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The Cost of Keeping What's Best | Bro. Alex Mason

First Apostolic Church

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  1. Hallelujah. Oh, he is good.

  2. He is greatly to be praised. Oh, for he alone is worthy.

  3. Christ the Lord. Amen.

  4. Amen. It is good to be in the House of

  5. God tonight. It is good to not be stressed

  6. out about what on earth is going on as I was this morning.

  7. I knew it would work out, but doesn't mean that it wasn't.

  8. It was not fun for me. But we got it all figured out.

  9. We had a good time with it. And I do, I do love those

  10. moments of of it's the intimacy of the moments.

  11. And I love the even if it's unexpected, I love that very

  12. much so. And so it does not bother me to

  13. look over at pastor and I tell him from the corner that I

  14. can't, we don't, I can't fix it right now.

  15. And he looks at me and he's like, and I'm like, all right,

  16. all right. So I come back around here.

  17. So, so absolutely love and appreciate them.

  18. You can go ahead and turn in your Bibles to Second Chronicles

    2 Chronicles 7:14

  19. 7, verse 14. We read a couple passages of

  20. Scripture before before you're seated and appreciate all your

  21. love and support appreciate pastor and his wife for their

  22. support. My wife and I and love our young

  23. people, love this church. And as, as he was making a joke

  24. about it was this and then that. I, I told, I told some people

  25. about how this weekend it was kind of all encompassed because

  26. as a teacher, all of my second quarter grades were due on

  27. Friday. And that's great and that's

  28. dandy. And I had been, I had been

  29. having something in the works in the back of my mind, but I

  30. hadn't sat down and, and fleshed it out completely.

  31. And, and on Friday, as as event coordinator for the student

  32. ministries, I went up to Muncie, IN, which is about 3 1/2 hours,

  33. and had a meeting, came back down because we don't have

  34. school on Fridays. So I had to make sure grades

  35. were done on Thursday night so I could go on Friday.

  36. And then Saturday I studied. And now we're here.

  37. And so it is what it is. And he gets the glory for it

  38. anyways. Amen, Amen, Amen.

  39. Second Chronicles 7, verse 14 and Eury, it says, If my people,

    2 Chronicles 7:14

  40. which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and

  41. pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways, then

  42. will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will

  43. heal their land. If you turn over to First Samuel

  44. 15, Now first Samuel 15, verse one, First Samuel 15 and verse

  45. one states, Samuel also said unto Saul, The Lord sent me to

  46. anoint thee to be king over his people over Israel.

  47. Now therefore hearken thou unto the voice of the words of the

  48. Lord. Thus saith the Lord of hosts.

  49. I remember that which Amalek did to Israel.

  50. Now he how he laid wait for him in the way when he came up from

  51. Egypt. Verse 3 states, Now go and smite

  52. Amalek and utterly destroy, destroy all that they have and

  53. spare them not, but slay both man and woman, infant and

  54. suckling, ox and sheep, camel and ass.

  55. And verse 8 jumping down the Verse 8 says, But Saul and the

  56. people spared a gag and the best of the sheep and of the oxen and

  57. all the fatlings and of the lambs and all that was good and

  58. would not utterly destroy them. But everything that was vile and

  59. refuse that they utterly destroyed they destroyed

  60. utterly. Tonight I have a simple title, I

  61. hope simple message for you. I would like to title this the

  62. cost of keeping what's best. The cost of keeping what's best.

  63. If you set down your Bibles. Help me pray tonight.

  64. Lord, I ask you just to move in this place.

  65. Lord, your glory would shine, Lord out poor Lord of your

  66. spirit, Lord upon your people. Lord, you would anoint my lips

  67. and play. Lord, Your word would come

  68. forth. Lord, it would not be my words,

  69. but it would be you. You don't touch your people or

  70. prepare hearts and minds as a planting ground for your word.

  71. Lord will not fail to thank you and praise you in Jesus mighty

  72. name that we pray and everyone said in Jesus name, Amen and

  73. Amen. You may be seated tonight.

  74. The cost of keeping what's best before we're introduced to Saul

  75. in the Bible, in the Old Testament, the Israelites are

  76. demanding a king. They are demanding a king.

  77. And I don't know about in your Bible, but in certain in some of

  78. my Bibles that I have at home, they have sections and they're

  79. kind of divided off in this first Samuel chapter 8 in

    1 Samuel 8 chapter mention

  80. particular is divided into thirds.

  81. And the first heading is Israel's demand for a king.

  82. All right, easy enough. But then the second heading is

  83. Samuel warns Israel, he's warning them what they are

  84. asking of God. They are what they are going to

  85. get if they get a king over Israel.

  86. And then the third and final section of chapter 8 is Israel

  87. repeats the demand for a king. And so they were very, very

  88. adamant that we need a king over Israel.

  89. And so even though Samuel warned the man of God warned, they

  90. still repeated the demand for a king.

  91. And so at the start of of first Samuel Chapter 9, we are

    1 Samuel 9 chapter mention

  92. introduced to Saul as we know it.

  93. He was he was from the tribe of Benjamin and he is small and

  94. seemingly insignificant tribe. And Chapter 9 verses one starts

  95. out and it says there was a man of Benjamin, whose name was

  96. Kish, the son of Abiel, the son of Zeror, and the son of

  97. Bekaroth, the son of A a Faye Benjamite, a mighty man of

  98. power. And he had a son whose name was

  99. saw a choice young man and a goodly.

  100. And there was not among the children of Israel a goodlier

  101. person than he. From his shoulders and upward he

  102. was higher than any of the people.

  103. So it's saying Saul look good, right.

  104. We we talk about us all looked he looked favorable.

  105. He seemed fit for for the job and and God sent Saul to Samuel.

  106. And in first Samuel 19 and 16 even states, God is talking and

  107. says, tomorrow about this time I will send thee a man out of the

  108. land of Benjamin, and thou shalt anoint him to be captain over my

  109. people Israel, that he may save my people out of the hand of the

  110. Philistines. For I have looked upon my people

  111. because their cry is come unto me.

  112. And so we have been introduced to Saul now and in Chapter 9, it

  113. would seem as though based off of what we have so far that that

  114. he would be coming from the tribe of Benjamin, seemingly

  115. small that that he would be maybe humble and maybe have a

  116. little bit of humility comes from small beginnings, if you

  117. will. And and God chose him.

  118. There is no doubt about that. And he told Samuel, I'm going to

  119. send tomorrow this man and you are going to anoint him.

  120. And but when God chose him to king, and in the beginning of

  121. chapter 10, Saul anointed Saul to be king.

  122. And in the beginning of that Saul chosen, but Saul was sort

  123. of reluctant, if you will, in, in in first Samuel 10 and verse

  124. 20 through 22. And it says when Samuel had

  125. caused all the tribes of Israel to come near, the tribe of

  126. Benjamin was taken. And when when he had caused the

  127. tribe of Benjamin to come nearby their families, the family of

  128. Matri was taken and saw the son of Kish was taken.

  129. And when they sought him, he could not be found.

  130. Therefore they inquired of the Lord further if the man should

  131. be yet come thither. And the Lord said, Behold, he

  132. hath hid himself among the stuff.

  133. Some, some commentaries state that the stuff was some sort of

  134. like baggage. During his coronation.

  135. He was, he was hiding amongst some things and and he was he

  136. was slow to accept this kingship.

  137. He was still not processing this again, seemingly would be

  138. beneficial, seemingly would be. This man seems humble.

  139. He seems to have a heart of humility.

  140. Maybe from the outside looking in and and then from the

  141. appearance of Saul, it would look that he looks of good

  142. stature and that he would be fit.

  143. But he hid among the baggage and after his coronation at first

  144. Saul showed great potential. In first Samuel 11 he he rallied

  145. the people to defeat the Ammonites in saving the city of

  146. Jabesh Gilead. And in first Samuel 11 verse

  147. six, he even says the Spirit of God name upon Saul when he when

  148. he heard those tidings and his anger was kindled greatly after

  149. this victory against the Ammonites, his kingship was

  150. solidified, if you will, and he was publicly affirmed as king.

  151. But there were cracks in once humble Saul's character that

  152. began to show as time went on as he struggled to obey God fully.

  153. In First Samuel 13, we see he faced the Philistines and his

  154. army was filled with fear. And instead of waiting for

  155. Samuel to offer sacrifice as instructed, Saul decided to take

  156. minors into his own hands. He'll offer the sacrifices.

  157. The man of God doesn't have to offer it.

  158. I'll offer the sacrifices. And he violated God's command.

  159. It even says in First Samuel 1313, it says, And Samuel said

  160. unto Saul, to Saul, thou hast done foolishly.

  161. Thou hast not kept the commandment of the Lord thy God,

  162. which he commanded thee. For now would the Lord, would

  163. the Lord, have established thy Kingdom upon Israel forever, but

  164. now thy Kingdom them shall not continue.

  165. The Lord hath sought him a man after his own heart, and the

  166. Lord hath commanded him to be captain over his people.

  167. Because thou hast not kept what that which the Lord commanded

  168. thee. He's saying I'm I want to find a

  169. man after my own heart because you you are not following after

  170. after what God asked. That's God is looking for

  171. someone after his own heart. And this this was Saul's first

  172. major act of disobedience, revealing this tendency, if you

  173. will, to rely on his his own his own judgment and and rather than

  174. trusting God's timing and plan. And by the time we have reached

  175. First Samuel 15 in our reading in our opening text, Saul has

  176. had multiple opportunities to prove himself, to prove his

  177. faithfulness to God. But his pattern of disobedience

  178. thus continues instead. And the problem here is in first

  179. Samuel 15, we have saw we have saw at a very pivotal moment in

  180. his kingship, right, because God is asking to find a man after

  181. his own heart because of the way Saul is.

  182. But but God is trying to be merciful.

  183. And and I see this in the scripture at in our opening

  184. reading, chapter 15 verse one, Samuel's talking to him and

  185. said, I have anointed the king. That's not when he's anointing

  186. him. He's reminding Saul why he

  187. anointed him and it was for God. It was for God's people.

  188. And, and he God gave a clear command through Samuel in the

  189. beginning of chapter 15 to utterly destroy the Amalekites,

  190. leave nothing alive, nothing, nothing breathing.

  191. It wasn't just a suggestion. It was tied to God's greater

  192. purpose and justice. And the Amalekites had this long

  193. history of opposing God's people and, and their continued

  194. existence represented rebellion against God's sovereignty.

  195. And so Saul, instead of fully obeying, chose to spare King

  196. Agagon and keep what he considered and the people

  197. considered the best of the sheep and the best of the cattle.

  198. And, and on the surface, it might have seemed noble of, of

  199. Saul. It might have seemed noble or

  200. strategic even, or, or a logical decision.

  201. You know, Saul's trying to prove his, his great, his great

  202. kingship and prove, you know, taking King Agag as as a

  203. prisoner, if you will, is better than killing him, obviously,

  204. because shows some superiority and, and, but after all,

  205. wouldn't sacrificing the best animals, wouldn't that be

  206. pleasing unto God? Wouldn't wouldn't sacrificing

  207. the best be pleasing? Wouldn't, wouldn't sparing the

  208. king to demonstrate his Saul's power and to and mercy?

  209. But it wasn't about Saul's power.

  210. It was about God's power. To Saul, his actions felt right.

  211. However, the issue wasn't just what Saul did, it was why he did

  212. it. Saul's decision revealed his

  213. deeper struggle, if you will. He he He trusted his reasoning

  214. over God's command. He trusted his decision making

  215. over God's commandment. He prioritized his judgment over

  216. obedience to God. And that's where the problem

  217. lied. Truly God, Saul thought he could

  218. improve on God's. He believed that he had the

  219. right to decide what parts of God's plan and command were

  220. worth following in and what could be flexible.

  221. But really, Saul's partial obedience was outright

  222. disobedience. Instead, John 14 and verse 15

  223. says If you love me, keep my commandments.

  224. Obedience to God isn't just about following orders like a

  225. mindless robot. It's an expression of love and

  226. it's an expression of trust. Our obedience is not about a

  227. command like yes Sir, it is about love and trust unto God

  228. and knowing that He has the best interest in mine.

  229. When we choose to obey, we acknowledge that God's wisdom is

  230. infinitely greater than our own. Saul's decision to keep what he

  231. thought was best for the from the Amalekites wasn't just about

  232. livestock or or power. It was a statement that his way

  233. was better than God's way. And when he got done, he I could

  234. seesaw. I could seesaw when he got done,

  235. he's standing there, he feels he's got his chest all puffed

  236. out and he's just thinking, man, I am so smart.

  237. Why didn't God think of this? Why didn't God think of this?

  238. But that's not the point. That wasn't why God intended.

  239. That's not what God intended. Saul intended to show his power,

  240. not God's power. Proverbs 3 verse 5 says trust in

    Proverbs 3:5

  241. the Lord with all thine heart and lean not and to thine own

  242. understanding in all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall

  243. direct thy paths. Saul failed to do what the

  244. writer of Proverbs is stating to us and warning us.

  245. He he leaned onto his own understanding.

  246. He convinced himself, if you will, that keeping the best

  247. animals for sacrifice would honor God and and keeping and

  248. sparing a gag would honor God somehow.

  249. But it wasn't about honoring God.

  250. It was about honoring Saul. It was about the man in the

  251. mirror. The truth is God isn't looking

  252. for us to improve the plan or the command.

  253. He isn't looking for us to improve the Word.

  254. He is looking for us to trust and obey.

  255. Saul missed the bigger picture here.

  256. He missed. He missed the bigger picture.

  257. What God commanded him wasn't just about the Amalekites.

  258. It was about reshaping Saul's heart to trust and demonstrating

  259. God's sovereignty. I believe the reason that Samuel

  260. talked to him at the beginning of chapter 15, before he gave

  261. the command and reminded, reminded him why he was anointed

  262. was it was an opportunity to see if Saul would actually do what

  263. God intended to have be done. But he did not do so.

  264. Even though he was given the warning, even though he was, he

  265. was told This is why I anointed you, Saul.

  266. Remember when I anointed you? This is why instead, by sparing

  267. a gag and sparing the best livestock, Saul not only

  268. disobeyed, but put in motion consequences that he could not

  269. foresee. What Saul could not foresee What

  270. would happen if he spared a gag? By sparing him, Saul not only

  271. failed to fulfill God's command, but he set the stage for a

  272. generational conflict that would endanger the survival of God's

  273. people as we know it in the Old Testament.

  274. And it may have seemed insignificant at the time to

  275. spare Agag and in the moment, though.

  276. Though the Bible doesn't record specifics of Agag's lineage, it

  277. is clear that the sentence survived and and it left a

  278. thread of the Amalekite blood and influence throughout history

  279. that eventually resurfaced generations later by the then by

  280. the name of Haman. Fast forwarding several 100

  281. years in the Persian Empire during the reign of of King

  282. Xerxes. Esther three and one states

  283. after these things did King Abaharis promote Haman the son

  284. of Hamidatha the Agagite, and advance him and set his seat

  285. above all the Princess that were with him.

  286. Haman was a descendant of a gag and his rise to power brought

  287. with it a deep hatred for the Jewish people.

  288. This wasn't just a political or personal thing, it was a

  289. spiritual and generational thing.

  290. It was a grudge that was lingering, the consequences that

  291. were lingering from Saul's failure to obey God.

  292. Haman's hatred for the Jews was so intense that it wasn't enough

  293. just to seek vengeance against Mordecai who who is the Jewish

  294. man who refused to bow to him. Haman wanted more even states

  295. that in in Esther 3 and verse 5. When Haman saw that Mordecai

  296. bowed not nor did him reverence. Then was Haman full of wrath,

  297. and he thought scorn to lay his hands upon Mordecai alone, for

  298. they had showed him the people of Mordecai.

  299. Wherefore Haman sought to destroy all the Jews that were

  300. throughout the whole Kingdom of Habassuras, and even the people

  301. of Mordecai. Haman's plan was about

  302. annihilation. It wasn't about just taking care

  303. of Mordecai. He was going out for blood of

  304. the all of the Jews. The story of Haman shows us the

  305. ripple effect of disobedience. What Saul thought was minor

  306. issue or a minor change in course.

  307. Sparing one man seemed seemed OK at the time, but became a

  308. generational disaster. If Saul had obeyed God

  309. completely, Haman would never have been born and the Jewish

  310. people would have been spared this great threat at that time.

  311. And when? When we keep what God asks us to

  312. destroy, the cost is far greater than we can imagine in our

  313. mortal minds. We might think like Saul.

  314. That's sparing something that seems best.

  315. It won't harm anyone. It's not going to harm anyone.

  316. In Saul's case, sparing a gag almost led to the annihilation

  317. of the entire Jewish race as we know it.

  318. Then Saul had this opportunity. He had an opportunity to be

  319. king. He had been given mercy by God

  320. and he was trust. He was he was had an opportunity

  321. to be a king that trusted and obeyed God.

  322. He had the opportunity. But instead he let his pride and

  323. he let his reasoning cloud his judgement.

  324. Saul's obed disobedience cost him not only his kingship, but

  325. instead in the motion those events he said in motion those

  326. events that almost destructed God's people and to due to this

  327. disobedience of Saul, God found a new king, a king that was

  328. after his own heart, a new king to annoy.

  329. When the Philistines are against the Israelites later in in first

  330. Samuel, Goliath continues to challenge in the and, and

  331. challenge and mock them and mock God's people and mock God.

  332. And David would not stand for it.

  333. Goliath and the Philistines were speaking against God and God's

  334. people and that was unacceptable to David.

  335. So what did David do? As we know the well first he

  336. realized that the fight was not his own, but it was the Lord's.

  337. He told Goliath, he told Goliath that I come in the name of the

  338. Lord and the Lord will deliver you into my hands.

  339. So we already have a man after God's own heart.

  340. He he's already, he's already fulfilling a part of this

  341. kingshiply duties by by giving the fight unto God instead of

  342. trying to do it on his own. And what did he do?

  343. He grabbed a stone. No, he didn't grab a stone.

  344. He grabbed 5 stones. He didn't just grab 5 stones for

  345. no reason. He grabbed 5 stones because

  346. David was trusting in God and prepared to not only kill

  347. Goliath, but Goliath had four brothers and he was prepared.

  348. He didn't need a command from God to defend against oppressors

  349. like Goliath in the Philistines. He didn't need a command like

  350. like Saul did. Saul needed a command, but David

  351. was like, I cannot stand for this.

  352. This is against God. I cannot stand for this.

  353. I'm going to grab 5 stones because Goliath has four

  354. brothers and God is faithful to take all of them out.

  355. He knew that if they were against God and his and his

  356. people, then they had to go. It wasn't enough to just grab

  357. one stone. He was prepared to take them all

  358. out. If we take a page from David's

  359. book instead of Shaw, when we When there is something in your

  360. life that comes up against you that is against God, don't pick

  361. up just one stone. You better pick up enough to

  362. wipe out the rest that is coming to you.

  363. It's not just enough to take out one thing in your life.

  364. You have to be prepared for the thing that will try to take its

  365. place. David gave the fight to the Lord

  366. and it wasn't. He wasn't in the business of

  367. just capturing Goliath. He was in the business of

  368. annihilation. He was in the business of taking

  369. care of business. He was in the business as as

  370. Saul did a gag. He captured David once.

  371. Once Dave Goliath was knocked down.

  372. It wasn't just enough for him to be knocked down and knocked out.

  373. It was not enough. He grabbed the Goliath sword and

  374. he cut off his head because this is not going to fly.

  375. I am not going to allow you to to live and go on and then maybe

  376. come back again with your problems and and go against

  377. God's people. Once you knock down what is in

  378. your life that is coming against God, you better be prepared to

  379. kill it. You may have been anointed as

  380. Saul was and you may have been called, but you if you decide

  381. you live your life like Saul and you keep what you think is best

  382. in your life and and when you really, really what you kept

  383. ended up being a hindrance to your walk, a hindrance to your

  384. call, don't be surprised. Don't be surprised if you choose

  385. to live like Saul and God finds a David to fulfill what was

  386. originally meant to be done through you.

  387. When God asks us to release something, he sees the bigger

  388. picture that we cannot see. He sees the future consequences

  389. of our decisions. In Sauls case, Isaiah 55 and

  390. verse 8 says, For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither

  391. are my your ways my way, saith the Lord.

  392. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways

  393. higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

  394. This is why obedience matters. Even when we think we know

  395. what's best, God's thoughts are higher.

  396. Jesus says in Luke 9 and verse 23 it says, And he said unto

  397. them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself,

  398. and take up his cross daily, and follow me.

  399. For whosoever will save his life shall lose in.

  400. But whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same will shall

  401. save it. Letting go of what we think is

  402. best and trusting in God's plan may feel like a loss at times.

  403. It may feel like a loss in the moment, but it leads to life, it

  404. leads to freedom and it leads to blessing.

  405. Obeying God's command leads to life and it spares us from from

  406. future dangers like like in this case of agog.

  407. It would have saved them from future dangers of Haman and and

  408. God would have been spared have having to deal.

  409. The people of God would have been spared to deal with the the

  410. Haman and and him coming against God's people and Luke 11 in 28

  411. even says but he said yeah, rather blessed are they that

  412. hear the word of God and keep it.

  413. Saul was told by Samuel, the man of God a command and he did not

  414. keep the word of God. The blessing is in obedience.

  415. When we obey God to the fullest to the Max, we avoid the long

  416. term cost. We avoid the long term cost that

  417. may ripple throughout our lives. Obedience.

  418. Our disobedience might not seem like a big deal today, but in

  419. the long run it could be the difference between heaven or

  420. hell. It could impact not only our

  421. eternity, but impact the ones around us that we have influence

  422. over. It could impact just as Saul's

  423. decision gave birth to an enemy like Haman, our decisions to

  424. hold on the things that have not of God can give the enemy

  425. foothold in our lives. Jesus made it clear Matthew 7

  426. and 21. It says not everyone that saith

  427. in the name Lord, Lord shall enter into the Kingdom of

  428. heaven, but he that doeth the will of my Father, which is in

  429. heaven. The stakes are eternal.

  430. It's not just about avoiding the immediate consequences.

  431. It's not just it's, it's about securing your place.

  432. It's about staying the course of the straight and the narrow.

  433. When we try to keep what we deem is best or what we try to to off

  434. put and say, well, it's not as important or that's not a

  435. doctrinal issue. That's not a heaven or hell

  436. issue. That's my favorite when we try

  437. to do that and when God asked you to let go of something and

  438. obey His will, your choice can affect your relationship.

  439. It can affect your relationship forever, whether positively or

  440. negatively. The thing we have to ask

  441. ourselves, ladies and gentlemen, is are you keeping something

  442. that you deem is best that does not align with God?

  443. Is it something that could cost us possibly our eternity?

  444. If it's in the Word of God and it is spelled out in black and

  445. white, then I would dare say you definitely need to go back into

  446. the Word and dig into that a little more.

  447. If it's something that is a hard issue, you need to dig back into

  448. the word. If it's a pride issue, you need

  449. to sacrifice yourself and take up your cross and deny yourself

  450. because if we keep these things that we think and we hold dear,

  451. at times it could cost everything.

  452. What are you letting live? What are you letting live?

  453. In Second Chronicles 714 and then our opening opening

  454. passage, God promises healing and restoration.

  455. Those that humble themselves pray and turn from disobedience

  456. so that turning requires us to actually let go of of things.

  457. So let go of our ideas of what what we would determine as as

  458. best and fully surrender to his will and to kill what God, what

  459. comes between US and God. You have to be ready to take it

  460. on. You have to be ready to kill it.

  461. It's not enough to just knock it down.

  462. You could knock it down and it won't bother you for a week,

  463. maybe two weeks. And what does it do?

  464. It rears its ugly head again. It comes back.

  465. You have to be ready to kill it. No.

  466. No turning back. No turning back.

  467. What are we letting live? I wonder tonight if we could

  468. stand tonight in this place as the music comes.

  469. Saul's disobedience brought Haman into the world.

  470. But your disobedience could bring destruction in your life

  471. and and those around you. The cost of keep keeping what

  472. seems best is far too high. Ladies and gentlemen, it is far

  473. too high. We have a choice, we have an

  474. opportunity to choose life. We have an opportunity to choose

  475. God above all else. And and through that, if we, if

  476. we feel like God is speaking to something that that is we're

  477. holding on to, that is hindering us, that is hurting us from

  478. continuing on in our walk with God.

  479. I encourage you to come forward and I encourage you to come

  480. forward and pray and asking God to give us strength to release

  481. what He has asked you to let go of.

  482. Trust in His plan, trusting that it is far greater, far greater

  483. than anything we could imagine it could be.

  484. The difference between heaven or hell is the best, the best.

  485. The self-proclaimed best that Saul kept did him no good in the

  486. long run. It did him nothing it did not.

  487. Obeying today could choose life and life more abundantly,

  488. abundantly above all we could ask of all we could think.

  489. Oh God, I ask you just to move in this place.

  490. Oh that we could come and lay it down at the altar.

  491. What we deemed as best in our life, what we have kept and held

  492. on to probably for too long. Lord, I want to give it unto you

  493. that our, our life would be a living sacrifice unto you, that

  494. we would follow after you and, and your word and what it deems

  495. as best instead of what we self-proclaimed to be right and

  496. what we self-proclaimed to be justice.

  497. God, I ask you just to move. Lord, anything that you have

  498. impressed in on me that I would let go of, that I would not only

  499. knock it down, but I would be prepared to kill it.

  500. I would be prepared to take it out completely.

  501. God, you are the magnificent author and creator and finisher

  502. of our faith. Lord, I want to give you my

  503. everything, but I cannot do that.

  504. If I try to hold on to things, hold on.

  505. The things that are weighing me down, hold on the things that

  506. are holding me back from finishing the word, from

  507. finishing and going another level, going rooted deeper into

  508. you, rooted deeper into the word.

  509. Rooted deeper to where I could be a better witness to my

  510. family. I could be a better witness to

  511. those at my workplace around. I could not hold on to things

  512. that are against your word and I could seek your face and

  513. allowing you to move in this place and in me.

  514. Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah.