Sermon
Living Life | January 18 2026 (Part 2)
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Ah, yeah. Well, good morning, everybody.
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Thanks for that message, Deb. That was awesome.
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Once you turn your Bibles with me to Philippians Chapter one, a
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little letter in the middle of the New Testament.
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If you're having trouble knowing where that is, table of contents
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on the screen help you to get there.
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Last week we started a message series and New Year's message
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series called Living the Life. Question, Are you living the
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life, friends? Are you living the life?
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We're talking about the Christian life, but we're not
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talking about the things that we do in the Christian life
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specifically, as important as those things are.
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But we're talking about the life behind the Christian life.
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What gives us spiritual vitality, what gives us the
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energy and the unction and the power to live out the Christian
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life. That's what we're talking about
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today. And last week is Deb spoke about
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we introduced this idea of crossing the line that that
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everything begins when we crossover from death to life.
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That's where it all begins. You know, Jesus, John 524 says
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very truly. I tell you, whoever hears my
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word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life and will not
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be judged, but it's crossed over from death to life.
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I remember that moment in my life when I heard the word of
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Christ and I believed Him who sent Him.
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Everything became God, became real to me.
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I remember the moment became very real to me.
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Suddenly I realized that God was not just an idea, not just a
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concept, but He was a person who was real and He cared for me.
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He loved me, He was near to me, and he was involved in my life
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and I could turn to him at any moment.
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And this realization that he took on flesh and came to the
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earth to die in my place on a cross was like, whoa, I've heard
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about a Jesus and I heard about a cross, but I did not connect
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that with my own life. And suddenly it just became real
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to me. All my sins were nailed to the
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cross of Jesus Christ and were buried with him was like I was
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crucified with him and he brought me to new life.
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When he rose from the dead, He opened up a way for me to be not
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just forgiven and not condemned, but for me to be approved as a
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dear child of God and to be given a new life.
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Like everything changed for me. Everything.
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It was like I had been living black and white all my life up
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until that point. Third year university.
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Suddenly everything became like colour to me, vibrant colour.
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The the sky was blue or the the clouds were whiter and the trees
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were greener. You know, you think, OK, well,
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John, that's spring, right? This was in the middle of winter
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in in British Columbia, by the way.
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But everything became new and fresh and new and vibrant to me.
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People were more beautiful. I had a joy that could not be
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taken from me. And it still hasn't been stolen.
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A joy, not just in general, but a joy in serving people.
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Like just enjoying the idea and the action of loving and caring
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for people and seeing, seeing their joy.
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Something from the outside had come into my life.
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Life had entered into my life. This is what the apostle Paul
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was talking about. Galatians chapter 2 verse 10.
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He says I was crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but
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Christ lives in me. That was my experience.
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Now I ask you, what has been your experience?
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If you call yourself a Christian, what has your
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experience been? I will tell you one thing.
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Your experience may not be exactly the same as my
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experience. In fact, Helen, guarantee that
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it's not exactly the same as my experience, because all of us
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are very, very different in that way.
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You may not be able to point back to a moment in time where
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there's this dramatic moment where you crossed over from
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death to life. I didn't feel anything different
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in particular, but you did cross over and that's the question.
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That's that's the main question for us.
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Did you have you crossed over from death to life?
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Some of us know it for sure. We're totally confident.
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I have crossed over from death to life.
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I know it. Others of us know for sure that
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we have not crossed over from death to life.
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And then there's others of us who are just a little unsure,
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not not, not very sure. What are the signs that would
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indicate that I have been that I've crossed over from death to
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life? What are what are we what are we
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looking for? There are, you know, in the
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medical community, we talk about vital signs.
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Mark, can you mind coming up? I know we haven't talked about
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this, but let lie out, lie out here, right on the line.
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Just lie out there we go. Very good.
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Now, if I was if I had. Thanks, man.
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He's a good sport. If I was to come into the
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sanctuary right now and see Mark lying down, my first thought
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would be Marks falling asleep in the middle of my sermon.
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I mean that that might be my first thought.
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But when I come over and really. And I just put your head down,
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stop. OK.
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And and I say, hey, Mark, Mark. Yeah.
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There you go. Mark.
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Any there's no response. I would start to worry a little
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bit, like this is more than just a deep sleep.
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Is this guy, is this guy dead? And so how would I check to find
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out if Marcus still living or not?
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And so I'd go down and maybe, I'd maybe listen to his voice.
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Getting really intimate with you, bro.
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Yeah, Not listen to his voice. Listen to his breathing.
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Is he breathing? Or maybe I'd check for some
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vital signs or feel this actually, these are cold hands.
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Is is this body cold or warm? Is he alive or is he dead?
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It had check for these vital signs.
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Thanks, man. That's good.
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That's all. Thanks for that.
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Yeah, there's certain vital signs that we're looking for
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from a physical standpoint, but there's also vital signs that we
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can look for spiritually. What are those vital signs?
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We wanna take of just a few moments this morning to do a
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little bit of a spiritual assessment.
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Where are there signs of spiritual life in my life?
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And where are there signs of perhaps spiritual death that
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need to be addressed? And we're going to look at
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somebody's life. We're gonna look at someone who
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we know has crossed over from death to life.
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And it's Apostle Paul. And he's written this little
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letter to the church in Philippi.
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And Paul, you need to know, realizes that he's in prison and
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he's awaiting execution. Now when you're in prison
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awaiting execution, would you call that a very difficult
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circumstance? That is a challenging
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circumstance. And whenever we are challenged,
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when we're facing heavy duty, circumstances are real.
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Colours tend to come out, don't they?
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The real me is shown. The real Paul is revealed in
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this letter, and it is beautiful.
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And so we're gonna take a look at, I'm just gonna point out
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three spiritual vital signs that we see in the apostle Paul.
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And I'm not gonna be pointing out things that he did is
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important as you know, as as our actions or behavior are very
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important. But what I'm gonna be pointing
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out is he's what he wanted, His desires.
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You see, when he moved, crossed over from death to life, his
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desires began to change. There was a shift in the things
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that he wanted. And that's what we're gonna look
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at. And why?
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Why that's so important is because when our desires change,
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our behavior changes. What we actually do is a follow
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through of what we really want. And so, Lord God in heaven
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above, we thank you for this glorious book we call the Bible.
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And we pray that you would send your Holy Spirit to illuminate
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this word, to awaken us to the truth and bring us, Lord, to
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that place of fullness of life in Jesus Christ.
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But we pray it in His name. Amen.
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I'm in Philippians chapter 1 and we're gonna read from verse 12
Philippians 1 chapter mention
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to 26. Everybody with me, We good now.
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This is what Paul. Paul's ready now.
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I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened
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to me. He's talking about being in
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prison. What has happened to me?
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He's actually served to advance the gospel.
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Talk about a positive outlook. OK, as a result, it has become
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clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone
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else that I'm in chains for Christ.
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And because of my chains, most of the brothers and sisters have
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become confident in the Lord and dare all the more to proclaim
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the gospel without fear. Now it's true that some preach
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Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill.
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The latter do so out of love, knowing that I'm put here for
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the defence of the gospel. The former preached Christ out
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of selfish ambition, not sincerely supposing that they
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can stir up trouble for me while I'm in chains.
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But what does it matter? The important thing is that in
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every way, whether from false motives are true, Christ is
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preached. And because of this, I rejoice.
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We're just gonna pause there for a minute.
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You might be reading this and thinking people out of envy and
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rivalry or preaching the gospel. It doesn't seem to make sense
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and scholars are trying to put putting this together like what
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is happening here. We don't exactly know who he's
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referring to, but we can maybe surmise a few options.
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One maybe like Paul was very popular.
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He was very well known and he was highly respected and now
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he's in prison. There may be others that saying,
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you know what, I'm gonna take the Super apostle job of Paul
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and I'm gonna preach the gospel in this place and maybe I'll
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become popular. So there's this kind of envy and
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rivalry, sort of a selfish ambition that maybe there or
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perhaps it could have been that someone is mocking Paul, like
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Paul's in prison. I wanna make life even more
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miserable. And so I'm just like, you know
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what, the Apostle Paul, he's an idiot, right?
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He's an idiot. And he's preaching this gospel
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that, that, that God came in the flesh and, and he, Jesus Christ
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died on the cross to pay for your sins and he rose from the
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dead. So you can have newness of life.
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Like how ridiculous is that? The gospel is still being
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preached, right, Even though the motives are not quite right.
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We don't know exactly what he's talking about, but Paul is
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celebrating the fact that the gospel is getting out.
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Let's continue on. Verse 18 continues.
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Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, for I know that through
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your prayers and God's provision of the Spirit of Jesus Christ,
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what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance.
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I eagerly expect and hope that I will no way be ashamed, but will
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have sufficient courage so that now, as always, Christ will be
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exalted in my body, whether by life or by death, who love it,
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whether I live or whether I die, as long as Christ is being
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magnified, that's the most important thing to me.
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Let's stop there and let's talk about the first vital sign.
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This first vital sign is what I would call impact, a desire for
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impact. In other words, I wanna get the
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word out. That was Paul's heart.
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I want to get the word out about who Jesus is and what he has
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done for us. He wants others to come to
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Christ. Listen to what he says, verse
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12. He says, now I want you to know,
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brothers, sisters, that what has happened to me is actually
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served to advance the gospel. Like he's rejoicing over the
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fact that the gospel is moving forward.
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It's getting out to more and more people and others are being
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saved. Their eyes are being opened.
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They're coming into a relationship with God through
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Jesus Christ. It is awesome.
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He's celebrating the fact that even though the motives may not
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be right with some people, the gospel is still being preached
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and as a response, people are waking up to it and coming to
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Christ and becoming Christians. Paul is so like, you know what
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evangelism is like, sharing our faith at the heart and soul of
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it. It's really about wanting others
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to know the joy of knowing Christ.
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Like Paul was enjoying Jesus and he just wanted others to enjoy
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too. Like, who wouldn't want to enjoy
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this? This is real life.
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And so he's sharing the gospel in another letter he wrote
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Romans chapter in Romans chapter 10, he he's quoting Isaiah 52, I
Romans 10 chapter mention
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believe it was. And he says, how beautiful are
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the feet of those who preach, sorry, who bring good news?
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How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news?
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I remember the first time I read that verse.
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I thought, that's a little strange.
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Like human feet. I haven't seen too many
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beautiful human feet. Maybe you do have some.
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You don't have to prove me wrong.
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That's quite alright. But but what what is what's
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being said there? It it's that that anyone who's
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bringing the message of good news of Jesus Christ is
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actually, it's a beautiful thing that they're doing this like
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Paul is rejoicing in the act of bringing the gospel to other
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people. That, my friends, is a sign of
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spiritual life. That is spiritual vitality right
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there. Now what?
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Think about that and just assessing yourself is that,
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would that be true of you? Now, I'll just say that maybe
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you have never led another individual to Jesus Christ.
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Maybe you're kind of operating a little bit out of fear of
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sharing the Gospel with other people because you're worried
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that you're gonna be judged, you're gonna be condemned, gonna
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be looked down on, whatever it might be.
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I don't wanna ruin the relationship or whatever, but is
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there still a desire? Do you have a desire that others
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would know? Do you have a desire to get the
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word out, even if you're having trouble getting it out?
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You know, there were a lot of people in Paul's day who had
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fear. I mean, if they were to open up
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their mouths about Jesus, maybe they're gonna land in jail like
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Paul did. But when Paul landed in jail, it
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actually became a super big inspiration to them to start
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sharing their faith. Just look at down in verse 14,
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he says. And because of my change, most
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of the brothers and sisters have become confident in the Lord and
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dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear.
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This is a very real thing, Fear. But is there a desire?
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Is there a desire that is a sign of life?
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So if we were to look at that and look at the opposite of
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that, what are the signs then of spiritual death?
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If if wanting to get the word out as a sign of spiritual life,
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what about the sign of spiritual death?
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Is that we don't want to get the word out.
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Is that we're not very excited about gospel advancement in the
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world. That the idea of having a
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concern for lost people, people that are apart from Christ, it's
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just not a concern about. It doesn't bother me.
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I'm living next to neighbors who clearly do not know Jesus and
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ohhh well, and I have no desire at all to talk to anybody about
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Jesus. These are signs of spiritual
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death. And and if, if you can resonate
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with those things, I would just say this is a little bit of a
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wake up call that to realize that these are more signs of
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death than they are of life. Let's let's keep moving on back
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up to verse 20, the parcel post says.
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I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but
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will have sufficient courage so that now, as always, Christ will
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be exalted in my body, whether by death or by life.
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For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.
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If I'm to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful
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labour for me. Yet what shall I choose?
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I do not know. I'm torn between the two.
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I desire to depart and be with Christ.
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Which is better by far, but it is more necessary for you that I
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remain in the body, next vital sign, and that is intimacy.
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Intimacy. I wanna know Christ more.
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Paul defines life in general as Christ being at the very centre
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of it. To me, to live is Christ.
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It's all about Christ. Doing life with Christ, doing
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things for Christ, allowing people to come to know Christ
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through me. Everything's about Christ, but
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to die it's, it's even better because I'm gonna be with
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Christ. I'm gonna, I'm gonna be close to
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Christ. There's gonna be nothing in
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between me and Christ. It's a win, win situation for
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Paul. Whether I live or whether I die,
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it's a win, win. I've won.
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Can can you see that? Can you say that is a that's a
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sign like he wants to know Christ more.
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If I was to depart, it's better by far.
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Depart meaning if I was to die, it's better by far because I'm
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gonna really know Christ. Then later on chapter 3 verse
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10, he says this. He says I want to know Christ
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and the power of his resurrection.
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I wanna know Christ. That word know means not just
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know about, but I wanna know experientially.
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I wanna know personally this God, this, this, this Jesus.
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I wanna know Christ Now. Paul already knew Christ, but he
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wanted to know Christ more and the power of the resurrection
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life this is. He hungered to know Christ more.
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Is that true of you? That is a sign of spiritual
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vitality. I wanna grow in my knowledge and
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experience and understanding and appreciation of Jesus Christ.
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So if that's the case, what about the opposite?
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What are some of the signs of spiritual death?
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Is that I don't really care to know too much more about Jesus.
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I think I've heard enough, right?
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There may be little desire to pray, little desire to read
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God's Word, little desire really to enter into worship.
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Maybe somebody had to drag you here this morning.
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That's not a very good sign. That wasn't very good joke.
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Psalm 122. This is David speaking, he says.
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He says, I rejoiced with those who said to me, let us go to the
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House of the Lord. David rejoiced over the thought
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of coming to God's house to worship God with his people.
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He rejoiced. He anticipated he was looking
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forward to it, as excited about it is.
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Is that you Now, the fact that you're here, this is a very good
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sign. Even if you were dragged here,
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that's alright, that's good. At least you're here, which is
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awesome. No, All that to say, little
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desire to pray, a little desire to get into God's world, little
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desire to worship. There may be seasons of our
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life, like if your feet have been taken out from under you
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because of this, you know, or you've been blindsided by some
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horrific circumstance and you're totally disoriented in your
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life. You may have trouble praying.
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You may have trouble getting into God's Word.
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You may have trouble even entering into worship.
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That's A season. If you if you're a follower of
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Jesus, that's A season and that season will pass.
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What I'm talking about is this long standing lack of desire to
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pray, to talk to God, to read His word, and to gain something
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personally from that and to worship.
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Those are signs of spiritual death.
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Um, no, some of us find a challenging with regard to
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relating to God. Like what does a relationship
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with God look like? We might hear other people talk
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about their relationship with God and say, well, that's not
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quite like it is for me. So am I really Christian Like
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we, we question that. I'll just say a couple of things
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to that. One is, is that we're all very
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different. We all do relationships
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differently, every single one of us.
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God has made us differently and so we're gonna relate to him
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differently. There are some commonalities, to
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be sure, but there's so much that's different.
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You know, Mother Teresa. Would anybody doubt that Mother
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Teresa had crossed from death to life, totally committed her life
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to the ministry of Jesus, to the poor and destitute and the
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disease in Calcutta, the streets of Calcutta?
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But when she passed away, in her journals you read that she had a
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lot of trouble with prayer, that though she did pray, she didn't
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hear the voice of God as much as she wished that she had.
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And very often she couldn't sense the presence of God, even
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though she was doing the ministry of God in the streets
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of Calcutta. But she wanted more of Jesus.
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That's the difference. There was a desire there, no
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hunger to know more of Jesus. Even though there was a
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disappointment that she wanted more and wasn't experiencing
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more, there was a desire. That's the vital sign we're
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looking for here. Do you want more of God?
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Do you want more of God, or are you comfortable in the place
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that you are at a distance from God?
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That's a very important question for us to consider.
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Are we comfortable in behavior that is clearly not of God's
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behavior that we would consider sinful?
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No. For example, how are we dealing
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with our money? How are we?
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How are we? You know, we might think, well,
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I'm just very frugal and I'm a good steward of the money, but I
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will not part with my money. I will not be generous.
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God calls us to be generous on every occasion, and yet am I
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generous? Maybe you're in an inappropriate
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relationship right now. You're you're doing stuff that
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you know you shouldn't be doing, but you're comfortable there.
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You're OK with it. That's a sign of spiritual
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death. Maybe you are just locked up in
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bitterness towards someone who has hurt you or maybe someone
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that you love and you cannot forgive them and you will not
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forgive them and you're comfortable in that place, not
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forgiving, which is totally, you know, in, in offence to the
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commands of God. That's a sign of spiritual
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death. Maybe it's pornography, maybe
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it's gambling, maybe it's some other addiction that you seem to
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be quite comfortable in right now and it doesn't bother you
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that it's a great offence to the God who has made you.
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That's a sign of spiritual death.
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But, and here's the big butt, if it does bother you, maybe you
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are locked into. Maybe you're in bondage to to to
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porn or gambling or whatever it might be or to unforgiveness.
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But you don't wanna be. I want to know Christ.
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I wanna grow closer to Christ. That is a sign of spiritual
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life, even if there is a challenge to follow through on
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it. And so we're called.
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Scripture calls us to acknowledge that fact and to
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confess our sin and to cry out to God and he will save all
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those who call to him. Flee it and then flee.
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Flee from it with, with everything we have.
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OK, we gotta, we gotta keep moving here.
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Verse 23. I'm torn between the two,
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whether it's better to live or whether to die.
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I'm torn between the two of this part of my life, a desire to
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depart and be with Christ, which is better, but by far.
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But it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body,
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convinced of this. I know that I will remain and I
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will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the
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faith, so that through my being with you again, your boasting in
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Christ Jesus will abound on account of me.
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That's where we're stopping. Last vital sign is love.
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It's love. I want the best for my Bros and
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sisters in Christ, right? I want the best for those who
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also call themselves Christians. This love, listen to it here, he
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says. You know, hey, even though my,
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my preference would be to be with Jesus Christ, I'm gonna be
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put here and I'm gonna rejoice over because I'm gonna be here
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helping you to progress and to find joy in your faith.
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Paul had found the secret of joy and it was the joy of seeing
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others joyful as a result of what he has done and you see it
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all the way through this letter, his deep love for the people of
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God. Look back in verse 3 says I
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thank my God every time I remember you in all my prayers
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for all of you. I always pray with joy because
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of your partnership in the gospel.
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Down to verse 7, he says. It is right for me to feel this
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way about all of you, since I have you in my heart.
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And then down to verse 8, he says God can testify how I long
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for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.
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The apostle Paul, he loved the people of God and he showed it.
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He had a desire. I want what's best for you.
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That is a sign of spiritual vitality.
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It's actually, you know, what's explicitly spoken and in first
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John chapter 3 verse 14, it says this.
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We know that we have passed from death to life because we love
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each other. Sign of spiritual life is that
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of that we've crossed over from death to life is that we love
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each other. He's referring to love.
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He's talking, I mean love in general with all people.
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That's a given. But he's talking specifically
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about our love for other followers of Jesus Christ.
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Anyone who does not love remains in death.
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So what's the contrast here? If love is the sign of spiritual
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life, what's the sign of spiritual death?
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There's a lack of love that our love is has grown cold, that I'm
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now turned inward. My concern is for me and not for
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you, not not for others. And I have no real desire and
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don't feel really any need to connect with other followers of
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Jesus Christ to have fellowship with him.
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I'm perfectly content to come and worship on a Sunday morning
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because it's between me and God. But this between us and and each
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other, I'll leave that. I'll leave that for someone
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else. Now, you may have been burned by
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someone in the church. You may be in a season if you're
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a follower of Jesus. There are seasons where we may
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have trouble enjoying fellowship with other believers, and that
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can be OK for a time, but that's A season that's gonna pass.
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I'm talking about long standing lack of desire to love other
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fellow believers. That's a sign of spiritual
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death. But if there is a desire, even
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if we have trouble following through on it, which me
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everybody does, that's a sign of spiritual life.
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OK, so let's, let's just step back from this just for a minute
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and realize that Paul is in incredibly stressful and
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difficult circumstances right now.
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I mean, I, I, I can't visualize a more, a more stressful
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situation, but notice how he approaches it.
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There's no poor me going on. He's not grown inward.
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He's not blaming God for what he's going through, what's
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happening. He sees this as an opportunity.
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It's an opportunity to get the word out and to get to know
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Jesus more and an opportunity to love my brothers and sisters in
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Christ. Like here he is.
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He's in prison. If if you're this could be your
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last days, you're gonna be executed.
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What's he doing? He's writing a letter to
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encourage other believers in Jesus Christ like with is that
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what you and I would be doing now?
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I just think this is that's a sign of spiritual life right
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there. Now we're going to find
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ourselves continually in places that we would rather not be,
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right? Whether it's in a hospital room,
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whether it's, you know, we're in a job that we don't like or
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we're in a family that we can't handle or whether we're in a
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school that we don't fit in. You know, we we're in those
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kinds of circumstances or maybe we're in jail.
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How will we respond and what response will that be?
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Will it show signs of life or signs of death?
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And here's that invitation, that Jesus saying, come and have
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life, come and have life. Believe me who I am, what I've
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done for you. Believe me that I've got you
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covered, because when you know you, I've got you that God's got
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us covered. Then we can go about getting the
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word out in drawing close to Christ and to love others.
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It's only when we believe that, when we know that, when we see
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that in other people, when we see these signs of, of life,
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spiritual life and other people is not encouraging, is it not
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inspiring. Dave, would you mind, mind
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joining me up here? Yeah, come on up.
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I know when the last time is you had a conversation with my
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friend Dave Snow, but we're gonna have a little mini
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conversation with him here today because you will likely have not
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left that conversation without in some way being inspired.
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So Dave is a member of Forest View and let's see here.
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We good, there is life. OK, there we go.
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That's here. But but some, some who are here,
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Dave, may not know about your recent diagnosis and what are
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the treatments that you're doing right now.
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Just give us a little little update.
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Great, so last year about this time I started to feel really
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itchy all over my body. Said something to my Doctor
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Who's also a believer and he started to put me suit.
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Through some tests everything came back negative.
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He gave me a save for the itchiness and that carried on
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and on. And then around August of last
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year, I just started to feel myself getting a little bit
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weaker, notice that I had some more weight loss and sent my doc
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an e-mail. And I said, doc, I, I think, I
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think something's not right here.
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I need to get tested some more. And I said, if we tested for
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everything, he said, I'll get started.
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And so they did. They did the blood tests and I
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went back and forth for blood tests and various testings.
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He gets me back into his office in September.
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He says, Dave, he said, we've tested for everything.
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You keep coming back negative. And I said, Doc, I'm feeling a
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little bit of abdominal pain as well.
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I said, have we tested for pancreas and liver?
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And he said, no, I have not yet ruled out either of those.
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And I said, well, I said I'd feel better if we did.
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So I guess a couple weeks later, he sends me an e-mail.
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He says, listen, tomorrow I'm in the emergency at Lincoln over
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here. And he says, why don't you come
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by and I'll get you in for a CAT scan.
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So so I did. And ironically, that particular
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day was feeling even more pain. I felt like there was something
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not right. And true enough, I had a bladder
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infection as it turned out. And but he put me through the
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CAT scan, through the whole process of being in the
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emergency, came back to me that night and said probably around
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midnight and said, and he looked like death warmed over.
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And he said, Dave, he said, you've got a bladder infection,
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he said, but there is a a spot on the pancreas.
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And he said, he said it doesn't look good.
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And he said you've also got a, a blood clot in the pancreas as
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well. I said, and I could tell he
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looked guilty. And I said, doc, I said, are you
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feeling bad here? He said, I feel terrible.
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I said, don't. I said, Doc, I am prepared for
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this moment. I feel zero fear and no despair.
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I said, and you know as well as I, we have a promise of eternal
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life. So this is just another day at
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the office. I said I don't want you feeling
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bad. It's all good.
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What's the next step? So that's where we went from
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there. Yeah.
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So pancreatic cancer. They later determined it was
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stage 3, where I'm at right now as I finished my 2nd chemo
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treatment. Tomorrow is in fact the third
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chemo treatment. And if I may, first of all, if
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you ever feel extreme itchiness, take it seriously because as I
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read more and more about it, it's typically an early warning
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sign for cancer. And then abdominal pain is also
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not good. But the good news is, if you're
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going to get sick, this is absolutely the best place in the
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world to get sick because the care is over the top.
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It's amazing, absolutely amazing.
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And the other thing to say about chemo is everything I'd heard
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was negative, but I don't feel negative.
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Had abdominal pain, I had back pain, all kinds of stuff before
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the chemo. And since the chemo started back
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on December 12th, I've had no back pain, no abdominal pain, no
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nausea, no nothing. The 1st 7 to 10 days is really
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bad fatigue after the chemo and then I feel like the first day
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of spring. So today I feel great.
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If it wasn't for the weight loss, I'm ready to run in the
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Olympics tomorrow. Except tomorrow's chemo day, so
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it ain't happening, right? So.
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But Dave, you've been given a diagnosis.
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Did they give you a time frame and how?
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Right. So the good news is stage 3
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means it's not stage 4. The other thing was they felt
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that it had not spread to other organs.
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So Amen to that. And and their hope is that they
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shrink it and then remove it. But listen, pancreas is a death
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sentence. It's let's less than 1% chance
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of survival. My prayer is not, I don't even
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think in terms of healing. My level of gratitude is off the
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charts for each day that I get. But also I feel prayers.
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I feel your prayers. I, I really do.
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It's very empowering. It's been incredible.
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This feeling of immense gratitude that I have total,
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complete lack of fear and despair and knowledge and
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conviction of not only my salvation, but the promise of
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eternal life is a beautiful thing.
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And so you know what I'm loving every day.
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It's all good. Where were we?
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I think you covered it bro. Definitely there's, you know,
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when I read these words of Paul, you know to live as Christ, to
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die is gain. If I'm to go on living in the
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body, some more fruitful labour for me.
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Yet what shall I choose? I do not know.
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I'm torn between the two desired apart with Christ, which is
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better by far, I think of you. Dave, Yeah.
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Thank you. Listen, I I can't, I can't say
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enough about what a blessing it is to be at this church.
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From day one, from the moment I set foot in here, I felt
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welcome. This church is an amazing
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church. I've always felt it was a
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special place. So thank you.
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Thank you. Thank.
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You thank you. You're a man of great.
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You're a man who's, you know, getting the word out.
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Be sure and continue to do that. But your man of great faith,
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yes, I know you believe in healing.
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Yes. Well, I, you know, it's, it's a
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funny thing. People, you know, think, OK, I'm
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always praying for you. To be honest.
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That is not something I ever think in terms of.
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I feel healed. The healing is, you know, first
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of all, his will be done. I told Jacob today, play that
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song. Your will be done every Sunday.
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I'm happy. But you know, the you know, the,
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the wonderful opportunity I've had in sharing my sickness is,
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you know, I feel worse for the people I'm telling than I do for
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me. But it's a wonderful open door
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to plant seeds. I don't think in terms of
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leading people to Christ. I never really have, but I do
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think in terms of seed planting, seed planting, seed planting.
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And I even tell people that I'm sharing when I share the story
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of the cross, I say, listen, I'll be honest.
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I I love to plant seeds. The day will come where every
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knee will bow and every tongue will confess Jesus Christ is
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Lord. I said, so right now I'm giving
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you the truth. You may not see that, but I'm
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preparing you to make the right decision when that time comes.
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And so that is what will happen. You now have that information.
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You'll be able to refer back to it.
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And on that day, you will make an 11th hour decision for
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Christ, no different than the criminals who said, Lord, take
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me with you. And Jesus said today you'll be
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with me in paradise, right? Yeah.
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So it's a beautiful thing. Yeah, it's good.
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It really is a beautiful. Thing.
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Anything else you want to share with the congregation, just give
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the opportunity. You shared quite a.
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Bit I. Do yeah.
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Yeah. One more thing I want to share,
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and that is that, you know Daniel, when he prophesied in
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420 BC that Mashia would come before destruction of the Second
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Temple. Well, 490 years later, 7 * 70
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biblical numbers. Of course the Romans destroyed
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the Second Temple 40 years earlier.
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You're sure was crucified. Another biblical #40 And so you
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could Google, and I did this morning, you could Google the
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last year that God received animal sacrifice from the Jews
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on Yom Kippur, and you'd probably get two different
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answers. There's only 1 truthful answer.
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1 might be that it would be a D70 when the Second temple was
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destroyed. But no, that's not the truth.
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The truth is that the last time God received animal sacrifice,
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there were four points of confirmation that that God sent
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to the Jews so that they would know to always sacrifice on Yom
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Kippur. That is the Jewish Day of
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Atonement. The last year of animal
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sacrifice was 30 AD. The Jews have not sacrificed
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animals on Yom Kippur since 30AD, and of course we know why.
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Doesn't get any better than that.
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Doesn't get any better. Proof of God is everywhere.
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Yeah, proof of God is everywhere.
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Yeah, Father, we thank you for David and we thank you that his
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heart is still singing over the beauty of the gospel of Jesus
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Christ and we pray that you would meet him in the place that
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he is a prayer of blessing on on every part of his life.
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We pray you administer to to Carol as well.
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Father, we thank you for the life that is being lived that
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magnifies Jesus Christ. Lord, we do pray for healing for
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day. We pray that he would have many
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more years of life on this planet, but Lord, we thank you
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that he is in your hands and He knows it.
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Continue to magnify yourself through him.
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We thank you. In Jesus name we pray.
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Amen. Amen.
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Thanks brother. Bless you, Erwin McManus.
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Probably inspired by the movie Braveheart.
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You know William Wallace, he said.
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You know, the real tragedy is not that we might die young, but
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that we might live to old age and not truly live.
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Jesus Christ is calling every single one of us to life, to the
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fullness of life in Him. Are you alive in Christ?
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Are you have you crossed from death or life?
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Are you experiencing that life? Maybe there's a pulse but you're
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barely breathing. Maybe you're bodies, maybe
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spiritual bodies is growing a little bit cold.
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How do we restore those vital signs?
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Just wanna close. Just with just a couple of
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things. First of all #1 bar none.
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Absolutely critical. We need to, if we're in that
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place where we see more signs of spiritual death and spiritual
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life, we need to call a code blue.
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If you're, if you're from the medical community, you know, a
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cold code blue is like this is a critical medical emergency that
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requires immediate attention. Like it's not something that can
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be pushed off. It's like now something has to
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be done and I'm going to turn to the one who can heal me, and
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that is the Lord Jesus Himself. And to call on his name, to call
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on his name to give you life, to breathe new life into you,
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that's number one. That's number one.
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Maybe it means seeking out the council of another wise believer
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and just to process these things together.
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But do something now and do not focus on the behaviors.
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OK, I need to. I better read my Bible more.
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I better be more generous. I need to, you know what?
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That's the outward stuff. That stuff comes as a result of
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the desires that change in our heart.
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We need to recognize that there are desires in our life that
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militate against these desires. Getting the Word out, knowing
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Christ more, loving other people.
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There are other desires that we have that rival those desires,
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and those are the desires we need to put on the altar.
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We need to acknowledge them and confess them and turn from them
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and ask for God's healing from them.
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That's where change happens. That's when we crossover from
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life to death. That's when new spiritual life
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is breathed into us. So we what we need to do is take
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the the medicine of the gospel of Jesus Christ.
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We need to hear that word of Christ and believe it, that He
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loves you, that He cares for you, that He knows you, that He
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knows exactly what your struggle is, and that He has clothed
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himself with flesh and has lived the life that we were intended
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to live. But all of us feel miserably at
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doing it. And He has had all of our sins
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nailed to the cross with Him, and He's brought them to death.
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And He has risen from the dead to conquer sin and death, to
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make a way for us to experience new life for all of us who put
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our trust in Him. No condemnation, not a sin being
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counted against us. We have the approval of our
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heavenly Father, and it requires nothing on our end to do.
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No works can get that. It's a gift of eternal life.
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Let that gospel captivate you. Don't just hear from me.
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Get seriously read a few places in the Bible.
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Just recommend a few places. Romans chapter 8 might be a good
Romans 8 chapter mention
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passage to reflect on Romans 8. Another one, art preached on it
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before Ephesians chapter 1 and two, another great place to
Ephesians 1 chapter mention
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reflect on maybe John chapter 3. Reflect on these and allow God
John 3 chapter mention
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to speak to you and bring it to that place.
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A full acceptance of him. Thank him, thank the God, the
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Lord, celebrate him. Surrender your life to Him and
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purpose to worship Him. Let's pray, Let's pray.
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Father in Heaven, thank you for the gift of physical life, and
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we thank you, Lord, for the gift of spiritual life to all who put
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their trust in you. Bring us to that place of
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fuller, deeper trust that we would be so inspired that we
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would want to get the word out about Jesus.
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Lord that we would want to know you more in the joy of walking
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with you. And Lord, that we would have a
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love for your people and a love even for our enemies.
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There is a sign that heaven really has entered our heart.
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Call us to life, we pray in Jesus name, Amen.