Sermon
The Gospel is Free but Never Cheap
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And tonight we're going to look at Ephesians chapter 2 verses 1 to 10, which is what you
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just had read to you, a bit of a giveaway.
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And I want to start just by doing an introduction which was provoked by me looking at and listening
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to Russell Herbert on Sunday, something in the chapter that goes before, where Paul talks
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about in verse 13, he says this, hang on, I've just lost my place, good start.
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But he talks about how the Ephesians heard the gospel and gave themselves to it.
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And I just wanted to say a word about the gospel.
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And before I start proper, I do just want to say that I'm going to give, you know, what
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they would call in a university a trigger warning, which I don't really believe in.
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But I just thought I would.
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And that is that what I'm going to do this evening is give some kind of exposition to these verses.
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And what you need to know is quite, some of this is quite hard stuff.
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And all I'm trying to do is give my feeble understanding of what I think is plainly written in scripture.
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Unfortunately, I think it's widely accepted today.
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And if you don't want to accept it, I mean, that's down to you.
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I can't make you believe anything.
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But just to warn you that some of this is, I think, difficult teaching and difficult for us to kind of think about.
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One of the things that's very clear to me about the gospel message is this, that you can't add to it, neither can you subtract from it by distorting it completely.
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In the early church, the early fathers of the church spent lots and lots of time trying to sort out what was heresy from what was mainline teaching.
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You have to understand that those early fathers didn't have the canon of the Bible in its complete form.
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It's one of the things that I think mystifies a lot of Christians today is that the early apostles only had the Old Testament to preach the gospel from.
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I mean, you all imagine that, you know, how would you go about it?
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I mean, don't put your hands up, but, you know, that's a good question.
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And the emphasis on the gospel in these verses and throughout the New Testament, as a matter of fact, is it's about an audio experience.
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It's about hearing.
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And all the way through the New Testament, the emphasis on the gospel has to be heard.
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As we'll see as we go through these verses, there's nothing that you can do to save yourself.
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But it's hearing the gospel, I suppose, the kind of main place for, I mean, there's several places, but I picked this one because I think it makes the point very, very clearly.
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Romans chapter 10 and verse 10 or thereabouts.
Romans 10 chapter mention
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And Paul says this.
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He says, consequently, he's talking about the gospel and he defines it earlier in chapter 10.
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If you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
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And then he goes on and asks a really good question.
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He asks in verse 15, I think.
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He says, and how can they preach unless they are sent?
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As it is written, how beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news.
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He says, but not all the Israelites accepted the good news.
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Isaiah said, Lord, who has believed our message?
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Then Paul says, consequently.
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That is, as a consequence of this question, how will people ever get the gospel if nobody preaches it to them?
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Paul says this.
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He said, consequently, faith comes from hearing the message.
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And the message is heard through the word of Christ.
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So the emphasis here is on hearing.
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And you know that in history, some of you will have heard this and very lightly, quietly applauded in your hearts this.
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But do you remember, for instance, St. Francis of Assisi, the kind of strange, spiritual Dr. Doolittle who taught to the animals.
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He said, preach the gospel at all times and if necessary, use words.
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Why is that wrong?
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Faith comes through hearing.
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Words are important in the whole of scripture, but in particular, words are important in relation to the gospel.
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And today, we hear this stuff, I hear people doing all the time, kind of claiming the authority of the gospel to underline their personal cause and interest.
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See, the ramifications of the gospel, of course it has ramifications for the environment, but the gospel is not the gospel of the environment.
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There are many of you involved in doing great things, as far as I can best tell, in relation to social action.
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I heard an American preacher the other day, we need to display the fact that the social gospel is the gospel.
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It's not.
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The gospel is about Jesus Christ.
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And the reason why it's free but never cheap is that on the cross of Calvary, Jesus took what we deserve, died and rose again.
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And this is a very much, I was looking through a Sunday magazine recently and there was an advertisement for plastic surgery.
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And I wasn't considering it, but I looked at it and there were two photographs.
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And one was a picture of this lady before she had plastic surgery.
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It was her face, not anything else.
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And then next to that was a picture of her after plastic surgery.
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And I'd have to say, you know, she did look a bit better, if a little stretched.
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And this kind of before and after picture is very much, I think, what Paul is talking about in Ephesians chapter 2.
Ephesians 2 chapter mention
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And he starts out with these words, which if you give me a minute, I'll recover.
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He starts out with these words, which are not entirely encouraging, are they, for us?
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He says that, here we go, sorry, how do I tighten this up?
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Somebody help me.
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It's like watching a guy put up a deck chair.
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Is that all right?
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Yeah.
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Got it.
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Thank you.
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So, you didn't realise you got cabaret as well, did you?
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He starts out by saying this.
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For, sorry, as for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins.
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I mean, that's a pretty wild thing to say to people who aren't dead.
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And Paul uses two very different words here.
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Transgressions is a translation of the Greek word paraptoma.
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And it basically means overstepping a mark, overstepping positively, willfully overstepping the mark.
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So, an example would be, when I was at college, only fellows at the college could stand on the grass in the quadrangle.
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And a big sign's up saying, you know, do not step on the grass.
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Well, of course, that was just a temptation to everybody.
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You know, people would stand there doing that, just to touch the grass.
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Well, that's paraptoma.
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That is willfully disobeying a regulation in the way that you overstepped the mark.
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That's what the word transgression is.
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The other word is your sins.
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And Paul here, many of you might know this, borrows on a word from the world of archery.
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And, as you know, archers load their bows and then fire and hopefully hit the target.
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And hamartia was the word when you missed the mark, missed the target.
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And here, I'm going to come back to that in a minute because I think it also reminds us of something else important.
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Paul says this, I've heard about, sorry, you're dead in your trespasses and sins,
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in which you used to live when you followed the ways of the world and the ruler of the kingdom of the air.
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And it's a clear reference to Satan.
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And the reason why this is important is that this is very much a before and after.
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I said to you last week by way of introduction that this gospel,
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if you could just give me a moment for a brief recap,
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this gospel is, sorry, this epistle is about who we are in Christ.
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And I said that is our primary identity as Christians.
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Then I said it tells us what we were before we became Christians,
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and this passage very directly speaks into that.
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And it tells us how we're supposed to live in the light of God's spiritual blessings.
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And then I asked the question, based on the end of verse 10 of chapter 1,
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is are we focused enough on God's promised future?
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Or are we, in the Western church, very this worldly?
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So Paul is basically telling them here that they've got big problems.
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And of course, just to remind you that the framework of these verses,
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you could put in these terms, diagnosis, prognosis, and cure.
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The diagnosis really fulfills what Paul's on about in the first three chapters of Romans,
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where he concludes by saying,
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all have sinned, no exception,
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all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
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That's the diagnosis.
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The prognosis is death.
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And of course, medieval theologians banged on about this.
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We're really talking about two deaths,
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if you're Lazarus, three.
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The first death is the death that the writer of Genesis talks about.
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When you remember in Genesis chapters 2 and chapter 3,
Genesis 2 chapter mention
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there they are in this marvelous garden,
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more beautiful than any garden you've ever been through in your lives.
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And God says to the man,
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the woman hasn't arrived at this point,
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he says to the man,
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you can do whatever you like in this garden,
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but you must not eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil.
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Do whatever you like, but don't do that.
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Then the word tells us it wasn't good for man to be alone,
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and so he came up with women.
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And it was in the garden,
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and one thing they couldn't do,
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and when God threatened this,
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he said, if you do this, you will surely die.
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So as we know, the fruit gets picked and eaten,
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and then the devil shows up in chapter 3.
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He says this,
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before the fruit is eaten,
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he says,
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you can't, you don't believe God.
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You won't die if you eat this fruit.
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Go ahead.
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So they do.
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And of course, part of the mystery is,
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they don't die.
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They stay on the planet,
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and in a very long chain of cause and effect,
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that's partly why we're here today.
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But they died spiritually.
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Their relationship with God was impaired.
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All have sinned,
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and fall short of the glory of God.
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You don't meet many people, do you,
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who claim to be sinless?
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Though I did meet one.
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I used to visit with his wife,
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who wasn't very well,
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and he was a kind of jobbing laborer, I guess.
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And he used to tell me,
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I've never sinned.
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I'm like, well, that's interesting.
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He said, yeah, I've never sinned.
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So I was going out through the door,
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front door,
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and there was all this wood stacked up by it.
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And we were just doing a bit of a refurb
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on what we call the crypt
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at the church I was serving at the time.
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So I said to him,
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any chance of some of that wood?
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His wife said, don't take that.
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He stole it from work.
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Look, so the diagnosis is we've all sinned.
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The prognosis is this two death thing.
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Your sin, unless it's dealt with,
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means that your relationship with God is broken.
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The second death,
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where we die physically,
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of course, in Christ,
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death won't be a brick wall for us.
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It will be a gateway into heaven.
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So Jesus in his death deals with,
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in his death deals with both these deaths.
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For as in Adam, all die.
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As in Jesus, all will be alive.
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So what human failures is Paul dealing with here?
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Well, the first thing is,
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he's dealing with delusion.
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See, I wouldn't mind a guess that
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most of us in this place,
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and in most churches ever,
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are slightly deluded
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by kind of comforting ourselves,
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even though we know we are sinful.
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We kind of play it down,
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oh, well, everybody does that, you know?
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We tell lies and then persuade ourselves
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there was something called white lies.
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Not saying that, you know,
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you might never tell a white lie,
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but on the whole,
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I think you're in a tricky area
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when you do that.
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And under delusion,
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I include the word denial.
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I think sometimes,
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a bit like Jack the Builder
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I was just talking to you about,
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we can be in denial
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about who we are
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and about the way we behave.
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I found this particularly true
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when I was a chaplain
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in a psychiatric hospital
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dealing with people who had addictions.
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You might be somebody with an addiction.
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You will know that lying
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becomes second nature to you
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when you have an addiction.
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And you even deny there's a problem.
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I remember once trying to offer
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a little corrective therapy
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to my sister who was going
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through a hard time in life,
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who seemed to me to be
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a little over-dependent on white wine.
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Let me say, she didn't say,
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Mike, I really appreciate your feedback.
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She was mad.
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Denied it.
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Didn't want to know.
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But I thought a bottle and a half
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of white wine every night
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wasn't headed in the right direction.
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She thought I was a killjoy.
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The second human failure
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that Paul deals with here
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is comparison.
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So we said that
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the word for sin
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is that word hamartia.
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It means when an archer
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misses the mark.
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And what I want to ask you is,
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I mean, suppose you were,
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I mean, you can go to center parks
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and never go with archery, right?
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I mean, be careful.
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And suppose you had a go for the first time
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and you fire ten arrows
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and nine of them missed.
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And one of them stuck in the target
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right on the edge, right?
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And then somebody who knows
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about archery came,
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did ten arrows,
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nine of them straight into the bullseye
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and one of them
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just in a lower place.
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What we do is,
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very often,
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we think,
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okay, you know,
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I sin,
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but there are plenty of people
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who are worse than me.
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You know, I can name them,
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I mean, not me,
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but I mean,
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you can name them if you like.
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But the point that
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is implied by this word is,
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it doesn't matter
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how many arrows you hit the target,
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if you miss with one,
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you've sinned.
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And comparison,
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I mean, my granny used to say to me,
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comparisons are odious.
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So if I console myself
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simply by comparing myself
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with somebody
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who I judge to be worse than me,
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what is that saying?
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I don't get to say very much,
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do you?
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All have sinned
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and fall short
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of the glory of God.
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And there's something
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slightly more complicated,
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what I call
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distorted anthropology.
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And that is
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what the Bible teaches us,
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sorry,
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what
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anthropologists
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teach us
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about human beings'
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basic nature.
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First thing
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is that
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we have to
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bear in mind,
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and just let me say
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before
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you start to
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choke,
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I am not
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in any way
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writing off
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all psychology.
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Okay?
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But I think
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I have to say
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that one of the
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distortions
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of
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anthropology
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has come from
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the world
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of psychology.
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psychology.
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There are,
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I was reading
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an article
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in the
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Journal of
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Psychology,
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and basically
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the person
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was
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saying
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that
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one of the
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ideas
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that
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contemporary
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psychology
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supports
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is something
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I think
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is a really
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bad idea,
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particularly
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when it comes
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to ethics,
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and it's
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the idea
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of autonomy.
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Autonomy,
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you know,
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is a
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makeup of
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two
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Greek words,
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auto and
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nomos,
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which means
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self-rule.
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Autonomy
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is the kind
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of thinking
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in social ethics
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which says
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I can do
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whatever I want
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as long as
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it doesn't
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harm anybody
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else.
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Wrong.
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I mean,
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you can never,
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ever,
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ever
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assess
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what your
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behavior's
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impact will
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be on
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another
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person.
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And this
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article,
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the guy
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wrote this,
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he said,
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autonomy
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makes our
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moral behavior
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more effective.
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I mean,
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pardon me,
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I wanted to
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say,
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what planet
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is he
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coming from?
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There are
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a lot of
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more conservative
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psychologists
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and anthropologists
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who think
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that part of
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our problem
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today is
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too much
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autonomy
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in the
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name of
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personal
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freedom.
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Second
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thing that
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I think
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20th century
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psychology
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has had
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an influence
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on is
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the idea
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of universal
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goodness.
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Bible
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says all
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have sinned
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and fall
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short of
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the glory
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of God
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from the
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very earliest
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days,
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the days
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of the man
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and the woman
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in the garden.
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No,
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no,
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no,
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say 20th
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century
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people,
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you're
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good.
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And you
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need to
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focus on
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the fact
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that you're
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good.
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And you
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could even,
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I've read
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this,
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you know,
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some people
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will tell
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you,
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stand in
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front of
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a mirror
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in the
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morning and
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tell yourself
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how brilliant
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you are.
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I mean,
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you know,
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I don't know
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whether Stephen
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Hawkins did
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that or
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Elon Musk
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or any of
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these people.
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But,
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I mean,
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not only
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this,
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but very
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often now
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in schools
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this kind
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of child
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centred
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teaching
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I think
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can have
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the impact
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of
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implying
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to our
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children
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that they're
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not only
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good,
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but they're
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great.
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And people
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like Hillary
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Clinton
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can go
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around,
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sorry,
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Michelle Obama
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can go
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around
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schools
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telling
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people
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very popular
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kind of
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misconception
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I think
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that we
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live with
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in the
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21st century.
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You can
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be whatever
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you want
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to be,
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right?
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I don't
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know if
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that's
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dangerous,
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but it
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clearly
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isn't
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even true.
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You can't
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be whatever
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you want
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to be.
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We've
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all got
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our
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limitations.
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I would
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not make
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a prima
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ballerina.
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You don't
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even sit
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there
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imagining
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it.
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And then
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this guy
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Frank
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Ferreidi
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who I
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read his
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book
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and it
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was called
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Therapy
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Culture.
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And I
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liked the
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book so
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much that
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I
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shamelessly
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used my
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membership
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at the
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House of
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Lords to
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invite him
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out for
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dinner so
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I could
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talk to
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him and
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pick his
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brain.
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And
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actually
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I still
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agree with
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his book.
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It's just
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I didn't
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get it
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off.
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It wasn't
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easy.
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I don't
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think he
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had much
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time for
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religion and
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I was
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slightly
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scornful for
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some
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sociology.
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But he
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basically
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complained that
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the world
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has become
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a place
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where everything
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is processed
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through the
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past.
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So
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whatever's
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wrong with
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you, it's
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somewhere in
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your past.
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I mean
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even Job
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had to be
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subject to
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that from
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his three
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friends,
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didn't he?
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You've got to
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search your
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heart, Job.
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There's
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something
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there.
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And yet
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the Bible
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describes Job
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as a
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righteous man.
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There wasn't
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anything there.
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And
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therapy
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culture, I
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think, is a
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way of
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basically, my
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problems are a
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product of my
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past lived
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experience.
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And some of
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them are.
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There's no
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doubt about
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that.
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Some of
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you have
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had horrible
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things happen
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to you.
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And you
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can't pretend
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that that's
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not going to
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affect you.
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I mean, it
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doesn't have to
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affect you
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forever.
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But it's
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going to
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affect you
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short-term,
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medium-term,
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and without
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Christ might
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affect you
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forever.
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The fourth
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failure that
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Jesus deals
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with here is
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legalism.
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Legalism is
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this idea
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that if I
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can, it
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basically lies
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behind the
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idea of
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earning my
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salvation.
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If I do
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this, if I
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behave like
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this, even
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if I put up
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a mask like
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this, I'll
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be okay.
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me.
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And Paul
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absolutely
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nails that.
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He says, it's
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by grace you've
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been saved, not
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by works.
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A work of
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the law is
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anything that
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we do that
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we think allows
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us to make a
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claim on God.
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Paul emphatically
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says here, and
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throughout his
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epistles, this
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is not the way
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you are saved.
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You are saved
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through the
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grace of God.
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And I
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think, I
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mean, you
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know, I've
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been around
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churches for
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years, some
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of you are
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saying too
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long, but I've
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been around
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them a lot.
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And one of
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the things I've
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discovered is
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grace is an
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idea that
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people find
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really difficult
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to lay hold
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on.
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They understand
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what it means.
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They've been
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told many, many
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times from the
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pulpit, it is
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God's love shown
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to you even
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though you
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don't deserve
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it.
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And yet
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somehow, they
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still feel they
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got to earn
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it.
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You see what
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Paul says
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here.
-
He says
-
that you're
-
not saved by
-
works so that
-
you can't
-
boast.
-
One of the
-
things that
-
really shocks
-
me about
-
social media
-
is the
-
number of
-
clergy who
-
go on it
-
basically
-
self-promoting.
-
I mean, am
-
I wrong to
-
be cautious
-
about that?
-
You know, I
-
couldn't imagine,
-
you know, I
-
would put a
-
big advert on
-
social media if
-
I was going to
-
go and speak at
-
some church,
-
maybe yours.
-
It just
-
would never
-
occur to me
-
to do that.
-
I feel, you
-
know, that.
-
I don't think
-
that kind of
-
self-promotion,
-
I don't find
-
that easy to
-
square with my
-
understanding of
-
the gospel.
-
Okay, I mean a
-
measure of that,
-
you know, if you
-
become a new
-
grandparent, you
-
know, fine, have
-
a photograph of
-
yourself with a
-
little bundle,
-
you know, and
-
I think my
-
wife and I are
-
a bit blasé
-
with that now,
-
we've got 16
-
grandchildren.
-
He boasted.
-
Look,
-
legalism is a
-
massive problem
-
in the churches.
-
No, I'm not
-
talking about
-
unsaved people,
-
I'm talking about
-
people who are
-
saved.
-
Just what I
-
said earlier,
-
if you add to
-
the gospel,
-
you take away
-
from it.
-
And finally,
-
spiritual
-
malaise.
-
I, you
-
know, Paul
-
says this,
-
right at the
-
end in verse
-
10, he says
-
you've been
-
saved for a
-
purpose.
-
In fact, he
-
says, you
-
are God's, on
-
the reading we
-
had, it said
-
God's handiwork.
-
Most versions
-
of the Bible
-
say you're God's
-
workmanship.
-
You know, the
-
psalmist wrote
-
that we're
-
fearfully and
-
wonderfully made.
-
I don't have a
-
problem with you
-
standing in front
-
of a mirror and
-
reminding yourself
-
of that, because
-
when you understand
-
that, it might
-
make you a notch
-
more humble.
-
Fearfully and
-
wonderfully made.
-
And you're
-
fearfully and
-
wonderfully made
-
for God's
-
purpose.
-
In Christ,
-
you have been
-
remade.
-
And you
-
will not be
-
saved by your
-
good works.
-
Paul's very
-
clear about that.
-
But you will
-
be saved for
-
the good works
-
that God has
-
prepared for you
-
in advance to
-
do.
-
I'm always
-
shocked about
-
the weight that
-
a lot of clergy
-
colleagues have
-
on their shoulders.
-
I don't often
-
make special
-
pleading for the
-
clergy.
-
But I do
-
understand this,
-
that in most
-
churches, we've
-
talked about this
-
here, talked
-
about it in lots
-
of places, at
-
the 80-20 rule.
-
20% of the
-
people supply
-
80% of the
-
money.
-
20% of the
-
people supply
-
80% of the
-
horsepower.
-
And 80%
-
watch on,
-
maybe gratefully,
-
week by week.
-
Not saying they
-
don't do some
-
good works beyond
-
the church, of
-
course not.
-
And I want to
-
say, you know,
-
if you're involved
-
in a major
-
charity which
-
takes up a lot
-
of your time
-
outside the
-
church, well
-
God bless you,
-
that's good,
-
that is a work
-
that God has
-
prepared for you
-
in advance to
-
do.
-
But the
-
church needs
-
more of you
-
to step up
-
and fill some
-
of those vacancies
-
which nearly
-
every church
-
has.
-
You really
-
need to break
-
a threshold
-
of about 250
-
members as a
-
church, active,
-
saved members,
-
before you can
-
be certain of
-
supplying people
-
to do the
-
ministries that
-
you feel called
-
to do as a
-
church.
-
I think some
-
of you need
-
to think a
-
little more
-
carefully about
-
whether you
-
really understand
-
that the
-
workmanship that
-
God has put
-
into you has a
-
purpose.
-
And the purpose
-
is this,
-
that you would
-
understand his
-
grace and you
-
would understand
-
that you are
-
saved by his
-
grace.
-
Somebody wrote
-
these words and
-
they said,
-
grace means the
-
end of earning,
-
but not the end
-
of effort.
-
that's just
-
mirroring, I
-
think, in the
-
minds of the
-
person that
-
wrote it.
-
What's written
-
in Ephesians
-
chapter 2
-
verse 10,
-
and it's
-
this,
-
that we are
-
saved not by
-
good works,
-
but for good
-
works.
-
I wonder if
-
the Holy
-
Spirit isn't
-
speaking to you
-
about that,
-
that actually
-
there is
-
something,
-
you know,
-
I mean I may
-
be preaching to
-
the choir, I
-
don't know,
-
but we do
-
in an effort
-
to bring the
-
gospel I
-
talked about
-
at the
-
beginning to
-
this world
-
which is
-
broken and
-
breaking.
-
We do need
-
people to
-
step up and
-
fulfill the
-
ministries.
-
When I was
-
a curate,
-
it was just
-
when the
-
season of
-
family services
-
was starting,
-
you know,
-
I mean,
-
frankly,
-
as a clergy
-
person,
-
it would have
-
been my
-
personal
-
nightmare,
-
you know,
-
getting everybody
-
together,
-
trying to
-
say something
-
through a
-
kid's talk
-
that might
-
provoke
-
something in
-
the adults,
-
you know,
-
it's a rare
-
gift.
-
And I
-
was in
-
an archdeaconry,
-
it's quite,
-
you know,
-
quite a large
-
area,
-
subsection,
-
and there
-
were only
-
three curates
-
around,
-
and the
-
assumption
-
was,
-
if you're
-
under 40,
-
you must be
-
great at
-
family services.
-
so every
-
Sunday I
-
was shipped
-
out from
-
our parish
-
church to
-
go and do
-
family services
-
here and
-
there,
-
the vicar
-
got me to
-
do our
-
monthly family
-
service every
-
month,
-
I read a
-
book that
-
taught me to
-
draw cartoons,
-
and you know,
-
I became a
-
bit,
-
you remember
-
Rolf Harris
-
used to talk
-
and draw,
-
well,
-
it's the only
-
similarity to
-
Rolf Harris I
-
want to go
-
into,
-
talk and draw,
-
and you know,
-
okay,
-
that worked
-
okay,
-
and,
-
and,
-
so,
-
I would do
-
these family
-
services,
-
and,
-
I have to
-
say,
-
you know,
-
I kind of
-
wondered about
-
them,
-
I wondered
-
whether really
-
they were the
-
right thing,
-
and it was
-
only when I
-
said to the
-
vicar,
-
I think there
-
may be
-
people in
-
the congregation
-
who might
-
have more
-
of a gifting
-
for this,
-
and more
-
of a passion
-
for it than
-
I do,
-
it looked at
-
me as I was
-
completely
-
bonkers,
-
so he said,
-
do you have
-
anybody in
-
mind,
-
so I reeled
-
off a few
-
names,
-
so he said,
-
okay,
-
you go around
-
and visit
-
them and ask
-
them,
-
so I did,
-
they all
-
said yes,
-
and our
-
family services,
-
I think,
-
took a turn
-
for the good,
-
not just in
-
our church,
-
but across
-
the archer
-
deaconry as
-
well.
-
Friends,
-
I want to
-
ask you three
-
things this
-
Lent for you
-
to take away
-
with you
-
tonight.
-
First thing
-
is this,
-
do I
-
really get
-
that my
-
sins are
-
forgiven,
-
or do I
-
still live
-
under a
-
cloud of
-
guilt?
-
Let me
-
let that
-
one settle
-
for a
-
moment.
-
Do I
-
really know
-
that my
-
sins are
-
forgiven,
-
or do I
-
still live
-
under a
-
cloud of
-
guilt?
-
I remember
-
a lady
-
called
-
Pat in
-
my first
-
parish,
-
where I was
-
a cure,
-
the same
-
parish I've
-
just been
-
talking to
-
you about,
-
who did
-
the most
-
amazing job
-
of looking
-
after her
-
mum.
-
She gave
-
up her
-
job,
-
took a
-
pittance
-
of a
-
pension,
-
and really
-
looked after
-
her mum,
-
and trust
-
me,
-
her mum
-
was not
-
easy.
-
She looked
-
after her
-
and looked
-
after her,
-
and went
-
on for
-
two and
-
a half,
-
three years,
-
and at
-
the end
-
of it,
-
the mother
-
became so
-
difficultly
-
ill,
-
doubling
-
incontinency
-
and all
-
that,
-
she had
-
to go
-
into
-
hospital.
-
Pat
-
lived with
-
guilt for
-
years after
-
that,
-
because she
-
promised her
-
mum,
-
I'll never
-
let you
-
go into
-
hospital.
-
for
-
different
-
reasons,
-
there'll
-
be a
-
few
-
pats
-
in the
-
house
-
tonight.
-
People
-
who know
-
the facts
-
of the
-
gospel,
-
but don't
-
know the
-
healing power
-
of the
-
gospel.
-
One of
-
the things,
-
one of the
-
reasons I was
-
telling you
-
about these
-
family services
-
was that one
-
of the
-
things was
-
I used
-
to think,
-
you know,
-
we can't
-
go through
-
a lot of
-
dull liturgy
-
with these
-
kids.
-
So what I
-
would do
-
is I
-
get a
-
blackboard
-
and I
-
shout out
-
to the
-
kids,
-
what have
-
you done
-
wrong this
-
week?
-
And,
-
you know,
-
kids would
-
shout out
-
stuff like,
-
I wrote a
-
rude name on
-
the back
-
of a
-
teacher
-
in chalk.
-
I stole
-
snacks from
-
mum's
-
store.
-
All this
-
stuff,
-
I write
-
them on
-
the board.
-
And I
-
say,
-
right,
-
are we
-
going to
-
say sorry
-
now,
-
children?
-
All say
-
sorry.
-
Say a
-
little prayer
-
and then
-
I would
-
get the
-
board
-
rubber and
-
rub all
-
the sins
-
off.
-
I say
-
to them,
-
that's
-
what Jesus
-
had done
-
for you
-
on the
-
cross of
-
Calvary.
-
It
-
doesn't
-
always work,
-
you know,
-
a girl
-
said to
-
me,
-
a little
-
girl
-
said to
-
me,
-
she said,
-
why did
-
you say
-
God was
-
cross at
-
Calvary?
-
Shut up.
-
Listen,
-
I want you
-
to think
-
about this,
-
this Lent.
-
Do I
-
really know
-
that my
-
sins are
-
forgiven?
-
and the
-
one way
-
that I
-
will really
-
know is
-
whether I
-
can let
-
go of
-
guilt in
-
my life.
-
I mean,
-
there may
-
be some
-
reasons why
-
you really
-
ought to be
-
guilty and
-
you've not
-
confessed that
-
guilt to
-
God.
-
Maybe this
-
Lent,
-
maybe this
-
Lent,
-
you could
-
come clean.
-
It's not
-
that God
-
doesn't know
-
about it,
-
it's just
-
that he
-
needs you
-
to tell
-
him about
-
it.
-
Second,
-
can I
-
truly accept
-
God's
-
grace?
-
Or is
-
there
-
something
-
lurking in
-
me that
-
wants to
-
earn my
-
way into
-
heaven?
-
Which is
-
by grace
-
you've been
-
saved,
-
so that
-
none of
-
you can
-
boast?
-
Can I
-
truly
-
accept
-
the
-
nature
-
of
-
God's
-
agape
-
love for
-
me?
-
That
-
though I
-
don't
-
deserve it,
-
God
-
loved me
-
enough
-
to send
-
his only
-
son onto
-
a cross
-
of Calvary
-
to suffer
-
the most
-
violent
-
way of
-
killing
-
somebody
-
ever
-
invented?
-
And the
-
third thing
-
is,
-
you think
-
about you
-
and your
-
church,
-
I'm so
-
thrilled that
-
different
-
churches are
-
represented
-
here tonight.
-
Am I
-
working hard
-
on those
-
good works
-
God has
-
prepared
-
in advance
-
for me?
-
Do you
-
know what?
-
Just
-
focusing on
-
those three
-
questions
-
in Lent
-
creates an
-
agenda for
-
you and
-
for your
-
church which
-
is so
-
exciting.
-
Things
-
will be
-
different
-
if you
-
allow God
-
to speak
-
to you
-
through
-
those
-
questions.
-
So I
-
just want
-
to hold
-
a moment
-
there and
-
I'm going
-
to read
-
those
-
questions
-
out to
-
you again
-
and then
-
I'm going
-
to say
-
a prayer
-
and then
-
I'm going
-
to ask
-
you to
-
turn to
-
somebody
-
hopefully
-
you don't
-
know
-
and just
-
maybe have
-
a brief
-
discussion
-
about what
-
do I
-
make of
-
these
-
questions?
-
Is there
-
anything
-
there where
-
I feel
-
God is
-
just prodding
-
my soul?
-
Here they
-
are.
-
Do I
-
really know
-
that my
-
sins are
-
forgiven
-
or do
-
I still
-
live under
-
a cloud
-
of guilt?
-
Can I
-
truly
-
accept
-
God's
-
grace
-
shown in
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
shown
-
supremely
-
on the
-
cross of
-
Calvary?
-
Three,
-
am I
-
working
-
hard
-
on those
-
good works
-
God has
-
prepared
-
in advance
-
for me?
-
Our
-
gracious
-
Father,
-
we
-
thank you
-
that
-
though we
-
don't deserve
-
it,
-
you poured
-
out your
-
love for
-
us on the
-
cross of
-
Calvary.
-
I
-
sometimes
-
think about
-
the cross
-
and close
-
my eyes
-
and try
-
to see
-
those cruel
-
nails and
-
crown of
-
thorns
-
and Jesus
-
crucified
-
for me.
-
Lord,
-
it is so
-
amazing,
-
it is almost
-
unbelievable.
-
So we
-
pray for
-
that gift
-
of faith,
-
Lord,
-
open our
-
eyes,
-
reveal
-
yourself
-
to us
-
in new
-
ways this
-
Lent.
-
Lord,
-
we're so
-
glad that
-
we're saved
-
by your
-
grace because
-
if it were
-
down to
-
our efforts,
-
frankly,
-
they'd be a
-
little patchy.
-
And
-
Father,
-
we pray
-
that you
-
would help
-
us understand
-
that you've
-
designed us,
-
you've
-
created us,
-
we're your
-
workmanship.
-
And in
-
us,
-
you are
-
preparing us
-
for the
-
good work
-
you want
-
us to
-
do in
-
your
-
church
-
and in
-
your
-
kingdom.
-
Lord,
-
would you
-
touch
-
touch your
-
people
-
tonight,
-
those who
-
are ready,
-
Lord,
-
to receive
-
your touch.
-
Praying,
-
Lord,
-
for those
-
who don't
-
know if
-
they're
-
saved.
-
Praying for
-
those who
-
know it in
-
their heads
-
but doubt it
-
in their
-
hearts.
-
Praying for
-
those who
-
are still
-
stuck with
-
the idea
-
of earning
-
their way
-
into heaven.
-
Futile
-
effort.
-
And Lord,
-
praying for
-
those whose
-
malaise means
-
that they sit
-
in church and
-
watch on while
-
other people
-
exhaust themselves.
-
And Father,
-
as we learn
-
later in this
-
amazing epistle,
-
you have given
-
all your
-
adopted
-
children
-
gifts.
-
Gifts
-
that they
-
may honour
-
you,
-
that they
-
may serve
-
the church,
-
and Lord,
-
that they
-
might be used
-
to be your
-
presence in
-
the world.
-
So,
-
Father,
-
thank you
-
for your
-
word.
-
Lord,
-
help us
-
to read,
-
mark,
-
learn,
-
and inwardly
-
digest it,
-
that it
-
may show
-
forth in
-
our lives
-
to the
-
glory of
-
your
-
wonderful
-
name.
-
Amen.