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Guest Speaker David Schwarz: Skeletons in the closet (Sunday 3-30-25)

Life City Church Weatherford

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  1. Welcome to Life City. This podcast was created to celebrate

  2. what God is doing and what for Texas. Our vision

  3. is to reach the hungry, the hurdy, and the hopeless.

  4. God has given us our heading. Join us today as

  5. we listen to the Word and we pray that God

  6. speaks to you in this message.

  7. I want to to say it's an honor to have

  8. a brother and sister, David and Munda Schwartz with us today.

  9. They drove here all the way from Costa Rica. No,

  10. not really, that would be hard to do. But they

  11. were missionaries in Costa Rica for twenty plus years and

  12. they now fulfill a position in Global Missions as a

  13. regional director over that part of the world. And it

  14. is an honor. He called me and he said, hey,

  15. I'm going to be in the area. I said, come on,

  16. have him. So glad to have him preach today. If

  17. you do not know, yeah, Dennis not Grass, our our

  18. candy man.

  19. Everybody know Dennis.

  20. Okay, Dennis is blessed to have Yonder as his sister.

  21. All right, So yes, that's so, that's the connection. Uh

  22. so they we are so glad to have them. Brother Schwartz,

  23. would you come and minister the Word of the Lord.

  24. Why don't we give the Lord a handclap of praise

  25. as brother Swartz.

  26. Comes, Well, thank you, brother don praise the Lord.

  27. Everyone well that trains lights are bright. But it is

  28. an honor to get to be here with you, and

  29. we're thankful for this great opportunity. And yes, Dennis is

  30. my brother in law, and of course that makes his

  31. wife my sister in law. So y'all pray for us.

  32. I'm sure you will pray more now that you know.

  33. But I appreciate you, this church, the Duns, what they're

  34. doing here, the hard work that they have put into

  35. seeing this church raised up.

  36. And we come occasionally through here.

  37. I think the last time we were here, your pastor

  38. drove off in a Lamborghini and he's kind of wondering

  39. when that's going to happen again. But so God's good

  40. to us, isn't he. I feel highly honored to be here.

  41. There's some of you that we know and have known

  42. for a long time, and it's not because we're old,

  43. it's just, you know, a long time, and it's such

  44. good to see the Overman's here today. And of course

  45. Lynda goes, we go back a little further and there

  46. were some crazy days. If I remember when I was young,

  47. you know, like a teenager in the church in Odessa.

  48. So but God's been good to us and we've made

  49. it here today. Amen, if you want to remain standing,

  50. I'm gonna go ahead and get into the word of

  51. the Lord today. Have some interesting things I think today,

  52. and I want to read to you from the Book

  53. of First corinth Then chapter six, verses nine through eleven.

  54. It's great to be with Chad and v.

  55. And jac and Chase and the guy back there in

  56. the sound booths. Chad, he is interesting guy. Amen, bumpering Amy.

  57. Also Emily and Jeremy's hiding back there. So this is

  58. family to us. So there you again, you have reason

  59. to pray. If it wasn't for the Lord, I wouldn't

  60. be here today, none of us would be. Amen. So

  61. let's read the word of the Lord. One Corinthians, Chapter six,

  62. verse nine. Know you not that the unrighteous shall not

  63. inherit the Kingdom of God. Be not deceived, neither fornicators,

  64. nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves

  65. with mankind, nor thieves, nor covetious nor drunkards, nor revilers

  66. nor extortioners shall inherit the Kingdom of God. It's a

  67. pretty bold statement. But look what the next one says,

  68. and such were everybody say? Were such? Were some of you?

  69. Probably all of us in one category there we fit.

  70. But you're washed, you're sanctified, you're justified in the name

  71. of the Lord Jesus and by the spirit of our God. Amen,

  72. you can be seated in the name of the Lord. Now,

  73. I have some people here that was hoping for pictures

  74. of what I'll probably be talking about some here today,

  75. but they're not any Thank the Lord. There were no

  76. cell phones. They did not exist. That's how old I am.

  77. There were no cell phones. You only had landlines, you know,

  78. and they didn't take pictures. So thank the Lord for that.

  79. I'm glad I lived in that time, in those days

  80. for sure. So they don't have any pictures today. But

  81. I want to talk to you till today a little

  82. bit about skeletons in the closet. Skeletons in the closet,

  83. and so it does have a meaning that term, and

  84. that term means a secret source of shame, potentially uness

  85. if exposed, which a person or family makes effort to conceal.

  86. You just don't want that out. Well, that's filings and

  87. all that Instagram. You can't hide hardly anything anymore. There again,

  88. I said, glad I live back then. So the phrase

  89. a skeleton in the closet was actually coined in England

  90. in the nineteenth century, and since then the word closet

  91. has become used, primarily in England to mean water closet,

  92. or that is, a laboratory, a possible hiding place for

  93. a skeleton, but not one with much potential. The English

  94. now usually uses skeletons in the cupboard, with skeleton in

  95. the closet more common in the USA. A skeleton in

  96. the closet, undoubtedly originated, is an allusion to an apparently

  97. irreproachable person or family having a guilty secret waiting to

  98. be uncovered the closet at hand. Domestic imagery of a

  99. closet or a cupboard You got that gives a sense

  100. of the ever present risk of discovery. What isn't clear

  101. is whether the origin of the phrase lies in fiction

  102. or with real loppy skeletons. The phrase was first used

  103. in the early eighteen hundreds. The first reference that I

  104. could find was in a print as a figurative one

  105. in a piece by William Hendry Stole and the UK,

  106. and it was in a monthly parody article called the

  107. Electic Review in eighteen sixteen. It's a little older than me.

  108. The skeleton in this case was disease, infectious disease or

  109. hereditary something that was there that people didn't want others

  110. to know about. Two great sources of distress or the

  111. danger of contagion and the apprehension of hereditary diseases. The

  112. dread of being the cause of misery to posterity has

  113. prevailed over men to conceal the skeletons in the closet.

  114. The dramatic device of a hidden body was used widely

  115. in the Gothic novels of the famous Victorian period of

  116. Edgar Allan Poe, who was a master of such tales.

  117. For example, example, he wrote this is an extract from

  118. the book story he had the Black Cat in eighteen

  119. forty five. Gentlemen, I'd like to have allayed your suspicions.

  120. And here, through the mere frenzy of bravado, so I

  121. wrapped heavily upon that very portion of the brickwork behind

  122. which stood the corpse of the wife of my bosom.

  123. The wall fell bodily, the corpse, already greatly decayed, stood

  124. direct before the eyes of the spectacle. Any of you

  125. that know any of Edgar Allen Poe's writings, they were

  126. always quite interesting. It's been suggested that the phrase derives

  127. from the air of the notorious body snatchers, that is,

  128. prior to eighteen thirty two thirty two, yes, when United

  129. Kingdom the Anatomy Act allowed the more extensive use of

  130. corpses for medical research. The theory goes that in a

  131. scenario similar to that of the concealment of Catholic priests

  132. and priest holes in domestic houses and Elizabethan Elizabethan, England,

  133. doctors would conceal and cupboards the illegally held skeletons use

  134. for teaching. There's no evidence at all to corroborate all

  135. of the theory, but concealed skeletons are occasionally found in

  136. walled up in houses.

  137. But they are usually those of unwanted infants.

  138. The notion of a skeleton in the closet as shorthand

  139. for the grim evidence of a murder was widely adopted

  140. in the language thanks to the writing of the popular

  141. Victorian author William make Peace Thackeray. He referred to a

  142. skeleton in every house in a Piece of eighteen forty five,

  143. and explicitly to skeletons in closet in the Newcomb's Memoirs

  144. of a Most Respectable Family eighteen fifty four eighteen fifty five.

  145. Some particulars regarding the Newcombe family, which will show us

  146. that they have a skeleton or two in their closets

  147. as well as their neighbors. Whether Factory was alluding to

  148. actual skeletons or whether he was responding to the imaginationan

  149. imagination of arthurs like Edgar Allan Poe, we are never

  150. likely to know. But one person he certainly wasn't referring

  151. to was the eighteenth nineteenthromy. Despite his being the best

  152. known actual skeleton in a cupboard, Bentam was hardly aiming

  153. to keep his skeleton a secret, as he willed that

  154. his body be preserved in a wooden cabinet. It is

  155. on public display and University College in London. Okay, we

  156. know that the blood of Jesus washes us white as snow.

  157. Isaiah one states, Come now, let us reason together, saith

  158. the Lord though your sins be as scarlet.

  159. Let me put it this way.

  160. Though your sins are many, though your sins are severe.

  161. It says they shall be white as snow, though they

  162. be red like crimson, they shall be as wolf. So

  163. I guess the question would be if it is possible

  164. that a blood bought child of God could have skeletons

  165. in his closet. Nothing's hidden from the Lord. Nothing. What

  166. he washes is washed, and it's gone, and it's like

  167. it never existed. Ever, he chooses not to accuse are

  168. to bring it up before us again. He's not like

  169. we are, and that's wonderful. Now. No, none of you

  170. would ever want to accuse anybody of anything just because

  171. you know that they did that that dirty dog. No,

  172. we wouldn't do that. But the Lord chooses not to

  173. ever bring it up again. I used to say that

  174. the only weakness that the Lord had was forgetfulness, But

  175. that's not true, because he doesn't forget. He just chooses

  176. not to accuse us again of any past sin. Now, Satan,

  177. that's a different story. On the other hand, the scripture

  178. says that he is what the accuser of the brethren,

  179. he'll continue to bring it before you. And if you

  180. have a past and you can think you got everything

  181. good and everything's fine and no one knows or it's

  182. a forgotten thing, then buddy, here he comes, and he'll

  183. perch up on the side of you and he'll let

  184. you Oh yeah, but what about this? Because that's the

  185. way he does it. He'll do everything possible to convince

  186. all of us that past is not forgiven or at

  187. chain to keep us from becoming what God really wants

  188. us to be. He convinces some and because of that

  189. then they get lost in all of them stuff out there.

  190. But it's a tactic that has worked so well, and

  191. it will continue to attempt. He will continue to attempt

  192. to convince others you can't do that, or who do

  193. you think you are? Your past disqualifies you? Sit down,

  194. shut up, We don't want to Who are you to

  195. even worship the Lord? When the pastor says, raise your

  196. hands and worship. Has the Lord been good to you? Oh? Yes,

  197. been good to you, and you raise your hands, and

  198. then saying says, what are you doing raising your hands?

  199. He might even bring up with water boy, yesterday, we're

  200. not talking about things, you know, past is yesterday. That's

  201. a real close past. But he might even just bring

  202. up something, Oh yeah, what was that you said to

  203. your wife? And how you said that? And you're here

  204. worshiping the Lord. I know that's some other church where

  205. those people go. There's a saying that you never judge

  206. a book by its cover. In other words, you don't

  207. know what is on the inside. There are times the

  208. outside speaks very loudly, but many times it hides what

  209. is going on on the inside of a person, since

  210. you see now doesn't really reflect what one may have

  211. been in the past, nor even what they are in

  212. the present. I look pretty good, don't I got a

  213. nice suit on today, Thank the Lord. The pastor don't

  214. believe in ties? Ties? Yes?

  215. Ties no?

  216. Just so we got clear on that there's two different things, yes,

  217. ties no, ties a lot, so I tried to escape

  218. as much as I possibly can. I told Dennis and Lina,

  219. I said, do that Does he wear tie?

  220. No?

  221. I don't know, Linda said I didn't. I didn't even

  222. remember the last time I saw him at a tie.

  223. And I said, well, if he's got one on today,

  224. he's gonna have to take it off because I'm coming

  225. without one. Yeah, I've found out it does not help

  226. me preach, and it's not a part of salvation. And

  227. there's nothing wrong with wearing one, you know, every now

  228. and then it can be done. How many love of

  229. the Lord today? So several years ago I was teaching

  230. on the dangers of the Internet in a foreign country.

  231. My wife and I we've been in what we call missions,

  232. which would be outside the US, almost thirty seven years.

  233. And so in my forty seven years preaching, forty seven

  234. years of preaching, I started at ten. Come on, not really,

  235. So at forty seven years of preaching, I have preached

  236. more in Spanish than I have in English. It's amazing, huh.

  237. I don't know if I do good in English. I

  238. don't know how well I do in Spanish. But at

  239. least I can do it in two languages, be bad

  240. in both. So I was teaching on the dangers of

  241. the Internet to a group of national leaders of several

  242. countries in South America. It was and we're talking the

  243. top leaders of these countries. And after I had taught this,

  244. a man came to me, a national leader, and he said,

  245. I need you to pray for me. He said, because

  246. I'm struggling and you know what internet can do. So

  247. I'll just tell you. You know, I'm struggling with pornography,

  248. a preacher, a pastor of a church, and beyond that,

  249. a national leader of an organized group in a country.

  250. I need you to pray for me. So he opened

  251. the door to a skeleton that was there, and he

  252. asked me to pray with him and for him. He

  253. looked good, he talked well, So I said. He was

  254. elected official. So he had impressed people enough with his

  255. leadership capabilities that they would be willing to have him

  256. as their leader. But he was wrestling and being torn

  257. apart because the good that he should do he didn't

  258. do it, and the bad that he should not do

  259. that was what he did. And so this is a

  260. struggle that many in this place today live with, not

  261. necessarily pointing finger about pornography, but something that you want

  262. to overcome and you feel the need to overcome, and

  263. you know you got to overcome it with the help

  264. of God. And yet you rise and you fall, and

  265. you rise and you fall.

  266. Jesus is not accusing you.

  267. You've been forgiven, but Satan comes and he accuses you

  268. again and again and again and again.

  269. So the question I had is for this man, is what's.

  270. It going to be like when he has victory over

  271. what tries to defeat him on a daily basis. The

  272. bones they rattle. When you think you got it made,

  273. then you hear the bones rattling. There's a skeleton in

  274. the closet.

  275. Nobody here, No, that's that other church too. Now we

  276. were here. The bones are rattling.

  277. So we look pretty good today. Look around, y'all look

  278. pretty good today. I don't know about Chase, but he

  279. looks good too. Oh, there's the one I'm not sure about.

  280. See what's your name? I can't remember. Amy's has been

  281. a oh yeah, a bumper. But are there bones rattling somewhere? Said?

  282. Where are you going with this?

  283. Stay with me? I got a story to tell. Are

  284. their bones rattling somewhere? What's keeping you from becoming all

  285. you can be in Jesus Christ today is to continue

  286. to pound on you and beat you with the past,

  287. and you feel day. There's days you have victory and

  288. you're rejoicing and you're thinking about the blood of Jesus

  289. and what it's done for you, and then here comes

  290. the devil again, and it maybe even in the form

  291. of a member of the church. You never know, and

  292. you can't just But what are you going to be

  293. when you can finally get those bones out of that

  294. closet and you seal it up and he can never

  295. be found there again. One Corinth, then is nine twenty

  296. five says in every man that striveth for the mastery,

  297. it's tempered in all things. Now they do it to

  298. obtain a corruptible crown, but we an incorruptible. Paul said,

  299. I therefore, so run, not as uncertainly so fight. I

  300. not is one that beateth the air, but I keep

  301. under my body and bring it into subjection. Least that

  302. by any means, when I have preached to others, I

  303. myself should become a castaway. Paul said that he fights

  304. so that we can understand that there is a Bible,

  305. a battle things. Thank God, how many is thankful for

  306. the Blood of Jesus Christ. You know what the blood

  307. does for you. Thank God for the Holy Ghost. Just

  308. can in and we'll do for you. Thank God for

  309. the power that's in the name of Jesus. Thank God

  310. for fellowship with the people of God. I got to

  311. be the most blessed person in the whole wide world.

  312. What is there? Close to nine billion people? So I'm

  313. pretty blessed. But you see, that's not what I've always been.

  314. We all have a past, some just have more past

  315. than others. I was raised in the home of a

  316. Pentecostal home missions pastor your pastor's considered. They call them

  317. North American missions now, but home missions. Someone that goes

  318. to a place like here and raises Upper Church from nothing,

  319. that's what he is. I was raising a home of that.

  320. I saw untold number of miracles.

  321. As a kid, I saw the dead raised.

  322. Yep, it happened.

  323. An unusual thing that happened, and kind of comical.

  324. Was in a service one time there was a woman

  325. that we had that she did not play the piano,

  326. but she banged on it quite well. We all were

  327. have to recite the scripture of make a joy for

  328. on noising to the Lord because it was really hard

  329. to hear anything good coming out of that, and we sang.

  330. As a kid, I thought this is crazy. And she

  331. had a tooth that was absessed. She did have one

  332. missing her too, but it was absessed and it was

  333. very painful. And she is up there not banging as

  334. good as normal because of the pain, and so we

  335. prayed for her. I didn't. I was a kid. I

  336. watched all the adults do that. That was their job.

  337. I'm just a kid. We prayed for her, and so

  338. the Lord. You know what he did. He didn't fill

  339. her tooth with gold, that's not his material for teeth.

  340. He gave her a brand new tooth.

  341. You said, Nah, Hey, I was a kid.

  342. I saw it and looking in her mouth, friend, I

  343. was hoping to see good teeth. I can't believe I

  344. said that. But any that's a long time ago. She's

  345. going on to be with Jesus by now with a

  346. good tooth. Oh help me stay on track here, Lord.

  347. So I saw a lot of wonderful things as a kid.

  348. I was healed far as I know. My appendix had burst.

  349. They were rushing me to the hospital. We got to

  350. the hospital, all the saints for praying got to the hospital.

  351. They began to examine me. The paint had subsided. Next

  352. thing you know, I was all well. Never had an operation, nothing,

  353. never had another problem with it. Ever, that was a

  354. personal healing for me. And then today he mentioned I'm

  355. what they call a regional director with the United Pentecost

  356. Church Global Missions, and we served twenty three years in

  357. Costa Rica. We saw great revival. There, many miracles of

  358. all kinds of things that happened in that place. Deliverance

  359. protection incredible. And then and twenty twelve we began this

  360. job as regional director over Central America, Mexicol, the Caribbean,

  361. and three countries in South America. And for one time

  362. they didn't think I had enough work, and so they

  363. give me South America for three years. Thank god, we

  364. don't have that anymore. But they didn't. They saw this,

  365. they saw this, and I think it was two thousand

  366. and fourteen.

  367. Let me look, I got I got it right here.

  368. Yes, we had this new job. So you know, you

  369. want to get global entry. How many has you ever

  370. heard of global entry? How many has global entry? Don't

  371. raise your hand? You know how that hurts?

  372. Yeah, So we applied for global entry.

  373. You no. I was all excited and waiting for the

  374. notice about it, and Yonder got hers and said she's

  375. got global entry. And it was wonderful. And I kept waiting,

  376. wonder why mine's taking us along? And I was kind

  377. of bragging a little bit about the fact that you know,

  378. I'll be getting Global Entry.

  379. And then I got to notice.

  380. We regret to inform you that your membership in Global

  381. Entry has been disapproved for the following reason or reasons.

  382. You have been convicted and or arrested for a criminal offense.

  383. Arrested on June the thirteenth, And I might add that

  384. was a Friday, bad luck, nineteen seventy five, and Gay'm

  385. in Oklahoma four and I'm not going to tell you

  386. possession of controlled substance and convicted. It wasn't medical. I

  387. was sure as medical. I thought we were just case

  388. centers and was involved in medical marijuana research before it

  389. ever became medical. No, it wasn't medical. I've tried to

  390. make it medical ever since then. It's still not.

  391. Yeah.

  392. We had gone to Oklahoma, Oklahoma City, friends of mine,

  393. we lived in Oklahoma as you can see, and went

  394. there and and uh we bought a pound America medical marijuana,

  395. and we took it back to Guymon and so we

  396. had I don't even know if they call them joints anymore.

  397. I don't know what they call them, but anyway, yeah,

  398. you know, so we had rolled. We didn't take the

  399. whole pound. Think the Lord. We lost it back then,

  400. that would have been a tragedy. The Lord knew what

  401. he was doing. Okay, so we going, we get We're

  402. riding around in a van and it was a smoky

  403. haze inside that van, and man, we were having a time,

  404. and the next thing, you know that there was somebody

  405. trying to get our attension with these lights. So, oh no,

  406. what are we gonna do now? So I wore cowboy

  407. boots all the time back then, so I put it

  408. down him thirteen joints down in my cowboy boot. So

  409. we're out that I was there three or four of us.

  410. I guess you to kind of forget.

  411. Some things back. So this policeman he's starting to search

  412. everybody and going down the line, and you know, I

  413. kind of stay to the last and they're letting me

  414. be to the last. And so next thing he gets

  415. to me and he's searching me, you know, and everything,

  416. and he says, uh, take off your boots. It's gonna

  417. be fun. So I only had him in one, so

  418. that was good. So I pulled off the first one

  419. and nothing, and so take off the other one. So

  420. I listened game, I said, are you ready? What else

  421. are you gonna do?

  422. I pulled off that boot. Yeaht there they rolled out there.

  423. So guess what Global Entry knew about that. It's amazing

  424. you can do whatever you want to in marijuana. Now

  425. you know it is medical and you can smoke it,

  426. and it's legal in most places and everything. But back

  427. then and I could probably get an exponged from my

  428. record take a little bit to do that. But that

  429. day I got that, I thought that I was being

  430. denied because I had been in Cuba, and you're not

  431. supposed to go to Cuba, not supposed to get your

  432. passport stamped in Cuba, and I thought maybe that's why

  433. they were denying my Global Entry. And so.

  434. There it was.

  435. Skeleton. I thought it was gone. I thought I had

  436. applied for other things. You know that they do a

  437. background check, and it never showed up. Nothing ever bought

  438. guns and never showed up. There was and it was rattling.

  439. So then that kind of brings to what had happened

  440. in a short period of time when I was a teenager.

  441. He's in church, good family. Sad to say, there was

  442. no youth group where we went. We left Odessa and

  443. it was fun and there was a lot of great times.

  444. Went to Gayman, Oklahoma, and there was nobody. I'm not

  445. blaming it on anything but myself. It was my choice.

  446. Linda asked this, should you start running with the wrong crowd.

  447. I said, there wasn't any other crowd, So yeah, starts

  448. smoking marijuana. Next thing you know, they had other stuff.

  449. There were speed uppers, downers, heroin LSD, which I did

  450. not like. Messed your head up. All of these things

  451. ended up getting busted again. The good thing is I

  452. wasn't the driver and I didn't have any on me,

  453. So yeah, they took us into the jail. We'd just

  454. gone out in Harvard. We had a crop growing and

  455. went out in harvested. Boy, it was a beautiful plant.

  456. Sorry if I'm talking, this is the way it was.

  457. That's how I looked at it. That was nineteen seventy five.

  458. This was two thy and fourteen. I'd been called to preach,

  459. pastored two churches.

  460. Been called to be a missionary, been in a foreign

  461. country for twenty three years, and traveled to many other

  462. countries preaching the Gobo. What are your skeletons? When I

  463. read that, it is like a knife being put into

  464. me and twisted. Denied. If I'm not mistaken. There might

  465. have been some people at our house, and seems like

  466. there was. And I don't believe I revealed that all

  467. to them. But you know what, go ask Jesus about that.

  468. What do you got on the record there? Lord? What

  469. can you pull up? You know, David Schwartz, Lord, Yeah,

  470. what you got on him? It's blood bought. He's been forgiven,

  471. and I don't think he tells anybody he's been forgiven

  472. and forgiven and forgiven and forgiven. But that's the case

  473. of most of us. There's nothing there. You don't see

  474. anything for nineteventy five on Friday the thirteenth. Nope, because

  475. I've been balked by the blood of Jesus Christ. He

  476. paid a price for me, and because he was willing

  477. to pay that price, Brother done. I've been able to

  478. go to many places. I've preached in many countries. I

  479. was fortunate enough in one occasion each two a comforts

  480. of I don't know. I said maybe eighteen twenty thousand people,

  481. you know. The one that Friday the thirteenth, nineteen seventy

  482. five didn't go too well. But the Lord didn't look

  483. at that. He chose not to think about that. I've

  484. washed that away, and I'm not gonna bring that up

  485. again because that's hidden, it's totally washed away. And so

  486. there's some of you here today and you're struggling with

  487. things in your life, and you think everything's going well,

  488. and then something sticks up its ugly head and it

  489. tells you you're not what you think you are, and

  490. Satan points an accusing finger. Now I have to admit that,

  491. after all these years, I have got to stay good

  492. with God, because if I don't, if I'm not careful,

  493. here comes the devil. Yeah. I'm not an angel like

  494. my wife. Don't know that I've ever been the most

  495. contamination that she's ever had. When she married me, I

  496. tell everybody she fell in love with me. When I

  497. got to Arkansas, my dad called me. He said, David,

  498. do you want to come to Arkansas? He was there

  499. with her dad brother Not grass sure. I'd already been

  500. busted twice. I needed to do something. I need to

  501. go somewhere else, find some different places. Went to Arkansas

  502. real quick, got tied in with a guy working for

  503. a guy, and he paid me about five dollars an

  504. hour and all we could drink.

  505. So everything just started moving right along.

  506. But my mom never quit praying. I'm sure my dad did,

  507. but I know my mom did. There was back in

  508. their house. Got to Arkansas, Yonder fell in level with me.

  509. At first sight. My eyes were set back in my

  510. head from all the drugs, not just marijuana, a lot

  511. of drugs. I weighed about one hundred and twenty pounds,

  512. baby skinning bones, looked real bad. I thought I looked

  513. real good, had long, beautiful blonde hair. Those country folks

  514. in Arkansas, they hadn't seen anything quite like that.

  515. I tried to kill my future brother in law.

  516. Got in the folks wagging with me, and I was

  517. I don't know what I was doing. I don't know

  518. if it's medical marijuana that I was doing or just drinking,

  519. but anyway, it's a little intoxicare And went around the

  520. curve on a bridge that didn't have a rail, and

  521. I thought we was gonna go off. He thought he

  522. was gonna go off. I had it under control. Yeah,

  523. I know. He's lived for God a lot better since then,

  524. so it was a good thing. You see how the

  525. Lord works.

  526. Yeah, God don't give up on us.

  527. He don't quit. And when you got somebody praying for you.

  528. It's like bloodhounds on your trail. Friend, You're not gonna

  529. get away from it. You better hope you never can

  530. shut it out because God has a plan and a

  531. purpose for every person that's in this place. I had

  532. a little bit of a struggle at times talking about this,

  533. and to some crowns it was really more difficult. But hey,

  534. I'm blood ball. I don't have any skeletons in my closet.

  535. Now He's wash me. Why this snow? He's taking care

  536. of everything, and you see so today, if you're here

  537. and there's something in you and you're struggling with something,

  538. well just come and give it to the Lord and

  539. let him take care of it, because He's got a

  540. place for you in his kingdom. Who knows you may

  541. be the one he calls to a mission field somewhere. Yeah,

  542. thirty seven years of our life we have given to missions,

  543. have been in many places. We were just in Japan

  544. a few jetlag hours ago. Ever dreamed that why would

  545. anybody with my past be where I'm at today? Why

  546. would anybody with my past be able to experience the

  547. wonderful things that God has done for me and my

  548. wife and my family. Why would anybody that done all

  549. the stupid things that I did be where he's at today.

  550. When we go through the airport and Yonda has her

  551. global entry, and she's a little snobby. Every time she

  552. goes through there. It seems like she always have to

  553. tell me I'm going global entry. Oh duh.

  554. I do my best to keep a good spirit brother down.

  555. I really do. You can see it's coming out. She

  556. goes through and it's not so bad anymore. But there

  557. was times when the line would be long. I'd get

  558. in that line and I just have to say, thank

  559. God for the blood, thank God for the blood, thank

  560. God for the blood that washes wide as snow. I

  561. can never pay Hiback. I can never do enough. I

  562. could never give enough. I could never love enough. I

  563. could never reach out enough. I could never try to

  564. help another one enough for what he's done for me.

  565. I don't deserve any of this good and wonderful things

  566. and all these miracles and different things I've been able

  567. to see him be a part. I don't deserve any

  568. of that. But he said, we'll show him. That's what

  569. I came for. And such were some of you. But

  570. you've been washed by the blood. Amen. Thank God, would

  571. you stand. I don't know your history. Now you know

  572. a little bit of mine. When I walked in today,

  573. you all already knew that you saw, Yeah, I know exactly.

  574. He was a drug guy. He's been busted a couple

  575. of times. Yeah, you knew that from the beginning, just

  576. by looking at me, didn't you. No, And see that's

  577. looking around. We don't know what's there. We don't know

  578. what you struggle with.

  579. And there are some of you that come and you

  580. sing and you.

  581. Worship God's maybe play an instrument, participate in the church,

  582. and you look good and you sound absolutely wonderful. But

  583. we don't know that struggle, that turmoil that's down on

  584. the inside that it just seems like you can't get

  585. past it. I'm here to tell you, if you ever

  586. asked him to forgive you guess what you're forgiving? Well,

  587. what if I end up messing up the next day?

  588. Ask him again? What about next week? Ask him again?

  589. Don't quit, don't quit. Believe in him because.

  590. He's the cod that paid the highest price ever so

  591. that we could be saved. There's people here today that

  592. he's got a call placed on your life to be

  593. something in his Kingdom. Don't blow it away, don't throw

  594. it away, step out and believe him for what he

  595. has for you. And if someone looks at you as

  596. you start moving that direction, saying what are you doing?

  597. Why are you going that way? Just tell him, you know,

  598. take it to the Lord. If you can find it

  599. on his record book, then find She's not gonna find

  600. it because he loves us and he washes it, and

  601. he washes us, and he washes us today. So anybody

  602. want to come pray? I don't know you, really, I

  603. don't you want to come pray. I don't know what

  604. you're struggling with today. But hey, God's here today. He

  605. wants to deliver you. He wants to bring you deliverance

  606. that you have not experienced. And this doesn't mean you're weak.

  607. It doesn't mean that you're a dirty, rotten sinner. No, no, no,

  608. it just means you understand. I've got to trust God.

  609. I've got to trust God. Where I'm at right now

  610. is okay, but it's not where I need to be. God.

  611. Here I am again for the one hundred and twenty

  612. nine thousands time I'm at your altar leaving you. I'm

  613. trusting you God, here. I am forgive me again. Lord,

  614. Let that blood wash me again. Open the clauset, take

  615. out the skeleton, destroy I don't want to hear the

  616. rattling of the bones anymore. Jesus, I'm here, help me today.

  617. What is your voice trying to tell me this very

  618. day that we're in, this morning that we're in. I

  619. want to be used of you, Lord. I want to

  620. be a vessel that you can use. Thank you, Jesus.

  621. Is there anybody else want to come pray? Maybe you

  622. would want to just come and pray with some of

  623. the people that are here this morning, who you want

  624. to see God do a work as only he can do,

  625. because he's the one that is able to do all things.

  626. I love you, Jesus. I love you, Jesus. I love you, Jesus.

  627. I'm weak, but he's strong. I don't have the answer,

  628. but he is the answer. Oh Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, mold

  629. us and make us today what you want us to be. Lord.

  630. Let us be the vessel that you want us to

  631. be today, Jesus, because you're coming as soon. You're coming,

  632. as soon, You're coming. He soon, you're coming as soon.

  633. I praise you Jesus, because you never fail. You don't

  634. ever fail, Lord, you don't ever fail your words.

  635. Thank you so much for being with us today. We

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