Sermon
Testimony of Sub-Deacon Steve Mortada
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Transcript
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In the name of the Father of the Son and the Holy Spirit, I mean
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beloved priests, deacons, sub beacons, lectors, and the
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faithful that are gathered here at this 38th annual Youth
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Conference. Thank you for the invite.
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It's a pleasure to be here with you all.
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You get to know you all exchange stories and just see obviously
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our brothers and sisters in Christ over here in the United
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States for thank you. A few months ago, Robbie Gennard
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reached out and asked if I'd be willing to give my testimony and
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it was a very emphatic yes. For me, it always is.
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And if ever I'm asked to give my testimony or share my journey
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with people, whether it's 110, the church or with the school
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back in Sydney, Australia, I always oblige and say yes.
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And the reason for that is because as you can see, I don't
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call it a testimony about myself.
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Steve Moltata. I actually got a testimony about
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God's purse, will and time because I worked through this
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story, this journey about my life.
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You'll see how God moves and how he plants seeds and how He wore
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things. I, like you, want to reflect as
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I speak tonight about your journeys of Christ, your walk
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with God, your families, church, and how you are growing up here
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in the United States of America. So that is my home.
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Saint Peter and Paul Parish in Sydney, Australia is the place
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in which I fell in love with the Church of the East and that is
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me on the left hand side at my ordination last year, September,
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into the rank of Sub Beacon Hupajapa.
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I'll call it the second greatest day of my life.
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The first thing my baptism and my wife and children come are
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that the God comes first. But I'm sure she might be
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impressed with that. But OK.
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So my name is Stephen Khalil Murkova and for those of you who
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speak Arabic, Murtada is not an Assyrian name because I'm not
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Assyrian. I was actually born into a
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Muslim family, so my mom and dad are both Islamic.
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I was raised as a Muslim household.
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My parents come from a Shia and Muslim background.
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So you follow your father's footsteps and that's a Shia.
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OK, so my journey though begins in 1969.
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So for those of you who are good at mathematics, I can assure you
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I'm not 60 years of age. That is the year my father came
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out to Australia as a 19 year old man.
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So for you in your youth now, you can imagine that your
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mindset, you want to explore, you want to Kyle Finns.
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And as I talk tonight, I want you also just bear in mind, I'm
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going to mention a few things that as Christians we shouldn't
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be doing, but I want to mention them so you understand that we
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are presented with lights and death.
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We have to achieve life, not a road that leads to destruction.
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So my father came out when he was 19 to Australia or a
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adventure, left his salmon pine and he fell in love with a
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woman, an Australian woman. And he obviously with his life
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doing his things as an adolescent man.
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Obviously we know that that is not right because, you know, she
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become one flesh and they leave mother's house and father's
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house. OK.
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So he realized after a few years that she's been unfaithful to
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it. And for my father, this meant
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that all Australian women don't have a good moral.
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And after that he actually went back to Lebanon and married my
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mom, which is his first cousin, which is very customer.
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And he brought my mom back to Australia and they were chalk
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and cheese because my dad had assimilated into the Australian
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way of living. So he went back and married my
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mother, drove her back out to Australia and my father
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assimilated into the country. My mother did lot.
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She had that typical Muslim mentality, which was that it was
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her nationality of being Lebanese, that Islam came first.
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But the hypocrisy was that they didn't pray, they didn't fast.
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I'd actually never set foot into a mosque until 2015.
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In 1980, I came along and as you can see, I lived a pretty
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average lifestyle. My mom and dad love me very
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much. Photos and mindful birthdays are
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all the same. Just as you explore and and and
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celebrate. I had my cousins that were out
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here with me, and I've got to tell you that Christ was
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actually in my life from the very beginning.
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From a young age, I used to celebrate Christmas.
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I had a Christmas tree in my bedroom, but I didn't celebrate
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Christmas with Christ in the picture.
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It was just gift giving. Merry Christmas.
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My friends were all Christian. My mom used to get angry because
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she'd save you. Why don't you have Muslim
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friends? Why don't you have Lebanese
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friends? I did.
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Predominantly. They were Crystal Islanders,
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Vietnamese and my mum said to me when you grow up you'll marry a
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Lebanese Muslim woman, which I did not.
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I used to tell her that I'm going to marry an Australian and
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it used to really grate her. The relationship with my father
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was amazing. For you who have siblings, think
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of the things you do with your brothers and sisters.
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That was my dad because I'm the only Charles I say wahid in in
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Arabic. OK, so my dad was my brother and
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everything that I did with him was amazing.
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Sports Archive. I could confess in my father and
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talk to him because he understood the Australian
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culture. Whereas my mom, although she
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loved me and I love her very much.
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You know, we butted heads a lot. I never went to a mosque that
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prayers that I learned were in scripture.
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The sedpa, right? To those of you not buddy, it's
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like a standard pray that you recite.
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I never did the Ricard. I never prayed as Muslim pay.
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In fact, how I used to pray was I'd say the Befetta and I used
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to conversate with the Lord. I say Lord forgive my parents,
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Lord forgive me. Well, bring my dad back from
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work safely. As I became a teenager, I
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started to put God to the side, which is synonymous with
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Christians as well, but starts to take second say for some of
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us. I used to start thinking, well,
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does God really exist? If he does, why is there wars?
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Why is there murder? Why is there all the error and
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mistakes in the world? So I started from a young age of
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teenage, you started to delve into like agnosticism, atheism.
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And when I became a young an adult man in Australia at the
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age of 18, when you can legally drink and go out and party, it's
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exactly what I did. I rebel, but in the secular
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world, it's celebrating, right? Because it's cool to go out and
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get drunk or do drunks and party.
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That's what I've been. 2001 comes along and just to give you
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an insight into how I grew up, when the World Trade Centers got
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attacked here in America, I woke up that morning to see my mom
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yelling at the TV along the lines of Down with America,
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cursing them, cursing the hue. So I grew up hating Israel.
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I grew up hating the hallucination because you know,
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as a young child you are a protest of your environment.
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Lebanon is bordering Israel. So I had this hatred for him and
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I actually I celebrated and enjoyed the Third Reich and he
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that was my mind. So something else that happened
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in 2001 is I met my wife Nick at my work and she's Australian.
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And guess what? He's also a pre she.
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So most people intend for like, give his testimony.
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So that's why you convert it. Definitely not.
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When I told my mom and dad that I'd met this woman and she was
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Australian and she was a Christian, my dad's thoughts
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were, well, he's having a bit of fun, it would be OK.
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My mom was like, well, what's wrong with your own people and
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your own stuff? So it started to take again was
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fair. I was really close to my dad
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growing up and I was right. She was starting to fracture.
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When I brought her home and introduced her, things started
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to go South and I decided to make a decision that if you
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aren't going to accept my wife, I want nothing to do with you.
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My pride, I was filled with pride.
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So that's just stopped off from my parents for 13 years.
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I said if you don't accept her, then I will not interview with
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you. So red flag #2 I moved out with
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my mom. Well, they don't do right as
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Christians, even in Islam, we're not meant to do that.
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But I did that. So I moved out, living life,
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everything was grand. And then in 2006 I was to get
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married. And my wife is an Anglican
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Christian and I rang my dad. I've been writing letters to my
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dad for several years since I moved out.
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Trying to reconcile how to make peace never worked because it
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always flash. I rang my dad and said look, I'm
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getting married. And his first words were where?
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And I said in the church because she's a Christian.
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And his words were why of why are you giving up your faith to
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be, you know, submitting to her and her purpose of Nissan?
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Where's the his hypothesis coming from?
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Because you don't even practice real quick.
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Why does it matter? And his words were to me, I'll
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translate it. But when you break a cup, you
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can never piece it back together, correct it.
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And that crushed me because my father was essentially saying to
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you, what if he'd throw my wife away?
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So I hung up and I was essentially I made, I drew the
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line in the sand and said, well, I want nothing to do with you.
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And he refused. They refused to come to the
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wedding. Now the next question people
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tend to ask was how did you get married in the church as a
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Muslim slash atheist slash agnostic?
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So I met with the pastor of the Anguism church, my wife's
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church, and he asked me the question.
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He said, what do you believe in? I said, look, I believe in
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something bigger than us because remember, it's atheism slash
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agnosticism. I wasn't decided what do you
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believe? And I said, look, I believe
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there's something bigger than us, but I don't label it as God.
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So do you believe in Jesus? I said no in fatique, right,
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because I wasn't a Christian. He said, OK, do you believe in
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design or evolution? I said definitely not evolution.
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I said, OK, well I can work those out now.
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We know in our church, in the Apostolic churches, that
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wouldn't fly, would it? Is how can a man who doesn't
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believe or a woman marry a Christian partner in the church
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because they're unequally out. It doesn't work, but he was
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willing to do it. And I got married in the church
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and everything was great. Years went by.
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Not everything was rosy because look, my, my, my, my Martin.
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Sorry. My wife and I would argue
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whenever Christianity came into a picture if she mentioned
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Christ or God, I used to say to her if I don't want to hear it
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because if the Devons tremble at the name of Jesus and she was
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mentioning that to me, it raged me.
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But I'd storm out of a room. I didn't want to hear it and
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then I'm going to be OK. So now Fast forward to 2004 and
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three huge things happened in my life.
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The first was my wife said to me, we haven't filed.
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The second, my dad rang me and said we're moving back to
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Lebanon, but OK, how, why? And he basically said to me, my
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uncle, his brother said you have nothing left in Australia for
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your son doesn't speak to you, come back and die in the country
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you were born. So my dad took the opportunity
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and said, all right, so I actually went and saw them the
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night before they left walk through the house thinking I'll
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never see them again in 13 years of not talking to each other.
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So I hugged my dad and I hugged my mom and essentially said
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goodbye. The third big thing that
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happened was, and this is timeless of the world, top
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soccer club by the name of the Western Sydney Wanderers was
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formed in Australia. For those of you who enter your
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football. If how on earth does this have
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anything to do with God, the church and the Church of the
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east? Well, as I said, remember how
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it's on his perfect will and assignment of things happen.
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So this club is born, it's partying with atmospheric
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football, it's active support and flares and united.
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And that's what my life became. Because when you have a void in
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your life, you don't have God in your life, you live in the
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flesh. That's what I was doing.
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So this club's born. My parents have moved overseas,
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my daughter's born, and the next few years are great.
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And I meet these people, I don't know if you've heard of them.
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They're called the Siri. A lot of Assyrian supporters in
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the western city, Wanderels. And I got to know about the
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whole show. I got to know about your church,
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although I has to say I didn't really scare, but I got to know
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the people. And I met a gentleman who became
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my godfather by the month, David, and things were great.
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Now at about 2013 fourteen, Daesh, ISIS, ISIL was wreaking
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havoc in the Middle East and I had grown to detest Islam
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throughout my life because of what happened with my fan, the
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hypocrisy, you know, the double standards.
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So seeing on the news and reading and now having this new
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friendship group, the whole heap of Assyrians like it hit home
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but not in a God like manner. Just you feel moved and
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compassion towards your friend. And one night I was reading the
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newspaper and I was reading about what was going on, the
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killing years, you know houses being signed with the noon and
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out of like nowhere the thought that I never thought went into
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my head did. And that is why he's so much
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turmoil, murder, wars, corruption in the world.
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And I was always a person who wanted truth, like, curious.
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So I'm thinking truth. I'm not thinking cost.
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But the next thought that came into my mind was, you know,
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things from the Islamic perspective.
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Mind you, I've never had the put on.
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I don't read Arabic. But going up in it, you
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understand, Why don't you open the Bible and look for some
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truth in there, which I never thought would ever happen
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because if you mentioned Christ or Bible or Zod or anything, I
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said I would run. So I funded the thought for a
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little bit. I told my wife and she was
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ecstatic because she's thinking he's going to become a fish.
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Slow down. It's not about you.
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It's about what I was I'm seeking through.
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So I ring my friend and I said to him, Fab, I want to see you.
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I went over to his house. He's laying on his bed and I
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said I want to read the Bible. And he literally sat up and the
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first thing he said was why, followed by praise Zoe.
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And he looked at me and he said this is from Donald.
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If he knew, I didn't know. So I told him why and I said
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where do I start? And he said you need to start at
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Matthew, skip the genealogy and continue reading.
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I thought, that's a bit strange. Why would you mention that to
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someone wanting to read, right? And he tried to get me a Bible.
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I said no, I want to do it on my own because I'm all or nothing.
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I'm 110% or nothing. So I went to a bookstore.
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I bought a new King James Bible and began reading.
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And when my wife and child would go to bed, I start reading at
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night and I opened to Matthew. I look at the genealogy and it's
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bigot, bigot, bigot, bigot, bigot.
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I flipped it because I understood why he said that and
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continued reading. But I read slowly because
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remember, I'm I'm wanting truth. I'm wanting for some something
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to jump out and grab. It wasn't about Christ.
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And as I'm reading as the next three days, I'm reading and
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taking it in. And don't don't forget growing
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up I celebrated Christmas in gift giving.
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I said put into a church at the age of 9 before I'd said put
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into a mosque. I knew the prophets.
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There's the prophets I mentioned in the Quran in Islam, but
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they're just, they're skewed right.
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As I'm reading, I get to about Matthew chapter 10 verse 343536.
Matthew 10 chapter mention
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And as I'm reading it says do not think that I came to bring
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peace on earth. I've not come to bring peace,
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but a sword, for I've come to set a man against his father, a
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daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her
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mother-in-law. And a man's enemies will be
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those of his own household. So when I read that, the first
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thing I thought of, well, if this is Jesus, why is he
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bringing a sword? As in Islam, you comfort by the
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sword, convert or be killed. But I didn't look at it like
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that. I look at it as a sword pieces
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I'm teaching, seek, seeking truth, and the sword cuts to the
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very core and 35 through to 36. Well, that's what was happening
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in my household because my wife was a Christian and when I
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brought her into my life, her faith divided my household.
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It crumbles everything that I have news and I read that three
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or four times and the first thing I said when I read that
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was Lord Sagivable, which took a lot of party for because I
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wasn't seeking him, I was seeking truth.
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That's and I said, Lord, forgive me forever being arrogant and
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cursing me. It's a blackboard where to curse
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God would do this. Why would you do this?
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So would you do that? And I'm alone.
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My wife and Charles are asleep. And I knelt, I prostrated and I
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prayed and I prayed with Christ on my mind because I knew that
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was truth. And that was written 2000 years
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ago, but it's aligning with my life.
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How's that possible? So in an instant, it wasn't a
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picture, it wasn't anything fancy.
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It was a quiet moment. It was a quiet moment that I
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felt convicted and understood and I'm all or nothing.
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Remember that? So when I woke, when my wife
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woke up and I told her, she was ecstatic and we're both crying
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wimpy. And my search straightaway began
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to look for a church over the next couple of days because I
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wanted a church now being all nothing.
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I knew what the Protestant movement was, evangelical
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churches were. And I started researching
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Catholicism, Orthodoxy, and everyone kept coming up
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Orthodoxy. I found a church, the Ansiokun
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Lebanese Church, as his Orthodox Eastern Orthodoxy.
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Ring, my friend, tell him you're coming to joke with me on
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Sunday. He without doubt came on the way
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to this Eastern Orthodox Church. He's telling me about the
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parable of the prodigal son and how it's sort of, you know.
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Look at what's happened with you.
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You're returning to the Lord. You walk into this church and
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the sermon that day and remember our calendars don't wanna, but
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the lectionary readings aren't the same and the sermon was
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about the particles are so my friend looked at me like in
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complete awe right now. To me it was just like a hand.
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I just want to listen to the sermon.
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Relax, right. So afterwards you spoke to the
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priests of a winner. He introduced me.
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He said this is my friend. He's a Muslim, wants to convert.
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Had a conversation with him and he was very, very nice man,
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don't get me wrong, but very methodical, meticulous, and I'll
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say sterile in that it was you have to become a CAD If you you
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must come to Bible studies. I said, I'm there.
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I'll be back next week. We jump in the car, we drive
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away and my friend says to me next week I want you to come to
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the Church of the East. I'm like, never heard it really
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like it known the name for, for the Syrian people, but don't
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know much about it. Question for me is, is it
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Orthodox? Is it?
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Of course it is. Listen, I'm there, go home,
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start researching heresy, Mother of Christ, all this stuff's
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coming up. I'm what's this?
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I'm trying to find the true church, right?
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So I ring him and tell him and he says, tells me all about it.
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And I said, OK, I'll, I'll come Friday.
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I ring him and say I, I don't think I'm going to come.
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I I sort of changed my man back and forth and I knew he was a
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bit upset about it, but in the end I said I'll come, why not?
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What do I want to lose? So on that Sunday we walk into
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Saint Peter Room for parish and we sit up at that back right
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hand corner and he says to me, this is what's going to happen.
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The Purdens are going to open the priest in the name of the
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Father Son the Holy Stuart Bishamasha.
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Yeah. And Piruma Bismar giving a
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priest. I'm like try and caper in since
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that current opened, our priest was Madhavan Yaman.
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At the time it was Ravi Nilos. And since the current opened and
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he said in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy
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Spirit, and I saw the shamash standing there, I knew that was
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home straight away. Because the liturgy, the
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reverence from the people sitting there, what you, the
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reverence you show for your church and God.
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And the other thing is, do Muslims have icons and
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portraits? No, I'm simply in that church
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with my focus fixated on the frost on the wall.
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So for me, this church fit in perfectly because my ascension
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was sipped out on the divine worship.
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Not to say that the icons are a bad or anything like that.
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So iPhone, that's all that, that's fine.
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But it really hit home for me afterwards will go into
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fellowship. I meet Rabi Marvin Yaman and he
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come up to me and he shook my hand with three kisses as we do
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in the Middle East. And he said, Steve, it's so nice
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to meet you. And it was so warm and genuine.
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Whereas in the Orthodox Church it was very much thought.
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He said, I want to see you and we start to be catalyzed next
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Wednesday. Bible studied every week.
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One hour spent like mad. And the questions I would ask
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him as I'm sure some of you ask your priests about life, you
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know, I'll think back, you know, and kind of get embarrassed the
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questions I asked, but that's what he was there for our
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tattoos. Wrong, Robbie.
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I said to him, I want to get the tattoo of the youth here.
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He said you want to get God's name on your chest.
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Yeah, all right, but I have tattoo, but I covered them up
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now. But I don't believe.
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And when he explained to me why, and it's I understood now.
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I started dialoguing with my parents because Christ says you
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must forgive your enemies. And my parents were my enemies.
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And I started talking to my dad. He's moved to Lebanon.
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On WhatsApp, I tell him about my journey.
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My dad said to me, you do what you want, son.
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I believe in the prophets. I believe in the Saints.
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But Jesus is not the Son of God. But you do what you want.
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Come June 2015, I ring my dad. I'm having a chat with him and
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he tells me my mother is quite sick.
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And when I get off the phone, my wife looked at me and she knew.
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She said, you want to fly to Lebanon, don't you?
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I said I do, that's because I need to go and make peace.
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I need to go and forgive me I have to because that's what the
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teaching is. So that night hook flights to
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fly out of strata. Wednesday I meet up with Mahd
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and I tell him. He says I want to anoint you and
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I want to pray on you because where you're going coming from
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Islam as a Christian, you don't know.
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So that's close. Friday morning 10:30 our
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meeting. He anoints me, he preys on me.
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I got him to seal my daughter as well because she was bad guys in
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the Anglican Church. I had them.
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I said Chola, I'll see you too. At 3:30 my dad rang and told me.
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My mum thought so I was going forgive and I think and I've
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been and my wife thought that I would unravel but I didn't.
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I said to her it's OK. She asked me the question, what
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are you going to do if I asked if you're a Christian?
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And my response to her back then in 2015 was I won't deny the
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Lord before man because he will deny me full of thought and she
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freaked out. She thought, what are you
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saying? And she's a Christian all her
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life, but now she's hearing and living.
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So I boarded the plane. I landed in Beirut and buried my
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mom all nights up. I hadn't seen my dad in three
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years. It was bittersweet, Kevin and
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the people around him, because he was in tears, holding to man
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up. But where's the compassion?
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So I buried hers. And I spent three days, about a
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week with my dad. But he said to me, you want to
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go and see mom? And I said, yeah, I walk into
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the room where she was on the journey, deceased, and they have
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the ritual of washing the body. And I walked in and I took a
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knee before her. And you know, we pray with our
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arms open and so do Muslims. And they often say to you, why
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does Jesus pray like this? He's coupled up from us the
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other way. So I knelt down and I was
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praying in the name of the Palestine hospital.
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And I read the Lord's Prayer in son of my mom's body.
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And I stood up, my eyes were closed and I I lifted my hand up
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to crush myself in front of all the women in that room.
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I didn't care but I knew the truth but I didn't know that my
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dad had walked in standing next to me and as I lifted my hand
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after he just grabbed me and said son let's go outside and
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let the women mourn a hidden. I wasn't across myself When I
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told him about a week later he said thank God you didn't do
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that because I would have. It's a hyperbole that would have
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slaughtered up you and me Bo meaning it wouldn't have gone
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down too well. I spent a good week or so with
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my dad and I spoke to him and we rekindled our friendship.
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And it was amazing. And I took the Bible for him and
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I wrote a passage in the on the front cover and I gave him a
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icon of Saint Fistapa because my dad grew up.
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When I was growing up, my dad used to wear a pendant of a man
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holding a cross around his neck. And I asked him, why do you wear
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that if we're Muslim? That doesn't make sense.
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And he said he's a patron site of Safe Travels because he used
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to travel a lot and someone gave it to him that meant something
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for him. So he still wore it.
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So I saw him at the airport. I hugged him and I said, Dad,
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I've left you something in his drawer.
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And I came back to his soda. And when I landed, he texts me
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saying thank for the Bible, make sure you read it.
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I came back. And just on that note, I took my
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dad to my shadow bed, Saint Charbel's Monastery in Lebanon,
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because I wanted to visit it, right, being Lebanese and a huge
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St. in the church. And I went into the room and I
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prayed. And then I came out and I said
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to my dad, come in. And my dad came in and he sat
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there praying and he spent a good few minutes in there and
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just watching him. I had hope, thinking possibly,
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could it be? I don't know.
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And that's the last bottle I have written.
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When I came back, August 20, 2015, I was baptized as Stephen
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Mortada because that's the name my dad gave me when I was born.
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I was born Stephen Khalil Mortada.
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My mom wanted Khalil. My dad said no, he's a Westerner
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growing up in a Western country, so he's speaking with Stephen.
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I'm glad he did. So was that by Stephen Mortada?
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I couldn't fit into the font because it's an infant's font,
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right? And when people look at that and
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they start questioning, I said, it's not the water, it's the
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Apostolic succession and the laying on of the hand up here.
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What I couldn't do for nine months as a catechuman was
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partaking korbana, right? So you've seen it when someone
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stands up and you have to walk past me.
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And I said to my friend Fab, I said, I pray that everyone sees
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me not moving and doesn't take for granted that they can come
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here and eat and drink because it hurt.
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It hurt that I couldn't Kamaki on that day.
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I ate to the first Pilandra and wet.
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I think you can see Marv smiling very happily there.
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Now in 2018 I got to serve on some Eddie and in 2018 my dad
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rang me in January and he said I've got cancer.
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I had bladder cancer. You've been smoking more than
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four, six months later, on a Friday afternoon, he rang me and
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I was having a chat with him and he was breathing heavily.
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And I he said to me, son, look after your wife, your daughter.
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And if anything happens to me, never come back to this country
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with my uncles. And I've got husbands with
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Canvola and how to get the ammo, which is a movement in Lebanon.
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You can't trust these sick and to death.
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That's a promise I would beat. The next day I got a phone call
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from my uncle and saying. Now the privilege of being on
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the committee is that you have the keys to the church.
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And that's exactly where I went. And I sat in front of the altar
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who wept, but I had hope there. You know, the same prayer that I
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prayed to these days, that on his deathbed, in the same manner
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that I said, Lord, forgive me, he's.
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And we don't know, the Lord said I'll have mercy.
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Honour who? I'll have mercy if I see him, if
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I'm worthy to enter and I see him, praise God.
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If I don't, then through the Scriptures we know how you enter
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the Kingdom. And if he made his bed, he lies
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enough. I'm comfortable with that
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because you know what? The treaty last year in
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September, the second greatest Depuvian.
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I've been asked by our priest if I was interested in becoming a
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beacon, Mr. Marsha and I had to think about it.
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I've been doing Bible studies, taking Bible studies for the
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last five years, preaching all by the grace of God.
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And as we're saying this morning, we don't boast in it,
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but we boast in the Lord. So when my priest asks, I said,
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let me think and pray and fast about it.
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And I said yes, because of the surgical life is different to
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teaching, right? God bless our priests and the
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Shamata and all those in the clergy.
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It can be tough, but it's a blessing of amazing.
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So I was lifted into the altar with my good friend the Shamasha
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Robert. And people ask me what's it like
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coming from where you come from to stand in the altar?
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And I simply said in this, on the day of my baptism, just my
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ordination, just like every other liturgical service, every
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Raza, when the prayer of absolution Messiah is read out,
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I got to kneel in the altar for the first time.
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And as His Eminence Marmilius was reciting that Messiah, I
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kept thinking, God said to Moses, Take off will sandal.
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The ground you stand upon is hallow.
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It's holy. Yet what am I doing in here?
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This is sacred, It's consecrated, it's set apart.
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So I knew you. You have to say that you have to
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change your life. You have to change the way you
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are. I owe everything that I have to
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God because I have my standing. And obviously I wasn't a
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Christian when I met them, was my wife and my two children.
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My journey has brought my wife closer to her faith that my
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youngest was baptized in the Church of the East.
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My wife attends to Church of the East.
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Saint Paul talks about being transformed and a renewal of
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mine. It has to happen.
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You can no longer walk the way you used to walk when you choose
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to walk with Christ. I'll end with this.
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I always emphasize that you are blessed to be part of the Church
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of the East. You're born into it.
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I wasn't. This isn't a biased opinion I
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could search. Don't take it for granted.
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Don't take Bourbana for granted. Every Sunday you are blessed to
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eat and drink, to ask for forgiveness.
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You're blessed with the church that is so rich.
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We heard from Doctor Bling today.
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So cherish the church. Cherish your faith.
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We make mistakes, but his hand is always extended to pick us
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up. God bless you all.