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EP 64: Wisdom from a 10th Grade English Class

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  1. It captures my imagination around the future and the new

  2. heavens and the new earth that's going to be so different from

  3. what I could ever envision in some really amazing ways.

  4. There's also just this idea of that God has so much more for us

  5. than what we're comfortable with.

  6. Hey everyone and welcome back to the Grace Church Podcast.

  7. I'm your host Whitney Manus here with my Co host Scott Mazingo.

  8. Good morning, Scott. Hey, Whitney.

  9. Good morning and happy summer. Happy summer.

  10. We are well into the summer season at this point, which

  11. means school is out of session and our teachers are getting a

  12. well deserved break. And one such teacher is our dear

  13. friend Sarah Bailey who is joining us in the studio today.

  14. Thanks for being here, Sarah. Hey, Whitney Scott, thanks for

  15. having me. Hey, Sarah.

  16. Hi, Scott. Once Upon a time we all got to

  17. work together on staff when Sarah was our lead writer, but

  18. she's recently returned to her first career of teaching.

  19. So Sarah, will you give us just a little self intro and kind of

  20. just remap your career path? Thus far, yeah, absolutely.

  21. So I grew up in the Upstate, went to school here, went to

  22. Southside Christian School, went to Bob Jones, and then got my

  23. start in teaching at North Greenville University.

  24. Taught some of our staff members along the way.

  25. Hit hit me up for stories about like pain later.

  26. There you go. And so I just discovered a love

  27. for teaching. Was not the career path I had

  28. planned on, but had amazing coworkers up there who really

  29. developed me a love for the classroom and also, yeah, just a

  30. great students, great relationships there.

  31. What was your major in? In college English.

  32. So I had. I thought I was going to be a

  33. writer and write the next Great American novel, but apparently

  34. that's really hard to do. You start off to that.

  35. There's still plenty of time. There's still time.

  36. So yeah, watch out for that. And so then taught there for

  37. over 10 years. And then when my husband and I

  38. got married and had our first child, it was just time to take

  39. a step back from that career. And that's when I came on staff

  40. at Grace with some amazing Co workers.

  41. Got hired during COVID. That was fun.

  42. We both did. Remember the Zoom interviews?

  43. That was that was a fun time. What a time.

  44. Yeah. So that was great.

  45. Did that for five years and then in the fall of 24, I just felt

  46. the Lord calling me back. It was super clear.

  47. Part of it was my oldest was entering kindergarten.

  48. So we're back in kind of the world of school.

  49. And part of it was just God speaking to me.

  50. It was actually during, I don't know if you remember, we did the

  51. series on Jonah and there was a huge emphasis in that series.

  52. Like if you feel like God's calling you to move, just go for

  53. it. And I remember sitting there in

  54. the worship service, I'm like, I think, I think this is it.

  55. I think I need to go for it, talk to my husband and I knew

  56. that God had called me to be in our local school system.

  57. I can't even tell you, but that was just very clear to me that

  58. that's where he wanted me to be, which was different than where I

  59. had grown up in a very Christian School context.

  60. And the pieces just fell into place and the Lord's very

  61. gracious. And so I are we're in Sprint

  62. work county. We live right kind of on that

  63. Greer Spartanburg line. And so I have just finished my

  64. first year teaching at Burns High School and it was great.

  65. It was a great experience. Yeah, and we love to hear you

  66. talk about that a little bit more.

  67. Both of my parents have worked in public education for a

  68. collective 60 years. So we've bonded over that and

  69. very grateful for teachers. That's where I got my breakfast

  70. going up. So, but before we get into that,

  71. will you tell us just real quick which campus you're at and just

  72. a little bit about your family, serving roles at church, all

  73. that kind of stuff? Yes.

  74. So we go to the Greer campus and my husband and I, Stewart, we

  75. actually met at church. We were at Pelham for years and

  76. then we physically moved to Lyman and so which is just

  77. really close to downtown Greer. And so now we've been at Greer

  78. for three years and we love it. It's been great.

  79. We have two kids, 7:00 and 4:00, So we're in that really fun

  80. season of parenting where it's just the high energy, but we've

  81. we've really enjoyed it. I agree.

  82. We've served in a few different capacities.

  83. One of our passions is serving in divorce care.

  84. We both had previous marriages and that was a huge ministry to

  85. us at Grace Church. And so we've LED those care

  86. groups over the years. And right now though, we are

  87. serving on the Connect team, which has been something a

  88. little different and fun for us. And I'm also serving on our

  89. Central Women's Ministry team, just helping, you know, plan

  90. studies and events. And that has been really neat

  91. for me. I hadn't done that before and

  92. have really just enjoyed getting to know the women at Greer and

  93. be able to serve them in that way and yeah, it's been great.

  94. Yeah, that's awesome. Can you put a little flesh on

  95. this idea of calling? Like when you're sitting and

  96. you're listening to teaching and you feel like God is speaking to

  97. you right through his word, Like is that, you know, conviction,

  98. conscious prayer thoughts, Like how Like, how are you processing

  99. this idea of calling? What does that?

  100. Do you hear a voice out of the ceiling?

  101. I wish it were that easy. I it's very hard to explain

  102. other than it is just a sticky thought that takes root.

  103. Not, you know, sometimes you have a thought that's fleeting

  104. and it goes. But for me, it was something

  105. that just was sticky and latched on over the course of weeks.

  106. And when you pray about it and you're in the word and it just

  107. feels like, and it's not a feelings based decision there.

  108. And I know sometimes it's very hard for us to distinguish

  109. between my feelings versus the prompting of the Spirit.

  110. Yeah, exactly. And that I think is where we

  111. lean into scripture and into community.

  112. And that was something I did. I it was a decision that I

  113. talked about with my spouse, obviously, and to make sure that

  114. we were aligned on that. And even our community group at

  115. the time we were in a I believe I re engaged great, but it

  116. functioned as our our group of people and just processing that

  117. in community. And as I was reading the words

  118. as we were studying Jonah and it was calling is a strong word, is

  119. a ministry related word for a lot of people.

  120. But for me it was just obedience.

  121. I think this is what God wants me to do and I'm going to take a

  122. step in that direction. And it was very simple.

  123. Yeah, no, thank you for that 'cause I just want it.

  124. It doesn't need to be a ministry related work.

  125. I think that there's a sense of stewardship around that.

  126. So meaning, who am I? How has God created me?

  127. What are my gifts? What are my experience?

  128. What kind of yearning, what kind of longing do I have right now?

  129. But but I like the way you say it was it was sticky and it took

  130. root. And so if something takes root,

  131. if it's healthy, it begins to grow.

  132. And so I'm assuming that through these conversations, the idea

  133. just grows. And what I what I think about is

  134. if I let something grow versus try to control it, then that's

  135. when I can feel assured that maybe God's the 1 causing, you

  136. know, the growth and that. So that's great.

  137. Yeah. So this this lands you, this

  138. calling kind of lands you in a sophomore high school English

  139. class. Is that is that where we were

  140. at? Now it?

  141. Did it? Did.

  142. Yeah, yeah. So tell us a little bit more

  143. about about that life. So it was going from teaching.

  144. So at North Greenville I taught freshman composition and to then

  145. teaching in Spartanburg County, which is a really diverse mix of

  146. students, 10th grade English. It was an adjustment and

  147. something I kind of fought against this a little bit

  148. because I was going from a very comfortable place where

  149. everything was very predictable and I knew what to expect and I

  150. felt very competent to a place where I was not competent and I

  151. was insecure and I had to ask for help a lot and I did not

  152. feel confident. It was unpredictable. 15 year

  153. olds are unpredictable and but there was so much joy in that

  154. and I knew that the Lord was going to use it to humble me and

  155. He did for sure. But there are so many good

  156. things about it. I'll talk about kind of

  157. challenges and joys and amazingly they go together.

  158. One of the big challenges that I did not experience before my

  159. teaching career was having a wide array of ability in one

  160. classroom. So in the same classroom, I

  161. could have a student who is very advanced, probably could have

  162. been in an honors class but just chose not to.

  163. And on the other hand, I have a student who has only spoken

  164. English for a few years and is still learning the language and

  165. intelligent, capable, but has that limitation.

  166. You can also have a student with a learning disability that you

  167. need to accommodate for. So just having to deal with this

  168. wide array of ability and try to help each student when you have

  169. 25 in a room can be really challenging.

  170. And it that was a huge learning curve for me to help all of them

  171. and to also have like, a cohesive curriculum and learning

  172. experience for everyone. Yeah.

  173. And how many classes are you teaching?

  174. So we're on a block schedule so I have three classes so not an

  175. overwhelming at about 75 students the same prep for.

  176. Each. Yeah, which that was a blessing

  177. for. Me.

  178. Not every teacher. Gets that, but I got the same

  179. prep, so that was awesome. So that was hard, but one of my

  180. favorite things. And as I mentioned before, I

  181. grew up in a very kind of sheltered, white, homogeneous

  182. context, very Christian. And our context at Burns is so

  183. diverse. I could have four to five

  184. different languages in the room. We have a Hispanic immigrant

  185. population, students from Colombia and Venezuela and Cuba

  186. and so many different places. We also have a big influx of

  187. Russian and Ukrainian students. And it was such a joy for me to

  188. learn about their cultures. And because 15 year olds have no

  189. filter, they ask each other all these crazy questions.

  190. So, you know, like a 15 year old rural kids sitting there, you

  191. know, wearing his Carhartt is going to ask the Ukrainian kids.

  192. So like, wait, why did you move here?

  193. Did you flee the war? And you know, questions that

  194. adults would not be comfortable to ask because we have some

  195. decorum and some tact, but the 15 year old does not feel that.

  196. And so I got to overhear so many just stories and where these

  197. kids are from and the challenges they faced.

  198. And to me, that was such a work that the Lord did in my heart to

  199. open my eyes to people who are different from me, who come from

  200. a different context. And there was such value in

  201. that. And I think it strips away my

  202. comfort and my often self-righteous view of how I

  203. think the world should be. And even if it is has this kind

  204. of Christian veneer on it, I think this is how things should

  205. be. But you, you may not know the

  206. whole story. And so there was, it really

  207. sparked more and more curiosity in me about all of my students.

  208. And so that was just such a joy to learn from that and to see it

  209. play out in my classroom, that kind of diversity and.

  210. Would you have the opportunity just have a lots of individual

  211. conversations with your students?

  212. Yeah, sometimes the language barrier was hard.

  213. You know, we're sitting there on Google Translate.

  214. Really, you're in, you're in the English classroom in Spartanburg

  215. County and you're using Google Translation.

  216. Absolutely, absolutely. And but you know, they learned

  217. so fast. So we, we did have lots of good

  218. conversations. And, you know, sometimes it's

  219. around silly stuff like tell me about the music you like and

  220. tell me about, you know, the sports.

  221. You, you know, I learned a lot about soccer that I didn't know

  222. before and things like that. What are you thinking related to

  223. like God thoughts during this time?

  224. Like you're going in and you're seeing this diversity, you're

  225. seeing really image bearers, right, that look very different

  226. than what you're used to and look very different from one

  227. another. How do you connect that to your

  228. faith? That's a great question.

  229. It captures my imagination around the future and the new

  230. heavens and the new earth that's going to be so different from

  231. what I could ever envision in some really amazing ways.

  232. And so there's that. There's also just this idea of

  233. that God has so much more for us than what we're comfortable

  234. with. And there is value in me

  235. learning from other people, even if the conversation is not about

  236. God. And I do have the opportunity as

  237. a teacher, yes, in the public school system.

  238. I can't stand up there and preach the gospel.

  239. I've some limitations, but I'll, I'll tell you a little story.

  240. So English too, has a state testing exam called the end of

  241. course exam. So if you have kids in high

  242. school, you know what this is and that it's a big deal and

  243. it's a 20% of your grade. And there's a lot of pressure

  244. because your school's rating depends on the EOC and there's

  245. all this stuff. But when we kind of enter our

  246. final, you know, test prep coming up to that, I have family

  247. meeting with them and I look at all of their eyeballs and I tell

  248. them, I want you to know that you are a valuable human being

  249. apart from any test score you make.

  250. And you can see in their eyes, some of them have never heard

  251. that before. They have never had a teacher

  252. look at them and say, I care about you apart from your test

  253. scores. And you have value because of

  254. who you are. I'm about to make Whitney cry,

  255. because you are. Say you're you're.

  256. I mean, that's a gospel truth. It is and so you there are ways

  257. to embed truths about humanity with them without an explicit

  258. teaching of a gospel. And that creates a safe space in

  259. your classroom and it creates a space where some of these kids

  260. who may not have another safe adult in their lives will come.

  261. And I would, I saw the evidence of that, that they would, they

  262. would come by before school or they would come by after school

  263. just to, you know, say hey, or whatever.

  264. So. And it, it does make me

  265. emotional. I've just gotten the opportunity

  266. to serve in different schools over the past few years and I

  267. have sat and done the same thing with my students.

  268. And it really, especially as they get closer to high school

  269. and get closer to the end, they lose motivation if they lose

  270. self-confidence. And so if they've just struggled

  271. at some point in a certain subject or, you know, if they

  272. are trying to learn a second language and then trying to do

  273. all of these things, the lies are just so loud.

  274. They're like, I'm just, and I've had kids look at me like I'm

  275. just stupid or I just can't do this.

  276. And I think especially in our culture, we do elevate the grade

  277. so high and it is such an important reminder for all of

  278. us. And this even does connect on a

  279. faith level that, hey, the grade is not the point.

  280. Like if we take that into our personal relationship with

  281. Christ, we get so focused on am I doing the right things?

  282. Am I obeying? And am I reading my Bible

  283. correctly and are my prayers right?

  284. And is my language right? And the grade is not the point.

  285. The question is like, are you learning and are you growing and

  286. your identity is not tied to your performance and this one

  287. letter, that's not who you are. You're valuable because someone

  288. else has looked at you and said that you are valuable and you're

  289. important. And so you are really reflecting

  290. Christ for them in that moment. And even though they don't know

  291. it, even though they they have no context for maybe the gospel

  292. or God, but like you are seeing them the way that the Father

  293. sees them. And that's so powerful.

  294. So I'll spend the next 30 minutes talking about that.

  295. But. So when you're, you're getting

  296. ready, getting dressed, getting in the car, driving to work, I

  297. mean, not easy, not easy labor, right?

  298. And we can come back to some of the challenges here in just a

  299. second. But what is your, what is your

  300. prayer? What is your mindset?

  301. What type of scriptures are are motivating you for this this

  302. Kingdom work that you're going into every day?

  303. So kind of my passage for the year that I really latched onto

  304. in August is from James One about asking for wisdom.

  305. Because anyone listening to this, if you've ever been a

  306. teacher, you know, a teacher has to make 100 decisions in a day.

  307. And it could be as simple as, you know, this kids asking for a

  308. second bathroom pass. Does he really need to go to the

  309. bathroom or is he just trying to get out of class?

  310. It could just be something little and minute, but you

  311. stack, you know, fifty of those on top of each other, then it it

  312. is exhausting and then you have weightier decisions you're

  313. making. And so I just really tried to

  314. connect my soul to the idea that the source of wisdom is God.

  315. I am tend to be very self-sufficient.

  316. I am prone that way. I am prone to be everyone, to

  317. view me as someone who is competent and able.

  318. And so if I can get my first thought to be around, wisdom

  319. comes from God. It does not come from within me.

  320. It comes from without. And even, as you know,

  321. especially those first days of school, I would try to walk

  322. around my class, my classroom and pray, pray over desks.

  323. And God give me wisdom with this child.

  324. God give me wisdom with this child.

  325. What? What do they need that I can

  326. provide that will point them to you, whether it's a safe place

  327. or just teaching them to be a critical thinker, teaching them

  328. to communicate better, all those things that English teachers do.

  329. So, yeah, I think just this idea, and God is generous and he

  330. gives it. He's not a stingy source.

  331. He's a generous source of wisdom, as it says in James.

  332. And also the other part of that passage that the idea of

  333. listening before we speak, that was a big one for me because in

  334. those decisions, it's very easy to make a snap judgement, no,

  335. this is what we're doing. No, you can't do that.

  336. Instead of saying, well, tell me why, Tell me more, tell me more

  337. about that request, Tell me what's going on and try to

  338. listen and understand a full story before you make a

  339. decision. So.

  340. And most of us are making, I mean, a lot of decisions in a

  341. day. But for a teacher, I mean, it is

  342. thousands and, you know, and then you go home and you do it

  343. with your kids too, you know, And so I imagine it's easy to

  344. get burned out on a lot of that. But yeah, to.

  345. Listening to this and you're just thinking what, what should

  346. I be reading this summer? I mean, I think James is a great

  347. is a great read. I think James chapter one, I'll

  348. save you a larger commentary, but I'm so glad you brought that

  349. up. It's just something that went

  350. and I've been discussing recently because I like what you

  351. said about, you know, wisdom is in God.

  352. But then in verse 6, verse 5 says if you need wisdom, ask our

  353. generous God. But six when you ask him, be

  354. sure that your faith is in him alone.

  355. And I think we treat God as an add on or we, we got a guy when

  356. we're not quite sure. He's either like a, a, a second

  357. check, a safety or we're like, well, I don't really know what

  358. to do here. This is bigger than me.

  359. So I need you. And, and really James one talks

  360. about that. It's it's, he calls that divided

  361. loyalty. He says you're a very unsettled

  362. soul if you do that. And, and basically that, that

  363. God's not in that, you know, because you're divided and

  364. you're unstable, unsettled. And so I think people here,

  365. yeah, I mean, God is wisdom. He's an additional source of

  366. wisdom. It's like, no, go back and read

  367. verse 6 when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God

  368. alone. That's that's the hard part.

  369. It is that's that's interesting that you bring that up because

  370. so Stuart and I have been doing reading through scripture this

  371. year at Greer and it's been great it to reading the Old and

  372. the New Testament at the same time in the large volume kind of

  373. daunting, but something especially in the Old Testament

  374. stories. Genesis is my favorite book.

  375. But reading them again, reading through Genesis and Exodus and

  376. all, you know, the kings and such, so much scripture in such

  377. a short time. This idea that God wants all of

  378. you. He is not satisfied to be an add

  379. on, as you said. And that I think connects with

  380. this idea of you are all in with him.

  381. And he has a way of peeling back those layers with all those Old

  382. Testament characters of like, yes, you said you're with me.

  383. You said you're faithful, but what about this?

  384. But what about this part of your life?

  385. And that's something God's really been convicting me with

  386. is, you know, am I viewing church and God and Christianity

  387. is just kind of this separate compartmentalized thing?

  388. Or is it something that I am fully hinging everything on

  389. that? So which and you know, we all

  390. know you live long enough and hard things happen and you find

  391. out am I really committed or am I not?

  392. And I think for me, I mean, it's so easy to like ask for wisdom.

  393. And I think the other, the thing that I'm really rooted in is

  394. just myself. I'm like, I'm going to ask for

  395. wisdom and then I'm going to show up and do whatever I wanted

  396. to do. I'm going.

  397. To run it by my logic, filter here for a minute, Yeah.

  398. Does this make sense? And then if mine doesn't work,

  399. then God's kind of my backup. And, and that's great.

  400. But I love the way that you're talking about like that.

  401. You're creating space for prayer and you're creating space to

  402. listen and to receive in your mornings.

  403. And like God, would you, would you speak to me before I have a

  404. chance to speak to myself, you know, and let your, your wisdom

  405. supersede me. Yeah, and don't get the

  406. Sometimes it is a prayer of desperation before the bell

  407. rings. It is not always a deep long.

  408. Sometimes it's every desk and then sometimes it's like the

  409. whole room. Take it all in once.

  410. Yes, yes. So this idea I this idea of the

  411. new heavens and new earth being like your 10th grade classroom,

  412. I think that's very fascinating. Let's go back to that.

  413. Yeah. Tell us a little bit more.

  414. Just just kind of walk us through some of the daily

  415. challenges. I know that we have listeners

  416. that may have young kids, they're their kids may be long

  417. out of high school, but like just give us a little sense of

  418. empathy and compassion for our our teenagers.

  419. So here is the amazing thing about 15 year olds is they are

  420. starting to grapple with some of the big.

  421. Hard. Truths in life in a very raw and

  422. unfiltered way. So you get all their full

  423. thoughts and they're very confident that they have amazing

  424. solutions to all the the problems.

  425. So one of my favorite units to teach is we do an argument unit

  426. towards the end of the year. 15 year olds love to argue and we

  427. talk a lot about research and evidence and how you make a good

  428. argument and they get so invested in their topic.

  429. And again, one of the things I love about a high school

  430. classroom is the energy of it. You sit with a group of adults

  431. on a Friday afternoon at 2:00 PM, ain't much energy.

  432. But if you're in a high school classroom at 2:00 PM on a

  433. Friday, there's a lot. Yes.

  434. And if you can channel that into them thinking about big ideas

  435. and like, well, what is the solution to some of the big

  436. problems of like war and poverty?

  437. Like, how do we fix, you know, people are dying of starvation

  438. in this other country? What what's the solution?

  439. We have lots of food here. Look at our, you know what I'm

  440. saying? And they will, they care.

  441. They do, they want to figure it out.

  442. They want to show that all the adults that are in charge are

  443. doing a terrible job and they have much better ideas.

  444. And so I love that. I love that journey.

  445. And then they say I rage bait them.

  446. But to play devil's advocate and be like, what about this?

  447. What about this? Have you thought about this?

  448. And they're like, you know, Miss Bailey, and they get frustrated.

  449. But just showing them there's not always a simple solution to

  450. things. Rage baiting Bailey.

  451. I know. Well, you get a quick definition

  452. just for anyone who's not familiar with rage baiting.

  453. Just making someone mad on purpose.

  454. They do. They do that to me all.

  455. The time, Yeah, Yeah. I've learned a whole new

  456. language this semester as well. That's another episode.

  457. When you said, I think you said this offline, but you said that

  458. they're just compelling humans. Tell us a little bit more about

  459. what does compelling humans look like in the 10th grade

  460. classroom. So they are 15 year olds,

  461. they're opportunity seekers and they want to have fun.

  462. They want to explore new things, new ideas.

  463. And there's just joy in that. Like, you know, if we have a

  464. little time at the end of class, they're like, let's play a game.

  465. Or if they want to play hacky sack, y'all, hacky sack is bad,

  466. is bad from the 90s in social. I'm like.

  467. Your phone in touch grass, you know.

  468. Yes. So I'm like, yeah, go for it,

  469. you know, move the dust around and play hacky sack.

  470. We got 10 minutes at the end of class.

  471. And again, that is something that just is not true of the

  472. adult world. No one is looking to have 10

  473. minutes of joy just in each other's company or just silly

  474. things that, you know, like, oh, listen to this song.

  475. Oh, have you heard this one? And listen to each other.

  476. 'S music, so they don't just want to sit on their.

  477. Phones. No, they don't.

  478. OK, sometimes they do. I mean, they would prefer that

  479. to doing their homework, but they don't.

  480. Just they want to enjoy each other.

  481. Yeah, that's great. I love that and that that idea

  482. of enjoyment, enjoyment one another, creativity, all that.

  483. That's awesome. I would love for you to talk

  484. just a little bit to, I mean, you are a working mom and just,

  485. yeah, what has that been like? Just as your, I mean, that's a

  486. lot of responsibility. You've got kids at work, you've

  487. got kids at home. What does that kind of look

  488. like? And what has God taught you just

  489. as you're trying to steward all of that well?

  490. So that is a really challenging thing and I knew that was

  491. another taking this job. I knew it would be a lot more

  492. demanding than when I was on staff at Grace.

  493. I worked fewer hours. I have flexibility, I could work

  494. from home and I knew I was going to miss those comforts that also

  495. benefited my children, my biological children.

  496. And there are also there are days when I come home and I am

  497. wiped. And it does impact my biological

  498. children. And I have had to learn to just

  499. give that to the Lord of part of my serving in this season.

  500. Part of my work for him in this season goes beyond my immediate

  501. family. And I think that's OK.

  502. I think the Bible is really clear that God calls us to

  503. deplete ourselves for others, not just for the people you care

  504. about. And I do, you know, obviously

  505. it's it's working great for our family in other ways.

  506. Like when there were snow days, guess what?

  507. I was off on the same day as my kids were right?

  508. And that was amazing. But it's very easy, I think, for

  509. moms to feel guilty when they are depleted at work or just

  510. because they have to work. But I think that being always

  511. there for your kids is not the highest thing to seek for as a

  512. parent. I think the highest thing to

  513. seek for as a parent is to show them the gospel.

  514. And part of me illustrating the gospel for my children is

  515. showing them that I'm willing to sacrifice myself for the good of

  516. someone else. And and I try to be open with

  517. them in an age appropriate way. They're young.

  518. But my, you know, my son, he's in, he just finished first

  519. grade. He knows.

  520. And we have talked sometimes about like, Hey, is your

  521. teacher, how was she today? Does she seem tired and you

  522. know, and things like that. And it's, it's open the door for

  523. some great conversations for and even, you know, tell me about

  524. your friends who don't speak English in your class.

  525. And I have a little more knowledge of what he's he's

  526. experiencing in his school. So it has been a lesson for my

  527. heart and just releasing them to the Lord in a way that and not

  528. caring guilt for my lacking, which at the end of the day is

  529. pride. Yeah.

  530. So no, I think that's helpful. And we're certainly not going to

  531. like the parenting is not more important than the work and the

  532. work is not more important than the parenting.

  533. And there's sacrifice on both sides.

  534. Like sometimes your students get a little bit less for your kids

  535. and. Well, and I think it goes back

  536. to this idea of calling, you know, which is where, where I

  537. wanted to, to, to start just because I think that that can

  538. become a spiritualized word that never gets defined and never

  539. gets challenged. But I think to, to break it down

  540. into, you know, what is, what does it look like to be a good

  541. steward of my life, of my season, of my experience, of my

  542. skills? What does it look like to have

  543. constant evaluation and conversation with God around

  544. these things and others? And you mentioned earlier that

  545. changing careers now is not the stigma that it used to be.

  546. So we've got people coming in and out of work, seasons of

  547. different careers. And I feel like all of that is

  548. just that healthy. If it's done well.

  549. It's a healthy wrestling with what does it look like to be a

  550. Kingdom maker, you know? And we were, you know, I'm going

  551. back to that new heavens and new earth idea, 'cause I'm

  552. captivated by that. I thought about that.

  553. But just like on earth as it is in heaven, right And so yes,

  554. physical family, but spiritual family and those that are far

  555. from him that are being brought into the Kingdom when it what

  556. does it look like to do that. And I think that if any of these

  557. thoughts from just a an average, you know, Lyman family career

  558. tender going into the public school system just stimulate

  559. some thoughts for you, then we will have use this time wisely

  560. hope. So yeah, thank God.

  561. God needs all those callings and that's why he gives them.

  562. You know, that's cool. Well, as we kind of wrap up, I

  563. mean, I would just love to hear like kind of practically just

  564. let's talk about some books. It is the summer.

  565. So we've given you guys some book wrecks in the past as you

  566. have a little bit more time to do some fun reading.

  567. And I mean, there is no better source than a teacher who is

  568. giving great book Rex to her students all the time.

  569. So you've got some books here next to you.

  570. Will you just tell us a little bit about those and any more

  571. insight into your class and some of your favorite units and

  572. things you get to teach? OK, so the.

  573. Books I bought as recommendations are not ones

  574. that I would teach in the classroom per SE, but so these

  575. are books that I just thought of.

  576. Like what are my top three books over the past couple years that

  577. I've really enjoyed and have just really compelling stories

  578. and stories. And so the first one is called

  579. Ordinary Grace by William Kent Kruger and it is a coming of age

  580. story. Think To Kill a Mockingbird, but

  581. it is in set in Minnesota in 1960 and it is told from the

  582. story of a 13 year old boy who is a preacher's son and all

  583. kinds of drama happens in this small town.

  584. All right, it's a little bit of a murder mystery, but it's just

  585. really beautifully written. And it is, again, kind of that

  586. idea of what does it mean for a young boy to grow into manhood?

  587. And he's wrestling with the issues of the age of the 60s,

  588. issues of race issues, you know, things that were going on.

  589. And it's just really, well, it's very thought provoking.

  590. And because he is a preacher's son, there is some really

  591. interesting truths in there about God and how he perceives

  592. God. And he talks about the awful

  593. grace of God. It's really fascinating.

  594. And just to be clear, I think you're using coming of age a

  595. little different than some language.

  596. Like if a Broadway show talks about coming of age, then

  597. there's typically a ton of sexuality and that kind.

  598. Of stuff, yes, yes, this is a little different.

  599. Again, think Harper Lee To Kill a Mockingbird.

  600. Got it. You know, like, yes, growing up

  601. into adulthood. Like Scout is being exposed to

  602. kind of some more difficult areas.

  603. It's kind of where your students are, too.

  604. Like you were saying, like they're starting to think about

  605. big ideas for the first time. And like you know, what do I do

  606. with all that? Yeah, if you're going to the

  607. Peace Center and it says it's a coming of age story, this is not

  608. to kill them. That's not what they're.

  609. Talking about OK in the literary sense.

  610. In literary sense, another one, and this is it's either your cup

  611. of tea or it's not. So this is a Greek mythology.

  612. It's called Circe, Circe by Madeline Miller, and it tells

  613. the story of AI. Don't even know how to describe

  614. her. The protagonist was born of the

  615. gods, but she is not quite like them and she's not accepted by

  616. them. And it basically tells her

  617. story. And of course, because it's

  618. mythology and it's, you know, like the they live immortally.

  619. So it spans eons and centuries and how she actually becomes

  620. captivated by humans and she. Like a Little Mermaid, a little.

  621. Bit falls in love with what it means to be human even though

  622. they are weak and powerless and fragile all those things.

  623. It's really fascinating. So I will, you know, PSA, it's

  624. Greek mythology, so there's some racy parts in it, but.

  625. Circe, Circe by I. Always say it's Circe.

  626. Circe, thank you. Yeah.

  627. It's hard to, but that was very. Yeah, you're an English teacher.

  628. You can correct me. Whoever has a great degree, send

  629. us an e-mail. If you liked that, so I again,

  630. like if there is a inner nerd in you that was like, oh, the

  631. mythology, that was kind of fascinating, Then pick this up.

  632. It'll it'll provoke some thoughts for you.

  633. And then my last one is definitely an English teacher

  634. nerd recommendation. And so this is the book.

  635. It's entitled James by Percival Everett, and it is a retelling

  636. of Huckleberry Finn from the perspective of Jim, the slave in

  637. the story. And so it definitely will make

  638. you think. And what was an adventure tale

  639. for Huck becomes a survival tale for Jim.

  640. And what's also really interesting, the author Percival

  641. Everett, I haven't studied him a ton, but it does seem so Mark

  642. Twain single Clemens who wrote Huckleberry Finn was very anti

  643. religious, super clear in all his work.

  644. He did a lot of satire on religion and this is the same.

  645. It's fascinating though, but there is a lot of really

  646. interesting truths for us to consider in this one.

  647. I even I marked can I read a little?

  648. Bit please. I marked one part that I was

  649. like, oh, I can read this. I'm not going to try and do the

  650. dialect though because that would just be.

  651. So this is where Huck and Jim are talking.

  652. You know, they've just come through this one predicament.

  653. And there were people who were basically, they were con men and

  654. they got caught. And Huck and Jim observed this.

  655. Huck's like, what do you think's going to happen to them?

  656. And Jim says, well, maybe they pay a fine, maybe they get

  657. tarred and feathered. I don't know.

  658. And Huck says, oh, that seems awful.

  659. And then Jim says, I suppose it do, but they was stealing from

  660. them folk telling lies like they was.

  661. They were never no pirates. And then Huck says, yeah, but

  662. then people liked it. Jim, did you see their faces?

  663. They had to know them was lies, but they wanted to believe.

  664. What do you make of that? And then Jim says, folks be

  665. funny like that. They takes the lies they want

  666. and throws away the truth. That scares them, and that's an

  667. interesting truth to think about.

  668. How we? We all have lies we want to

  669. believe and truth that is scary to us that we shove away.

  670. So this again, it's just all stories have valuable truths

  671. about humanity in them, even when they're written by non

  672. believers. And so that's why I'm a huge fan

  673. of just avid reading, read what's being published recently,

  674. read from the thinkers of our age.

  675. This. First of all, Everett is a

  676. Pulitzer Prize winner. So that means he's saying things

  677. that people are thinking about. And so there's a lot of value in

  678. reading the stories. Bailey be rage baiting, getting

  679. us to think hard truths and I think what thank you.

  680. That's so great. And I think what we would love

  681. to say is summer is a good time for reading.

  682. There's never a bad time for reading, but summer it is an

  683. especially good time to grow your imagination.

  684. Think big thoughts, put down your phone.

  685. Certainly social media, like we live in a great age of media

  686. where there's tons to watch and lots of digital content to

  687. consume, but there's just nothing like holding the book

  688. and just letting you go to a different place.

  689. Yeah, use your summer hours wisely.

  690. Yeah, and if y'all are nerds, Sarah and I are going to stick

  691. around, but we're going to drop a little bonus episode and we're

  692. just going to talk about books a little bit more because that

  693. would be a super long episode. But just for those who really

  694. love it, we'll do that. Sarah, we are so grateful just

  695. that you're here and you chatted with us and we're thankful for

  696. our teachers. Y'all just be praying for our

  697. teachers. Give them a gift, tell them how

  698. much you appreciate them. And yeah, ask them what God is

  699. teaching them, just as you would for anybody in their career.

  700. But they get to interact with the public in a really neat way.

  701. They get to observe like who we've all been at one point in

  702. our lives at a very interesting and strange part.

  703. So they understand human behavior in a cool way.

  704. And I told Sarah when she transitioned off staff to go be

  705. a teacher, but she is the teacher I would have loved to

  706. have. And I did love my English

  707. teachers. And I still remember the books

  708. that we read. And they really did shape a lot

  709. of the ways that I think about the world, but also about God

  710. and his Kingdom and what he's doing in the world.

  711. So this has been cool. Thanks for being here.

  712. Thanks for having me. Love catching up with you guys.

  713. We'll see you guys. Next time on the Grace Church

  714. Podcast.