Sermon
Forgive Forget Move On Part 1
Publisher transcript
Transcript
-
You in the right place. I said, let me get
-
the recording going because I want to go off for
-
a minute. Y'all, mind, don't worry. I got a fresh word.
-
It's fresh and clean, ready to go. We got we
-
got miss Flipping in the house. So you sayre last.
-
Week, where's she gonna do your introduction?
-
You know where you're at. I'm gonna take my shoes off,
-
let me take off work. I got my running gear on.
-
I know I'm gonna work today.
-
But I was talking to the people of God and
-
I was saying, listen, I had to get my daddy's
-
hook out on one of them. When God say it's
-
time to go, it's time to go. Yes, yes, you
-
ain't waiting for your paycheck. It's time to go. I've
-
gone places with no money. I go on some places
-
with no people. Okay, now you can't skip it shouting.
-
How'm about going one hundred miles a minute? Now, take
-
your akobla shot up and go down on the floor
-
like God told you, because I need that anointing down there.
-
That's why it's on fire. I said this last week.
-
Why you think the people out there protesting they got
-
enough better sentence than the church.
-
They said, we gonna gather together and we gonna protest.
-
Against this king, because there's only one king, and that's
-
the kingdom King and.
-
The Lord of Lord.
-
But I wonder how many people would have got saved
-
had you went to the pah.
-
My goodness. See, you don't know why God's stirring stuff up.
-
He's stirring stuff up to give you an opportunity to
-
minister the folk.
-
I told you last Sunday.
-
I'm gonna do stuff that's uncomfortable. Nobody said my ministry
-
was comfortable. And if I can get up here and
-
scream and holler and tell something that people ain't heard
-
before and they get offended, it must be uncomfor well
-
is it rather uncomfortab for me or for them? But
-
it's time for the people that God to move. Y'all
-
looking for a little building, Honey, you're gonna be too.
-
Busy trying to hold on to it. You can't be
-
pretty and cute.
-
Well, I can put on a Sunday dressing coming in
-
act life.
-
I done did some new things.
-
Honey, you ain't doing nothing new, because when you've got
-
the same old, dry testimony, why ain't nothing fresh in
-
your life?
-
Hey, listen, I found a long time ago. There are
-
people that are gonna get offended by the truth, and honey,
-
that's just too bad. Honey. Well, I ain't gonna come back.
-
That Sunday, so don't right. See, let me tell you
-
something I said. It ain't about the people. There are
-
people listening on this podcast that apparently must be tuning
-
into something. And I'm not trying to puffer myself up.
-
But I'm sick of phony folk. I'm tired of people
-
coming up in here talking about they profiling that something,
-
but then ain't operating in it.
-
Let me tell you something.
-
When I need a prayer, when I need somebody to breakthrough,
-
and you done saying that you and intersub Yet why
-
am I going through more hell than Maybe you're praying
-
the wrong thing, but God is.
-
Looking for real folk. You don't have to have it
-
all together.
-
Well, if I get my finances together, honey, your finances
-
may never get together.
-
Man, he don't want to get them together. Maybe he
-
want to get you together. Hey, to move Jesus, so
-
it's time to get up.
-
I don't wanna hear hell. I'm okay, I'm not gonna
-
come back, then, don't I'm sorry. Let me tell you
-
something I need real I'm gonna tell you something right now.
-
I don't worry.
-
I'm gonna get to my word. I'm not angry, I'm
-
not upset. But I need real folk that are ready
-
to go into the battle of the enemy's camp. I
-
ain't talking to people that want to just lip talking.
-
I got to find people that got feet, that can
-
move and go into place is where people are hurting,
-
go into places where people are destitute. But see, sometimes
-
you can't go to those places because you yourself have
-
not ventured into those places. You can't talk about something
-
that you have not experienced yourself. Oh now, y'all, don't
-
worry about me. I'm just having a little father the
-
same moment. Don't y'all worry about me. But it's time
-
to move. How many signs does he have to show you?
-
What's he gonna have to pull back.
-
To get you to the place.
-
Honey, When you said Jesus is Lord, it meant that
-
everything that was yours belonged to him. Even your tongue, leaven,
-
your gift, even your likelihood belonged to him. You know
-
why I'm talking it because I'm living it. And I'm
-
telling you from time to time and day to day,
-
I want to to give up. I want to say, God,
-
help me, Lord, I don't wanna go foll Oh. See,
-
you ain't saying that because everything's pretty with you. You
-
got everything all together, and you got everything that you're keeping,
-
so you ain't gotta worry about saying the words to
-
your father.
-
But I wanted to give up this week what I said.
-
God, I don't know what this is that you're doing
-
with me, but it's taken too long. And you know
-
how some people come with their side words, but they
-
don't know nothing about walking in faith. Well, you just
-
keep trusting in them, You just keep It's so easy.
-
For you to say it, but when you have to
-
walk it out, when you.
-
Have to live it out, and you have to go
-
to uncomfortable places, even when you don't understand why you're
-
being sent, then the conversation gets a little changed a
-
little bit, and then.
-
You he's either a talking yes.
-
And that's what I don't want this ministry to become
-
a talking ministry.
-
I want this to become a walking ministry.
-
I want people when they get up here, there's a
-
fresh testimony that when you speak the words, somebody gets delibered.
-
Be somebody gets set free, not some Oh, praise the Lord. Everyone,
-
it's Sunday morning, and I've got my Sunday skirt on.
-
Nobody want to hear that mess that. Let's me defined
-
where you are in your faith? You don't have anything fresh?
-
Then you waiting on the Man of God.
-
Oh, I can't wait till he gives the word. Honey,
-
Why don't you have anything?
-
Because you haven't tooken the depositor that's in your spirital
-
You have not taken the deposit But what is in
-
the word of God and you have not acted upon it.
-
You haven't gone into territory so that God has sent
-
you to, but you have not gone to places that
-
are even uncomfortable to your hearing and tested it out
-
to see you if it's God or not.
-
I'm telling you I'm trying not going nothing direction. Get up.
-
I have a word for the people of God today
-
before I get to my message.
-
Get up. Do you not hear the cries of the people?
-
Get up? Or when I get my back servit? Honey,
-
get up. Sometimes you gotta go live it.
-
Yes, Lord Jesus, the man that needed a breakthrough.
-
The man that was crippled, they took him from the
-
roof and lowered him down to get his healing.
-
Your healing may not be with your doctor. Maybe that's
-
why you're having all the problems you're having. Your healing
-
may not come until you step out into a place
-
side that is uncomfortable. Because let me tell you something.
-
I can sit here and say, well, Lord, I don't
-
know where everybody has gone. I don't know where everybody. Well,
-
I guess I'll just sit back and wait on the
-
Lord in my little bed, in my little comfortable couch.
-
Oh no, honey, it's time to get up. It's time
-
to get up, because we are in a battle. People
-
talk about warfare. Oh I shopp Oh my Godama, they
-
ain't warfare. Warfairs when you get your behind up and
-
be about the father's business.
-
And do something you had not done.
-
I told God this year, I do not want to
-
be around people that are stale.
-
I'm sorry, get mad. If you want too bad, you
-
can't help me win. You're steale and religious.
-
I heard somebody here say, I rebut the spirit of religion.
-
I'm sorry, but religion done came up in here. I
-
don't know where the problem is.
-
Waiting on the pastor when when he gonna get the
-
next hoururason, He's not.
-
The Bible says in Matthew eighteen nineteen.
-
Oh ye, into all nations, not just Connecticut, not just
-
your comfortable park experience, Go all ye into the world.
-
Go where I tell you to go because I desire
-
to be there, not because of what you can afford
-
on whether you can't afford it, m take it or
-
leave it and praise the Lord.
-
I hit like a father. You get offended, tough, grow
-
up and grow up. Oh yeah, two people confirm it
-
to you.
-
Because out of two words to be established, how many
-
confirmations does he need to give you?
-
Well until he speaks to me my self with that.
-
Religious spirit, the Bible says, we're here by the spirit.
-
Well, I'm gonna be dignified, and I'm gonna wait. See.
-
Let me see if I can hide over here, let
-
me see if I can go. You know, I you know,
-
I miss this opportunity. So I'll just slide into this
-
mort and I'll make it up with him.
-
I'm sorry, honey, that ain't how it works. Grace is
-
upon you, I said, grace, But that Grace ain't gonna
-
hold Let me tell you something.
-
Let me just prophesy. We'll get it over with.
-
Grace is on you because sometimes we get comfortable hearing
-
a certain way.
-
That don't mean God gonna always speak that way.
-
Because when God is trying to take you somewhere new,
-
he gonna speak to you brand new.
-
See you're used to hearing him a certain way.
-
Well, if God don't speak to me myself, listen, I'm
-
gonna tell you something.
-
Lives are the same way. He thought he was gonna hear.
-
God personally, he thought, as a matter of fact, not
-
person But he thought he was gonna hear him on
-
the mountain.
-
He said, well, if I go to the mountain, I
-
know I hear God this way.
-
I know if I go to the mountain, I'll hear
-
God that way. Oh no, honey, God wasn't talking.
-
On the mountain. He said, I don't want to talk
-
on the mountain.
-
I want to talk to you. But that's what he
-
chose to do. He was looking for a certain word.
-
He said, when I went to the mountain, I ain't
-
hear him. When the wind started moving, I didn't hear
-
him there either.
-
But when them. Two voices started saying, go somewhere. I
-
don't hear nothing. Lord, he's talking to you.
-
He don't talk you hearing voices. Na, He talks through
-
the body. And it's crazy that you can sit here
-
in this place and see the body of Christ, the
-
body of Christ. But when the body of Christ speaks to.
-
You, you set.
-
Daddy's home. Daddy is home. It's time to get up.
-
If I gotta take all these tears out of here
-
and make you stand up, I'll do it. Jesus, So
-
stop with the excuses, stop with talking about when I
-
get things together. I'm gonna help you with some help.
-
Some people in you are not going to get it together.
-
He don't want you to get it together, because he's
-
the one that's gonna get it together.
-
He wants you just as lame, with your tall hurting
-
just the way it is.
-
Because when you get ready to move with that toe, honey,
-
and you begin to speak his word. While you're speaking
-
his word, he's healing your toe. Yes, everything in my
-
life that can go crazy is going crazy. Yeah.
-
Every person that said that gonna be with me is not.
-
But does that stop me from getting up here on
-
a Sunday morning. I had critics in my life. I
-
still have critics. We'll say, why are you in that
-
room doing what you do? You don't have to do
-
all that. Shut up because you're not doing nothing with
-
your gift. I don't have to prove myself to you.
-
My daddy sat there and validated me right on that
-
couch two nights.
-
Ago, and I'm good to go. He said, don't even
-
look at their face. Yah, you preach my word.
-
And you become my kingdom builder, because that's what you're
-
called to do. You better thank God that your God
-
validates you. I want to wish everybody a happy Father'sday.
-
I want to live wrong with him trying to get
-
real with real folk. Come on, helps out, Jesus sick
-
a religious folk, come here every Sunday morning.
-
Oh the Lord, we know that prayer starts.
-
At ten thirty. Why didn't you come at nine thirty? Oh?
-
I never said you couldn't. Why prayer gotta be at
-
ten thirty? Why can it be at one thirty? You
-
ain't on somebody. I'm ain't on you. But see when
-
you've operated in that annoying you ain't waiting for a
-
man of gods. That's how they got your condition. Well,
-
when the passage, we gotta get with the pack. Oh no,
-
you ain't getting with me. I'm getting with you because
-
maybe the fuck don't want to move, maybe the hand
-
want to move first. We ain't even do prais and worse,
-
we did that already. Okay, you get so used to music.
-
Let me cut it off and see what you could do.
-
You'll be the loudest one in here.
-
But I said, the loudest one ain't doing nothing. Your
-
help is Jesus help with Jesus Daddy in the house. Yes,
-
is loudest one ain't doing nothing? Yep. Happy Father's Day. Amen. Amen.
-
I'm a father to a lot of people.
-
Sometimes I got a father myself.
-
Right, You ain't talking to me like that. You need
-
to be talked to. Oh yeah, because you've been lied
-
all them years sitting up in religion. That's the truth.
-
Told me that the pastor is the one that's the truth,
-
that life, that's the truth. I'm gonna say this in love,
-
and I love every one of you. I am not
-
called to be a pastor.
-
What mm hmmm. I'm called to be a servant. Right,
-
And I've said things to.
-
People in this room, and I'm gonna readdress them as
-
a father.
-
When I go on the grocery store. Uh huh? Do
-
I call you a vandalist, April C. I'm trying to now,
-
you don't know who are you calling me? Jackie? Thank you?
-
You don't put Pastor in your phone because I ain't it.
-
I'm a servant right now. Now. There are times when
-
I have to be I have to pull out of
-
Shepherd's hill.
-
There are times when the prophetic, but sometimes I think
-
people get it stale, don't get caught up in the
-
title where he can use you in any facet there is.
-
And some of you sitting here saying yes, yes, yes,
-
But then when service is over, my name Pastor is
-
still in your phone.
-
Take it out?
-
Why no, I know y'all heard, because I want to
-
get rid of the religious spirit. Sometimes you bring stuff
-
over here, but.
-
It ain't meant for it to be here.
-
Okay, this is a training ground, preparation.
-
Shit it right to see it. We're right there. Come
-
on here, We're gonna go over here to the vision.
-
Because I don't think y'all get.
-
It reflects traditional approach prophetic operation, evangels and missionary objectives
-
providing people with need of guided strength and empowerment. This
-
is a preparation place. I speak, you move, you ain't
-
move on my watch.
-
That's fine. Word. Whether you come or don't. We send
-
an invitation. We'd be very polite. We say we would
-
like to have your presence in this building. But that's
-
all I'm doing. Well, what are you? Good question?
-
I know who I am. I don't need to put
-
a title on it. If you need to put If
-
you need somebody to put a title on your name,
-
then you don't know who you are? Who are you
-
without it? If I stopped the music, what you gonna do?
-
Well?
-
I don't wait to the past to lay here on people.
-
Why are you not laying hand Evangeli's cultivator. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,
-
Well I was waiting for my sister.
-
To do it. Now what you're waiting on her for?
-
See, when you operate individually, you'll be able to operate individually.
-
And here see you tell all.
-
You tell me all about yourself when you PLoP your
-
butt on this chair.
-
Amen, I don't have to be on to talk. Amen. Amen,
-
I said, any time you got by all means you
-
know why?
-
Because some of you scared to come up here because
-
you know you ain't been doing right. If I casually
-
come in, honey, I pray before I come up here.
-
You think I'm a feller there, and I know my
-
life ain't in order.
-
Who But it's like a grace of God that I'm
-
allowed to stand here and say what I'm saying.
-
I understand the accountability of people.
-
I understand the accountability that when I say certain things
-
under the direction of God, I'm going.
-
To offend people. Honey. The word of God offends. It
-
should make your tail get so on fire. It should make.
-
Your tail correct and check yourself so bad that you
-
don't want to come in here and be the same
-
person that you are. I know people who have decided
-
to take a little prelude from this ministry.
-
Because you found that it was too hot. If you
-
honestly think.
-
I get up here and just deliver words to you
-
and it don't come back to me, honey, I said
-
at that table last night and almost had to flap myself.
-
I said, oh God, you get under here. Lord, the
-
word of God is not for yours. For me, I'm
-
preaching to myself. I'm just trying to give you a
-
little something. This is not a religious organization.
-
It's not going to be. If you're looking for me
-
to build a mecca church, is you in the wrong place, Manhattan.
-
If you're looking for me to appoint you, you've already
-
been appointed.
-
Saying that chair, Well, I have a seminary, honey, I
-
don't care about your seminary. That don't mean nothing when
-
you go out there, because honey, you are every man's dog.
-
They don't care about you. He shows that they don't
-
care about your cemetery, just as long as you don't
-
bring it up in here and kill the annoyingy. I'm sorry,
-
I'm sick of it.
-
I said.
-
Everybody's a doctor and don't know how to fix nobody.
-
Everybody's still sick and broke. Oh yeah, I don't know
-
where that came from. Daddy, with y'all health were still
-
on time, Lojah, I got a good word for you,
-
I got a good full.
-
Well, we're gonna go into it right now. I think
-
he done. Now, I think he's done. How many people
-
are ready to eat?
-
Hey, ged, how many people are ready about to be
-
about his business? I'm excited about ready to get I'm
-
ready to get help if you had.
-
Honey, let me tell you something. Yes, share your singing go.
-
I'm sure you a little bit of my own testimony.
-
When I started this ministry, I was broke. Guess when
-
I'm still broke.
-
But I ain't saying there ain't. Well, you just said
-
that people aren't broken the church. Yeah, but they broke spiritually.
-
They ain't got nothing to give you.
-
Because you can have all the money in the world
-
and still be broke. That's true.
-
I heard somebody yesterday, some cardinal preacher. I said, I've
-
heard so much crazy stuff.
-
They said that you're not called unless you have more
-
than five people.
-
How can you know that you have an annointing and
-
a calling when you don't have masses of people? And
-
I commented back and said, listen, just because you have
-
five thousand people don't.
-
Mean they're listening. That's right. See your cardinal, your cardinal.
-
When you got three people in the room, and.
-
It seems like you're running a cult, honey, people And
-
I said, this is a cult. So many times, this
-
is a cult ministry, and you're manipulating people. Oh like
-
I gott to force them to come. This woman runs
-
to the door as soon as you.
-
Tell us there is about the dark. She run to
-
the house.
-
Now, God was speaking to me today when before I
-
got here, said, you know, it's funny.
-
For people who say they're godly. Nobody wants to run
-
to fellowship with the brethren. No they don't show.
-
Don't they want to go everywhere else?
-
And then say they're a part of a body. But
-
see all you got is the leg show. Well, the
-
Bible say, do you not forsake yourself? Yet? He said,
-
do not for safe the assembling of yourself, honey. But
-
they don't say building.
-
Honey, you're in a building. Well, honey, we happen to
-
be in somebody house. We can be over Regina's house
-
any day of a week. You can be over Sheriff's house.
-
Matter of fact, I ain't really take the speaker oute
-
and go in the park. That's what he was before.
-
Who want to go? That's what we have?
-
Don't you think you gotta have a permit? Yes, I
-
got a permit. I got a permit to be permitte
-
because they need to hear something beyond somebody saying where
-
you're gonna go when you die? Honey, I already know
-
where I'm going. I'm going with Jesus, honey man, how
-
could have gone that today?
-
How many people want the King down right? Don't worry.
-
We schedule that, we're gonna go out there. We're gonna
-
blast it. I'm sorry, I'm sick of us.
-
It ain't nobody saved, but my testimony is ain't nobody
-
said when I started this ministry. Honey, I was doing
-
ministry before I started this. I've been doing ministry since
-
I was sixteen years old, doing youth conferences, doing outreach
-
minister and the people in the park.
-
I didn't understand what I was doing. Nobody said, you
-
gotta understand.
-
You gotta be trained because you don't want a spirit
-
to fall with the spirit want to follow the Holy Ghost.
-
The only thing that's gonna do is get deliver. Where
-
are you finding all the theology from? No, because you
-
put fear on people.
-
I ain't training you. Maybe you're gonna trade me right,
-
that's what I'm receiving.
-
I am not so haughty that I cannot take instructions
-
from people that are in their sixties, seventies, and eighties, because, honey,
-
they already got the wisdom.
-
I ain't gotta worry about the words. See, you're so
-
religious in the word.
-
Yet you've got all three experiences here that somebody can
-
train you with. That's what the body is for. You're
-
waiting for somebody to consecrate you. You're waiting for somebody
-
to mandate you to go through their ceremony, which gets
-
your little room and man cross and it gets your
-
little meanie hat and you got a little offense all
-
ready to go. And now they're gonna give me my
-
piece of paper. But honey, the first time the devilocoptans
-
in the front of you just don't even know who
-
is what hell and the devil gon eat you. You
-
don't even know who the devil is.
-
Because the first level you gotta fight is someone in
-
the mirror. Yeah, tell telling, telling, telling me hell the
-
word hell? T tell me telling? Well, I was appointed
-
by my pastor, and I was sanctified by the Sanhandrian
-
of the Church of the Living God. And they know
-
I've been called and chosen.
-
But come in a house. Well they don't know your name. No,
-
come in the house when they have your sin in
-
the back of the howdad.
-
Don't they know who the I ain't telling them?
-
Don't you?
-
I'm telling somebody, don't worry. Come on, tell it, tell it, Telly.
-
I'm gonna sit back there with David Well. I thought
-
he said he had a servant. Oh yes I do.
-
But I need you a dress.
-
Telling to tell this ain't a religious ministry. So you know,
-
I took my shoes off in the sanctuary.
-
I think they might be I took it.
-
I took my shoes off in the santuary. I'm sitting
-
here wearing my sports outfit. When I go running and
-
and go hopefully the sun happen to So if that
-
makes you a little upset, I'm sorry. They don't come
-
tell it, tell it, tell it telling, But I'm insanctified.
-
I mean, I'm watching.
-
I got so many friends of mine, they have got
-
their doctorates in divinity.
-
But it's funny they ain't came here yet. Okay, they
-
know we got a ministry. They don't want it.
-
Them religious spirits don't want that. They want to go
-
with all the celebrity.
-
Yeah yeah, yeah, look at all of them what we're doing.
-
But I don't see you outside. That's what the action is.
-
I'm just getting prepped, y'all know, you know I'm in here.
-
I'm getting prepped. Uh huh, come on, man, come on now.
-
But before I started this mint, I had done outreach
-
Me Too Street ministry. I didn't understand it. I was
-
scared to death. I don't like to approach people, and
-
you know, I like their personal space.
-
But when I speak something, I want to make sure
-
it's the.
-
Holy right, because some of us we got our little
-
script together. You got some little pamphlet. They want to
-
pass out there pamphlet to everybody and still don't know.
-
They say, do you know how many people do you
-
ever go in the grocery store?
-
How many Christians that are in the room, how many
-
people talk to you?
-
You go in the grocery store, they say, Jesus loves
-
you and they walk right by you. And where's the dessertment?
-
Not any But then when it's time to witness, you know,
-
you don't.
-
Know who I am, and you say, you know what
-
you get saved? You are a day ware. Okay, here
-
you go. I don't even give it to me. They'd
-
be like, oh God, let me help somebody.
-
When I started this ministry, I was in the middle
-
of a financial crisis that I'm still in money.
-
Let me say so. When I started this ministry.
-
I had identity issues because, honey, I didn't want to
-
accept the calling.
-
That I have.
-
Out there, like what.
-
This connected. Nobody said you're gonna be clean.
-
It's righteousness that makes you clean. You ain't gonna like
-
the right skin. And sometimes that he gotta get what
-
come on there? Come on there, because sometimes he'll say,
-
go to the peak, trot.
-
That's where you're gonna. I don't want to.
-
I'm gonna stop comonia. Well, that's not what the Lord
-
promised me. That's not what the Lord said. I'll be
-
blessed and highly favored of the Lord. And he said
-
that I would go to places that my.
-
Feet have not. It sounds so ca it sounds so wonderful.
-
And you gotta tell a certain way only shouting in
-
one place. Shot, Honey, I hate to tell you. I
-
come to your church. You see them they shouting one
-
to the place. Got the little two step, honey, I
-
hate to tell you. We ain't two stepping when we come.
-
From in there. Okay, what some of you need some hell? Hell,
-
I seen the service yesterday and he said to get
-
the work.
-
I am I waiting for a certain point. I seen
-
some services yesterday. I said, I don't know what.
-
The hell happened in the church.
-
Okay, they have.
-
Lost their harmony right exactly, but not up in here. Jesus,
-
you can't chased that. I told you what come up with?
-
Enlightened me. You've got a problem with too many people.
-
I'll chase them out because I can't be bought. All right, Honey,
-
I got two jobs. Amen, you don't pay.
-
None of my.
-
Billy belongs to the Lord.
-
And if you, I am not gonna tell the people
-
of God what to give, how to give, and who
-
they should give to. Honey, let me tell you what
-
my job is.
-
My job is to preach the message of the Kingdom
-
and to bring out for the Kingdom in his message.
-
And I am to instilled an impartner empowered people to
-
live out that kingdom so his Kingdom can spread. I
-
don't have time to sit here and have church fundraisers.
-
I don't have time to sit here and have chicken
-
dinners every single Sunday. I don't have time to sit
-
here and make a schedule about the second Sunday of
-
the Sunday to be baptism or whatever.
-
Kind of communion that you have. But I want to communion.
-
Let us up the spirits. I want to communion. That
-
says when two or three I haven't his name there
-
he is in the mix. I believes that God is
-
in this fella spend.
-
And pray.
-
I didn't know you. I'm loia, yes, I just yeah,
-
give him some pry y R go through that after
-
we know stefle in here. That's right. Why sho let
-
yourself anymore? And they don't go to report you. You
-
can't gonna bring thank you. I Knowlliam you all.
-
I don't know.
-
I don't know, right, and I never go all right, Jesus,
-
I know they would never.
-
I's the ministry, Yes.
-
Lord, yes it is. Let me tell you something you
-
ain't gotta worry about fake up in here. I can't
-
tell you what from me. I don't know if I'm
-
faith called me outside. Let God let him you left him, honey.
-
I'm in training, honey.
-
Yes, yeah, nobody said I got it, Yes, yes, Jesus,
-
thank you. I'll being trained by these three women that
-
God about you, right, And I did not say.
-
That you had to have it all together. Even when
-
you don't have it all together, you're still learning. Yes,
-
that's right, right, I can sit when you want to
-
with it.
-
Yeah, yes, right, it's just sounds like I hated to
-
tell you.
-
This, but jimmery is show win the war. You're talking nothing.
-
It ain't nothing happening. Yeah, Jesus, I know what God
-
can do. Yeah, new yard changes.
-
Yes, it does, Yes to do, yes, it do it
-
is if you're religious, you want to come up in here.
-
I hate to tell you, honey, we're getting wrong and
-
we get's right that I don't pray six that's right.
-
Sometimes I lay out that's it, that's it, that's it. Yeah,
-
I have to be saying I.
-
Said. I don't want to make because sometimes you want
-
to scream. I can't help it. Come on, I don't understand.
-
That is all they're fighting me.
-
So the honey, that's what you're supposed to do. That's right,
-
that's right, because Israel is not a country.
-
Real people, and I'm sorry, I got Israel op in
-
the room.
-
It's real. He's trying to fail, real.
-
Heads, real, we got real, we got honey.
-
You can't him and support your brother sitting and you're
-
talking about supporting.
-
This cheering out of here. That Israel one that's around
-
with him. He ain't got no fire. Honey, I'm talking.
-
Talking.
-
That's right. Your fight Israel and the Palestinian Honey, I
-
hate to tell you they're gonna blow your brains out
-
of mind because.
-
What's happening in the spirits.
-
That's right.
-
And I hate to tell you in your United States
-
of America, your fight is coming next time. He had
-
the source of this yard. You know you're gonna get
-
a prayer like the iron way that God can't speak
-
ter no enemy. You can talk all the junk you want.
-
You can talk all the religious garbage you want. When
-
the enemy comes in, let you well raise up a standing,
-
oh honey. But when the enemy say, God said go ahead,
-
trying to go in and take this show, Oh father him,
-
there ain't nothing happening.
-
I'm talking loud, but the ain't saying. That's right because.
-
The power prayer because she used to talking, but she
-
ain't used to move it.
-
That's right.
-
That's right. You're limited democratic country.
-
We can have social debates about how we feel so
-
sorry for the powers and the children and the genocide,
-
but honey, I hate to take I'm gonna say something
-
real strong to you. Genocide is about to hit this
-
never before because I see in the spirit that there
-
is so so there s are that you saw the
-
tanks going into Washington getting ready to hit the streets.
-
There's a revote, yes, and a spiritual revote as well.
-
That's right, it's right, that's right.
-
These things cannot stay. The God is about to do something.
-
I know some of you on YouTube want to have
-
a prophecy. Nobody's not there, followers, honey, but I wouldn't
-
want to follow half.
-
The things you're saying because the first word that I
-
have not heard of, the frest word that I have
-
not heard any of.
-
The perfect saying that's right, that's right, that's right, and
-
heard not one.
-
Word that's right.
-
And that's why that narcissistic spirits at the man I'm
-
looking at the spirit. That's right, that nonciscistical spirit has
-
taken over the line. The people that where they are
-
just illusion.
-
And you see, it's not.
-
About your Democrats, it's not about Republicans.
-
If you get on a title, miss miss the spirit fighting.
-
It's not about a bishop. It's not about a pastor.
-
J Jesus, why I ain't a pastor? Stopped calling me pastor,
-
call me servants.
-
All right, Jesus see, you're religious and that's why you
-
want to lose the war.
-
Well, when I was in my last minute, called I
-
ain't your pastor. Your pastor is Christ okay yo, because
-
I ain't king the wrong way. You don't want to.
-
Man not sending your begging, your bodon bonds, because the
-
you need to take your tail to the southern portion
-
of this country and go be your disciple and win
-
people to christuff because you think.
-
You're gonna stop just to the southern region. He's gonna
-
send your tail to the west coast. They to the
-
east CoA. Is you're talking right? You're talking right. God,
-
he's sitting down. He told me in the word I said.
-
And then you got in the world and I started
-
trouble word.
-
Bring it, m.
-
Yes, bringing the word and oh you.
-
Already brother, it's a problem.
-
An. You ain't got right here in the world. I
-
got this day. But God does things in decency and
-
in order. Amen. Mm hmmm mmmmmm.
-
You better come home here, Lord, Lord, Lord, come on,
-
Holy Spirit, thank you for helping us out here.
-
I want to say Happy Father's Day to all the fathers.
-
I've been acting as a father today. But this word
-
has to go out. I have to be obedient. Amen.
-
I don't care how excited he gets. Amen. Amen.
-
You know people get it twisted. You got all excited. Amen,
-
we about to Oh no, we ain't doing that. I
-
know my assment.
-
Mm hm.
-
So you have to know your assignment. God's not gonna
-
say say something and then don't say it right.
-
You better want. Oh, let's gonna get hot in here.
-
Now we're gonna work. Right, We're gonna work now today
-
I want to talk about forgiveness. Lord, you're talking, y'all.
-
Don't want to talk about Well, he got excited. I
-
thought he was going. Oh no, I wasn't gonna forget
-
about that. Talk about it.
-
Let's talk about what's in your kitchen? Are you winning
-
the living room?
-
You shouty? You did? You don't dance? Okay, Now we're
-
gonna work because I didn't get dressed up. The sitting
-
here and that's right to be you. Yes, I want
-
to talk about forgiveness in the process. This is gonna
-
have to be a series because it's a lot.
-
Yeah, Jesus, Praise God, and how to move on when
-
someone has wronged you.
-
I know nobody even been wrong because I could say
-
the bitter we're dealing with different people. Oh yeah, well,
-
he shouldn't have said that to me.
-
We're gonna go into why. We're gonna go into who
-
the real offender is. I'm sure after this is over,
-
you're gonna hear nothing but silence.
-
Oh yeah, go ahead.
-
We're gonna dive into a three step process pertaining to
-
the title.
-
Of the message, how to forgive, forget, and move on.
-
I am sick and tired of bitter.
-
People in front of me. I'm sick of him. As
-
soon as you say Susie's name at gee gee, I
-
can't stand her.
-
And say you're a Christian, you're a liar. No, you
-
didn't say that. I did well.
-
You don't understand pastor. You don't understand me serving a god.
-
You don't understand me man of God. He hurt me,
-
and guess what you're still hurting folk. Oh and I
-
thought I could clean it up and marry somebody else.
-
Oh no, you didn't clean up nothing.
-
You didn't clean it up because you dragged that same
-
mess into the relationship.
-
And wonder why you're too eyes. This is cross, But
-
don't worry. I help you out.
-
Let me tell you something in my Christian experience, I
-
have offended people.
-
I have said things that I.
-
Really didn't think say it, cause you'll get angry, you
-
get passionate. I've said the things to people in this
-
room because you got on my last nerve. I got
-
tired of you sitting in front of my face with
-
the same problem. I said, God, I'm sitting up here talking.
-
I know you told me to say in this concept.
-
Saying in that concept, I even had to cuss and
-
still get you to move, and you still ain't moving.
-
And I've had to go back and say, listen, I
-
have a little short fuse.
-
You know.
-
The other person came out. I'm gonna have to apologize.
-
Yes he does. I have to own my yet. Yes, yet,
-
you can't grow, You don't want you don't want your
-
stand jage. Yeah you better say it was her problem.
-
Oh yeah, she's the one that, oh you can know, no,
-
you no wrong for yourself and then sit up here
-
with your righteous religious self and said, God, He's saved
-
me from myself. Oh no, he ain't saving you from yourself.
-
You won't even want to accept yourself and Christ. I'm
-
not talking about some fairy tale, imaginated person that you
-
made up in your mind, and you.
-
Camouflage as a Christian.
-
I'm talking about the real person that when your enemy despitefully.
-
Uses you, he says to pray for him. I have
-
enemies in my day that camouflies as a child of God.
-
Hurry, let me tell you God said pray for him.
-
Give them grace, because I'm gonna win that thing over.
-
Jesus, my Lord, my God.
-
Whether you believe it or not, nobody deserves forgiveness. Well,
-
you got hit with a frying pant, right, Nobody deserves
-
it because I hate They tell you, I'm looking at
-
a bunch of sinners up in here. That's right with
-
yourself righteouslf.
-
Well, I told them like it was.
-
That's right, m hm. And that's why nobody want to
-
come to Christ now with your ghettoosity gettiosity.
-
That's right.
-
Mm hmm.
-
Let me give you the definition of forgiveness For some
-
of you that are mentally challenged, forgiveness needs to forsake.
-
To part. Pardon me. I didn't mean to hit you.
-
Hopefully some of you just go bang them because I'm righteous. Bam,
-
Oh no, it wasn't me, it was then bam them
-
to yield.
-
What are we partning the workings of sin? Oh see,
-
that's hard for you because you were a type of Christ.
-
Now hold it, wait a minute, so I know where
-
somebody I don't wait a minute, hold on, wait them,
-
hold on, hold on. Excuse me now that lady cut
-
me off. Uh, you don't understand. That's so caught. Well,
-
since his father's day, I might as well get wrong
-
with it. I see I left the honey. I see,
-
I'm happy. I'm free. I ain't got to worry about
-
being bitter towards my father. Right. I forgave my father, honey.
-
I had to go through a process as so some
-
of you have better with your father because they left
-
your honey. I'm a witness. My father left five children, fatherless.
-
My mother was a single parent. Amen. And he decided
-
that Jezabel was more attractive and he left. Amen.
-
But see, I hate to tell you there's a story
-
to the madness. But see, some of you don't want
-
to hear the story because I'm a hell old god.
-
Some of you, instead of you wanted to be in
-
a victory. You want to stay a victim.
-
Oh yeah, it wasn't my fault, you know. If Jesus
-
sat on the cross. I'm gonna go somewhere and see.
-
You don't want to hear this. I didn't turn the chair.
-
I'll see what he got next week. Oh no, it's
-
gonna go on for a couple of weeks. So don't
-
look for nothing new you. I wonder when Jesus was
-
on the cross.
-
I didn't do it.
-
Mm.
-
Some of you wouldn't be sitting.
-
Here had God not pardoned your clean up your mess,
-
the message that you met. Because you fixed boozy bo.
-
I'm gonna make him my personal project for God, because
-
you're too afraid to look in the mirror and fix
-
your ugly so I said ugly.
-
No, you didn't call me ugly. I had to do.
-
You don't understand I put this mess here. I got
-
foundation on.
-
You're covering up all the bruises because you know you
-
got slapped by your project.
-
I think they'll come back. Jesus, God has given us
-
the power to pardon people. Now listen, So what you're
-
trying to say, I'm in a marriage and somebody is
-
beating me up right now? Am I supposed to stay?
-
Absolutely not? Mm hmmm. That was out what the Bible
-
says that when a man leaves his father and mother
-
cleve onto his wife. The two shall become one flesh.
-
And the woman is supposed to submit themselves to that.
-
I would have a stop as Christ.
-
Well, you finish arrest, arrest, you got the scan parts,
-
get the rest of the aquas.
-
Yep. Yeah.
-
See you put people in bondage to the law that
-
says you have to be unified between a man and
-
a woman.
-
You put them in the law. But see you didn't
-
give them the spirit. You didn't give them the rice.
-
That says, as my husband yet submits Christ.
-
Right teaching team your head and in the work, teach him.
-
That's right, that's right. As he said, law y'all want
-
the spirit, Somebody teach him.
-
Jesus, show me you got with shot rapped me, shocking
-
a been to go. Your father was shot rapped me,
-
shacking a been to go and then ended up seeing.
-
The devil bell I that like, go ahead, now I
-
see somebody in the spirit right now. You are locked
-
in a marriage, Yeah that you think you need to
-
stay in honey, gum give you grace. Jesus. Well, if
-
I don't force him, I'm gonna break the law. Honey.
-
Let me tell you something.
-
If you're gonna talk about one law, you better fulfill
-
every last that's right, that's right.
-
That's what are you encouraging? Divorce, honey, I'm encouraging get free. Hey,
-
save your life. Some of you listening to me right now.
-
You got a husband that's got you in religious bodies show.
-
You got husbands that are beating you to hell, and
-
you got your post telling you to stay.
-
Honey.
-
I'm telling you to get free, get Jesus ship because
-
I hate to tell you something. Though, I'm gonna help
-
some home. I know they're gonna get married, honey, and
-
I don't care.
-
Honey. There's one person that fulfilled all the Lord. That's
-
what he said. We are covered under grape. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, Lord,
-
that's the truth. I'm sorry. I ain't staying with no deul.
-
Now.
-
I pray for the soul, Yes, yes, because that's the
-
righteous thing delivery. But there's a natural occurrence. Go away,
-
walk away, Yes, sir Jesus. Did I not say that
-
spirits manifest through people behavior?
-
Matters manifests and spirits occupied I can talk about.
-
Because I'm living in Honey. I never said that I
-
got victory over some of the things that I have.
-
But I'm going through the process and so are you,
-
so you can look your religious.
-
News down on me. Are you finally get yourself delivered, then.
-
Maybe you can, honey, I am getting delivered, honey, because
-
guess what the Bible says.
-
Oh my Jesus, he said, you're to confess your sins
-
to one or not.
-
See, you don't want to confess your stuff because, honey,
-
you don't know what your stuff is, because you've denied
-
the ability for God to forgive you.
-
Honey, I'll get into it. That show is just having
-
this job. But you have to preach mm hm.
-
Some of the reason why some of us won't pardon
-
offenses in others, it's because you have not allowed your
-
Savior to forgive your offenses.
-
When you step on your brother's toe, he don't sit
-
there and condemn you. Mm hmmm.
-
See, condemnation comes from the law. You're trying to walk right,
-
talk right in spirit right according to.
-
The words of this script. Mm hmm.
-
The law kills, thank you, and the spirit gives life.
-
I don't care how much you talk about your marriage.
-
I don't even know why I'm doing here.
-
I don't care how much.
-
You talk about being with somebody, but the fruit is,
-
let me help somebody real quick.
-
I'm gonna go over here.
-
I know somebody on.
-
Podcast is listening. Uh, when you came to churchyards this morning,
-
your husband didn't Okay, they didn't come to church this morning,
-
my bank. Maybe I find him under here. He ain't
-
gone well. See he's working well, his first work.
-
See. I don't understand this. I don't understand all this.
-
I ain't trying to get somebody's mess. I mean, because
-
God really just put me here.
-
But the man is the head.
-
I'm see our fathers are being ransacked by society here.
-
I'll try.
-
Ye predominantly with my ain't yes right, because somebody's afraid
-
of a dominant they're talking about I'm going all over.
-
The places, but I've gonake a point. Come on, we're
-
talking about immigration.
-
I told you the only immigrant is that the real
-
folk of the Native America.
-
European whites.
-
You were dragged over here, y'all talking about crystalher Columbus.
-
See they trying why they're trying to get rid of
-
it all of a sudden.
-
Okay, because like a man said when I was delivering
-
the other day you've been lied to. Yeh oh, we're
-
gonna go deep and then we're gonna go back. It
-
ain't the real history that all right, you've been lied
-
to else and don't need it.
-
Funny, how to lie is surfacing on the TV.
-
How to lie is being surfaced on all the social
-
media platform. Well, slavery now re existent, honey, you are
-
saying right now, see the hypocrisy when you get up
-
in the morning and put your bands on and you
-
go work in the system, right, and they.
-
Have what's the first thing they ask you when you're
-
gonna pay your bill? Let me get your last four digits? Aready?
-
You're talking about waiting for the moment the beast. You're
-
already in it, already put of the major. Yeah, that's right.
-
They don't need your social security. They can track you
-
by your phone. I've never seen so many people so over.
-
Here's the free phone. And don't you don't know working
-
you don't need to have a salary, you don't and
-
some of you buy it. Let me get this free
-
phone because I'm not too cheap to pay my own bill.
-
Oh lord, I'm in trouble you. Yeah, but you've been
-
lying to and some of you have married people that
-
are lying to you.
-
They're giving you clean cut and beautiful, but on the
-
inside they don't have Christ.
-
Don't even know m M.
-
And we are dealing with a nation of minorities that
-
are being fatherless. Yes, because they lack responsibility and understanding
-
of their identity in Christ, it says.
-
The husband.
-
Yes.
-
See, the husband submits to the wife. The wife submits to.
-
The husband because the husband is a type of Christ.
-
I'm sorry, I thought you were talking about forgetting this.
-
I am teacher. I stand here today, forty one years old.
-
I'll be forty two good single.
-
Oh yeah, unmarried, I say, in the natural, but you
-
made again.
-
Now I hate to tell you, I'm not submitting to an.
-
Abusive white alright, okay, right, ain't having it.
-
Gues see, y'all got it one way, gohead. See the
-
woman don't have to submit to you when you have
-
to like a food, all right, right, Okay, there are attributes.
-
To Christ, yes, that I can submit to because with you,
-
I'm willing to go through yet to get to.
-
Where we're going. That's right. Now, come on teaching, because
-
I had has to have a vision that without you
-
can't hate.
-
You and some of you had married the blind and
-
you're being led into a ditch. Tell it, but we're
-
not husbands. They are trying to play fathers to people,
-
but they're not equipped with the character of Christ. They're
-
not equipped with the patience, the long summary, the forgiveness.
-
I'm looking at a young man right now. You are
-
a father, but you've been wronged by your daddy, and
-
you are trying to substitute.
-
A child's relationship into something that you even get with
-
your father. I hate to tell you something. You can
-
play pattycake with Pam if you want to.
-
You can sleep around with a dog, get through walk
-
to and call them your me and trying to patch
-
something together.
-
Mhmm.
-
But until you are delivered, until.
-
You forgive the source of your plum, and I don't
-
care what you build with Pama, that foundation is not
-
going to be sustainable. Because I hate to tell you,
-
I see nothing but a bunch of blood, but I
-
know they're afraid to talk about the blood bought.
-
People are God up in this room, and none of them.
-
Deserve to be forgiven. Because I hate we were a
-
bunch of devil. Devil, Yes, I was, did what I
-
wanted to do. Yes, I did so an eyes.
-
Ye, all right, let me go into it deep. Come on,
-
young first John one. Mm hmmmm, we're going to first
-
John one. Well, how can you talk about this because
-
I had to go through the process to forgive. This
-
is a attitude. Yes, let me read something that Martin
-
Luther King said which I thought was very interesting last night.
-
He said, forgiveness is not an occasion, an occasional act.
-
It is a constant attitude.
-
Yes, you see, I forgiveness is about about what you speak.
-
It's how you live, how you live. You've got me off.
-
Oh no, you didn't it, so I wouldn't want your
-
christ That's why I don't eat for some of your trees.
-
Now I will say this about forgiveness. There are platitudes
-
to forgiveness. See, I don't want to hear that. Oh
-
I got hip with a frying pan and I forgave him.
-
Oh you did, and it did nothing to you emotionally.
-
You weren't with a manipulator for forty years.
-
That smothered you to the point where you didn't even
-
know what your tongue sounded like. Oh yeah, to the
-
point where your identity was one die because you depended
-
on a man. I know you dependent on Well, I'm
-
a black strong woman and I don't need a man.
-
Well where did you get that attitude from?
-
Oh? Oh, we anna have cover it all? I don't
-
need no man? Why bitter black woman? Oh? I know
-
you ain't gonna talk about black people like because it
-
ain't better. But see, let's go a little deep. How'd
-
you get with Paul? How'd you get with Francisco? How
-
did you get with de Sean? How to get there?
-
You had a commonality? We were drinking partners. Oh, y'all
-
don't want this, come on. That's how we built the marriage.
-
We were drinking partners. I didn't even care if he
-
even knew christ I knew I could fix him. You
-
can't infect yourself. How you gonna fix somebody else? Then
-
we're gonna go back to that. Where do we start
-
trying to fix folk? Where do we get that behavior?
-
Father? See, you don't want to go deep in the world.
-
All you want to do is out as the Lord said,
-
be holy as my father, and you read it. But
-
you don't need shappen in your life. See, you don't
-
want to be real with you. That's okay. I got
-
some scriptions. You're gonna be real today. Okay, first time money,
-
Why says I'm on the road to freedom. I don't
-
know about anybody else. Stay better, stay black, stay beautiful,
-
whatever you want to do. But honey, I ain't you.
-
Honey.
-
I had to forgive some folk I really just didn't
-
want to do. See he honors that. That's true. Now
-
that's the truth. I said, They sure as hell don't
-
deserve that. You're talking right. You're talking right. But then
-
he said you didn't deserve it either. Yeah, yeah, you're
-
talking right. See you be talking back.
-
I don't know the type of gods they be listening
-
to you. She talked right back at mere talking all
-
the stuff you said about that. It's you.
-
You're talking right.
-
Can't stand me, get on my nerves. He won't shut up,
-
and you won't shut up either. You're talking right.
-
See the one that talking something, the one that talked
-
a lot, and say you doing nothing?
-
You mm hmmmm.
-
Here we go, first, John in one air. Oh god.
-
See, I always talk about beautiful scriptures that are uplifting
-
to you. I never talked scriptures to people that get
-
in their face and make you look at your.
-
Ugly self and say that you're fat, because you really are.
-
We just see Russell, I'm not really that fat. I
-
got this gut hanging out, but I believe you know,
-
with a little bit of surgery. Why don't you eat right? Oh?
-
No, you know why because you have to discipline yourself
-
since you're such a disciple lion.
-
I wish I could say what I really want to say.
-
I just don't understand it.
-
I go to the gym, but I don't lose any
-
weight because you won't curve the diet right, keep making
-
all that fried chickens.
-
See, I'm getting in somebody face. You're lying. God ain't
-
telling you to lose weight, because when he tell you
-
to lose weight, you gonna do it. Oh that hurt me. Lord,
-
make this one still sense you're lion.
-
Stop on that lion talking about what God told you. Yeah,
-
it's a god talking, the god.
-
Of fried chickens.
-
Y'all can demote me, if y'all can get rid of me,
-
it says, I said they could demote me if they
-
want to.
-
I wasn't voting and I was appointed. Set you free.
-
Well he got mad with him. I'm not going back
-
to his ministry. But I'll tell you what. Be mad
-
to be glad, because that's why I'm still standing there.
-
I still love you, I still forgive you. They didn't
-
hire you. Listen, maybe they need to. Maybe after today
-
you might. It says, if we say that we have
-
no sin, sre you're gonna let me read it or
-
reader pay attention, because I know what you're doing over there.
-
If we say that we have no sin, we deceive
-
ourselves and the truth is not in us.
-
See, they don't want to hear that switch. When you
-
say you have no sin, say I'm gonna teach up
-
in here. Maybe that's the problem.
-
It means your righteousness is never rightly divided.
-
It means you're right. Confession is what brings cutsing. You
-
want to that you're the victim, but you don't. Under honey,
-
let me. I'm gonna help y'all because I went through
-
this process and sometimes you gotta. I said I didn't
-
even do it, Lord forgive. I'm like, huh, but the
-
offense wasn't mine. I said, call them up. Yep. See,
-
ill don't want to be I don't want that. You
-
ain't on somebody to call say they're sorry. They may
-
never do it. That's right, But how many people know?
-
Sometimes God can bring tools in your life. Oh God,
-
to see if you really got the fruits?
-
What? What? What? What? What?
-
What? What?
-
What? Oh? I know I'm gonna be see everything I'm saying.
-
I know I'm gonna be tested. Let's see. If you're
-
a bitter black woman, we'll go back to the father
-
that abandons you and say you're sorry, the stepmother that
-
made drink the juice. Where you go back to.
-
Them and say, I'm su You know why because Christ
-
did it for you. Jesus he said, forget that for
-
they know not what they're doing.
-
Mm. They didn't know. Are we gonna go into that?
-
There is no kind a thing in this room.
-
That makes anybody too good enough to say they're sorry.
-
That's right. Even taking on a soul that.
-
Doesn't understand what forgiveness is and being an example of
-
what it means to forgive. You are like Christ. You
-
are not flesh. Some of you want to stay flesh.
-
They talk about your Christ.
-
That's a lie. You know your mother hurts you. Stop lying.
-
My father was the best friend. It was. We went
-
on hikes together, We made Betty Crocker cakes. You're lying.
-
You know that he spoke against your identity. You know
-
he set things that work's spiritual, made you feel like
-
a dog. And some of you still walking through life
-
like a dog.
-
Ain't supting dog trees. Y'all didn't get it. No, you
-
accepting dog trees. But guess what they don't have no
-
nurishment only to a dog. You settle for less when
-
it's time for marriage. I ain't settling for less. You
-
want me, you wanna have to pay?
-
I was waiting on somebody getting their act together. Tell
-
you what money? Time is short? Okay, you don't have that,
-
all right?
-
Now you can mess with Rakeida Richie if Hey, okay, Jesus,
-
I am married to Christ and only him. Hey, but
-
you take dog treats because you think you're a dog.
-
I had to have this conversation with my sister. I said,
-
let me tell you something. I'm tired of chasing bobo
-
for you. All right, But when you're self esteem, when
-
you're going through manipulation, yeah, I'm taking your identity and
-
abuse it.
-
Some of you been around around fathers that.
-
Were totally abusive. Oh yeah, said you're fat and ugly.
-
Hold nobody want to talk about that. That's right, because
-
you deceived yourself.
-
You thought you could patch it up with we'll say compound,
-
when the wall ain't made for compound, right, you think
-
you can patch it up with foundation and mascara. And
-
maybe it's Maybelina, maybe it ain't. You thought you could
-
patch it up on the outside. But you know, you
-
go up in that church and you get sick and
-
tired of the pastor talking about this.
-
I wish they would talk about my problem. I'm on here,
-
come on, I need some han. I came to the
-
hospital and they don't even have the penicillin. I got
-
to go somewhere else where I.
-
Can get some penicillin and deal with this pain.
-
Come on, come on here, come on, come on. Talk
-
about religious nonsense when we're gonna pay the missionary fund.
-
Oh yeah, we have a man of God come in
-
and just as dry as cracking. But didn't get to
-
the issue about bandon me. Didn't get to the issue
-
a little supper step.
-
We didn't get to the issue that I got a
-
hit with her back when I was fifteen years old.
-
We didn't get to the issue why I felt like
-
I wasn't even a woman and I didn't feel like
-
I was a man enough, but I wasn't good enough.
-
And I want come on, y'all gotta be round up
-
in here. Come on, come on. You know what your
-
father did. Talk about it, talk about it, talk about it. Yeah.
-
I don't want to talk about that. Yeah.
-
Oh no, they want to talk about when we're gonna
-
when we're gonna fund the missionary see, because that's at
-
the st.
-
End of the church. How about I want a minister
-
to around stop fucking come about it. That's right, black,
-
because shadow for less than what's your worth? Right? I
-
said it. You want me, you're gonna have to buy me, Okay,
-
you take me as I am. Way, that's marya date.
-
You're talking about Kingdom. I'm talking about you is trying
-
to marry day real love, searching for.
-
Someone you could connect your shut up god, trying to
-
be verytating some of your lives. You don't even setting
-
for a dog. I told you yourself a treat, so
-
you want trick or treat, honey, But let me tell
-
you something. Don't go go go go go, I said, confession,
-
Say I went to somebody. Confession brings cleanses because I
-
need to tell you after somebody treated me like a dog.
-
I said, God, I don't understand why I'm going through this.
-
He's because I want to teach you, yes, what it
-
means to forgive those that don't deserve it. See, that's
-
my annointy, annoys, it my annoyance, that's right. And I
-
know some people in this room said I wouldn't put
-
up with it if I was vital and they were alpo,
-
I would not put up with that foolishness, honey.
-
But let me tell you. You don't understand when you
-
got a calling and you gotta annoy.
-
He uses everything, did not even use the devil, and
-
I ain't two of his.
-
Even get him a place some money. If you say
-
you really got the word, we're gonna test it out.
-
I said, yeah, Yes, is Rum can put the faith
-
office all her Paula White can look as white as snow.
-
Honey, let me test you testing.
-
I'm not to.
-
Set up, but some of you can talk a game
-
so good enough until the players get on the court
-
and tested with the game that you're trying to play.
-
I'm sorry, but this type of the energy that we're
-
living his fault something.
-
And let me tell you, sir, and all the idols
-
of bell come on her, everything that she's gotten under you.
-
You were having in a closet. I'm cut off. It would.
-
Woo who.
-
Talk, Jesus talk. You have to confess your shi so
-
that you're to be cleansed with his words. Come on
-
and talk, Jesus. I know some people up in here. Lord,
-
I know podcasts. You're listening. You're lying. You ain't been
-
doing no cleansing. Oh but I ain't. Just something about praying.
-
So you covered up with prayer, righteousness, Father, prayer.
-
I pray for my sister and the name of Jesus,
-
Oh Lord, deliver her.
-
Lord in the name of You know how you shut
-
your head back and have the nerve to talk about warfare.
-
But I've been in some warfam what God saying? Excuse me?
-
I know you're running your mouth a bit do this,
-
but you got in the march that I want to
-
deal with this.
-
See you think i'd can overshadow forget this, Come on
-
and talk about it. Be sitting there preaching half a
-
mile a minute. And you know you offended your brother.
-
The Bible says, See, if you offend your brother, you
-
want to go. I'm thearafraiser. I got a right, all right,
-
you're to go to your brother.
-
In set and ask them for for Kim and then
-
I know somebody man, you want to go back and
-
clean up.
-
Let's raise you. That's not father, Yes, could go back
-
to your brother and sister and trying to make it
-
right there that then if it don't work, you'd have
-
grabbed somebody him. That's right, that's right. That's ship she de.
-
That's how they go over here and grandpa ye, and
-
you're to take the back of witness and make them
-
in the back.
-
That's right. That's right, that's right. You know you can't
-
have him in front of the room because you're pastor there.
-
Hold on over here, all right, that's right.
-
So I got my sister here, that's right. I got
-
my other witness, that's right. They gonna teach you and
-
they're gonna watch. That'll show you what for.
-
They gotta forgiveness. Come and we're gonna try it this well.
-
And if they still want to be religious, okay, you
-
want me religious, not me, get the pastor right, that's right.
-
Oh no, we don't need the pastor? Why because you
-
want to that's right? Yep, Yes, that's it, absolutely right,
-
that's it. People in this room know the people that
-
I had to put up with.
-
I refuse to become a victim to you. That's why
-
I'm still standing. That's right.
-
The victim has to die. But they should have protected me. Parents.
-
Listen, you cannot condemn a parent from operating in sin.
-
But I was a child and he kept you. You're
-
still bring it taking the jus what they should have
-
did for me. You having the wrong conversation at the
-
wrong tight with the wrong person. Could it be that
-
he coverted you when you were a child. There are
-
some that didn't make it. I put it by the father,
-
but there are some testimonies that God can bring you through,
-
can bring somebody else out.
-
How can you deal with people that's been abused if
-
you ain't been ab that. There are some things in
-
my life I didn't ask for that's better ordained, Jess,
-
I know I didn't.
-
You think Jesus was ordained? Do you think he thought
-
he was gonna be beaten thirty nine tidles? Do you
-
think he didn't do you? You think he didn't have
-
no abuse?
-
Us was waiting, But you're trying to pass it off
-
that I have to figure, I said, forgive.
-
Him in the spirit that God take care of the God.
-
Y'all don't know what to do. That's right. There is
-
no greater love, no love, God said.
-
A man would lay down his life for his friend.
-
But I ain't gonna beat your dog matters.
-
In that right, That's right, that's right, right, m gona
-
teach you about it. Yeah, no greater love.
-
You know where the love comes from. There are people
-
in here that come in here that I see in
-
the spind are a mess. You know why I can
-
see because I see my own mess. And I don't
-
sit up here and treat them like a dog.
-
I said, It's been a good I've seen you in
-
a while.
-
Mm hm, Cause like I said, you can't love yourself,
-
and you can't love yourself. Yes, God, we had a
-
person coming here and trying to camouflage plofige.
-
Try to be a prophet one day and then don't
-
want to ask schizophrenic the.
-
Next and come up in this pomit after I treated
-
them for dinner, picked up their fat, flop yourself.
-
Yeah, I'm gonna talk about you, guess.
-
Right, talking about told me to rescue you if you're
-
resting me out join your ministry.
-
You can't join something you're already a part of. I
-
got looking for that, that's right. Jesus came up here.
-
I said, listen, here, you're.
-
Gonna be in this ministry. Whatever it is you're trying
-
to search for, you're gonna do it in order. Oh yeah,
-
I'm gonna tell my mind. I'm talking about the order
-
of the word.
-
That's right.
-
That's right. You're not gonna get up here and talk
-
stuff and.
-
This right here?
-
Uh uh.
-
And I instructed it, I think lewis. I instructed that,
-
said listen, don't let him get up here. That's right.
-
But for some reason we misstepped and he got up here.
-
But guy said no, let him talk, let him run
-
his mouth. But when he got finished, Daddy came in.
-
And said, you can sit here and.
-
Run your mouth about the word. You can run your
-
mouth about how perfect you are.
-
But guess what, m h.
-
You can't forgive You're still better about a situation. Let
-
me tell you something.
-
You can. I know they say come as you are,
-
and I always say, you're not gonna stay as you are.
-
That's right, that's it. Right.
-
People have given a pass to come however you are,
-
and then they get upset where you don't justify their sins.
-
Right, Well, who are you to judge?
-
When you judge people every day? What are you talking
-
about your life? When you walk into a room with
-
people that don't know God, the conversation stops, so you
-
ain't saying nothing right yeh See, this generation don't want
-
no checks and balance. You see what's happening in the house.
-
You see what's happening. You don't want no checks. You
-
want to come in and do whatever you want to do.
-
It ain't nobody gonna judge me till I see Jesus. Well,
-
Jesus is sitting in your church. I'll go old school.
-
I never had a church mother in my life. But
-
I tell you one thing.
-
Some of you need.
-
Some of you need somebody you have to get you
-
straightened out. That's right, that's the truth. But they judging me,
-
somebody need to judge you. I think we've lost something.
-
We had things called parents, parental guidance. But let me
-
get to my point. When you confess your sin or
-
your offense.
-
That He in return made part in you, you make
-
yourself fresh.
-
Because when you allow this, you become in right standing
-
with God. Your right standing is.
-
Not that you attend church and you sit in the
-
pastor seat because I'm in the right place at the
-
right time. Yeah, but you still gotta aught with your
-
brother and won't forgive and wonder why he won't hear
-
your prayers.
-
That's right, Bible, God ain't trying to hear from you
-
because at this moment you're.
-
Not even a part of him. And once you manifest,
-
because if God is grateful to forgive you.
-
That same seed that's only inside of you, forgive or
-
pardon pardon me temporarily.
-
I know that temporarily. Right now, you're a mess. So
-
I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna part it what.
-
You're doing to mews, but I'm also gonna put watch.
-
This is what people don't do. This was my mistake too.
-
I will forget people. But boundaries in construction, or.
-
When you're holding up a plant, sometimes you gotta put
-
safe rails in it to make sure that the plant
-
grows up correctly. I'm partying you temporarily until God is finished.
-
Working on you.
-
I'm forgiving you, but in the process of forgiving, I
-
have to protect myself.
-
That's right, that's right there. It is. I hate to
-
tell somebody because I hope they're listening. See, they don't
-
realize I put boundaries on that. That's right. That's right,
-
not on them, but the spirit that she won't deal
-
with at the present time. Because one man of God said,
-
which is true, you.
-
Gotta learn to protect your heart because not everybody is mature.
-
Enough to handle grace. That's it. Everybody's not mature enough to.
-
Handle grace because they're not in the place of accepting grace.
-
So I've had to learn to protect my heart from
-
being damaged the safeguards of forgiveness. I forgive you because
-
I took care of it in the spirit, and forgiveness
-
just at being your lips.
-
It's your actions.
-
It's humbling yourself and admitting that I'm not necessarily.
-
The partaker of the offense, but I'm gonna be the
-
exist ample of righteousness.
-
See, I'm sorry that some people who ain't gonna apologize
-
to your first.
-
That's right, that's the truth. Because I hate to tell
-
you this, that's how Jesus. Jesus said, I had to
-
down across forgive them, for they know not what they do.
-
You know why, because they don't have me. I'm not
-
in them. I'm not in them.
-
I'm not in the checks and balances of their life.
-
So I have to be according to truth and what
-
it means. I have to be the standard, or I
-
have to be the principle of what truth represents in
-
a physical demon straight shut, because I'm not in them.
-
This is why he said forgive them, for they know
-
not what they're doing. Because the holygot say saying stop right.
-
They only see a demon straight sun. See some of
-
you missed it, a demonstration of what forgiveness is, so
-
that I can deposit.
-
The seed so that when the spirit comes in it
-
can walk. See they grow up, Jesus, Jesus. Some of
-
their forgiveness didn't come till after he died. This truly
-
was the son of God.
-
Oh yeah, now you want to say he was the
-
son of God when he died and took care of
-
your mess. MM right standing, being in right standing with God.
-
If we say we have no sin, why are we
-
saying this? Why are we saying we ain't got no sin?
-
Because you ain't cleansing, you ain't confessing.
-
When I sit up here late at.
-
Night, when some of y'all snoring, talking about the Lord
-
gave you dreams and visions.
-
Yeah, and you're still sitting in that chair. None of
-
the dreams and visions led you to do anything. Okay, liar, okay,
-
why are you sitting there snoring? So some time I
-
can feel it. I know God's already. Let me get
-
my behind up, LRDS. Let me help you and I
-
come in here. I don't come in here with no
-
religious act.
-
Shut up, Yeah, shut up, I said, Lord, I started
-
talking about I said, Lord, I just don't understand people.
-
I just don't.
-
And before I get it, he said I don't understand you.
-
I said, okay, well correct, and let me get in correction.
-
Let me get a right standing. What I don't understand
-
is I already told you twice.
-
And you're still sitting here worrying about what the other
-
person ain't doing.
-
Maybe I'm getting them in line, and when you come
-
in line, everything or getting line.
-
See, you worry about the wrong thing.
-
But see, he didn't come accepting my even since he
-
said cleanse will send your heart.
-
See, because you can't come in here putting on religion.
-
Shut up, shut up, because I can tell you can't
-
cover yourself with that.
-
You can't do. Couple of us sunder, but you're not moving.
-
It will work.
-
When truth is said or shown by the actions of
-
our conduct. Present to us what is true, and we
-
deny it because we want to deceive ourselves. Why because
-
you rejected what is true, you lie to yourself. Well,
-
what does this have to do with forgiveness? See, you
-
can't forgive something you don't know. You're lying to yourself.
-
You're saying, I'm not the problem. I'm not the problem
-
at all. They're the problem.
-
No, you got with them. You knew fool Oh God,
-
here it comes. You know fool well that he was
-
an abuser. You know it. Oh, you ain't dumb. You
-
didn't listen. You didn't come in a relationship half dead.
-
You came in a fully. He said, I want you full.
-
But when I when I finished it, I'm gonna break
-
you down to your mind. See the one you thought
-
you could manipulate ended up manipulating you. Because see you
-
if you get up with you get up with dogs
-
and you think the fleas and then come are you reminded?
-
Or you get with the with the with the frog prince,
-
and then you keep kissing it and you still either
-
becoming the frog or he stays the frog, and the
-
two you go on a lily pad together.
-
Oh here, you didn't come in this relationship not knowing.
-
You knew he was. You know what it means for
-
somebody to hit you. Some of you were in abuse.
-
Listen, you were a child getting abused. You know, the
-
memory itself is still in there.
-
You know what it is for somebody to hit you,
-
because some of you were doing the hitting. Oh come on,
-
and you knew what you were getting into.
-
But then when you find out that your breeches, you
-
were too big for your breeches, and your breeches ended
-
up getting strapped the same bridges that you thought you were.
-
Gonna use to control them with one of your playparts.
-
Oh yeah, you found that you ended up getting distrapped.
-
And now the hell with God?
-
Because I thought that maybe he was boass, and I
-
thought that maybe the hell with the confess what ain't
-
nothing gonna confess? He's my husband? God send him to me.
-
He sent him to me? God who? I said, God who?
-
But then when the relationship don't manifest Christ.
-
And so God ain't sent them?
-
So you say that, But then when he don't manifest Christ.
-
You got the audacity. They come before him and say, Lord,
-
please fix him, Lord, Lord, please fix that.
-
Ain't the thing that needs to be fixed. You need
-
to be coming up to God and bringing them false
-
idols talking about fixing a false fider. Come onna fix him.
-
See the relationship get worse. Got mm hm.
-
You're lying to yourself. What is true in you cannot
-
be true until it is accepted. You're in an abusive
-
You're a drunk.
-
No, now wait, I've had this conversation with somebody.
-
I said you are a drunk.
-
No, I'm not.
-
I just drink a lot of booze. And you know
-
I'm not no drunk.
-
You got my four sixty four hours sitting up here
-
in this corner and in that corner, and underneath the.
-
Bed, you got six other bottles and you ain't a drunk. Okay,
-
who is lying to you? That's a drunk? I said
-
you are an alcoholic. Yes you are. That's a drug.
-
Let me spell it to you, egg, let me stop.
-
I ain't gonna sit there to know and talk about
-
I never I don't drink that much. I only have
-
it morning afternoon.
-
In even when I go to a bit and I'm
-
seeing the bottles all over the place. Hello, say it
-
with me. I am in in an abusive relation. You
-
know what it looked like.
-
Don't sit here, act like Betty Blue and act like
-
you don't know right, you knew what you were getting into.
-
Get right back in. But it was my father. He
-
was abusive to me. You know all the stories, and
-
he was abusive to me. So I went out and
-
I got with somebody who was abusive. Do you hear this.
-
I've heard somebody say, the Lord told me, Oh, now
-
you're gonna put him in. You're gonna tell that lie.
-
The Lord told me to get married to somebody who
-
was abusive. You a liar, and God ain't in you.
-
I sat up there and heard I said, who the devil? Yeah,
-
the devil. Don't get married.
-
Nah, something told you to marry and wasn't God. I'll
-
tell you what was your flesh? The shot hour wasn't enough.
-
I know.
-
You can get out of my business. Please got then
-
I'm gonna get in the shower. Wasn't enough. Y'all thought
-
you could be twinkies. You found out there was no cream.
-
Give me. I thought to it was father. They today
-
is Father's day, some of you need to wake up
-
show do.
-
Oh my god, but he gave me one fake flower
-
and he said he loved me. That's what you accept
-
But the Lord kept me another day.
-
I said, I'm telling you what enough sucking and tried
-
like Jeffabel, you wouldn't really you shitting up and seeing
-
three heads. I'm going somewhere. I'm trying to pay off through.
-
This'll help me now, Lord Lord, he just so. I
-
don't know if I can go over there with them?
-
They crazy?
-
Okay, Now, the truth is not true until you accept it. Right,
-
you goa gain check you free.
-
If you don't.
-
Accept it, you better what when you embrace it and
-
allow it to reshape you?
-
Oh, come on, we're gonna go somewhere.
-
How many people can hangtter bring it?
-
John one A says that we have no sin.
-
Sin in the Greek means ha marita offense. It also
-
means in a greater definition or in a base to
-
miss the mark.
-
Oh what it means? It's so not sharing the prize
-
air morally sin. They said they don't want to hear
-
this stuff. They too busy waiting waiting for the next president.
-
There it's gonna be for America, Golden Age of America.
-
We're gonna have kings that are gonna come in.
-
I'm sorry, but I ain't worship in bad. I'm gonna
-
say something strong. They can they can find me.
-
You know where to find me. I told you where
-
I'm at. You ain't gonna come over here.
-
I don't care how much Donald Trump runs his mother.
-
All he is is a trumpet of God. But he
-
is not a man of God.
-
Far from it.
-
So anointed God has anointed him.
-
Yeah, he's annoyed to him to bring destruction in this country.
-
And I mean the people of God should I say,
-
don't repent? You think food stamps is gonna be your
-
only problem? When the pestilence come one. Look what happened
-
to Pharaoh when he didn't bow?
-
Okay, that's right, that's right.
-
The frogs came. Yes, oh God, you had the foils came.
-
What he had to send the judge, he had to
-
send the prophet. Yeah.
-
See the prophet didn't get in bad with Trump. And right,
-
hey to Trump and say you need to bow? Yes
-
he did, Yes he did. See y'all don't want that
-
real mess? Wow, Yes he did speak against a servant
-
of the Man of Honey, let.
-
Me tell you something, because the same thing that I
-
got to do.
-
When I get on my knees and come and say,
-
I don't feel like I need to forget. I don't
-
think that I need to forgive. I've never had to
-
say to God I was sorry. Can y'all sit there
-
and follow that man of God.
-
That's why some of you are following balls and you
-
don't even know when it's timing for the man I've
-
gone to. Come, y'all all gonna get wiped out with
-
all the other fun you YouTube ministries.
-
I'm talking that lie.
-
They lie, y'all saying the same thing, but nobody got
-
the bo said you.
-
Go to him and say you're not living rights? Right,
-
mm hmmmm mm hmmm. They ain't got him. Got a
-
false profit in the office, Yes, you do at the
-
hour and I told you to day is coming. Oh yeah, Well,
-
the we are gonna separate rules and it's gonna be
-
harvest time. And I ain't talking about dollars in CIS.
-
I'm talking about spiritual harness because whatever you.
-
Sew you wanna.
-
About that, what you're doing.
-
Hand chambers are gonna be exposed openly what you're doing.
-
Darkness, I don't come to the life. I hate to
-
tell you. It's a light of his truth.
-
And that's why I said, until you had shut it
-
to and manifest it to, it doesn't become true.
-
Come on, alright, Holy Ghost, come on with me real quick. Yeah,
-
you go, come on with That's all right, I'm gonna
-
go here. We're gonna go to Matthew eight. Y'all know
-
where we're going. Yeah, you wanna forget, but you gotta
-
get here first. Matthew eight thirty two. You know where
-
we're going. Some of you know where I'm going. Well,
-
he's so.
-
Long, window I gotta be because y'all ain't getting it.
-
No worry, we be out with fifteen minutes.
-
It's one way. Don't get it wall She shut up.
-
I'm so sick of Did you hear that?
-
Man?
-
He on that podcast, Honey California and God woke up.
-
We had somebody from Japan lessons gave woo. Oh yeah,
-
Matthew eight thirty two. That's why you can't forgive, h said.
-
The truth is not in you. Sure if you don't confess,
-
right hm mm mm mm ooh hm three.
-
Uh.
-
I don't think I'm in the right place, y'all, y'all
-
forgive me. Hold on, i'm'a there.
-
I'm in John eight thirty two. Y'all help me, John
-
eight thirty two. Sorry, alright, maybe that's another semony.
-
That's that's you just all over the place. Good. You
-
can't find me.
-
You just t.
-
Told you come to your church. I'm cleaning them mouth.
-
Y'all needs spring cleaning.
-
I care right.
-
Well, we're trying to build the newstry here, yeah, ministry
-
of devils.
-
Oh yeah, And that's why you ain't gonna win the war.
-
We're gonna be sitting on the front lines while y'all
-
running to the back. But the Bible said that ones
-
that want to be last, they're gonna be first.
-
Right, Oh God, no, God, let me go to thirty one.
-
Then send Jesus on to those Jews which believed in him. Lying, right,
-
if ye continue in my word, or I'm gonna help someone.
-
Oh, if you continue in my word, then are ye
-
my disciples? Indeed, and ye shall know the truth.
-
Oh y'all don't want the truth, You're about to get
-
it now, and the truth shall make you free.
-
Come on, let me get in here, and then we're
-
gonna stay hold on. Yeah, mm hmm. See, you missed
-
the mark. I ain't talking about your sin. You missed
-
the mark because you didn't forgive. Mmmmm. You offended somebody.
-
And in that offense, you missed the mark of extending
-
righteousness to them. Oh y'all, I ain't never heard this before.
-
What Yeah, you say you're Christ, but you offended Christ
-
and you miss the mark of extending righteous see you
-
bringing them in right stending? What forgiveness brings people into
-
right standing?
-
What?
-
Come on?
-
Come on? Come now.
-
You ain't talking to Betsy Boo. And every time you
-
go across the street to the neighbor south, I'm.
-
Go'a go over here because I know cher gonna be
-
over here. Let me go on over here. You ain't
-
talking to Cherylon.
-
Over twenty years and y'all still walk on the opposite sides.
-
But yeah, y'all both serve the same Daddy, you're lying,
-
You serving something all right here?
-
Who yo, daddy? And the Lord telling me not to
-
go back there because oh yeah, m something strong in
-
my spirit. I felt something that was off. Yeah you,
-
and that's why you're going I know because I looked
-
at her and I can talk about me. See that's
-
why I'm so free. I could talk about me. Something
-
off in this ministry. You see the past that he
-
was trying.
-
To say something to me and minister to me and
-
prophesied to me, and he said, I need to get
-
my life.
-
Right, and I'm going to another church. And then you
-
develop an awe and you get bitter with the pastor.
-
You can't speak to me no more. He ain't gonna
-
speak to me. Uh, he can't do nothing for me.
-
No, you are an awf one. That's right now, I
-
will say this. Let me back this up, let me
-
help you, let me back it on up, back up now.
-
I'm gonna tell you right now. Let me be real.
-
I know too real.
-
Now.
-
There are some pastors I've had to walk away from.
-
But then I listened to that because you can talk
-
about all this and all that. But if you wanna
-
be a pastor shepherd, come on now, that don't mean
-
you on the other side of glow that ain't a pastor.
-
That's that's an advantic. If you say you called the pastor,
-
you're supposed to be local, not no co hell seal,
-
but l C A L. I want to be able
-
to gain. Oh god, you dog. Don't some of you
-
paying time to pass us that ain't even there. All
-
you dealing with is AI ain't available. Don't do it paying.
-
Times to a phone conversation. Oh no, honey, we ain't
-
having no phone conversation. Everybody in this room got my number?
-
Do anybody Joe du If I ain't.
-
Got back to you, I'm so sorry. I was on
-
big Okay, so anyway, but you got my number. I
-
ain't acting funny.
-
You gotta be careful about whose number you give out
-
to you, because maybe a Jezabel money Jezebel. Then come
-
on and come talk to me. But you ain't getting
-
past the throat room. Okay, what you think I can't
-
smell you?
-
Come on? Okay, But if we're.
-
Gonna be brother and sister, well the women got up.
-
When the women fall, a woman has to be behind.
-
Oh we're so sexist. And why you're afraid something don't
-
rub you the wrong ways? Maybe we're doing to see.
-
I'm not about that side. Well, let me get behind
-
my sister. I got behind April. Let me hold on
-
a sere. You ain't got it so right?
-
Wonder how he got from forgainness to talk about this,
-
because you gotta get the true first.
-
So sexst the women have to be behind the women
-
because careful, especially when you're married. On said, why are
-
you afraid she come home with me? I don't care
-
who you talk to? Right, I ain't insecure summary, fad yourself. Yeah,
-
you know Jeff and have young funds. It is coming
-
to hold to me.
-
Delivered talking about talk about, talk about it, talk about.
-
Even the single folk gotta hit something. I gotta be careful.
-
He's single, honey, he may come after your man and
-
if he need around home, he need to talk to.
-
The white I don't care nothing about that, see, because
-
I'm a.
-
Secure single person right after your man, all right, I
-
ain't after your watch Okay, See that's.
-
In your mind. You the insecure one, that's right.
-
And how many people going to churches and and and
-
when they see you walking on you come Jezabel.
-
You gotta be careful of your man because Jezebel come
-
in and want to take him. Oh no, honey, let
-
me tell you something. You got enoughing Jezabel anyway, Honey,
-
I ain't gonta.
-
Worry about taking your man. Want him under control, under
-
your bonds. He can't even talk to Pima in council
-
because off somebody gonna come after your man.
-
Right, That's what I tell you, talk about it. You
-
gotta have people in there to make sure nothing ain't
-
gonna happen. Ain't nothing gonna happen the Holy Gods till
-
you got a safeguard yourself. Honey, where does the Bible
-
say you got a safeguards? They can't somebody take your man?
-
Where's no? That is your idea? Yea, Lord, I ain't
-
doing that. You're not. We ain't going in the office.
-
We're gonna have counsel right in the church. Oh man, right, shame, shame,
-
But you're right. A woman got common sense. It is married.
-
They must's been coming. Ain't got two cents, that's right,
-
that's right because I want them. Oh honey, by the
-
time you would come to the door, I already knew
-
who you were, the real ones. Yes, sir, all these
-
shirt shootings happen. I don't know where I'm going.
-
When they shot at my church. You can descern when
-
Jessabel comes out. You can't decern to shoot at Jesus.
-
Talks about it. I know you got they talk about it.
-
Well, that's why he on podcasts on No, I'm coming
-
out money Harry shortly, you.
-
Know HeSE is gonna start throwing rocks. Oh yeah, Well
-
you gotta teach.
-
Them where they're going when they when they tie, and
-
how till you talk about homosexuals can get.
-
Say they sure can't. You're going over to the line
-
and I ain't looking at this money. I need your soul. Yeah,
-
I know all the street, the street judgers, you don't
-
need to be living that life.
-
And God sill all of you are going to hell,
-
and you first, because honey, when God released me from
-
this building, and honey, you gonna go running money.
-
Did you hear that heretic talking about he loves gaze, Yeah,
-
he loves way in.
-
I'm right, that's right.
-
Gays are halfway in. Why they got to love something.
-
They're just looking for something, honey, and I gonna help
-
you find it.
-
That's right here. Take me. I'm for a different times.
-
That's why I'm on pod.
-
So what you're saying, games can come to your church, listen,
-
Gays can come to my church.
-
Homosexuals can come to my church. Honey, you won't come
-
in here.
-
Get delivered and we're gonna get set free and we're
-
gonna gonna do they.
-
Hurt your head. So what you're saying you can have convicts, Yeah,
-
you was a convict at once. All of us working.
-
Somebody you still using the prostitute, Yes, some of you
-
still prostitute. You ain't gotta be under two legs for
-
the still in the spirit and preach it. They but
-
niggas I pach it, preach it. Come on here, holy
-
too much? Okay, Betty, I think we're gonna turn the channel.
-
Oh yeah, I'm not reading.
-
They keeping and the truth shall if he continue in
-
my word?
-
Uh huh.
-
It didn't say stop. And because in continuing in the word,
-
it's cleansing.
-
It's gonna be every day. You got that right, every.
-
Single day because your filthy flesh needs to be clean.
-
That show every day in my conviction right now, see
-
this for me, For me me include every day.
-
It is either some you want purified water, but you
-
don't want purified spirit.
-
I'm gonna go to Niagara and get some of that
-
purified water, but don't only want to be pure. He said,
-
if you continue in my word, did he on my
-
disciplined one's discipline.
-
Ones, ain't gonna allowed no sif to come in here temple.
-
That's right, that's right. Oh God, I'm getting beat up today. Hey, hey,
-
you better come home home. Spirit.
-
You think of discipline, one will allow somebody to come
-
in their house and do what they want.
-
No, ain't coming in my own period. And it says
-
you shall know the truth. You know him when you're cleansing, right,
-
she did? Don't want this then one? That that one?
-
None of that? You know when you're going before?
-
She yes, yes, because he that have an ear to hear,
-
Let let her hear what the spirit say to your
-
clanton's house that you need to clean up?
-
What's your mess up? Why don't need to forgive them
-
despitefully that use you? I don't m m m hmmm.
-
The word said.
-
When it says the truth is not in us, the
-
true principle, the belief, or the state of.
-
Being true is not in you. Manifesting outwardly, you cannot
-
be bitter and say you got the truth. Liar, big liar.
-
Why isn't the truth not in you? Because you won't
-
allow the truth to cleanse you of your sins. Forgiveness
-
cleanses you.
-
I'm sorry but when you get dirty, you gonna go
-
in that shower as will something.
-
You don't want to take a shower and then want
-
to come in the house of God and say you're clean.
-
M The Bible says perfect.
-
Well, perfection don't come without cleanliness, that right, because it's
-
by His righteousness that makes you perfect it.
-
You have to cleanse yourself, clean yourself off.
-
God said, I won't hear some of you until you
-
clean yourself off.
-
He said, some of him. He won't have been here
-
a conversation until you get your mind rights.
-
See, because forgiveness is what cleanses the mind and the spirit.
-
It does. You know you've been holding on to that person.
-
Oh yeah, and some of you, Oh God, Lord, thank
-
you Jesus. See, I know I'm delivered here. Some of
-
you don't realize.
-
You said, I'm sorry, but guess what your emotions did
-
not say it. You're safeguard everything. Oh yes, I'm sorry,
-
but I don't want to be around insecure fault.
-
I'm sorry either. Well, you gotta be careful because the
-
last time when it because my.
-
Father, when he did this to me, and your emotions
-
grabbed it and now and shut.
-
You open it up your windows. You lock them? Bye bye?
-
Yeah you did, Yes, I did?
-
Mm hmm.
-
You know you need to open your when Oh no,
-
I keep them locked because I don't know.
-
You know something where did it come from? Windows had
-
a purpose? It's hot, open them, see out these little things.
-
I stay under the colors that night because sometimes I'm
-
a little afraid that some men are come in. So
-
I leave a pillow writing what you're doing all that fault,
-
and then talk about how I'm free and the Lord
-
the Truth has made me free. Lawyer, we ain't even
-
gonna talk about your children any cent degrees you put
-
on them.
-
You better keep a knife in your pocket because you why,
-
because that's your experience. You want me jacked up like you.
-
Oh no, honey, you can take that generational curse. Keep
-
it to yourself. You're gonna stay unclean. I'm going before
-
the father. A real person that's going before the father
-
can go to somebody that does not deserve forgiveness of insane.
-
I am sorry.
-
You won't allow the truth to forgive you. And he's
-
gonna shut up people gone for almost an hour and
-
a half. I'm almost up. Oh, you won't allow the
-
truth to forgive you, because for there to be a pardon,
-
there must be something greater of value that can extend
-
grace towards closing the gap of offense. Somebody that is
-
not forgiven is dirty. They but you that had value
-
in the spirit. You know why you get value in
-
the spirit because you're cleansing yourself every single day.
-
You're not gonna look at somebody.
-
Listen, when you got say, as dirty and nasty as
-
you were, nasty and filthy as your filter was, and
-
some of your mother got dirty. Man.
-
Yeah, so you saved it still got dirty, man. I
-
don't understane it a cut where it's just a made
-
up where.
-
You don't think God know English? Right, you don't know
-
how to speak to somebody in English? Mother, Father, Get
-
out of here, right there are English. Some of you
-
be cussing God out in the spirit, and you know
-
you angry with your sister trying to give that silk
-
to God.
-
They know, they don't, they know they be coming you obody,
-
got it.
-
I'm sorry, hide here, that's right, because I'm the real prophet.
-
I'm sorry. I'm right. Second shot. All that I'm gonna
-
shook her. All you hear is cricket Oh my god,
-
are you right? I'm having trouble because she got a
-
soul mouth.
-
I'm my God, like one day, one day you come
-
in church and you're so preas and clean and come
-
you be you be so exuberate that it come out.
-
Oh yeah, I'm so sorry.
-
Yeah.
-
Hell you know what?
-
Yes, yes, because they're trying to try to clean clean, Yes,
-
you do. You know you're supposed to be clean darkness.
-
You're too busy fellowshipping.
-
With light and light fellowshipping with darkness. You ask Kurt frankly,
-
don't you get there talk about it? You don't want
-
to talk about you?
-
Okay, it said be ye separate. Yes, now, I don't
-
usually talk name. Oh yeah, but dad he's on. Oh yeah,
-
it says be ye separate.
-
It'll say, well, I can ingle with the world only
-
day because I'm trying to save the loss. Somebody gonna
-
need to save.
-
You want to do that?
-
We're the world. God be your open. You might have
-
come on here. You want to get when the way
-
has to convict you.
-
But Bible says, do not allow someone to say you're
-
a thief.
-
What the wing? Don't let them in want in the
-
world say.
-
Anything of righteousness. They're mocking you because you're dirty. You're dirty,
-
you shall you accept it filth as cleanliness.
-
But when you put oil and water together, they don't
-
they they don't make no because you're afraid of losing
-
that filthy looking and all the awards.
-
I hate to tell you something that there is a
-
day that's coming and all are you talking about when
-
you die? Oh?
-
Nobody shuts the days? And let me tell you every
-
seed that you have sown.
-
You know what's funny, Jesus, you say, God, say there's
-
that that you.
-
Are saving the people that are in the world.
-
But it don't seem like the world is changing. It's
-
somebody is gonna celebrity and they're talking on b He's
-
still with their filth. Yes, what are you changing?
-
Nothing? Changing made it worse? That ain't changing nothing?
-
If Nikki can still kicking with Kiki. Oh you got that, okay?
-
And ain't the lifestyle ain't chanting? Why ain't you changing nothing?
-
And they fitting it.
-
Last, Na because you got a problem with your filters
-
yet And I'm gonna prophesize something up in here.
-
Your filter is about to break. Oh yeah, Jesus, Oh
-
yes it is.
-
Because you can't hang around darkness and don't think something though,
-
rub off on it.
-
He's sitting up there. By the time God get done
-
with you, you're gonna be talking for Jesus. Don't remember
-
who you was.
-
That's free. Tweet Jersey, that's what you were doing. You
-
got an identity problem. Come down, trouble and get Clean's good,
-
that's right, so Daddy can put an identity in you.
-
When Jesus was baptized, Oh God, I trying to get
-
out of here. When Jesus was baptized, right.
-
He had to die. He had to be clean. Yes,
-
she did. But when he came up, he didn't come
-
up at April.
-
He came up at Jesus' sorry something you can't take
-
dead works into the thrownroom of Clint.
-
Come out right. He came up like a dog, didn't he?
-
All right?
-
Come on? He said, the spirit of the Lord Death,
-
my God rested up. Wait a minute, it rested. It
-
wasn't in him. It's right. Rest that's right, falling him.
-
That's right. That's right. And God said, you know what,
-
because I don't need it. Dove you a dove, And
-
he said, this is my beloved son, nobody was around.
-
He got family, right, this is my beloved son, and.
-
He was getting cleanser that ny.
-
So let me tell you something. You set him up
-
here talking about I'm trying to win the world over,
-
but no, you're trying to win your world. He wanted
-
to love this world. Oh God, m come on, do
-
let me get this last thing and we out. Oh
-
my god, Matthew six mm who daddy is man? Now? Yeah?
-
He pissed. O my God, Lord Jesus, well, I wish
-
he would have went on vacation. Honey, you don't want
-
that traveling speaker. You ready to go? I know you go.
-
We're going, Matthew after Oh my good, Matthew six fourteen.
-
I've never heard these scriptures before, maybe because you ain't
-
been cleaning though, right. He gonna bring it up.
-
He's gonna bring your past and are always beautiful, wonderful.
-
And marvelous, marvelous, marvelous bringing God, it's so marvelous.
-
Marvelous, yeah, and marvelous. And you know you gotta at
-
with your brother sitting next to you. Stop it. It's stench.
-
Oh yes, God said, I'm trying to get clean. We're
-
his body, he said, I'm trying to get clean. I'm
-
trying to filter my body, and she want to keep
-
a fut Yes, yes, I.
-
M.
-
It is fourteen for if you forgive men their trespasses.
-
Oh what there is a condition, Yeah, there is. Your
-
heavenly father will also forgive you.
-
But condition if you forgive not your brother. If you
-
do not forgive your sister right.
-
There trespasses, neither will your father forgive your trustpasses. She
-
wasn't just about your sister, it's you too. Mm hmmm,
-
because with the body. That's why people dealing with contention
-
in their body, dealing with church, dealing with all the passes.
-
He offended me. I'm not coming back. Oh yeah, I'm
-
gonna say something strong. I am going to offend you.
-
I'm gonna make you mad, I'm gonna make your pissed off.
-
I'm just saying this right now.
-
I'm gonna make you come out of religion. What you
-
brought in religion, you're gonna leave it there, but you're
-
not bringing it here. I don't care what your ex
-
pastor did.
-
I'm not Johnny. There's a vision up in here that's
-
the foundation, and below it is Christ. Yes, I don't
-
care what you used to do. Ain't no dancing.
-
Let me let me just help the people that list.
-
There ain't no dance team up in here. There ain't
-
no praise and worship team up in there. We don't
-
have a nursery because I ain't watching no children.
-
I'm trying to send them out right. See, I'm dealing
-
with you're supposed to be doing. Nah, y'all want to
-
sit up here, have daycares.
-
Oh, we get ready to build a housing complex.
-
Oh, in charge, and Rich said you can get a salary.
-
I know what you know. Jesus, time is getting kind
-
of tight. Oh yeah, so now we gotta get into bitcoins.
-
But I hate to tell you, all of you bitcoin pastors.
-
Let me tell you something the whole system about the christ.
-
My life, because when the day of the Lord would come.
-
Oh yeah, there are something that say I'm even gonna
-
try to hide under a rock.
-
Guess what you can't hide under the rock? Way, Jesus.
-
It says, if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly
-
Father will also for killed you, because in retrospect, you're
-
manifesting an open example of righteousness through the act of forgiveness. Right,
-
pertaining to your action of faith. It takes faith to forget.
-
You deal it was, honey, I don't know what it's
-
gonna take from me, honey, because some people say, uh huh,
-
I'm gonna need a couple of days.
-
Think about this a couple of days. True story. I
-
was under a man of God in Philadelphia. The shandy
-
is still better. I'm I'm the one that got offended.
-
I was under a man of God in Philadelphia, was
-
an assignment, was sent to his ministry Helton Bill disministered.
-
And was accused of stealing church money. No needed escapegoat.
-
I was a christianaboat at twenty seven, young zealous wanted.
-
A mentor because I was looking thought he needed a.
-
Mentor, right, because sometimes how many peop people know the
-
mentor is really in need of a mentor themselves.
-
Right, And sometimes when people say that.
-
They're mentoring you, there's an agenda. Now that's not to
-
say they all like that, because like I told somebody before,
-
you can have a hole. You can have an open
-
hole that needs to be filled. But I don't need
-
you to feel it. I need you to give me
-
the tool.
-
So I feel it. And my father can seal it.
-
But I don't need to engrave myself like you, because
-
then you become an idol.
-
And she mentors memm And what else does she do?
-
Is she getting you in the presence of God?
-
No?
-
No, no, you've adopted all of her traditions.
-
Just start smelling like her, acting like her, and before
-
you know it, she controls the dials on your calendar
-
of what you can do and where you can go.
-
Heaven't forbidden of God send you ass that's see, don't go.
-
But you don't understand. Betsy told me, Oh no, honey,
-
that's not your mentor. That's Jeff a man.
-
Because a mentor sees the potential, gives you the tool
-
and empowers you to go forth in your call. What
-
somebody said it they get there did so this person
-
was saying they were mentory. What he did was they
-
took my weakness.
-
For granted and said, I will follow you into the kingdom.
-
I will be a father. Honey. There's only one father,
-
stupid Jesus, Jesus. I don't remember Jesus getting validated, and
-
I see you there and so I let him father me.
-
I'm not bitter.
-
I was bitter about it when I left, I'm not
-
bitter about it anymore because.
-
I got something on my belt.
-
Yes, but he accused me of stealing several hundreds of
-
dollars from his church, I mean Jesus one hundred dollars
-
and just gave it to he'd have been.
-
Done with it, but God said, that's not the point.
-
Your accusers are accusing something that is not truthful. And
-
I was bitter for years. Was called the devil, called
-
Belgiebo that yes, they will said, you came to destroy my.
-
I had a problem because I wouldn't submit to your performance,
-
I mean platform performance.
-
Got mad because I didn't want to do a sermon,
-
because you want to prostitute my gift. Because my father
-
was talking and tried.
-
To twist the words of God and say I was
-
listening to a perverse spirit because.
-
I gave you access to an area Jesus, that's right,
-
that you thought you could control.
-
And when I left there, I was broken, discouraged, almost
-
wanted to just say, you know what, I'm done with
-
all of them because I allowed an area. Oh yeah,
-
that was not meant for man's validation, but was been
-
for gun validation to be exposed to somebody that lacked
-
spiritual wisdom.
-
Well, Dad, you've been my honey. I got stories to tell, honey,
-
and it took me years to recover.
-
Yes, yes, yes, yes, the betrayal people telling people over
-
the pope.
-
And if you see them, don't say nothing. You see them.
-
Before you call the authorities trying to put something on me,
-
say something's wrong with me.
-
And I talked to God. I got my temple cleansed
-
it because I was angry.
-
I said, I'll find the lawyer. I'll do whatever I
-
gotta do. I'm gonna defend my name. You're not gonna
-
accuse me of this and that. And God said, guess what,
-
welcome to my world. Way.
-
What you don't understand.
-
Is that when I don't want to be exposed, they
-
would rather snuff out the lots.
-
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah.
-
But see when you're in the right place doing what
-
you've been a signed. I'm gonna just say this right now.
-
People don't want profits, they sure don't, not the real one.
-
But see, the real prophets can't be blocked. So I
-
went through a process of cleansing. Oh yeah, and people,
-
they came in, they spoke things to me, and at
-
that time I started to develop insecurity towards.
-
Men, men of God in general. Because I was already
-
on the fence. That made it worse. But God said
-
to me, let me tell you something. He said, this
-
is what you're gonna do. You're gonna leave them to me.
-
I will vindicate you, but I need you to walk
-
out my process and allow me to pour myself into you.
-
A fatherless child a father grew up with a father
-
from the year of six all the way up to twenty.
-
Seven without a father, didn't know puberty if it slapping
-
in the face. And God had to pour himself into me.
-
He had going to become my whole. Yes, And it's
-
still teaching.
-
Me how to be a husband, how to be a father.
-
I ain't married yet, but I'm right, all right. And
-
if I can't be faithful to God yet, how am
-
I gonna be faithful to a natural person called my wife?
-
All right? If he should show. But still a pardon
-
to come in that position yet. But I ain't looking,
-
but I know what he promised.
-
All right? Come on now, right, come on, because if
-
I can't be faithful to God and cleanse myself, my help,
-
single folk, comorrow come because I remember.
-
Your marriage is the representation of your I was talking
-
to somebody that I ain't gonna getting in business. Come on,
-
come on, now, you waited all this time and you settling. Yes,
-
I ain't settling. I said, if you want me, you're
-
gonna have to buy me. Yes, that's right, that's right.
-
But I went through a forgiveness process, and eventually years later,
-
I need you to go back to Sow and Soul's church.
-
I said, excuse me, you want me to go where?
-
Take your car, go back to the ministry to where so.
-
And so offended you and sit in their church. See
-
some of you couldn't handle it.
-
But see it's not about that whoo who we'll see
-
who forgot to be able to sit anywhere?
-
Whoo and to stand before people. All the walls got
-
to come down here. They see when you forgiveful, walls
-
come down here.
-
The one that you ain't talked to in thirty years,
-
you may have their deliverance and you may have to
-
go back to them and see Father heal them. In
-
the neighbor the person that like a dog, I think
-
they talked about Jesus like a dog.
-
That's where the righteousness is the same on every plane,
-
North Carolina. Yeah, I come, I heard you. I know,
-
I know. That's Jesus.
-
I sat in that room, now, honey, me and my
-
brother we sat up in that room, and I took
-
a nice seat.
-
Honey, bitter lists that's right. What sitting the man you preaching? Pastor?
-
That's right, it said, old God judgment day. Oh yeah,
-
because I can tell you when you got annoyed you.
-
Hey, well you can preach some people.
-
That I bear about young out woo and still offer
-
them healing and grace.
-
So y'all not ready? Oh yeah, I had to do that.
-
Modify her radio has been a pleasure. Oh my god, you.
-
You here, don't worry me up. In a few minutes,
-
you could listen to it. We will get plenty of that.
-
Come here, Lord my god, But how many people want
-
to come back next Sunday and finish Jesus.
-
Next Sunday we'll be bad leg line, We'll come up here,
-
we'll finish it up.
-
Help you got to forgive, forget and move on. Hello,
-
I'm sorry. I don't want to hear about your black experience.
-
I don't want to hear about none of it.
-
No more.
-
Thank you Jesus.
-
You've been washed and saved it. I want to see
-
Christian Fuck, thank you Jesus. Don't come bring me none
-
of your rotten.
-
Apple apple pie, your bitter apples. I don't want to
-
hear it. They'll keep your pie what they Yet, if
-
you want to.
-
Get in contact with me, if you got offend it
-
and you want to call me telephone number eight six.
-
Zero five zero eight three seven. I'm not afraid of you.
-
I got it. You need to go back and make
-
it right. You got a father. You ain't talking to
-
make it right. My father passed away at fifty seven
-
years old. Talking to him one minute, the next minute
-
he was dead. This is not a game. It was not.
-
But I made everything right verbally, but I had to
-
go through emotionally.
-
God took me through that process because there ain't nothing
-
like a perfect father that could take you through a
-
perfect person. And I forgive. I make it quick to
-
forgive my offense.
-
Yes, but I want to say this, but you gotta
-
be careful. Yes, some people want to manipulate you to leave.
-
You did something when you didn't, that's right, or we'll
-
talk about that next time, right, Because sometimes not in
-
all cases.
-
Are you to apologize but you're to.
-
Pray right that bitterness that will overtake your heart. Yeah,
-
so that when they do get right. But we'll talk
-
about that alright.
-
And until I hear from you again, you have a
-
blessed Oh I went two hours, have a blessed We
-
Happy Father's thaying, God bless you.