Sermon
Burning Bushes
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Transcript
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Last week I talked about the day of Pentecost, the Holy Spirit that comes on this group of people. Remember, 500 people watching fly up into the sky. 380 decide, hey, actually, sorry, it was pretty cool. I'm just going to go back to my normal life. 120 said, I can't turn back now. There's something here that I cannot unsee. And so I have to do something. And 120 of them said that. And they said, well, where should we go? Well, let's go find a room. Let's go find the upper room and let's just pray there. How long should we pray there? For a few hours?
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Let's do that more than that. Let's do a day. No, let's do more than that. So two, three, four, five, 10 days, this group of 120 pray going, God, we cannot go back. Can you send us the Holy Spirit? And after 10 days, finally, he comes and boom.
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And what we saw was in Genesis 11, the Tower of Babel, God sees the pride of man trying to make a name for themselves. So he confuses them and gives them lots of different languages. So they start talking to each other in different languages and they can't understand each other. So they can't build this big tower.
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So they have to scatter and do what God asked them to do. Fill the earth with my glory. Go instead of build your own tower.
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And you see, at Pentecost, there's a beautiful redemption, reversal of that curse, because now they do understand each other because of the Holy Spirit.
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And what's being shared? The good news of Jesus Christ, the mighty works of God.
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This reversal of the Tower of Babel is just beautiful.
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And then, of course, we talked about the Passover, which is when Moses came down from the mountain with the Ten Commandments, with these two tablets.
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And he himself came down with the law. But now at Pentecost, the Holy Spirit comes down on everyone.
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How beautiful is that? And back then, 3,000 people died because of what they did that was wrong.
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But now at Pentecost, 3,000 people are saved. Another reversal, another redemption of what happened in the past.
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The Holy Spirit is doing something, moving amongst his people.
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And so they scatter out. They start going and they start speaking these languages they don't understand themselves.
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And people in the streets are like, why are you speaking my language? How do you know what to say to me?
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God speaks in my language? That's crazy.
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And so the gospel, the church, is born that day. That is the church's birthday.
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And so as they're talking, then what happens is people are like, what is going on?
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And then Peter stands up and says, hey, guys, they're not drunk. It's nine o'clock in the morning.
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Actually, they've not even finished fasting yet, so they've definitely not drank anything.
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This is something else.
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And then he shares this passage here that we're going to read a little bit of today.
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And he starts to quote the prophet Joel.
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And he says, in the last days, his spirit will pour out on who? On all.
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So Moses went up to the mountain by himself to meet God by himself.
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But now the spirit is on all.
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And I asked the question, hey, imagine if Moses was at Pentecost.
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This Moses, who was so keen to see God, he was like, God, let me see you.
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And God says, you can't see me. If you saw me, you would die.
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But I'll hide behind this cleft, hide behind my hand, and you'll catch a glimpse of me.
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And that'll be enough.
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So that was Moses.
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And so when he went up to the mountain, there was fire.
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And so he would have seen God at this the most incredible way.
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The burning bush, this bush that should have been consumed by fire, was just there burning.
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And Moses got to see, basically meet with God.
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So he, imagine him at Pentecost, he would have been like, guys, you guys, do you realize what you've got?
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Only I could go up and I was terrified.
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But now you guys have him living inside you.
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And I pitched the question to all of us.
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Imagine if we were all, each individually, a burning bush.
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That's what we are.
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Imagine Moses stepping into here, is what I said.
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He'd be like, you guys all have the burning bush inside you, and yet you're just sat there.
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Not living the life that you're supposed to live.
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And then I said, well, what about if you feel that way?
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You feel stale.
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You don't feel as though you're really connected to God.
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You're not on fire.
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What do you do?
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And I said, go find someone who is on fire and sit next to them.
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Catch their fire.
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Sit next to them and you will feel that fire burn and it will inspire you.
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Today, I have the pleasure of having a conversation in front of you with actually one of my burning bushes.
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So this lady that I'm going to introduce you to, she is incredible.
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You sit with her for 30 minutes, for just an hour about, and to hear what she does, you'll be like, this lady is a superhero.
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But before she comes up, I want to tell you, she is not a superhero.
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And she will tell you she's a not superhero.
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Because often, where you're sat, you might think, well, do you know that missions life?
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That go make disciples of all nations?
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That preach the gospel?
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It's for people who are pastors.
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It's for people who are missionaries.
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It's for people who are willing to go to Africa and do crazy things.
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I'm not that person.
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I'm just a banker.
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I'm just a physio.
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Just a moment of silence there for our physios.
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Only joking, I love my physio.
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He's so good.
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But what I'm here to tell you is, this lady I'm about to introduce you will seem like a superhero.
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But first and foremost, I want to tell you that she's just my friend.
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She's my friend who said a simple yes to God.
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And then she said another simple yes and another simple yes.
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So we're going to go on a journey together.
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And she's got some pictures that she's going to show us.
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About what she does.
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And I'm super excited for this.
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So can I invite you just to give a round of applause for Joyce to come up and join me.
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Hey Joyce.
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Hello.
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Do you want to take a seat anywhere?
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While you get ready, let me just do this.
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I have to hijack this.
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I'm so proud of your pastor, James and Christina.
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I'm bursting with pride.
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And I'm so glad that you have them.
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And I know you'll appreciate them.
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But they make...
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I just want to honor them for a minute.
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They make sacrifices that you and I don't know.
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They and their family.
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So I just love on them.
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And then I think you guys are so blessed to have them.
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So I want you to give all your support to them.
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Even before they ask you, you go and volunteer.
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Because they are amazing.
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And you can see it.
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God's hand is on them.
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God's anointed them.
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And it's so exciting.
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I'm just so thrilled to be here today.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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No more nice things.
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This is supposed to be the pulpit where we open up the word of God.
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But I really do believe that this is...
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This is actually something that I think that God has his hand in.
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And what I hope that as we have this conversation with you is...
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You ask yourself, what's your simple yes?
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But if you would allow me to give me five minutes to recount my story,
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with Joyce, because it's a crazy one.
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Which leads us to where we're at right now.
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Because when did you first meet Christina and I?
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Tell people that.
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When they were 18 and someone had hair.
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Lots of it.
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Too much of it.
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And I wasted it.
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And so the Lord punished me.
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Yeah, so we grew up in the Chinese church.
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I told you that.
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The Chinese church that was, you know, typical Chinese church.
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But when we went to university, we bumped into someone who said,
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oh, what church are you going to go to?
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And we said, oh, we're probably going to go to the Chinese church.
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And then someone said, well, hey, have you heard of Hope City?
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And we didn't really know what it was.
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We said, oh, okay.
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Sunday, come and try out on a Sunday evening.
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So we went to this church, which is an Aussie church,
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which is called Hope City.
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Just the two of us.
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And we were shocked.
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And I told you this before.
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Because it was like, worship actually sounds good.
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Like, the people sing in tune.
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And there's this thing called a synth pad, which covers all your mistakes.
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And we were like, Christians are cool.
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And this was when Christina and I had first started dating.
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Yes.
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And so you knew us way before, way before.
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And Joyce, you were just part of that journey
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and just showing us a different side of Christianity, right?
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Do you remember anything about us?
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Oh, I remember two really good-looking people showing up at our house
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with my husband where I was.
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We were on furlough, I think.
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Oh, no, no, no, no.
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We've got three kids.
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So the first one was born.
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And then I went back to the UK to give birth to the second and the third one.
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So I think it's that period because of childbearing reasons that we've got to meet.
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That's not a bad.
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Okay, let's keep going.
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And so imagine Christina and I, 18 and 19, we go to...
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To our cell group.
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You were at our cell group, yeah.
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And we go to their house.
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And we actually, because you lived in Sheffield,
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which is just a godforsaken land, we stayed over.
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I remember that.
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And then I was looking...
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I don't remember that.
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And then I was looking through a photo album.
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I don't know why you even gave me a photo album to look at.
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And then I saw a picture of this teenager in there.
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And I was like, how do you know Victor?
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Who was actually maybe a kid that through my relatives in Hong Kong
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had gone to UK for boarding school
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and ended up staying at our house
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because our parents were being guardians for them.
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And I said, Joyce, how do you know Victor?
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My cousin.
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And then I was like, whoa, that's a crazy different connection.
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Fast forward a few years,
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we go back to Birmingham where our church was.
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And we were interning there.
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And then you...
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Yeah, so like I said, we've got three kids.
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So you'll soon find out that I basically live in Africa.
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And our three kids were...
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I had to homeschool them.
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And I'm very proud that they're all still alive.
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They've survived my homeschooling.
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And then so the...
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And then since then, God,
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when they went to secondary school,
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God blessed all of them with scholarships
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in boarding schools in the UK.
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So we had to have guardians.
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And we were visiting the guardians of my firstborn.
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They were my school friends in university.
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And they said, we've got a surprise for you.
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And I was like, ta-da!
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Like, oh, there's a new pastor who's interning at our church.
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He's called James.
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And she's like, what?
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I know James when he was 18,
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when he had lots of hair.
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And so we ended up meeting in Birmingham.
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And we were just having lunch.
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And we were like, hey, actually,
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we feel called to go to Hong Kong.
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This was a few years into it.
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And she was like, oh, we're in Hong Kong.
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I said, well, there's this church called...
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Wait for it.
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KFC.
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Because no one knows KFC outside of Hong Kong.
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And she was like, oh, Hong Kong.
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Hong Kong is one of our biggest supporting churches.
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And then your brother's in-laws
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were at our house trying to...
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It is a crazy story.
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Are you keeping up?
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Or you're lost?
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You're lost.
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You're lost.
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Anyway, it's just crazy coincidence
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that our lives just keep overlapping one another
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across, what, three countries?
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Yeah.
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Three countries?
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And final one.
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And then Christina starts working
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in this international school,
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Yiu Cheng.
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And she sits down at her desk for the first time.
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And then there's a flyer on her desk.
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And what is it?
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It's New Site Congo.
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And somehow you were involved
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in the school that we were in,
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the church that we came to,
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the old church that we were in,
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and the university,
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and the church that we were in.
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So you can see this is just a story
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that has been going full circle.
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And last Tuesday,
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we just caught up for a little bit.
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And I was like, you know what?
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Are you free on Sunday?
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Let's talk.
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Because I've sat with you for 30 minutes,
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and I feel like I'm on fire again,
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which is exactly what I talked about last week.
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And so maybe you need to hear
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a little bit of this story.
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But Joyce, I want you to tell people
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a little bit about you and Hong Kong.
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You grew up here.
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Yeah.
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What school did you go to?
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I don't want to say anything.
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How you can.
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I went to a school called
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Darsus and Girls School,
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commonly known as DGS.
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And then I went to a school
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called United World College,
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UWC, which is in the UK.
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And then I went to University of Edinburgh,
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where I studied medicine.
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Where you studied medicine.
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And then that's when you,
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oh, actually, we can put some pictures up.
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By the way, I have no idea
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what slides he's putting up.
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So this is as much a surprise to you as to me.
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Well, it's a surprise to them
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because they don't usually get slides.
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So this is already.
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Oh, okay.
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So next picture.
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So you grew up in Hong Kong.
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You became a doctor.
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Next picture.
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That's when you became a doctor.
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Yes, that was when I had black hair too.
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Where was this?
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This was in Gabon,
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which was where I did the elective
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during medical school.
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So I had this really well thought out plan.
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So like I said, I was in,
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I can just talk, right?
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Yeah.
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Okay, you just stop me
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when I talk too much.
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Okay, good, good.
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So I was in University of Edinburgh
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and I've always had a sense of calling
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that God wanted me to go to Africa,
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even though I'm not actually very adventurous.
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Actually, put it differently.
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I was not adventurous.
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I don't like camping.
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I don't really like insects or anything like that,
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but I just felt I was supposed to go to Africa.
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So I had four months
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where I could go anywhere in the world
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for my electives.
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So that was a really good plan.
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The first two months,
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I was going to go to Africa,
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to a country called Gabon,
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where I was going to see whether or not
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there's some God meat in it, you know?
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And then my second half
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was probably more important to me at the time,
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was to go back to Hong Kong
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on a very serious mission,
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which was to find a Chinese Christian boyfriend.
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Because in Edinburgh,
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back then, it was a desert,
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like,
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you want a Chinese and a Christian?
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That was like,
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you've got to come home to find a boy.
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So I packed up my big,
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you know,
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rucksack,
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and I had lots of donated medicine.
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I was a druggie,
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you know,
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medicine.
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Bring it to this mission hospital,
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and that's where I was.
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Wow.
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Yeah,
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in the middle of a rainforest.
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Like,
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yeah,
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it was crazy.
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And you don't end up finding
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a Chinese Christian boyfriend?
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No, I didn't.
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Because you end up finding,
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next slide,
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Henri.
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The best looking man
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to live on planet Earth!
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Yes!
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Praise God!
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God does miracles.
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Well,
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can you tell us how you met Henri?
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Oh,
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so,
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yeah,
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so when I was in
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this mission hospital,
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I met literally
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the words that you're using,
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superheroes.
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These American-Canadian missionaries.
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I thought,
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oh my gosh,
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they're like those people
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you read in biographies.
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They're like,
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super tough,
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super brave,
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super strong,
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super spiritual,
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super kind,
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super patient,
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like,
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nothing ever faces them.
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They're like superheroes
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doing these superhero feats
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that you can't even imagine.
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And I was miserable.
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I was miserable
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because I was like,
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look at me,
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like,
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there's no way on Earth
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I'm going to be a missionary.
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Like,
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I just,
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I just can't do even remotely
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what they do.
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And so,
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I started having this
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conversation with God
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that was really boring
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that just replayed
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several thousand times
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which consisted of God
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saying to me,
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Joyce,
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I want you to go to Africa
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to serve me.
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And we're like,
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who,
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me?
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And,
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no,
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someone else,
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you know,
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God would say,
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Joyce,
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I want you to go serve me
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in Africa.
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And I was like,
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you've got to be kidding.
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This is like the worst thing ever.
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Like,
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it's never going to work.
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And one day,
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I actually literally repeated
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that same conversation
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on a beach
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from eight in the morning
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to three in the afternoon.
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And then finally,
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at three in the afternoon,
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it suddenly dawned on me
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that God's really stubborn.
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He's not going to change his mind.
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And I either am a Christian
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or I'm not.
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It was as simple as that.
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I either really believe God
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to be who he says he is
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or I don't.
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And if I really do believe
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that he is the God
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that we read here,
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there's only one way
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to live this life
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and that's to follow him
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and trust him
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and obey him
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even when it didn't make
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any sense to me at all.
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So next to my journal
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where I had actually listed out
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to God
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seven big fat reasons
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why I should never be allowed
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to be a missionary,
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the three words
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lose your life.
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And I said yes
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to God's call to Africa.
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And I would really encourage you
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like someone once said to me
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you need to sign a contract with God.
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When you say yes
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to being a Christian,
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they said what you're actually signing
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in that contract.
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I know there's some lawyers here.
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So you say whatever,
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wherever,
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however,
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whenever
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and you just sign it
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because you don't know
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where God's going to take you.
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But you have,
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it's either you're a Christian
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or you're not
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and you say yes or not.
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But I do get to my point.
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My point is
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on my way back
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from that beach,
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I met the best looking man
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to ever walk on planet Earth.
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And that's how I met him.
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And I,
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he thanks God
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every day for me
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and the fact that I met him
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the day after I said
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yes to Africa
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because
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he's originally from Gabon.
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He's British,
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British Gabonese.
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And if I had,
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I think the timing
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was really interesting
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because I think
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if I met him first,
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I might have felt
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that I said,
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I will say yes to Africa
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because of him.
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But as it turned out,
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I can't blame him for anything.
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I've got to deal with God.
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Can you guys see
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where we get some of our,
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like actually,
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a few years after that
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when Christina and I,
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we'd met them,
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gone through university,
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got married,
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started working.
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I was a teacher.
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She was a cardiac physiologist.
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And it was the same thing
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when we felt God say,
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hey,
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quit your jobs
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and go into ministry.
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And at that point,
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she was pregnant with Ruben.
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And it was the same thing
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that we were saying.
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We're like,
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well,
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how do we do this?
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Why would we quit our jobs
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and then go here?
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But who's going to look
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after our kid?
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And then it became
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the same question.
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It's either you're a Christian
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or you're not.
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It's either you say yes to God
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and we talked about this
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the other day.
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It's pretty black and white.
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Either we believe God
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and we trust him
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and we'll just say yes
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to everything
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or actually we just stop
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going to church full stop.
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It was a very simple thing.
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And now looking back
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at these,
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I'm like,
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oh,
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I may have actually
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caught that from you.
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Here's a picture of Henri.
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Of course,
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he's an eye doctor.
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Next picture.
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So that's him.
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Yeah,
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so I think this photo
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is Henri operating.
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So he does mainly eye surgeries
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and I'm a family medicine
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by training
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but I've always just done things
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that I thought would be useful
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for Africa.
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So I've done things
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like infectious diseases,
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HIV and obstetrics,
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gynecology.
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And just the next picture
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of her family.
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So these are the three kids.
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Can you tell us their names?
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So Charissa is 19
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and Ezra is 16
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and Charissa is 14
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and that's the best looking man
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on earth again.
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Wow.
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So good.
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Can I tell people our calling?
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You can.
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Because our family
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because I think
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when I see it
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that like I just,
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I think God really
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calls us as families
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and not just us as individuals.
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So our children,
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our whole family's calling,
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you know,
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they're growing up now
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but our calling comes
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from Luke 10, 9
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that says,
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heal the sick
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and tell them
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the kingdom of God
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is near you.
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So for us,
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we are passionate
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about using medicine
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as a vehicle
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to bring people to Christ
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and the way we see ourselves
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is like,
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just like a room here
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where, you know,
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there were in the Bible
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where there's on the roof
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there were four crazy friends
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who lifted the ceiling off
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and created access
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to bring people to Jesus.
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So a lot of people
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would never set foot
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in a church
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or, you know,
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an evangelical meeting
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but they would come
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to our hospital
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and so we're like
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the crazy friends
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who have to do something
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that people don't necessarily
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approve of.
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Like, I think if I lift
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your roof off right now,
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that might challenge
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our friendship.
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But to bring people
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to Christ
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and so that's what
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we're really passionate about.
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Which is all nice to hear
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when we say it here
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in our own context.
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It's all fun and games
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until you actually
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have to do it.
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And the next slide
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is actually a picture
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of you guys
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at the airport.
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Now, you haven't talked
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about this picture
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but this reminds me
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of a picture that I have
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but tell us
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what this picture is.
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That's when they were
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6, 3 and 1
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and we moved
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from the UK
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to the Republic of Congo
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so our first place
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was really remote
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and I've never been there
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so it was really
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literally like,
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you know,
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saying yes to God
-
and not really
-
understanding
-
what it would involve.
-
Like, we kind of knew
-
but, you know,
-
sometimes you just don't know
-
until you're there, right?
-
And those who have said yes
-
and I'm looking actually
-
at my brother here,
-
I remember when he first
-
said yes to God
-
and he went to,
-
I think it was Zambia
-
and that first night
-
when you were there
-
and it was like,
-
oh my goodness,
-
I need to get on the plane
-
and go home.
-
This picture reminds me
-
of me and my family
-
when we were just about
-
to fly seven years ago
-
to Hong Kong.
-
Now,
-
I even have
-
kind of just physical feelings
-
just come up
-
as I remember
-
just not knowing
-
what would be
-
on the other side
-
of this plane journey.
-
Now, I've since found out
-
that the other side
-
of the plane journey
-
for me
-
is Pacific Place.
-
Which is
-
quite fine, thank you.
-
But of course,
-
you went to Congo
-
which is a whole different place.
-
Yeah, it's really
-
in the middle of a rainforest.
-
Actually,
-
this was just the beginning
-
of the journey.
-
So once we got to the capital,
-
back then,
-
not now,
-
if you visit us now
-
we're not there anymore
-
but the first place
-
we went to
-
was literally
-
in the middle of a jungle
-
where there's like
-
no roads to there.
-
So it's either taking a plane
-
or going on a boat ride
-
that would take three weeks
-
but there's no bathroom.
-
So we wait for the plane.
-
And the plane,
-
we had tickets
-
but we had to wait 19 days.
-
So we just arrived
-
in this country
-
where we knew no one
-
and every day
-
we'll pack up everything
-
with the three kids,
-
six, three and one.
-
So like your little one
-
just moving around
-
and then we would go
-
to the airport
-
and they'll say,
-
sorry,
-
the plane's not flying today
-
and we'll go home.
-
And the next day
-
we'll do it again
-
and we did that
-
for 19 days.
-
And then finally
-
on the last day
-
they said,
-
okay,
-
you can fly today
-
but you're not allowed
-
any luggage.
-
So I'm going now
-
to this rainforest
-
with a baby
-
still in nappies.
-
And I was like,
-
no,
-
no luggage.
-
They said,
-
yeah,
-
don't worry,
-
it'll come on the next plane.
-
And then I did
-
what any sane woman
-
would do.
-
I bursted crying
-
at the reception
-
and then they're like,
-
okay,
-
they call me white
-
because even though
-
I'm obviously not white
-
but to Africans
-
I'm white.
-
Like,
-
white woman crying,
-
okay,
-
let her have
-
two suitcases.
-
So we survived
-
in this,
-
we arrived at the place
-
we were going to
-
on two suitcases
-
and of course
-
the luggage took 28 days
-
to arrive.
-
but it was like Christmas
-
after that
-
like when we got it.
-
Now we're heading
-
into the territory
-
where you're going to start
-
being tempted
-
to see Joyce
-
as a superwoman
-
and I want to keep
-
reminding you
-
she's just my friend.
-
Who cried every night
-
for the first year.
-
Yeah.
-
Like,
-
I'm kind of normal.
-
You would cry.
-
I wouldn't say you're normal
-
but she is
-
just a person.
-
We're going to
-
share a few slides
-
of the stuff that you do
-
because this is
-
really incredible.
-
This is quite fun
-
because I don't know
-
what's coming up.
-
Next slide.
-
Tell us about what's happening here.
-
this is Henri
-
sharing the gospel
-
so that's part of our calling
-
about sharing
-
just bringing Christ
-
to people.
-
Which is incredible
-
because there is work
-
that you do
-
when you go out
-
and you literally
-
just heal the sick
-
but your calling Luke 10
-
is to heal the sick
-
and of course
-
to bring the good news
-
of Jesus Christ to them.
-
Yes.
-
So that's important.
-
Next slide.
-
Just another one.
-
That's the church
-
in the forest.
-
That is incredible.
-
It makes us feel really good
-
that our seats are comfortable.
-
But he's again
-
still sharing the gospel here.
-
And then,
-
of course,
-
you've come back to Hong Kong
-
to update a lot of us
-
about something
-
that's exciting.
-
You started in the rainforest
-
with nothing
-
but show the next slide.
-
You ended up now,
-
fast forward,
-
you've built this.
-
Yeah.
-
Can you tell us
-
about what this is?
-
This is crazy.
-
This looks like
-
the Avengers headquarters.
-
Tell us about it.
-
So,
-
we were in this
-
middle of nowhere
-
for a while
-
and then my husband
-
went to,
-
any of you heard
-
of Mercy Ship?
-
It's the biggest floating,
-
yeah,
-
it's the biggest floating
-
hospital in the world
-
used to be run
-
by Youth of the Mission.
-
So my husband
-
went there
-
to operate
-
for about three months.
-
He comes home
-
and he said,
-
Joyce,
-
we cannot stay
-
where we are
-
because if we stay
-
where it's so remote,
-
we can only help
-
the people
-
in the vicinity.
-
He said,
-
we need to go somewhere
-
that is more
-
accessible to patients.
-
And I said,
-
no.
-
I didn't even say,
-
let's pray about it.
-
I was like,
-
no!
-
Because it's taken us
-
like,
-
what,
-
four or five years
-
to actually start
-
feeling human
-
in the middle of nowhere
-
because it was really hard.
-
I'm talking about,
-
you know,
-
we only had electricity
-
three times a week
-
for three hours at a time.
-
But we found a way
-
to do it
-
and then I was like,
-
I don't want to go
-
somewhere new.
-
But then God just,
-
I mean,
-
honestly,
-
if we're here,
-
like,
-
you know,
-
we'll be here
-
all day,
-
all week
-
just to tell you
-
the amazing things
-
God has done
-
and the way
-
he's brought us.
-
But God showed us
-
to go to this new place
-
called Westo
-
and he said,
-
I want you to go
-
and build a hospital
-
and create space
-
so that God can bring
-
other people
-
like yourselves
-
to come and do
-
what God's placed
-
in their hearts.
-
And then the first time,
-
so what actually happened
-
was my husband and I
-
were on the same
-
dining table
-
that you probably
-
would have eaten off.
-
We prayed
-
and we put down
-
every single thing
-
we know that community needs
-
and we trust God
-
to bring it to pass.
-
Not just us,
-
but like other people,
-
generations,
-
kiddies,
-
to come and do.
-
And then we took
-
that piece of paper
-
to an American engineer
-
and asked him,
-
how much land
-
do you think
-
we're going to need?
-
And he said,
-
five hectares.
-
And then so we took it
-
to the government
-
and asked them
-
if we could buy
-
a piece of land
-
for five hectares
-
and they gave us
-
a six,
-
one for free.
-
Some people said,
-
why didn't they just
-
give it to you for free?
-
The whole lot.
-
We're like,
-
well,
-
because I don't want
-
to run into
-
the risk of them
-
saying I'm going
-
to take the land
-
back,
-
et cetera.
-
And then the engineer
-
said,
-
okay,
-
I'm going to calculate
-
for you how much
-
we think this is going
-
to take.
-
And he said,
-
five million US dollars.
-
And I literally,
-
literally like this,
-
I fell off the chair.
-
I was like,
-
no,
-
like I can just
-
about manage to do
-
what I could.
-
And honestly,
-
since then to see
-
this place happen,
-
it's just,
-
it's amazing.
-
And so I know
-
some of you here
-
has been with us
-
on this journey.
-
It really is nothing
-
short of the act of God.
-
And we say it all the time.
-
Sometimes like you,
-
I think you want me
-
to convey the message.
-
Like honestly,
-
if you know me
-
a little bit better,
-
you will definitely know
-
I am far from a superhero
-
or anything extraordinary
-
about me at all.
-
If you see,
-
if you look us up
-
at Newside Congo
-
or at the Samutus,
-
which is our surname,
-
and you see any,
-
any good in us,
-
it's not because of us.
-
It's in spite of us.
-
And if you speak Cantonese,
-
even we mess things up,
-
okay,
-
and we cause chaos,
-
actually.
-
It's like,
-
you know,
-
your kids try to help
-
and you actually
-
just make things worse.
-
They're very helpful.
-
They're very helpful.
-
So like,
-
we're not,
-
we don't help God,
-
but God allows us
-
this amazing privilege
-
to be like just there
-
and let him do his crazy moves.
-
And so we're about to move in.
-
So you can come visit.
-
I'm going to show you
-
some pictures
-
and what they do.
-
Before I do that,
-
doctors,
-
if you're a doctor here,
-
I want you to ask yourself,
-
oh,
-
what is the Lord asking of me?
-
If you're actually
-
of any profession here.
-
any profession.
-
Actually,
-
she'll say.
-
Handyman,
-
administrators,
-
we have a huge children
-
and youth ministry
-
that is already,
-
we're already partnering
-
with 30 schools
-
and we have a magazine
-
that has 22,000 readers.
-
We're looking for someone
-
to come and bring this,
-
you know,
-
really grow this.
-
Like right now,
-
we have a chance
-
every year
-
to go into school
-
90 times
-
to preach the gospel.
-
And I don't get
-
let out of the jungle a lot,
-
so I have to tell you,
-
I've got 90 times
-
I can go into school
-
and tell them
-
about what Jesus
-
has done for us
-
and what he can do
-
for these kids.
-
And I'm,
-
my husband and I
-
are unable
-
to go 90 times
-
because we're too busy
-
doing other things.
-
We've got,
-
right now,
-
our magazine reaches probably,
-
we probably have about
-
660,000 times a year
-
to have the gospel
-
in people's homes.
-
And there's a hunger
-
for more.
-
So I'm just telling you now,
-
if your heart is stirring
-
a little bit,
-
don't ignore it.
-
Just get in touch.
-
We need people.
-
We really,
-
really need people.
-
Okay.
-
Quick fire round.
-
I'm going to show you pictures.
-
You're going to tell us
-
one story about these pictures
-
and we're going to go.
-
Next one.
-
So tell us a little bit
-
about what this is.
-
This is the inside
-
of the hospital.
-
So everything was,
-
it really was like
-
from nothing
-
to something just crazy.
-
You can go to the next one.
-
Next one.
-
This is what it looks like now.
-
Woo!
-
Come on!
-
You guys,
-
you've guys not been to Africa.
-
You don't realize
-
how crazy this thing is.
-
Honestly.
-
You guys got to come.
-
You got to see it.
-
And where did you get this stuff?
-
So a lot of it
-
is from Hong Kong.
-
We physically went
-
and lifted these things
-
because they're so pretty brand new
-
but people didn't want them.
-
Or we go to Alibaba
-
and pull bull,
-
Pang Lang Zeng.
-
Yes.
-
Next one.
-
There's lots of pictures.
-
Pick one and tell us about it.
-
So there's like 40 visitors.
-
We hosted 40 visitors
-
to come and do
-
all sorts of things.
-
And I think one of the
-
really special things
-
that we love about
-
our ministry is
-
God brings families
-
and young people
-
to come.
-
And God's really,
-
the name is New Sight
-
which is to help people
-
see physically and spiritually
-
but now we realize
-
it's not just for people in Congo.
-
It's for all of us.
-
Like my husband and I,
-
first and foremost,
-
our sight has been transformed
-
to see who we really are
-
in Christ
-
and who God really is.
-
So we love having visitors.
-
Next one.
-
It's not just doctors.
-
Yeah, engineers and handyman
-
and like if you come,
-
everybody says,
-
what can I do?
-
If you know how to Google
-
and you know how to WhatsApp
-
to ask for help,
-
then you're miles ahead
-
of my team
-
and you will come
-
and you will train someone.
-
You will teach someone
-
whatever you need to do
-
and if you don't know
-
how to do something,
-
God will,
-
just because you don't know
-
how to do something
-
doesn't mean that
-
you're not going to learn.
-
So, you know,
-
I'm a doctor.
-
I really, honestly,
-
I'm trained to be a doctor.
-
I don't know how to do anything else.
-
So I would say probably
-
97% of my time
-
I'm trying to learn something,
-
do something
-
and so can you.
-
So we really do need people to come.
-
One of the special rooms
-
that I can imagine
-
I would be in.
-
What's here?
-
Yeah, yeah.
-
So on the top
-
is the Pastors Resource Center.
-
So a lot of pastors
-
just haven't had the opportunity
-
to go to seminary
-
or even sit under
-
great Bible teaching.
-
So some of this thinking
-
is a little skewed.
-
So I'll give you an example.
-
Like one of the ladies
-
had a tummy ache
-
and then she ended
-
with a hoarse voice
-
and I said,
-
what's happened to your voice?
-
And she said,
-
oh, my pastor told me
-
I have to pray
-
and I have to cry louder
-
and louder and louder
-
so God can hear me.
-
Or, you know,
-
they would still think
-
that if you have like
-
a lot of illnesses
-
to cast out demons, etc.
-
So that's why
-
we're so passionate
-
about education
-
and empowering
-
the local community.
-
So that Pastors Resource Center,
-
we want to build
-
relationship with the pastors
-
because they're the first people
-
along with which doctors
-
and traditional healers
-
people will go to
-
when they're sick.
-
So if we can help them
-
have some basic health knowledge
-
and then they can help us
-
reach the community.
-
And it's just incredible
-
that actually it's not just
-
become an eye hospital now,
-
it's actually much bigger than that.
-
Yeah, so we're not just looking
-
for eye medical professionals,
-
we're looking for anyone
-
and everyone
-
because that is the dream
-
that I, and I know,
-
and I say it like this,
-
I know some of you are called.
-
I know some of you are called
-
right in this room.
-
I'm not just blankly,
-
you know, saying
-
I know some of you are called
-
and you just need to
-
get with God
-
and decide whether or not
-
what is more important to you.
-
Some of you are called.
-
You need to take that seriously
-
because I always,
-
Andre and I always say
-
I'm pretty sure,
-
we're pretty sure
-
we're not God's first choice.
-
The only thing is
-
we said yes
-
and that's it.
-
And actually,
-
I want to fast forward
-
a couple of slides, Bev,
-
to, keep going,
-
keep going,
-
this one,
-
oh no, the building,
-
the building with the nice slides,
-
like just,
-
you shared about this one
-
and I just wanted to
-
hear you say it here and here.
-
I don't know what to say.
-
So part of it is,
-
honestly,
-
if you go to where we live,
-
Africa is a big continent,
-
okay,
-
so some African countries
-
are a lot more advanced
-
but where I am,
-
you just won't see
-
a building like this.
-
So a lot of our patients
-
and community,
-
when they come,
-
they literally tell us,
-
I have to pinch my cheeks,
-
I feel like I'm in Europe.
-
And then,
-
so for us,
-
it's kind of like
-
God showing off,
-
it's really like
-
in your face.
-
Like we didn't go,
-
we didn't even go start out
-
wanting a ministry,
-
actually,
-
like let alone build a building.
-
Like Newset was born kind of,
-
for those of you
-
who are old enough
-
and there's not that many,
-
you know,
-
have you heard of Forrest Gump,
-
the movie?
-
Okay,
-
I'm like Forrest Gump.
-
Like I don't know
-
what's happening half the time
-
and I'm like,
-
oh,
-
okay,
-
okay,
-
okay.
-
So how it started was like,
-
we just thought,
-
we're missionaries,
-
we're going to be somewhere
-
really quiet
-
and we wouldn't do,
-
you know,
-
any fundraising
-
or whatnot kind of thing.
-
But by default,
-
because basically,
-
actually it's because
-
we couldn't get any funding
-
for our project,
-
but we still felt
-
God was asking us to go,
-
that we had some friends
-
who just said,
-
hey,
-
look,
-
you know,
-
we don't have a lot of money
-
but what we have,
-
we'd like to donate to you
-
and we're like,
-
thank you.
-
They said,
-
so can we have a tax receipt?
-
And I'm like,
-
how do you do that?
-
And then they said,
-
you need to become a charity
-
and we're like,
-
how do you do that?
-
And then so,
-
they did that
-
and finally,
-
oh,
-
no,
-
I know what you want me to talk about.
-
You want me to talk about
-
how we found the money for this?
-
No,
-
no,
-
no.
-
Oh,
-
Maya,
-
okay.
-
Actually,
-
my main thing was,
-
you said something
-
where when people show up,
-
they pinch themselves
-
and they're like,
-
whoa,
-
this is like Europe.
-
And it made me think,
-
well,
-
actually,
-
this for them
-
is the glimpse of heaven
-
that they actually
-
don't get to see
-
and this is their chance to see.
-
And hope.
-
And what's impossible
-
can be made possible.
-
If you grow up in a place,
-
and you young people,
-
you wouldn't understand
-
just how,
-
you think that you,
-
you know,
-
you think you can do
-
anything,
-
everything.
-
For people who are
-
from our community,
-
it's so hard.
-
You have 41% young,
-
youth unemployment rate.
-
67% live below
-
the poverty line.
-
49% live in absolute poverty.
-
Like,
-
it's,
-
life is so hard.
-
No matter how hard you try,
-
it's so hard to break through
-
what,
-
how everybody lives.
-
And then you see this
-
and say,
-
wow,
-
life can be different.
-
And it's the same thing
-
with how life can be different.
-
It's not just
-
the practical terms
-
that allow you to live
-
and function
-
and flourish.
-
It's also the spiritual need
-
because that place
-
is dark.
-
It's dark in a different,
-
the world is dark.
-
Everywhere.
-
But it's a,
-
it's dark in a different
-
kind of way where they are
-
because people are
-
very suspicious
-
and cannot trust
-
other people.
-
A lot of our patients
-
will come
-
and they wouldn't even
-
tell their spouses
-
that they are
-
having surgery
-
because they're worried
-
that someone will
-
place a curse on them.
-
So it's,
-
it's a lot of bondage
-
and things like that.
-
Joyce says,
-
some of you are called.
-
I think you are called.
-
And it might not be to Congo.
-
Yeah,
-
it might not be to Congo.
-
It might be to the most
-
radical place.
-
Well, actually,
-
all of you are called.
-
All of us.
-
They are all called.
-
Some of them to the Congo.
-
Yes.
-
Others might to be
-
the radical,
-
radically far place
-
called Central
-
or Causeway Bay.
-
Yeah,
-
yeah,
-
those are scary places.
-
There are scary places.
-
Yeah,
-
very scary.
-
It just,
-
are you willing to be
-
that burning bush
-
and to go into that place
-
that God has called you to?
-
We've seen the building.
-
I want to see some people.
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Next slide.
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Oessa,
-
this is where it is.
-
Here.
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Yeah,
-
go back to the picture
-
of the people.
-
Just there.
-
Yeah,
-
so these people were all blind
-
and now they can see.
-
Praise God.
-
Can I just,
-
can we just pause there
-
for a second?
-
Like just,
-
they were blind
-
but now they see.
-
Like what does that even mean?
-
Just,
-
sometimes I see a blind person
-
just navigating
-
the streets of Hong Kong
-
and I'm just,
-
I don't even know
-
what to think.
-
I can't compute
-
what they're trying to do.
-
I mean,
-
I can see them.
-
Sometimes I still struggle
-
to find the right place.
-
But they were blind
-
but actually,
-
what you said,
-
this is where,
-
this is what really got me going,
-
okay,
-
you need to come up
-
and say this
-
because some of the stuff
-
that they do,
-
they're like,
-
oh yeah,
-
we did this with this.
-
She just said it so casually.
-
Oh,
-
they're blind
-
but now they see.
-
And actually,
-
it was really simple.
-
I said,
-
Joyce,
-
that's not simple.
-
That's life changing.
-
But to her,
-
on the most part,
-
it is.
-
Because why?
-
Because it's just a simple yes.
-
It's just God,
-
use me.
-
I'll just do whatever it is.
-
You're the one who's doing it.
-
I'm just here just to say yes.
-
Right?
-
Yes,
-
yes.
-
And just keep saying yes
-
and be a stubbornness goddess,
-
I think.
-
And pre-decide,
-
pre-decide,
-
like decide now
-
is going to be a yes,
-
regardless.
-
One of our mentors,
-
he's now in his 80s
-
and he's,
-
you know,
-
I won't be surprised
-
if he gets nominated
-
for a Nobel Prize
-
for his contribution to medicine
-
because he's amazing.
-
He's on these things
-
for river blindness
-
and one day we were talking to him
-
and asking for advice
-
and he was saying like,
-
oh yeah,
-
and then I did this
-
and that didn't work
-
and I did that
-
and oh,
-
that didn't go so well.
-
Oh,
-
then that was a disaster.
-
And like sometimes
-
literally what you're saying
-
about superheroes,
-
you just see all these
-
amazing things they did
-
and you don't think about
-
all the setbacks
-
and all the things
-
that you'd rather not remember.
-
And,
-
but it,
-
that's how,
-
how life is
-
and we just say,
-
yes,
-
and I think it's,
-
it is really dumb
-
when I do it myself
-
that I just think about,
-
we're focusing on the wrong thing.
-
Yeah.
-
Tell us about this little girl.
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Next slide.
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So,
-
this is Shirelle.
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She's 35 years old.
-
She started having eye problems
-
when she was 11
-
and then she became completely blind
-
by the time she was in her 30s.
-
So,
-
as a result,
-
her husband
-
was no longer able to work
-
as a carpenter
-
because he had to stay home now
-
to look after her.
-
So,
-
she felt pretty miserable
-
and she came to,
-
you can take the next slide,
-
I think probably,
-
oh no,
-
just stay here,
-
stay please.
-
So,
-
then we were able to operate on her
-
and she's able to see,
-
and she's able to see her baby,
-
her own baby for the first time
-
and her husband returned to work.
-
She can also work on implantations,
-
like their whole lives
-
are completely changed
-
but more importantly,
-
she said yes to Jesus.
-
Her whole family
-
and it's just,
-
that's what we're there to do.
-
Most importantly.
-
Thank you.
-
We're going to hear a few more of these
-
but my encouragement to you
-
is just,
-
these are real life testimonies
-
about what is happening.
-
We don't do hard things.
-
It's not hard.
-
It's very simple.
-
I think,
-
I do it anyway.
-
I overcomplicate things.
-
Show us the next one.
-
Next slide.
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Oh,
-
so these are like,
-
we've got so many befores and afters
-
of people who can see funny stories,
-
people who have not seen
-
their spouses for like 10,
-
20 years
-
and get a shocker
-
and it's like,
-
oh my,
-
you've aged.
-
Next one.
-
This is a little video.
-
Oh yeah.
-
Can you,
-
can you hear the sound?
-
Oh,
-
I don't know if we can hear the sound.
-
Maybe not.
-
Yeah.
-
Just talk us,
-
talk us through it.
-
So this little boy,
-
he was born blind.
-
So this is the moment
-
when he can see the world
-
for the first time.
-
Mmm.
-
Yeah,
-
he went,
-
mmm.
-
He's just,
-
he's so amazing.
-
I,
-
I,
-
I always watch the,
-
I've seen this thousands of times
-
but every time I see it,
-
it's just,
-
it's just amazing
-
like,
-
that we get to do this.
-
Can you just tell us
-
the medical condition?
-
Why was he born blind?
-
He had cataracts.
-
That was it?
-
That was it,
-
yeah.
-
In Hong Kong,
-
he would have been operated earlier.
-
But because of where he is?
-
Yeah,
-
because there's,
-
there's not been,
-
we've got some of these kids
-
who were born blind
-
who are now in university.
-
so we're,
-
it's just,
-
I can't believe like,
-
we just do what we can
-
and yeah,
-
it's simple.
-
Incredible,
-
incredible.
-
Next slide.
-
And that's the photos
-
of our consultation.
-
I think you can keep,
-
okay,
-
there's a,
-
before you,
-
before you go to the next slide,
-
if anyone who is,
-
is worried about gory pictures,
-
then look away
-
for the next bit.
-
It's just another quick slide.
-
Next one,
-
look away.
-
This one,
-
this is okay.
-
Then you,
-
then the next bit will be bad.
-
So,
-
she's a little girl
-
who was playing in the forest
-
when she had an eye injury
-
and so,
-
because she lived in the forest
-
and her parents didn't have
-
the financial means
-
to take her to the town,
-
they put sugar on her eye
-
to try help it
-
and people are like,
-
what did they think
-
the sugar will help?
-
And I think,
-
it's not necessarily
-
they thought that the sugar
-
would help but like,
-
you just feel so helpless,
-
you've got to do something.
-
So she,
-
that injury was like three,
-
and then three weeks later,
-
so you can show the next one
-
but if you don't like seeing gory.
-
Look away,
-
if you don't want,
-
yeah.
-
So that was what she looked like
-
and it's not just gory,
-
we were really worried
-
because by then
-
she was already in septic shock,
-
she was,
-
looked like she was developing
-
signs of meningitis
-
and you can show the next slide please
-
and just with some
-
simple antibiotics
-
and simple wound care,
-
we were able to save her sight
-
and her life.
-
Simple yeses.
-
Simple.
-
Simple yeses.
-
That's all it is
-
and I think it breaks my heart
-
when we sit here and go,
-
oh God,
-
what do you want me to do?
-
It's going to be something
-
incredible and big
-
and it's just,
-
oh but I'm not ready.
-
Just simple yeses.
-
Can you just stick
-
to the simple yeses?
-
Next slide.
-
I want to hear
-
about your daughter
-
and the glasses
-
because one of the big problems is...
-
Yeah,
-
so before we went there,
-
if you,
-
who wears glasses here?
-
Quite a few of you.
-
So how long does it take you
-
on average
-
to get your glasses back
-
if you need a new pair?
-
A few days?
-
Something like that?
-
So back in Congo,
-
if you need a pair of glasses,
-
you would need to send
-
the prescription
-
to another country
-
and then they'll send it back.
-
So you can take
-
the next slide please.
-
I think,
-
I'm guessing.
-
Maybe that's your daughter.
-
Oh yeah,
-
yeah,
-
yeah,
-
there.
-
So what's her name?
-
Rosette,
-
Rosette,
-
Rosette's 11
-
and her mom saved up
-
for a few years.
-
Can you imagine
-
waiting for a few years?
-
600多 times.
-
Okay,
-
pretty bad.
-
So she's,
-
her mom saved up
-
for a few years
-
and then borrowed money
-
from the older brother
-
just so that they could get
-
this pair of glasses
-
for her
-
from abroad.
-
And after a few years,
-
the prescription was wrong
-
and then can you see
-
what's wrong with it?
-
Can you see what's wrong
-
with this?
-
Can you see it's all
-
scratched?
-
So it would be hard
-
to see
-
and if you look
-
on the bottom,
-
can you see the difference
-
between those two pairs
-
of glasses?
-
Anyone can see
-
what's the difference
-
between those two pairs
-
of glasses?
-
There's no,
-
yeah,
-
that's right,
-
there's no arms
-
to those glasses
-
so she's literally
-
going to school
-
like this
-
and so
-
our daughter,
-
that's our oldest one,
-
she was 17 then,
-
she learned
-
from an optician
-
chain here
-
in Hong Kong
-
how to make
-
glasses
-
and then she went back
-
and then she wrote
-
a training manual
-
and then
-
in French
-
because that's the language
-
we use there
-
and if you're worried
-
like,
-
I don't speak French,
-
well,
-
one,
-
you can learn
-
and two,
-
there are these things
-
called apps
-
and AI
-
and they really help you
-
but my daughter
-
wrote this manual
-
in French
-
and she trained
-
the whole team
-
so under Hong Kong
-
$100
-
we were able to help
-
this little girl
-
so like I said,
-
it's simple
-
we don't do things
-
that are like
-
rocket science
-
but just simple
-
simple
-
of course
-
you say simple now
-
and you haven't got time
-
to tell people
-
all the stories
-
about how you got
-
to this point
-
but you did,
-
I want to finish here
-
because you actually
-
also wrote
-
the 10 things
-
that you've learnt
-
since doing
-
all of this stuff
-
and as I looked
-
at that list
-
I was like
-
I wish we had time
-
to go through
-
all of them
-
but we don't
-
but there's a few
-
that I'm like
-
we can't finish
-
so if we're going
-
to go fast forward
-
to slide 35
-
it's the orange
-
type slide
-
there we go
-
tell us about this one
-
how did you get here?
-
yeah so we were
-
in the first
-
mission hospital
-
we were in
-
we loved it
-
like we were
-
part of an amazing team
-
and then every year
-
as part of that team
-
we would see
-
like a thousand people
-
come to Christ
-
and you know
-
things were just
-
great
-
right
-
we felt like
-
we were very successful
-
and then God
-
asked us to leave
-
not even telling us
-
what we were going
-
to do next
-
and that was when
-
it dawned on us
-
like God's really
-
not that interested
-
in our so-called success
-
but all he asked
-
is our obedience
-
and we
-
I don't know about you
-
but like I take comfort
-
in outcomes
-
like I want to make sure
-
that it's worth
-
you know
-
it's worth the effort
-
but God doesn't
-
doesn't see things like that
-
and he really is just
-
after obedience
-
and there's another quote
-
that you quote
-
from one of my favourite authors
-
which is this
-
oh yeah
-
read him
-
if you get his book
-
I think I've read
-
his devotional
-
five, six times
-
with Henri
-
together
-
so you want me to read this
-
so if we obey God
-
it's going to cost
-
other people more
-
than it costs us
-
and that is where
-
the thing comes in
-
is it still
-
yeah
-
so this is about
-
like
-
you know
-
I'm
-
we've got three kids
-
I'm
-
I'm brought up
-
in Hong Kong
-
where all my
-
fellow classmates
-
are tiger moms
-
all of them
-
if they have kids
-
and
-
of course
-
I
-
and I had to
-
homeschool them
-
while working
-
and
-
there's no
-
back then
-
there were like
-
no internet
-
or anything like that
-
it wasn't
-
it was just really tough
-
and then
-
so it was always
-
just concerned
-
about what
-
what more
-
it would
-
how much more
-
it would cost them
-
than me
-
and I'm an only child
-
so it's hard to
-
accept
-
that my parents
-
are getting older
-
and how
-
how can I
-
we not be
-
near them
-
but then God
-
really showed us
-
that
-
and I
-
I said this to God
-
before I left
-
and for the first time
-
I said God
-
you said you'll meet
-
all my needs
-
so one of my needs
-
is that the needs
-
of my parents
-
and our kids
-
will need to be met
-
and so we just
-
just trusted God
-
throughout
-
and we've seen
-
so many stories
-
of how God's
-
really
-
met the needs
-
of my parents
-
and my kids
-
it's still hard
-
like there's no
-
doubt about it
-
but like
-
do we have time
-
for the violin story
-
or no time
-
have you heard
-
you don't know the story
-
oh you need to hear
-
the violin story
-
so my daughter
-
was two
-
when she first set
-
eyes on a violin
-
in the states
-
and she said
-
mommy I'm going to
-
want to learn it
-
and I thought
-
she's going to
-
forget it
-
and then she said
-
throughout
-
you know
-
from age of two
-
to six
-
regularly she'll say
-
I want to learn
-
the violin
-
and the tiger mom
-
in me would be like
-
she's supposed
-
to be a prodigy
-
and now she's
-
in the forest
-
where there's
-
no music teacher
-
she's never
-
going to learn
-
fulfill her potential
-
and then I would say
-
how about
-
how about the recorder
-
and she's like
-
I can learn the recorder
-
but I really want
-
to learn violin
-
how about
-
I say how about
-
I teach you the pianos
-
but I want to learn
-
the violin
-
and then I said
-
why don't you pray
-
big mistake
-
because then she
-
started praying
-
like every few nights
-
that God will let her
-
learn the violin
-
and I remember
-
like even now
-
remembering
-
I can feel the tears
-
because I remember
-
seeing her
-
under that mosquito net
-
asking God
-
to let her
-
play the violin
-
something that I would
-
have not
-
beaten I lead
-
if I were in Hong Kong
-
and
-
it was hard
-
just seeing her cry
-
and just thinking
-
what has this
-
cost her
-
what have I done
-
to my kids
-
and then
-
when she was
-
seven years old
-
an American volunteer
-
who's a nurse
-
she came
-
and brought
-
my daughter
-
a violin
-
she was a Suzuki
-
violin teacher
-
and taught my daughter
-
how to play the violin
-
and then when she was
-
11
-
she won
-
a scholarship
-
to go to the States
-
twice
-
to learn the violin
-
and eventually
-
it's through her
-
academics
-
and her violin
-
that she got
-
a full scholarship
-
to the UK
-
and I helped
-
like God
-
out of the billions
-
of people in the world
-
that God
-
would listen
-
to the prayer
-
of a little girl
-
under a mosquito net
-
and now
-
I see her play
-
she worships God
-
with it
-
and I'm just like
-
God
-
okay
-
I can't argue
-
with you
-
like you're God
-
you're amazing
-
and I think
-
that brings tears
-
for me
-
because it reminds me
-
again
-
called to different places
-
said different sacrifices
-
yes
-
but one of the biggest
-
things for us
-
is wait
-
we count the cost
-
we think we do
-
yes
-
but
-
but then there's
-
other people involved
-
and yes
-
I know Christina
-
we live that reality
-
also
-
there's this
-
there's this
-
letter that
-
I'm going to show you
-
that
-
oh
-
yeah
-
that's Charissa too
-
so now she was six
-
and so when she was six
-
she wrote this letter
-
and honestly
-
as a parent
-
if I read this letter
-
I think it would break me
-
I think I would
-
retreat
-
I think I would
-
so tell me what you did
-
when you read this letter
-
I don't remember
-
what I did
-
but I read this letter
-
so it's basically
-
about how she says
-
I want to go back to England
-
for several reasons
-
like she misses her family
-
she misses her friends
-
and she said
-
she hates the mosquito bites
-
because like
-
it was terrible
-
like we had
-
we tried every single thing
-
under the sun
-
long sleeves
-
you know
-
everything
-
but she was getting these scars
-
and she really didn't like it
-
but at the end
-
she said
-
in Jesus' name
-
but I will go
-
P.S.
-
I will go
-
where you want me to go
-
because I trust you
-
she was six
-
and I
-
I think
-
I think I knew
-
that
-
I can't really remember
-
it's a long time ago
-
she's 19 now
-
but I do
-
every time I see this
-
I do remember
-
okay what do I really
-
really
-
really
-
want for my kids
-
and there's only one thing
-
I really
-
really
-
really want
-
for my kids
-
is that they know
-
who God is
-
and I think
-
if
-
if I
-
I can give them
-
everything
-
and I want to give them
-
everything
-
but it will mean nothing
-
if they don't know
-
who God really is
-
and so for me
-
I'm like
-
okay
-
yeah
-
okay
-
so I
-
I like
-
I like
-
calculating pros and cons
-
and all that kind of stuff
-
but like honestly
-
if
-
if it's not a yes
-
and not a full-hearted
-
yes to God
-
I
-
I'd rather not live
-
really
-
like there's no
-
there's no point
-
really
-
and this is you
-
having done everything
-
that you're doing
-
you have to be honest
-
with yourself
-
and asking yourself
-
is this what I
-
really
-
really
-
really
-
I don't know anything
-
I don't really know anything
-
and I think a lot of things are
-
I think I understand something
-
but they're not real
-
the only truth is that
-
I know who God is
-
I know
-
I'm absolutely
-
sometimes the kids ask me things
-
I'm like
-
I don't know
-
but all I know is
-
God is who he says he is
-
and he will always do
-
what he says he will do
-
that's it
-
full stop
-
it's black and white
-
yeah
-
it's simple
-
but we complicated so many
-
so much right
-
we're like
-
well
-
what do I really want from it
-
because well I actually
-
I want them to be healthy
-
well I want them to study well
-
I want them to
-
you would put conditions
-
there's so many other things
-
is it on there
-
the next
-
no
-
no I don't think it is
-
go read it
-
but it's basically say
-
the gospel chamber is going on
-
and say
-
be very careful
-
what you will allow
-
and what you won't allow God to do
-
like you can touch this
-
but not that
-
yeah
-
hey we'll have one final one
-
if I skip two slides
-
to the next green one
-
this one
-
oh yeah
-
oh actually there's two more things
-
start by doing what is necessary
-
then what is possible
-
and suddenly you are doing
-
the impossible
-
honestly when I talk about
-
saying yes to God
-
I use her
-
case
-
as the joke
-
hey
-
God's not going to call you to Africa
-
to take your whole family
-
of three kids
-
six three and one
-
to go to Africa
-
and live there
-
that's usually what I say
-
hey don't worry
-
it could be Admiralty
-
but then I'm like
-
now sat in front of us
-
is someone who
-
did all of that
-
but she kept saying
-
it's just really simple stuff
-
that we do
-
it's really easy
-
it's simple
-
it's not that hard
-
it's not that complicated
-
even though we know
-
how hard it really is
-
for us to say yes to God
-
even in the simplest things
-
but this quote
-
just reminded me
-
it really is just
-
doing what is necessary
-
and keeping it simple
-
and you finish with this quote
-
or your final lesson
-
that you learned
-
number ten
-
the final one
-
the secret
-
how do you do
-
what you do
-
next slide
-
this one
-
tell us about this
-
yeah
-
so
-
when I first met Henri
-
so we had that
-
crazy fall in love
-
moment
-
but then we had
-
four years
-
where we were apart
-
and back then
-
there was like
-
no phones
-
or internet
-
or anything like that
-
so he would have to
-
travel on bumpy roads
-
for three hours
-
one way
-
three hours back
-
to go under this
-
particular tree
-
to hope for a signal
-
to call me
-
so the phone calls
-
were astronomical
-
and so many times
-
we literally would
-
redial 20 times
-
just to talk for a minute
-
and they'll get cut again
-
and it was hard
-
but we didn't mind
-
because we're in love
-
and I think when
-
we're in love
-
you know
-
we suddenly
-
like
-
nothing is too difficult
-
right
-
suddenly
-
you don't mind
-
staying up all night
-
to talk
-
you know
-
when you're in love
-
it's like
-
even if you
-
have to drop
-
that person off
-
and he lives
-
on the other side
-
of town
-
opposite to
-
which direction
-
you're going
-
you know
-
just nothing
-
is too inconvenient
-
nothing's too annoying
-
nothing's too frustrating
-
and I've come to realize
-
that for me
-
the secret
-
of doing
-
what God says
-
to you know
-
God in the Bible
-
is to do the impossible
-
it's like
-
how
-
how
-
I'm very practical
-
it's like
-
how
-
how
-
I want to know
-
how
-
and I realized
-
that the only way
-
to overcome
-
my impossible heart
-
is to fall in love
-
with God
-
daily
-
again and again
-
again
-
because when we
-
when we fall in love
-
we suddenly
-
become these
-
actually now
-
we're these super
-
beings
-
where we are
-
beyond ourselves
-
and we are
-
somehow able
-
to step outside
-
of our
-
comfort normal zone
-
and bravely face
-
the unknown
-
and when we're in love
-
we
-
you know
-
just
-
we suddenly
-
can get through
-
anything
-
and everything
-
because you're
-
you've got this
-
supercharged
-
power
-
and I think
-
it's
-
Joel
-
who was
-
in missions
-
for about 70 years
-
I paraphrase
-
but he says
-
something like
-
the passion
-
for souls
-
grows out
-
of a passion
-
for Christ
-
and the passion
-
for missions
-
builds
-
on a passion
-
for Christ
-
and the greatest
-
danger
-
to a Christian
-
in whatever role
-
is a lack
-
of passion
-
for Christ
-
and he said
-
the most effective
-
way
-
for personal renewal
-
is
-
to have
-
a passion
-
for Christ
-
yeah
-
pop twist
-
coming up
-
I just started
-
this by saying
-
hey
-
she's not a superhero
-
and she isn't
-
I'm going to twist it
-
now and go
-
what if we all
-
are
-
what if we all
-
did operate
-
in the supernatural
-
where we weren't
-
afraid
-
because God
-
is for us
-
so none
-
can be
-
against us
-
I want to
-
ask you to share
-
one final story
-
that's come
-
you can use
-
whatever language
-
that is appropriate
-
for the kids here
-
but
-
in this
-
Henri
-
was taken away
-
by some bad people
-
and from what I remember
-
you have been told
-
there was
-
no fear
-
are you able to share
-
a little bit
-
of what that is
-
yeah
-
so
-
honestly
-
where we live
-
in general
-
is very safe
-
I always tell people
-
it's safer
-
definitely
-
than San Francisco
-
so I feel
-
very safe
-
but I think
-
God sometimes
-
allows you
-
I think God
-
really allowed
-
my husband
-
to go through
-
this very
-
very unusual
-
thing
-
to really
-
take us
-
to a new place
-
so it was one
-
Friday afternoon
-
and he was
-
pretty tired
-
so he decided
-
and he wanted
-
to go back
-
to the clinic
-
to work
-
and this just
-
gives you
-
an insight
-
into just
-
honestly
-
we work
-
I would say
-
I have to say
-
this
-
one of my
-
other mentors
-
told us
-
when I was
-
a medical student
-
he said
-
Joyce
-
I expect
-
that God
-
expects
-
us Christians
-
to work
-
harder
-
than anybody
-
else
-
because we've
-
been given
-
the most important
-
task on earth
-
so we work
-
really hard
-
like I say
-
it's easy
-
but I'm also
-
telling you
-
I won't
-
sugar coat it
-
it is hard
-
it's easy
-
but it's also
-
hard
-
it becomes
-
easier
-
as you say
-
yes
-
so my husband
-
was working
-
really hard
-
and he
-
finished the
-
whole day
-
of surgery
-
but he had
-
to go back
-
now to set
-
up the
-
equipment
-
because we
-
have no
-
technician
-
so you
-
know
-
and you're
-
like
-
is he a
-
technician
-
no
-
but he
-
just had
-
to do
-
it
-
you just
-
do
-
what is
-
necessary
-
that's
-
the bit
-
about what
-
is necessary
-
but he
-
was so
-
tired
-
he decided
-
not to
-
drive
-
so he
-
got into
-
a taxi
-
where locally
-
the taxis
-
usually are
-
shared
-
among
-
other passengers
-
so he
-
got in
-
and the
-
driver
-
said
-
I'm
-
going to
-
drop the
-
other two
-
passengers
-
off first
-
and my
-
husband
-
said
-
sure
-
no
-
problem
-
and as
-
they
-
started
-
driving
-
they
-
just
-
went
-
all over
-
and they
-
started
-
going to
-
the border
-
of the
-
town
-
and my
-
husband
-
was like
-
where on
-
earth
-
are you
-
taking
-
me
-
and he's
-
like
-
oh no
-
no
-
don't
-
worry
-
just a
-
little
-
bit
-
further
-
and my
-
husband
-
said
-
no
-
look
-
I'll
-
just
-
pay
-
you
-
so let
-
let me
-
get
-
out
-
because
-
I need
-
to get
-
back
-
to town
-
and at
-
that
-
they said
-
if you
-
say another
-
word
-
we'll
-
kill you
-
so my
-
husband
-
now knew
-
okay
-
something's
-
really
-
wrong
-
they drove
-
further
-
and further
-
out of town
-
they finally
-
reached
-
this roundabout
-
where my
-
husband
-
recognized
-
and now
-
he knew
-
he was
-
really far
-
away from
-
where we
-
live
-
and one
-
of the
-
passengers
-
turned around
-
to him
-
and said
-
are you
-
the eye
-
surgeon
-
and he
-
said yes
-
and at
-
that
-
the people
-
in the
-
car
-
started
-
arguing
-
in a
-
different
-
dialect
-
so they're
-
not from
-
Congo
-
and my
-
husband
-
didn't
-
really
-
know
-
what
-
they
-
were
-
saying
-
but he
-
knew
-
they
-
were
-
arguing
-
about
-
what
-
to do
-
with
-
him
-
and while
-
they were
-
busy
-
arguing
-
he sneakily
-
threw
-
his iPhone
-
out from
-
the car
-
window
-
the taxi
-
window
-
hoping
-
that it
-
become
-
some
-
kind
-
of
-
clue
-
as
-
to
-
a
-
track
-
for
-
people
-
to
-
find
-
him
-
They're
-
now
-
three
-
hours
-
in
-
this
-
car
-
and
-
they're
-
now
-
into
-
the
-
forest
-
and
-
it's
-
dark
-
if
-
you've
-
been
-
to
-
rainforest
-
in
-
Africa
-
you
-
really
-
it's
-
dark
-
you can't
-
even see
-
your own
-
five
-
fingers
-
it's
-
that
-
pitch
-
dark
-
and they
-
suddenly
-
stopped
-
the car
-
and they
-
asked my
-
husband
-
to get
-
out
-
and he
-
told me
-
he's
-
the bravest
-
man I
-
know
-
and he
-
said
-
that was
-
the scariest
-
moment
-
in his
-
life
-
because
-
he knew
-
somehow
-
they were
-
after
-
his
-
life
-
and
-
then
-
so
-
they said
-
he got
-
out
-
and he
-
said
-
okay
-
this is
-
it
-
God
-
you're
-
going to
-
take
-
me
-
home
-
and
-
to
-
his
-
surprise
-
they
-
let
-
him
-
go
-
they
-
said
-
okay
-
you
-
go
-
today
-
but we
-
know
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
where
-
you
-
live
-
who
-
your
-
family
-
are
-
so
-
if
-
you
-
report
-
us
-
there'll
-
be
-
repercussions
-
but you
-
go
-
and
-
then
-
they
-
just
-
sped
-
off
-
into
-
the
-
night
-
so
-
now
-
my
-
husband
-
obviously
-
relieved
-
he's
-
still
-
alive
-
he
-
was
-
he
-
thought
-
that
-
someone
-
he's
-
paranoid
-
someone's
-
still
-
going to
-
come
-
reach
-
him
-
now
-
he
-
didn't
-
know
-
where
-
he
-
was
-
or
-
which
-
direction
-
to
-
go
-
because
-
he
-
was
-
left
-
in the
-
middle
-
of
-
jungle
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
what
-
you
-
would
-
have
-
done
-
but
-
he
-
just
-
said
-
okay
-
I'm
-
just
-
going
-
to
-
start
-
walking
-
anyway
-
and
-
as
-
he
-
walked
-
he
-
said
-
he
-
kept
-
looking
-
back
-
thinking
-
someone's
-
going to
-
jump
-
on
-
him
-
or
-
something
-
he
-
said
-
there
-
was
-
no
-
room
-
to
-
worry
-
about
-
gorillas
-
snakes
-
scorpions
-
anything
-
like
-
that
-
and
-
he
-
said
-
this
-
is
-
like
-
he
-
was
-
like
-
okay
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
walking
-
by
-
faith
-
means
-
and
-
that
-
roundabout
-
that
-
he
-
recognized
-
and
-
when
-
he
-
got
-
there
-
he
-
said
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
try
-
to
-
find
-
my
-
phone
-
so
-
he
-
used
-
his
-
foot
-
and
-
he
-
was
-
like
-
he
-
found
-
his
-
phone
-
even
-
the
-
screen
-
protector
-
was
-
still
-
on
-
he
-
turned
-
it
-
on
-
1%
-
battery
-
and
-
there's
-
no
-
signal
-
because
-
it's
-
in
-
the
-
jungle
-
so
-
he
-
said
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
turn
-
off
-
but
-
now
-
he
-
knew
-
where
-
he
-
was
-
and
-
he
-
then
-
everyone
-
was
-
looking
-
for
-
him
-
where
-
on
-
earth
-
was
-
he
-
but
-
he
-
got
-
home
-
safely
-
and
-
I
-
was
-
like
-
who
-
gets
-
kidnapped
-
and
-
still
-
has
-
his
-
Apple
-
watch
-
his
-
iPhone
-
and
-
wallet
-
everything
-
intact
-
he
-
didn't
-
lose
-
any
-
hair
-
and
-
that's
-
when
-
we
-
really
-
know
-
God
-
really
-
is
-
faithful
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
if
-
I
-
should
-
say
-
why
-
he
-
got
-
kidnapped
-
you
-
can
-
tell
-
us
-
what
-
he's
-
!
-
now
-
!
-
Yes!
-
If you
-
want to
-
find out
-
more
-
you're
-
just
-
going to
-
get
-
in
-
touch
-
with
-
us
-
because
-
now
-
I've
-
got
-
half
-
a
-
story
-
hanging
-
his
-
immediate
-
reaction
-
to that
-
was
-
my
-
family
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
leave
-
this
-
place
-
because
-
it's
-
so
-
dark
-
they
-
were
-
not
-
after
-
money
-
they
-
were
-
after
-
something
-
else
-
so
-
I'm
-
not
-
just
-
saying
-
it
-
because
-
that
-
was
-
his
-
first
-
reaction
-
but
-
then
-
God
-
said
-
to
-
him
-
reminded
-
him
-
about
-
this
-
worship
-
song
-
that
-
actually
-
redefined
-
why
-
we're
-
there
-
now
-
we
-
know
-
it
-
is
-
because
-
it's
-
so
-
spiritually
-
dark
-
there
-
that's
-
precisely
-
why
-
we
-
have
-
to
-
be
-
there
-
it's
-
because
-
people
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
be
-
there
-
that's
-
precisely
-
the
-
reason
-
why
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
there
-
after
-
this
-
incident
-
he
-
went
-
back
-
to
-
the
-
forest
-
one
-
Saturday
-
on
-
his
-
bike
-
and
-
he
-
literally
-
faced
-
his
-
fears
-
have
-
you
-
ever
-
seen
-
people
-
who
-
give
-
testimonies
-
after
-
they've
-
been
-
to
-
a
-
near
-
death
-
experience
-
now
-
there's
-
clarity
-
all that
-
stuff
-
we saw
-
before
-
now
-
we can
-
see
-
clearer
-
and
-
to me
-
he's
-
become
-
invincible
-
unstoppable
-
and
-
I think
-
that's
-
the fire
-
you're
-
talking
-
about
-
once
-
you
-
let
-
God
-
just
-
do
-
that
-
you
-
can't
-
do
-
anything
-
else
-
what else
-
can I
-
do
-
God
-
that's
-
it
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
a
-
close
-
here
-
he
-
became
-
a
-
superhero
-
through
-
the
-
challenges
-
that he
-
faced
-
for us
-
to know
-
who we
-
are
-
in
-
Christ
-
not
-
knowing
-
who we
-
are
-
in
-
Christ
-
is
-
the
-
biggest
-
lie
-
that the
-
enemy
-
wants
-
to
-
keep
-
us
-
down
-
that's
-
the
-
only
-
thing
-
I
-
tell
-
myself
-
all
-
these
-
lies
-
all
-
the
-
time
-
who
-
told
-
me
-
that
-
nobody
-
just
-
me
-
but
-
if
-
I
-
get
-
back
-
to
-
that
-
and
-
really
-
take
-
God
-
for
-
his
-
word
-
because
-
it
-
is
-
the
-
only
-
certainty
-
in
-
life
-
people
-
say
-
you
-
go
-
to
-
Africa
-
it's
-
very
-
risky
-
the
-
only
-
risk
-
free
-
way
-
is
-
to
-
live
-
in
-
Christ
-
that's
-
the
-
only
-
risk
-
free
-
way
-
do you
-
know
-
who
-
Anreen
-
reminds
-
me
-
of
-
the
-
apostles
-
the
-
people
-
who
-
saw
-
someone
-
die
-
and
-
then
-
rise
-
again
-
you
-
can't
-
stop
-
us
-
this
-
is
-
it
-
and
-
she
-
says
-
he
-
lives
-
in
-
a
-
way
-
that
-
is
-
so
-
radically
-
filled
-
with
-
freedom
-
and
-
to
-
be
-
free
-
and
-
to
-
be
-
okay
-
with
-
who
-
we
-
are
-
yes
-
thank
-
you
-
Joyce
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
having
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
give
-
her
-
round
-
of
-
applause
-
there's
-
only
-
two
-
things
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
do
-
sadly
-
we
-
ran
-
out
-
of
-
time
-
sorry
-
music
-
team
-
but
-
one
-
is
-
if
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
hear
-
more
-
again
-
it's
-
not
-
just
-
doctors
-
it's
-
anyone
-
who
-
just
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
might
-
even
-
just
-
be
-
bubbling
-
up
-
right
-
now
-
inside
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
find
-
out
-
more
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
hear
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
that
-
story
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
do
-
something
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
say
-
yes
-
my
-
simple
-
yes
-
Tuesday
-
night
-
Joyce
-
has been
-
a long
-
term
-
partner
-
of
-
Kongfuk
-
Church
-
for a
-
long
-
time
-
now
-
on
-
Tuesday
-
night
-
at
-
Kongfuk
-
she
-
will
-
be
-
!
-
Trevor
-
come
-
up
-
can
-
you
-
pray
-
for
-
Joyce
-
can
-
we
-
stretch
-
our
-
hands
-
she
-
will
-
be
-
heading
-
back
-
soon
-
later
-
just
-
put
-
our
-
QR
-
codes
-
if
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
connect
-
with
-
us
-
just
-
write
-
there's
-
some
-
leaflets
-
over there
-
if you
-
want to
-
find out
-
more
-
we
-
were
-
praying
-
about
-
we
-
decided
-
to
-
do
-
this
-
only
-
a
-
few
-
days
-
ago
-
it's
-
not
-
necessarily
-
about
-
New
-
site
-
Congo
-
we
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
meet
-
her
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
see
-
her
-
burning
-
bush
-
and
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
have
-
yours
-
whatever
-
it
-
looks
-
like
-
both
-
of
-
us
-
have
-
such
-
a
-
sense
-
that
-
God
-
really
-
is
-
trying
-
to
-
get
-
something
-
to
-
you
-
I'm
-
not
-
even
-
supposed
-
to be
-
in
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
this
-
week
-
but
-
I
-
happened
-
to
-
be
-
here
-
I
-
wasn't
-
supposed
-
to
-
be
-
speaking
-
anywhere
-
but
-
the
-
moment
-
he
-
said
-
it
-
we
-
saw
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
we're
-
!
-
to
-
!
-
Don't
-
ignore
-
that
-
little
-
prompting
-
in your
-
heart
-
because
-
it's
-
not
-
that
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
do
-
anything
-
for
-
God
-
but
-
you
-
get
-
to
-
do
-
something
-
God's
-
inviting
-
you
-
right
-
now
-
to
-
be
-
really
-
all
-
those
-
amazing
-
plans
-
and
-
dreams
-
and
-
seeds
-
put
-
inside
-
of
-
you
-
I
-
see
-
this
-
and
-
I
-
look
-
back
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
now
-
I
-
see
-
all
-
those
-
things
-
in
-
the
-
past
-
I
-
just
-
dismiss
-
!
-
Father
-
thank you
-
so much
-
for
-
Joyce
-
and
-
the
-
whole
-
Samoto
-
family
-
God
-
I
-
ask
-
that
-
you
-
pour
-
out
-
more
-
of
-
your
-
presence
-
into
-
their
-
lives
-
may
-
you
-
fill
-
them
-
with
-
more
-
of
-
your
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
from
-
the
-
top
-
of
-
their
-
feet
-
and
-
that
-
everything
-
around
-
them
-
exudes
-
your
-
presence
-
that
-
you
-
send
-
angels
-
to
-
prepare
-
the
-
way
-
before
-
them
-
and
-
be
-
around
-
them
-
and
-
be
-
behind
-
them
-
and
-
God
-
wherever
-
you
-
continue
-
to
-
call
-
them
-
to
-
I
-
ask
-
that
-
you
-
bless
-
them
-
and
-
every
-
single
-
person
-
they
-
encounter
-
that
-
they
-
would
-
be
-
blessed
-
by
-
them
-
and
-
that
-
they
-
would
-
be
-
a
-
blessing
-
to
-
them
-
and
-
Lord
-
may
-
you
-
also
-
provide
-
even
-
earthly
-
needs
-
that
-
they
-
need
-
beyond
-
their
-
imagination
-
beyond
-
their
-
expectation
-
just
-
so
-
that
-
they
-
would
-
know
-
just
-
how
-
good
-
you
-
are
-
just
-
how
-
you've
-
chosen
-
them
-
you
-
selected
-
them
-
out
-
of
-
all
-
the
-
different
-
people
-
to
-
continue
-
to
-
walk
-
in
-
your
-
ways
-
in
-
Congo
-
or
-
everywhere
-
else
-
because
-
they
-
chose
-
to
-
say
-
yes
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
God
-
we
-
love
-
you
-
and
-
we
-
pray
-
these
-
things
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
amen