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Jonah's Prayer

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  1. Previously on Jonah, it's not just about the fish. It's about sin. It's about a guy hearing God's voice.

  2. And God telling him, hey, go to the nation that are going to kill you and go and preach the gospel to them so they can be saved.

  3. And Jonah's like, what? If I do that, then they're going to kill us.

  4. Then my people, Jonah, being a highly partisan nationalist, that doesn't agree with him.

  5. And I ask you the question, do you want to hear God's voice? Like legit, for real.

  6. Do you want to hear God's voice regardless of whatever it might mean? Do you want to?

  7. I think on the surface, we say yes until we actually hear him tell us what he wants to tell us.

  8. And we're like, oh, maybe I'll pretend I can hear that.

  9. Maybe it'll be selective hearing because what you're calling me to do, I don't really want to do.

  10. And then, of course, he runs away. He goes away from the presence of God and he goes down and then he goes down.

  11. Then he goes down into the boat and then there's a storm. God uses a storm to wake him up.

  12. God uses a storm to show him that actually God does whatever he wants to do.

  13. That first song was one of my favorite songs. Sovereign over us.

  14. This idea that actually God is in complete control.

  15. He's the one who spoke to Jonah and said, hey, go to that enemy nation and go and save them.

  16. He's the one that then was there in the boat.

  17. He was the one that was there that then started the storm.

  18. He was the one that then calmed the storm.

  19. He was the one that then appointed the big fish.

  20. But of course, let's not get distracted by the fish because the book of Jonah is not about a fish.

  21. It's about sin. It's about people not trusting God, which is really what sin is.

  22. Sin is going to God and saying, I know what you're saying.

  23. I know what you're feeling, but I don't trust you.

  24. I don't trust you. I might say I trust you.

  25. I might sing about trusting you.

  26. But in reality, I don't know.

  27. I think I know what's best.

  28. So I'm going to run away.

  29. That's really sin.

  30. And so now we reach chapter two.

  31. And it's a fascinating passage here because, of course, there is the fish that gets appointed.

  32. Let's not look over that.

  33. But God has the power to whisper to a great fish in the ocean and say, hey, there's a guy who's currently swimming, just floating in the ocean.

  34. And I want you to go pick him up.

  35. I want you to go pick him up.

  36. And he's going to, it's like an Uber ride.

  37. You're going to pick him up.

  38. And then you turn into an Airbnb for three days and three nights.

  39. And then I'll tell you where to go.

  40. God can tell fish that.

  41. Just can we just let's not get distracted by it.

  42. But also let's not just get lost on the fact that this is this is God.

  43. He's sovereign.

  44. He can do whatever he wants.

  45. And finally, we get to hear a little bit more from Jonah.

  46. Because right up until now, he doesn't really speak much.

  47. God speaks to him and he runs away.

  48. He's trapped in the storm.

  49. And then the sailors go, hey, why aren't you crying out to your God?

  50. Why isn't your private faith of any public good?

  51. Why aren't you helping us?

  52. And what does Jonah do?

  53. Nothing.

  54. Doesn't speak at all until they cast lots.

  55. And then they find out that it's actually him.

  56. And then he's like, okay, it's me.

  57. Guilty as charged.

  58. But I'm not going to die without being defiant.

  59. You guys can pick me up and throw me into the sea.

  60. Because I would rather die than get to do what God is telling me to do.

  61. And so he gets thrown into the sea.

  62. And then the whale or the great fish comes.

  63. And finally, he speaks.

  64. And finally, there's a prayer.

  65. And finally, we get to see a little bit of his heart.

  66. As we're in chapter two, we're actually pivoting into essentially the second half of the book now.

  67. There's only four chapters.

  68. But we get to see a little bit more.

  69. And this is where it's exciting, where it does unfold like a TV drama.

  70. Because finally, the idiot prophet speaks.

  71. Finally, the rebellious runaway prophet shares what's on his heart.

  72. Don't we want to find out what it is?

  73. And I want to invite you, as you read it, the one thing I'll say is this.

  74. Everything's not quite as it seems.

  75. Just to kind of heighten the drama here.

  76. Everything is not quite as it seems.

  77. So we're going to read chapter two.

  78. I'm going to invite you to stand for the word of the Lord.

  79. We stand because it's what we're reading is something different.

  80. Not just a nice poem written by any person.

  81. These are the words of God.

  82. And however inconvenient it is, however hard it is to get up from the cushions on the floor,

  83. we stand because we are just filled with reverence and respect for what this word actually means.

  84. So Lord, would you soften our hearts?

  85. Would you open our ears and our hearts to receive your word today as we hear Jonah's prayer?

  86. Jonah chapter two.

  87. Then Jonah prayed to the Lord his God from the belly of the fish, saying,

  88. I called out to the Lord out of my distress, and he answered me.

  89. Out of the belly of Sheol I cried, and you heard my voice.

  90. For you cast me into the deep, into the heart of the seas, and the flood surrounded me.

  91. All your waves and your billows passed over me.

  92. Then I said, I'm driven away from your sight, yet I shall again look upon your holy temple.

  93. The waters closed in over me to take my life.

  94. The deep surrounded me.

  95. Weeds were wrapped about my head at the roots of the mountains.

  96. I went down to the land whose bars closed upon me forever.

  97. Yet you brought up my life from the pit.

  98. Oh Lord, my God.

  99. When my life was fainting away, I remembered the Lord, and my prayer came to you, into your holy temple.

  100. Those who pay regard to vain idols forsake their hope of steadfast love.

  101. But I, with the voice of thanksgiving, will sacrifice to you what I have vowed I will pay.

  102. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  103. And the Lord spoke to the fish, and it vomited Jonah out upon the dry land.

  104. This is the word of the Lord.

  105. Please take a seat.

  106. Thank you.

  107. As you hear that prayer, I'm just going to move this slightly out of the way, so I can see the rest of you guys.

  108. As you hear that prayer, what does it remind you of?

  109. There's another part of the Bible, there's another book in the Bible that it just seems to just reflect.

  110. Where is that?

  111. What does it remind you of as you hear his prayer?

  112. It reminds you of a psalm.

  113. This is a prayer that he finally speaks.

  114. After being silent for so long, he finally speaks, and he utters out this psalm.

  115. Of course, he's trapped in the belly of the fish.

  116. Now, which is actually quite a terrible thing if you think about it.

  117. If you think about this fishy story and being in this very fishy surrounding for three days and three nights,

  118. this is not a pleasant experience.

  119. And finally, he speaks.

  120. And when he speaks, he actually speaks basically the psalms.

  121. But what it is is actually not just his own words.

  122. Actually, Jonah here is doing a bit of a mixtape.

  123. He knows the scriptures.

  124. He knows the psalms.

  125. And he's basically, from his memory, basically quoting different parts.

  126. And he's creating a mixtape of the different psalms that he knows.

  127. And basically, compiling them into his own prayer.

  128. And just when we think, oh, man, getting swallowed up by a fish is bad.

  129. Here's the interesting thing.

  130. The fish is the thing that saves him.

  131. Because actually, without the fish, he's gone.

  132. He's dead.

  133. The fish is the thing that saves him.

  134. Which really sums up the whole book of the Bible.

  135. Salvation.

  136. Salvation through judgment.

  137. The judgment that Christ took for us.

  138. And so we're going to look at that and see what it actually means.

  139. Now, I want to do a little vote, just quickly.

  140. Sorry.

  141. Jonah's not been great so far.

  142. But we're hoping for a redemption story.

  143. Just as we're watching any TV series, we're hoping that some bad guy eventually will break

  144. bad and turn good.

  145. And we hope that the good guys don't turn bad.

  146. Right now, this is a pivot moment of the story.

  147. As you read the psalm, as you hear about this psalm, who's convinced here that Jonah has

  148. actually learned his lesson and he's going to have a change of heart and become a good

  149. guy?

  150. Put your hand up if you think he's going to be a good guy.

  151. Sounds like a good psalm.

  152. So, therefore, he's turning into a good guy.

  153. Who thinks he's actually quite skeptical and cynical?

  154. And you don't think he's actually learned his lesson, even though he's in the belly of

  155. the fish.

  156. Put your hand up if you think he's a bad guy.

  157. That's interesting.

  158. And as we look, okay, we take a peek into the story.

  159. Then he does go to Nineveh and he does do that.

  160. And we'll talk a little bit more about that next week.

  161. But what we see here in his prayer, I think, is really interesting.

  162. And I want to focus on one thing today, which is sin.

  163. Sin.

  164. When you choose to run away from God, what it actually means.

  165. The first thing is the life of sin essentially is the life of descent.

  166. You see, the moment he chooses to go away from God, he goes down.

  167. He goes down to Joppa.

  168. He goes down to the pier.

  169. He goes down to the boat.

  170. And when he's in the boat, he's in a storm.

  171. And then he has to get thrown down into the ocean.

  172. Everything is down.

  173. What this reminds me is that actually when we choose the life of sin, it is a slippery slope.

  174. Have you been there?

  175. Have you been there when actually you don't want to end up in that bad place, but you don't end up choosing straight away that thing.

  176. You choose the small thing first that ends up leading there.

  177. Sin is a slippery slope like that.

  178. Something that's broken my heart these last few years is we've heard time and time again, every few months, there's a church leader.

  179. There's a church pastor who falls to scandal and has been hiding something for years.

  180. And then it only just comes about later in life or even after they pass away.

  181. Actually, I was reflecting on this with Aaron the other time.

  182. And I was like, man, how do you end up there?

  183. Or rather, how do I not end up there?

  184. And then we're reflecting.

  185. We're like, you know what?

  186. I don't think any of those leaders or any of those pastors set off at the beginning of their careers and say, I'm going to head there.

  187. That's where I'm going to be.

  188. I'm going to live a life of deceit and sin and cover up and hypocrisy whilst I try and lead a church and point people to God.

  189. No.

  190. How's it happen?

  191. One small decision at a time.

  192. One slippery slope step that you make that ends up in the place.

  193. And often the first one is a completely harmless one.

  194. A completely harmless one.

  195. You think, oh, it's not really right or wrong.

  196. And then you make one move.

  197. But then before you know it, that leads to the next thing, leads to the next thing, leads to the next thing.

  198. Sin is, the life of sin is a life of descent.

  199. You see this.

  200. Verse 2, he says, if you've got your Bibles, please follow.

  201. Verse 2, he says, out of the belly of Sheol, which is the very bottom.

  202. He can't get anymore.

  203. It's the depths of hell there.

  204. So he starts off by going down to Joppa, by going down to the pier.

  205. And he ends up in the depths of hell.

  206. Sometimes when we're at home and we make the small choices and we think, oh, it's an innocent small decision that I'm making right here.

  207. It doesn't really mean much.

  208. When I go reach for my Bible or when I go reach for my remote control, it's really a harmless thing.

  209. But you see, all these small decisions actually play a part.

  210. And when you choose the life of sin, you end up choosing a life of descent and it heads down and down and down.

  211. Maybe just stop here and ask you, just in your mind, are you making any small decisions?

  212. Because it's always easier.

  213. As I said the other time, the devil provides transportation when you want to run away from God.

  214. It's easier.

  215. The remote control is always closer than your Bible.

  216. Your phone is always closer than your Bible.

  217. The icon for your app that you want to go on is always more attractive than the YouVersion Holy Bible app.

  218. It always looks more interesting to do something else.

  219. What's the small decision you're making?

  220. Have a think.

  221. And I'm going to put you on the spot here.

  222. Have a think.

  223. What decision are you making right now on a daily basis that actually seems neutral but it takes you down a certain place?

  224. For people who struggle with lust and temptations, you don't end up there straight away.

  225. There's always a pattern.

  226. There's always a route.

  227. There's always the first video that you watch.

  228. There's always something else.

  229. You start off with a video about cats and then you end up in a video all the way looking at something else.

  230. What's the small decision that you're making that leads you down that slippery slope?

  231. Because I'll tell you this.

  232. If you want to get rid of that, then you start with the small thing.

  233. You start with the small thing because once you get all the way to the end, that's just the momentum is there and you're just going to keep going down.

  234. He goes down to the belly of Sheol.

  235. Verse 3.

  236. He goes down into the deep, into the heart of the sea.

  237. The flood surrounds him.

  238. Why does God hate us choosing sin so much?

  239. Because it leads to death.

  240. He hates it.

  241. He hates sin because he loves us because he knows that every time we choose that road, it's a slippery slope that one, gets us further away from him and two, ends up in death.

  242. Romans 8.

  243. For to set the mind on the flesh leads to death.

  244. Where to set your mind on the spirit leads to life and peace.

  245. The life of sin is a life of descent.

  246. What's one small decision that you can make?

  247. There is hope here though.

  248. As he goes down this slippery slope, actually through this whole book, what it tells me, the one thing it tells me is even if you are at rock bottom, if you have lost everything that you've ever loved, if you've made every single mistake that you know you shouldn't have made,

  249. and you are completely rock bottom, there is hope for you because that means the only way is up.

  250. You can't go further down.

  251. It means there is only one direction you can go and that is up.

  252. And God, even the Assyrians, even the people who were the most evil empire in the whole history of mankind, with the values of ISIS and the power of the US, God still wanted to save.

  253. Does that speak to any of you?

  254. Have any of you gone to so far away from God that you don't feel as though you deserve any of his attention at all?

  255. This is for you then.

  256. Because that rock bottom place, God's not even scared of.

  257. Jonah ended up there.

  258. He picked one small decision that ended up going all the way down.

  259. He's at the rock bottom and yet God still tries to save him.

  260. Tim Keller says this, that you don't realize that Jesus is all you need until Jesus is all you have.

  261. You don't realize Jesus is all you need until Jesus is all you have.

  262. For those of us who have been to that rock bottom where you have lost everything and you know that your life is just, has no hope.

  263. Often it's at that moment where Jesus comes in.

  264. It's often at that moment where you realize that actually Jesus is all you need.

  265. But when we haven't hit rock bottom, we're still in that kind of lukewarm complacent stage and that's just as dangerous.

  266. This life of sin leads into the life of dissent.

  267. You're just kind of muddling in the middle.

  268. You don't even realize where you're at.

  269. You don't realize that you're actually drowning.

  270. Where are you?

  271. Every small decision we make is basically contributing to who we're becoming.

  272. So every time you have a decision to make, which way shall I go?

  273. What shall I watch?

  274. What shall I do?

  275. Who shall I hang out with?

  276. Who shall I spend more time with?

  277. Every single decision that you make contributes to who you are becoming.

  278. Who are you becoming?

  279. If we've got a catalog of all your small decisions, which direction is it pointing in?

  280. Is it going up or is it going down?

  281. Does it have a think about that?

  282. Because sin is a slippery slope.

  283. The life of sin is a life of dissent.

  284. And then the next point that I have to make, and I've only really got two points here today.

  285. The life of sin is a life of delusion.

  286. Have you been there where you're sinning?

  287. Again, the sinning word sounds so Christian-y and so cheesy and cringy.

  288. When you're just running away from God.

  289. When you're just like, God, I know what I should do, but I'm not doing it.

  290. And I know what I shouldn't do, but I'm going to do it.

  291. By the way, if you're in that spot, which often we all are, Romans 7 is your comfort.

  292. Because even the great apostle Paul, the greatest church pastor in the world, his words were,

  293. what I should do, I don't do.

  294. And what I shouldn't do, I do do.

  295. What a wretched being I am.

  296. That's Paul.

  297. That's Paul that's saying this.

  298. But here's the problem.

  299. When you choose sin, often, and I've seen this happen time again, and it breaks my heart.

  300. Especially, let's say, with young people who enter into some kind of relationship with someone who,

  301. who know they really shouldn't be spending that much time with, and yet it happens,

  302. whether it's friends or girlfriend or boyfriend.

  303. And suddenly, everyone else is wrong.

  304. And suddenly, it's them against the world.

  305. Have we been there?

  306. Have we seen that?

  307. The life of sin is a life of delusion.

  308. And I want to show you why through the book of Jonah here.

  309. He says, verse 2, if you're following.

  310. He finally prays.

  311. He's in the belly of the fish, and he prays, and he says,

  312. I called out to the Lord out of my distress.

  313. You did?

  314. You called out to God.

  315. When the sailors were coming to you and saying,

  316. what are you doing?

  317. Why are you asleep?

  318. Why are you here?

  319. Well, whose problem is this?

  320. You didn't call out.

  321. You stayed quiet.

  322. When you were exposed through casting lots,

  323. and we realized that you were the problem,

  324. you didn't say anything.

  325. You said, pick me up and hurl me into the sea.

  326. You didn't call out to God.

  327. Finally, now you say that you call out to God.

  328. Verse 4, then I said, I am driven away.

  329. Another version says, I am banished.

  330. Wait, you're banished, Jonah?

  331. You think you were banished?

  332. You were running away.

  333. Can you see that?

  334. Suddenly, even in his mind, as he's praying to this guy,

  335. and as he's quoting this mixtape of Psalms,

  336. you can see that actually his story is starting to get a little bit twisted

  337. into his own mind.

  338. What he's actually saying here,

  339. what he thinks actually happened here.

  340. The life of sin is a life of delusion

  341. because you start turning your story of events.

  342. You start thinking that other people are against you.

  343. You start thinking that God is against you.

  344. God did not banish him.

  345. God's been pursuing him.

  346. He's the one who's been running away.

  347. Do you have that?

  348. I had that.

  349. There was a young guy that I used to walk with

  350. and spend so much time with, of course,

  351. and then he found someone.

  352. And then suddenly, we didn't agree,

  353. or the whole community agreed.

  354. And then suddenly it becomes,

  355. and you can hear this story.

  356. This happens time and time again.

  357. Later on, they'll leave the church,

  358. and then they'll be like,

  359. oh, yeah, that church looks so judgmental,

  360. so this and so that.

  361. Have we seen that?

  362. Have we heard that?

  363. Have we said that ourselves?

  364. When really, when we choose a life of sin,

  365. often, we are on just a path of delusion ourselves,

  366. where we're trying to be in denial.

  367. Now, I'm not saying that every church

  368. is filled with grace and without judgment.

  369. The church needs to do a better job

  370. when we meet people, face people,

  371. who are making decisions that we don't agree with,

  372. where we can still call them out in truth,

  373. in love and with grace.

  374. And we shouldn't be judgmental in any way.

  375. We're all sinners.

  376. We're all blind.

  377. We're all lost.

  378. We're all cripples.

  379. Can you see what happens

  380. when you choose a life of sin?

  381. You start getting it twisted in your own mind.

  382. You start thinking that it's other people's problems.

  383. Are you in any problem right now?

  384. Are you treading water in the ocean right now,

  385. and you're actually attributing it to everyone else?

  386. Are you doing what Jonah's doing here,

  387. where he's getting his story twisted?

  388. Because if you are,

  389. then there's a simple reminder for you.

  390. Hey, it's okay.

  391. You may be heading to rock bottom.

  392. You may feel like you're drowning.

  393. It may even be your fault, but it's okay.

  394. Our God is bigger than that.

  395. Our God is sovereign, and he loves you,

  396. and he's trying to save you.

  397. He's trying to save you.

  398. Don't fight him.

  399. He did not drive you away.

  400. He did not banish you.

  401. You see, towards the end,

  402. now he does just do this psalm here.

  403. He basically has this collection of his own psalm,

  404. and psalms usually start off with the problem.

  405. I was in distress, and I called out to you,

  406. and finally you saved me.

  407. Hooray, hallelujah,

  408. praise the Lord.

  409. That's usually what happens.

  410. Towards the end of his psalm

  411. is when you really start to see

  412. his heart is actually getting exposed,

  413. that actually his heart has not changed one bit.

  414. He says this, verse eight,

  415. those who pay regard to vain idols

  416. forsake their hope of steadfast love.

  417. Another version would be,

  418. those who cling on to worthless idols,

  419. they lose, they forsake their chance at hope.

  420. But I, but I, but I, Jonah,

  421. the great Jonah, the Hebrew,

  422. the Israelite,

  423. with the voice of thanksgiving,

  424. will sacrifice to you what I have vowed I will pay.

  425. Who's he talking about there?

  426. Those who pay regard to vain idols

  427. forsake their hope of steadfast love.

  428. He's not talking about himself.

  429. He's talking about the Assyrians.

  430. He's talking about the Ninevites.

  431. He's talking about the pagan sailors.

  432. He's talking about all the other people

  433. who pay regard to all these other vain idols,

  434. these other gods that won't be able to save them.

  435. He's in the end of his psalm.

  436. He's looking at them going,

  437. man, you guys know nothing.

  438. I'm the one who worships the God,

  439. the true God.

  440. I'm going to sacrifice to him.

  441. But you guys pay regard to these worthless idols.

  442. And because of that,

  443. you forsake your chance at hope.

  444. You'll forsake your chance of steadfast love.

  445. What is steadfast love?

  446. The word there means loving kindness,

  447. means faithfulness.

  448. You don't get all the goodness

  449. that you've got in store for you

  450. because you're paying regard to these things.

  451. You're clinging onto these idols.

  452. And I'll ask the question again.

  453. We always need to ask this question.

  454. I always need to ask this question.

  455. What vain idols do I have?

  456. What are the things that I'm holding onto

  457. thinking that this is going to be the thing that saves me?

  458. This is going to be the float that I have,

  459. my soap hole,

  460. this vain idol,

  461. this thing that actually ultimately

  462. will end up being useless.

  463. What are the things are you holding onto?

  464. Is it the number in your bank account?

  465. Is it the job title that you have?

  466. Is it the relationship that you have?

  467. Is it the person that you know?

  468. Every day we have to surrender these things

  469. and go,

  470. God, man,

  471. without knowing,

  472. I've trusted in that.

  473. How do you know you're trusting in the wrong thing

  474. when you see how it affects you

  475. when you lose it?

  476. How do you know when,

  477. actually,

  478. you've paid too much attention

  479. to this vain idol,

  480. which is relationship with people,

  481. approval with people,

  482. which is the moment

  483. someone who you want approval from

  484. sends you a message

  485. that makes you think that

  486. they don't like you,

  487. that just gets you all going

  488. and you suddenly,

  489. lo, lo, lo, lo,

  490. you don't know what to do with yourself

  491. and you're waiting for them to reply to you,

  492. you're waiting for them to come and see you

  493. just to make sure that you're okay with them.

  494. Don't you have those moments?

  495. Or when you're worried about your job?

  496. Or when you're worried about your future?

  497. Things that you think that you can do to control

  498. when you realize,

  499. like,

  500. actually,

  501. you can't control anything.

  502. We're not sovereign.

  503. Only God is.

  504. So Jonah here looks at those people

  505. and says,

  506. ha,

  507. they're the problem.

  508. Interestingly,

  509. as you look at this psalm,

  510. he mentions the word I 23 times.

  511. He's in the belly of the fish

  512. and he's doing basically

  513. a mixtape of psalms

  514. about himself.

  515. He's talking about himself

  516. constantly

  517. and how good he is.

  518. This delusion that he has,

  519. that actually God was the one

  520. that took me here,

  521. it's not really my fault.

  522. I'll tell you one thing

  523. that you don't see in all of this.

  524. He says,

  525. sorry God.

  526. What you don't see

  527. is confession.

  528. You see him blaming

  529. other people.

  530. You see him blaming

  531. other things.

  532. This is what I've often said.

  533. You can tell

  534. how close someone is to God

  535. by the way they talk to him.

  536. You can tell

  537. how close two friends are

  538. or how close two sisters are

  539. by the way they talk to each other.

  540. Right?

  541. You can tell

  542. what's in your heart

  543. by the way that you pray.

  544. When was the last time you prayed?

  545. Growing up,

  546. most of us,

  547. we pray

  548. usually at least one time.

  549. If we're growing up

  550. in a Christian family,

  551. we'll pray one time

  552. and that is around

  553. the dinner table

  554. and it is a customary prayer

  555. that we've learned to recite

  556. which has no personal meaning

  557. whatsoever.

  558. We're just so used to praying it

  559. and that's it.

  560. What does that tell you

  561. about your relationship

  562. with God?

  563. If I hung out

  564. with Aidan and Erica

  565. and all they said

  566. was the equivalent

  567. to that Chinese prayer

  568. at the dinner table,

  569. and that's all they said

  570. to each other,

  571. what would that tell me

  572. about their marriage?

  573. Because Aidan is not

  574. a man of few words.

  575. He can speak

  576. lyrical for days

  577. so that's not going

  578. to be the problem.

  579. But how we speak to God,

  580. how we pray,

  581. will indicate to us

  582. how close we are to him

  583. or what we're actually

  584. thinking about.

  585. If I did an audit

  586. of your prayer,

  587. now please don't feel

  588. conscious or insecure

  589. when I'm praying with you

  590. and you're like,

  591. man, James is just

  592. judging my prayer

  593. and what I'm saying,

  594. but I'm not,

  595. but maybe a little bit.

  596. But man,

  597. I'll tell you

  598. what that does for me

  599. when I'm praying,

  600. even when I'm on my own,

  601. even when I'm praying

  602. with my kids,

  603. I'm like,

  604. actually,

  605. what picture of God

  606. am I painting to my kids

  607. when I'm praying with them?

  608. You know?

  609. And as pastor,

  610. I'm guilty.

  611. Sometimes when I'm praying

  612. for the kids at nighttime

  613. when they sleep,

  614. and to be honest,

  615. the majority of my mind

  616. is just going,

  617. Lord, please help them sleep.

  618. Please help them sleep

  619. straight through the night.

  620. Please keep them quiet

  621. the rest of the night.

  622. Let us all have a good rest

  623. and let's all wake up

  624. and our snotty nose

  625. will be gone

  626. and our cough will be gone.

  627. Please.

  628. And I look back

  629. and I go,

  630. man,

  631. I think I'm painting

  632. a picture to them

  633. that God is just someone

  634. who will help them sleep,

  635. that they should sleep,

  636. that God wants them to sleep,

  637. otherwise they'll be in trouble

  638. if they don't sleep,

  639. and that actually,

  640. that God just is going

  641. to help them be healthy.

  642. And that's it.

  643. We'll help them pass their exams.

  644. We'll help them get the job

  645. that they want.

  646. We'll help them get the life

  647. that they want.

  648. What's your prayer like?

  649. Have a think.

  650. So I force myself

  651. when I'm praying,

  652. I'm like,

  653. God,

  654. I want to pray to you.

  655. I want to talk to you

  656. from the bottom of my heart.

  657. I want to be real to you.

  658. Because I want to share with you

  659. what's real on my heart.

  660. What's on yours?

  661. Let's do a self-audit

  662. of our prayers

  663. because that is so important.

  664. He doesn't confess at all.

  665. In fact,

  666. when he says,

  667. but I,

  668. with the voice of thanksgiving,

  669. will sacrifice to you

  670. what I have vowed,

  671. I will pay.

  672. He's saying,

  673. God,

  674. those people,

  675. those pagans,

  676. those unholy people,

  677. they do this.

  678. They have no hope.

  679. They're going to die.

  680. But I,

  681. from the belly of this fish,

  682. I will sacrifice to you.

  683. And you know what God's saying?

  684. God's saying,

  685. man,

  686. 1 Samuel 15,

  687. he's saying,

  688. it's better to obey

  689. than to sacrifice.

  690. I don't need your sacrifice.

  691. I don't need all your things.

  692. I don't need your sorry,

  693. not sorry.

  694. If you love me,

  695. you'll obey me.

  696. That's what Jesus said.

  697. Why?

  698. Because you'll obey me

  699. because you trust me.

  700. And you trust me

  701. because you love me.

  702. That's what I'm after.

  703. Not just this.

  704. Have you been there

  705. when you've had an argument

  706. with someone?

  707. I have,

  708. and I can safely say this

  709. because Christina can't hear

  710. as she's teaching the kids right now.

  711. I've been there as a husband.

  712. Have you prayed?

  713. No,

  714. not you prayed.

  715. I haven't prayed to my wife.

  716. That will be heresy.

  717. Have you said sorry

  718. to your wife,

  719. but you're not actually sorry?

  720. Yes.

  721. Who just said that?

  722. Danny.

  723. Every day.

  724. Whoa.

  725. Spicy.

  726. I've done it.

  727. John,

  728. you've done it.

  729. And I'll tell you

  730. what the sorry is.

  731. Oh, man.

  732. I'm sorry you feel that way.

  733. I'm sorry that you're so immature

  734. that you can't see above

  735. my higher reasoning

  736. and my higher level of love.

  737. I'm sorry that you're in

  738. this emotional mess right now.

  739. But honestly,

  740. I'm not really sorry.

  741. I'm just sorry

  742. that we're having this conversation

  743. right now

  744. when I could be playing 2K.

  745. But instead,

  746. I'm sitting here

  747. trying to reconcile.

  748. I am literally sorry

  749. that we're here.

  750. But I'm not sorry about you.

  751. I'm not sorry about what I did.

  752. I think that's what Jonah's doing here.

  753. It's just like,

  754. man,

  755. it sucks that I'm in the belly of the fish.

  756. And that's all I'm sorry for.

  757. Have you been there?

  758. I think as a church,

  759. as Christians,

  760. we've lost the art of confession.

  761. We've lost the art of going,

  762. man,

  763. when we just own up

  764. and just go,

  765. man,

  766. I am sorry

  767. because I did something wrong.

  768. And so I repent

  769. and I turn around

  770. and I change my ways.

  771. That's a different kind of sorry.

  772. Jonah does not have

  773. that kind of sorry.

  774. We don't talk about confession

  775. because often we don't like

  776. talking about sin.

  777. We don't like talking about sin

  778. because we don't want to repent

  779. because we don't really want

  780. to change our ways.

  781. But we have to talk about repentance.

  782. We have to talk about sin

  783. because there is grace.

  784. There's a quote that says this.

  785. Dietrich Bonhoeffer says this,

  786. cheap grace is the preaching

  787. of forgiveness

  788. without requiring repentance.

  789. Baptism without discipline.

  790. Communion without confession.

  791. Absolution without personal confession.

  792. Cheap grace is grace

  793. without discipleship.

  794. Grace without the cross.

  795. Grace without Jesus Christ.

  796. We must learn to confess.

  797. We must learn to repent

  798. because sin is serious

  799. because sin kills.

  800. It leads to death.

  801. But God hates sin

  802. because of that death.

  803. And so he calls us to repentance.

  804. What is repentance?

  805. These Christian-y words,

  806. repentance,

  807. it just means turn around.

  808. Turn around.

  809. Where you're going

  810. is going downhill

  811. and you'll end up

  812. in the bottom of the ocean.

  813. Turn around.

  814. That's all he's saying.

  815. When sometimes we picture that guy,

  816. that crazy guy standing on the street

  817. with his big wooden board

  818. saying repent

  819. for the kingdom of God is near.

  820. And it just sounds so crazy.

  821. It's just a father

  822. telling his children,

  823. turn around.

  824. If you run out onto that road,

  825. that bus will kill you.

  826. That's all he's saying.

  827. It's about relationship.

  828. It's about saying,

  829. come back around.

  830. But we have to learn

  831. to turn around

  832. because if we don't turn around,

  833. then we will get killed.

  834. Does that make sense?

  835. We have to learn confession.

  836. We have to learn repentance.

  837. And it finishes with this.

  838. What I vowed I will pay.

  839. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  840. Scholars have said

  841. that's the key verse

  842. in the whole of this book.

  843. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  844. Why?

  845. Because he's the one

  846. in complete control.

  847. He's the one that firstly

  848. spoke to Jonah

  849. at the very beginning.

  850. He's the one that was with him

  851. in the ocean.

  852. He's the one that sent the fish.

  853. Everything.

  854. Jesus saves is what it's saying.

  855. Scholars will also say

  856. this isn't just the central line

  857. for this book.

  858. This is the central line

  859. of this whole book.

  860. Salvation belongs to God.

  861. That we are people

  862. who are heading down,

  863. who are drowning,

  864. and yet God comes to save us.

  865. That's it.

  866. That's what that final verse is.

  867. Actually, he does get something right

  868. in his mixtape here.

  869. Verse six, he says this.

  870. I went down to the land

  871. whose bars closed upon me forever.

  872. Yet you,

  873. yet you,

  874. brought me up.

  875. Yet you came to save me.

  876. Years later,

  877. the apostle Paul

  878. will say this in Ephesians 2.

  879. We were dead in our sins.

  880. We were dead in the trespasses

  881. of our sins.

  882. We were following

  883. the course of this world.

  884. We were carrying out

  885. the desires of our flesh,

  886. but God,

  887. rich in mercy,

  888. because of the great love

  889. that he had for us,

  890. makes us alive again.

  891. That pivot there,

  892. where we are,

  893. yet you,

  894. but God

  895. is the thing that turns it.

  896. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  897. Jesus is the one

  898. who saves.

  899. In Acts 4,

  900. it says this,

  901. there is salvation

  902. in no one else.

  903. No one else can save

  904. but the name

  905. of Jesus.

  906. Jesus is the only one

  907. who dove into that ocean

  908. to save us,

  909. to bring us out

  910. of that storm

  911. and sacrificing his life

  912. whilst doing so.

  913. The word Jesus himself,

  914. the root word,

  915. is Yeshua.

  916. Which means Jesus saves.

  917. Do you recognize that?

  918. That Jesus has saved you?

  919. Or do you still think

  920. that you're trying

  921. to save yourself?

  922. In your very admirable,

  923. noble pursuits

  924. to being a good person,

  925. to being a good Christian,

  926. are you still trying

  927. to save yourself?

  928. I know my brother

  929. often likes to ask

  930. this question to people

  931. and he got it

  932. from somewhere else

  933. because he doesn't come up

  934. with these good things himself.

  935. He asks people the question,

  936. hey,

  937. how do you know

  938. you're going to get into heaven?

  939. How do you know

  940. that you're going

  941. to get into heaven?

  942. Have a think now,

  943. what would your answer be?

  944. Just a moment of silence

  945. just to keep you on edge

  946. in case I might ask you.

  947. Don't worry,

  948. I won't ask you.

  949. What is,

  950. your answer to that question

  951. will tell us

  952. whether you truly understand

  953. that Jesus saves.

  954. Because if you say,

  955. if I ask Danny,

  956. how do you know

  957. you're going to get into heaven?

  958. Don't worry,

  959. I'll answer for you.

  960. Yes.

  961. This is the only way

  962. I keep Danny awake,

  963. by the way.

  964. Because the alpha videos

  965. didn't do it.

  966. KO'd,

  967. KO'd

  968. in the middle

  969. of the third one.

  970. He nearly got

  971. to the third round.

  972. If your answer

  973. to that question,

  974. how do you know

  975. you're going to get

  976. into heaven?

  977. If your answer

  978. starts with I,

  979. you've lost.

  980. If it's,

  981. well,

  982. I think I'm a good person.

  983. Or,

  984. yeah,

  985. I go to church.

  986. Oh yeah,

  987. I go and listen

  988. to sermons.

  989. I listen to worship music

  990. sometimes

  991. to keep me calm

  992. when I'm on the MTR

  993. and I'm filled and surrounded

  994. with crowds and people.

  995. If your answer

  996. starts with I,

  997. you've missed the point.

  998. You've missed the point

  999. of this whole book.

  1000. Salvation belongs

  1001. to the Lord.

  1002. The only way

  1003. that you can get

  1004. to heaven

  1005. if it starts

  1006. with Jesus.

  1007. Because Jesus,

  1008. yet you,

  1009. but God,

  1010. Jesus saved me.

  1011. That's the only way.

  1012. Do we truly understand

  1013. that's what he's trying

  1014. to get at here?

  1015. See,

  1016. Jonah,

  1017. knows all the right

  1018. words to say.

  1019. He makes two theological

  1020. confessions so far

  1021. in these two chapters.

  1022. First of all,

  1023. in chapter one,

  1024. when they ask him

  1025. who the heck he is,

  1026. he says,

  1027. I am a Hebrew

  1028. and I fear the Lord,

  1029. the God of heaven

  1030. who made the sea

  1031. and the dry land.

  1032. This theological confession,

  1033. which is like,

  1034. it's like a creed.

  1035. Of course,

  1036. it's all ironic

  1037. because you fear the one

  1038. who is in control

  1039. of the sea

  1040. and is currently

  1041. responsible for this storm,

  1042. which doesn't make sense

  1043. at all.

  1044. So that's his first confession.

  1045. His second one

  1046. talks about salvation

  1047. belongs to the Lord.

  1048. It seems like he gets it.

  1049. It sounds like he gets it,

  1050. but we actually find out

  1051. that he doesn't actually get it.

  1052. Do you know the right words

  1053. to say,

  1054. but you don't actually

  1055. truly understand the gospel?

  1056. Do you pay lip service

  1057. to God

  1058. and you sing those songs,

  1059. but you don't actually

  1060. truly believe

  1061. that you were drowning?

  1062. You actually think

  1063. you're a decent person

  1064. that actually you can

  1065. make it to heaven yourself

  1066. by being a decent person

  1067. when the reality is

  1068. no one is good.

  1069. I'm not good.

  1070. Definitely not good.

  1071. Baby Micah,

  1072. definitely not good.

  1073. Incredibly sinful being

  1074. right there.

  1075. Cries whenever he gets,

  1076. whenever he doesn't get

  1077. what he wants.

  1078. Needs to sleep,

  1079. but doesn't want to sleep.

  1080. Don't you have that?

  1081. I have that.

  1082. If your answer starts

  1083. with I,

  1084. you've lost.

  1085. But it starts with Jesus,

  1086. then he's won.

  1087. You've won.

  1088. That's what it is.

  1089. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  1090. There is only one name.

  1091. Don't just pay lip service

  1092. and say that you trust in Jesus,

  1093. but you actually don't really.

  1094. You still think that you can

  1095. swim your way out

  1096. of this trouble?

  1097. That ain't gonna happen.

  1098. There is no float

  1099. that will save you

  1100. from this deep storm

  1101. in this deep ocean.

  1102. Apart from Jesus himself.

  1103. But it starts with confession.

  1104. And I want us to do

  1105. the very thing

  1106. that Jonah failed to do.

  1107. To actually say sorry

  1108. and actually mean it.

  1109. Can we do that?

  1110. Can we have a think

  1111. about what that actually means?

  1112. And I want to do this

  1113. in two ways.

  1114. If you are a visitor here

  1115. and you're not plugged in

  1116. and you don't know

  1117. the people around you,

  1118. then I want you just

  1119. to make a confession

  1120. in your own heart.

  1121. Now, at some point,

  1122. it is of infinite worth

  1123. and incredibly helpful

  1124. for you to actually say out

  1125. what it is that you're confessing.

  1126. And it's not,

  1127. look,

  1128. and it's not a mysterious

  1129. religious thing.

  1130. It's a,

  1131. God, I'm sorry

  1132. because I chose this.

  1133. God, I'm sorry

  1134. because I don't actually trust you.

  1135. I've realized that now.

  1136. God, I'm sorry

  1137. because I thought,

  1138. I think

  1139. that actually what people

  1140. think of me

  1141. is important,

  1142. more important

  1143. than what you think of me.

  1144. God, I'm sorry

  1145. because I'm holding on

  1146. to my money too tightly

  1147. when in reality

  1148. that money came from you

  1149. and can vanish in a second.

  1150. Whatever it is,

  1151. I invite you just

  1152. to confess it in your heart.

  1153. That's the beginning

  1154. of you being saved.

  1155. We talked about this before, right?

  1156. It's really hard

  1157. for a lifeguard

  1158. to save someone

  1159. who's trying to fight

  1160. their way to swim

  1161. out of the ocean themselves.

  1162. You just got to relax

  1163. and let the lifeguard

  1164. do the work, right?

  1165. I think that's how it's working.

  1166. If you're fighting,

  1167. then you got to confess

  1168. and you just got to let it go

  1169. and do it in your heart.

  1170. We have a space

  1171. for you to do that.

  1172. But if you're sitting

  1173. next to someone

  1174. who actually you do know

  1175. and you do trust,

  1176. and I hope

  1177. from the bottom of my heart

  1178. that you have that someone

  1179. here,

  1180. otherwise all of this

  1181. is pointless, honestly,

  1182. then let's all just go home,

  1183. stay at home,

  1184. put on YouTube

  1185. and watch a John Piper sermon.

  1186. If you have someone

  1187. around you

  1188. who actually you do trust,

  1189. then can you share that

  1190. with that person?

  1191. And if someone

  1192. shares something with you,

  1193. can you actually

  1194. respect that space,

  1195. respect that person,

  1196. don't judge that person

  1197. because you're drowning too,

  1198. and actually pray

  1199. for that person.

  1200. The book of James

  1201. says confess your sins

  1202. and be healed.

  1203. Don't you want healing?

  1204. Don't we all

  1205. want healing?

  1206. Whether it's on a physical level,

  1207. on an emotional level,

  1208. on a spiritual level.

  1209. We all know

  1210. deep down in our bodies

  1211. and in our souls

  1212. and in our hearts

  1213. that something's

  1214. not quite right,

  1215. that we need

  1216. the healing of Christ

  1217. in there.

  1218. Confess your sins

  1219. and be healed.

  1220. So turn to the person

  1221. next to you and go,

  1222. man, I just want

  1223. to confess this.

  1224. Actually,

  1225. even if I don't know you,

  1226. I just want to,

  1227. can I just say this out?

  1228. It might even be better.

  1229. You don't know my name,

  1230. but this is my deepest sin.

  1231. I truly believe

  1232. that even as I'm speaking

  1233. right now,

  1234. I think you know

  1235. exactly what I'm talking about.

  1236. There are some here

  1237. who know exactly

  1238. what you need to let go

  1239. and you've just not

  1240. been letting it go.

  1241. Repent.

  1242. Turn around.

  1243. Let go.

  1244. Let the lifeguard save you.

  1245. Because he saved me.

  1246. And he'll save you.

  1247. Salvation belongs to the Lord.

  1248. And after that,

  1249. we're going to have

  1250. a time of communion.

  1251. And this ties in with this.

  1252. And I'm going to ask Johnny

  1253. to help us do this.

  1254. Communion for us

  1255. is a way just

  1256. to bring whatever it is

  1257. that has been heavy on us

  1258. and remind us

  1259. that actually all of this

  1260. has been dealt with

  1261. by Christ.

  1262. And as a family,

  1263. we do this together.

  1264. So those are a few things

  1265. that we're going to do

  1266. and I'm going to invite

  1267. the worship team.

  1268. Sam, are you going to play

  1269. the piano

  1270. even with the carrier?

  1271. Is that good?

  1272. If not, I can...

  1273. Can I invite you

  1274. just to close your eyes

  1275. and bow your heads

  1276. and...

  1277. Just ask the Lord

  1278. what it is

  1279. that you might need

  1280. to confess.

  1281. what it is

  1282. that you might need

  1283. to let go.

  1284. confession sounds serious

  1285. and Christian-y

  1286. and...

  1287. but if you've got

  1288. the heart of it

  1289. that it's just

  1290. he loves you

  1291. and wants you

  1292. to turn back to him.

  1293. Spend a moment now

  1294. and just...

  1295. bring it to him.

  1296. And if you're not even

  1297. quite sure

  1298. what it might be,

  1299. ask him.

  1300. He'll tell you.

  1301. Now if you have something

  1302. in your mind

  1303. and heart already

  1304. that you know

  1305. that you should

  1306. confess...

  1307. can I ask you

  1308. to maybe

  1309. repeat after me

  1310. and you can fill

  1311. in the blanks

  1312. yourself.

  1313. We say,

  1314. Jesus,

  1315. I'm sorry.

  1316. I'm so sorry.

  1317. I'm sorry for this.

  1318. You can fill in

  1319. the blanks yourself.

  1320. I know that really

  1321. is just because

  1322. I've forgotten

  1323. how good you are.

  1324. How much you love me.

  1325. And I repent.

  1326. And I turn around

  1327. and run back

  1328. towards you.

  1329. Because you are good.

  1330. You do love me.

  1331. And even if I hit

  1332. rock bottom,

  1333. your grace catches me.

  1334. And your grace

  1335. is enough.

  1336. Thank you, Lord,

  1337. for saving me.

  1338. It's in your name

  1339. I pray.

  1340. Amen.

  1341. Amen.