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Forgive Forget Move On Part 1

Eternal Fire Ministries (Season 1) 26-27

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  1. You in the right place. I said, let me get

  2. the recording going because I want to go off for

  3. a minute. Y'all, mind, don't worry. I got a fresh word.

  4. It's fresh and clean, ready to go. We got we

  5. got miss Flipping in the house. So you sayre last.

  6. Week, where's she gonna do your introduction?

  7. You know where you're at. I'm gonna take my shoes off,

  8. let me take off work. I got my running gear on.

  9. I know I'm gonna work today.

  10. But I was talking to the people of God and

  11. I was saying, listen, I had to get my daddy's

  12. hook out on one of them. When God say it's

  13. time to go, it's time to go. Yes, yes, you

  14. ain't waiting for your paycheck. It's time to go. I've

  15. gone places with no money. I go on some places

  16. with no people. Okay, now you can't skip it shouting.

  17. How'm about going one hundred miles a minute? Now, take

  18. your akobla shot up and go down on the floor

  19. like God told you, because I need that anointing down there.

  20. That's why it's on fire. I said this last week.

  21. Why you think the people out there protesting they got

  22. enough better sentence than the church.

  23. They said, we gonna gather together and we gonna protest.

  24. Against this king, because there's only one king, and that's

  25. the kingdom King and.

  26. The Lord of Lord.

  27. But I wonder how many people would have got saved

  28. had you went to the pah.

  29. My goodness. See, you don't know why God's stirring stuff up.

  30. He's stirring stuff up to give you an opportunity to

  31. minister the folk.

  32. I told you last Sunday.

  33. I'm gonna do stuff that's uncomfortable. Nobody said my ministry

  34. was comfortable. And if I can get up here and

  35. scream and holler and tell something that people ain't heard

  36. before and they get offended, it must be uncomfor well

  37. is it rather uncomfortab for me or for them? But

  38. it's time for the people that God to move. Y'all

  39. looking for a little building, Honey, you're gonna be too.

  40. Busy trying to hold on to it. You can't be

  41. pretty and cute.

  42. Well, I can put on a Sunday dressing coming in

  43. act life.

  44. I done did some new things.

  45. Honey, you ain't doing nothing new, because when you've got

  46. the same old, dry testimony, why ain't nothing fresh in

  47. your life?

  48. Hey, listen, I found a long time ago. There are

  49. people that are gonna get offended by the truth, and honey,

  50. that's just too bad. Honey. Well, I ain't gonna come back.

  51. That Sunday, so don't right. See, let me tell you

  52. something I said. It ain't about the people. There are

  53. people listening on this podcast that apparently must be tuning

  54. into something. And I'm not trying to puffer myself up.

  55. But I'm sick of phony folk. I'm tired of people

  56. coming up in here talking about they profiling that something,

  57. but then ain't operating in it.

  58. Let me tell you something.

  59. When I need a prayer, when I need somebody to breakthrough,

  60. and you done saying that you and intersub Yet why

  61. am I going through more hell than Maybe you're praying

  62. the wrong thing, but God is.

  63. Looking for real folk. You don't have to have it

  64. all together.

  65. Well, if I get my finances together, honey, your finances

  66. may never get together.

  67. Man, he don't want to get them together. Maybe he

  68. want to get you together. Hey, to move Jesus, so

  69. it's time to get up.

  70. I don't wanna hear hell. I'm okay, I'm not gonna

  71. come back, then, don't I'm sorry. Let me tell you

  72. something I need real I'm gonna tell you something right now.

  73. I don't worry.

  74. I'm gonna get to my word. I'm not angry, I'm

  75. not upset. But I need real folk that are ready

  76. to go into the battle of the enemy's camp. I

  77. ain't talking to people that want to just lip talking.

  78. I got to find people that got feet, that can

  79. move and go into place is where people are hurting,

  80. go into places where people are destitute. But see, sometimes

  81. you can't go to those places because you yourself have

  82. not ventured into those places. You can't talk about something

  83. that you have not experienced yourself. Oh now, y'all, don't

  84. worry about me. I'm just having a little father the

  85. same moment. Don't y'all worry about me. But it's time

  86. to move. How many signs does he have to show you?

  87. What's he gonna have to pull back.

  88. To get you to the place.

  89. Honey, When you said Jesus is Lord, it meant that

  90. everything that was yours belonged to him. Even your tongue, leaven,

  91. your gift, even your likelihood belonged to him. You know

  92. why I'm talking it because I'm living it. And I'm

  93. telling you from time to time and day to day,

  94. I want to to give up. I want to say, God,

  95. help me, Lord, I don't wanna go foll Oh. See,

  96. you ain't saying that because everything's pretty with you. You

  97. got everything all together, and you got everything that you're keeping,

  98. so you ain't gotta worry about saying the words to

  99. your father.

  100. But I wanted to give up this week what I said.

  101. God, I don't know what this is that you're doing

  102. with me, but it's taken too long. And you know

  103. how some people come with their side words, but they

  104. don't know nothing about walking in faith. Well, you just

  105. keep trusting in them, You just keep It's so easy.

  106. For you to say it, but when you have to

  107. walk it out, when you.

  108. Have to live it out, and you have to go

  109. to uncomfortable places, even when you don't understand why you're

  110. being sent, then the conversation gets a little changed a

  111. little bit, and then.

  112. You he's either a talking yes.

  113. And that's what I don't want this ministry to become

  114. a talking ministry.

  115. I want this to become a walking ministry.

  116. I want people when they get up here, there's a

  117. fresh testimony that when you speak the words, somebody gets delibered.

  118. Be somebody gets set free, not some Oh, praise the Lord. Everyone,

  119. it's Sunday morning, and I've got my Sunday skirt on.

  120. Nobody want to hear that mess that. Let's me defined

  121. where you are in your faith? You don't have anything fresh?

  122. Then you waiting on the Man of God.

  123. Oh, I can't wait till he gives the word. Honey,

  124. Why don't you have anything?

  125. Because you haven't tooken the depositor that's in your spirital

  126. You have not taken the deposit But what is in

  127. the word of God and you have not acted upon it.

  128. You haven't gone into territory so that God has sent

  129. you to, but you have not gone to places that

  130. are even uncomfortable to your hearing and tested it out

  131. to see you if it's God or not.

  132. I'm telling you I'm trying not going nothing direction. Get up.

  133. I have a word for the people of God today

  134. before I get to my message.

  135. Get up. Do you not hear the cries of the people?

  136. Get up? Or when I get my back servit? Honey,

  137. get up. Sometimes you gotta go live it.

  138. Yes, Lord Jesus, the man that needed a breakthrough.

  139. The man that was crippled, they took him from the

  140. roof and lowered him down to get his healing.

  141. Your healing may not be with your doctor. Maybe that's

  142. why you're having all the problems you're having. Your healing

  143. may not come until you step out into a place

  144. side that is uncomfortable. Because let me tell you something.

  145. I can sit here and say, well, Lord, I don't

  146. know where everybody has gone. I don't know where everybody. Well,

  147. I guess I'll just sit back and wait on the

  148. Lord in my little bed, in my little comfortable couch.

  149. Oh no, honey, it's time to get up. It's time

  150. to get up, because we are in a battle. People

  151. talk about warfare. Oh I shopp Oh my Godama, they

  152. ain't warfare. Warfairs when you get your behind up and

  153. be about the father's business.

  154. And do something you had not done.

  155. I told God this year, I do not want to

  156. be around people that are stale.

  157. I'm sorry, get mad. If you want too bad, you

  158. can't help me win. You're steale and religious.

  159. I heard somebody here say, I rebut the spirit of religion.

  160. I'm sorry, but religion done came up in here. I

  161. don't know where the problem is.

  162. Waiting on the pastor when when he gonna get the

  163. next hoururason, He's not.

  164. The Bible says in Matthew eighteen nineteen.

  165. Oh ye, into all nations, not just Connecticut, not just

  166. your comfortable park experience, Go all ye into the world.

  167. Go where I tell you to go because I desire

  168. to be there, not because of what you can afford

  169. on whether you can't afford it, m take it or

  170. leave it and praise the Lord.

  171. I hit like a father. You get offended, tough, grow

  172. up and grow up. Oh yeah, two people confirm it

  173. to you.

  174. Because out of two words to be established, how many

  175. confirmations does he need to give you?

  176. Well until he speaks to me my self with that.

  177. Religious spirit, the Bible says, we're here by the spirit.

  178. Well, I'm gonna be dignified, and I'm gonna wait. See.

  179. Let me see if I can hide over here, let

  180. me see if I can go. You know, I you know,

  181. I miss this opportunity. So I'll just slide into this

  182. mort and I'll make it up with him.

  183. I'm sorry, honey, that ain't how it works. Grace is

  184. upon you, I said, grace, But that Grace ain't gonna

  185. hold Let me tell you something.

  186. Let me just prophesy. We'll get it over with.

  187. Grace is on you because sometimes we get comfortable hearing

  188. a certain way.

  189. That don't mean God gonna always speak that way.

  190. Because when God is trying to take you somewhere new,

  191. he gonna speak to you brand new.

  192. See you're used to hearing him a certain way.

  193. Well, if God don't speak to me myself, listen, I'm

  194. gonna tell you something.

  195. Lives are the same way. He thought he was gonna hear.

  196. God personally, he thought, as a matter of fact, not

  197. person But he thought he was gonna hear him on

  198. the mountain.

  199. He said, well, if I go to the mountain, I

  200. know I hear God this way.

  201. I know if I go to the mountain, I'll hear

  202. God that way. Oh no, honey, God wasn't talking.

  203. On the mountain. He said, I don't want to talk

  204. on the mountain.

  205. I want to talk to you. But that's what he

  206. chose to do. He was looking for a certain word.

  207. He said, when I went to the mountain, I ain't

  208. hear him. When the wind started moving, I didn't hear

  209. him there either.

  210. But when them. Two voices started saying, go somewhere. I

  211. don't hear nothing. Lord, he's talking to you.

  212. He don't talk you hearing voices. Na, He talks through

  213. the body. And it's crazy that you can sit here

  214. in this place and see the body of Christ, the

  215. body of Christ. But when the body of Christ speaks to.

  216. You, you set.

  217. Daddy's home. Daddy is home. It's time to get up.

  218. If I gotta take all these tears out of here

  219. and make you stand up, I'll do it. Jesus, So

  220. stop with the excuses, stop with talking about when I

  221. get things together. I'm gonna help you with some help.

  222. Some people in you are not going to get it together.

  223. He don't want you to get it together, because he's

  224. the one that's gonna get it together.

  225. He wants you just as lame, with your tall hurting

  226. just the way it is.

  227. Because when you get ready to move with that toe, honey,

  228. and you begin to speak his word. While you're speaking

  229. his word, he's healing your toe. Yes, everything in my

  230. life that can go crazy is going crazy. Yeah.

  231. Every person that said that gonna be with me is not.

  232. But does that stop me from getting up here on

  233. a Sunday morning. I had critics in my life. I

  234. still have critics. We'll say, why are you in that

  235. room doing what you do? You don't have to do

  236. all that. Shut up because you're not doing nothing with

  237. your gift. I don't have to prove myself to you.

  238. My daddy sat there and validated me right on that

  239. couch two nights.

  240. Ago, and I'm good to go. He said, don't even

  241. look at their face. Yah, you preach my word.

  242. And you become my kingdom builder, because that's what you're

  243. called to do. You better thank God that your God

  244. validates you. I want to wish everybody a happy Father'sday.

  245. I want to live wrong with him trying to get

  246. real with real folk. Come on, helps out, Jesus sick

  247. a religious folk, come here every Sunday morning.

  248. Oh the Lord, we know that prayer starts.

  249. At ten thirty. Why didn't you come at nine thirty? Oh?

  250. I never said you couldn't. Why prayer gotta be at

  251. ten thirty? Why can it be at one thirty? You

  252. ain't on somebody. I'm ain't on you. But see when

  253. you've operated in that annoying you ain't waiting for a

  254. man of gods. That's how they got your condition. Well,

  255. when the passage, we gotta get with the pack. Oh no,

  256. you ain't getting with me. I'm getting with you because

  257. maybe the fuck don't want to move, maybe the hand

  258. want to move first. We ain't even do prais and worse,

  259. we did that already. Okay, you get so used to music.

  260. Let me cut it off and see what you could do.

  261. You'll be the loudest one in here.

  262. But I said, the loudest one ain't doing nothing. Your

  263. help is Jesus help with Jesus Daddy in the house. Yes,

  264. is loudest one ain't doing nothing? Yep. Happy Father's Day. Amen. Amen.

  265. I'm a father to a lot of people.

  266. Sometimes I got a father myself.

  267. Right, You ain't talking to me like that. You need

  268. to be talked to. Oh yeah, because you've been lied

  269. all them years sitting up in religion. That's the truth.

  270. Told me that the pastor is the one that's the truth,

  271. that life, that's the truth. I'm gonna say this in love,

  272. and I love every one of you. I am not

  273. called to be a pastor.

  274. What mm hmmm. I'm called to be a servant. Right,

  275. And I've said things to.

  276. People in this room, and I'm gonna readdress them as

  277. a father.

  278. When I go on the grocery store. Uh huh? Do

  279. I call you a vandalist, April C. I'm trying to now,

  280. you don't know who are you calling me? Jackie? Thank you?

  281. You don't put Pastor in your phone because I ain't it.

  282. I'm a servant right now. Now. There are times when

  283. I have to be I have to pull out of

  284. Shepherd's hill.

  285. There are times when the prophetic, but sometimes I think

  286. people get it stale, don't get caught up in the

  287. title where he can use you in any facet there is.

  288. And some of you sitting here saying yes, yes, yes,

  289. But then when service is over, my name Pastor is

  290. still in your phone.

  291. Take it out?

  292. Why no, I know y'all heard, because I want to

  293. get rid of the religious spirit. Sometimes you bring stuff

  294. over here, but.

  295. It ain't meant for it to be here.

  296. Okay, this is a training ground, preparation.

  297. Shit it right to see it. We're right there. Come

  298. on here, We're gonna go over here to the vision.

  299. Because I don't think y'all get.

  300. It reflects traditional approach prophetic operation, evangels and missionary objectives

  301. providing people with need of guided strength and empowerment. This

  302. is a preparation place. I speak, you move, you ain't

  303. move on my watch.

  304. That's fine. Word. Whether you come or don't. We send

  305. an invitation. We'd be very polite. We say we would

  306. like to have your presence in this building. But that's

  307. all I'm doing. Well, what are you? Good question?

  308. I know who I am. I don't need to put

  309. a title on it. If you need to put If

  310. you need somebody to put a title on your name,

  311. then you don't know who you are? Who are you

  312. without it? If I stopped the music, what you gonna do?

  313. Well?

  314. I don't wait to the past to lay here on people.

  315. Why are you not laying hand Evangeli's cultivator. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,

  316. Well I was waiting for my sister.

  317. To do it. Now what you're waiting on her for?

  318. See, when you operate individually, you'll be able to operate individually.

  319. And here see you tell all.

  320. You tell me all about yourself when you PLoP your

  321. butt on this chair.

  322. Amen, I don't have to be on to talk. Amen. Amen,

  323. I said, any time you got by all means you

  324. know why?

  325. Because some of you scared to come up here because

  326. you know you ain't been doing right. If I casually

  327. come in, honey, I pray before I come up here.

  328. You think I'm a feller there, and I know my

  329. life ain't in order.

  330. Who But it's like a grace of God that I'm

  331. allowed to stand here and say what I'm saying.

  332. I understand the accountability of people.

  333. I understand the accountability that when I say certain things

  334. under the direction of God, I'm going.

  335. To offend people. Honey. The word of God offends. It

  336. should make your tail get so on fire. It should make.

  337. Your tail correct and check yourself so bad that you

  338. don't want to come in here and be the same

  339. person that you are. I know people who have decided

  340. to take a little prelude from this ministry.

  341. Because you found that it was too hot. If you

  342. honestly think.

  343. I get up here and just deliver words to you

  344. and it don't come back to me, honey, I said

  345. at that table last night and almost had to flap myself.

  346. I said, oh God, you get under here. Lord, the

  347. word of God is not for yours. For me, I'm

  348. preaching to myself. I'm just trying to give you a

  349. little something. This is not a religious organization.

  350. It's not going to be. If you're looking for me

  351. to build a mecca church, is you in the wrong place, Manhattan.

  352. If you're looking for me to appoint you, you've already

  353. been appointed.

  354. Saying that chair, Well, I have a seminary, honey, I

  355. don't care about your seminary. That don't mean nothing when

  356. you go out there, because honey, you are every man's dog.

  357. They don't care about you. He shows that they don't

  358. care about your cemetery, just as long as you don't

  359. bring it up in here and kill the annoyingy. I'm sorry,

  360. I'm sick of it.

  361. I said.

  362. Everybody's a doctor and don't know how to fix nobody.

  363. Everybody's still sick and broke. Oh yeah, I don't know

  364. where that came from. Daddy, with y'all health were still

  365. on time, Lojah, I got a good word for you,

  366. I got a good full.

  367. Well, we're gonna go into it right now. I think

  368. he done. Now, I think he's done. How many people

  369. are ready to eat?

  370. Hey, ged, how many people are ready about to be

  371. about his business? I'm excited about ready to get I'm

  372. ready to get help if you had.

  373. Honey, let me tell you something. Yes, share your singing go.

  374. I'm sure you a little bit of my own testimony.

  375. When I started this ministry, I was broke. Guess when

  376. I'm still broke.

  377. But I ain't saying there ain't. Well, you just said

  378. that people aren't broken the church. Yeah, but they broke spiritually.

  379. They ain't got nothing to give you.

  380. Because you can have all the money in the world

  381. and still be broke. That's true.

  382. I heard somebody yesterday, some cardinal preacher. I said, I've

  383. heard so much crazy stuff.

  384. They said that you're not called unless you have more

  385. than five people.

  386. How can you know that you have an annointing and

  387. a calling when you don't have masses of people? And

  388. I commented back and said, listen, just because you have

  389. five thousand people don't.

  390. Mean they're listening. That's right. See your cardinal, your cardinal.

  391. When you got three people in the room, and.

  392. It seems like you're running a cult, honey, people And

  393. I said, this is a cult. So many times, this

  394. is a cult ministry, and you're manipulating people. Oh like

  395. I gott to force them to come. This woman runs

  396. to the door as soon as you.

  397. Tell us there is about the dark. She run to

  398. the house.

  399. Now, God was speaking to me today when before I

  400. got here, said, you know, it's funny.

  401. For people who say they're godly. Nobody wants to run

  402. to fellowship with the brethren. No they don't show.

  403. Don't they want to go everywhere else?

  404. And then say they're a part of a body. But

  405. see all you got is the leg show. Well, the

  406. Bible say, do you not forsake yourself? Yet? He said,

  407. do not for safe the assembling of yourself, honey. But

  408. they don't say building.

  409. Honey, you're in a building. Well, honey, we happen to

  410. be in somebody house. We can be over Regina's house

  411. any day of a week. You can be over Sheriff's house.

  412. Matter of fact, I ain't really take the speaker oute

  413. and go in the park. That's what he was before.

  414. Who want to go? That's what we have?

  415. Don't you think you gotta have a permit? Yes, I

  416. got a permit. I got a permit to be permitte

  417. because they need to hear something beyond somebody saying where

  418. you're gonna go when you die? Honey, I already know

  419. where I'm going. I'm going with Jesus, honey man, how

  420. could have gone that today?

  421. How many people want the King down right? Don't worry.

  422. We schedule that, we're gonna go out there. We're gonna

  423. blast it. I'm sorry, I'm sick of us.

  424. It ain't nobody saved, but my testimony is ain't nobody

  425. said when I started this ministry. Honey, I was doing

  426. ministry before I started this. I've been doing ministry since

  427. I was sixteen years old, doing youth conferences, doing outreach

  428. minister and the people in the park.

  429. I didn't understand what I was doing. Nobody said, you

  430. gotta understand.

  431. You gotta be trained because you don't want a spirit

  432. to fall with the spirit want to follow the Holy Ghost.

  433. The only thing that's gonna do is get deliver. Where

  434. are you finding all the theology from? No, because you

  435. put fear on people.

  436. I ain't training you. Maybe you're gonna trade me right,

  437. that's what I'm receiving.

  438. I am not so haughty that I cannot take instructions

  439. from people that are in their sixties, seventies, and eighties, because, honey,

  440. they already got the wisdom.

  441. I ain't gotta worry about the words. See, you're so

  442. religious in the word.

  443. Yet you've got all three experiences here that somebody can

  444. train you with. That's what the body is for. You're

  445. waiting for somebody to consecrate you. You're waiting for somebody

  446. to mandate you to go through their ceremony, which gets

  447. your little room and man cross and it gets your

  448. little meanie hat and you got a little offense all

  449. ready to go. And now they're gonna give me my

  450. piece of paper. But honey, the first time the devilocoptans

  451. in the front of you just don't even know who

  452. is what hell and the devil gon eat you. You

  453. don't even know who the devil is.

  454. Because the first level you gotta fight is someone in

  455. the mirror. Yeah, tell telling, telling, telling me hell the

  456. word hell? T tell me telling? Well, I was appointed

  457. by my pastor, and I was sanctified by the Sanhandrian

  458. of the Church of the Living God. And they know

  459. I've been called and chosen.

  460. But come in a house. Well they don't know your name. No,

  461. come in the house when they have your sin in

  462. the back of the howdad.

  463. Don't they know who the I ain't telling them?

  464. Don't you?

  465. I'm telling somebody, don't worry. Come on, tell it, tell it, Telly.

  466. I'm gonna sit back there with David Well. I thought

  467. he said he had a servant. Oh yes I do.

  468. But I need you a dress.

  469. Telling to tell this ain't a religious ministry. So you know,

  470. I took my shoes off in the sanctuary.

  471. I think they might be I took it.

  472. I took my shoes off in the santuary. I'm sitting

  473. here wearing my sports outfit. When I go running and

  474. and go hopefully the sun happen to So if that

  475. makes you a little upset, I'm sorry. They don't come

  476. tell it, tell it, tell it telling, But I'm insanctified.

  477. I mean, I'm watching.

  478. I got so many friends of mine, they have got

  479. their doctorates in divinity.

  480. But it's funny they ain't came here yet. Okay, they

  481. know we got a ministry. They don't want it.

  482. Them religious spirits don't want that. They want to go

  483. with all the celebrity.

  484. Yeah yeah, yeah, look at all of them what we're doing.

  485. But I don't see you outside. That's what the action is.

  486. I'm just getting prepped, y'all know, you know I'm in here.

  487. I'm getting prepped. Uh huh, come on, man, come on now.

  488. But before I started this mint, I had done outreach

  489. Me Too Street ministry. I didn't understand it. I was

  490. scared to death. I don't like to approach people, and

  491. you know, I like their personal space.

  492. But when I speak something, I want to make sure

  493. it's the.

  494. Holy right, because some of us we got our little

  495. script together. You got some little pamphlet. They want to

  496. pass out there pamphlet to everybody and still don't know.

  497. They say, do you know how many people do you

  498. ever go in the grocery store?

  499. How many Christians that are in the room, how many

  500. people talk to you?

  501. You go in the grocery store, they say, Jesus loves

  502. you and they walk right by you. And where's the dessertment?

  503. Not any But then when it's time to witness, you know,

  504. you don't.

  505. Know who I am, and you say, you know what

  506. you get saved? You are a day ware. Okay, here

  507. you go. I don't even give it to me. They'd

  508. be like, oh God, let me help somebody.

  509. When I started this ministry, I was in the middle

  510. of a financial crisis that I'm still in money.

  511. Let me say so. When I started this ministry.

  512. I had identity issues because, honey, I didn't want to

  513. accept the calling.

  514. That I have.

  515. Out there, like what.

  516. This connected. Nobody said you're gonna be clean.

  517. It's righteousness that makes you clean. You ain't gonna like

  518. the right skin. And sometimes that he gotta get what

  519. come on there? Come on there, because sometimes he'll say,

  520. go to the peak, trot.

  521. That's where you're gonna. I don't want to.

  522. I'm gonna stop comonia. Well, that's not what the Lord

  523. promised me. That's not what the Lord said. I'll be

  524. blessed and highly favored of the Lord. And he said

  525. that I would go to places that my.

  526. Feet have not. It sounds so ca it sounds so wonderful.

  527. And you gotta tell a certain way only shouting in

  528. one place. Shot, Honey, I hate to tell you. I

  529. come to your church. You see them they shouting one

  530. to the place. Got the little two step, honey, I

  531. hate to tell you. We ain't two stepping when we come.

  532. From in there. Okay, what some of you need some hell? Hell,

  533. I seen the service yesterday and he said to get

  534. the work.

  535. I am I waiting for a certain point. I seen

  536. some services yesterday. I said, I don't know what.

  537. The hell happened in the church.

  538. Okay, they have.

  539. Lost their harmony right exactly, but not up in here. Jesus,

  540. you can't chased that. I told you what come up with?

  541. Enlightened me. You've got a problem with too many people.

  542. I'll chase them out because I can't be bought. All right, Honey,

  543. I got two jobs. Amen, you don't pay.

  544. None of my.

  545. Billy belongs to the Lord.

  546. And if you, I am not gonna tell the people

  547. of God what to give, how to give, and who

  548. they should give to. Honey, let me tell you what

  549. my job is.

  550. My job is to preach the message of the Kingdom

  551. and to bring out for the Kingdom in his message.

  552. And I am to instilled an impartner empowered people to

  553. live out that kingdom so his Kingdom can spread. I

  554. don't have time to sit here and have church fundraisers.

  555. I don't have time to sit here and have chicken

  556. dinners every single Sunday. I don't have time to sit

  557. here and make a schedule about the second Sunday of

  558. the Sunday to be baptism or whatever.

  559. Kind of communion that you have. But I want to communion.

  560. Let us up the spirits. I want to communion. That

  561. says when two or three I haven't his name there

  562. he is in the mix. I believes that God is

  563. in this fella spend.

  564. And pray.

  565. I didn't know you. I'm loia, yes, I just yeah,

  566. give him some pry y R go through that after

  567. we know stefle in here. That's right. Why sho let

  568. yourself anymore? And they don't go to report you. You

  569. can't gonna bring thank you. I Knowlliam you all.

  570. I don't know.

  571. I don't know, right, and I never go all right, Jesus,

  572. I know they would never.

  573. I's the ministry, Yes.

  574. Lord, yes it is. Let me tell you something you

  575. ain't gotta worry about fake up in here. I can't

  576. tell you what from me. I don't know if I'm

  577. faith called me outside. Let God let him you left him, honey.

  578. I'm in training, honey.

  579. Yes, yeah, nobody said I got it, Yes, yes, Jesus,

  580. thank you. I'll being trained by these three women that

  581. God about you, right, And I did not say.

  582. That you had to have it all together. Even when

  583. you don't have it all together, you're still learning. Yes,

  584. that's right, right, I can sit when you want to

  585. with it.

  586. Yeah, yes, right, it's just sounds like I hated to

  587. tell you.

  588. This, but jimmery is show win the war. You're talking nothing.

  589. It ain't nothing happening. Yeah, Jesus, I know what God

  590. can do. Yeah, new yard changes.

  591. Yes, it does, Yes to do, yes, it do it

  592. is if you're religious, you want to come up in here.

  593. I hate to tell you, honey, we're getting wrong and

  594. we get's right that I don't pray six that's right.

  595. Sometimes I lay out that's it, that's it, that's it. Yeah,

  596. I have to be saying I.

  597. Said. I don't want to make because sometimes you want

  598. to scream. I can't help it. Come on, I don't understand.

  599. That is all they're fighting me.

  600. So the honey, that's what you're supposed to do. That's right,

  601. that's right, because Israel is not a country.

  602. Real people, and I'm sorry, I got Israel op in

  603. the room.

  604. It's real. He's trying to fail, real.

  605. Heads, real, we got real, we got honey.

  606. You can't him and support your brother sitting and you're

  607. talking about supporting.

  608. This cheering out of here. That Israel one that's around

  609. with him. He ain't got no fire. Honey, I'm talking.

  610. Talking.

  611. That's right. Your fight Israel and the Palestinian Honey, I

  612. hate to tell you they're gonna blow your brains out

  613. of mind because.

  614. What's happening in the spirits.

  615. That's right.

  616. And I hate to tell you in your United States

  617. of America, your fight is coming next time. He had

  618. the source of this yard. You know you're gonna get

  619. a prayer like the iron way that God can't speak

  620. ter no enemy. You can talk all the junk you want.

  621. You can talk all the religious garbage you want. When

  622. the enemy comes in, let you well raise up a standing,

  623. oh honey. But when the enemy say, God said go ahead,

  624. trying to go in and take this show, Oh father him,

  625. there ain't nothing happening.

  626. I'm talking loud, but the ain't saying. That's right because.

  627. The power prayer because she used to talking, but she

  628. ain't used to move it.

  629. That's right.

  630. That's right. You're limited democratic country.

  631. We can have social debates about how we feel so

  632. sorry for the powers and the children and the genocide,

  633. but honey, I hate to take I'm gonna say something

  634. real strong to you. Genocide is about to hit this

  635. never before because I see in the spirit that there

  636. is so so there s are that you saw the

  637. tanks going into Washington getting ready to hit the streets.

  638. There's a revote, yes, and a spiritual revote as well.

  639. That's right, it's right, that's right.

  640. These things cannot stay. The God is about to do something.

  641. I know some of you on YouTube want to have

  642. a prophecy. Nobody's not there, followers, honey, but I wouldn't

  643. want to follow half.

  644. The things you're saying because the first word that I

  645. have not heard of, the frest word that I have

  646. not heard any of.

  647. The perfect saying that's right, that's right, that's right, and

  648. heard not one.

  649. Word that's right.

  650. And that's why that narcissistic spirits at the man I'm

  651. looking at the spirit. That's right, that nonciscistical spirit has

  652. taken over the line. The people that where they are

  653. just illusion.

  654. And you see, it's not.

  655. About your Democrats, it's not about Republicans.

  656. If you get on a title, miss miss the spirit fighting.

  657. It's not about a bishop. It's not about a pastor.

  658. J Jesus, why I ain't a pastor? Stopped calling me pastor,

  659. call me servants.

  660. All right, Jesus see, you're religious and that's why you

  661. want to lose the war.

  662. Well, when I was in my last minute, called I

  663. ain't your pastor. Your pastor is Christ okay yo, because

  664. I ain't king the wrong way. You don't want to.

  665. Man not sending your begging, your bodon bonds, because the

  666. you need to take your tail to the southern portion

  667. of this country and go be your disciple and win

  668. people to christuff because you think.

  669. You're gonna stop just to the southern region. He's gonna

  670. send your tail to the west coast. They to the

  671. east CoA. Is you're talking right? You're talking right. God,

  672. he's sitting down. He told me in the word I said.

  673. And then you got in the world and I started

  674. trouble word.

  675. Bring it, m.

  676. Yes, bringing the word and oh you.

  677. Already brother, it's a problem.

  678. An. You ain't got right here in the world. I

  679. got this day. But God does things in decency and

  680. in order. Amen. Mm hmmm mmmmmm.

  681. You better come home here, Lord, Lord, Lord, come on,

  682. Holy Spirit, thank you for helping us out here.

  683. I want to say Happy Father's Day to all the fathers.

  684. I've been acting as a father today. But this word

  685. has to go out. I have to be obedient. Amen.

  686. I don't care how excited he gets. Amen. Amen.

  687. You know people get it twisted. You got all excited. Amen,

  688. we about to Oh no, we ain't doing that. I

  689. know my assment.

  690. Mm hm.

  691. So you have to know your assignment. God's not gonna

  692. say say something and then don't say it right.

  693. You better want. Oh, let's gonna get hot in here.

  694. Now we're gonna work. Right, We're gonna work now today

  695. I want to talk about forgiveness. Lord, you're talking, y'all.

  696. Don't want to talk about Well, he got excited. I

  697. thought he was going. Oh no, I wasn't gonna forget

  698. about that. Talk about it.

  699. Let's talk about what's in your kitchen? Are you winning

  700. the living room?

  701. You shouty? You did? You don't dance? Okay, Now we're

  702. gonna work because I didn't get dressed up. The sitting

  703. here and that's right to be you. Yes, I want

  704. to talk about forgiveness in the process. This is gonna

  705. have to be a series because it's a lot.

  706. Yeah, Jesus, Praise God, and how to move on when

  707. someone has wronged you.

  708. I know nobody even been wrong because I could say

  709. the bitter we're dealing with different people. Oh yeah, well,

  710. he shouldn't have said that to me.

  711. We're gonna go into why. We're gonna go into who

  712. the real offender is. I'm sure after this is over,

  713. you're gonna hear nothing but silence.

  714. Oh yeah, go ahead.

  715. We're gonna dive into a three step process pertaining to

  716. the title.

  717. Of the message, how to forgive, forget, and move on.

  718. I am sick and tired of bitter.

  719. People in front of me. I'm sick of him. As

  720. soon as you say Susie's name at gee gee, I

  721. can't stand her.

  722. And say you're a Christian, you're a liar. No, you

  723. didn't say that. I did well.

  724. You don't understand pastor. You don't understand me serving a god.

  725. You don't understand me man of God. He hurt me,

  726. and guess what you're still hurting folk. Oh and I

  727. thought I could clean it up and marry somebody else.

  728. Oh no, you didn't clean up nothing.

  729. You didn't clean it up because you dragged that same

  730. mess into the relationship.

  731. And wonder why you're too eyes. This is cross, But

  732. don't worry. I help you out.

  733. Let me tell you something in my Christian experience, I

  734. have offended people.

  735. I have said things that I.

  736. Really didn't think say it, cause you'll get angry, you

  737. get passionate. I've said the things to people in this

  738. room because you got on my last nerve. I got

  739. tired of you sitting in front of my face with

  740. the same problem. I said, God, I'm sitting up here talking.

  741. I know you told me to say in this concept.

  742. Saying in that concept, I even had to cuss and

  743. still get you to move, and you still ain't moving.

  744. And I've had to go back and say, listen, I

  745. have a little short fuse.

  746. You know.

  747. The other person came out. I'm gonna have to apologize.

  748. Yes he does. I have to own my yet. Yes, yet,

  749. you can't grow, You don't want you don't want your

  750. stand jage. Yeah you better say it was her problem.

  751. Oh yeah, she's the one that, oh you can know, no,

  752. you no wrong for yourself and then sit up here

  753. with your righteous religious self and said, God, He's saved

  754. me from myself. Oh no, he ain't saving you from yourself.

  755. You won't even want to accept yourself and Christ. I'm

  756. not talking about some fairy tale, imaginated person that you

  757. made up in your mind, and you.

  758. Camouflage as a Christian.

  759. I'm talking about the real person that when your enemy despitefully.

  760. Uses you, he says to pray for him. I have

  761. enemies in my day that camouflies as a child of God.

  762. Hurry, let me tell you God said pray for him.

  763. Give them grace, because I'm gonna win that thing over.

  764. Jesus, my Lord, my God.

  765. Whether you believe it or not, nobody deserves forgiveness. Well,

  766. you got hit with a frying pant, right, Nobody deserves

  767. it because I hate They tell you, I'm looking at

  768. a bunch of sinners up in here. That's right with

  769. yourself righteouslf.

  770. Well, I told them like it was.

  771. That's right, m hm. And that's why nobody want to

  772. come to Christ now with your ghettoosity gettiosity.

  773. That's right.

  774. Mm hmm.

  775. Let me give you the definition of forgiveness For some

  776. of you that are mentally challenged, forgiveness needs to forsake.

  777. To part. Pardon me. I didn't mean to hit you.

  778. Hopefully some of you just go bang them because I'm righteous. Bam,

  779. Oh no, it wasn't me, it was then bam them

  780. to yield.

  781. What are we partning the workings of sin? Oh see,

  782. that's hard for you because you were a type of Christ.

  783. Now hold it, wait a minute, so I know where

  784. somebody I don't wait a minute, hold on, wait them,

  785. hold on, hold on. Excuse me now that lady cut

  786. me off. Uh, you don't understand. That's so caught. Well,

  787. since his father's day, I might as well get wrong

  788. with it. I see I left the honey. I see,

  789. I'm happy. I'm free. I ain't got to worry about

  790. being bitter towards my father. Right. I forgave my father, honey.

  791. I had to go through a process as so some

  792. of you have better with your father because they left

  793. your honey. I'm a witness. My father left five children, fatherless.

  794. My mother was a single parent. Amen. And he decided

  795. that Jezabel was more attractive and he left. Amen.

  796. But see, I hate to tell you there's a story

  797. to the madness. But see, some of you don't want

  798. to hear the story because I'm a hell old god.

  799. Some of you, instead of you wanted to be in

  800. a victory. You want to stay a victim.

  801. Oh yeah, it wasn't my fault, you know. If Jesus

  802. sat on the cross. I'm gonna go somewhere and see.

  803. You don't want to hear this. I didn't turn the chair.

  804. I'll see what he got next week. Oh no, it's

  805. gonna go on for a couple of weeks. So don't

  806. look for nothing new you. I wonder when Jesus was

  807. on the cross.

  808. I didn't do it.

  809. Mm.

  810. Some of you wouldn't be sitting.

  811. Here had God not pardoned your clean up your mess,

  812. the message that you met. Because you fixed boozy bo.

  813. I'm gonna make him my personal project for God, because

  814. you're too afraid to look in the mirror and fix

  815. your ugly so I said ugly.

  816. No, you didn't call me ugly. I had to do.

  817. You don't understand I put this mess here. I got

  818. foundation on.

  819. You're covering up all the bruises because you know you

  820. got slapped by your project.

  821. I think they'll come back. Jesus, God has given us

  822. the power to pardon people. Now listen, So what you're

  823. trying to say, I'm in a marriage and somebody is

  824. beating me up right now? Am I supposed to stay?

  825. Absolutely not? Mm hmmm. That was out what the Bible

  826. says that when a man leaves his father and mother

  827. cleve onto his wife. The two shall become one flesh.

  828. And the woman is supposed to submit themselves to that.

  829. I would have a stop as Christ.

  830. Well, you finish arrest, arrest, you got the scan parts,

  831. get the rest of the aquas.

  832. Yep. Yeah.

  833. See you put people in bondage to the law that

  834. says you have to be unified between a man and

  835. a woman.

  836. You put them in the law. But see you didn't

  837. give them the spirit. You didn't give them the rice.

  838. That says, as my husband yet submits Christ.

  839. Right teaching team your head and in the work, teach him.

  840. That's right, that's right. As he said, law y'all want

  841. the spirit, Somebody teach him.

  842. Jesus, show me you got with shot rapped me, shocking

  843. a been to go. Your father was shot rapped me,

  844. shacking a been to go and then ended up seeing.

  845. The devil bell I that like, go ahead, now I

  846. see somebody in the spirit right now. You are locked

  847. in a marriage, Yeah that you think you need to

  848. stay in honey, gum give you grace. Jesus. Well, if

  849. I don't force him, I'm gonna break the law. Honey.

  850. Let me tell you something.

  851. If you're gonna talk about one law, you better fulfill

  852. every last that's right, that's right.

  853. That's what are you encouraging? Divorce, honey, I'm encouraging get free. Hey,

  854. save your life. Some of you listening to me right now.

  855. You got a husband that's got you in religious bodies show.

  856. You got husbands that are beating you to hell, and

  857. you got your post telling you to stay.

  858. Honey.

  859. I'm telling you to get free, get Jesus ship because

  860. I hate to tell you something. Though, I'm gonna help

  861. some home. I know they're gonna get married, honey, and

  862. I don't care.

  863. Honey. There's one person that fulfilled all the Lord. That's

  864. what he said. We are covered under grape. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, Lord,

  865. that's the truth. I'm sorry. I ain't staying with no deul.

  866. Now.

  867. I pray for the soul, Yes, yes, because that's the

  868. righteous thing delivery. But there's a natural occurrence. Go away,

  869. walk away, Yes, sir Jesus. Did I not say that

  870. spirits manifest through people behavior?

  871. Matters manifests and spirits occupied I can talk about.

  872. Because I'm living in Honey. I never said that I

  873. got victory over some of the things that I have.

  874. But I'm going through the process and so are you,

  875. so you can look your religious.

  876. News down on me. Are you finally get yourself delivered, then.

  877. Maybe you can, honey, I am getting delivered, honey, because

  878. guess what the Bible says.

  879. Oh my Jesus, he said, you're to confess your sins

  880. to one or not.

  881. See, you don't want to confess your stuff because, honey,

  882. you don't know what your stuff is, because you've denied

  883. the ability for God to forgive you.

  884. Honey, I'll get into it. That show is just having

  885. this job. But you have to preach mm hm.

  886. Some of the reason why some of us won't pardon

  887. offenses in others, it's because you have not allowed your

  888. Savior to forgive your offenses.

  889. When you step on your brother's toe, he don't sit

  890. there and condemn you. Mm hmmm.

  891. See, condemnation comes from the law. You're trying to walk right,

  892. talk right in spirit right according to.

  893. The words of this script. Mm hmm.

  894. The law kills, thank you, and the spirit gives life.

  895. I don't care how much you talk about your marriage.

  896. I don't even know why I'm doing here.

  897. I don't care how much.

  898. You talk about being with somebody, but the fruit is,

  899. let me help somebody real quick.

  900. I'm gonna go over here.

  901. I know somebody on.

  902. Podcast is listening. Uh, when you came to churchyards this morning,

  903. your husband didn't Okay, they didn't come to church this morning,

  904. my bank. Maybe I find him under here. He ain't

  905. gone well. See he's working well, his first work.

  906. See. I don't understand this. I don't understand all this.

  907. I ain't trying to get somebody's mess. I mean, because

  908. God really just put me here.

  909. But the man is the head.

  910. I'm see our fathers are being ransacked by society here.

  911. I'll try.

  912. Ye predominantly with my ain't yes right, because somebody's afraid

  913. of a dominant they're talking about I'm going all over.

  914. The places, but I've gonake a point. Come on, we're

  915. talking about immigration.

  916. I told you the only immigrant is that the real

  917. folk of the Native America.

  918. European whites.

  919. You were dragged over here, y'all talking about crystalher Columbus.

  920. See they trying why they're trying to get rid of

  921. it all of a sudden.

  922. Okay, because like a man said when I was delivering

  923. the other day you've been lied to. Yeh oh, we're

  924. gonna go deep and then we're gonna go back. It

  925. ain't the real history that all right, you've been lied

  926. to else and don't need it.

  927. Funny, how to lie is surfacing on the TV.

  928. How to lie is being surfaced on all the social

  929. media platform. Well, slavery now re existent, honey, you are

  930. saying right now, see the hypocrisy when you get up

  931. in the morning and put your bands on and you

  932. go work in the system, right, and they.

  933. Have what's the first thing they ask you when you're

  934. gonna pay your bill? Let me get your last four digits? Aready?

  935. You're talking about waiting for the moment the beast. You're

  936. already in it, already put of the major. Yeah, that's right.

  937. They don't need your social security. They can track you

  938. by your phone. I've never seen so many people so over.

  939. Here's the free phone. And don't you don't know working

  940. you don't need to have a salary, you don't and

  941. some of you buy it. Let me get this free

  942. phone because I'm not too cheap to pay my own bill.

  943. Oh lord, I'm in trouble you. Yeah, but you've been

  944. lying to and some of you have married people that

  945. are lying to you.

  946. They're giving you clean cut and beautiful, but on the

  947. inside they don't have Christ.

  948. Don't even know m M.

  949. And we are dealing with a nation of minorities that

  950. are being fatherless. Yes, because they lack responsibility and understanding

  951. of their identity in Christ, it says.

  952. The husband.

  953. Yes.

  954. See, the husband submits to the wife. The wife submits to.

  955. The husband because the husband is a type of Christ.

  956. I'm sorry, I thought you were talking about forgetting this.

  957. I am teacher. I stand here today, forty one years old.

  958. I'll be forty two good single.

  959. Oh yeah, unmarried, I say, in the natural, but you

  960. made again.

  961. Now I hate to tell you, I'm not submitting to an.

  962. Abusive white alright, okay, right, ain't having it.

  963. Gues see, y'all got it one way, gohead. See the

  964. woman don't have to submit to you when you have

  965. to like a food, all right, right, Okay, there are attributes.

  966. To Christ, yes, that I can submit to because with you,

  967. I'm willing to go through yet to get to.

  968. Where we're going. That's right. Now, come on teaching, because

  969. I had has to have a vision that without you

  970. can't hate.

  971. You and some of you had married the blind and

  972. you're being led into a ditch. Tell it, but we're

  973. not husbands. They are trying to play fathers to people,

  974. but they're not equipped with the character of Christ. They're

  975. not equipped with the patience, the long summary, the forgiveness.

  976. I'm looking at a young man right now. You are

  977. a father, but you've been wronged by your daddy, and

  978. you are trying to substitute.

  979. A child's relationship into something that you even get with

  980. your father. I hate to tell you something. You can

  981. play pattycake with Pam if you want to.

  982. You can sleep around with a dog, get through walk

  983. to and call them your me and trying to patch

  984. something together.

  985. Mhmm.

  986. But until you are delivered, until.

  987. You forgive the source of your plum, and I don't

  988. care what you build with Pama, that foundation is not

  989. going to be sustainable. Because I hate to tell you,

  990. I see nothing but a bunch of blood, but I

  991. know they're afraid to talk about the blood bought.

  992. People are God up in this room, and none of them.

  993. Deserve to be forgiven. Because I hate we were a

  994. bunch of devil. Devil, Yes, I was, did what I

  995. wanted to do. Yes, I did so an eyes.

  996. Ye, all right, let me go into it deep. Come on,

  997. young first John one. Mm hmmmm, we're going to first

  998. John one. Well, how can you talk about this because

  999. I had to go through the process to forgive. This

  1000. is a attitude. Yes, let me read something that Martin

  1001. Luther King said which I thought was very interesting last night.

  1002. He said, forgiveness is not an occasion, an occasional act.

  1003. It is a constant attitude.

  1004. Yes, you see, I forgiveness is about about what you speak.

  1005. It's how you live, how you live. You've got me off.

  1006. Oh no, you didn't it, so I wouldn't want your

  1007. christ That's why I don't eat for some of your trees.

  1008. Now I will say this about forgiveness. There are platitudes

  1009. to forgiveness. See, I don't want to hear that. Oh

  1010. I got hip with a frying pan and I forgave him.

  1011. Oh you did, and it did nothing to you emotionally.

  1012. You weren't with a manipulator for forty years.

  1013. That smothered you to the point where you didn't even

  1014. know what your tongue sounded like. Oh yeah, to the

  1015. point where your identity was one die because you depended

  1016. on a man. I know you dependent on Well, I'm

  1017. a black strong woman and I don't need a man.

  1018. Well where did you get that attitude from?

  1019. Oh? Oh, we anna have cover it all? I don't

  1020. need no man? Why bitter black woman? Oh? I know

  1021. you ain't gonna talk about black people like because it

  1022. ain't better. But see, let's go a little deep. How'd

  1023. you get with Paul? How'd you get with Francisco? How

  1024. did you get with de Sean? How to get there?

  1025. You had a commonality? We were drinking partners. Oh, y'all

  1026. don't want this, come on. That's how we built the marriage.

  1027. We were drinking partners. I didn't even care if he

  1028. even knew christ I knew I could fix him. You

  1029. can't infect yourself. How you gonna fix somebody else? Then

  1030. we're gonna go back to that. Where do we start

  1031. trying to fix folk? Where do we get that behavior?

  1032. Father? See, you don't want to go deep in the world.

  1033. All you want to do is out as the Lord said,

  1034. be holy as my father, and you read it. But

  1035. you don't need shappen in your life. See, you don't

  1036. want to be real with you. That's okay. I got

  1037. some scriptions. You're gonna be real today. Okay, first time money,

  1038. Why says I'm on the road to freedom. I don't

  1039. know about anybody else. Stay better, stay black, stay beautiful,

  1040. whatever you want to do. But honey, I ain't you.

  1041. Honey.

  1042. I had to forgive some folk I really just didn't

  1043. want to do. See he honors that. That's true. Now

  1044. that's the truth. I said, They sure as hell don't

  1045. deserve that. You're talking right. You're talking right. But then

  1046. he said you didn't deserve it either. Yeah, yeah, you're

  1047. talking right. See you be talking back.

  1048. I don't know the type of gods they be listening

  1049. to you. She talked right back at mere talking all

  1050. the stuff you said about that. It's you.

  1051. You're talking right.

  1052. Can't stand me, get on my nerves. He won't shut up,

  1053. and you won't shut up either. You're talking right.

  1054. See the one that talking something, the one that talked

  1055. a lot, and say you doing nothing?

  1056. You mm hmmmm.

  1057. Here we go, first, John in one air. Oh god.

  1058. See, I always talk about beautiful scriptures that are uplifting

  1059. to you. I never talked scriptures to people that get

  1060. in their face and make you look at your.

  1061. Ugly self and say that you're fat, because you really are.

  1062. We just see Russell, I'm not really that fat. I

  1063. got this gut hanging out, but I believe you know,

  1064. with a little bit of surgery. Why don't you eat right? Oh?

  1065. No, you know why because you have to discipline yourself

  1066. since you're such a disciple lion.

  1067. I wish I could say what I really want to say.

  1068. I just don't understand it.

  1069. I go to the gym, but I don't lose any

  1070. weight because you won't curve the diet right, keep making

  1071. all that fried chickens.

  1072. See, I'm getting in somebody face. You're lying. God ain't

  1073. telling you to lose weight, because when he tell you

  1074. to lose weight, you gonna do it. Oh that hurt me. Lord,

  1075. make this one still sense you're lion.

  1076. Stop on that lion talking about what God told you. Yeah,

  1077. it's a god talking, the god.

  1078. Of fried chickens.

  1079. Y'all can demote me, if y'all can get rid of me,

  1080. it says, I said they could demote me if they

  1081. want to.

  1082. I wasn't voting and I was appointed. Set you free.

  1083. Well he got mad with him. I'm not going back

  1084. to his ministry. But I'll tell you what. Be mad

  1085. to be glad, because that's why I'm still standing there.

  1086. I still love you, I still forgive you. They didn't

  1087. hire you. Listen, maybe they need to. Maybe after today

  1088. you might. It says, if we say that we have

  1089. no sin, sre you're gonna let me read it or

  1090. reader pay attention, because I know what you're doing over there.

  1091. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive

  1092. ourselves and the truth is not in us.

  1093. See, they don't want to hear that switch. When you

  1094. say you have no sin, say I'm gonna teach up

  1095. in here. Maybe that's the problem.

  1096. It means your righteousness is never rightly divided.

  1097. It means you're right. Confession is what brings cutsing. You

  1098. want to that you're the victim, but you don't. Under honey,

  1099. let me. I'm gonna help y'all because I went through

  1100. this process and sometimes you gotta. I said I didn't

  1101. even do it, Lord forgive. I'm like, huh, but the

  1102. offense wasn't mine. I said, call them up. Yep. See,

  1103. ill don't want to be I don't want that. You

  1104. ain't on somebody to call say they're sorry. They may

  1105. never do it. That's right, But how many people know?

  1106. Sometimes God can bring tools in your life. Oh God,

  1107. to see if you really got the fruits?

  1108. What? What? What? What? What?

  1109. What? What?

  1110. What? Oh? I know I'm gonna be see everything I'm saying.

  1111. I know I'm gonna be tested. Let's see. If you're

  1112. a bitter black woman, we'll go back to the father

  1113. that abandons you and say you're sorry, the stepmother that

  1114. made drink the juice. Where you go back to.

  1115. Them and say, I'm su You know why because Christ

  1116. did it for you. Jesus he said, forget that for

  1117. they know not what they're doing.

  1118. Mm. They didn't know. Are we gonna go into that?

  1119. There is no kind a thing in this room.

  1120. That makes anybody too good enough to say they're sorry.

  1121. That's right. Even taking on a soul that.

  1122. Doesn't understand what forgiveness is and being an example of

  1123. what it means to forgive. You are like Christ. You

  1124. are not flesh. Some of you want to stay flesh.

  1125. They talk about your Christ.

  1126. That's a lie. You know your mother hurts you. Stop lying.

  1127. My father was the best friend. It was. We went

  1128. on hikes together, We made Betty Crocker cakes. You're lying.

  1129. You know that he spoke against your identity. You know

  1130. he set things that work's spiritual, made you feel like

  1131. a dog. And some of you still walking through life

  1132. like a dog.

  1133. Ain't supting dog trees. Y'all didn't get it. No, you

  1134. accepting dog trees. But guess what they don't have no

  1135. nurishment only to a dog. You settle for less when

  1136. it's time for marriage. I ain't settling for less. You

  1137. want me, you wanna have to pay?

  1138. I was waiting on somebody getting their act together. Tell

  1139. you what money? Time is short? Okay, you don't have that,

  1140. all right?

  1141. Now you can mess with Rakeida Richie if Hey, okay, Jesus,

  1142. I am married to Christ and only him. Hey, but

  1143. you take dog treats because you think you're a dog.

  1144. I had to have this conversation with my sister. I said,

  1145. let me tell you something. I'm tired of chasing bobo

  1146. for you. All right, But when you're self esteem, when

  1147. you're going through manipulation, yeah, I'm taking your identity and

  1148. abuse it.

  1149. Some of you been around around fathers that.

  1150. Were totally abusive. Oh yeah, said you're fat and ugly.

  1151. Hold nobody want to talk about that. That's right, because

  1152. you deceived yourself.

  1153. You thought you could patch it up with we'll say compound,

  1154. when the wall ain't made for compound, right, you think

  1155. you can patch it up with foundation and mascara. And

  1156. maybe it's Maybelina, maybe it ain't. You thought you could

  1157. patch it up on the outside. But you know, you

  1158. go up in that church and you get sick and

  1159. tired of the pastor talking about this.

  1160. I wish they would talk about my problem. I'm on here,

  1161. come on, I need some han. I came to the

  1162. hospital and they don't even have the penicillin. I got

  1163. to go somewhere else where I.

  1164. Can get some penicillin and deal with this pain.

  1165. Come on, come on here, come on, come on. Talk

  1166. about religious nonsense when we're gonna pay the missionary fund.

  1167. Oh yeah, we have a man of God come in

  1168. and just as dry as cracking. But didn't get to

  1169. the issue about bandon me. Didn't get to the issue

  1170. a little supper step.

  1171. We didn't get to the issue that I got a

  1172. hit with her back when I was fifteen years old.

  1173. We didn't get to the issue why I felt like

  1174. I wasn't even a woman and I didn't feel like

  1175. I was a man enough, but I wasn't good enough.

  1176. And I want come on, y'all gotta be round up

  1177. in here. Come on, come on. You know what your

  1178. father did. Talk about it, talk about it, talk about it. Yeah.

  1179. I don't want to talk about that. Yeah.

  1180. Oh no, they want to talk about when we're gonna

  1181. when we're gonna fund the missionary see, because that's at

  1182. the st.

  1183. End of the church. How about I want a minister

  1184. to around stop fucking come about it. That's right, black,

  1185. because shadow for less than what's your worth? Right? I

  1186. said it. You want me, you're gonna have to buy me, Okay,

  1187. you take me as I am. Way, that's marya date.

  1188. You're talking about Kingdom. I'm talking about you is trying

  1189. to marry day real love, searching for.

  1190. Someone you could connect your shut up god, trying to

  1191. be verytating some of your lives. You don't even setting

  1192. for a dog. I told you yourself a treat, so

  1193. you want trick or treat, honey, But let me tell

  1194. you something. Don't go go go go go, I said, confession,

  1195. Say I went to somebody. Confession brings cleanses because I

  1196. need to tell you after somebody treated me like a dog.

  1197. I said, God, I don't understand why I'm going through this.

  1198. He's because I want to teach you, yes, what it

  1199. means to forgive those that don't deserve it. See, that's

  1200. my annointy, annoys, it my annoyance, that's right. And I

  1201. know some people in this room said I wouldn't put

  1202. up with it if I was vital and they were alpo,

  1203. I would not put up with that foolishness, honey.

  1204. But let me tell you. You don't understand when you

  1205. got a calling and you gotta annoy.

  1206. He uses everything, did not even use the devil, and

  1207. I ain't two of his.

  1208. Even get him a place some money. If you say

  1209. you really got the word, we're gonna test it out.

  1210. I said, yeah, Yes, is Rum can put the faith

  1211. office all her Paula White can look as white as snow.

  1212. Honey, let me test you testing.

  1213. I'm not to.

  1214. Set up, but some of you can talk a game

  1215. so good enough until the players get on the court

  1216. and tested with the game that you're trying to play.

  1217. I'm sorry, but this type of the energy that we're

  1218. living his fault something.

  1219. And let me tell you, sir, and all the idols

  1220. of bell come on her, everything that she's gotten under you.

  1221. You were having in a closet. I'm cut off. It would.

  1222. Woo who.

  1223. Talk, Jesus talk. You have to confess your shi so

  1224. that you're to be cleansed with his words. Come on

  1225. and talk, Jesus. I know some people up in here. Lord,

  1226. I know podcasts. You're listening. You're lying. You ain't been

  1227. doing no cleansing. Oh but I ain't. Just something about praying.

  1228. So you covered up with prayer, righteousness, Father, prayer.

  1229. I pray for my sister and the name of Jesus,

  1230. Oh Lord, deliver her.

  1231. Lord in the name of You know how you shut

  1232. your head back and have the nerve to talk about warfare.

  1233. But I've been in some warfam what God saying? Excuse me?

  1234. I know you're running your mouth a bit do this,

  1235. but you got in the march that I want to

  1236. deal with this.

  1237. See you think i'd can overshadow forget this, Come on

  1238. and talk about it. Be sitting there preaching half a

  1239. mile a minute. And you know you offended your brother.

  1240. The Bible says, See, if you offend your brother, you

  1241. want to go. I'm thearafraiser. I got a right, all right,

  1242. you're to go to your brother.

  1243. In set and ask them for for Kim and then

  1244. I know somebody man, you want to go back and

  1245. clean up.

  1246. Let's raise you. That's not father, Yes, could go back

  1247. to your brother and sister and trying to make it

  1248. right there that then if it don't work, you'd have

  1249. grabbed somebody him. That's right, that's right. That's ship she de.

  1250. That's how they go over here and grandpa ye, and

  1251. you're to take the back of witness and make them

  1252. in the back.

  1253. That's right. That's right, that's right. You know you can't

  1254. have him in front of the room because you're pastor there.

  1255. Hold on over here, all right, that's right.

  1256. So I got my sister here, that's right. I got

  1257. my other witness, that's right. They gonna teach you and

  1258. they're gonna watch. That'll show you what for.

  1259. They gotta forgiveness. Come and we're gonna try it this well.

  1260. And if they still want to be religious, okay, you

  1261. want me religious, not me, get the pastor right, that's right.

  1262. Oh no, we don't need the pastor? Why because you

  1263. want to that's right? Yep, Yes, that's it, absolutely right,

  1264. that's it. People in this room know the people that

  1265. I had to put up with.

  1266. I refuse to become a victim to you. That's why

  1267. I'm still standing. That's right.

  1268. The victim has to die. But they should have protected me. Parents.

  1269. Listen, you cannot condemn a parent from operating in sin.

  1270. But I was a child and he kept you. You're

  1271. still bring it taking the jus what they should have

  1272. did for me. You having the wrong conversation at the

  1273. wrong tight with the wrong person. Could it be that

  1274. he coverted you when you were a child. There are

  1275. some that didn't make it. I put it by the father,

  1276. but there are some testimonies that God can bring you through,

  1277. can bring somebody else out.

  1278. How can you deal with people that's been abused if

  1279. you ain't been ab that. There are some things in

  1280. my life I didn't ask for that's better ordained, Jess,

  1281. I know I didn't.

  1282. You think Jesus was ordained? Do you think he thought

  1283. he was gonna be beaten thirty nine tidles? Do you

  1284. think he didn't do you? You think he didn't have

  1285. no abuse?

  1286. Us was waiting, But you're trying to pass it off

  1287. that I have to figure, I said, forgive.

  1288. Him in the spirit that God take care of the God.

  1289. Y'all don't know what to do. That's right. There is

  1290. no greater love, no love, God said.

  1291. A man would lay down his life for his friend.

  1292. But I ain't gonna beat your dog matters.

  1293. In that right, That's right, that's right, right, m gona

  1294. teach you about it. Yeah, no greater love.

  1295. You know where the love comes from. There are people

  1296. in here that come in here that I see in

  1297. the spind are a mess. You know why I can

  1298. see because I see my own mess. And I don't

  1299. sit up here and treat them like a dog.

  1300. I said, It's been a good I've seen you in

  1301. a while.

  1302. Mm hm, Cause like I said, you can't love yourself,

  1303. and you can't love yourself. Yes, God, we had a

  1304. person coming here and trying to camouflage plofige.

  1305. Try to be a prophet one day and then don't

  1306. want to ask schizophrenic the.

  1307. Next and come up in this pomit after I treated

  1308. them for dinner, picked up their fat, flop yourself.

  1309. Yeah, I'm gonna talk about you, guess.

  1310. Right, talking about told me to rescue you if you're

  1311. resting me out join your ministry.

  1312. You can't join something you're already a part of. I

  1313. got looking for that, that's right. Jesus came up here.

  1314. I said, listen, here, you're.

  1315. Gonna be in this ministry. Whatever it is you're trying

  1316. to search for, you're gonna do it in order. Oh yeah,

  1317. I'm gonna tell my mind. I'm talking about the order

  1318. of the word.

  1319. That's right.

  1320. That's right. You're not gonna get up here and talk

  1321. stuff and.

  1322. This right here?

  1323. Uh uh.

  1324. And I instructed it, I think lewis. I instructed that,

  1325. said listen, don't let him get up here. That's right.

  1326. But for some reason we misstepped and he got up here.

  1327. But guy said no, let him talk, let him run

  1328. his mouth. But when he got finished, Daddy came in.

  1329. And said, you can sit here and.

  1330. Run your mouth about the word. You can run your

  1331. mouth about how perfect you are.

  1332. But guess what, m h.

  1333. You can't forgive You're still better about a situation. Let

  1334. me tell you something.

  1335. You can. I know they say come as you are,

  1336. and I always say, you're not gonna stay as you are.

  1337. That's right, that's it. Right.

  1338. People have given a pass to come however you are,

  1339. and then they get upset where you don't justify their sins.

  1340. Right, Well, who are you to judge?

  1341. When you judge people every day? What are you talking

  1342. about your life? When you walk into a room with

  1343. people that don't know God, the conversation stops, so you

  1344. ain't saying nothing right yeh See, this generation don't want

  1345. no checks and balance. You see what's happening in the house.

  1346. You see what's happening. You don't want no checks. You

  1347. want to come in and do whatever you want to do.

  1348. It ain't nobody gonna judge me till I see Jesus. Well,

  1349. Jesus is sitting in your church. I'll go old school.

  1350. I never had a church mother in my life. But

  1351. I tell you one thing.

  1352. Some of you need.

  1353. Some of you need somebody you have to get you

  1354. straightened out. That's right, that's the truth. But they judging me,

  1355. somebody need to judge you. I think we've lost something.

  1356. We had things called parents, parental guidance. But let me

  1357. get to my point. When you confess your sin or

  1358. your offense.

  1359. That He in return made part in you, you make

  1360. yourself fresh.

  1361. Because when you allow this, you become in right standing

  1362. with God. Your right standing is.

  1363. Not that you attend church and you sit in the

  1364. pastor seat because I'm in the right place at the

  1365. right time. Yeah, but you still gotta aught with your

  1366. brother and won't forgive and wonder why he won't hear

  1367. your prayers.

  1368. That's right, Bible, God ain't trying to hear from you

  1369. because at this moment you're.

  1370. Not even a part of him. And once you manifest,

  1371. because if God is grateful to forgive you.

  1372. That same seed that's only inside of you, forgive or

  1373. pardon pardon me temporarily.

  1374. I know that temporarily. Right now, you're a mess. So

  1375. I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna part it what.

  1376. You're doing to mews, but I'm also gonna put watch.

  1377. This is what people don't do. This was my mistake too.

  1378. I will forget people. But boundaries in construction, or.

  1379. When you're holding up a plant, sometimes you gotta put

  1380. safe rails in it to make sure that the plant

  1381. grows up correctly. I'm partying you temporarily until God is finished.

  1382. Working on you.

  1383. I'm forgiving you, but in the process of forgiving, I

  1384. have to protect myself.

  1385. That's right, that's right there. It is. I hate to

  1386. tell somebody because I hope they're listening. See, they don't

  1387. realize I put boundaries on that. That's right. That's right,

  1388. not on them, but the spirit that she won't deal

  1389. with at the present time. Because one man of God said,

  1390. which is true, you.

  1391. Gotta learn to protect your heart because not everybody is mature.

  1392. Enough to handle grace. That's it. Everybody's not mature enough to.

  1393. Handle grace because they're not in the place of accepting grace.

  1394. So I've had to learn to protect my heart from

  1395. being damaged the safeguards of forgiveness. I forgive you because

  1396. I took care of it in the spirit, and forgiveness

  1397. just at being your lips.

  1398. It's your actions.

  1399. It's humbling yourself and admitting that I'm not necessarily.

  1400. The partaker of the offense, but I'm gonna be the

  1401. exist ample of righteousness.

  1402. See, I'm sorry that some people who ain't gonna apologize

  1403. to your first.

  1404. That's right, that's the truth. Because I hate to tell

  1405. you this, that's how Jesus. Jesus said, I had to

  1406. down across forgive them, for they know not what they do.

  1407. You know why, because they don't have me. I'm not

  1408. in them. I'm not in them.

  1409. I'm not in the checks and balances of their life.

  1410. So I have to be according to truth and what

  1411. it means. I have to be the standard, or I

  1412. have to be the principle of what truth represents in

  1413. a physical demon straight shut, because I'm not in them.

  1414. This is why he said forgive them, for they know

  1415. not what they're doing. Because the holygot say saying stop right.

  1416. They only see a demon straight sun. See some of

  1417. you missed it, a demonstration of what forgiveness is, so

  1418. that I can deposit.

  1419. The seed so that when the spirit comes in it

  1420. can walk. See they grow up, Jesus, Jesus. Some of

  1421. their forgiveness didn't come till after he died. This truly

  1422. was the son of God.

  1423. Oh yeah, now you want to say he was the

  1424. son of God when he died and took care of

  1425. your mess. MM right standing, being in right standing with God.

  1426. If we say we have no sin, why are we

  1427. saying this? Why are we saying we ain't got no sin?

  1428. Because you ain't cleansing, you ain't confessing.

  1429. When I sit up here late at.

  1430. Night, when some of y'all snoring, talking about the Lord

  1431. gave you dreams and visions.

  1432. Yeah, and you're still sitting in that chair. None of

  1433. the dreams and visions led you to do anything. Okay, liar, okay,

  1434. why are you sitting there snoring? So some time I

  1435. can feel it. I know God's already. Let me get

  1436. my behind up, LRDS. Let me help you and I

  1437. come in here. I don't come in here with no

  1438. religious act.

  1439. Shut up, Yeah, shut up, I said, Lord, I started

  1440. talking about I said, Lord, I just don't understand people.

  1441. I just don't.

  1442. And before I get it, he said I don't understand you.

  1443. I said, okay, well correct, and let me get in correction.

  1444. Let me get a right standing. What I don't understand

  1445. is I already told you twice.

  1446. And you're still sitting here worrying about what the other

  1447. person ain't doing.

  1448. Maybe I'm getting them in line, and when you come

  1449. in line, everything or getting line.

  1450. See, you worry about the wrong thing.

  1451. But see, he didn't come accepting my even since he

  1452. said cleanse will send your heart.

  1453. See, because you can't come in here putting on religion.

  1454. Shut up, shut up, because I can tell you can't

  1455. cover yourself with that.

  1456. You can't do. Couple of us sunder, but you're not moving.

  1457. It will work.

  1458. When truth is said or shown by the actions of

  1459. our conduct. Present to us what is true, and we

  1460. deny it because we want to deceive ourselves. Why because

  1461. you rejected what is true, you lie to yourself. Well,

  1462. what does this have to do with forgiveness? See, you

  1463. can't forgive something you don't know. You're lying to yourself.

  1464. You're saying, I'm not the problem. I'm not the problem

  1465. at all. They're the problem.

  1466. No, you got with them. You knew fool Oh God,

  1467. here it comes. You know fool well that he was

  1468. an abuser. You know it. Oh, you ain't dumb. You

  1469. didn't listen. You didn't come in a relationship half dead.

  1470. You came in a fully. He said, I want you full.

  1471. But when I when I finished it, I'm gonna break

  1472. you down to your mind. See the one you thought

  1473. you could manipulate ended up manipulating you. Because see you

  1474. if you get up with you get up with dogs

  1475. and you think the fleas and then come are you reminded?

  1476. Or you get with the with the with the frog prince,

  1477. and then you keep kissing it and you still either

  1478. becoming the frog or he stays the frog, and the

  1479. two you go on a lily pad together.

  1480. Oh here, you didn't come in this relationship not knowing.

  1481. You knew he was. You know what it means for

  1482. somebody to hit you. Some of you were in abuse.

  1483. Listen, you were a child getting abused. You know, the

  1484. memory itself is still in there.

  1485. You know what it is for somebody to hit you,

  1486. because some of you were doing the hitting. Oh come on,

  1487. and you knew what you were getting into.

  1488. But then when you find out that your breeches, you

  1489. were too big for your breeches, and your breeches ended

  1490. up getting strapped the same bridges that you thought you were.

  1491. Gonna use to control them with one of your playparts.

  1492. Oh yeah, you found that you ended up getting distrapped.

  1493. And now the hell with God?

  1494. Because I thought that maybe he was boass, and I

  1495. thought that maybe the hell with the confess what ain't

  1496. nothing gonna confess? He's my husband? God send him to me.

  1497. He sent him to me? God who? I said, God who?

  1498. But then when the relationship don't manifest Christ.

  1499. And so God ain't sent them?

  1500. So you say that, But then when he don't manifest Christ.

  1501. You got the audacity. They come before him and say, Lord,

  1502. please fix him, Lord, Lord, please fix that.

  1503. Ain't the thing that needs to be fixed. You need

  1504. to be coming up to God and bringing them false

  1505. idols talking about fixing a false fider. Come onna fix him.

  1506. See the relationship get worse. Got mm hm.

  1507. You're lying to yourself. What is true in you cannot

  1508. be true until it is accepted. You're in an abusive

  1509. You're a drunk.

  1510. No, now wait, I've had this conversation with somebody.

  1511. I said you are a drunk.

  1512. No, I'm not.

  1513. I just drink a lot of booze. And you know

  1514. I'm not no drunk.

  1515. You got my four sixty four hours sitting up here

  1516. in this corner and in that corner, and underneath the.

  1517. Bed, you got six other bottles and you ain't a drunk. Okay,

  1518. who is lying to you? That's a drunk? I said

  1519. you are an alcoholic. Yes you are. That's a drug.

  1520. Let me spell it to you, egg, let me stop.

  1521. I ain't gonna sit there to know and talk about

  1522. I never I don't drink that much. I only have

  1523. it morning afternoon.

  1524. In even when I go to a bit and I'm

  1525. seeing the bottles all over the place. Hello, say it

  1526. with me. I am in in an abusive relation. You

  1527. know what it looked like.

  1528. Don't sit here, act like Betty Blue and act like

  1529. you don't know right, you knew what you were getting into.

  1530. Get right back in. But it was my father. He

  1531. was abusive to me. You know all the stories, and

  1532. he was abusive to me. So I went out and

  1533. I got with somebody who was abusive. Do you hear this.

  1534. I've heard somebody say, the Lord told me, Oh, now

  1535. you're gonna put him in. You're gonna tell that lie.

  1536. The Lord told me to get married to somebody who

  1537. was abusive. You a liar, and God ain't in you.

  1538. I sat up there and heard I said, who the devil? Yeah,

  1539. the devil. Don't get married.

  1540. Nah, something told you to marry and wasn't God. I'll

  1541. tell you what was your flesh? The shot hour wasn't enough.

  1542. I know.

  1543. You can get out of my business. Please got then

  1544. I'm gonna get in the shower. Wasn't enough. Y'all thought

  1545. you could be twinkies. You found out there was no cream.

  1546. Give me. I thought to it was father. They today

  1547. is Father's day, some of you need to wake up

  1548. show do.

  1549. Oh my god, but he gave me one fake flower

  1550. and he said he loved me. That's what you accept

  1551. But the Lord kept me another day.

  1552. I said, I'm telling you what enough sucking and tried

  1553. like Jeffabel, you wouldn't really you shitting up and seeing

  1554. three heads. I'm going somewhere. I'm trying to pay off through.

  1555. This'll help me now, Lord Lord, he just so. I

  1556. don't know if I can go over there with them?

  1557. They crazy?

  1558. Okay, Now, the truth is not true until you accept it. Right,

  1559. you goa gain check you free.

  1560. If you don't.

  1561. Accept it, you better what when you embrace it and

  1562. allow it to reshape you?

  1563. Oh, come on, we're gonna go somewhere.

  1564. How many people can hangtter bring it?

  1565. John one A says that we have no sin.

  1566. Sin in the Greek means ha marita offense. It also

  1567. means in a greater definition or in a base to

  1568. miss the mark.

  1569. Oh what it means? It's so not sharing the prize

  1570. air morally sin. They said they don't want to hear

  1571. this stuff. They too busy waiting waiting for the next president.

  1572. There it's gonna be for America, Golden Age of America.

  1573. We're gonna have kings that are gonna come in.

  1574. I'm sorry, but I ain't worship in bad. I'm gonna

  1575. say something strong. They can they can find me.

  1576. You know where to find me. I told you where

  1577. I'm at. You ain't gonna come over here.

  1578. I don't care how much Donald Trump runs his mother.

  1579. All he is is a trumpet of God. But he

  1580. is not a man of God.

  1581. Far from it.

  1582. So anointed God has anointed him.

  1583. Yeah, he's annoyed to him to bring destruction in this country.

  1584. And I mean the people of God should I say,

  1585. don't repent? You think food stamps is gonna be your

  1586. only problem? When the pestilence come one. Look what happened

  1587. to Pharaoh when he didn't bow?

  1588. Okay, that's right, that's right.

  1589. The frogs came. Yes, oh God, you had the foils came.

  1590. What he had to send the judge, he had to

  1591. send the prophet. Yeah.

  1592. See the prophet didn't get in bad with Trump. And right,

  1593. hey to Trump and say you need to bow? Yes

  1594. he did, Yes he did. See y'all don't want that

  1595. real mess? Wow, Yes he did speak against a servant

  1596. of the Man of Honey, let.

  1597. Me tell you something, because the same thing that I

  1598. got to do.

  1599. When I get on my knees and come and say,

  1600. I don't feel like I need to forget. I don't

  1601. think that I need to forgive. I've never had to

  1602. say to God I was sorry. Can y'all sit there

  1603. and follow that man of God.

  1604. That's why some of you are following balls and you

  1605. don't even know when it's timing for the man I've

  1606. gone to. Come, y'all all gonna get wiped out with

  1607. all the other fun you YouTube ministries.

  1608. I'm talking that lie.

  1609. They lie, y'all saying the same thing, but nobody got

  1610. the bo said you.

  1611. Go to him and say you're not living rights? Right,

  1612. mm hmmmm mm hmmm. They ain't got him. Got a

  1613. false profit in the office, Yes, you do at the

  1614. hour and I told you to day is coming. Oh yeah, Well,

  1615. the we are gonna separate rules and it's gonna be

  1616. harvest time. And I ain't talking about dollars in CIS.

  1617. I'm talking about spiritual harness because whatever you.

  1618. Sew you wanna.

  1619. About that, what you're doing.

  1620. Hand chambers are gonna be exposed openly what you're doing.

  1621. Darkness, I don't come to the life. I hate to

  1622. tell you. It's a light of his truth.

  1623. And that's why I said, until you had shut it

  1624. to and manifest it to, it doesn't become true.

  1625. Come on, alright, Holy Ghost, come on with me real quick. Yeah,

  1626. you go, come on with That's all right, I'm gonna

  1627. go here. We're gonna go to Matthew eight. Y'all know

  1628. where we're going. Yeah, you wanna forget, but you gotta

  1629. get here first. Matthew eight thirty two. You know where

  1630. we're going. Some of you know where I'm going. Well,

  1631. he's so.

  1632. Long, window I gotta be because y'all ain't getting it.

  1633. No worry, we be out with fifteen minutes.

  1634. It's one way. Don't get it wall She shut up.

  1635. I'm so sick of Did you hear that?

  1636. Man?

  1637. He on that podcast, Honey California and God woke up.

  1638. We had somebody from Japan lessons gave woo. Oh yeah,

  1639. Matthew eight thirty two. That's why you can't forgive, h said.

  1640. The truth is not in you. Sure if you don't confess,

  1641. right hm mm mm mm ooh hm three.

  1642. Uh.

  1643. I don't think I'm in the right place, y'all, y'all

  1644. forgive me. Hold on, i'm'a there.

  1645. I'm in John eight thirty two. Y'all help me, John

  1646. eight thirty two. Sorry, alright, maybe that's another semony.

  1647. That's that's you just all over the place. Good. You

  1648. can't find me.

  1649. You just t.

  1650. Told you come to your church. I'm cleaning them mouth.

  1651. Y'all needs spring cleaning.

  1652. I care right.

  1653. Well, we're trying to build the newstry here, yeah, ministry

  1654. of devils.

  1655. Oh yeah, And that's why you ain't gonna win the war.

  1656. We're gonna be sitting on the front lines while y'all

  1657. running to the back. But the Bible said that ones

  1658. that want to be last, they're gonna be first.

  1659. Right, Oh God, no, God, let me go to thirty one.

  1660. Then send Jesus on to those Jews which believed in him. Lying, right,

  1661. if ye continue in my word, or I'm gonna help someone.

  1662. Oh, if you continue in my word, then are ye

  1663. my disciples? Indeed, and ye shall know the truth.

  1664. Oh y'all don't want the truth, You're about to get

  1665. it now, and the truth shall make you free.

  1666. Come on, let me get in here, and then we're

  1667. gonna stay hold on. Yeah, mm hmm. See, you missed

  1668. the mark. I ain't talking about your sin. You missed

  1669. the mark because you didn't forgive. Mmmmm. You offended somebody.

  1670. And in that offense, you missed the mark of extending

  1671. righteousness to them. Oh y'all, I ain't never heard this before.

  1672. What Yeah, you say you're Christ, but you offended Christ

  1673. and you miss the mark of extending righteous see you

  1674. bringing them in right stending? What forgiveness brings people into

  1675. right standing?

  1676. What?

  1677. Come on?

  1678. Come on? Come now.

  1679. You ain't talking to Betsy Boo. And every time you

  1680. go across the street to the neighbor south, I'm.

  1681. Go'a go over here because I know cher gonna be

  1682. over here. Let me go on over here. You ain't

  1683. talking to Cherylon.

  1684. Over twenty years and y'all still walk on the opposite sides.

  1685. But yeah, y'all both serve the same Daddy, you're lying,

  1686. You serving something all right here?

  1687. Who yo, daddy? And the Lord telling me not to

  1688. go back there because oh yeah, m something strong in

  1689. my spirit. I felt something that was off. Yeah you,

  1690. and that's why you're going I know because I looked

  1691. at her and I can talk about me. See that's

  1692. why I'm so free. I could talk about me. Something

  1693. off in this ministry. You see the past that he

  1694. was trying.

  1695. To say something to me and minister to me and

  1696. prophesied to me, and he said, I need to get

  1697. my life.

  1698. Right, and I'm going to another church. And then you

  1699. develop an awe and you get bitter with the pastor.

  1700. You can't speak to me no more. He ain't gonna

  1701. speak to me. Uh, he can't do nothing for me.

  1702. No, you are an awf one. That's right now, I

  1703. will say this. Let me back this up, let me

  1704. help you, let me back it on up, back up now.

  1705. I'm gonna tell you right now. Let me be real.

  1706. I know too real.

  1707. Now.

  1708. There are some pastors I've had to walk away from.

  1709. But then I listened to that because you can talk

  1710. about all this and all that. But if you wanna

  1711. be a pastor shepherd, come on now, that don't mean

  1712. you on the other side of glow that ain't a pastor.

  1713. That's that's an advantic. If you say you called the pastor,

  1714. you're supposed to be local, not no co hell seal,

  1715. but l C A L. I want to be able

  1716. to gain. Oh god, you dog. Don't some of you

  1717. paying time to pass us that ain't even there. All

  1718. you dealing with is AI ain't available. Don't do it paying.

  1719. Times to a phone conversation. Oh no, honey, we ain't

  1720. having no phone conversation. Everybody in this room got my number?

  1721. Do anybody Joe du If I ain't.

  1722. Got back to you, I'm so sorry. I was on

  1723. big Okay, so anyway, but you got my number. I

  1724. ain't acting funny.

  1725. You gotta be careful about whose number you give out

  1726. to you, because maybe a Jezabel money Jezebel. Then come

  1727. on and come talk to me. But you ain't getting

  1728. past the throat room. Okay, what you think I can't

  1729. smell you?

  1730. Come on? Okay, But if we're.

  1731. Gonna be brother and sister, well the women got up.

  1732. When the women fall, a woman has to be behind.

  1733. Oh we're so sexist. And why you're afraid something don't

  1734. rub you the wrong ways? Maybe we're doing to see.

  1735. I'm not about that side. Well, let me get behind

  1736. my sister. I got behind April. Let me hold on

  1737. a sere. You ain't got it so right?

  1738. Wonder how he got from forgainness to talk about this,

  1739. because you gotta get the true first.

  1740. So sexst the women have to be behind the women

  1741. because careful, especially when you're married. On said, why are

  1742. you afraid she come home with me? I don't care

  1743. who you talk to? Right, I ain't insecure summary, fad yourself. Yeah,

  1744. you know Jeff and have young funds. It is coming

  1745. to hold to me.

  1746. Delivered talking about talk about, talk about it, talk about.

  1747. Even the single folk gotta hit something. I gotta be careful.

  1748. He's single, honey, he may come after your man and

  1749. if he need around home, he need to talk to.

  1750. The white I don't care nothing about that, see, because

  1751. I'm a.

  1752. Secure single person right after your man, all right, I

  1753. ain't after your watch Okay, See that's.

  1754. In your mind. You the insecure one, that's right.

  1755. And how many people going to churches and and and

  1756. when they see you walking on you come Jezabel.

  1757. You gotta be careful of your man because Jezebel come

  1758. in and want to take him. Oh no, honey, let

  1759. me tell you something. You got enoughing Jezabel anyway, Honey,

  1760. I ain't gonta.

  1761. Worry about taking your man. Want him under control, under

  1762. your bonds. He can't even talk to Pima in council

  1763. because off somebody gonna come after your man.

  1764. Right, That's what I tell you, talk about it. You

  1765. gotta have people in there to make sure nothing ain't

  1766. gonna happen. Ain't nothing gonna happen the Holy Gods till

  1767. you got a safeguard yourself. Honey, where does the Bible

  1768. say you got a safeguards? They can't somebody take your man?

  1769. Where's no? That is your idea? Yea, Lord, I ain't

  1770. doing that. You're not. We ain't going in the office.

  1771. We're gonna have counsel right in the church. Oh man, right, shame, shame,

  1772. But you're right. A woman got common sense. It is married.

  1773. They must's been coming. Ain't got two cents, that's right,

  1774. that's right because I want them. Oh honey, by the

  1775. time you would come to the door, I already knew

  1776. who you were, the real ones. Yes, sir, all these

  1777. shirt shootings happen. I don't know where I'm going.

  1778. When they shot at my church. You can descern when

  1779. Jessabel comes out. You can't decern to shoot at Jesus.

  1780. Talks about it. I know you got they talk about it.

  1781. Well, that's why he on podcasts on No, I'm coming

  1782. out money Harry shortly, you.

  1783. Know HeSE is gonna start throwing rocks. Oh yeah, Well

  1784. you gotta teach.

  1785. Them where they're going when they when they tie, and

  1786. how till you talk about homosexuals can get.

  1787. Say they sure can't. You're going over to the line

  1788. and I ain't looking at this money. I need your soul. Yeah,

  1789. I know all the street, the street judgers, you don't

  1790. need to be living that life.

  1791. And God sill all of you are going to hell,

  1792. and you first, because honey, when God released me from

  1793. this building, and honey, you gonna go running money.

  1794. Did you hear that heretic talking about he loves gaze, Yeah,

  1795. he loves way in.

  1796. I'm right, that's right.

  1797. Gays are halfway in. Why they got to love something.

  1798. They're just looking for something, honey, and I gonna help

  1799. you find it.

  1800. That's right here. Take me. I'm for a different times.

  1801. That's why I'm on pod.

  1802. So what you're saying, games can come to your church, listen,

  1803. Gays can come to my church.

  1804. Homosexuals can come to my church. Honey, you won't come

  1805. in here.

  1806. Get delivered and we're gonna get set free and we're

  1807. gonna gonna do they.

  1808. Hurt your head. So what you're saying you can have convicts, Yeah,

  1809. you was a convict at once. All of us working.

  1810. Somebody you still using the prostitute, Yes, some of you

  1811. still prostitute. You ain't gotta be under two legs for

  1812. the still in the spirit and preach it. They but

  1813. niggas I pach it, preach it. Come on here, holy

  1814. too much? Okay, Betty, I think we're gonna turn the channel.

  1815. Oh yeah, I'm not reading.

  1816. They keeping and the truth shall if he continue in

  1817. my word?

  1818. Uh huh.

  1819. It didn't say stop. And because in continuing in the word,

  1820. it's cleansing.

  1821. It's gonna be every day. You got that right, every.

  1822. Single day because your filthy flesh needs to be clean.

  1823. That show every day in my conviction right now, see

  1824. this for me, For me me include every day.

  1825. It is either some you want purified water, but you

  1826. don't want purified spirit.

  1827. I'm gonna go to Niagara and get some of that

  1828. purified water, but don't only want to be pure. He said,

  1829. if you continue in my word, did he on my

  1830. disciplined one's discipline.

  1831. Ones, ain't gonna allowed no sif to come in here temple.

  1832. That's right, that's right. Oh God, I'm getting beat up today. Hey, hey,

  1833. you better come home home. Spirit.

  1834. You think of discipline, one will allow somebody to come

  1835. in their house and do what they want.

  1836. No, ain't coming in my own period. And it says

  1837. you shall know the truth. You know him when you're cleansing, right,

  1838. she did? Don't want this then one? That that one?

  1839. None of that? You know when you're going before?

  1840. She yes, yes, because he that have an ear to hear,

  1841. Let let her hear what the spirit say to your

  1842. clanton's house that you need to clean up?

  1843. What's your mess up? Why don't need to forgive them

  1844. despitefully that use you? I don't m m m hmmm.

  1845. The word said.

  1846. When it says the truth is not in us, the

  1847. true principle, the belief, or the state of.

  1848. Being true is not in you. Manifesting outwardly, you cannot

  1849. be bitter and say you got the truth. Liar, big liar.

  1850. Why isn't the truth not in you? Because you won't

  1851. allow the truth to cleanse you of your sins. Forgiveness

  1852. cleanses you.

  1853. I'm sorry but when you get dirty, you gonna go

  1854. in that shower as will something.

  1855. You don't want to take a shower and then want

  1856. to come in the house of God and say you're clean.

  1857. M The Bible says perfect.

  1858. Well, perfection don't come without cleanliness, that right, because it's

  1859. by His righteousness that makes you perfect it.

  1860. You have to cleanse yourself, clean yourself off.

  1861. God said, I won't hear some of you until you

  1862. clean yourself off.

  1863. He said, some of him. He won't have been here

  1864. a conversation until you get your mind rights.

  1865. See, because forgiveness is what cleanses the mind and the spirit.

  1866. It does. You know you've been holding on to that person.

  1867. Oh yeah, and some of you, Oh God, Lord, thank

  1868. you Jesus. See, I know I'm delivered here. Some of

  1869. you don't realize.

  1870. You said, I'm sorry, but guess what your emotions did

  1871. not say it. You're safeguard everything. Oh yes, I'm sorry,

  1872. but I don't want to be around insecure fault.

  1873. I'm sorry either. Well, you gotta be careful because the

  1874. last time when it because my.

  1875. Father, when he did this to me, and your emotions

  1876. grabbed it and now and shut.

  1877. You open it up your windows. You lock them? Bye bye?

  1878. Yeah you did, Yes, I did?

  1879. Mm hmm.

  1880. You know you need to open your when Oh no,

  1881. I keep them locked because I don't know.

  1882. You know something where did it come from? Windows had

  1883. a purpose? It's hot, open them, see out these little things.

  1884. I stay under the colors that night because sometimes I'm

  1885. a little afraid that some men are come in. So

  1886. I leave a pillow writing what you're doing all that fault,

  1887. and then talk about how I'm free and the Lord

  1888. the Truth has made me free. Lawyer, we ain't even

  1889. gonna talk about your children any cent degrees you put

  1890. on them.

  1891. You better keep a knife in your pocket because you why,

  1892. because that's your experience. You want me jacked up like you.

  1893. Oh no, honey, you can take that generational curse. Keep

  1894. it to yourself. You're gonna stay unclean. I'm going before

  1895. the father. A real person that's going before the father

  1896. can go to somebody that does not deserve forgiveness of insane.

  1897. I am sorry.

  1898. You won't allow the truth to forgive you. And he's

  1899. gonna shut up people gone for almost an hour and

  1900. a half. I'm almost up. Oh, you won't allow the

  1901. truth to forgive you, because for there to be a pardon,

  1902. there must be something greater of value that can extend

  1903. grace towards closing the gap of offense. Somebody that is

  1904. not forgiven is dirty. They but you that had value

  1905. in the spirit. You know why you get value in

  1906. the spirit because you're cleansing yourself every single day.

  1907. You're not gonna look at somebody.

  1908. Listen, when you got say, as dirty and nasty as

  1909. you were, nasty and filthy as your filter was, and

  1910. some of your mother got dirty. Man.

  1911. Yeah, so you saved it still got dirty, man. I

  1912. don't understane it a cut where it's just a made

  1913. up where.

  1914. You don't think God know English? Right, you don't know

  1915. how to speak to somebody in English? Mother, Father, Get

  1916. out of here, right there are English. Some of you

  1917. be cussing God out in the spirit, and you know

  1918. you angry with your sister trying to give that silk

  1919. to God.

  1920. They know, they don't, they know they be coming you obody,

  1921. got it.

  1922. I'm sorry, hide here, that's right, because I'm the real prophet.

  1923. I'm sorry. I'm right. Second shot. All that I'm gonna

  1924. shook her. All you hear is cricket Oh my god,

  1925. are you right? I'm having trouble because she got a

  1926. soul mouth.

  1927. I'm my God, like one day, one day you come

  1928. in church and you're so preas and clean and come

  1929. you be you be so exuberate that it come out.

  1930. Oh yeah, I'm so sorry.

  1931. Yeah.

  1932. Hell you know what?

  1933. Yes, yes, because they're trying to try to clean clean, Yes,

  1934. you do. You know you're supposed to be clean darkness.

  1935. You're too busy fellowshipping.

  1936. With light and light fellowshipping with darkness. You ask Kurt frankly,

  1937. don't you get there talk about it? You don't want

  1938. to talk about you?

  1939. Okay, it said be ye separate. Yes, now, I don't

  1940. usually talk name. Oh yeah, but dad he's on. Oh yeah,

  1941. it says be ye separate.

  1942. It'll say, well, I can ingle with the world only

  1943. day because I'm trying to save the loss. Somebody gonna

  1944. need to save.

  1945. You want to do that?

  1946. We're the world. God be your open. You might have

  1947. come on here. You want to get when the way

  1948. has to convict you.

  1949. But Bible says, do not allow someone to say you're

  1950. a thief.

  1951. What the wing? Don't let them in want in the

  1952. world say.

  1953. Anything of righteousness. They're mocking you because you're dirty. You're dirty,

  1954. you shall you accept it filth as cleanliness.

  1955. But when you put oil and water together, they don't

  1956. they they don't make no because you're afraid of losing

  1957. that filthy looking and all the awards.

  1958. I hate to tell you something that there is a

  1959. day that's coming and all are you talking about when

  1960. you die? Oh?

  1961. Nobody shuts the days? And let me tell you every

  1962. seed that you have sown.

  1963. You know what's funny, Jesus, you say, God, say there's

  1964. that that you.

  1965. Are saving the people that are in the world.

  1966. But it don't seem like the world is changing. It's

  1967. somebody is gonna celebrity and they're talking on b He's

  1968. still with their filth. Yes, what are you changing?

  1969. Nothing? Changing made it worse? That ain't changing nothing?

  1970. If Nikki can still kicking with Kiki. Oh you got that, okay?

  1971. And ain't the lifestyle ain't chanting? Why ain't you changing nothing?

  1972. And they fitting it.

  1973. Last, Na because you got a problem with your filters

  1974. yet And I'm gonna prophesize something up in here.

  1975. Your filter is about to break. Oh yeah, Jesus, Oh

  1976. yes it is.

  1977. Because you can't hang around darkness and don't think something though,

  1978. rub off on it.

  1979. He's sitting up there. By the time God get done

  1980. with you, you're gonna be talking for Jesus. Don't remember

  1981. who you was.

  1982. That's free. Tweet Jersey, that's what you were doing. You

  1983. got an identity problem. Come down, trouble and get Clean's good,

  1984. that's right, so Daddy can put an identity in you.

  1985. When Jesus was baptized, Oh God, I trying to get

  1986. out of here. When Jesus was baptized, right.

  1987. He had to die. He had to be clean. Yes,

  1988. she did. But when he came up, he didn't come

  1989. up at April.

  1990. He came up at Jesus' sorry something you can't take

  1991. dead works into the thrownroom of Clint.

  1992. Come out right. He came up like a dog, didn't he?

  1993. All right?

  1994. Come on? He said, the spirit of the Lord Death,

  1995. my God rested up. Wait a minute, it rested. It

  1996. wasn't in him. It's right. Rest that's right, falling him.

  1997. That's right. That's right. And God said, you know what,

  1998. because I don't need it. Dove you a dove, And

  1999. he said, this is my beloved son, nobody was around.

  2000. He got family, right, this is my beloved son, and.

  2001. He was getting cleanser that ny.

  2002. So let me tell you something. You set him up

  2003. here talking about I'm trying to win the world over,

  2004. but no, you're trying to win your world. He wanted

  2005. to love this world. Oh God, m come on, do

  2006. let me get this last thing and we out. Oh

  2007. my god, Matthew six mm who daddy is man? Now? Yeah?

  2008. He pissed. O my God, Lord Jesus, well, I wish

  2009. he would have went on vacation. Honey, you don't want

  2010. that traveling speaker. You ready to go? I know you go.

  2011. We're going, Matthew after Oh my good, Matthew six fourteen.

  2012. I've never heard these scriptures before, maybe because you ain't

  2013. been cleaning though, right. He gonna bring it up.

  2014. He's gonna bring your past and are always beautiful, wonderful.

  2015. And marvelous, marvelous, marvelous bringing God, it's so marvelous.

  2016. Marvelous, yeah, and marvelous. And you know you gotta at

  2017. with your brother sitting next to you. Stop it. It's stench.

  2018. Oh yes, God said, I'm trying to get clean. We're

  2019. his body, he said, I'm trying to get clean. I'm

  2020. trying to filter my body, and she want to keep

  2021. a fut Yes, yes, I.

  2022. M.

  2023. It is fourteen for if you forgive men their trespasses.

  2024. Oh what there is a condition, Yeah, there is. Your

  2025. heavenly father will also forgive you.

  2026. But condition if you forgive not your brother. If you

  2027. do not forgive your sister right.

  2028. There trespasses, neither will your father forgive your trustpasses. She

  2029. wasn't just about your sister, it's you too. Mm hmmm,

  2030. because with the body. That's why people dealing with contention

  2031. in their body, dealing with church, dealing with all the passes.

  2032. He offended me. I'm not coming back. Oh yeah, I'm

  2033. gonna say something strong. I am going to offend you.

  2034. I'm gonna make you mad, I'm gonna make your pissed off.

  2035. I'm just saying this right now.

  2036. I'm gonna make you come out of religion. What you

  2037. brought in religion, you're gonna leave it there, but you're

  2038. not bringing it here. I don't care what your ex

  2039. pastor did.

  2040. I'm not Johnny. There's a vision up in here that's

  2041. the foundation, and below it is Christ. Yes, I don't

  2042. care what you used to do. Ain't no dancing.

  2043. Let me let me just help the people that list.

  2044. There ain't no dance team up in here. There ain't

  2045. no praise and worship team up in there. We don't

  2046. have a nursery because I ain't watching no children.

  2047. I'm trying to send them out right. See, I'm dealing

  2048. with you're supposed to be doing. Nah, y'all want to

  2049. sit up here, have daycares.

  2050. Oh, we get ready to build a housing complex.

  2051. Oh, in charge, and Rich said you can get a salary.

  2052. I know what you know. Jesus, time is getting kind

  2053. of tight. Oh yeah, so now we gotta get into bitcoins.

  2054. But I hate to tell you, all of you bitcoin pastors.

  2055. Let me tell you something the whole system about the christ.

  2056. My life, because when the day of the Lord would come.

  2057. Oh yeah, there are something that say I'm even gonna

  2058. try to hide under a rock.

  2059. Guess what you can't hide under the rock? Way, Jesus.

  2060. It says, if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly

  2061. Father will also for killed you, because in retrospect, you're

  2062. manifesting an open example of righteousness through the act of forgiveness. Right,

  2063. pertaining to your action of faith. It takes faith to forget.

  2064. You deal it was, honey, I don't know what it's

  2065. gonna take from me, honey, because some people say, uh huh,

  2066. I'm gonna need a couple of days.

  2067. Think about this a couple of days. True story. I

  2068. was under a man of God in Philadelphia. The shandy

  2069. is still better. I'm I'm the one that got offended.

  2070. I was under a man of God in Philadelphia, was

  2071. an assignment, was sent to his ministry Helton Bill disministered.

  2072. And was accused of stealing church money. No needed escapegoat.

  2073. I was a christianaboat at twenty seven, young zealous wanted.

  2074. A mentor because I was looking thought he needed a.

  2075. Mentor, right, because sometimes how many peop people know the

  2076. mentor is really in need of a mentor themselves.

  2077. Right, And sometimes when people say that.

  2078. They're mentoring you, there's an agenda. Now that's not to

  2079. say they all like that, because like I told somebody before,

  2080. you can have a hole. You can have an open

  2081. hole that needs to be filled. But I don't need

  2082. you to feel it. I need you to give me

  2083. the tool.

  2084. So I feel it. And my father can seal it.

  2085. But I don't need to engrave myself like you, because

  2086. then you become an idol.

  2087. And she mentors memm And what else does she do?

  2088. Is she getting you in the presence of God?

  2089. No?

  2090. No, no, you've adopted all of her traditions.

  2091. Just start smelling like her, acting like her, and before

  2092. you know it, she controls the dials on your calendar

  2093. of what you can do and where you can go.

  2094. Heaven't forbidden of God send you ass that's see, don't go.

  2095. But you don't understand. Betsy told me, Oh no, honey,

  2096. that's not your mentor. That's Jeff a man.

  2097. Because a mentor sees the potential, gives you the tool

  2098. and empowers you to go forth in your call. What

  2099. somebody said it they get there did so this person

  2100. was saying they were mentory. What he did was they

  2101. took my weakness.

  2102. For granted and said, I will follow you into the kingdom.

  2103. I will be a father. Honey. There's only one father,

  2104. stupid Jesus, Jesus. I don't remember Jesus getting validated, and

  2105. I see you there and so I let him father me.

  2106. I'm not bitter.

  2107. I was bitter about it when I left, I'm not

  2108. bitter about it anymore because.

  2109. I got something on my belt.

  2110. Yes, but he accused me of stealing several hundreds of

  2111. dollars from his church, I mean Jesus one hundred dollars

  2112. and just gave it to he'd have been.

  2113. Done with it, but God said, that's not the point.

  2114. Your accusers are accusing something that is not truthful. And

  2115. I was bitter for years. Was called the devil, called

  2116. Belgiebo that yes, they will said, you came to destroy my.

  2117. I had a problem because I wouldn't submit to your performance,

  2118. I mean platform performance.

  2119. Got mad because I didn't want to do a sermon,

  2120. because you want to prostitute my gift. Because my father

  2121. was talking and tried.

  2122. To twist the words of God and say I was

  2123. listening to a perverse spirit because.

  2124. I gave you access to an area Jesus, that's right,

  2125. that you thought you could control.

  2126. And when I left there, I was broken, discouraged, almost

  2127. wanted to just say, you know what, I'm done with

  2128. all of them because I allowed an area. Oh yeah,

  2129. that was not meant for man's validation, but was been

  2130. for gun validation to be exposed to somebody that lacked

  2131. spiritual wisdom.

  2132. Well, Dad, you've been my honey. I got stories to tell, honey,

  2133. and it took me years to recover.

  2134. Yes, yes, yes, yes, the betrayal people telling people over

  2135. the pope.

  2136. And if you see them, don't say nothing. You see them.

  2137. Before you call the authorities trying to put something on me,

  2138. say something's wrong with me.

  2139. And I talked to God. I got my temple cleansed

  2140. it because I was angry.

  2141. I said, I'll find the lawyer. I'll do whatever I

  2142. gotta do. I'm gonna defend my name. You're not gonna

  2143. accuse me of this and that. And God said, guess what,

  2144. welcome to my world. Way.

  2145. What you don't understand.

  2146. Is that when I don't want to be exposed, they

  2147. would rather snuff out the lots.

  2148. Yeah yeah, yeah yeah.

  2149. But see when you're in the right place doing what

  2150. you've been a signed. I'm gonna just say this right now.

  2151. People don't want profits, they sure don't, not the real one.

  2152. But see, the real prophets can't be blocked. So I

  2153. went through a process of cleansing. Oh yeah, and people,

  2154. they came in, they spoke things to me, and at

  2155. that time I started to develop insecurity towards.

  2156. Men, men of God in general. Because I was already

  2157. on the fence. That made it worse. But God said

  2158. to me, let me tell you something. He said, this

  2159. is what you're gonna do. You're gonna leave them to me.

  2160. I will vindicate you, but I need you to walk

  2161. out my process and allow me to pour myself into you.

  2162. A fatherless child a father grew up with a father

  2163. from the year of six all the way up to twenty.

  2164. Seven without a father, didn't know puberty if it slapping

  2165. in the face. And God had to pour himself into me.

  2166. He had going to become my whole. Yes, And it's

  2167. still teaching.

  2168. Me how to be a husband, how to be a father.

  2169. I ain't married yet, but I'm right, all right. And

  2170. if I can't be faithful to God yet, how am

  2171. I gonna be faithful to a natural person called my wife?

  2172. All right? If he should show. But still a pardon

  2173. to come in that position yet. But I ain't looking,

  2174. but I know what he promised.

  2175. All right? Come on now, right, come on, because if

  2176. I can't be faithful to God and cleanse myself, my help,

  2177. single folk, comorrow come because I remember.

  2178. Your marriage is the representation of your I was talking

  2179. to somebody that I ain't gonna getting in business. Come on,

  2180. come on, now, you waited all this time and you settling. Yes,

  2181. I ain't settling. I said, if you want me, you're

  2182. gonna have to buy me. Yes, that's right, that's right.

  2183. But I went through a forgiveness process, and eventually years later,

  2184. I need you to go back to Sow and Soul's church.

  2185. I said, excuse me, you want me to go where?

  2186. Take your car, go back to the ministry to where so.

  2187. And so offended you and sit in their church. See

  2188. some of you couldn't handle it.

  2189. But see it's not about that whoo who we'll see

  2190. who forgot to be able to sit anywhere?

  2191. Whoo and to stand before people. All the walls got

  2192. to come down here. They see when you forgiveful, walls

  2193. come down here.

  2194. The one that you ain't talked to in thirty years,

  2195. you may have their deliverance and you may have to

  2196. go back to them and see Father heal them. In

  2197. the neighbor the person that like a dog, I think

  2198. they talked about Jesus like a dog.

  2199. That's where the righteousness is the same on every plane,

  2200. North Carolina. Yeah, I come, I heard you. I know,

  2201. I know. That's Jesus.

  2202. I sat in that room, now, honey, me and my

  2203. brother we sat up in that room, and I took

  2204. a nice seat.

  2205. Honey, bitter lists that's right. What sitting the man you preaching? Pastor?

  2206. That's right, it said, old God judgment day. Oh yeah,

  2207. because I can tell you when you got annoyed you.

  2208. Hey, well you can preach some people.

  2209. That I bear about young out woo and still offer

  2210. them healing and grace.

  2211. So y'all not ready? Oh yeah, I had to do that.

  2212. Modify her radio has been a pleasure. Oh my god, you.

  2213. You here, don't worry me up. In a few minutes,

  2214. you could listen to it. We will get plenty of that.

  2215. Come here, Lord my god, But how many people want

  2216. to come back next Sunday and finish Jesus.

  2217. Next Sunday we'll be bad leg line, We'll come up here,

  2218. we'll finish it up.

  2219. Help you got to forgive, forget and move on. Hello,

  2220. I'm sorry. I don't want to hear about your black experience.

  2221. I don't want to hear about none of it.

  2222. No more.

  2223. Thank you Jesus.

  2224. You've been washed and saved it. I want to see

  2225. Christian Fuck, thank you Jesus. Don't come bring me none

  2226. of your rotten.

  2227. Apple apple pie, your bitter apples. I don't want to

  2228. hear it. They'll keep your pie what they Yet, if

  2229. you want to.

  2230. Get in contact with me, if you got offend it

  2231. and you want to call me telephone number eight six.

  2232. Zero five zero eight three seven. I'm not afraid of you.

  2233. I got it. You need to go back and make

  2234. it right. You got a father. You ain't talking to

  2235. make it right. My father passed away at fifty seven

  2236. years old. Talking to him one minute, the next minute

  2237. he was dead. This is not a game. It was not.

  2238. But I made everything right verbally, but I had to

  2239. go through emotionally.

  2240. God took me through that process because there ain't nothing

  2241. like a perfect father that could take you through a

  2242. perfect person. And I forgive. I make it quick to

  2243. forgive my offense.

  2244. Yes, but I want to say this, but you gotta

  2245. be careful. Yes, some people want to manipulate you to leave.

  2246. You did something when you didn't, that's right, or we'll

  2247. talk about that next time, right, Because sometimes not in

  2248. all cases.

  2249. Are you to apologize but you're to.

  2250. Pray right that bitterness that will overtake your heart. Yeah,

  2251. so that when they do get right. But we'll talk

  2252. about that alright.

  2253. And until I hear from you again, you have a

  2254. blessed Oh I went two hours, have a blessed We

  2255. Happy Father's thaying, God bless you.