Sermon
The Church in Laodicea
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Well, so we're reading in Revelation chapter 3 and verse 14.
Revelation 3 chapter mention
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So to the angel of the church in Laodicea write,
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These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God's creation.
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I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot.
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I wish you were either one or the other.
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So because you are lukewarm, neither hot nor cold, I'm about to spit you out of my mouth.
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You say I'm rich, I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.
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But you do not realise that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked.
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I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire so that you can become rich.
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And white robes to wear so that you can cover your shameful nakedness.
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And salve to put on your eyes so that you can see.
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Those whom I love, I rebuke and discipline.
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So be earnest and repent.
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Here I am.
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I stand at the door and knock.
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If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him and he with me.
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To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne.
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Just as I overcame and sat down with my father on his throne.
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He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.
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It seems a shame that the final church that we're thinking about tonight is the one church that there is very little encouragement for in terms of what the risen Christ says to it.
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Criticism is, as we'll see, bitingly relevant, but rather anxiety creating, I would think, in the recipients of that letter.
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And you remember, those of you who were here last week, that I explained probably far too briefly for you.
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What is the dispensationalist framework of the letters to the seven churches?
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Dispensationalists are people who divide the history of the church up into certain eons, periods of time.
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And of course, I mean, it may be instructive, but there is not a huge amount of kind of evidence for them to do that.
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I think it's a kind of framework for trying to understand.
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And the dispensationalist framework of the letters to the seven churches, rather conveniently, is it has, there are seven churches and there are seven eons, periods of time.
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And so we find in Laodicea, if we can have to slide up James, just go through the lot, will you?
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Thank you.
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And we get to Laodicea.
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It's the apostate church.
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And that's a word that may be familiar to some of you, but will not be familiar to many of you.
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Apostasy means abandonment.
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It means abandonment of a previous loyalty or defection.
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And in relation to the church, it is sometimes used in terms of politics.
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People talk about our party being apostate.
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But in the church, it generally relates to a change in teaching or values that moves the church away from its kind of stated, inherited beliefs.
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So the apostate church, if you know your Bibles, you will know that St. Paul spends quite a bit of time trying to make sure that churches remain faithful to God rather than unfaithful to God.
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And I think there are three, sorry, two big questions that the apostate church brings to us, which seem to me to be bitingly relevant in the 21st century.
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The first question is, how do you engage with a subculture without surrendering to its values?
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I think this has been a central kind of problem for missionaries, certainly throughout the 19th century and into the 20th century, and particularly in the 21st century.
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I say that question, how do you engage with a subculture without surrendering to its values?
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I say subculture because I think now in most of the communities in which we find ourselves, though there very likely will be one dominant culture,
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at the same time there will be lots of smaller subcultures.
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And Jesus encourages us in Matthew chapter 28 to go into all the world.
Matthew 28 chapter mention
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Actually, the word that we translate world in Matthew 28 is actually the word ethner.
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It means cultures.
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Go to all cultures and baptize them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and teach them all I have commanded you.
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So we have a mandate as the people of God to engage with all these cultures.
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And the idea behind that, I assume, is that when the church engages with a culture,
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the idea is that our Christian culture will kind of remodel, remake, influence the culture that we're seeking to engage with.
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It seems to be, since probably the middle part of the 20th century, that in fact exactly the opposite has happened.
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That we've tried to engage with these cultures to the point where I think in many churches we've almost given up on that.
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But more sadly, we've allowed the cultures to influence us more than we've influenced the cultures.
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Second question is, how do you decide which parts of the Bible's teaching are a product of the prevailing culture of the time,
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and how much of them are unchangeable truths?
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And you say, well, I'm a Bible person.
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I don't compromise anywhere on that.
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And, you know, if that's your position, I have a great deal of respect for it.
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But I think more main line is we do recognise that there are some cultural issues in the New Testament,
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which probably we don't feel a great need, most of us, to adhere to.
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For instance, the concept of women not entering a church without covering their heads.
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That seems to be more a product of the culture of the time than it does an unchangeable truth,
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which if you didn't put a covering on your head when you entered the church,
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it would seem a little harsh for you to be condemned to eternal damnation.
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So we do recognise there are bits of the Bible which we can kind of reinterpret in a kind of culture.
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But there are truths that are unchangeable.
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You will, some of you will remember, made headline news that a bishop of Durham,
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who was called David, what was his name?
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Jenkins, thank you.
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Terrible thing, age, isn't it?
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You know, you can't even remember who you're talking about.
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So David Jenkins stood up and basically declared in Durham Cathedral on Easter Sunday
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that the physical resurrection of Jesus never took place.
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And he referred to it, he actually said this,
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we cannot believe in a conjuring trick with bones.
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Now, you have to make your own mind up about that.
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But what I would say to you is, in my Bible, I would suggest
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that is surrendering what is an unchangeable truth to modern culture.
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David Jenkins, I should explain, and sort of slightly in his defence,
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was a philosopher rather than a theologian
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and was trying to grapple with how did he influence
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the philosophy faculty of the University of Leeds for the Gospel.
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And his idea was to engage with it in a way
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which I think surrendered too much ground.
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The third thing, I should have said, sorry,
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it's because my slides were split to keep the type big enough.
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The third thing I wanted to say about the apostate churches,
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the third question that arises is,
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how do you ensure that all God's people are biblically literate?
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And the answer is, you do it by teaching.
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I realise in saying that to you lot,
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I'm kind of preaching to the choir.
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But the bottom line is,
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certainly in the church that I've served for 50 years,
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the level of biblical literacy
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amongst your average member is pretty low.
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When a lady comes up to me and says,
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what was it Jesus said, a rolling stone gathers no moss?
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You know you're in deep water.
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And there's only one way that,
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and we've dropped a lot of those incredible ways
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that we used to learn by.
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I mean, I remember in my church,
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you know, it's common in young people's groups,
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so I wasn't converted to the Christian faith,
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I was in my late teenage years.
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And even then, on Sundays in my church,
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we were given a memory verse every Sunday.
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All the adults had to learn it.
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We'd go back the next week,
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and we'd all repeat it like parrots.
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And, you know, was that a bad thing?
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I don't think it was, to be quite honest with you.
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So, you know, it's where we are kind of thing.
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But generally speaking,
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and of course the way this plays into the apostate church
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is if somebody says something very outrageous
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about the Christian faith,
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trying to unstitch the sowing of a timeless truth,
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if you are not biblically literate,
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you would not even realize
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that you may be dealing with somebody
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who's uttering a heresy.
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There's a principle in English law,
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I hope I've got this right,
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there's a Valenti non...
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Sorry, I'm saying the wrong quote from the law.
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There's a quote in English law
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which was ignorantist,
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non...
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something excuse at.
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In other words, ignorance of the law
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is no excuse.
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You can't kind of punch somebody's head in
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and then say,
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I didn't know that was wrong.
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The law makes it wrong.
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And I think that
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the same's true in a way
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in our walk with God.
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You know, it's not that we're saved by our knowledge,
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but my goodness,
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knowledge of the Bible is going to help us.
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And the fourth thing is,
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how do you challenge in a way that can be heard
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dangerous ideas
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that arise within your culture?
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I think one of the big issues
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for the church today is,
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I don't know if it's a courage issue
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or whether we've lost
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a way of appropriately challenging
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some of the wrong-headed ideas
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which prevail in our society today.
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But by and large,
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it seems that
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churches would rather engage with
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issues that they feel comfortable with
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rather than those issues
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that make them
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really uncomfortable.
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I picked up a book
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a couple of weeks ago
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which is
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somebody who's researched
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very carefully
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the impact of therapy
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on children.
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and actually
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it's a rather
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condemning
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peace.
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And
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she
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is an American
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and so
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you're talking primarily about
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American culture
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but one of the things
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she says
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in her book
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which
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incidentally
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is
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the book
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has been kind of endorsed
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by some of the best minds
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in the circles
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in which she
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moves.
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one of the things
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she goes on about
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in that book
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is
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so
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some of the therapists
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have told children
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to go home
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and spy on their parents
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and write up
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you know
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the things that
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have been said
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in the home
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and then to write down
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what you felt
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about what
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you heard your parents say
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or what they said to you.
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I don't know
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what you make of all that
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and I'm not qualified enough
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to kind of pass
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erudite comment
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on the subject
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but I would suspect
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that most parents
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wouldn't want
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their children
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going back to school
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and saying
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my dad said
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to my mum today
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I don't think
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they'd like that
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and is it doing
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the child any good?
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It's kind of
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almost franchising
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the kind of area
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of their life
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and one of her
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things in the book
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it's a woman called
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Abigail Shreer
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incidentally
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one of the things
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in her book
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is that
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she finds
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talking to the
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therapeutic community
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that the kind of
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default is
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that all children
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are traumatised
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and a lot of that
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trauma is laid
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at the feet
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of their parents
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bad behaviour
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so how do you
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challenge ideas
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like that
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in a way
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that can be heard
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so you can shout
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and my problem
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with people
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when they're angry
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is I usually
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try and stop
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people in their tracks
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you know
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when I was
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doing the bishop
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thing
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mostly
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the kind of
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attacks
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that I received
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were
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I wonder
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if any of the
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church leaders
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in the room
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recognised this
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but the one thing
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I used to really
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hate
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was a letter
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handwritten
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pushed through
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my door
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at midnight
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with shaky
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writing on the
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front
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I knew
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it was going
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to be an
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exocet missile
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in a
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conqueror
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envelope
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but occasionally
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people have
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come
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tearing up
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to me
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and have a
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real go
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at me
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I used to
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say
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hang on
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you know
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you're shouting
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and all I
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get from you
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when you
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shout
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is your
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anger
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I'm not
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really listening
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to what you
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say
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I'm just
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responding to
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your anger
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so let's
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try and
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turn down
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the volume
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a bit
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and see
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if we can
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get to the
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bottom
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of what
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seems to
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have upset
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you
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so to
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go to the
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church
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in Laodicea
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what do we
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know about
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Laodicea
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has anybody
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been there
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by the way
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I've been
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there
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John Angle
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has been
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anybody
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else been
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there
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it is an
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amazing
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site
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it has to
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be said
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archaeologically
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and I
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think is
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reckoned to
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be one
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of the most
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unexplored
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archaeological
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sites there
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is
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they have
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on us
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two
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theatres
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in Laodicea
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by theatre
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it means
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coliseum
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like buildings
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and I
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remember the
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first time
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I went
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there we
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had a
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clergy
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person who
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had a
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very strong
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Cockney
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accent
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and he
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went down
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onto the
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stage of
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the amphitheatre
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there
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stood
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and sang
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my old man's
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a dustman
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and it
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brought the
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Turkish
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people in
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the place
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to a
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standstill
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and they
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loved it
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and I
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don't know
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whether this
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is true
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but I
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had been
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told in
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these brilliant
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amphitheatres
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that they
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built back
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in the day
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that somebody
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could stand
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on the
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stage and
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whisper
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and a
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person on
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the highest
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row of
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the terracing
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could hear
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what was
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being said
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I went
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to the
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old Vic
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in Bristol
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the other
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day
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I won't
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tell you
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what I
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thought of
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the performance
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but I
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went there
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and everybody
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there is
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mic'd up
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like I
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am
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I still
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couldn't
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hear some
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of it
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I'm like
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you know
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bring back
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the amphitheatres
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so what we
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do know
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about Laodicea
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was it's
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in the
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region of
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Phrygia
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and was
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the wealthiest
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city in
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that area
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it was an
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important
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commercial
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centre
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on three
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coinciding
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trade routes
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in AD
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61 it
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was destroyed
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by an
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earthquake
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and unlike
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the other
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cities that
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were destroyed
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by earthquakes
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which as
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you know
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not uncommon
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the city
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of Laodicea
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was able
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to pay
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for its
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own
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rebuilding
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without any
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money from
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the Roman
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Empire
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it was that
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wealthy
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wealthy
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it was a
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banking
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centre
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and it
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was known
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for its
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deposits of
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gold
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there was a
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strong linen
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and wool
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industry there
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and it was a
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medical centre
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insofar as
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anybody was a
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medical centre
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back in the
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day
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and they
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mixed the
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paste up
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of the
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alluvial mud
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that was
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in the
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two rivers
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which bounded
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Laodicea
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and made a
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paste out of
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it which
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was said
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if it
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was put
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on your
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eyes as
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a poultice
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would bring
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healing to
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your eyes
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a bit hard
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to believe
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that's what
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it was called
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cholerim
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what we'll
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see
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incidentally
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in a few
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moments I
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hope is
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that when
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we get
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to the
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charges
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that the
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risen Christ
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made against
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the church
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in Laodicea
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we will
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understand
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that the
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character of
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the city
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played a
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large part
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in the
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kind of
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condemnations
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of the
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risen Christ
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the charge
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against
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Laodicea
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next slide
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please
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and note
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that there
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is no
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commendation
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whatsoever
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for the
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church there
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it is all
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hard going
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for the
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people of
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Laodicea
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and the
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only hope
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in the
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message of
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the risen
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Christ
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is that
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he gives
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them the
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opportunity
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to repent
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and I
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like to
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think that
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the opportunity
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to repent
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is open
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to anyone
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in any
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period of
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history
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any time
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it amazes
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me that
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more people
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don't take
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up the
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offer to
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repent
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but it
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is there
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and what
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that means
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is the
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Laodiceans
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could have
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repented
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could have
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come back
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to Christ
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come back
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to the
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things that
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were important
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and the
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risen Christ
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would have
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welcomed
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them
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so the
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risen Christ
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lays the
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charge that
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they are
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lukewarm
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in verse
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16 of
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chapter 3
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you're neither
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hot nor
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cold
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because of
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that I
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will spit
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you out
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of my
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mouth
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Nick Lucas
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always says
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at that
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point that
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he remembers
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when he
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was a
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boy and
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you know
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his parents
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were trying
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to broaden
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this kind
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of diet
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darkness
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and he
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said I
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put things
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in my
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mouth
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that I
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wanted to
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spit out
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immediately
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but he
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said I
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was also
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taught by
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my parents
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that public
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spitting is
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not the
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done thing
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but that's
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the strength
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of the risen
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Christ
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condemnation
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I will
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spit you
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out of
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my mouth
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now the
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reason why
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this charge
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has a
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particular
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focus
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is that
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in order
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to supply
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Laodicea
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with water
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there was
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an aqueduct
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aqueduct is
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a thing that
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carries water
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usually to
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heights some
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of it was
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underground
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to the city
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and by the
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time it
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got to
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the city
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the people
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all complained
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not only was
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the water
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loaded with
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minerals
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which you
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had to
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get kind
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of used
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to
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but it
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was lukewarm
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so charge
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of the risen
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Christ
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you're lukewarm
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these people
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knew what
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lukewarm
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was
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they didn't
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have a
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fridge back
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then
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the water
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was lukewarm
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the second
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thing about
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these people
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is that
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they show
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us by
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their
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charges
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of the risen
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Christ
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that they
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were totally
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deluded
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verse 17
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you say
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I am rich
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I have
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acquired wealth
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and do not
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need a thing
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I mean
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that kind
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of autonomy
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that kind
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of
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self
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satisfied
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view
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of life
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we've got
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everything
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we need
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you see
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if you've
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got everything
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you need
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where's God
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going to fit
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into your
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life
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you know
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the Bible
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is not
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I know
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I've got
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some
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Christian
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socialist
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friends
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who
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would
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differ
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with me
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on this
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I don't
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believe
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Jesus
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ever
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taught
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that
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wealth
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was
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intrinsically
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wrong
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what I
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think
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Jesus
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taught
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was
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that
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wealth
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is
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not
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good
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for most
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of us
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because
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it's
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a
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distraction
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in our
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faith
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journey
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with
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God
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I am
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very
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clear
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honestly
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and if
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you knew
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my mum
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you'd
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understand
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the import
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to this
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comment
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I
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am
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I
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know
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why
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God
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didn't
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allow
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me
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to
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become
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a
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wealthy
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man
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because
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he
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knew
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it
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would
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take
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too
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much
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of
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my
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attention
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in fact
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I have
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a confession
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to make
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to you
-
when I
-
retired
-
I'd
-
never
-
lived
-
off a
-
pension
-
before
-
and I
-
found
-
in the
-
first
-
six
-
months
-
of
-
retirement
-
I
-
couldn't
-
think
-
about
-
anything
-
but
-
money
-
haven't
-
been
-
like
-
that
-
all
-
my
-
life
-
but
-
I
-
know
-
that
-
if
-
I
-
had
-
been
-
wealthy
-
I
-
would
-
have
-
been
-
distracted
-
by it
-
and the
-
only way
-
this is
-
terrible
-
news
-
for you
-
the
-
only way
-
the
-
Bible
-
knows
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
break
-
the
-
hold
-
of
-
mammon
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
is
-
to
-
give
-
it
-
away
-
which
-
is
-
a
-
shattering
-
truth
-
isn't
-
it
-
especially
-
in a
-
time
-
where
-
we
-
feel
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
days
-
are
-
economically
-
uncertain
-
these
-
people
-
thought
-
they
-
had
-
it
-
all
-
deluded
-
talked
-
about
-
delusion
-
before
-
you
-
know
-
how
-
it's
-
such
-
a
-
kind
-
of
-
sad
-
thing
-
when
-
you
-
meet
-
somebody
-
who's
-
deluded
-
I
-
mean
-
the
-
trouble
-
is
-
delusion
-
is
-
very
-
easy
-
to
-
spot
-
in
-
another
-
person
-
a
-
bit
-
less
-
obvious
-
in
-
ourselves
-
you
-
know
-
George
-
Bernard
-
Shaw
-
it
-
was
-
a
-
wonderful
-
quote
-
of
-
his
-
said
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
tell
-
when
-
an
-
Anglican
-
churchgoer
-
likes a
-
good
-
sermon
-
because he
-
thinks it'll
-
do his
-
neighbour
-
good
-
I
-
mean
-
if you
-
ever
-
thought
-
that
-
you
-
might
-
be in
-
the
-
club
-
called
-
deluded
-
the
-
self
-
satisfaction
-
of
-
verse
-
17
-
is
-
almost
-
well
-
it's
-
just
-
really
-
sad
-
but here
-
are three
-
further
-
indictments
-
that
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
charges
-
Laodicea
-
with
-
they're
-
poor
-
this was
-
a
-
banking
-
city
-
with
-
great
-
reserves
-
of
-
gold
-
and
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
says
-
to
-
them
-
you're
-
poor
-
second
-
thing
-
is
-
you're
-
naked
-
so
-
they
-
weren't
-
naturalists
-
but the
-
reason why
-
this
-
charge
-
has such
-
a
-
poignancy
-
is that
-
Laodicea
-
have these
-
still do
-
today
-
in fact
-
when I
-
went there
-
I saw
-
a great
-
flock
-
of these
-
black
-
sheep
-
with this
-
wonderful
-
silky
-
wool
-
which they
-
used to
-
shear
-
and make
-
this
-
wonderful
-
cloth
-
out of
-
black
-
cloth
-
and
-
to
-
say
-
to
-
a
-
town
-
that
-
regards
-
itself
-
as a
-
kind
-
of
-
you know
-
the
-
front
-
runner
-
in
-
textiles
-
you're
-
naked
-
was
-
biting
-
and the
-
third
-
thing
-
he said
-
is
-
talked a
-
little
-
bit
-
about
-
this
-
you're
-
blind
-
this
-
was
-
the
-
place
-
that
-
thought
-
they
-
had
-
the
-
answer
-
to
-
people's
-
eyesight
-
problems
-
all right
-
it was
-
a bit
-
primitive
-
smearing
-
mud
-
in your
-
eyes
-
there
-
isn't
-
Christ
-
says
-
to
-
you
-
you're
-
blind
-
I think
-
there's a
-
kind of
-
note of
-
brilliance
-
in the way
-
the risen
-
Christ
-
expresses
-
himself
-
to the
-
church
-
in
-
Laodicea
-
actually
-
taking
-
what they
-
thought
-
were their
-
strengths
-
and turning
-
it
-
upon
-
them
-
you think
-
you've
-
got
-
everything
-
and I
-
think
-
the most
-
indicting
-
phrase
-
in this
-
is where
-
the risen
-
Christ
-
says
-
to them
-
you say
-
I'm
-
rich
-
I've
-
acquired
-
wealth
-
I do
-
not
-
need
-
a
-
thing
-
and go
-
back to
-
if you
-
don't
-
need
-
a
-
thing
-
where's
-
God
-
going
-
to
-
fit
-
into
-
your
-
life
-
do we
-
see
-
some
-
of that
-
in
-
today's
-
church
-
largely
-
criticized
-
for its
-
kind of
-
middle
-
class
-
ethos
-
etc
-
etc
-
have
-
we
-
learned
-
to
-
live
-
with
-
that
-
kind
-
of
-
compromise
-
and
-
delusion
-
and the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
in
-
the
-
light
-
of
-
these
-
condemnations
-
says
-
this
-
one
-
come
-
and buy
-
from me
-
your
-
traders
-
risen
-
Christ
-
is
-
saying
-
don't
-
get
-
caught
-
up
-
in
-
the
-
world
-
and
-
it's
-
trading
-
but
-
come
-
and buy
-
from
-
me
-
I
-
take
-
it
-
what
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
means
-
that's
-
an
-
invitation
-
to
-
do
-
something
-
which
-
I
-
think
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
would
-
probably
-
say
-
to
-
many
-
of
-
us
-
include
-
myself
-
in
-
that
-
comment
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
dear
-
people
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
reframe
-
your
-
priorities
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
whether
-
you
-
know
-
it
-
worries
-
me
-
about
-
our
-
world
-
today
-
that
-
it's
-
so
-
fast
-
moving
-
that
-
you
-
know
-
we
-
have
-
little
-
time
-
to
-
kind
-
of
-
sit
-
down
-
and
-
think
-
about
-
serious
-
things
-
and
-
even
-
those
-
of
-
us
-
who
-
are
-
retired
-
always
-
sound
-
like
-
we're
-
busy
-
either
-
that
-
or
-
bored
-
and
-
watch
-
daytime
-
television
-
but
-
do
-
we
-
ever
-
think
-
about
-
you
-
know
-
is
-
the
-
Lord
-
asking
-
me
-
to
-
reframe
-
my
-
priorities
-
I
-
wonder
-
if
-
you've
-
ever
-
asked
-
yourself
-
that
-
question
-
it
-
might
-
be
-
some
-
decent
-
homework
-
for
-
you
-
then
-
there
-
is
-
in
-
crisis
-
if
-
you're
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
buy
-
from
-
me
-
first
-
of
-
all
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
buy
-
some
-
gold
-
which
-
has
-
been
-
purified
-
well
-
the
-
bottom
-
line
-
is
-
you
-
can't
-
get
-
gold
-
without
-
heating
-
it
-
up
-
to
-
big
-
temperatures
-
and
-
removing
-
all
-
the
-
elements
-
in
-
it
-
that
-
would
-
rob
-
it
-
of
-
its
-
values
-
that's
-
how
-
gold
-
is
-
refined
-
in
-
the
-
refiner's
-
fire
-
interesting
-
phrase
-
buy
-
gold
-
from me
-
that's
-
been
-
through
-
the
-
refiner's
-
fire
-
I
-
think
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
thought
-
that the
-
people
-
of
-
Laodicea
-
needed to
-
go through
-
the
-
refiner's
-
fire
-
second
-
he said
-
wear
-
white
-
clothes
-
you make
-
all this
-
lovely
-
black
-
cloth
-
but
-
actually
-
in
-
the
-
kingdom
-
the
-
wearing
-
of
-
white
-
robes
-
we've
-
talked
-
about
-
this
-
is
-
very
-
significant
-
it
-
speaks
-
of
-
purity
-
of
-
people
-
who've
-
been
-
through
-
the
-
refiner's
-
fire
-
who know
-
what it
-
is to
-
be
-
faithful
-
and to
-
follow
-
God
-
faithfully
-
and
-
then
-
he
-
says
-
buy
-
salve
-
for
-
your
-
eyes
-
from
-
me
-
so
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
see
-
I
-
mean
-
I
-
don't
-
think
-
he
-
was
-
referring
-
to
-
the
-
people
-
who
-
got
-
eye
-
issues
-
when
-
he
-
charged
-
them
-
with
-
the
-
people
-
who
-
couldn't
-
see
-
I
-
think
-
these
-
people
-
had
-
lost
-
their
-
vision
-
for
-
what
-
they
-
were
-
in
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
they
-
lost
-
their
-
vision
-
for
-
what
-
God
-
intended
-
for
-
his
-
church
-
it
-
couldn't
-
be
-
anything
-
more
-
sad
-
than
-
that
-
you
-
know
-
on the
-
one
-
hand
-
people
-
who
-
just
-
kind
-
of
-
lost
-
their
-
vision
-
and
-
I'm
-
not
-
one
-
of
-
those
-
who
-
thinks
-
that
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
work
-
of
-
the
-
church
-
is
-
finished
-
once
-
you've
-
got
-
your
-
vision
-
statement
-
I
-
don't
-
think
-
that
-
at
-
all
-
but
-
I
-
do
-
think
-
that
-
we
-
do
-
need
-
our
-
eyes
-
opened
-
by
-
God
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
think
-
that
-
just
-
happens
-
once
-
I
-
think
-
I
-
have
-
had
-
to
-
have
-
my
-
eyes
-
open
-
on
-
several
-
occasions
-
to
-
my
-
inadequacies
-
to
-
my
-
sin
-
to
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
are
-
wrong
-
in
-
my
-
life
-
so the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
then goes
-
on
-
and says
-
to those
-
whom I
-
love
-
how about
-
this
-
I
-
rebuke
-
and
-
discipline
-
see
-
see if
-
you go
-
to
-
church
-
and
-
all
-
you
-
hear
-
about
-
you
-
know
-
is
-
God's
-
a
-
kind
-
of
-
love
-
thing
-
you
-
know
-
San
-
Francisco
-
1967
-
the
-
problem
-
is
-
you
-
will
-
never
-
understand
-
that
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
loves
-
you
-
might
-
need
-
to
-
discipline
-
you
-
occasionally
-
you
-
ever
-
thought
-
about
-
that
-
it's
-
not
-
my
-
idea
-
that's
-
what
-
the
-
risen
-
crisis
-
to
-
this
-
church
-
is
-
ratified
-
in
-
Hebrews
-
twice
-
chapter
-
12
-
and
-
verse
-
2
-
the
-
Lord
-
disciplines
-
those
-
whom
-
he
-
loves
-
and
-
if
-
you
-
think
-
that's
-
a
-
kind
-
of
-
mad
-
idea
-
how
-
would
-
anybody
-
who
-
is
-
loving
-
ever
-
discipline
-
me
-
then
-
if
-
you're
-
a
-
parent
-
if
-
God
-
has
-
blessed
-
you
-
with
-
children
-
say
-
that
-
through
-
slightly
-
clenched
-
teeth
-
God
-
has
-
blessed
-
you
-
with
-
children
-
you
-
know
-
that
-
you
-
don't
-
discipline
-
your
-
kids
-
because
-
you
-
hate
-
them
-
you
-
discipline
-
them
-
why
-
because
-
you
-
love
-
them
-
and
-
what
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
do
-
is
-
I
-
mean
-
your
-
hope
-
is
-
that
-
they
-
will
-
grow
-
up
-
to
-
be
-
some
-
kind
-
of
-
responsible
-
Christ
-
loving
-
human
-
being
-
it's
-
an
-
unbelievable
-
assignment
-
isn't
-
it
-
when you
-
think
-
about
-
that
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
with
-
my
-
own
-
children
-
five
-
of
-
them
-
I
-
mean
-
I
-
think
-
all
-
bar
-
ones
-
had
-
a
-
serious
-
time
-
in
-
the
-
wilderness
-
but
-
I'm
-
pretty
-
sure
-
that
-
you
-
know
-
they've
-
come
-
back
-
and
-
most
-
of
-
them
-
are
-
involved
-
in
-
their
-
local
-
churches
-
and
-
I
-
just
-
feel
-
that's
-
such
-
an
-
act
-
of
-
grace
-
because
-
I
-
know
-
that
-
there
-
are
-
many
-
people
-
some
-
of
-
them
-
are
-
you
-
who've
-
got
-
children
-
who've
-
rejected
-
the
-
faith
-
that
-
you
-
sought
-
to
-
teach
-
them
-
and
-
you're
-
feeling
-
terribly
-
guilty
-
about
-
that
-
and
-
my
-
heart
-
goes
-
out
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
often
-
times
-
it's
-
not
-
you
-
know
-
it
-
really
-
isn't
-
your
-
fault
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
it
-
gets
-
harder
-
and
-
harder
-
for
-
parents
-
if I
-
might
-
say
-
so
-
because
-
of
-
the
-
intrusion
-
of
-
social
-
media
-
I
-
mean
-
we
-
had
-
peer
-
groups
-
to
-
influence
-
to
-
deal
-
with
-
social
-
media
-
now
-
has
-
kind
-
of
-
amplified
-
that
-
in
-
a
-
massive
-
way
-
so
-
to
-
those
-
whom
-
I
-
love
-
we
-
have
-
to
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
the
-
idea
-
that
-
occasionally
-
God
-
might
-
need
-
to
-
discipline
-
us
-
I
-
was
-
a
-
chap
-
came
-
to
-
see
-
me
-
years
-
ago
-
now
-
and
-
he
-
said
-
I'm
-
getting
-
very
-
worried
-
he said
-
why is
-
that
-
he said
-
my
-
PA
-
and I
-
have
-
started
-
catching
-
the same
-
train
-
every
-
morning
-
into
-
the
-
city
-
of
-
London
-
he
-
said
-
we
-
had
-
been
-
talking
-
together
-
and
-
we
-
had
-
been
-
out
-
for
-
lunch
-
a
-
couple
-
of
-
times
-
and I'm
-
starting to
-
worry
-
that I'm
-
having
-
feelings
-
for her
-
that
-
are not
-
godly
-
he said
-
to me
-
do you have
-
any
-
advice
-
I'm
-
like
-
it
-
didn't
-
take me
-
a second
-
change
-
trains
-
change
-
trains
-
one
-
secondly
-
you've
-
got
-
three
-
children
-
at
-
home
-
you
-
start
-
monkeying
-
around
-
with
-
another
-
woman
-
you
-
think
-
of
-
the
-
impact
-
on
-
those
-
lives
-
started
-
to cry
-
and
-
off
-
he
-
went
-
thought
-
I'd
-
done
-
a
-
reasonable
-
pastoral
-
job
-
next
-
thing
-
is
-
wife
-
comes
-
to
-
town
-
he
-
says
-
he's
-
leaving
-
me
-
for a
-
younger
-
model
-
no
-
stretch
-
marks
-
whatever
-
I
-
rebuke
-
and
-
discipline
-
this
-
man
-
was
-
found
-
hanging
-
by the
-
neck
-
in his
-
garage
-
three
-
years
-
later
-
before
-
that
-
he'd
-
been
-
found
-
many
-
many
-
times
-
sitting
-
in his
-
car
-
because
-
he lost
-
his
-
job
-
used
-
to get
-
a suit
-
on
-
every
-
day
-
pretend
-
he was
-
going
-
to
-
work
-
and
-
sit
-
in
-
his
-
car
-
in
-
the
-
car
-
park
-
in
-
Amersham
-
hoping
-
that
-
no
-
one
-
would
-
see
-
him
-
with
-
a
-
bottle
-
of
-
vodka
-
now
-
would
-
it
-
be
-
helpful
-
for
-
me
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
personally
-
say
-
to
-
him
-
well
-
it's
-
your
-
fault
-
I
-
wouldn't
-
be
-
like
-
that
-
I
-
really
-
wouldn't
-
but
-
I
-
can't
-
help
-
seeing
-
when
-
people's
-
lives
-
fall
-
apart
-
like
-
that
-
I
-
can't
-
help
-
seeing
-
that
-
maybe
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
Lord
-
trying
-
to
-
bring
-
him
-
back
-
why
-
because
-
he
-
hates
-
him
-
no
-
because
-
as
-
this
-
verse
-
tells
-
us
-
the
-
Lord
-
loves
-
us
-
and
-
that's
-
why
-
he
-
feels
-
the
-
need
-
to
-
rebuke
-
and
-
discipline
-
us
-
to
-
those
-
whom
-
I
-
love
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
offers
-
the
-
timeless
-
and
-
universal
-
option
-
of
-
repentance
-
you
-
know
-
if
-
there's
-
something
-
going
-
wrong
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
now
-
I
-
mean
-
it's
-
holy
-
wheat
-
for
-
crying
-
out
-
loud
-
if
-
this
-
isn't
-
a
-
time
-
for
-
repentance
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
when
-
would
-
be
-
not
-
just
-
saying
-
sorry
-
to
-
God
-
but
-
turning
-
away
-
from
-
the
-
behavior
-
that's
-
pulling
-
you
-
away
-
from
-
God
-
and
-
seeking
-
seeking
-
the
-
cleansing
-
power
-
of
-
his
-
holy
-
spirit
-
that
-
he
-
might
-
remove
-
from
-
your
-
heart
-
the
-
temptation
-
to
-
do
-
wrong
-
1st
-
John
John 1 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
1
-
John
-
writes
-
if we
-
say we
-
have no
-
sin
-
we
-
deceive
-
ourselves
-
same
-
old
-
thing
-
delusion
-
deception
-
if we
-
say we
-
have no
-
sin
-
we
-
deceive
-
ourselves
-
and the
-
truth
-
is not
-
in us
-
but if
-
we
-
confess
-
our
-
sins
-
God
-
is
-
faithful
-
and
-
just
-
to
-
forgive
-
us
-
our
-
sins
-
and
-
to
-
cleanse
-
us
-
from
-
all
-
unrighteousness
-
you
-
think
-
you've
-
got
-
a
-
habit
-
that
-
you
-
cannot
-
break
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
repent
-
and
-
then
-
there's
-
this
-
amazing
-
thing
-
God
-
says
-
that
-
if
-
we
-
have
-
no
-
sin
-
we
-
deceive
-
ourselves
-
the
-
truth
-
is
-
not
-
if
-
we
-
confess
-
our
-
sins
-
God
-
is
-
faithful
-
and
-
just
-
to
-
forgive
-
us
-
then
-
what
-
and
-
to
-
cleanse
-
us
-
from
-
every
-
kind
-
of
-
wrong
-
see
-
I
-
know
-
a lot
-
of
-
people
-
and
-
I
-
wouldn't
-
be
-
you
-
know
-
I'm
-
not
-
a
-
gambling
-
man
-
but
-
if
-
I
-
was
-
I
-
wouldn't
-
mind
-
a
-
wager
-
that
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
will
-
be
-
like
-
this
-
you
-
want
-
forgiveness
-
but
-
you
-
don't
-
want
-
cleansing
-
don't
-
put
-
your
-
hands
-
up
-
but
-
have
-
you
-
found
-
yourself
-
going
-
back
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
seeking
-
his
-
forgiveness
-
and
-
doing
-
the
-
same
-
old
-
stuff
-
according
-
to a
-
book
-
I read
-
you
-
can't
-
help
-
it
-
it
-
says
-
this
-
book
-
I
-
don't
-
believe
-
that
-
for
-
a
-
minute
-
those
-
whom
-
I
-
love
-
God
-
offers
-
the
-
timeless
-
and
-
universal
-
option
-
of
-
repentance
-
listen
-
up
-
this
-
is
-
holy
-
week
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
time
-
to
-
really
-
get
-
right
-
with
-
God
-
I
-
told
-
the
-
ladies
-
and
-
one
-
gentleman
-
at the
-
midweek
-
communion
-
service
-
that
-
in the
-
early
-
church
-
you
-
could
-
only
-
get
-
baptized
-
on
-
Easter
-
Sunday
-
morning
-
once
-
a
-
year
-
at
-
dawn
-
imagine
-
and
-
the
-
season
-
of
-
Lent
-
was
-
used
-
in
-
two
-
ways
-
firstly
-
it
-
was
-
used
-
as
-
40
-
days
-
of
-
preparation
-
for
-
the
-
catechumens
-
that
-
is
-
those
-
people
-
who
-
were
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
baptized
-
on
-
Easter
-
day
-
and
-
the
-
second
-
thing
-
was
-
imagine
-
this
-
if
-
you
-
committed
-
a
-
serious
-
sin
-
in
-
the
-
early
-
church
-
you
-
had
-
to
-
stand
-
up
-
in
-
front
-
of
-
the
-
whole
-
congregation
-
and
-
tell
-
them
-
anybody
-
else
-
glad we
-
don't
-
do
-
that
-
anymore
-
it's a
-
time of
-
preparation
-
and in
-
holy week
-
you
-
would
-
be
-
challenged
-
by the
-
leaders
-
of the
-
church
-
have
-
you
-
reordered
-
your
-
life
-
can
-
we
-
let
-
you
-
back
-
into
-
communion
-
on
-
Easter
-
Sunday
-
what
-
triumph
-
that
-
would
-
feel
-
if
-
we
-
could
-
think
-
like
-
that
-
again
-
and
-
then
-
there
-
is
-
in
-
crisis
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
eat
-
with
-
him
-
you
-
can't
-
read
-
this
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
how
-
many
-
of
-
you
-
know
-
Holman
-
Hunt's
-
famous
-
picture
-
two
-
of
-
them
-
one
-
in
-
Westminster
-
Abbey
-
which
-
is
-
quite
-
a
-
large
-
painting
-
on
-
a
-
rear
-
dos
-
behind
-
the
-
Lord's
-
table
-
and
-
the
-
other
-
one
-
is
-
a
-
much
-
smaller
-
effort
-
which
-
is
-
in
-
the
-
chapel
-
of
-
Keeble
-
College
-
in
-
Oxford
-
and
-
they're
-
virtually
-
identical
-
but
-
what
-
the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
is
-
saying
-
here
-
is
-
incidentally
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
may
-
have
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
will
-
know
-
that
-
that
-
verse
-
behold
-
I stand
-
at the
-
door
-
and
-
knock
-
has
-
been
-
used
-
evangelistically
-
very often
-
in summer
-
camps
-
to kind
-
of
-
challenge
-
people
-
to open
-
the door
-
of their
-
heart
-
to Christ
-
and let
-
him in
-
and been a big
-
discussion
-
against
-
amongst
-
certainly
-
evangelical
-
theologians
-
as to whether
-
that's a justified
-
use of it
-
I'm like
-
if it brings
-
somebody to
-
Christ
-
praise God
-
behold I
-
stand at the
-
door and
-
knock
-
if anybody
-
would open
-
there I'm
-
going to
-
come in
-
I'm going
-
to eat
-
with him
-
eating
-
had a
-
massive
-
significance
-
in ancient
-
culture
-
it wasn't
-
just about
-
you know
-
it'd be nice
-
for you to
-
come around
-
and have
-
steak and
-
chips
-
at
-
ours
-
this was
-
an ultimate
-
statement
-
of the
-
risen Christ
-
wanting to
-
share
-
fellowship
-
with
-
individuals
-
who'd
-
repented
-
to him
-
who
-
overcomes
-
says the
-
risen
-
Christ
-
they will
-
have the
-
right to
-
sit with
-
me
-
you remember
-
that in
-
scripture
-
we're told
-
that when
-
Jesus
-
ascended
-
into
-
heaven
-
he took
-
his seat
-
in heaven
-
at the
-
right hand
-
of God
-
I can't
-
quite
-
imagine how
-
this works
-
whether Jesus
-
was saying
-
come and
-
sit on
-
my knee
-
but what
-
Jesus is
-
saying is
-
come and
-
share
-
in the
-
fullness
-
of the
-
presence
-
of God
-
in
-
Christ
-
I really
-
love that
-
I love
-
it because
-
I can't
-
quite
-
imagine
-
it
-
but I
-
imagine
-
to meet
-
the risen
-
Christ
-
in heaven
-
would just
-
be an
-
amazing
-
thing
-
and to
-
those of
-
you who
-
are just
-
holding back
-
a little
-
bit because
-
you know
-
stuff's gone
-
wrong in
-
your life
-
you feel
-
like you've
-
you know
-
your life's
-
been
-
somebody put
-
it like
-
this you
-
know you
-
feel like
-
you've been
-
dealt a
-
tough set
-
of cards
-
through your
-
life
-
and you
-
don't know
-
why and
-
you would
-
love to
-
understand it
-
why and
-
you might
-
go to your
-
grave worrying
-
about what
-
you don't
-
know about
-
and probably
-
can't know
-
about one
-
day
-
says 1st
-
Corinthians
-
13 you
-
will know
-
as you
-
are fully
-
known
-
you'll be
-
welcomed into
-
the presence
-
of God
-
to sit
-
in the
-
honoured
-
guest seat
-
as Jesus
-
did
-
get a little
-
more of that
-
in Hebrews
-
about
-
God
-
sitting on
-
the right
-
hand of
-
God
-
so here's
-
my advice
-
to you
-
and that
-
is
-
tune
-
your
-
spiritual
-
antennae
-
in two
-
directions
-
firstly
-
I think
-
some of us
-
need to
-
hear from
-
God
-
say well
-
that's
-
never happened
-
to me
-
before
-
it doesn't
-
mean because
-
it's never
-
happened
-
it can't
-
happen
-
now
-
it can't
-
happen
-
tonight
-
tune
-
your
-
spiritual
-
antennae
-
that you
-
might
-
hear
-
what
-
Jesus
-
has been
-
saying
-
to you
-
in these
-
last few
-
weeks
-
but
-
there's
-
another
-
direction
-
that God
-
wants to
-
hear from
-
you
-
I mean
-
is this
-
the moment
-
been together
-
now for
-
seven weeks
-
I can't
-
believe it
-
can you
-
people keep
-
saying to
-
me
-
you must
-
be glad
-
I'm
-
like no
-
I'm
-
sad
-
I'm
-
very
-
sad
-
because I
-
think
-
you know
-
just to be
-
together with
-
the people
-
of God
-
sitting around
-
God's word
-
is such a
-
blessing
-
blessing
-
and maybe
-
all this
-
is working
-
up
-
to either
-
you
-
hearing from
-
God
-
something you
-
need to
-
hear about
-
your life
-
or God
-
needs to
-
hear from
-
you
-
maybe
-
repentance
-
and maybe
-
God's
-
calling you
-
to a
-
different
-
kind
-
of
-
future
-
never
-
forgotten
-
my
-
friend
-
Mike
-
another
-
Mike
-
quite a
-
few
-
of us
-
who
-
worked at
-
Bentall's
-
the big
-
store in
-
Kingston
-
in Surrey
-
and
-
if any
-
his family
-
kind of
-
went to
-
church
-
occasionally
-
he didn't
-
really go
-
with them
-
or anything
-
like that
-
he's kind
-
of been
-
around in
-
his background
-
a bit
-
and he
-
went out
-
to buy
-
a sandwich
-
at lunch
-
time
-
and it
-
started to
-
pour down
-
with rain
-
so he
-
dashed
-
into
-
Kingston
-
Parish
-
Church
-
just across
-
the road
-
from
-
Bentall's
-
and in
-
a moment
-
God
-
called him
-
to
-
ordination
-
and when
-
he told
-
me the
-
store
-
I said
-
you know
-
did you
-
have a
-
bit of
-
a job
-
persuading
-
the
-
bishop
-
and his
-
honchos
-
you know
-
that this
-
was some
-
authentic
-
deal
-
no
-
God
-
changed
-
the course
-
of his
-
life
-
because for
-
the first
-
time in
-
his life
-
he listened
-
to God
-
oh still
-
small voice
-
of calm
-
I love
-
that
-
I need
-
that
-
and there
-
are times
-
when God
-
needs to
-
hear from
-
me
-
to say
-
I turn
-
away from
-
my sin
-
and I
-
want to
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walk with
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you
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that there
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will be a
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day when
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you will
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come in
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metaphorically
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and eat
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with me
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listen
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I have
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loved
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these
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seven
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weeks
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and
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I'm
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still
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slightly
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well
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totally
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humbled
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and
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slightly
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confused
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that you
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come back
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in such
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numbers
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week by
-
week
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it makes
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me think
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you know
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is there
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a need
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for this
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and
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I'm not
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saying you
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know
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need to
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listen to
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my
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cue
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I'm
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just
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saying
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a need
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for us
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to kind
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of try
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and get
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to grips
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with
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scripture
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and I
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hope
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you know
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we'll have
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some more
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conversations
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with church
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leaders in
-
town
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and see
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if we
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can
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kind of
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do
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something
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that scratches
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you where
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you're rich
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maybe a
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little later
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in the
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year
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and if
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we did
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it would
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be lovely
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to see
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you
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so let
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me end
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by praying
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with you
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and then
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Julian will
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come and
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lead us
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in a
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song
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together
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and then
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my friend
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Martin
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suggested
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this
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we might
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just
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leave a
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little
-
time
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for anybody
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to say
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anything
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they wanted
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to
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I don't
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want
-
eulogies
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you know
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I really
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don't
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but I
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mean
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you know
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asking
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questions
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making
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suggestions
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how we
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could make
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it better
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etc
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etc
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so let's
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let's pray
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anyway
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our gracious
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Lord
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we
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we lament
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what we
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see
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in the
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life of
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that church
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in
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Laodicea
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and
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father
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the
-
indictment
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that
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these
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were
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people
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who
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thought
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they
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had
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everything
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but in
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your
-
eyes
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had
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nothing
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father
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that's
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a
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challenge
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that
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in our
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generally
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material
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culture
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cuts us
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to the
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heart
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and father
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we pray
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that
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through
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this
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teaching
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lord
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through
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the
-
ministry
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of your
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holy
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spirit
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we
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pray
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lord
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that
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you
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would
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show
-
us
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where
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we
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need
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to
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return
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to
-
you
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and
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give us
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the
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strength
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and the
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courage
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to do
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so
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and
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lord
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here
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are
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people
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who
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in their
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delusion
-
that they
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had
-
everything
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couldn't
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really
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find the
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right
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space
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in their
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lives
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for
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you
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and
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father
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I
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pray
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for
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any
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brother
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or
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sister
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in the
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house
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tonight
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who
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knows
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that's
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true
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of
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them
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lord
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that
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they
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might
-
hear
-
your
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hopeful
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gentle
-
call
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to
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repentance
-
lord
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to
-
recalibrate
-
lives
-
that
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are
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dedicated
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to
-
you
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perfect
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submission
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all
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is at
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rest
-
lord
-
give us
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the
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faith
-
to
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believe
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that
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if
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we
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submit
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to
-
you
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we
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will
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find
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that
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rest
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of
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which
-
your
-
word
-
speaks
-
so
-
father
-
we
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thank
-
you
-
for
-
this
-
time
-
together
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
those
-
who've
-
made
-
it
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possible
-
and
-
lord
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thank
-
you
-
for
-
those
-
who
-
faithfully
-
pulled
-
up
-
here
-
week
-
by
-
week
-
and
-
lord
-
as
-
i
-
pray
-
your
-
blessing
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upon
-
them
-
this
-
easter
-
i
-
pray
-
lord
-
that
-
they
-
may
-
be
-
blessed
-
and
-
lord
-
that
-
your
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blessing
-
in
-
them
-
might
-
spill
-
over
-
to
-
the
-
people
-
around
-
them
-
father
-
god
-
we
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pray
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
come
-
down
-
and
-
minister
-
to
-
us
-
and
-
lord
-
that
-
those
-
of us
-
who
-
need
-
to
-
speak
-
to
-
you
-
lord
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
hear
-
from
-
us
-
tonight
-
maybe
-
whenever
-
in
-
your
-
time
-
lord
-
in
-
your
-
time
-
through
-
jesus
-
christ
-
our
-
lord
-
and
-
the
-
people
-
who
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agreed
-
said
-
together
-
amen