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From Rivalry To Revelation | Evangelist Tyler Smith

First Apostolic Church

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  1. Come on, can we give that hand clap unto the Lord this morning?

  2. Oh come on, can we? Be thankful into his name today.

  3. He's doing wonderful. Things, Hallelujah, Hallelujah,

  4. Hallelujah. What an awesome God we serve.

  5. He's truly doing great things around here and I believe this

  6. is an atmosphere. There's an atmosphere of praise,

  7. there's an atmosphere of worship and there's an atmosphere of

  8. expectation in this house and. And I believe in that kind of.

  9. Atmosphere the impossible becomes possible and the

  10. miraculous can happen right here in our midst and love what I

  11. feel in this house today and my God, he's doing great things and

  12. doing great things. It's great honor to be here this

  13. morning and to be here this week.

  14. We give honor to Pastor and Sister McGee.

  15. We do love them and appreciate their leadership and their labor

  16. in the Kingdom of God. And I believe they're deserving

  17. of a hand this morning. We appreciate them very, very,

  18. very much. And take a look around and you

  19. can tell they're making a great impact in the Kingdom of God,

  20. not, not just here this morning, but look around yesterday.

  21. And those things don't happen by accident.

  22. It's a, it's a labor of love. And, and I, I believe your

  23. pastor and his wife and family are evident of individuals that

  24. are laboring for the Kingdom of God so that souls will not be

  25. left behind and not honor you today and appreciate you very,

  26. very, very much. And if you've got your Bibles,

  27. I'd like to take our attention to the book of Genesis.

  28. Genesis chapter #30 I don't know what I've done, but it's.

  29. Just the first service. We just in the will of God, I

  30. guess We're just in the will. Of God I was.

  31. Told a great evangelist. Just picks up where the pastor

  32. left off and so I'm just trying to fulfill the will of God, my

  33. Mama. I don't know what trouble I'm in

  34. already, but come back tonight and maybe we'll see what the

  35. Lord has in store. Genesis chapter 30.

    Genesis 30 chapter mention

  36. I'm all while you're turning there, also give honor to my

  37. wife. I love her, appreciate her,

  38. honor her. We just celebrated 8 years of

  39. marriage this week and so I'm so very grateful for her.

  40. God knows she's the only one that can put up with me and and

  41. I honor her and looking forward, I think she told me sometimes

  42. I'm not a good listener and God's helping me.

  43. But I think she told me she's 19 weeks today.

  44. And so we're where am I right? Am I right?

  45. Yeah. So we're so we're about halfway

  46. through. I think she got some some app or

  47. something said that I think he's 6 inches long and I can't

  48. remember. I think he's an ounce now or

  49. something. I'm really not for sure.

  50. But a half a pound, a half a pound I think is what it is.

  51. And she said, I guess that's what I gained this week.

  52. I don't know, but but I love my wife.

  53. I honor her and certainly looking forward to to what God's

  54. going to do with our Son and we're we're excited about that.

  55. And I just believe the Lord has great things in store for us

  56. this week and Genesis. Chapter 30 verse number.

    Genesis 30 chapter mention

  57. One, when you're there, shout Amen.

  58. I'm going to do a little bit of reading this morning, but one

  59. man said, if you read plenty of scripture and preach bad, at

  60. least you still go home with the Word.

  61. And so and so this morning I'm just hoping you go home with the

  62. word. Genesis chapter 30, verse #1 The

    Genesis 30 chapter mention

  63. Bible says when Rachel saw that she bare Jacob, no children.

  64. Rachel envied her sister and said unto Jacob, give me

  65. children or else I die. Drop with me to verse #8 Rachel

  66. said, with great wrestlings have I wrestled with my sister and I

  67. have prevailed. And she called his name Neptula.

  68. Fast. Forward with me two chapters

  69. later genesis 32 and verse #24 the Bible says that Jacob was

  70. left alone and there wrestled a man with him until the breaking

  71. of the day, and when he saw. That he prevailed not.

  72. Against him he touched the hollow of his thigh and.

  73. The Hollow of Jacob. 'S thigh was out of joint as he

  74. wrestled with him. And he said let me go.

  75. For the day breaketh. And he said, I will not let thee

  76. go, except thou bless me. And he said unto him, What is

  77. thy name? And he said, Jacob.

  78. And he said That name shall. Be called no more.

  79. Jacob but Israel, for as a Prince has thou power with God

  80. and with men, and has prevailed. And Jacob asked him and said,

  81. Tell me, I pray thee, thy name. And he said, Wherefore is it

  82. that thou doest ask after my name?

  83. And he blessed him there. And Jacob called the name of the

  84. place penal. For I have seen God face to

  85. face, and my life is preserved. We live in a culture that

  86. consistently celebrates competition, but there's got to

  87. be a church that's willing to contend, Jude wrote in his

  88. epistle. He said It was needful me for me

  89. to write unto you, and exhort you, that you should earnestly

  90. contend for the faith that was once delivered unto the Saints.

  91. I want to preach. To us this morning, with the

  92. help of the Lord, from this subject, from rivalry to

  93. revelation, from rivalry to revelations, would you lift your

  94. hands? Would you lift your hearts?

  95. One more time. And would you talk to the Lord

  96. this morning? God, we love you.

  97. We. Thank you

  98. God. Let wisdom and knowledge be

  99. released in this house today. God, God, let's drink.

  100. Come to the great Saints of this congregation.

  101. Lord God. If there's someone here that's

  102. never repented of their sins, never been baptized in your name

  103. and filled with your spirit God, I pray that today would be the

  104. day. God and Lord, we give you glory,

  105. we give you honor, we give you praise today in Jesus.

  106. Name in Jesus name. Come on, would you clap your

  107. hands unto the Lord? Come on, would you give him a

  108. shout of praise? God, we love you.

  109. Lord God, we bless your great name.

  110. In Jesus name, In Jesus name you can be seated this morning.

  111. God bless you. Thank you for so much for being

  112. in the House of the Lord today. Many will tell you that it's

  113. simply a natural. Part of life, the constant

  114. competition in the conflict. Between family members is not a

  115. new thing, it's considered a natural.

  116. Part of life. And that's why I thank God that

  117. I only have one child and hopefully only one.

  118. And if there's a second, it'll be, you'll be just as surprised

  119. as I am. And.

  120. But sibling rivalries, if they're not kept in check, they

  121. can have a very negative impact and a very negative impact on.

  122. Families and we. Find in the pages of the

  123. scripture this morning the story of a rivalry, A sibling war that

  124. leads to a wrestling match. It's the story.

  125. In the story, we find that there's one man and there's two

  126. sisters. This one man goes by the name of

  127. Jacob, and he's found fleeing to his uncle Laban's house.

  128. And it's there that he falls in love with Rachel.

  129. And Rachel is described as being beautiful and well favored.

  130. You can find that in Genesis 29. And because of the beauty and

  131. favor that rests upon Rachel's life, Jacob agrees to work for

  132. seven years to marry her. And it's after years of Labor,

  133. many working days, that the wedding eventually comes in.

  134. A very unfortunate turn of events begins to unfold as Laban

  135. deceives Jacob and instead of Rachel, the beautiful and

  136. favored one that he had worked so tirelessly for, Laban gives.

  137. Him, Leah. Leah is described as being

  138. tender eyed, and some scholars will tell you that this means

  139. that she is emotionally unstable.

  140. And so given this information that we have from the Word of

  141. God concerning Rachel, who is beautiful and favored and Leah

  142. who is tender eyed, it is one of the most terrifying scriptures

  143. that we find in Genesis 29. When Scripture declares that in

  144. the morning, behold, it was Leah.

  145. This this wild weekend wedding gave birth to the roots of this

  146. rivalry that we know today. This is 2 Sisters who now share

  147. a husband, one with his love and the other with his children.

  148. It is the family rivalry. And I believe we'll see today

  149. that this family rivalry has more juice than the Hatfield and

  150. Mccoy's. I believe this family rivalry

  151. has a little more spice than the Kardashians even, but we must

  152. understand that one wild family feud weekend gave birth to a

  153. wrestling match. And I'll just go ahead and say

  154. it this morning. I believe today that there's

  155. some of us that have walked into this house feeling like our

  156. lives have given birth to a wrestling match that we can't

  157. explain. We can't under completely

  158. comprehend what we're feeling on the inside.

  159. We're asking questions like am I ready for this relation with

  160. Jesus? Am I really ready to repent of

  161. my sins, be baptized in Jesus name, filled with the Holy Ghost

  162. and I just believe today that God is going to give us

  163. revelation and revelation is going to be released in this

  164. house. I've been praying God, may you

  165. give unto us the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the

  166. knowledge of you. I'm going to tell you this

  167. morning church, you are ready. God is going to finish the work

  168. in your life. The Spirit Word of God is going

  169. to help you to conquer the internal battles that you are

  170. facing. I believe He's going to help you

  171. conquer what you are. Facing in Jesus.

  172. Name. I believe confusion will be

  173. conquered. Chaos will have.

  174. To cease deliverance. Will have to happen in the name

  175. of. Jesus.

  176. In Genesis 30, we find that Rachel said with great

  177. wrestlings. Have I wrestled with my sister?

  178. To the best of my knowledge, Brother McGee might know better

  179. than I do, but Rachel wasn't fighting with her fist.

  180. Rachel wasn't fighting with her hands, if you will, but she was

  181. wrestling emotionally, spiritually, and even mentally.

  182. She was wrestling. And the Bible said with great

  183. wrestlings, have I prevailed with my.

  184. Sister and I have. Prevailed and she called his

  185. name Neptali. Rachel is saying.

  186. I have been in an all out fight. I've been praying unto my God,

  187. but I've been struggling to stay the course.

  188. I've been struggling to stay in the right direction, but

  189. nonetheless, I have prevailed. I have won this wrestling match.

  190. And she called his name. Neptulia.

  191. Understand with me this morning, in the moment, Rachel begins to

  192. feel like she has won, like she has won this match.

  193. But notice with me, the child was not born from her.

  194. It was born from the maid letting us know this is not a

  195. complete victory, that she has one, but this is something that

  196. was born out of a place of desperation.

  197. There's a little bit of triumph in the moment, but can I tell

  198. the church today, sometimes what looks like a win to everybody

  199. else is really a wrestling match on the inside that we haven't

  200. completely surrender to God. Sometimes what looks like a win

  201. isn't really a win. It's a wrestling match on the

  202. inside. Sometimes.

  203. That new relationship, that new job, it looks like a win.

  204. But it's really a. Wrestling match on the inside.

  205. I just believe today. Some folks are wrestling.

  206. With God's plan, with God's purpose, with God's future and

  207. what looks like a win. Is really just a wrestling match

  208. on the inside. Rachel.

  209. Rachel wrestled, and so do we. Rachel wrestled with God's plan,

  210. with God's purpose, and so do we.

  211. So often it's truly evident that Rachel is wrestling.

  212. She's wrestling with her sister Leah.

  213. While she's also wrestling with God's plan.

  214. This is not a. Physical.

  215. Fight. But it's it's an internal and

  216. emotional battle. It's a raging rivalry.

  217. The envy is there, the longing inside is there, the confusion

  218. is there. It's all present.

  219. The arguments are happening as Rachel is wrestling, as Rachel

  220. is thinking that she is prevailing.

  221. Can I tell the church today every wrestling match is not

  222. physical. Some of our greatest struggles

  223. happen in unseen places it's right here in the mind, it's in

  224. the heart I believe it was the right wise writer who would

  225. instruct us that we are to guard our heart with all diligence,

  226. for out of it are the issues of life some of the.

  227. Greatest struggles? Sitting in the sanctuary or in

  228. the unseen places of our mind, in our heart, in our prayers.

  229. And I feel this morning in the Holy Ghost that there's a

  230. wrestling that's happening in our.

  231. Midst that is not. Physical.

  232. Because we're not wrestling against flesh and blood, but

  233. against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of

  234. darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high

  235. places. But I've come to remind you that

  236. in spite of the wrestlings, there is this truth that you are

  237. in the right house, that you are in the right place on a Sunday

  238. morning. In spite of what you're feeling,

  239. in spite of what you're telling yourself, you're in the right

  240. house. You're in the right place.

  241. To receive revelation in spite. Of what you're wrestling.

  242. With. In spite of what you're

  243. struggling with, in spite of what you're telling yourself, I

  244. don't know if I should be in the House of God today.

  245. I'm hurting. I don't feel good.

  246. I'm telling you this morning, you're in the right place.

  247. In spite of how you feel, in spite of what you think people

  248. are thinking about you, you are in the right house.

  249. You are in the right place for somebody to love you, for

  250. somebody to wrap their arms around you.

  251. You. Are in the right house for

  252. somebody. To tell you.

  253. You're going to make it. Your family's going to make it.

  254. The church is going to make it. You are in the right.

  255. Place to receive revelation. In the midst of your wrestling,

  256. Rachel. Thought, thought Leah was her.

  257. Rival. She thought Leah was the

  258. competition the 1:00 to. Compare herself among.

  259. She's the one I need to measure. Myself against she's the.

  260. One that I need. To compare myself with.

  261. I once heard it said that comparison is the thief of joy

  262. and the assassin of identity. Can I tell you, Church, the

  263. truth is when we're wrestling the wrong opponent, it will not

  264. only drain our joy, but there will come a point that we begin

  265. to lose who we really are, who we were really designed to be.

  266. It will calls you to forget who you were created to be in Jesus

  267. Christ. And can I tell you today,

  268. church, we do not obtain what God has for us by constantly

  269. competing with one another. Come on, I cannot just say it

  270. like I want to. If we spend all of our time

  271. wrestling the wrong opponents, it will prevent us from.

  272. Winning in the areas that matter the most?

  273. Come on, God told us to win. In the prayer closet, God told

  274. us to win. In worship, God told us to win.

  275. In the church, God never designed for us to fight one

  276. another. I still believe that rivalries

  277. is the in the church. Is a.

  278. Cancer to church wide revival I still.

  279. Believe if we're constantly competing against one another,

  280. we will not have church wide revival.

  281. And I believe what God has for First Apostolic Church in Mount

  282. Carmel is a church wide revival. It's not just for one, it's not

  283. just for two, but it's a church wide revival.

  284. It's it's not just for pastors family, it's for your family,

  285. it's for your city, it's for your street, it's for your

  286. community. It's a church.

  287. Wide revival in Acts chapter #10 Peter opened his mouth.

  288. And said I perceive. That God is not a.

  289. Respecter of persons. I perceive that God is no.

  290. Respecter of persons. In other words, God don't play.

  291. Favorites. It makes no.

  292. Difference who you are. Whether you're short like me or

  293. you're tall like some of these other people, it makes no

  294. difference who you are or. Where you are from?

  295. If you want God and you're ready to do as He says, the door is

  296. open to you. God does not show partiality to

  297. people, but He fulfills what He has promised to His people.

  298. The promise is unto you, to your children, to all that are afar

  299. off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.

  300. And so here, Rachel. Has been wrestling wrestling the

  301. wrong opponent as a result. Neptali is alive.

  302. Nebulae is the. Result of a rivalry, the result

  303. of an internal struggle that has been taking place.

  304. But I need you to understand this morning, while she has been

  305. wrestling against her sister, 2 chapters later, we find in

  306. Genesis 32 that Jacob is wrestling with God.

  307. It's true that one wrestling match produced a rivalry while

  308. the other is giving birth to Revelation and eventually the

  309. renaming of Jacob. And I'm preaching to some folks

  310. this morning that you are in the middle of a wrestling match that

  311. you always thought would be a bitter rivalry.

  312. That internal struggle, the struggle that nobody sees that,

  313. that insecurity that you'll feel, the constant wars in your

  314. mind, the constant struggle that you don't and always have to

  315. come to church with. I believe God is getting ready

  316. to use it to bring revelation. I believe God's getting ready to

  317. take some folks in this house from rivalry to revelation.

  318. I believe more truth is getting ready to become known.

  319. More love is getting ready to be experienced.

  320. More Holy Ghost is getting ready to be poured out.

  321. There is a greater anointing for First Apostolic Church as God

  322. takes you. From rivalry to revelation, from

  323. constant fighting to receiving, I believe God is taking you from

  324. rivalry to revelation. I wish somebody take just a

  325. moment and bless his name. I wish somebody take a.

  326. Moment and say God. I believe it, God, I believe.

  327. You're taking us somewhere. From fighting in the wrong.

  328. Direction to somewhere where I know I'm going in the right

  329. direction. Some of you been fighting, been

  330. fighting, wrestling in the wrong direction, always trying to

  331. prove something. Always trying to earn something,

  332. always trying to force something, always trying to make

  333. it happen. But when you make a transition

  334. from fighting against people to fighting with God, there's a

  335. shift that begins to happen in the Spirit.

  336. You no longer have to prove something.

  337. You no longer have to earn something.

  338. You no longer have to force something to happen.

  339. Because I understand where I'm fighting at now.

  340. I understand where I'm wrestling at now.

  341. And I've come to preach to you this morning that if we're going

  342. to get to the revelation, we must be willing to wrestle with

  343. him in prayer, to wrestle with him in faith in this revival.

  344. I believe as we wrestle. With God this week.

  345. We're going to walk away. With more than a.

  346. Blessing. We're going to walk away with

  347. more than just a good shout, but I believe there's going to be a

  348. change that happens in this revival that'll leave us.

  349. Saying God. You've left your mark on me.

  350. My life will never. Be the same.

  351. You're taking me from rivalry to revelation.

  352. You're. Taking me.

  353. Where I've never been before. You're willing to go there this

  354. week? I.

  355. Said you willing to go there this week, you willing to go

  356. there in your mind and your spirit in your body this week

  357. saying God, I don't know what you're going to do this week,

  358. but I just know when we get done God, I'm not going to be the

  359. same that I used to be God, I have the same struggles.

  360. Ain't going to be there no more. I know that you're going to

  361. leave your mark on me for the. Rest of my life I believe that

  362. God. 'S getting ready to mark this

  363. moment as a. Turning point in a family's

  364. life. Where you can look back and say.

  365. When I walked in the 1st. Start like church.

  366. On a Sunday in October. That God changed my life.

  367. That God changed my family. That God left a mark on me.

  368. God's taking us. There, God's taking us.

  369. Won't you just look around with me for just a moment?

  370. Look around. You ain't wrestling.

  371. None of them people, I said. You ain't.

  372. Wrestling. None of them.

  373. People that ain't. Who we're wrestling.

  374. With that ain't who we're wrestling with.

  375. From this day forward, we're going on I, I, I'm not trying to

  376. measure myself with church people, with church comparison,

  377. but I'm measuring myself to the word of God, to what God would

  378. say, what God would desire. From rivalry to Revelation,

  379. where God is taking us, taking us.

  380. They make their way back to the keyboard.

  381. I'm not done. But I wonder if you could just

  382. lift your hands for just a moment all over this house.

  383. If you could just lift your hands.

  384. Oh yes, God, I know what I feel in this house right now.

  385. The internal struggles, the internal battles that are

  386. sitting on the seats in the sanctuary.

  387. Yes, you're. Coming to church, yes, you're

  388. progressing in your relationship with God, but when you get home

  389. on Monday and Tuesday, there's an internal battle that you're

  390. facing that is causing you to weep uncontrollably.

  391. It's causing you to cry tears beyond your understanding.

  392. And God has sent me here to tell you this morning that it's all

  393. right that you're wrestling, but you're going to have to let him

  394. bring some revelation out of the wrestling.

  395. You're going to have to let him bring some revelation that you

  396. can hold on to in the middle of your uncontrollable tears and

  397. your uncontrollable pain that you're feeling because there's

  398. something happening at First Apostolic Church that you do not

  399. want to miss. You don't want to get away from

  400. it just because you start to feel uncomfortable and you're

  401. starting to feel like God. I don't know what you're doing.

  402. And I'm wrestling. You may have never been in AWWE.

  403. Arena. It's the World Wrestling

  404. Entertainment, but yet you still understand that there's some

  405. revelations that only come a way of wrestling.

  406. Genesis 32 tells us that Jacob was left alone and it was there

  407. that he wrestled a man. Till the breaking of day.

  408. Some of our greatest wrestling still happen when we're by

  409. ourself. I ain't got time to break down.

  410. All the calculations. But there's a lot of hours in a

  411. week, and not all that time is spent with the body.

  412. There's a lot of time when we're by ourselves and we're we're.

  413. Wrestling and. We're in lonely places, but I

  414. believe this morning we've got to understand that it's in those

  415. lonely places that we got to learn how to hold on to God and

  416. let go of everything else that everybody else is saying every

  417. Listen, at the end of the day, at the end of the day, you're

  418. going to have to learn how to hold on when you are alone.

  419. Come on. That's the revelations that's

  420. coming after the rivalry. I got to hold on when I'm alone

  421. because God's still doing a work even when I'm in a dark day,

  422. even when I'm lonely, even when I feel like nobody cares.

  423. God is still doing a work when I am alone when I'm by.

  424. Myself, he still loves me when pastor and sister.

  425. McGee are nowhere to be. Found he still loves me, the

  426. Bible says as he as Jacob wrestled the.

  427. Angel touched the. Hollow of his thigh and Jacob's

  428. hip was dislocated as he wrestled with him.

  429. Stay with me for a moment. So now Jacob, here he is.

  430. He's wrestling, wrestling alone. And now he's in pain.

  431. Now he's limping and he's broken.

  432. And Jacob says I will not. Let you.

  433. Go, except you blessed me. But the blessing didn't.

  434. Come before he got hurt. It came in the middle of it.

  435. It came as he was going through it.

  436. Now I know some. Of you been in?

  437. Church a long time and you've seen what I've seen.

  438. Some people quit when they get hurt.

  439. Some people quit when their feelings get upset and

  440. everything's not going just right.

  441. But Jacob had reached a point that even if I'm broken, I'm

  442. going to keep holding on because, because I understand

  443. that there's some revelation that's coming.

  444. I got to hold on even when I'm wounded.

  445. I I can't just hold on when I'm alone, but I got to hold on when

  446. I'm wounded and everything's not going just right.

  447. Some of you might have walked into this service today feeling

  448. like my hips out of socket, like everything ain't just right.

  449. But you still. Got to stay locked in with God

  450. even in the middle of the wrestling because there's.

  451. More revelation that's coming. There's more revival that's

  452. coming. God is taking us from rivalry

  453. to. Revelation from wrestling

  454. against people to wrestling with God.

  455. The Angel said let. Let me go.

  456. Can you imagine Jacob's alone? He's wounded.

  457. Be pretty easy to say no problem and just turn away.

  458. Be very easy, just throw in the. Towel and and I'm hurting.

  459. It's painful. I don't know this.

  460. For certain, so don't. Take this as Bible, I imagine.

  461. Since it was just two chapters prior.

  462. Jacob knows Rachel and. Leo are fighting and struggling

  463. and here he is struggling and fighting but something inside

  464. says I will not let you go except thou bless me.

  465. I will not let you go except you bless.

  466. Me. This is not somebody.

  467. Being stubborn, this is somebody that's desperate for more than

  468. just a carnal fight. Desperate for revelation that's

  469. being released. I understand that he held on

  470. when he was alone and when he was wounded.

  471. But now he has to be willing to hold on when it would be easier

  472. to let go, when it would be easier just to throw in the

  473. towel. And I've come to tell you,

  474. Church, we have got to receive this revelation to hold on even

  475. when we're alone. Hold on when we're wounded.

  476. Hold on when it would be easier to let go.

  477. Hold on to the promised that my children will be born again, My

  478. mind will be healed, my body will be made whole, my calling

  479. will become clear. It will happen.

  480. So here Jacob leaves this wrestling match with this truth.

  481. I got to hold on. But he also left with

  482. Revelation. Because when you hold on to God,

  483. you're not going to be the same. You're not going to be the same.

  484. You're going to be changed. And that's what.

  485. Happens in the middle of this match.

  486. Jacob, you're no longer. Jacob.

  487. But you're Israel, Jacob. Your name is no longer going to

  488. be Jacob, but it's going to be. Israel, you're going to go from

  489. the deceiver to now God's wrestler because there's a

  490. change that happens in the middle of this fight.

  491. There's a change that happens in the middle of all the internal.

  492. Struggles that we're facing. And all the mind battles that

  493. we're enduring that nobody knows about.

  494. Can I just tell somebody this morning that if Jacob can hold

  495. on until God, until he got his blessing from God, I am more

  496. convinced than ever before that you and I can hold on to God

  497. until we go free. You can cling to the church.

  498. You can plant your family in this place.

  499. In the midst of your pain, in the midst of your problems, this

  500. is the place for you. If Jacob can hold on until he

  501. got a blessing, you can hold on until you go free.

  502. You can hold on. Until the addiction breaks,

  503. until the fear lives, until the joy returns, you can hold on

  504. until the night breaks and the. Sun shines, you can hold on.

  505. Come on, stand to your feet all over this house.

  506. God is not turned off by the fact that you're fighting.

  507. He's not offended by it. As a matter of fact, he's.

  508. Drawn to it, he's. Drawn to the fact that you're

  509. hungry for. More.

  510. He's drawn to the fact that you desire.

  511. More revelation that. You desire to know.

  512. Him more and more. Come on, lift your hands all

  513. over this house. I'm closing.

  514. I'm closing. In the name of.

  515. Jesus. In the name of.

  516. Jesus. Come on, it's all right to be

  517. honest and say God, I've been struggling.

  518. God, I've been facing some internal.

  519. I've still been coming to. Church I've still.

  520. Been doing the church things. I'm in love with the church, but

  521. I've been battling internally and mentally and spiritually.

  522. I'm in a fight. I'm wrestling.

  523. It's not the church. It's just me.

  524. It's just me. Oh.

  525. Come on, I feel there's a few honest people.

  526. In this House that. Need to step out of their seat

  527. and. And just be honest and make your

  528. way around this altar. Come on, You're not admitting

  529. I'm a terrible no, no, no, no. You're just admitting God.

  530. I'm wrestling. I'm fighting some things

  531. internally. I'm fighting some things

  532. spiritually. I'm fighting some things

  533. mentally. Come on.

  534. Would you let God on this first service of revival take you from

  535. rivalry to revelation? Let take Him to the place that

  536. you're going to hold on even when alone.

  537. I'm going to hold on even when I'm.

  538. Wounded. I'm going to.

  539. Hold on. Even when it's easier to let go.

  540. Oh. Yes, God.

  541. Yes, God. Come on, make your way out of

  542. your seats. Make your way around this altar.

  543. You may not have it all together, but you're still

  544. holding on to Him and there's a blessing that's going to come.

  545. From this. Battle the battle that you're.

  546. In in the name. Of Jesus in the name.

  547. Of Jesus. God take us from wrestling to

  548. the point where we feel like we're winning again.

  549. God. God take us to the point where

  550. we feel like we're prevailing. Oh God, in the name of Jesus, in

  551. the name. Of Jesus.

  552. Oh. Yes, yes, God, come on.

  553. There's victory to be won right now in this altar.

  554. Right now in this altar, there's victory to be won.

  555. Oh, God, I'm not letting go, God.

  556. I'm not giving up, God, till there's a change in me, God,

  557. there's a change in how I think, God, there's a change in how I

  558. view you. God, there's a change in how I

  559. view your church. Oh God, God, let Revelation come

  560. right now in the name of Jesus. Oh God, oh God, you are with the

  561. so. God, you're a Come on.

  562. The devil is a liar. You will not always be alone.

  563. I'm not going to wrestle with the thoughts of whether or not

  564. this revival is for me or not for me.

  565. It's for me this week. It's for me this week.

  566. It's for my family this week. It's for my coworkers this week.

  567. It's for my children this week. God, I want to be involved in

  568. revival this week. God, God, I want to be involved.

  569. I don't want to spend all week wrestling with my thoughts.