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The Hirsch Family Missionaries to Honduras

First Apostolic Church

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  1. Thank you, Lord, today, Lord, you're so wonderful.

  2. We're so grateful, Lord, for the opportunity to be here in your

  3. house, to be here and gather together as one body, one

  4. family. Mighty, mighty God, thank you

  5. Jesus, praise the Lord. Church, you can be seated,

  6. please, as long as you promise not to get too comfortable and

  7. get sleepy. We are so grateful to be here,

  8. to be here at Mount Carmel. I want to give some honor to

  9. begin Pastor McGee and his family.

  10. As he's mentioned, we were always so excited to see the

  11. Mcgee's at church camp in any events we would see them.

  12. We were always so excited to see them.

  13. We're so grateful for their friendship whenever we were

  14. growing as a family. We're so grateful for your

  15. kindness and your love that you always gave to us.

  16. We're so grateful. I want to give honor, Jerry

  17. Mason, perfect on cue, nicely give honor to you and your

  18. family for all the work you do with the Indiana District.

  19. And I know Pastor Gil always talks very, very highly of his

  20. organization, his abilities. So we give you high honor for

  21. that. And then also Alex Mason up in

  22. the the crow's nest. They're just hard to keep up

  23. with him. Thank you all for your, you and

  24. your family, for your passion for the Indiana student

  25. ministries that you have done, for the passion you have, for

  26. all of that, the work that you guys do.

  27. Thank you so much. We, you guys have an amazing

  28. ministry that you have here. It's, it's incredible.

  29. It's always fun to see that there are some churches that

  30. carry so much of the load of the district and you guys have

  31. amazing leadership. Can you give your leadership

  32. team a big hand? And I want to finally, if you'll

  33. allow me just a couple minutes, I'm going to go ahead and set my

  34. timer. So, you know, I'm not lying.

  35. I didn't say I was going to stick to it, but I almost said

  36. it. I'm going to try.

  37. I always said it just so we know, but I want to take just a

  38. just a couple steps here down memory lane because it was a

  39. cool Friday in March of 2012, yes, 2012, that I came as a

  40. attendee of University of Southern Indiana here to Mount

  41. Carmel for a youth rally. And I got here and there was a

  42. beautiful young lady that walked up that aisle right over there.

  43. And I thought to myself, man, she is way out of my league.

  44. But I sure hope someday I can get to know that Lady.

  45. And that was none other than my wife.

  46. So thank you all for having a church, for having youth

  47. rallies. And you will forever hold a

  48. beautiful spot in our hearts. And I just, it's, it's so crazy.

  49. It's such a full circle moment being back here.

  50. We'll celebrate being married 12 years this coming March.

  51. So God is good. And it all started right here.

  52. I remember setting about the third row right over here and it

  53. was just incredible. Like it's it's it's very

  54. nostalgic and Deja Vu pulling into the parking lot now with my

  55. wife and three children. It's amazing.

  56. So thank you all that there was. Can't tell you how much I

  57. appreciate your church and the people that you bring to your

  58. church. So, so let's get into it now.

  59. I'll stop being sappy and we'll just, we'll go.

  60. We've already lost a minute and 1/2.

  61. So let's talk about not that my wife's not worth a minute and a

  62. half. Let me, I'm going to take this

  63. shovel and I'm going to put it right over here.

  64. Let's talk a little bit about Honduras.

  65. So I want to give you kind of a road map as we start.

  66. You're gonna hear from me for a while.

  67. You're gonna hear from my wife, our kids.

  68. My wife is going to talk a little about her testimony and

  69. about our future vision in Honduras.

  70. And then you're going to come back.

  71. I'm going to come back. And then I would like to end

  72. kind of encouraging you with some of my testimony and

  73. encouraging under the theme about God always gets the glory.

  74. So that's kind of the map we're going to go in.

  75. We're going to take us about 41 1/2 minutes to get there, maybe

  76. the good Lord willing. So let's start with a little bit

  77. about Honduras as a whole. And I want to give you a heads

  78. up. It is my intention to give you

  79. some tantalizing, tempting information to come to Honduras

  80. on a nice missions trip. And it works out really nicely

  81. tonight because it's a little cool outside.

  82. Your fingers are probably starting to crack.

  83. Your nose is running as soon as you step outside.

  84. And I want to let you know that if you ever want to come to

  85. Honduras, I can promise you at any day throughout the year, you

  86. can come. You can just pick a random day

  87. and it will always be nice and hot.

  88. Nice and warm, beautiful subtropic weather with delicious

  89. mangoes, delicious bananas. Where the banana capital of the

  90. world, coconuts, tilapia, we have beautiful mahogany we

  91. export. And my last and personal

  92. favorite of our exports is coffee.

  93. So we're going to, I know where I'm starting off memory lane and

  94. now I'm going carnal on you. We're going to get spiritual.

  95. We're going to we're going to gain some traction to get there.

  96. But I want to say if you want to come on a missions trip to

  97. Honduras and you leave some empty space in your suitcase,

  98. when you come back, you can fill that with just as much coffee as

  99. you can fit in that suitcase. Just want to throw that out

  100. there. We brought 50 lbs this last time

  101. we came back and we sold it for some Bibles.

  102. So just want to throw that out there.

  103. If you're into mangoes and warm weather and coffee, I believe

  104. you found the will of God for your missions trip.

  105. Just just throwing that out there.

  106. So let's talk about the population.

  107. There are 11,000,000 souls in the country of Honduras,

  108. 11,000,000 souls. Now we are in the city of

  109. Toloteca, which is the southernmost city.

  110. There's about 75,000 there in that city.

  111. And we have the best base there. We have 12 churches in or around

  112. that city. We're going to build a training

  113. center in that city, the good Lord willing.

  114. And you're going to hear from that about that from my wife.

  115. And then as we move N, we get to the capital city in Tegucigalpa,

  116. which has 1.6 million people. We have about four works

  117. operating in there. So 4 works is amazing and we're

  118. excited for it, but we need so many more.

  119. Now I know it sounds crazy and maybe cliche to say, but I

  120. earnestly believe when God said that it is not his will that any

  121. should perish that includes these 11,000,000 souls.

  122. So we go with the goal, with the vision, with the mindset that

  123. God can reach 11,000,000 souls, He can reach 7300 souls in Mount

  124. Carmel, He can reach 11,000,000 souls in Honduras.

  125. So that is the goal, because I believe we serve a God that can

  126. do exceeding, abundantly above whatever.

  127. I can ask or think, and I don't know about you all, but when I

  128. get into prayer, I can think of some wild things to say.

  129. I can think of some crazy things to ask for, like reaching 75,000

  130. people in Chota Teca, like reaching every soul in Mount

  131. Carmel, like reaching every soul in Tegucigalpa.

  132. Now, I don't know how it's going to happen, but I know God can do

  133. anything. We can look at a giant facing

  134. David and say, really, how's that going to happen?

  135. God always seems to find a way to get the glory.

  136. You see Daniel and the lions, then how's this going to happen?

  137. He just always does it, doesn't he?

  138. He always finds the odds that are stacked against and he finds

  139. a way to do it. So looking at our last church

  140. that we have in the northeastern section in the city of

  141. Katakamas, we have one church there.

  142. We're very thankful that is a whole region on its own.

  143. That's very different. We'll talk about it when you're

  144. there on the missions trip. So we have 17 as a whole.

  145. I just threw that in there. Sorry.

  146. We have 17 as a whole that we have operating.

  147. There's more starting every day. It's it's a, it's a growing

  148. vibrant, it's amazing. So at this point, my family's

  149. going to come. And I will say.

  150. Three of them, I'll let you pick which three of the four did have

  151. some naps on the way here. They're still, they're still

  152. warming up a little bit. So this is our funnest but most

  153. unpredictable part. That means hello Joanna, nine

  154. years old, and now I'd like to go for you.

  155. In 15. Hi, my name is Julia and I'm six

  156. years old and I would like to go for you all today.

  157. Deuteronomy 6 and four. Oh yeah.

  158. Is there a very good. My name is Liza and I and I am

  159. 4. What do you like about Honduras

  160. Laser? I like with the koalas and the

  161. dead girls. Iguanas and the geckos, yes.

  162. So if you also like iguanas or geckos and then Liza, can you

  163. say? Queriote bendiga so that means.

  164. May God bless you. So blessings from Liza, and now

  165. you're going to hear a little from my wife.

  166. Praise the Lord, that actually went better than I thought it

  167. was going to go, so that's good. We're starting off on a good

  168. note, but I have a wonderful privilege to be able to tell you

  169. all about the present ways and the future plans that we have to

  170. train and equip our pastors and our ministers and the nation of

  171. Honduras. But I like to start with my

  172. testimony because I believe that God started preparing me to work

  173. and teach in a Bible training center when I was just a little

  174. girl. And I also know that God has a

  175. plan for every single person in this room.

  176. And He has taken you through things.

  177. Maybe He's bringing you through something currently that He

  178. desires to use for His Kingdom for His purposes.

  179. And my story starts with fear. Fear has been a part of my life

  180. for as long as I can remember. And when I was a little girl, I

  181. would just experience just terror.

  182. I would be paralyzed with fear. And I didn't know why.

  183. And I didn't know how to combat it.

  184. I didn't know how to use the words to explain to my parents

  185. what was happening to me. But it would just physically

  186. make me so sick. I was just sick with dread.

  187. And I experienced this so many times that my parents ended up

  188. bringing me to my pastor at the time, Brother ML Walls, and he

  189. took the time to teach that little girl lesson about how the

  190. Word of God was her weapon. And he showed me Second Timothy

  191. 17. For God has not given us the

  192. spirit of fear, but a power and of love and a sound mind.

  193. And he told me to memorize the Scripture and to quote it every

  194. single time I felt fear. And I did.

  195. I am an avid rule follower, so if you tell me to do something

  196. and it's going to give me peace, absolutely I'm going to do it.

  197. And this scripture was my lifeline when I was growing up.

  198. Every single time I felt fear enter into my mind, I would

  199. quote the scripture and it would leave.

  200. And I use this all the time. And I would experience momentary

  201. lapses from fear. And as I grew up, I got married

  202. and we had our first child, Joseph.

  203. We had her second child, Julian. And our life was going according

  204. to our plan at least until she was around 4 weeks old.

  205. And at that time, my husband started experiencing some really

  206. weird health symptoms. And we're just like, oh, it's

  207. probably nothing. It's probably just some old

  208. injury acting up. We'll just go to the ER, we'll

  209. get it checked out and it'll be fine.

  210. Well, during that ER visit, they ended up diagnosing him with

  211. chronic myeloid leukemia. And to say that our world

  212. drastically flipped upside down that day would be an

  213. understatement. And all the while, there were

  214. seeds of fear that were being planted in my mind, but I didn't

  215. notice at first. I was in survival mode.

  216. I had a 2 year old, a nursing newborn, and now a very sick

  217. husband at home with me every single day and I felt completely

  218. overwhelmed. And then just one year later,

  219. the pandemic happened and it was the perfect atmosphere for those

  220. seeds of fear in my mind to just completely overtake every single

  221. thought I had. The fear and panic that I

  222. experienced was like a vice. It's the only way I know how to

  223. explain it. It was like I was stuck in it

  224. and it would just squeeze and squeeze and squeeze until I had

  225. no joy, no peace, no hope left. It was like I was trapped with

  226. my thoughts. I was trapped in my own head.

  227. It was the most horrible experience that I had ever been

  228. through. And it was the mental battle

  229. where I felt like I was fighting for my life.

  230. I was fighting for my sanity. Every single thought I had was a

  231. lie from the enemy. And he was telling me you have

  232. no future. You're going to die.

  233. There is nothing good that's ever going to happen to you or

  234. your family ever again. So I of course, felt hopeless,

  235. defeated, I felt terrified. But God started to talk to me in

  236. this season and he started to remind me of that lesson that my

  237. Bishop had taught me all those years ago as a little girl, that

  238. the word of God was my weapon. So I decided to really put that

  239. to the test. Any time there was fearful or

  240. anxious thoughts that would come into my mind, which sometimes

  241. felt like every second of every single day, I would just turn to

  242. the Word of God. I would start reading the

  243. scripture. I would start praying the

  244. scriptures over my mind, over my situation, over my family.

  245. And little by little, what I was doing is I was renewing my mind

  246. daily by covering myself in the Word of God.

  247. I was learning how to use the Word of God as my weapon.

  248. I was learning how to fight. Two years after that battle, God

  249. started to speak to our family about serving him in the mission

  250. field. And now looking back, I can see

  251. there were some things that died during that season.

  252. There was old. There was old mindsets, old

  253. perspectives that I had, old thought patterns that needed to

  254. go, old expectations of what I thought our family's future

  255. looked like. But through it all, God was

  256. doing something. He was renewing me.

  257. He was changing me. He was giving me a new future, a

  258. new purpose, and I was learning how to rely on Him for

  259. everything. My Peace of Mind, my patience,

  260. strength, our family's future. And that wasn't all the new life

  261. he gave us during that time either.

  262. We have three beautiful children.

  263. So he also blessed us with Eliza.

  264. And her name means an oath from the Lord.

  265. So we believe that she's a promise.

  266. A promise that God's not done with our family.

  267. And while the enemy would desire to abort the mission that God's

  268. called us to by using fear, worry, anxiety, and even a

  269. cancer diagnosis, God's will will prevail.

  270. And she's a gift from the Lord to remind us of that.

  271. Because we all need reminders from time to time of the

  272. promises and of the messages that God's been speaking

  273. throughout all time in His Word. And I want to talk just for a

  274. couple minutes about one of those today.

  275. And that is that you are that I am who God says we are.

  276. We are not what the enemy says we are.

  277. We are not what others have labeled us in our past and we're

  278. not even what we call ourselves. The devil tries to tell me that

  279. I'm done, that I have no future, and he accuses me of being

  280. fearful and full of anxiety. And there was a season in my

  281. life I believed every single lie he told me.

  282. But I'm so thankful that God didn't leave me there, that He

  283. started to speak into my life and over me about who I am and

  284. who I belong to. That I do have a future.

  285. I'd like to read just a few verses of scripture for you.

  286. We can see a little bit of this happening in Judges chapter 6

    Judges 6:12–16

  287. verses 12 through 16. And we find Gideon threshing

  288. wheat in the winepress to hide it from the Midianites in verse

  289. 12 says, And the Angel of the Lord appeared unto him, and said

  290. unto him, The Lord is with thee, thou mighty man of valor.

  291. And Gideon said unto him, O my Lord, if the Lord be with us,

  292. why then is all this befallen us?

  293. And where be all his miracles, which our fathers told us of

  294. saying, Did not the Lord bring us up from Egypt?

  295. But now the Lord hath forsaken us, and delivered us into the

  296. hands of the Midianites. And the Lord looked upon him and

  297. said, Go in this thy might, and thou shalt save Israel from the

  298. hand of the Midianites. Have not I sent thee?

  299. And he said unto him, O my Lord, wherewith shall I save Israel?

  300. Behold, my family is poor in Manasseh, and I'm the least in

  301. my father's house. And the Lord said unto him,

  302. Surely I will be with thee, and thou shalt smite the Midianites

  303. as one man. I love this conversation.

  304. I'm so thankful that it's included in the word of God

  305. because I think it is such a human conversation that we have

  306. with God sometimes where we can lay our fears and our concerns

  307. out and say, I feel forsaken, Lord, I feel forsaken.

  308. Where are all these miracles that I've heard about?

  309. Where are they? How come I haven't seen one?

  310. I feel like I should see 1. I feel like that, that if you

  311. were going to do something then I would.

  312. I would see it. Now is a good time.

  313. God, I'm hiding, hiding in the winepress.

  314. I'm trying to feed my family. Gideon was a man that was

  315. terrified. He was afraid to hope for a

  316. future that included freedom for him and his family, but I think

  317. he was afraid to hope for any future at all.

  318. I think he thought this is it, this is as good as it gets, This

  319. is all I'm ever going to experience.

  320. He had his own ideas as to why he should be disqualified from

  321. being the man chosen to save Israel.

  322. He says, my family's poor and I'm the least in my father's

  323. house, and I think we do the same thing.

  324. We have our own excuses and we say, don't you know who I am?

  325. God? Don't you know what I've done?

  326. Don't you know who my family is? Surely I am just disqualified

  327. from being used for your purpose.

  328. But God wasn't interested in any of Gideon's excuses or his

  329. limitations. He already knew it all.

  330. He knew that Gideon wasn't qualified to experience victory

  331. because of anything Gideon had ever done or ever would do.

  332. He wasn't qualified because of his family history, his

  333. personality, or his skill set. God was giving Gideon his

  334. identity. He's saying you're a mighty man

  335. of valor. But it's not because Gideon was

  336. naturally brave, but it was because the Almighty God

  337. himself, who had never lost a battle, was calling Gideon.

  338. So our identities are wrapped up in who God is, not in who we

  339. are. And I'm so thankful for that.

  340. God then goes on to tell Gideon, surely I will be with thee.

  341. And I think that's probably the most powerful part because This

  342. is why you and I can be victorious today as well.

  343. We can stand there and say those same promises that have echoed

  344. throughout all time in Scripture, that God's never

  345. leaving us, that he's never forsaking us, that he's going to

  346. be with us always. Those are still sure for us

  347. today. And we like, unfortunately, as

  348. humans, we like to think victory is when we are already

  349. victorious, that the enemy's dead and dying all around us.

  350. And then we can relax and know that the battle is won.

  351. But that's not the case. That's not our life in the

  352. church. We are currently living in it.

  353. But we know who's already won all the battles.

  354. We know that we have victory just because He's on our side.

  355. I know that God wants to use all of us for His purpose.

  356. But I also have come face to face, and I'm sure you have to

  357. with our enemy who would desire to do anything to keep you from

  358. following God's will for your life.

  359. He has great excuses. They're very convincing.

  360. He has a lot of lies to tell you.

  361. He has accusations that He will just rail at you over and over

  362. and over again. So what can you do in the face

  363. of an enemy like that? You have to remind yourself you

  364. have to renew yourself in the word of God.

  365. You have to fight. So how can we fight?

  366. I just want to give you 2 verses of scripture in case you need

  367. something to pull out quickly. Deuteronomy 20 And one says,

  368. when thou goest out to battle against thine enemies, and see

  369. his horses and Chariots, and the people more than thou, be not

  370. afraid of them. For the Lord thy God is with

  371. thee, which brought thee up out of the land of Egypt.

  372. And Isaiah 43 and two says, When thou passes through the waters,

  373. I will be with thee, and through the rivers they shall not

  374. overflow thee. When thou walk us through the

  375. fire, thou shalt not be burned, neither shall the flame kindle

  376. upon thee. And both of these scriptures is

  377. the same promise. We don't have to be afraid

  378. because God's with us. That's why our situations may

  379. look dark. We may see an enemy that looks

  380. like they outnumber us. We may see waters that look like

  381. they're going to overwhelm us, fires that look like they're

  382. going to burn us. But the same promise, forever

  383. and ever and ever. God's with us.

  384. We don't have to fear. I all never would have thought

  385. that the years that I spent battling fear were preparing me

  386. to leave everything I've ever known to move to a new country

  387. with a new culture and a new language.

  388. But I can see now that God had to teach me where my identity

  389. was found. It's found in God.

  390. It's found in Jesus Christ. It's it's only found in that.

  391. It's not found in my natural abilities.

  392. Whatever they may be, they're nothing without God.

  393. They're nothing without the Holy Ghost operating in my life.

  394. And we see that every single day in Central America.

  395. We see ministers, we see families, we see young men,

  396. young women that are they need to know.

  397. They need to know where their identity is found.

  398. And it's not in a corrupt government, It's not in poverty.

  399. It's not with the overwhelming feeling that there's violence

  400. all around them. No, it's found in God.

  401. It's found in God, and I believe through this Bible Training

  402. Center that we're going to talk about that God's going to

  403. unleash an army in Central America of people that know

  404. exactly who they are and why they are called for such a time

  405. as this. We have a picture of this

  406. property that we've already purchased in Choloteca, Honduras

  407. for the Bible Training Center, and we are in the very beginning

  408. stages of building this school on the property.

  409. And the goal and vision for the school is to train and equip our

  410. existing ministers and pastors and their families, but also all

  411. of those that fill a call to work in the ministry.

  412. There is revival that's already sweeping through this region of

  413. the world, and we need to be equipping our pastors and

  414. ministers and helping them train people under them to come behind

  415. them to take over some of these new works.

  416. Our greatest need right now is to develop this property.

  417. We're in the planning stages. We're getting estimates for

  418. fencing. In order to be able to do

  419. anything, we have to have a fence first, otherwise

  420. everything else will disappear. Unfortunately, that's the

  421. reality. Everything will be stolen.

  422. Everything will just be gone overnight.

  423. So we have to have a fence. So that's what we're trying to

  424. do next. We will build missionary

  425. housing. We will build a multi purpose

  426. space for the church and for we're going to have a church on

  427. the property and we're also going to use it as our Bible

  428. training center. So if you feel called to give to

  429. this, that is probably the greatest need right now that we

  430. have in Honduras. And we are believing that

  431. through this school that we're going to see new ministry start.

  432. We currently have no ladies ministries or children's

  433. ministries. We are believing that they

  434. develop through the classes that we have.

  435. We were blessed. Honduras was blessed to be the

  436. very first location that had the Nations to Nations Conference

  437. that Sister Scott had a burden and passion for.

  438. And we know that was an answer to prayer because there has been

  439. burdens that have come upon some of these people.

  440. We've we've had services for the youth happening this year that

  441. have never happened before in the history of Honduras.

  442. So I'm believing that as this continues to go on, the there

  443. will be new burdens and new things placed on our pastors

  444. wives, our pastors and their families to start these in their

  445. churches. The main method we use for

  446. training right now is during two conferences that we hold each

  447. year. We have a national conference in

  448. April and a regional conference in October, and we have some

  449. pictures of that. We've had so many wonderful

  450. ministers come from the States and just pour into our families

  451. there in Honduras. It can be a very discouraging

  452. place to work. Like I said before, there's a

  453. lot of darkness, there's a lot of oppression.

  454. It is not a safe country, it's not a stable country.

  455. So as we have these conferences and we're gearing up and

  456. planning for a one in April, please cover these with prayer,

  457. cover our pastors families, cover all of those that are

  458. traveling to and from. We usually rent buses to kind of

  459. help them get there safely, but pray for their financial

  460. provision because most of them are self-employed and if they're

  461. not working, they're not earning any money.

  462. So pray for that, that God would bless the sacrifice that they

  463. make going to these conferences and pray that they're encouraged

  464. because the reality is they are the ones chosen for this revival

  465. in Central America. They can go places and do things

  466. that we can never go. But with the power of the Holy

  467. Ghost, with them understanding who they are and what God has a

  468. plan for this area of the world in these last days, I believe

  469. that is going to be unmatched, the revival that we experience

  470. in Honduras. So thank you so much for

  471. allowing me the opportunity to share my hearts for the people

  472. of Honduras. Amen.

  473. So I want to continue in this vein of training because this is

  474. where things start to get really exciting for us because we look

  475. at the horizon, we look how God is positioned and prepared and

  476. it gets really exciting. So let's talk about that.

  477. We have a picture of when my wife and I went to the

  478. Philippines just about a year and a half ago.

  479. We were able to go just her and I and we shadowed missionary

  480. Mark Namie for three full weeks. And it was really wonderful

  481. because he kind of pulled back the curtain and showed how they

  482. do, what they do, the curriculum that they use, the results that

  483. glory be to God that they have been able to accomplish in that

  484. region. So the reason that's exciting

  485. for, for us is because they have been able to in just 17 years

  486. that they have been in that that region, they have been able to

  487. build 100 churches in the nation of the Philippines.

  488. So then I start to wonder about Honduras.

  489. We're at 17 churches currently and they've cut the learning

  490. curve with the curriculum. They're already translating

  491. stuff to Spanish with their their classes.

  492. So then that makes me wonder, where could we be in 10 years?

  493. I don't know. Could we be at 100 churches in

  494. 10 years? I don't know.

  495. Again, he's able to do exceed, like I told you, I can pray some

  496. wild things and that isn't that wonderful about the God that we

  497. serve, that we can pray these incredible things about breaking

  498. down principalities, about doing this and doing that.

  499. And the God that we serve is the almighty God.

  500. He does not get nervous. We don't start writing checks

  501. that we're going to build 100 churches in 10 years.

  502. And God's like, oh, I don't know, let's, let's calm it down

  503. a little bit easy. But he's the almighty God, and I

  504. believe we can do amazing things through Honduras.

  505. We can see amazing things happen by the grace of God through

  506. Honduras. And what's more, as it's my

  507. like, nice infomercial tone there, like, but wait, there's

  508. more. They have built 100 churches in

  509. the Philippines in the last 17 years, but now they're actively

  510. starting to send missionaries out of their training center,

  511. Filipino missionaries, to places like Hong Kong, Thailand, and

  512. Italy. So then I start to wonder about

  513. those countries that we're positioned close to.

  514. We could be at the capital of either El Salvador or Nicaragua

  515. in about two hours from where we live.

  516. So what about those countries, what about Guatemala, what about

  517. Venezuela? I know it looks like it's a mess

  518. right now, but remember, God always gets the glory.

  519. So whatever is happening in the natural is mirroring what's

  520. happening in the spiritual. And we have prayed that God

  521. would break down principalities. So perhaps this is the way it

  522. happens. I don't know.

  523. But then I think about Belize, I think about Mexico, I think

  524. about Panama, Costa Rica. We are going to see, I believe,

  525. a revival that will shift the entire spiritual climate where

  526. we have seen things like oppression, depression, narco

  527. trafficking, gang violence. They have been there for

  528. decades. Their talents are dug in very

  529. deep. The foundations seem very

  530. strong, but we believe that as we take forward the gospel of

  531. Jesus Christ, everything has to move out of the way.

  532. I don't know how, I don't know when, but I do know God says

  533. wherever he goes there is liberty, there is not

  534. oppression. Wherever he goes there is

  535. freedom. There is not this, this

  536. terroristic violence that happens.

  537. So we believe that very dramatically God is going to do

  538. something throughout all of Central America.

  539. And that's why it's exciting to see what God has done in the

  540. Philippines. I believe we're going to see

  541. something in that vein happen in Central America as a whole.

  542. And and Honduras is only the beginning.

  543. The Lord said in Luke chapter 10 and verse 2 that the harvest

    Luke 10 chapter mention

  544. truly is great, but the laborers are few.

  545. Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest that He would send

  546. laborers into his harvest. Now that next picture, if you

  547. put that up, that is a picture of some of our laborers that we

  548. have currently. The top picture is our pastors

  549. that we have operating in the region, and the bottom is our

  550. licensed LJC ministers that we have in that region.

  551. So our goal is next time we're here, you'll see a much bigger

  552. picture on this wall. Next time you won't see 11

  553. pastors, maybe you'll see 50. Next time you won't see 20, some

  554. ministers, maybe you'll see 100 and some ministers.

  555. I don't know. But then remember, God can do

  556. exceeding abundantly above. And I have prayed that we would

  557. see multiplying and multiplying in these harvesters because God

  558. said the harvest is great. And in another place he said the

  559. harvest is white and it's ready. So let's pray for these

  560. harvesters that we can multiply them, that we can continue to

  561. send them, like my wife said, in these areas that we can't go but

  562. they can. There's a harvest where they can

  563. go. There's a harvest in some of

  564. these villages. There's a harvest in this area

  565. that we're so excited about. Now we're going to pick up speed

  566. just a little bit because we're at that mark and I want to get

  567. to the end. So if I forget to breathe, just

  568. kind of like nod at me and be like, breathe.

  569. It's. So next, I want to talk about

  570. three of our laborers, specifically if you'll put that

  571. next picture up about our kids. So these were some of the

  572. biggest prayers that we had in 2022.

  573. As we started to navigate this, we started to really hear the

  574. voice of God calling us to do this.

  575. These were our biggest prayers because we believe that you can

  576. be full of faith. You can believe that God has

  577. everything under control, but you can also be aware of the

  578. things that are going on around you.

  579. So that's where we were at in 2022.

  580. We believe that God had everything under control.

  581. This was His voice, this was His will.

  582. He has everything. But we also know where there is,

  583. where God is working. We will find an enemy working

  584. where God is advancing. We will find opposition.

  585. Absolutely. And there are things that happen

  586. in Honduras as it relates to children that do not happen

  587. here. So we were praying very strongly

  588. because we also believe that God doesn't waste seasons.

  589. There's no point in time that you are walking through

  590. something, through a season, through a trial, through a test,

  591. fill in your blank that God is not doing it for a reason.

  592. There's something he's preparing you for on the other side of it

  593. that only comes through that season.

  594. And that's what we believe for our children.

  595. And I don't know, it's not my business to call them to say

  596. they're going here and doing this.

  597. That's between them and the Lord in that good time.

  598. But I know God doesn't waste seasons, so I know whatever this

  599. season is, he's preparing them for something.

  600. So not only here we go again, I'm going to do this infomercial

  601. thing. So not only are we going to see

  602. hundreds of churches built, maybe thousands, we're also

  603. going to see harvesters sent into this.

  604. We're going to see missionaries out of Honduras going all

  605. through Central America, southern South America, who

  606. knows. And we also have 3 laborers

  607. right here. Now, I have a really good head

  608. start when it comes to Spanish on our kids.

  609. It'll be a long time before they catch me, but I know they're

  610. going to catch me and they're going to pass me and it's going

  611. to be ridiculous because they're going to grow up there.

  612. I did not have that luxury. They're going to grow up there

  613. with that culture. They're going to grow up there

  614. building churches with these other kids that are their age,

  615. playing in the training center while we're doing classes they

  616. are going to have. And I know that God will use

  617. that. And I know that from this

  618. current present point we're at right now, the further we move

  619. forward, I believe the brighter revival gets, the more

  620. opportunity that God has for revival in Honduras and through

  621. all of Central America. So next is I want to honor some

  622. of our leadership that we have in Honduras.

  623. On the left is Pastor Selvan Ruse.

  624. He's the vice president of the work there in Honduras.

  625. And then on the right is Pastor Daniel Hidon.

  626. He's the president of the work there in Honduras.

  627. And these two men have been vital to us as we're moving

  628. because I went as a typical American thinking how different

  629. can it really be? It's really not that it's not on

  630. the other side of the world. It's so close.

  631. I can assure you, after six months living there this year,

  632. it's a completely different world.

  633. And these men have been vital to us, teaching us how to walk like

  634. a Honduran or like a cataract, or like we say, teaching us how

  635. to do certain things that seem I've done 1000 times, but you

  636. can't do it like that in Honduras.

  637. So these men have been awesome. They have always been in our

  638. corner, encouraging us. Their families have been right

  639. there with us, continually encouraging us.

  640. You're not alone, we're with you, we're your family, we love

  641. you, we're here for you, we're watching your back, all this

  642. stuff. So I want to give honor to these

  643. two men and their families. They're awesome.

  644. Next, This is what it's going to look like as we build some of

  645. these churches, these hundreds, if not thousands of churches in

  646. Honduras. The left is one that is in

  647. construction and just begun, and the right is one that is

  648. finished. So as you can see, they're very

  649. simple to put up, very simple to build.

  650. So that is a wonderful advantage we have moving forward.

  651. We just need some blocks, some rebar, some sheet metal and some

  652. concrete, and we have a church and it's wonderful.

  653. That's also another side advantage.

  654. I'm going to jump back to the very beginning.

  655. If you like saunas, free saunas during service.

  656. So just throwing that out there. If anybody's into saunas, there

  657. you go. There's mangoes, there's coffee,

  658. there's saunas. So next picture is just an

  659. example of what it will look like.

  660. I wanted to show you that my wife mentioned about when we

  661. rent these buses and we bring these people in, this is what

  662. it's going to look like. And to give you a little peek

  663. behind the curtain of the cultural differences.

  664. We were planning for this conference in October and I

  665. asked Pastor Selvin trying to figure out exactly how many

  666. buses we need. And I said, well, how many can

  667. fit in that bus? He said, I'm not sure.

  668. It depends how big they are. I said, no, no, how many seats

  669. are in that bus? He said, what does that matter?

  670. So that's that's how many people we can fit in the bus.

  671. He said not in Honduras. He said we just keep pushing

  672. until they can't fit any longer. So well, welcome to Honduras.

  673. Here we go. And it's not uncommon.

  674. We don't do this, but it's not uncommon in Honduras down the

  675. main thoroughfare to see 5-6 people hanging on the outside of

  676. a van just driving down Main Street like it's a normal

  677. Tuesday in Honduras. And to see 5 or 6 people of a

  678. family of five or six on a single motorcycle, completely

  679. common. It doesn't seem common, but

  680. welcome to Honduras. You'll see it when you come.

  681. So the next slide is I want to show some ways that you can

  682. become involved if you'd like. I do want to make one

  683. correction. That second line, our national

  684. conference, the Lord moved in an amazing way this past Sunday and

  685. that is completely funded. So glory to God, God is so good.

  686. Yes. So we do have on that guest

  687. table, we have some magnets back there with our faces and that QR

  688. code on it. Please take one of those, put it

  689. on your refrigerator. And I want to highlight two

  690. things with that magnet. Remember to pray for us first,

  691. because as I said, we believe huge things for Honduras, but we

  692. know then the enemy is at work. And there where we live down the

  693. southern region, there's particularly interesting

  694. principalities that are working there that have continually

  695. tried to work against what God is doing.

  696. So please be in prayer that God that we would be covered.

  697. And because we do not fit in very well, despite my best

  698. efforts at getting lots of sun. If you're white, you're white.

  699. So next is monthly support. If you would like to support us

  700. on a monthly basis, If you're like, you know what the mangoes,

  701. the coffee, the saunas that didn't do it for me.

  702. I'm just going to stay here in Mount Carmel.

  703. That's fine. I breaks my heart, but I get it.

  704. But if you would like to still be involved, that's a way that

  705. you can do that. You can say I'll send a dollar a

  706. day to Honduras and it doesn't seem like much, but it equals 26

  707. limpidos. So that exchange rate works in

  708. our favor very well. We can do a lot with just a few

  709. dollars. So we pray that you would

  710. consider that. There's a link in that, in that

  711. QR code right there. There's also some videos that

  712. show what we have done, what we plan to do so that please scan

  713. that as you put that on your fridge so that way you can

  714. continue to stay connected with us.

  715. So now everybody take a deep breath.

  716. Oh, I'm so glad you suggested that.

  717. I needed that too. Like I said, sometimes I just

  718. don't breathe enough getting that.

  719. But now we're in the final segment we're going to we're

  720. going to head home here. So I want to encourage you for

  721. just a few minutes here as we go into our final segment about how

  722. God always gets the glory and what a comforting thought it is,

  723. What a comforting promise it is that it doesn't matter how dark

  724. the situation, doesn't matter how bleak, it doesn't matter how

  725. defeat ridden, how fill in the blank that God always gets the

  726. glory. I don't know how He will do it.

  727. I don't know when He will do it, but He always finds a way to

  728. take this situation and He will be glorified out of it and it

  729. will bring your benefit. So to illustrate this as an on

  730. ramp here, I want to go to John 19 and 30.

  731. John 19 and 30, a familiar verse.

  732. The word says when Jesus therefore had received the

  733. vinegar, he said it is finished. Can you say that phrase with me?

  734. It is finished. It is finished.

  735. That'll be important here in a minute.

  736. And he bowed his head and he gave up the ghost.

  737. So. I know it seems.

  738. Like, I had thousands of scriptures to pick that had a

  739. lot of them that were really encouraging, that were really

  740. fluffy and nice and wonderful and true nonetheless.

  741. But why would I pick this one to start with?

  742. Encouragement. Because it really underscores

  743. the point that He always gets the glory.

  744. You can pick the situation that looks the most bloody, the most

  745. beaten, the most bound for defeat.

  746. There is no way this thing comes out successful.

  747. Jesus said so much that He was going to do, but there He hangs.

  748. There was so much that we followed Him for, but there he

  749. hangs. And with his last breath, he

  750. said, it's finished. It's finished.

  751. So let's dig. It's Bible study night, right?

  752. Let's, let's dig. Just just for a few minutes.

  753. Let's dig. So that phrase, it is finished.

  754. That phrase means tetelestier in the Greek.

  755. And what that means is that this situation had come to its final

  756. conclusion. Or we could say in good old

  757. Midwestern that this was part of the plan all along.

  758. Now Can you imagine that with me?

  759. It didn't look good. This was not the favorite part

  760. of the season right here. This was not, you know, he's

  761. walking on water. This was not Loaves and Fishes.

  762. This was the cross. He's beaten, bruised, bloody,

  763. and with just a handful of words left, he said this was part of

  764. the plan. Can you imagine?

  765. He looked from the very beginning of time.

  766. However, he sees the beginning of time.

  767. He looked from the very beginning and he said, I need a

  768. new covenant with my people. I need to provide a way that

  769. they can have their sins taken away indefinitely and that I can

  770. be with them and they can be with me in a way that they

  771. cannot imagine right now. And then he saw the cross as the

  772. means for that to happen and said it's worth it.

  773. That's the plan all along. He looked at this beautiful

  774. covenant, but it came through ugly means.

  775. He looked at the beautiful promise, but it had a real ugly

  776. path to get there. It was a wonderful season but it

  777. had a real painful Rd. Can you imagine that?

  778. This was part of the plan all along.

  779. From the very beginning there was the cross and he said it's

  780. worth it. It's worth it because God always

  781. gets the glory. Now I want a sidebar for just a

  782. minute. We're going to come right back

  783. here. I want to share with you some of

  784. my testimony. And in 2012, I felt the Lord

  785. calling me to move from my hometown to go to Medora IN to

  786. study under Pastor Tim Gill. And as I did that, so I'm going

  787. to be transparent. I was 19 years old.

  788. I just met my wife. And I thought that the will of

  789. God worked something like this, that when you follow Him,

  790. everything's good. Good.

  791. Not like it's going to be good. Like it's good, it's smooth,

  792. it's easy, you got plenty of money, you got plenty of joy,

  793. you got peace to pass around for days.

  794. It's just awesome. So I thought that I'm in the

  795. will of God. I'm not only in the will of God.

  796. I feel like I'm moving. So like I'm really, I'm really

  797. help. I'm really scratching God's back

  798. right now, like I'm really helping him.

  799. And you can't tell me you've had some thoughts like that.

  800. We're not all perfect. I know I'm a little little out

  801. there, but anyway, that's what I thought.

  802. So at that time, my most of my work experience was working at

  803. holiday world serving soft serve ice cream.

  804. So when it came to like real life skills, I had pretty much

  805. nothing. But I thought God is able to do

  806. exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think I can pray

  807. for to be a doctor or a lawyer. You know, I, God can do it.

  808. He can make a degree up here. He can, I know.

  809. So I'm applying for jobs right as I get to Medora and I'm

  810. applying for jobs at the local banks.

  811. I'm applying for jobs that with ice cream experience, remember.

  812. So I'm applying at insurance agencies.

  813. I'm applying at all these wonderful, lucrative,

  814. comfortable, nice, easy will of God jobs.

  815. And unsurprisingly to you, probably every single door was

  816. shut in my face. Not literally, but it felt like

  817. it, like every single door. You don't have the experience,

  818. you don't have the work history. We don't have ice cream.

  819. Why are you here? Like we got no need for a soft

  820. serve expert. What are you doing?

  821. So there I am in that familiar season that I'm following the

  822. will of God. I really know that I'm following

  823. what God has for me, but it's not working out the way I

  824. thought it was. I'm following his will.

  825. I'm I'm moving, I'm doing all. This stuff by faith.

  826. And then all of a sudden, nothing's working out.

  827. I don't God I I followed. You to this place.

  828. But this place just has empty doors, just doors that are shut.

  829. Everything's not working. I can't pay my bills and I'm I'm

  830. in bad health. I don't know what's going on.

  831. God. Well, then one day a gentleman

  832. from our church came and he said, Hey, I got a job for you.

  833. She just show up and fill out an application tomorrow.

  834. So then I got my vigor back. I was like, yes, here we go.

  835. What does brother Bobby do? Is he, is it Doctor Bobby?

  836. I've never called him that, but is he that?

  837. I don't know. But God did it.

  838. He, he, I may have not had the patience to, you know, but here

  839. we go. I got it.

  840. I got it again. Well, then I go and I fill out

  841. my application for this lucrative, wonderful,

  842. comfortable, amazing, peaceful, clean will of God Job and it's

  843. at a chicken farm. Have y'all been there before?

  844. Not not to the chicken farm, but y'all been there before where

  845. you're praying, all the doors are shut and then God opens one.

  846. You're like, I can tell you all the prayers I prayed.

  847. I never said chicken. I never said farm, never ever.

  848. No. And it was like one of those

  849. moments where it's like, can you hear me?

  850. OK. I prayed very specifically like

  851. I maybe too specifically like I was, I knew what I wanted or

  852. what God was going to provide. But here we are in this stinky,

  853. rotten, uncomfortable, inhaling chicken feathers ankle deep.

  854. You know where I'm at in this chicken farm.

  855. What is going on? My job before this was clean and

  856. it was fun. I didn't make much but it was

  857. fun. That was most of the currency at

  858. 19 years old. It was fun.

  859. But now I'm real confused. First all the doors are shut and

  860. now one opens and I don't want it to open.

  861. I'm. Confused.

  862. I'm like, God, what are we doing here?

  863. I don't get what you're doing. I don't.

  864. There is no way whatsoever. God that you can take this

  865. rotten, stinky, gross, disgusting season.

  866. And make it. Good.

  867. There's there's no way that you can do that No way and to make

  868. it worse, I couldn't talk to anybody there.

  869. They all spoke Spanish and I didn't speak Spanish at that

  870. time yeah. Y'all see it, don't you?

  871. I see I see light bulbs just being and everywhere I didn't

  872. see it like that at that time. I smelled it like that at that

  873. time. Uh huh, Uh huh.

  874. I was walking that farm thinking, God, what are we doing

  875. here? This stinks.

  876. That means both ways. It stinks.

  877. I can't talk to anybody. What are we doing here?

  878. This does not make any sense. Well, then I decide I'm going to

  879. learn Spanish. So I learned how to say, how do

  880. you say which is como sedise? And I said it and pointed at

  881. stuff all day long, every single day, hundreds and thousands of

  882. things every day. Milli como cedise piso.

  883. Milli como cedise pareb cielo. All day long.

  884. Thousands of times that grind of God.

  885. I don't understand this. What are we doing here?

  886. I don't understand this. What's going on?

  887. I don't understand this. What are you doing?

  888. This season is terrible. How are you working in this

  889. season? I don't understand it.

  890. I don't see it. Well.

  891. Then I leave two years later speaking decent Spanish, and

  892. then God calls me. I go, another door opens to go

  893. work as an electrician. So I worked there for two years,

  894. and then I get another open door to go work as a plumber.

  895. And I worked there for eight years.

  896. And then ten years later, it all made sense.

  897. Ten. Yeah, that's a long time.

  898. That's a third of my life currently.

  899. And I'm thinking 10 years, 10 years after I walk on this

  900. season. I did not like 10 years after I

  901. walked on this season. I did not want to be in the

  902. middle of ten years after this stinky, gross chicken feather

  903. chicken nastiness. God found a way that it was

  904. perfect all along because you remember why He always gets the

  905. glory. It doesn't.

  906. Matter if you find yourself. Ankle deep in a situation that

  907. stinks. He.

  908. Is working. He never leaves you, He never

  909. forsakes you. He never walks you through

  910. something that and already has a destination that is for your

  911. better and he never walks you through a situation that is not

  912. going to bring you strength. It made in the middle of it.

  913. It's not fun. I'm with you.

  914. I'm still looking at a situation from 2019 where I'm like.

  915. God, how do you take chronic leukemia and turn it for your

  916. good? He's doing it, though.

  917. I'll let you know he's doing it because I've learned to trust

  918. the storm. I've learned to trust those

  919. moments I don't understand because you see when I can see

  920. it when I can understand. It.

  921. He's doing about this much work, but when I can't see it, his

  922. ways are above my waist, his thoughts are above my thoughts.

  923. And he is doing things. In ways that I cannot imagine.

  924. So there we are in the chicken farm and everything's starting

  925. to make sense. 10 years. Later after that.

  926. Thinking thing, it's starting to be beautiful.

  927. He's taking that season that looks so ugly.

  928. It looked like there is no way he can do anything here and he

  929. makes it beautiful and equips me and trains me, gets me ready.

  930. So then I want to go back to where we started with our

  931. scriptures. You remember because he said

  932. it's part of the plan all along. It looks, it looks bleak, it

  933. looks bloody, it looks bruised. I don't understand it.

  934. But in that particular situation, if we give it about 3

  935. days, then it really looks nice. It may not look good now.

  936. It looks dead, it looks dying. It looks like there's nothing

  937. God can do here. But then three days later, it

  938. all makes sense because there would be somebody in Mount

  939. Carmel, there would be 7000 somebodies that need access to

  940. that blood, that need access to that new birth.

  941. And it only. Comes to the cross.

  942. It only comes to the cross. So what?

  943. We may look at the situations in our lives that look like

  944. crosses. They will get the glory.

  945. He will find a way to prepare. He will find a way to get you

  946. ready. So, so now look, we're going to

  947. dig one more time. You ready?

  948. We're going to dig one more time.

  949. That phrase that we learned to tell us TA, it's part of the

  950. plan all along. Final conclusion.

  951. Now it's really important to see the tense that it was written in

  952. too. It was not written in the

  953. present tense like it's over. It was not written in the future

  954. tense like it's going to be over.

  955. It said it is finished. So what that tense is in the

  956. Greek is what they call the perfect tense.

  957. And what the perfect tense means in that language is that that

  958. particular action had been completed.

  959. But the effects of that action, we're going to go on forever.

  960. The effects of that season that are hard, that are painful, that

  961. are frustrating, that are confusing, that I don't see what

  962. God is doing The effects of that season in my favor are going to

  963. continue to cascade because remember the blood doesn't come

  964. the access to Jesus name blood doesn't come without the cross

  965. resurrection in Jesus name doesn't come unless he.

  966. Dies, so I want to encourage. You God always gets the glory.

  967. So when you see yourself in this situation, that looks like it's.

  968. Just meant to kill me. It looks bleak.

  969. It looks bruised. It looks bleeding.

  970. It looks like I'm just finding myself in a hospital bed.

  971. God, what are you doing? He's working.

  972. He never stops writing your story.

  973. So even in the seasons that are painful, even in the seasons

  974. that are rough, that are hard, that are bleak.

  975. That you feel like I'm just fighting to just get 1 foot in

  976. front of the other. He always gets the glory and we

  977. can hang on knowing these waters won't overflow me, this fire

  978. won't burn me. If I see Chariots and the people

  979. more than me, they won't overtake me because more they be

  980. that are with me than they to be with him.

  981. Can you stand up with me and can we just start to to just apply

  982. this? And I want you just to say it

  983. honestly. Like my wife talked about

  984. earlier, we can have these honest conversations with God.

  985. We can have these conversations like God.

  986. I don't see it. I don't understand it.

  987. It hurts. It's hard, it's frustrating, it

  988. stinks. I don't get it.

  989. But I trust you. I don't know what you're doing

  990. right now, but I know you've not failed me yet.

  991. I don't see the way you're doing this right now, God, but I know

  992. you've never lost a battle. It feels like my enemy is about

  993. to destroy me, but I know you've never lost a battle.

  994. God, it looked rough. It looks like I don't know what

  995. you're going to do, God, but I know you're going to work all

  996. things together for good to them that love you and that are

  997. called according to your purpose, God, I know that you're

  998. calling me to something bigger and better.

  999. You're preparing me in this season that is painful.

  1000. You're preparing me in this season that I don't understand

  1001. God. I don't see it, but your ways

  1002. are above my ways. I don't understand it, God, but

  1003. your thoughts are above my thoughts.

  1004. I want to share one more scripture with you in

  1005. Ecclesiastes 3. It's a it's a it's a chapter we

  1006. all know well that talks about verse one talks about that there

  1007. are times to every season and a reason to everything under the

  1008. heavens. And it talks about these seasons

  1009. of life we walk through, that there'll be times to be born and

  1010. times to die be, times to break down and to build up, times for

  1011. despair and times to dance, times for mourning and times for

  1012. rejoicing. It'll be all these ebbs and

  1013. flows that we see in life. And it culminates beautifully in

  1014. verse 11 where it says that he has made everything beautiful in

  1015. his time. So even though I might find

  1016. myself in a season of despair, of fighting with fear, fighting

  1017. with insecurity, not understanding who I am, God is

  1018. forging an identity. And pretty soon he's going to

  1019. flip the page and I'm going to have a season of rejoicing.

  1020. I'm going to have a season of dancing.

  1021. All I see right now is death. All I see right now is

  1022. frustration. All I see right now is I don't

  1023. understand it. But He will bring the day

  1024. because He says everything will be made beautiful in his time.

  1025. So if it doesn't look good yet, just hang on.

  1026. Because he says the rivers won't overflow me, the fires won't

  1027. burn me. The trial that I'm walking in

  1028. right now will not destroy me. This thing that I'm walking

  1029. through that I don't understand, it will bring glory to God.

  1030. It will equip me. It will strengthen me.

  1031. It will equip me and get me ready.

  1032. For the times that are ahead. So I wonder right now if you can

  1033. just throw your hands up and say, God, I just need you.

  1034. I need you right now, Lord, I don't understand what you're

  1035. doing. I don't see the ways in which

  1036. you're working, God, but I trust you.

  1037. I don't understand what you're doing, but I trust you.

  1038. I don't know, God, how you're going to work this season to

  1039. anything but pain and a heartache, but I trust you.

  1040. If you want to step out once you step out and come to the front

  1041. right now and just start surrendering this season because

  1042. if I hang on to this season, he can't change this season.

  1043. If I hang on to this despair, he can't give me joy.

  1044. If I hang on to this frustration, He can't give me

  1045. clarity. If I hang on to this stuff, he

  1046. can't turn it over. He can't turn it and make it

  1047. beautiful if I'm just holding on to it with anger and

  1048. frustration. God, I pray in every heart right

  1049. now that you would begin to give joy, that you would begin to

  1050. give peace where there has been hopelessness.

  1051. I pray you begin to give hope. I pray God on each and every

  1052. heart right now that you would begin to restore.

  1053. That you would. Begin to reach down in some

  1054. hearts that are calloused, that are hurting, and you would begin

  1055. to give hope, and you would begin to give life, God, new

  1056. life that they have never seen. New life, God, that they have

  1057. never seen. But you have been working all

  1058. along. But you have been forming all

  1059. along. You have been riding all along

  1060. in these seasons that have been hard, these seasons that have

  1061. been painful, these seasons that have found me with nothing but

  1062. despair. God, you've been working joy.

  1063. You've been working something wonderful, God, I pray over this

  1064. church. I pray that you would continue

  1065. to bless them. I pray you would open the

  1066. windows of heaven upon them. I pray, God that you would bless

  1067. them to be an influence in this community like they never

  1068. thought possible. I pray God that you would give

  1069. this family and this leadership blessings, that you would help

  1070. them, God, everything they touched to be blessed.

  1071. Let everything they do, God in this community, in sowing and

  1072. reaping, let it to be blessed. Let it be multiplied.

  1073. I pray God that they would begin to bust at the seams, to burst

  1074. at the seams and the sanctuary that they would have to build a

  1075. new, that you would provide the property that they need, that

  1076. they can build something new and bigger that will be more

  1077. adequate for the revival that you had prepared for them.

  1078. I pray in the name of Jesus that you would touch every heart that

  1079. you would birth missionaries for this county, that you would

  1080. birth works and ministries throughout this sanctuary.

  1081. Everyone that's. Here is a vital piece.

  1082. Of what you want to do in this city, everyone that's here is a

  1083. vital piece of what you want to do in this county, of what you

  1084. want to do in the hospital system, of what you want to do

  1085. in the school system, what you want to do God in the healthcare

  1086. system. Of what you want to do God in

  1087. each and every facet of it. And I pray that you would help

  1088. them to see that. Help them to see the purpose

  1089. that you've been forming in the seasons they don't understand.

  1090. Help them to see the purpose in the seasons that you've been

  1091. working in the times that have been hard, that have been

  1092. frustrating that you that they don't understand.

  1093. They don't they haven't seen. I pray in the name of Jesus, you

  1094. would continue. Oh God, you have a perfect will

  1095. for this church. And I pray you would continue to

  1096. unravel, that you would continue to open in the name of Jesus,

  1097. that there would be souls like we could never imagine, that

  1098. there would be a harvest like we cannot wrap our minds around

  1099. God. I pray in the name of Jesus,

  1100. your blessings would flow through this place.

  1101. God, I pray that your gifts would flow and multiply.

  1102. I pray, O God, that you would do amazing things.

  1103. I pray that you would reach into each and every heart right now,

  1104. God, and you would speak a purpose.

  1105. You would speak a beautiful, specific thing.

  1106. God, I pray right now over each and every heart.

  1107. Lord, you're doing something special in this place.

  1108. You're still doing something in this place.

  1109. Jesus, help us to follow you tonight.

  1110. Help us to follow your will. Help us to follow your anointing

  1111. in this place. Lord, you have a will and a

  1112. desire to turn some lives around in this place.

  1113. If you just throw your voices up.

  1114. Just lift your voices up right now.

  1115. I don't know why, but I don't. I feel the hesitancy to move

  1116. forward. God, we yield to you right now.

  1117. There are some seasons that you would like to turn, God.

  1118. There are some seasons of pain that you would like to turn to

  1119. peace. There are some seasons that you

  1120. would like to turn in lives right now, those that have been

  1121. walking for far too long in this valley.

  1122. They've been walking for far too long in this desert.

  1123. And God, you have a way to pull them out right now.

  1124. I pray that we would let our hearts to be submissive right

  1125. now in your presence, that you would begin, oh God, to pull out

  1126. of this valley. You begin to pull out of this

  1127. desert that we've been making lapse in.

  1128. And then you and oh God, begin to bring out the purpose that

  1129. you would begin, oh Lord, to bring out the purpose in this

  1130. season. That you would begin, oh Lord,

  1131. to show that there has been a plan all along in this season

  1132. that's been hard this season that's been dark and painful.

  1133. Jesus name, I pray your will be done this house right now you're

  1134. adding some strength and some hope and some lives right now

  1135. you're adding some peace and some joy in this house right

  1136. now. Those that have been wandering

  1137. are going to begin to start moving forward.

  1138. They're going to begin to see the purpose, God, that you've

  1139. been forming all along. They're going to begin to see,

  1140. oh God, the wonderful works that you have been preparing, that

  1141. you have been readying in these seasons that have been hard,

  1142. that have been painful, in the name of Jesus, I pray would be

  1143. so in the name of Jesus, Lord, right?