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The Test of Giving | Eld Rosalind Tay

Acts Subang Jaya 10AM

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  3. I entitled it the test of Giving, right because giving

  4. is so hard? Yeah, giving is very hard. Right.

  5. So let's go to the next light. And what does

  6. it say?

  7. Now? I wanted to draw a from Scripture something that

  8. we can learn from this guy called Abraham. You know Abraham?

  9. Okay, tell me what you know about Abraham.

  10. Father of father of faith. That's one of his name.

  11. What else do you know about Abraham? Okay, come now, No,

  12. it's Bible trivia. Time to answer the question. What do

  13. you know about Abraham, father of Faith? I heard that

  14. twice already? What else is that all that he's known

  15. as for? What else do you know about him? Just

  16. give me some things? God call him friend? Thank you, sister,

  17. a brave one there. You know. If we sing the song, right,

  18. we call him friend. Yeah, that's also it's called a

  19. friend of God. I'm a friend of God, right, so

  20. we sing that song all right? So he's a friend

  21. of God. He's a man of faith. What else do

  22. you know about Abraham? Come on? Tell me? He has

  23. many sons, Father Abraham and many sons you'll know the songs, right,

  24. so you'll know this. And so okay, let's let's unpeck

  25. a little bit about who Abraham is. Now. Do you

  26. know that he's a man of obedience, very characteristically of him, right?

  27. Do you know that? In Genesis chapter twelve, So if

  28. you have a barbie, can turn to it. You know,

  29. you you look through the word of God on your own.

  30. Genesis chapter twelve is when God called him out of

  31. Haran into a new land. Correct? And how old was

  32. Abraham at the time? Seventy five years? Oh? Your Bible

  33. says that, right, Hello, Hello, the answer is in the

  34. word of God. Okay, So Abraham was seventy five years

  35. old when he was called out of his very comfortable dwelling.

  36. Do you know that archaeologists had found that the this

  37. is ancient times. Yeah, Abraham lived in the double story brickhouse.

  38. You're like, what you mean those days they had brick houses. Yeah,

  39. they did. So he was called out of his very

  40. comfortable brickhouse to go and live in a tent at

  41. seventy five years old. Any seventy five years old?

  42. Yeah?

  43. Yeah, what would you say if God asked you to

  44. go out? Right? Now? Go camping forever. Wow, handa haa.

  45. So from the get go he was a man of obedience.

  46. He went and whatever God led him to he did,

  47. all right, So that's number one. Next one, what is

  48. he known as? He's known as a man of worship?

  49. Do you know that that wherever he went now on

  50. his journey of obedience to with the Lord, he will

  51. always build an altar? Right? You know that he will

  52. build an altar wherever he went, and then he'll build

  53. an altar here.

  54. So he marked his journey with God. So he was

  55. a man of worship.

  56. What else?

  57. Huh, He's a man of half truth. What do you

  58. know about this?

  59. He lied about who his wife and what he is

  60. said his wife was sister.

  61. This is my sister la hey, and the sister was

  62. very hot.

  63. Okay. Do you know that the king when he saw her,

  64. she was sixty five years old, and the King is like, yeah,

  65. this one I wanted to be my wife. Beat the bible.

  66. Lah sixty five year old. Still very No, she's still

  67. one of the most beautiful women in the land, and

  68. the king wanted her. Hello, sixty five year old woman here,

  69. if you're there, whoa, You're still hot? Okay? So yeah,

  70. so he he was so fearful that you know, once

  71. they see how beautiful he's sixty five year old, what it.

  72. Was that they're gonna take her and then kill him?

  73. That was his fear. So he lied. How many times

  74. did he lie about his wife toys? Right? Two times? Okay?

  75. So half through la mana.

  76. Men of God? No, men of God Alah? Still scared? Right,

  77. still scared? Okay, what else? Now? He was a man

  78. of riches. Do you know that? How rich do you

  79. think he was? Milanaire in today's she's like millane because

  80. he's at cattle's right. And you know, the story goes

  81. on from Genesis thirteen fourteen that he and his nephew

  82. lot right because they had so much possessions cows, you know,

  83. herds of animals, they had goats, they had sheep, they

  84. had lamb. It was so much that the lamb couldn't

  85. contain them. So they say, okay, Low, we have to divide,

  86. split ourway and go separate ways. You remember the story.

  87. If you don't know, please go and read Genesis.

  88. Okay, so, so that's how rich it was. But do

  89. you know, uh, sometimes outwardly riches does not mean internal riches, true,

  90. not think about it, huh, because he was still poor

  91. in his own eyes. Huh. I thought he's very rich.

  92. I think by today's standards are if you're a millionaire,

  93. do you think you're rich? But there was still something

  94. very lucky in his life, super lucking. He felt like

  95. he was nothing. He was rich, but he was very poor.

  96. How is he poor? Tell me? Huh? He had faith? Okay,

  97. faith for what he had?

  98. No son, very rich, but no son.

  99. I will go a little bit into why this is

  100. so important for a Jewish man? Okay, So he was

  101. rich and you know that he was also a man.

  102. You know, we call him the father of faith, right, yeah?

  103. But do you know that he doubted? Also? This is

  104. the man that we are. You know we always say, oh,

  105. Father Abraham, maybe have faith like him, you know, father

  106. of many generations? But do you know he doubted? How

  107. do he doubt God? How do he doubt God? What

  108. do you do?

  109. What did his wife do? I heard something?

  110. Hegar hagar? So God gave a promise, right, God say

  111. I will make you a groul nation. You know that

  112. you will never be able to count your descendants as

  113. numerous as the stars. And they waited, and they waited,

  114. and they waited. So he was seventy five years old

  115. when he had that promise. Twenty five years later. Okay,

  116. at this point he's about ninety nine years old. And

  117. actually he had uh Ishmael through Hagar at the age

  118. of eighty six years old. So give out that he

  119. waited eleven years long. He waited eleven years and they

  120. cannot to hand, you know, and they said, ah, yeah,

  121. still got no child of promise. Therefore, maybe let's take

  122. things in their own hands. And of course, you know,

  123. Hagar came in and Ishmael was birthed. But was Ishmael

  124. the promised son? You know, he was not. So God's

  125. plan was not complete yet, right, and so you know

  126. that he he had faith.

  127. But he also doubted along the way.

  128. How many in our journey as believers, some of us

  129. here happy with the walking with a lot for a

  130. long time. You could be a person of obedience, you

  131. could be a very worshipful person.

  132. You know, you could be rich, but you also have doubt.

  133. Yeah, so that is who Abraham was and and I

  134. think many of us can identify this, all right, So

  135. let's move on to the next thought. Next thought, now

  136. let's go into the story. Soself is that okay? Yeah,

  137. so you know that that's who the background of who

  138. Abraham was. And I want to now come to this

  139. point where he was tested. Remember the title the test

  140. of giving. Okay, So let's let's go into the test

  141. a little bit. All right, So let's read from Genesis

  142. chapter twenty two, verses one to ten. All right, can

  143. you see the screener? Can I? So let's read this together.

  144. So you know, for a sleep someone, you're falling asleep? Really? Okay? Three?

  145. Two one. Now it came to pass after these things

  146. that God tested Abraham and said to him, Abraham, and

  147. he said, here I am. Then he said, take now

  148. your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and

  149. go to the land of Moriah and offer him there

  150. as a burn offering on one of the mountains of

  151. which I shall tell you. Pause Paust, pause post post,

  152. go back, go back. Okay, Now, what do you notice

  153. about this passage? What's the first thing that stands out

  154. to you? Singing only son? Okay? So remember, oh, it's

  155. very interesting, right, I thought he had another son. I

  156. thought he had Ishmael. Very good. So it seems like

  157. in God's eyes, there was only one true son, and

  158. his name is Isaac. Okay, good observation. What else? What

  159. else jumps out to you at this burn offering? Burn offering? Wow?

  160. Who's gonna be the burn offering?

  161. Right?

  162. Scary? Scary? What else? What else?

  163. What else jumping out at you? One more thing?

  164. Whom? Whom? Yeah? Whom? I mean? Isaac is the one

  165. that really really Abraham cherished, right, he really loved so much?

  166. Anything else that jumps out at you?

  167. Nothing? Everything? Okay? What struck me.

  168. So much was in verse one?

  169. It says God tested Abraham.

  170. Hmmm, how do you feel about God testing you?

  171. Do you like it? No? Nobody like tests? All our

  172. just students that just graduated, you'll like tests and not.

  173. I'll keep quiet all my campus students. You'll like your tests?

  174. Are not? I know? Somebody like test? Is it? No?

  175. Nobody likes tests? And yet you can see something here

  176. right at the get go. It says, you know, very

  177. clearly I cannot deny this that God tested Abraham.

  178. So what do you think of God right now?

  179. Is? Is he a bad guy? What do you think of

  180. God right now? Tell me, honestly, what is your perception?

  181. You mean God can test people, when why does he

  182. test people to show.

  183. Oh yo wa by that measurement, we all fail.

  184. Okay, So Quantin said, God tests us to show us

  185. where we are and how good we are. Fail, Lord fail,

  186. Lord fail, Ready we are. But Abraham was different.

  187. Now, okay, So I wanted to think about it.

  188. Hmm. This God that we call God whom we worship

  189. and serve, it's a God who tests.

  190. And I don't know how you sit with that. But

  191. let's go on. Let's go on.

  192. Okay, let's go on to the next versus. So let's

  193. continue reading the word of God. Three two one. So

  194. Abraham rose early in the morning and settled his donkey

  195. and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac,

  196. his son, and he split the wood for the birth

  197. off ring and a rose and went to the place

  198. of which God had told him. Then on the third day,

  199. Abraham lifted his eyes and saw the place far off.

  200. And Abraham said to his young man, stay here with

  201. the donkey the lad and I will go yonder and worship,

  202. and we will come back to you next light. So

  203. Abraham took the wood of the burn off ring and

  204. laid it on Isaac his son, and he took the

  205. fire in his hand and a knife, and the two

  206. of them went together. But Isaac spoke to Abraham his father,

  207. and said, my father, And he said, here I am

  208. my son. Then he said, look the fire and the wood,

  209. but where is the lamb for the burn offering?

  210. Let's move on. And Abraham said, my son.

  211. God will provide for himself the lamb for a burn offering.

  212. So the two of them went together.

  213. Then they came to the place of which God had

  214. told him, and Abraham built an altered there and placed

  215. the wood in order.

  216. And he bound Isaac his son, and.

  217. Laid him upon the altar upon the wood, and Abraham

  218. stretched out his hand and took the knife to slay

  219. his son. Whoa drama and Possia right in the middle

  220. of the drama. So whoa. Now, as I was reading this,

  221. and when I was preparing right to share this morning,

  222. I was asking God, God, what is this? What is

  223. it that you want me to share? And he immediately

  224. brought me to the story of Abraham and Isaac. And

  225. do you know, as I was meditating on this, right,

  226. I was thinking, okay, now there you know the whole story, right,

  227. You'll know the whole story so to you is that

  228. you're shutting down or your money shutting down. Now I

  229. want you to put yourself in the sho use of Abraham. Okay,

  230. I want so. So the test is this, you know,

  231. I want you to think about what happened between versus

  232. two entry. Okay, so let's go that. This is the TESTA.

  233. Let's go to the next light. Why is giving so hard?

  234. Why is giving so hot for all of us? I

  235. think human being A, I think we like to take

  236. more than we give.

  237. Right?

  238. Is it? Is it normal or is it just me normal? Norma?

  239. Thank you? Thank you? So I'm not crazy, right that

  240. it is very usual for us to want to take.

  241. But then when you know, you hear the word of

  242. God and then we say no, give sirve use your time,

  243. your talent, treasure. Remember the whole unpacking series that we

  244. just went through, we talk about tithe onto the Lord.

  245. You know, make a list, download and then make a

  246. commitment and too the Lord. It's all tied in. Right,

  247. So there is all this concept and this principle of

  248. us giving something back to the Lord. Right, But you

  249. know that this is probably one of the hardest things

  250. for us to do right. We can be nice, you know,

  251. we can maybe surf, but giving is always one of

  252. the things that you know, we have to step out

  253. of our comfort zone to do correct. It's not a

  254. natural thing. Can I say that it's not natural? Or

  255. in fact, it has to be supernatural because naturally you'll

  256. be like no. But when God is evident in your

  257. life and he's supernatural spirit within you, then you're like, oh,

  258. you mean I can let go a little bit easier. No.

  259. I'm not saying it's easy at all. I'm just saying.

  260. You try, right, you try, It's like you're holding like

  261. one thousand, ringing your hands up like god gouse, like uh,

  262. can you release that? Like no? And then by conviction

  263. and the Holy Spirit gives you the grace and the

  264. muscle to open up your hands to give right giving

  265. his heart. And so I wanted to understand what's going

  266. on in Abraham's mind. So if you're Abraham, what would

  267. you have done? I see a lot of I don't

  268. want to be Abraham. God don't make me at Abraham.

  269. I don't want to be known as the Father of faith.

  270. I don't want that title.

  271. Right, Do you know the first time that Abraham believed God, right,

  272. and it was credited to him as righteousness.

  273. Genesis Cha fifteen, verse six.

  274. Right. So you read that portion. We always quote that. Right,

  275. Abraham believed God and it was credited to him as righteousness. Woe,

  276. man of faith.

  277. That's why you call him father of faith love.

  278. Right, But I'm wondering when it comes to the real action.

  279. Believing is one thing. Executing your belief is another thing.

  280. You see, Ah, let's go to the next life. See.

  281. I call this the test between verse two and verse three.

  282. Verse two, God gave a clear command, right. He says,

  283. take your son Isaac and offer him as a burn sacrifice.

  284. And someone God, are really rubbing it in. No, take

  285. your son, your only son, not only that whom you love.

  286. Oh God, you really can rub it in. Man. You

  287. think if Abraham didn't know what this is my only son,

  288. the son with the promise, right, And God is saying,

  289. go and take that burn offering. Right? You know? I

  290. say that whatever we are tested in, okay is tied

  291. to our deepest identity. You think about it, The question goes,

  292. what is the hardest thing for you to give up? Friends?

  293. You have to ask yourself and answer this on your

  294. own is it your time? For some of us, and

  295. I think many of us write, money is one of

  296. the big ones.

  297. Yeah, honest or not, money is a huge one.

  298. It's like, oh, I can do everything, but oh when

  299. it comes to giving financially, like oh, this is a

  300. don't touch this God, no, no, don't touch this, or

  301. we will give it like like okay, like bare minimum? Right?

  302. What is the bare minimum? And you know it's very

  303. funny right that for some people? Okay, can I tell

  304. you that I've also met people who are very generous

  305. with their money, that being my husband, okay, And he's

  306. just easy that way, you know. So God bless him

  307. with the gift to be generous, But there are other

  308. things that will be har for him to give up on. Right,

  309. And God always tests us. What is the hardest things

  310. for us to give on? Because it's our identity, it

  311. is who we are, you know. So okay, I have

  312. to give you a context. Right in the Jewish ancient

  313. Jewish time for them, right, did they have EPF or

  314. not EPF? Prs? You know what that is your retirement scheme?

  315. They got insurance or not education planner? All those things

  316. don't have what they had was their children, So U

  317. sea for Abraham, for a Jewish man, it didn't matter

  318. that he had all the kettles, all the flocks, all

  319. the riches in him. There is shame because I have

  320. no lineage, I have no inheritance. Because for them, what

  321. was the most important identity for them was that I

  322. had a successor someone after me, someone who will carry

  323. my name right in that, you see that because they

  324. didn't have EPF, SOX, sol PRS, education plan insurance. Guess

  325. what the children is it? Because why the children? Is

  326. gonna take care of them? When they are all no children,

  327. no want to take care of You know, who's gonna

  328. care for them? Who's gonna make sure that, you know,

  329. the lineage continues? Is their children. So basically the equation

  330. is no children, no future. You see that, No children,

  331. no future. Now many of us here, right, we do

  332. not equate our children with that. True or not? You're

  333. like saying that the modern day understanding is okay, children

  334. up to eighteen years old, I find you at it.

  335. Then you finish your college twenty three, twenty four, you

  336. are on your own. You fend yourself already. Right, Many

  337. modern believers or Christians, they have this thought that, oh,

  338. I can fend for myself. That's why our children maybe

  339. not so important now hah. But money is right because

  340. without money, how do I fend for myself? You know,

  341. that's why you're so worried about money, friends, because the

  342. money is our identity is our future. No money, no future. True,

  343. or now you think about it, if you have you're

  344. struggling with giving financially, it's because our identity is tied

  345. up with that. And I can say that I was

  346. the same. Do you know that I used to work

  347. in a corporate. Yeah, corporate, and it was one of

  348. the sovereign wealth funds of Malaysia. And I was there

  349. for eleven years and then I had a call. I

  350. had a call to say, Okay, leave that comfort zone

  351. and go into ministry. Right at that time, the PEP

  352. who was already full time, he was already working with

  353. the church, and I was financially the provider of the family, right,

  354. And so to come to this dicis was like, God,

  355. are you kidding? Are you serious? Right? I mean, I'm

  356. happily supporting my husband now he's a churl. But someone

  357. needs to put the kids to school, right, future, someone

  358. needs to earn so that they have a better future.

  359. Do you see how that links? And that became my

  360. safety net? Right. You know, we can say you're Christians,

  361. but we are going safety net one. And at the

  362. time the test for me, God will say, can you

  363. can I remove your safety net? You say you trust me? Right?

  364. Are you gonna trust me with your bank account no

  365. matter what the amount is.

  366. I'm like, uh, like like laurya just now right?

  367. Like no, yes, question mark right? And so I had

  368. to learn that and God was teaching me that to

  369. trust God at a deeper level was to say, God,

  370. this is my identity, this safety net that I had,

  371. the regular paychecks, the yearly bonuses, the additional e sauce,

  372. all those things were great. You know what God, you provide.

  373. And God is saying, now I want to remove that.

  374. I'm like, okay, the real test comes, right, And can

  375. I tell you that when I took that leap of faith,

  376. God has never shot changed. Amen. He's not a God

  377. who shot you. And so you see, God tests us

  378. from faith to faith, glory to glory. Amen. So I

  379. can only share this now is because I took that

  380. step of faith and this is a real personal story right.

  381. It's not something like you're like saying it'd be good

  382. if you do it. No, it's a lived experience. I'm

  383. a living proof right that God provides and he continues

  384. to provide. So what is the hardest thing for you

  385. to give up? Ask yourself, like, oh, God, that's my

  386. safety net. For many of us, it could be our career.

  387. Some of us, it could be our children. No, we

  388. can't give it up. Do you know that anything that

  389. is so hard for you to give up, it has

  390. a potential to become an idol, great potential to be

  391. an idol. So that's why God is testing Abraham because

  392. you know why Isaac could have been his God. And

  393. so God was testing Abraham to say, am I God,

  394. I know that your future is in Isaac. So he's

  395. basically saying, okay, it's not about the You know, it

  396. says that it required immediate obedience right when God speaks already,

  397. and you see between verse two and verse three it

  398. was just one verse. You know, you know that in

  399. verse three immediately he obeyed. Right the next morning he

  400. arose early and he took his son. Wow, I think

  401. that's something we can really How do we do this

  402. immediate obedience thing. Right, Okay, what else did it require?

  403. This test? Right? Do you know that it was an

  404. act of worship because basically when he was going to

  405. bring high sec he had to bring along the wood,

  406. He had to bring a long fire stutter you see

  407. the story or not, we just read it. He had

  408. to bring along and it was to worship God at

  409. an appointed place.

  410. So God requires worship.

  411. At an appointed place, and for many of us, right,

  412. And I'm thankful that every year at least twice, if

  413. not every week, you know, we get tested on how

  414. we give on our anniversary in our missions conference. Right,

  415. there's this challenge. I know for me it's very hot,

  416. it's very hard, it's personally very hot. And I'm thankful

  417. that God continues to challenge me this way because I

  418. know without that challenge, right, we can say everything else

  419. until God touched the deepest part of us and he says, really,

  420. do you trust me? Maybe? Free? For you can trust

  421. me a lot, but I asked you to give me

  422. your finances? Will you trust me? Wow? That's a tough one,

  423. really tough one. So whatever that is the hardest for

  424. you to give up on, that is what God will

  425. test you on it's tied to your identity. Yeah, it

  426. was an act of worship, and can I tell you

  427. that at the end of it, it was really not

  428. about the sacrifice itself. It was about trust. God was

  429. not looking at Isaac as like, okayla, you know sometimes

  430. you can if you were God very cruel? Right, isn't

  431. God very cruel? How can you ask, you know, someone

  432. a father of the nations to sacrifice his only son

  433. in the eyes of God, right beloved son, the son

  434. of promise. So basically, he's saying, it's not about the

  435. sacrifice of your son's it's the sacrifice of your future.

  436. That is what God is testing Abraham on. I am

  437. testing you on your future. Would you give it up

  438. for me? Would you give it up or not? Let's say,

  439. God says, okay, I'm gonna put your EPF as the

  440. burn offering. Ah, how many of you are ready? Hard?

  441. Right hard, very hard, because you're like, what then all

  442. my savings, how am I gonna live when I'm all

  443. same concept as a how am I going to live

  444. when I'm at all? We want security friends, as human nature,

  445. we love security. We like counting. Okay, I'm encountering by training. Okay,

  446. I like to account what I have and so it's

  447. a then you know, as I was meditating upon this

  448. and God is saying, it's really not the sacrifice, It's

  449. not the amount. God is just saying, how much do

  450. you trust me? Friends? How much do you trust me?

  451. How much do you trust God? So it's not about

  452. whether you trust God or not. You say yes, but

  453. how much are you willing to put at stake your

  454. entire future in godsend? Are you willing?

  455. In our friends?

  456. If God is going to be the manager of your finances,

  457. are you willing to let him hard? Christioner? Someone was like, oh,

  458. put a cross readly like, Alma, Jesus, are you a

  459. good money manager? I don't know. Did you go to

  460. some investment school Jesus real or not? You know the

  461. power of compounding interests and not Jesus to your lover.

  462. But we hold tightly because we don't trust God in

  463. our finances.

  464. Now let's move on. Thank God for verse eleven.

  465. Aren't you thankful? Because as you know, we stop at

  466. the drama right Abraham took the knife and he was

  467. ready to slay his son. Thank God for worse eleven?

  468. Can you tell your neighbor, thank God for verse eleven,

  469. a verse two and three. So Hannah, then verse eleven,

  470. come and save the day. Let's see what he says.

  471. Let's tread together our three to one. But the Angel

  472. of the Lord called to him from heaven and said, Abraham, Abraham.

  473. So he said, here I am, And he said, do

  474. not lay your hand on the lad or do anything

  475. to him. For now I know that you fear God,

  476. since you have not withheld your son, your only son,

  477. from me. Do you see this? See God was not

  478. interested about the sacrifice itself. You know, he was wanting

  479. to know where Abraham's heart is. And same way God

  480. is wanting to know where your heart is, friends it

  481. where is your heart for many of us? And God

  482. knows it because in the New Testament, Jesus taught so

  483. much about money, right, because he knows that that is

  484. the one thing that's so precious to us. Many of

  485. us work hard for our money, right, and we want

  486. to keep it because it's our security, it's our identity.

  487. And God says, would you let me touch that? Would

  488. you let me touch what is precious to you? Because

  489. God is saying, do you know you mean that? God

  490. didn't know. It looks like it. Right. God didn't know

  491. where Abraham was until he was tested, and so God

  492. doesn't know where your allegiance stands until you are tested.

  493. And friends, aniversity giving is a test of how much

  494. we want to give to the Lord. Right, It's a test.

  495. It's a good you test yourself in isla, you will know.

  496. You will know where you are right now in your heart. Okay,

  497. so let's move on. Let's move on now, I say this, right,

  498. So how should we prepare? Next week is our anniversary giving.

  499. I don't know how many of you have been preparing

  500. to give. It's a test, friends, it's a test of

  501. where our hearts are. And we always say that it's

  502. above and beyond your not you're titan offering. Right, it's

  503. a gift unto the Lord. It's a gift. So we

  504. say that God is not after the sacrifice. He's after

  505. our trust. Let us sink into you, He's not after

  506. how much you are willing to sacrifice. Sometimes we think, oh, yeah,

  507. we must sacrifice. Yeah, giving is sacrificial. But what God

  508. is really after is your trust. He's saying that if

  509. you give this to me, would you trust that I

  510. will take care of you. Would you trust that I

  511. will secure your future? You see that God is saying,

  512. would you trust me enough to know that even if

  513. you have no more money after this I will provide

  514. for you. Do you trust God that much?

  515. So let us give in obedience friends?

  516. Amen. Remember I didn't say it was the amount. It

  517. was in obedience to what God wants you to give.

  518. A man, let's go on to the next life. He says.

  519. Most of us will never be asked to place a

  520. child on an altar, but we are often asked to

  521. place our security there. Yeah, the altar the offering. God

  522. is asking, would you put your security there? Because when

  523. you put your security there, God will say, now I

  524. know that you fear me. Now I know you trust me.

  525. Now I know that you put your future not in

  526. your money, not in your finances, not in your children,

  527. not in your career, but you put your hope in me.

  528. That's what it is. Yeah, giving obedience. Do you know?

  529. Let me share. Let let's move on to the next

  530. light before I share my thoughts. You see, God sees

  531. and provides.

  532. What we cannot. Therefore we have to give in faith.

  533. Right, So there's two ways to give, not just the

  534. cash check and bank transfer. Right.

  535. I want to encourage us to give.

  536. The first one is or was the first one, give

  537. in obedience previous light, give in obedience, first, seek the

  538. lot in what he wants to give you, and secondly

  539. give in faith. Okay, So how should we give next week?

  540. Give in obedience and give in faith now, So this

  541. is fresh off testimony I'll share with you. So you know,

  542. we've been talking about giving at homes and so I

  543. also pray and ask God, God, what is it that

  544. you want me to give this yere? What is a

  545. gift that is pleasing to you? Because that's what we

  546. want to do? Right? Please God?

  547. Without giving, not to show anyone else.

  548. Right, nobody knows what you're giving one friends, only God

  549. knows la. So it's a very personal thing. So do

  550. you know that I'm an accountant and I live by

  551. Excel Spreashet. I have the accounts of the past ten

  552. ten years of my life on excelspreshet. I know every

  553. man what goes in, what goes out, crazy sah account

  554. and h So I calculate, I count, okay because I'm

  555. an accountant. But he also shows you where my security is.

  556. All right, so fine, That's why I got tested me LA.

  557. So last year you know it was in some sense

  558. was financially tight for me, financially tight because of different things.

  559. Yeah, I think I shed this up to some of you.

  560. You're hurt this last year, I shit and so and

  561. then towards the end of the year got shot and

  562. he provided, right, everything was paid for. I'm like, yeah,

  563. he praise the Lord. So come this year and this

  564. year somehow is like a bigger, more challenging year in

  565. terms of finances because the oldest one is gonna go

  566. for her exams and you know the fees are expensive, right,

  567. So on top of your normal school fees, there's the

  568. exam fees and yeah, UK pound thank god Malaysian ring

  569. it it's a bit stronger, thank God for things like that.

  570. But it's not cheap, right, I think each paper is

  571. about thousand, yeah, just to take exam. So I'm like, okay, God, great,

  572. I'm gonna trust you because God tested me last year

  573. and and I I gave up something because I say God,

  574. I'm going to trust you in this. I gave up

  575. something and I say God, I'm gonna trust you in this.

  576. It's still uncomfortable, you know, friends, between verse two and Trea,

  577. can I tell you when God says something and then

  578. when you actually rose the next morning? Verse two entry

  579. was a real struggle, and I say, okay, wow, the

  580. whole year sometimes I be anxious, you know, like oh

  581. how how?

  582. And then come this year as well? So like, because

  583. I ran my life.

  584. By excess pressure, so should I to say this? No? Faith,

  585. raise your feet rose?

  586. No, no God favor got fai on.

  587. So there was an amount that I really put in

  588. my excess pressure, how much I'm going to give for

  589. aniversary giving right because I am I count that whaler,

  590. you know, because I need to be able to give

  591. my right. So I put this amount and then God

  592. said to me double it actually not double it two

  593. point five ft so clear, you know, Thank God, you

  594. gotta be kidding me. Ah. Then I said, okay, okay, Lord.

  595. So what I did was I determined in my heart.

  596. So I changed the number in my transference hip. I

  597. haven't give yet, I haven't give yet, I.

  598. Haven't given given next day right.

  599. So but I I intentioned, I purposed in my heart

  600. that that was the amount that please got la. So

  601. I changed amount that oh balins all different readly you

  602. know la how it is, and and so as I

  603. and it was like, okay, fine, God, I'm gonna trust

  604. you in this, right. So I did that. Then just

  605. last week I determined in my heart, like two weeks ago,

  606. just last week, so many of you know that I'm

  607. helping with the training company, right, and so training company

  608. last year was very quiet second half of the year,

  609. so there was no no external clients. I was like, God,

  610. every day, I'm praying, you know, God, what what am

  611. I doing wrong? Right? Why am I not getting the clients?

  612. Why they're not coming in? We have we have such

  613. good training programs. Different dolls were shut and said, God, Lord,

  614. this year it's your year, right, show off again, you know,

  615. because you brought me through here, and I need to

  616. show for fullness, right, I need to be fruitful in

  617. my work as well. So just last week on Monday,

  618. I received an email from a random person, right, and

  619. he's like, oh, ye're looking for a training provider. Can

  620. you give me a quote. I'm like great, because in

  621. this email, right, you write, We've been following your work

  622. and we are so impressed by it and we want

  623. to engage you for our retreat. I'm like, whoa you

  624. find Mila? So we went into we got into a call.

  625. So I say, oh, so you wrote you know that

  626. you've been following our work and where did you find?

  627. Because I haven't been active on social media, I should write,

  628. I should I should post out a LinkedIn and all that,

  629. do all the marketing stuff which I'm not good at.

  630. I should do that. So I'm like, when did you

  631. hear about us? You know, Mordecai. Then he said, oh,

  632. actually it's very random one because he says, in my company, right,

  633. there's a list of approved vendors and there's one hundred

  634. of it. I'm like, well, you're got love training providers,

  635. is it? Then I said, oh, so how did you

  636. know about us? He's like no, no, no, I was just

  637. crowling and I saw your name. I randomly pick on.

  638. I'm like, what raised so nicely? Right? That whoa you

  639. know we've been following you? But actually random? When he

  640. said that, I had to love. You know, I love

  641. because I said, God, you're funny. It was not me, right,

  642. who could have made him pick out of one hundred

  643. vendors our company? So I was like, okay, God, you're

  644. you're funny in a way. And so yeah, so I

  645. worked hard to send the proposal. I don't know what

  646. it'll come yet, but there was a sign that God

  647. was telling me I've got your I've got your back.

  648. Second testimony. That was Monday Wednesday. I got a random

  649. what's up? Text? So this was a client I've never

  650. met her before, and she's like, oh, you know, someone

  651. recommended me to you and I want to like see

  652. some coaching, right. I'm like, oh, okay. So then then

  653. she she texted, She's like, actually, your name was already

  654. mentioned a long time ago, but I wasn't ready for it.

  655. But now I'm ready again. It's just like two days

  656. from Monday Wednesday the text came. I'm like, wow, I

  657. didn't do anything extra all.

  658. Right, friends? And then the text came.

  659. So I was like, God, you're so real, You're so real.

  660. I'm getting excited now, I'm getting excited. Now. I'm like whoa.

  661. Then on Friday, Wow, that's the money, friends, I tell

  662. you are living with God is really really exciting now.

  663. So Monday Wednesday, Friday, I love every day. On Friday,

  664. what happened was so one of the things that I

  665. have also been praying for Is that God, I want

  666. to be useful in the marketplace. Yeah, you prayed a

  667. prayer after you've heard the unpecking division like oh, the

  668. hunger for the loss right is there. You're like, oh, God,

  669. I want to reach out, give me opportunity. But I

  670. woke be all Christian now you love right? You come

  671. to a way office. They all Christians except one. So

  672. we have an accounts assistant who joined us. She's not

  673. a believer and so so so I'm off Friday. I

  674. was like, okay, you know, I was just gonna quickly

  675. do some grocery, go back.

  676. And then get work done.

  677. And so I bummed to her in the lift and

  678. then we were talking. Right Suddenly I was like, you know,

  679. rush someone. I want to quickly do my grocery and

  680. come back ready. And then she was like, oh, you know.

  681. Then she started asking me about Christianity and we were standing.

  682. Can you imagine KFC. Dow says later, you go KFC

  683. here between KFC and you know, in the in the

  684. the hallway, I shd to her the entire Gospel for

  685. fifteen minutes, from beginning to the end. You know why

  686. why there is sin? You know what what God did

  687. in the garden of Eden, you know, the fall, and

  688. that's why where we are right now, and there's redemption

  689. and there's hope, right and so you know, just sharing that.

  690. After that, she's like, oh, okay, do you have any

  691. lunch plans? She's like, no, say okay, let's go eat

  692. and continue the conversation, right.

  693. And do you know what that was the greatest reward for.

  694. Me, greatest reward in the sense that God, I know

  695. that this is what you are after. You will open

  696. doors where the doors have been shut before, you know.

  697. And I thank God that He is the kind of

  698. God that we save friends, you know, And I want

  699. to leave you with this promise. I'm going to end. Surely,

  700. let's go to the final few versus, let's read this together. Yeah,

  701. this is friends. I just want to nail this down

  702. for you. If you've still had trouble or challenge in

  703. trusting the Lord, I want to give this promise to you.

  704. Let's read this together. Three two one.

  705. And Abraham lifted his eyes and looked, and there behind

  706. him was a ram caught in a thicket by its horns.

  707. So Abraham ran and took the ram and offered it

  708. up for a burn offering instead of his son, and

  709. Abraham called the name of the place the Lord will provide,

  710. as it is said to this day, in the mound

  711. of the Lord, each shall be provided. Then the Angel

  712. of the Lord called to Abraham a second time out

  713. of heaven and said, by myself, I have sworn, says

  714. the Lord, because you have done this thing and have

  715. not withheld your son, your only son, blessing. I will

  716. bless you, and multiplying. I will multiply your descendants as

  717. the stars of the heaven and as the sand which

  718. is on the sea shore. And your descendants shall possess

  719. the gate of their enemies. In your seat. All the

  720. nations of the earth shall be blessed. Because you have

  721. obeyed my word. Amen. What a wonderful promise of God.

  722. If we dare to obey, friends, if we dare to

  723. trust God and take him at his word, this is

  724. what he wants to do for us. Do you believe that?

  725. Do you believe this for yourself? That as you move

  726. into this year, and I'm not just talking, I'm not

  727. gonna stop at anniversary giving only this is how we

  728. live our life, a life of giving, a life of obedience,

  729. a life of faith, giving God what he wants, because

  730. he's gonna test us again and again. Friends, It's not

  731. gonna stop one time. He's gonna test you again and

  732. again until you come to this place where you'll call

  733. him Jehovah, Jirah, the Lord my provider, the Lord my security,

  734. the Lord my hope, the Lord my future. And when

  735. you can call God that you will be at peace. Friends,

  736. You'll be at the most piece.

  737. No matter what happens in this world.

  738. No matter if one day you wake up out and

  739. they say, if you have crash right and all your

  740. lifelong saving is gone, You're gonna be okay. You will

  741. seriously be okay because you say God, you provide. Every

  742. day you provide. Amen.

  743. I'm gonna invite the band to come on stage.

  744. Halleljah. There's a lot speaking to you. What is he

  745. saying to you? How should we prepare to give unto him? Amen?

  746. As the team is coming up, I want to draw

  747. bringing another closing. Do you know that it says that

  748. the Abraham story didn't end with what he gave? Because

  749. sometimes we think it's about us giving, right, We think

  750. it's about us us giving and giving. But if you

  751. look at the story closely, can I tell you that

  752. the ending of the story is God. We always think

  753. it's about Abraham. He started with God and he ends

  754. with God. God issued that challenge. God provided for that challenge. Friends, Hello, hallelujah.

  755. God issued that challenge. But God will provide for the

  756. challenge because he wants you to pass. Friends, He wants

  757. you to pass the test of trust. It wasn't about

  758. the money at the end of it. It wasn't about

  759. the son. It was about your trust that he's after.

  760. Do you know two thousand years after this same story

  761. again there was a father and a son, father who

  762. loved his son, his only begotten son, and the same

  763. story goes right. The son was carrying wood on his back.

  764. He was walking to the place of sacrific It was

  765. a journey of obedience and faith, not an easy one.

  766. Do you remember what Jesus says, Lord, if it be

  767. your will, take this cup away from me, but not

  768. my will, but yours be done. Do you think it

  769. was easy for Jesus? And unlike the first story, God

  770. stopped the knife, but with Jesus the cross stands. The

  771. cross was not stopped because God is saying Ultimately, I'm

  772. providing a way for you. And his name is Jesus.

  773. God did not withhold his son. God saved Isaac, you know,

  774. Abraham's son, beloved son. So you really think God is

  775. after your Isaac? God is not. He is saying that

  776. when I ask for your trust, and you will see that.

  777. The final slide.

  778. I want to tell you this that the God that

  779. is asking you for your trust, he can be trusted.

  780. He demonstrated it, he showed it. He gave his only

  781. begotten son to die on the cross for your sin

  782. and my scene. You know this. I pray that this

  783. becomes central truth to all of us to say, God,

  784. what do I fear? What do I fear? God? You

  785. have given your best, your only son. Why am I afraid?

  786. Why am I afraid of the future? The future is secure,

  787. The future is determined already, the future is set, and

  788. his name is Jesus. Amen.

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