This Is Not A Test Part 2

Yeah, praise the Lord.

Yeah. I'm gonna keep saying. You get tired. Praise the Lord.

Oh God, and we adore you have got thank you

for his name is great. Oh yes, it is. Yes.

I have to sit here in debate. Yah.

For his name is great, ye name, Yeah, and greatly.

His name is great and greatly to be praise. For

his name is great and greatly to be praised.

I'm sorry, podcast, for his name is praise and greatly

to be praise. I'm my podcast. You know his name

is great and greatly to be praised.

In the mix stuff everything that is happening, his name

is way greatly to be price.

Glorified us. How everybody walks off and leaves you for

his name is great and greatly to be praised.

When you get the silent treatment for his name is

great and greatly to be prays, But it seems like

you're walking alone.

His name is great and greatly to be prais. I

want to welcome up fire minister the Holy Spirit Ministry.

We're gonna little so you have the part in us.

Lords one. We're just doing a little bit of worship.

I know that story.

How think you go on ahead of worship God, Halleyah, because.

He's too He's greatly to be praised.

And he's greatly to be praised. He's greatly to be praised.

It's not about what he's doing for you. Probably praise

him and worship him because of who he is.

Because a movie, isla, I'm not.

Hollejah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.

See, we're not on a time frame. Y'all are on

a time frame. I'm not on a time frame. Intimacy

takes time. How I knew, y'all he on the s.

When you're speaking in Thomson, you won't have no interpretation, Honey.

I gotta find my God, Honey.

This is an individual thing, honey, halleluja Jesus.

I know the skeptics are listening. I know you're listening.

You wish you had an intimacy relationship. This is what

we mean, My Holy Spirit unextinguished. We're not on the

time frame, honey, as they're not going to close the

doors of the ministry.

Worship is an intimate thing. It takes time, honey, But

in baskets presence and know that God is with you.

Everybody else can leave you. But God, his name is Grace,

say his name is.

If you don't know that God life, that's faan great God.

You can't say half the things you're all worship, half

of the things.

You're saying, if you have not experienced him and tasted him.

To see that he's good.

I don't, Oh, Man of God, how did you know

that you were called? I'm gonna answer somebody's question. You

have to make your colleagues an election. Sure, I didn't

go to my pastor. I went to the shepherd.

God.

How know ye me? Yeah, Jesus, And I know I

went with him this morning. I know I went to.

Yes, she's yes, yes, whatever.

They want to say about me. But I know who

I am. I don't have to look to be validated.

I don't have to look to be checked. Jesus, think you, I.

Know who I am of and I know when I

shed over down that God.

I know that God is whiskey. Today. I know that

everything that has happened to the things that have gotten taken.

Away, the things that I voluntarily surrendered because.

I meant what I said. By God. I do not

want a routine with my life. I want to serve him.

But you don't know what you ask. Oh no, I

know what I ask.

While y'all all chasing temporary things, you got to come

a time of your life where your life has to die.

And I'm at the end of my days. I'm at

the end of my days. I'm not talking about fisicley.

I'm talking about.

In my flesh, my mind, I will my emotions. You know,

I was as I was praising God to do as

I was getting caught up in the praise and the

worship music can't do nothing, that's right. Intimacy doesn't take

such It just takes out of the abundance of the heart.

He says that those that worship Him must worship.

See, there's a requirement, there's a prerequisite to your worship. Yes,

everybody can scream about it, everybody can jump, hoop and

holler Jesus. But when it comes to intimacy time, when

the music gets cut off, when the people leave you

and they come out of the room, and can you

still offer up a fragrant that's right, that's right.

I was sitting up there, I was worshiping.

God, and then a praise came on me.

Lord God, Thank you. Oh, well, you don't really need

the praise, You just need the worship. The skeptic always

talking m praise is a response to the worship. Thank you.

He still needs adoration, he still needs exalted And as

I was praising him, I wonna let y'all know I've

had the most difficult week. Depression tried to set in.

She'm gonna be real about myself. No, many pastors don't

talk about their weaknesses Jesus, but I believe.

I can talk about mine. Well, you need to get delivered.

I am getting delivered.

You can't get the livery because you won't confess your

sins one to another.

You can't.

I've been battling a stronghold for a very long time,

and I believe God is going to give me a

victory because the stronghold is a part of the annoyty.

The Bible says that the annoying breaks the yokes.

But see, if you don't ever experience yokes, you can

experience the annointing breaking them.

And that's the problem.

You've got too many people in church that want to

judge Jesus. But see, you don't realize that everything that

I go through is the makeup of building me into

who I am in love.

And as I was sitting there praising him.

I'm telling you one word, I said, I want to

hear from God.

One word. My car got taken, Thank you Jesus. My

job got taken. How are you gonna pay your stuff?

Now? I told you one word. It's not about paying

my stuff. It's not about getting another job. I have

a job, you see.

God. See when you die.

When you say that you wanna serve God, you don't

know the sacrifice that's gonna come with it.

It's easy for you to sit here.

And say the sacrifice until it comes. My car got taken,

My job went with my car, and the flesh started

going through, stuff going through I'll say, growing pains. Well,

if you would have did this right, you still would

have had it. Oh no, see, it's not even about that.

It's about where I'm going. You complain long enough, you

think God.

To hear you.

But see, the temporal things don't matter when you're operating

in faith. I thank God for a father who is

sensitive to what I ask him. I ask God to

take me out of my routine.

I ask God if I could serve him. I ask God, if.

I could preach his truth to people that would listen.

I ask God, well, why would you be crazy enough

to ask it? Because I have enough sense to ask

God for eternal things.

Not temporary thing.

Jesus, the temporary will come when you be about his business.

But see, the temporal things are not for you to

worship a temporal faith. It's for you to attach a

temporary thing and make it eternal. Your car is not

meant for you. But your car needs to carry people

to the House of God. Your car needs to carry

food to people that need to be. I sat there

and I praised God, and I worshiped Him in the.

Midst of my depression.

This week, what I did when I went through my

flesh was depressed because it sees no way out, It

sees no remedy, it sees.

No expected in. But I thank God for his word.

Thank God. It's faithful Lord, when you trust him, when

you give it all. I told you, this is my

dying dad answers.

I would have thought that when things got taken, I'd

be sitting there at the rental office crying.

But see, like God said, the rental is over. He said,

your car is sitting on the lot. But see, it's

not about the car. There's an annointing that goes with it.

There's a processing faith that goes with it. I don't

want the car, I want the faith. See, I'm already

blessed when I have the faith. I already knew a

long time ago people were not gonna hang with me

because they knew what they were gonna have to give up.

I sat in that chair out of breath because I

think I prazed the floor open. First of all, I

want to thank God for my sister.

I want to thank God for I'll say a vandalists

up in here as a thank her. Let me tell

you why, because right now I don't have a place

to lay my head. And I know I've been tearing

with her for a very long time. And like I said,

I know God hasn't expected in, but she has been

gracious enough to open up her phone to.

The man of God. Why don't you have a place

because I had to give it up. That's right.

You think I wanted to volunteer. That comes with the trip,

But when do you think you have a place. Listen,

I'm trying to get to faith. And it's funny when

the man of God can sit with someone, and his

ministry can be depositive into someone's home. God knows what

he's doing. Yes, I didn't plan any of this. I

didn't plan this ministry. It came into birth.

Yes, And the skeptics have said, why do you need

this and why do you need that? Jesus, thank you God.

But God said, be faithful. While I was sitting there,

he said, one word tells you. One word, that's all

you need. He said this to me, and I began

to weep, because when you're going through so much and

you're waiting, I said, I don't want to hear from

nobody else. Don't tell me about trust God. I don't

want to hear it. I want to hear from it.

He thought. Yes, he said one word to me, He said, Jonathan,

I have not forgotten about you.

That's right.

It may look like I have forgotten about you, but

I have not forgotten about you. He said, Terry, in

my word, go preach and teach, even when you're afraid

to places you have never been before. Whether somebody goes

with you or doesn't. Jesus, but he said, I have

not forgotten you. And when I'm begin to hear that word.

I lost it, And he said, now praise me, Now,

praise me, praise me like like you don't have any

other chance. He said, praise me Jesus. And Honey, I

skipped air around this for you. You think that's serving God.

You're gonna get to keep everything you think serving. Somebody

got on the phone me the other day and said, well,

I couldn't lose everything like you got.

You've lost everything. I don't think I can get in

that place. Oh no, honey, the more you go in faith,

the more you're gonna lose.

Did it ever occur to you that certain circumstances you

didn't ask for they were out of your control?

Right? But when God is done.

With something, he wants to do something else. He wants

to usher in something else. He kept saying to me.

He said, just let it go. He said, don't He said,

don't try to hold it, let it go. Yeah, be

free with it. Because Paul had to be content, he said, well,

this was fourth season. I guess you just want to

use my feet God, Jesus, He said.

There's not one thing that if I wanted you to have,

that you could have. But see, people's priorities are out

of order.

You inspect God to bless you with a car, You

inspect God to bless you.

With a house, but you had no faith in your container.

Jesus, Jesus, all of the blessings you've gotten have been

manufactured by your own little plans, in your manipulative ways.

And then when I come back to you and ask you,

where are you in your faith?

They have nothing to give you. Mm. That's right, thank you.

I want to welcome you in the podcast. No, I

didn't go.

Crazy, I didn't go into the defense. I'm living this experience. Yes,

I'm trusting him. I'm testing out.

The word to see if it's God or not. You know,

I've heard about fifty different voices. Oh well, he must

not be sure of the Lord. Oh no, let me

tell you something. The Lord will allow those fifty voices.

Oh y'all not hear me.

Oh you think you're always gonna hear one voice, You're

gonna hear many voices. Yes, that's why the Bible says

in John.

First John four to one.

Test the spirit? Well, how do I test it? Any

voices are gonna come to you. But let me tell

you something.

God's one word is always a command. He said, go

and preach my word. See, there wasn't nothing left over.

There ain't no ifs, buts in question.

That's how you weed out the voices.

And some come in flesh, that's right.

Come some come black, some come white, some Puerto Rican,

Many different voices, many different nations will speak to you.

One thing I've learned, when God speaks, it's a command,

and that's how I differentiate.

Why do you think half the stuff you tried to

do didn't work out? Okay?

I tried many things. He told me about my business.

He said, just be faithful. Be faithful. That's it.

He said, your business is my business. So you can't

handle it.

You can't handle that because that doesn't really mean that

we have a roadmand.

Oh yes it does. When God gives me a command,

I do it.

That's because if he's reigning in you, you become his command.

You become his word. His word commands a response. But

I want to thank God for men. April.

She opened up her home. She put up with me

for over a year. I was at Sheryl's house. But

God began to bring me over here because there's a

certain anointing here. One that's I'll say, discipline. It's rough

around the edges, but there's discipline.

You know, April, she was a marine.

Isn't that something the marines were trained to kill? Maybe

I'll get that anointing Jesus. Well, you sit there long enough,

you probably might. But anointings feed others. Iron sharpens irony.

And since I've been here her prayer life as elevated,

and I hear the Lord say, continue in my presence,

continue to be faithful.

But that word is crucial. The word is the.

Roadmap of your life, because without it you can't see.

Right.

I was scheduled to talk about something and then well

you said, he want to build on the little more.

That's okay. I'm prepared in season and not a season.

So today we're gonna continue part two of this is

not a test? All right?

All right now, Oh Man of God, aren't you discouraged

about where you're headed?

No, because I'm headed in faith. Yes. Now, a lot of.

People will listen to this podcast and they'll think I'm crazy.

Mm hmm. Well you need to have it this way,

you need to have it that way. You gotta have

a home, you gotta be established. Well, thank God, I

don't have any children or a wife. Isn't that something? Well?

Why would you?

What would cause him to leave his You know he

had a house and him now he doesn't.

They don't sound like God to me.

You know why it don't sound like God to you

because God didn't speak to you.

He spoke to me. It ain't gonna never sound like

God to you.

Because the God that speaks to me doesn't speak the

same to you.

But I guarantee you, when you need a word, you

know who to come to.

When you need a prayer to get through, you know

who to bring them digits.

That's way it is.

Because if I had to stand on some of your faith,

I'd be dead. Some people couldn't hang with me because

they knew what death was about to come. That's right,

because when he tells you to surrender it or involunteer,

people don't think involved luntarily.

He ain't gonna take stuff.

I'm gonna talk about all that today, yes.

Because I'm living proof. Well, I've been listening to something.

Your thumbs.

It'd be like two hours, honey, let me tell you

something to spit a guy, get a hold of me, listen.

That's why we ain't know no time.

I can come in this room every day and I

can offer up a worship. I can sit in this

in this room, because we in the room.

We no building. We don't need no building. We the building.

Right.

Well, I was looking for some big recording stupia, And

that's your problem right there.

You think you need all of this. All I need

is a street corner.

Oh that's too much freedom.

Well why you ain't doing it right now? You know why?

Because there's a level of faith I need to get to.

So excuse me while I go through my journey in faith.

God's got to kill off every part of my body.

He's got to kill you.

He said, as you decrease, the spirit of God will increase.

What do you think the spirit of God is going

to go to the levels of faith. The spirit of

God hungers after faith and don't hunger after flesh. So

that's why I know the difference between people who say.

What they do. That's right.

So the second test that we're about to face is

the test of truth.

Oh, God, here we go. We're in it now.

We are living in a time where the ideological mind

a man is changing facts and turning knowledge into fables

and lives altering truth understanding the true understanding of standing

on facts instead of falseness. We are about to experience

a season of self unawareness along with a period of

uselessness amongst the people.

Of truth.

What will seem truthful to some is going to be

false to others. The fabric of what is true and

right in society will be replaced with what is considered

unjustly qualified. People who know truthfully that they are committing

a crime will be given immunity, while the ideological approach

is meant to keep people in the understanding of what

is true will deteriorate into a position of falseness of

facts that are true.

Let me just break it down to you, so you understand.

What is a lie is going to become truth and

you see it happening now. But why is God allowing this? Well,

I can tell you why, because a lot of you

just we have people, I'll say, mainly in the church,

who listen to a lot of here set, but they

don't listen to the one that's declared what is being said, Well,

what do you mean?

A lot of you want to hear from.

A pastor, A lot of you want to definitely want

to hear from a prophet, not a.

Bunch of liars out there. God said in.

Romans, I believe, I believe it's one seventeen that I

would in strong delusion.

That the people would believe a lie.

Why would God bring something that is so delusional that

they would believe a lie, Because, first of all, delusion

deals with what is seen and can be manipulated, and

anything that is seen in front of me, I can

always change it to make you believe that it's true.

The problem that we're dealing with here right now is

we have a lot of people that.

Are in authority, and because they're in authority, they believe

that they're credible to say what they're saying. They believe

that they have been given the charge over speaking certain

things over their life without an accountability or a check

of speaking something that is out of context.

What do you say?

Everything that comes out of your mouth that you say

is truth should be filtered by the receptor or some

other voice that will check you. Right now, I know

the people in this room personally, and I know if

I say something heinous, they're gonna come to me after.

You know, our little service, and they're gonna say you said.

Something that kind of rubbed me a little. I need

you to explain. I need you to explain what you mean.

No person in this room is immature enough not to

come to me and say I did not understand.

What you meant.

Now, why would you say that you did not understand

what I meant? That's because you have built up enough facts,

you've built up enough research, and you and your God

have gotten together and he has spoken to you that

you've got enough sense to know that when a voice

that God would use is only to confirm or bring

direction to where you're heading, would say something that doesn't

seem a little in line.

What God has already said to you.

Even pertaining to his word, there are certain things in

word that a lot of people in these days use flesh,

and they use flesh as truth, but in reality based

upon what people believe, as I'll say, doctrine and theology,

because there's different kinds. You have man's theology and then

you have God's theology. And a lot of times people

will use the flesh as a foundation to their theology

and build upon that principle.

But yet what I've seen is is.

That people do not come into the fullness of who

they are based upon the doctrines of man. And I

said a lot, And I'll just break it down even further.

Some of you came out of churches that said.

They don't believe in tongues, and you walked in that truth,

my faith. But it wasn't until the truth was tested

with facts of the words.

This is why it's so important to know the word

for yourself. See, some of you are so used to

the pastor and the prophet coming with a word, and

then once you hear the word, you get out of

the room and you go.

Home, and that's the end of that. But I can

be telling you a lie. You know.

How can you rightly divide when there's nothing to divide,

when you have not even divided the very truth that is.

Speaking to you?

Okay, well, you know I only got two people in here,

so it shouldn't be that hard. I mean, I could

chase one out of fid I chase the rest of them. Mind,

I told you I clean out people's churches. But I

wouldn't be speaking on something if I myself am not

experiencing it.

How can you diviightly divide the word.

Of truth when you will not allow this written word

to divide what is not truthful in you.

I think I'm right where I need to be. Something.

You don't realize that you're operating off of the wrong

and you're sitting right here, some of you. You're sitting

in here and you shouldn't even be here. It's not

because I told you, but it's because the truth in

you has not moved you to being and walking in

places in truth that are based upon your own experience.

Let me just break this down. Let's go to John

sixteen twelve.

Oh, here we go. Now, I don't think they can

vote me out. God, you put me here right. Well,

you only got two people up and the hey that

because they're the only ones that have listened. Don't worry.

We had about forty people on podcasts too.

So well, and then we had this spike in the

summer over ninety listeners, and then it kind of else

started to dwindle down.

But in all the.

Times that I've done this, I haven't gotten one phone call,

so I'm pretty.

Sure it's maybe it got too much truth.

And then they said, oh I ain't calling him. That

means i'ma have to die. Yeah, when you go listen,

this is a death experience. You can't know the gospel

without a death.

That's the truth.

Now, I'm just gonna say this right now. If I

step on you, I'm stepping on me. If you got

offend it, I did my job. It's gonna offend me

before it offends you. But some of us need a

word life. I'm telling you, some of us need a

word life.

True. You can't eat it when you feel like it,

that's true.

Right.

Amen.

Now you'll sit up there and watch the news. Amen, go,

somebody knows where I'm going. And we can sit there

and play pac Men on our phone, even after the

word came forth that we weren't supposed to be doing.

But yet, when it's time for the work. See, I'm

gonna tell you something. There will come a season where

the man of God, who or the person that God

has designated.

And shuts up? Amen.

Amen, you think the pastor wants to do all the talking,

He has a body, he has a hand on the foot.

They still move to.

I know some of you coming from bodies where the

pastor does all the talking. Thankfully, I don't do all

the talking.

In this season. I gotta do all the talking. I

guess because somebody is not looking at the.

Time launch or they'll wait till the pastor tells me, hey,

can you come speaking?

Why does God? Why does the pastor have to tell you?

Amen?

Jesus Amen?

Maybe there's no up and in there to let me

get to the scripture. Hold on, I better get there.

Verse twelve. I have yet many things to say unto you.

I got a lot to say to you, but uh huh,

you cannot bear them now. Howbeit, when he the spirit

of truth is come, he will guide you into all truth.

For he shall not speak of himself. H oh, really,

but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak. And

he will show you things to come looking at that

right there. That's why some of you in this room

and in podcast are off?

Did I say that? Did I say that some of

you are off? Your prayer is off, your beat.

Is off, your velocity is off. You got to connect

with somebody just to get a prayer through.

Oh, I hear it's a going.

You know why, because you're off. You cannot bear witness

to them at this time.

He said, I have many.

Things I want to say to you, but you cannot

handle them.

You know why? You can't handle them because you had

not built up oh well in your spirit.

That if I even revealed these things to you.

Your spirit ain't gonna wanna go. Oh.

Let me break it down to you. I gave you

the word of God, that's my truth. But you won't

eat it, you won't digest it, and.

You won't walk in it. Therefore, you cannot.

Bear what I want to show you because you won't

have any understanding of what I'm showing you. Let me

tell you something about a navigation system. See, I don't

want to preach on. Come on, I'll talk about my life.

Y I ain't gotta talk about yours. The navigation system

brought me all the way here to East Hartford. I

didn't plan on coming here. I didn't plan on living here.

I didn't plan on establishing a ministry here. But the

navigation system brought me here. You know what the navigation

system is? My spirit bear witness with the word that

he gave me, and then he confirmed it out of

the Woman of God.

Yes, and then he began to.

Show me and deal with me individually about establishing a

place where people.

Could eat and be empowered to be sent out.

But guess what, it didn't come into establishment until I

brought the tools together. Now listen, before this place came

into operation, the word came.

That's right, that's right, that's the word came first. There's

a vision up there of words.

While I was being faithful somewhere else, God gave me

some words. He said, this is what you're gonna establish it.

As I was sitting there cutting the grass.

Or you think a word only comes into black and white,

but it helps you.

Let me give you some moura. The Word of God

is your manual, not the pastor. The word of God

is your manual. The pastor is only the illuminative expression

of faith.

Through the word. He empowers you to get in that word.

I can't be a word for you. I can only

be an example. And I can tell you I got

a word lot, and I don't listen.

If I sit there and watch TV all night, my

tail gets in that word. When I got finished at

two o'clock in the morning watching my program, I got

my little word together and was typing it while I

was watching it. Y'all not ready, But I'm sitting there

cutting the grass being faithful in the position. The position

wasn't all that great. I was in a dead place. See,

y'all don't know. You don't know my life. And I'm

sitting there tending over somebody else's problem. And that's when

I heard eternal fire ministries. I said, oh, I'm about

to go find out where they were at. I didn't

need a word because I'm in this dead church, this

other dead ministry.

I said, I don't have to find out who this is.

He said, no, that's your ministry, and you will establish

it now.

The word is coming forth. But guess what God trained me.

I went through a couple of consecrations. See, y'all ain't ready.

We went You went through a consecration. Yeah, because I

had to prepare my flesh for sipping a couple of meals.

So I'm sorry, y'all. Okay, y'all want to do that.

I'm getting ready to do that now because I'm trying

to go to another level too salty in here. I'm

preparing my body, consecrating, going in the prayer.

Shack, y'all ain't ready for that. Wondering why I'm getting

up at two o'clock in the morning.

To be with God till the sun comes up, forsaking

the assembly, staying home sometimes to consecrate, and they wondering

where you at.

Oh, no, you ain't.

Finding this profit. I'm sorry, I know you ain't finding me.

That's why I only give out my telephone number. On

the phone, you ain't getting me addressed. Well, I know

your man now, Because sometimes a word don't need to

be seen, it just needs to be expressed.

That's right.

When I'm sitting there consecrating, down in the basement two

three o'clock in the morning, everybody's sleep, I'm sitting there

in the word, I'm eating eating meals, honey, eating good meals,

and God began to reveal things and show me things

about my destiny and my per Oh, I'm sorry you're

sitting here talking about.

Wow, what do he show you? What do he show you?

We read the word, we sit there and we try.

I gotta try to figure this out, Honey.

Take all the time you need. But as I sat

there in that basement, I knew I was.

Being prepared for something, even in the midst of everything

going opposite in my life.

Because I'm gonna tell you right now, when you read

that word, I'm gonna tell you everything on honey, in

the natural, It's gonna go contrary. But then two years later,

I'm sitting in Bozeman's house. I don't know why I'm

sitting up in here trying to establish something for her.

And then God said, take these words down.

You're gonna write the vision of your ministry. But it

was not in stone. What am I trying to say

about the Word. The Word of God is your prophecy,

it's your expected Then it's showing you.

The room map of where you're going.

The things you got to put under, the posture, the perspective,

the revelationship of how you are going to die and

come into the full knowledge of the revelation of Esus Christ.

It is the road map that when a spirit comes

to you in a voice to a person, it should

confirm that I'm in the right place, going in the

right direction, based upon the manual.

Not Some of you want to.

Hear a word, but it ain't got no manual. Some

of you have are in faith right now. Some of

you have gotten possessions in faith right now, and you

don't know how to operate them because you ain't in

the manual. God gave you the word, He gave you

the instrument, But the instrument is sitting because you ain't

been in the manual on how to operate in it. Okay,

God brings things to your possession. He puts you in places.

Right now, I'm in a place where I have nothing.

So when you are in a place where you have

nothing in the natural, that's where you need to decrease

this flesh, because he's trying to kill some things out.

But see, you wouldn't know that if you don't read

the word, if you don't understand the seasons and the

timeframes of what previous people men of faith had to

go through, men of faith they had to endure.

See, you ain't heard none of that, and.

So then when a bumbabee stings you, you fall apart.

That's why he said, there are many things I want

to say on to you, but you can't bear them

because you know why, you don't understand them. The Manual

brings understanding. Some must don't realize we're sitting here, sitting

and we should be moving.

Oh God, let me get to the notes. I'll read

the notes, filter out everything.

See, Jesus is wise about telling things in his own timing.

He is only sharing things that are pertaining to what

is already manifesting. In order for you to bear the time,

you must be led into the time, he said.

He led them into this.

Jesus was presenting knowledge to them that helped them understand

the truthfulness of what was happening in front of them.

Wha says, the Spirit of Truth is a guide. Oh,

the Lord told me. God's God said that, I'm supposed

to Okay, So why aren't you doing it?

Two? Three? The devil after me?

Four? Five?

Six?

If God told you this, if the spirit of Truth

told you, get in the word, why aren't you getting

in it?

You know? And I'll go write my resignation. I think

the day is the day. The spirit of Truth is

a god. When you come into.

A circumstance, when you have to go up through a situation,

God doesn't leave you. He guides you with his truth.

You cannot walk with God and be ignorant of what

is truly in front of you. Then the spirit of

the God or the spirit of the Lord isn't leading you.

It's something in nice spirit.

Okay, what is it? I don't know? Are you kidding me?

I know Lord is doing.

Something to know you saying that because somebody else said it.

See I know you.

You ain't hearing the Lord.

You hearing your flash because your spirit is trying to

hang on to dear life.

I'm gonna help you with I'm gonna help some people today.

I know you know I'm I'm for you. Now.

You know your pastor is not your friend. No, you

suck from your pastor just like a baby with a bottle.

You figure, Hey, I ain't gotten a word this week,

So you know what, I'll just wait to the past

get up there on Sunday and I'll suck a little

something and then that shit carry me through the rest

of the week. And then okay, so when that circumstance comes,

when they get hand you another bell that you didn't expect.

Here, it ain't going. Yeah, we're the first ones ready

to jump ship. Your pastor is not your battery. That's right,

that's right.

Well, you know I know the Man of God, he

got so much revelation and I want to hear what

he's saying.

But why ain't nothing coming out of you? What's wrong

with your battery? You know why? Because you dura setled it.

You put it in things that sucked your time. Oh,

let me get my resumes. I better give my papers.

You put it in something that was temporary, and it

sucked all your energy outs.

Talk about it, talk about it, and that's why some

of you, when you're coming to prayer you're so stale.

Well, I know if I can get with sisters sew

and so and brother so and so, they can help

me out, because Lord, I know, honey, I should be

of a lot of match and it be set off.

Lord, same thing with the word true, true, come up

here off stale, Well.

The Lord, I know he said.

Something to me, and let me see if I can

get my cloth here.

Hold on, you came in, you guys. Just pray my

strength in the Lord. I was up all night.

You weren't up all night. You were up all night

with the TV. Then you try to get a little something.

I will, I'm getting a little something up in here. No,

that ain't how it works.

When the Spirit of Truth gets you something, it ain't

a little key this or something. He gives you the

whole load for the moment that you're in, and then

he says, get in the manual so that you have

understanding of what I'm showing you. You think he just

gives you a picture. You think he just gives you

a dream, and you ain't got no manual, and.

You're walking around here.

Well, I'm waiting for my blessing come. It can come

any time it wants to come, Oh, Lord Jesus. And

then when the blessing does come and it don't look

like what it should look like according to your expectations.

Oh, that ain't mine. I ain't gonna mess with that,

you know, I'm just waiting on the Lord. No, the

Lord's waiting on you.

He already showed you, He prophesied to you, he told

you what was gonna happen.

Well, I'm just gonna see here and wait and keep waiting, honey.

I keep telling you. The vehicle that you're using it's

supposed to be moving you to the place.

Jesus's I gotta speak in Spanish. I gotta speak Spanish.

Some of you get a possession and you don't know

what to do with it. The manue goes with the possession.

The manue goes with the blessing.

He gives you the instruction of what the blessing is for.

I know somebody. Oh, the Lord just blessed me with

one hundred dollars. My daughter gave me one hundred dollars.

Did he tell you what to do with it? Well, no,

I just put it in my savings of God. The

man you didn't tell you what to do with it.

He didn't prepare you.

I just know he keeps telling me, I'm gonna get

this big blessing.

I'm gonna get this big blessing. Yeah, and you know what,

your flesh is gonna be blessed. And you ain't gonna do.

What God is all y'all alone, leave me alone, leave

me alone, leave me alone. And the Lord said, and

the Lord said it, He said he was gonna bless

me in.

The meantime, I'm gonna keep working. And why is he

blessing you? Well, because I know he said, I've been faithful,

faithful over what faith over some souls. Because I don't

see souls that are running around.

Girls, I said, these people kill me. No, it's I

don't see him in the park. I don't see him

on the buses. But everybody's trying to run into God

to get the word. No, you don't want the word.

You don't want the word of truth, because, like I said,

when you get the word of truth, your.

Flesh your stuff. Ya gonna get lesser and lesser. That's true, Lord,

that's truth.

The Spirit cannot lead you into ignorance. The Spirit gave

you a command, get in my word. But why would

God tell me to get in my word? Because you're

ignorant of something that I'm about to bring to your possession.

There is something that you already have that you're ignorant

about how to operate in it. And I want to

tell you how to operate in it. And not only that,

I want to get some truth in you. So when

some booker man comes in and he looks like he's.

A saint, and you cut me out, help me out.

Some of you letts preach in your church because you

ain't got no words.

You don't know what to look for people. Well what

do you look for? He said?

You will know them by their fruits? Well, how would

you know that? Because I read the manual? Yes, fine,

I don't care if you're a pastor.

I know a phony one when I see it, m

especially one that holds an art. Don't talk about it.

Talk about that. I don't hold any arts. I don't

have a problem. Don't talk about that one. You want

a pastor, but you've got an art. Uh oh, I

don't think there's any fruit there.

Yes, Lord, you're a pastor, but you don't want to

submit to the prophet.

Listen, I'll tell you right now.

I'll submit to anybody that has the fruits of God.

But the minute that state arrogant attitude comes on you,

I'm out. See the people you think as pastors and prophets,

See there's humility that comes with those offers.

I can tell you. I love you know. I know

a lot of pastors. I know a lot of them,

you know, I know the map. I met some in

bush and a park.

I met some in an overpass in Richmond, Virginia. I

found some that were in a car or box and

y'all not ready, Oh my God. And they had a

better word than some of the people that I thought

had the anority. The spirit cannot leads you into ignorance.

He doesn't walk in his own authority, but he hears.

That's what the scripture says. He hears from the authority,

and the authority speaks to.

Him, and he speaks to you.

He is getting instructions from the fire.

And when you read this word and you allow your

spirit now to give you illumination. You're getting instruct He's

preparing you for what.

That's why when I'm gonna get to that, hold on.

We know that the word of God only becomes true

until you understand what you're walking. If you do not

read his instructions, how do you know where you're going?

Well, I know the prophet will come.

I know the man that he beat his Sunday, and

I know if I can just wag my tail a

little bit, I can get him to speak a word

to me. You can't live off of that, honey. I've

been in the wilderness for two years. I ain't hurt

a minute ago.

Now.

When God said I haven't forgotten about you, that's the word.

I had to wait those mini yet to hear that.

Jesus, I'm not looking for prophets to speak to me.

I sit in their service and they and God just

USh as a word and talk. I don't be looking

for him.

You know, I don't have to look for him.

Because there are minor prophets in the Bible that all

I gotta do is hear the word and mess. But

the Spirit mess where I am, and he can minister

to me. I ain't looking for no profit for what man,

Jesus is the Prophetjah? How can the spirit of truth

speak to you when you will not allow the words

of truth to be imparted to you. You got defenses up.

You don't even want God to speak to you about

that area. Oh, you can speak to me this and

this and that, and then some of us we try

to be defensive and then we try to, you know,

act like it's not there when it really is. Well,

I forgave everybody, did you know? And God said, did

you know? Did you forgive me?

It's not my problem, it's their problem. Really, it's their problem. Huh.

Why can't you minister to the one that has the problem.

Why is it when they step in the room you

get irritated? Oh I'm sorry. Yeah, you know the word

would deal with you about the irritation. But see, what

do we do.

We put safeguards up, We put safeguards where we don't

want God to meddle.

And that's why you're not full. That's why you're not full.

Why do you think I can operate in a level

of grace with people that don't deserve it because I

didn't deserve it.

And you know how I knew? I didn't deserve.

It because I read his word, and his words said,

forgive them, for they know not what they do.

Do you think he was just talking about the people

of the day, No, he was talking about me.

You ain't gonna mama too, because we were all in

shit and shafting of it. I'm sorry we were sittingful

until Jesus came and said, I'm gonna show you an

excellent way. Well, you wouldn't know about.

Excellent way had you not got than that man. You will.

Some of you don't even know how to serve a

man of God, or I'm gonna go there. The Bible

tells you how to serve the man of God. The

Bible tells you about relationships. It tells you how to

be a good friend. No greater love than a man

he would lay down his life for a friend. You

don't even understand what laying down is, honey, because some

of you are too busy laying down with fleas instead

of friends. Some of you are selling for scraps of a.

Man and not the man that God has ordag for you. Honey.

I'm not settling for less because my Bible says that

the wife has to submit to their husband, as the

wife is a.

Reprementation of the church. And if my church is out

of order, I know the wife that I pick up,

it's gonna be out of order. The church starts with me.

See, I wouldn't see you wouldn't know that because the

man Will told you it's right.

That's why I am settling. You're going on forty two

years old in two weeks.

That's right, But I still ain't Settling't come out because the.

Man you will said so. The manual said, I will

be the head, and not to tell the enemy ain't

coming in my house. You know whatever I want to do.

Come on, talk behind you. Well, how do you know

that customer man said so God, and you gotta.

Believe the manual. You didn't get some of you didn't

get your licenses until you believe the word and acted

upon it. You had to go to the driving school

and act upon the word. Honey, Yes, I know what

the manual says.

I know what the manual look says. To look for

for a false prophet.

If Christ is not in them, if he's not testifying in.

Them, how can he testify to you?

And he's not talking about how well he prophesies but

it's about the fruit the God.

Because you can have a bunch of prophecies.

But it ain't got no luck for the broth seen

it from it. But the Manuel says, so, yes, Lord,

how can the spirit of truth speak to you when

you will not allow the words of truth to be

imparted to you?

And let me tell you something about studying the words.

I had to develop a studying pattern.

It took years. When I got said I didn't know nothing.

Some of you are saying that you still don't know nothing.

I had to go get a concordance. If some of

you don't know what a concordance is, it's kind of

like a reference Bible, Greek and Hebrew, you know, when

you want to really get.

Deep, I had to go get a study dictionary.

He listen, and I had to go find a place

somebody gonna get a revelationship.

Sometimes your house say the best place to study. Yeah,

ain't listening. How bad do you want?

How bad I want to know? There's deep things like

the past. You know, I want to deep deep revelations.

You want to know the deep revelations? I can tell

you where I got them. I got them in the

park I wasn't home, Honey, I got enough sense to

know that when I get in my bed, I'm going

to sleep. That's why when I study, I'm not in

the pull out bed. I'm sitting on the couch. I'm

at the living room table. Because I got enough sense.

I'm gonna let my dad grim and go. Oh please,

you you think you'll slip. You?

You you've mastered the ability to be able to get

in your bed and not think that them eye lids

ain't gonna shot as soon as you're getting them fluffy pillows. No, honey,

you gotta discipline yourself. I tell you what, I'll tell

you what. Some circumstances have you do. We're gonna talk

about that anyway. Sometimes stuff will push you in places

that are uncomfortable. True, say you know what, I'm gonna

get up. I'm sorry, I'm going to the library. See

you don't want that? Oh well, I'm so comfortable here.

Ain't then? No, you don't know who you're gonna meet

at the library. Right, you're right, I'm gonna go get

one of those study rooms.

I'm trying to help somebody. Right, library got study rooms.

Ain't nobody gonna distract you? Turning your phone off. I

don't care if you're praying in the library, Honey, they

ain't gotta see you, howney.

Many times I've gone to the study room with my basement.

I said, I'm gonna get the hell away from these

people and family members up. Since I'm getting away from them,

I gotta get with God. You're right, money, Please, you

don't care when you hungry and you need something to eat,

you get your.

Fat killing that refrigerator.

You open it up and say, I don't care who looking.

I'm about to hear something eat, honey. Why we can't

be like that with the word of God. Jesus, Jesus,

you're talking right.

All these parks in this area, honey. Let me tell

you something.

I went to Martin Park, Quick Martin Park, right down

the street, hunting, and I got trails, and I began

to pray and thank God for his goodness.

I began to pray, beginning to pray, and that word.

Began to that word, that word began began to resonate.

In my spirit, honey. And by the time I knew

that was worshiping God.

Honey, they got the board walks over there, Honey, I'm

trying to get somebody in revelations.

Got the board walks over there, honey.

In the in the in the woods where nobody go undersercing,

and you begin, And I began to pray like I

lost my mind? Why was I able to pray? Because

I lost mine? Because I was in a different environment.

Because the manual said, see y'all, come on, then come on.

When Jesus was alone, he went into the mountain to pray.

If he went into the garden to pray, he didn't

pray at his house. He said, I had to get

into a different environment because a different environment might give

me a different result.

Somebody better catch that revelation.

And I went up in the mortain park and I'd

be to pray, and it was like something something about

being outside ain't no limits. I'm not kid didn't like

tuna fish. And then God began to speak Psalm chapter

twenty five. Honey, I heard it so clear, sing the.

Word will lead the word will lead you to uncomfortable things.

That's still the spirit of truth. Because God said, I

don't want to talk to you here.

I don't want to talk to you in your routine.

I want to get your house. Spirit got of moves.

I've read the word in the library, I've read the words.

In my college cafeteria. I've read the word in the car.

Come on, now, you ain't got no excuses if he's

that important to you, if the Spirit truth really told you.

Because the Spirit of truth gonna tell you, that's a command.

That means you're not listening to commands.

You don't know.

You may have to pick the profits somewhere. Oops, all right, Jesus,

because I'm gonna say a word to somebody. I thought

the Amanda was supposed to tell me where to go.

Oops. Trying to get you on the lave of the

evangels stirs it up. H alright, let me go over here.

Everyone is used.

To verbal prophecy, words and knowledge, but no one wants

to eat the truth of in partation. You don't want

individual accountability, you want suppress the Lord.

The Lord told me that in seven days you're gonna

get abundance.

Now you're listen to that word, that's easy.

But when the scripture says abstained from the flesh, Oh no, well,

it's kind of hard for me to be able to

do that.

Oh, it wasn't hard for you. When he verbally prof

I mean prophesied for you. See, because there's no accountability there.

I can hear it and say, well, bless it be

the name of the Lord. I see you next Sunday,

says God. Bless I heard the word. You didn't hear

nothing because your spirit man and your soul didn't bear

witness with the.

Correction of getting you to that place. Oh, we don't

want that. Some of us are so used to driving

our own man.

Well, we can't own Let me get over here.

What is true for one may not be true for you.

I'm gonna help somebody. You can connect to people in

the body you've been saying when two or three are

gathering in the name, he's there in the midst there's

unity when we connect. Yes, but you ain't me, and

you aren't e spiritiating mine. You came in and talk ucking.

We sounded like me, sing like me, and act like me.

Because when the consecration comes, I know you ain't me.

Um hum. You gotta get some of you need to

get your own identity in the spirit.

Jesus. Well, I know when my sisters speaks in tongues,

I'm gonna speak in tongues too.

When she lays before the Lord. I'm gonna lay before

the little he. He ain't told you the lay before him.

He didn't tell you the lay before him.

Because you are with the status quot you do what

everybody else does.

Where's your own beach?

The foot is moving to the left, the arm is

moving to the right. Why are you going to the

right with the leg? We ain't trying to go in

that direction. Maybe God wants stop ushering something different with you.

Yes, Oh, the ac is gonna end, my Lord, come

by yea, my Lord, coon by yah.

You got tired of that. It is truth based.

In the time of our own operation and where the

individual is in God.

What I say is truth for you. You may not be

able to receive it. There came a time there was

a time in April's life.

Well, I could say something in the world, she could

not receive it because she.

Was wearing Darley.

If I was woo, Yes I was, I'd have called

him that, Yes I would. There was a time in

my other sister's life where I said Jesus said coming back,

and she said I thought he was nuts. Yeah, I said,

we reading the same word. How is it that she

can't receive this because when the spirit of truth takes

you through an experience. Let me tell you something, every.

Word you get, you gonna test in outs.

Yeah, that's why every Sunday I got something fresh up here.

Because he can take a test. His word ain't gonna

come back void because I'm in the test subject.

That's why somebody you don't want to get in the word,

because you're gonna have to test it out. When he

said fast for twenty one days, No, you don't want

to know.

Oh will Moses had to do that? Oh no, money.

And after Moses had sat on the mountain and God.

In worship with God, he brought down the word see

that and it sat on him.

Oh hallelu you.

That was so powerful with a man of God said

it was so powerful.

You said you had a powerful word, pastor man of God.

Oh no, but honey, you see to this I'm throwing out.

You're gonna have to test.

It, honey, because if I give you.

A word and you sitting here and consuming and eat

it and never testing, you gonna die.

That word gonna come death to you. And that's why

we sat in so.

Many churches, especially one in particular, and I'm not where

they would get all that word, but everybody'd be dying

because they're not testing it.

That's right, Man of God, to be sitting there preaching it.

His eyeballs out. Next Sunday, they's sitting there. I said, God,

why are these people are still sitting here? Because they're

not taking the word and applying it and living it

and testing it out and coming back and saying I've

tested it out, I've experienced it. Now I can go

to another level. He can give me another level of understanding.

God ain't gonna give you no understanding. If you ain't

tested out what he gave you, why should he give

you more when you ain't did nothing.

With the less?

Right? Yeah, you think that a baby only drinks milk?

After a while, they want to meet because wat says,

because the system.

I'm gonna give you a revelation. Why says, because your

system you have nourishment.

Do you notice the nourishment stays the same, but the

body continues to grow and the anatomy begins to change. Therefore,

after a while, a baby can't contain to only sustain milk.

It will not survive. It needs meat, it needs protein.

And some of you are.

Trying to live a revelatory life with a bottle of milk,

and are passing that off as God giving you meat

when you're still living in milk and trying to operate

in gifting that requires you to have meat. Okay, I

don't understand why I can't see God clearly because you're

still drinking milk. Well, it takes too long. I can't

understand the word. I can't understand what it means. You

know why you can't understand what it means because your

mind is in one direction and the spirits in the other.

I'm trying to wait for this to get done because I.

Gotta hurry up and get my launchy, Honey, tell your

line to shut up.

It can wait two days.

Your dirty drawls ain't gonna get no more dirtier in

your hamper when you want to hear a word from

the Lord, you don't care.

Well, how do you know that? Because I lived it, Honey.

I sat in that basement as moldy as it was,

the very basement that I had.

To clean a couple of weeks ago.

I had to sit there in that moldy, rain filled

basement that was sometimes humidity over humiditated with the windows

closed and no breeze coming in yet I'm sitting there

two o'clock in the morning reading the work because I

want to know him. We gotta look at the drinks.

They're so pretty well. If I do that won't get done. Honey,

you ain't gonna know the work you gotta do if

you don't. For sake, see there's a manual again. I

had to forsake all of this. See, let me tell

you something.

I know exactly where I'm.

At because He's told me that i'd be here. In

a previous time. A man of God prophesied to me

and set a season would come in your life where

he would be dealing with you alone. But he's gonna

pour out his revelation and you're gonna come into maturity.

I know where I'm at. You think the outer don't

give you a revelation where you are in the manual.

But see some of you are missing your time because

you ain't gotten in the manual. And now the season's coming,

and now we don't know what to do.

Well, I'm just gonna go with the motion. No, the

motion is temporal.

It is truth based in time of our own operation.

And where the individual is in God.

Why is it not true for one and not for

someone else? Because God has fashioned each of us to

carry what is truly been mapped out for our own design.

What is truthful for me may not be truthful for

you because you may not want to carry Now.

You can carry me. You can smell like me, talk likely,

look like me, have the same experience, the same story

as me. But when it's time for me to consecrate,

oh Ima have to back up from there. Here you

emulate your pastor. But when it comes time from the consecration,

when you gotta give them up a couple of meals.

Oh I'm not.

Doing that, honey now, because I gotta take my pills

and my medicine.

And I know him. I Oh no, no, no, you you

gonna be like Christ, be like him all the way,

eat no meals for ten days. See, you can't talk

about that truth because you ain't been there.

But see, people in the milk, they can do cam.

They could talk casual things.

But when God starts dealing with you with the death process,

they get newt's. I can't help you there. I can't

help you there.

You know why, because you only want the crumbs from

the rich men say, I'm sorry, Ron sermon that was.

You only want the crumbs. Some of you in this

room listening to me right now, you are.

Not gonna come into the experience until you let go

of that flesh, until you let go off the things

that have already died. And it's some people you need

to let go up to.

Jesus.

He each has a road map for each of us.

I cannot follow April's road map. She can't follow mine

because her body may not be designed to take what

I have to endure mentally. Since it's said on the

phone the other if I lost my car and I

lost my job, I would be losing my mind and

I'd be pulling my hair out.

Of course you would be. Because God knows the god

you worship. That's why you ain't getting no results in

their hearing from him.

He knows what you can't take now those are easy things.

He knows your God is temporary, so he gotta deal

with you in that place of temporary until.

You realize what temporary is and what it's not.

See if you were in the Manual, you wouldn't know

that when something gets taken.

Yes, did in the Bible talk about I won't.

Restore, but I know why my stuff got taken, because

I want to.

Know a love of faith.

Well, if you would have paid the bill on time,

you would have still had that car and you would

have been able to get how many let me?

People are so dumb. But see, I know the manual.

Everything is going according to the manual that God has

spoken in his word to me. And that's why they

look at you like you're crazy. Because I wouldn't be

sitting up in somebody's house all the time. I would

have got my own apartment.

You think I didn't try.

You think I didn't try to get an apartment. Let

me help you with my faith. I tried several times

to get an apartment right at this very complex. And

you know what God said, You're gonna have to tell them.

You decline I got something better for you, But he

said the time when that was gonna no, he didn't.

And I can tell you something.

I'm having too much fun in faith to be worried

about a temporary house. He said, I want to build

a house in you.

You think God giving you a house it's some great thing.

You think it's something difficult. Let's go to test number.

Three, the test of tough circumstances.

Oh God, here we go. Here's where the failure comes.

I mutilated them with the spirit of truth.

But circumstances go with that. I'm gonna tell you something

right now. Things are about to get tougher, especially after

the month of August. But as I mentioned about the

word of circumstances, the main word in it is circum Now,

I'm gonna do a little teaching here.

I know about circumstances.

I think I'm the tester of all of them.

Meeting in a circle.

Stances mean the way you stand in circumstances. It is

meant to teach us how to stand in them.

All.

We are not designed to keep going through the same

circumstance and not come out without learning how to stand.

That's what circumstances are for. You learn to stand by

going back to the manual. Oh and that's why y'all

failed the circumstances.

You see one problem. I gotta try to fix it. Lord,

let me see, I don't have any money on me.

You know how much my flesh went through this week.

Man of God, don't like not having no money. I

have been a provider since I was thirteen years old

when I got my first farm job.

Grandmother said, you need a job.

I said, what's that? He said, you need to learn

to make income. Thirteen years old, I was at a

farm weeding all of the fields manually.

They didn't have any machines.

Weed individual plants, and then I had to pick the crop.

I did that up until I was sixteen years of age.

I said at sixteen, I want a retail job.

Sixteen years of age, I got a retail job that

kame her.

Did that for a year. After that, I got tired

of that and I said I want something else. I

went from retail to going to distribution work.

I've been working since I was thirteen. I'm not a

lazy person. I'm the type of person I don't like

to live off people.

Oh, I know some of you do. You don't care.

Well, you've been living with this day. But you ain't

have to pay nothing. Oh you know, honey, let me

tell you something. And sometimes I feel bad about that.

She keeps saying, well, I'm you know, I'm just doing

what I hear the Lord say do. But I said, listen,

when I do have something, I do give it to

her when she needs a ride.

I take her somewhere when she needs a grocery item.

I did it for her.

But I don't like living nowhere for free because people

gotta pay bills.

Oh oh, all the users? Are you listening to all

the users? Y'all on here? I don't like living nowhere

for free. I want to pay my due. But see,

all of this is.

A circumstance, me losing my car, my job. He created

a circumstance because he wants to teach you how to stand. Yes,

if God is the one that created the circumstance.

And we're panicking, that tells you in.

The manual where you are you don't trust him the circumstances.

I'm your control. Now, some of us got control of

our circumstances. You know, if you overeat, you're gonna get fat.

Now we want to Oh Lord God, I had no control. Yes,

you did, you over eighth. But something that's out of

your norm, something out of your reach, something that you

didn't plan, happens.

That is a circumstance.

Well, you just keep getting a bunch of circumstances, but

you ain't getting no blessing. Oh yes, I am, I

am very blessed. Look at my faith walk. I know

y'all laughing, I'm laughing hysterically, but you don't know where

your next time is gonna come. Sounds like faith to me,

doesn't It sounds like a circumstance of faith. Yes, I

know that God is stretching my faith, and He's stretching

my faith to do things I've never done before.

That's faith. If every time you woke up in the

morning and you had a million dollars your bank account.

Trying to help somebody, and you knew when you woke

up Monday morning your job was gonna be there.

What a sign on bonus in your car? You had

a brand of fancy new.

Mercies that God blessed you with, and you knew it

was paid for.

All your bills were paid. Why would I need faith,

y'all not hearing me? Why would I need faith?

If everything's taken care of, even my health is taken

care of.

God sets up, I said.

Notice what I said, God sets up even the mistakes

you make. You think God didn't know you were going

to make that mistake on that bill and use the

money when you know you were supposed to pay off

your rent, you used it for your hair appointment.

Okay, y'all, get out of y'all ain't real well. I

gotta ripet it and pay pal.

Some of us we've had to deal with whether we're

gonna pay our rent or eat. Y'all better come on night,

go ahead. Yeah, I found a couple of quarters underneath

my bed. I was searching under my mattress because I

was trying to get.

A cup of sugar. Oh, get out of here. You

know you in a circumstance, Jesus.

In circumstances, it's meant to teach us how to stand.

We are not designed to keep going through it.

Some of us don't develop patience discipline without our circumstance

to show us how to stand in these places.

While being in a place that.

Seems like it is circum and never going to end,

I said, scenes, God is the one that created the circle.

God is the one that created the circumstance.

He used your fullish spending. Oh, y'all, one I'm at

the other day, I said, Lord, I'm in all this dead.

Lord, Now you're telling me my car is waiting on

a lot and I can't even get a loan. He said,

get your hand out of the loan. Process, and get

your mind on the one that can loan you the loan.

But the Bible says you will not be a borrower,

but she will be a lender. See, your mind is

in the wrong place. Get off of dollars and cents and.

Get in faith.

Get in faith that when you take care of my business,

I will take care.

Of your business. This but see the cardinal.

Goes after the process instead of getting what is needed

in the process. You didn't learn discipline until your life's

got cut off. You didn't learn how to budget money

until the foreclosure.

No, his came, oh come on you, hm, you got

a prayer life quick. When they were getting.

Ready to take that TV, I can't miss myself. Lord,

she's bothering the name of Jesus.

When they took my car, I was gladly happy to

give it to him.

I got tired of paying all this money every week.

I got tired of running back and forth. Yes I

had income, Yes I paid my bills.

Yes, but I was.

Robbing Peter to pay Paul. I said, Lord, this is

not what you promised me.

This is not what you said.

You said that as by soul prosperous in the Lord,

he said, Oh, no, over, Now you go ahead, know

what the.

Man will say. What the man of the man said,

What as you're so prosperous where in the Lord? He said,

But it's your soul in the Lord? Is your soul

sold out to me? In the Lord?

Have you laid down everything even circumstances. You don't know

how much I was trying to hold on this week.

Honey started getting depressed. God said, let it go, even depressing,

because you ain't got.

An answer to this.

I'm the only one that has an answer, because I'm

the one that caused it.

Oh Lord, you're in the midst of nothing pulling you.

You're in the midst of no one calling you, no

one telling you to go anywhere, nobody pulling for your attention.

I've caused a dead space in your life to happen,

and I can tell you something. When God began to

speak to me, I said, Lord, you know what I

want your validation?

He said, well, you know what you.

Gotta do the thing that I've been trying to run from,

and that is death, putting this flesh under subjection, taking

away the.

Life source of this flesh.

Not so I can get a car, but so I

may understand the will that's happening in my life, and

going in the places that God wants many going, and

being about his business. But notice I didn't say, God,

take away my circumstance, because I have enough wisdom to

know that the circumstance is gonna give.

Me a revelation. MM. I got up the other day.

And I went over to Cheryl Boseman's house. They live

in the same Conflicts by the way, and I got

on the phone with my sister. We had a We

were on the phone for two and a half hours.

I had planned to go to the library.

MM.

Now I don't never go to the library. Now, you know,

when I'm riding in that car, I'm in and out.

But I guess now I had time to go to

the library. Said i'm'a pick up a couple of books.

Now you know I still ain't read the books, right

cause it wasn't about the books, that's right. I get

on the bus at about four forty one. Now I

had planned to go in the morning.

MM.

When we had that conversation, we had to do a

little work. Jesus, it's God. I felt compelled. I said, Cherl,

let's get on this bus four forty one. I get

on there and I see this man next to me.

I'm looking at this hat.

I'm like, God, are you trying to be serious? Now?

You want to.

Confirm your worth? As it said God, line man Aura order,

and it said in a shirt, you are sitting next

to the greatest person. And God began to speak to me.

He said, there is my shine. I'm putting things in

your life in order. That's why I had to stop

the clock. And you yield him to the clock because.

Something came out of your mouth that said, I desire

to serve you.

Because this ain't working. I'm not talking about another job.

I'm not talking about I said this circumstance that I'm in,

it ain't working towards me getting closer with you. And

he said, okay, I'll help you out.

Saw this man on the bus. I went to high

school and have never talked to him. Really that much.

Watched this.

Watch the confirmation of the word see got to confirm

say what you want, Yes he will, he said, Johnathan,

Oh my god, it's so good to see.

I said, who the hell is this the one that

never talked to me? I know that this is God.

What did you say, who are you.

Aren't you the popular one that didn't talk to me

in high school? But he knew my sister, my brother,

but he never talked to me. And that's I'm like,

you know that this is God? He said, I know

this is God. She witnesses.

She was right there. She said, let me let me

get your phone number. I know this is God because

I was not planning on it on the bus. Yeah

mm hmm. But he said something very key.

He said, I love this. I love it when I'm

in the presence of God.

Bam. God says, you're in the right place. You're going

in the right direction.

God places things in your circumstance.

Because as things are swirling around and confusion and it

seems like.

You're about to go under, God will send something that

represents a stands, a stands in his word to.

Let you know that this thing ain't gonna take you out.

All right. He sends a replication of something that is

standing with you.

In the circumstances.

I had already said to God I was in a

conscreet did He confirmed the word and.

Said, I love being in God's prefencem mm hmm. I'm

gonna have to stop right here. All right, Jesus, we'll

continue with because we'll do part three.

Do you know how I know all this? The circumstances

I meant to take you out, It's meant to build you.

You know what circumstances. Everything seems to think like it's.

Just going crazy, But I equated to when there's a hurricane,

everything's getting blown.

But when the eye of the storm passes.

Yes, sir, there's this little glimpse of circle that says,

even done, there's a circumstance blowing.

All around you.

In the midst there's stuffability, Spotify, Heart Radio.

You've endured enough, am I rambling?

If you'd like to get in contact with me, my

name is Jonathan Hardwick.

Telephone number eight six zero five zero zero eight three

seven mm hmmm. I don't know when we'll be back.

We'll be back when the Lord says so.

But until I hear from you again, I pray that

you have a blessed rest of your week.

God bless you.