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Dying In His Presence | Pastor Paul McGee

First Apostolic Church

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  1. Oh yeah, the writer said to let my words be few because he's in

  2. heaven and we're here on earth. Amen.

  3. And sometimes just being in his presence does render us

  4. speechless. Hallelujah tonight, Amen.

  5. Good to see each one of you. And again, we are going to just

  6. continue rejoicing all day. Amen for Xavier and being

  7. baptized, the lovely name of the Lord Jesus Christ.

  8. Amen. Do you remember when you were

  9. baptized? Do you remember what you

  10. experienced? Amen.

  11. And how maybe you felt just clean being washed away with all

  12. of those sins, Amen. It's always amazing to me to see

  13. people's faces where they come out of the water, different ones

  14. over times, countenances are are changed and you can see just

  15. almost of the burden have been lifted off their life in the

  16. moment that they've been baptized in the lovely name of

  17. Jesus Christ, Amen. And so we're thankful tonight

  18. for that Hallelujah, Amen. Speaking of baptisms being

  19. prayer, also this week Sister Maggie and I will be going back

  20. to the prison that many of you went to earlier in the year and

  21. we're going back there to do some baptizing.

  22. Amen. And so things, which was around

  23. 50 that signed up for baptism, they'll have the option of

  24. course, of being baptized in based in the titles.

  25. We won't be doing that baptism, but if they want to be baptized

  26. in Jesus name, we will be doing that.

  27. And so it's going to be a all day event.

  28. They only hold baptism services once a year here, so it's going

  29. to be an all day event. We'll be starting in the

  30. morning, we'll break for lunch, we'll come back in the afternoon

  31. and they'll be baptisms taken all day.

  32. What my prayer for you to pray is this, that the times that we

  33. have been in there, which have been I think 3 by now, that the

  34. word that has been spoken concerning being baptized in

  35. Jesus name will be stuck in the minds and hearts of those girls.

  36. That whenever it's time for them to be baptized, they'll say

  37. Jesus name, Jesus name, Jesus name.

  38. I don't care if I come back with longer arms because we've had

  39. to, just just me and Sister McGee.

  40. I don't care to come back with longer arms.

  41. I want them to be baptized in the name that's above every

  42. name, the only saving name, the name after the Holy Ghost.

  43. The only saving name, the only saving name.

  44. Oh, God, can you just lift your hand right now and pray to that

  45. in Father, I pray right now in the Holy Ghost, God, that is.

  46. Coming Wednesday, as we walk in that facility and on that

  47. compound, God help us to. Have favor.

  48. But God. You to have favor.

  49. Lord in the hearts and the lives God to.

  50. Those that see their need for. Baptism, God, let it be.

  51. One after another. God, that will.

  52. Testify. That they want to be baptized in

  53. that saving name. Go before us, Lord, as you open

  54. the heart of Lydia before the message was ever preached, Come

  55. upon us and open the heart, open the mind and ever call Ramesh

  56. Rabiaki Abu Shabashi. Oh God, oh God.

  57. The. I.

  58. The. Hallelujah, Hallelujah,

  59. Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Oh Jesus,

  60. Hallelujah, Jesus, Hallelujah, Jesus, Amen.

  61. I believe God can go before us. Believe God can go before us.

  62. Hallelujah, Amen. Too many of those ladies in the

  63. past three times we've been there, received the Holy Ghost.

  64. They need a baptism in His name. They need a baptism in his name.

  65. Hallelujah. Oh God,

  66. I love you, Lord. I love you, Lord.

  67. I love you, Lord. I I love you God.

  68. I love you God. I love you, God.

  69. This in the name Spirit of the Lord's.

  70. Thank you Jesus, Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus.

  71. And Hallelujah, disciples asked. The Lord in Matthew 25 said When

  72. did we come and visit you? He said When I was in prison, he

  73. said you came. And he that done it unto the

  74. least of these have done it unto me.

  75. Hallelujah, I love him tonight. Hallelujah, I love him tonight.

  76. Thank you Jesus. It's not who baptizes you, it's

  77. whose name you're baptized in. There's all kinds of controversy

  78. in New Testament Scriptures, some saying they were baptized

  79. of Apollos and others of Paul and some of Cephas.

  80. But the apostle said he said you need to be baptized in the name

  81. whose whose name was you baptized?

  82. And said you got to be baptized in the name of the one that was

  83. crucified for you. So what?

  84. He asked him. He said you got to be baptized

  85. in the name of the one that was crucified for you.

  86. Paulus wasn't crucified for you. Cephas wasn't crucified for you.

  87. There's no other individual that was crucified you but the Lord

  88. Jesus Christ. That's the name that you're

  89. baptized in. You're baptized in the name of

  90. the one that was crucified for you.

  91. I'll take that name in baptism. I'll take that name in baptism.

  92. Hallelujah. Amen.

  93. Phyllis Presence. I don't want to get ahead of

  94. God. I don't want to linger behind

  95. God right now, what I'm looking at that I have prepared to

  96. preach. I'm wondering, God, is this even

  97. right for what we're experiencing right in the

  98. moment? This presence.

  99. This presence. Amen.

  100. God, what do you want to do? God, what do you want to do?

  101. You carry this truth. You carry my word.

  102. Do not. Keep it.

  103. I'm free to speak, for when words that ye shall speak, For I

  104. desire all to come unto me, but ye shall be the Ave. in the

  105. vehicle by which I spread my word.

  106. I say unto thee, Be not afraid of rejection, for there are

  107. people that are hungry that know not what they seek, but ye have

  108. knowledge of what they. So I say unto thee, be bold, be

  109. brave, walk in my spirit, and speak the words of life for

  110. those who are drowning without hope in this hour, I say unto

  111. thee, Be not afraid, open your mouth, and I, the Lord, shall

  112. fill it with the words of life. Yeah, let's respond to that

  113. tonight in a way that will be appropriate.

  114. From your life to his father, I love you.

  115. In the name. Of.

  116. Jesus. I love you, Lord, I love you,

  117. Lord, I love you, Lord, I love you, Lord, I love you, Lord, I

  118. love you, Lord, I love you, Lord, Hallelujah.

  119. I love you Jesus. I love you Jesus.

  120. I love you Jesus. Hallelujah.

  121. Jesus said in the the book of John.

  122. He said, if I be lifted up from the earth signifying what death

  123. he should die. The gospel said, he said, I'll

  124. draw all men, I'll draw all men unto me.

  125. He was lifted up in the way that he was describing in the gospel

  126. at Calvary. It caused the draw upon mankind,

  127. some with impure motives being drawn, others with a curiosity

  128. being drawn. But the drawing started at

  129. Calvary and it hasn't stopped. What that means is when you

  130. converse with people we talk about out of our bellies afloat,

  131. and it does. But what that means is you're

  132. already talking to someone. The Spirit has been drawing

  133. since Calvary. It's already drawn the way that

  134. I envision it right now, tonight, let alone.

  135. It's just like he's already got a rope on all those people and

  136. he's pulling. But you know what happens

  137. whenever I enter into what? He's already doing.

  138. I'm just putting my hands on the rope.

  139. It's just like a tug of war. Because the Bible speaks about.

  140. We're either. Bound by the cords of love or

  141. the cords of sin. And folks every.

  142. Individual across this nation. Is in the.

  143. Middle of a rope of a tug of war.

  144. They're being pulled in One Direction by the.

  145. Courts of. Sin and there's a strong pool

  146. and you know how it is. Sometimes there's the line there

  147. and you're just about ready to go over the line, but all of a

  148. sudden love gets a hold of them. Love gets a hold of the other

  149. side and puts a strong pool and they're just there between 2

  150. worlds. We need more hands on the rope.

  151. We need more hands on the rope. We need more hands on the rope.

  152. There's a pool, there's a drone, but God's calling for more hands

  153. on the rope. More hands on the rope.

  154. I believe every new interaction is another tug.

  155. Every new interaction, every, every conversation that's had

  156. again is just another tug, another tug on the rope.

  157. Same to me. What I'm saying this, I've been

  158. in this town since 2007 as many of you.

  159. I've talked to a lot of people, rubbed a lot of shoulders, got

  160. to know and a lot of people have good friendships with them.

  161. But every conversation Sister Sheila you have is just another

  162. tug on the rope. Just another pool on the rope.

  163. Hallelujah. And I just.

  164. Believe enough in God that this tug is not going to turn into a

  165. stalemate where there's no winners or no losers.

  166. I believe God has ordained A tug and a pool of lives in this city

  167. that he's going to win over through you through I believe

  168. it. I believe it.

  169. I believe it. Sometimes it takes time.

  170. There's been an old girl I've been working on ever since I've

  171. been before I got married. I told you all this story 1000

  172. times. I was working at Emgees at the

  173. time, packaging plant. Matter of fact, believe this, me

  174. and the good Doctor Mason both worked there at the same time.

  175. That was before he had any letters behind his name.

  176. Already had Jr. Junior hasn't left me.

  177. That's working in that packaging plant.

  178. We're doing Arby's roast beef. Putting roast beef, folks,

  179. whenever it comes out, it don't look like what's on your plate.

  180. OK? We were working.

  181. I worked a night shift. This girl down on the line.

  182. We were both young. Then she started talking about

  183. some things concerning her child.

  184. She had a child already. I spoke some things back to her.

  185. And I. Felt to speak, tears start

  186. twinkle down her face on each side.

  187. She broke down and begin to cry on that line.

  188. For the past now 28 years or 29 years, I come in contact with

  189. her. I've come in contact with her

  190. for almost 30 years over and over again, and I always call

  191. her by name. I asked her how she's doing.

  192. I invite her to church. So you ought to come.

  193. You know where we're at. Whenever your mom died, she came

  194. to the visitation. She was at that time I think had

  195. worked at Adda somewhere along the way, had been with your mom.

  196. She came in there. I said I ain't go say her name

  197. over here on live. But I said, girl, I said you

  198. have no excuses. You know exactly where I'm at.

  199. This is the church that I pastor and you have no excuses.

  200. I seen her right before Easter, right before Easter in Walmart,

  201. hollered back at her again. We now are both a little bit

  202. more age. She has grandchildren, all that.

  203. And I said, when are you going to come to church?

  204. Easter's coming, you know that. And and then my wife said.

  205. Is there anything that we can do to pray?

  206. For you. Again, almost every time I've

  207. ever talked to her. Tears come in her eyes and start

  208. coming down her cheek. What are you doing?

  209. Every talks another pool on the rope.

  210. Every invitation is another pool on the rope.

  211. You know what I believe? If she.

  212. Ever came in this place and experience the Spirit?

  213. Of the Lord it would be game over if she can start crying

  214. just with me and her having a conversation it would be game

  215. over because my God since Calvary has been pulling for her

  216. and I feel the holy. Ghost right here.

  217. Pulling for her. Some of y'all have lost family

  218. pulling on the rope, you know. What they know.

  219. They know what that tug feels like.

  220. If they've ever sat on in a church view, they know.

  221. What that tug feels like and. They're a little.

  222. Too persuaded that I got to stay clear because if I.

  223. If I ever tell them, I'll. Show up.

  224. I'm going to feel that familiar tug.

  225. It's going to touch those soft regions of my heart that's

  226. longing for that drink that I used to have just at my arm's

  227. distance all the time. So what do we do?

  228. We invite. Them to summer kickoffs then,

  229. and we invite them to annual chili suppers and we invite them

  230. to. Maybe not a church setting, but

  231. you know what? We're a grace and and some

  232. other. People that don't.

  233. Necessarily know them real well. Can just.

  234. Put a tug. Let's raise our hands right now

  235. to the Lord. His Spirit is here.

  236. I'm just trying to be. Obedient to the Lord.

  237. In a moment right here. Thank you, Jesus.

  238. Thank you Jesus. Hallelujah.

  239. I wonder if we could just stand tonight, begin to gather in

  240. these altars right now. Hallelujah.

  241. Hallelujah, we could just stand and gather in this altar right

  242. now. I wonder if we could just ask

  243. God to prepare us as a womb right now.

  244. God could just prepare us as a womb right now.

  245. The Old Testament scripture said that when Zion travails, sons

  246. and daughters are born. When Zion travails, sons and

  247. daughters are born. Zion.

  248. 'S the church when she travails? When?

  249. She gets in the. Pains of travail, Hallelujah.

  250. The pain will only last for a little while, but she'll be

  251. overcome with the joy that's the product of the womb.

  252. I wonder if we could just make ourselves available as a womb

  253. right now, all across this building, in this place.

  254. Hallelujah, Begin to call out upon the name of the Lord.

  255. Let's, let's forget everything right now.

  256. Let's forget the call. Let's forget tomorrow.

  257. Let's forget work. Let's forget everything.

  258. Let's concentrate right now, in this moment.

  259. Someone put your hand on the rope right now.

  260. Through intercession. Put your hand on the rope right

  261. now. With prayers and groanings that

  262. cannot even be uttered. Put your hand on the rope right

  263. now. Yes.

  264. Halobo Koraba Taye. Yes.

  265. Yes. Yes.

  266. Yes. Yes.

  267. I. The.

  268. Come on, Zion. Come on, Zion.

  269. Come on, Zion. Shut.

  270. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. God has strategically placed

  271. people in this church in places, Amen, of occupation in

  272. communities and groups in this community over the past several

  273. years with purpose and with the intent.

  274. He's placed you there for a reason.

  275. He's had your home relationships for a reason.

  276. He's been setting something up. He's been setting something up.

  277. He's been devising something that only God can devise.

  278. Yes. The.

  279. The. The.

  280. I feel impressed to have us do something back several weeks ago

  281. now, I don't remember when it was, did a Southern region men's

  282. conference. Brother Reese travelled with me,

  283. Brother Alex was there. We had some talks there that day

  284. and one of the individuals that was spoke, I heard him and his

  285. wife speak on this before. The Troy Bibbs talking about

  286. when they went through a period of time in their literal lives

  287. where they were trying to have children, couldn't have

  288. children. And I believe it was Brother

  289. Lang that said, so why don't you go buy a car seat?

  290. Don't you carry that car seat everywhere you go?

  291. Put it in the car, take it to restaurants when you eat, take

  292. it everywhere you go. They did went through the wall

  293. and pull it back out, take stones and set it in the middle

  294. of a river and then take them on the bank, I feel like.

  295. And they got their baby, by the way, it took years, but they got

  296. their baby. I feel in the Holy Ghost

  297. tonight, those that I'm not looking for you to have a baby,

  298. but if that happens, glory to God if you need one.

  299. But I'm wondering, I don't care if it's if it's real, if it's a

  300. baby one, it don't matter to me, but I just want you to start

  301. carrying around for the babies here, carried around for the

  302. babies here. Oh, how stupid.

  303. Brother me. I'm just telling you what I feel

  304. impressed in the Holy Ghost right now.

  305. Start carrying around. What in the world are we doing?

  306. I know it sounds allow me to be foolish, but let's carry it

  307. around. Bring it to church and set it

  308. beside you. Bring it to church and set it

  309. beside you with anticipation that they will be sitting beside

  310. you. A new baby in Christ.

  311. Yeah. Whatever that.

  312. Looks like to you, if it's not a car seat, there's something else

  313. that embolizes that to you. So be it.

  314. Amen. But, but let's, let's do that.

  315. I just spell to the Holy Ghost that maybe we just need to do

  316. that. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus

  317. do it. Lord, you know, Exodus, the

  318. midwives that Egyptian midwives for that matter, that was tasked

  319. with child, male child was born from those Israelites that they

  320. were to do away with them, throw them away.

  321. Shifra and Puah, I believe were their names.

  322. The Bible says though, that they made this conversation that

  323. these like women were so just vigorous and giving birth that

  324. by the time we got in there, they're already born and all

  325. this stuff has happened and the Lord knew what they were up to.

  326. He says, well, because you have done that.

  327. He said, I'm going to build you a house.

  328. And it wasn't a literal home, water and all that he was

  329. talking about. He was like, I'm going to give

  330. you children because let me tell you, as a pastor, I'm going to

  331. tell you something. I just realized today that I'm

  332. celebrating this year, my 35th year in ministry, 35th year in

  333. ministry. I started looking back over my

  334. life just for a little bit. Sister Sheila and I just start

  335. counting some things up. I've preached 18 camp meetings

  336. in 10 different states in those 35 years.

  337. I've preached in 15 different state penitentiaries.

  338. And when it comes to conference stuff like that, I couldn't even

  339. begin to try to trace it. What I'm saying, but I'm alone,

  340. is this. I've been a midwife to a lot of

  341. other people's children. I've stood in water.

  342. In West Virginia, baptizing other people's babies.

  343. I'm going to go Wednesday and baptize people that ain't

  344. necessarily have an affiliation to a church.

  345. I've. Preached camp meetings.

  346. Where 20 some odd people received the Holy Ghost XYZ.

  347. I'm just saying, God, would you build my house?

  348. Because I've gotten my hands bloody for a lot of other

  349. people. I've been there when the waters

  350. broke for a lot of other people and he don't have to.

  351. I understand that. I get that.

  352. But I'm saying God can 35 years in.

  353. Whatever's happened in those years of being a midwife for

  354. you, Hallelujah, Jesus.

  355. Hallelujah.