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12+1 Core Values: Christ Centered | Eld Kien Yiak

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  1. You're listening to a message to go from acts church.

  2. We hope this message will light up your day today.

  3. We're gonna talk about Christ centered right, Christ centeredness, all right,

  4. I want to talk about that because if you're not

  5. careful in your daily life, you'll be tempted to be

  6. let astray aside. And you know, and I realized the

  7. more and more as I begin to grow older by

  8. the day. Right, it's there's always a temptation, temptation really

  9. to not to have the form, but not the power,

  10. to have the form of Christianity but not really understand

  11. what it really means.

  12. Right. So look chapter ten, Look chapter ten, verse study eight.

  13. So the question is this, if your book lessen, what

  14. distracts us from putting Christ in the center?

  15. Look?

  16. Chapter ten, verse study eight says that now it happened

  17. when he entered a certain relage, a certain woman called

  18. Martyr you know this story, welcome him to the house.

  19. And she had a.

  20. Sister called Mary, So Martha and Mary all right, and

  21. Mary said at the at Jesus' feet and hurt this

  22. word worse forty matter was distracted with much serving. She

  23. approached him, complain to Jesus friend's all of us would

  24. have a matter moment in our life. One all of

  25. us will have a martyr moment in our life. To say,

  26. as believers, there is no complaint. It's really impossible. You

  27. have to be got like not to complain, right, I

  28. say that if you don't want to complain anything, then

  29. just go to a church whereby you're the only person. Right,

  30. you're the worship leader, the pastor. Right, you're the only person.

  31. Need to fall up with yourself, right, And this is

  32. easiest because you can't complain, is you see yourself in

  33. the mirror. But Martin began to complain to Jesus, and

  34. I want you to hear marter words. All right, Lord,

  35. don't you care that my sister has left me to

  36. serve alone. Don't you care Lord that my sister my

  37. brothers who say that they will come around me?

  38. Right?

  39. Could you imagine yesterday's wedding the groom said, don't show up, Josiah,

  40. where's the rings?

  41. Oh? No? I Forgod?

  42. Right, yesterday, the program coordinator, Elie was texting me, Eldre,

  43. did you bring the register of marriage?

  44. Is not to sign?

  45. I said, oh no, Ellie, I forgot. I was joking

  46. with oh no, I forgot I left in my house.

  47. Can you forgot the register? She said, Elder, you know

  48. it's a sin to lieon honesty, But it happens.

  49. Something.

  50. It happens because God always uses moments like that to

  51. really to speak to us.

  52. Right.

  53. So Martha took to Jesus said, Lord, don't you care.

  54. I'm the only one. I'm the only one serving today.

  55. I'm the only one carrying. You know, I want to

  56. speak to people who are caring for their family members

  57. as well. I have trees, I have an older brother,

  58. I have a younger sister. Now, if there's three of

  59. your right, the first two that leaves the country, then

  60. the last one has to stay back. I when I

  61. studied in Melbourne, I told I told myself I want

  62. to be the first one, really, the first one to

  63. get out from Malaysia. Right, whoever's left behind has to

  64. take care of mom and dad. Right, it's an unsick rule.

  65. Right.

  66. So I wanted to do so badly, So I started

  67. applying overcation of every country I could find the right

  68. so be right everywhere else I could find and and.

  69. Stuff like that, non application caps. Right.

  70. I had a chance to work in Melbourne, but that

  71. time that the calling to be Malaysia was stronger. So

  72. I stayed here. So my brother went went to season

  73. to work, then Australia. My sister went. No, my brother

  74. is in Singapore and my sister in Australia, so I

  75. left back here. And the worst thing about UH being

  76. the only one in Malaysia take care of parents is

  77. that you texts from your OC siblings. What are you

  78. doing with mom and dad? What are you doing with that?

  79. My mom passed away just three four years ago? What

  80. are you doing with that?

  81. No?

  82. Do this for that? Do that for that?

  83. I'm not sure whether you have been there before not.

  84. You get instructions from OSIS right like Charlie's ANGELI to

  85. the woice speaker box that Charlie angels. Charlie is my anyway,

  86. So I get texts from OC's do this.

  87. Do that? Why are you not doing this? Why you're

  88. not doing that?

  89. And after a while, friends, I can guarantee you, you

  90. get very frustrated, angry, angry, because.

  91. Oh it's easy for you to say all this love.

  92. Just recently last week, about two or two weeks ago,

  93. my dad had a four my dad fell down, broke crack,

  94. three ribs, my dad is eighty two or eighty three,

  95. I can't remember, but cracked three ribs. It fell down.

  96. You know.

  97. I was in extingapause ministry. The king apot came there.

  98. I got a call from my brother, can you come back?

  99. I was driving down and I thought to myself, Oh,

  100. easy for you to say, sharing all this getting off

  101. my chest right now healing. I say it easy for

  102. you to say, because you are just here for the weekend.

  103. After you have to go back, I have to take

  104. care of death subsequently, follow up hospital visitation and the

  105. stuff that you can't imagine the works. So anyway, so

  106. I told my brother Wise, yeah, no, I mean need help.

  107. Sometimes I was praying true I was talking to pass

  108. about that. I was praying Toru, like no, should I

  109. just should I just take a buss back? You know,

  110. I just felt God to say that your dad's gonna

  111. be all right. But the frustration point is, like Martin, like,

  112. why am I the only one? And come on, why

  113. am I the only one taking care of that?

  114. I just saw my.

  115. Brother's Facebook yesterday Holiday in Bouquet. Come on, come on,

  116. it works on you or not. Come on, it works

  117. on you or not. Come on, Christians. You you know

  118. what I mean. Right if you're the only one taking

  119. care of your parents here and you saw your siblings

  120. holiday in bouquet, like, oh got time to bookett no

  121. time to come and to see that there? After all

  122. you brought that out, he felt on your watch. Ah,

  123. matter like beginning to complaining. Right, And this is what

  124. Jesus said, Right, Jesus answer to her.

  125. Matter matter. You are worried about trouble about.

  126. Many things, but one thing is neither Mary has chosen

  127. the good part which is not taken from.

  128. Her choose a good part. Now I want to focus on.

  129. Worse forty Right, Lord, do you not care that my

  130. sister has left me to serve alone? You know, when

  131. you when you feel like you're alone in the situation,

  132. When you feel that you're alone in the situation, it

  133. could be even to be serving in the ministry.

  134. Right, the enemy will begin to.

  135. Sow doubts on doubts like God doesn't really care for you, right,

  136. the leaders doesn't really care for you. Right if you've

  137. been before wherever you're the only one carrying stuff, only

  138. one playing you know in x is Kandau pastor.

  139. Paul uh some of you may or may not know him.

  140. He is, I will just say, really one of the

  141. fitful leaders I've known in my entire life. Joseiah was

  142. there for a short while. He decided to come to

  143. care to work, abandoning the church plan over there all right?

  144. And because of that, no worship leaders, right, so God's

  145. and God raised up someone else to work there. But

  146. the wife got pregnant, wife gave birth. Told Pastor Paul

  147. that you know, I can't worship lead. I can take

  148. a wife for this season for the first one to

  149. two months.

  150. So he said, no problem, you do what you need

  151. to do. I will worship.

  152. He says, So exe, guys, I want to let you

  153. do this by first time worship leading. I know I

  154. sound terrible. I got no choice, right, he worship leads.

  155. He does x TV by himself worship latez. He's a

  156. chairperson and he's a speaker, and he is a father

  157. of two. I said, poor, way, where do you get

  158. you know? Why do yourself? It was a smile on

  159. your face because I know many people, even great people, right,

  160. who're just train the tower. I just say, forget it, right,

  161. I'm the only one. You don't care for me, and

  162. you know what, he's a full time right now with us.

  163. He's a he's a he is a very good product designer,

  164. very good. He studied I think if we're not in

  165. Sweden and stuff like that on Melbourne after Sweden to

  166. do his masters, same team as the team who designed

  167. the Zeeker cars. Right, he knows all these people in

  168. the industry, really good designer, but give all that up

  169. to serve. He found his true calling a ministering to

  170. the office. So on Monday, I tell you his ethics

  171. is amazing. I got to share this with you. Right,

  172. he goes, he goes as he goes to a private

  173. school as a chaplain. Right, as a chaplain, he minister

  174. to them, teach them. After school, you go to another orphanage.

  175. He'll round up some of this orphanage or rather not offinition,

  176. but some of this true that that that the parents

  177. don't have enough time for them.

  178. Pick them up and go to our church office and do.

  179. Bible study with them every day without fail, every day

  180. without fail. I got a privilege of meeting some of

  181. this children, I said, Paul, I can last for a day,

  182. how do you last for like three years? I mean,

  183. he'll be like martyr likee. So the enemy will so

  184. dub in your heart. God don't care for you. Your

  185. leaders don't care for you. You're the only one. For two

  186. years they say, I will send help. Have you been

  187. there before?

  188. Not?

  189. You're listen, don't worry. Help is coming, right, but help

  190. is coming but to the wrong directions. Right, help is

  191. coming back to the wrong direction. So that causes you

  192. to rethink about God's goodness and fitfulness.

  193. It does. No one cares for you, so you're burning out.

  194. We had a privilege of interviewing staff recently, about one

  195. year ago. She's twenty four, twenty five. The first thing

  196. she said.

  197. That would I get help if the work? If the

  198. work is a lot?

  199. I say why, because I'm worried about my mental health? Okay,

  200. would I get time off? I say you excuse the word,

  201. excuse the malaia, but your balloon stuck.

  202. Good. You're the radio. You want to ask about mental

  203. health radio.

  204. As for extra stuff, I say that guys, look, just

  205. go into the system first to see how it is

  206. that we will take care of the stuff. I say

  207. that we have about forty old stuff and none of

  208. them complain yet. I think maybe the detail management. But

  209. Here's the thing I wanted to say. Is this that

  210. the enemy beginning to sol dub leaders don't care for you, right,

  211. Church don't care for you?

  212. Right?

  213. I got a friend for my own self. What happens

  214. after that? Friends, what happened? We will start to when

  215. we start to dwell, d well, start the entertaining doubts

  216. in our hearts, in our minds. Right, we will start comparing.

  217. We will start comparing very natural. One look with what

  218. mater say.

  219. My sister didn't even bother to help me. Have you

  220. been there before?

  221. Whereby you say to yourself like you're the leaders, so

  222. free here am I carrying everything?

  223. And that person just come to church? Not need that?

  224. Begin to make like, why did you set this up? So?

  225. When I first entered full time ministry, I was one

  226. of the people who buy things for the church, basically

  227. a purchaser for the church to restock stuff. When when

  228. you are excited, when you are encouraged, when you are

  229. just full of the Holy Spirit, nothing I touch you.

  230. People say, hey, run out my load, you go and buy.

  231. Run out of toilet paper, you go and buy. But

  232. when you're at the lowest point of your life, Elder

  233. normal toilet paper. No more toilet paper or tissue paper

  234. in the toilet there still start?

  235. Can you replenish it? Can you rep am?

  236. I like, oh, you're the last I really hate the

  237. last person who used the todler rode the toilet, the

  238. tissue paper left, the todler rode inside there.

  239. I'm sorry, I'm just evering my givances right now. Right

  240. the it works on you because by the time you enter, like.

  241. All the French want to come out already, you look

  242. through the scripture, the law is my rangers and stuff

  243. like that, and you just reach you could just but

  244. anyway anyway went at the lowest point of your of

  245. the day that you got no more energy and stuff

  246. like that, you just feel like just killing the person

  247. and resurrect. Thinking after that, look at this person, brother,

  248. the tissue paper is right there.

  249. Then sometimes there's no more.

  250. Tissue paper, no more already, I say, brother, thank god,

  251. you're in Malaysia.

  252. There's something cub Be.

  253. Day, there's something cup I'm sorry. So we were like,

  254. look at Elden, No, there's something cup Be Day. Just

  255. just wash up mama with a b DA. That's it,

  256. all right. You begin to compare compare team A, team

  257. B compare, And when we were doing church earlier days,

  258. earlier day, how come I got all the bad musicians,

  259. you got all the good musicians.

  260. Compare. It happens. I've got all the bad singers, you

  261. got all the good singers. Compare.

  262. Right, I'm not sure in our life when we start

  263. to compare what happens you will hijack you to a

  264. place where but you don't even want to be in

  265. the first place.

  266. You're none of us born out like to compare. One.

  267. Isn't it true?

  268. We don't compare our greates. You get your report cut,

  269. what you get? What you get Steven, stevehen what you

  270. get here a plus? None of us take a report

  271. cut to compare. But yet at the same time we

  272. come to ministry, we compare doubt because this is to compare.

  273. Mart begin to compare? Why am I serving so much?

  274. And my sisters sitting now?

  275. Friends?

  276. When we get our eyes of Christ, begin to look

  277. at people, that's why distruction comes. We're no longer Christ centered,

  278. Christ focused. After a while, when we begin to look

  279. at people, friends, I will tell you this is that

  280. we'll forget what it's all about.

  281. In Malaysia.

  282. Majority of the churches are below fifty are below fifty

  283. in attendance. Some pastors we got to find out, we

  284. got to know they're faithfully serving every week for every

  285. week for past fifty years. We know of a pastor,

  286. a Baptist pastor in East Coast who he's the only

  287. one to take care of four or five churches. He

  288. will drive to different church plan every week, the only one.

  289. Could you imagine you're the only one driving and say,

  290. I'm seventy you really right now, I'll just go to do,

  291. just be fitful, to do.

  292. What God caused me to do.

  293. No complain, No how come the Baptistic quill that will

  294. send workers and this stuff like that. I'm sharing this

  295. with you because you are this at this age whereby

  296. you're young, able, strong. But one day, friends, I want

  297. to let you know, you'll cross fifty. Amen, hallelujah, Praise

  298. the Lord. Right, Sam, Jillian, you just got married this day,

  299. one of you of your marriage. Right, we pray that

  300. you will survive right for many years to come. Share

  301. the better scar stories and you know, friends, when comparison

  302. hijacks you, you begin to double God's goodness and God's faithfulness,

  303. and this is what happens, friends, that destruction comes. Point

  304. number two is this I got to skip. The next

  305. point number two is this is that how does Christ's

  306. sentences look like?

  307. Then?

  308. X Chapter two was that these six says that therefore,

  309. let all the house of each you'll know surely that

  310. God has made this Jesus home. You cristify both Lord

  311. and Christ. Come on, Lord and Christ. He has to

  312. be your Messiah and your lord. Friends, what do I

  313. mean by dad? John Chapter fifteen, verse one to four.

  314. I'm sorry if I sound like a speeding train, because

  315. I was only given limited time. Nominally xan my end

  316. by travel five one right, So so I'll try. I'll try.

  317. I always I've always dealt with a very difficult cut.

  318. Last week, two weeks ago, I was in Manches plan.

  319. I was given twenty minutes to speak, twenty minutes out there.

  320. You've got twenty minutes to kay because after this she

  321. got to go to another just plan. So by time

  322. I said hello, good morning everything, I got five more

  323. minutes and the message ready.

  324. All right? So John Chapter fifteen was one.

  325. I say I'm the wine, I'm the true My father's

  326. a wine dresser, right, you know this all right? Word

  327. to every branch in me that there's some bad fruit.

  328. He takes away every branch that bears fruit. He prudes

  329. that he may bear more fruit. You are ready clean

  330. because of the word I've spoken to you. A bite

  331. in me and I'm in you. Every branch cannot bear

  332. fruit in itself unless the bites in the wine. Neither

  333. you Neither can you unless you're biting me. Point number

  334. one is I'm talking about Christ Messiah, right, Jesus is

  335. the true wine. God is the wine dresser of friends.

  336. Always recognize that we need a savior true not you

  337. need you need, you need God. You need God to

  338. save you from a sin. None of us got a

  339. problem with with with with Christ. None of us got

  340. problem one. In fact, a majority of us here one

  341. for some sort of faith. The problem is this is

  342. that we have an issue with the word lord. The

  343. issue with the word lord. What do I mean by that?

  344. Do you know that? Friends that many times in in

  345. our Christian faith? Right, it is coming under someone's leadership,

  346. It's going to be the challenge. Coming under a lortship

  347. is going to be a challenge because if there's no

  348. lot of friends, you know, our God, bless all my plans,

  349. bless all my initiative.

  350. I want this house or bless it.

  351. It's it's difficult when when someone say to you and

  352. when no, wait.

  353. Wait, how does Christ said to this?

  354. Look like there must be a lortship in your life,

  355. because I say it over a lot of us here.

  356. Don't mind being a Christian.

  357. You know, you like the faith, like the teaching of Christ,

  358. you like the word of God. But when you put

  359. yourself friends in a place whereby.

  360. There is someone over you, you.

  361. Find it very challenging and verdequate to submit, very hard,

  362. very hard. If the worship leaders begin to lead songs

  363. whereby you don't like the songs, you go like, it's

  364. so hard to worship God because this worship leader simply

  365. to someone, have you been to the place whereby the

  366. congregation do not know do not know how to clap?

  367. You have been You're nodding, You do not know how

  368. to clip right, do not know how the clapping beat?

  369. And you're the type that's really irritated by someone who

  370. cannot clip me beat one. It works on you and

  371. you go like, why this person can just follow the

  372. hend move mony? How could it be just follow the

  373. hend move Mononi?

  374. How could it be right?

  375. How I was with I was with one home leader

  376. and this home leader, say, elder, stand three tree steps

  377. away from me because I can delead the worship and

  378. you start singing.

  379. I cannot. I don't know what key. I'm like.

  380. At the very moment, I wanted to just be naughty,

  381. and they say, you know, I'm a church elder.

  382. You know all right, you just just Playnila. After all?

  383. I always wonder, I mean, when you get to heaven

  384. or we're all the angels singing, singing keynot they think

  385. about it, we're all the Asian singing peachnut.

  386. I'm sure there are some. I'm sure they are.

  387. I'm sure, but I always wonder that what put to

  388. the rest of us who get up to heaven? Right,

  389. we're worshiping the lot up there, like and would you

  390. would you? Can you just sing in the in the

  391. in the in the correct key please, because I cannoteel

  392. God's presence, friends, Lord, the lordship of Christ. It is

  393. it lot over, your emotions, come on this lot emotions.

  394. I want to share a story. I might have told

  395. this story before. If you are hosting hosting, you're hosting people, right,

  396. and you know what the worst thing about hosting is

  397. you get scolded by your church partners. Scolded by your

  398. church partners. I share this story because there was one

  399. time a person was the warship started. Really guy was

  400. lifting up his hands worshiping the lot and they all

  401. everybody likes to take the corner seat because they can

  402. leave if the picture is pitching a bit too long, right,

  403. I understand, also easier to go to the toilet.

  404. Nobody didn't like to.

  405. Take the media set one because by then you get

  406. excuse me, excuse me, excuse me, So nobody lets go

  407. to the center.

  408. So this guy was lifting, he said, worshiping. What to

  409. do people?

  410. People came, no seats, So happened in the middle there

  411. the hos just type. The guys tent to excuse me, circle,

  412. You move in a bit because people just came. You

  413. don't need to see the guys called back colded the host.

  414. Don't you know a worshiping God right now? You can't

  415. wait one you think a moment you cannot wait. I'm

  416. worshiping God right now. I want you to think for

  417. a moment. Both of you are on the same team. Okay,

  418. Tim Jesus. Okay, same team A, same your wish. One

  419. guy's worshiping God with his hands, and the guy was

  420. shipping the lot by serving and you just type out

  421. he is politely, can you please move in few chairs.

  422. Away on me?

  423. I just lost my connection with God. That was what

  424. was the host? The host, I say, what do you do?

  425. I just smiled away for you to finish worship.

  426. BLA.

  427. If he is not a lot over your emotions, friends,

  428. come on, If not a lot over your emotions, you don't.

  429. Have Christ center.

  430. That's because many times you like the word Messiah, Savior,

  431. Christian faith there across. He has to be a lot

  432. lower your emotion because at the very moment, first I

  433. can guarantee you you say, oh you are haha. I

  434. shall make your life the very very difficult. The next

  435. time I shook your head, I shall put extra lotion.

  436. So when you shake my hands right, extra moisturizer.

  437. I can make it. I'm misters, just keep me here.

  438. But you understand trying to say you can't worship anymore.

  439. You're either person.

  440. What more, if you're just from the same cell group,

  441. same homes, or you will call yourself a Christian and

  442. after I can guarantee you you you hit everything about

  443. the person you see a lot the way your emotions.

  444. Sometimes we exhort talents come on more than Christ. Really

  445. exort talents more than Christ. Now I'm not nothing wrong

  446. with talents, but we truly believe friends at the end

  447. of the day, right, if someone don't perform or don't

  448. prepare as well as you don't get angry. So one

  449. time we're talking to our team at the end soonery

  450. talking to our team, and this guy was so angry

  451. with the other person. This guy doesn't not to do

  452. foot plating, just put foot on the plate. There is

  453. a way to do foot playing whereby people you can

  454. make it acta feels like it's michillin star. I said,

  455. it's this the acta. No matter how you cut it,

  456. act right, the best you could do just oh, this

  457. is me right, So why do you need to pic

  458. there to say this ia, that's just me all right?

  459. This is so it gets so angry one he wants

  460. to go the other brother. I said, brother, look, he's learning.

  461. He doesn't have the finesses you can you just overlook it. No,

  462. you don't understand. It's like people put up posted stickers

  463. on the wall. You have to make it an alignment one.

  464. If not in alignment, you can't let you. If I'm

  465. preaching right now, you just keep looking at the post

  466. sticker because it's out of alignment.

  467. It is okay.

  468. It says a lot of your attention during your quiet time.

  469. Many times we want the Messiah, we want savior, but

  470. no when do it? Lots ship don't like it. God

  471. works true leaders. I cannot submit. Don't disciple ship. I say, Oh,

  472. you're comfortable to God. I said, Who's how does God

  473. speak to you? One scripture a day from Bible? App

  474. I say, whether that's not enough? And I'm sharing this

  475. you truthly and honestly because we have seen many well

  476. meaning Christians lost their way only because they think they

  477. know how to navigate the Christian faith. Seriously, just because

  478. someone accept the Christ and when you imagine except the Christ,

  479. the next thay they know how to worship. Say, no,

  480. they need to be taught how to worship. Right just

  481. because somebody accept the Christ in aw the gift onto

  482. the Lord. No, they need to be taught how to

  483. give to the Lord. Oh, don't teach you about giving

  484. and stuff like? No, I can go on and on,

  485. but you understand, you see the Lord of your life.

  486. Finally, it's going to be this. How do we constantly

  487. keep Christ in the center? WHOA?

  488. How do we constantly keep Christ in the center? He

  489. bushed up the travelers one to two. Therefore, since we're

  490. surrounded by a great crowd of witnesses, let us leave

  491. aside everywhere and sin we're so easily and sna Let's

  492. run the endurance, the race which was set before us. Friends,

  493. you and I need endurance. We we can endure a

  494. lot of things in our workplace. No endure when it

  495. comes to the comes with the Christian faith. Endurance it's

  496. a different thing altogether, because you're not paid at the workplace.

  497. You got salary, you die. I also their salary there here?

  498. Or you get well done self again? All right, I

  499. scan you, I'll scare you you or get away for

  500. next week. You're saying, very well, you surf really well?

  501. Are you going to wallety next week? Friends? You need endurance, friends.

  502. And one of the hardest part is this is that

  503. endurance friends is easy when you're you're when you're younger,

  504. But when you begin to aid friends, I'm going to

  505. say this gently and nicely when you begin to age.

  506. I've seen that before. I've seen that before. I know

  507. what it's going to say after after this, the preacher asked,

  508. all the call pray.

  509. For you, but then you will all then you go bad.

  510. Nothing change after that. Could you imagine the rest of

  511. your life coming to church every Sunday, every Sunday, coming

  512. to church, But there is no change. Friends, There's a

  513. race ast God has prepared for you. Supposed to run

  514. the race, fitfully all the way until God calls you home.

  515. I really respect pastors who who really don't have much

  516. as much as in don't have a lot of support,

  517. but yet still so fitful. One time I official a wedding,

  518. a mom came up to me to thank me, thank

  519. you so much for officiating my daughter's wedding, and then

  520. she started showing me about her wedding. You know, when

  521. I got married, my pastors put me aside. Before I

  522. got married, my passage just put me aside and just

  523. told me this, whatever you do, if you're arguing with

  524. your husband, you cannot go back to your mother's house.

  525. You stay in the same home, face your husband, and

  526. live with your husband, no matter how challenging.

  527. The words can be.

  528. Now, I understand, Okay, I'm not here, there is Please

  529. don't tell me abusive. No, no, no, I'm just She's just.

  530. She was just sharing her power of the story. I said, so,

  531. what do you do? I just told my pastors would

  532. like go like that, I just hang on to my marriage,

  533. that I feel like killing my husband. She was just showing, honestly,

  534. that's time I feel like like strangling him. No, I

  535. would say, seven, Jena, and you would not, right, Yeah,

  536. if you don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't trow places.

  537. Just throw money. Okay, keep quiet and you said you're

  538. fifty pounds. Just keep quiet, right, That's that's that's a

  539. good way, all right. But anyway, I said, what do

  540. you do? I said, I just, I just, I just,

  541. I just.

  542. I just help my tongue prey. I just endure. I said,

  543. how is the marriage? It's all right? Many times I

  544. felt like walking off the marriage.

  545. Endurance. Let us run this race for endurance right. Worse

  546. Number two is this that looking up looking onto Jesus,

  547. the author phinition of our faith, who joy was set

  548. before him, and you're the cross despicing the shame set

  549. of the trone, friend, there is a reward words, who

  550. say that for who the joy that was set before him?

  551. And you're the cross, there is a reward. Friends, What

  552. do you see that causes you to have joy? Come

  553. on as the close? What do you see in your

  554. Christian faith that causes you to have joy? How do

  555. you understand? I look aroalm? Do you know how hard

  556. is it to worship?

  557. Late?

  558. Sometimes when you look at the faces of the congregation,

  559. some we are laughing.

  560. Speak it of the speak it. Do you know how

  561. hard is it? How hot is it? Come on?

  562. Clap, clip, shout for joy? It happens right and you're there.

  563. I don't know what what? What do you see the

  564. causes to have joy?

  565. Really? Like you?

  566. You?

  567. Is it all?

  568. You need to see people smiling and and therefore you

  569. derive joy for just because of people who are smiling,

  570. people who are participating, participative, right, and therefore you that's

  571. that's the only time you have joy?

  572. Or can you see joy in the midst of the challenge?

  573. Because Jesus saw the cross, saw the cross that was

  574. set before him, because he knew that you're going to

  575. see the father as like close, friends, what is it

  576. that causes you to have joy?

  577. How do we consider to have Christ in the center?

  578. What do you see in your life? Really? What do

  579. you see?

  580. If you see only your normal surrounding, then that and

  581. and that's why you have joy. One of the trip

  582. went to a Chinese new village, Chinese new village in Epos.

  583. You know, in terms of this Chinese new village is

  584. very different. This this is an urban church. So the

  585. Aurbun church that is very different. The Chinese new relage

  586. church is totally very different. It's free, it's they say,

  587. the Holy Spirit is flowing. It's really flowing. My friends

  588. when meaning to say that you can make a decision

  589. right now, next twenty minutes, and the decision can change it.

  590. And because of their friends, because of that, many frustrations

  591. without team, because I thought we agree on this, we were,

  592. we plan for this really and just say, hey, don't

  593. fight with the passer over there. Don't get angry with

  594. the passer over there. She had paid the price, she

  595. answered the call. She's been there every every every Sunday,

  596. serving the lot faithfully. Can you see the joy in

  597. serving the Lord in the midst of that challenge?

  598. How about it?

  599. It is a challenge because because some of this, you know, places,

  600. a lot of people left these places to work in

  601. the city. So one time our team went when uh

  602. this this ancle came up to one our team leaders

  603. on one keyboard this, mh you play the keyboard?

  604. So well are you? Singer?

  605. I got three son, I got here's I took out,

  606. took out his wallet and showed the sun trees are

  607. well to do okay, well to do a right still, singer,

  608. can you aread to dip my son or not?

  609. I couldn't imagine.

  610. First, I couldn't imagine if you're from Herbert here, creepy uncle,

  611. you creepy uncle. But I have to me and my

  612. just say you must understand because there's not enough young

  613. people in some of this. Religious really turn off young

  614. people in some of these places when they and this

  615. is how they speak. I think it's all right. The harmless.

  616. This is how they connect their harmless of friends, the hamless.

  617. There you change ther hamless.

  618. I think that I went.

  619. I went to my team my team members. He she

  620. did like a Lisa, maybe the property let that can

  621. use there. I'm so ver right, but closed joy that

  622. was set before him.

  623. Friends. But I want to let you this point to you.

  624. He travels the team I'm closing for.

  625. Consider him who I'm there such hostility from sinners against himself.

  626. Lest you become weary and discourage in your soul? Friends,

  627. what will cause you to not keep Christ in the center? Tightness? Tightness, tightenness, tightness, veriness, tightness.

  628. It's very natural, friends, there is something about tightness from

  629. your natural work. You'll you'll go tired every day one

  630. but a different thing when your spirit it is tired.

  631. Because when your spirit is.

  632. Tired, no matter how expensive the mattress is, it will

  633. not restore that strength in your spirit.

  634. And that's why we have reguard our hearts. We go tired.

  635. I mean, isn't it true? After church on Sunday from

  636. here all the way to the UK? Right, the best

  637. thing to do after church on the Sunday afternoon to

  638. sleep somewhere, Elder I got, We've got prayer service after church. Okay,

  639. praise God. We used to run force recess less. I

  640. understand tightness. The only one carrying it wears your spirit down,

  641. the only one leading home your show for cell group,

  642. you're the only one there excited. Tightness sometimes tinants can't

  643. come from our past, our guilt. It can remind us

  644. that you're not going on. Sometimes chinants can come from

  645. people putting putting you down. You still serving God?

  646. Are you? You're still serving the Lord? You know what?

  647. How much time did the chistick from you? Or not?

  648. You're missing out? See if you don't self God.

  649. You have your afternoons, you can play pick a ball

  650. with net, you can join him. But because you committed

  651. to something, you're missing. That's why you're so fed, constantly

  652. eating with in all these places. Friends, I'm telling you

  653. real stories, real stories I.

  654. Tell I tell you a joke. Pastor Stephen, jacket used

  655. to be my jacket. The jacket you walk today belongs

  656. to me. You.

  657. Yes, I was hunger. My heaviest was hungericulos, hunger and

  658. the ticulos. Another pastor from another church have a saw

  659. me for a very long time. Came up to me,

  660. what on earth happened to you? What on earth happened

  661. to you? I'm like, oh, I haven't seen you for

  662. a long time. The first word is that, hello, how

  663. are you right? What on earth happened to you? While

  664. you go to fete bluntly put it now. Don't you

  665. think that that ars your soul down? The come on,

  666. none of us here wake up one day and say, oh,

  667. I want it all all the cups that confine, Oh,

  668. put a way none of us from like that.

  669. Okay, things happen in now life.

  670. I'm sure we need you because it works on your soul,

  671. causes your soul to be tired.

  672. Be careful of that.

  673. Be careful of the words spoken over your life that

  674. seeks to wear you down, six to tire you out.

  675. When you're tired, friends, friends, you don't feel like serving.

  676. You can be scheduled, you could be serving like Martha

  677. was serving friends, but.

  678. Her spirit was so tired. Her spirit was so tired.

  679. And you know what happened When your spirits tired, complaint

  680. will be very natural, but we don't see it. And finally,

  681. in the same scripture he puts up in Troubles, she

  682. says that discouragement, discouragement, friends, that's like close Thiscouragement in

  683. the Christian world is very real, very real, so real

  684. until that some people left the faith because of discouragement, discourage,

  685. because no one prayed with them, no one journeyed with them.

  686. Before I came here I got opportunity to talk to

  687. her dad in the mending church. Her daughter is about

  688. five years old. Her name is Anna. Daughter was in

  689. I see you, I see you.

  690. Doctor.

  691. Don't know what's happening. She couldn't go to the toilet,

  692. she couldn't beee. She was just big reading for almost

  693. like two weeks alreadly right now, her low power body

  694. just started with any strength. I was looking at the dad.

  695. You know, the dad just kept this, really dedicated his life.

  696. The mom's had to work on the weekends and stuff

  697. like that, because you still see a smile and the

  698. drawer on his face. I was just telling him that,

  699. no past myself are committed to pray for your daughter,

  700. but sometimes in life, friends we go to alone and

  701. somebody we can keep discourage.

  702. Why is my daughter like that? Why am I like that?

  703. Why am I cutting this? As I close? Friends?

  704. Please don't allow this couragement to constantly hijack you, Rob

  705. you really, discussion is very real. Yes, I'm not saying

  706. that as Cristians will be immune. Oh, discrition will come.

  707. I'm tryler. No, friends, you have your experience discouragement with

  708. my friends, but don't stay there.

  709. Don't stay there. It's a season you go.

  710. To come up from it. As I close, I want

  711. to share a story with you all. I went through

  712. my second hand check last year. Last year, second check.

  713. You know, the second hat check is very no wrecking,

  714. because first of all, you're wondering how it was the

  715. first operation, whether or not they're still in a good condition,

  716. or whether do you need to do even more to

  717. the extinct one.

  718. I was there lying down on.

  719. The very cold operation data metter table, right. I thought

  720. to myself, why didn't why didn't just heat it up?

  721. I was there, friends, and sometimes you really wonder. You

  722. do a quiet time, you pray you will come to

  723. church fitfully right, fitfully.

  724. Serving the Lord. First thing it comes is see you

  725. messed up. You messed up.

  726. If you're taking care of yourself, you won't let yourself

  727. in this place. But if you know you're going to

  728. mess up, come out is it? You won't start the

  729. breed beginning. So I was there, lying on the bed,

  730. lying on the doctors came, nurses came right, and they

  731. talk in languages that causes your heart to even like,

  732. you know.

  733. Like they don't really care.

  734. This isn't nicely because all they talk about like, who's

  735. going to top all lunch while you're lying there? Friends

  736. half naked on the on the opportunit data. Who's going

  737. back luncher today? Who the data there? Next note I'm

  738. They're like, oh, I'm just one of the numbers.

  739. I see. This is the last thing I'm going to

  740. see before I exit the world. Bright lights? Oh yes,

  741. they say it.

  742. Walk towards the light right, So like, oh okay, oppid

  743. the lights? Oh yes, I could see it. It's it's

  744. it's it's discouration. This is gonna be really real with you.

  745. So they have to put the booker. They have to insert.

  746. They do a keyhole insertion.

  747. They have to.

  748. So they give me a shaver. Mister, you want to shave?

  749. You want us to shave you or you shave yourself. There,

  750. I go like, pass it to me, I'll shave friends.

  751. I took the shave of friends. This shave has not

  752. been washed by the previous patient.

  753. Yeah, I know. I'm so sorry, So sorry, okay, largely

  754. afterwards haven't been washed. Look at it as I was

  755. just doing what need to do, getting.

  756. Ready for operations coming down, like courent drama like that,

  757. this curage. Look why why why why this? You know,

  758. why do I go through this? Why do I go

  759. through this? Why do I go to this? That's like

  760. close friends don't stay in the discouragement came out from

  761. the operation. Every doctor said your good health and stuff

  762. like that. But besides that, none of us like to

  763. go to the value of discouragement and weariness and tightness.

  764. How do you keep Christness centers like close friends? Just

  765. look to Jesus.

  766. We hope you've been blessed by this message. For more

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  769. this week is going to be a good week, a

  770. hit for you. God bless