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Excuse Me, I Made A Mistake Part 2

Eternal Fire Ministries (Season 1) 26-27

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  1. Yeah, bo Lordan, all comes.

  2. God. Yeah, there's no cops my God.

  3. That's right. I know that.

  4. Come on, let me say this. I have that time

  5. about studium. There's no God, my God, Gosh. There's no God,

  6. my God, God. There's no God, my God, God. There's

  7. O God, my God, God. There's O God my God.

  8. There's O God my God, Gosh.

  9. There's O God my God. There's O God my God.

  10. Come on, Jehovah down, Jehovah, Tirah my provider, Jehovah niecy daher, Jehovah, shallow,

  11. Goda peace.

  12. There's no God like Oh God, Halloa.

  13. There is no God my God.

  14. How Hallelijah right, that's.

  15. Right, Praise the Lord.

  16. That's right, Your Father God, Oliah, bless your name.

  17. Let the name, Oh Lord, Hallelujah, Thank you, Jesus, Jesus, hallelujah.

  18. Thank you, Oh God. Howay, there is no God like

  19. our guy. Thank you Father, O the God that I

  20. could think of, Jesus, Thank.

  21. You Lord, Thank you Father God.

  22. I want to welcome you this morning to this imprompt service.

  23. Jesus one that I did not plan, Jesus. It was

  24. in the function of planning, but we had service last night, Jesus,

  25. that was imprompt God. But that's all right.

  26. We'll be back to our regular schedule program in February, Jesus.

  27. Thank you Jesus.

  28. Yes, Lord God, first Wednesday in February to our regular

  29. schedule program. Thank you, Jesus. But don't get it twisted.

  30. Even though I have a schedule, Jesus, doesn't mean that

  31. the word doesn't stop. So I might just have impromptness.

  32. Yes, Jesus, Jesus.

  33. I'll have the schedule, but then i'll have impromptness. Thank you.

  34. We'll be back to.

  35. Our's schedule program on February the fourth. I'll be teaching

  36. on the Book of Genesis, Lord willing, if I don't

  37. get stuck in Richmond.

  38. If I don't get stuck in Richmond, will be good. Yes, yes, Lord,

  39. I'll have somebody else teach. I don't know, Jesus. If

  40. I get stuck there, well you know what to do. Yes,

  41. I'll have takeover, Shelley. You ready to.

  42. A good Amen. Everyone is capable of opening up their

  43. mouths saying something out of their mouth.

  44. I guess morning, Jesus, that's okay. You're gonna get it anyway,

  45. because I have a word for you, Shelly. It came

  46. in my spirit this morning. HOLI.

  47. I'm gonna give it to you later on when I finished.

  48. But God, y, i't let you know, silly. You're in

  49. it to win.

  50. It, yes, and you have.

  51. Already won, Yes, Lord God, hallelujah.

  52. Hallelujah, Thank you, Lord God. I know last night we

  53. had a wonderful time in the Lord.

  54. H Well, I want to welcome our podcast in hallelujah.

  55. God.

  56. This is eternal Fire ministry, is a Holy Spirit ministry

  57. and extinguished.

  58. And we ain't going nowhere.

  59. I know everybody's church is closed down because they say

  60. we're supposed to get.

  61. All this snow.

  62. But I believe in God it's gonna shut off. Yes, yes,

  63. but see we don't have overhead hallelujah. We have wherever

  64. we're gathered. That's where we're having Lord God, Thank you Amen.

  65. That's the truth.

  66. Thank you Lord, hallelujah.

  67. Halley, I'm gonna try to work this out. Jesus.

  68. My name is Jonathan Hardwick. I am the one and only.

  69. There is no other voice you're going to get besides

  70. this one. Lest the Lord be leading by his spirit.

  71. But I woke up this morning at eight thirty this morning,

  72. I began to hear this melody in my spirit of

  73. worship Yes, and I got up and God said, whatever

  74. it is for me, He said, it is already done,

  75. and I want you to praise me for it being done.

  76. I don't understand what he's talking about. I don't know

  77. what he's perceiving in my spirit. But when my father says,

  78. get up in praising. And so we opened up the

  79. door and a praise began to come out.

  80. And then, of course my neighbor next door decided. April decided,

  81. wait a minute, I hear some praise. I'm gonna have

  82. to come on over into the other room. I asked,

  83. you knocked our door and said, come on, let it.

  84. I know you want to come out.

  85. He began to praise him, and then I said, well,

  86. I guess I'm gonna have to go grab Cyril because

  87. I guess he's trying to do something. You have to

  88. be sensitive to his spirit. You don't have to understand it.

  89. I said, you're not always going to know all of

  90. the details. As I said last night, if you would

  91. like to get in contact with me, telephone number eight

  92. six zero five to zero AA three seven and my

  93. email is Eternal Fireministries at gmail dot com.

  94. This is not traditional church as usual.

  95. If you're looking for traditional church, I told you we

  96. are already the church.

  97. Why do we need a building where.

  98. We're already that we do believe in meeting in people's

  99. houses wherever God willet us.

  100. Because this mobile ministry goes where it is planted.

  101. Amen, Halloween, We'll have church outside, You'll have ministry in

  102. the park, We'll have ministry on the streets.

  103. See, we're not limited to a building.

  104. But the most important is we build up disciples that

  105. they may go out and minister of the Gospel of

  106. Jesus Christ. Everyone is called to be a disciples to

  107. bring witnesses on the Jesus Christ. Amen, we welcome you

  108. today podcast all our twenty seven platforms.

  109. I promise you you will not hear anything else but

  110. but the Word of God.

  111. Here.

  112. This is a free platform. I don't charge you anything

  113. for it. I pay for the broadcast, so you ain't

  114. got to worry about nobody muzzling no oxes. Last that

  115. I was on Facebook and all the churches we're talking

  116. about how people are moving their services to Saturday because

  117. they want to make sure that people pay their time. Well, honey,

  118. I hate to tell you this. People already know it

  119. right here. I don't muzzle them. I don't care if

  120. he's a listener. God tells you to get go ahead. Again,

  121. it's honey, I'm already blessed. Oh honey, you don't have

  122. a penny in your pocket. Honey, I'm already blessed. I'm

  123. blessed in the heavens. I'm blessed in the fields. I'm

  124. tleasted in my coming in and coming out. I don't

  125. have to worry about a dime in my pocket. Hey, listen,

  126. if I need to have a dime in my pocket,

  127. I know the people to go.

  128. Yeah, we're to make that happen.

  129. But that's what. I don't need your money. God.

  130. What I need is your faithfulness. God needs you, Jesus.

  131. Thank you, Lord Father God. I am the real thing.

  132. Thank you. You will not find anything fake with me.

  133. What you see is what you again. If you like it,

  134. you can either love it or listens. That's just the

  135. way it is. I'm not changing for anybody else, but God,

  136. you said, don't look at their faces. I don't care

  137. what I preach, don't look at their faces.

  138. If they.

  139. Keep on preaching. You must have got something. They got

  140. a little upset. I don't care, man.

  141. Thank you for the truth, O God Glory.

  142. Last night Jesus, we talked about part one of Excuse Me,

  143. I made a mistake. We're talking about mistakes today, showing mistakes,

  144. and we're gonna go back to Jonah chapter one.

  145. Mm hmmm, Jonah chapter one, verse one. Thank you Lord.

  146. We talked about mistakes last night. We talked about I'll

  147. give you a little recap if you want to encourage yourself.

  148. I have part four already out on YouTube, Facebook and

  149. all of our twenty seven platforms. On part one, we

  150. talked about being in right standing with God.

  151. We had right on time.

  152. I drank my first one last night. I had about

  153. two cups because it got fiery in here. Yes, sir,

  154. now it's Sunday morning, so I about the last I

  155. can really cut up now. We talked about being in

  156. right standing with God, yes, and how sometimes when we

  157. make mistakes, it's because we are not in right standing

  158. with God.

  159. We are not in a moment where we.

  160. Are in a righteous position. Oh, some of you know

  161. how you thought you could take matters into your own hands,

  162. And he said that Gods are taking a little too

  163. long with this.

  164. I'm going to help you out, okay.

  165. But what we remember with everything in our lives is

  166. everything is about process. Everything is about a sequenceal pattern

  167. that God has already established in our lives. As his

  168. word says, he has predestinated us before the foundations of

  169. the world, meaning that He is already pre set the.

  170. Course of the way that you are to walk.

  171. And some of us don't realize that when we make

  172. a mistake, it is because most of us are the

  173. ones that are being God at the moment, and we

  174. don't like the process. Oh I know I'm talking.

  175. We don't like the process of what we're going to

  176. have to endure to get to victory.

  177. I said last night, I Am not going to sit

  178. here and and and paddle and cuddle the victimization of

  179. what people go through. You have gone through mistakes, you

  180. have gone through mishaps, you have gone through people disappointing you,

  181. and you have gone through decisions that you made that

  182. you were to let me see educated on. But I

  183. am not going to sit here and pet the victim.

  184. I Am not going to sit here and hear about

  185. the sympathies of what something happened to you or did

  186. to you, or mishap.

  187. That ended up being catastrophic and it effected your way

  188. of thinking. I am not gonna sit here and.

  189. Collow you and say, oh, poor you, I'm so sorry

  190. that this happened to you. But honey, let me tell

  191. you something. You are a vessel that is full of errors. Yes, ye,

  192. God said that we are peculiar people.

  193. He also said that we are people that.

  194. Are are constantly being molded in shape in this image.

  195. And sometimes the molding.

  196. In the shaping is gonna cause a few errors now

  197. and then.

  198. But I said, in all errors there is room for correction.

  199. See, some of us want to still make the mistakes,

  200. but we don't want the correction that goes with the mistake.

  201. As I said last night, I made an example.

  202. How many times did you ride that bike until you

  203. got to the foot where you got determined to say

  204. that I'm going to find a concept that's gonna allow

  205. me to become victorious and conquering.

  206. How to ride this spike? Now, you didn't stop there,

  207. I know some of you did.

  208. Somebody said, the hell of it, I'm not gonna ride

  209. this spike anymore. That some of you said, the hell

  210. of it, I'm not gonna try to get my license

  211. because it doesn't make any sense.

  212. See your mistake. Learning occurs when.

  213. You change the thinking of your mind and bring it

  214. towards the perception and the concept of saying that I

  215. am a winner. God has said things to us, and

  216. he has promised us things about ourselves that said that.

  217. We are more than conquerors. Through Christ Jesus.

  218. We read this word and it says how we are

  219. to be victorious, how we are to be the head

  220. and not the tail, to.

  221. Be above and not beneath.

  222. But yet our mistakes speak to us and say we're.

  223. Not more than a conqueror.

  224. Our head is not the head of the head, that

  225. our head is not the head, and we are not

  226. the tail. But as a matter of fact, we're smothering

  227. in our mistakes. We're smothering in last year's mess we

  228. put ourselves in, and now we're reaping every single yearly

  229. it's a yearly anniversary of all our.

  230. Mistakes, hang ups and mishafs.

  231. But God said, I'm looking for people that the despite

  232. of all the mistakes, despite of all the mishaffs, despite

  233. of all the let me down so that they get

  234. a determination in their head that I am pressing.

  235. Towards the mark on the rise of the high.

  236. Calling, which is in Christ. Because I said last time

  237. that sometimes pressing is a process. Sometimes you're gonna have

  238. to press in the middle of your mistake.

  239. Oh, I'm made an error. I'm sorry, but you know

  240. that I'm gonna let it keep me here. I'm gonna

  241. find the remedy of how I can get through it.

  242. Some of you have business ideas, some of you got

  243. business planning ideas. And as soon as you started to

  244. you decide, you made a financial.

  245. Decision, but it didn't consult God, a God.

  246. And now you're in a mess because you you you

  247. you walked away from the righteousness to right standing of God.

  248. Because God is your first voice. He said in.

  249. Matthew six thirty three that should is seeky versa. He's

  250. giving you the order seek ye versa.

  251. The Kingdom of.

  252. God and his righteousness, his right standing, and all these

  253. other things will be added on to you. There's a process,

  254. and we must first listen before we even make a decision,

  255. before we even contemplate a concept. We must go to

  256. our father and say God, is this according to your will.

  257. It's this according to your way. And Honey, let me

  258. tell you something.

  259. In the past couple of days, I've had opportunities.

  260. Come to me. I've had doors that I decided to open.

  261. On to you. But I had to realize that I

  262. had not spent time with my God in so long,

  263. and I said, there's something bearing down in my spirits

  264. that I want time with God. It's not about the house,

  265. it's not about the cow. It's not about the business.

  266. It's not about your family and your snibblings only too and.

  267. All of their problems.

  268. It is about being first in your life. And it's

  269. amazing how everything else can be first in y'd in

  270. your life, but then God be last. And that's why

  271. you're going through the mistakes, you're going through the mishalf

  272. because you don't.

  273. Even know the bloot prints and that God has for

  274. your life. Thank God. God is the author and the

  275. finisher of our faith. Yes, God, Now I'm gonna sit

  276. here and be real with you.

  277. And some of you have heard me because I know

  278. I'm close to a lot of people in here.

  279. I come to you with my stories about my sad

  280. stories about my life, and I'm so tired of going

  281. through this and I'm just so tired.

  282. And sometimes I cry on shelley shoulders. Oh God, Shelley

  283. has a consulting business. Now that's the worst business to

  284. half for me, because I'm gonna be excuse me, Shelly,

  285. love to talk to you for a minute. And sometimes

  286. God has snatched my wig and said, excuse me, did

  287. Shelley die for you? Who did Shelley take thirty nine

  288. stripes for you? Jesus, I am your counselor the reason

  289. why now she could.

  290. Now I'm not saying I'm not bashing her business.

  291. She's got good count But see, God is the ultimate

  292. coun God knows the blue.

  293. Prints that he has created, but for the foundation of

  294. the word.

  295. Concerning your life and the direction that you're to go

  296. and at Honey, let me tell you something lately, Honey,

  297. God's been telling me to go in a certain direction,

  298. and I've been fighting. Honey, let me tell you something.

  299. My mistakes and said, uh huh, you don't want to

  300. go down there because you don't know what's gonna happen.

  301. She Now, where would that voice come from? When you

  302. know that God gave you a directive? Not only did

  303. he give you a directive. But he confirmed his word.

  304. He confirmed it through outside demonstration. He confirmed it by

  305. your spirit. It is still not moving because the mistakes

  306. keep you locked in to saying that something.

  307. Is going to occur. That means that is self sat.

  308. Yes, mistakes bring us into a place of self sabotaging

  309. ourself prior to.

  310. Us even stepping out. I talked about this last night.

  311. Some of you know the things that God has said

  312. in your spirit. You don't need nobody to validate you. You

  313. don't even know how to say nothing to you. And

  314. I'm gonna tell you something. Sometimes God don't have to

  315. speak to you audibly. Say times, your very situation will

  316. speak in itself. When you feel like you're a clam

  317. that's being squeezed, when you feel like it seems like

  318. the walls are coming in, God is trying to say,

  319. maybe you need a bigger space, maybe your pot is

  320. a little small, and maybe you need to go on

  321. and take a walk four minutes. But see, guess what

  322. our mistakes say. I'm staying right here. I ain't going.

  323. No because I don't know what is beyond me. I

  324. don't know what is beside me because the last time

  325. I'm gonna go over some of you.

  326. The last time that I made a step forward, the

  327. last time that I did this, I screwed up.

  328. I messed up. But honey, you don't learn how to

  329. be successful until you learn to fall.

  330. You don't learn to be uh prosperous until you take

  331. a risk.

  332. I'm sorry, You're going to make errors in faith.

  333. There are gonna be times when God is gonna say

  334. move forward, and it's gonna see my every hell there

  335. is that's gonna come again. Ship in faith you're gonna take.

  336. He said that that he's ordered our footsteps by his word,

  337. and that his and he said that.

  338. Uh, I'm sorry, I'm going one hundred miles aga. He

  339. said that our footsteps ordered by the Lord.

  340. And I've always said this here I said, straight is

  341. not always straight, honam. Let me tell you something. There's

  342. a difference between a righteous mistake and unrighteous mistake. I'm

  343. thought about that last night.

  344. For what's the difference.

  345. The unrighteous mistake is when we try to be God,

  346. if we try to fix it and then we make

  347. a mess out of it, and.

  348. We'll make mistakes.

  349. But a righteous mistake is when you're in God and

  350. God has a purpose for a path or assignment that

  351. he will have you to do, because I said that

  352. you're predestinated and for the foundations.

  353. Of the world.

  354. And he may take you to tell you.

  355. To go left. What a flesh will disagree with that,

  356. and you'll think it's a mistakes.

  357. Oh no, honey, you ran into a products, so you

  358. ran into your blessing taking a left turn.

  359. I don't know why I'm going in this.

  360. I don't know why I'm going in this, and it's

  361. particular a place, but I feel God.

  362. But I'm in the midst of it.

  363. Your flesh is fighting you. What have you made the

  364. biggest mistake in your life?

  365. You said, is wrong with you? Why don't you take

  366. this dB opportunity? What's wrong with you? Honey? Let me

  367. tell you something.

  368. The flesh always thinks that he's a mistake, always says

  369. it's an error.

  370. Guess what.

  371. As long as you're connected to the King of Kings

  372. and the Lord of Force, that's why your personal relationship

  373. with God is important.

  374. Come on, he he is your direction God. And I

  375. don't care how you gotta get it.

  376. We got I don't care. I don't care if your

  377. dance circles in the world. I don't care what it takes.

  378. I don't care how long it takes. I just want

  379. to hear one voice from God. I want to hear

  380. one word from God. And even if he says go,

  381. that's enough for me to let me know that God

  382. is in my life and he's speaking of I don't

  383. care how long it takes. I don't care if I

  384. tarry all night. See some of you don't want to

  385. teary for you. I know some of you forgot how

  386. that was. You can't even tarry five minutes to go

  387. through a process.

  388. We live in a Michael Wade society. Everything has to

  389. be right now, Everything has to be at this moment.

  390. I understand why I got to go through all this.

  391. Note you don't want to persevere. I want through all

  392. of the trials and sugulations to work patience. Some of

  393. you in a rush to get where your chima over

  394. and God is trying to give you a revelation right

  395. where you're.

  396. At, in the midst of your mistake, in the midst

  397. of the error that you made.

  398. God is trying to show you the errors of your ways,

  399. as the Bible says, because he can't change.

  400. Your way until he shows you the error. Are your mistake.

  401. You don't know what you're correcting yourself from if you

  402. don't make a mistake. Thank you, thank you God. I'm sorry.

  403. I made a mistake and let the left side for

  404. a minute. I had to go you know, I had

  405. to go in the direction he told me to go in.

  406. But I'm sorry, jon't it's after one honey verse one.

  407. Jesus, Thank you Father.

  408. Yes, Glory to your name, Oh Lord.

  409. Come on, mistakes are learning to yes when you're in

  410. right standing, yes, yes, yes, when you allow God to

  411. say that's okay, Yes, God, thank God for grace.

  412. See when you're wicked, you ain't got no grace.

  413. Okay, okay, he said, alright, I know you, my child.

  414. You bumped your headey. You thought you can reach for

  415. the cabinet. You thought you were big and bad, and

  416. guess what, you fell on your face. That's all right.

  417. You know why I'm talking about this because I lived this, Hallelujah.

  418. Can talk about it because I've lived it, Jesus, And

  419. that's okay.

  420. You fell on your face, But I'm gonna show you

  421. how to master climbing that cabinet. I'm gonna show you

  422. how to overcome enemy. I'm gonna show you you ain't

  423. gonna fight with him, you ain't cuss about. But I'm

  424. gonna show you a mistake.

  425. You got for a fight. Y'all started fish fight. Never

  426. Now I'm gonna rebuke you.

  427. But guess what, I'm gonna show you how to overcome

  428. your You know, as you go through the process, I said,

  429. put on your process, and you allow God.

  430. To strip your flesh. And I said, yeah, strip your flesh.

  431. He'll put some people in your life and can't stand

  432. and you gotta put up with him for a season.

  433. Oh y'all don't want to hear this.

  434. And as God is putting that person in your life,

  435. and the more and more that you begin to see them,

  436. they start to get smaller and smaller and smaller, and

  437. you say, wait a minute, all this person needs is

  438. a little love. He shows you some things about people

  439. that you would have never seen before as you had

  440. been in charge.

  441. Because I can tell you something, if some of you

  442. had been in charge, you would have been like, no,

  443. I'm gonna knock them out. I can sick and tired

  444. of all this mess.

  445. But as you go through the process, and as you

  446. clean up your mistake, you realize that it was nothing.

  447. But a spiritual power.

  448. You to get some spiritual understanding of what you're fighting,

  449. because the Bible says that we wrestle not against flesh

  450. and blood, but against principalities, rules of darkness, of spiritual wickednesses,

  451. and high places.

  452. We fight spiritual battles.

  453. Those that say they were a child of God, those

  454. that say the son of God.

  455. Let me tell you something. That you fight against the principalities.

  456. Your mistakes become principalities when you are not, when they're

  457. not put under the Holy Spirit, when they're not going

  458. under the grace, they become the Let me tell you,

  459. Let me just say this. How many people got mistakes

  460. and they beat you away? What?

  461. What?

  462. Now? How many people got mistakes and they beat you

  463. up your farm? And your mistake was not created for

  464. you to.

  465. Wallow in us. That's right, that's right. It was for

  466. you to see the error of your way, yes.

  467. And bring them under subjection to the one that has

  468. the way. Yes. Yes, you're not trying to You don't

  469. want to get six, your Lord God, you want to

  470. keeping you're sitting here, thank you, walling in your miss

  471. and you're not going anywhere. Jesus the word God requires yes,

  472. yes God, Holley.

  473. Holley Yeah, Holley know yeah, thank you Lord God edible

  474. so for your truth, Oh Lord, thank you Jesus, Lord Lord,

  475. thank your Master, build the Lord God. Yes you are God. Hallelujah,

  476. Thank you Father God.

  477. It's my sister from Altona.

  478. Bless you, Thank you.

  479. How many people got mistakes that trying to beat you up? Yes, yeah, yeah.

  480. Your mistakes are not designed to keep you locked into

  481. the mistake, right, but God sometimes allows you to make

  482. the mistake. I didn't say everything in faith was gonna

  483. be perfect. It's only perfect when you're obedient to His worry.

  484. That means you have to overcome yourself. And I tell

  485. people you need to get over yourself because that ain't

  486. even mean yourself anyhow. It's fashioned by life's journeys and

  487. life's errors and mistakes.

  488. That are cracked at.

  489. You don't see her in a funny and that like

  490. a that's your lack, mistakest crap you money, some of

  491. the disappointments, some of you still living them. That happened

  492. over ten years ago. And every time you see a

  493. banana peel oh. I remember the day when my mother

  494. used that to cut me. I remember the day when

  495. I was I was misbehaving and she used that frying

  496. pan on my head and it almost cracked my skull.

  497. Honey, let me tell you something. Although I feel your pinion, honey,

  498. but guess what. We're trying to move a little higher.

  499. Why don't you use that moment as a testimony to

  500. get people over, because you know who came over. You didn't,

  501. not from the frying pan. But you are a lot

  502. today to talk about it. I don't have time for

  503. you yesterday's stories. I'm trying to move forward into victory.

  504. Thank you Father, thank you Lord God.

  505. I'm sorry. I'm trying to get to Jonah, Jonah one one.

  506. Now, the word of the Lord came onto Jonah.

  507. The son of his son.

  508. And my tidy, saying, arise, go to Nineveh, that great city,

  509. and cry against it, for their wickedness is.

  510. Come upon me, and look at this right here. I

  511. know this is where half of y'all jack up.

  512. But Jonah decided that he was gonna take matters into

  513. his own hands, even though he had already heard God

  514. say go to ninev And in some translations. It says

  515. a second time he heard the word. Now, God gotta

  516. speak to you twice, and you know God's.

  517. I don't know his voice.

  518. How do I know God's talking to me? I'm gonna

  519. say something, and I know you know, if I could

  520. hide behind this tapestry, I would. Some of you don't

  521. know God's voice because you don't spend time with him.

  522. The Bible says, for my sheep know my voice.

  523. You know why they know their voice because you're dealing

  524. with dumb sheep that need.

  525. And they got enough sense to know that the shepherder. Listen.

  526. An animal knows it can go out and go poop.

  527. But I'm gonna tell you something. If that pet is obedient,

  528. it knows where its master is because it knows where

  529. it's food supplies.

  530. So they're coming back.

  531. Some of you are missing the opportunity with God to

  532. be in his presence and to sup with him.

  533. Not because we're trying to get well.

  534. I think that was the problem right there, because we're

  535. trying to get something from God and not out of ten.

  536. The things that we're trying to get from God are temperate.

  537. Well, Lord, I don't know if I'm supposed to move

  538. into this house or not. God. I don't know, Lord,

  539. what God a job I should take?

  540. God, I don't know Lord, Jesus what I should do

  541. with my finance is God, I don't know. And you

  542. know all those things are temporal. But I don't ever

  543. hear God and say, God, I want to hear your voice. God,

  544. I ain't heard from you in a while. I need

  545. to talk on you because I want to hear you.

  546. I want I want you to validate where I'm supposed

  547. to be.

  548. God.

  549. I don't want nothing from you, but I want to

  550. please to God.

  551. It ain't nothing coming out of that, Jesus, because it's

  552. gonna cost you something.

  553. We don't want to give up our stuff. I gotta stops.

  554. You better, say a man of God.

  555. Just keep on going. Don't get me in my No,

  556. I'm gonna stay right here. She's somebody you don't want

  557. to pay the price. Oh you thought it was for free?

  558. Watch this, let me read on. But Jonah rolls up

  559. to flee onto Tarsus from the presence of God and

  560. watched this. He said, you know what, don't even worry

  561. about it, and he went down to job. I'm gonna

  562. say this to some of y'all, because I know some

  563. of y'all having some a little bit of frequency problem.

  564. He went down to Maryland, he went down the Delaware,

  565. he went down to Virginia.

  566. He went down the floor.

  567. But that ain't where God told him. God said, park

  568. here behind right here, and go over there to West Hartford,

  569. go over there to Blastom. I'm hearing kind of funny.

  570. I don't know, but watch this, he said. You know what,

  571. I'm gonna help him out. I'm gonna run away from

  572. his presence. I'm gonna run away from the word.

  573. He gave me. He said, I'm gonna help you out. God.

  574. And he went down the job and he found the ship.

  575. He went down there by Carnival Cruises, and he said,

  576. guess what, I even got the resources to get myself

  577. out of this.

  578. My sister had to give me that revelation. I had

  579. to put it in.

  580. I even got the money to pay for so God,

  581. I don't need you or your mama too.

  582. I'm getting the hell did you say hell?

  583. Yes, honey, because you said it to I'm getting the

  584. hell out of Connecticut and I'm gonna go where somebody live.

  585. I'm getting out of here because I was out of here.

  586. Oh no, honey, that's not what God told you. I

  587. don't believe that's what God told you. See the very

  588. thing that you don't want to do, that's what you

  589. gotta do, Because, Honey, I can tell you something right now.

  590. My personal experience was out of here. Honey, I said,

  591. I'm sick. I was going through this calamity. I'm sick

  592. and tired of the lack. I'm singing, tired of the

  593. funny people. I'm sitting tired of people that don't want

  594. to hear nothing spiritual.

  595. All they want to hear is something carnal.

  596. I want a new attitudes from the head of money too, And.

  597. I don't know what to do. I'm out of here, honey.

  598. Let me packed up the.

  599. Church, packed up the ministryself quick yet shot, hearing funny stuff, yes,

  600. start here, funny work, funny voices, Oh yeah, And then

  601. even the familiar ones come to you. They said, I

  602. don't know why you in that room. I don't know

  603. why you're entertaining those people. I don't know why you're

  604. in there. You could be here, you could be there,

  605. you could be everywhere. You can even be all in

  606. your You don't have to be in that room.

  607. And it sounds so wonderful.

  608. You know what, I'll do it because you know I

  609. already got the resources.

  610. I can get a job down there. I can just

  611. produce this. And look at your head and it's spinning.

  612. But there's something in the midst of your head. Yeah,

  613. that before the mercy of God that is upon you,

  614. before you try to make the biggest mistake of your life.

  615. If there is something in your spirit that rises up

  616. and set you would be a fool. You moved out

  617. of that place refinement. It's not about you getting out

  618. of something. It's not about you going somewhere. I care

  619. about all that education or it's a location that you got.

  620. So because it's limited to the things of the spirits, let.

  621. Me tell you something.

  622. It goes beyond your intelle off, beyond man's understand I'm

  623. sorry he signs and faith.

  624. I wonder God there's gonna have you do some crazy thing.

  625. You're not ready. You know, crazy things.

  626. I'm sorry you signed up for the sign up.

  627. Truth, you didn't really sign up.

  628. He kind of grabbed you by your tail, yes, he did.

  629. Come on, come on, man, I didn't expect this. I

  630. thought this was in the contract. You didn't get to

  631. read a contract. You didn't get to sign a contract.

  632. A contract was kind.

  633. Of manually made. Yeah, I packed up this room. I'm talking,

  634. I'm talking real stuff. And now I packed up this room.

  635. Told Susie, I said, honey, I'm getting out of here.

  636. Honey.

  637. See and she said Wednesday day. You believe it, she

  638. I made up some day.

  639. I said, I'm going in August. See, you don't even

  640. know where you're going. They ain't what the father told you.

  641. When you know you're going somewhere for the surety, you

  642. know it's a command.

  643. And you know that even.

  644. Though watch this, even though he had the money, even

  645. though he had the resources, Lord, you were still making

  646. a mistake.

  647. Uh oh yeah yeah, So wait a minute.

  648. Ain't about my resources, no, because your resources are his resources.

  649. Well wait a minute.

  650. You not understanding. I'm gonna go where somebody lived. Watch

  651. says I know somebody on podcasts.

  652. You better listen and listen. Good. But she don't understand.

  653. They approved me for.

  654. This line of credits, they approved me for the mortgage,

  655. they approved me for the job.

  656. But let me tell you something. Oh God, I will

  657. bother Lord, I don't care what man approved you for

  658. r I don't care what ye of credit. I don't

  659. care what the greedy approved for. As long as.

  660. God's force, that's not connect that sorcer. That sorcer is

  661. not connected to the will for I don't care what

  662. you got you need going nowhere, Because if you're reading

  663. the rest of the story, he may have paid the fair,

  664. He may have handled all the resources.

  665. He may have handed all the credit cards. He may

  666. have had all the loans to be able to pay

  667. for his ride on Colonel bel cruisers.

  668. He found himself in the ship a sleeper might have

  669. been doing the will of God, made mistake, And all

  670. of a sudden, God said, you're gonna have to come

  671. back my words, not going back.

  672. Boy, if you may have made a mistakes, but I'm

  673. gonna bring you back into grace.

  674. Thank you God, Thank you Lord God.

  675. And all of a sudden, I don't know, I'm gonna

  676. try to slow with me. All of a.

  677. Sudden, a big hurricane cave and began to twist the

  678. ship around. Let me tell you something, I gotta stop

  679. four minutes or because I got a minister or somebody,

  680. excuse me, y'all, just let me take a drink and Jesus,

  681. come on.

  682. Man, Lord Jesus, Yeah, no, give me promo. Yeah, can't

  683. be Glorio.

  684. Okay, I've been to the gym a couple of weeks,

  685. but I feel like I'm doing car as. I said, Yes, Jesus,

  686. he went to Chopper to get on carnival cruises. Yeah,

  687. and let me tell you something.

  688. He began to sleep on the purpose of his the

  689. purpose of God.

  690. I thought he could sleep in a cabin somewhere, and

  691. he said, as long as the crew men are up

  692. there moving the ship, I ain't got to wear God

  693. ain't gonna find me here.

  694. Let me tell you something.

  695. God knows your before, before your behind. Everybody knows your

  696. way before you make it. And he said, I have

  697. something form. I'm gonna send a little storm. I'm gonna

  698. send a little storm that's move your ship out of

  699. the way when they will cause you your directing in

  700. to go a little offer.

  701. Let me tell you something. Your hon is a God

  702. over your life.

  703. I don't care what mistake you make, even if it's

  704. righteous or unrighteous.

  705. God is the one who's the author and fresh and

  706. he knows your ways.

  707. He knows your ways before you think that's why he's

  708. not put conviction of your spirit.

  709. Says, you'll be a fool to take that turn.

  710. I don't care what resources you got, so I don't

  711. care how much money you got.

  712. But if the way that seemeth right onto a man and.

  713. The ways there are death, they don't profit any fruit

  714. in your spirits. They do not refine you as a

  715. woman of God, our child of God. But guess what

  716. it causes. You will have to go after the thing

  717. that seems plentiful. But God wants to work some things out,

  718. and the unplentiful God wants you to be content.

  719. We can have something and we have nothing else. We

  720. are still serving were still He asks me, if.

  721. We stop praise me in the midst of not having nothing, yeah, yeah,

  722. come on my God, Yes, Lord, excuse me, I need

  723. to look at the camera.

  724. Hallelujah. I got something for you.

  725. God told me to stop in the middle of when

  726. he said the ship is moving. Jesus, I woke up

  727. this morning. God, excuse me, I'm flowing into prophetic from.

  728. Is the way you play. We don't do order here. Yes, Jesus,

  729. I woke up this morning. Yes, eight forty eight, this morning.

  730. If Jesus, I was just coming out of a dream

  731. and I began to hear this woman.

  732. It's screeching and hollering, screeching and hollering, going fifty miles

  733. a minute, one hundred miles a minute.

  734. I said, my God, who is this woman?

  735. And I could hear the word of God coming out

  736. of there belly. And let me tell you something. I

  737. began to see the woman as if she was in

  738. a place of prayer like never before.

  739. After something was storing up in her experience of my God.

  740. I have never heard this voice before, but I can

  741. hear the tenacity. I can hear the intensity of God. Shelly,

  742. I got a word for you. God said to tell you.

  743. I'm getting ready to turn the ship around. I'm getting

  744. ready to turn some things in your life. I'm about

  745. to overturn some things. Let me tell you something. Your

  746. hand is in the way. I'm getting ready to move

  747. some things out of your life. I'm getting ready to

  748. move districtions out of your life. And people that say

  749. they love God but they do not out of my word,

  750. I'm moving them out of the way.

  751. In your hand. It's not going to be able to

  752. stop my hand from moving them out of the way.

  753. God said, in the coming days, in the coming weeks,

  754. when you begin to have some when people start to

  755. fall off, when people start to add funny torture, worry

  756. about it and.

  757. Let a lad Because God said, I've got.

  758. A destiny for You've got an appointment for you to meet.

  759. I'm getting ready to use your mouth. Shut out. He said,

  760. your prayer life for it. You need to invest in

  761. your prayer life. Does God wants to speak in the

  762. prayer life of the way that you speak.

  763. But there's something which you're not moving. But you gotta

  764. let go and let God.

  765. Because God said, I'm getting ready to call the storm

  766. that to happen in your home.

  767. I'm gonna cause to sit the move. Guess what. People

  768. are going to die. People are gonna move out of

  769. the way. But guess to let the cons stay firm

  770. in my say, firm in my.

  771. Presence, and you will see the salvation of the Lord.

  772. And God said, I'm getting ready to rip up. I'm

  773. gonna be ready to tear down, but I'm gonna build up.

  774. But need your life. You got how it's not a

  775. mistake that we're here, my my.

  776. Feet that hallow side. How they to God that your

  777. father Jesus blessed to be the name of the Lord.

  778. Out of Mama God, please showing. God said, everything is

  779. not what it seems.

  780. He said, when the waves come, Jesus, when the circumstances come,

  781. he said, do not control it.

  782. Let it go. He said, step back. He said, stand

  783. and see the salvation of the Lord.

  784. God wants those things to be out of place, so

  785. you can see how God can put them back together again. Hallelujah.

  786. Sometimes we need to stay out of what God's doing.

  787. Sometimes we need to back up. When God has moved

  788. somebody out of a temporary place, we need to back

  789. up and let God show you what he can do.

  790. Let me tell you something I have to praying and

  791. praying for my sister, and God is doing a work

  792. in the midst of an enemy. Let me say, and

  793. God said, I'll get ready to move that out the way. See,

  794. I'm showing you what I can too. When you're in

  795. a right standing relationship with God, it doesn't mean that

  796. I'm fully where I need to be. God says, if

  797. I can do this for them, I can do it

  798. for you. But just be seeking my presence and being

  799. after the things of God. Being faithful because let me

  800. tell you that when you're faithful to God, he will

  801. be faithful to you.

  802. Will.

  803. Yes, he will. That's the truth.

  804. Let's talk about mistakes and two different ideas. I broke

  805. the word mistake down into two words.

  806. Yes, Lord, thank you. M Miss means wrongfully incorrect. Yes,

  807. take means lay hold of reach for.

  808. Miss take.

  809. And it means I wrongly incorrectly lay hold of something

  810. in me that inflicted or caused to reach something incorrectly.

  811. Let me say it again. This is where half of

  812. y'all are. I wrongly and.

  813. Incorrectly laid hold of something in mean you misunderstood something

  814. about you that inflicted or caused to reach somebody incorrectly.

  815. What am I trying to say? It means when we

  816. make a mistake, Yes, there is something in our behavior

  817. that was out of line.

  818. He came to the right place if you want to

  819. get fixed. Yes, Lord, Yes, Lord God, that I did

  820. not allow God to check my spirit and put it

  821. back into places. Yes, yes, oh Lord. Yes that when

  822. I encounter.

  823. Another believer, I can invest that part of me that

  824. they would need to succeed. I'm gonna help somebody out

  825. in this room and you can get mad if I

  826. want I talk to people about the ministry of enabling. Yes, yes,

  827. and you know we still aren't getting it. Enablement comes from.

  828. I can talk about it because I do it.

  829. Yes, you want to help somebody else so badly that

  830. you think you're really helping them, but in reality they're

  831. taking advent. Of course, you don't say that they're taking

  832. advantage of the moment. My sister is thirty four years

  833. old now.

  834. Yesterday she tried to pin this army. She that lets

  835. you know, you've gone through some refinement.

  836. Now before I would have rescued her, but I said, no,

  837. you're gonna figure this out.

  838. I said, I'm pretty sure you'll figure it out. And

  839. I hung up and she did. She said, you know what,

  840. I took care of it. I just bought some for

  841. tomorrow and we'll just figure it out. Amen. Amen.

  842. But see, you helped her get to a place of

  843. understanding that she's able to stand.

  844. On her own. My sister and I had a mother.

  845. We did, but my mother wasn't enabler. I realized it

  846. because I'm gonna go into the sticky topic and if

  847. I get stuck.

  848. Like a mouse, too bad. I'm sure all of you

  849. are parents. Now, I'm not a parent. I'm a spiritual parent.

  850. And sometimes you have children that want to be rebellious,

  851. and God has taught me how to deal with that too,

  852. He said, you know the ones that always rebel hell,

  853. They always go running to hell, but they come back.

  854. You know, we're all parents of some degree.

  855. And of course we have a Oh lord, i'm gonna

  856. geta stankuy, go ahead, I'm gonna get the ugly eye.

  857. We have something called expectation stings.

  858. Because I knew that my child was gonna go to

  859. college and I will. I put it in my mind,

  860. and you still got it in your mind even though

  861. they're forty two years old.

  862. They're gonna go to college, they're gonna raise a family,

  863. they're gonna be a multi millionaire, they're gonna be successful.

  864. Because I don't want them to lack like I had

  865. to lack.

  866. And I don't want them to have to go through

  867. what I had to go through. And I don't want

  868. them to be homeless like I had to be homeless.

  869. And I don't want them to be what.

  870. Oh, y'all know, you've had these.

  871. And they're still in their thirties and forties and you're

  872. still having that conversation, not with me, but with them,

  873. and some of us, without realizing, we project ours, we

  874. project ourselves on them. The only problem is is that

  875. when those mistakes or those mishaps happened, we were not

  876. in a place where we could fuffulfu fix those problems.

  877. So instead, a lot of us we became suppressed and

  878. we just said.

  879. Well, I'll file this away later, but I'm gonna make

  880. sure I'm gonna make a cautious decision. I'm gonna make

  881. a life challenge that my child is not gonna go through.

  882. The same thing that they went them. But guess what,

  883. babe boom, they are gonna do the same thing. And

  884. this is what some of us do. Do do do

  885. do do do do do do do do do. I'm

  886. here to rescue you.

  887. No, you're not here to rescue them, You're still rescuing you.

  888. Oh God, how can you invest something into me that

  889. brings me over this hurdle when you're still going through

  890. the same mess in your mind? How can you tell

  891. me how to overcome poverty and you're still impoverished in

  892. your mind?

  893. Yeah, mm hmm hmm.

  894. You know, if I had a committee.

  895. And they were looking to get offering today and I'd

  896. be kicked out right now. M h.

  897. I wouldn't even make it. There's something in my behavior

  898. that's out of blind.

  899. Well. I made so many mistakes as an adult. And

  900. you know, if I would have took this job okay

  901. where somebody got a violind. Oh, if I would have

  902. made this upportunity. Oh, I knew, my boss, when you

  903. are for me that job opportunity, I should have just

  904. took it from Maryland.

  905. I should have just win. But now I'm stuck in

  906. this w You know the sound of music. I gotta

  907. get some poor music. Y'all know how y'all you know how, y'all.

  908. I get it too. I said, Lord, I wonder if

  909. I would have took this job, what direction I.

  910. Would have win it?

  911. Oh my god, they offered me this, and they offered

  912. me that you the devil always offers you. But here's

  913. the point. We wallow in that mistake. We wallowing it.

  914. M hm.

  915. Yes, And it's suppressious in us.

  916. Because I always said, if I get a ministry, I'm

  917. gonna make certain that people have access to me. Yes,

  918. what a mistake I made. Some people don't need to

  919. have access, and you do it to your children. I

  920. want to make certain that they go in the right direction.

  921. So before you know it, the mother in law moved

  922. into the house.

  923. She just invited herself in. Nah, you don't need to

  924. do it like that. You need to do it like this.

  925. And instead of crafting their identity based upon.

  926. The gift thing that you see, the get thing that

  927. you see.

  928. You see, Well, you know what, serius, she seems to

  929. like art, So maybe I'll put her in an art program. See,

  930. we don't think like that. Okay, some of us have

  931. children that are adults. Yes, and we're still back in

  932. that place where we're trying to crack the next artist.

  933. Yes, O Jesus, but I got news for you. They're mistakes.

  934. Your mistakes were not always the result of the decision

  935. that you made.

  936. And even through the grace of God, thankfully that because

  937. we did not know some of us went through that.

  938. We just did not know.

  939. Some of us went through things that we didn't have

  940. control of it.

  941. But God in his grace, thank you, Lord, to allow

  942. himself to take your mistake. Lord.

  943. Yes, and now in the place that your acts.

  944. We're gonna fix you. We're gonna fix you. We're gonna

  945. fix you, but see some of us instead of God.

  946. Instead of allowing God to fix the mistakes that are remised,

  947. I'd rather project myself onto somebody.

  948. Else and craft myself in my child, or in my.

  949. Friend or in my relationship. Now, y'all sure you want

  950. me to go in this direction? If I go in

  951. this direction, your dramas are coming off. You know how

  952. some of us are in our class and we see

  953. the molding for everybody else. But God said, excuse me,

  954. excuse me. I need to check your uritude. I need

  955. to check excuse me. I'm over here, Cyril, I'm over here.

  956. What's you messing with Donald for? Well? What are we

  957. trying to fix here? And advise? No, honey, I'm trying

  958. to advise you. Honey, I already got Donald. He's already

  959. a process.

  960. Yes it is. And you can't fix it anyhow, because

  961. you're gonna make a mess.

  962. Out of it. Lord, because the image that I got

  963. for Donald up what you got going on? And honey,

  964. let me tell you somebody, time is over. That's why

  965. some of our children are so much confusing.

  966. They can't think for themselves, they can't eat for themselves.

  967. They cannot they cannot operate within themselves because we know

  968. that Mama do do do.

  969. Mama will save you. I'll come and pay for your car. No,

  970. I'll come and pay for this. I'll come and pay

  971. for that. But yet you know in your spirit, did

  972. God tell you to do it?

  973. Oh?

  974. No, I'm God. I got the parent card. I'm gonna

  975. throw that in God. I said, I don't remember telling

  976. you to do that. He said, I don't remember telling

  977. you that. Matter of fact, I told you to stay

  978. out of it. But you still want to get in it.

  979. But guess what. Here's the here's the consequence. When we

  980. decide we're going to be God.

  981. All of the mistakes, all of the mishafs that happened

  982. in that person's life.

  983. Are on you, not on God, because you put things

  984. in wait. Man, I didn't want to screwdriver in her.

  985. That's not what I designed. Yes, Lord, But see, there

  986. were things in our DNA.

  987. That we don't want the person to go through, the

  988. same things that we had to go through.

  989. But guess what you made it through? Ye? And let

  990. me tell you something. I had a mother.

  991. I had a mother that tried to rescue him rescue

  992. me from fifteen million things. I would cry on my

  993. mother and say, mine need my help. I need your help,

  994. I need your help, I need your help, knowing I

  995. had been equipped, knowing that I heard what my mom

  996. said and my father told me, and even voices of

  997. wisdom that it imparted to me true words. Yes, lord,

  998. But see I was ignorant because I didn't like the

  999. package that was coming from I didn't like the person.

  1000. Looks kind of funny and smells funny. And you want

  1001. me to entertain that? He said, yup, because he's got wisdom.

  1002. And guess what some of us do when we hear wisdom.

  1003. I ain't trying to hear that.

  1004. And guess what two days down the road when you

  1005. need that wisdom? And said guy saying he said something,

  1006. I forgot what he said.

  1007. And guess what you miss your step.

  1008. Yes, that one word of encouragement from the fullness of

  1009. another individual can change the directory.

  1010. So wait what she's saying.

  1011. What I'm saying is your crafting isn't needed for this

  1012. because you can't even craft yourself. You can't even look

  1013. at the mirror and see there's something on your face,

  1014. and then you're gonna tell someone, Oh, you know what, honey,

  1015. you need to fix this and fix that.

  1016. Honey. Oh and look at your ugly So why don't

  1017. you look in the projecting.

  1018. Because honey, I don't want you to go through Honey,

  1019. make sure you put a strapper.

  1020. I don't want you to go through what I had

  1021. to go through when.

  1022. Your brother, when he was unstrappedless in the car that

  1023. he had to you know, something happened to him and

  1024. he can't find out the car because I didn't strap him.

  1025. Because I want you to make sure you got that

  1026. sheet out on it, hold.

  1027. On and ho mm hmmm hmm. Y'all, don't do that.

  1028. The evil mother in law, like I heard the story

  1029. last night, Absolutely ridiculous.

  1030. Monster in law. But see the reality of it. The

  1031. correction really needs to fall on you.

  1032. You can't avoid someone's mistakes when you haven't corrected your own.

  1033. If I corrected my own, I'd be able to give

  1034. them sound.

  1035. Wisdom, okay, and be able to say, listen, even though

  1036. I see you going in this direction, can I advise

  1037. you notice my word? This is what you need. What

  1038. you need to do is but out because you're probably

  1039. the one still suffering with the same mistake I'm going through.

  1040. You're just projecting, but you ain't going nowhere. Ain't nothing happening. Listen,

  1041. this is two days of Mayhem at EFM. We just

  1042. been poling through, Yes, Lord God, we just been piling through.

  1043. But that one word of encouragement, Yes, the fullness of

  1044. another individual can change the directory or keep me from

  1045. making the same mistake. Listen, I'm about to make a mistake.

  1046. You've already overcome the mistake.

  1047. You can help me overcome it by your words only.

  1048. I don't need you to come in. I had to

  1049. tell my I had to tell my mother off one day.

  1050. Yes I did, I said, but out mm hmm.

  1051. She said, But you know what, when you hear from God,

  1052. you're gonna tell me about hearing from God. I said,

  1053. you seem to have trouble not moving. Oh God, See

  1054. I talked to my mother like.

  1055. That because some of them, you know, because mothers get

  1056. on your nerves. That's all they know what to do.

  1057. When I'm just trying to look out for your best interest.

  1058. Oh really, is it my interest or yours? Because you

  1059. don't want to get the phone call that says, ma,

  1060. I need you to come. I need a place to stay,

  1061. so you don't want to hear it. Of course, some

  1062. of you do want to hear it, because some of

  1063. you are co dependent and you need people to say.

  1064. But some of y'all, most parents want to say, no, honey,

  1065. you gotta go deal with it on your own. You

  1066. how to deal with it on your own. That's it.

  1067. Y'all don't want to hear that call. Who did I

  1068. talk about some of the podey on your own? Jesus Jesus. Yes.

  1069. Second mistake number two. Don't worry. We almost finished, miss

  1070. take or mistake miss.

  1071. We already know the wrong incorrect steak means in business

  1072. or ownership, interest, share or investment in business. I'm gonna

  1073. break that down for this miss steak meaning I wrongly

  1074. and incorrectly missed an opportunity.

  1075. Oh, Shelley, you mightst to go hide in the closet.

  1076. I missed an opportunity to share forward in investment in

  1077. my steak.

  1078. Watch this. Can I hide in the closet because I

  1079. know it goes to me too.

  1080. I don't like saying any of this because I'm getting

  1081. like boo boo boo, boom boom boom. It means I

  1082. lost the opportunity to share with someone or something the

  1083. stake of the invested part of who I am.

  1084. But instead I.

  1085. Wrongly, incorrectly reached for their attention, their time, this relationship,

  1086. this business plan, this job, to take hold of it.

  1087. What does that mean?

  1088. I'll say it again. I lost the opportunity to share

  1089. with someone or something the stake of the invested part

  1090. of who I am, or missed the opportunity to take something.

  1091. In other words, the mistake festered in me so much

  1092. that when the opportune moment came, when the opportune opportunity

  1093. came that God had.

  1094. Already said was coming, did we miss it?

  1095. See?

  1096. I said the order.

  1097. It wasn't the job application you put in. It wasn't

  1098. the house that you were supposed to get.

  1099. But my prayer life is in order, That says our Father,

  1100. who are in heaven. How would be thy name? Now

  1101. watch the order? Now, Lord give me a house. I

  1102. need a job, I need a car.

  1103. No, he doesn't say that. It says Thy kingdom. Come,

  1104. you will be job even earth right here that God

  1105. give us this day our daily bread. I need some

  1106. of that word, yes Lord, And then I need to

  1107. repent because I know I checked somebody when I need

  1108. that mistake the order. Yes, and then once we get

  1109. yourself right, then you can come to me and bring

  1110. your petition. But in every order, it's gonna be his

  1111. or his will first. Yes.

  1112. Yes, Once you say that, God will give you direction

  1113. as to how to pursue this.

  1114. Well, he didn't speak to me the first time I

  1115. did it. You know why, because your heart ain't right.

  1116. You're looking to God for stuff. She God already know

  1117. what time it is. As you go through refinement and

  1118. you go through things. After a while, the stuff don't

  1119. mean nothing no more. The car doesn't mean anything anymore.

  1120. The house I'm just sitting in this big s I

  1121. don't care about it no more. Like Shelley when I

  1122. call that I'm cleaning my house. I'm cleaning in my

  1123. house and I kicked the dead blah lah. I'm cleaning

  1124. my house after a while, but cleaning ain't gonna care.

  1125. Honey.

  1126. You could do whatever, honey, I need to get in

  1127. God's presence, Honey. That's how I've been. I don't care

  1128. about the stuff. I woke up this morning and my

  1129. flush was like, oh, we gotta pay the stories you

  1130. and again, Oh, when are we gonna get in our planes?

  1131. When we're gonna get our planes? Huh? I gotta figure

  1132. out how I'm gonna pay for that stupid class that

  1133. I am. When are we gonna do?

  1134. And then all of a sudden, it all faded away

  1135. and I started to hear worship.

  1136. I want to hear the worship of God.

  1137. And I begin to sit there, said yes, Lord, He said,

  1138. now what's already done?

  1139. Now beginning to praise me?

  1140. I'm not.

  1141. He ain't talking about the stuff.

  1142. I know what he's talking about. Honey, it's between me

  1143. and him. And I began to usher up a praise because,

  1144. let me tell you something he wouldn't have to tell me.

  1145. I felt tugged and pulled, and honey, when you want

  1146. to praise God, and when you want something to happen

  1147. in your life, you want it in everybody else's life.

  1148. I said, come on, let's pull. We gotta get to

  1149. another level here from the stakes.

  1150. Mm mm hmmm. I had an opportunity, Thank you Father,

  1151. as I gotten right standing with God in my priorities,

  1152. God instructed me to do something.

  1153. You make it seem like God has to tell us everything.

  1154. Would you think would you rather some crockheaded, pimp headed.

  1155. Christian who don't know God tell you something that don't

  1156. even line up with what God said you were going

  1157. to do in the first place, direct you or somebody

  1158. that has the blueprint from eternity. I'd rather hear from

  1159. the person that has the blue print from eternity what

  1160. I'm to do.

  1161. Lord. And like I said with me, sometimes it ain't.

  1162. Pretty, but at the end of its your stuff doesn't matter.

  1163. The job opportunities don't matter. Investment opportunity.

  1164. Oh, I'll give me a good good and I'm about

  1165. to get my other fleshers getting all happy. But I

  1166. said that's for later on. And I said, what do

  1167. you mean later on? Yes, God, I said, we got

  1168. some God suck to do.

  1169. We gotta get you put under subjection, because when God

  1170. does open up those stores, when we go through these doors,

  1171. I don't want it to be about my flesh.

  1172. I don't want my wife at a degree.

  1173. Somebody called me the other day, text me, oh, you

  1174. gonna be graduating in two years. Oh honey, you may

  1175. be graduating from the institution, but you still ain't been

  1176. institutionalized by the spirit. Right now, sowing God brings those

  1177. abundant things in a life, there's.

  1178. A place of humility, Shait.

  1179. These resources belong to you, and if you can't be

  1180. faithful over the resources he already gave you, why should

  1181. he bless you with greater things. But the mistake has

  1182. to do an opportune moment of sharing something with somebody.

  1183. And sharing.

  1184. A part of us with that person, a stake of

  1185. ourselves to that individual.

  1186. All these statements in some fashion break down the word mistake.

  1187. M hm.

  1188. Mm hmm, Thank you Lord.

  1189. So we're going to talk about this.

  1190. To master something means to gain complete control, skill knowledge

  1191. over something through dedicated practice.

  1192. When I come back, I guess I wanna make a

  1193. part three.

  1194. When I come back, I'm gonna talk about mastery, yes,

  1195. of your mistakes. I'm gonna talk about learning curves of

  1196. your mistakes. I'm gonna talk about the part that we

  1197. don't like to talk about when we make a mistake,

  1198. that we have to go back.

  1199. And fix it.

  1200. Yes God, Yes God, Yes God.

  1201. And to pardon uh oh yes, oh, that means forgive.

  1202. I know some of you Christians struggle with that part. Well,

  1203. that wasn't my thought in the first place. And He's

  1204. the one that did it to me. Even though you're

  1205. the one that.

  1206. Enacted the mistake, we want to project it onto somebody

  1207. else and say, Nope, it wasn't my problem. We don't

  1208. want to bring recompense. You held full well that you

  1209. stole forty dollars from Walmart. Jesus or I got a

  1210. good one, had somebody charge four thousand dollars to your

  1211. credit card, and when you came into the money, never

  1212. paid them back. Now, your mistake cost somebody.

  1213. We're gonna talk about that because I lived the money.

  1214. I lived them.

  1215. There were some things that I thought God was telling

  1216. me to do with other individuals, and it cost them.

  1217. They took a loss because of me, and I had

  1218. to reap those seeds. Amen, I'm alive.

  1219. But God, in his grace he forgave me and I

  1220. had to correct it with him and hopefully at some

  1221. point corrected with them. Yes, but see, God knows the

  1222. desires of our heart, and we truly desire to want

  1223. to fix something, but it requires the directioning of the

  1224. Holy Spirit.

  1225. Spotify heart rate. It's a pleasure. In ten we normally

  1226. start and I hope that you enjoyed the service. For today.

  1227. I will finish part three probably sometime when I get back. Yes,

  1228. but I'm sure that you heard enough that I can

  1229. still keep my job.

  1230. Again. If you want to hear from the ministry, hey,

  1231. thank you Jesus.

  1232. Mm mm hmmm, yes Lord, yeah, God, you do.

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  1241. be afraid of me. Even if you don't like me,

  1242. tell me you don't like me. I had one person

  1243. that comment and said, I don't like what you're talking about.

  1244. I said, good, it was for you.

  1245. I'll keep talking. I fellowship with people. I talk people

  1246. on Facebook. They said, I love what you're doing. Yes, well,

  1247. you don't love what I'm doing. I'm just doing what

  1248. my God wants. And then, like I said, you're not

  1249. going to always understand what God's doing with you. And

  1250. one thing that I've learned is you gotta keep moving

  1251. in the mouths and moving. That's right, yes, right, Yes,

  1252. that means you're doing what you're supposed to do. If

  1253. you get the critics, yep, you gotta silence them. Yes, well,

  1254. until we meet each other again, until you hear from

  1255. me again, I pray that the rest of the country

  1256. try to stay warm. Blizzard is working up here. We're

  1257. supposed to get twelve to eighteen inches. But until I

  1258. hear from you again, I pray that you have a

  1259. bless the rest of your weekend.

  1260. God bless you.