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Before God Elevates You… He’ll Test You Here | The Power of The Pause | Apostle Mike Signorelli
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How many of you know that we serve a good God, a mighty God, a
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healer, a restorer, a redeemer, a friend that will never
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leave you nor forsake you.
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Come on.
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The wheel in the middle of the wheel.
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The alpha and the omega High and exalted above every name.
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He's matchless.
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He's wonderful.
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Come on.
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Is there anybody who can testify to his goodness in this place?
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Come on.
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Has he been there for you?
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The comforter in the midnight hour.
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Come on.
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A provider.
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Does anybody know Rafa.
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Does anybody.
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Come on.
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Does anybody know Jehovah Nisi Lord, over my victory.
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Is there anybody knows El Roy, the God who sees me, he saw me when
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nobody else.
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Can somebody testify to who he is?
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Does somebody here know Jehovah Jireh, my provider?
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Does somebody know him?
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I know him.
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Do you know him?
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He's my best friend.
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Is he your best friend?
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How many names do you call him by?
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As many names as you need, daughter.
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How many names do you know him by?
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As many seasons as you've needed him.
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Every season unlocks another name.
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Every season unlocks.
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Come on.
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Every season unlocks.
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Oh, I've never been here before.
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Well, you're gonna know me in a way you've never known me before.
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Oh, God.
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Oh, God.
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I have a need.
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Well, I've got a supply.
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Oh, God, I feel this way.
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Well, here's faith instead of feelings.
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Do you know him?
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Oh, the greatest relationship of my life has been with him.
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Does he wake you up with a kiss?
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Does he send you to bed?
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Does he run his fingers through your hair?
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Come on now.
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Somebody said.
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Okay, that's the line.
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Come on now.
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Father, I commit this time to you.
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Through the foolishness of preaching you transform lives.
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Because your word is sharper than any two edged sword.
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It divides asunder even the soul from the spirit.
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And your word, it never comes back void.
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It will always accomplish that which it set out to accomplish.
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And Lord, I thank you that under this roof tonight, Lord, you
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form us into a clearer image and a better reflection of your son,
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Jesus.
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And everybody said, amen.
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I gotta preach fast for real.
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So this is send off.
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I've already, for all the Catholics like you done preached
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15 sermons already.
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But let me just tell you briefly, like I went before God for
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weeks and was like, what do you want me to say?
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Send off Sunday?
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I have been more nervous for this Sunday than any Sunday I've
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ever done before.
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And let me tell you why.
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Because not only am I a legitimate introvert, and there's
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my mama Am I lying, Mama?
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I'm a real introvert.
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But the thing I recognize today, and I never noticed this before,
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is that ministry is a safe haven for introverts because it's
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not about us, it's about Jesus.
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So for all these years, I've been building this church, and it
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hasn't been about me.
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So I felt safe in an environment that wasn't about me.
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And imagine what happens to an introvert when they walk into their
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church and see 350 printouts of their face on popsicle sticks.
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And you know how hard it is to convince people I'm not a cult leader.
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And you're gonna go and print my face.
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I mean, y' all.
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I am so embarrassed.
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That's weird.
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I don't even.
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Whose idea was this?
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So I could fire them?
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Oh, this is so bizarre.
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I literally woke up this morning.
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Like, I don't want to go.
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God, I don't want to go.
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My own mom's in it.
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You brainwashed my mom.
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She said, I'm keeping.
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That's why.
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Come on.
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Come on, Minister Juliana.
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I mean, somebody said, I'm taking it to the hospital.
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I'm putting it up.
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People, that's weird.
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Don't be doing that.
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But I want to just teach you briefly in the Word what the Lord
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showed me and try to unpack what he gave me in the scriptures.
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But in all seriousness, I think at our church, we love well,
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and it's not with our own love, because our own love is so
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broken and fragile.
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It's just the love of the Father through us.
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And we have just created such a significant bond.
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And the relationship that we formed is so intense because especially
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for the visitors here tonight.
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If I could narrate the intensity, it's like when there's
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people in this room that they're the only Christian in their
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entire family.
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And they literally abandoned their family's religion, their family's
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faith to step into the gospel.
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And so it really.
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I think V1 Church almost has, like, persecuted church feeling to
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it because we've.
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Many of us have paid such a high cost to walk this narrow road.
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And so when we come together, it's like this celebration almost
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seems necessary because it's just simply a counterbalance to the
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gravity of the sacrifice we've made in our personal lives.
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Am I right?
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So I want to talk to you just super briefly.
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And I promise I'm looking at the clock, but they, you know.
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Cause I know there's.
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We're, you know.
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Yeah, I'm almost scared, but there's a man in the Bible that I
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have come to identify with most.
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And his name's Jacob.
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And the reason why I identify with Jacob is.
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Okay, help me finish this sentence.
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It's the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
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Okay, let me tell you what it was supposed to be.
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The God of Abraham, Isaac and Esau.
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But the reason why it never happened is because this man was
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so indignant that as his brother was being taken out of the
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womb first because he was a twin, he grabbed before he learned
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culture, he knew the struggle before he had language, he had desperation.
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And he reaches and grabs the heel of his twin brother, almost
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instinctively knowing that because he wasn't first out of the
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womb, he wouldn't get the blessing.
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And he was not okay with that.
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Oh, you know, one of the things I hate about being a Christian
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is the false humility in Christianity.
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False humility.
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And I want to free you of all that.
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Oh, by and by, it's just the Lord and I.
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How you doing?
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Well, made it here on the bus.
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Haven't eaten in three days.
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You know, there's something about Christian.
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You know, what it is, is so many Christians operate in the realm
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of condemnation that it will make you feel guilty for wanting
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the blessing of God on your life.
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Oh, that's prosperity gospel.
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Well, please, sir, show me the poverty gospel and what I love about
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Jacob.
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Because, you know, I was raised in the church in the 80s and
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the 90s.
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And the preachers would get up and say, you have a purpose.
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Yes.
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You, daughter, you have a plan for your life.
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Receive it.
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Did you feel that?
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And to be honest with you, I was raised in a trailer park with
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a single mom on welfare with five kids.
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And when preachers would say, God has a purpose for you, my response
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was, I don't want that purpose.
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I want more.
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And, like, that's really was my heart cry, like.
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And I just.
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I was in an environment.
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I was in a context that just felt like, man, this.
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This can't be all there is.
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Is there anybody knows what I'm talking about?
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There can't be this can't be it.
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I mean, come and I fought.
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And so, Jacob.
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So if you go To Genesis chapter 27 and chapter 28, if I could
Genesis 27 chapter mention
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summarize Jacob, in desperation, he deceives his father
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Isaac, and he steals his twin brother Esau's blessing.
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Then if you go further down in Genesis 27, Esau actually plans to
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kill Jacob.
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So the twin brother plans to the other brother and Rebekah, who's
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their mom, this is Isaac's wife literally says, hey, your brother's
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plotting to kill you.
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You need to escape so you can get away from this.
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And then Jacob leaves a place called Beersheba and heads towards
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Haran, alone and afraid.
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This is Maury Povich.
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This is.
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What's that?
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You know, Jerry Springer.
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What's another one?
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Ricky Lake.
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What's.
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What's her name?
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Martell.
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My man Montel.
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I forgot about it.
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Yeah, you.
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And you didn't go to school when you were supposed to go to school.
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You just outed yourself.
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You know, there ain't.
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My tail don't come on when kids get home.
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I forgot about that show.
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That's okay.
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Okay, enough.
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Some of y' all know more television shows than Scripture,
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so that's why you got problems.
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Come on.
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I got you.
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Don't play with me.
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I'll take y' all on here.
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But listen, this is family drama.
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But if you think about it, the drama was, in fact, the result of
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Jake.
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I'm about to preach this.
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Jacob wanting more than he was supposed to get.
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See, everybody in your family's gonna be okay with you as
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long as you're under them.
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Nobody's gonna have a problem in your family if you want less than
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what they want.
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But when you start believing for the blessing and favor of God
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upon your life, when you start trying to be the first, I'm telling
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you, you're gonna get attacked by the people who think they know
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you, but they know you the least.
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This is Jacob's life.
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Isn't it funny how your same family members who took you into
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the garage to smoke weed will complain about you coming to church?
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The same family member that introduced you to alcohol is mad
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when you introduce them to worship.
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What in the world is going on?
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I'm telling you're violating a principle.
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A prophet in his hometown is without honor.
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The closer you get to the epicenter of those who you're related
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to, the less they can relate to you.
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Y' all, I'll take the gloves off for this last one.
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And you know how I know that Mike ain't no pastor.
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Mike ain't no preacher.
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Oh, I heard he's trying to be an influencer now.
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Send some of that YouTube money to me.
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Come on.
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Heard he's driving a cybertruck.
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Come on.
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Come on.
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See, they like you when you struggle because they struggle.
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And they feel comfortable around you being at the same level
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as you.
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But, see, when you break that mold of mediocrity, you start to
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expose their mediocrity when you start Struggling for more.
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You actually expose their lack of struggle.
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And, oh, I'm speaking from experience because I'm the hobbit
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that's gone farther than any other hobbit.
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I'm standing before you as Bilbo Baggins.
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I'm about to put the ring on and disappear for three months.
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I've gone farther than anyone from my family.
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I'll tell you, the price that you'll pay is wanting the acclaim
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and the applause of people that share your last name but don't
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share your same destiny.
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This is Jacob.
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I can't wait to dine with Jacob.
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We're gonna be sitting there having a good old time, and Esau's
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gonna walk by, and we'll be like, you go to Genesis, chapter
Genesis 20 chapter mention
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20.
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Some of you are like, I love reading the Bible with Mike.
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This is what I call my ADD translation.
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I hope you like it.
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When I read the Bible, it's full color.
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I got, like, the vision pro on when I'm reading glasses.
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Okay, so Genesis 28.
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But here's what happens, though.
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I said all that just to make this point I'm about to make now.
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Jacob knew how to wrestle.
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He knew how to fight and struggle.
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But then something different happens.
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He shifts into a mode that he had not entered into up until this
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point.
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According to the narrative, Jacob stops to rest, and he uses
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a stone for a pillow.
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And then in Genesis, chapter 28, verse 12, he dreams from that
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place of rest.
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And he dreams of the heavens opening and this ladder with angels
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ascending and descending.
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And then as he awakens in verse 13 through 15, God says, I
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am the Lord, the God of Abraham, your father, and the God
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of Isaac.
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The land on which you lie, I will give to you and to your offspring.
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I did not catch this earlier.
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I just caught something.
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The land, okay?
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He told Joshua everywhere you put your foot, but he told Jacob,
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it's the land where you lie.
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Some of you need to learn how to take territory by laying down,
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not marching in.
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You learn how to march in.
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You need to learn how to lie down.
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He said, the.
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The land where you lie down, I will give it to you.
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I'm preaching to myself.
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Give it to me.
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God, do the thing that I can't do.
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God, give me what I don't deserve.
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God, give me what I could never afford.
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God, give it to me while I sleep.
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God, give it to me while I slumber.
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God, let it be a rebuke to the intelligent ones.
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Let it be a rebuke to the rich ones.
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God, for your glory, your Offspring shall be like the dust
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of the earth.
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And in you and your offspring shall all the families of the earth
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be blessed.
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Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go and will
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bring you back to this land.
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When Jacob wrestled, he got a name change.
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When Jacob rested, he got an open heaven.
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We got a lot of Christians with a new name, but not access to
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what the name gives.
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See, I want to teach you how to fight.
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But if I teach you how to fight but not how to rest.
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See this.
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But if I teach you how to rest but not fight, I believe I'm here
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to give a revelation to the body of Christ.
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Of a both and not an either or.
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Is V1 church a deliverance church?
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Yes, is V1 church.
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But they couldn't be a discipleship church.
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No, no, we're that too.
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Oh, but they can't be a theology church.
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Oh, yes, we are that too.
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Oh, they can't be a movement worship church.
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Oh, yes, we're that too.
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But they can't be an entrepreneurial church.
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Yes, we're that too.
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They can't be an education church.
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Yes, we're that too.
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Oh, yes, it's a both and not an either.
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Don't put me in a box just because you're in a cage.
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I'm about to preach this to somebody.
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Y' all got me feeling like I'm 23.
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Bethel, don't tell what the angels can bring up and down that
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ladder.
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Let them carry it up and down.
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It ain't my job.
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I'm sleeping.
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Tell me what the angels can and cannot carry.
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I'm here laying down.
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Let them bring what they want to bring from heaven.
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Someone finna get sent out, tell me what I can't be.
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I don't need you to affirm it for me to be it.
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I don't need you to acknowledge it for me to operate
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in it.
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This.
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This is what J.
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This is.
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This is the mantle of Jacob.
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Jacob would survive in New York City all.
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Jacob's the kind of guy that within seven years would go from
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18 people to a sold out stadium because he's not asking for
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permission, he's taking it.
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This is what I'm trying to get into you.
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But come on.
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That was good.
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It's interactive.
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We're not Methodist.
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Praise God.
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It was a little loud and obtuse, but we'll take it.
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But what if I told you that God might be withholding your next
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level until you learn how to rest?
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What if God doesn't trust you with more until you learn how to
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rest more.
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That's the message that I got out of this.
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You know, I don't.
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I don't.
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I just gotta wrap this up.
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So let me fast forward.
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So basically what happens is God tells Jacob to go back to Bethel.
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And of course he doesn't.
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Just like all of us have a problem resting.
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We're tired, but we can't sleep.
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Are y' all with me?
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And so there's something about that.
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And he's kind of struggling, and he's wrestling with all that,
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and his family goes back into dysfunction.
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But because God has enlarged his family, it just increased his
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problems.
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See, sometimes the more God gives you, you're not graduating
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into an easier life.
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You're graduating into greater problems.
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Because to whom much is given, much is required.
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And so leadership is simply God entrusting you with bigger problems.
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Because the first round of problems that Jacob has is his immediate
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family.
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Then you read later on in Genesis, chapter 31, 32, 33, and
Genesis 31 chapter mention
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34, and he has graduated to having many families and many family
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problems.
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So some of you are like, as soon as I get married, the problems
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are over.
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No, no, no.
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You just graduated, man.
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From taking care of yourself to now taking care of a bride, you've
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just graduated.
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Come on.
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Stop treating him like a Tamagotchi on your phone, trying
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to keep him alive through a text message.
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Come on.
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This is a relationship.
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Y' all.
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Remember that.
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Come on.
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Trying to keep a relationship alive electronically.
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Come on.
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They need more than a text message, let me tell you.
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Come on, y' all.
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You know, you killed so many Tamagotchis, you know you couldn't
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even keep a Tamagotchi alive.
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You're trying to ask me to make you a preacher.
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Get out of here.
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You can't.
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Come on, now.
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All right, all right.
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Stop laughing.
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Somebody's trying to download the Tamagotchi app right now.
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But what happens is he graduates these greater problems
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in Genesis 31, 32, 33, and 34.
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Then God sovereignly and divinely calls him back to Bethel.
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This is Genesis 35:1 and says, Arise.
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Go up to Bethel and dwell there.
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Everybody say dwell.
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Make an altar there to the God who appeared to you when you fled.
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So in other words, stop waiting for a problem to bring you
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back to Bethel and actually learn how to dwell in Bethel.
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This is the thing.
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If your prayer life is dependent on problems, God's probably
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going to keep sending you more problems.
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Stop reading the Bible to solve a problem and start reading
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the Bible for intimacy with the one who solved it.
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All like, God's trying to get something to you.
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And when I see, he says, arise, go up to Bethel, dwell there.
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So then when Jacob goes back, he has this divine encounter with
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God.
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And he says, we're gonna do three things.
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He tells his entire family, we're gonna do three things.
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The first thing we're gonna do is put away all these idols.
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Because up until this time, Jacob had been divinely called by
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God and blessed by him, but allowed mixture in his family.
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And see, I think that many of you, if you're like, what was life
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before V1?
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It was the last church you went to was your first time at Bethel,
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and you've been introducing mixture into it.
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And the reason why I screamed all across America, 99% obedience
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is 100%.
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Disobedience is because the second time you go back to Bethel,
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you finally destroy all of your idols.
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So many of you are here to hear this message.
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It's not 99%.
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It's 100%.
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And this is what Jacob does.
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He goes all in.
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All in reckless abandon.
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Then he says, our family's gonna go through a process of purification.
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And lastly, we're gonna change our garments.
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And if you read the Torah, which is Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus,
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Deuteronomy, Joshua, or no, Deuteronomy, it basically the first
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few books of our Bible we share with Judaism.
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And the priests were given a prescription for when to change their
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garments and even change the appearance of their garments.
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Because what happens in a system when God gives you consistency
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is that he has to introduce novelty into the consistency so that
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you stay consistent.
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And for those of you who didn't understand anything I just
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said, can I break it down?
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If you wear the same clothes every day, eventually they're going
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to stink.
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Eventually, you're gonna get tired.
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So even the priest, if you read the Scriptures, were given a
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prescription for what interval?
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To change their garments because it keeps it fresh.
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And you know, the single greatest way to change the way you
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feel is to change the way you dress.
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Am I right?
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Like, when you put a suit on, don't you feel different?
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I'll be walking around with that suit on like I'm the Wolf of
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Wall Street.
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You know, you could have $6 in your bank account.
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You put a suit on, you're like, yeah, what do you want, peasant?
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Am I right?
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You change the way you dress, you change the way you feel.
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Am I right?
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So Jacob is telling his family, you've, oh, I'm about to
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preach this.
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You made all these associations with those garments,
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but it's time to change your clothes.
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The idolatry.
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And you know, this is why.
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It's not about modesty.
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It's about idolatry.
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It's about the association.
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If you wore that to the club, you might want to disassociate that
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outfit from that lifestyle.
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It's not about modesty.
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It's about idolatry.
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Change your garments the second time you go to Beth El, the
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house of God.
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So I got this hat on that says Dolittle.
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Because half of my lineage is Italian, Sicilian, and the other
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half is mountaineer from West Virginia.
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And I know you don't believe it.
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I know you don't believe it.
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But when I was in my mother's womb, and she's sitting right here,
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which is a tremendous honor to have her here.
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Thank you.
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And so when I'm the firstborn.
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And so she married my father, whose name is Michael Signorelli
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Sr.
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And she got pregnant with a boy, me.
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And unfortunately, because my father had so many issues, he subjected
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my mother to domestic violence.
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He would punch her in both of her eyes.
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She'd have double black eyes, broken ribs, literally grab her by
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the hair, drag her down the hallway, throw her in a closet, and
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even kick her womb with me in it.
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But how many of you know it wasn't my father doing that.
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It was demons in my father who knew the destiny of my mother.
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And my destiny as well.
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Cause we don't wrestle against flesh and blood, but principalities
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and powers and rule.
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Come on.
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And so somebody sent me a prophetic word from our V1 Church
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Indiana location, who said, the Lord showed me that.
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Mike, you haven't even rested from the womb, not even knowing that
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story.
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And it actually got me thinking about that story.
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Cause, you know, when a mother drinks alcohol, the baby drinks it
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through the blood.
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When a mother is traumatized and there's fear and adrenaline that
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comes in through the blood as well.
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And so remember that song?
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I'm no longer a slave to fear.
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I am a child of God.
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Come on.
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Remember that song, Songs of Deliverance?
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Come on.
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You remember that song.
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I am Surrounded.
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Come on.
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That song was so monumental in my life because I remember that God
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in that season was trying to release me from fear that had gone
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back to the womb.
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And so what happened at that time was when I was born, my mother
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brought me home.
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And at that point, my mom and my dad had divorced.
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And so my mom could only afford to live in a trailer.
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Do y' all know what a trailer is?
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And just.
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And so she Brought me home.
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And my grandmother saw me.
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And because I think now looking back and reflecting, she
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was triggered by my dad's name.
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Because my dad was the one who abused her daughter.
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So imagine you hate this guy named Mike Signorelli who abused
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your daughter.
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And then your grandson's name is Mike Signorelli.
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So my grandmother literally said, we'll never call him Michael.
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We will all call him Doolittle.
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So my nickname was Doolittle.
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And none of you even know what that means.
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Cause you're not as hillbilly as we are.
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But there was a country music star named Loretta Lynn.
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And Loretta Lynn was, like, pretty much one of the most famous
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country stars ever.
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And she had a husband named Doolittle.
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And he saw her gifting and her talent.
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And he just basically said, I'm gonna make you famous.
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We're gonna tour all over.
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And she rose from rags to riches and ended up accomplishing
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amazing things.
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There's a movie about it called Coal Miner's Daughter.
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Coal Miner's Daughter.
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So there's, like, this other side.
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So imagine I'm a weird dude.
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My whole life, nobody called me Michael.
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They called me Dolittle.
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And then when I got older and I took responsibility and helped
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my family and, you know, took over before Dean showed up.
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Praise God.
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And Dean showed up.
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And I said, dean, thank you for being a real man.
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You know why they call him a stepfather, right?
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Because they stepped in when the other man stepped out.
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They stepped up when the other man stepped down.
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So we salute you, sir.
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Come on, Papa Dean.
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See, but the point is, as I was preparing for this sermon, and
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this is my close, the Lord told me, mike, I said, I don't even
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want to go on sabbatical.
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Cause you guys can tell I love this.
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I have operated on this principle of those who refresh others.
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Will they themselves be refreshed?
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So the mystery of ministry is, the more I refresh you, the more
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I'm refreshed.
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Because I'm sowing refreshing.
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So I reap refreshing.
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That's the reason why ministers burn out.
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Because they sow discord and they reap what they sow.
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They sow discouragement.
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They reap a whirlwind.
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So what's kept me in ministry is I'm just reaping what I sow all
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the time.
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And so it makes you feel perpetual.
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But we know that's a lie.
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And so the Lord began to divinely speak to me about, you know,
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the necessity of Sabbath.
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And seven years ago, I had put in my bylaws when I only had 18 people
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in the church, that every seven years, I would take a sabbatical.
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And sure enough, the timing came.
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Two years ago.
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I told Prophet Josh, who's here?
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And I said, come on, and we begin to prepare for this moment.
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But the Lord took me back to Genesis, and he said, mike, I'm asking
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you to go back to Bethel and to change your garments.
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And I was like, what do you mean, change your garments?
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And he said, you've been a pastor, you've been a prophet, you've
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been an apostolic leader, you've been a husband and a father,
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but the thing you haven't been in a long time is Doula.
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And the title of this message, now that I'm done with my intro,
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it's, you have to go back in order to go forward.
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And see, the Bible says that we put away childish things.
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But the Bible also says that no one enters the kingdom until they
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become childlike.
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So the question is, are you childish or childlike?
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Because, see, Jacob was fighting for so long, wrestling for
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so long, that God had released the greatest blessing when he rested
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to prove to him that he's gonna do what he couldn't achieve
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on his own.
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So for me, do little.
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I even think about the name.
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How stupid of a name.
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Dolittle.
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If anything, I'd do a lot.
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I'd do everything.
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But God, in his sovereign wisdom, had people call me Doolittle
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for the first 12 years of my life because he was marking me with
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a both and not an either or.
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So I want to leave you with this, because this message is not
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about me.
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It's about you.
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Would you stand to your feet with me?
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Here's my question.
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When did you stop painting?
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When did you stop writing poetry?
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When did you stop dreaming?
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When did you stop believing that God could do something through
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your life?
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Sometimes you got to go back to go forward.
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Amen.
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And I think when I look at the life of Jacob, as I see such a wrestling,
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such a fighting, but when he shifts out of that into the dreaming,
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when he steps out of that, back into Bethel to rest, God always
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fixes the things he couldn't fix.
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And so I want to just briefly pray over each and every one of you.
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I know tonight's been already an amazing service, but I kept thinking
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about Revelation, chapter 2, verse 4.
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It says, For I have this against you, that you have abandoned
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the love that you had at first.
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Remember, therefore, from where you have fallen.
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Repent and do the works you did at first.
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If not, I will come to you and Remove your lampstand from its place
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unless you repent.
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And so Jacob goes back to Bethel, and he repents and destroys
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his idols.
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And he's like, all right, Lord.
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I get it.
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I'm already blessed.
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What I need to learn how to do is rest.
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So, for me, what am I about to do?
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I'll be honest with you, like, seeing what's ahead for our church
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this fall.
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The worst thing I can do is take the whole summer off.
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For real.
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But I also believe that what happened.
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Oh, I feel grace on this.
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What you all will.
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I did not say this earlier.
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This is fresh.
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But I want to say this because we got a lot of witnesses here.
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What happens to this church in my life after this sabbatical will
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prove to you the power of the pause.
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It will prove to you what happens when a Jacob learns how to
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lay down.
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It will prove to you that he's God and I'm not.
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That.
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That's.
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That's why you need both.
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We're not going to be the church that only rests and never
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wrestles, but we're also not going to be the church that always
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wrestles and never rests.
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So I've been wrestling for a long time, and I'm not afraid.
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You know, I used to say revival is spelled W, O, R, K, but
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it's also spelled R, E, S, T.
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It's the both.
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And so I want to pray over you because I hear the Lord calling you
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back to poetry, calling you back to painting, calling you back
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to music, calling you back to your bicycle.
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I know that sounds crazy for somebody.
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I don't know what it Calling you back to.
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There's something that you abandoned that the Lord wants to
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take you back.
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And this is what the Jews say every Shabbat.
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May you find God in your rest like you found him in your work.
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My biggest audit of myself over the last eight years of serving
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as the lead pastor of this church is that I fear that I taught
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you how to find God more in work than rest.
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But I got one more sermon before I go, and then I'm gonna walk
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out and live this sermon for the next three months.
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So may you find God in your rest.
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And, you know, the problem is, many of you say, well, God, I stopped
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doing that thing because it doesn't have a purpose.
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But what if God's message to you is that if you delight in it,
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he delights in your delight?
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That is the purpose.
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I know this is gonna sound crazy.
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I wasn't intending on saying this, but because premature death
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has ran in My family on both sides.
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I have a penchant towards saving everything because I never
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received anything as an inheritance.
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So for my whole life I've been saving everything I can save to give
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it away, to prove that I existed, to prove that my life had
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meaning.
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And the other day, the Lord led me.
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He said, mike, I want you to take something of meaning to you
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and I want you to burn it.
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Because he's teaching me the art of letting go.
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He's teaching me the art of creating for the sake of creating
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and trusting that even though I'm in a finite body, my spirit is
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eternal and I'll be writing poetry forever.
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And so it's not the poetry you save to pass on.
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It's not the poetry you publish sometimes.
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It's a poetry you burn in faith that you have a never ending
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supply.
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I know this might be too deep for some of you, but man, stop worrying
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about and fretting your life away with the little details.
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Don't waste your youth planning for a future that never
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comes because you always wake up in the present.
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Spend your life in worship and adoration in him, in your rest and
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in your work.
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And I feel something different over this campus.
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And I want to speak this last thing and then pray for you.
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Wouldn't it be just like God to teach the residents of New York
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City how to rest better than the residents of Oklahoma?
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Wouldn't it be just like God in the most chaotic, expensive, loud
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environment in the United States to be like, I'm gonna teach
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a people how to rest better in that environment, to be assigned
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to those in the nations, you know what I'm saying?
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I've been Jesus casting out demons, been Jesus healing the sick.
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For the next three months.
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I'm going to be Jesus sleeping in a boat.
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Come on, Father.
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I pray for each and every one right now under the sound of my voice.
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You know there are marine spirits in the water, right?
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And I wonder if when Jesus laid down in that boat, it was like
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Jacob taking territory over the waves.
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I wonder if he was arresting every demonic spirit over the water
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when he laid down.
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Lord, I thank you that you're going to teach us how to find you
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in our rest.
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We're going to rest in our 20s, rest in our 30s, rest in our
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40s, rest in our 50s and 60s and 70s and 80s.
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Lord, we're going to learn how to rest in you, through you, with
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you.
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We, we will find you in our rest as we found you in our work.
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And Lord, I just thank you for everybody here receiving what they
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could never receive through wrestling, through their rest in
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Jesus name.
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And everybody said amen.
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Amen.
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Come on, let's just celebrate the Lord.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Come on, let's give it up.
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With more time for Apostle Mike in the house.
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Not just your lead pastor, but your campus pastor here in Manhattan.
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Man.
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Can I just prophesy for a minute?
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Can I prophesy?
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There is a mantle of prophetic evangelism at this campus.
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Not just prophecy, not just evangelism.
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Prophetic evangelism.
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And it's gonna tear through this city.
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So today, Pastor Mike knew half of something, but he didn't
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know the second half of something.
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There was supposed to be a city official that came today to
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the Brooklyn campus this morning, and he was going to give
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Pastor Mike something.
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He was going to give him a key to the city, but he didn't show up.
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And this is what I heard the moment I stepped foot in this campus.
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Pastor Mike is that he is giving you spiritual keys.
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Spiritual keys.
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The ceremonial keys can open up nothing but the spiritual keys
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open up heaven and rain down on Manhattan, Rain down in Brooklyn,
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rain down in New Jersey.
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Those keys open up nothing.
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You didn't need those keys.
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The Lord says, you don't need those keys, the Lord says.
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And he's releasing spiritual keys over his son.
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Over his son.
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And this is what I saw.
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I saw these keys not just opening up physical structures here
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in the city.
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I saw vehicles, trains, and this is what I saw.
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And I was right before, I was like, lord, what does this mean?
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Why am I seeing this?
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And I saw barges, tons of barges.
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And these keys were unlocking these barges, and these barges were
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going away.
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And I said, why am I seeing this?
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You know how garbage gets away from this city?
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You know how they send garbage away from Manhattan on barges?
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Garbage doesn't lead by roads.
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It leads by barges.
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And the Lord says he is releasing all of the sin in this
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city out of here with these keys.
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And there will be deliverances, and there will be a
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prophetic mantle released over this city.
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And there was a bunch of sin lining these streets, waiting for
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someone to take it out.
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But no one's come up until this point but Apostle Mike, me and
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Pastor Mike.
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Come on, let me prophesy.
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Let me prophesy for just a minute.
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Come on.
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This campus is special, y' all.
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This campus is special.
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And I love that we have campus pastors from other campuses, Brooklyn
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and New Jersey and Long island here.
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In unity.
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In unity.
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In unity.
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This is who we are.
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But nine years Ago, Pastor Mike and I went to Domino park nine
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years ago before V1 was planted.
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And it was just a dream.
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And Pastor Mike said, josh, you gotta come.
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We got a dream.
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We got a vision.
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And he brought me to that park.
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And we began to walk and we began to march and we began to pray
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over this city.
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And I remember sitting there in Domino park in Brooklyn and looking
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over at him saying, this is where the largest campus of our church
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is going to be.
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Here in Manhattan.
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It's going to be over here, but also we're going to have a campus
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here in Brooklyn.
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We were in Williamsburg.
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He said, we will have a campus here in Brooklyn.
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We looked at the Villain warehouse in Brooklyn, and I remember
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them saying it was going to be some astronomical amount of money
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that me and him were like, I don't even.
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I've never seen that amount of money in my whole life.
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And now it's like, what, the coffee budget?
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Come on.
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There's favor in this church.
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There's favor in this church.
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But it took.
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Come on.
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It took two immigrants from Indiana to come here in March in
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this city.
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And we said, I'm gonna take this city.
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No one's gonna give it to me.
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There's not going to be any keys given to me.
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There's no one's going to give it, but I'm going to take it.
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And we're going to see every single soul saved in this city, and
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we're going to see every single person coming to the knowledge
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of Jesus Christ.
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Jesus, Jesus.
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Come on.
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What happens when a prophet and an apostle step on a stage?
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I knew he was gonna say it.
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That's why I said it.
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You can't trick.
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You can't trick a prophet.
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I knew he was gonna say that.
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Okay, turn this mic up.
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Stop.
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Stop taking my voice.
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Okay.
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I just want to say he is a real prophet.
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Because I turn around and mouth to them, the apostle and the
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prophet.
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He goes, the apostle, the prophet.
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But let me just say this.
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The early church was not established by pastors.
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Gotta flow with me.
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Come on.
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The early church was not established by pastors.
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Why?
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Because a pastor would have pet you so much that you saw comfort
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instead of the grace cross.
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It was apostles and prophets that came in with this attitude.
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Come on, now.
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Pastors are necessary, But a pastor without a prophet and an apostle
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is at risk of consoling you instead of commissioning you.
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And so we need it all together, because sometimes you're
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wounded enough that you need that pastor's touch.
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You need the pastor's counsel.
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But you also need the prophecy.
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You.
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There's something about the fivefold that's being birthed in
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this room right now.
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Come on.
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Right now.
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Come on.
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Come on.
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Come on.
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Listen, you guys.
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There's.
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There's something stirring in the room.
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Do you feel it?
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Do you feel the stirring?
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Come on.
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I see evangelists, prophets, apostles, teachers, shepherds.
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And this man said yes to the call.
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And guess what?
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Some of you guys have been complaining how to get here.
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Can I confront you for a minute?
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Some of you guys have been complaining how you come from the
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Bronx.
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It's like, this is 30 minutes and I gotta take a train and a bus.
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Come on.
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He's looking for sacrifice.
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He's looking for those that are willing to travel the furthest
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distance and say, I don't care where this building is.
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I don't care if I gotta get on a boat and go underwater and get
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scuba gear on.
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I'm going to the presence of God.
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It's time to dive.
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I just had to.
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Can you imagine putting your scuba gear on?
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It's time to dive.
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Listen, prophet, I'm just telling you, like, there's a synergy.
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And I.
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I really believe that when we stepped in a Domino park, we didn't
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know the Domino revival movie was there.
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We didn't know that that's where that first domino would drop.
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But see, this lesson to everybody here is, you will sow the
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seed from your words, and in another season, you will eat the
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fruit of your words.
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Come on.
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So if you say that you can't do it, you will eat the fruit of
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impossibility in another season.
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But if you say you can, you will eat the fruit of it becoming
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possible in the next.
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See, God always does something in two.
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Come on.
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It was Joshua and Caleb.
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Jesus sent them out two by two.
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One, one will put to flight a thousand, two, ten thousand.
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Why?
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Because if you say it, then I confirm what you say.
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And through.
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Watch this through the power of agreement, we are connected together.
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I believe New York City doesn't have to agree.
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Josh agrees.
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New York City doesn't have to get on the same page.
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We're all the same.
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The power of agreement with will command the blessing of God.
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Somebody shout.
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Let me just say this.
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When we went into Domino Park, Pastor Mike taught me something.
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And I teach it to this day in the school of the prophets.
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Shout out, S.O.P.
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come on.
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I see you guys.
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I will never prophesy over someone that I've not prayed for.
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I will never evangelize to someone that I have not Met yet.
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But I have already prayed for in my spirit.
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And this is what I was taught by this apostle right here.
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He said, josh, we gotta go to the.
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To the city.
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We gotta go to Domino, and we gotta pray for the people in Manhattan.
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Pray for the people in Brooklyn.
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Brooklyn.
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Pray for the people of Long Island.
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And before any of us knew you, before he knew you, he was praying
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for you.
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And now when he ministers to you, favor flows because he's been
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praying for you.
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And when I prophesy over you, it's because I looked at your name.
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Come on.
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This is why we tell our campus pastors, print out the list of your
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campus.
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I don't care if it's 3,000 people.
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Do you know their children?
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Do you know their names?
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This is who he's calling us and you to be.
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You guys receive that.
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I've never felt this before in the history of our church, but tonight
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I physically felt a transfer in from me and.
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And us.
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Like, there's something about, like, even the weight of ministry,
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I feel it shifting to the people.
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And I think the biggest travesty that ever happened in America
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was people believing that your job is to stand.
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Sit in a seat every Sunday.
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That.
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That was the worst.
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That was the.
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The devil said, I can't stop them from going to church, but I
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can stop them from becoming the church.
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And.
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And that's why, yes, you need a seat, but a seat without being
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sent is not enough.
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And today I felt something.
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And, you know, let me say this.
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When I first got to New York City, I recognize that the reason
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why.
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Why you never got trained to prophesy at your other church is
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because the pastor either didn't trust you or the Holy Spirit
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or both.
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And so what happens is, in this house, there's such a freedom
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sometimes, not because I even trust you, but because I trust the
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Holy Spirit in you.
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Who's the Holy Spirit in me?
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And if he's corrected me, he will correct you.
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And then if you're correct, wrecked a bull.
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We can go through this thing together.
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And so there's a freedom and a unity in this house because I believe
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that we've yielded to say, either this is God's way or it's
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not.
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And, you know, nine years ago, when we.
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Well, I remember that day vividly.
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And here we are standing in the promise.
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We've done 15 services across seven campuses today in seven years,
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but I pray that this is the smallest we will ever be.
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I.
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I pray that this was just the trial run, the test run, but I really
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believe that the shift that needs to happen right now is the
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ministry transferring.
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Because let me.
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Let me do something.
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Let me.
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Let me get some.
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Let me get.
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Like, we gotta.
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I gotta figure out who I utilize.
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Let me get.
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1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7.
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Come up on stage real quick.
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Quick.
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I want to show you guys.
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And I'm going to turn it back to you, Josh, Okay?
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I need you guys to make a circle.
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Okay?
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Now look, watch this.
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I did not tell them which direction to face.
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Okay, now hold on.
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Now, I did not tell them to face each other.
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But that's instinct.
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Okay, let me get in the middle.
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This is most.
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Watch.
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Hold on.
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This is not good.
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This is Most churches in America.
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It's a circle facing inward, with the pastor being the celebrity.
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And when I moved to New York City and I started this church, the
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Lord told me, do not build this structure.
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But here's the thing.
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You get to know all these people.
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There's an intimacy in this circle right now.
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There's matter of fact, because you're facing inward and
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you have me in the middle.
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There's a comfortability in this circle.
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Now do the same circle facing outward.
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Okay, now watch.
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This is what the Lord told me to build.
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Now watch.
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Now, I'm not talking to you, talking through you.
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Are y' all getting this?
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Now, I'm not ministering to you.
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There's a lost and dying world out there.
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I'm ministering through you.
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See this?
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I'm commissioning you.
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And we still have a circle, but it doesn't make me a celebrity.
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It makes me a general commanding an army to say, go, go,
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go, go, go.
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It's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you, it's you.
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And so every church has a circle.
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But is your circle facing inward or outward?
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See, this is.
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All right.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Go back.
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Go back before you fall out in the spirit.
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But see, when the circle faces inward, it's a click.
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When the circle faces outward, it's a clinic.
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See, I'm trying to teach you something.
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Don't.
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And this is why, like, facing outward, this is who we are.
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And I really believe that's the difference.
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So, Prophet Josh.
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I'm done.
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I promise I'm done.
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That was it.
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That was it.
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I'm gonna be good.
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I'm gonna be good.
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I'm gonna be doolittle.
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Now.
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This is the flow of a prophet and apostle.
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There's no place I'd rather be anywhere in the whole world than
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right here.
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One Other thing.
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The keys that the Lord is giving.
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Apostle Mike not only unlock infrastructure, but there's something
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about unlocking, gifting, and what's happening right now.
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There's a withdrawal taking place.
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Place.
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There's a withdraw.
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You guys want it?
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Do you want it?
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Are you hungry?
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Are you still hungry?
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Come on, come on.
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There's a.
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There's.
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There's evangelism, prophecy.
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Who wants it?
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Who wants it?
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Let me see your hands.
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Come on.
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Let me hear a desperation.
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Come on, come on, come on.
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Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.
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Come on.
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There's something.
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There's a transaction taking place.
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Like, I literally see, like a swipe of a card.
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It's like there's.
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There's something about you saying, come on, come on, come on,
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Holy Spirit.
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Come on, Holy Spirit.
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I want more.
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I want more.
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I want more.
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I want more.
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Part of that call.
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It's a real ministry.
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I'm not saying full time ministry.
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I'm saying ministry.
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You could be a banker and be the best minister in the world.
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You could be a garbage man and be the best minister in the world.
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People come to me and they're like, pastor Josh, one day when I'm
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in full time ministry, I'm like, yeah, that's too late already.
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Then do it now.
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Do it now.
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If.
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If we could have seen this nine years ago.
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But here's the thing.
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I believe that he did see it.
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I believe that the Lord did give him a vision.
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And it's even bigger than this.
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This is just the beginning.
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This is just the starting point.
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This is.
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And like he said, this is the smallest it will ever be.
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If we could have the ministers come up here real quick.
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The three ministers, this campus.
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So what.
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What?
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Minister Juliana doesn't know either.
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It's just like, our whole church is just so prophetic.
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I'm just like, man, anytime someone says something, something,
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I'm like, oh, if they knew.
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So here, why don't you come up here real quick?
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Pastor Mike.
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Yeah.
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Pastor Julie.
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Arise from your slumber oh, sleeper Dry bones rise.
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It's been a long day, y' all.
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So the ministers got together and bought you a present with their
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own money.
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And minister Juliana, and she could confirm this before we started,
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she said, we got him these shoes to represent a key to the city,
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to represent a spiritual key to this city.
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And I was like, man, I just want to tell her right now, but come
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on, come on.
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You know what those are?
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You know what those are?
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Manhattan.
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You know what those are?
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Manhattan.
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You know what those are?
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Manhattan.
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Come on, come on, come on.
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Is that not prophetic or what?
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She's like, we're gonna give him keys.
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I was like, wait, what did you say?
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Come on, lace them up.
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Lace them up.
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Lace them up.
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Lace him up, Apostle.
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Lace them up, Apostle.
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Come on.
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This is a prophetic act.
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These are the keys.
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These are the keys.
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These are the keys.
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You wanted keys this morning.
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The Lord says, I will give you keys at night.
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I will give you keys to the city.
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The Lord says, come on.
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Come on.
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Hey, come on.
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Come on.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Come on, Pastor Julie.
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Come on.
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Apostle Mike.
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Yeah.
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Wow.