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Youth Service (full service) Bro Ethan Roadcap and Bro Nathanael Howell 5-26-2023

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  1. A storm on the inside O the wave. They stand and offer a sacrifice

  2. of praise to the Lord. Let's look the praise up to his name.

  3. He deserves it. Yall me thank you and praise you for your mighty works

  4. a us right now. But God, why God, Lord bras bring thank

  5. your heart. Lordrify today. Where's God? Let's keep this attitude of praise

  6. by the kingdom. Come around, seemers, let's seeing. Let's let's lift

  7. our hearts up to God with a praise tonight. He's worthy m h Age

  8. one eighty four. I'm rejoiceful days Hartlepool, love God O my life.

  9. Say no reason, please let's see the all spect the wrong sir for menie

  10. me for I was sorting day, I ramand spend I rejoice a day I

  11. w girl for then the God home my life, my stand, my stains

  12. hid hid aside me I be gon sakehind im way not Lord, For I

  13. have a thing to say to try to treat see myself as of best me

  14. from before hiding aside, I thought my listening with every world, let me

  15. go fis far it does that plea the world is by my goal to see

  16. the world war I the Roman. Listen, so let me go. I

  17. will play the world, Saint on win, Saint me. When I turned

  18. to day wait the listening in my sides way, I play ton this day

  19. as my wise way. God all my life reach, he says, with

  20. me, my your line, play by mine to stay over all the things

  21. the world they playing can't remer Oh bye now and my life wait put around

  22. side, leave to your side, dat wide joy night day earth, this

  23. down before church. I'm so thankful that he abides in the good times and

  24. the bad times. I'm thankful that he's the same on the mountain as he

  25. is in the valley. But I'm also thankful that he's a god that will

  26. lift us up to those higher places. I was thinking about all day was

  27. or a lot today. I was thinking about what Brother Nathaniel had said Wednesday

  28. night about take heed lest you fall, and um, you know, I

  29. don't put trust in myself. I put trust in God. The I always

  30. says, Uh, you know, when you're when you're thinking on yourself,

  31. trusting yourself, that's pride. And what does a prideful man do? He

  32. falls. But when you humble yourself, when you submit yourself to God,

  33. he will let you up. And I got to thinking about that Sernamon past

  34. Ye preach probably two to three years ago about destined for hired ground. I'm

  35. thankful that we are a people that are destined for higher ground. This song

  36. isn't in the hymnal. What everyone should know it Lord lift for me.

  37. I'm presting, be up very pla the only play my friend and try my

  38. very mind. They would plays pass the time, Christ say I mind,

  39. an I lost too, take that me my room, my time, don't

  40. time my time, don't mind, pay my way. My face is bron

  41. my same, I myself. I heard of my mine heart someday where my

  42. Yeah, I think we're living a good life. Yeah, I thank God

  43. for everything he's done for me. Brother Nathaniel called me around him. Uh

  44. around he'll probably around two thirty or so, maybe maybe it was earlier than

  45. that. And uh, he had asked me to be ready to sing for

  46. the Lord tonight, and uh I had my music on before he called,

  47. so when he called, it interrupted my music. And uh when we hung

  48. up the phone, this song came on and I felt the Lord checked me.

  49. And uh, I really feel like God's trying to seek speak to someone

  50. tonight. Uh, brother Caleb saying that song Lord lift me up. Well,

  51. the song that came up, we only had about five minutes, well,

  52. probably got three minutes to practice this song. So if it don't go,

  53. I'll promise you will change. But so we're running on about three minutes

  54. of practice. But this song, really I feel like the Lord put it

  55. on my heart. We've never sung it before. I've only heard one person

  56. sing it and that was years ago in church. But I really feel like

  57. that that God wants to lift someone up, or to help you lift yourself

  58. up to come up out of the valley. And I thank God for so

  59. much so for everything he's done for me, and they'll always being there.

  60. He's been a great God and I love even appreciate it to Well. I'm

  61. gone. I walt tried out of this valley, lift my hand, sing

  62. praise of Lord of them see to get me down. We'll watch you see

  63. you until my time. Give us await a little high now to listen hiding

  64. the Lord down the y gonna go fry. I can't be resigning nor wre

  65. the t down round, so he doesn't need to be lit up high out

  66. of the place. Ain't God being more pray the hard say, we'll see

  67. to get me down. We'll set here until high right around out this lit

  68. I haven't rouse them gave me away like the out of this time in this

  69. will the room we've got to travel to that scene. He won old be

  70. ald what your face said, you get free my hands and drivel. Ain't

  71. w sain in melize another little one. I ain't siding with the I m

  72. pray the lord out of it says, give me time your sign way tidings

  73. down the daughters, Yes, all the shoot and never return. He all

  74. roll my going to leave little pray the long don't saying to give me down?

  75. Why when I slee time never mad time my father along time filing,

  76. I live along all day time away a little the time along time time.

  77. Whoa oh yes, why I all right? I'm gonna hall cried out of

  78. this valley lit by hands and previously hard. Ain't gonna then we'll see to

  79. get me down. Why should I see it here till I die? Heavens

  80. are waiting up a little bit higher. I'm gonna hall out of this valley

  81. with my lord will. I'm gonna hall right out of this valley net in

  82. my hands and praison Lord ain't gonna lift ull see and get me down?

  83. Why should I see you by heaven a waiting up at the loom higher.

  84. I'm gonna walk out of this valley with my Lord. But I'm gonna walk

  85. right out of me. I ain't in my hand of ain't praison Lord,

  86. ain't gonna lift bull say get me down? Why would I see you till

  87. I die? Devin's awaiting the Philteramy Higer Rocks gonna walk how to value in

  88. my hoole. I'm gonna walk out of the bad, ain't praise the Lord,

  89. ain't WoT see to get me down? Why walk with my Lord?

  90. Time? Mind will place give me wi prison ward? This w place gave

  91. me sway how his time. I'm a lonely down the home all to try

  92. to fall still round retras all the good I came out of the round praying,

  93. why should I see my God? I will runs down? Why did

  94. I time? Little hid? I don't want can try to fin just to

  95. try my way? Yeah right? I mean I believe that the spirit is

  96. speaking speaking expressly to the church tonight, and he beyond preach God looking.

  97. God can do what he needs to do with or without the preachers. Y'all

  98. know that. And then in a moment he can do more than we could

  99. do him in in ten thousand years and man even longer. And then let's

  100. get him to the word tonight will save the offer and even I do it

  101. in the service. Will you can get your Bible and let's get in denight

  102. and worship the Lord. I don't you think that with the presence of the

  103. Lord to night, if you're so thankful for what God doing A right?

  104. Yeah right, oh right, yeah right. I want to thank the Lord

  105. for everything he's done for us this far. And uh I should thank the

  106. Lord. Would I'm gonna be looking at Luke fifteen um verse thirteen mm.

  107. And not many days after, the younger son gathered all to gather and took

  108. his journey to a into a far country, and there wasted his substance on

  109. righteous living over in verse twenty and heroes, and he came to his father.

  110. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him

  111. and had compassion and ran ran and fell on his neck and kissed him.

  112. I was I was praying about what I should preach on and uh I had

  113. something else, and I thought it was gonna be what I was gonna preach,

  114. and uh on my way. We were on our way to Walmart,

  115. and uh I felt this whispered into my heart. Wait where do you think

  116. you're going? And uh I was thinking where where would I had? Where

  117. my verses being? Uh I thought of the prodical son and how in this

  118. verse it said he he asked, we all know the prodical sons story.

  119. And uh he asked his father, I want everything. That's fine. He

  120. was greedy. He wanted what he wanted, not what the Lord wanted to

  121. and later all the wealth that his father had. Maybe he went to church

  122. every Sunday. Maybe he knew what was supposted, he knew what he was

  123. supposed to do. He was in the father's house with everything that he was

  124. supposed to have house. He had a close on his back, but I

  125. tell you he washed it everything he had on the righteous living. And I

  126. was a thinking maybe maybe somebody stopped him on the way, because it wasn't

  127. just a couple streets down, it was a far country. Maybe he was

  128. maybe he was sixteen or seventeen, a young man in a far country.

  129. Maybe somebody stopped him. Little Why what do you think you're doing out here?

  130. What do you think you're doing in the far country? This is not

  131. where you were. Long I was thinking, how I didn't actually go to

  132. the far country physically, but in sparcely, in my mind, I was

  133. in the far point trip. I wasn't saying that. I wasn't sacrified.

  134. I wasn't there with the whole as I was on my way to it.

  135. That was hella. But there came Master, and he saved me. And

  136. over inch one verse twenty and said, and he rose, and he came

  137. to his father. He was able to be received. Oh, he was

  138. received back. But he shouldn't have went. He didn't have to go.

  139. I don't know who I'm talking to, but you don't have to go whatever

  140. you dude, don't go to the fuck country. It's not where you are.

  141. Give along God where I start. He can talk to you. Where

  142. a master is preaching you Saturday night, Sunday morning, Sunday night, and

  143. Wednesday. It's not where you belong. I was thinking over and uh first

  144. John, Uh yeah, first John two and uh six to two and one,

  145. My little chicken children, these things I write under you that ye said

  146. not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father,

  147. with the Father, Jesus Christ the Righteous. And Uh, I was

  148. thinking how he was. He was in the Father's house, he had what

  149. he needed to have, but he's still he's still wasted. He still went

  150. out. He had everything he had and he had money, he had what

  151. he needed, but he still wasted. Does the thing that was held off

  152. for later? He had he had the it was his, yes, but

  153. it was for later. I wanna I never wanna get to I'm rushing the

  154. things of God. I always want to do what he wants me to do.

  155. But in the time that he wants me to do it, because it

  156. was sure his, it was his, it was it was his inheritance,

  157. but he wasted it because he wanted it sooner than he was supposed to have.

  158. Nice. I want to thank the Lord for him get saving me,

  159. doing everything that he's done in my life. Yes, thank you. Thankful

  160. for the word of the Lord. Man, praise God. I know God

  161. speaking to us. I mean, I thank God for what I mean is

  162. just spoken to us through brother Ethan and man looking forward to what God has

  163. and the rest of this service. Amen, y'all know the author service is

  164. gonna be the most important part of this service. Amen, Yes, it

  165. is. Praise God. Let's turn the Second Kings a man, the Second

  166. Kings chapter number seven, and the Lord shure has been mighty in this service.

  167. A little far, he man, you will find out a little bit

  168. more and man about what all God's done here just a second, and then

  169. God truly is speaking to his children. Amen, we're gonna be looking at

  170. second key Versus one through nine. Then we'll skip down and read nineteen and

  171. twenty. Amen. Praise God. You was saying even to the reading of

  172. the word the Bible said, then alig, you're saying, hear ye the

  173. word of the Lord. Thus saith the Lord tomorrow. About this time,

  174. y'all, measure fine flower be sold for a shekel, and two measures of

  175. barley for a shekel when they gate from Samaria. Then the Lord on lose

  176. hand, the king lean answered, the Man of God has said, behold,

  177. if the Lord would make windows in heaven, might this thing be?

  178. And he said, behold, thou shalt see if with thine eyes, but

  179. thou shalt not eat thereof. And there were four leprest men at the entering

  180. end of the gate. And they said, one to another, why should

  181. we here until we die? Oh God, If we say we will enter

  182. into the city, then the family is in the city, and we shall

  183. die there. And if we sit still here we die also. Now therefore,

  184. come and let us fall into the host of the Syrians. If they

  185. save us alive, we shall live. If they kill us, we shall

  186. But God, and they arouse in the twilight to go into the camp with

  187. the Syrians. And when they had come, and when they were come to

  188. the outermost parts of the Campel Syria, behold there was no man there but

  189. an and made the host of Syrians, the host of the serious to hear

  190. a noise of Charians, and a noise of horses, even the noise of

  191. a great host. And they said, one to another, low the King

  192. of Israel had hired against us, the kings of the hid Tips and the

  193. kings of the Egyptians, to come upon us. Wherefore they arose and fled

  194. in the twilight, and lift their tents and their horses and their asses,

  195. even the camp as it was, and fled for their lives. And when

  196. the Lepers came to the outermost part of the camp. Then they went out.

  197. They went into one ten did eat and drink, and carrieth it silver

  198. and gold and raiment, and went and hid it. And came again and

  199. entered into another tent, and carrie this also, and went and hid it.

  200. Then they said, one to another woe, and one to another.

  201. We do not well. This day is a day of good tidings, and

  202. we hold our peace. If we tear it to the morning light, some

  203. mischief will come upon us. Now therefore, come that we may go until

  204. the king's household. The mean skipping over the verse nineteen, he mean the

  205. Bible said and the Lord. And the Lord answered the man of ridge God.

  206. And the Lord answered the man of God and said, now behold,

  207. if the Lord should make windows in heaven, might such a thing be?

  208. And he said, behold, thou shalt see it without eyes, that thou

  209. shalt not eat thereof verse twenty. And so it fell out under him,

  210. for the people trod upon him and the gap. And he does, you,

  211. man, if y'all would stretch your him good Heaven, ask God to

  212. help us. God. We thank you for this service. Lord, Thank

  213. you God, Rod God, Thank you Lord. Wrongs God, God,

  214. Lord, Man God, thank the God Lord the word Lord God for the

  215. Lord God, the Lord God can't help us to die. Lord. Let

  216. me say before I let you God, I'm Lord God, He God,

  217. be that the great Lord. If you would touch your heart into life.

  218. But you're going your honor Jesus, and then be asking for praise God,

  219. Man, Halleluiah, Thank you Lord, Thank you God God. I want

  220. to start by seeing email. I want to thank our pastor even most certainly,

  221. and then praise God. The Bible spoke of one. Amen. Well

  222. it didn't speak of specifically of one, but it spoke of the believers in

  223. Christ and man after that they had received the Holy Ghost and said that be

  224. some things a man, you'll know the organ trail right that there was a

  225. computer game when I was a kid, And there are some things you do,

  226. and you'd have pit stops along the way. But in a Christian and

  227. a true man of God's life, we have seen the signs of God following

  228. him. We've seen miracles, we've seen prophecies come true. He man,

  229. we've seen him uh speak those words fitly spoken like apples of gold and pictures

  230. of silver and amail Thank you so much, pastor Amen, for all that

  231. you've been for my family and the Bethel Holiness Church. Amen. Getting into

  232. the word of God here Amen, I was about shouting happy and I could

  233. spend twenty minutes Amen, talking about Amen, what God has already done.

  234. Amen. Before this sermon, Brother Jesse got up and sang a song and

  235. literally in those words in that song, Amen, we're those words. I

  236. challenge anyone sitting in the pew to night, you can take the song book,

  237. flip it open and see if you can chance. Fine and a song

  238. that says, why should we sit here till we die? I would challenge

  239. you to do it, and I guarantee you you could spend three years in

  240. here. Probably never do it. Amen, this is not a coincidence.

  241. I leave God speaking to someone, and Brother Ethan come up, Amen,

  242. to preach so wonderfully on us. Amen to us, Hey, where do

  243. you think you're going? You know we can go in the wrong direction.

  244. And I apologize if I'm a little smoke. To night, as I prayed

  245. that and I carried a burden, I kind of felt like this service was

  246. going to go a little different Amen, normally than than how how probably I

  247. would preach. Amen. So y'all bear with me here. Amen. I

  248. hope to God that the Lord will use me and speak to you. Amen.

  249. If you're that one that's tore him with something, Amen, you know

  250. complacency is as bad as leaving the Amen. And you can leave in your

  251. mind and be at present in body. Amen. So let's get into the

  252. word the Bible. Amen. Tells us here in second Kings, Amen,

  253. it describes to us a happening. Amen. Just like if you were to

  254. tell me if your day, Amen, and brother Jesse was to say,

  255. I arose at such and such time in the morning, Amen, I brushed

  256. my teeth. Amen. Some of you might not have he said. He'd

  257. say, I brushed my teeth. Amen. I went to work. This

  258. is what time I got there. Amen. This is what I had done.

  259. And then I come come back and now I'm in church. If he

  260. was to come here tonight and pinned down his day, and I was to

  261. read it to you, it would be no less fact. Why I just

  262. read to you in the Word of God, Amen, to what he experienced

  263. today. This is a happening in the Word of God. Amen. This

  264. here Amen, no doubt, Amen, was something someone experienced and beheld now.

  265. The books the First and Second Kings Amen chronicle the decline of the nation

  266. of Israel. Amena follows much of the reign Amen of the Kings of Israel

  267. and the Kings of Judith, where there was a man of divided king kingdom.

  268. Here throughout the word of God, you see that in the Kings Amen

  269. also summoned Samuel. Amn. Some suppose the mighty Prophet, who was known

  270. as the Weeping Prophet to Amen, be the one that pinned these books of

  271. the Bible. Amen. But there are certain books of the Bible we know

  272. without a shadow of a doubt, because Amen, the author mentions himself in

  273. it. Amen. But we couldn't tell you for definite Amen. Praise God,

  274. Pastor. I could let me just say, I could it tell you

  275. for definite Amen, that this was Jeremiah. Nevertheless, we know the Bible

  276. said that all things that are written, Amen, are profitable. Amen.

  277. Also it said that what was written down was Amen. Men that were moved

  278. on by the hole he goes. Amen. If these words are still alive

  279. today and they still speak to us expressly, I mean I've come to precu

  280. with a burden tonight. Amen, praise God sake it to know it.

  281. I believe that I've carried amen in the seven and a half years that I've

  282. been preaching. Aman, I hope tonight that you would listen to me just

  283. briefly. I don't plan to be long winded, Amen, unless the Lord.

  284. It's a hole of me and it because of the strength of my burden

  285. and the weight that I carried. Amen. I told someone Amen, I

  286. almost hesitated to write notes tonight. Amen. If you see I Norman can

  287. come to the poop it with anywhere from eight to twenty pages A mean.

  288. I have bal three and a half Amen, in one full page of scripture.

  289. Amen. I really don't want a trifle with the presence of the Lord

  290. and what he's trying to say to you. So I come trying to demonstrate

  291. to the Lord, Amen, that I'm nothing and I need his help,

  292. Amen, because I don't have the words to speak to you. Amen.

  293. As you sit there in your sad situation and stay amen and toy with your

  294. soul. Amen. Nathaniel Howl couldn't say nothing to alter your eternal future.

  295. Amen. He is not within me. But if I could just live and

  296. love within him a man, I would hallo being Amen, conte grated the

  297. garda Amen, a child of Garna, a man, a backslider, Amen,

  298. a halter between two opinions. And you're gonna need they made a life

  299. changing experience before you walk out of this building. Deny you and that because

  300. Grn is speaking to you. He wants to change you. And he seen

  301. you into a situation be seeing the state of joy state Am, and even

  302. willing to move if you'll be willing to meet him, Oh God. In

  303. our texts, we find a prophet, Amen, none on earth, none

  304. other the the successor to Elijah. Amen. We remember seemingly Elijah's our chademy.

  305. If you would ahab Amen. Now the king we find here that it

  306. speaks of is none other than Johorah. Amen. And if you read there,

  307. the Bible would tell you, Amen, that he is the son Amen

  308. of King Ahad. Amen. So successor be successor. And then we find,

  309. praise God, one walking in the path, Amen of their mentor.

  310. And we find another one walking in the path Amen of the example set before

  311. he. And then now just to give you a little history here and then

  312. the Bible told us Amen over in the chapter Amen preceding this of Amen of

  313. Jehorn when he God in a bad state and in a tone of how he

  314. was walking on the wall, Amen, and he talked to two women,

  315. one who had blow to boil on her child because the famine was so severe,

  316. and they hated her Amen, and praised God, Hasten of Jehorn,

  317. parting on his knees, Amen and repenting as David would have. Got someone

  318. with a heart for God. And then we find him doing something else.

  319. We find him walking in the path of a man other than Jeff of Bala,

  320. and they have why he calls it matters who you land and flew at

  321. Hila. And what was his responsive when he got slapped in the face of

  322. reality, He said, I will raise the head out all Elishah, my

  323. God. He went after the feature even be called he Realijah. And many

  324. things are gone long though we got too many people going after the preachure my

  325. God. When they make mistakes home, Amen, if they fall not on

  326. their face, they then they haunt the man of God. May it don't

  327. got the bailor, and then they don't any wid You've got a Realiza,

  328. you made your bed and you've got the lion heads. So we find Elyshah.

  329. We find the King, we find the evil advisor, my God,

  330. and there's many a man. If you were teeth tar on the edge,

  331. would you love to give you a little push off? Amen? And you

  332. say hey, and then you're not really sticking when you're mention, don't don't

  333. let me get where I'm going. Amen, I'll promise, I'll preach the

  334. train of thought God's given me. Amen. So we have the King,

  335. Amen, the Prophet, the evil advisory Amen. The most importantly, what

  336. I would like to focus on on the knife. Amen. And we're getting

  337. to these men, but you need the backstory and the context of the defferent

  338. situation these men were in. I mean, we have four dying men.

  339. First Free tells us they were lepers, meaning they wasn't allowed inside the city

  340. because I mean they were contagious at a contagious disease. We live in a

  341. church generation that seemingly is that every letting everything we stood for go down the

  342. drains. Am, and it is as a cancer Amen, eating at the

  343. core Amen of the body of Christ. Amen. Some of the feats,

  344. some of the hands, some of the arms, Amen, but all or

  345. the body. Amen. And we are united through the life giving blood of

  346. Jesus. I mean, if what tethers us together, But when we let

  347. canker and disease, Amen get us in a bad state because we no longer

  348. are living by the word of God. And then don't be prize when you

  349. find yourself living outside of Amen the house of bread pease. Are men somewhere

  350. around the load that contacted something that kept them. They been sacre data from

  351. the chudor of Carter and man. When we walked through the world to day,

  352. Amen with many a man that would like the poison her your train of

  353. thought, young people, when they would like to separate you a man as

  354. the wolf does the week cheaper. They been from the judor of gard.

  355. They were likely they been cut you out of up the youth greave find you

  356. watch a landing yourself, my God shut and then you watch to let yourself

  357. long enough and your mentality changes. You don't have a can card, You're

  358. write a disease. I shout up on on my horn. I'm like,

  359. oh yeah, listen to this, young women snacker priesting and look a man

  360. as God's the final and God, you better have a change, my oh

  361. God, we have shepherds preachers, teachers, and church members, and that

  362. the men know they're in desperate times. They know that desperate times call for

  363. desperate messues and men praise God. But instead they sit there idol until they

  364. die. Praise God. For some people. There comes a point in time

  365. when it's now or it's never. We find there for men and men the

  366. stribe starting in verses three and four, and I'd like to read them to

  367. you again, and you try to grasp their situation. And there are four

  368. lepers men at the ning end of the gate, and they said one to

  369. another, and hey, Joseph, what are we doing? What are we

  370. doing? I was hungry? And then Joe looked over and Billy said,

  371. well, why are we sitting here? Ain't there something I can do?

  372. And these pop were desperate. I mean these men were hungry. They been

  373. and there's parishioners in the church better hungry. They got there so cold of

  374. siblings, and they're looking for bed, and there's past to preach so wonderfully.

  375. And if they come into the House of God and they say, no

  376. bed, nothing for me to eat, nothing to sustained. Here, you

  377. man, you've caught to God. And you're saying you're hungry, y'all.

  378. I've been in a halfway house. I ain't fo I ain't got what I

  379. need. I found myself startling. God, I found myself dying. God,

  380. I don't want to what it takes. That's a dang me. Ok

  381. here, Why shoudn't we here until we die? Be look gorards, Well

  382. if we say, were you known to the city that the families in the

  383. city, we shan't die there? Oh God, you see what they're dealing

  384. with. Hold you know it? Now, that's where you go to church.

  385. I got it bad as where you go to church. These men here,

  386. they were happy, they were starting. They needed that, they needed

  387. water, they needed something to clench the first But they couldn't go along the

  388. bathy now they couldn't go the fellow you any time be called the very humans

  389. could have been that the mise of my brand of mad eyes. You ain't

  390. going around around. Then, I called God to the city. Don't go

  391. to the fi I tramp. We don't die there and you'll bars down.

  392. You know. I saw that if we go and enter into the city of

  393. the familyes there there's that office we are. You're going to the assuming God

  394. of the run there's that office you are. They ain't gonna help you there.

  395. Go to the Church of God. Then let the stager talk. They

  396. ain't gonna help you there. My God, you listen to me and then

  397. you get sick somewhere. You can't go to the wrong places. We've got

  398. to go, My God, have been in. We die awsome m h.

  399. If we sit still here, oh voice, I'm going If we sit

  400. still here, we're gonna die. Also, you know, I ain't even

  401. gonna saved the life you've been leading's just been emptying you out. Oh you

  402. can't live her like a lie. Then I die outside. You're going out

  403. to the violence charges bloss my fire houses down, My die outside right right,

  404. I mean right, diet, that's fine out there. File that I

  405. had a father's eyes. Where you got the House of better, and that

  406. Jesus has the disciples, and then where you're gonna last someb I laughter somebody

  407. and mind not a laughter and the mind like that mind I'd mean living like

  408. a chstand we're gone, as we're gone to the fuck I chain or you

  409. wage o the Lord. I pray for a prayer church, Oh God,

  410. would you kill you now? There for coming and let us fall into the

  411. host of the Syrians. If they save us alive, we shall live.

  412. If they kill us, we shall but die and then they a rose.

  413. Okay, I'd like to prese you tonight. If you're dying, why aren't

  414. you trying your person? If you know the live you believe it is killing

  415. you spiritually? Why aren't you trying to survive? Where's the fighter? Where's

  416. the weirdness alive? Where's the weirder? Live about sin? Where's the desire

  417. to live? A holy live? And you know you'll start high? God,

  418. you still move on, y'all because, oh God, just gonna work.

  419. I can't ever can play. But now you ain't even tire the game

  420. live, but sit there, you just wake up the buzzer and the God

  421. just to call the by Are you say you're living a servant God under pretense?

  422. It's a facade of the show showing the me he come. I tell

  423. you that about sat Im pretuning the ank before I preached to believe any poker

  424. face of this beaulding. I am looking for someone to hide it behind another

  425. individual. I'm looking for someone that's the landing. The move an a life

  426. changing experience. You're facon brow nobody. Let see your dying, Let see

  427. your passion. Shout. I got the hide of my So these men were

  428. in a desperate situation. You're gonna know how they couldn't go into the city

  429. to eat. Used to be the house of Brandon. You used to get

  430. bed there under Pastor sc Amyma. Now Pastor sc aman ayin't preaching nothing that's

  431. helping you? Are you in this house? I adn't come pay to play

  432. cames with your soul? Shout, I come out here. I wasn't up

  433. and two in the morning praying for you a man to come here and beat

  434. around the bus. I ain't laying this thought three hours yesterday to come around

  435. here a man to preaching some pathic gospel. I wanted to hear three eyes

  436. the more service to night they had the play around, and I have my

  437. n starting. This is a your service, and this is your service.

  438. You're dying inside. You're trying me a song. You're bringing it arout of

  439. the same crowd that took you down the last time. Why should you there?

  440. Do you die? If you'll die? Why didn't you try then?

  441. How are you trying? Right there? You get it out of the block

  442. you let die fu your brother, and were let God fund your struggle the

  443. you so that some bitch you're getting to here. The Bible said, without

  444. a vision, the people perish. And your vision has been flickering, and

  445. you're flamed, and men, it's all went out air of the fire.

  446. Gods went out in your life. Oh God, but I never hed your

  447. never say these men reached the place where hope seemed but a glimmer. You're

  448. here tonight, and it almost doesn't seem possible. It almost doesn't seem possible

  449. for you, I mean in your eyes to be regenerated like this young man,

  450. wonderful preacher of the gospel right here. It almost seems impossible. A

  451. man, if you're willing just to sit there and die, amen, The

  452. body was said, why they said, why should we here? Amen,

  453. my friend, there is at least three Amen. They would get in the

  454. churches with you and mean, if you were to decide you wasn't willing to

  455. die, amen, they would get there beside you and say, hey,

  456. A mean I'm not dying either. A mean I'm not sacrificing either. I'm

  457. not going to hell either, My God, and you and wake up amen

  458. to see that you lost and see that you drifted a lay from the love

  459. of the Cross. Up. There is hope for you, my friend.

  460. These men over your lives. Amen. That there was only one option,

  461. huh Amen, And that was to get up from where they were standing up

  462. seeting talking, Amen, thinking of whatever they were doing up. They had

  463. to make a life sustaining choice. Amen. If you would just get there,

  464. you say, past Amen, preacher, I'm gonna die. Oh yeah

  465. you are. Oh you make it out. And man, about about nine

  466. years ago, this old boy dead. Anybody else to hear. Yeah,

  467. I'll be the love of Jesus, God God down. Oh yeah, they's

  468. a good way to die. They's a good way to go out. And

  469. man, you don't have to take your own life. May been in a

  470. bad way maybe, but did can bring it to the hand of the Master

  471. who don't take you rob And then a brother, he's the Basha. He's

  472. a way to restore you. You say, I'm probably man, I marty,

  473. I've got sitting there and know the battle I got. I definitely disease.

  474. No one would associate with men they been with me if they knew I

  475. know a man that hell such as you. Yeah, I know man that

  476. made provision for such as youth and the arm of the old legged cross.

  477. He made provision for the lights of youth. The valuable tells us us of

  478. another man, the troll of the panther see shake it keeps five and twenty

  479. two a man or twenty five starting there, buddy, we ain't understood before

  480. he's fast, he said a liar. And Elijah said to him, which

  481. chemistaggahza? And he said, thy servant wouldn't not with him? Went no

  482. wher? And he said under him went not my heart with thee. When

  483. the man turned again from his chair to meet deed, isn't the time to

  484. receive money, to receive garments? And all of yours and vineyards and sheep

  485. and oxtion and man servants and maid servants. The leprosy there bird naming shall

  486. cleve under thee? And I see for ever? And he went out from

  487. his presence a leper? Is what this news? As I prayed last night,

  488. you man, oh he goes with moving on me. I've been in

  489. the worlds out of my soul, the whole traveler, where have you been?

  490. We're not my heart with thee and the path to see, Oh,

  491. gays. Why did you choose to die? And it's sop for the glory

  492. world? Bo toraveler, where have you been? We're not my hat to

  493. dye? They're the path? See you to that land? Where have you

  494. been? To let the roll in this world see you? But to ever?

  495. Don't you know? My hobby held the rule? You chose to have

  496. lar? Where have you been so you're not your paths awfully good? Okay,

  497. Oh traveler, you've been wandering y'all see the connection? Then? Oh

  498. my god, shot my coat? Traveler, where do you think you're going?

  499. Is that really the road you're gonna choose? Okay? Is that really

  500. the life you're gonna live? Oh? To lovel? Have you been so

  501. you know the pass off to live? Have you been? When? Not?

  502. Outwad you the path? And seeing with someone like the common pray?

  503. Tonight? Shot out my ta? Will you sit there until you die?

  504. And his eye? Will you chase all of yards? Will you chase vineyards?

  505. Will you chase employees and man's servants and may chervis? Will you chaste

  506. they went sickles of golden, sickles of sealver? Will you taste the guards

  507. of this world? Will you live, I'm starting her. They went on

  508. the weaker shot by Tabaye. Oh have you be by? Ill beheld you

  509. in the past of sin. Old traveler, careful as you do, for

  510. your mind will make you want you too from where's your mind being? Good

  511. about you? Dad? He came by sight? Oh God, he'll right

  512. now? Where has your mind been? Traveler? Do you have a traveling

  513. imagination? Are you thinking of things you shouldn't? Are you dwelling on things

  514. you shouldn't? Are you dwelling on amy images you shouldn't? Well? God,

  515. I'm ana church sighways right here, a man. If I don't have

  516. a praying church, Amen, they would get a prayer through right now because

  517. we gonna center toy and maybe with life and their situation. So maybe if

  518. they've already made up their minds, maybe if the road they're gonna choose and

  519. we need call to break a stummer the wheel right now? Could I get

  520. some mother's of his to pail out and cry? They say, Oh God,

  521. there's a traveler being. I know God, you saw you choose the

  522. pack of saider. God, I know you're gonna player it's studding the wheel.

  523. I know you want to bake the changer that finding my God, there's

  524. a praying charger less since and sinner heller say God, it's real standing.

  525. They don't need a prayer. I'm not gonna sit down. I wanna go

  526. bride. Let's staying the knife. This is when as far as gone bolted

  527. to its decision making time. If you're dying, you know it, you

  528. don't come about tell my some If you're dying you know, why don't you

  529. try it? You mean come and praise you feel laden? To Lalah,

  530. where have you been? We're not asking it's you. They're the past.

  531. I'll see you to live, Lalla? Where had it been to you?

  532. Like love in this world? We see him? Oh to Lalla, to

  533. do my vy hell the rule? Do you chose where to halla? Where

  534. you been? So you know up you will pass? Blawful your hayes eye?

  535. What you choose to die? With this much liberating power of this service?

  536. Would you let the devil bind your heart with fetters? You know where

  537. you're gonna end up? Do you know where you're gonna end up? I

  538. think you do. You've been in God's house wom enough to know the warnings

  539. and then coming around brother Jerseys singing. Man, we need a prayer church.

  540. We need yourvailing saints. I mean a saul hanging in the balance,

  541. Amen, with nothing but the cotton fred holding them. Amen from the life

  542. of the man, A fear torn me in a disaster. There's a devil

  543. lady up to turn it their nighting day. There's a tervil lady to possess

  544. their bodies, and there's demon's raining up. And don't make your life when

  545. I preach that tonight we need the prey tonight, this decision making time.

  546. In three months side we can see a drastic change. Oh God, they

  547. bad changed me? Lord changed me? Lord, don't me stay the same?

  548. Oh I want to be for what I like you at least take my

  549. life, make my life. Oh that you're gonna want to be, Lordtully

  550. change me? Change me? And he Lord won't change me? Lord change

  551. me. Lord, don't let me stay the same. Or I want to

  552. be more like you. Oh, take my life, make my life?

  553. Oh that you want to do? Oh they shan't me change me? Her

  554. Lord Lord, I have to say that I'm not satisfied. De I won't

  555. to be closed to so so if I see plays a change but that I

  556. need panting to be or life? Change me? Lord, don't change me?

  557. Lord, Oh do land me stay the same or I want it being

  558. more like? Oh, take my life? Oh made my life all you

  559. want to be? Be? Changing change me here? Lord? Oh Lord,

  560. I have to see that I'm not satisfied to before. I won't to

  561. be closer to soon somehow you see that there's a change that I needed me.

  562. Then Lord, change me to be more like you? Change me?

  563. Lord, change me? Lord. Don't me stay the same or I want

  564. to be or like you? Ain't my life my life? Oh that you

  565. wanted to be? Lord, Lord, please change me? Change me here

  566. alone? And when idea to pray, it's so easy to see change me

  567. long to be just like you. Oh but we begin to break and mold

  568. my life again, to say change me becomes harder to do. Please change

  569. me, Lord, change mer. You don't let me stay the same,

  570. for I want to be, but I like you more take my life to

  571. make my life? Lord, God, you wanted to be opis change men't

  572. change me? Lord? Oh Lord, I have to see and I satisfied

  573. to be Lord, I won't to me closer to you, So it's somehow

  574. you see that there's a change, that I be good, Change me cha

  575. more like you. Change me, Lord, change me. Lord, don't

  576. stay the same. To be more like you. Ottake my life and my

  577. life oh man you wanted to be. Oh please change change me, ear

  578. old Mumm.