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In The Right Hands | Bro. Zach McGee

First Apostolic Church

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  1. Well, praise the Lord, it is good to be in the House of God

  2. tonight. I know we, we don't always feel

  3. like being in midweek service, but it is still good to be here.

  4. I just want to take a moment just to give honor to God and

  5. I'll give honor to my wife and my daughters.

  6. It's chaotic but beautiful, just having such a wonderful family.

  7. And I was thinking about, you know, whenever we get to heaven,

  8. there will be no marriages in heaven.

  9. That's kind of a weird thought, especially when if you're

  10. married, you live your whole life married to that person.

  11. It's like that's going to feel kind of weird, kind of kind of

  12. strange. And there's another pastor on

  13. TikTok that was talking about it.

  14. He's like, you know, when we get to heaven, it's not that you're

  15. going to find it weird. So you got to look at this

  16. person like, I know. Thank you.

  17. But helping me to make it here, thank you for being my partner

  18. through life. And I think that's such a

  19. beautiful thing that we're going to be in heaven together.

  20. We're going to know that we help support each other to get there.

  21. And it's exciting. Just everything there is to look

  22. forward to. Of course, a whole life with

  23. her. And then eternity is something

  24. even better. I give honor to Bishop and

  25. Sister McGee. I give honor to Pastor and

  26. Sister McGee and to Brother and Sister Mason, our ministers.

  27. They're all so amazed and I'm so grateful for the ministry.

  28. So if we could just stand. I've got just one quick verse to

  29. start off, start us off with tonight in Ecclesiastes chapter

    Ecclesiastes 4:1

  30. 4, verse 1. So I returned and considered all

  31. the oppressions that are done under the sun.

  32. And behold, the tears of such as were oppressed and they had no

  33. comforter. And on the side of their

  34. oppressors there was power, but they had no comforter.

  35. Tonight my message is titled in the right hands.

  36. Let's just take a moment to pray.

  37. Lord, we thank you for the service, guy.

  38. The chance to be in your house, guy.

  39. Lord, we thank you for the chance to be here together to

  40. worship you, God and Lord. God, I pray you touch my lips

  41. that you would anoint my lips, anoint my mind for the ministry

  42. of the Word and open our ears, open our hearts, God, to hear

  43. and receive what you would have for us here this evening.

  44. God, for those of us that are here in person, everyone that's

  45. coming in online, God, both tonight and in the days to come.

  46. God, we will give you all the glory and all the praise.

  47. Lord, for you alone, our worthy God, in Jesus name, Amen and

  48. Amen, You can go ahead and be seated.

  49. I just want to preface my message tonight briefly because

  50. my trust in the wisdom and justice of God was shaken to its

  51. core very recently, and it took several weeks or months before I

  52. finally realized that at all times, God knows what He is

  53. doing. Now the feelings I had, they

  54. weren't wrong to have. I'm a human being.

  55. We have feelings. But I do feel foolish that I

  56. thought I actually knew better than God of what should or

  57. should not happen. But still, the feelings were

  58. real, and there were many. And many people have asked the

  59. same question that I did. Why would a loving God allow or

  60. cause certain bad things to happen?

  61. So I'm I'm going to speak on a few things here according to

  62. what God reminded me of. So life is not fair.

  63. We live in what feels like an unjust, wicked, cruel and

  64. uncaring world. The good die young and evil men

  65. are celebrated as heroes in a sense is trampled on.

  66. Sickness just racks and takes control of our bodies.

  67. Mental health is just out the window.

  68. War, famine, poverty, human trafficking.

  69. And many people ask, including us, where is God in all of this

  70. mess and why is he allowing things to be this bad?

  71. Why doesn't he just fix it? He can do anything.

  72. So why? Because it can feel like God

  73. isn't kind and loving, but rather distant and cold and kind

  74. of caring more for just that he has praised, or that his rules

  75. are followed, or even like he's just toying with our lives.

  76. If he's even real. And I'm not saying these

  77. feelings are correct, but their feelings that are real that we

  78. have. In fact, every, every Christian

  79. hears words like this from those around them.

  80. I have many times. And I know the Bible says that

  81. God cannot lie and that God is love.

  82. Not that he loves that he is love and his knowledge and his

  83. wisdom is infinitely greater than ours.

  84. But still, I find myself wondering why?

  85. Why do? Why do these things, these

  86. events happen? Why are they allowed to?

  87. It doesn't make any logical sense to me.

  88. And I questioned his judgment because there's just no way it's

  89. supposed to be this bad. But let me tell you what the

  90. story that really messed up my faith in God's judgment for a

  91. while. Because I promised my faith

  92. didn't just go away. God did see me through, but, and

  93. I I hate this story. I hate thinking about it because

  94. it hurts me deep. But some years ago there was a

  95. man who owns some alligators. He just had them in a pond in

  96. his yard that was fenced in. Everything was safe, everything

  97. was good, everything was up to code.

  98. It's cool. If you want alligators, more

  99. power to you. Had to be someone in Florida.

  100. Who else is coming too? But this man was a father and he

  101. had a young 2 year old little girl and while he was outside

  102. just doing yard work, she was outside just playing and running

  103. around. And unfortunately those bars

  104. that were too small for the alligators were not too small

  105. for a 2 year old girl. And at some point, while the dad

  106. was busy, she got herself inside the fence.

  107. She was never found. It's, it's, it was really

  108. obvious what happened very quickly.

  109. And every time I think about that, I, I, I get choked.

  110. I, I hate the thought of it because I keep thinking of the

  111. horror and the panic on the dad as realization dawns.

  112. I'm like, hey, let's, you know, where is she at?

  113. Where's my daughter? And then he starts to realize he

  114. genuinely doesn't know where she's at and he cannot find her.

  115. And he's looking around before finally seeing that alligator

  116. pen and the realization of what happened.

  117. And I keep imagining what that little girl, her last moments

  118. must have been like. The confusion, the pain and the

  119. utter terror. As you know, she got in there.

  120. She was, she was innocent. She didn't understand.

  121. She's just playing around and just went in there out of

  122. curiosity. In the next moment, the jaws of

  123. a predator clamped down on her with enough force to break bones

  124. and dragged her into the water where she was alone and she was

  125. scared for a few brief moments before her life left her.

  126. Her last moment was one of fear and panic where

  127. I can't help but look at God and just scream out why?

  128. Why did this little girl have to die such a horrible death,

  129. feeling those teeth, drowning, all alone and scared.

  130. And then her father, you know, he has to live with that.

  131. His little girl died on his watch, and there's no going back

  132. and undoing it. I don't understand.

  133. And I weep at it because I see it as unjust and cruel and

  134. vicious. And that's not even the only

  135. story of things like that in the world or our worst things.

  136. I can find no reason or logic for why God did nothing to steer

  137. this small, innocent girl away from this needless death.

  138. It is very much in His power to do so.

  139. He could have just shut the alligator's mouth.

  140. He did that with the lions for Daniel.

  141. There were so many ways he could have just stepped in to save

  142. her. So God, why didn't you?

  143. Why didn't you stop this? This story messed me up for a

  144. long time and it rocked my faith to the point that most times I

  145. had to continue only by what I knew was right.

  146. Because I know what the Word says and I know that God says He

  147. cannot lie, that He is loved, that He has a plan and all

  148. things were to the good. But that's not what I was

  149. feeling and I couldn't let my feelings just take the reins

  150. because my feelings told me I couldn't trust God if He allowed

  151. something like that. I felt spiritually numb every

  152. time I thought about this and I felt just angry and resentful

  153. and depressed her. Almost like almost feel like I

  154. was betrayed in some way. Like my trust in God was

  155. misplaced because he allows things like this.

  156. And as a father of young girls myself, I can't imagine anything

  157. more cruel to happen than this. Until very recently.

  158. Because as I was just taking the time in the evening to pray and

  159. I once again just felt numb and I couldn't really focus because

  160. I kept thinking of this girl. I kept thinking of her father.

  161. But even and all that, God reminded me of something I

  162. forgot to consider. That little curl woke up in the

  163. arms of Jesus. As much as her last moments were

  164. truly horrible, she woke up to eternal joy and the arms of a

  165. God who loves her more than any natural Father ever could.

  166. She will never know any more pain or sorrow or fear, only joy

  167. and love and peace. The horror of her last moment

  168. was hearing God in the blink of an eye and it holds no weight to

  169. the glory of eternity in heaven. I was so caught up in the effect

  170. on this life which is here 1 moment and gone the next, that I

  171. lost sight of heaven. This life is not our home,

  172. heaven is. That little girl just got to get

  173. there a little bit sooner than we did, and for all I know,

  174. maybe something worse would have happened if she had lived

  175. longer. God knows a lot better than I

  176. did what the rest of her life would have been like.

  177. He could have saved her from something so much worse.

  178. He knows better than I. And her father is also in those

  179. same good hands as well. The same hands that holds that

  180. little girl now are the same hands that will be there for her

  181. dad. Because you see, before time

  182. began, before the Word let there be light was ever spoken, God

  183. already knew their story and exactly how to help this Father

  184. live on past this tragedy. I don't know if this Father is

  185. leaning on God and trusting Him or not.

  186. I don't. I don't know where he's at right

  187. now. But I do know that God is there

  188. and will be His strength. Now, I still don't have an

  189. answer for every bad thing, but just as Job was reminded of his

  190. limited wisdom and God's infinite wisdom, Even so I was

  191. reminded that God's hands are better than mine.

  192. I don't understand the work why he allows this and doesn't allow

  193. that, but I trust him. I have been humbled at the

  194. realization that this girl and her father were in the right

  195. hands of the whole time and my righteous quote UN quote anger

  196. at what I viewed as injustice on God's part was rightly put to

  197. shame because how small and limited I am and He is not.

  198. Now. I am still sad when I think

  199. about this story. I still cry about it anytime I'm

  200. alone because just the thought of that happening is painful.

  201. But I still trust the hands of the One who made us and that we

  202. are all in the right hands even if we don't understand the

  203. reason behind everything. But life is full of unfair

  204. scenarios of many different kinds, and I will not even begin

  205. to scratch the surface of every different kind.

  206. I'm just going to hit a couple. Life is full of different pain

  207. and hardships, especially financial.

  208. There are so many times in life we find ourselves in need of

  209. more money than what we have. Whether it's through job loss, a

  210. physical sickness that just brings way too many medical

  211. bills, our vehicles breakdown again.

  212. It seems like every time we look at our bank account we're just

  213. seeing it go closer to 0, and every time a little bit of money

  214. trickles in, it just right back out.

  215. It is simply a fact of life that we will face financially hard

  216. times and that's going to leave us stressed and anxious about

  217. how anything is going to possibly work.

  218. And it will feel like we are drowning because every bill just

  219. feels like another milestone tied around our necks, or

  220. millstone rather tied around our necks.

  221. And every dollar that comes in is gone before we even get the

  222. chance to know it. They aren't gone, it comes down.

  223. It's not a matter of deciding what bill to pay, but rather

  224. what bills we can get away with just not paying this month.

  225. Do we choose to keep the lights on?

  226. Do we choose to put gas in the car so we can make it to work?

  227. And we ask, how are we going to make it?

  228. What are we going to do? It is an overwhelming feeling of

  229. hopelessness fighting a battle that you know you're losing.

  230. But in Matthew chapter 6, verses 25 to 23 to 25 to 33, Jesus

  231. said, Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life

  232. what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, nor yet for your

  233. body what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat,

  234. and the body than raiment? Behold the fowls of the air, for

  235. they sow not, neither do they reap nor gather into barns, yet

  236. your heavenly Father feedeth them.

  237. Are ye not much better than they?

  238. The answer to that is yes. Which of you by taking thought

  239. can add 1 cubit unto his stature?

  240. And why take He thought for raiment?

  241. Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow.

  242. They toil not, neither do they spend.

  243. And yet I say unto you, that even Solomon, the wisest man on

  244. earth after Jesus, and one of the richest, even He in all his

  245. glory, was not arrayed like one of these.

  246. Wherefore if God so clothed the grass of the field which today

  247. is, and tomorrow is cast into the oven, shall He not much more

  248. clothe you, O ye of little faith?

  249. Therefore take no thought saying, What shall we eat, or

  250. what shall we drink, or wherewithal shall we be clothed?

  251. For after all these things do the Gentiles seek.

  252. For your heavenly Father knoweth that you have need of all these

  253. things, but seek ye first the Kingdom of God and his

  254. righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.

  255. Jesus is not their promising prosperity or riches, or for

  256. anything to be easy. What He does promise is that if

  257. we put His Kingdom first, even when it seems illogical to do

  258. so, He will meet every need. We keep tithing and we keep

  259. giving to the offering as best we can.

  260. We keep showing up for church and we keep putting 1 foot in

  261. front of the other. The bills are going to be met

  262. and we're not going to lack for shelter or food or clothes.

  263. The right job is going to happen, and God's going to make

  264. sure we either have the right income or somehow money is going

  265. to make its way to us for things to be taken care of.

  266. Because God, he just cannot leave us destitute.

  267. It's against his nature. He is our provider, Jehovah

  268. Jireh. The Lord will provide.

  269. And I know we say God can do anything, but there's things he

  270. can't do. He can't go against his nature.

  271. That's why he can't lie and he can't just leave his children

  272. out there alone and unprovided for.

  273. So as we switch our focus from our physical needs and instead

  274. on to his Kingdom, which does take a lot of faith, it takes a

  275. lot of just saying, OK, God, I, I don't see it.

  276. I don't know, I don't understand and I don't like what I'm

  277. feeling, but here I go, His peace.

  278. We'll replace our fears, maybe not with that first step, but

  279. the more we're stepping, the more we're not looking left and

  280. right. The more we're just focused on

  281. His will, his Kingdom, and keeping him first.

  282. The more all that anxiety is going to be replaced with a

  283. peace and a trust because we start to realize we're in

  284. really, really good hands. Psalms 3723 to 25.

  285. The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord, and he

  286. delighteth in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be

  287. utterly cast down, for the Lord upholdeth him with his hand.

  288. I have been young, and now am old yet have I not seen the

  289. righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.

  290. I myself, I have been young and I haven't been old yet, but I

  291. had still have not seen His people forsaken or forgotten in

  292. my brief 33 years. I have personally seen His

  293. provision in my family and a different members of my church

  294. family. God didn't stop the bad from

  295. happening. Oh he could have, He could have,

  296. but he didn't. Why?

  297. I don't know. He knows, but He provided

  298. through it all and He brought us out time and time again and I

  299. know He will do it again. We can find peace even when we

  300. find ourselves in need because we are in the hands of our

  301. provider. We are in the right hands and

  302. beyond. Beyond any financial crisis, we

  303. face so many other issues, health, relationships,

  304. educational needs, bullies, different things on the job, the

  305. list goes on. But I want to address just one

  306. last thing that has bothered me personally off and on throughout

  307. my life. And I know I'm not unique and

  308. that probably all of us have been affected in this way.

  309. And that is the death of a loved one that you're not sure is

  310. saved or not. You know, the death of a loved

  311. one is the hardest thing. And it's especially hard if

  312. you're not sure, like did they go to hell?

  313. Did they go to hell? You know, it's depressing if you

  314. know they didn't make it. It's, but it's, it's causes so

  315. much anxiety if we just don't know for sure, because naturally

  316. we want to always think that, hey, of course they went to

  317. heaven. I loved them, I knew them, I

  318. laughed with them, of course, you know, but but what if they

  319. didn't? Because we know that there is a

  320. difference between someone saying they believe in God and

  321. someone who actually builds a relationship with him.

  322. But sometimes it's not always easy to tell because we don't

  323. know that person's heart. We don't know them in the

  324. deepest, most intimate moments of their lives.

  325. And yet, yeah, there there's people that there's no doubt,

  326. there's no doubt they went to heaven.

  327. And we rejoice, we cry that they're gone, but we rejoice

  328. because they're in a much better place than we are.

  329. But I've experienced the death of family and others where I I

  330. wasn't entirely sure because I'm not so close with everyone that

  331. I know that I have a good gauge of where they stood or what

  332. their faith was like. But again, I've come to realize

  333. we're in good hands and that God is a good and righteous judge.

  334. He will fully and righteously judge sin because He upholds His

  335. own law. But He's not out to get us and

  336. send us to hell. He knows our life and our

  337. struggles. He knows our thoughts and

  338. intents. He knows what we could and what

  339. we couldn't do, and He will judge with wisdom and

  340. righteousness. So instead of just holding on to

  341. anxiety for my past loved ones, I'm choosing to trust that

  342. they're in the right hands of a judge who knows first hand just

  343. how heavy the weight of sin is, because He was willing to bear

  344. the wave of it on a cross in our stead.

  345. Luke 2339 to 43 And one of the male factors which were hanged,

  346. because this is Jesus, and the two criminals all on the cross

  347. together, railed on him, saying, If thou be Christ, save thyself

  348. and us. But the other answering rebuked

  349. him, saying, Does not thou fear God, saying, Thou art in the

  350. same condemnation? And we indeed justly, for we

  351. receive the due reward of our deeds.

  352. But this man Jesus hath done nothing amiss.

  353. And he said unto Jesus, Lord, Remember Me when thou comest

  354. into thy Kingdom. And Jesus said unto him, Verily

  355. I say unto thee, today shalt thou be with me in paradise.

  356. Now that man, he had not made sacrifices for his sins

  357. according to the Old Testament, and neither was he a born again

  358. Christian. He wasn't.

  359. He hadn't been baptized in Jesus name and filled with the Holy

  360. Ghost. It wasn't time for that yet and

  361. he clearly didn't live a holy life.

  362. He recognized he was on the cross because he deserved his

  363. punishment. But in this moment, this man

  364. defended Jesus when no one else did.

  365. And in a single moment, Jesus took this man's sin and pardoned

  366. him, taking the condemnation upon himself instead.

  367. The other man on the cross died in his sins, and he was

  368. condemned with his sin because he never repented.

  369. He held on to his sin until his dying breath.

  370. He had salvation literally right there and he didn't choose it.

  371. But the other man looked to Jesus and found grace even while

  372. dying for his crimes. These men were in the hands of

  373. the righteous judge, and we can agree that their judgement was

  374. rightly handled. And every single one of us,

  375. everyone that has passed on before us, are in those same

  376. hands. Because again, Jesus is not here

  377. to find everything possible to condemn us with.

  378. He's not hoping for us to fall and fail.

  379. He is full of grace and mercy, and He with all wisdom, with all

  380. love, with all righteousness, will judge us in just the right

  381. way. I can't decide where someone is

  382. going to go and I don't need to be anxious for somebody else

  383. that has passed because I trust that they are in the right hands

  384. and that I myself will be in the right hands.

  385. Because sometimes we get so caught up in trying to live

  386. Christ like, or like we've got to do something just right.

  387. We've got to, and we live kind of anxious and we're kind of

  388. worried and we know there's grace, but we feel like we got

  389. to have everything just right. You know, like what if, what if

  390. God comes right now? I just don't feel like I'm

  391. worried. I don't, I don't feel like I've

  392. done enough. And I but those hands are full

  393. of grace. We don't have to worry about

  394. those hands coming down. Try to back.

  395. Gotcha. You got what you deserve.

  396. No, these are the hands. These are the nailed, scarred

  397. hands. The proof that he loves us and

  398. we'll do everything in his power to help us succeed.

  399. We still got to live our lives. We still got to come to him.

  400. We still got to pray, we still got to repent of our sins.

  401. We still got to put in that effort to live as he wants us to

  402. live. But his grace is so strong and

  403. so wonderful and those nailed scarred hands are there to help

  404. us out. When Peter was walking on the

  405. water and he took his eyes off Jesus for a moment and he

  406. started to say, Jesus didn't be like, well, bummer for you.

  407. No, he reached down with his hands to pull him up and to help

  408. him. We don't have to be worried or

  409. afraid of the judgement for someone else or for ourselves.

  410. We can instead trust that he knows what he's doing and that

  411. it's going to be OK. I don't know how many people

  412. like me have been anxious when someone they knew has passed on

  413. and they're just not sure. And we're not going to get a for

  414. sure answer in this life, but I can choose to trust that they

  415. are still in good hands. There's a story of a judge who

  416. was known for his integrity and known for not being harsh but

  417. always upholding the law exactly how it should be.

  418. And one day, a woman came in being prosecuted because she was

  419. driving drunk and wrecked some vehicles and, you know, needed

  420. to be condemned for that. And that judge saw her, saw the

  421. proof, saw what it was, and guilty.

  422. You have to pay the highest fine, the highest amount.

  423. And then everyone was shocked when that judge got down from

  424. the plat from behind his area, went to the bailiff and paid him

  425. the money. Because that woman was his

  426. daughter. He judged her righteously

  427. because he could do no less, and yet because she was his daughter

  428. and for love of her, he also went and paid the price for her.

  429. That's what Jesus did for us. We are in very, very good hands.

  430. Our musicians can go ahead and come first.

  431. Peter 57, casting all your care upon him, for he careth for you,

  432. all your care, which means everything you feel, which even

  433. means those feelings when you're angry at God.

  434. He can take it. We can cast it upon him.

  435. Because when I was so numb, when I just couldn't get past that

  436. story and I just couldn't trust Him, I could tell Him that he

  437. heard everything I had to say. He heard me out, and then he

  438. corrected me. Life is so hard.

  439. It is cruel, it is unjust, but we're in the right hands when we

  440. put God first and allow Him to move in the way that He wants

  441. to. Every single care we have will

  442. be taken care of in the right way and at the right time.

  443. No matter how long the trial is or how hard the question is, His

  444. plan is greater than all the bad we experienced.

  445. Just like a drop of water cannot be compared to the vastness of

  446. the ocean, Even so all the bad we experience is just like that

  447. little drop compared to all that God has planned for us.

  448. If we will just stay close to the Father even when we don't

  449. understand, we will be in the right hands.

  450. The Bible says that God cannot lie, and if He cannot lie, we

  451. can trust Him. Despite the horrible and unjust

  452. things in life, there is something greater in store that

  453. simply overshadows even the grossest evil and injustice.

  454. As we see, I choose to take Him at His word.

  455. I choose to place myself and every question I have in His

  456. hands. Every situation, every anxiety,

  457. every emotion is in the right hands.

  458. If we go ahead and stand, I just have two final verses and then

  459. this altar is open. You can come to the altar, you

  460. can stay in your seat, you can worship, you can pray.

  461. Jeremiah 29 and 11 of the ESV, for I know the plans I have for

  462. you declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to

  463. give you a future and a hope. Sometimes we don't see that hope

  464. in this life, but we will see it in the next Psalms 4211.

  465. Why are you cast down on my soul, and why are you in turmoil

  466. within me? Hope and God, for I shall again

  467. praise Him, my salvation and my God.