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The Danger of Some Deliverance | Pastor Paul McGee

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  1. Give him some praise. Hallelujah.

  2. I love you Jesus. Amen.

  3. Rich lyrics Rich lyrics. The song just takes me back to

  4. being a boy on a Pew. And I was a young boy at South

  5. Gibson. Pastor Sizemore is my pastor.

  6. Just a little, just a boy on the Pew.

  7. They used to sing that song. So it takes me back to those

  8. moments of just being a real young and now having a few more

  9. years added on my life. And I can look over my shoulder,

  10. understand what those elders were smiling about, what those

  11. wrinkled hands up in the air was testifying to.

  12. He's been so good to me, so good to me.

  13. Hallelujah, thank you, Jesus, Hallelujah.

  14. If you'll stand with me tonight and meet me in the book of

  15. Second Chronicles. Second Chronicles, Amen.

  16. Tonight we're branching out of the Book of Genesis.

  17. We've gone to Second Chronicles chapter #12 we need the Lord to

  18. help us tonight. Lord woke me up this morning at

  19. 3:00. I tried to go back to sleep, it

  20. didn't work. He woke me up with this passage

  21. on my mind, and so I got up and started working on it and worked

  22. on it some more this afternoon, and I pray that it works on us.

  23. Second Chronicles chapter #12 starting with verse #1 came to

  24. pass when Rio Bone had established the Kingdom and had

  25. strengthened himself. He forsook the law of the Lord,

  26. and all Israel with him. Came to pass that in the fifth

  27. year of King Rio, Bone Shishak, king of Egypt, came up against

  28. Jerusalem, because they had transgressed against the Lord

  29. with 1200 Chariots and three score 1000 horsemen, and the

  30. people were without number. That came with him out of Egypt,

  31. the Lubin's and the Sukiens and The Ethiopians.

  32. And he took the fence cities which pertained to Judah and

  33. came to Jerusalem. Then came Shamaya, prophet to

  34. Rehoboam to the Princess of Judah, that were gathered

  35. together to Jerusalem. Because of Sheeshak said unto

  36. them, Let's say, if the Lord ye have forsaken me, therefore have

  37. I also left you in the hand, Sheeshak.

  38. Whereupon the Princess of Israel, the king, humbled

  39. themselves, and they said, the Lord is righteous.

  40. And when the Lord saw that they humbled themselves, the word of

  41. the Lord came to Jamaiah saying, They have humbled themselves.

  42. Therefore I will not destroy them.

  43. And Please note this next phrase.

  44. But I will grant them everybody say some, some deliverance.

  45. My wrath shall not be poured out upon Jerusalem by the hand, the

  46. Shishak, the help of the Holy Ghost.

  47. Tonight I want to minister this the danger of some deliverance

  48. of some deliverance. Let's pray together tonight.

  49. Lord, I thank you, God, your spirit has been here with us

  50. today. Lord, we have felt it.

  51. We have experienced it. God, it's come alongside us.

  52. The Lord, in each service, through song, through word, I'm

  53. praying God it would meet us here again.

  54. God to the ministry of your word, I'll take these lips of

  55. clay, this mind. I pray, O Lord, God, open the

  56. mark any air, Lord, for my words right now.

  57. God help me, Lord, to speak with passion, conviction.

  58. I pray Jesus in this house, God, and we'll give you the glory and

  59. the praise God for what you accomplish in this place in the

  60. lovely night name of Jesus Christ that we pray Hallelujah

  61. and Amen. Everybody say Amen, Amen.

  62. You may be seated tonight in Jesus name.

  63. I want to start here this evening by reminding you what

  64. total deliverance looks like. I know within my title was some

  65. deliverance, but I want to remind you what total

  66. deliverance looks like. It looks like whenever the

  67. Israelites came through the Red Sea and that the waters didn't

  68. just part halfway. They walked through on dry

  69. ground from the beginning of their journey in until they

  70. exited the Red Sea. They didn't have to swim part of

  71. the way or the last part. Not a sandal of theirs was

  72. muddy, so to speak. Not an enemy remained among them

  73. that were following them. The Bible even says that they

  74. turned and saw the Egyptians dead upon the seashore.

  75. Total deliverance. It's whenever the walls of

  76. Jericho fell down that they didn't fall halfway as scripture

  77. describes to us. But God brought them completely

  78. down flat, just like the word had described.

  79. It's total deliverance. Speaking of, whenever the

  80. prodigal son even came back to his father's house and his

  81. father seen him afar off, that his father didn't run out there

  82. and meet him and say go to the servants quarters buddy.

  83. No, but he ran out to meet him and put a robe around his neck

  84. and shoes on his feet and restored him to a status of

  85. sonship within his household. Total deliverance.

  86. It's it's the Jesus that we witness and read about and our

  87. eyes peruse the scriptures, the Jesus that that heals that that

  88. didn't give people partial relief that, that the blind,

  89. whenever he touched them, they saw clearly the leper whenever

  90. he touched them, they were made clean and many of them were even

  91. made whole, not just patched up. The dead didn't come out of the

  92. grave just staggering, but they stood up walking with with

  93. confidence in their step. Total deliverance.

  94. Total deliverance is whenever God brings you out of something,

  95. but he also brings you into something better.

  96. And deep down, that's perhaps what every one of us long for in

  97. this house tonight is total deliverance.

  98. We, we don't want to be caught as the testimony that's just

  99. surviving the storm, but we want to be able to walk in peace as

  100. we journey along this road. We, we don't want to have the

  101. testimony that we just escaped sin, but we want to be filled

  102. with the purpose that the Lord has for life.

  103. And we're for sure not in this mode of avoiding hell, but we

  104. also want to taste a little bit of heaven on earth as we walk.

  105. Amen here below. And if you've ever been there,

  106. if you've ever felt that God had pulled you out sometime in your

  107. past, then you know what I'm talking about when I talk about

  108. total deliverance. But not every rescue feels like

  109. a victory. You may remember the story years

  110. ago of Apollo 13, NASA's third attempt to the the land men upon

  111. the moon. And the mission launched with

  112. hope, and they had expectation, and they launched with precision

  113. and it was meant to be something very historic.

  114. But about 56 hours or so into their voyage and oxygen tank

  115. exploded and the state crap was very quickly crippled.

  116. And dreams of walking up on the moon had just disintegrated in a

  117. in a matter of minutes. And the crew and NASA engineers

  118. were scrambling to survive. They they, they used duct tape,

  119. they used ingenuity, they used prayer, if you will, all these

  120. things holding it together. And after six days of tension,

  121. they narrowly just escaped. And they made it back to Earth.

  122. And it's what they called even among the news media as a

  123. successful failure. A success because they survived,

  124. but a failure because they never reached the destination.

  125. They made it home, but they never fulfilled the mission.

  126. They didn't walk on the moon in that mode.

  127. And that's what deliverance, some deliverance looks like

  128. sometime. You didn't crash.

  129. You didn't die. You, you made it back, but you

  130. never made it to where you were supposed to go either.

  131. Rio bums, Rio bums life and trajectory that we read of in

  132. Scripture. He had a very strong start.

  133. As a matter of fact, what was given to him whenever he came to

  134. the place of kingship, it was uncompared with anything else of

  135. another king. He inherited quite a great deal

  136. of wealth of resources from his family.

  137. He had a very deep rooted spiritual heritage in his life.

  138. He he inherited A unified Kingdom of the 12 tribes of

  139. Israel and they were a great fortified nation of all things.

  140. He could tell that David was his grandfather and that Solomon was

  141. his father. He had a rich heritage that he

  142. had inherited. And in all of this, it just

  143. seems like he had it all. He's a man now, a position.

  144. He's a man of power. He's a man of potential.

  145. As a matter of fact, at his coronation and Shechem, the

  146. people asked him to ease the heavy burden that his father

  147. Solomon had placed upon them. You'll remember the story.

  148. He went to get some advice from the elders, but he also got some

  149. advice from his peers. And he wanted to know what he

  150. should do in this matter. And the, the, the advice of the

  151. elders was, well, you just need to serve the people.

  152. And if you will serve them, they will reciprocate.

  153. They will serve you. And then he went to his peers,

  154. those that were younger, and asked him what he should do.

  155. And they told him, you just go and tell them that your, your

  156. little finger will be thicker than your father's loins.

  157. And that's just a modern day of saying it's going to get bad.

  158. All right. It's going to be worse than what

  159. it was with Daddy. And as a result of that move,

  160. Scripture tells us that cost him over 80 percent of the Kingdom.

  161. He lost 10 tribes in that moment.

  162. He was left now just with the tribes of Judah and the tribes

  163. of Benjamin. And so after this nation has

  164. been fractured through his leadership, the Bible seems to

  165. describe that Rio Bone regrouped a little bit.

  166. It it looked like he had some course correction that was

  167. taking place in his life. The Bible describes that he

  168. fortified cities in Judah and whatever the Levites and the

  169. priests that were in the north were expelled from that vicinity

  170. and area. He welcomed them down into Judah

  171. and Benjamin. It seems as though he's getting

  172. his footing again under his legs.

  173. The Bible even tells us that he, Rio Bone, walked in the way of

  174. David and Solomon, his father for three years, which appeared

  175. to be a comeback. He he was getting things

  176. positioned right where they needed to be.

  177. But once Rio Bone felt very secure.

  178. The Bible says that Riabom turned away from God.

  179. The first verse that we read in my text today is that when he

  180. had established the Kingdom that he strengthened himself and he

  181. forsook the law of the Lord and God allowed some consequences to

  182. come into the life of Riabom God.

  183. Note this, God sent Shishak, king of Egypt, to take the

  184. fortified cities of Judah away from Riobomb.

  185. He allowed that Egyptian king to make inroads into Jerusalem.

  186. For that matter, the Bible describes that God sent a

  187. prophet by the name of Shamaya with this message, which is

  188. basically this. Hear the words of the Lord

  189. Riobomb. You have forsaken me, so I'll

  190. forsake you. I'll just leave you to the hands

  191. of your or adversary. It all appears to have been a

  192. success. What God spoke, what God sent.

  193. It seems like everything is well Ria bone the Bible describes he

  194. and his leaders at the moment of hearing these things.

  195. They humble themselves before the Lord.

  196. They humble themselves before God and contrition that the

  197. Bible says that God relents but not completely.

  198. He says in verse 7, I, I will not destroy them.

  199. God said I will grant them some deliverance.

  200. But what we must understand and what I thought about a long time

  201. ago when I read this was this. We must understand that one step

  202. up from total destruction is some deliverance.

  203. It's not restoration. Some deliverance isn't total

  204. ruin, no, no. But it's a divine concession

  205. that leaves people alive to reflect, not to relax.

  206. Someone say man, those two words some deliverance should haunt

  207. us, not because it lacks God's mercy, but because it stopped

  208. short of the full measure of his purpose.

  209. It's a mercy, if you will, with a warning label.

  210. It's a door that's cracked open Amen.

  211. But never walked through. Some deliverance spares us off

  212. times from the sword but not from the chains.

  213. It keeps us alive, but it doesn't keep us Amen where we

  214. need to be in our trajectory for the Lord.

  215. The real danger tonight of some deliverance is this.

  216. Some deliverance feels good enough to settle into.

  217. After all, we could just spout I'm not what I used to be and

  218. the worst didn't happen to me and the destruction was averted

  219. in my life and the crisis is now past and I've lived to tell the

  220. story. But living isn't the same as

  221. thriving, breathing isn't the same as walking and purpose.

  222. Coming out of Egypt isn't the same as entering the promise

  223. because some deliverance gives you enough relief to dull the

  224. urgency for the genuine change that God wants.

  225. We start to tell when we get some deliverance.

  226. We start to tell ourself, well, at least I'm not where I was.

  227. And you stop pressing as a result.

  228. You stop seeking as a result. You stop growing as a result.

  229. And here's the deception that our adversary, Amen, doesn't

  230. always have to destroy us. Sometimes He wants us to be

  231. satisfied with just survival, just with some deliverance.

  232. That's what happened to Rehoboam.

  233. When Shishak came and plundered Jerusalem, God eased up his

  234. hand. Amen.

  235. Because they humbled themselves, Amen.

  236. He gave them some deliverance. They were not destroyed

  237. according to the Scripture, but verse 8 says nevertheless, Amen.

  238. They were made servants unto the King of Egypt.

  239. He allowed them not to be destroyed, but they would become

  240. servants of Egypt. Now look now I got some of the

  241. verses here to read because I think it's important in verse 9.

  242. Just read with me. So she Shack king of Egypt, came

  243. up against Jerusalem, took away the treasures of the House of

  244. the Lord, and the treasures of the King's house.

  245. He took all. He carried away also the Shields

  246. of gold which Solomon had made, instead of which King Riabom

  247. made Shields of brass, and committed them to the hands of

  248. the chief of the guard that kept the entrance of the King's

  249. house. And when the king entered into

  250. the House of the Lord, the game and fetched them, meaning the

  251. brass Shields now, and brought them again into the guard

  252. chamber. So we have a man that's living

  253. in the moment of some deliverance.

  254. And the tragedy of it is this. Ria Boma learned how to function

  255. as a servant to Egypt. He built, the Bible says his

  256. golden Shields are taken, but he builds in their stead brass

  257. Shields instead of gold. Shy Shack has come in.

  258. He stripped the land of the treasures of the House of God

  259. and even the Lord's house and the King's house, including the

  260. gold shield Solomon Amen had made.

  261. These weren't just military ornaments, these golden Shields.

  262. They were the symbols of strength.

  263. They were the symbols of honor and divine blessing, that gold

  264. represent the glory and the brilliance of that Kingdom which

  265. they owed unto their God. Now they were substituted with

  266. something brass that still glistened, but it didn't have

  267. the same value that the gold had.

  268. And so Riabon, what does he do? He's a servant unto Egypt.

  269. He has now brazen Shields rather than golden Shields.

  270. And the Bible boy basically tells us he just carries on with

  271. business as usual whenever he goes out among the public.

  272. And they would use to grabbed the golden Shields to go.

  273. He just kept the ceremony as the ceremony was.

  274. The guard still marched, they still carried Shields, although

  275. they were not of the same worth as the golden Shields.

  276. They still glisten. He still went through all the

  277. motions and all these things, but really what he had was just

  278. a imitation of the former glory. Imitation of the former glory

  279. had brass instead of gold. What he was in was survival

  280. mode. God had granted him just some

  281. deliverance, and he was in survival mode rather than

  282. victory mode. He had a form, but he had no

  283. power. He was just there.

  284. That's the danger that when you've been spared just enough,

  285. you start even convincing yourself.

  286. Sometimes that's complete restoration.

  287. Sub deliverance causes me to talk like I'm free, to sing like

  288. I'm free when deep down I know I'm not free.

  289. Sub deliverance will cause us sometimes to to sit down on the

  290. testimony that God has given us because we survived the storm.

  291. But surviving the storm isn't the same as conquering the

  292. storm. Hey man, sometimes we're

  293. carrying brass Shields proudly, but we're forgetting that we

  294. once carry gold in it. Shields.

  295. Worst of all, sometimes some deliverance can make us immune

  296. to conviction. Immune to conviction here,

  297. Pastor right now. Because I wasn't destroyed this

  298. time. Nothing bad happened this time.

  299. I wasn't taken out this time. I didn't lose one of my children

  300. this time. Just because it didn't happen

  301. this time doesn't mean it won't still happen.

  302. If you carry on the same way you're going.

  303. Don't allow some deliverance to quell your conviction.

  304. We'll count out that as bad as I used to be, I've come a long way

  305. or God understands folks, you're flirting with the some division.

  306. That's some that's some deliverance.

  307. That's not the reason why God gave you some He didn't give you

  308. for you to settle on your loyals.

  309. He wants you to reflect. He wants you to consider he.

  310. Hey, man, I believe it's in the book of Ecclesiastes.

  311. The Bible speaks about how that there were people that had done

  312. wrong and evil and there was not quick judgement.

  313. And as a result of that, there are other people that thought

  314. we'll all do the same thing because nothing has happened to

  315. these people. You know what that's is?

  316. That's a misinterpretation of some deliverance.

  317. He had what what ribbon really had was a treasure.

  318. It's called a second chance. Yeah.

  319. And it's dangerous. It's glorious and dangerous at

  320. the same time. And all that really is based

  321. upon how we react to it. Glorious and dangerous at the

  322. same time. Because sub deliverance

  323. sometimes can soften us about whether or not we should be

  324. urgent to change anything. It's the got a little reprieve

  325. so and say man, like Apollo 13, it's it's getting back to Earth

  326. but never reaching the moon. It's Rhea bones still being in

  327. the palace, but he's losing some gold For us.

  328. Sometimes it's it's it's that we come to church.

  329. We've had some deliverance. We come to church, but we never

  330. come to God. The story on Rio Bohm is this

  331. the final verdict of his life, what he did or did not do with

  332. some deliverance found in verse 14?

  333. Speaking of Rio Bohm, he did evil because he prepared not his

  334. heart to seek the Lord. That's the postscript on Rhea

  335. Bohm's life. So much potential, so much

  336. handed to him. Strong heritage, strong

  337. spiritual family. And yet this is the most

  338. sobering line in the story. When you viewed along everything

  339. else that had been extended to him, he was spared.

  340. But he didn't surrender. He was warned, but we see no

  341. transformation. He received mercy, but it was

  342. wasted. Nothing he did, nothing he did

  343. with what was given to him. He did not seek after this

  344. moment, he of of some deliverance.

  345. He did not seek God intentionally, though God spared

  346. a moment of total destruction. He did not.

  347. He did not seek God intentionally.

  348. And nothing more. Here's three of them.

  349. He's just living in the shadows of what could have been, in the

  350. shadow of wasted potential. Really.

  351. Someone say Amen. He's a man that has a divided

  352. heart. He's a man that has an

  353. unfinished story. The Bible gives us the the the

  354. the rest of his reign, as it often does with kings.

  355. He says that Rio Bom reign for 17 years and his reign would end

  356. in division. His reign would end in

  357. vulnerability. His reign would end and he would

  358. not have found really any true real peace because he did not

  359. capitalize up on the little deliverance that God had given

  360. him. As a matter of fact, his story

  361. Amen is told even in his name. Rehoboam means he enlarges the

  362. people, the very thing that identifies him.

  363. Amen spoke of expansion and growth and increase, but it in

  364. his reign he brought quite the opposite.

  365. Instead of enlarging the Kingdom, he oversaw a Kingdom to

  366. its fracturing point. Hey man, it was supposed to

  367. grow. Hey man.

  368. But instead it was divided. Hey man, it diminished.

  369. And I'm thinking to myself, oh, Rehoboam, what you could have

  370. done differently with some deliverance.

  371. It didn't have to turn out like this.

  372. There was a pause. There was mercy.

  373. There was there was a sparing in that moment for you to take, if

  374. you will, inventory and think maybe, perhaps I can go forward

  375. differently than the way that I've come to this moment.

  376. Because before he got to some deliverance, the Bible says he

  377. was putting up, hey man, there were false idols and false

  378. altars on high heels that he was giving and to God, God and God

  379. gave him some deliverance, a little reprieve when he should

  380. have got a heavy consequence. God wanted him to think.

  381. God wanted him to consider not walk the same path and not I

  382. gotta get real tonight. There's some of us that have

  383. stepped on and trampled on over and over again the little

  384. amounts of deliverance that God has given to our life.

  385. He has been very kind. He's been very long-suffering.

  386. He's allowed things not to happen and not take place.

  387. That should have happened and should take place.

  388. And it's up to us to have the right reaction to the little

  389. deliverance, not to continue down that road, not to continue

  390. with the things on the altar of Oscars.

  391. It's up to us. Some deliverance for some it's

  392. just the noose around your neck even becoming less tight, but

  393. it's still there and you got to realize in a moment the floor

  394. could just go out from under you and you'd be hanging there.

  395. Don't allow the loosening of the noose around your neck to cause

  396. you to think that this thing is over, that I don't need to try.

  397. I just need a if you will get my brass shield instead of my Gold

  398. 1 and go through all the antics, go through all the ritual, go

  399. through all the formalism of just being a church kid, a child

  400. of God. No, no, no.

  401. If he's giving you some deliverance, it's with purpose.

  402. He wants you to succeed, not fail.

  403. Hear me right now, it's the some deliverance that we get at camp

  404. meeting conference when the right thing is preached in the

  405. sermon just hits us just right and we have tears of contrition

  406. that's falling down our face. And we're saying to ourself,

  407. when I go home, it's going to be different, only for it not to be

  408. different as we lived in from conference to conference and

  409. camp meeting to camp meeting for all of our little episodes of

  410. some. But we're still slaves to Egypt.

  411. We're still living below the privilege of what God had in

  412. mind. We say, well, Pastor McGinn, I'm

  413. not going to hold you long. I'm preaching shorter all the

  414. time, and I'm almost liking it. Some deliverance is better than

  415. destruction, baby. But is it still far away from

  416. what you were destined for? Here's what I know, Ria Bowman.

  417. Those guards are always carrying these brass Shields when they

  418. should have been gold. The longer you do that, the more

  419. you'll forget what it felt like to carry gold.

  420. I believe God is calling this back not to a survival mode, but

  421. to significance. Not just I'll spare you, but

  422. I'll restore you with the Apollo 13.

  423. I'm not just I'll get you home, I'll get you to the moon type of

  424. thing. We don't want this epitaph upon

  425. our lives that they were a successful failure.

  426. Don't settle for less than what he died to give you.

  427. If you'll stand with me tonight. And we would gloat in a moment,

  428. Buddies would jab each other in the ribs.

  429. I got some deliverance. I know how it was.

  430. You know how it was when you was a kid when you got by with

  431. something you shouldn't have got by with, right?

  432. We did it. And what that makes you want to

  433. do, Raven? Do it again because you got by,

  434. do it again. Some of us are in a cycle of

  435. constantly getting by and we constantly do it again.

  436. And we think there's always going to be some at the

  437. beginning of the deliverance, but what happens when there's

  438. none left? Folks, I'm telling you, when I

  439. preach this morning, I reach for souls.

  440. How can how we should reach for souls in the same degree that

  441. that is absolute necessary. I'm telling this as a church.

  442. It's time to quit playing games. This hokey pokey dab with the

  443. Lord of putting the right foot and then taking it out and

  444. dependent that some deliverance is going to catch you.

  445. We're we're gambling with our souls.

  446. We're gambling with the souls of our children.

  447. It's all about how we react. Please understand that when God

  448. gives that little, He's giving you mercy.

  449. Pharaoh's heart. Every time that the hand was

  450. lifted for the plague, his heart became harder.

  451. Every time. That was some deliverance.

  452. That was a reprieve. That was another chance.

  453. Flies come, flies go, some deliverance.

  454. Hell come, hell go some deliverance.

  455. Frogs come, frogs go, some deliverance.

  456. All until the first born is taken from the house.

  457. Every time his heart's becoming harder.

  458. He knew what happens with a hard heart.

  459. It gets to the place. It can't even feel the impact of

  460. the choice that it's making. Can't.

  461. It can't. It can't decipher the impact of

  462. the choice because it's too hard now.

  463. It doesn't matter what's going on.

  464. It doesn't impress the heart, it doesn't impact the heart, it

  465. doesn't affect the heart. It doesn't matter because all

  466. these times we've had the wrong response to some deliverance.

  467. Pastor Pool years ago preached at the First Church.

  468. I think it was misunderstanding the mercies of God.

  469. What is that opportunity of opportunity, of some

  470. deliverance, but not reacting any differently to what's been

  471. handed to you? Bow our heads all across this,

  472. folks. We can fool ourselves to be

  473. carrying around Shields of brass, parading the same old

  474. routine, same old parade. At the heart of the issue, you

  475. know, you know what's in your hand isn't what ought to be in

  476. your hand. And there's only one way to

  477. change that. You got to do something with the

  478. deliverance that God has given you.

  479. You got to do something with the deliverance that God has given

  480. you. This is a call tonight to the

  481. members of the First Apostolic Church.

  482. I'm asking you, what are you going to do with the little

  483. deliverance that God has offered you time after time after time

  484. after time? I implore you tonight to lay

  485. down the brass, come back to an altar, come back to a purpose,

  486. come back to total deliverance rather than just some

  487. deliverance. It's about how we perceive and

  488. how we react to what he's given to us.

  489. This altar is open this evening. And Brother Mason, I know this

  490. might be a hard one to find a song for.

  491. Maybe we don't need one. But nonetheless, I'm asking

  492. tonight. There's danger and just getting

  493. a little reprieve. There's danger and nothing

  494. happening when there should have been a hard, fast consequence.

  495. It can if you will harden you and harden your sensitivity and

  496. harden your heart and harden your spirit.

  497. And when you would used to just whisper from God, you would be

  498. so soft and crumble under the whisper of God with his voice of

  499. guidance. Now he can be yelling at the top

  500. of his lungs and it doesn't impact you.

  501. That's what happens when we repetitively refuse and react

  502. wrongly to the some deliverance that he gives to our life.

  503. I don't want God have to yell. I don't want God have to turn,

  504. if you will, the sun back in order to get my attention.

  505. I I prayer that I oftentimes pray is God help me to always be

  506. easily impressed by your spirit, easily impressed by your spirit.

  507. Don't let the epitaph be up on you and your family someday.

  508. A successful failure. Don't let the epitaph to be up

  509. on you and your family someday. Wasted potential.

  510. No, no, no, no. God, I realize what you've given

  511. to me tonight is a gift, he said.

  512. I won't destroy you right now. I'll just give you some

  513. deliverance. We got to understand my feet

  514. should be standing where I'm standing right now.

  515. I should be a disservice experiencing what I'm

  516. experiencing right now, but God has afforded me and my pitfalls

  517. and my slip up some deliverance so I could reflect and respond

  518. accordingly. Don't like like Ria Bone did.

  519. Don't lack and prepare in your heart.

  520. Don't lack of preparing your heart.

  521. You know what you need. It's just like a callus on the

  522. hand, you know, A little boy goes out at a young age with his

  523. dad to swing an axe. And boy, it hurts his hands.

  524. It causes blisters to come upon them and they're tender and

  525. they're aching at night. But the more that little boy

  526. does that, it comes in pervy. It becomes impervious to that

  527. wooden handle and the sliding of it on his hands.

  528. He builds up calluses of thick, thick skin where he doesn't have

  529. the same impact on him as it did before.

  530. And then the only way that little boy is going to be able

  531. to change that if he gets some lotion or he gets some oil and

  532. he rubs into those hands to make them pliable again and soften

  533. them again. There may be some right here

  534. tonight that need the oil. I've got spirit to touch some

  535. calluses in your life and rough places in your life so that

  536. you'll be sensitive to his touch and sensitive to his voice and

  537. sensitive to his guide. It's again some some

  538. deliverance. There's danger in it if we

  539. respond, if we respond not with him and mine, not with the

  540. Kingdom in mind, not with his projected destiny for us in

  541. mind. Oh, Kababa Shy, let's talk to

  542. the Lord, Let's talk to the Lord.

  543. God woke this preacher up at 3:00 today because he wanted

  544. someone to know the danger of mishandling that little

  545. deliverance God has afforded us at times.

  546. Child of God, you know what total deliverance is.

  547. Child of God, you know what full restoration is.

  548. Child of God, you know what walking confidently in the power

  549. of His Spirit is. Don't settle for some.

  550. Take that, Capitalize upon it. Use it to your advantage, but

  551. don't set idly by as though, well, he understands and I got

  552. by with it this time. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

  553. I wish somebody. Let's look introspectively

  554. tonight. Let's look introspectively

  555. tonight. Is there anything in my life,

  556. God, is there anything in my life that I need to lay before

  557. you tonight? Is there any attitude?

  558. God, is there any response? Is there any thought?

  559. Is there any activity, Oh God, that I need to lay before you

  560. tonight? Oh, Lord, Oh yeah.

  561. God, am I skirting around some things that I've just pawned off

  562. as being no major issues? But God, they're important to

  563. you. But I have listen them.

  564. I have cheapened them. Help me.

  565. God have the right response coming.

  566. God have the right response.