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The Bush Was Already Burning | Unforced (Week 2) | Chad Belew
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hey, we are continuing our series Unforced this week. Unforced. We're talking about the
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unforced rhythms of grace. And so I'm gonna dive in real quick. It's funny when I'm riding these
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things, there's always something comes up that's like, oh, that'll be good for this. And last
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night it came up at like 11.30. Last night we were sitting in the living, we just gotten back to the
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house from actually moving Jaden, our 21 year old into his first apartment. Yeah, I know, it's
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sad. I've got a, his room's gonna be my theater room now. Just kidding. I'm just kidding. We have
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too many kids for that. As we were packing up Jaden's stuff and moving it out, out of his room,
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the kids were moving their stuff into the room. It was like that. So, we moved out, we got home,
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moved out, moved in, which he moved into like these like college apartments and we got there and
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the apartment was disgusting. I was like, you didn't even clean? Like, they didn't clean this before you
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got here? Just not nice. But, um, his mom's body and his mom Bethany and all the daughters went to the store and
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bought all kinds of stuff. So, I'll be paying for that for a few months. Came back with these bags and
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like hundreds of dollars worth of stuff. And I was like, I thought you said this was his moment to
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spread his wings and fly. But yeah, we're setting it up, bring him up. I was ready to be like, good luck,
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bro. But anyway, we dropped him off, got him all set up. He's good. Excited for him. He did say he's
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gonna be back, which I don't know what that means. But we'll find out. We got back last night, we're
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sitting, I was sitting in the living room and my body had gone up to a yard of bed and our 11
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year old came downstairs. And we've schools back in the shin, right? So, we've implemented like
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device time limits. So, you just can't be on your device forever. So, now that he doesn't have his
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iPad all the time, he like comes down and wants to talk, which is cool. So, Jet came down and we
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started talking and Jet and I fell down a rabbit hole together. It started with one, one science
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question. Jet's the kind of kid who asks like the real questions. And, uh, why don't I try not to
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hold back much? We're like, all right, here we go. We're gonna have this conversation. And so we
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just went and we won't talk about the original stuff. It's a long story. But we got to a point
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where like how animals are born, why some animals carry their babies inside and some lay eggs and
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then walk away or what how all of that happens. We talked about DNA. What's actually happening
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inside of a mother's body while a baby's being built. And somehow Jet and I don't know are both
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super ADHD. So, you know how these conversations move maybe. We're deep in the animal kingdom at
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this point, right? Um, Mottie comes down. We're watching videos on YouTube because I'm kind of
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answered. I'm like, let's just watch the video. And so, we're watching videos on YouTube. We're
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watching ones about Aragorn Falcon, which if you don't know this, and if you've been here a while,
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you do, but that's by far my favorite animal world. Um, so watching this video on the
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Peregrine Falcon and how we're learning about how engineers spent like whole careers studying this
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bird and how it survives a 200 mile an hour dive. And it dives silently enough. It can
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catch another bird in the air in order to feed itself. There's a picture where they actually took
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this bird and there's theory that engineers actually studied the way that the bird dives
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to find out how it so silently and so quickly, um, and it influenced how the, uh, B2's bomber was
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created. Um, and so we're watching that. Watch this thing about slime mold and slime, it's like this
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like brainless yellow goo that scientists in Japan let loose on the map of Tokyo. They like out,
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they created the map Tokyo, they took oats, which apparently slime mold loves. Um, I didn't
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do that, but they took oats and they put oats where like major hubs were in Tokyo and they put the
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slime mold on, on this little dish and they studied how the slime mold moved. See how it would move
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from major hub to major hub. And it grew itself into a near copy of the Tokyo rail system,
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which is one of the most efficient rail systems in the world. And so it showed them sufficient
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ways to connect from one point to another on the map. Like engineers took notes on what the goo is
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doing to do this at another point. Like, look at this, it's crazy. You should look it up. It's
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fascinating, but let me not wrap up too much here. It turns out like with all of this, what happened
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and just so, you know, the Tokyo, the actual Tokyo network on the bottom was already done.
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They had already created it, but they wanted to see if the mold would find a better way. And you
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can see that they're really similar. It's saying stuff, but it turns out there's a whole discipline
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for this. It's called bio mimicry. Bio mimicry is the practice of learning from and mimicking the
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strategies, forms and practices, processes of nature to solve human design and engineering problems.
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Look it up. You might go die, but hold that I went down. It's fascinating. They're building
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buildings that can die now. You're like, what? It though that when they die, they go into like,
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it creates this. It's a whole thing. Anyway, okay. Just so you guys know, I'm off my meds for a
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couple of weeks. You're on, you're all noticing this, aren't you? And now, let me, let me,
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11th at night, jets meds have worn off. I'm off my meds. Mottie comes downstairs.
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Mottie walks downstairs and we're watching mold grow on the TV and she's like, what is happening?
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Anyway, I'm not going to run you all the way down the rabbit hole that we went on,
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but I do want to talk about a fascinating bio mimicry story that has probably, not probably,
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it has absolutely affected literally everyone in this room. It come in 1940s from a Swiss engineer.
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The Swiss engineer's name is George de Mistral. And the story goes that George was out on a walk.
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He's walking in the mountains with his dog. And when he got home, the dog is covered in burrs.
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The coat, he's his dog. He's like little burrs. You guys know him. We live in South Texas. If you
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walk through like high grass, you come home, your socks are covered and the little stickers, the
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burrs, right? So his dog's covered in burrs. He gets home, dogs covered in pants, socks, whatever.
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He's got burrs everywhere. Every single person in history, if you've walked through this, you've
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done this, you come home, you do the same thing. You pull the burrs off, you grumble, you complain,
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you throw them away and then you move on. Well, not de Mistral. He did was he put one of those
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under a microscope. He's like, what is this thing? Why is it doing this? And what he saw was there
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were thousands of tiny hooks grabbing anything that had some form of a loop. And because he looked,
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your kids can wear shoes that you don't have to tie. Because what came of that,
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burrs and dogs hair is a thing called the crow. He looked at how the burrs hooked into a loop and
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was like, oh, this like holds really strong, strong enough like the astronauts in NASA to keep things
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together. Like Velcro is incredible. And it came from nature. It's a biomimicry process where he
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looked at biology, looked at nature, mimicked it. The interesting thing is the burr was always
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sticky. It would always grab onto something, but someone finally looked to figure out how it worked.
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And here's what got me while I'm sitting here chatting with, with Jett and Mottie has now joined
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the conversation. She's just eyes wide open like what is happening. Like I said, came in mid
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ADHD deep into the rabbit hole of nature and babies. And the interesting thing is the burr
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didn't change, right? Nature wasn't hiding anything. The answer was stuck to every dog in Europe.
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Everybody that went on a walk like this, this guy did. The whole difference became
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not just the annoyance, but it became this invention that one man died to pay attention
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to a thing that everybody else brushed off. And honestly, like just a side note, if I'm honest,
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I've learned more in a lot of years of following this kid's curiosity than he has ever learned
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from my answers. That's why we watch YouTube. So here's how many good morning. What if this whole
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idea is not just how inventions work, but what if this is how faith works? And I'm gonna give a
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quick thing from last year, disclaimer before we go on. I gave you an assignment who did the
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assignment. I'm just kidding. Don't raise your hand. That's the, well, you fail. I'm just kidding.
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I gave you an assignment last week, one practice, smallest possible version of whatever practice
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that was. And I'm gonna handle this the way that we're gonna handle everything throughout this
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series every single week. So get used to this rhythm. I'm not really, I wasn't asking for hands.
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I'm not asking for how it went. There's no report that's who, if you did your small thing,
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good. Not like good job. Like just good. You did it. Something quiet got practice. And if you didn't,
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then nothing happened. Like you didn't fall behind. There's no behind. There's no score board.
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You didn't get moved down the scoreboard. The entire point of last week was nothing happens
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even if you miss it. That's not the point of it. A practice is something you can pick back up
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without penalty. There's no loophole. And so what we're talking about, we're gonna look at what
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practice is and not performance and not a scoreboard. So this week, the first actual practice that
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we're gonna talk about is one that is gonna underlie everything talked about during this
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unforced series for the next, I think six or seven weeks. So here we go. Some of you are so
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mad at me about this gorilla. There's a picture a few months ago, I showed you a video and I told
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you to count the passes, the basketball passes between the people in the white shirts. And you're
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watching, I don't know, I think there's people in the black, yeah, people in the black shirts
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as they pass. You were supposed to count how many passes there were. In half of the room
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they're directly at a person in a grille suit as they walked through the chaos and they never saw
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the person because when it was over, it's like how passes were there and they're like 15 and like
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awesome, you did great. Now who saw the grill? And people were like, what? And literally he just,
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the gorilla actually walked, stood in the middle, beat its chest, and then walked, walked off and
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half the room didn't see it, which is normal. This is a psychology test. And the reason I keep
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bringing it up is we're going to talk about attention and your attention is not, it's not a window,
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it's a feeling. You don't see the world, you see what you're looking for. So whatever your
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attention is tuned to, that's the world that you live in. We've talked about it. If you're tuned
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to threats, you live in a threatening world. If you're tuned to what's missing, you live in scarcity.
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Tune to your phone, you live in your phone. You don't see the world, you see what you're looking
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for. Nobody experiences everything because everybody's running a filter, which is a question that I
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want to sit with this morning. The question is, what is your filter doing to God? There's a story
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in Genesis that I've never actually preached in 11 years of this church, which are 10 years, almost
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that I found kind of interesting that I never talked about it, but we're going to talk about it.
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So Jacob, there's two sons, Jacob and Esau. Jacob is on the run. He's conned his brother,
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he actually went in, he tricked his dad into giving him the inheritance that his brother was
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supposed to get. It's pretty interesting. He put animal hair on his own because his brother's really
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hairy and his dad couldn't see, and so he tricked him. He was like, "Oh, look, it's me. I'm the hairy
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guy." But he conned his brother, the family has detonated, everybody's upset, and his brother Esau
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has stated plans that he's going to kill him. So Jacob is fleeing. He's running across the country,
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he's alone, it gets dark in the middle of nowhere. There's no tent, no camp, and he finds a rock.
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He puts it under his head and uses it as a pillow.
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And the detail of that is a text, and that's how you know how alone he was,
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as he puts a rocker's head and he passes out. So it says this, Jacob beers Sheba and set out to
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Huron. When he reached a certain place, he stopped night because the sun had set. Taking one of the
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stones there, he put it under his head and he lay down to sleep. He had a dream in which he saw a
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stairway resting on the earth with his top reaching to heaven and the angels of God were ascending and
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descending on it. There above it stood the Lord. Notice what this dream is not. When he starts to
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have at the dream, this is not a dream of heaven cracking open for special visit and something
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comes down, like the staircase comes down, and then because the stairway is already resting on the earth.
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The angels are already ascending, descending. All right. He comes into this thing mid-ship,
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right? They're going. There's ongoing traffic between heaven and earth. And Jacob has camped
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in the middle of the interchange without knowing it. He lay down. He had no idea what was going on.
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He falls asleep. He wakes up and he sees this happening and he's dreaming. He sees this happening.
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And then when he wakes up, he says this line, and I think it might be one of the most
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nice sentences probably in the whole book of Genesis. It says this, "Surely the Lord is in this
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place and I was not aware of it." Nothing arrived while Jacob slept. Nothing changed about the patch
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of desert that he was sleeping on. God didn't show up. Jacob woke up. The traffic was already
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running. Jacob just woke up in the middle of it. The interesting thing, the Hebrew word here for
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place is the word macomb. Just place. Just means place. Like, not super exciting. Just means spot.
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Like patch of ground. The rabbis noticed something in historical study of this.
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And what they did with it was this ordinary word ends up becoming one of their names for God himself.
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Homochom, meaning the place. And if you look at the ancient like Rabbi commentary, they ask,
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they're asked why? Why is this the name for God? And the answer they give is because he
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is the place of the world and his world is not his place. Like, the world doesn't contain God,
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but it is what's holding the world. Part of the story is kind of funny, at least to me,
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but I also think it's kind of profound. The verse the rabbis are commenting on,
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when have this whole conversation, which when rabbis are having this conversation,
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they're debating Scripture. It's called Medrash. I was just talking about that I think with Cody.
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There's this like tradition in the Hebrew tradition that you sit down, you argue about what Scripture
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means. That's Medrash. We don't like that in the evangelical Christian world. It's like, no,
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the Bible's clear. It means this. And then you're like, I don't think so.
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I heard something the other day, I may have said this before, but heard something the other day
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that like the high school, the kids that took their faith, like, serious high school,
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or the WWJD bracelets, the millennials, are now ones that are deconstructing their faith because
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they were like, what would Jesus do? And everybody's mad at them and they're like, well, you told me
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to ask these questions. And the other part of that is the people that didn't take their faith
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seriously in high school are the ones that are really serious about church right now that you're
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arguing with on Facebook. They're like, I remember you from high school. Anyway, so there's this
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argument thing, this Medrash, this debating about what Scripture is saying. And the rabbis are doing
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this. And the verse that they're talking about is this verse, Jacob's verse, he says, it says that
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he reached a certain place. The place where the tradition learned to call the place
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is from a story about a man who slept through the whole thing. He just fell asleep at the place
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and all of a sudden, this is very serious stuff. And Jacob's like, I know, I was here even though I
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was asleep. It was pretty funny after this. Like, I love this part. He gets up, he takes his pillow,
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he sets it up as little marker, and he renames the place. Like, the town that he was in, they
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already had a name that was Loose, L-U-Z, perfectly good name, Ordinary Town. Jacob looks around,
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the same dirt he fell asleep on. And he says, you know what? I'm going to call this place.
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Bethel. House of God. Now, nothing about the geography changed overnight while Jacob's left there.
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The only thing that changed is now somebody knew something. They recognized, they noticed something.
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And that's what noticing does. It doesn't make God show up. It renames where you already live.
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And the renaming thing that, this renaming thing that already lives, it's kind of funny to be like,
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this instinct still exists. The one Jacob had to sleep off, like, it's alive, it's well in the
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modern church. There's a whole strain of it, like whole movements whose vocabulary is bringing
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the presence of God places, hosting the presence, carrying the presence, taking God to a city,
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planting a revival in a region. One of the biggest church movements in America, when I said the
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name, you guys are like, oh, I know that name, literally named itself Bethel. Like, just this
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week I church announced that there's a brand new location that they're planting in our city.
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And the words they use for why they were planting it was, this city needs the presence of God.
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And I get it, I get the impulse, but like, I think Jacob would have a word with them, like,
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because the entire point of the story where Bethel gets named is that the presence was already in
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lose. Before Jacob dreamed, before he woke up, before anybody built anything, planted anything,
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put it on a sign, nobody brings God to San Antonio. He isn't missing. He was in this place before
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any of us were aware of it. The only thing a church has ever actually brought to a city is its
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attention, like, or lack of it. Here's the part I care about the most. And the people most often
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told that God's presence isn't with them, or isn't for them, are exactly the people that this
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room exists for. The stairway over the sea didn't need planting, it just needs to be noticed.
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And as I say this, like, the irony goes even a layer deeper because the city is named for a saint.
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San Antonio, like, like, Saint Anthony, he was born in Lisbon, Portugal. He was a Franciscan,
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in the Franciscan, like, Catholic order. Saint Anthony was famous in his own lifetime for
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like, his preaching, and for preaching where he stood on the side of the poor.
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And 800 years later, some of you grew up in the Catholic faith. You know what Saint Anthony's best
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known for? He's Saint people prayed to when something's lost. The finder of lost things.
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Two years ago, I stood in the cathedral in Lisbon, Saint Anthony was baptized.
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And some of you are here when I told this story, the little balcony next to this pipe organ where
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I stood and looked over this cathedral. And I felt the smallness in me in the best way possible.
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And it gave this whole church language of awe. I didn't know it then that Saint
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our city is named for came out of the very room where God got my attention.
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So, no, this is not a city that's waiting for the presence of God to show up.
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The city was actually found around missions. People were building churches on the river 300
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years, but anyone could post anything on Instagram about planting a church.
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The building that we take tourists to, and we tell them to remember it was a church.
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A city named for the finder of lost things does not need to be told that God has gone missing here.
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Nothing in San Antonio is lost, except some days maybe our attention.
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And attention is exactly the thing that we can practice. And that's what we're talking about today.
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Some of you have heard me do this before. In January I stood up here and I read the story of Moses
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at the burning bush. And there's a line in the scripture that we talked about where
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Eugene Peterson is a translation that says God saw that he had stopped to look.
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Moses was walking and said that God saw that he had stopped to look.
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The interesting thing, and I talked about this in January, is the bush was already burning.
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It didn't just ignite and catch Moses's attention. It was already on fire.
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Just Moses finally noticed it. Jacob's stairway was already standing there.
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It didn't appear out of nowhere. It's the same move all through scripture.
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What looks like God suddenly showing up is almost always somebody finally noticing that he's already there.
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In January I gave you this invitation to slow down, to stop, to look.
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Today I want to push it one step further. And this is the pivot they're in at this part in the year of all.
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Ideas that noticing is not a mood that happens to you. It's a skill. And its skills can be trained.
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And so it's something that I'm asking us to bend to, to practice. If you want to know what noticing
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looks like, look at Jesus. If you want to know what like a fully awake human looks like, watch
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what he notices. There's a story in in Mark chapter five. Jesus is moving through a crowd.
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It's massive crowd. Mark says a crowd isn't just around him. It's pressing him. It's crushing.
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Everybody wants proximity to Jesus. Dozens of people are in contact with him
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every minute as he's stepping through this crowd. In that crowd there's a woman who's been bleeding
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for 12 years. 12 years of doctors, 12 years of being left out. Under purity rules of the culture
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of the time, 12 years of being untouchable, unseeable. She has learned to move through the
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world without being noticed because being noticed has only ever cost her. I want to slow down for
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this just for a second. I don't think we can feel the weight of those 12 years where she sat where
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we are now. I know the men definitely can't in this room. 12 years of bleeding is a medical nightmare
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by itself. But there was a law sitting on top of that for this woman. In Leviticus 15, a one with
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an ongoing discharge is ritually unclean. Not for a week. Every single day that it continues she's
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unclean. An uncleanliness under that code was contagious. Her bed unclean, her chair unclean.
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Anyone who touched her or even touched what she touched unclean. Which means for 12 years this
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woman had been treated as a hazard by her community. No embrace, no shared table, no temple visits.
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She was cut off at the very place she would go to beg God for healing. If she'd been married,
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this had actually ended that. Rachel held Evans a writer that I love that we've talked about here.
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Spent a year actually living the Bible's instructions for women and she wrote a book about it called
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A Year of Biblical Womanhood. She spent days when she was writing this book. She was doing the things
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and then she was thinking about it and it turned into this book. She spent the days of her cycle
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camped in a tent in her front yard just to feel some fraction of what these laws did to women's
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actual lighter in that time. She wouldn't go in the house because she was unclean. Her point was
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the one that I'm making. These weren't abstract rules for this woman. They decided who got touched,
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who didn't, who was welcome and who wasn't. And be honest, like even now in our enlightened age,
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right? We still whisper about this conversation. Somebody still like slides the box up their sleeve
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at HEB. It's contraband. If Mottie's like, "Hey, can you pick this up from me from the store?" I'm like,
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"Oh no. They're going to see me." Someone in this room right now is really uncomfortable that I'm
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even mentioning this in church for stage. Right, Robert? So take this like, this whisper that we
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live in where I, like, it's hard for me to even go down the aisle and grab tampons and have to walk
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up and check out with them, right? Take that whisper, put a legal code on top of it, stretch it across
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all of yours. That's who's in this crowd. That's how invisible, invisible was for this woman.
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What you, is what makes the touch bravest, quietest thing in the gospels because by law,
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uncleanholiness travels upward, touching him should make Jesus unclean. That's the risk.
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That's why she's hiding after she does it. And instead fronts in the entire history of this whole
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system, it goes the other way. Power goes out. Healing runs down the hem of his clothing.
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Jesus doesn't catch her impurity. She catches his wholeness. So she does the bravest, quietest
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thing in the gospels. She comes up behind him, hidden in the crushing crowd, and she touches his
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clothes. Not him. She touches him. The minimum possible contact she could have.
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Healing without actual encounter. Grace anonymously, and then she can slide back into the crowd.
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And it works. Mark says she immediately knows in her body that she's free. And then just
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stops the whole procession. And Mark records it this way. At once, Jesus realized that power had
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gone out from him. He turned around the crowd and asked, "Who touched my clothes?"
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And it cycles. You see the people crowding against you, right? And yet you ask, "Who touched me?"
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You can kind of hear the sass, right? Everyone is touching you. What are you talking about
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Jesus? Just one of those teaching moments. Like, the disciples are telling you that
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this picture is impossible for him to even know what happened. There's hundreds of contacts,
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total knowledge. And Jesus notices the one touch.
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Everybody else touched him like a crowd touches a celebrity. Get close, get something gone,
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contact no encounter. And one woman touched him with 12 years of hope concentrated in one finger tip.
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And that he felt. That's the filter of a fully awake human being, tuned precisely to the person
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everyone else's filter deletes. And this is not a one-off. This is just how Jesus' attention works.
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If you look at the gospels everywhere you catch him, Nate stood up here weeks ago and he told us
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the story of Zacchaeus, a whole crowd. Jesus picks out the man hiding in a tree.
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Before Zacchaeus promises anything, this pattern holds throughout the gospels. Whoever the room
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has learned not to see, that's exactly where his eyes go. And what she does, because he could have,
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he could have let her go. She got what she came for. She had her healing, but he stops. He waits.
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And who touched me? She comes trembling out of the crowd. And Mark says, tells him the whole story,
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12 years of it. She's like, oh, you want to know? Like, here's what's going on. Out loud,
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in public, this hidden woman, she's unhidden, but she still feels safe. There's something about Jesus.
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You've heard this room's language all year. She comes abiding. And Jesus looks at a woman,
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the whole system has filed under unclean and it, right? As we talked about this with Martin
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Boober, a case, a category, something to discard or to file away. And he gives her a name no one
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has spoken over her in 12 years. He said to her, daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace
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and be freed from your suffering. Daughter. This is a word that takes a person from it
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to a vow to becoming something. It started with him noticing the healing through his hymn.
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The encounter came because he refused to let her synonymous.
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That's because attention is how it becomes a vow.
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Can we actually get better at this? Or are some people just born noticers? Like,
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the rest of us are doomed to just count basketball pass and we never see the gorilla.
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There's one piece of research I'll give you this week and I love it. You guys have heard this name,
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Dacker Keltner. He's the psychologist that studies awe. He ran us down what they called awe walks.
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I've talked about this before, 50 minutes outside once a week. The only difference between groups
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was that they were doing this study with was the instructions they gave. They told them to go on
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walks, 15 minutes go outside once a week. And the instruction was walk like it's the first time
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you've seen any of this. Look at the big things. Look at the small things. That's it, an attention
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instruction. Go for a walk, but I feel like you've never seen this before. Eight weeks later,
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the awe walk group wasn't just feeling more awe on the walks. awe began to show up in their ordinary
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days outside of those walks. Joy too. Even their photos changed. If you looked at photos, they were
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taking photos on their on these awe walks. The photos changed while they were doing it. Over the weeks,
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the awe walkers will call that their selfies had less self in them and more world.
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They were taking us with the world. It literally started making themselves smaller in their own
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pictures without being told to. Same neighborhood, same 15 minutes, same leg, same group. The only
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variable was trained attention and the world got bigger on schedule. That's because this emotion
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of awe, it isn't a lottery. It isn't reserved for the Grand Canyon or for people with certain
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temperance. It's a capacity and it responds to practice like a muscle responds to reps.
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It's a trainable skill. The philosophers, Simone Weil, who thought harder about
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attention than maybe anyone in the last century. She went even further in this idea of studying
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attention. She believed, and I'm paraphrasing her, that attention in its purest, most unmixed form
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simply is prayer. In a letter to a friend, a poet who'd been this friend was a poet who'd
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been paralyzed in the First World War. Simone Weil wrote this to him. Attention is the rarest
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and purest form of generosity. Think about the woman in the crowd. Think about what cost 12
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years of invisibility to be seen in that moment. And what it gave her. I think Weil's right,
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attention is generosity. Maybe the purest kind. I love how it's prayer. This is what prayer is.
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When you truly notice someone, you hand them the one thing everyone is starving for to just be seen.
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Master, I told you, you're already practicing things. You didn't just pick up mo your practices.
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You grab your phone. We talked about it. Your attention is pulled somewhere. The filter we've
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been talking about all morning, the thing why calls generosity, the thing that turns it into
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thou. The thing that woke Jacob up is the single most fought over resource on planet earth.
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There are rooms full of very smart people who are paid very, very well to decide what you notice
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next. Every scroll, every badge, every red dot, everything that you that pulls you into your phone.
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It's training. Hear me carefully. This is not a shame thing. Like we pull the phones out in my
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screen times probably longer than most of yours. It's okay. You're not weak. You're up against a
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system designed by people who understand the gorilla video better than anybody. It's aiming
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your filter purpose at outrage, at comparison, at needing more. The question isn't whether your
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attention is being trained. It is today, the question in this series, what are you practicing
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and did you pick it? The assignment for this week, the first real practice
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series, I'm going to give you one practice for us all to do. It's fun underneath, like I said,
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everything else that we'll talk about during this series. It's the one that Dacker Keltner
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simple on. One awak, 15 minutes aside, phone stays home or stays in your pocket completely.
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One time this week, not daily, not a morning routine like once between now and Sunday.
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And on that walk, there's one instruction, the same one from the student that Keltner did.
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Walk like it's the first time you've ever seen any of it. The light on the wall,
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the flower, the bird doing the weirding and the tree, the tiny hooks on the bird.
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You're not trying to make anything happen. You're practicing looking.
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It feels nothing happens on your walk. That's fine. Remember the rule. Nothing happened.
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There's no board. You took a walk. Like worst case, you got 15 minutes of fresh air. The data
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says even that is a gift. But what I suspect is somewhere in those 15 minutes, maybe not the first
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walk. Maybe it's the fourth week from now. You're going to catch it. Some completely ordinary patch
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of your completely ordinary neighborhood is going to go quietly luminous for you. And Jacob's sentence
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is going to climb out of your chest before you decide to say it. God was in this place and I was
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not aware of it. The stairway is already standing. The traffic already running. The bush has been
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burning the whole time. The world is already lit. You were made to be a conduit and a representation
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of love made to practice love. And love starts with noticing. And so the call for this week is to
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go notice. Is the awe of the Lord that leads us to wisdom. Let's go to the sweet. Go experience
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some awe. And when you notice, it will give you the opportunity to love. And that's how we talk
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every great. That's how we end it. Our song will go love well. It's who you're made to be. You
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can notice first. So go do that. Love you guys. We'll see you next week.