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Self Worth Series - Part 1 | Pastor Paul McGee

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  1. I'm not trying to go and feed you from a fire hose, OK, but

  2. we'll try to make the most of four weeks.

  3. But nonetheless, we deem that we need to look at self worth.

  4. Because again, the more that I dig into this, this isn't just

  5. something that may would need to be for first Apostolic Church,

  6. but I believe this is something for the church or the society at

  7. large, society at large. Because somewhere along the way,

  8. every individual struggles to a degree with their their worth,

  9. where they are in the the hierarchy of what they feel like

  10. in the hierarchy of life. And so that's what we're going

  11. to concentrate on for the next few weeks.

  12. However, next Wednesday, the ladies are going to be shipping

  13. off the Gatlinburg for women's Esprit.

  14. And originally I was maybe perhaps going to be in that

  15. place of taking them, driving them down.

  16. So I scheduled brother Zach McGee to teach on that

  17. Wednesday. It looks like now I'm probably

  18. going to be here because we didn't think about Mariah going

  19. to and that just leave Trevor at home.

  20. And I love Trevor, but boys don't mature near as quick as

  21. girls do. And so just to keep all things

  22. on the even playing field that he'll get up and go to bed when

  23. he needs to and all that stuff, we're going to make a guy's few

  24. days of it, all right, and do that.

  25. So, but Zach will be here next Wednesday, although I will be

  26. here. We're keeping that appointment.

  27. He's going to teach. Amen.

  28. And we're going to be blessed by that.

  29. I'm not going to start out with a scripture tonight.

  30. I know sometimes that's troubling for some, but we're

  31. just going to dive in here this evening.

  32. I want you to use your imagination just for a little

  33. bit here tonight and imagine if you will buying a beautiful vase

  34. or if you're a real proper person.

  35. A beautiful vase. That's right.

  36. OK, We got to hit every spectrum as to what maybe a vase to 1 is

  37. a vase to another at a local market.

  38. And whenever you got this, it it, it is unique, it's

  39. handcrafted, it's very intricate with designs.

  40. There's a lot of vibrant colors on this that that catch your

  41. eye. But whenever you get home, you

  42. notice a small crack that's running along the side that you

  43. didn't see before. And for a moment you you begin

  44. to regret that you ever ever bought it.

  45. You think about as a result of that what you've discovered

  46. about hiding it in the corner. You've even entertained maybe

  47. throwing it away. But as time passes, you start to

  48. appreciate the vase more and despite the flaw of the vase,

  49. still holds flowers and it brightens up whatever room that

  50. it's in. And every time that you look at

  51. it, you're reminded of the artist, whoever it was, their

  52. intention and their care that went into creating this this

  53. vase. And you understand that the

  54. crack doesn't define the vase's value.

  55. It's still beautiful, still purposeful.

  56. Often times we view our lives like like that.

  57. They sometimes we get caught up in our flaws.

  58. What we see as our flaws. Maybe what other people say is

  59. our mistakes or things that we wish that we could change.

  60. And now we're really talking to people, right?

  61. Because how many times have you just thought that there was

  62. something about you that needed to be altered, whether it

  63. appearance, personality, hair color, the list could go on and

  64. on, but thought maybe you something that you wish you

  65. could change. And then we find out what in our

  66. lives. Guess who is the worst critic of

  67. you? You.

  68. We feel like sometimes that we're not good enough.

  69. You hear it all the time. Not good enough.

  70. You hear that? Maybe not that exact phrase, but

  71. it's said in many different ways.

  72. But just like the vase, we were created by our artist and our

  73. creator with intention as well, and he made us with care.

  74. Of course, I'm Speaking of God. And So what we're relaying then

  75. by this little metaphor tonight is this, that even our quote UN

  76. quote imperfections don't diminish our worth.

  77. Many times it's even some imperfections that really give

  78. something that's true beauty and its purpose still is illuminated

  79. through it in spite of what may be called quote UN quote

  80. imperfections. And so in our lesson tonight, as

  81. we begin to understand that we're created in God's image,

  82. we'll understand that our self worth isn't about being perfect.

  83. I think that's important, isn't about being perfect, but it's

  84. about in our state of imperfection that we've been,

  85. and this is my title, we have been uniquely designed and

  86. divinely loved. All right?

  87. And so it's essential I think tonight before we get in too

  88. deep and that is this. We need to discuss this evening

  89. what we're going to and what we're not going to talk about

  90. for the next few weeks. As we come here on Wednesdays

  91. nights, we are going to be teaching about self worth, not

  92. self esteem. I know that for many that might

  93. be like tomato, tomato, potato, potato, whatever, but I think

  94. it's more than that. The noun usage of the word

  95. esteem means respect and admiration, typically for a

  96. person. However, the noun usage of the

  97. word worth means the value equivalent to that of someone or

  98. something under consideration, the level at which someone or

  99. something deserves to be valued or rated for that matter.

  100. Throughout Scripture. Bishop.

  101. Whenever I read and I just did a little concordance run of the

  102. word esteem, I found out in the Bible in our King James Bible

  103. that the word esteem is never self orientated.

  104. It's never self esteem. Esteem is never self orientated.

  105. As a matter of fact in the Bible esteem is always others

  106. orientated. The Bible says in Philippians

  107. chapter #2 and verse #3 let nothing be done through strife

  108. or Vainglory, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other

  109. better than themselves. Also Paul writing to the church

  110. at Thessalonica said in First Thessalonians 513, he says and

  111. to esteem them, the them that is being referred to is in back in

  112. verse #12 that them are those that labor among you or those

  113. that are over you. He says to esteem them again, it

  114. is others orientated very highly in love for their work sake and

  115. be at peace among yourselves. Now I'm, I'm I'll try this last

  116. thing. Jack Kuhashek probably that's

  117. the first and the last time I'll say his last name.

  118. It's going to be Mister Jack from here on out.

  119. Mister Jack says the Bible does not emphasize self love,

  120. although it does affirm our value as individuals.

  121. Scripture denotes in Romans 12 and 3, and I don't know if you

  122. have this in the NIV for me, but in Romans 12 and three it says

  123. do not think of yourselves more highly than you ought, but

  124. rather think of yourselves with sober judgment.

  125. One might ask for what is sober judgment?

  126. And that's a good question. Sober judgment is a realistic

  127. appraisal of who you are. That means both the beauty and

  128. the beast, all right, the wonderful and the terrible, the

  129. the strengths and the weaknesses.

  130. But the fact of the matter is when we come with the reality of

  131. that sober judgment, whatever the outcome is, we have this

  132. confidence also according to the word that God still values us.

  133. Beauty and beast, wonderful, terrible strengths and

  134. weaknesses. Christ the scripture says you

  135. know this and this is simple but this applies to us And

  136. concerning self worth. Christ died for us.

  137. Christ loved us and die for us. Romans 5 tells us while we were

  138. yet sinners. Listen if that's the case, we

  139. for sure was in a imperfect and still are mind you a imperfect

  140. state yet valuable to God. Imperfect state, but value to

  141. God. Here's what you need to write

  142. down in your mind. You write anything down tonight,

  143. write this down. Value does not equal perfection.

  144. Value does not equal perfection. Or said differently, perfection

  145. does not equal value. Sometimes it's the distinct

  146. things, the worn things that champion the highest value.

  147. And So what we're dealing with today in our world, and I'll put

  148. this out as a disclaimer, although you all know this, I am

  149. not a therapist. I am not a degree therapist.

  150. I have friends who are therapist OK, and maybe pre adventure

  151. someone in the future will have them come and talk to us about

  152. these things. All right, But I am not I am not

  153. a therapist. But when I ever I look at the

  154. Bible and I look at the world today and what we are up

  155. against, the biblical view of self worth has been shadowed

  156. really by a mindset that's been dominating in in society.

  157. And sometimes it's even cultivated traditionally in our

  158. own homes, in our own families. There's a belief system in his

  159. book The Search of Significance. I can say this last name, Robert

  160. McGee, spelled just like mine, boils down our struggle as a

  161. twofold deception. This is this is the breakdown of

  162. self worth. This is what you struggle with

  163. when you struggle with self worth twofold deception.

  164. We believe our worth is based on our performance and then on

  165. others opinion about us. That's the two legs that self

  166. worth really rises or particularly falls on that we

  167. are going to be our our worth. Our value is based upon our

  168. performance and what others opinion are of us.

  169. Now here's the thing and and we know this, sometimes people are

  170. very forthright in sharing their opinion about right.

  171. Sometimes they are positive or it could be good or bad.

  172. I know sometimes we just form, you know, opinion of someone

  173. about you just has to be negative, but they don't have to

  174. be the case. It could be positive as well.

  175. So, so sometimes people share those things, but that doesn't

  176. whatever they say that don't even stop us from writing the

  177. dialogue of what we believe. They're really thinking about

  178. us. What I'm saying is this, someone

  179. can give you a positive assessment in their opinion

  180. about you and you can rewrite the dialogue of what was said

  181. and say, well, this is what they really did.

  182. They're being nice. That that is a that is a key

  183. indicator that we're struggling with somehow.

  184. We can't accept the genuine compliment as a genuine

  185. compliment. We got a pawn in office.

  186. Well, they're just being kind. Or if they really knew me, oh

  187. man, we're already deep. I'm filling the water up to the

  188. loins here right now, you know? Amen.

  189. And so when we struggle with self worth, what is the thing?

  190. We do not believe the best. We'd rather believe the worst.

  191. And so when we have this performance opinion approach,

  192. what that does then if if we're we buy for people's people's

  193. endorsement of our performance that we can do well enough to

  194. get a good star or, or we're there to hear what their opinion

  195. is. What that does then is make us

  196. addicted to people's approval, addicted to people's.

  197. So our life then rises and falls over approval or disapproval.

  198. And if it's disapproval, perhaps I didn't perform well enough in

  199. order to get the approval. We can even go further.

  200. A person that lives like that, it doesn't matter how grand

  201. their accomplishments have been. Matter of fact, they might be a

  202. person that anything they set their mind to, they can go out

  203. and do it and they can accomplish it.

  204. And then you would think, man, they're probably good because

  205. everybody sees what they have done.

  206. They get the approval of the people.

  207. But The thing is, in order to keep that feeling of self worth,

  208. they got to keep on being approved.

  209. So there's always got to be another task to fulfill, another

  210. goal to achieve, because it's through that that comes the

  211. approval of people. And that's the only way that

  212. they can survive in their own skin is for that constant

  213. approval. And so there's that rising and

  214. falling then with other people's opinion of us.

  215. And then sometimes we endure our own up and downs by our own

  216. opinions of us, whether it's real or not, whether it's true

  217. or not. If you'll remember, we got sneak

  218. a little genesis in here because this is where we're really at,

  219. right? Things created before the end of

  220. the sixth day in the creative chapters of Genesis were labeled

  221. as good. But after the events of the 6th

  222. day, which included the creation of humanity, God considered

  223. everything very good. Stop that label.

  224. Very good that fell even on the creation of humanity was a label

  225. on Adam and Eve when they had not done anything yet.

  226. There had been no performance, there had been no per SE

  227. achievement. There had been no dressing of

  228. the garden. They hadn't done anything yet.

  229. Yet He calls it very good. And so that means to me that

  230. God's evaluation must have been about them as human beings and

  231. not human doings. It was based upon just them

  232. being them without any achievement, without any

  233. performance that was taking place.

  234. And so as we know, we've looked at this in the in the past

  235. already in the book of Genesis. But here is humanity, man and

  236. woman, created on the same day as several other creatures on

  237. the 6th day. They're made from the same

  238. material, the dirt of the ground, the earth they fed.

  239. You all remember they feed at this point in time of their life

  240. on the same things that these other creatures have have fed

  241. upon. They both equally have a

  242. blessing of reproducing upon their life the creature and

  243. humanity as well. Yet the Bible denotes that man

  244. or humanity was created in the image of God and He was meant to

  245. rule and subdue all others. Genesis 127 that we read in our

  246. Bible. So God created man in his own

  247. image in the image of God created he Him male and female

  248. created He. Then the Hebrew word translated

  249. man is Adam or Adam, all right? It refers to not just the male

  250. portion of humanity as the verse specifies.

  251. It is man and woman, all right. Both genders, both sexes has

  252. been created in the image of God.

  253. Amen. You someone say me, I've been

  254. created in the image of God and I want to specify both male and

  255. female because I think that is important because some people,

  256. there's some macho men believe that self worth issues are just

  257. female issues. It's the only thing that applies

  258. to the females, but that's wrong.

  259. Amen. Anyone, Amen, male or female,

  260. can have doubts about who they are or what they value

  261. themselves. As matter of fact, we could

  262. spend a lot of time maybe here in Genesis 1 and verse 27 and

  263. try to define what the actual image of God, what that was

  264. referring to or what was that, what was meant whenever he said

  265. that we were made in the in the image of God.

  266. But suffice it to say tonight that what this entails is that

  267. there are some godly qualities. There are some godly qualities,

  268. whether seen or unseen, that you have in your life.

  269. Will you take that in for a moment?

  270. You have whenever you say you're not enough, and part of that you

  271. is godly qualities. Are you saying there's aspects

  272. about you that are the image and the likeness of God that's

  273. subpar? You have some godly qualities.

  274. That's a part of your life we share.

  275. They tell us we share 50% of our DNA with a banana and over 98%

  276. with a chimpanzee. We're made from the same ground

  277. as other creatures, but we're no closer to being a monkey than a

  278. banana, partly because God breathed life and to us unlike

  279. any other created entity in the book of Genesis.

  280. Your existence, my existence, is a result of God's action.

  281. Verse 21 of Genesis 1 tells us God made us.

  282. Verse 27 says that God created us, Chapter 2 verse 7 says that

  283. God formed us and most notably verse 7 says that God breathed

  284. in to us. Amen.

  285. We are the product of God and more than anything his breath

  286. came inside of us and we became a living soul.

  287. We have God qualities about us. The Old Testament.

  288. I've said this before, but the Old Testament uses two different

  289. words for labor. One denotes a raw unskilled

  290. labor, right? Somebody that's just kind of

  291. making their way through. But there's another word for

  292. labor that indicates skilled labor or work that is performed

  293. by a Craftsman. In the Old Testament, whenever

  294. the Bible speaks of the labor of God, it uses that second word,

  295. which means a skilled labor, a work that is performed by a

  296. Craftsman. Folks, when God formed you

  297. created you, right, breathed into you all of those things

  298. that you are not a unskilled laborer's work.

  299. You are not some raw unskilled laborers work.

  300. No, you are the creation. You are the craftsmanship of a

  301. very skilled laborer that knows what he is doing.

  302. I don't remember exactly where the verse is and this is nowhere

  303. in my notes, but I think it's in the book of Isaiah.

  304. The Bible speaks about the the Lord said he he made the dumb

  305. and that he made the mute. And that kind of takes us back.

  306. The Lord make the dumb and the mute, the people that were

  307. created that came forth that were dumb.

  308. And I'm not talking about intellectually, all right, And

  309. the mute, yes. And he says that's my handiwork.

  310. I did that. You know what that means?

  311. God doing that, that the dumb and the mute are valued.

  312. The dumb and the mute have worth just as much as the one that's

  313. born with Down syndrome or with there are some God qualities.

  314. Hey man, it's the work of a Craftsman.

  315. The book I'm filming the Holy Ghost here right now, the book

  316. of Ephesians 210 speaks about us and says for we are the

  317. workmanship of God. We are God's workmanship.

  318. Another word for that word, workmanship, is that we are

  319. God's masterpiece. Look at your neighbor, Say you

  320. look good. You're God's masterpiece,

  321. created unto good works now, Mr. John said.

  322. Mr. John said that a Craftsman in medieval times would work for

  323. months on a special piece that displayed his finest artistical

  324. skill, and finally, whenever the work was finished, he would

  325. present it to the craftsman's Guild and in hopes of achieving

  326. the rank in his profession of master and the work that he

  327. finished and would present would be his masterpiece.

  328. You and I are that work unto God.

  329. We are a workmanship, a masterpiece that the master

  330. Craftsman has very carefully and diligently fitted and put

  331. together this individual, this skin taupe skin, skin hue and

  332. this this eye color and and this body shape, this body shape,

  333. this muscle tone, this personality.

  334. He has fitted and formed this together.

  335. That's us again. God wasn't slapping something

  336. together. God's not just sitting down and

  337. saying, well, got a bunch of scrap here.

  338. You know, it's like me, I I keep all of my scrap wood from my

  339. wood projects. I got a little thing of scrap

  340. wood. Never know when you might need a

  341. piece. Yeah, you know, type of thing.

  342. He'll pee. I'm I'm, I'm not like he's not

  343. going out to the scrap. I wonder what I can make of

  344. this. No, God, he knows exactly what

  345. he's looking for. Whenever he made you, He knows

  346. exactly what he was putting together whenever he formed you.

  347. Hey, man. Hey, man.

  348. Whenever the Bible says that he created there Kinder defines the

  349. force. When he created, it literally

  350. means he brought forth. It means he knit, he woven.

  351. That means that he's paying attention to every detail of our

  352. being. When you consider that he knit

  353. or he woven, it relays the concept that there were some

  354. complex patterns and colors. Amen.

  355. That the Weaver and the embroidery, uh, was putting

  356. together whatever he brought forth.

  357. You, I know there's some people here that does embroidery work,

  358. right? Uh, huh.

  359. Some of you have the little axes to follow.

  360. Maybe some of your freehanders. Backside looks messy, but you

  361. got to pay attention to what you're doing on the front side.

  362. We got to make sure the colors are going to line up right and

  363. there's going to be harmony. God had you whenever he was

  364. creating you. He was doing all of that as the

  365. creator and the Weaver. God wasn't unskillfully making a

  366. human being for that matter. You could take any, any portion

  367. of the human body and study it in depth.

  368. And we'll soon find out that we're the work of a master

  369. Craftsman. Huh.

  370. You are rare. Someone's already went negative

  371. on me. You don't have to tell me that.

  372. I know I'm like no one else. Nobody done went negative on me.

  373. You're rare. Your DNA is unique to you.

  374. The closest person that could have your DNA is a twin, if you

  375. have one. But there's still some nuances.

  376. You your DNA is unique to you. No one has your fingerprint.

  377. No one has your heartbeat. No one has your voice print.

  378. No one has your tongue print. Then you don't have to give that

  379. one at the police station, but no one, no one has your tongue

  380. print. God created you to be

  381. distinctively you. And here's the fact of the

  382. matter, He loves you immeasurably.

  383. Psalms 139 and verse 14 the Bible says, which is a great

  384. Psalm just to read. Advise you to do so, he says in

  385. verse 14. We'll probably go touch it again

  386. later, maybe before we get done with all these things in the

  387. next few weeks, I will praise thee, the Psalmist says, for I

  388. am fearfully and wonderfully made.

  389. Marvelous are thy works, and that my soul knoweth right well.

  390. The word rendered wonderfully main means to distinguish and to

  391. separate. You're wonderfully made.

  392. He made you distinguished. He made you separate.

  393. Not just separate from other creatures, but separate from

  394. other creatures like you. He made you distinguished.

  395. He made you separate. So listen to Pastor tonight.

  396. Don't hang your head because you don't look like somebody else.

  397. Don't. Don't throw up your hands

  398. because your nose is a little different and your shape is not

  399. like somebody else, or your skin tone that has a different hue to

  400. it, or your weight isn't like somebody else, or your

  401. personality isn't structured just exactly like someone else.

  402. Listen, God, you're like that because God fearfully and

  403. wonderfully made. He distinguished you.

  404. He set you apart. We've been made separate from

  405. the rest creation. We've been made separate from

  406. the rest of each other. And as the psalmist has, you

  407. know what the psalmist does. Hey, man, he says.

  408. Marvelous are thy works, and my soul knoweth, right?

  409. Well, somebody, I hope before this series is over, somebody is

  410. closer to realizing that you being a work of God is

  411. marvelous. And I hope you will be able to

  412. stand back somewhere along the way and know right well, God has

  413. made a marvelous work right here.

  414. God has performed and put together in fashion and created

  415. and formed a marvelous work right here.

  416. The Bible says in Second Corinthians and this is the new

  417. American standard Bible version Second Corinthians chapter #5

  418. and verse #14 For the love, watch this for the love of

  419. Christ controls us. Having concluded this, that one

  420. died for all, therefore all died.

  421. So if one died for all as a representation, then all died.

  422. That's what it's getting AT. And he died for all, that they

  423. who live should no longer live for themselves, but for him who

  424. died and rose again on their behalf.

  425. Paul states emphatically to the church at Corinth that the love

  426. of Christ controls US. What that means is, Sister

  427. Sheila, other people's opinions should not control us.

  428. The love of Christ should control us.

  429. What that means is the approval of others should not be our

  430. gauge. No, but Christ should be the

  431. gauge. He loves.

  432. His love controls us because His love is what led Him to die for

  433. us and there is no other. We know this.

  434. We stayed it over. I stayed again.

  435. There is no other person in the entire world, past, present or

  436. future that has died, will die, or is dying for you.

  437. So why be controlled? Why be controlled by the opinion

  438. of someone who's not willing to die for you?

  439. Listen, your years up on this earth, you're not living it for

  440. them and you're not living it for yourself.

  441. We live for him who died and rose for us, or at least I might

  442. say we should live for him, Robert McGee said.

  443. If we base our self worth on the approval of others listen to

  444. this clearly, then we are actually saying that our ability

  445. to please others is of greater value than Christ payment price

  446. love rose us. We say this to couples that are

  447. looking to be married, already married all the time.

  448. I tell them this that you are complete in him, right?

  449. A man's not going to complete a woman and a woman's not going to

  450. complete a man. That has been propagated

  451. sometimes and I cringe every time I hear it.

  452. He completes me or she completes me.

  453. Baloney. There's only one that completes

  454. you and that is him. That's what Colossians two said.

  455. We are complete in him. My wife doesn't.

  456. My wife compliments me and I'm not talking about she said,

  457. honey, you look fine and all that.

  458. She does that too, but she compliments me and I compliment

  459. her. But ultimately, our completion

  460. is in the Lord. I will not find completion in

  461. someone else's opinion. I will not find completion as

  462. long as I conform to this particular group or setting.

  463. No, no, my completion is in Him. You are walking a road that

  464. never ends. If you're trying to find your

  465. completion in somebody else's opinion about you or another

  466. relationship, you're walking the never ending Rd.

  467. But if you'll get sewed up in the Creator, the one who formed

  468. you, detailed and took time to fashion you.

  469. That said, that's my masterpiece.

  470. Find your completion in Him. Whether it was God as a spirit

  471. or God robed in flesh as Jesus Christ, He is the source of our

  472. significance. He's the source of our

  473. significance. As a matter of fact, if you look

  474. with Adam and Eve after the fall, there was created somewhat

  475. of a gap and isolation from that presence of God, right?

  476. In the real world. There was a isolation from the

  477. source. And you know what?

  478. We have the rest of the Bible showing us, people who were

  479. trying to seek all these different things separated from

  480. their source. They look for through Scripture

  481. success. They look for it through

  482. scripture wealth. They're trying to find out what

  483. are they looking for their source.

  484. They try to find it in their prestige in the Bible.

  485. They try to find it in the relationships.

  486. They try to find it in their approval of others.

  487. Because from there there was a separation from the source that

  488. created their significance. Amen to them.

  489. Someone say Amen. As a matter of fact, we see this

  490. displayed a little bit in New Testament Scripture because

  491. whenever Jesus was walking down the road in the Bible, it's, you

  492. know, we use it as a little Bible story and Zacchaeus of of

  493. a small statue climbs up into a Sycamore tree to see the Lord

  494. and the Lord says Zacchaeus, I'm coming to your house today.

  495. And so whenever Jesus in the book of Luke 19 went to see

  496. Zacchaeus and the Bible in so much says basically Jesus going

  497. his him bringing salvation to his house.

  498. The Bible says that this same man Zacchaeus, who had explored

  499. people through taxation in order to gain a better quote UN quote

  500. status, a better self worth in life that now he's telling the

  501. Lord, I'll give half my goods to the poor and if I've wronged any

  502. man, I'll repay him for food. Zacchaeus, what are you doing

  503. before different people has to get work different ways.

  504. The approval of people. Sometimes they have to get money

  505. in order to get the approval of people.

  506. That was Zacchaeus deal in order to have a good feeling about

  507. himself and status. He had to reach a certain a

  508. certain certain tax bracket, so to speak in order to feel like

  509. he got the approval of people and that made him feel good

  510. about himself. Without that, he didn't feel as

  511. good as he needed to be. But he was always being the

  512. little conniving exploiter of other people's riches in order

  513. to feel good about himself, because he had to have riches to

  514. get people's approval. But whenever the Lord came to

  515. his house, he says, I'm willing to give this wealth here and

  516. this wealth here. Why?

  517. What happened? Zacchaeus gained a new source of

  518. his worth. He gained the original source of

  519. his worth. Now that he had Jesus, that's

  520. the significant source of his worth.

  521. He didn't need the wealth. He didn't need the approval of

  522. people. Why?

  523. He understood he had the approval, Hallelujah, of his

  524. designer, Amen. Of his creator.

  525. And that should impact us. Amen.

  526. So our worth really needs to derive from 2 realities.

  527. God created us in his image and #2 Christ died for us in our

  528. fallen state. Those two legs need to replace

  529. the two legs of thinking. It's about your performance and

  530. other people's opinion. You need to replace those two

  531. legs with I'm made in the image of God and Christ died for me

  532. even in a imperfect state and say Amen.

  533. Leviticus 27, you can go there. There's not going to be anything

  534. on the screen, but you can go there if you want to.

  535. It's the last. It's the last chapter in the

  536. book of Leviticus. Leviticus 27 highlights votive

  537. offerings, what's known and called votive offerings

  538. offerings that are made to fulfill a vow that is made to a

  539. deity that's made to a God and our Leviticus 27 to be God.

  540. So whenever people vowed themselves unto the Lord, and

  541. verses 1 trade are really the ones for consideration, God

  542. placed a place the value on them if they decided to redeem

  543. themselves. And so in the Old Testament book

  544. of Leviticus, the word was derived from the priests

  545. estimation of the individual. And they had some guidelines, of

  546. course, some baselines that the law presented to them, some

  547. worths, some values on males and females at different ages and

  548. seasons of their life. And this was, and I denote this

  549. because I don't want to do any error description.

  550. This was of a course economic value and not inherit value.

  551. There's an economic value, a human being that's made in God's

  552. image, of course, is priceless. So this is an economic value.

  553. But the world biblical commentary says this concerning

  554. this law. It says in this law the price

  555. was set on the basis of a person's strength and not on the

  556. basis of a person's intrinsic value.

  557. So I want, I want to solidify that in our minds as a human

  558. being. The price therefore varied

  559. according to age and to gender. And so please understand that,

  560. but with that nonetheless understand this, that the

  561. individual was required to pay the value of their life That was

  562. determined by the priest. That was dictated by the law.

  563. But the Bible bears out that there were cases where the

  564. person was poor, or stated more plainly, they were too poor to

  565. answer the estimation the priest had paid on them.

  566. In other words, he could say I value you at this lay level, but

  567. they couldn't. They couldn't meet that price.

  568. They could answer that price because they were quote UN quote

  569. poor, because in order to answer the price, that meant they had

  570. to be able to pay it. They had to be able to reflect

  571. back to the priest what he valued them at.

  572. I say all that tonight because for our purposes, not meeting

  573. the worth our priest has placed upon us means that we've

  574. basically adopted or believed the lesser estimation of

  575. ourselves. We can't match what we think of

  576. ourselves with what he thinks of us.

  577. Why? Because I don't feel that

  578. valuable, I don't feel that worthy.

  579. In such cases, the priest would lower the valuation to

  580. accommodate the person's ability to pay.

  581. Which is interesting because the estimates in Leviticus, they're,

  582. they're considerably significant.

  583. Whenever you look at them in those first 8 verses, they are

  584. quite, quite, quite pricey because the average wage or the

  585. average pay of a worker was about one shekel per month, one

  586. shekel per month. When you start looking at these

  587. evaluations, 50 shekels, 30 shekels, 10 shekels, 5 shekels,

  588. according what we're talking about, imagine 50 shekels.

  589. That's fifty months of wages, 50 months of wages in order to meet

  590. that valuation. So as a result of that, there

  591. were only some that could afford, if you will, their

  592. evaluations. Now bring all that to this

  593. tonight that God has valued us those and we come and go,

  594. sometimes with self worth struggles at a level beyond our

  595. ability to reconcile. We can't we we have a hard time

  596. thinking that God thinks that much about me, especially when

  597. we start comparing what we think other people.

  598. About me. And then you got to ask your

  599. question. Is that really what other people

  600. think or is that what you think other people think about you?

  601. What's the problem then? We don't have the emotional or

  602. mental currency. Fine, say it like that.

  603. We don't have a healthy self worth.

  604. We don't have the emotional or mental currency to match God's

  605. value of us. And with that though, you know

  606. what it should do, Jen Paschal? It should encourage us to think

  607. what He values me that much, that in the Old Testament it

  608. would take this long of a time to acquire that much money in

  609. order to meet the evaluation. He values me that much and

  610. that's what I want. Ringing in your ears as you

  611. leave this place, maybe not in a question mode, but in a reality

  612. aha moment mode, that God evaluates me that much.

  613. And just like the priest, I believe in this series that God

  614. is going to begin with us at a level that we can accept until

  615. we will be able to answer Him with the worth that He initially

  616. appraised us. God's going to start where you

  617. are. He's going to work you toward

  618. His original appraisal and bring you to a place if you'll stand

  619. with me tonight. So our performance opinion of

  620. others, our perceived flaws, they don't determine our worth.

  621. Those things change. Isn't that amazing?

  622. Your performance is an even kill people's opinion of you

  623. vacillates. There's some days, listen, being

  624. a pastor, there's some days people love me and the same

  625. person next day might hate me. I'm just being truthful with

  626. you. It rises and falls.

  627. So it's not grounding those because those are changing

  628. things. My worth is grounded in

  629. something that's unchanging. It's the unchanging truth that

  630. again, I'm created in God's image.

  631. Christ died. He loved me and died for me.

  632. He redeemed me. And as a masterpiece, as His

  633. masterpiece, I hold value. Do I have imperfections?

  634. Yes, still. But I have value.

  635. That worth stays intact. Despite my shortcomings, that

  636. worth stays intact. Amen.

  637. Can we bow our heads all across this place?

  638. What we need to do is we leave this place and again, it'll be

  639. two weeks till we come back here on the series, but we need to

  640. leave understanding tonight is our true self worth.

  641. You need to see yourself through God's eyes.

  642. You need to see yourself through God's eyes.

  643. You need to reflect on the way in the past that you've allowed

  644. other people's opinions, that you've allowed your own opinions

  645. of yourself to be self critical. That's come along and diminished

  646. your worth of who you are. You've allowed voices and your

  647. own voice into your head and mind to diminish your worth.

  648. And you need to start this week challenging those thoughts and

  649. challenging those opinions that come into your mind by affirming

  650. the truth that God has given me a undeniable value.

  651. And you need to say, Lord, help me help.

  652. Help Paul Mcgehear, whoever you are.

  653. Help me to see your worth as you see it.

  654. Help me to see myself as priceless.

  655. Help me to see myself as loved. Help me to see myself as

  656. complete only in you, God, let your love for me be the measure

  657. of my value. God help me, Lord, to live

  658. confidently in this world. Below that, I'm your

  659. masterpiece. You've been a Craftsman.

  660. That's been intentional. Been intentional about peace in

  661. this individual. Together.

  662. Sir, Sir, ma'am, some of you have.

  663. Some of you have fell prey, some of you have fell prey to the

  664. voices of others, fell prey to the voices of others and and it

  665. has left you in a worse case than what you were at first.

  666. There's been a mindset created in your mind and heart that is

  667. so forged in you that you can't see past that facade.

  668. And it's a facade. It's not real.

  669. You can't see past that facade that's been created in your

  670. heart and mind saying who you are.

  671. It may have come from a parent, it may have come from a spouse.

  672. There may have been words spoken and words said that it seems to

  673. be forever seared in your mind. And when anything else has ever

  674. spoken or said, or even whenever God is trying to prod on you,

  675. you default to those things that maybe in a moment was hurtful.

  676. In a moment that was just so paralyzing that now you allow it

  677. to be your identity and you're not going to accept anything

  678. else because that was so severe. I'm telling you, I feel the Holy

  679. Ghost in the next few weeks that God wants to start to pull back

  680. the layers. He wants to pull back the layers

  681. on on those those lies and pull back the layers on those things

  682. that that stand in our way that we always default to.

  683. And he wants to heal some things that will allow him to love us

  684. through them, allow to love us in them.

  685. He wants to mirror himself in our lives and show us, listen,

  686. you have some God qualities that's in you and that's more

  687. than commendable. That's more that's more than

  688. reason to feel appreciative about who you are in him.

  689. Hallelujah. These altars are open.

  690. If anybody would like to find a place to pray and say, God, just

  691. help me in the next few weeks. God, I don't I don't want to put

  692. up my facade. I don't want to put up my wall.

  693. I don't I want to Lord, make myself vulnerable.

  694. Lord to your spirit. I want to make myself

  695. vulnerable. Lord Jesus to your voice and to

  696. your word. God, you knitted me, you

  697. embroidered me. God, you made me distinct.

  698. And who made me? Lord Jesus separated God from

  699. anybody else. Help me God, not to compare my

  700. selves among ourselves. Your word says that is not wise.

  701. God, if there is to be a comparison, let it be between US

  702. and you and let us find that there are God qualities in our

  703. life. Is there imperfections?

  704. Yes, but there's still God qualities in our life.

  705. We have the imprint of our Maker upon our lives.

  706. Hallelujah. Don't allow some old

  707. relationship that you once had dictate your worth and dictate

  708. your value and dictate how you view and see yourself.

  709. Hallelujah. Allow the voice of God to be the

  710. loudest voice in your life. Allow the opinion of heaven to

  711. be the greatest thing that you look to and the cue that you

  712. look to. Amen.

  713. For that appreciation and for that sense of belonging and that

  714. sense of stability, Hallelujah. God, God, God, God, he loved the

  715. whole world. Hallelujah, Hallelujah that he

  716. gave himself for you, ma'am, for you, Sir.

  717. Hey, ma'am, you might be struggling right now.

  718. You might not be able to accept positive.

  719. You're just default to the negative all the time.

  720. Hey, man, just because there's these things that you struggle

  721. and you war with, God wants to set those things anew.

  722. He's going to lead you along the way.

  723. If you can't accept that evaluation, then that appraisal

  724. he's placed upon your life. He's going to find where you are

  725. and he's going to lead you, if you will, to that place of his

  726. original evaluation in his image.

  727. And he sacrificed for you and loved you.

  728. Messiah, Spirit of the Lord, I pray against Lord, every spirit

  729. of fear, God, every spirit God, Lord people struggling with with

  730. with a mode of rejection God from others.

  731. I pray, O God, today God, tear down mindsets, God through years

  732. that have been built to that time, see impenetrable.

  733. But I know God, your spirit is able to do a work.

  734. I know your word is able to do a work.

  735. God, you're not just a ultimate master Craftsman, but God,

  736. you're a surgeon as well. You know where to lay the

  737. scalpel. You know, Lord God, where to

  738. protrude in. You know God, what needs taken

  739. out. You know God, what needs

  740. fetched. You know God, our own

  741. estimations, God, what needs to be lifted up and encouraged.

  742. I pray in the Holy Ghost right now.

  743. He Allah bosai. He, Allah.

  744. No, no, no, no, no, Kurama, Mama, saye.

  745. He Allah bahaya, bahaya, your price that you're paying with

  746. your own life. God, that's meaningful to me in

  747. my life, that's meaningful to me in my value.

  748. That's meaningful to me, Lord, in my words.

  749. Kurama, Mama, Messiah, come on, someone pray right now.

  750. Talk to God. Be vulnerable right now in that

  751. place of prayer with the Master. Open your life, open your heart,

  752. open your mind, open your preconceptions.

  753. Open yourself to God. Only He can satisfy.

  754. Only He can complete. Only He.

  755. Only He, only He. Yes, yes.