second Samuel

  26. in case you don't know where second Semo is after

  27. First Samuel twenty four eighteen to twenty five. All right,

  28. if you're there, say I'm there. Oh my, this is

  29. why we must flip open bibles so we know where

  30. it is. Okay, just fill open your bibles. Second Samuel

  31. twenty four eighteen to twenty five. All right, ear market, uh,

  32. you know, put your bookmark there, keep your finger there.

  33. We're going to be looking at this scripture a lot today. Okay,

  34. so you are looking at it as you are, you know,

  35. brushing through the versus. I'm just gonna share a little

  36. bit about this story, okay. So what happened Contacts was

  37. basically there was God brought a plague to Israel for

  38. three days and many died. We're talking about tens of thousands,

  39. if not mistaken, it was seventy thousand Israelites died. So

  40. came David, King David pleading to the Lord and say

  41. I need to And of course that time, you know,

  42. a prophet actually told David, you ought to build an

  43. altar for the Lord and ask for the Lord's forgiveness,

  44. ask for the Lord to release his anger and his

  45. wrath to not be angry upon the people of Israel anymore.

  46. So David went and of course at that time this

  47. was spoken to him at that time. Let me just

  48. look for the verse, right, Sorry, it wasn't. Yes, yes,

  49. So there was gad Is, one of the prophets. And now,

  50. of course in this place there's this man called Arouna,

  51. all right, and in around us thrashing field. When King

  52. David went past there, he came upon an injury of

  53. the Lord, all right, and then they spoke. And what

  54. happened all of that was that King David was instructed

  55. to build an altar around us trashing field. Around that

  56. is a guy, all right, and he owns the land,

  57. all right, The trashing field belongs to him. And at

  58. that time what happened was David went to that place

  59. and approach around he and said, I would like to

  60. build an altar at your trashing field, thrashing floor, your land,

  61. all right, and then around U being just like, wow,

  62. I have the King of the people come to me

  63. and said this, I want to offer to the King

  64. and to God. Right, I will give my land. He

  65. even said, I will give you my arson to offer

  66. as burns sacrifice unto the Lord. Right. But then amazing

  67. thing that David. You see, David had every right to

  68. take that offer number one, because he's King of Israel,

  69. so technically he can take the landlind number one. Number two,

  70. it was kindly offered to him some more right, so

  71. he could very easily have taken up the offer. But

  72. yet something interesting happened. King David told arounda no, I

  73. will not give unto God that which cost me nothing,

  74. and that will be the theme of our message today.

  75. You see, David. When that happened, David understood a principle.

  76. And yet the first point is the cost. Okay, if

  77. you're writing notes, that's the first point, the cost. David

  78. understood a principle at that moment. He understood that if

  79. he truly loved someone, when he offers something, it had

  80. to cost him. He understood the principle that if he

  81. truly loves the Lord, he cannot give unto the Lord

  82. that which is convenient or free. He ought to give

  83. unto this law, this God that he loves something that

  84. costs him. And what is the price he paid? In

  85. the Bible it says he paid fifty pieces of silver.

  86. It sounds minimal, right if you think about just the numericals,

  87. fifty pieces of silver. But let me give you a

  88. rough equivalent of it, all right, fifty pieces of silver

  89. is equivalent to five to seven years' worth of salary. Okay,

  90. So it's very hard for also be more. Because which

  91. currency are we using the gay show. I'm just gonna

  92. use usd as a gauge, right, US dollar okay, So

  93. in US dollar US dollars, it will between hundred and

  94. fifty to two hundred and ten thousand that he bought

  95. the land that he used to pay to buy the

  96. land from arounda. It's not a small price. He paid

  97. a price. And of course sometimes we may feel, right,

  98. why why is this so legalistic? Right? Like you pay AROUNDA?

  99. Was so nice to give the lend the g's offering

  100. all this around us chance to also offer to the lord. Right,

  101. But just now I mentioned that King David understood a principle,

  102. and that principle is something I want to share. You see,

  103. the principle of giving unto God that which will cost

  104. him offering unto someone he loves that which will cause

  105. him wasn't so much a principle of law. It was

  106. a principle of love. David understood, not because it is

  107. written in the in the laws that he ought to

  108. offer that which will cause him, but he understood that

  109. out of love he ought to do it, giving unto

  110. God that which will cost him. And you see, right,

  111. the principle that he practiced here in this scripture wasn't

  112. one of You may think that he's a king, or

  113. he can't afford to pay two hundred and ten thousand USD.

  114. But you see, he didn't do it once. And how

  115. do I know he didn't do it once. It's because

  116. this is a man that served the Lord since he

  117. was a kid, all the way till his death. This

  118. tells me that he's way of leaving out this principle

  119. of love wasn't a one off things with the Lord.

  120. This was something he practiced throughout his life. So this

  121. leads me to believe that it really cost him, because

  122. if it's a one off, I write all this two

  123. hundred and ten thousand checks to buy this land Kila

  124. Easilah one time, right, but throughout scripture, you see David

  125. constantly devoting himself to the Lord. That means, when he

  126. lives out the principle of love of giving unto the Lord,

  127. that which cost him, he was constantly paying a price.

  128. It sounds like, how can this God demand us to

  129. pay a price. But again, I want to humanize this

  130. a bit. You would do this for your love ones, right,

  131. you would constantly pay a price for your loved ones,

  132. If your loved ones, if you love you know someone,

  133. every birthday, you will try to get something and it

  134. will cost you. Right, in every significant moment of the

  135. love one's life. You want to be a part of it,

  136. you want to contribute, it'll cost you. So in the

  137. same way, that was what David was practicing unto the

  138. Lord in first seven of the teen fourteen the chapter

  139. before you know a few you know, just ten eleven chapters,

  140. oh sorry, in first seven, one book before in thirteen fourteen,

  141. you see that David was being called a man after

  142. God's own heart. And interestingly, even though this was before

  143. he became king, all right, because that was told to

  144. the prophet uh you know, to basically say, Saul is

  145. no longer you know, going to be king for long.

  146. I found someone that's after my own heart. That's what

  147. the Lord says. And God was talking about David. You think, oh,

  148. maybe this was before he did. He wasn't the man

  149. after God's own heart for his whole life. But you

  150. see in X chapter the teen verse Ney too, it

  151. is said the same thing, that this man is a

  152. man after God's own heart, again giving evidence that he

  153. in fact did constantly pay a price loving the Lord.

  154. It wasn't a one of things. That was David's reputation

  155. and proof that he lived by this principle of love.

  156. I will not give unto the Lord that which cost

  157. me nothing. It has to cost me if I love God,

  158. if I really really love him, I ought to do

  159. things that will cost me for him. If you pursue

  160. after someone's heart, let's humanize this again. If you love someone,

  161. you have a crush for love with someone, If you

  162. pursue after someone's heart, you would willingly pay the price,

  163. many times not even counting the cost. And you see,

  164. that is what the Lord is truly after. It's not

  165. about how much we give, but how much we love

  166. the Lord. That's the principle. The first point I want

  167. to bring the cost in terms of the first point,

  168. The cost is this, it's loving God costing us. Okay,

  169. I'm gonna puck it there for a moment. All right,

  170. I'm going to talk about the second point now, the cross.

  171. So we talk about the costs, and I'm gonna talk

  172. about the cross. I wanted to flip our Bibles to

  173. Isaiah fifty three, verse three to twelve. You see, the

  174. idea of paying a price for the people that we

  175. love is not foreign to God. In fact, he probably

  176. understood it the most if you look at Isaiah fifty three,

  177. verse three to twelve. I'm just gonna read this. I

  178. wanted to encourage us to imagine and meditate on this

  179. versus as I read this. I'm gonna read it from

  180. the NLT. All right, Isaiah faifety three, verse three to twelve.

  181. This was talking about Jesus, all right. He was despised

  182. and rejected, a man of sorrows, acquainted with deepest grief.

  183. We turned our backs on him and looked the other way.

  184. He was despised and we did not care. Yet it

  185. was our weaknesses he carried. It was our sorrows that

  186. weigh him down. And we thought his troubles were a

  187. punishment from God, a punishment for his own sins. But

  188. he was pierced for our rebellion. When we read that again,

  189. he was pierced for our rebellion, crushed for our sins.

  190. He was bitaten so we could be whole. He was

  191. whipped so we could be healed, all of us like

  192. sheep have straight away. We have left God's path to

  193. follow our own. Yet the Lord laid on him the

  194. sins of us all. He was oppressed and treated harshly,

  195. yet he never said a word. He was led like

  196. a lamb to the slaughter, and as the ship is

  197. silent before the shearers, he did not open his mouth.

  198. Unjustly condemned, he was led away. No one cared that

  199. he died with the descendants, that his life was cut

  200. short in midstream. But he was struck down for the

  201. rebellion of my people. He had done no wrong and

  202. had never deceived anyone. But he was buried like a criminal.

  203. He was put in a rich man's grave. Stand But

  204. it was the Lord's good plan to crush him and

  205. cause him grief. To read this again, it was the

  206. Lord's good plan to crush him and cause him grief.

  207. Yet when his life is made and offering for sin,

  208. he will have many descendants. He will enjoy a long life,

  209. and the Lord's good plan will prosper in his hands.

  210. When he sees all that is accomplished by his anguish,

  211. he will be satisfied. And because of his experience, my

  212. righteous servant will make it possible for many to be

  213. counted righteous, for he will bear all their sins. I

  214. will give him the honors of a victorious soldier. Because

  215. he exposed himself to death, he was counted among the rebels.

  216. He bought the sins of many and interceded for rebels.

  217. I want to point out attention to the cross. Jesus

  218. knew all too well about paying a price for the

  219. people that he soul loved, and he did not pay

  220. a price of a painless death. He went through crushing,

  221. he went through humiliation, He went through whipping. I won't

  222. go into the gross details of how the whip was done.

  223. You guys know this. His skin was torn apart. He

  224. went through that. Yet he went through all that with silence.

  225. This is a god that knows all too well that

  226. love requires a price, and Jesus paid that price. Jesus's

  227. love for us was portrayed when he gave his awe

  228. for us. Now, before we say that, God, how can

  229. you can you demand us to pay a price to

  230. follow you? As remember that he was the first to

  231. know what it means to pay a price for the

  232. people he loves. So the first point was the cost,

  233. The second point was the cross. The third point I

  234. want to bring a cross across is the conviction. Okay,

  235. I did a pun unintended that one, actually, but it

  236. worked well. Okay, Mark twelve forty one to forty four.

  237. This is a story of the widow that gave two

  238. copper coins two mites. All right. So it was in

  239. this time that Jesus was sitting at the temple observing

  240. people's giving unto the Lord. And there were a lot

  241. of rich people came who pull in large amounts into

  242. the offering. Oh, praise be to God, pouring large amounts.

  243. But yet Jesus interestingly pointed our attention to the widow

  244. that gave only two mins. And Jesus said this, the

  245. person that gave the most is the widow paraphrasing, because

  246. the widow gave her all. Again, it's not about the

  247. amount it's about the heart. The widow truly loved a

  248. lot that she was willing to give her all. For

  249. the rich people pouring in large amounts probably don't cost

  250. them as much. But for the widow, she gave everything,

  251. and Jesus honored her. It's not about the amount, it's

  252. the heart. It's the heart. What do you think pleases

  253. our Father in heaven, The amount that we gives, the

  254. amount that we are giving, or the posture of our hearts,

  255. amount of money we put an offering back, or our

  256. love for him. Because sometimes if you're not careful, it's

  257. very we can be easily carried off with oh it's

  258. just okay, I keep giving giving, But I see the

  259. Lord is interested in our hearts. The Lord is interested

  260. in our love for him, Mark twelve thirty. This is

  261. where when Jesus was asked what the greatest commandments amongst

  262. all commonments that are there, Jesus say, the first one,

  263. of course, the very famous one, is this, love the

  264. Lord of God with all your heart, so on mind

  265. and strength, with all our heart, soul, mind and strength,

  266. pointing back to King David. King David kneel out of

  267. his true love for God, that he must give unto God,

  268. not out of convenience, but out of conviction, because he

  269. could have easily taken around us offer and it would

  270. have been justified in men's side, totally understandable. You are

  271. the king. You can take this land, and your instruction

  272. is just to build an altar. If you read scripture,

  273. it wasn't to buy the land. That wasn't the instruction.

  274. Given it's just a build an author he could have

  275. just done that. Oh so kind of around not to offer.

  276. Let me take up your offer or praise beyond to God.

  277. You're so kind and so generous to the Lord completely

  278. could have been completely justified. But David must have loved

  279. a lot so much that there's such deep conviction that calls, Nah,

  280. I'm not gonna love God out of convenience. It has

  281. to cost me. It has to cost me, and this

  282. conviction can only come when we truly truly love the Lord.

  283. If not, you feel like an obligation. If not, we

  284. can be easily offended by this. That's why giving in

  285. giving is one of the hardest topics to talk about

  286. in church. A lot of people get offended. Are they

  287. not like any a series and they're coming up it's

  288. by talking about giving at this Homan all the church

  289. one is our money. But I'm sure for those of

  290. you who have been ext church long enough, you know

  291. our interests is never in money, but in your breakthrough

  292. and your growth with the Lord, and one of the

  293. steps to grow our faith. It's true the giving, and

  294. I'm not just talking about money. I'm talking about lives

  295. because the Lord says to love the Lord your God

  296. with all your heart, mind, soul and strength, not just money,

  297. but with your awe, with your awe. How much do

  298. you love the Lord. It's a simple question I want

  299. to ask us this morning. Is here everything I spoke

  300. about giving, and of course the examples in scripture that

  301. was brought up, with the key scripture being David saying

  302. I will not give unto the Lord that which cost

  303. me nothing, and I talk about the widow with the

  304. two minds that she gave for all. Giving is a

  305. litmus test of our love towards the Lord. It's often

  306. the first indicator of where we are, we've got and

  307. this is something that no one will be able to

  308. tell you. This is something that only true self reflection

  309. you will know what is our posture when we give

  310. to the Lord? Do we give our convenience? I have

  311. a confession right last time, right, funny story. I was

  312. a campus student. I didn't prepare my giving for Sunday. Okay,

  313. so in my wallet there are a few notes, and

  314. back then there was a certain amount that I would

  315. give every Sunday. But that Sunday I didn't prepare that

  316. particular note forgiving. So when the offering back came, I

  317. opened my wallet. It was a much larger note there

  318. was there. So I'm like, oh man, why didn't I

  319. prepare a smaller note for the Lord? Which I always do?

  320. And it was at that moment the Lord convicted my heart?

  321. Is this how you love me? Do you even love me?

  322. Why are you so calculative? Number one, you didn't prepare

  323. and number two you're hoping you can give me lesser.

  324. See again, I want to pay us to pay attention.

  325. It's not about the amount, but how a heart is

  326. what I need to give you this purple note? God? Yeah,

  327. is there a posture towards the lot? And of course

  328. I'm using giving as an example, but it's often a

  329. litmus test or a hard check when we really dig

  330. deep into our hearts. Why do we find it hard

  331. to give? Why do we find it so difficult and

  332. sometimes we grumble? It's a good check of where we

  333. are with the Lord. I don't have much experience in

  334. terms of years with the Lord. I accept the prist

  335. for myself when I was fifteen, okay, fifteen years now,

  336. it's about fifteen years. But in these fifteen years, I've

  337. come to realize that the days where I found myself

  338. easiest to give unto the Lord sacrificially, no matter what area, money, time, obedience,

  339. it was when I'm closest to the Lord. That was

  340. when it was the easiest. Even when I have nothing,

  341. I found it such a pleasure to give the God.

  342. It's easy. It's very weird feeling because it's still stung,

  343. but there was pleasure in giving. That's why the Bible says,

  344. you know, the Lord the lies in cheerful give us.

  345. It's not to force you to be happy, but it's

  346. actually an indicator of where you are. If you're able

  347. to give cheerfully, it shows where your heart is with

  348. the Lord. Right. So I found myself in the past

  349. fifteen years of following the Lord that when God says

  350. do something, I do it. Willingly and happily, even if

  351. it costs me. It is when I'm the closest with

  352. the Lord. Sometimes I even do more than But the

  353. Lord said, Lord didn't say anything. I would say, do

  354. it out of love for God. So that is something

  355. that I want to ask us today. How much do

  356. you love the Lord? The Bible gave us a benchmark.

  357. If you don't know what's a benchmin The Bible says,

  358. love the Lord your God with all your mind, soul strength.

  359. So that's a question I have for a simple question.

  360. How much do you love the Lord? Is he your everything?

  361. Or has other things taken that place? Has our love

  362. been given to something of someone else? Mother Teresa, the

  363. woman known as the Lady with a huge compassion, She

  364. said this, if you give what you do not need,

  365. it isn't giving. Are we giving leftovers to the Lord?

  366. How much do we love God? Are we giving leftovers?

  367. Whatever's life, of our time, energy, money, resources, is our

  368. giving to the Lord. And after thought, Yo, it's offering

  369. time whatever I have, healer or God Sunday service. Lord,

  370. you understand last night I partied really hard. I need

  371. to sleep. It's our giving onto the Lord, whether it's

  372. whatever areas of our life and after talk and what's

  373. ever left? Or are we giving God what's best? The

  374. Bible has always taught us the principle of tithing, and

  375. I'm not talking about money, only tithing meaning giving our

  376. best unto the Lord, our first foods, first foods. Why

  377. money is used because it's the easiest illustration we can

  378. all relate, right, But the Lord teaches us in the

  379. Bible over and over again that we ought to give

  380. our first fruits to the Lord. That's why we do

  381. our prayer rally at the start of the year, first

  382. of January, because when I say, Lord, before we do

  383. anything else, we're all of ten percent of our day

  384. unto you. It's based on that principle that we're doing it.

  385. The principle of giving God your first fruits, giving God

  386. your best crops, that was taught in scripture. We learned

  387. this in homes recently. There's a thing called bargain giving.

  388. Are we giving out of a bargain? I find myself

  389. if I'm not careful in this situation? Right God? And

  390. if a three gif you challenge me to give this amount,

  391. I give, but I believe you give me tenfold in return.

  392. Sounds okay, right, but what is the spirit behind it?

  393. Am I giving out of love or giving expecting something?

  394. In writturn? Because being Christians we can fall into that trap.

  395. I have fallen into that trap many times because if

  396. the goal is to please the Father again, it's not

  397. but as the heart, the Lord's looking at your heart.

  398. If you're giving mince, you're giving give it in a

  399. way that pleases the Lord. And that can only be

  400. done when we truly love the Lord and that our

  401. giving is coming out of love. I'll share a story

  402. next picture. There's a story of the giant carrot and

  403. the horse. It is ai generated not there kenva, very good, okay, Yeah,

  404. it's on canva to help us imagine. Okay, So this

  405. is a story of the carrot and the horse. So

  406. this in olden times there was a king and then

  407. there's this gardener who one day, when he was collecting

  408. his crops, he found the biggest carrot he ever had. Huge,

  409. and the first thought he has, like, I ought to

  410. offer this to the king. Let me give this to

  411. the king. So he brought this carrot, put it onto

  412. his wagon, drag it all the way to the palace,

  413. and brought it before the king and said, my lord,

  414. my lord, this is the biggest carrot I've ever farmed.

  415. Take it. Take it. And then when he was doing that,

  416. there was a nobleman, all right, nobleman who saw this

  417. whole exchange happen, the huge carrot, the carrot going onto

  418. the wagon, the whole pulling of the the wagon into

  419. the palace, and the offering to the king. And a

  420. nobleman thought, ah, wow, what in the world is he doing.

  421. And then an exchange happened after that that he heard

  422. the King said to this this, this, this farmer, this gardener.

  423. He said, wow, that's very generous of generous of you.

  424. Let me give you a plot of lead. And he

  425. got a plot of land. Wow. And then the nobleman,

  426. being a businessman, thought this is a good deal. Let

  427. me try. He brought his finest horse from his stable,

  428. brought it to the palace, presented to the king. My lord,

  429. my lord, this is the finest horse I have in

  430. my stable. I will want to offer it unto you.

  431. And you know what the King, in his wisdom said.

  432. The King said this to the nobleman. The gardener was

  433. giving me the carrot, but you were giving yourself the

  434. horse be complex, but let that sink in. I'm going

  435. to say that one more time. That gardener was giving

  436. me the carrot, but you were giving yourself the horse.

  437. Because the gardener came out of a cheerful heart to

  438. want to offer the king his best, but the nobleman

  439. wanted an exchange, a bargain, a trait of a lifetime.

  440. What is our posture when we come before the king

  441. of kings and a lot of lords? Here of these

  442. stories that happened in churches when when I was growing up,

  443. stories of how there can be certain politics in church

  444. where there will be wealthy men that give a lot

  445. of money to the offering back, who give into the

  446. building fund, give on this Who sponsored this sponsor there

  447. with the expectation that they would have a say in

  448. the church decisions. It's said, but it's true for their

  449. names to be mentioned on stage. We want to thank

  450. this so and so for generously sponsoring this amount of

  451. money into our building fund. Is that an offering? My

  452. question is is that an offering you think that pleases

  453. the Lord? What is our posture when we served the

  454. lot and to all the Christians here? Do you remember

  455. your response when you first experienced God's love. Take a

  456. trip down memory lane. Remember that very first time you

  457. encountered the Lord. I remembered it very clearly. I'm going

  458. to share my story to you in a bit. Do

  459. you remember that first time you encountered God? Try to

  460. recall your first response. I'll share a few mind so,

  461. I mentioned when I was fifteen. I grew up in

  462. a Christian family, but I only personally gave my life

  463. to Jesus when I was fifteen, when it was my

  464. first time encountering the Lord. I was a rebellious child

  465. back then. They didn't really like studying. I got myself

  466. into a relationship and then parents found O. I had

  467. to break it off. Feel very said, very emo, very depressed.

  468. You know. It was in not good terms with my parents.

  469. Every conversation is least to an argument. It was a

  470. very down down moment in my life. And I remember

  471. I was at this youth conference and the author was

  472. opened and I went out, uh, and I said, God,

  473. I mean this place now, if you're really real, you're

  474. the God that I've been studying in Sunday School the

  475. past many years of my life, and you are real,

  476. proved to me, are real, dangerous prayer, dangerous prayer. So

  477. what happened after that was I felt like a truck

  478. hitting me, invisible truck hitting me, and I felt backwards.

  479. No pain, though interesting first time. And then I was like, okay,

  480. this is weird. But I don't hear anything, nothing is happening.

  481. And then I don't know. I was just on the ground.

  482. Time just flew by. I didn't I have and no

  483. concept or time. In that moment, everyone worship thing was

  484. backing up, everybody left. My pastor came to me, Stephen

  485. can come up already. Okay, okay, I got up. Boom.

  486. Now the truck hit me. I feel backwards again, and

  487. that's why I heard the Lord whispered to me, Am

  488. I real enough to you? Now. That was my first

  489. encounter with the lot, and I remember very clearly my response.

  490. I say, Lord, you're real, You're my God, You're my Lord.

  491. I don't have much on me now. I feel like

  492. I can't do anything well. I can't study well, I

  493. don't have good relationship. I don't have a good testimony.

  494. But whatever I have I give to you, Lord, whatever

  495. I have in my hands I offer to you. I

  496. don't even know what is the whatever Because I had

  497. nothing in my head, I just say, got my whole life,

  498. give un to you, the fifteen year old, rebellious child

  499. that can't do anything. Well, here I am to day

  500. testifying of course reality. That was my first response to

  501. the Lord. And I will always remember that first response,

  502. and my prayer to myself is every day I will

  503. have the same response to the Lord wherever I have

  504. a give un to you. Oh, Lord, you revealed this

  505. need to me. I'll do it. Lord. You want me

  506. to serve you in this area, even though I'm so

  507. scared and not confident. I'll do it. Lord. You want

  508. me to go and care for this person, even though

  509. I myself feels like I need a little bit of caring. Okay, Lord,

  510. I do it. What is? Do you remember your first

  511. response to the Lord when you first encountered him. Then

  512. the next question is what has changed? What has changed?

  513. Definitely not God, because God is the same yesterday, today

  514. and tomorrow. So it has to be us. So what

  515. has changed within us that has caused us to go?

  516. From God? I give you my whole life, Lord, I

  517. gave you my heart. Two Lord, you can understand R

  518. do so much? Ready? What happened in between how much

  519. do we love the Lord? You know again, just that

  520. I mentioned giving, it's a litmus test. It's giving. Still

  521. our response to the lot I want to clarify again,

  522. not just about money. I'll time, our resources, our energy.

  523. What is our response to the Lord? One last story

  524. before I come to the end. I remember this was

  525. when I first started Uni. I'm from Beneng so when

  526. I came down to study in Sunway, UNI, it was

  527. twenty sixteen. So every sem break I would go back

  528. home to visit family. I remember one time, right, because

  529. I studied film production, so there was my background. So

  530. we do a lot of scriptwriting. So we have a

  531. lot of documents and look, it's documents. You have storyboard

  532. and you draw a storyboard and you prepare a production

  533. list in all schedule and or that. So it's a

  534. lot of paper and document So I thought, HM would

  535. be really good if I have a document holder on

  536. my table. They can just keep my document there. Right,

  537. So I remember my parents had run so I when

  538. I went back home, I say, hey, do you know

  539. me this document holder? It's been there before I was born. Actually,

  540. it's very old. So I asked the question where do

  541. you think I can get this? But you know, my

  542. parents' first response it was very I don't know why,

  543. but it registered deep into my mind in my heart.

  544. My parents said, he's just the killer so some things

  545. so was simple. I think, parents, you guys understand this.

  546. You would do it without a better But in that

  547. very moment, it just occurred to me this document holders

  548. have been faithfully serving my parents so many years, and

  549. they use it, they really really use it. But yet

  550. when I asked with doubt, it's just in a split

  551. second you just say, just ti kula, bring it back

  552. to you. I felt really bad that I know they

  553. really so I didn't take it, and today don't have

  554. document holder. But God is good. I still survived. Uni okay,

  555. but but you see, that is how much my parents

  556. loved me. Even something that they find is useful for

  557. their daily life without its just in a split second

  558. they just gladly offered to their son and say, just

  559. take it, take it back. Do we have the same

  560. response to the Lord when we the way we love God?

  561. Do we have the same response? Do we offer our

  562. lives like how we're offered when we first accounted and

  563. encountered God? Or has life jaded us has spiritual experience

  564. or many years being a Christian created wolves within Earth

  565. and God. Because we can have all the form of Christianity,

  566. do everything right, even serving in church, coming for homes,

  567. serving in homes, inviting people for church, sharing the gospel,

  568. we can have all that, but still at the same

  569. time not really have love for God. Where are we

  570. in our love with the Lord that is always the

  571. most important. Ministry is great, but ministry is not priority.

  572. And share to those of us here that self faithfully

  573. without ministry is not your God. Ministry is a response

  574. to your love for God. When we get this upside down,

  575. there's where we start getting burnt out. That's where we

  576. start facing problems, getting frustrated. But where are we today

  577. with the Lord? And this is something only you can

  578. answer unless God gives me a spiritual revelation prophetic revelation.

  579. I wouldn't know, but you would know, but you would

  580. take some time of reflecting whether you still love the

  581. Lord the same way that you did like before? Are

  582. we giving God out all? And giving God out all

  583. is a response and reflection of our love towards Him.

  584. Everything in this world will come and go. Finances, material wealth, relationships, friendships.

  585. But you know, the love of the Lord towards us

  586. would never move and never change. And there's an encouragement

  587. to all of us this morning. Are we giving our

  588. awe unto the Lord? How are we loving the Lord?

  589. Are we willing to lay down our life for the Lord?

  590. Are we willing to go like God? I have my plans,

  591. I have my dreams, I have my desires. But Lord,

  592. let your will be done. I want to please you. Lord.

  593. I may have my problems, my challenges, and my obstacles

  594. in life. But Lord, as difficult as it is, I

  595. still want to please you. Lord. Sticking by my convictions,

  596. the convictions that you have given me, the things of

  597. the Word, will cost me. But yet Lord, I will

  598. do it because I love you Lord. Are we willing

  599. to do that? Are we willing to lay aside our preferences,

  600. lay aside our own desires to please the Lord? Because

  601. that is all it is about Christianity, pleasing the Lord,

  602. loving God enough to want to please him. Because if

  603. we are at a place where we go like I

  604. don't really feel like pleasing God, then we have missed

  605. the whole point. Because the whole point of our faith

  606. and our work with God is to journey with him,

  607. to have a relationship with him, to love him as

  608. he loves us, to bring pleasure to our Lord. So

  609. if we have come to a place where I don't

  610. think I want to do that much to do this,

  611. that I'm saying we have missed the main point. We

  612. are completing the psych Christs, but not the main mission. Oh,

  613. thinking serving in church, coming home, you think all these things,

  614. but yet the main thing of loving the Lord, pleasing him,

  615. we don't achieve. So that is a reminder for us today,

  616. had check how are we loving the Lord today? A

  617. love that is conditional, that has a lot of bargaining involved,

  618. or love that is Lord, whatever you say, Lord, I'm here.

  619. I love you Lord. And you know the beautiful thing

  620. about this is love of God is guaranteed in your life.

  621. You can never outgive God. You think God will ask

  622. you the man you're all from you and then just

  623. leave you be? Don't you think God loves you more

  624. than that? And with that and we're going to come

  625. to an end. I'm going to close. So in this moment,

  626. just take this time to reflect, do a little hard check,

  627. as I have to do it too. Where am I

  628. with the Lord? Where am I with the Lord? Lord?

  629. Where's how is my love to you? Lord? Has it

  630. gotten colder? Has it gotten harder for me to say

  631. yes to you? Has it gotten harder for me to

  632. give my all to you? Has it gotten harder for

  633. me to trust you? Has it gotten harder for me

  634. to follow you wholeheartedly? Has it gotten harder for me

  635. to let go of certain areas of my life? Oh? Lord,

  636. help me? Maybe I'll stand as I come to it

  637. to a close. My challenge to us today church is

  638. will you still give your life to God daily? I

  639. once heard this saying that the decision to follow Jesus

  640. is not a one off decision, but it's a daily decision.

  641. Every day we wake up. We have to decide, Lord,

  642. do I follow you, Lord, following your all the way?

  643. Wherever you say goes, wherever you say I trust you, Lord,

  644. I will obey. I'll do it. And if some of

  645. you are struggling to do that is a reflection again

  646. of where your heart is with the Lord, your love

  647. for the Lord, if your love for the lives gotten colder.

  648. There is actually no complex formula. It's actually very simple.

  649. Have you been spending time with him or have you

  650. been distracted by other things? Have you found pleasure in

  651. other things? Have you found your time better spend elsewhere

  652. and spending time with the Lord. Because if you truly

  653. desire to experience this beautiful relationship with God, then you've

  654. got to ask yourself what are your priorities? Are you

  655. spending time reading the Word daily? Are you praying daily?

  656. I remember saying this a year ago or a year

  657. plus ago, that it's only going to get harder you

  658. to read the Word if you don't start now, the

  659. world is getting more and more complicated seeking to draw

  660. you away. There will always be the next fun thing

  661. to do. Start reading the Word of God. Now. That

  662. is God's love letter for you.

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