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Worship Through Imperfection | Pastor Paul McGee

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  1. Welcome to the first Apostolic Church podcast.

  2. Our church mission is to love as God loves showing compassion

  3. every soul, thus winning those souls and equipping them to be

  4. sent out to plant and to harvest.

  5. Thank you for joining us today and we hope that you are blessed

  6. by today's podcast. Greetings in Jesus name this

  7. morning. Amen to everyone and sound my

  8. voice. You can be seated this morning

  9. for a little bit here today before we get started here this

  10. morning. Glad to have each one of you A

  11. man thankful for those who over the our absence of that filled

  12. in Bishop filled in on a couple occasions.

  13. I'm losing papers here. Amen.

  14. And we thank him for doing that. And Brother Mason, of course,

  15. ministering last Sunday night to our graduates.

  16. Such a great time. Brother Zach.

  17. Haven't had a chance to listen Brother Zach yet.

  18. Hear that on Wednesday that took care of things, but I know that

  19. it was no doubt good. I did have a chance to finally

  20. listen to Bishop. Amen on the family table, Amen.

  21. Which was excellent, Amen. And thankful for the Lord,

  22. speaking through him, Amen. Aren't you thankful for the

  23. Lord? Amen.

  24. Thankful for people that can fill in.

  25. I was up at the school actually this week and the principal up

  26. there asked me if there was anybody, if I had anybody that

  27. was in the bullpen whenever I was gone that could take care of

  28. things. I said absolutely said have

  29. probably about 5:00 or so individuals that can do that.

  30. And so I'm thankful that I have that.

  31. You know, I've said that a gazillion times, right?

  32. So I'm tired of hearing it. Well, get tired of it because

  33. I'm probably going to continue to say it over and over again.

  34. Amen. Thankful that people can fill in

  35. and this thing isn't just dependent upon one person and

  36. it's times when different ones, ones of us are gone that that's

  37. proven, Amen. That this is a collective effort

  38. and that there's other people that can take up the slack,

  39. Amen. And grateful for that, Amen.

  40. I'm having this iPads like yelling at me here today for

  41. whatever reason. So if it goes S, we'll just go

  42. on, Amen. Hallelujah.

  43. We're going to be turning to the book of first Samuel.

  44. First Samuel chapter #12 Thank you for God's protective hand.

  45. Yesterday was the closest I ever came to having a motorcycle

  46. wreck. I was headed over to gather eggs

  47. at my sister's house. She's on vacation right now.

  48. And so I thought, well, I'm just going to do that egg collection

  49. on the motorcycle. And so I went over and I turned

  50. at the junction to head toward Owensville.

  51. And as I was getting closer to Owensville, there were three

  52. cars that were traveling together.

  53. And at the time that this occurred, I would guess that

  54. that maybe they were 500 feet or so from me in the middle car

  55. pulled out the pass and I grabbed that both front and back

  56. brakes and brought her down quick so that I wouldn't go

  57. flying through the air, Amen. And so I'm thankful for God's

  58. protective hand, Amen. And and giving me the ability to

  59. react quickly, Amen. And so thankful to the Lord for

  60. that because I guarantee you at the impact, if they were going

  61. 60 and I'm going sixty 120, there would been a lot of feet

  62. that I would have traveled airborne, Amen.

  63. And thankful to the Lord, First Samuel chapter #12, Amen and

  64. verse #19 and I'm going to read today, we're going to read from

  65. the KJV and then I'm going to read from the home and Christian

  66. standard Bible from where my inspiration came from in the

  67. month of April. All right, this is kind of back

  68. from April. I keep AI keep just like a

  69. little composite notebook. Whenever I read my Bible, I mark

  70. in my margins, but I also write if there's a scripture that

  71. touches me in some way, I, I just begin writing on it.

  72. All right, as far as what I have read, and so I keep that

  73. composite notebook and I go back through there.

  74. Fred, I could hand it to you and you'll see where I went back and

  75. wrote the title of the sermon and when I preached it, you

  76. know, this is a lot of things comes birthed out of.

  77. Again, I've told you before reading my Bible, I don't

  78. necessarily go looking for sermons.

  79. They come find me, all right, just by reading the word of the

  80. Lord. So I'm going to read from the

  81. KJV and then I'll read from the HSSBHCSB.

  82. All right, The Bible says in First Samuel 12 and verse #19

  83. And all the people said unto Samuel, Pray for thy servants

  84. unto the Lord thy God, that we die not, for we have added unto

  85. all our sins this evil, to ask us a king.

  86. Samuel said unto the people, Fear not ye have done all this

  87. wickedness, yet turn not aside from following the Lord, but

  88. serve the Lord with all your heart, and turn ye not aside.

  89. For then should ye go after vain things which cannot profit nor

  90. deliver, for they are vain. If you'll bear with me and to

  91. the mission, you might just go back through those so they can

  92. see where we're at here in the other version of the Bible,

  93. verse 19, it says they pleaded with Samuel, prayed to the Lord

  94. your God for your servants, so we won't die, for we have added

  95. to all our sins the evil of requesting the king for

  96. ourselves. Verse 20, Samuel replied, don't

  97. be afraid, even though you have committed all this evil, don't

  98. turn away from following the Lord.

  99. Instead worship the Lord with all your heart.

  100. The King James says serve, worship.

  101. They're interchangeable. Really.

  102. If you'll remember, whenever the adversary was tempting the Lord

  103. in the wilderness, the Lord's response to him at one time says

  104. you're going to worship the Lord with all your heart, Him only

  105. shalt thou serve. And so paralleling worship was

  106. serving. And so he says, instead worship

  107. the Lord with all your heart. Verse 21, Don't turn away to

  108. follow worthless things that can't profit or deliver you.

  109. They are worthless. Amen.

  110. With the help of the Lord this morning I want to minister this

  111. worship through imperfection. If I can make it more personal,

  112. it'd be worship through your imperfection.

  113. Worship through your imperfection.

  114. Amen. Let's go to the Lord in prayer

  115. today. Father, I thank you again,

  116. y'all, for the opportunity, Lord, to be in this house.

  117. We're thankful, Lord, for those who have gathered together.

  118. God, we turn our thoughts and our attention, Lord, toward your

  119. word now. Let something in these pages of

  120. Scripture, Lord, be inspiration and guidance and direction, God,

  121. for our lives will not fail to thank you, Lord, for what you

  122. accomplished through your Word. It's established and forever

  123. settled in heaven. God, let it become settled in

  124. our hearts and lives today and will not fail to thank you,

  125. Jesus, for what you do in the name of Jesus Christ, that I

  126. pray, Amen. Everyone say Amen.

  127. You may be seated this morning. Amen.

  128. Good to have Danielle with us this morning.

  129. Her. And of course, Jessica was here

  130. last week too. And Tatum, we don't want to

  131. forget Tatum and her friend Allie.

  132. They're both 6:00 today that I mean, not today, but they are

  133. both 6. And Allie is a little taller

  134. than Tatum. I learned all of that before

  135. church, Amen, this morning. And so we're glad even to have

  136. each one of them today in the House of the Lord.

  137. Amen. First Samuel chapter #12 The

  138. verses that I read in your hearing, there were some things

  139. that occurred or happened prior to those 3 verses that got them

  140. to this point of pleading with Samuel that he would pray for

  141. them. They didn't just start from the

  142. start line as that, but there was some things that happened

  143. that got them to the place that they would request prayer from

  144. Samuel and that Samuel would answer them back and give them

  145. the advice that he had given and that they would take some

  146. credence in Samuels advice. There were some things that

  147. occurred for the whole nation of Israel at this time.

  148. They are during a time of transition.

  149. In many ways they have been for I think of the Scripture at

  150. different times tells us like 430 years.

  151. I believe it was was the time of the judges when they would have

  152. various different judges that would serve and judge and

  153. instruct and help them in their walk and relationship with God.

  154. But the children of Israel had come to a place in their

  155. journey. Brother Rhys that they asked if

  156. they could have a king over them.

  157. Prior to this time, even when they had even a judge, they

  158. still operated under a theocracy, meaning that they

  159. were God governed, God directed right.

  160. Even having a judge, they knew that their true help and

  161. guidance came from the Lord. But now they were asking for a

  162. king. And one of the reasons why they

  163. did this according to scripture, they said, we ask of a king

  164. because we wish to be similar or like the other nations that are

  165. around us. We, we, we would like, they have

  166. kings and they have people to serve over them and give them

  167. direction and they look to them and we, we would like to have a

  168. king as well. Number one, and and this is not

  169. part of my notes, but Please note well that you have one foot

  170. on a banana peel, maybe one on solid ground when you're wanting

  171. to emulate the culture around you rather than what?

  172. God has called you to be all right, Amen.

  173. But But that said, no, we, we would like to have a king and,

  174. and so all of this is going to take place.

  175. God grants their wish, Amen. Sometimes God.

  176. Gives you what you ask when it's even not what you need because

  177. you're so consistent in your asking.

  178. He says, I'll give it to you and let you see for yourself.

  179. While it had been best not to have it.

  180. And so God allows them to have a king none the less.

  181. And so as a result of all of this, the time of the judges is

  182. coming to an end. The time of their involvement is

  183. coming to the end because they're going to have a king

  184. now. And so Samuel has been a judge

  185. in Israel for years. We understand in Scripture, in

  186. the beginning of the book of Samuel, it was this boy that

  187. Hannah had prayed to God for, whose womb was shut up and by a

  188. miraculous moving of God, opened her womb and allowed her to have

  189. this boy Samuel. And she made a a, a, a, a.

  190. Deal, if you will, with God. If you'll give me a son, I'll

  191. turn around and give him to you. And as the number of his days

  192. would grow older, he was probably somewhere around three

  193. or four years old whenever she went to the temple.

  194. And he dedicated that child unto the Lord, and said, He is yours.

  195. And Samuel lived at the House of God.

  196. He, he, he was there. It was there at the House of God

  197. that he learned the voice of God.

  198. He became acquainted with the word of God.

  199. He became very instrumental in the history of the nation of

  200. Israel. As a matter of fact, there are

  201. different areas you can read in Scripture.

  202. The Bible says that Samuel served the Lord Amen.

  203. In this capacity would be in some aspect all of his days.

  204. And so he had given much of his life.

  205. If you think for a moment, it was Samuel that was instrumental

  206. in getting the nation of Israel's first king, which was

  207. was solved. It was, it was Samuel who

  208. advised Saul during his kingship.

  209. It was Samuel who then anointed their second king, David.

  210. So very well, at least we don't know the exact number, the

  211. Scripture doesn't say. But no doubt for at least 40 or

  212. so years, Samuel had served as a judge.

  213. And now he stands before the nation of Israel with this

  214. request of a king. And that has been granted.

  215. And he's basically telling them this.

  216. He says I'm standing before you now.

  217. I've served you as a nation for years.

  218. I've given up my time, I've given up my resources.

  219. I stand here before you as an old man, the Bible, you can read

  220. the verses of Scripture before I text.

  221. He says I'm a grey headed man right now.

  222. I've I've seen you as a nation in your UPS and I've seen you as

  223. a nation in your downs. I've seen you in your successes

  224. and I've seen you in your mistakes.

  225. What he's saying is I've been around the block a few times.

  226. This isn't my first rodeo. I've I've been in a place of

  227. observation of this nation for many years.

  228. And so and he says prove me now, if you will, all these years

  229. that I have served you and given to you, have I ever taken

  230. anything from any of you and not repaid it back to you?

  231. Have I ever defrauded any of you?

  232. Have I ever taken a bribe among any of the people?

  233. Have have I done any of these things to you during my time of

  234. being a judge and rulership before you and the people

  235. answered with a resounding no, no, Samuel, you, you've always

  236. been honest and you've always been true and you've always

  237. looked out for our best interests and you've not taken

  238. advantage of us. And and so Samuel is really just

  239. building a stage right here. If that is your observation of

  240. me, if that that's your concept of me all these years that I've

  241. served you, that I've been honest and true to you.

  242. He says, then listen to what I got to say right now.

  243. If I've never done you wrong, then listen to what this Gray

  244. haired old man has to say right now.

  245. You're you're telling me that that I'm honest.

  246. You're telling me that I I'm dependable.

  247. You know what Samuel was doing. He was underscoring his own

  248. credibility among the people. He says listen what I got.

  249. Let my years of experience of what I've observed concerning

  250. the righteousness of God concerning you all what his

  251. righteous acts. Let me, let me please recall and

  252. recount. Amen.

  253. Some things to you. He says if you will remember

  254. everybody, just stay with me. It's going to take me just a

  255. little bit. He says if you'll remember, you

  256. were a people that for 400 years was enslaved by Egypt and it was

  257. God. And he underscores that it was

  258. God that advanced Moses and Aaron to come alongside you and

  259. be your deliverers. And after you were delivered, it

  260. was just a short time that at the base of Mount Sinai, you

  261. were creating a golden calf and you were, if you will, avoiding

  262. God and going toward false gods. He said, I understand that it

  263. was you during your wilderness journeys that it seems like day

  264. in and day out, there's complaint, there's grumbling

  265. about the conditions. You're saying you're lacking

  266. food, you're lacking water. And yet God is providing.

  267. He said, I understand that it's you, some of your ancestors that

  268. refused to even go and to the Promised Land whenever God had

  269. promised it unto them. He says there were times that

  270. you forgot God. He said, I'm telling you, if you

  271. trust me, listen to what I'm telling you.

  272. He said there were times that you forgot God.

  273. And God then would turn you over to an adversary.

  274. He, he would turn you over to Sisera or turn you over to the

  275. Philistines, or turn you over to the Moabites.

  276. And then you would cry out to God again, wanting some help,

  277. needing something, and he would deliver you.

  278. He had great leaders and other judges over you besides me, like

  279. Gideon and Jetta and Samson, that led you through some

  280. difficult times and hard times. And yet after the deliver would

  281. pass on and some would die, many of you fell back into adultery

  282. and other practices, he says. I know because I've been around

  283. for a while that Israel isn't a perfect nation and Israel isn't

  284. made-up of perfect people and that the time of the judges of

  285. repenting and being right with God and falling away from God

  286. and repenting again, it's still in our rear view mirror.

  287. I know that. I know that you have sinned

  288. repetitively and you have added mistakes to mistakes and even

  289. asking for a king to rule over you.

  290. That has been an additional mistake because you desire to be

  291. like other nations, he says. I know where you're at right now

  292. because right now you are feeling a little bit helpless.

  293. You're feeling a little bit like as a nation and a people, we

  294. just seem never be able to get it right.

  295. We're always making mistakes, we're always falling over our

  296. own feet. I know, I know you're feeling

  297. like maybe somewhere along the way that God is just going to

  298. snub you out all together because of your consistent evil.

  299. And so when the people hear all these words of an aged, Gray

  300. headed judge that they trusted and had credit, they begin to

  301. cry out. The Bible says Samuel, pray for

  302. us. Pray for us so that we won't die

  303. because we might have made the the cardinal mistake right now

  304. asking for a king when God was our king.

  305. Pray for us so that we won't die because Samuel, we've done it

  306. again. We've messed up again.

  307. The Bible says they told Samuel we've added to our sins.

  308. Do you understand what they're saying, folks?

  309. In order to add to sins, you've already had to sin.

  310. You got to add to something that's already there.

  311. Since we we've added to our sins, we're adding to a list of

  312. a long line of mistakes that even our ancestors have made.

  313. This isn't our first offense. This isn't the first time that

  314. we've loved up. But that old Gray headed Samuel

  315. arose when they made that plea and that request, who had seen

  316. all these things and observed all these things?

  317. And he began to open his mouth and spout some words of

  318. encouragement. The first thing that Samuel said

  319. to that people, he said fear not, fear not.

  320. I know it feels like you've tipped the scales.

  321. I know it feels like you can't do anything right, but don't be

  322. afraid, the old aged man says. And then he continues and says,

  323. you have done all this wickedness.

  324. If I'm the people, I'm like, woo Hoo, wait a minute, Samuel.

  325. I mean, I felt pretty good when you started out with the fear

  326. not, you know, I was I was feeling really responsible about

  327. everything and feeling really down on myself and feel like,

  328. you know, you're just a born loser and all this stuff.

  329. But when you told me fear not, you know, I felt some of the

  330. weight lift off my shoulder like I could stand a little taller

  331. again and said, but then you followed up with you have done

  332. all this wickedness. Where are we going here, Samuel?

  333. You tell me, fear not, but then you tell me, y'all, I'm

  334. responsible. I have done all of this witness

  335. and all this mistake. And Samuel, you're you're

  336. agreeing that I've done something wrong.

  337. Samuel, you're giving me ownership of my mistake.

  338. How's that supposed to make me feel better?

  339. I mean, you, you're just pointing out.

  340. Yeah, you lied. Yep, you cheated.

  341. Yep, you've been unfaithful. Yep, you revealed.

  342. Yep. You've been disobedient, Samuel.

  343. You may not have understood us, but we asked you to PRAY.

  344. Pray for us, not PREY. Prey on us.

  345. Samuel the age man, though sense of fear not you have done all of

  346. this wickedness and then he follows it up with this, he

  347. says, but don't stop following the Lord.

  348. He says you've lied, you've cheated, you blundered, you've

  349. denied. But don't stop following the

  350. Lord. You've made mistakes more times

  351. than sometimes. You've got things right, but

  352. don't stop following the Lord because the mentality of

  353. humanity and the tactic of our adversary, what he wants to use

  354. on us is this is that if you make a mistake, if you blunder,

  355. if you mess up, then you got to separate and get away from God

  356. because you're not worthy. There's shame, guilt and all

  357. that stuff and you just got to run.

  358. That is what your adversary would like for you to do is take

  359. your mistake and leave God. Take your phobia and leave God.

  360. But the aged man says this isn't my.

  361. That first time around the block, you don't need to somehow

  362. flub up and then leave God. You need to flub up and stay

  363. with God. You need to make your mistake

  364. and stay tethered to the map. Someone say, man, I'm telling

  365. you today it is the aspect of the adversary to have you just

  366. fall if you will, and trouble yourself with your mistake and

  367. say, you know what? I just can't worship the Lord

  368. anymore because I fluffed up. I can't worship the Lord anymore

  369. because I did XYZ or whatever. Honey, that is the mindset of

  370. the adversary. He's trying to separate you and

  371. get you away from the very thing you need.

  372. Honey, when you make a mistake you need.

  373. That's when we need God the most.

  374. When you flub up, that's when we need God the most.

  375. Someone came in. Samuel was urging him.

  376. He's a man of experience. Gray headed a node.

  377. Don't leave. God, because you've made a

  378. mistake doesn't mean you have to abandon God.

  379. Making your mistake emphasizes your need.

  380. For. God.

  381. He says, I'll tell you what you do, Israel.

  382. You take your own sinful carcass into the presence of the Lord,

  383. and you worship or you serve God.

  384. Right in the middle of your mess, you worship God.

  385. Even if it's a mess you've made, you worship God.

  386. You know what Samuel was trying to tell them?

  387. You can worship God amidst your imperfection.

  388. You can worship God even though you don't have it all together.

  389. You can worship God although you don't know the the answer to

  390. every question. You someone say, man, Samuel is

  391. very he's very tactical in this. He's not excusing listen, he is

  392. not excusing the fact that they send he said you did all this

  393. wickedness. He's he's owning that for them.

  394. He's he's not closing his eyes to it.

  395. You did what you did, but in the same moment, he's also saying, I

  396. can't ignore the fact that you can also still worship.

  397. You made the mistake, but you can still worship.

  398. Someone say Amen John 4 right. Jesus says I must need to go

  399. through Samaria. Samaritan's a mixed greed breed

  400. of people, Jew and Gentile, looked downed upon by the Jews,

  401. called dogs, didn't have much dealings with them.

  402. But Jesus says I must need to go through Samaria and he goes to

  403. the well which was Jacob's well. Think the Bible says that the

  404. 6th hour was it of the day and he's there and a woman who was a

  405. Samaritan meets him there and they begin to have conversation.

  406. The one with the other about drawing water in the world that

  407. they are at. Jesus speaks to this Samaritan

  408. woman who the Bible says he asked her.

  409. He says call your husband. She says I don't have a husband.

  410. He says you've rightly said you don't have a husband, said for

  411. you have had five husbands and the one that you're with now is

  412. not your husband, as you've rightly said.

  413. And so whenever they came to this conclusion of what's going

  414. on, let's back up and say this. She's made a few mistakes.

  415. She's made a few mistakes. But you know what Jesus begins

  416. to talk to her about? He says they that worship God

  417. must worship Him in spirit and truth.

  418. And the time cometh that the fathers.

  419. Seek of true worshippers, he starts.

  420. He learns about all this, and then he starts talking to her

  421. about worship. Why?

  422. Because he's indicating that sincere worship is something

  423. that God is seeking irrespective of our past sins.

  424. Someone say, man, you know what Jesus is conveying to her.

  425. I know you have a flawed life, but God is calling you to true

  426. worship. Jesus is saying, just like

  427. Samuel had said, you've done all of this.

  428. You've had five husbands and the one you're with now is not your

  429. husband. You've had broken relationship

  430. after broken relationship. But you know, the urging of

  431. Jesus to this woman is in the middle of all that worship God

  432. because listen, we've looked at this before, but let's remember

  433. it. Worship doesn't have anything

  434. really to do with you and your status.

  435. Worship has everything to do with the object being

  436. worshipped, in this case being God and his status.

  437. What does that mean? That means my life can be a

  438. mess. But he's still deserving of

  439. worship because worships not about me, not about where I am,

  440. not about where I am in life. It's about who he is.

  441. And as far as I know, he changes not.

  442. There's no variableness in him. There's no shadow attorney.

  443. So it don't matter where I am. He's still who he is.

  444. And you can worship in your perfection.

  445. Perfection. The one who is still perfect.

  446. Yeah. Look at it, look at the

  447. scripture. John 4 verse seven, Brother

  448. Mason. John 4, verse seven.

  449. There come with the woman of Samaria to draw water.

  450. Jesus saved to her, Give me to drink.

  451. Verse 9. Then saith the woman of Samaria

  452. unto him, How is it that thou being a Jew?

  453. I wouldn't say Jew. Ask a strength of me, which am a

  454. woman of Samaria, for the Jews have no dealings with the

  455. Samaritans. Now, when the Lord first started

  456. conversation with this one, he didn't cut to the chase, to all

  457. the negative aspects of her life.

  458. He didn't, he didn't confront all those things.

  459. He could have started there like, well, you really messed

  460. up. He didn't start there, though.

  461. He could have started harping on all of that, but he didn't.

  462. So what caused the confrontation here or or this meeting here?

  463. It's not so much that Jesus asked for something to drink,

  464. but it's that she recognized he was a Jew that was asking from

  465. her a Samaritan, something to drink here many times in that

  466. day their. Their.

  467. Robes a lot of times distinguished who they were and

  468. gave them distinction even between occupations, like a

  469. Carpenter robe could be different.

  470. Amen. Jews, gentiles, all these

  471. things, their robes told a story on their life.

  472. This woman knew who he was, no doubt had seen some indicators

  473. this is a Jew. And when she learned that he was

  474. a Jew, it made her uncomfortable when she realized he was a Jew.

  475. But her response to this realization made a difference,

  476. because she didn't hide. She didn't take her water pot

  477. and go home. She kept conversing until

  478. finally she says in verse 15, what does she say?

  479. They've been talking about this well in this water.

  480. She's talking to a Jew. She says, Sir, give me this

  481. water he's talking about. I got water to drink of.

  482. It would be a well in you springing up into everlasting

  483. life. She says Sir, give me this water

  484. in that statement, Sir, give me this.

  485. She is illustrating that he has something that she don't, not

  486. only that that he has the ability to share.

  487. Something with her that she don't have worship and all

  488. throughout the Old Testament, worship was basically this.

  489. Most times when you read about worship, it's always somebody

  490. falling down prostate before the Lord bowing.

  491. It's always illustrated in that there's the bowing that.

  492. That's the the the the. Bodily demonstration of worship.

  493. And when you do that, whenever two people come together and the

  494. first one to do that was doing this, I'm acknowledging that

  495. then this person is more superior.

  496. Than I am that's worship this woman says you got.

  497. Something I don't. You you, you're superior because

  498. you have. It you know what she was doing

  499. in the moment of her statement. Sir, please give me this water.

  500. She was a woman that had six men in her life at one time.

  501. But in the middle of her imperfection, you know what

  502. she's doing, Brother Malone. She's worshipping.

  503. She's worshipping, she's admitting.

  504. She's she's aspiring to do better, but she's worshipping

  505. through her own imperfection. Jesus tells of another story in

  506. scripture. He tells he actually shares a

  507. parable, the parables of the Pharisee and the publican.

  508. He says that they both come into the temple and they are praying,

  509. and that the Pharisee is is somewhat, well, not somewhat, he

  510. is quite. Self-righteous, Amen.

  511. As he hollers out to the Lord and says, the Lord, you know, I

  512. fast so many days a week and I give of this and that, and I'm

  513. not like some other people. I'm not like some other people,

  514. you know, like this publican over here, you know, other

  515. people like extortioners and unjust and adulterers and even

  516. this publican. Huh.

  517. So even in this Pharisee's words, he's trying to group that

  518. the tax collector or this publican that he has a flawed

  519. character. He he just like the adulterer

  520. and the unjust and the extortioner.

  521. He's just like all those people. Amen.

  522. He's just kind of throwing him in with.

  523. All of that group. But the publican or what's other

  524. known as as the tax collector, the Bible says that he stood

  525. afar off and he's beating his breast and his chest.

  526. He doesn't even. Have the will to lift his eyes,

  527. but he cries out and says, God be merciful to me, a Sinner.

  528. You know what he's saying is I don't have it all together.

  529. I've made some mistakes, I've had some flub UPS, I've made

  530. multiple errors, but be merciful to me God.

  531. Then the Bible says that Jesus said in that parable, he said

  532. those that are exalted, they will be made abased, but those

  533. that are abased, they will be exalted.

  534. What's he's referring to? He's saying that Pharisee came

  535. in high and mighty. He said, but that publican came

  536. in bowing, He came in abased. He came in worshipping.

  537. He didn't have it together, but he was worshipping through his

  538. imperfection because worship doesn't depend upon his status,

  539. it depends upon mine. Oh yeah, other places in

  540. Scripture this bears out even yet again, not just in the New

  541. Testament, it's also in the Old Testament as well and in the

  542. New. But another story that you might

  543. be familiar with is Mark chapter #5 The Bible says that Jesus is

  544. on his way to Gadara or the Gadarenes.

  545. Amen. There is a man who the Bible

  546. says is the demoniac of the Gadarenes.

  547. This man is known for living among the tombs.

  548. I mean, I know some people want water for property, you know, by

  549. the ocean or a river. This guy is like the tombs.

  550. That's what I mean. How morbid can you be for a

  551. place of residence? He says he's going to live among

  552. the tombs. The Bible says that he could not

  553. be down with fetter or chains of times.

  554. They tried, but he would pluck them asunder.

  555. They could not remain upon him. Or keep him.

  556. Bound. And so this is this man's

  557. condition. He's a demoniac.

  558. He cuts himself. The Bible even says he's a

  559. cutter. They can't keep him bound, and

  560. he lives among the tombs and the Bible.

  561. Says whenever Jesus showed up on the property and had

  562. conversation with this man, he asked the unclean spirit, Amen.

  563. What is your name at the spirit said, my name is legion, for we

  564. are many. Someone say Amen now legion.

  565. Not too long ago, I I listened. To Pastor Harold Hoffman.

  566. He just died recently and I wanted to listen to the last

  567. sermon he preached. I don't know.

  568. It's just one of those things. What's the last thing that

  569. someone says? The last chance they had before

  570. they died. And he spoke about this just a

  571. little bit in the sermon. He said a legion.

  572. Many of us know this legion is a military, Roman military

  573. detachment of soldiers or an army.

  574. It can be anywhere from 4000 to 6000 soldiers.

  575. So when this man says, my name is legion, for we are many.

  576. Quite possible then if at the least #4000 unclean spirits

  577. inhabited this man. Follow me here for a moment.

  578. We read in the book of Matthew that if a person has a singular

  579. unclean spirit and that spirit is bound and cast out, and that

  580. spirit walks through dry places, the Bible says, and then says,

  581. I'm going to go back to the place where I was cast out.

  582. See in it swept and garnish and not refilled and occupied by

  583. something that that spirit will take with it seven other unclean

  584. spirits and inhabit the vessel that it had before.

  585. So that whenever it comes back now there's not just one unclean

  586. spirit, but there are 8 unclean spirits.

  587. The one gets the seven. Now watch me if eight then

  588. spirits get cast out and they walk away and come back then to

  589. the place where they were cast out not being filled.

  590. The 8 get 7 Does everybody follow me 8 * 7 is 56.

  591. Then you have the seven original ones that were there.

  592. You have 64 unclean spirits. If the 64 get cast out, then you

  593. got. Each one of them getting 7

  594. within the original 64. That's 512.

  595. This thing grows exponentially. What I'm saying is this the man

  596. at Gadara? This wasn't his first mistake.

  597. Honey, you, you, you've done some playing around to

  598. accumulate at least 4000 spirits.

  599. Come on, hear me. You've done some playing around

  600. to accumulate that many spirits. You've added sin to sin,

  601. transgression to transgression. You flubbed up repeatedly.

  602. But the Bible says in Mark 5-6 that whenever that man filled

  603. with 4000 spirits saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshiped him.

  604. Why? Because you can worship in the

  605. middle of your imperfection. You can worship in the middle of

  606. your mistake. You can worship even though you

  607. don't have it all together because it's based on God's

  608. status and not your status. You can.

  609. Somebody needs to rise on this Sunday morning, lift up hands,

  610. give all and glory to God because he's worth it.

  611. Whether or not you're walking where you need to be, God is

  612. worthy of it, Samuels tell them you don't need to leave God over

  613. this. You need to worship God through

  614. this. Don't you think for a moment

  615. Samuel is an age man is looking at case studies through the

  616. years that he served. I've seen people make mistakes

  617. and leave God. I've seen that Israel, I've seen

  618. that Israel, he said. But that don't need to be your

  619. choice. You know, I because I've also

  620. seen people make mistakes and still raise hands, lift voice,

  621. bow in the presence of the Lord. And you know what, they're still

  622. there. They're still there.

  623. Listen, folk, here's the trace, he said.

  624. Don't do that. Don't leave God, because if you

  625. do, you're going to go to other things, vain things, worthless,

  626. meaningless things, he says, that can profit you nothing, he

  627. says. So do you want to take your

  628. mistake and your sin and then gravitate towards something that

  629. can't help you out of your sin and out of your trouble?

  630. It's worthless, he says. But if you keep worshipping God,

  631. at least your position close to someone who has eyes and sees,

  632. has a mouth that could speak, has ears in someone, say Amen.

  633. The accuser of the brethren that accuses day and night, the Book

  634. of Revelation says he's wanting to do his job well.

  635. He wants you to forfeit and say, well, I'm disqualified to

  636. worship. There's no such thing as being

  637. disqualified to worship God. There could someone off the

  638. street right now, today that has had one of the most hellish

  639. lives come in here and bow and worship the Lord, and nobody

  640. around here should bat an eye because it don't matter.

  641. Who you are, what you are or what you've done, Everybody has

  642. the opportunity to work. I can't believe they're up there

  643. worshiping because of XYZ. It's not about them.

  644. It's not about him. God, listen to me this morning.

  645. God would rather have you worship him in your imperfection

  646. than abandoned him altogether. Don't throw him the towel.

  647. Don't let the doors hit you as you go out and say I'm finished.

  648. No, no, no. Come back on Wednesday.

  649. Come back on Sunday morning, come back on Sunday night and

  650. get in a posture of acknowledging God to be God.

  651. Let me ask you really, what options does this demoniac man

  652. have? His only hope was to worship

  653. through his what would probably have been several wanderings,

  654. several mistakes. I'm urging someone in this place

  655. today. You need to learn to worship

  656. through your wanderings. Come to the Pew and stack your

  657. mistakes next to you and worship.

  658. Because if at least 4000 spirits couldn't keep a man from

  659. worshipping, why should we allow our mistakes and failures to

  660. keep us from worshipping? In scripture?

  661. I'm hurrying alone. Even Saul, the one that was

  662. anointed to be Israel's first king, he made a grave mistake.

  663. He made more than one mistake. But there's one in particular

  664. that seemed to be marked pretty indelibly upon what he could or

  665. could not do. Then for the Kingdom, he

  666. blatantly disobeyed God. Bible says he's instructed to

  667. the Lord go in battle against the Amalekites and utterly

  668. destroy all of them and all of their livestock and everything

  669. that would even pertain unto them.

  670. Many of you know the story, but the Bible bears out that instead

  671. of utterly destroying everything that he kept from some of the

  672. best in choice for the livestock even kept the king Agag and this

  673. was an error on his part, an error that scripture points out

  674. an error that kept him from continuing as king over Israel.

  675. As a matter of fact, the scripture says that the Kingdom

  676. would be stripped would be stripped from him.

  677. You can read of it in first Samuel 15 be stripped from him,

  678. but it's even in this instance and I'm going to read it to you

  679. this morning that Samuel, the one in who in verse 12 who is

  680. speaking to the nation. Fear not you have done this

  681. wrong. Don't abandoned God that Samuel

  682. even had to embrace his own words that God had spoken to

  683. Israel. Follow me here looking for

  684. Samuel chapter 15 Brother Mason. I don't remember if I put this

  685. up there, but if not, please follow along in verse #24.

  686. So all of this has happened. Saul has made a great mistake.

  687. So the verse says in verse 24. And Saul said unto Samuel, I

  688. have sinned, for I have transgressed the commandment of

  689. the Lord. This sounds very similar to the

  690. nation of Israel to Samuel a few chapters earlier.

  691. And by words, because I feared the people and obeyed their

  692. voice. So he obeyed the the voice of

  693. the people rather than the voice of the Lord.

  694. Saul did, he says, Now therefore listen to him, I pray thee,

  695. pardon my sin, and turn again with me, that I may worship the

  696. Lord. And Samuel said unto Saul.

  697. I will not return with thee, for thou hast rejected the word of

  698. the Lord, and the Lord hath rejected thee from being king

  699. over Israel, he said. You've made a mistake.

  700. Your mistake has had a consequence that you can't.

  701. Serve in a capacity that you were going to serve in.

  702. And as Samuel turned about to go away, he laid upon the skirt of

  703. his mantle. And it rent.

  704. And Samuel said unto him, The Lord, have print the Kingdom of

  705. Israel from thee this day, and have given it to thy neighbor of

  706. dying. That is better than thou.

  707. Verse 29. And also the strength of Israel

  708. will not. Lie nor repent, for he is not a

  709. man that he should repent. Verse 30 Then he said, Saul

  710. saying, I have sinned yet honor me now I pray thee before the

  711. elders of the people before Israel, and turn again with me,

  712. that I may worship the Lord thy God.

  713. Look at verse 31. So.

  714. Samuel turned again after Saul and Saul worshipped the Lord.

  715. This aged old man had told Israel you all sinned, but don't

  716. abandoned God. But then someone that he had

  717. laid his hands on through the instruction of the Lord, someone

  718. he had had his hands on, made a mistake and then is asking

  719. Samuel, turn with me, will you stand for me?

  720. But I know you're like always. You're like just the standard

  721. illustration, right? He's like, Samuel, I sinned,

  722. I've dishonored God. Will you turn with me so I can

  723. worship the Lord? Samuel says, I'm not doing that,

  724. You rejected God. I believe in the moment that

  725. Samuel is saying all this and verse 31, something comes back

  726. to him that Saul's worship isn't based on Saul.

  727. First he said, no, I'm not. I'm not turning.

  728. You reject it. You made a mistake.

  729. I'm not turning with you, for you can worship.

  730. Something clicked in and says Saul.

  731. Samuel's mind said wait a minute, worship isn't about him.

  732. And so by verse 31, when Saul implores again, will you turn

  733. with me? Samuel says, yeah, I'll turn

  734. with you because it doesn't matter what you've done.

  735. Nobody's disqualified from worship.

  736. Gone. So there's some things you're

  737. not going to be able to serve in anymore, but worship isn't one

  738. of them. There's some things that you're

  739. not going to be able to do anymore, but worships out one of

  740. them. You go on and do what you do.

  741. You can worship, you can't. You can't acknowledge God.

  742. You can't. Someone say man, God, I know

  743. you're upset over his failure. I know his disobedience strips

  744. him from the Kingdom. But I know, I know it doesn't

  745. disqualify him because in all of this, nothing about you has

  746. changed. Folks.

  747. I'm glad that God doesn't vary as we vary.

  748. I'm glad that there's not times that he abdicates his throne and

  749. gets off of it because we've, you know, abdicated our places

  750. being faithful people to Him. No, he is what he is and he will

  751. remain as he remains someone say man, where else where else would

  752. he go? Everything else is is useless.

  753. Everything else is vain. You can stay with me today.

  754. I'll try to come to a close best of my ability.

  755. So Samuel tells Israel, he says you, you need to keep your

  756. connection with God, because if you have been sinning, you have

  757. made mistakes and you've been entangled by all the antics of

  758. sin, then there's nothing else that you can.

  759. You realize this this morning, don't you?

  760. There's nothing else that you can turn toward and follow that

  761. can deliver you. They could turn from God and and

  762. go to Bell or Ashtura false gods, but those gods can't

  763. deliver them. They're like the Psalms 15 says.

  764. These gods that people make, they have eyes and ears and

  765. noses and mouths and all these things, feet, but they can't

  766. hear, see, speak, talk, help deliver.

  767. So they're they're listen. When it comes to deliverance,

  768. there isn't a Plan B. There's not a substitute.

  769. There's not another option. God is the only one that can do.

  770. What you need done, in fact. Listen, folks, if you've made

  771. mistakes, you're better off attempting to worship God in

  772. your imperfect state, then going headlong after other things that

  773. could never benefit you, never help you, never deliver you.

  774. Here's what I know in my years of experience upon this earth,

  775. that too many people have allowed their mistakes and

  776. sometimes their momentary failures in their minds to

  777. disqualify themselves from worshipping God.

  778. But I'm here to tell you today that worship isn't preserved for

  779. the perfect No, it's not. It's not reserved for them.

  780. The the demoniac of Gadera should demonstrate enough to us

  781. that there's no amount of imperfection that can disqualify

  782. you from worshipping God. What God does desire is your

  783. sincere worship, not your perfection.

  784. Some of you have flipped up because you think you got to

  785. approach him with perfection. Wrong.

  786. Approach him with sincerity to see that consequences pass.

  787. For me, Yes, so meant that it has consequences, but it doesn't

  788. have to sever. Your ability for worship, all of

  789. our failures, they don't change God's consistency and God's

  790. faithfulness. If anything, we're going to open

  791. these altars. If anything, recognizing again

  792. our failure should draw us closer to God.

  793. Allow it to draw you closer to God rather than building a

  794. barrier to worshipping God. What are you saying this morning

  795. to me? I'm saying this.

  796. You can approach God with your struggles.

  797. You can approach God with your failures.

  798. You can approach God with your mistakes.

  799. Knowing what? That he welcomes us as we are

  800. because worship is about him, the perfect God, not about your

  801. perfection. We and bow our heads in this

  802. place today. Somebody might be going through

  803. this time right now where they feel like they've been subpar

  804. concerning the relationship with the Lord.

  805. There could have been someone this morning that even question

  806. about coming to church because they've made some current and

  807. recent mistakes and shame and guilt was filling their life and

  808. and that's appropriate, but it should not keep you from coming

  809. into his presence because he's still worthy.

  810. You might have thought this morning.

  811. I thought about not coming just because X&Y&Z.

  812. Sure, ma'am, let me be a Samuel today and say don't abandoned

  813. God, Don't abandoned God. I've done wrong.

  814. You've done wrong. I'm not excusing that.

  815. But we're not ignoring the fact that you can worship.

  816. Please don't think that this is a congregation of perfection,

  817. because you'd be gravely wrong. This is a congregation of

  818. imperfection that humbles themselves to worship a perfect

  819. God. So the call is whosoever will,

  820. whatever stage of life you find yourself in, whatever error you

  821. may find yourself, come to him. Don't abandoned him because

  822. there's nothing outside of Him that can deliver.

  823. There's none outside of him that can help.

  824. There's none outside of him that can set you free.

  825. So bring your mistake, bring your struggle, bring your

  826. failure to the Lord and worship him.

  827. This altar is open. I wish as many as could we could

  828. come and worship today, right? We could bow down.

  829. We we could acknowledge him and and the all who he is, right

  830. God, I'm imperfect. And I come with a voice of

  831. sincerity. Today I've done wrong, I've

  832. sinned, I've made mistake. But you're still God.

  833. You're still the ruler of the universe.

  834. You're still the creator of all beings.

  835. You're still God. You're excellent.

  836. You're altogether lovely. You're everlasting to

  837. everlasting. I said silly worship you in the

  838. middle of my failure. I said silly worship you in the

  839. middle of my mess. It matters.

  840. I don't care what the trajectory of your life is look like.

  841. I don't care what a has happened between A&B, you might had an A

  842. moment you was here, now it's B you're here and then between

  843. there's been a lot of mess. That's all right.

  844. You can still worship whoever you are.

  845. You can still worship and God is well pleased with somebody that

  846. recognizes His superiorness and He's the only one that can help

  847. you where you are. He's the only one that can

  848. deliver you. He's the only one that can free

  849. you. Don't waste time on vain things.

  850. Don't waste time on worthless things.

  851. Don't waste time on meaningless things.

  852. It's in God, and you're not disqualified from worshipping

  853. Him. Let's talk to Him right now.

  854. Oh, He has a ear that draws near to the voice of sincerity.

  855. Yes, he does woo. Oh yes.

  856. It's not about me, God, It's about you.

  857. Thank you, Lord, for allowing this space.

  858. Still, I know, Lord, there's some things in my life that may

  859. disqualify me from some things, but it will not disqualify me

  860. from worship. And I'm going to take advantage

  861. of it. I'm going to honor you.

  862. I'm going to lift up my voice and say you are God and I am

  863. not. You are God and I am not.

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