Pardon me, I Had a Conflict of Interest Part 1

Well, praise the Lord. We're gonna try this again. We

had to do this about three times, but I think

we got it. Yes, this is Eternal Fire Ministry, the

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How many people do you have in your ministry? Enough? See,

you want five hundred people and can't get them outside.

Some of you got eight and don't want to do outreach.

That's okay. The harvest to just be for me. You

can sit there and watch. That's right. I know some

of you had Thanksgiving, You had your crazy relatives over there,

y'all were talking about those politics. Honey, tonight, I got

something for you. I want to address a statement that

many of us in this room are saying to God.

When it comes to us spending time with God in

his presence, the excuses become the priority of our daily

conversation with God. Sometimes our excuses are on the only

conversation we have with God. I want to address some

people this evening. We have time for everything else. Everybody

else would end up changing their time with God and

replacing it with things that steal His time with us.

I want to address some reasons why many of us

find it difficult to spend time with God. Many of

us want God to pardon us when we should be

at a place where we recognized that the things we

give our time to. I hope somebody's listening, the things

that we give our time to, ultimately is what we

become consumed to. The title of the message is and

I had to think about this for a minute. Let

me turn it up to say, y'all, can hear me?

The title of my message is pardon me. I had

a conflict of interest. Oh, this is the first part.

God was dealing with me about conflicts of interest. Now,

like I said, I'm gonna try to keep it sober,

but I don't know something. Whenever we make this statement,

I had a conflict of interest. When a person has

compelling interest, whether personal or financial, and that could interfere

with their personal judgment, decision or duties. This compromise the

objective and the integrity of their actions, as they may

be tempted to act in a way that benefits themselves

rather than their employer, clients, or another party to whom

they owe a duty. Oh God, I know something. You

wish you could turn the channel, but God told you

to listen. If you notice the definition, it says you

owe a duty to the previous party. It just means

that the true person or the thing you really owe

duty to you have forfeit this for something or somebody

else that is higher or more important than the person

who helped the original duty. Too, I had a conflict

of interest. We're gonna have to change today, Oh nobody.

I had to tell you this. I wish I could

tell God that, and why, you know what, but I

have to take it back. I find myself doing that lately. Lately,

I haven't been in the presence of God. I have

not been in fellowship with him. It seems like God's

en foosed with me. But you know how we do well, Lord.

I wish I could spend time, but I really gotta

get to the store because I don't have any food

in my house. If you notice the definition, as I

said before, it says that you still owe a duty

to the previous party and you forfeited it for something else.

In other words, God at this point was the most

important person on the schedule, because I know how some

of y'all do. You put God on a schedule. But

now he has gotten moved to the back of the

list because he has become our conflict of interest. He

is no longer important because there are other things that

have sold our time to that he holds a duty

to some of us in this room and some of

us listening to podcasts. You better listen to me, good.

Don't realize that the conflict that we're having is because

the very thing that as our interest is the thing

that has first place in our lives. Let me just

talk about this because I've can talk about this because

I'm going through it right now. I'm gonna act like

I'm going towards the door because I think some of

y'all gonna be leaving after the very thing that you

put God first, the very thing the interests. Because I

know a lot of us have interest. We have our hobbies.

I know that on Saturday, I have my basketball practice.

I'm trying to lose a little bit away, and there's

nothing wrong with that. But when you begin to luve

things more than God, that means that you have a

conflict of interest. Your interest becomes your conflicts. See some

of you hear me, but you're not hearing me. Let

me tell you what's about to happen. I guess I'll

go prophetic on you. Some of you don't realize you're

about to be forced to spend time a forced not

to spend time with God because there are gonna be

some circumstances that you're not going to be able to

go forward in unless you have instruction. Y'all not trying

to hand me, but I'm gonna help you with your

conflict of interest. When there is enmity, there is conflict.

What does enmity mean? You know we've heard this before,

to be in opposition with There is always going to

be an opposing factor. M hm. Yes, as long as

we allow our own interests, y'all listen to this because

God gave it to me. I'm gonna tell you, I'm

gonna repeat it again. I want you to hear very carefully.

There is always going to be an opposing factor as

long as we allow our own interest to add more interest,

meaning not the desire, but the cost of taking our

borrow time and putting it on things that are in

deficit instead of appreciating. Well, what do you mean by that?

What does it mean? What does it mean? It means

when God is calling us, not gonna act stup by God,

don't be calling you. Don't center it. Act like God's

calling you. Some of you step out the door and

you know that God's calling you to stay home. Why

would God now all of a sudden, wants me to steal?

He knows I've got to go to my soccer practice.

He knows I gotta go to this church make steal.

But I don't feel impressed in my spirit to go anywhere.

Come on, now, some of you don't realize. I guess

some of you must have forgot Oh God, I know

I can feel in the living room now. See some

of you don't realize you're not your own This is

very common. But some of you just take God for granted.

We don't want the sacrifice that we're gonna have to

go through. We don't want to have to give up

some of our interests. That means you're gonna have to

give up the baked sale. That means you're gonna have

to give up the soccer practice. That means you're gonna

have to give up the cooka ka karate. You don't

have to come through in the spirit. You're gonna have

to give that up for a season because y'all don't

want love lod mm hmmmm. So it means we become

interested in fulfilling things that are of a deficit to

our spirit. I'm gonna help you with something because this

means we are putting ourselves in a conflict of God's

own interests in our lives. See, when you appreciate God,

y'all don't understand appreciation. Appreciate God. It means that you're

willing to appreciate the interest in God and apply it

to the thing that has eternal value. See, eternal value

always has a return. Yes God. Oh, y'all don't want

to hear about finance. What see? You want to sit

there and waste your time with a fleshly conversation or

a fleshly Oh we're having a game night, shaoh? Are

you coming to the game, Yeah, because you're too busy

playing games. See, I can't get caught up in games.

I'm trying to get to a tested, trying to just

board game. I'm trying to play the game of the spirits.

I'm trying to play the game of God. And let

me tell you something. I don't have time to waste

my interests on things that are of deficit. I don't

have time to play with you or play with the

enemy that you play with. Ad mm hmm. We don't

have time, okay, to put our interest in things that

have deficits. Well, what are you talking about, honey? Let

me tell you something. How many people entertain conversations. Some

people could sit on that phone in gossip all night long,

and we sit there, honey all the and why you're

sitting there entertaining the devil. That room is sitting there vacant.

Your room is sitting up in their vacant I'm waiting

for your knees get on the floor. And in the

meantime I done sat there and gave all my interest

in my being to you in your interesting gossiping. Oh y'all,

don't want to hear it, talk about it, tell it.

Let me help you out. There is always going to

be something that gets your attention off of God. And

I'm telling you right now, God is trying to realign

some people in the things of the spirit. We ain't listening.

You don't see all the stuff going on around you,

all of the certain signs that he's showing you. I

ain't talking about Jesus coming, but I'm talking about being

in his presence and understanding. God was dealing with me today.

He was saying, Jonathan, let me tell you something. People

don't understand what's coming. See, they're sitting here wasting time

with things that are a deficit. They're not sitting here

trying to get some interest in the spirit. Because when

you get interest in the spirit, let me tell you something,

when the deficits start coming Hey, you've got some interest,

some appreciation in your spirit. That means that you can

stand in the midst of everything drying up. But if

you can stand in your spirit knowing that He can

deposit something in my spirit in the midst when it

seems like their spiritual famine in the land, honeyed up.

I don't care. I don't have to get from your

your sister, and I don't have to give from your reservoir.

I got my own reservoir that I can come into

because the Holy ghost of It's been stirring in my spirits.

If I've been in the presence of God, if I've

been in His glory in the worship and had that

expirens individually, when the famine comes, I can't drow. I

can draw from my own sister. That's right, right. Your

interests have to become His interests. Father. You are not

a person of your own. See some of us think, oh,

we got saved. But guess when I'm a rule what

I want to rule and give God when I want

to give. Oh no, honey, it don't work like that. Baby.

I wish it worked that way with me, honey, because

I did not sign up but for this type of

position that I'm in. Come on God, Yes, Lord, mm hmmmm,

thank you Lord. Romans Chapter seven. Let's just go there,

cause Jones, let me go to your first conflict. I'm

gonna talk about conflicts. I probably might just get to

one and we'll come back and do the rest. But

I'm gonna go to the one that y'all having a

problem with. H The first conflict is your conflict of schedule.

But I'm gonna speak to some people on podcasts and

some people in this room. Your schedule is about the change.

I don't care what your appointment is. I don't care

what you done scheduled. Honey, it is about to be

a delay in your schedule because God is sick and

tired of calling. It. Ain't nobody answering. See what casual

about this thing? We live in the United States of America.

We are the home of the free, the free of

the home, the home of the brave. And we can

sit there and salute a flag and we got the

you know the pleasures of spending time with God within

our one hour of a day schedule. And you know,

we can just incorporate God, you know in our daily

you know, before and wake up first thing in the morning.

It's me and God. It's me and God. But first

I gotta have my coffee. Your coffee is before God. Honey.

I'm i'm aa rock. Some of your world, honey, your

schedules are about to change. Some of the times that

you say you're gonna be getting up, that's the time

when you're gonna be praying. And the time that you're

gonna be sleeping, the time that you think you're supposed

to be sleeping, that's when you're gonna be praying. Oh somebody,

and I'm hearing up in there. You're gonna think I'm

crazy when it starts happening. Because sometimes when God wants

to do something different, yeah, he's gotta move you in

a different place of Some of you are so used

to having a routine that at six o'clock in the morning,

me and God get together and we pray at that time.

But honey, I'm gonna tell you something. You can't put

God in your orderly arrangement because God in according to

your orderly arrangement. He's got his own order and it's

the order of the spirit. And when you wants to

move he don't care what time it is. Your don't care.

I's three o'clock, four o'clock rock, five o'clock, six o'clock,

seven o'clock rock. He don't care what time it is.

I get spirit when I get up and have some worship.

I'm sorry, he don't get your behind up at two

or three o'clock in the morning. He's gonna want to

have a worship experience, because the only way that God

can have a worship experience, it's through your temple. Your

temple has to get up God, right, who an't making

me worse? Right now? God making me worse? We don't

try to record two times? And he was like, no,

that ain't happening. As soon as we will to the

liber room. See, as soon as we did something else,

as soon as I went against my conflict of interests,

I came in the liber room. Guess what now he's flowing.

I guess We got the praise and the worship up

in there, and then we had to come in here

and get the word. Romans chapter eight, verse seven. I'm

gonna go to your problem Romans eight seven. Let's find

out what your issue is. I'm gonna tell you what

it is. As long as you have a flesh man, Yes,

and we're gonna talk about that. I ain't talking about

your skin. That's not the flesh. I had to go

over s Guad to give a Bible Romans, chapter eight,

verse seven. We'll start at verse verse five. I'm gonna

minister something y'all all want to hear, because that's what

prophets do. They minternce this stuff you only want to hear.

I don't. I mean this this stuff you don't want

to hear. And that's why we're sitting here. But three

people in the living room, y'all sitting up here hearing

these lion prophets talk about last night I heard the

one say, Oh God, I don't know what has happened

to these prophetic voices. The Lord is speaking to me

that there's going to be an increase in UFOs. Have

y'all lost your mind? How does the word of God

agree with man's word? How does the word of God

agree with man's word? Man talks about UFOs? Well, I mean,

you do got some foreigners of the spirit. I mean,

maybe that's the UFOs you're talking about people that have

been come on the church scene. But God is spirit.

Maybe that's a foreign UFOs to you, and they say

unidentified object. Maybe there are some UFOs coming, just not

the UFOs you're talking about. I think he's going to

be sending a UFO of his spirit. Maybe you won't

be able to identify with it, okay, Romans eight, verse five.

For they that are after the flesh do mind the

things of the flesh. But they that are after the

spirit the things of the spirit. Now that's straight into

the point. There is no neutral there is no middle ground,

there is no compromise. Those that mind the things of

the spirit want to do the things of the spirit.

They don't want to entertain things of the flesh. Right,

So why are we sitting up here entertaining things of

the flesh and saying we're spiritual? Oh God, because you've

got a conflict of interest. For they that are after

the things of the flesh to mind the things of

the flesh, But they that are after the spirit the

things of the spirit. Look at this, For the be

carnally minded is death, But to be spiritually minded is

life and peace. Yes, because the carnal mind is enmity

against God, for it is not subject to the law

of Looking at that right there, it doesn't want to

be obedient true to the law of God. Neither indeed

can be Look at that right there. Let me go

to work because I can see it's gonna be late.

And I know some of you have conflicting schedules in

the morning that some of you have to go to

church tomorrow. That's another one of your conflicts of interest. Well,

I gotta get up tomorrow. I know you record this

at eight thirty four. I really wanted to listen to it,

but I gotta go to church tomorrow. Well what if

God said no, The Lord wouldn't tell me not to

go to his house. The Lord wouldn't tell me to

stay home from the father's house. Honey, that's not the

father's house, right, The building isn't the father's house. You

are the father's house, and he dwells and you and

sometimes the people in church, the only thing close to

the glory they're gonna get is when you walk in

the house. Oh, I know that, y'all know, y'all into

some dead churches. Probably the church you're going to tomorrow

is half dead. And the only reason why the praise

and worship team as halfway sound is when you walk

in the door with the glory. Okay, now let's define

the flesh for a minute. I'm not talking about the

body with skin on it. I think we have to

go to another level with that. I'm not talking about

your skin. Those that are after the flesh, meaning the

things that they chase, actor that are fleshly, the desires

that fulfill the enjoyment of the flesh. That's some of

your interests. The human experience. Oh, I know I'm talking

to somebody. I hope somebody's listening. It's consistent. It's constant

to the point where you're chasing after it and only

it you have become entangled with it. Oh. I know

some of you can relate to that, because the minute

your boss says there's overtime, you jump right on it.

But when God says I need to spend time with

you and give me some overtime in the room of prayer,

some of you say, well, I got this bill, I

gotta pay you. See conflict of interest, and some are

enslaved to it. The flesh of the Greek means sarsix

flesh as strict of the skin, the body as opposed

to the soul or spirit, or as the symbol of

what is external or as the means of kindred or

human nature, human being. So the flesh is not your skin.

It's not your scab that you got when you fell

off the bike. It's not your flesh. It is what's

behind the face. It's what's it's what's behind your motives,

your thoughts. Who you are when you take that coat off?

Oh you, who are you really? After you come from church?

Do you put on righteousness? Whereas some people say clean,

but I said, those that say they clean, nay uncleanness,

They are after the flesh. This is consistently in the mind,

that it's constantly chasing things only in this present cosmos.

Constantly the pattern of your thinking is constantly on pleasing

your flesh that you haven't mastered the purpose of getting

behind the flesh and allowing your spirit to get in

front of it. What does that mean when your flesh

is dead, when your interests are dead, it projects the spirit.

But there are things in this life that still holds

you as a hostage to serve, things that have no

eternal value. You can read Second Corinthians five one on

your time. But see, we know what takes our time.

We know what takes our interests. Our interests must now

become the interests of God. For we know that if

our earthly house of this tabernacle is dissolved, we have

a building of God, a house not made with hands. See,

the flesh is only the structure that was created from cosmos.

Cosmos is classified as the orderly arrangement. So what is

he talking about with orderly arrangement? Because I say it

a lot. The orderly arrangement is the adorning world. Now,

I want wants you to be very clear, everyone's orderly

arrangement is not the same. The orderly arrangement is the

systematical structured organization of items, data, people that follow a

sequential or logic. Things that are arranged in a logical

or regular pattern, making them easy to understand. I want

you to go to first down two fifteen, First down

two fifteen. Mm hm, yes what first down two fifteen.

So again, the orderly arrangement the systematical structured organization of items, data, people,

sequential logic, and that logic is depend upon each individual.

Your logic is not Cheral's logic, Apro's logic is not

Sheral's logic. In my logic an't your logic we are

all organized structures of an organization through the cosmos, through

the world. The world has its own orderly arrangement. Look

at how the cities are built. Look at how buildings

are structured. They're organized from the blueprint all the way

up to the physicality of what it is. They are

in order. Churches have organizations that are in order, where

they try to put Jesus in order. But see, Jesus

was never intended to be in order order, not in

order in order. So first John two fifteen, let me

go there, Lord, if my Bible could just pull up,

it'd be nice, be nice, if they could just pull up.

Let me see. Okay, I guess I'll have to go

back the pages first John two fifteen. They beat me

to it, all Right, here we go. I'm trying to

get my notes back. It says love not the world,

neither the things that are in the world. What is

he saying, do not love the orderly arrangement or the

things that are in the orderly arrangement? Now I want

to be very clear, there is nothing wrong with loving

the things associated with your world. Now, notice I said

your world. I'm not talking about the globe. The globe

is just the manifestation of God showing you that there

are things that are of the unseen, that the things

of the of the scene have come from the realms

of the unseen. That's what the globe's for. But the

world he's talking about is the world in your mind.

Your mind is a world in itself, yes, and that

is the thing that needs to be renewed, And that

is the thing that needs to be redeemed. Is your

thought process, because your thoughts are wired to the things

of this world. And it's not the globe, it's the influences.

It is the culture. Like Michael Jackson said, I don't

care if you're black or white. I'm sorry. That's a

part of the world. That's world thinking, worldview, your finances,

the things that you think about your finances, your children,

the things you think about your children, the things you

talk to your children. Don't overspend it the grocery store

because you're gonna lose all the money in your account.

All that is part of the world world thinking. But

God his word is saying, don't fall in love with

it to the point where it consumes you into the world.

That's why the Bible says, what profit a man if

he gains the whole world, if you gain every bit

of what you're interested in, if you're successful in every

area of your own interests, what profit is it if

you gain the whole world. He's not just talking about

the globe. He's talking about your thinking. And you're thinking

prospers in every area that stepped in based upon the world.

What is the point of profiting everything in your mind?

But you're losing the very soul essence of who you

are while you're chasing after these things. You're losing your

soul in them. You don't know how many people are

sitting to me telling me I'm gonna get two jobs.

So just like your son said on Thanksgiving, I'm working

on a second job now. He works third shift from

ten to seven. And he said he's gonna work from

seven in the morning all the way up until the afternoon.

I said, when do you get any rest? Well, I

can get about one hour of rest and I'm good.

What profit is it that you're working all of these hours.

I'm gonna tell you something. See, God will let you

work yourself to death. I mean, he's gonna win either way.

He says, Well, since you want to work fifty and

sixty hours doing uber. I guess I can let you

work for death because either way you're still gonna come

to me dead. You're still gonna come to me dead.

I don't care. I gotta get you one way or another.

So you're not winning with God when you abstain from

his presence because you're pissed off at him. Let's see

how long you can last at all. You end up

beating yourself back Listen, it's just like a rubber man.

You stretch it far enough about it's gonna come back on.

So you're not winning. But what profit a man if

he gave the whole world, would lose his soul. See,

you lost it in those things. You lost it in

your interest, your conflict of interest. When you put your

schedule above God's, you lost yourself in it. That's why

something when we go back to God, we don't know

who you are. It says there is nothing wrong with

loving the things associated with your world. Everybody's world is

different pertaining to its own individual arrangement. However, when God

is calling his orderly arrangement in order with the world

he saved you, many of us find ourselves trying to

keep in order with our scheduled arrangements, instead of God

rearranging us into his ordained arrangement. Come on, now, if

I didn't say this a thousand times, God was not

ordained to be in order. Now. I know the Bible

says God is not the author of confusion, but of

course that's in context to the church. But the order

that I'm talking about is he was not ordained to

be a part of the orderly arrangement. Because I'm gonna

tell you right now, Cairo's time does not work with crotons.

Don't know. I'm sorry. When you learn to walk in faith, honey,

you're gonna be walking and think you're walking and don't

know why you're walking, you're gonna be so out of order.

But God said you're gonna be in order. But see,

his order is not ordained by the calendar on a clock.

His ordained moment is not based upon Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.

I'm sorry you're gonna miss it down that way. But honey,

I hate to tell you. Sometimes on my Monday morning,

I was supposed to be working, and then I found

myself sitting at home. Okay, he just gave me I

was totally He just put me totally out of order. No,

he didn't put you out of order. He puts you

in his order. Until you realize when you start to

go into his order, he don't care what time it is.

Time is suspended in his order. Lord, Lord, your Lord,

your father. This is where many of us are having

the conflict of interest, where it takes place when God

is trying to arrange time for us. We think that

timing of the arrangement conflicts outside of the orderly ordained

that God has set up for us. Go back to

Romans eight five. For they that are after the flesh

do mind the things of the flesh, But they that

are after the spirit the things of the spirit. You're

after your flesh, and your thinking is focused on fulfilling

the things that are processed and keep the flesh organized.

But none of these things are giving you any peace

if you think about it. Yeah, your flesh keeps you

in order with the orderly arrangement of this cosmos, but

you don't have any peace. Go ahead now, yep, because

when you mind the things of the flesh, it will

always keep us in a pattern of consistent conflict outside

things that are eternal. Guess what peace is eternal only

when you learn to suspend the mind outside of the

orderly arrangement and realign it with things that are unorganized.

What do you mean Wait a minute, Okay, you lost

me there. You talked about unorganized. What do you mean

by that? What I mean by unorganized, I'm talking about

the orderly arrangement of God. God's orderly arrangement is not

organized with the arrangement of this cosmic. To you, it's

gonna be unorganized. They hate to tell you this. Some

of you have had unorganized faith experiences. Oh like, oh, okay,

all right, so I lost something down. So you mean

to tell me when God said go down the street okay,

and you were trying to go on the freeway to

get to your job, that that was organized. No, it

worked outside of your timing. Because you have something called sequence,

you have something called routine, you have something called Well,

I know that my navigation system is telling me to

go on exit thirty four, so I'm gonna follow it.

But God says, don't get on the highway. Oh y'all know,

y'all have to flip. There's a conflict of interest right there.

What are you talking about I take this route every

single day, and I know the traffic's not going to

be there until about six o'clock in the morning, and

I'm gonna take the highway. Let me tell you something,

true story, true story. Now I'll tell you a true

story because I didn't want to listen. I had to

be at the children's school to pick them up the

day before Thanksgiving. It was a Tuesday, and I said, God,

I gotta get there. I gotta get there before was

it three twenty? I gotta get there before three twenty.

Now I heard in my spirit, now this is out

of order. Take the HV lane and you'll get there

are but see me being religious like some of you,

I had a conflict of interest with God and said

that is totally I'm not gonna go out of order

because I said, I don't want to know. This happened

on Thanksgiving. I'm sorry I had to be there by

one twenty. I said that that's gonna be a conflict

of interest because I can't use the HV lane because

I've gotta I've gotta. If you use the HV lane,

you'll get there quicker. I said, you ain't hearing me,

because you know you gotta have another person in there.

But see, he didn't care about order at that time. Now,

I wonder what he could have told you in your

spirit had you went that way. See, it's not about

the direction, it's not about the orderly arrangement at that time.

I'm trying to show you something that if you listen

to me right, I will get you there past or

before time says that you have an appointed time. See,

if you listen to me, I know that the clock

says one thirty. I know that your deadline is one thirty.

But if you go a route that you never been before,

somebody better catch it. If you go a route that

you've never been to before you get there before the deadline,

somebody just missed it. You better catch it, because somebody

who are not listening to me right now, God is

about to take some of y'all that are listening to

me right now. You're gonna be taken into different rocks

that you did not plan. But guess what it's going

to be God, And you're gonna save time. When you

would have went the original way that you had already planned.

Somebody got to catch it. That was for free. You

better catch it. Thank you. Faith is unorganized, Avery Hamn's

working in this farm to his rotine. I'm pretty sure.

And God says, leave everything behind, come to a lane,

you know, not of Oh that's organized. Oh like you

planning this for a couple of days. Now, I'm sorry,

but faith is random. Yes, God true story just found

out today. If somebody's listening, too bad. Now, I had

planned to go to Virginia. I said, I'm gonna get

me a little vacation. Sit you know, sit in the hotel,

actually sleep in a bed. And I'm not gonna be bothered.

I'm not I'm gonna plan this to the team. We're

gonna stay in a hotel. We'll stay at our favorite hotel.

Now you see all the planning I'm doing, and all

my interests and how I'm gonna go see the baby,

and how I'm gonna go see this person. You see

how your interests are. And I'm sitting in the car

and I feel in my gun, past my gut, because

I got a lot of guts, but I feel in

my spirit. I said, no, I don't feel like going south.

I don't think we're going there. I think we're going

somewhere else. Now in the midst of everything that could

try to distract me, everything that could pull me in

that direction, everything that was connected to the orderly arrangement

of this world that would try to bring me in

that direction. I forfeited that, and I heard the voice

say go north in my spirit. But I said, I

am about to tell nor and I was gonna call

my sister and say, listen, we're gonna have to check.

But something didn't come out of my mouth to say anything.

So when I spoke to her today, when I spoke

to April today, she had a spiritual i'll say a

spiritual Encountermit last year, her conflict of interest in her

bedroom was disrupted. See somebody, you ain't getting it, but

you're gonna get it in a minute. Her conflict of

interest was interrupted. Yes, where at the time she was

supposed to be sleeping, she was awoken. See some of

you missing it. You're gonna catch it. She went in

the bedroom and God began to speak. You know, it's funny.

God don't speak in your schedule, but it speaks when

it's not your schedule, right, And he said to her,

Man of God, I know have you been seeking God

for direct I said, yes, I have been, but she

didn't hear the conversation that me and God had. I

heard the Lord say go north, and Honey, I said, God,

I know that was in my spirit. That's what I'm

talking about. See, sometimes God wants to speak out of

order to get you in order. Faith is not organized,

it is unorganized arrangements. God consistently wants us unorganized so

that he can arrange us according to his divine purpose.

He wants to wreck your schedules because as long as

you stay a part of that schedule, as long as

you keep with your routines, as long as you keep

with your schedules, you will not possess the orderly ordained

moment that God wants you to come into. Because when

your life is no longer your own, you're not let

by the time clock of this world. Even though you

are in this cosmos, even though you are around different

cosmoses and different mindsets, you are no longer attributed to

the time in which is presented to you based upon

the world that you're entertaining. Yes, and when I talk

about world, I'm talking about people. Because every person has

their own time period, every person operates in their own clock.

I'm sorry. Even though we're sitting in a room and

it is now nine oh two, even though we are

unified together under time, when we disperse from this place

of unity, everybody's operating in their own time. Again, there's

nothing wrong with going to places oh with people. However,

when you mind the things of the flesh, when you

entertain people, you must realize that you come out of

time of eternity or eternal things things of faith, and

step out of that timing to entertain something or someone

else that is orderly. What do you mean when you

come out of the presence of being in prayer? Yes, yes, yes,

I don't know if you realize it, But you don't

be in chronos time when it's time in the prayer. Honey,

when I was caught up just a few minutes ago,

I didn't care for it was eight o'clock. At nine o'clock,

I knew I was caught up with Jesus. I know

I went somewhere, yes, sir, and Honey, I liked it

and didn't want to come back. Yes, but I was

caught up in prayer so long that by the time

I looked at the clock it was quarter to eight.

We started in that room at six forty five. Yeah, yes,

we did. No longer did I care about chronological time, yes,

m yeah yeah yeah. But see now that I'm in

that realm, now that I'm in that constant place, now

that it's taken over my mind. Now everything that I do,

every person that I entertain, is about purpose. Yes, look,

got me. Let me get something that God. Let me

get something that God gave me today if I can

pull it up. Mm hmm. He said, it only becomes

purposeful when it's eternal. What is arranged is ordained or

what is unarranged is ordained. Well, what do you mean

by that? What you didn't plan outside of orderly arrangement

of scheduling is an ordained moment? Yes, I'm prophesying up

in here, ask God. I want you to listen. There

are some things you did not plan. There are some

things I didn't plan. Like, for instance, he said, start

a cleaning business. That ain't nothing I planned. And I said, God,

you got to be out of your mind. Now I'm

in a situation here that's kind of desperate, and you

want me to plan a cleaning business. I didn't plan that.

This is what faith led me to. And so what

do you think I did. I got the uniforms because

I saw myself in a uniform, and I got my cards,

and but God said, don't open any of it. I'm

gonna tell you when. See now you're not operating on

your telegram. But I said, well, Lord, you had me

to the uniform, you had me get the cards, You

had me do all that. He said, yep, for preparation. Yeah,

mm hmm. Conflict of interest. See, it's not about you.

You gave up your life a long time ago. But see,

sometimes God wants us to be sensitive to his timing because,

as I said before, when you entertain things out of

coming out of that realm, once you entertain an individual,

you are now stepping into a different time period, especially

if they're of the orderly arrangement. Okay, and that's why

some of you listening to me right now, I know

you're gonna relate to me. There are just some people

you just don't want to waste your time with, right, Lord, Lord,

Lord Jesus, Right, because instead of them bringing appreciation to

your spirit or interest to your spirit, they're causing you

to become deficit. Lord. And this is why God said

stay home yet, see you knew the deficit person that

was gonna come and take all your time. He said,

don't you pick up that phone. See God be trying

to tell you, He said, I'm trying to keep you

in this realm. But haven't you keep it entertaining these deficits,

these deficits, these people that got deficits. You keep it

entertaining these things in these programs that are supping from

stopping from your spirit, but not bringing you into a

place of alignment when God's orderly arranged. Watch this eleven

John eleven one. I'm gonna take you there. Mm hmm.

I'm gonna take you to your conflict, your conflict of

the schedule, John, Chapter eleven, Verse one. Now, remember we

talking about not loving the world. That's a conflict of interest.

When you love things more than God, chase after it.

Because when you love something, you're going to commit to it.

And I can tell something that people you're willing to

throw people under the basket because of that female or

that person that you think is in love with you.

Hope somebody's listening. When you love something, you commit to it.

Your soul will commit to it. That's right, whether it

be God, whether it be a persis, and you're not

going to commit to your half heart to it, especially

when you're getting a return. Tell it. Verse one. Now

a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the

town of Mary and her sister Martha. And it was

that Mary which appointed the lord with anointment or ointment

and wipe his feet with her hair, whose brother lathers

was sick. Now watch this. Therefore his sisters said on him, saying, Lord,

behold him, who thou lovest is sick. And when Jesus

heard that, he said, this sickness is not unto death,

but for the glory of God, that the Son of

God might be glorified thereby. Now Jesus loved Martha and

her sister LAZARREV. Now I'm gonna read the next verse.

And because Jesus loved him, because Jesus loved his mother,

because Jesus loved his friend, because Jesus loved the interests

of his heart. Art he ran to Lazareth, he run

the rather room. That's not what I thought. That's what

the scipts said. What some of you are The very

first thing when somebody is sick, the first time that

somebody is getting beaten up by their boyfriend the first

time that somebody says, Mama, I need you to help me.

You're running, come on, talk about it. But Jesus didn't run,

it says he delayed today's now wait just to cot

and pick now, hold on a minute, now, But that's

the person he loved. But see, I musta say something

to some of the people in the room and the

people listening on podcasts. Come on here. Just because you

love sid don't mean I have to commit to it.

Because Jesus was in love with something greater than the

flesh laws in the interests of his heart, he had purpose.

Now he could have got of his orderly arrangement, out

of the father's orderly arrange. God say, pray and don't

go nowhere. Now you could have went somewhere. But I

could have went back to sleep. I have a choice.

But something in your spirit said, uh huh, I gotta

get in there. Here what God is saying, I don't

care if depression is trying to take me. I'm about

to take it up and get a prayer my spirit

because I know and experience what God can do in

the midst of me having a conflict. Let me tell

you something, this conscience, this conflict is only but something

that's trying to pose me from getting to the place

of the or the arrangement in God that I need

to be. And I'm not going to allow anything to

conflict with me being in order with my God. And

that's why I'm tearrying for two days according to God,

because I'm gonna wait till that. But they say death

is impossible to be moved because I don't move in

that time frame. I operate in a different glory. It's

a glory of the spirits. And I don't move on

a time frame which you were. And I don't move

when Mary say come and get your brother. But I

go beyond the time, beyond the past time because faith

does not look at the time frame. Faith looks at

the impossibilities and moves in that time. All right, now,

come on Spotify. Heart radio has been a pleasure. I

had to cut you off right there. Podcasts, I had

to cut you off right there. It was getting a

little hot in the room and I and I felt

like God said it's time to turn it off. Some

of you better listen good Jesus, and you better listen

real good. There are things in this country about to

heat up, and you're gonna need the direction of God

in your finances. You're gonna need direction about where to move,

when to move. Some of you gonna need direction about

where your destiny is. Head and honey, like God said

to be. Some of you are so used to hearing

a voice telling you what you gotta do. Well, the

voice is getting ready to be silent because God wants

you to trust in him. He wants you to be

his head. He wants you to be his buckler. He

wants you to come to him when he HiT's a

time of trouble. He don't want you going to the pastor.

I don't want you to going to the prophet. He

wants you to go to the prophet. That's right the

podcast and all those that listen to us. This is

part one of Pardon me I had a conflict of interest.

We'll continue this later on as God permits. The next

teaching I'll be doing, Lord willing, it will be on

the invisible Body. We're gonna talk about the invisible body,

the spirit body, the body that's not seen by religion,

the body that God is raising up in this hour.

They are not staying by religion or organization, But are

gonna come from outside the orderly arrangement of church as usual.

And God is about to do a spiritual move, and

it's gonna be a church without walls, a network of

a spiritual body that's connected without walls. Old stay tuned

for it, but you'll have to wait. But until I

see you again or hear from you again, bring up

a blessed rest your evening, and God bless