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God Keeps Good Records | Pastor Paul McGee

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  1. Forevermore, Amen we're going to be turning I'm going to read

  2. from the Old Testament and the New Testament tonight just

  3. because I am Exodus chapter 37 going to read from Hebrews

    Exodus 37 chapter mention

  4. chapter #6 as well. Amen.

  5. So thankful for God's people, thankful for all of those that

  6. diligently work around here to keep God's house clean.

  7. And those that show up for practices for for singing on

  8. Sunday morning and Sunday night. Musicians that come to practice

  9. and teachers that prepare lessons throughout the week to

  10. teach children and invest in teenagers.

  11. And Brother Alex and Sister Grace Mason that put together

  12. things on Friday nights for those that will show.

  13. And just on and on and on. Amen.

  14. Exodus chapter 37. I'm just going to read the first

    Exodus 37 chapter mention

  15. phrase of verse 17 and then skip down to verse #23 just kind of

  16. give you an idea where we are. This is the listing of all the

  17. different instruments and furniture that was to be made

  18. for the Tabernacle that was in the wilderness.

  19. And this particular section concerns the Candlestick.

  20. And so that's reason want to read the first phrase it says.

  21. And he made the Candlestick of pure goat.

  22. That's the phrase I want just so you know what we're talking

  23. about. Verse 23 then says, and he made

  24. his seven lamps and his snuffers.

  25. All right. This is King James language.

  26. This is a little archaic tongs like type things like stuff that

  27. you would trim a Wick with and his snuff dishes.

  28. All right. And of of pure goat, of a talent

  29. of pure goat made he it and all the vessels thereof.

  30. So we have all with the Candlestick is made of a talent

  31. of pure goat, along with all those things that pertain into

  32. the Candlestick. I want to turn over to Hebrews

  33. chapter #6 and read a few verses of scripture starting with verse

  34. #10 Bible says for God is not unrighteous to forget your work

  35. and labor of love which you have shewed toward his name, and that

  36. you have ministered to the Saints and do minister.

  37. We desire that everyone of you do shew the same diligence to

  38. the full assurance of hope to the end, that you be not

  39. slothful, but followers of them who through faith and patience

  40. inherit the promises. For a little while tonight I

  41. want to preach this title and it's something that I say over

  42. and over to this congregation. I want to preach, God keeps good

  43. records. God keeps God keeps good

  44. records. Let's pray tonight.

  45. Father, I love you. Got to thank you Jesus today for

  46. your spirit that we have felt in this building all throughout

  47. today. God through every song, through

  48. Lord, every key that has been struck on the piano or a beat

  49. that's been laid to a drum. I pray, O God tonight that you

  50. have to encourage your people, strengthen them, God, empower

  51. them, Lord, by your word. I pray Jesus tonight, God, do

  52. your work your way, God, and we'll be satisfied and we'll be

  53. comfortable, Lord, with the outcome.

  54. Lord of it, the lovely name of Jesus Christ that I pray, Amen

  55. and Amen in the church, say Amen, Amen.

  56. You may be seated tonight, Amen. This minister here with me just

  57. for a little while tonight. This, this is maybe not the

  58. regular fair of what Pentecostalism calls a Sunday

  59. night sermon to blow in, blow up and blow out.

  60. All right, but I want to. This is what's been on my heart,

  61. that God keeps good records. And if you have been here for

  62. any moment of time in this church, you have heard that

  63. statement come across this pulpit on several different

  64. occasions. It's something that you should

  65. be acquainted with. Whenever I say that as OFT as I

  66. do, I mean that even when no one else sees what you are doing or

  67. what you are involved with, and perhaps even when they do see it

  68. and don't even acknowledge it, that God, that God keeps good

  69. records and he sees and He knows the affairs and the involvement

  70. of our life. I'd like to admit to you

  71. tonight, after years now being in the ministry, that the joys

  72. of ministry are immeasurable. Joys of ministry are

  73. immeasurable. But in my lifetime, I have

  74. understood that I can lay a yardstick behind beside the the

  75. hardships of ministry. I can put it seems like I'm put

  76. a measuring tape upon the hardships of ministry, have a

  77. good grasp on what it costs, but sometimes not as equally measure

  78. how it benefits me. We have ideas, no doubt, yet

  79. even the extent of those ideas fall short of the reality of the

  80. benefits of ministry. Somewhere along the way, and

  81. unless someone thinks I'm not talking to you tonight, I'm only

  82. talking to preachers, ministry encompasses us all.

  83. Somewhere along the way, the passion, the love that that you

  84. had maybe whenever you started in ministry, it's going to be

  85. challenged by struggles, it's going to be challenged by

  86. difficulties. And when all the different

  87. initial Pats on the backs become less and and, and the drive that

  88. goddess into a place of ministry within the church, when that

  89. start to wane, there's sometimes that ministry can start to feel

  90. mechanical rather than purposeful in our lives.

  91. When people who many times rallied around you like, yeah,

  92. let's be a part of that, That's a great idea.

  93. That's no longer rallying around you or supporting you.

  94. And when there's more days than not that you're pulling up on

  95. your own bootstraps, it's then that the medal of ministry has

  96. tried. And then you you heap on that

  97. personal struggles. You have loss of loved ones, you

  98. have broken relationships in your own lives.

  99. You deal with disappointment. All these things begin to

  100. surface and it leaves us as individuals as we are

  101. emotionally drained. It's then that serving God's

  102. Kingdom and others at those such times, it feels like that we

  103. many times are pouring from an empty vessel, pouring and

  104. pouring of ourselves from just emptiness.

  105. It's it's hard during those moments to muster the strength

  106. and the energy to care for others when we may be even

  107. hurting ourselves. We attempt, of course, in this

  108. course of life we want to be a beacon of hope to someone else,

  109. but many times we're trying to be a beacon while we're

  110. struggling with our own darkness.

  111. David described it like this in such a moment.

  112. He said in Psalm 6 and six, this is the voice of David now the

  113. great psalmist that's all the time encouraging uplifting

  114. others with his Psalms. He says I'm weary with my

  115. groaning all the night make I my bed to swim.

  116. I water my couch with my tears. The great psalmist who's put

  117. words and pen to parchment to encourage even the modern day

  118. church that we're still revitalized by his words said

  119. there were times that I went to bed with my groaning and my

  120. agony of life and I cried until I made my bed to swim.

  121. There were many tears and I I let my pillow and my mattress,

  122. so to speak, become wet and we say things sometimes as

  123. ministers in whatever capacity that we minister around the

  124. church. We but the same that I often

  125. hear today is his. Well, thank you for the

  126. opportunity to serve, but there's sometimes that just

  127. continuing to or feels like a monumental task, even when your

  128. service feels like it comes from a place of weakness.

  129. Sometimes we're serving from weakness that the writer of

  130. Hebrews tells us for God, it's not unrighteous to forget your

  131. work and your labor of love. Calvin Miller, he wrote a book

  132. to it was a book called the Letters to Young Pastors.

  133. And his answer to this spiritual depression, his answer to the

  134. ministry doldrums, if you will, as they are, was this.

  135. He says, here's my answer for all of that.

  136. More ministry. He says when you can't find

  137. Christ, he says then play the role of Christ to somebody else

  138. in their life and you will have all the Christ that you desire.

  139. In other words, there's times that in ministry you need

  140. minister to. He said that in those moments it

  141. seems like you couldn't put a pulse upon God in your own life.

  142. Just continue acting as God for somebody elses life.

  143. He says the answer to the dilemma is more ministry and and

  144. then we have and they're not many of them not here.

  145. They watch by line faithfully and in service after service.

  146. But then there's those that are the age that carry on another

  147. dimension and and their age adds them to their feelings of

  148. insufficiency. Their bodies.

  149. I'm not old, but I'm I'm I'm I'm on the slow process of getting

  150. there. But their bodies don't move as

  151. quickly or as easily as they once did.

  152. Simple tasks are more complicated than they were at

  153. once. Fatigue sets in faster.

  154. They they estimate that their physical limitations hindered

  155. the same work that they once loved doing, even works that

  156. they used to do for the Lord. There's the aches and the pains

  157. and the chronic illness that causes them to feel as though

  158. their ability to serve has been diminished.

  159. And the way that they serve is not identical to how they have

  160. served in the past. And it frustrates them.

  161. I tell you, I've talked to my dad more than one occasion.

  162. It frustrates them. It almost creates a sense of

  163. guilt in their life. And so they cling on to verses

  164. like Second Corinthians 416 that reassure that though our outward

  165. man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.

  166. Let's just get just playing tonight.

  167. Our elders cannot do as much as they once did, cannot do as much

  168. as they once did, and it can cause them to feel as though

  169. they've lost their usefulness. But God values, let me say it

  170. like this, our service at every stage and ladies season of our

  171. life, even in our physical weakness and in our heart, that

  172. God values it. And so you might sometimes even

  173. in your ministry, Amen, entertain the idea of quitting

  174. or entertaining the idea of discontinuing to serve because

  175. you feel inadequate or you feel less than.

  176. Hey man, but let me tell you this tonight we don't need to be

  177. at total capacity for God to use us.

  178. Amen. He works even through our most

  179. feeblest of efforts. The writer of Hebrews is

  180. addressing the believers in that day, the early Christians of

  181. that moment, those that had moved from just Judaism to

  182. Christianity, right, who is identified with Christ.

  183. And the same believers that have been set on fire by the gospel

  184. message of the Apostle Peter on the day of Pentecost have

  185. finally reached a point in their journey of ministry where they

  186. have underwent some severe trials.

  187. They are in a place now that the revival fires of Pentecost still

  188. exist, but they don't feel the heat of it as much as they did.

  189. And they're at a point where they're needing some

  190. encouragement. They've been involved in acts of

  191. service since they started their life for the Lord.

  192. They have honored the Lord. They have served the Saints.

  193. They have served people. They have observed the unsaved.

  194. Their work and their labor of love, the Bible says, had been

  195. shown toward His name. Meaning this, that their service

  196. to others was ultimately an act of devotion to God and an act of

  197. devotion to His name and to His glory.

  198. Please let me comfort you with this tonight, that when you

  199. minister to the Saints, you minister to God.

  200. That elevates then every endeavor that we have a hand in

  201. around about this church. Everything that we involve

  202. ourself in around about this church.

  203. If the purpose is serving the Saints, then note well it serves

  204. God. Cleaning a mirror at the church

  205. becomes a sacred service. Trimming the lawn becomes a

  206. sacred service. Align the letters on the sign

  207. out front becomes a sacred service.

  208. Teaching, making food, organizing events, playing

  209. music, counting money, all of those things.

  210. Corralling children in a Sunday school class.

  211. When you minister to the Saints, you minister unto God.

  212. My sermon really stems from one of the lesser used words of the

  213. Bible in the King James. Aversion of the Bible and the

  214. Word is snuff dishes. You're probably not going to

  215. find these in your dishwasher. Snuff dishes each of the three

  216. times, and it's only mentioned three times in Scripture.

  217. They're associated with the Tabernacle or the temple, and

  218. particularly with the article of furniture of the Candlestick in

  219. the temple. These were shallow vessels.

  220. The Bible says they were made of pure gold and their purpose was

  221. this to receive the burnt used up fragments of the Wicks from

  222. the lamps. You're just going to have to

  223. this is my this is going to be a journey tonight.

  224. OK, welcome to pastor here. It seems almost extreme this

  225. evening that a charred Wick with seemingly no purpose left.

  226. God would have a priest enter in and meticulously handle that

  227. burnt out Wick and carefully place it into a invaluable

  228. container made of pure go. I'm just telling you, tonight we

  229. have Wick trimmers at our house, Sister Sheila and Wick dippers

  230. to put, you know, Wicks out. My wife's got all those fancy

  231. things for all the candles in the house and we got plenty of

  232. candles to burn and I have trimmed a Wick or two in our

  233. house. Amen.

  234. And when I trim it, the excess either falls in the candle

  235. course that leaves a black spot, or it comes out and it goes in

  236. the trash. If I were responsible, I'd

  237. probably drop that wig that's burnt out and charcoal stained,

  238. probably on the dirt floor of the Tabernacle.

  239. I just scraped that thing off that lamp into my hand and cast

  240. it up into the wind to take it away.

  241. But not God. He ordered that the snuff dishes

  242. to be made because when the wigs are trimmed and when they're

  243. burnt out, they're not going to be thrown away.

  244. They're going to be saved in a snuff dish.

  245. Am I right, folks? I don't know.

  246. I've read the scriptures over and over.

  247. I don't know how many snuff dishes there were.

  248. They are stated in the plural. Snuff dishes.

  249. I don't know how many snuff dishes.

  250. And folks, we're not talking about chewing tobacco either, in

  251. case anybody wonders. Hey, man, that they, they, they

  252. are not. I don't know how many there

  253. were. We're not told the explicit

  254. details of what listen, of what was even done with the contents

  255. of the snuff, different dishes after they became full.

  256. But what we do know is this. They're just storing old burnt

  257. out Wicks who have completed their service for the

  258. Tabernacle. If the Bible says that the

  259. Candlestick and all of the vessels that pertain to it were

  260. made from a talent of gold, a talent equates to about 100 lbs

  261. of goat. So the lamp with its branches

  262. and knops and flowers and all the things that you read in

  263. Exodus, and the tongs, or the snuffers and the snuff dishes,

  264. all these things that pertain it are made from the solitary

  265. talent of pure goat. I know things have different

  266. between now and the value of gold, but just give you an idea

  267. for yesterday's standards. When I looked it up, the value

  268. of a talent of GOAT is tremendous.

  269. By yesterday's gold market rating, gold was rated at

  270. $2561.00 per oz as of yesterday. That means that's $40,976 per

  271. pound by yesterday's value. Have the same Candlestick been

  272. made yesterday? That value of that pure goat

  273. Candlestick with all of its vessels that pertain to it would

  274. have been 4,097,600 dollars. Just fall with me a little bit.

  275. And so Brother Mason and I don't know, but if the snuff dish is

  276. just even amounted to a pound of gold by today's standards, they

  277. would have been worth $40,976. And again, for the Fred, I don't

  278. know how many of them there were.

  279. And so just for easy math, that 40,000 is almost 41.

  280. Let's just say there was 41 of them.

  281. By today's standards, that would be about $1000 per snuff dish.

  282. What do you get that pastor? I'm getting that this and I know

  283. value may increase now, but back then it's all things are

  284. comparable, right? They're in proportion.

  285. All I'm getting that is that they were of great value even

  286. then. And God said, I want you to put

  287. that blackened brittle Wick and store it in that treasure

  288. container. I know maybe you're not like me,

  289. but I'm thinking that is unbelievable, a burnt out Wick

  290. in such a valuable container. Someone saying that.

  291. But when we realize that the blackened Wick that's placed in

  292. that snuff dish, that precious snuff dish, started out as a

  293. fresh garment on the backside of a priest, things start to shift

  294. a little bit. Because the Bible bears out that

  295. the priests were dedicated and consecrated unto the work of the

  296. Lord while they were dressed in their vestments and they were

  297. dressed in their garments. The Bible tells us that Aaron

  298. and his sons, and by implication every other ordinary priests.

  299. We're touched by the anointing oil and by the blood in their

  300. garments of service, and they were dedicated to the work of

  301. the Lord. Look at Leviticus 8 and verse

  302. 30. And Moses took of the anointing

  303. oil and of the blood which was upon the altar, and sprinkled it

  304. upon Aaron, and upon his garments, and upon his sons, and

  305. upon his sons garments with him, and sanctified Aaron and his

  306. garments, and his sons and his sons garments with him.

  307. Do you understand understand what is happening right here is

  308. the initiation of ministry, not just for Aaron and his sons and

  309. other priests, but for the ministry of the garments that

  310. are upon the Aaron and his sons and the other priests.

  311. We read in the Bible, in the book of Chronicles, we read

  312. where the priesthood expands to the place of containing 24

  313. courses of priests with thousands of thousands of

  314. priests, every one of them serving at least a two week.

  315. Amen stand in the temple out of the year, serving in a function

  316. of ministering unto the Lord in some type of function around the

  317. House of God. It's quite possible that after a

  318. priest served in one function, he would never serve in that

  319. function again for the entirety of his life.

  320. What he did, he did it for once in a lifetime.

  321. And what was laid then in that snuff dish, We must understand

  322. Amen had been at some previous in season, anointed with oil and

  323. dedicated to God by blood. If I'd say it like this, that

  324. which was taken in place in the snuff dish didn't look like it

  325. once looked when it first started ministry.

  326. It did not look what it once looked when it was first

  327. dedicated. It didn't look like it once

  328. looked when the blood and the oil touched it.

  329. Hey man. When it was initially employed

  330. in the service of God, but nonetheless, it's still precious

  331. at this stage of its life in the sight of God.

  332. Beams of the old, the old man wrinkles and Harry's life.

  333. You know, I love ministry. I've been in it for 10 years.

  334. It's all the truth to that. You don't look like you did when

  335. you started. The Jewish rabbis have writings

  336. around the 12th century. They wrote some things down that

  337. were oral traditions that they even carried on through them

  338. orally from the 2nd century. It can be found in the Toll

  339. mood, which is some some old Jewish writings, that the old

  340. priestly garments were cut into strips and used for the Wicks of

  341. the lambs. To qualify for such use, and I

  342. preached along this lines a little bit before, but to

  343. qualify for such use, the garments had to be tagged.

  344. They had to be frazzled, they had to be worn out.

  345. In other words, they had to be on the back of a priest for some

  346. time as he served at the incense altar, as he sacrificed.

  347. Amen, animals, Amen. They had to be regularly worn

  348. out. They had to be used.

  349. These consecrated garments, though, once they were wore out,

  350. had hose him in, if you will, fraying on the edges.

  351. They weren't thrown away. They weren't discarded.

  352. They were repurposed for what purpose?

  353. For the purpose of making wits for the Candlestick.

  354. Because God is like, this is the practical yet respectful way

  355. that I can continue using an item that's been dedicated.

  356. Amen to God and his service. I'm telling you tonight we have

  357. some elders that in their younger years served in

  358. positions and capacities and they become worn and they become

  359. frazzled and they become tired. But God says, I'm not going to

  360. disregard them. I'm not shoving them off to the

  361. side. I'm going to repurpose them in a

  362. practical yet respectful way where they can be continuing in

  363. their dedication for the service of the Lord.

  364. Those garments were not discarded.

  365. They could no longer serve as the priest various functions,

  366. but they could keep the light burning in the Tabernacle.

  367. Why? They've been dedicated.

  368. They've been consecrated to God. Their work was for the people

  369. and therefore for God. There's a sanctity to their

  370. service and God, as Hebrew says, was not unrighteous.

  371. To forget they have been on the back of a priest as he was a

  372. doorkeeper. They've been there as he baked

  373. bread. They've been there as he offered

  374. in, since you've been there, as he managed the sacrifices.

  375. And now it keeps lit, Amen, In that holy place that would

  376. otherwise be filled with darkness.

  377. It keeps it lit, Amen, along with the lamps, along with the

  378. oil. The Bible says in Exodus 27 and

  379. 20, And thou shalt command the children of Israel, that they

  380. bring the pure olive oil beaten for life to cause the lamp to

  381. burn always. I don't know.

  382. I don't know if there's a way to do the math or figure it out,

  383. but imagine for a moment the light of the Candlestick was to

  384. burn always. Imagine the number of Wicks that

  385. was used for the light that was always to be kept burning.

  386. And know that they trimmed them. We know according to Scripture,

  387. they at least trimmed them in the morning and they trimmed

  388. them in the evening. There are some that even

  389. postulate that every half hour that they had to be trimmed.

  390. If so, that means every time the trimming happened, that's stored

  391. away in the snuff dish. Every time there's a trimming of

  392. the charred Wick, that's stored away in a snuff dish.

  393. Someone say man, give me a moment.

  394. I really only have something to say and it'll be at the end.

  395. The Old Testament, when you read about the garments of the

  396. ordinary priests, you read about linen breeches and linen pontics

  397. and linen girdles and linen coats and linen tunics, and

  398. there's a great difference. I know today we call cotton and

  399. linen sign like, like they are just a synonyms for one another,

  400. but not so in biblical times. They were not interchangeable

  401. then. The linen that they were

  402. Speaking of, the Old Testament came from a flax plant.

  403. In the garments of the priests were woven flax.

  404. It was flax that was worn together, and therefore when

  405. that woven flax garment wore out, they became Wicks.

  406. A whole garment, if you will please listen to me.

  407. Well, a whole garment is reduced to several Wicks until they are

  408. reduced just to brittle charred Wicks in a snuff dish.

  409. And I say reduced, but in reality each step is a

  410. multiplication of the original. One garment becomes several

  411. Wicks becomes several remnants and fragments of a charred Wick.

  412. And God is attentive to the Wicks purpose, though it may be

  413. weak, though it may be small, though it may be thin, though it

  414. may be feeble, though it might almost be ready to go out.

  415. Isaiah said. And Isaiah 42 and three, if you

  416. can throw it up for me here tonight.

  417. The Bible says these words. Bruce Reed shall he not break?

  418. And the smoking flax he shall not quench.

  419. He's referring to a Wick in a lamp.

  420. He's saying it's expiring this, this lamp Wick is expiring it.

  421. It doesn't have the ability like it used to, to draw the oil

  422. through its capillaries. It's, it's almost finished.

  423. It's it's dying. But God says I'm not going to

  424. snuff it out. I'm not going to quench it

  425. because it's still working. It's still laboring.

  426. I'm not going to forget it. It's fighting for its diligence

  427. to the end. God, God recognizes that, ladies

  428. and gentlemen, and that's exactly what happens in death.

  429. But there are times that even before we die, there are times

  430. in the life of ministry. You're going to struggle.

  431. You're going to struggle with a consistent flame in this life.

  432. You're going to struggle. You're going to have a hard time

  433. performing ministry. You're going to shake your head.

  434. You're going to throw your fist up to heaven.

  435. Hear me? I'm not talking about something

  436. that I read to you about. I'm talking to you about

  437. something I've experienced. You're going to shake your head

  438. to the heavens and say, why is this going on?

  439. God? Where are all those that were

  440. for me before? Where are they now?

  441. I'm going to say, God, I spent countless hours preparing or

  442. doing this and this. You're going to sometimes just

  443. be along the line of almost bitterness with ministry and God

  444. sitting idly by and he sees the smokering of the smoke and he

  445. says don't quench them. Don't quench them.

  446. Don't put them out because they're trying.

  447. They're putting forth some effort.

  448. Not yet. I know they're in a struggling

  449. mode right here, but I'm not giving up on them.

  450. There's going to be a time that you won't want to teach the

  451. class. There's going to be a time you

  452. won't want to prepare the sermon.

  453. There's going to be a time by the Reese, you're not going to

  454. want to use a rag on the Pew. But I'm telling you this that

  455. God in our moments, even of doubt and inconsistency will say

  456. don't quit it because I see they're still working.

  457. I see they're still pushing. I yes, from a priestly garment

  458. to a Wick to a blackened fragment.

  459. God has the priest go in there at some of those final stages,

  460. and he's like, handle that with care.

  461. God, I get it. If it's the newly linen garment

  462. that's been handed to the priest, you understand the

  463. caution. And you almost want white

  464. gloves, you know, to handle something like that.

  465. I can almost guess, God, Even a Wick that's going to burn long

  466. through the night in a lamp. I understand that.

  467. But. But God did the end of the

  468. matter. This, this charred piece.

  469. Yeah. Handle it.

  470. Handle it carefully because it's had devotion at each stage of

  471. it's service. It has been connected to me from

  472. being a priest garment to a Wick to even now it's the fragment of

  473. some rebane. Because hear me, today, nothing

  474. in God's service is wasted or treated carelessly.

  475. Where garments ain't thrown away, their sacred purpose is

  476. extended by becoming the Wick. And when that brutal charred

  477. piece of garment that's just a fraction of what it once was as

  478. being a fragment of a piece of Wick, and it's finished and it

  479. lays there though in a pure gold, priceless snuff dish.

  480. Why? Because God does not.

  481. To think of the hours. That you spend the time, that

  482. you invest your own financial obligation, that you give.

  483. Sleepless nights. That you live prayers that you

  484. pray when no one's in the prayer room but you.

  485. People that you've reached out. To make contact with and you

  486. went out of your way to meet with and hear their concern to

  487. through the ages of life from the novice of it to be and if

  488. you will pretty well settled with it to the point that we

  489. give our last breath and which seems like we have nothing else

  490. to give. God says I'm going to take care

  491. of it even in that moment. Why?

  492. Because it may not seem like much now, but I remember when it

  493. was a priest garment and I remember when it was a Wick in

  494. the Lamb. And I remember the dark nights,

  495. and I remember the bitter tears, and I remember the obligations

  496. they said we got to throw away. Because this is more important.

  497. God does not forget. Oops.

  498. I've stood at various caskets of Saints, some made of just wood,

  499. grandeur, ornate decor, others that were just cardboard that

  500. was covered in fabric. All of it just equalling.

  501. According to their means here below or what they have planned

  502. for, but no sure certainty that whatever the casket was here on

  503. earth, God took their service in mine.

  504. Rather Sheila, Sister Sheila, they might have been in a pine

  505. box here, but God said bring that pure goat's nut dish.

  506. He might have been in some. Some rudimentary things right

  507. here, but God says, I told you to make that gold Pierce snuff

  508. this, you bring that because I'm going to take that life of

  509. service and I'm going to store it right here.

  510. I'm going to put the remainder right here.

  511. I'm going to shelter it right here because God keeps good

  512. records. You may not think it's much, my

  513. wife just recently told. Me.

  514. When she's got back home and I'll mention no names of another

  515. pastor that we know, friends of ours who's had to close down

  516. their church. It's probably the fifth one in

  517. my ministry that I know of, in my ministry that's had to do

  518. with such a thing. Membership fall can't support

  519. the bills or anything that's going on.

  520. Everybody's just pulling the. Straws not talking about other,

  521. I'm talking about Apostolic churches had to close their

  522. doors. You know what that pastor's

  523. wrestling with right now, tonight?

  524. You know what he's wrestling with?

  525. Guilt, shame, failure. What more could I do?

  526. What, what? What more could I accomplish?

  527. But while he's saying all those words, you know what God's

  528. saying? Bring the snuff dish.

  529. Bring the snuff shed. I saw him when he was on

  530. outreach knocking doors, and it was only him and his family

  531. doing it. Bring the snuff dish.

  532. I've seen whenever he was a Wick and he went from a bigger

  533. building to a smaller building just trying to keep their head

  534. afloat. Bring the snuff dish.

  535. You know why? Because God keeps good records.

  536. They might not have all five of them do not have a church today

  537. upon this earth, but I tell you, well, God will not forget their

  538. work or labor of love that they did minister and minister unto

  539. the Saints. God keeps good records.

  540. I'm trying to encourage someone. Here tonight.

  541. Because if you've not met it, you will meet it.

  542. You'll have your struggle. You'll have your dismay.

  543. You'll have yourself down. You'll deal with the demons of

  544. hell. Amen.

  545. Speaking lies into your life, telling you there's no use.

  546. There's no reason to keep doing that.

  547. There's no reason to keep paying.

  548. In that flame. Why don't you just give up?

  549. Why don't you just lay down your armor?

  550. Why don't you just lay down? Hey, man, your ministry.

  551. Why don't you just tuck that aside?

  552. Why don't don't you do something else that seems to have a better

  553. pay off? Why don't you just do something

  554. else that has more notoriety to it?

  555. But I'm telling you today that God sees it at every stage, and

  556. God sees it at every season, and God keeps good records.

  557. You hear? Me.

  558. No one was there. When my wife and I were flea bit

  559. every night holding revivals. Nobody was there when stray

  560. animals you could see Hey man, the the petition and the ceiling

  561. hang down from animals in the night being above us as we

  562. slept. Nobody seen?

  563. Nobody's seen. The mirror having a dollar in

  564. our account and trying to get to the next revival, nobody's seen.

  565. But I tell you who did see. I tell you who didn't know.

  566. He says the garment that's on the priest is turning to a wig.

  567. And even if it's burnt totally out, I'm not going to forget.

  568. I'm going to remember. Nobody's seen the prayers that I

  569. prayed in my trailer at night. Nobody's seen the 3:00 AM and

  570. 4:00 AM morning. Nobody's seen the struggle.

  571. Nobody's seen the heartache. Nobody felt the but God.

  572. This all. Right.

  573. Oh, but Brother McGee, look at you now.

  574. My God, you're busy. And they're calling you to come

  575. preach this camp meeting, that conference, and this camp

  576. meeting. Let's pause.

  577. I know it looks. Like all the flamboyance, right?

  578. 4 camp meetings in the summer. Hoorah 3 back-to-back with

  579. anniversary service. Hoorah you.

  580. Know what comes with that? Physical exhaustion You.

  581. Know what comes with that? Living under the burden of

  582. seeking God. You know how many times in those

  583. weeks I went to a pulpit of a camp meeting and they were

  584. blowing and going and licking this paint off the ceiling and

  585. God had dealt with me something quite contrary to the weight of

  586. the spirit was going at that moment and there's good old

  587. Pastor McGee honey, they're flopping in a rolling and the

  588. kicking in a bucket and I just entered that pulpit.

  589. I don't raise my voice to a scream, but I'm like, let's turn

  590. to such and such. And I began to preach what I

  591. felt like God gave me. And God would reach sometimes

  592. just one individual in particular in that place in

  593. stories would come back. But everybody thinks it's grand.

  594. But Trevor, they. Don't see the 330 mornings of

  595. trying to hit an airport and it'd be in 24 hours before I

  596. went to bed because I preached the same night.

  597. But God keeps good records. Nobody sees.

  598. The investment that you as individuals made to get us in

  599. here town. Nobody's seen the hours that

  600. these men worked in this church to construct the walls of that

  601. Parsonage. No one's seen the work days in

  602. order to get that middle church up the snuff or this church up

  603. the snuff. Only those that were a part of

  604. it see it and Noah. But know this well that when you

  605. lay down to rest in your life of ministry has somehow begotten

  606. more narrow because your health and your strength just can't

  607. propel you. God's going to say bring the

  608. snuff dish. Bring that thing which is

  609. valuable. Why God?

  610. This is just something in charge, He says.

  611. No, you don't see like I see what I'm putting in it.

  612. It's just as valuable of what it's going inside of.

  613. God, yes. Everybody's looking at that.

  614. Great developed church, but they didn't see it when that pastor

  615. entered that rented building. Had to set up chairs every

  616. Sunday and a sound system and get the guitars going and the

  617. piano going and they'd have service for their hour and a

  618. half. But they had to tear everything

  619. back down after it's all over because it's going to be used

  620. for another purpose. They didn't see that.

  621. They did that for seven years before they could go from that

  622. rental property to property that they bought and then even had to

  623. ask for money to fix the AC. Nobody sees that now that the

  624. running 100, but God does. People don't see the.

  625. Opportunities you turn down. Because you felt like God.

  626. Had you right where he wanted you.

  627. But he does so whether you serving.

  628. In the spotlight or in the shadows, please never forget the

  629. power of the truth, that I stayed over and over across this

  630. pulpit. That God keeps good records.

  631. He sees every effort, no matter how small or how unnoticed it

  632. may seem to you or to the greater world.

  633. Listen when you wipe down pews, when you greet a visitor, when

  634. you prepare meals, when you're mentoring a young believer.

  635. Every act is a sacred service unto the Lord, and your labor of

  636. love is recorded in heaven, not because it's glamorous, but

  637. because it's done to His name. You can stand with me tonight

  638. when your ministry. Feels draining and.

  639. When your strength. Is faltering and when you wander

  640. concerning your efforts, whether they matter, take heart that God

  641. is not unrighteous to forget. What you do may.

  642. Go unseen, but God never forgets.

  643. It's just a old worn. Priest garment repurposed into a

  644. Wick to keep the Tabernacle lamps burning and.

  645. No matter how. Diminished or weakened, it feels

  646. at times. God says it's precious in my

  647. sight, He. Said so I'm going to.

  648. Take these charred Wicks, the most fragile.

  649. You realize you have a Chard Wick in your hand.

  650. It breaks so easily. I'm going to take that.

  651. Fragile, exhausted effort. And I'm going to handle that

  652. with care, and I'm going to store it in a golden snuff dish

  653. because nothing that is dedicated to God's service is a

  654. wasted something. I encouragement to you if we.

  655. Bow our heads. Is this Sir or ma'am?

  656. Keep going. Stay faithful.

  657. Let your flame burn, even when times it's doing more flickering

  658. than it is burning. Because God is not done with

  659. you, Sir. God is not done with you, ma'am.

  660. Age Saints sit in their house listening to me tonight.

  661. God is not done with you yet. When you feel like you're at the

  662. end of your strength, remember that your work has eternal value

  663. and in God's hands, even the smallest act of service is

  664. handled with reverence and will never be forgotten.

  665. And so I stand on this Sunday night.

  666. I know this isn't a typical Sunday night Amen message, but I

  667. stand on this Sunday night and I challenge each individual that's

  668. involved in ministry around this church.

  669. Recommit to the work of the Lord, even in serious seasons of

  670. weariness. Seasons when you feel helpless,

  671. don't stop serving. Even when you feel like your

  672. flame, it's barely burning. Don't worry, God won't quench

  673. it. God won't snuff it out.

  674. He honors your efforts, although they may be feeble.

  675. He honors your efforts. It's hard sometimes to.

  676. Go on when it feels. Like you're going by yourself.

  677. And I want you to. Stop right now whether you work

  678. on the clean team, whether you do the sign where you play a

  679. musical instrument, where, whether you sing, whether you

  680. sing specials, whether you teach, whether you preach,

  681. whether you cook food or manage a kitchen or over a pantry here

  682. at the church, I want you to stop and reflect on where God

  683. has placed you today and. What has he entrusted?

  684. To you. And you need to reaffirm.

  685. Your commitment to those things and offer it up to him knowing

  686. that he keeps. Good records.

  687. So I'm going to press on God, not for the recognition of man,

  688. but for the glory of God. I'm going to press on.

  689. For the glory of God. The one that even treasures the

  690. burnt Wick that he. Places.

  691. In pure goat snuff dishes, pastors trying to tell you

  692. tonight with all the love in my heart that your work matters,

  693. that you matter and. That God.

  694. Does not. Work in I've been with my dad.

  695. When I first started pastoring, we went through to three

  696. hospitals in the same day, one in Vincent's, one in Fairfield

  697. and one in Evansville. This man has lost.

  698. His ever living mind. And I tell my dad often.

  699. I said, Dad, I think you'd be in better help today if you didn't

  700. expend yourself so much in ministry.

  701. That's me as a physical. Son telling him something that I

  702. observed in this temporal world. But you know what?

  703. I. Know now, Sister Brenda, in

  704. spite of it. God.

  705. Saw it. These altars are open.

  706. Tonight for somebody that might feel at a different season of

  707. life right now, maybe you're transitioning from a priest

  708. garment to a Wick and maybe you're a Wick that is flickering

  709. and you're struggling to keep a flame upon you.

  710. But God is watching with a diligent eye and he's saying no,

  711. don't sniff it out, don't quench it.

  712. I think it's going to come out of this I.

  713. Think it's going to come? Out of this, I think it's going

  714. to start burning with a consistency and a purity here.

  715. Don't, don't, don't touch it. Let's just let's just see what

  716. happens right here. I don't know what.

  717. Stage you may be in right now, what season you may be in, I

  718. don't, I don't know the doubts that may fill your mind.

  719. I don't I don't know the things that you might go to bed with

  720. with your spouse and talk about at night concerning where you

  721. serve in ministry, the load or the burden or it seems like the

  722. thankless task that you're in. But please understand that God,

  723. he's keeping good notations, every sacrifice, every

  724. investment, every word, every act, every hand, every voice,

  725. every word. This alter is open tonight for

  726. anybody. God keeps good records.