i’m in it to win it part 1

Angels bowed before him. Yes, yes, Yes, Heaven and earth

adore him.

Yes, I said, angels, heaven and earth adore him.

What a mighty God we serve. M mm hmm, thank you.

I came in here.

One way, and I thank God I'm leaving another Jesus,

thank your God.

I came in here one way, and I thank God

I'm leaving another way. God's glory. And I know God

that that was just the beginning.

I know God wants to sup with me, and I

gotta give him everything because some things are gonna break

until you get before his presence. I know he wants

to sup with me. I know he wants to pray

with me, and I know that he wants my heart

all of it. What is going on with my family?

God said, I'm doing a reconstructure.

I'm doing a work.

When the earth came into form, God had to put

land masses where it needed to be. Yes, yes, he said,

I'm realigning the order. See I have to be the

head of the order. Yes see, I've got to know

this brother. But see he's not in order. God said,

I'm in order. I'm the first.

Yes, Lord, God said, God doesn't care about your age.

Thank you Jesus.

And there is a responsibility on me that I'm supposed

to be the priest of my household. I'm not married yet,

but I've got to cover my family in prayer. And

there's a responsibility that everyone in this room has, whether

you're like it or you don't. And I had to

repent to God because I allowed doors that should have

never got open. Well that's okay, you know, you know

sometimes you forget, and well, we don't forget anything else.

So why is he last?

Nothing should be able to be comfortable in your presence. Nothing,

no devil should be comfortable in your presence.

And I said God, I had to repent. I had

to apologize.

I said, Lord, I know I'm not in the place

that I should be spiritually.

You know you're at a certain level of God's I

know I want more from you.

There's a position I need you to be in, and

I need you to get there so that I can move.

See when you move, I'll move, he said, when you

help her, I'll help her.

So the standing of where you are in the spirit

needs to increase.

Because some devils don't come out except through prayer and fasting.

There are some principalities that are not going to move

until you get into that secret place.

Amen. Amen, Amen, But see.

The person is already delivered. The first person he's trying

to deliver is you. He's trying to bring you higher.

So God was speaking to me when I was praying

and really just supping with him. I know he wants

more than that. I have to give him my all.

When God does something like he said, Am I not God?

And did I not do this before? But I'm trying

to bring you higher? See, because once I take the

enemy out, I'm going to take him out of you

first Jesus. See, everything has to come in line when

the priest comes in the house.

Amen.

Podcast, I want to welcome you to Eternal Fire Ministry

is the Holy Spirit Ministry. I'm extinguished. I am the

one and only Jonathan Hardwick. Come into you live from

East Harford, Connecticut in a sobering mood, knowing that my

God is with me despite of what's happening in my life,

despite of all the hell that wants to come knocking

at my door.

I know that God is with me and I'm not looking.

For him to do something that he's already done. I'm

just needed him to reassure my faith. Ain't nothing wrong

with that. I don't serve a God that doubts. I

don't serve a God that lies today and does something tomorrow.

His bird said, He's the same yesterday, today and forever.

But I thank God that when he spoke to me

while I was praying, he said, did I not give

you a ministry of grace? Did I not give you

a ministry of mercy? And I imparted that grace and

mercy to my family, that God, you would have grace

and mercy to deal with them accordingly. You know, I

don't think people realize that we're in a battle, a

constant battle. That when you're trying to get to the

next level and you're trying to do the will and

the plan of God, and you're striving to do the

plan and the will.

Of God, that you think the enemy is just gonna

take a vacation.

Now, he only takes a vacation with people that he

knows aren't doing much. And I'm not talking about your giving.

I don't care how much you give. That's not gonna

make the enemy upset. It's when you start living the

will and the plan.

Of God that he has ordained for your life. He

is going to come against you. But I hate to

tell you.

As God said, all principalities and powers are subject to

my name, And so I know how to make a

tool gets you in the place where you need to

be out cause a scene or something that happens out

cause tables to be turned in your life, that it

would make you to seek me on the answer of

how to turn.

Those tables backside in its front.

See, if you can't look at it like that, you

can only see it as an enemy as it is,

but not as a tool to promote you to go higher.

That means that you're looking at it in the wrong way.

Anything that comes in your radar, that includes your family,

and that includes your very walk, we must take precaution.

You know, as we're looking on the radar and we

see an enemy ship, a ship that's unrecognizable, that's not

a part of the fleet, we must act accordingly. We

don't wait until some type of signal comes back at

us that says that, oh, maybe we should engage.

Now that we see it on radar.

But we've got to wait before it's miles away and

start to respond. But God knows the level of where

he needs to intervene.

In our life.

And so tonight, before I do that, let me give

you my telephone number. It's eight six zero five zero

zero A eight three seven and the emails Eternal Fire

Ministry at gmail dot com. Well, I wonder why he's

not going about five hundred miles a minute.

I said, well I can. But here's the thing.

When we knew, you know, sometimes we like the praise

God a lot. Now we'll praise him in here. This

isn't a dead ministry. But the thing about it is,

when you know you're fighting something in the atmosphere, does

it always mean that there's a spirit that's trying to,

you know, dampen environment or damp in your praise. Sometimes

God just doesn't want it. And I had a feeling

that we were going in a different direction because I said, God,

all I want.

To do is just worship you.

Now, I'll just you know, be casual and turn the

praise on and see but see nothing. We weren't feeling

that I want to get in his presence. Any fool

can praise God.

As a matter of.

Fact, next Sunday is Super Bowl and I'll be praising

God somewhere. Some of them in their dialect language, you know,

they're curseful language, and some of them be thanking God

and standing on their cars and praising them. But nobody

really understands what worship does. Worship is when you get

before your Father in intimacy. See, nobody wants to go there,

like you said to me when I was praying with him,

nobody wants to go in the examining room, but you

have to go. Yeah, And it's not nothing anything bad.

There's just some things that God just is not going

to impart to you with everybody that's being seen. And

he said, maybe I'll work while you're in the operating room.

Maybe that's why I'm not moving, because the move starts

with you. And I'm so thankful that God speaks to

me the way he does. I don't know how he speaks.

Maybe he beats you up and maybe you needed it,

but I thank God that he speaks to me the

way that he does. Well, you don't always get things right.

Maybe I'm not supposed to. Maybe I'm supposed to wait

for his timing. You know, I say a lot of

things that I'll be the first want to say. I

run my mouth a lot, only because I get excited.

But I'm coming into a season where I'm learning to

just be.

Quiet and just do it.

Because people aren't gonna remember you by what you say. Necessarily,

it's gonna be about what you do. Jesus said, you

don't have to believe.

Me and what I say. But you see these works

that have been done. That's enough already.

When we're running a race, everyone starts at the beginning together. However,

as we get the instructions to take off or the

instructions to go, everyone doesn't run together.

But we find that each participant in the race.

Is running towards the same ending, but in different places.

If you believe that you're a winner, stand up. Oh wait,

I didn't have to tell them, my God.

If you believe you're going to succeed while running in

your race, stand up, now you can tell you.

All right, now, you better get some confidence, because I'm

gonna say some things that I didn't put in my notes.

Some of you are getting ready to run races you

did not plan on running. Oh you didn't when I

said it. Some of you are getting ready to run

some races that you did not plan to run. But

are going to succeed in them because God desires to

bring you higher. Tonight, you can sit down now, you've

got too much endurance. Tonight, I'm going to talk about

endurance and perseverance. Each of us have to win our race.

I'm going to share the four postures while running in

our race we should be engaged in before we run

a successful race towards winning. I want to say this

because well, I'll say the title of the message. It's

going to be a part one. Jeez, you've been doing

a lot of Part one is I say? Yeah, honey,

because I know that I ain't gonna get through this one.

But I have to prepare you for your race.

I have to. Well, I've been running already yet, but

you might be running, but you may not know where

you're running too, and why you're running and who you're

running for. That's the biggest key.

She I'm not just running for me.

Oh, don't get me sorry, I'm trying to I'm trying

to teach and you're getting me started.

Now. See, I'm not just running for me.

There are people watching me, called the next generation, that

are watching my standing and how I treat individuals and

how I walk and how I talk, and the authority

that I walk in in the patients and the lung suffering.

I now have. How many nieces and nephews do have?

I got a lot of you. I've got a lot

of people here.

I just welcome in a new niece name what was

the name, Layla Noel Brown?

And she's a sleepy old thing. She sleeps all the time.

I don't get And then she woke up when when

when I asked my sister for her, Oh, she just

woke up. I said, yeah, because she heard me. She said, yeah, right,

she didn't hear you. She heard the food coming.

And so I wonder, as I've been really seeking God

lately about my legacy and what I'm going to leave behind,

which we don't like to talk about these things, even

though I'm forty two. But as I'm here, what impact

can I make with my family? How can I be upstanding?

Because sometimes I'm not quite upstanding. I say things that

you know, people the wrong way, and I just really

I hate to tell you this. I really don't give

a care because I don't want to take.

A step to love.

But I guess I will see. Sometimes you need to

tell the truth. Lord, yes, Lord, and shame the devil Lord,

And I'm sorry. If you don't like my Jim. You

can get out of the Facebook where the family. Now,

y'all got family chats. Now I can just excuse myself,

which is what I had to do, because I said.

Something some people didn't like.

And of course, you know, when you can dish it out,

you gotta be able to take it.

But I can tell you something. I'm not gonna take negativity.

I'm not gonna be somewhere where I'm gonna be mistreated.

You're not say we are family. We are family. All

my brothers and sisters with me. If you say we're family,

didn't act like we are family. When somebody, oh god,

I can feel it.

God, when somebody needs a piece of bread and you

live ten minutes away, and it's a shame that somebody's

got to come one hour away from their house just

to give their sister a piece of bread. But yet

you live ten minutes away. And then you want to

get on the group chat ack like you're all that

and you're the oldest one and everybody's got to listen

to you.

Oh no, honey, that's not how it works.

But I started talking to God about what I'm going

to and how I'm going to impact those that are.

In my family.

And I'm not just talking about my natural family, but

also my spiritual family. What can I do as a

representation of God to be able to give them the

best example there is in Christ.

I started looking at my conversations.

I started reevaluating maybe the way that I talk, because sometimes.

You know, they can get on my last nerve, like

one just did a few minutes ago.

But as I'm running my race, I'm starting to get

more focused on my surroundings more than me getting to

my fulfillment. Because we start looking at and I'm going ahead,

I'm jumping ahead.

But I want you to look at this.

Everybody is so focused on finishing that they don't look

at the process of how they finish.

You are so focused on getting to the deadline.

You are so focused to getting to the end result.

But we don't focus on the people that are running

with us in the race.

See, nobody talks about that.

See everybody is going I can understand if we were

all in competition with each other in a regular race,

which some of us act like they are, but we

have to remember that each and every one of us

are part of the body of Christ, and each and

every one of us a separate path. Even though even

when you look on the track, come on, April, come

teach me.

You know you're in track and field, So you know

when you're on that track and you see all.

Those different separate lines, that's everybody's own lane.

And I know the old city and that somebody you say, somebody, you.

Need to stay in your own lane. But everybody's got

their own lane, and everybody's got their own pace, and

everybody's got their own.

Stride, and everybody's got their own speed. But guess what,

we are all in the race to that finish line.

That's right.

But nobody looks at who is in the race. Nobody

looks for opportunity to bring endurance to their neighbor.

That's next.

Let me tell you something. I'm just gonna be real

right now. And whoever you, I don't even know who

this is. I haven't heard of it in before. I

have never seeing such selfish Christians. Everybody has time for themselves,

but nobody has the time to take a moment to

invest in their brother or sisters. Everybody has the crab

mentality I told you Christian Crabs. Maybe I should sun

a restaurant Christian Crabs. Everybody's trying to make it to

their blessing. Everybody's trying to make it to the end.

Everybody's trying. I don't have time for you. I have

this that I'm trying to do. But then you forget

that we're all in it two winnings. The title of

my message is I'm in it two winnings. See, nobody

wants to take the time to bring somebody over the finished.

Know, at some.

Point in the race, oh y'all, don't y'all want me

to ya, don't want me to get going here. See,

sometimes in the race, I start off slow. Now they

may have told me to go, and you may have

took off before me. But at some point I'm gonna

learn about the tenacity of how I'm to run.

I'm gonna learn.

To breathe a certain way. So the more than I

breathe in and breathe out and learned the avenues of

how my breathing techniques can help me to increase.

My stride, I finally get up to where you are.

But see, in that race, in the world, it's competitive,

but we are running a different race. Everybody's not wearing

the same thing, everybody's not running the same stride or

even the same speed.

But guess what.

Everybody is trying to get to the finish line. And

I have seen Christians over top Christians and knock them

off of their course.

Just to get it.

And some people watch someone really expose somebody. Some of

you take pleasure when your brother is toppled down and

will not have enough sense to stop your race to

pick your brother up and say, come on, we gotta

get to.

See you never heard it preach like, let me say this.

Everyone is in a race, but remember to keep your

pace and stay out of my race. All right, You

cannot want this is what God gave me.

You cannot whine and think you're a winner.

If you're constantly in a winning position, you will never

or a whining position, you will never win the race. See,

we all got our positions, we've all got our ways

of running. But in this Christian experience, there's gonna come

a point where I am going to catch up to you,

and what you do to me when I'm next to

you is going to determine my position in my velocity

and my speed towards getting me to that finish line,

because everybody is going.

To cross the saying finish line. I know you have

heard of like this. I know you've heard. Well, you

need to hurry up. Callelujah.

Everybody, stay in your own lane, get out of my lane.

I'm trying to get to the end result of my destiny.

But what you don't realize is your destiny may not

be my destiny.

But guess what we serve the same.

Five Yes, Lord, and see people have had the opportunity

in their race to be able to run next to

people that are in the same place. And don't realize

that God has placed you in that position because you

and that person potentially.

Have the same stride. And get y'all both over that

finish line. Jesus, Yes Lord, m see. You had to

learn to catch up.

You had to learn to run with your brother because

you said, I ain't gonna let my brother outrank me.

I'm gonna find a way to speed up my velocity

and run alongside of him.

Yes Father, Yes God. Now let's go to Hebrews chapter twelve.

You didn't even know what you're talking about. I can't

hear somebody want he don't even know he's talking about.

I don't even think he knows what he's saying. Did

God ever say it had to be clear? Did you

say it had to be eloquently spoken?

I wonder what school he went to. I went to

many schools.

As a matter of fact, I'm going to one right now,

hard university you want to join. Too many people didn't

want to go with me to that university because you know,

whatever school you go to, each it should be designed

for you. I hope. Yep, Hebrew's chapter twelve, verse one. Now,

if we get stuck too bad, we'll make it part three.

But see, I come back to the parts when I

feel like it. See, I don't have a schedule here.

I went in next week. What he's gonna talk about?

He's probably gonna do that part too. Oh no, I didn't.

I did something else. Can't pinpoint me that way. You

ain't gonna hold me.

Down like your pastor.

Well, if you would get a church at a location,

i'd be able to come to you. Well, I hate

to tell you, I ain't getting neither action. I like

it just the way it is. Well, see you're sitting

up there running that cold I know how you're running

your mouse. Well, apparently you don't like the colt anyway,

because you don't like what's being said. So I can't

be that much of a cold. If I were a cold,

people would be worshiping me. They're not worshiping me, they're

worshiping God.

Where you got the same old people there. I know

somebody's running their mouth. Well, i'll tell you you can

come join.

Just come call telephone number eight six zero five eight, Greece.

You can find out just what it is. But it

may not be your cup of tea. It might spill

on you. It might oh, here it comes.

Now.

Usually it's shil that's slipping. We got April flipping to night.

You had to dust off the dust, ancient dust. Wherefore,

seeing we also are compassed about with so great a

cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight and

the sin.

I know that's foreign the sum of you, because you've

heard a bunch of knockoff sermons lately.

So I know they try to take sin out because

they're the ones that are sinning while they're opening the boat.

I'm sorry, I won't do it.

They don't ask God to cover them and the sin

which doth so easily beset us, and let us run

with patience.

Oh God, I lost some of you already. God, don't

like that word patience. Process.

And see, patience is what's going to bring refinement and patience,

it's what's going to bring perseverance. Some of you can't

last five minutes in the race. As soon as you sweat,

you want to give up. Oh, let me keep reading.

And the race that is set before us, we watch

this looking on too, Jesus, the author and finisher of

our faith. I'm gonna stop right there.

It's a continuing sentence.

But see, since we are surrounded, encompassed by so great

a cloud of witnesses, we are constantly surrounded by them

when we're running this race. In the beginning, you're not

just running this race for yourselves.

Here, but you are running.

It for somebody else in the present and in the past,

even the unredeemed people in your family.

I notice is tight. So what you're trying to say,

my dead mother in law her too, Yes, but she's dead.

Oh she's dead for you, But she's more living than me.

Spirits are not dead. They were, and they tell you

how the spirit round works. The spirit round is happening

right now while we're talking. I know there's about eighty

people in this room tonight. See that's why numbers don't

bother me, because I know somebody in the spirit is listening.

They are watching.

As a witness of how redemption works. But see those

are watching our testimony play out, and these witnesses are

watching us and how we walk. I'm not talking about

just in the natural. I'm talking about in the spirit

as well. I must say a strong statement that God

just gave me and this is gonna really rock your world.

When you give up, they give up.

Jesus wow, Jesus hod y say something. Let's say something deep.

When you give up, When you say I cannot do this,

you are sending a word to your witnesses.

That say I can't do it.

So guess what It reverbates in their spirit and they

don't move onto the places of perfection.

What are you saying you need to tell me. I'm

still tying to my mother. Yes, Spirit, No, Spirit.

I ain't talking about some voodoo fortune teller that you

paid twenty five cents to try to conjure up something

by natural elements. I'm talking about something supernatural that comes

in your room.

And you know you're getting invited.

Okay, but those are familiar spirits.

Oh, I know you familiar spirits. Let me tell you something.

The only way they would be familiar as if you've

been playing around with familiar My mom has come to

me several times in dream state. That's the only time.

That's the only time God can get some of your attentions.

When you're knocked out in a state of sleep. You

can't get you any other time. So he waits till

your knockout and your spirit and is a place of rest.

A type of rest. And my mom has come to

me and she has shared things.

I have testimony of my nephew who said that he

was in the spirit realm and he met my He

said he called my mom Mimi, and Mimi took me

to meet God and he said God is good and

God is real. See, let me tell you something. Ain't no,

we don't have time to play. It shocked the hell

out of me, I'm tell you that. But these spirits

are alive. They just operate in a different realm that

is outside of our realm. We are in the realm

of Chronos. We're in the realm of I'm sorry, yeah, chromos,

And so the realm of cosmos, I'm sorry, Cosmos is

the orderly arrangement of this world. We live in the

flesh round right, and so the spirit realm is separate

beyond the eyesight of our flesh.

That in order for us to pierce through, there are

only two ways to do that.

One, this flesh has got to be put under, yes,

and that means to lay it to rest through I

would save, and through the channels of fasting or praying,

because the Bible says, when your flesh decreases, I increase,

your sensitivity of the spirit increases.

And then there are some by faith.

That have the attribute of gifting through the Holy Spirit,

that God allows that that flesh scale be removed, that

they're able to see things spiritually through open demonstration in

the flesh. But spirits are real. The Word of God

would not declare that we wrestle not against flesh and blood.

So if we're not wrestling against flesh and blood, we

are wrestling against spirits or principalities that want to come

in opposite position.

Well, the will and the plan of God. But I

got news.

There's somebody on the throne, and his name is Jesus,

and every knee shall buy and every tongue shall confess

that Jesus is Lord, including the principalities, including the witnesses

that we don't see. They are watching us come into

the perfection of our I didn't say some perfection.

I didn't say, well, when we get to the other.

Side, we'll be on No, honey, I believe we can

have perfection right here and right now, as we are

obedient in faith with his word. We walk in perfection

because Jesus said, be perfect, as my father in heaven

is perfect.

And I'm sorry.

I know some of you don't believe in perfection, but

I believe in perfection by the spirit. I believe that

if we're obedient to the word of the Lord through faith,

we are considered perfect in his eyesight.

He said that your works are as filthy rags. That's

why I'm not trying to.

Do the works of the flesh. I'm trying to mortify

the deeds of the flesh. But I'm trying to put

on Christ and put on his workings so that I

may be perfected like my father already is.

They're watching us come into perfection.

Of our faith through Jesus Christ, and are learning how

to come into redemption. When we come into the fullness,

they come into the fullness as well.

Your process, your race to become fulfilled in Christ, is

a daily thing, and they are watching you overcome all

of God.

They're watching you become or overcome the most of your

own faith. That's why for some of us, as I

said before, your course of overcoming is not my course

of overcoming.

And unfortunately, just.

Because you walk your course of redemption doesn't mean that

that same redemption is going to redeem my sister who's

in the spirit.

We are connected spirit to spirit.

You are connected to those that are the fruit of

your vine.

See the Redeemer lives in you.

Yes, So if the Redeemer lives in you, that means

that not only are you going to become redeemed, but

everything spiritually and naturally that is connected to you has

the opportunity to see the Redeemer play out in you.

I'm not talking about your flesh, because that nobody gonna

get redeemed by your flesh, because you be the uncustomer.

How in the world could you redeem them with that mouth?

But they have to see the opposite of the thing

that is manifested in this world. That's why we have

something called the fruits of the spirit. They're trying to

look for something that goals beyond the attributes of the flesh,

that can help them get out of that place called death.

They're spiritual death, and they're trying to find something that

is spiritual that's gonna bring them to paths of life.

But unfortunately they cannot see the life stream that is

totally represented in you because they've been blinded by the

things of this world.

They have been blinded.

They said, it's like scales over their eyes because they

have to come into the acceptance of the.

Redeeming power of Jesus Christ. And let me tell you something.

The only way that the world is going to receive

Jesus is.

When they see Jesus. I'm not talking about him crack

in the sky.

I am talking about through the deeds and the works

in which we work, which are through Jesus Christ. That's

why the Bible says in Galatians five twenty two, the

fruit of the.

Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience.

Let me tell you something, when I could have I

could have very well easily treated certain family members a

certain ways. I would have had the fleshly rights to

treat my uncle a certain way.

But guess what God is teaching me grace.

There are people that I'm connected to right now that

they don't deserve and winkling of time, even in text

or in conversation that.

At one point somebody in the natural would have said,

I would have been cut them off. Why do you

entertain that foolishness? And I said, well, the Bible says

that my grace is sufficient, so I've got to I

have to learn how to exhibit grace. I don't have

to always be in their face. I don't always have

to entertain their mess. But the Bible does say to

pray for those that despitefully use it because, let me

tell you, it's something that they too also need redemption.

They two are still going through the race to get

to the finish line. And sometimes we marginalize people. Sometimes

we look at people funny when we see that they're

in a certain place of construction and we don't always.

Understand all the details.

That's why we're supposed to see people based upon the spirit.

We're supposed to see people based upon the completed end.

We're supposed to see people as they are at the

finish line, even though they are still running the race.

It says, let us lay aside every weight. Now, some

of you are just fat. But I'm not talking about

physical weight. I'm talking about spiritual weights. Yes, I'm talking

about things around you that.

Should not be occupying your space.

It says in the sin that easily besets us, meaning well,

standing around that is a competition, dwarting a racer in

every direction, so easily.

Beset means See, that's why let me.

Ta see you read the script you don't understand it,

because you'd be able to understand and put into practice

what you're reading. That's why I encourage people when they

read about to Oh I read that already.

It was sell boring. Okay, what's your reading of I

don't know? What does it mean?

I don't know.

You read it.

See, you can quote the scriptures so beautifully.

You can come up with all the deep revelation of

spiritual thing.

Now, even though I can go deep honting, and there's

nothing wrong with that. But what happened to a people

who were running a race that understood the practicality and

the mechanism of just running.

In a straight line and running towards their purpose, without.

Understanding all the technicalities of necessarily where they are going,

but just getting their course and staying focused. I had

to grab that because of thought. So easily be set

to ce It is so easy. I'm living this right now.

It is so easy to get off track with our course.

The truth. God knows. Mamma used to tell me. She said,

I don't know why you're worried about that thing. You

worried about that.

Little thing, or like the Bible says, if the footman

has worried you, how are you going to be able

to run with the horse? If that little thing gets

you off course, that means.

You've given it more power than at honor.

You're giving it more space because that little fox shouldn't

get you off course.

Yes, Lord, God, so easily beset means Sins.

Are obstacles that are consistently surrounding you, entangling you and

tripping up a person in their.

Life or spiritual life.

Some of you are not ignorant of the people that

are around you. You really are to the truth, the truth, man,

Why is it out of all the things that you

can possibly think of.

I know I'm about to help somebody on the podcast.

I hope you listening. How is it that since you've

been in a place.

That you say is spiritual, but the people around you

are not moving you or bringing you into further tenacity

to get in to the finished life. I'm not talking

about in the natural. I'm talking about in the spirit.

So many people are around us, but why aren't they

bringing out the good?

They're only bringing out the evil Jesus, Yes, Lord God,

I'm gonna tell you something. I'm just gonna slow it

down because.

We are surrounded by people every single day. But in

my race, I'm starting to slow down while I'm running.

She let me tell you something I said this last week.

Just because you're getting things quick doesn't mean that you're efficient.

You can build the house really quickly, but you could

be so quick that you miss a screw that should

have went into the corner of the house.

But you said I.

Could just keep rushing and get this thing finished. I'm

starting to take my time. Oh you know what, I'll

tell you a good example. Last week.

Last week. Now, y'all know.

I'm selling this rental car Kick and you know he's

showed me a lot of revelation about that. And so

we had our big snowstorm, and one of the pistons,

I guess you call it a piston engine piston decided

it was going to go. Now that never happens in

the car that I have, I've had a lot of

things happen, and it was so embarrassing. I could only

go twenty five miles an hour, and everybody was so gracious.

They were so kind to me that they decided to

go around me. See we're all running a race. They

went around me, and as I was getting ready to

return the car, because they already that the whole story

in itself, God is so good. I was referring back

to something a man of God had said a couple

of weeks ago. He said, this is going to be

a season where people you're used to going quickly, but

you're gonna have to take your time. You can still

be going quick in your spirit, but your stride could

be slow, cautious, deserning, so you're picking all that up

while you're slowing down. And so he said, when I'm

in these places, when I'm in these hours of space,

I look for opportunity to talk to God, and so

you know the flush started.

Well, I'm better hold on.

I gotta get my action playing together because you know,

I'm a survivor of the fittest. I mean, that's how

my life has been for the past two years, in

a survivor's mode. But it ain't gonna be some you know,

it won't be in that way for long. But God

is just trying to do something with me. And so.

I started to talk to God and I said, God,

I thank you. Fle I said, huh, I mean thank you.

I said, God, I thank you.

Because You've given me an opportunity to slow me down

so I can talk to you. And he spoke back.

He said, even though everybody's going one hundred miles a minute,

even though it seems like people are passing you, you

are right at the speed that was designed for you. See,

everything in your life doesn't cause you to have to

go so quickly and things because God may be trying

to plant something in your spirit that's going to get

you ahead in the next place. Who in the world

doesn't think that they don't need a little bit of

perseverance as I'm running this race. But see, you can't

learn perseverance unless you get in the place that seems

in the natural like it's slow because patience doesn't.

Oh God, here we go.

Lord, I regret what I said when I was seventeen

and asked for patience.

Oh, trust to me. I'm learning now.

But see I'm persistent because I don't easily give up

on something. I didn't say that I don't give up,

but I don't easily give up on something. But you

don't learn patience until you go through long suffering. And

notice the first word that it says long because one

day to God is as a thousand years to him.

But see, long suffering means you might have to take

some seasons where it seems like nothing's happening.

See, in order for.

You to get something, you have to have the experience

to go with what you're getting. I had to help

somebody my podcast. You're not gonna learn patients until you

slow down. But it doesn't mean that you're not running

your race. You're just staying with the pace. Oh, I

just had to help somebody, because everybody's got a different pace.

And see, like you said in the car, but see, everybody's.

Running to get to this place, but nobody is seeing.

The homeless man that's crossing the street.

Nobody's seeing the new building that's being built right there.

Nobody's taking in the time to smell the roses that

are beginning to blossom.

Nobody's looking at the fact that there.

Could be some big aircraft that's getting ready to because

you're going one hundred miles a minute and you think

you have to rush to get somewhere Jesus. But like

my grandma always used to say, with all you're getting,

get understanding. But understanding doesn't always come when you're going

one hundred miles a minute. Sometimes I had to sit

in that library till two three o'clock in the morning

to do research papers because my understanding of a subject

was not satisfied in.

Order for me to be able to produce an essay

or research paper that was an efficient for my grade. Right,

I know somebody here in that Lord. It says easily

besets us.

It implies a persistent, easily triggered weakness, like a besetting

sin that hinders progress, often translated as clinging closely, hindering

and encircling.

I want you to take a little recap. See I

can take a little recap because I don't have that

problem in my life, but for some of your packcasts.

I want you to think about this. How many people

are in your spiritual circle and when you look at

your circumstance, are they helping you with your stride?

Are they helping you get to the finish line? Now,

let me equate something. Okay, let me teach you something.

Just because you don't have it all together in the natural,

you don't mean your spirits not in the right See,

your spirit in the right place has nothing to do

with your bank account. It has nothing to do with

your degree, It has nothing to do with where you live,

It has nothing to do with who you associate yourself

with necessarily, but it has to do with the race

that you're running and the pace that you're at. That

you're running in your pace, Keep you in your place.

Jesus, what are you trying to say?

Your process goes along with how quickly God wants you

to run.

Or stay in your pace.

See, because whether you're in both positions, you won't get something.

But see, the process has to go in alignment with

the position that you're in.

Shee.

That's why for the past three years I kind of

been in the same place.

But it's not because I've done anything wrong.

It's because I is trying to impart something to me.

Call it persistence, so that when God calls me to

be able to operate. Like he told me today, he said, listen,

I'm trying to teach you how to manage some things.

Everybody wants a business. Everybody wants to be able to preach.

Everybody wants a big fat ministry until the responsibility comes.

Let me take a commercial break, I'm going to I'll

stay right here. Everybody wants a business. Everybody wants to

They want the glamour of, you know, being in a pulpit.

I didn't want any of it. You know what I wanted.

I wanted to go move out of connect.

And build my life, get married at twenty five, graduate

from Boston University.

That was my plan. Become a teacher, teaching some classrooms somewhere, and.

Live anywhere but here. That's not what happened. I am

forty two, still not married and trying to figure this

whatever he's doing.

Out here, and just being submissive and trying to do

the will of God.

I didn't always say you were gonna know it all,

but knowing and knowing I'm in the right places two

different things. But our process goes with our stride and

what He's building in us. You see, it's not always

good to go so quickly, That's right, because your process

may not be able to catch up with how fast

you're going. Causes you sometimes to have to go backwards.

Honey.

I've had to go backwards a lot of times, even

though I was.

Going forward in my process, and it.

Felt like I was going backwards in my spirit because

he said, I want you to get.

The fullness of what this is. Yeah, you you.

Failed to test this time. Like I can tell you

what happened, very simple. I took a real estate course

and please forgive me.

I know none of you're going to be real in

here more on podcast.

You hear every word that God says and praise God,

and you you eloquently run the race perfectedly.

And like I said, sometimes God's not looking for perfection either.

He's looking for your obedience.

Yes, Father, I'm not saying how well you run the race.

He's looking for your obedience to let you know that

if I let you run this race, you might sometimes

have to go back to the coach and make sure

that I'm running in the right position while going in

my race. Because sometimes you got the coach that's running

with you. Sometimes you've got experienced runners that are running

with you and say, hey, we're supposed to be going straighter.

I know we were supposed to.

I know, nobody questions the captain before the race starts.

You sure, this is how long we're supposed to do it.

But see, I started a really state course. I had

been prophesied that I was gonna own property and own

like mentoring businesses.

With you know, and all that wonderful stuff. But I

started to take the course.

And sometimes you think God is saying something, and sometimes

you think he's not.

Sometimes you think you're a nut. Sometimes you don't.

Sometimes God is speaking, and sometimes it's our God that's speaking.

But let me tell you something that all goes with

the process. And so I'm sitting on the couch. I

had so much stuff going on, so many of other

people's problems, and something said, right in the middle.

Of getting ready to go take the test, you should

tell him to quit. Write the letter and say quit.

Now I thought it was God.

I said, well, hallelujah, I believe God's having me to

do something else. Now, when I did that, something in

my spirit grieved and I felt like I said, oh man,

I made a mistake it.

But see here's the thing.

God allowed you to make that mistake because it wasn't

about the mistake.

It was about the progress. It was about to get

it not the mistake. But it was teaching you his voice.

So now you know it's not his voice because God

is not a queer.

No, God is persistent. But guess what.

God allowed you to do that, because when you meet

somebody on the.

Road to the finished Selina, it ain't nothing by mistake.

He lets you go through little things.

He lets you slip up because I want you to

slip up, because when somebody gets to this place and

they're about when a certain person comes to you that

I'm gonna send to you and they say I feel

like I slip up, You're gonna be able to say, no,

you didn't slip up.

But I'm gonna tell you.

How you get over that slip up because I've been there.

That's caused your testimony, that's caused you helping out the witnesses. Honey,

if you're not in a place where sometimes you witness

the process you're not going to be able to be

a witness to somebody else.

That means that your life may have to go on

pause for a minute, or y'all not ready for that.

You ain't ready for that. But then I got another opportunity.

As I prayed to God and said, Lord, is this

your will?

I said, if you allow.

Me, God to go through this store again, if you

opened up this store, God, I promise you I will

not get out of it.

I will see it through.

I don't know where it's gonna take me, but God,

I know that you're with me wherever I go.

And let me tell you.

I was sitting in the car and something said register

for the class again. I said, but Lord, they already

gave me a scholarship and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna

probably have to pay it. He said, what is the

worst that they could say is no? And let me

tell you something I put in the email.

Didn't hear anything back.

I said, well, I guess God, it's not your will,

so I'll just keep on moving. And then a month later,

out of the blue, sitting in the car in my process,

the woman emailed me back and said, I'm so sorry.

For the delay. Yes, we'll give you the scholarship. Yes,

this is only what you have to pay, which I

only had to pay a fraction.

Yes, you can start in April again and you don't

get them.

Thank God, I don't gotta pay for the books. Look

at God. But see God wants you to make that.

Voice was set there because remember God is in charge. Yes,

he's in charge of the enemy.

He's in charge of.

The circumstances happening in your sister. So he's in charge

of all of that. Maybe she had to get a

black eye, because that's part of the testimony I'm building.

He never said that he wasn't gonna get physical.

Maybe he's gonna be used to humble her, so the

next time she makes a miss, she'll be a little

more cautious about honey.

Sometimes, do I like people getting physical? No?

But I couldn't touch him for some reason. I couldn't

touch the instrument that God was using.

You're crazy. You mean to tell me your sister's getting

amusing You couldn't touch him. I couldn't touch him.

Because I'm not the one that brought him. Are you

telling me that God will use the enemy to get

people straight?

Yes?

So are you telling me that the devil is his tool. Yes,

look at the devil in the White House political Get

that now. I told you he's in charge of every principology.

He is.

Every power is subject to that name. When Satan came

before the sons of God in Joke chapter one, he

didn't sit there and be big and bad and tell

God what he was gonna do. No, God said, where

have you come from?

All y'all sitting there talking about the devil and God fight? No, No,

that's not how it works, honey. God got God got.

Charge over the devil a long time ago, before the

devil got the title the devil.

Okay, thank you Jesus.

So what he's saying to lay aside the weight of sin.

When you lay aside the sin, it means to cast

it off and lay it down. You know why, because

sin was never meant to be carried. It was meant

to be put to death. We were not meant to

carry sin because it becomes a weight.

And I hate to tell you, I know no point in.

Let me get my stomach together.

I'm sorry, but there ain't a lot of fat people

running races. They make you work out, they make you

exercise and prepare for the race. Now listen, if you've

got offended because I said you're fat, but you ain't running,

ask the military if you want to come in there fat, Honey,

they ain't taking you. Believe me that the one we

got in charge now, Honey, he gotta bias on fat people.

But it makes it harder for you to breathe and

to run when you've got all this stuff weighing you down.

God said, I.

Need people that are gonna be like in the spirit

to run my race down. It doesn't mean that you're

not gonna have some problems, but honey, and let me

tell you something. Problems go with process, and process is

what builds patients, and patience is what brings perseverance because

you can't.

Know the type of God that you serve. If you

ain't going through no process.

You run from the process because you don't like it,

because it hurts you a little bit, it rubbed you around.

I didn't like what he said to me.

He prophesied something to me, and I know it wasn't God, No,

it was God because your flesh God. And didn't like

it because you don't like going through the process of perseverance.

You don't like to see something to its unexpected, and

and some of you really don't like to invest in

your process because some of you are not used to

having to wed a little patient until.

A little sea grows up.

But you don't realize in the growing of the sea,

God is giving you a revelation on how to operate

while in the process, because when you take that on

and go to the next level, you'll be able to

have perseverance to bring you through that process.

But see you run from the.

Process, oh go, when you run from the place that

God has sent you, she God says, that's okay.

I'll just get you in the place that you're at. Yeah.

See, the process follows you even when you try to

run out of state. All right, So you say your backslid,

Let me tell you have the church slider you and

say your backslid. You can't slide in and slide up.

Let me tell you what you're gonna do.

I'm gonna wait for you right here when we left off,

and when you're finished partying and spitting and crying, and

you throw and you and you find yourself your face

and throat because.

I know you're gonna come back to me because, like

I said, a dog knows where its food is. Uh,

So I'm gonna sit here and wait. There ain't no backslide.

God said, I'm gonna wait for you right.

Here, and when you come back from your mess, when

you get yourself together, I'm gonna be waiting right here

because I ain't going right because I'm in you. Let's

we gonna go hang out with the sinners and try

to get them saved. Because before you get to the

destination you're at. God's already there.

He ain't walked to Tona. You think Tonah wasn't there

when he got there. He's the one.

Even though he thought he was leading himself like I

talked about on Sunday, even though he paid the fair.

God was already there.

Because the process continues.

No matter where you are, even.

If you're out of place, the process still continues.

Yes, yes, God, I thought I was gonna pack here.

And because the process is you, you think by going

out of state that's gonna do something. We're still looking

at the same person in the mirror when we get there.

So let me tell you something.

All your problems is coming with you because guess what

you didn't learn while God had you in a place

of refinement against there's certain regions that got certain processes far.

Sometimes it'll send you to this state because I want

to teach you how to have some discernment.

I can't have it over here over here right.

Now, because this environment's not going to prompt you to

get discernment. But if I put you around a certain folk,

by the time you get around them, you should have

a prayer life. But guess what now, I don't want

to deal with you over here. I want to deal

with you over here. So now I'm gonna bring you

to Kansas. I want you to deal with you in

that certain See. See, the state.

Isn't the issue. You're the issue, Yes God.

God said that wherever your feet would be planted, Yes, Father,

it should bring a heartness, Yes God. So why is

it that when you stepped somewhere there ain't no harness.

People can get saved wherever you're at. So why are

we trying to escape to get somewhere else? You know why?

Because you think.

The process has to do with the environment. No, the

process has to do with you.

God knows how to make Connecticut become Virginia.

Try to go somewhere else and no doors open ahead?

Why I mess somebody?

I know because I lived in When you try to

go out of state and you don't wonder why people don't.

Let you come in because you don't have the right idea.

But I said, this is a shelter. You mean to

tell me I gotta have an idea to come in here. Yeah,

you gotta have idea to come in here. Sounds like

Connecticut to me. Yes, God, he said, don't worry.

I'm just I'll just bring Connecticut Virginia, no problem.

And then you get to Virginia and you find out.

That I'm going through the same thing I was going

through when I was up there.

I'm not talking about it. Natural got a fine place

to live. But in your spirit, stock your stock, yes God.

Because you got out of the race before it's time.

You cannot run this race with weights that you're carrying

from somebody else. Who is that someone else? The old person?

Because that old person has become weighed down. When we

came to Christ, that old person died.

Let me break this down for your honey. The person

you are right.

Now is not the fullness of who got said that

you are your hang ups, your disappointments that.

Came from the old person.

Yes, when my father died, I had to forgive.

Hi, I'm not talking about this beauty language that you

got in my eye. Forgive whatever.

Oh, but then every time I bring up, oh, you

know what he did to me? Oh, you know you

didn't forgive. See, people that haven't forgiven, they can't be

a witness. They can't because you've got a part of

your testimony.

Locked up that you have not given over to God Jesus.

When you forgive, you have put up a pardon. Yes,

I didn't say you had to agree with it. I

didn't say you had to agree with the whippings. But

what I'm saying is, just as you are under construction,

just as they have passed from death onto life in

their own process. Now they are gone, and one am

I left with. I'm left with the fragments of.

What he did to me.

But guess what, as I said before, when I said

in the process, when I talked about the person that

had slipped.

Up, that in itself is a testament.

That when somebody allows God to go through that slipping process,

allows it, it becomes testament because God.

Took me through that process, and let me overcome that

process so that I may be able to speak on

Some of.

You cannot speak on things because you are not over yourself.

Oh and when were talking about a new creation in

Christ all things that, Oh yeah, you're lying. Old things

ain't passed away because you keep regurgitating it through your process.

You ain't forgave.

Oh no, I'm gonna stay ready, I'm gonna let it simmer.

I'm gonna let the I'm gonna let the soup get

all simmery and the meat get all tender eyes. Some

of you haven't pardoned. And see, pardoning is a part

of your race. Forgiveness is a part of your race

because you hold these people hostage in the spirit because

they can't go on into perfection because you're still.

Mad at them. Mm hmmm. See, I ain't got that problem.

I wrote letters, went to the grave site.

God made me go to the grave site.

Yes, and everything I felt in my heart, I spoke

it there, and he said, now leave it there and

move on, because somebody needs that customony.

And you're keeping it hostage.

Because of some art that you didn't even fully understand.

All of I didn't understand why my mother left, why

my father left my mother?

Until I read a journal and it gave me clarity. See,

that's the part that we forget when we talk about forgiving.

No forgiveness comes with.

Clarity of why I was a victim to them, because

everybody is a victim.

Everybody's on the same plane. The reason why you don't

want to talk about is because you have not given.

That old person over and allowed God to bring the

newness of his spirits into you. Because, let me tell

you something, when God gives you his spirits, you ain't

trying to remember no oh, because they passed away.

All conversations had passed away. I don't care if you

were you. I don't care if you were hit with

a frying pad.

Sarah was hit with a frying panan and let me

tell you something, she had every right to be mad.

But guess what, that did not set the tone for

the nature of.

Jesus Christ, that's on the inside.

She can still love people who are still abusive. She

can still win them over to Christ through the testament

of her overcoming. Somebody hitting her with a frying pan,

and she really got hit with a frying pan.

She could have got bitter about it.

She could have held the bitterness until the point that

when somebody.

Really needed to hear about overcoming it.

I need't messing with it because you're still mad and

you think you can continue to go on.

In Christ and run the rest.

Sometimes he slows your life down just to see that's

your mess. M m m hm.

Truth. Yes, God, Jesus, why are things moving from me?

Why am I still in the same spot?

Because the process wants to reveal to you that you

are still stuck in the place where you were last victimized.

You have taken on a victim's mentality that it's everybody

else's fault. But mind, and guess what you apply that

to every area in business and finance, even in the

way that we conduct and carry out relationships.

But see, we don't want to be real. We don't

want to be real with us.

And Christ that has died, the victimization mind has died.

I have given that all over to him. And see,

when you're able to give it all over to him,

you're able to pardon other people because you're able to

take what is being parted to mend and you're able

to give it over to God.

But see, when you.

Ain't pardon nobody, you can't give it over. That's why

you can't pardon nobody. And so you're supposed to sit

here and tell me that's your a witness, that's your testimony,

that witnesses that God.

Can redeem and God can forgive.

But yet you can't forgive yourself or the victim. That

what went somewhere, that old man is carried with the

weights of the abuse. It's carried with the weights of

the disappointments.

Let me down.

He wasn't there for me. He didn't validate me the

way he was supposed. I could write a book hunting,

I would have every right to be mad at my father,

but I choose to pardon him. And guess what, Because

I pardoned everybody that I had an art with before

they passed, I have free liberty to be trying to hear.

I don't have no qualms your Lord God. That's why

God was able to put grace on me for people.

God, they have done me wrong, because I was able

to forget those that have passed, all the things that

were sent to me, all.

The things somebody took. My grandmother said, you'll never do nothing.

You hear me.

You hear me, this is my grandmother. Somebody that says

they're spiritual. Wow, And I had to realize she was

a victim. She lived in a household where her father

did not validate her.

I had to find this information. Listen. I don't care

how long you gotta dig. Go ahead, go ahead, Lord

find out I ain't doing it.

Well, guess what they ain't getting redeemed because that part

of you ain't redeemed.

I'm sorry, I don't care what new creation you trying

to pour.

Honey, I hear the Lord say you cannot put old

wineskins on new wine.

You can't.

Because when you try to put old wineskins in new wine,

the wine spills out. Some of you don't realize you're

spilling out.

You're trying to contain God. But she can't because there are.

Areas on the inside that you had not fully redeemed

back to God.

And that means, you see, when God says.

He redeems he paid for you, you cannot.

Run this race.

If you're carrying from something else, that old person, because

it's wayed down with sin.

Do you know that unforgiveness is a sin? Yes, yes

it is. I don't care what you say.

I ain't now my goodness, I'm sorry, but that attitude's

a sin.

Because we're supposed.

To exhibit righteousness, and then of course we come up

with theseus.

Oh, we all fall short of the glory of God,

all these other exes.

Oh, you know, he hit me first, and I'm not

gonna apologize. Listen, here's the thing.

I know. People have offended me, and I have.

Every right to say Nope, I ain't saying it. But

guess what, You're the one that's gonna have to bear

that seed, not me. I'm clear. If I do something,

I gotta own it. Well, my father should have owned it.

Well, he's not here.

So we're gonna keep repeating the same mindset of what

somebody had done to you. Like I said, it becomes

a victim's mindset. It's always everybody else's fault. And that's

why when that mindset's not dealt with, it spills into

every area, and not only spills into everybody else's.

Area, even all the witnesses.

You in part that same seed of victimization, and that

victimization spirit spreads through.

The line of your generation. Seed.

Honey, instead of you're supposed to be in a witness

and redeeming folks. All you're doing and when you talk

about old generational curses, I gotta break that generational cur honey,

your prayer life and the only thing that's gonna break

that generational curse, it's the attributes of how you operate

within your process to be allowed God to redeem you and.

Fully forgive you while you're walking.

That process of being perfected, through the process of you

becoming like Jesus Christ.

Is that's when.

You'll be able to break that generational curse. It is

the actions of your life. Yes, the things that you

Impart two are important to.

How you go through.

Do you know the more you run, the more you

lose calories, which allows you to lose weight.

Do you get it?

Yes, the more you run the race, the more I

decrease in my weight. Hm, the weight of sins begins

to fall off because I am running to see what

my expected end is going to be.

I am no longer running the course of that old man.

I am no longer carrying the weights of sin that

were from the old man, because at that time when

I made a sin, I sure as hell didn't forgive

and say I was sorry. I kept it to myself,

and the seed said, I'm about to go back and

do some more. Until your sin became a weight that

you could not carry anymore.

He got tired of.

Throwing up at the club, seeing your face in that,

and I just said, because some of you had it

in that throw up, still hanging around that abusive man.

You got tired of being swapped up.

Because you were in a relationship that was unmarried and

I call him unholy marriage alliance.

You ain't taking somebody's scripts.

You're taking somebody the Bible says, don't be unequally believers.

That's not a marriage. And you got tired of living

that life, and.

You said, I need somebody to come in my life

and rescue me because I.

Can't carry I can't take this anymore.

And you, when Christ came into your life, you began

to release all of the hurts, all the hang ups,

all of the issues, had.

Gave it over to God. And for days, Yes, spotify

our radio, it has been a pleasure. We're gonna stop.

Right there, Thank you Father God. We're gonna stop right there.

You cannot run your race with weights. I do not

expect to run my race with waits, and I ain't running.

Them with you either.

Okay, don't put your conversations on me.

Don't put your old wine skins.

On me about what somebody did to you and why

I should have the right to be angry.

That is not of God.

God has a right to be angry with us, because, Honey,

I can tell you something. If it had not been

for grace, we all, Yeah, would I be here your

family if you don't walk in the space of redemption

and forgiveness as it is mandated through Christ in which

we're to walk. H We're not supposed to hold grudges

true disobedience. I'm just saying they take too much time.

My sister got on my nerves today. I said some things. Well,

I said a couple of words that were curseful. I

wasn't happy about it, but she pissed me off. But

I had said to her face.

I just said while I was walking, and I know

it ain't right. So then she called me back and said,

I want to apologize because it was really stressful.

I said, you want to apologize, Well, she had to

learn it from somewhere, but she was.

Never like that. But you're watching the growth and it

changes that are happening. So when you come around, why

ain't nothing changing? Jesus, Jesus, thank you Lord God.

Maybe it's some of your serpent seeds that you're saying,

ain't bringing no growth. Ain't nothing's moving? Because maybe the

scene that you're trying to speak to, I'm gonna give

you revelation. The seed and the scene that you're trying

to speak against.

Maybe reflective of who you are.

Jesus, the sister you can't stand, Jesus, the brother you

can't stand.

Maybe they're you.

Maybe God reflecting the light of you through these people

and their.

Situations that we don't like. Because Lord knows if I

had to.

Look in a mirror what would I find.

I had to eat some things through my family. My

family said some things. I had eat it.

M M what Spotify, Heart Radio. Thank you for this

opportunity that I have been given. I will finish this

when God is leading me to finish it. We will

at some point go into the positions along with the

commands that are given in our race and where some

of us are and unfortunately some people are still at go.

But I want to thank you for listening tonight, taking

the time, the opportunity I've availed yourself with my contact information,

should you need.

Me or need me to pray for you, or need

anything from this ministry.

And until I hear from you again, I pray that

you have a wonderful weekend and God bless you