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The Beginning of the End

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  1. Morning, everyone.

  2. Oh, nice and loud.

  3. Thanks, Alex.

  4. Thank you very much.

  5. Just to reiterate,

  6. for the retreat in December,

  7. How many people can I help and support

  8. and come as well?

  9. Okay, so that's part of what we do as a family.

  10. So do not feel as though,

  11. oh, that's going to be the problem.

  12. Please do not let that be the problem.

  13. Anyway, last week we had a climax,

  14. the climax of Genesis 22,

  15. of Abraham finally offering Isaac up to the altar.

  16. I watched a movie this week,

  17. which also had a very strong climax,

  18. The Odyssey.

  19. Can you put your hand up if you've watched The Odyssey?

  20. Gauzy watched it?

  21. Yes.

  22. Juju and I are actually talking about,

  23. can I have the feedback down a little bit on the speaker?

  24. I'm hearing,

  25. we're talking about starting a movie club

  26. to talk about this film.

  27. It's so good.

  28. As climaxes go,

  29. it's pretty strong.

  30. I won't spoil anything,

  31. though, again,

  32. I've told Gabs this before you watched it.

  33. You've had 3,000 years to find out about the story,

  34. so you deserve to have his support for you

  35. if you still haven't watched it.

  36. The climax last week was pretty epic.

  37. You have Abraham,

  38. who's waited for 25 years

  39. for this son.

  40. And then finally,

  41. he does it,

  42. and I share the story about my dad

  43. before he passed,

  44. kneeling down at the cross

  45. in our church,

  46. just in tears,

  47. telling me,

  48. James,

  49. promise me one thing.

  50. Focus on him.

  51. Be true to your calling.

  52. Say yes when he calls you to go,

  53. and that's been the marker of my life

  54. all the way till now.

  55. I imagined Abraham and Isaac

  56. at the cross at Calvary

  57. when Abraham sees Jesus on the cross.

  58. Imagining, by the way,

  59. this does not happen.

  60. Different time.

  61. But just imagining,

  62. given what he had gone through

  63. in Genesis 22,

  64. given that he was willing

  65. to give his son,

  66. whom he loved,

  67. to God,

  68. and then seeing God

  69. do the exact same thing,

  70. going,

  71. now I know,

  72. now I know,

  73. this God,

  74. this Father,

  75. loves us so dearly

  76. that he would not withhold

  77. his only son.

  78. Thankfully for Abraham,

  79. he offers up Isaac,

  80. but then God says,

  81. no,

  82. stop.

  83. I have a replacement for you.

  84. I have a substitute for you.

  85. There's a ram there

  86. that you can use instead.

  87. But at the cross,

  88. you see,

  89. God does not say,

  90. stop.

  91. He says,

  92. in fact,

  93. he says nothing.

  94. Psalm 22,

  95. Jesus quotes the words,

  96. why,

  97. my God,

  98. my God,

  99. why have you forsaken me?

  100. For our sake,

  101. because of his love for us,

  102. he turns away from his son,

  103. whom he loves,

  104. so that we can live again.

  105. That was the climax

  106. of last week.

  107. And going back to the Odyssey,

  108. one of the things

  109. that really struck me,

  110. of course,

  111. who knows whether Odysseus

  112. was a real person

  113. or not.

  114. But the story itself,

  115. what Nolan tried to do

  116. was just depict

  117. this character

  118. who had gone on a journey,

  119. was a sojourner,

  120. but also was filled

  121. with grief.

  122. Right?

  123. And that's kind of

  124. what carried him through

  125. all the way.

  126. It made me think

  127. the journeys that we're on

  128. and the grief

  129. that we hold,

  130. whether there's moments

  131. where there are true

  132. gladness,

  133. joy,

  134. of what God's given us,

  135. but you and me

  136. would both be lying

  137. if we didn't say

  138. that our lives

  139. also bring us

  140. with grief

  141. nearly every day.

  142. And we look here now,

  143. post-climax,

  144. we see a really

  145. interesting passage here

  146. where,

  147. actually,

  148. Abraham deals

  149. with grief.

  150. I always have a saying,

  151. which is,

  152. I really love

  153. talking to people

  154. who are acquainted

  155. with grief.

  156. Not because of any

  157. weird thing,

  158. but because when I look

  159. into their eyes,

  160. I know that they

  161. know that this life

  162. is not all there is.

  163. That there's a soberness

  164. to it.

  165. There's a clarity

  166. to life

  167. that I think

  168. only grief

  169. can give you.

  170. And you see here

  171. what Abraham does

  172. with grief

  173. is he points

  174. to eternity.

  175. He points himself

  176. to eternity,

  177. and it's through

  178. a seemingly

  179. very mundane,

  180. trivial,

  181. real estate

  182. transaction.

  183. And that's what

  184. we're going to be

  185. doing today.

  186. We had the climax

  187. of Genesis 22,

  188. and now we come down

  189. to something that's

  190. seemingly very earthly,

  191. very mundane,

  192. and very tragic,

  193. and we're going to see

  194. what the Lord has

  195. in store for us.

  196. I'm going to invite

  197. Sonny to come up

  198. to minister to us

  199. and read to us

  200. the Word of God.

  201. So as per our tradition,

  202. can I invite you

  203. to stand out of reverence

  204. and awe for the Word

  205. that's about to be

  206. spoken over us.

  207. Genesis 23.

  208. Genesis 23.

  209. Sarah's Death and Burial.

  210. Sarah lived 127 years.

  211. These were the years

  212. in the life of Sarah.

  213. And Sarah died

  214. at Kiri at Arba,

  215. that is Huron,

  216. in the land of Canaan.

  217. And Abraham went in

  218. to mourn for Sarah

  219. and to weep for her.

  220. And Abraham rose up

  221. from before his dead

  222. and said to the Hittites,

  223. I am a sojourner

  224. and foreigner among you.

  225. Give me property among you

  226. for a burying place

  227. that I may bury my dead

  228. out of my sight.

  229. The Hittites answered

  230. Abraham,

  231. Abraham,

  232. hear us, my lord.

  233. You are a prince of God

  234. among us.

  235. Bury your dead

  236. in the choices

  237. of our tombs.

  238. None of us

  239. will withhold

  240. from you his tomb

  241. to hinder you

  242. from burying your dead.

  243. Abraham rose

  244. and bowed

  245. to the Hittites,

  246. the people of the land.

  247. And he said to them,

  248. If you are willing

  249. that I should bury

  250. my dead out of my sight,

  251. hear me

  252. and entreat for me,

  253. Ephron,

  254. the son of Zohar,

  255. that he may give me

  256. the cave of Machpelah,

  257. which he owns.

  258. It is at the end

  259. of his field.

  260. For the full price,

  261. let him give it to me

  262. in your presence

  263. as property

  264. for a burying place.

  265. Now Ephron

  266. was sitting

  267. among the Hittites

  268. and Ephron,

  269. the Hittite,

  270. answered Abraham

  271. in the hearing

  272. of the Hittites

  273. of all who went

  274. in at the gate

  275. of his city.

  276. No, my lord,

  277. hear me.

  278. I give you

  279. the field

  280. and I give you

  281. the cave that is in it.

  282. In the sight

  283. of the sons

  284. of my people,

  285. I give it to you.

  286. Bury your dead.

  287. Then Abraham

  288. bowed down

  289. before the people

  290. of the land

  291. and he said to Ephron

  292. in the hearing

  293. of the people

  294. of the land,

  295. But if you will,

  296. hear me.

  297. I give the price

  298. of the field.

  299. Accept it for me

  300. that I may bury

  301. my dead there.

  302. Ephron answered Abraham,

  303. My lord,

  304. listen to me.

  305. A piece of land

  306. worth four hundred

  307. shekels of silver,

  308. what is that

  309. between you and me?

  310. Bury your dead.

  311. Abraham listened

  312. to Ephron

  313. and Abraham weighed

  314. out for Ephron

  315. the silver

  316. that he had named

  317. in the hearing

  318. of the Hittites.

  319. Four hundred

  320. shekels of silver.

  321. According to the weights

  322. the current

  323. among the merchants.

  324. So the field

  325. of Ephron

  326. and Machpelah

  327. which was

  328. to the east

  329. of Mamre

  330. the field

  331. with the cave

  332. that was in it

  333. and all the trees

  334. that were in the field

  335. throughout its whole area

  336. was made over

  337. to Abraham

  338. as a possession

  339. in the presence

  340. of the Hittites

  341. before all

  342. who went in

  343. at the gate

  344. of his city.

  345. After this

  346. Abraham buried

  347. Sarah,

  348. his wife,

  349. in the cave

  350. of the field

  351. of Machpelah

  352. east of Mamre

  353. that is

  354. Huron

  355. in the land

  356. of Canaan

  357. the field

  358. and the cave

  359. that is in it

  360. were made over

  361. to Abraham

  362. as property

  363. for a burying place

  364. by the Hittites.

  365. This is the word

  366. of the Lord.

  367. Thank you,

  368. Sonny.

  369. Please take a seat.

  370. Alina,

  371. when you read

  372. the Bible

  373. do you find

  374. every passage

  375. that you read

  376. just exciting

  377. and invigorating

  378. and something

  379. that you can take away?

  380. That was not me

  381. on Monday morning.

  382. When I read that passage

  383. again I was like

  384. okay we had

  385. just such a

  386. great time

  387. going through

  388. Genesis 22.

  389. One passage

  390. that everyone

  391. is familiar with

  392. and then we reached

  393. 23 and I'm like

  394. okay well where

  395. do we go with this?

  396. What is it Lord

  397. that you are trying

  398. to show us

  399. in this?

  400. But before that though

  401. if you have your Bibles

  402. which I do hope you do

  403. I haven't shamed people

  404. for a while

  405. paper Bibles.

  406. Paper Bibles

  407. is the way to heaven

  408. is the way to salvation.

  409. The apps will not

  410. get you there

  411. unfortunately.

  412. That's what it says

  413. in the Bible.

  414. You should read it.

  415. Genesis chapter

  416. if it's your first time

  417. here I'm joking.

  418. Kind of.

  419. Pass it aggressively.

  420. Now

  421. the end of 22

  422. is really interesting.

  423. 22 is this

  424. fascinating passage

  425. right?

  426. But for some reason

  427. the author decides

  428. to leave

  429. a couple sentences

  430. at the end

  431. just after the whole

  432. epic incident

  433. on the hill.

  434. and then he says

  435. now after these things

  436. it was told to Abraham

  437. behold

  438. Milca also has born

  439. children to your brother

  440. Nahor

  441. Uz his firstborn

  442. Buzz his brother

  443. Chemuel the father

  444. of Abraham

  445. Hesed

  446. Hazo

  447. anyway

  448. I'll hold this to names

  449. and moreover

  450. his concubine

  451. whose name was

  452. Rumah

  453. bore Teber

  454. Gaham

  455. Tahash

  456. and Maka.

  457. Isn't it interesting

  458. that that's just a random

  459. piece of information

  460. there that he leaves

  461. in one of the most

  462. key chapters

  463. in the whole Bible.

  464. I don't know if you

  465. find it interesting.

  466. I did.

  467. Interestingly because

  468. his brother Nahor

  469. 25 years ago

  470. was not called out

  471. of Ur

  472. so he didn't have

  473. to leave home.

  474. He stayed home

  475. he didn't have to

  476. take a leap of faith

  477. to go out

  478. and away.

  479. Almost just to rub

  480. salt in the wounds

  481. is Abraham

  482. has just offered

  483. his son

  484. his only son

  485. whom he loves

  486. his only chance

  487. of livelihood

  488. his social future

  489. is based on

  490. this one son

  491. he offers him up

  492. and then suddenly

  493. he receives news

  494. from home

  495. saying hey

  496. do you remember

  497. that brother

  498. that you left

  499. who actually doesn't

  500. follow God

  501. and doesn't believe

  502. in God

  503. and is still

  504. worshipping the

  505. moons

  506. he has so many

  507. kids

  508. is basically

  509. what it's saying.

  510. Isn't it fascinating?

  511. When you take

  512. that leap of faith

  513. to follow God

  514. you don't know

  515. where he's going

  516. to lead

  517. you don't know

  518. how he's going

  519. to provide for you

  520. and most often

  521. it doesn't make sense.

  522. Abraham's like

  523. wait

  524. I was told

  525. to leave my home

  526. and then you'll

  527. bless me with

  528. family

  529. and my family land

  530. right now

  531. I don't really

  532. have much

  533. whereas my brother

  534. Sarah

  535. who didn't

  536. listen to you

  537. doesn't have

  538. a relationship

  539. with you

  540. is at home

  541. living at large

  542. with 12 kids

  543. and tribes

  544. how's that fair?

  545. What does that

  546. even mean?

  547. Don't you think

  548. it's funny

  549. that the author

  550. here just seems

  551. to have a sense

  552. of humour here

  553. who's kind of

  554. just showing

  555. hey

  556. what we see

  557. in this world

  558. is not all there is

  559. there is more

  560. to it

  561. and then sadly

  562. 23 starts

  563. Sarah lived

  564. 127 years

  565. these were the years

  566. of the life

  567. of Sarah

  568. and then

  569. she dies

  570. is what it says

  571. the consequence

  572. of the curse

  573. even though there

  574. are promises

  575. that are made

  576. to him and his family

  577. there is the consequence

  578. of this curse

  579. which still remains

  580. which is that

  581. we will die

  582. Genesis 25

  583. that whole list

  584. of descendants

  585. and he died

  586. and he died

  587. and he died

  588. and you'll die

  589. and you'll die

  590. and you'll die

  591. and I'll die

  592. and we will all

  593. die

  594. isn't it sobering

  595. when we talk

  596. about acts of faith

  597. when we talk

  598. about trusting

  599. when we talk

  600. about choosing

  601. faith over fear

  602. we also still

  603. must acknowledge

  604. that there is

  605. death

  606. death is still

  607. very much part

  608. of the picture here

  609. in fact

  610. Abraham's in a bit

  611. of a weird place now

  612. he had two promises

  613. given to him

  614. one that you'll have

  615. family and two

  616. your family will have

  617. land

  618. he's received one

  619. through just Isaac

  620. but he's not

  621. got any land

  622. and then it carries

  623. on here

  624. and it talks

  625. about it

  626. verse 3

  627. he goes to the Hittites

  628. which at that point

  629. were again

  630. a prominent people

  631. along with the Egyptians

  632. along with the

  633. you know

  634. eventually with the Greeks

  635. so the Hittites

  636. were a big group

  637. and so they were

  638. the ones who were

  639. kind of owning

  640. Canaan right now

  641. and so Abraham

  642. goes to them

  643. and says this

  644. I am a sojourner

  645. and foreigner

  646. among you

  647. give me property

  648. among you

  649. for a burying place

  650. that I may bury

  651. my dead

  652. out of my sight

  653. brackets

  654. God had promised

  655. me family

  656. and he had promised

  657. my family

  658. all of this land

  659. but actually

  660. up until this point

  661. I do not own

  662. a single piece of land

  663. I only have one son

  664. and now my wife

  665. has died

  666. and actually

  667. when we left

  668. 26 years ago

  669. I promised her

  670. I told her

  671. God said

  672. that we would have

  673. lots and lots of land

  674. and lots and lots

  675. of descendants

  676. but sadly

  677. she's now dead

  678. and she had two sons

  679. one who we sent away

  680. well Ishmael

  681. wasn't really her son

  682. but then Abraham

  683. I offered up

  684. and now

  685. she's gone

  686. and I

  687. as a husband

  688. was not able

  689. to show her

  690. what God

  691. had promised us

  692. I want us to feel

  693. a little bit

  694. of just the

  695. pain and heartache

  696. that Abraham

  697. would have gone through

  698. maybe his husband

  699. sits with wife

  700. his wife sits with husband

  701. going

  702. what were the dreams

  703. that we had

  704. to sail away

  705. to enjoy

  706. our future

  707. together

  708. all the things

  709. that God

  710. had promised us

  711. together

  712. and now we sit

  713. and now he sits

  714. here with grief

  715. going

  716. didn't get any of it

  717. couldn't even

  718. give my wife

  719. a house

  720. is what he's saying

  721. I'm a sojourner

  722. and a foreigner

  723. and I couldn't

  724. give her

  725. a house

  726. could you

  727. at least

  728. give me a cave

  729. to bury her

  730. they respond

  731. to him

  732. by saying

  733. verse 6

  734. here is my lord

  735. you are a prince

  736. of God

  737. among us

  738. bury your dead

  739. in the choices

  740. of our tombs

  741. none of us

  742. will withhold

  743. from you

  744. his tomb

  745. to hinder you

  746. from burying

  747. your dead

  748. so they like him

  749. so again

  750. he's a wealthy man

  751. remember he's a wealthy

  752. Genesis 13

  753. he had so much money

  754. he had to split

  755. from his nephew

  756. so he's got a lot

  757. of people

  758. a lot of cattle

  759. and of course

  760. a lot of tents

  761. in the camp of Abraham

  762. and they know him

  763. and they say

  764. hey you're a prince

  765. of God

  766. wouldn't that be great

  767. to just be described

  768. as that

  769. by people outside

  770. of the faith

  771. there's something

  772. about you

  773. that is just different

  774. you're a prince of God

  775. and hey you do

  776. look we know

  777. you've been living

  778. a sojourner

  779. we know you're a foreigner

  780. which means

  781. we don't really want

  782. to give you our land

  783. but hey

  784. just take your pick

  785. where do you want

  786. to bury your wife

  787. you do that

  788. and so then

  789. he says to them

  790. if you are willing

  791. that I should bury

  792. my dead out of my sight

  793. hear me and entreat

  794. for me

  795. Ephron the son of Zohar

  796. that he may give

  797. the cave of Machpelah

  798. actually

  799. something else

  800. just interesting here

  801. is he's a foreigner

  802. he's a sojourner

  803. and yet he still

  804. acts with integrity

  805. at every step of the way

  806. to the point

  807. where other people

  808. on the outside

  809. look in and go

  810. you're a good guy

  811. I would love

  812. for us all

  813. to be there

  814. I would love

  815. for people

  816. to look at me

  817. outside

  818. in that same way

  819. and so he

  820. he goes

  821. there is actually

  822. one piece of land

  823. actually it's just a cave

  824. it's the end of this field

  825. owned by a guy

  826. called Ephron

  827. if you can

  828. speak to Ephron

  829. and I can buy

  830. that cave off him

  831. so I can bury my wife

  832. that's all I want

  833. brackets

  834. despite God

  835. has promised me

  836. so much

  837. yeah I'm not getting

  838. any of it

  839. I'm just going to

  840. buy the cave

  841. verse 10

  842. now Ephron

  843. was sitting

  844. among the Hittites

  845. and Ephron the Hittite

  846. answered Abraham

  847. in the hearing

  848. of the Hittites

  849. of all who went in

  850. at the gate of the city

  851. remember the gate of the city

  852. is a very important place

  853. remember Lot

  854. was hanging out

  855. at the gate of the city

  856. it's the place

  857. where all the transactions

  858. are done

  859. okay

  860. this is

  861. this is the interactive

  862. brokers of the day

  863. and this is where

  864. they sit and wait

  865. and actually everything

  866. is made official

  867. and exchanged here

  868. everyone knows about it

  869. so Ephron is sat there

  870. and he's going

  871. okay

  872. and then a fascinating

  873. interaction happens

  874. and this is where

  875. it gets into

  876. literal real estate

  877. business transaction here

  878. and he says this

  879. no Lord

  880. hear me

  881. I give you the field

  882. and I give you the cave

  883. that is in it

  884. in the sight of my sons

  885. of my people

  886. I give it to you

  887. bury your dead

  888. interesting here

  889. Abraham asks for a cave

  890. he only wants a cave

  891. but then Ephron

  892. comes to him

  893. out of this kind of

  894. it seems as though

  895. it seems warm

  896. and kind of generous

  897. he says hey

  898. don't just take the cave

  899. take the field

  900. take the field

  901. my sons can see it

  902. take it

  903. bury your dead

  904. and do what it is

  905. that you need to do

  906. on the surface

  907. this looks like

  908. a good piece of generosity

  909. but we actually

  910. if you keep going down further

  911. you'll see that it actually

  912. isn't

  913. bury your dead

  914. then Abraham bowed down

  915. before the land of the people

  916. again showing respect

  917. even though they don't

  918. worship his God

  919. he still respects

  920. the society

  921. and the structures

  922. that are in place

  923. and he said to Ephron

  924. in the hearing of people

  925. but if you will hear me

  926. I will give the price

  927. of the field

  928. accept it from me

  929. that I may bury my dead there

  930. Abraham's like

  931. thank you so much

  932. for offering me

  933. this cave

  934. and this field

  935. but I insist

  936. I want to buy it off you

  937. what's Abraham thinking

  938. he's thinking

  939. okay well

  940. you might say yes to me now

  941. but your kids might not

  942. say yes to me

  943. in the next generations

  944. and then you'll take that field

  945. and that cave back off me again

  946. unless we make it legal

  947. so he's respecting

  948. the structures

  949. that are in place

  950. for society

  951. honoring them

  952. and also insisting

  953. that he does not

  954. take shortcuts

  955. but he does not cut corners in this

  956. he lives as a man of faith

  957. and of integrity

  958. and he says

  959. please let me buy the field

  960. and this is where

  961. Ephron's true colors

  962. are exposed

  963. and he says this

  964. Ephron answers

  965. Abraham

  966. my lord

  967. listen to me

  968. a piece of land

  969. worth 400 shekels of silver

  970. what is that

  971. between me and you

  972. you and me

  973. it's okay

  974. it's just you and me

  975. 400 shekels of silver

  976. this is where you know

  977. it's been exposed

  978. because 400 shekels of silver

  979. is actually about 40 years

  980. of wage

  981. I put it into AI

  982. and it's

  983. the equivalent

  984. would probably be about

  985. 5 million Hong Kong

  986. what people

  987. what scholars believe here

  988. is that he's charging

  989. an exorbitant price

  990. for the field

  991. that Abraham only wants

  992. to the cave

  993. can you see

  994. he's showing his true colors

  995. here

  996. and actually

  997. if you've been in the Middle East

  998. if you've even done

  999. any kind of bargaining

  1000. and kind of negotiation

  1001. this is typical

  1002. Middle Eastern negotiating

  1003. and actually

  1004. if Abraham at this point

  1005. said oh thanks

  1006. I'll take the cave

  1007. I'll take the field

  1008. thank you very much

  1009. there would have been chaos

  1010. but instead

  1011. there was this

  1012. almost superficial

  1013. negotiation

  1014. that gets Abraham

  1015. to the point

  1016. where he pays

  1017. full market price

  1018. for a piece

  1019. of land

  1020. that he didn't actually want

  1021. he just wanted

  1022. a cave

  1023. to bury

  1024. his wife

  1025. whom he had promised

  1026. so much

  1027. and she had passed

  1028. without seeing

  1029. any of it

  1030. this was a grieving man

  1031. if you look at just verse

  1032. 2

  1033. Abraham went in

  1034. to mourn for Sarah

  1035. and to weep

  1036. for her

  1037. just the grief

  1038. that comes

  1039. and all he wants

  1040. is the cave

  1041. and he's pulled

  1042. into this

  1043. fascinating thing

  1044. that happens

  1045. with Ephraim

  1046. so Ephraim

  1047. was like

  1048. fine

  1049. I will charge you

  1050. the 400 shekels

  1051. of silver

  1052. and he does that

  1053. and even then

  1054. Abraham listened to Ephraim

  1055. and Abraham weighed out

  1056. for Ephraim

  1057. the silver

  1058. that he had named

  1059. in the hearing

  1060. of the Hittites

  1061. 400 shekels of silver

  1062. according to the weights

  1063. current among the merchants

  1064. so even then

  1065. even the weighing

  1066. of the silver

  1067. was still

  1068. it was still

  1069. saying hey

  1070. we're going to decide

  1071. and it will fluctuate

  1072. depending on how much

  1073. silver there is

  1074. and back in those days

  1075. there were less silver

  1076. than actually there is now

  1077. so this was a very

  1078. very expensive

  1079. piece of property

  1080. that he was buying

  1081. for his wife

  1082. so they do it

  1083. and what can we learn

  1084. from this whole story

  1085. and that's it

  1086. and as I was sitting

  1087. there this weekend

  1088. what can we see

  1089. from this passage

  1090. that we can actually

  1091. take away from

  1092. and the first thing

  1093. is that you see

  1094. a grieving sojourner

  1095. who was very much

  1096. willing to grieve

  1097. I can tell you this

  1098. I always hold

  1099. grief and gratitude

  1100. hand in hand

  1101. there's not a moment

  1102. that goes by

  1103. in my life

  1104. where I don't look

  1105. and go

  1106. there are things

  1107. that I'm grieving

  1108. there are things

  1109. that I've lost

  1110. every yes I say

  1111. yes everything

  1112. I say yes to

  1113. there are ten no's

  1114. that I have to say

  1115. no to

  1116. we all carry grief

  1117. in some way

  1118. that's almost

  1119. part and parcel

  1120. of this life here

  1121. and yet you see

  1122. a grieving sojourner

  1123. living in a certain way

  1124. where he doesn't get

  1125. the promises

  1126. fulfilled

  1127. and we now sit here

  1128. and we have the whole bible

  1129. and we see

  1130. Hebrews 11

  1131. that's filled with

  1132. all these great things

  1133. said about Abraham

  1134. at this point

  1135. he doesn't know

  1136. he just knows

  1137. that the wife

  1138. that he loved

  1139. is now dead

  1140. and she didn't get

  1141. what was promised

  1142. and in his

  1143. last act of honour

  1144. to her

  1145. last act of love

  1146. to her

  1147. who no doubt

  1148. I mean

  1149. those of you

  1150. who have moved house

  1151. a lot of times

  1152. will know how painful

  1153. it is

  1154. so again

  1155. I'm projecting here

  1156. but there'll be a moment

  1157. where the wife's going

  1158. can we just settle down now

  1159. I'm so tired

  1160. of this tent

  1161. Abraham didn't

  1162. you say that God

  1163. had promised us

  1164. this land forever

  1165. for our descendants

  1166. why are we still living

  1167. in this tent

  1168. and this tent

  1169. has a leak

  1170. it's just horrible

  1171. and dark

  1172. and dingy

  1173. he doesn't do anything

  1174. until she passes

  1175. and he insists

  1176. on paying full price

  1177. for this land

  1178. he is a grieving

  1179. sojourner

  1180. but he is pointing

  1181. to eternity

  1182. he's pointing himself

  1183. to eternity

  1184. and I'll show you why

  1185. the reason why

  1186. he insists on buying

  1187. this land

  1188. is because he doesn't

  1189. just believe

  1190. that God's promise

  1191. was about giving them

  1192. the land in their lifetime

  1193. remember

  1194. last chapter

  1195. last week

  1196. what does Abraham

  1197. believe in?

  1198. he believes

  1199. that there's a chance

  1200. actually there's a big chance

  1201. that God can raise

  1202. Isaac from the dead

  1203. that's why he's willing

  1204. to offer

  1205. he's like

  1206. I don't know

  1207. how it's going to happen

  1208. even if I have to

  1209. sacrifice and kill Isaac

  1210. some way

  1211. Hebrews 11 says this

  1212. Abraham thought

  1213. don't worry

  1214. even if I offer Isaac up

  1215. God will raise him

  1216. from the dead somehow

  1217. so Abraham believes

  1218. in the resurrection

  1219. from the dead

  1220. so the reason why

  1221. he buys this land

  1222. for his wife

  1223. who never got to see

  1224. the land is

  1225. hey I know I didn't

  1226. get you this land

  1227. in your lifetime

  1228. but I assure you this

  1229. when you resurrect

  1230. you will resurrect

  1231. in the place

  1232. that God promised you

  1233. that's why he bought

  1234. this land

  1235. because he's saying

  1236. this will be a marker

  1237. this will be a deposit

  1238. this will be a down payment

  1239. for our future

  1240. because the promise

  1241. that we receive from God

  1242. isn't in this lifetime

  1243. it's for the next one

  1244. and the moment

  1245. Sarah you wake up

  1246. the moment you resurrect

  1247. you will be resurrecting

  1248. in the lands

  1249. that God promised you

  1250. because of that

  1251. I am willing to pay

  1252. above market price

  1253. for this land

  1254. so that when you wake up

  1255. when

  1256. not if

  1257. when you wake up

  1258. when you are resurrected

  1259. you will be in exactly

  1260. the place

  1261. that God promised you

  1262. he's not going to take

  1263. any shortcuts

  1264. because there was another way

  1265. that he could have done this

  1266. which was not bury her

  1267. just cremate her

  1268. just get it out of the way

  1269. why does he need to engage

  1270. with the locals

  1271. get this favor from them

  1272. or pay so much for them

  1273. he didn't have to do

  1274. any of that

  1275. he never

  1276. he'd held restraint

  1277. all this time

  1278. anyway

  1279. why buy her the land now

  1280. she's not nagging anymore

  1281. and yet in his eyes

  1282. there's something

  1283. that needs to be done here

  1284. that is beyond their life

  1285. beyond their lifetime

  1286. so he's going to insist

  1287. on buying this land

  1288. and because it was done

  1289. in the presence

  1290. of all these other leaders

  1291. around the city

  1292. around the gate

  1293. this transaction

  1294. would be official

  1295. and it would pass down

  1296. the generations

  1297. guess who ends up

  1298. getting buried there

  1299. in the future

  1300. not just Sarah

  1301. but Abraham himself

  1302. and then Isaac

  1303. and it continues

  1304. and continues

  1305. just another moment

  1306. of sentimental value here

  1307. this place in Hebron

  1308. is basically where

  1309. after they split

  1310. with the nephew Lot

  1311. so Lot goes this way

  1312. and they go this way

  1313. and they set up

  1314. in Hebron

  1315. it would have been

  1316. where they settled

  1317. those many years ago

  1318. and so he's like

  1319. no

  1320. I'm putting a deposit

  1321. on this

  1322. a down payment

  1323. for this

  1324. this is for our future

  1325. he sees something

  1326. beyond death

  1327. it makes me think

  1328. how do we approach

  1329. our earthly things now

  1330. do we approach them

  1331. with an eternal mindset

  1332. I once heard a quote

  1333. that I've shared

  1334. many many times before

  1335. that there are

  1336. two most important days

  1337. in your life

  1338. today

  1339. and that day

  1340. today

  1341. the day that you're

  1342. living in right now

  1343. and that day

  1344. when you meet your creator

  1345. those are the only

  1346. two important days

  1347. in your life

  1348. and our prayer

  1349. is that that day

  1350. impacts the way

  1351. you live today

  1352. when was the last time

  1353. you made an investment

  1354. that didn't really make sense

  1355. in an earthly sense

  1356. but makes absolute sense

  1357. in an eternal sense

  1358. when was the last time

  1359. you invested your time

  1360. your resources

  1361. your money

  1362. your efforts

  1363. your love

  1364. into something

  1365. or someone

  1366. or some project

  1367. with eternity

  1368. in mind

  1369. if we're honest

  1370. with ourselves

  1371. that doesn't really happen

  1372. because we make investments

  1373. for this life

  1374. we choose to put time

  1375. into studying

  1376. so we can invest

  1377. into getting the grades

  1378. that we need

  1379. to get to the university

  1380. that we need

  1381. to get to the job

  1382. that we need

  1383. so we can get the lifestyle

  1384. that we need

  1385. all in this life

  1386. but when was the last time

  1387. we said

  1388. I'm going to make

  1389. an investment

  1390. that I'm not going to see

  1391. that the world

  1392. isn't really going to understand

  1393. but it is so much bigger

  1394. than what I experience

  1395. in this life

  1396. and there's going to be

  1397. a moment

  1398. where I'm going to experience

  1399. it in eternity

  1400. where my wife

  1401. is going to wake up

  1402. and she's going to be

  1403. in paradise

  1404. do we here

  1405. live

  1406. with eternity

  1407. in mind

  1408. it's impossible

  1409. to go through

  1410. the book of

  1411. the story of Abraham

  1412. without looking

  1413. at Hebrews 11

  1414. so I want to turn

  1415. to us there

  1416. for the next bit

  1417. and then I'm actually

  1418. going to invite

  1419. a friend up

  1420. so if you can

  1421. stay awake

  1422. until then

  1423. I promise you

  1424. it will get more

  1425. interesting after that

  1426. Hebrews chapter 11

    Hebrews 11 chapter mention

  1427. growing up always

  1428. I've used this

  1429. I've felt this

  1430. was just a

  1431. just a hall of fame

  1432. of people

  1433. who just put

  1434. their trust

  1435. in the Lord

  1436. who never put

  1437. a foot wrong

  1438. who never made

  1439. a mistake

  1440. who lived life

  1441. completely

  1442. trusting in their God

  1443. but what I

  1444. have more recently

  1445. seen is that

  1446. is not the case

  1447. you look

  1448. and Abraham

  1449. by the way

  1450. is the one

  1451. who's had

  1452. the most written

  1453. about him

  1454. 11 verse 8

  1455. by faith Abraham

  1456. obeyed when he

  1457. was called to go

  1458. out to a place

  1459. that he was to

  1460. receive as an

  1461. inheritance

  1462. by faith he

  1463. obeyed

  1464. so that's the thing

  1465. he obeys and

  1466. goes out

  1467. not knowing

  1468. what he's going

  1469. to get

  1470. not knowing

  1471. where he's

  1472. going to go

  1473. and he went

  1474. out not knowing

  1475. where he was

  1476. going to go

  1477. verse 8

  1478. by faith he

  1479. went to live

  1480. in the land

  1481. of promise

  1482. the land that

  1483. was promised

  1484. to him

  1485. he lived

  1486. there in

  1487. faith

  1488. living in

  1489. tents with

  1490. Isaac and

  1491. Jacob

  1492. why

  1493. because he

  1494. was looking

  1495. forward

  1496. verse 11

  1497. sorry verse 10

  1498. for he was

  1499. looking forward

  1500. to the city

  1501. that has

  1502. foundations

  1503. whose designer

  1504. and builder

  1505. is God

  1506. just step

  1507. with me

  1508. into the life

  1509. of Abraham

  1510. again

  1511. he's promised

  1512. this big land

  1513. he goes

  1514. leaves everything

  1515. he's ever

  1516. known

  1517. and goes

  1518. and lives

  1519. there

  1520. and he lives

  1521. in tents

  1522. never settles

  1523. down

  1524. and somewhere

  1525. along the way

  1526. things turn

  1527. and he realizes

  1528. that he's not

  1529. actually living

  1530. for Canaan

  1531. anymore

  1532. he's living

  1533. for a city

  1534. that has

  1535. foundations

  1536. whose designer

  1537. and builder

  1538. is God

  1539. he's going

  1540. further away

  1541. I think that's

  1542. a bit of the

  1543. life that we

  1544. have as followers

  1545. of Christ

  1546. is in the

  1547. early stages

  1548. when we choose

  1549. to follow Jesus

  1550. it's because

  1551. he's going to

  1552. help us find

  1553. purpose

  1554. he's going to

  1555. help us

  1556. find meaning

  1557. he's going

  1558. to help us

  1559. find

  1560. and some

  1561. of us

  1562. think

  1563. he's going

  1564. to help

  1565. us find

  1566. bring health

  1567. and wealth

  1568. and we're

  1569. just going

  1570. to be much

  1571. more happy

  1572. and that's

  1573. often how

  1574. we start

  1575. and I'm not

  1576. saying that's

  1577. all terribly

  1578. wrong

  1579. but I'm

  1580. saying that

  1581. would be a

  1582. real terrible

  1583. shame

  1584. if that's

  1585. where we

  1586. stayed

  1587. and so

  1588. then what

  1589. happens is

  1590. as we

  1591. start following

  1592. Jesus

  1593. we end up

  1594. at the place

  1595. where actually

  1596. Jesus I'm

  1597. kind of losing

  1598. interest in the

  1599. gifts that you're

  1600. going to give me

  1601. and I'm more

  1602. interested in you

  1603. because those

  1604. gifts have got

  1605. to come from

  1606. somewhere

  1607. and the kingdom

  1608. of God is the

  1609. gift that keeps

  1610. on giving

  1611. so I'd rather

  1612. come towards you

  1613. and that's where

  1614. you end up

  1615. King David

  1616. Psalm 27

  1617. says the one

  1618. thing I ask

  1619. now the one

  1620. thing I seek

  1621. is to dwell

  1622. in the house

  1623. of the Lord

  1624. to gaze upon

  1625. his beauty

  1626. to inquire

  1627. in his temple

  1628. all I care

  1629. about is

  1630. you now

  1631. the life

  1632. of a believer

  1633. those seasons

  1634. those cycles

  1635. that we go

  1636. through

  1637. the whole

  1638. objective

  1639. is to get

  1640. to a place

  1641. where Jesus

  1642. I want you

  1643. more than

  1644. the things

  1645. that you

  1646. can give

  1647. me

  1648. and recognizing

  1649. especially

  1650. that I may

  1651. not even

  1652. get it

  1653. Hebrews 11

    Hebrews 11:13

  1654. verse 13

  1655. these all

  1656. died in

  1657. faith

  1658. not having

  1659. received

  1660. the things

  1661. promised

  1662. but having

  1663. seen them

  1664. and greeted

  1665. them from

  1666. afar

  1667. and having

  1668. acknowledged

  1669. that they

  1670. were strangers

  1671. and exiles

  1672. on the earth

  1673. Abraham

  1674. is there

  1675. he speaks

  1676. to the Hittites

  1677. and says

  1678. I am a

  1679. sojourner

  1680. a foreigner

  1681. I am a

  1682. stranger

  1683. I am an

  1684. exile

  1685. this doesn't

  1686. really belong

  1687. to me anymore

  1688. if we could

  1689. all just

  1690. get there

  1691. to a place

  1692. where we

  1693. look at the

  1694. comforts and

  1695. luxuries and

  1696. excitement

  1697. and the gifts

  1698. of a city

  1699. like Hong Kong

  1700. and go

  1701. and yet I

  1702. desire

  1703. a better

  1704. country

  1705. I desire

  1706. a city

  1707. whose builder

  1708. and foundation

  1709. and designer

  1710. is God

  1711. himself

  1712. this isn't

  1713. enough

  1714. with that

  1715. said

  1716. what we're

  1717. praying for

  1718. is that

  1719. actually

  1720. heaven would

  1721. come onto

  1722. earth

  1723. every time

  1724. I walk

  1725. into Hong Kong

  1726. Park

  1727. I'm like

  1728. what a

  1729. beautiful park

  1730. surrounded by

  1731. these incredible

  1732. buildings

  1733. reminds me a little

  1734. bit of just the

  1735. book of Revelation

  1736. where there's

  1737. going to be

  1738. it's going to

  1739. be a garden

  1740. city

  1741. but the whole

  1742. point is

  1743. and again

  1744. remember

  1745. my wife loves

  1746. trees

  1747. that's why

  1748. we have a

  1749. tree

  1750. in our

  1751. church

  1752. but if you

  1753. just look

  1754. even look

  1755. around

  1756. anywhere

  1757. that's nice

  1758. and hip

  1759. and cool

  1760. these days

  1761. whether it's

  1762. Hong Kong

  1763. or if you

  1764. like Shenzhen

  1765. then you

  1766. go to

  1767. Shenzhen

  1768. and you

  1769. see all

  1770. these

  1771. what do

  1772. you

  1773. Trevor's

  1774. like

  1775. yes

  1776. amen

  1777. all these

  1778. malls

  1779. all these

  1780. places

  1781. that are

  1782. cool

  1783. what do

  1784. they have

  1785. trees

  1786. there's

  1787. something in

  1788. our hearts

  1789. that are

  1790. just crying

  1791. just yearning

  1792. for this

  1793. garden city

  1794. actually

  1795. the good

  1796. things in

  1797. the city

  1798. in reality

  1799. actually point

  1800. us towards

  1801. those things

  1802. Abraham gets

  1803. to the point

  1804. where he

  1805. acknowledges

  1806. and sees

  1807. them from

  1808. afar

  1809. but he

  1810. recognizes

  1811. he's a

  1812. stranger

  1813. and an

  1814. exile

  1815. and he's

  1816. now looking

  1817. for something

  1818. else

  1819. I wonder

  1820. whether we

  1821. can live

  1822. with that

  1823. kind of

  1824. heart

  1825. it's funny

  1826. he buys

  1827. his land

  1828. they end

  1829. up staying

  1830. there

  1831. and this

  1832. is where

  1833. my conclusion

  1834. is before

  1835. I bring

  1836. other people

  1837. up

  1838. you fast

  1839. forward to

  1840. the end

  1841. of Genesis

  1842. Joseph

  1843. remember they

  1844. end up in

  1845. Egypt right

  1846. and Joseph

  1847. is very

  1848. very powerful

  1849. he's not

  1850. a sojourner

  1851. he's not

  1852. a stranger

  1853. he's not

  1854. an exile

  1855. he's the

  1856. second most

  1857. powerful man

  1858. in Egypt

  1859. and when

  1860. he dies

  1861. what does

  1862. he make

  1863. them promise

  1864. take my

  1865. bones

  1866. I do not

  1867. want to be

  1868. in Egypt

  1869. because our

  1870. people

  1871. our family

  1872. were promised

  1873. a land

  1874. in Canaan

  1875. so when

  1876. you leave

  1877. and God

  1878. will come

  1879. and deliver

  1880. you from

  1881. Egypt

  1882. and when

  1883. you leave

  1884. and come

  1885. take my

  1886. bones

  1887. with you

  1888. and wander

  1889. in the desert

  1890. for 40 years

  1891. he didn't know

  1892. that but

  1893. take them

  1894. with you

  1895. wherever you

  1896. go

  1897. because I

  1898. want my

  1899. bones

  1900. to be buried

  1901. with my

  1902. ancestors

  1903. with my

  1904. great great

  1905. great grandmother

  1906. my great

  1907. great great

  1908. grandfather

  1909. why

  1910. because God

  1911. promised us

  1912. something

  1913. that we

  1914. will realize

  1915. maybe not

  1916. in this

  1917. lifetime

  1918. but in

  1919. eternity

  1920. we will

  1921. so take

  1922. my bones

  1923. home

  1924. please

  1925. is what

  1926. Joseph

  1927. is saying

  1928. he lived

  1929. with that

  1930. eternal mindset

  1931. just like

  1932. Abraham

  1933. Abraham of course

  1934. had this

  1935. interaction with

  1936. Ephron

  1937. and Ephron

  1938. thinks he gets

  1939. a great deal

  1940. five million

  1941. Hong Kong

  1942. for a field

  1943. and a cave

  1944. that he doesn't

  1945. really use

  1946. anymore

  1947. and yet what

  1948. he doesn't

  1949. realize is that

  1950. Abraham actually

  1951. gets the better

  1952. side of the deal

  1953. that Abraham

  1954. paid 400

  1955. shekels of

  1956. silver for

  1957. his family

  1958. to have the

  1959. whole land of

  1960. Canaan

  1961. the whole of

  1962. the promised

  1963. land

  1964. he just won't

  1965. see it

  1966. just yet

  1967. Abraham himself

  1968. doesn't see it

  1969. Sarah definitely

  1970. didn't see it

  1971. and yet Abraham

  1972. lived with that

  1973. kind of faith

  1974. it reminds me

  1975. of Judas

  1976. not for 400

  1977. shekels

  1978. he just had a

  1979. bag of 30

  1980. coins

  1981. and he exchanges

  1982. it

  1983. how often do

  1984. we deal

  1985. in the earthly

  1986. thinking we

  1987. just want the

  1988. best deals

  1989. that we can

  1990. here

  1991. when God's

  1992. calling us

  1993. to live

  1994. with eternity

  1995. in mind

  1996. to look at

  1997. something far

  1998. greater

  1999. the truth is

  2000. everything that

  2001. we have here

  2002. will fade away

  2003. it will go

  2004. it will rot

  2005. it's interesting

  2006. when Jesus

  2007. comes

  2008. in John 8

  2009. he was talking

  2010. to the people

  2011. who are

  2012. who are you

  2013. are you greater

  2014. than Abraham

  2015. and then he

  2016. really annoys them

  2017. by saying some

  2018. stuff

  2019. but John

    John 8:56

  2020. chapter 8

  2021. verse 56

  2022. says this

  2023. your father

  2024. Abraham

  2025. rejoiced

  2026. that he

  2027. would see

  2028. my day

  2029. he saw

  2030. it

  2031. and was

  2032. glad

  2033. Jesus

  2034. quotes

  2035. their

  2036. founding father

  2037. of the faith

  2038. and says

  2039. your founding father

  2040. saw this day

  2041. he saw me

  2042. and he was

  2043. glad

  2044. which is why

  2045. he was willing

  2046. to make a

  2047. down payment

  2048. a deposit

  2049. into a future

  2050. that he

  2051. wouldn't even

  2052. see

  2053. because he

  2054. saw the city

  2055. he saw

  2056. the better

  2057. country

  2058. and he

  2059. was glad

  2060. would we

  2061. all be

  2062. like Abraham

  2063. and recognize

  2064. and acknowledge

  2065. that everything

  2066. that we have

  2067. promised to us

  2068. from this book

  2069. from God

  2070. himself

  2071. we may not

  2072. even realize

  2073. before death

  2074. and that's

  2075. how we can

  2076. grieve

  2077. that's why

  2078. 1 Thessalonians

  2079. 4 says

  2080. we grieve

  2081. not as those

  2082. who have no

  2083. hope

  2084. because we

  2085. have an

  2086. eternal

  2087. inheritance

  2088. that awaits

  2089. us that we

  2090. won't see

  2091. here

  2092. you can

  2093. count on it

  2094. but yet

  2095. the moment

  2096. Jesus comes

  2097. the moment

  2098. Jesus

  2099. the one

  2100. who's

  2101. resurrected

  2102. comes

  2103. back for us

  2104. the moment

  2105. we're all

  2106. woken up

  2107. raised from

  2108. the dead

  2109. we will be

  2110. in the land

  2111. of promise

  2112. and where

  2113. he will

  2114. rule

  2115. with grace

  2116. and truth

  2117. and peace

  2118. and love

  2119. in a kingdom

  2120. that will

  2121. never end

  2122. that is

  2123. the hope

  2124. that we

  2125. have

  2126. that is

  2127. what we

  2128. are going

  2129. for

  2130. Jesus

  2131. the son

  2132. of God

  2133. himself

  2134. who was

  2135. outcast

  2136. who became

  2137. a sojourner

  2138. and a foreigner

  2139. and a stranger

  2140. and an exile

  2141. ends up

  2142. sacrificing

  2143. himself

  2144. his tomb

  2145. becomes a

  2146. deposit

  2147. for our

  2148. life

  2149. and now

  2150. he lives

  2151. and his

  2152. spirit lives

  2153. inside us

  2154. and that

  2155. is

  2156. the deposit

  2157. and the

  2158. guarantor

  2159. of our

  2160. faith

  2161. do we

  2162. recognize

  2163. that

  2164. can we

  2165. live

  2166. by

  2167. that

  2168. that

  2169. the great

  2170. climax

  2171. is not

  2172. here yet

  2173. we live

  2174. in the

  2175. already

  2176. but not

  2177. yet

  2178. we're waiting

  2179. for the

  2180. moment

  2181. where our

  2182. king

  2183. comes back

  2184. for us

  2185. and makes

  2186. all wrongs

  2187. right

  2188. when you are

  2189. grieving

  2190. when you are

  2191. sojourning

  2192. can I encourage

  2193. you to look

  2194. at the cross

  2195. can I

  2196. encourage you

  2197. to look

  2198. at Jesus

  2199. and see

  2200. that there

  2201. is something

  2202. beyond the

  2203. grave

  2204. can I

  2205. encourage

  2206. you to

  2207. look at

  2208. the empty

  2209. tomb

  2210. and remember

  2211. there is

  2212. something

  2213. beyond

  2214. the grave

  2215. I'm going

  2216. to invite

  2217. a dear

  2218. friend

  2219. up now

  2220. to have

  2221. a chat

  2222. I'll tell

  2223. you what

  2224. we're trying

  2225. to do

  2226. here

  2227. trying to

  2228. have

  2229. different ways

  2230. for us to

  2231. engage in

  2232. scripture

  2233. together

  2234. and engage

  2235. with each

  2236. other

  2237. together

  2238. together

  2239. and so

  2240. we had

  2241. J1

  2242. last week

  2243. come and

  2244. share with

  2245. us what

  2246. it means

  2247. to trust

  2248. what it

  2249. means to

  2250. wrestle

  2251. with that

  2252. trust

  2253. and this

  2254. week

  2255. I'm going

  2256. to have

  2257. a dear

  2258. friend

  2259. Queenie

  2260. come up

  2261. to talk

  2262. about this

  2263. passage

  2264. again

  2265. I've given

  2266. some advance

  2267. notice for

  2268. people who

  2269. come up

  2270. they've been

  2271. chewing over

  2272. this passage

  2273. as well

  2274. and the

  2275. goal is

  2276. actually

  2277. at some

  2278. point

  2279. maybe

  2280. there's

  2281. going to

  2282. be

  2283. some

  2284. Q&A

  2285. where

  2286. we can

  2287. actually

  2288. talk

  2289. about

  2290. this

  2291. and engage

  2292. in the

  2293. word

  2294. of God

  2295. together

  2296. as a

  2297. community

  2298. once we

  2299. get to

  2300. that stage

  2301. where we

  2302. have

  2303. questions

  2304. coming

  2305. I can

  2306. assure

  2307. you

  2308. I won't

  2309. know

  2310. the answer

  2311. to every

  2312. question

  2313. but I

  2314. think

  2315. the whole

  2316. point of

  2317. this is

  2318. that we

  2319. engage

  2320. with

  2321. scripture

  2322. together

  2323. and ask

  2324. the Holy

  2325. Spirit

  2326. to guide

  2327. us

  2328. and

  2329. teach

  2330. us

  2331. so

  2332. can we

  2333. give a

  2334. warm round

  2335. of applause

  2336. to Queenie

  2337. hello

  2338. hello

  2339. Queenie

  2340. I always

  2341. like to

  2342. joke about

  2343. what you

  2344. do

  2345. but I

  2346. would

  2347. love

  2348. you

  2349. to

  2350. introduce

  2351. yourself

  2352. to

  2353. the

  2354. people

  2355. and

  2356. what

  2357. it

  2358. is

  2359. God

  2360. has

  2361. called

  2362. you

  2363. to

  2364. do

  2365. in

  2366. the

  2367. place

  2368. you

  2369. are

  2370. working

  2371. thanks

  2372. James

  2373. I'm

  2374. a

  2375. barrister

  2376. I'm

  2377. the

  2378. lawyer

  2379. that

  2380. goes

  2381. to

  2382. court

  2383. sometimes

  2384. people

  2385. ask me

  2386. if I

  2387. make

  2388. good

  2389. coffee

  2390. and

  2391. they

  2392. think

  2393. I'm

  2394. a

  2395. barista

  2396. and

  2397. I

  2398. always

  2399. say

  2400. yes

  2401. actually

  2402. some

  2403. barista

  2404. tried

  2405. to

  2406. add

  2407. me

  2408. on

  2409. LinkedIn

  2410. but

  2411. I

  2412. actually

  2413. go

  2414. to

  2415. court

  2416. and

  2417. I

  2418. love

  2419. what

  2420. I

  2421. do

  2422. because

  2423. for

  2424. myself

  2425. I

  2426. definitely

  2427. feel

  2428. called

  2429. to

  2430. the

  2431. workplace

  2432. and

  2433. yeah

  2434. there's

  2435. many

  2436. many

  2437. opportunities

  2438. there

  2439. sorry

  2440. testing

  2441. testing

  2442. so

  2443. you've

  2444. always

  2445. said

  2446. that

  2447. you

  2448. love

  2449. your

  2450. job

  2451. and

  2452. in

  2453. loving

  2454. your

  2455. job

  2456. and

  2457. being

  2458. very

  2459. good

  2460. at

  2461. your

  2462. job

  2463. you've

  2464. become

  2465. one

  2466. of

  2467. the

  2468. youngest

  2469. senior

  2470. counsels

  2471. in

  2472. Hong Kong

  2473. I

  2474. believe

  2475. what

  2476. is

  2477. it

  2478. that

  2479. you

  2480. love

  2481. about

  2482. your

  2483. job

  2484. I

  2485. like

  2486. the

  2487. intellectual

  2488. stimulation

  2489. I

  2490. find

  2491. it

  2492. interesting

  2493. I

  2494. like

  2495. arguing

  2496. with

  2497. people

  2498. and

  2499. actually

  2500. just

  2501. through

  2502. my

  2503. work

  2504. I

  2505. actually

  2506. get

  2507. to

  2508. meet

  2509. a

  2510. lot

  2511. of

  2512. different

  2513. people

  2514. and

  2515. some

  2516. actually

  2517. have

  2518. become

  2519. very

  2520. good

  2521. friends

  2522. and

  2523. a

  2524. lot

  2525. of

  2526. the

  2527. people

  2528. I

  2529. meet

  2530. I

  2531. may

  2532. not

  2533. meet

  2534. if

  2535. I

  2536. were

  2537. not

  2538. doing

  2539. my

  2540. job

  2541. and

  2542. so

  2543. I

  2544. especially

  2545. in

  2546. society

  2547. we

  2548. talk

  2549. about

  2550. Abraham

  2551. here

  2552. who

  2553. lives

  2554. as a

  2555. foreigner

  2556. but

  2557. lives

  2558. with

  2559. integrity

  2560. and

  2561. with

  2562. faith

  2563. and

  2564. almost

  2565. lives

  2566. with

  2567. eternity

  2568. in

  2569. mind

  2570. what

  2571. does

  2572. that

  2573. look

  2574. like

  2575. for

  2576. you

  2577. as

  2578. you

  2579. navigate

  2580. the

  2581. environment

  2582. that

  2583. you're

  2584. in

  2585. it

  2586. may

  2587. or may

  2588. not

  2589. surprise

  2590. you

  2591. but

  2592. it

  2593. surprised

  2594. me

  2595. to

  2596. realize

  2597. that

  2598. not

  2599. everyone

  2600. plays

  2601. by

  2602. the

  2603. rules

  2604. so

  2605. as

  2606. a

  2607. lawyer

  2608. my

  2609. job

  2610. is

  2611. to

  2612. do

  2613. what

  2614. I

  2615. can

  2616. for

  2617. so

  2618. actually

  2619. just

  2620. even

  2621. doing

  2622. what

  2623. I'm

  2624. supposed

  2625. to

  2626. be

  2627. doing

  2628. I

  2629. think

  2630. that

  2631. in

  2632. itself

  2633. is

  2634. something

  2635. it

  2636. counts

  2637. for

  2638. something

  2639. you

  2640. say

  2641. that

  2642. so

  2643. easily

  2644. but

  2645. I

  2646. can't

  2647. imagine

  2648. that

  2649. being

  2650. easy

  2651. when

  2652. someone

  2653. takes

  2654. the gloves

  2655. off

  2656. and

  2657. does

  2658. something

  2659. that

  2660. they

  2661. do

  2662. what's

  2663. your

  2664. response

  2665. how's

  2666. your

  2667. process

  2668. in

  2669. responding

  2670. to

  2671. it

  2672. I'm

  2673. trying

  2674. to

  2675. think

  2676. of

  2677. a

  2678. real

  2679. life

  2680. example

  2681. which

  2682. is

  2683. when

  2684. someone

  2685. approached

  2686. me

  2687. to

  2688. try

  2689. in a

  2690. way

  2691. that

  2692. I

  2693. was

  2694. not

  2695. supposed

  2696. to

  2697. be

  2698. taking

  2699. it

  2700. I

  2701. don't

  2702. want

  2703. to

  2704. go

  2705. into

  2706. the

  2707. details

  2708. but

  2709. in

  2710. a

  2711. nutshell

  2712. I

  2713. just

  2714. said

  2715. no

  2716. and

  2717. I

  2718. just

  2719. extracted

  2720. myself

  2721. from

  2722. the

  2723. situation

  2724. and

  2725. I

  2726. told

  2727. the

  2728. receptionist

  2729. if

  2730. this

  2731. person

  2732. ever

  2733. calls

  2734. again

  2735. then

  2736. don't

  2737. put

  2738. the

  2739. call

  2740. through

  2741. so

  2742. I

  2743. think

  2744. sometimes

  2745. it's

  2746. about

  2747. extracting

  2748. oneself

  2749. from

  2750. that

  2751. situation

  2752. not

  2753. every

  2754. situation

  2755. you

  2756. can

  2757. get

  2758. out

  2759. of

  2760. but

  2761. if

  2762. there

  2763. are

  2764. ways

  2765. to

  2766. get

  2767. out

  2768. of

  2769. it

  2770. and

  2771. to

  2772. protect

  2773. oneself

  2774. from

  2775. that

  2776. I

  2777. think

  2778. that's

  2779. one

  2780. way

  2781. forward

  2782. but

  2783. I'm

  2784. assuming

  2785. when

  2786. you

  2787. make

  2788. that

  2789. decision

  2790. to

  2791. extract

  2792. oneself

  2793. it

  2794. most

  2795. often

  2796. probably

  2797. comes

  2798. with

  2799. a

  2800. cost

  2801. is that

  2802. right

  2803. yeah

  2804. it

  2805. does

  2806. I

  2807. mean

  2808. it

  2809. happened

  2810. very

  2811. early

  2812. on

  2813. in

  2814. my

  2815. career

  2816. so

  2817. in

  2818. theory

  2819. things

  2820. like

  2821. do

  2822. I

  2823. get

  2824. good

  2825. cases

  2826. do

  2827. I

  2828. get

  2829. paid

  2830. !

  2831. etc

  2832. is

  2833. I

  2834. asked

  2835. you

  2836. to

  2837. look

  2838. at

  2839. Genesis

  2840. 23

  2841. and

  2842. just

  2843. to

  2844. meditate

  2845. over

  2846. it

  2847. what

  2848. stood

  2849. out

  2850. to

  2851. you

  2852. as

  2853. you

  2854. read

  2855. this

  2856. chapter

  2857. I

  2858. think

  2859. one

  2860. of

  2861. the

  2862. things

  2863. that

  2864. really

  2865. stood

  2866. out

  2867. to

  2868. me

  2869. is

  2870. that

  2871. it's

  2872. about

  2873. something

  2874. quite

  2875. normal

  2876. you

  2877. used

  2878. the

  2879. word

  2880. mundane

  2881. and

  2882. I

  2883. most

  2884. things

  2885. I

  2886. do

  2887. almost

  2888. or

  2889. everything

  2890. I

  2891. do

  2892. is

  2893. just

  2894. normal

  2895. and

  2896. ordinary

  2897. and

  2898. I

  2899. was

  2900. just

  2901. thinking

  2902. about

  2903. this

  2904. further

  2905. James

  2906. I

  2907. may

  2908. never

  2909. do

  2910. anything

  2911. amazing

  2912. or

  2913. spectacular

  2914. but

  2915. one

  2916. thing

  2917. I

  2918. am

  2919. guaranteed

  2920. to be

  2921. able

  2922. to do

  2923. is

  2924. ordinary

  2925. stuff

  2926. because

  2927. I

  2928. go to

  2929. work

  2930. I

  2931. talk

  2932. to

  2933. people

  2934. on

  2935. a

  2936. day

  2937. to

  2938. day

  2939. basis

  2940. and

  2941. I

  2942. dare

  2943. say

  2944. for

  2945. all

  2946. of

  2947. you

  2948. you

  2949. may

  2950. all

  2951. be

  2952. doing

  2953. spectacular

  2954. things

  2955. already

  2956. talk

  2957. to

  2958. whoever

  2959. and

  2960. so

  2961. I

  2962. think

  2963. how

  2964. we

  2965. carry

  2966. ourselves

  2967. and

  2968. how

  2969. we

  2970. do

  2971. that

  2972. is

  2973. something

  2974. worth

  2975. thinking

  2976. about

  2977. and

  2978. like

  2979. you

  2980. were

  2981. mentioning

  2982. earlier

  2983. on

  2984. and

  2985. there's

  2986. another

  2987. thing

  2988. that

  2989. stood

  2990. out

  2991. to

  2992. me

  2993. is

  2994. how

  2995. the

  2996. Hittites

  2997. who I

  2998. assume

  2999. are

  3000. non-Christians

  3001. etc

  3002. how they

  3003. described

  3004. Abraham

  3005. and

  3006. they

  3007. described

  3008. him

  3009. as

  3010. prince

  3011. of

  3012. God

  3013. I

  3014. think

  3015. some

  3016. translations

  3017. say

  3018. mighty

  3019. prince

  3020. etc

  3021. but I

  3022. think

  3023. it

  3024. does

  3025. have

  3026. the

  3027. there

  3028. is

  3029. a

  3030. reference

  3031. to

  3032. God

  3033. and

  3034. like

  3035. you

  3036. were

  3037. saying

  3038. part

  3039. of

  3040. it

  3041. was

  3042. probably

  3043. because

  3044. he

  3045. was

  3046. very

  3047. successful

  3048. he

  3049. was

  3050. doing

  3051. very

  3052. well

  3053. he

  3054. was

  3055. very

  3056. wealthy

  3057. all the

  3058. rest

  3059. of it

  3060. but

  3061. it

  3062. didn't

  3063. just

  3064. say

  3065. you

  3066. amazing

  3067. person

  3068. or you

  3069. prince

  3070. prince

  3071. of

  3072. God

  3073. and

  3074. so

  3075. somehow

  3076. they

  3077. recognized

  3078. that

  3079. there

  3080. was

  3081. something

  3082. about

  3083. him

  3084. that

  3085. came

  3086. from

  3087. this

  3088. God

  3089. that

  3090. they

  3091. didn't

  3092. even

  3093. really

  3094. know

  3095. !

  3096. how

  3097. do

  3098. I

  3099. do

  3100. it

  3101. and

  3102. what

  3103. impression

  3104. do

  3105. I

  3106. give

  3107. to

  3108. people

  3109. what

  3110. do

  3111. I

  3112. make

  3113. people

  3114. think

  3115. of

  3116. can

  3117. I

  3118. just

  3119. reflect

  3120. a

  3121. little

  3122. bit

  3123. of

  3124. God

  3125. and

  3126. if

  3127. I

  3128. can

  3129. just

  3130. do

  3131. a

  3132. little

  3133. bit

  3134. of

  3135. that

  3136. then

  3137. I

  3138. think

  3139. it's

  3140. what

  3141. I'm

  3142. trying

  3143. to do

  3144. I

  3145. suspect

  3146. a lot

  3147. of

  3148. people

  3149. will

  3150. agree

  3151. with

  3152. you

  3153. in

  3154. the

  3155. sense

  3156. that

  3157. most

  3158. of

  3159. our

  3160. lives

  3161. we're

  3162. living

  3163. somewhat

  3164. mundane

  3165. lives

  3166. doing

  3167. repetitive

  3168. things

  3169. especially

  3170. in the

  3171. field

  3172. of

  3173. law

  3174. I'm

  3175. just

  3176. imagining

  3177. documents

  3178. you live

  3179. in a

  3180. world

  3181. of

  3182. black

  3183. and

  3184. white

  3185. but

  3186. you

  3187. live

  3188. in

  3189. a

  3190. very

  3191. colourful

  3192. way

  3193. tell me

  3194. when

  3195. you're

  3196. dealing

  3197. with

  3198. contracts

  3199. and

  3200. people

  3201. and

  3202. things

  3203. that

  3204. are

  3205. seemingly

  3206. mundane

  3207. and

  3208. we

  3209. all

  3210. have

  3211. our

  3212. equivalents

  3213. to

  3214. those

  3215. things

  3216. what

  3217. do

  3218. you

  3219. remind

  3220. yourself

  3221. in

  3222. terms

  3223. of

  3224. to

  3225. bring

  3226. colour

  3227. into

  3228. your

  3229. life

  3230. and

  3231. to

  3232. bring

  3233. purpose

  3234. into

  3235. your

  3236. life

  3237. I

  3238. think

  3239. one

  3240. of

  3241. the

  3242. things

  3243. is

  3244. to

  3245. think

  3246. about

  3247. what

  3248. God

  3249. has

  3250. called

  3251. me

  3252. to

  3253. do

  3254. and

  3255. the

  3256. way

  3257. God

  3258. brought

  3259. me

  3260. into

  3261. this

  3262. profession

  3263. into

  3264. my

  3265. particular

  3266. working

  3267. place

  3268. all that

  3269. sort of

  3270. thing

  3271. I

  3272. definitely

  3273. see

  3274. God's

  3275. fingerprints

  3276. all over

  3277. it

  3278. and

  3279. it's

  3280. definitely

  3281. him

  3282. who

  3283. brought

  3284. me

  3285. to

  3286. this

  3287. profession

  3288. and

  3289. to

  3290. my

  3291. particular

  3292. chambers

  3293. and

  3294. so

  3295. I

  3296. think

  3297. that

  3298. helps

  3299. me

  3300. remember

  3301. that

  3302. I'm

  3303. here

  3304. not

  3305. just

  3306. because

  3307. I have

  3308. nothing

  3309. better

  3310. to do

  3311. with

  3312. my

  3313. life

  3314. but

  3315. I'm

  3316. here

  3317. because

  3318. God

  3319. put

  3320. me

  3321. there

  3322. and

  3323. then

  3324. I

  3325. want

  3326. to

  3327. see

  3328. what

  3329. is

  3330. God

  3331. wanting

  3332. to

  3333. do

  3334. in

  3335. my

  3336. life

  3337. and

  3338. so

  3339. a lot

  3340. of

  3341. it

  3342. is

  3343. also

  3344. trying

  3345. to

  3346. be

  3347. aware

  3348. and

  3349. trying

  3350. to

  3351. be

  3352. open

  3353. to

  3354. spotting

  3355. whatever

  3356. it

  3357. is

  3358. that

  3359. he's

  3360. doing

  3361. and

  3362. sometimes

  3363. it

  3364. can

  3365. just

  3366. be

  3367. something

  3368. completely

  3369. unexpected

  3370. it

  3371. can

  3372. be

  3373. just

  3374. a

  3375. conversation

  3376. that

  3377. I

  3378. decide

  3379. to

  3380. pick

  3381. up

  3382. and

  3383. then

  3384. I

  3385. decide

  3386. to

  3387. pick

  3388. it

  3389. up

  3390. and

  3391. then

  3392. a

  3393. friendship

  3394. builds

  3395. and

  3396. then

  3397. a

  3398. really

  3399. deep

  3400. friendship

  3401. builds

  3402. and

  3403. yeah

  3404. so

  3405. that

  3406. does

  3407. happen

  3408. and

  3409. it

  3410. has

  3411. happened

  3412. and

  3413. I

  3414. hope

  3415. will

  3416. continue

  3417. to

  3418. happen

  3419. you

  3420. made me

  3421. think

  3422. that

  3423. even

  3424. though

  3425. we

  3426. live in

  3427. the

  3428. physical

  3429. realm

  3430. dealing

  3431. with

  3432. the

  3433. physical

  3434. things

  3435. but

  3436. when

  3437. you

  3438. live

  3439. with

  3440. eternity

  3441. in

  3442. mind

  3443. the

  3444. possibilities

  3445. end

  3446. of

  3447. being

  3448. endless

  3449. you

  3450. actually

  3451. don't

  3452. know

  3453. when

  3454. were there

  3455. any

  3456. things

  3457. that

  3458. actually

  3459. troubled

  3460. you

  3461. or

  3462. confused

  3463. you

  3464. or

  3465. convicted

  3466. you

  3467. anything

  3468. that

  3469. comes

  3470. to

  3471. mind

  3472. I

  3473. think

  3474. Abraham's

  3475. humility

  3476. to

  3477. these

  3478. people

  3479. and

  3480. his

  3481. engaging

  3482. with

  3483. them

  3484. in a

  3485. very

  3486. respectful

  3487. way

  3488. is

  3489. something

  3490. that

  3491. really

  3492. encouraged

  3493. me

  3494. it's

  3495. easy

  3496. for

  3497. people

  3498. to

  3499. feel

  3500. judged

  3501. when

  3502. they

  3503. talk

  3504. to

  3505. Christians

  3506. at

  3507. the

  3508. time

  3509. I

  3510. was

  3511. doing

  3512. something

  3513. with

  3514. a

  3515. Bible

  3516. study

  3517. organization

  3518. that

  3519. for

  3520. some

  3521. utterly

  3522. silly

  3523. reason

  3524. at

  3525. the

  3526. times

  3527. that

  3528. leaders

  3529. are

  3530. not

  3531. allowed

  3532. to

  3533. drink

  3534. for

  3535. example

  3536. and

  3537. so

  3538. I

  3539. just

  3540. had

  3541. to

  3542. suck

  3543. it

  3544. up

  3545. and

  3546. not

  3547. drink

  3548. apart

  3549. from

  3550. on

  3551. special

  3552. occasions

  3553. but

  3554. then

  3555. I

  3556. discovered

  3557. that

  3558. all

  3559. my

  3560. friends

  3561. all

  3562. my

  3563. chamber

  3564. mates

  3565. they

  3566. all

  3567. felt

  3568. very

  3569. judged

  3570. and

  3571. so

  3572. I

  3573. think

  3574. I

  3575. didn't

  3576. try

  3577. and say

  3578. it

  3579. in

  3580. a

  3581. judgy

  3582. way

  3583. but

  3584. really

  3585. emphasized

  3586. for me

  3587. how

  3588. actually

  3589. culture

  3590. is really

  3591. important

  3592. and how

  3593. to engage

  3594. with people

  3595. in a way

  3596. that enables

  3597. them to

  3598. feel

  3599. comfortable

  3600. I mean

  3601. not in a

  3602. kind of

  3603. you just

  3604. sin and

  3605. do crazy

  3606. things

  3607. wait

  3608. but

  3609. within

  3610. reason

  3611. how one

  3612. can still

  3613. engage

  3614. people

  3615. in their

  3616. culture

  3617. and in a

  3618. way

  3619. that's

  3620. respectful

  3621. to them

  3622. and that

  3623. they can

  3624. find

  3625. acceptable

  3626. which I

  3627. think

  3628. Abraham

  3629. really did

  3630. you talk

  3631. about culture

  3632. reminds me

  3633. of a conversation

  3634. we had

  3635. last night

  3636. I feel

  3637. that there's

  3638. two groups

  3639. of people

  3640. that we

  3641. always need

  3642. one is

  3643. the group

  3644. of people

  3645. that are

  3646. actually

  3647. sharpeners

  3648. and keep

  3649. us

  3650. accountable

  3651. and it's

  3652. the

  3653. you are

  3654. the average

  3655. of the

  3656. five people

  3657. you spend

  3658. the most

  3659. time with

  3660. so look

  3661. at the

  3662. five people

  3663. you spend

  3664. the most

  3665. time with

  3666. and you'll

  3667. see yourself

  3668. and that

  3669. may encourage

  3670. you

  3671. and comfort

  3672. you

  3673. or it may

  3674. horrify

  3675. you

  3676. and terrify

  3677. you

  3678. so have a

  3679. think about

  3680. that

  3681. but there's

  3682. a group

  3683. of people

  3684. who if I

  3685. want to be

  3686. that kind

  3687. of person

  3688. I need

  3689. to surround

  3690. myself

  3691. with these

  3692. kind of

  3693. five people

  3694. that's

  3695. one group

  3696. but then

  3697. there's

  3698. and I

  3699. need my

  3700. first group

  3701. to anchor

  3702. me

  3703. otherwise

  3704. I'll lose

  3705. my way

  3706. but I

  3707. also need

  3708. the second

  3709. group

  3710. and you're

  3711. someone who

  3712. I know

  3713. has both

  3714. a lot

  3715. right

  3716. I'm very

  3717. very blessed

  3718. with a lot

  3719. of friends

  3720. and I would

  3721. just also

  3722. add that

  3723. the whole

  3724. kind of

  3725. being

  3726. part of

  3727. the culture

  3728. or somebody

  3729. that stands

  3730. out

  3731. is not

  3732. mutually

  3733. exclusive

  3734. and I

  3735. think it's

  3736. learning to

  3737. try and

  3738. hold all

  3739. of this

  3740. together

  3741. and trying

  3742. to marry

  3743. it

  3744. together

  3745. in a way

  3746. that is

  3747. helpful

  3748. to people

  3749. I also

  3750. as I was

  3751. hearing you

  3752. talk

  3753. I'm just

  3754. imagining

  3755. Abraham

  3756. he's grieving

  3757. he wants to

  3758. buy this

  3759. cave

  3760. and then he

  3761. agrees on

  3762. this exorbitant

  3763. price

  3764. just imagine

  3765. all the elders

  3766. at the gate

  3767. just kind of

  3768. sniggering

  3769. and like

  3770. almost kind of

  3771. just chuckling

  3772. to each other

  3773. it's like

  3774. this foreigner

  3775. doesn't know

  3776. anything

  3777. we're going to

  3778. totally just

  3779. sell this

  3780. little way out

  3781. and yet somehow

  3782. he lives

  3783. just like

  3784. I know

  3785. and it doesn't

  3786. matter

  3787. why

  3788. because I live

  3789. with eternity

  3790. in mind

  3791. so you can do

  3792. whatever

  3793. under the table

  3794. stuff you do

  3795. I'm unfazed

  3796. because I

  3797. am a child

  3798. of God

  3799. I'm a prince

  3800. of God

  3801. and I'm not

  3802. affected by this

  3803. any final thoughts

  3804. from you

  3805. yeah

  3806. I mean

  3807. you started

  3808. by saying

  3809. this passage

  3810. is all about

  3811. grief

  3812. and

  3813. actually

  3814. I wasn't

  3815. really necessarily

  3816. going to talk

  3817. about it

  3818. very much

  3819. today

  3820. but the

  3821. occasion

  3822. just arose

  3823. and

  3824. grief

  3825. is something

  3826. that I have

  3827. wrestled with

  3828. as well

  3829. I've actually

  3830. shared here

  3831. before

  3832. so some

  3833. of you

  3834. may have

  3835. shared

  3836. I lost

  3837. a very close

  3838. friend

  3839. to suicide

  3840. a couple

  3841. of years

  3842. ago

  3843. actually

  3844. just when

  3845. I started

  3846. coming

  3847. to the

  3848. gathering

  3849. and actually

  3850. I think

  3851. this is like

  3852. probably not

  3853. the world's

  3854. best passage

  3855. on grief

  3856. in that it

  3857. just talks

  3858. about it

  3859. in about

  3860. two sentences

  3861. so this is

  3862. not the main

  3863. point of today

  3864. but it also

  3865. so happened

  3866. that just

  3867. when I was

  3868. having breakfast

  3869. with friends

  3870. my counsellor

  3871. also told me

  3872. about a grief

  3873. support group

  3874. that she

  3875. is about

  3876. to run

  3877. and so

  3878. I just

  3879. also wanted

  3880. to open

  3881. that up

  3882. to anyone

  3883. who might

  3884. feel that's

  3885. helpful

  3886. the group

  3887. is for

  3888. anyone

  3889. who's lost

  3890. someone

  3891. either recently

  3892. or a long

  3893. time ago

  3894. it doesn't

  3895. have to be

  3896. recently

  3897. so it can

  3898. be both

  3899. and it's

  3900. just an

  3901. occasion

  3902. and a

  3903. space

  3904. where you

  3905. can explore

  3906. some of the

  3907. emotions

  3908. in you

  3909. I certainly

  3910. found that

  3911. I thought

  3912. I was okay

  3913. but then

  3914. various things

  3915. happened

  3916. I realised

  3917. I was not

  3918. and everyone

  3919. is at a

  3920. different place

  3921. but if

  3922. anyone is

  3923. interested

  3924. please feel

  3925. free to

  3926. come and

  3927. talk to

  3928. me

  3929. my counsellor

  3930. is called

  3931. Eugenie

  3932. and then

  3933. this is going

  3934. to be held

  3935. at Watermark's

  3936. premises

  3937. in Wangchukhang

  3938. and there's

  3939. a little flyer

  3940. which I can

  3941. send around

  3942. in the

  3943. gathering

  3944. WhatsApp

  3945. chat group

  3946. later on

  3947. as well

  3948. but do

  3949. come and

  3950. talk to

  3951. me

  3952. if anybody

  3953. is interested

  3954. it's on

  3955. Thursdays

  3956. for six

  3957. weeks

  3958. starting on

  3959. the 10th

  3960. of September

  3961. and actually

  3962. you say

  3963. it's only

  3964. the first

  3965. two verses

  3966. that talk

  3967. about grief

  3968. but I

  3969. happen to

  3970. think

  3971. this whole

  3972. chapter

  3973. grief is

  3974. the springboard

  3975. as in

  3976. he loses

  3977. his wife

  3978. and it's

  3979. in that

  3980. moment

  3981. having not

  3982. bought any

  3983. land for

  3984. the whole

  3985. of his

  3986. life

  3987. decides

  3988. now I'm

  3989. going to

  3990. do it

  3991. and I

  3992. think

  3993. at least

  3994. I can

  3995. speak from

  3996. personal

  3997. experience

  3998. grief I

  3999. don't think

  4000. ever ends

  4001. and I

  4002. lost my

  4003. dad in

  4004. 2003

  4005. and I'll

  4006. say to

  4007. this day

  4008. it's still

  4009. something that

  4010. keeps going

  4011. but I'll

  4012. say the

  4013. point of

  4014. grief

  4015. is to

  4016. point us

  4017. to

  4018. eternity

  4019. that loss

  4020. that we

  4021. have

  4022. should remind

  4023. us of

  4024. what we

  4025. have gained

  4026. in Christ

  4027. and I

  4028. think you're

  4029. right

  4030. grief doesn't

  4031. just sort of

  4032. end

  4033. and I hate

  4034. this concept

  4035. but my

  4036. counselor keeps

  4037. talking to me

  4038. about it

  4039. and I've

  4040. sort of

  4041. come to

  4042. terms with

  4043. it a little

  4044. bit

  4045. I think

  4046. is learning

  4047. to coexist

  4048. with grief

  4049. and everything

  4050. else in

  4051. life

  4052. so yeah

  4053. so even

  4054. if time

  4055. has passed

  4056. etc

  4057. even if

  4058. you've

  4059. been able

  4060. to do

  4061. lots of

  4062. things

  4063. like Abraham

  4064. was able

  4065. to do

  4066. a whole

  4067. bunch

  4068. of things

  4069. like buy

  4070. the spots

  4071. of land

  4072. etc

  4073. etc

  4074. sometimes

  4075. one still

  4076. needs to

  4077. give oneself

  4078. that space

  4079. yeah

  4080. round of applause

  4081. for Queenie

  4082. thank you

  4083. thank you so much

  4084. so we're

  4085. going to

  4086. finish with

  4087. just a time

  4088. of response

  4089. through song

  4090. now

  4091. Kelly and

  4092. the team

  4093. up

  4094. but maybe

  4095. the prompt

  4096. here is

  4097. this

  4098. what is

  4099. the grief

  4100. that you're

  4101. going through

  4102. as a

  4103. sojourner

  4104. you know

  4105. maybe

  4106. you know

  4107. you may

  4108. not be

  4109. a mighty

  4110. warrior

  4111. like

  4112. Odysseus

  4113. you may

  4114. not

  4115. have

  4116. the

  4117. resources

  4118. of

  4119. Abraham

  4120. but yet

  4121. you are

  4122. grieving

  4123. that there

  4124. is

  4125. loss

  4126. in your

  4127. life

  4128. and I

  4129. respectfully

  4130. and lovingly

  4131. wonder today

  4132. whether that

  4133. can point

  4134. you to

  4135. eternity

  4136. where again

  4137. the passage

  4138. in Thessalonians

  4139. hits me

  4140. every time

  4141. that we

  4142. should not

  4143. be uninformed

  4144. when we

  4145. go through

  4146. grief

  4147. and when

  4148. we lose

  4149. loved ones

  4150. that we

  4151. do not

  4152. grieve

  4153. as those

  4154. who have

  4155. no hope

  4156. but there

  4157. is going

  4158. to be

  4159. a day

  4160. where the

  4161. Lord

  4162. comes back

  4163. and wakes

  4164. us all

  4165. up

  4166. and when

  4167. we wake

  4168. up

  4169. we

  4170. will

  4171. be

  4172. in

  4173. the

  4174. land

  4175. of

  4176. promise

  4177. what

  4178. grief

  4179. can

  4180. you

  4181. take

  4182. to

  4183. Jesus

  4184. today

  4185. what

  4186. sorrow

  4187. can

  4188. you

  4189. take

  4190. to

  4191. Jesus

  4192. today

  4193. and in

  4194. exchange

  4195. he gives

  4196. you

  4197. joy

  4198. not

  4199. because

  4200. he will

  4201. fulfill

  4202. your promise

  4203. but because

  4204. your promise

  4205. will be

  4206. fulfilled

  4207. in eternity

  4208. through him

  4209. and what

  4210. he did

  4211. on the

  4212. cross

  4213. that allows

  4214. you to

  4215. tolerate

  4216. to fight

  4217. to survive

  4218. through the

  4219. mundane

  4220. through the

  4221. pain

  4222. just imagine

  4223. for a second

  4224. with me

  4225. that we

  4226. believed

  4227. in an

  4228. eternity

  4229. that actually

  4230. exists

  4231. a garden

  4232. city

  4233. where there

  4234. is no

  4235. pain

  4236. tears

  4237. separation

  4238. anxiety

  4239. and fear

  4240. imagine

  4241. with me

  4242. if we

  4243. lived

  4244. for that

  4245. day

  4246. today

  4247. Jesus

  4248. we come

  4249. to you

  4250. you

  4251. who designed

  4252. and built

  4253. a city

  4254. a kingdom

  4255. that has

  4256. no end

  4257. that holds

  4258. justice

  4259. and love

  4260. and grace

  4261. and truth

  4262. hand

  4263. in hand

  4264. where the

  4265. rivers

  4266. flow

  4267. we sit

  4268. in a moment

  4269. of grief

  4270. now knowing

  4271. that we

  4272. are not

  4273. there yet

  4274. but whilst

  4275. we sit

  4276. in the

  4277. already

  4278. and not

  4279. yet

  4280. we pray

  4281. that you

  4282. would give

  4283. us the

  4284. wisdom

  4285. on how

  4286. to navigate

  4287. this dark

  4288. world

  4289. when sometimes

  4290. the gloves

  4291. are off

  4292. sometimes

  4293. there is

  4294. ridicule

  4295. sometimes

  4296. there is

  4297. pain

  4298. and persecution

  4299. help us

  4300. to live

  4301. as faithful

  4302. followers

  4303. pursuing

  4304. eternity

  4305. with

  4306. integrity

  4307. help us

  4308. to be

  4309. in this

  4310. world

  4311. but not

  4312. of this

  4313. world

  4314. help us

  4315. to bring

  4316. the land

  4317. of promise

  4318. into this

  4319. land of

  4320. exile

  4321. we worship

  4322. you

  4323. the beginning

  4324. and the end

  4325. the alpha

  4326. and omega

  4327. the ancient

  4328. of days

  4329. may