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The Test of Giving | Eld Rosalind Tay
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You're listening to a message to go from ex church.
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We hope this message will light up your tea.
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I entitled it the test of Giving, right because giving
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is so hard? Yeah, giving is very hard. Right.
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So let's go to the next light. And what does
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it say?
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Now? I wanted to draw a from Scripture something that
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we can learn from this guy called Abraham. You know Abraham?
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Okay, tell me what you know about Abraham.
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Father of father of faith. That's one of his name.
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What else do you know about Abraham? Okay, come now, No,
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it's Bible trivia. Time to answer the question. What do
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you know about Abraham, father of Faith? I heard that
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twice already? What else is that all that he's known
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as for? What else do you know about him? Just
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give me some things? God call him friend? Thank you, sister,
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a brave one there. You know. If we sing the song, right,
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we call him friend. Yeah, that's also it's called a
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friend of God. I'm a friend of God, right, so
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we sing that song all right? So he's a friend
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of God. He's a man of faith. What else do
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you know about Abraham? Come on? Tell me? He has
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many sons, Father Abraham and many sons you'll know the songs, right,
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so you'll know this. And so okay, let's let's unpeck
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a little bit about who Abraham is. Now. Do you
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know that he's a man of obedience, very characteristically of him, right?
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Do you know that? In Genesis chapter twelve, So if
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you have a barbie, can turn to it. You know,
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you you look through the word of God on your own.
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Genesis chapter twelve is when God called him out of
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Haran into a new land. Correct? And how old was
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Abraham at the time? Seventy five years? Oh? Your Bible
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says that, right, Hello, Hello, the answer is in the
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word of God. Okay, So Abraham was seventy five years
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old when he was called out of his very comfortable dwelling.
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Do you know that archaeologists had found that the this
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is ancient times. Yeah, Abraham lived in the double story brickhouse.
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You're like, what you mean those days they had brick houses. Yeah,
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they did. So he was called out of his very
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comfortable brickhouse to go and live in a tent at
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seventy five years old. Any seventy five years old?
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Yeah?
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Yeah, what would you say if God asked you to
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go out? Right? Now? Go camping forever. Wow, handa haa.
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So from the get go he was a man of obedience.
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He went and whatever God led him to he did,
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all right, So that's number one. Next one, what is
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he known as? He's known as a man of worship?
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Do you know that that wherever he went now on
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his journey of obedience to with the Lord, he will
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always build an altar? Right? You know that he will
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build an altar wherever he went, and then he'll build
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an altar here.
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So he marked his journey with God. So he was
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a man of worship.
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What else?
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Huh, He's a man of half truth. What do you
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know about this?
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He lied about who his wife and what he is
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said his wife was sister.
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This is my sister la hey, and the sister was
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very hot.
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Okay. Do you know that the king when he saw her,
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she was sixty five years old, and the King is like, yeah,
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this one I wanted to be my wife. Beat the bible.
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Lah sixty five year old. Still very No, she's still
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one of the most beautiful women in the land, and
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the king wanted her. Hello, sixty five year old woman here,
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if you're there, whoa, You're still hot? Okay? So yeah,
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so he he was so fearful that you know, once
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they see how beautiful he's sixty five year old, what it.
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Was that they're gonna take her and then kill him?
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That was his fear. So he lied. How many times
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did he lie about his wife toys? Right? Two times? Okay?
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So half through la mana.
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Men of God? No, men of God Alah? Still scared? Right,
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still scared? Okay, what else? Now? He was a man
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of riches. Do you know that? How rich do you
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think he was? Milanaire in today's she's like millane because
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he's at cattle's right. And you know, the story goes
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on from Genesis thirteen fourteen that he and his nephew
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lot right because they had so much possessions cows, you know,
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herds of animals, they had goats, they had sheep, they
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had lamb. It was so much that the lamb couldn't
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contain them. So they say, okay, Low, we have to divide,
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split ourway and go separate ways. You remember the story.
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If you don't know, please go and read Genesis.
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Okay, so, so that's how rich it was. But do
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you know, uh, sometimes outwardly riches does not mean internal riches, true,
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not think about it, huh, because he was still poor
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in his own eyes. Huh. I thought he's very rich.
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I think by today's standards are if you're a millionaire,
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do you think you're rich? But there was still something
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very lucky in his life, super lucking. He felt like
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he was nothing. He was rich, but he was very poor.
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How is he poor? Tell me? Huh? He had faith? Okay,
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faith for what he had?
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No son, very rich, but no son.
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I will go a little bit into why this is
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so important for a Jewish man? Okay, So he was
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rich and you know that he was also a man.
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You know, we call him the father of faith, right, yeah?
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But do you know that he doubted? Also? This is
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the man that we are. You know we always say, oh,
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Father Abraham, maybe have faith like him, you know, father
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of many generations? But do you know he doubted? How
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do he doubt God? How do he doubt God? What
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do you do?
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What did his wife do? I heard something?
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Hegar hagar? So God gave a promise, right, God say
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I will make you a groul nation. You know that
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you will never be able to count your descendants as
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numerous as the stars. And they waited, and they waited,
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and they waited. So he was seventy five years old
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when he had that promise. Twenty five years later. Okay,
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at this point he's about ninety nine years old. And
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actually he had uh Ishmael through Hagar at the age
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of eighty six years old. So give out that he
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waited eleven years long. He waited eleven years and they
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cannot to hand, you know, and they said, ah, yeah,
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still got no child of promise. Therefore, maybe let's take
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things in their own hands. And of course, you know,
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Hagar came in and Ishmael was birthed. But was Ishmael
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the promised son? You know, he was not. So God's
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plan was not complete yet, right, and so you know
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that he he had faith.
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But he also doubted along the way.
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How many in our journey as believers, some of us
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here happy with the walking with a lot for a
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long time. You could be a person of obedience, you
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could be a very worshipful person.
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You know, you could be rich, but you also have doubt.
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Yeah, so that is who Abraham was and and I
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think many of us can identify this, all right, So
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let's move on to the next thought. Next thought, now
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let's go into the story. Soself is that okay? Yeah,
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so you know that that's who the background of who
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Abraham was. And I want to now come to this
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point where he was tested. Remember the title the test
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of giving. Okay, So let's let's go into the test
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a little bit. All right, So let's read from Genesis
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chapter twenty two, verses one to ten. All right, can
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you see the screener? Can I? So let's read this together.
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So you know, for a sleep someone, you're falling asleep? Really? Okay? Three?
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Two one. Now it came to pass after these things
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that God tested Abraham and said to him, Abraham, and
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he said, here I am. Then he said, take now
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your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and
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go to the land of Moriah and offer him there
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as a burn offering on one of the mountains of
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which I shall tell you. Pause Paust, pause post post,
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go back, go back. Okay, Now, what do you notice
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about this passage? What's the first thing that stands out
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to you? Singing only son? Okay? So remember, oh, it's
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very interesting, right, I thought he had another son. I
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thought he had Ishmael. Very good. So it seems like
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in God's eyes, there was only one true son, and
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his name is Isaac. Okay, good observation. What else? What
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else jumps out to you at this burn offering? Burn offering? Wow?
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Who's gonna be the burn offering?
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Right?
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Scary? Scary? What else? What else?
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What else jumping out at you? One more thing?
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Whom? Whom? Yeah? Whom? I mean? Isaac is the one
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that really really Abraham cherished, right, he really loved so much?
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Anything else that jumps out at you?
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Nothing? Everything? Okay? What struck me.
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So much was in verse one?
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It says God tested Abraham.
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Hmmm, how do you feel about God testing you?
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Do you like it? No? Nobody like tests? All our
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just students that just graduated, you'll like tests and not.
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I'll keep quiet all my campus students. You'll like your tests?
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Are not? I know? Somebody like test? Is it? No?
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Nobody likes tests? And yet you can see something here
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right at the get go. It says, you know, very
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clearly I cannot deny this that God tested Abraham.
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So what do you think of God right now?
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Is? Is he a bad guy? What do you think of
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God right now? Tell me, honestly, what is your perception?
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You mean God can test people, when why does he
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test people to show.
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Oh yo wa by that measurement, we all fail.
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Okay, So Quantin said, God tests us to show us
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where we are and how good we are. Fail, Lord fail,
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Lord fail, Ready we are. But Abraham was different.
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Now, okay, So I wanted to think about it.
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Hmm. This God that we call God whom we worship
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and serve, it's a God who tests.
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And I don't know how you sit with that. But
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let's go on. Let's go on.
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Okay, let's go on to the next versus. So let's
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continue reading the word of God. Three two one. So
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Abraham rose early in the morning and settled his donkey
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and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac,
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his son, and he split the wood for the birth
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off ring and a rose and went to the place
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of which God had told him. Then on the third day,
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Abraham lifted his eyes and saw the place far off.
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And Abraham said to his young man, stay here with
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the donkey the lad and I will go yonder and worship,
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and we will come back to you next light. So
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Abraham took the wood of the burn off ring and
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laid it on Isaac his son, and he took the
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fire in his hand and a knife, and the two
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of them went together. But Isaac spoke to Abraham his father,
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and said, my father, And he said, here I am
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my son. Then he said, look the fire and the wood,
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but where is the lamb for the burn offering?
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Let's move on. And Abraham said, my son.
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God will provide for himself the lamb for a burn offering.
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So the two of them went together.
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Then they came to the place of which God had
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told him, and Abraham built an altered there and placed
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the wood in order.
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And he bound Isaac his son, and.
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Laid him upon the altar upon the wood, and Abraham
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stretched out his hand and took the knife to slay
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his son. Whoa drama and Possia right in the middle
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of the drama. So whoa. Now, as I was reading this,
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and when I was preparing right to share this morning,
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I was asking God, God, what is this? What is
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it that you want me to share? And he immediately
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brought me to the story of Abraham and Isaac. And
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do you know, as I was meditating on this, right,
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I was thinking, okay, now there you know the whole story, right,
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You'll know the whole story so to you is that
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you're shutting down or your money shutting down. Now I
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want you to put yourself in the sho use of Abraham. Okay,
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I want so. So the test is this, you know,
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I want you to think about what happened between versus
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two entry. Okay, so let's go that. This is the TESTA.
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Let's go to the next light. Why is giving so hard?
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Why is giving so hot for all of us? I
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think human being A, I think we like to take
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more than we give.
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Right?
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Is it? Is it normal or is it just me normal? Norma?
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Thank you? Thank you? So I'm not crazy, right that
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it is very usual for us to want to take.
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But then when you know, you hear the word of
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God and then we say no, give sirve use your time,
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your talent, treasure. Remember the whole unpacking series that we
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just went through, we talk about tithe onto the Lord.
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You know, make a list, download and then make a
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commitment and too the Lord. It's all tied in. Right,
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So there is all this concept and this principle of
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us giving something back to the Lord. Right, But you
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know that this is probably one of the hardest things
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for us to do right. We can be nice, you know,
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we can maybe surf, but giving is always one of
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the things that you know, we have to step out
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of our comfort zone to do correct. It's not a
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natural thing. Can I say that it's not natural? Or
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in fact, it has to be supernatural because naturally you'll
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be like no. But when God is evident in your
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life and he's supernatural spirit within you, then you're like, oh,
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you mean I can let go a little bit easier. No.
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I'm not saying it's easy at all. I'm just saying.
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You try, right, you try, It's like you're holding like
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one thousand, ringing your hands up like god gouse, like uh,
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can you release that? Like no? And then by conviction
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and the Holy Spirit gives you the grace and the
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muscle to open up your hands to give right giving
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his heart. And so I wanted to understand what's going
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on in Abraham's mind. So if you're Abraham, what would
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you have done? I see a lot of I don't
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want to be Abraham. God don't make me at Abraham.
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I don't want to be known as the Father of faith.
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I don't want that title.
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Right, Do you know the first time that Abraham believed God, right,
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and it was credited to him as righteousness.
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Genesis Cha fifteen, verse six.
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Right. So you read that portion. We always quote that. Right,
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Abraham believed God and it was credited to him as righteousness. Woe,
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man of faith.
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That's why you call him father of faith love.
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Right, But I'm wondering when it comes to the real action.
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Believing is one thing. Executing your belief is another thing.
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You see, Ah, let's go to the next life. See.
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I call this the test between verse two and verse three.
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Verse two, God gave a clear command, right. He says,
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take your son Isaac and offer him as a burn sacrifice.
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And someone God, are really rubbing it in. No, take
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your son, your only son, not only that whom you love.
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Oh God, you really can rub it in. Man. You
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think if Abraham didn't know what this is my only son,
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the son with the promise, right, And God is saying,
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go and take that burn offering. Right? You know? I
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say that whatever we are tested in, okay is tied
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to our deepest identity. You think about it, The question goes,
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what is the hardest thing for you to give up? Friends?
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You have to ask yourself and answer this on your
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own is it your time? For some of us, and
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I think many of us write, money is one of
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the big ones.
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Yeah, honest or not, money is a huge one.
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It's like, oh, I can do everything, but oh when
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it comes to giving financially, like oh, this is a
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don't touch this God, no, no, don't touch this, or
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we will give it like like okay, like bare minimum? Right?
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What is the bare minimum? And you know it's very
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funny right that for some people? Okay, can I tell
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you that I've also met people who are very generous
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with their money, that being my husband, okay, And he's
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just easy that way, you know. So God bless him
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with the gift to be generous, But there are other
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things that will be har for him to give up on. Right,
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And God always tests us. What is the hardest things
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for us to give on? Because it's our identity, it
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is who we are, you know. So okay, I have
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to give you a context. Right in the Jewish ancient
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Jewish time for them, right, did they have EPF or
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not EPF? Prs? You know what that is your retirement scheme?
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They got insurance or not education planner? All those things
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don't have what they had was their children, So U
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sea for Abraham, for a Jewish man, it didn't matter
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that he had all the kettles, all the flocks, all
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the riches in him. There is shame because I have
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no lineage, I have no inheritance. Because for them, what
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was the most important identity for them was that I
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had a successor someone after me, someone who will carry
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my name right in that, you see that because they
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didn't have EPF, SOX, sol PRS, education plan insurance. Guess
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what the children is it? Because why the children? Is
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gonna take care of them? When they are all no children,
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no want to take care of You know, who's gonna
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care for them? Who's gonna make sure that, you know,
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the lineage continues? Is their children. So basically the equation
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is no children, no future. You see that, No children,
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no future. Now many of us here, right, we do
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not equate our children with that. True or not? You're
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like saying that the modern day understanding is okay, children
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up to eighteen years old, I find you at it.
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Then you finish your college twenty three, twenty four, you
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are on your own. You fend yourself already. Right, Many
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modern believers or Christians, they have this thought that, oh,
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I can fend for myself. That's why our children maybe
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not so important now hah. But money is right because
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without money, how do I fend for myself? You know,
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that's why you're so worried about money, friends, because the
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money is our identity is our future. No money, no future. True,
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or now you think about it, if you have you're
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struggling with giving financially, it's because our identity is tied
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up with that. And I can say that I was
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the same. Do you know that I used to work
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in a corporate. Yeah, corporate, and it was one of
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the sovereign wealth funds of Malaysia. And I was there
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for eleven years and then I had a call. I
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had a call to say, Okay, leave that comfort zone
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and go into ministry. Right at that time, the PEP
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who was already full time, he was already working with
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the church, and I was financially the provider of the family, right,
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And so to come to this dicis was like, God,
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are you kidding? Are you serious? Right? I mean, I'm
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happily supporting my husband now he's a churl. But someone
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needs to put the kids to school, right, future, someone
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needs to earn so that they have a better future.
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Do you see how that links? And that became my
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safety net? Right. You know, we can say you're Christians,
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but we are going safety net one. And at the
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time the test for me, God will say, can you
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can I remove your safety net? You say you trust me? Right?
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Are you gonna trust me with your bank account no
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matter what the amount is.
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I'm like, uh, like like laurya just now right?
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Like no, yes, question mark right? And so I had
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to learn that and God was teaching me that to
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trust God at a deeper level was to say, God,
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this is my identity, this safety net that I had,
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the regular paychecks, the yearly bonuses, the additional e sauce,
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all those things were great. You know what God, you provide.
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And God is saying, now I want to remove that.
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I'm like, okay, the real test comes, right, And can
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I tell you that when I took that leap of faith,
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God has never shot changed. Amen. He's not a God
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who shot you. And so you see, God tests us
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from faith to faith, glory to glory. Amen. So I
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can only share this now is because I took that
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step of faith and this is a real personal story right.
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It's not something like you're like saying it'd be good
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if you do it. No, it's a lived experience. I'm
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a living proof right that God provides and he continues
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to provide. So what is the hardest thing for you
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to give up? Ask yourself, like, oh, God, that's my
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safety net. For many of us, it could be our career.
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Some of us, it could be our children. No, we
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can't give it up. Do you know that anything that
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is so hard for you to give up, it has
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a potential to become an idol, great potential to be
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an idol. So that's why God is testing Abraham because
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you know why Isaac could have been his God. And
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so God was testing Abraham to say, am I God,
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I know that your future is in Isaac. So he's
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basically saying, okay, it's not about the You know, it
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says that it required immediate obedience right when God speaks already,
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and you see between verse two and verse three it
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was just one verse. You know, you know that in
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verse three immediately he obeyed. Right the next morning he
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arose early and he took his son. Wow, I think
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that's something we can really How do we do this
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immediate obedience thing. Right, Okay, what else did it require?
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This test? Right? Do you know that it was an
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act of worship because basically when he was going to
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bring high sec he had to bring along the wood,
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He had to bring a long fire stutter you see
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the story or not, we just read it. He had
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to bring along and it was to worship God at
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an appointed place.
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So God requires worship.
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At an appointed place, and for many of us, right,
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And I'm thankful that every year at least twice, if
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not every week, you know, we get tested on how
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we give on our anniversary in our missions conference. Right,
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there's this challenge. I know for me it's very hot,
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it's very hard, it's personally very hot. And I'm thankful
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that God continues to challenge me this way because I
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know without that challenge, right, we can say everything else
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until God touched the deepest part of us and he says, really,
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do you trust me? Maybe? Free? For you can trust
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me a lot, but I asked you to give me
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your finances? Will you trust me? Wow? That's a tough one,
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really tough one. So whatever that is the hardest for
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you to give up on, that is what God will
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test you on it's tied to your identity. Yeah, it
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was an act of worship, and can I tell you
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that at the end of it, it was really not
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about the sacrifice itself. It was about trust. God was
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not looking at Isaac as like, okayla, you know sometimes
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you can if you were God very cruel? Right, isn't
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God very cruel? How can you ask, you know, someone
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a father of the nations to sacrifice his only son
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in the eyes of God, right beloved son, the son
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of promise. So basically, he's saying, it's not about the
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sacrifice of your son's it's the sacrifice of your future.
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That is what God is testing Abraham on. I am
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testing you on your future. Would you give it up
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for me? Would you give it up or not? Let's say,
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God says, okay, I'm gonna put your EPF as the
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burn offering. Ah, how many of you are ready? Hard?
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Right hard, very hard, because you're like, what then all
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my savings, how am I gonna live when I'm all
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same concept as a how am I going to live
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when I'm at all? We want security friends, as human nature,
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we love security. We like counting. Okay, I'm encountering by training. Okay,
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I like to account what I have and so it's
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a then you know, as I was meditating upon this
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and God is saying, it's really not the sacrifice, It's
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not the amount. God is just saying, how much do
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you trust me? Friends? How much do you trust me?
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How much do you trust God? So it's not about
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whether you trust God or not. You say yes, but
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how much are you willing to put at stake your
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entire future in godsend? Are you willing?
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In our friends?
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If God is going to be the manager of your finances,
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are you willing to let him hard? Christioner? Someone was like, oh,
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put a cross readly like, Alma, Jesus, are you a
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good money manager? I don't know. Did you go to
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some investment school Jesus real or not? You know the
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power of compounding interests and not Jesus to your lover.
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But we hold tightly because we don't trust God in
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our finances.
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Now let's move on. Thank God for verse eleven.
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Aren't you thankful? Because as you know, we stop at
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the drama right Abraham took the knife and he was
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ready to slay his son. Thank God for worse eleven?
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Can you tell your neighbor, thank God for verse eleven,
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a verse two and three. So Hannah, then verse eleven,
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come and save the day. Let's see what he says.
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Let's tread together our three to one. But the Angel
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of the Lord called to him from heaven and said, Abraham, Abraham.
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So he said, here I am, And he said, do
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not lay your hand on the lad or do anything
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to him. For now I know that you fear God,
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since you have not withheld your son, your only son,
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from me. Do you see this? See God was not
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interested about the sacrifice itself. You know, he was wanting
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to know where Abraham's heart is. And same way God
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is wanting to know where your heart is, friends it
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where is your heart for many of us? And God
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knows it because in the New Testament, Jesus taught so
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much about money, right, because he knows that that is
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the one thing that's so precious to us. Many of
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us work hard for our money, right, and we want
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to keep it because it's our security, it's our identity.
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And God says, would you let me touch that? Would
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you let me touch what is precious to you? Because
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God is saying, do you know you mean that? God
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didn't know. It looks like it. Right. God didn't know
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where Abraham was until he was tested, and so God
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doesn't know where your allegiance stands until you are tested.
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And friends, aniversity giving is a test of how much
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we want to give to the Lord. Right, It's a test.
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It's a good you test yourself in isla, you will know.
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You will know where you are right now in your heart. Okay,
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so let's move on. Let's move on now, I say this, right,
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So how should we prepare? Next week is our anniversary giving.
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I don't know how many of you have been preparing
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to give. It's a test, friends, it's a test of
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where our hearts are. And we always say that it's
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above and beyond your not you're titan offering. Right, it's
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a gift unto the Lord. It's a gift. So we
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say that God is not after the sacrifice. He's after
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our trust. Let us sink into you, He's not after
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how much you are willing to sacrifice. Sometimes we think, oh, yeah,
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we must sacrifice. Yeah, giving is sacrificial. But what God
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is really after is your trust. He's saying that if
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you give this to me, would you trust that I
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will take care of you. Would you trust that I
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will secure your future? You see that God is saying,
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would you trust me enough to know that even if
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you have no more money after this I will provide
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for you. Do you trust God that much?
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So let us give in obedience friends?
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Amen. Remember I didn't say it was the amount. It
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was in obedience to what God wants you to give.
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A man, let's go on to the next life. He says.
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Most of us will never be asked to place a
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child on an altar, but we are often asked to
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place our security there. Yeah, the altar the offering. God
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is asking, would you put your security there? Because when
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you put your security there, God will say, now I
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know that you fear me. Now I know you trust me.
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Now I know that you put your future not in
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your money, not in your finances, not in your children,
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not in your career, but you put your hope in me.
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That's what it is. Yeah, giving obedience. Do you know?
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Let me share. Let let's move on to the next
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light before I share my thoughts. You see, God sees
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and provides.
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What we cannot. Therefore we have to give in faith.
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Right, So there's two ways to give, not just the
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cash check and bank transfer. Right.
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I want to encourage us to give.
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The first one is or was the first one, give
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in obedience previous light, give in obedience, first, seek the
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lot in what he wants to give you, and secondly
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give in faith. Okay, So how should we give next week?
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Give in obedience and give in faith now, So this
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is fresh off testimony I'll share with you. So you know,
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we've been talking about giving at homes and so I
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also pray and ask God, God, what is it that
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you want me to give this yere? What is a
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gift that is pleasing to you? Because that's what we
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want to do? Right? Please God?
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Without giving, not to show anyone else.
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Right, nobody knows what you're giving one friends, only God
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knows la. So it's a very personal thing. So do
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you know that I'm an accountant and I live by
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Excel Spreashet. I have the accounts of the past ten
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ten years of my life on excelspreshet. I know every
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man what goes in, what goes out, crazy sah account
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and h So I calculate, I count, okay because I'm
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an accountant. But he also shows you where my security is.
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All right, so fine, That's why I got tested me LA.
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So last year you know it was in some sense
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was financially tight for me, financially tight because of different things.
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Yeah, I think I shed this up to some of you.
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You're hurt this last year, I shit and so and
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then towards the end of the year got shot and
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he provided, right, everything was paid for. I'm like, yeah,
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he praise the Lord. So come this year and this
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year somehow is like a bigger, more challenging year in
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terms of finances because the oldest one is gonna go
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for her exams and you know the fees are expensive, right,
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So on top of your normal school fees, there's the
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exam fees and yeah, UK pound thank god Malaysian ring
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it it's a bit stronger, thank God for things like that.
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But it's not cheap, right, I think each paper is
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about thousand, yeah, just to take exam. So I'm like, okay, God, great,
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I'm gonna trust you because God tested me last year
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and and I I gave up something because I say God,
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I'm going to trust you in this. I gave up
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something and I say God, I'm gonna trust you in this.
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It's still uncomfortable, you know, friends, between verse two and Trea,
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can I tell you when God says something and then
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when you actually rose the next morning? Verse two entry
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was a real struggle, and I say, okay, wow, the
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whole year sometimes I be anxious, you know, like oh
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how how?
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And then come this year as well? So like, because
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I ran my life.
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By excess pressure, so should I to say this? No? Faith,
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raise your feet rose?
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No, no God favor got fai on.
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So there was an amount that I really put in
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my excess pressure, how much I'm going to give for
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aniversary giving right because I am I count that whaler,
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you know, because I need to be able to give
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my right. So I put this amount and then God
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said to me double it actually not double it two
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point five ft so clear, you know, Thank God, you
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gotta be kidding me. Ah. Then I said, okay, okay, Lord.
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So what I did was I determined in my heart.
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So I changed the number in my transference hip. I
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haven't give yet, I haven't give yet, I.
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Haven't given given next day right.
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So but I I intentioned, I purposed in my heart
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that that was the amount that please got la. So
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I changed amount that oh balins all different readly you
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know la how it is, and and so as I
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and it was like, okay, fine, God, I'm gonna trust
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you in this, right. So I did that. Then just
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last week I determined in my heart, like two weeks ago,
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just last week, so many of you know that I'm
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helping with the training company, right, and so training company
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last year was very quiet second half of the year,
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so there was no no external clients. I was like, God,
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every day, I'm praying, you know, God, what what am
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I doing wrong? Right? Why am I not getting the clients?
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Why they're not coming in? We have we have such
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good training programs. Different dolls were shut and said, God, Lord,
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this year it's your year, right, show off again, you know,
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because you brought me through here, and I need to
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show for fullness, right, I need to be fruitful in
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my work as well. So just last week on Monday,
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I received an email from a random person, right, and
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he's like, oh, ye're looking for a training provider. Can
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you give me a quote. I'm like great, because in
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this email, right, you write, We've been following your work
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and we are so impressed by it and we want
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to engage you for our retreat. I'm like, whoa you
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find Mila? So we went into we got into a call.
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So I say, oh, so you wrote you know that
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you've been following our work and where did you find?
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Because I haven't been active on social media, I should write,
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I should I should post out a LinkedIn and all that,
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do all the marketing stuff which I'm not good at.
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I should do that. So I'm like, when did you
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hear about us? You know, Mordecai. Then he said, oh,
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actually it's very random one because he says, in my company, right,
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there's a list of approved vendors and there's one hundred
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of it. I'm like, well, you're got love training providers,
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is it? Then I said, oh, so how did you
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know about us? He's like no, no, no, I was just
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crowling and I saw your name. I randomly pick on.
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I'm like, what raised so nicely? Right? That whoa you
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know we've been following you? But actually random? When he
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said that, I had to love. You know, I love
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because I said, God, you're funny. It was not me, right,
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who could have made him pick out of one hundred
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vendors our company? So I was like, okay, God, you're
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you're funny in a way. And so yeah, so I
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worked hard to send the proposal. I don't know what
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it'll come yet, but there was a sign that God
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was telling me I've got your I've got your back.
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Second testimony. That was Monday Wednesday. I got a random
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what's up? Text? So this was a client I've never
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met her before, and she's like, oh, you know, someone
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recommended me to you and I want to like see
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some coaching, right. I'm like, oh, okay. So then then
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she she texted, She's like, actually, your name was already
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mentioned a long time ago, but I wasn't ready for it.
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But now I'm ready again. It's just like two days
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from Monday Wednesday the text came. I'm like, wow, I
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didn't do anything extra all.
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Right, friends? And then the text came.
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So I was like, God, you're so real, You're so real.
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I'm getting excited now, I'm getting excited. Now. I'm like whoa.
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Then on Friday, Wow, that's the money, friends, I tell
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you are living with God is really really exciting now.
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So Monday Wednesday, Friday, I love every day. On Friday,
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what happened was so one of the things that I
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have also been praying for Is that God, I want
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to be useful in the marketplace. Yeah, you prayed a
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prayer after you've heard the unpecking division like oh, the
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hunger for the loss right is there. You're like, oh, God,
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I want to reach out, give me opportunity. But I
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woke be all Christian now you love right? You come
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to a way office. They all Christians except one. So
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we have an accounts assistant who joined us. She's not
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a believer and so so so I'm off Friday. I
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was like, okay, you know, I was just gonna quickly
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do some grocery, go back.
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And then get work done.
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And so I bummed to her in the lift and
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then we were talking. Right Suddenly I was like, you know,
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rush someone. I want to quickly do my grocery and
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come back ready. And then she was like, oh, you know.
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Then she started asking me about Christianity and we were standing.
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Can you imagine KFC. Dow says later, you go KFC
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here between KFC and you know, in the in the
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the hallway, I shd to her the entire Gospel for
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fifteen minutes, from beginning to the end. You know why
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why there is sin? You know what what God did
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in the garden of Eden, you know, the fall, and
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that's why where we are right now, and there's redemption
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and there's hope, right and so you know, just sharing that.
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After that, she's like, oh, okay, do you have any
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lunch plans? She's like, no, say okay, let's go eat
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and continue the conversation, right.
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And do you know what that was the greatest reward for.
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Me, greatest reward in the sense that God, I know
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that this is what you are after. You will open
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doors where the doors have been shut before, you know.
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And I thank God that He is the kind of
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God that we save friends, you know, And I want
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to leave you with this promise. I'm going to end. Surely,
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let's go to the final few versus, let's read this together. Yeah,
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this is friends. I just want to nail this down
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for you. If you've still had trouble or challenge in
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trusting the Lord, I want to give this promise to you.
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Let's read this together. Three two one.
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And Abraham lifted his eyes and looked, and there behind
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him was a ram caught in a thicket by its horns.
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So Abraham ran and took the ram and offered it
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up for a burn offering instead of his son, and
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Abraham called the name of the place the Lord will provide,
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as it is said to this day, in the mound
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of the Lord, each shall be provided. Then the Angel
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of the Lord called to Abraham a second time out
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of heaven and said, by myself, I have sworn, says
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the Lord, because you have done this thing and have
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not withheld your son, your only son, blessing. I will
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bless you, and multiplying. I will multiply your descendants as
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the stars of the heaven and as the sand which
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is on the sea shore. And your descendants shall possess
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the gate of their enemies. In your seat. All the
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nations of the earth shall be blessed. Because you have
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obeyed my word. Amen. What a wonderful promise of God.
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If we dare to obey, friends, if we dare to
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trust God and take him at his word, this is
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what he wants to do for us. Do you believe that?
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Do you believe this for yourself? That as you move
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into this year, and I'm not just talking, I'm not
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gonna stop at anniversary giving only this is how we
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live our life, a life of giving, a life of obedience,
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a life of faith, giving God what he wants, because
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he's gonna test us again and again. Friends, It's not
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gonna stop one time. He's gonna test you again and
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again until you come to this place where you'll call
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him Jehovah, Jirah, the Lord my provider, the Lord my security,
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the Lord my hope, the Lord my future. And when
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you can call God that you will be at peace. Friends,
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You'll be at the most piece.
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No matter what happens in this world.
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No matter if one day you wake up out and
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they say, if you have crash right and all your
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lifelong saving is gone, You're gonna be okay. You will
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seriously be okay because you say God, you provide. Every
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day you provide. Amen.
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I'm gonna invite the band to come on stage.
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Halleljah. There's a lot speaking to you. What is he
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saying to you? How should we prepare to give unto him? Amen?
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As the team is coming up, I want to draw
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bringing another closing. Do you know that it says that
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the Abraham story didn't end with what he gave? Because
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sometimes we think it's about us giving, right, We think
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it's about us us giving and giving. But if you
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look at the story closely, can I tell you that
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the ending of the story is God. We always think
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it's about Abraham. He started with God and he ends
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with God. God issued that challenge. God provided for that challenge. Friends, Hello, hallelujah.
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God issued that challenge. But God will provide for the
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challenge because he wants you to pass. Friends, He wants
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you to pass the test of trust. It wasn't about
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the money at the end of it. It wasn't about
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the son. It was about your trust that he's after.
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Do you know two thousand years after this same story
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again there was a father and a son, father who
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loved his son, his only begotten son, and the same
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story goes right. The son was carrying wood on his back.
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He was walking to the place of sacrific It was
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a journey of obedience and faith, not an easy one.
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Do you remember what Jesus says, Lord, if it be
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your will, take this cup away from me, but not
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my will, but yours be done. Do you think it
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was easy for Jesus? And unlike the first story, God
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stopped the knife, but with Jesus the cross stands. The
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cross was not stopped because God is saying Ultimately, I'm
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providing a way for you. And his name is Jesus.
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God did not withhold his son. God saved Isaac, you know,
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Abraham's son, beloved son. So you really think God is
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after your Isaac? God is not. He is saying that
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when I ask for your trust, and you will see that.
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The final slide.
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I want to tell you this that the God that
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is asking you for your trust, he can be trusted.
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He demonstrated it, he showed it. He gave his only
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begotten son to die on the cross for your sin
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and my scene. You know this. I pray that this
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becomes central truth to all of us to say, God,
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what do I fear? What do I fear? God? You
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have given your best, your only son. Why am I afraid?
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Why am I afraid of the future? The future is secure,
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The future is determined already, the future is set, and
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his name is Jesus. Amen.
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