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Handling Betrayal || Pastor Adam Mesa

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  1. Welcome to the ALC Podcast. Here at ALC, we seek the loss,

  2. teach the found, and send the disciples. We truly hope you're encouraged by

  3. this week's message. Well, I'm excited to jump in in a message.

  4. We're in a series called Inside the Tomb. If any of you guys brought

  5. your physical Bibles or you like reading it on your phone, could you turn

  6. to Luke chapter twenty two. That's where we're gonna be at today, and

  7. we're doing this series leading up until Resurrection Sunday called Inside the Tomb. If

  8. you joined us for Christmas, we called it inside the Manger, and it

  9. looked into the prayers of the Manger. This one is inside the Tomb that

  10. not only looks inside the prayers around the tomb, but also the reality that

  11. it was essential that Jesus would go to the tomb. It was for God's

  12. redemption that Jesus would go on the cross, be in the tomb for three

  13. days, and resurrect three days later. And so we all can see a

  14. piece of us go inside the tomb where God can hold and God can redeem

  15. in our life. And so if you have Luke chapter twenty two, would

  16. you join me in standing on your feet as we honor God's word today as

  17. we read together. Here's what it says concerning Jesus. It says, now

  18. the feast of unleavened bread drew near, which is called the Passover, and

  19. the chief priests and the scribes were seeking how to put him to death,

  20. for they feared the people they want to put to death Jesus. Then Satan

  21. inter Judas called a scariot. Satan inter Judas called a scariot hm who was

  22. up the number of the twelve. He went away and conferred with the chief

  23. priests and officers how he might betray him to them. And they were glad

  24. and agreed to give him money. So he consented and sought an opportunity to

  25. betray him to them in the absence of a crowd. Let's pray this morning.

  26. God. We pray that as your word goes for today, Lord,

  27. may you speak to us today. None of us came here this morning to

  28. hear the opinions of man, the philosophies of man, or even the doctrines

  29. of man. God, we came here fully to hear from you, Lord.

  30. So I pray that as your spirit goes forth Lord, May it radically

  31. transform us anew. May we grow in our relationship with you, and may

  32. we leave this place better than we came in today because your work was at

  33. hand. We thank you, Lord in Jesus' name. Amen, as you're

  34. seated, I want you to nudge someone next to you and tell them get

  35. behind these satan. You are ready for that one hull. Some of y'all

  36. said that to your spouse with a little bit too much joy. You're not

  37. saying it to the person. You're just state in a matter of fact,

  38. get behind the satan. It's something we should regularly remind ourselves because in a

  39. few moments we'll read the passage that that comes from. But as we read

  40. today, we see an instance where Judas is scary at one of Jesus's twelve

  41. disciples decides that he's gonna betray not only what we would know Jesus as which

  42. our lord and savior, but to him it would also be one of his

  43. best friends. This is someone that's spent three years with Jesus almost every single

  44. day. He had heard every prayer that Jesus had prayed in public. He

  45. had heard every sermon Jesus had ever preached, he had seen every miracle that

  46. Jesus had performed, and he would also have an opportunity to partake in the

  47. things that Jesus would do. And yet he still got to a place in

  48. his life where he allowed Satan to enter him. How does that happen?

  49. How does that happen? How does Satan enter a person who has had so

  50. much time spent around Jesus. You may never thought or asked that question before,

  51. but I read that statement and go, how is this possible? Many

  52. of you and I we have so much faith in Jesus and we didn't even

  53. see these things with our own eyes. This young man sees everything with his

  54. own eyes, and yet he still betrays Jesus and he still leaves a door

  55. open for Satan to enter. Because how many of you guys know, if

  56. Satan enters you, it's because the door was open. How does that happen?

  57. How does that happen to someone that Satan sees a door that he can

  58. open. How does temptation happen? Well, many of us we may know

  59. because we've maybe been a product of some type of temptation before. Temptation happened

  60. for me just this past Friday. This past Friday, I go on a

  61. date night with my wife and it's about eleven o'clock at night. It was

  62. a long movie, so we get home late and I go back at eleven

  63. o'clock night to continue to study for this today, and so my wife wanted

  64. to do a date night. Normally off Friday afternoon is my study time to

  65. continue for the weekend. But I thought, okay, we get a babysitter.

  66. My wife wants to go on a date night, so that's what I'll

  67. do. So I put pause on studying and we went out to the movies

  68. and we came home at about eleven. She goes upstairs to lay in bed

  69. and go on her phone and hang out on Instagram and other things like that.

  70. I go into the kitchen and I go back to work. I'd be

  71. continued to study for this weekend, and so I'm back to studying. And

  72. next thing you know, as I'm studying my iPad that I'm using to type

  73. at dings and I can see a text message from her and she says,

  74. I want chicken nuggets now for me. I've been doing so good. I've

  75. been losing weight, I've been eating better and so and so she says,

  76. I want chicken nuggets. I'm thinking to myself, we don't need chicken nuggets.

  77. I don't need chicken nuggets. But like a good husband, I say,

  78. would you like me to order you some chicken nuggets? She texts me

  79. actually says no, no, no, no, no, I shouldn't have

  80. any chicken nuggets. Okay, well that's that. I go back to studying

  81. and I'm going Luke chapter twenty two, and I'm reading next thing, you

  82. know. Another text message comes about four minutes later, but French fights do

  83. sound bombed. I respound back to her. I said, would you like

  84. me to get you a combo from McDonald's. She said no, no,

  85. no, no, no, I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't.

  86. And then I mess her back and I say, because now the thoughts in

  87. me and I'm like, that does actually kind of sound fire that like it's

  88. not I wasn't interested in it fifteen minutes ago, but now that you progressing

  89. this thought, and so I said, I told her, what if I

  90. eat it with you? Would you want something? She goes, hmm,

  91. dot dot dot dot dot. So I said, okay, I'll order it.

  92. So there I am on my door dash I'm ordering a two large number

  93. tens ten piece of chicken nugget with large French fries. And it's taken some

  94. time. I'm continuing to study, and all of a sudden, the food

  95. gets to my door. I get the notification. I go to for my

  96. front door. I grab the chicken nuggets. I run upstairs to tell Ashley

  97. that the food is here, and sure enough, she's asleep. It's midnight,

  98. so I say, hey, baby, She shrugs me off. So

  99. here I am downstairs now, sitting on my table with something I didn't originally

  100. want, with two large ten piece chicken nuggets that are wafting in my face

  101. the French fries, and I think to myself, all right, well here

  102. we are, and so I want to be a good steward of my finances.

  103. So now we're eating. Now it's twelve oh five am, with no

  104. sound, no TV, no nothing, just a Bible open and the iPad

  105. I'm not looking at, just eating chicken nuggets. And then I'm thinking to

  106. myself, why am I doing this? I'm like, why did I get

  107. How did I get here? I go to bed at one am. She

  108. leans over, she goes did the McDonald's ever get here? I said yes.

  109. She said I'm hungry. I said, I threw it away. Came

  110. an hour ago. She goes, okay, good night. She just turns

  111. around, goes to sleep. But that but that tends to be kind of

  112. how temptation comes. It comes as a creeping thought, comes as a creeping

  113. suggestion. It comes it comes just as a just as a notion, a

  114. statement, a word, a phrase, and and you just start thinking about

  115. it and you start taking It doesn't come out right away. If Ashley texts

  116. me he said, like, let's let's be unhealthy tonight, let's go get

  117. some McDonald's, and we are talking to we would have both said no,

  118. let's not do it. But it started with HM, our boys had chicken

  119. nuggets for dinners them the kind of look good, and so now now I

  120. way want some chicken nuggets. And it goes from chicken nuggets to a large

  121. fry to a large soda. What happens so thought it's just one little moment

  122. where you convince yourself it won't be all that bad. And that's how temptation

  123. starts to play. And what we have to recognize with the life of Judas.

  124. Judas had begin through his decisions and his statements begin to leave a door

  125. open where Satan believed that he could manipulate him for something greater. Many of

  126. us like to think that the moment that Judas was born or the moment that

  127. Judas became one of Jesus's disciple, that Satan had a target on Judas's back.

  128. No, Satan probably more than likely, and we'll see it here in

  129. a few moments. He more than likely would have had a target on every

  130. disciple's back and try to tempt one after another after another after another. But

  131. once they were steadfast towards Jesus and steadfast towards Jesus, and the character matched

  132. who they were, say, you would say, okay, I can't use

  133. Thomas, Okay, I can't use Levi. Okay, I can't use it.

  134. And then we're gonna see through some of the actions that Judas would act

  135. and betray himself as Satan started to say, oh, I may have found

  136. someone, may have found someone. Satan even tried with Jesus. When Jesus

  137. started his ministry, he was in the desert for forty days. Satan even

  138. tried Jesus. Satan didn't even know if Jesus was strong enough. So if

  139. he tried to tempt Jesus and didn't think he said, Jesus just bowed down

  140. to me and I'll give you the world, because he thought Jesus wanted to

  141. rule the world. Jesus didn't want to rule the world. He wanted to

  142. save the world. And that's what Satan missed out. All he did not

  143. understand that about Jesus's earthly ministry. And so what happens is is we see

  144. a moment where Satan actually is trying with some of the other disciples as he

  145. did with Jesus. And it's a moment where Jesus is talking to his disciples

  146. and he tells his disciples that he's gonna go to the cross and he's gonna

  147. suffer many things and he's gonna die. Well, Peter, who's still at

  148. this moment in his life, wants Jesus to overthrow the Roman government in Jesus

  149. to set up an earthly kingdom. He tells Jesus, no, I don't

  150. want you to die. And here's what Jesus responds with. It's in Matthew

  151. twenty two, verse twenty four. It says from that time Jesus began to

  152. show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things from the

  153. elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on

  154. the third day be raised. And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke

  155. him, saying, far be it from me, Lord, this shall never

  156. happen to you. But he turned, speaking of Jesus. He turned and

  157. said to Peter, get behind me. Satan, you are a hindrance to

  158. me, for you are not setting your mind on the things of God,

  159. but on the things of man. You're not setting your mind on the things

  160. of God, but you're setting your mind on the things of man. Now,

  161. in that moment, someone would naturally have to ask himself, did Satan

  162. enter Peter to make that statement. No, No, that was Peter's own

  163. thought. It was coming out of a pure place. But the difference is

  164. is Peter's statement was in alignment with Satan's mission, and so we have to

  165. understand the difference. But both differences exist. There is a moment that through

  166. the compulsion of our own sin, through our own righteousness, that we can

  167. leave a door open for Satan to use and manipulate. Then there's another side

  168. of us where Satan is not involved at all. It's just your mind frame

  169. and your thinking is in alignment with the mind frame and thinking of Satan.

  170. Right, And so though there may come from an innocent place, that doesn't

  171. mean that it's still not in union with what Satan's trying to do. And

  172. so people try to do that with music all the time. Pastor, can

  173. I listen to this kind of music and still be innocent? Theoretically, yes,

  174. you can, but you have to understand that with that kind of music

  175. there's a mission behind it. And so can you listen to that music innocently?

  176. Sure, you could almost do anything innocently if it's not sin. But

  177. does that not mean, though, are you in mission? Could you by

  178. listening to that music someone else hear it and it take them somewhere else who's

  179. not as strong as you. Yeah, So that's what's happening with Peter.

  180. Peter pulls him aside so he doesn't say it in front of the other disciples,

  181. which also show that Peter has a respect for Jesus. Judas didn't do

  182. that stuff. We'll see in a few moments. Judas made public declarations,

  183. Peter gave private questions to Jesus. There's a difference, and so he pulls

  184. him aside, and we see that his philosophy is in union with what Satan's

  185. trying to do, which is trying to keep Jesus from this mission. Satan

  186. doesn't know at this moment the clear picture of what Jesus's mission is. So

  187. that's why Jesus is saying, your motive is in alignment with it, even

  188. though Satan doesn't know what he's trying to accomplish. He just doesn't want me

  189. to be king. But Peter, by you not wanting me to go to

  190. the cross, I have to go to the cross. So therefore your heart

  191. is in alignment with Satan's heart. And then you hear a moment. There's

  192. a moment when then Jesus during Holy Week and on Passover, Jesus tells Peter,

  193. there's gonna come a moment where you're gonna deny me. People are gonna

  194. recognize you. I'm gonna be on trial, I'm gonna be sentenced soon to

  195. be put to death. People are gonna recognize you for being with me,

  196. and you're gonna deny me. Peter says, I'll never do that. You're

  197. my boy, Jesus. I'll never I'll never deny you, and Jesus says,

  198. you will, but it's okay when you do. I need you to

  199. continue to come back, and I need you to feed my sheep. I

  200. need you to take care of my sheep. This is gonna happen, and

  201. Theologians we don't know whether Peter denied Jesus because he was afraid that he'd be

  202. arrested next, but more than likely the most accurate depiction is because Peter was

  203. the one who cut the soldier's ear off when they arrested Jesus, and Jesus

  204. healed the ear because Peter thought it was go time. He thought it was

  205. time to fight the Romans now. So more than likely, Peter was still

  206. upset that the picture of what he wanted Jesus to do wasn't clear yet,

  207. so he wanted Peter wanted war, Jesus wanted forgiveness, and so at the

  208. time, Peter would have denied Jesus potentially out of this anger that Jesus wasn't

  209. wanting to go and fight Rome. So he's like, no, I'm not

  210. with him, I'm not a disciple of his. And it just so happens

  211. at this time, according to Luke twenty two sixty one, that Jesus is

  212. across the courtyard about one hundred yards away, and when Peter denies Jesus one

  213. more time, what happens is Jesus now makes eye contact with him. One

  214. hundred yards away. He couldn't hear Peter, but by the spirit Jesus knew,

  215. and at that moment, it says, and the Lord turned and looked

  216. at Peter, and Peter remembered the saying of the Lord, how he had

  217. said to him before the rooster crows, today you will deny me three times.

  218. And he went out, and he wept bitterly. What do we see

  219. in this, in this fact that Peter is not being used by Satan,

  220. He's not being used by Satan because this word that's being used he remembered,

  221. and he left and wept bitterly. It's a sign of repentance. Repentance means

  222. to turn away from. So when he recognized it, he wept and he

  223. turned away from which shows that in his own decision making process, when he

  224. would recognize that he's falling short, he would run back to God for forgiveness.

  225. He wept when he recognized how he fell short. He wept and he

  226. ran and he went to God. Where's Judas? Judas didn't do those things.

  227. And here's what we have to see today is values are created in crisis,

  228. and they are tested in crisis. Values are created in Christ had tested

  229. in crisis. I've been in church for a very long time and I've almost

  230. never heard this before. I've never heard someone come up to me after a

  231. service to say, hey, pastor out, it's so nice to meet you.

  232. And I said, hey, what brought you to church? And I

  233. rarely ever hear this where they say and it's their first time or their second

  234. time, they're new in church. They rarely ever say, well, you

  235. know what, recently I sold my company and I'm just doing so good financially,

  236. and me and my wife we just celebrated an anniversary and we are so

  237. good. And my kids they all just got full right scholarships, and our

  238. family is so good. And so we just looked at each other one day

  239. and was like, hey, going to church would just be a cherry on

  240. top to all this good stuff. Almost no one ever says that they're like,

  241. well, I first started coming to church because my marriage is in ruins.

  242. Well, I first started coming to church because I don't know what I'm

  243. doing in life. I first started coming to church because I don't know how

  244. to raise these kids. I first started coming to church because I lost a

  245. family member and it made me think about these things. There's always some thread.

  246. Ninety percent of the time for the first initial entry way in, there's

  247. some type of crisis that starts to ask us the question should a relationship with

  248. God be of value? But here's the thing, it isn't only until the

  249. next crisis happens that will test that new found value. And new found value,

  250. I mean people all the time, oh oh right, hear okay,

  251. because I lost my job, I'm going through it and I'm just and I'm

  252. and they for six months, they're at church three times a week, four

  253. times a week, they're at prayer, that at everything, and then and

  254. then they just stop. And then I'll see them at Victoria Gardener say hey,

  255. I haven't seen you forever. Oh, you won't believe what happened.

  256. I got a job and and that girl I was dating we got married.

  257. And I said, oh, did you move somewhere? No, no,

  258. I'm still living across the street from the church. Well where you been,

  259. friend? Oh? I just I didn't. I didn't. I don't need

  260. it as much anymore. So there the trick is in that statement, God

  261. in a relationship with Jesus was not the value. What you were getting out

  262. of it was the value and crisis again, and going through a positive form

  263. of the crisis begins to show why am I really here? And for Judas,

  264. who was with the disciples, hanging around the disciples, prestigious with the

  265. disciples, when it came time to turn in Jesus, he showed that his

  266. value was money. So it's very potential that more than likely the area that

  267. Judas grew up in could have been an impoverished area. For whatever reason,

  268. he loves money and he feels like he never has enough, because the scriptures

  269. later tell us on in a few moments, we'll read that he always used

  270. to take a little bit at a time from Jesus's money bag because he was

  271. the treasurer of the disciples, and so Jesus would get one hundred dollars,

  272. Judas would help himself to a nice little tithe himself. For whatever reason,

  273. his value was money over Jesus. But the only reason why he rocked with

  274. Jesus was because Jesus served his value. And when Judas as a smart man,

  275. he begins to see everyone starting to turn on Jesus and he says,

  276. it's a matter of time before Jesus don't have these crowds anymore. He thinks

  277. to himself, how can I get that one last come up off of Jesus?

  278. Because chrisis revealed his true value and for Judas, his true he very

  279. much well could have loved Jesus, could have had a great relationship with Jesus,

  280. could have hung out. I mean he was at dinner with Jesus the

  281. night that he went and betrayed him, such as didn't. It doesn't mean

  282. he hates Jesus. It just means he has a bigger value than Jesus.

  283. And so Christis reveals to us. And so here's some things that we see

  284. that Satan will begin to see into Judas that he feels like he can start

  285. to use him. There's three things and they're very applicable to us. Is

  286. he sees that within Judas, Judas lacks character, Judas lacks care, and

  287. Judas lacks conduct and it's the expression of these things that Satan is watching all

  288. of the disciples, looking for which one. The Bible says that Satan moves

  289. around like a devourer Warren, like a lion, looking who he can devour.

  290. So that's what Satan's doing to all the disciples. Can I try,

  291. Peter, No, he actually loves him, he actually believes he's Lord.

  292. He just has a skewed perception of what Jesus here to do. I can't

  293. use him. I can't. Oh, I see this dude still in a

  294. little bit of money here and there. I've been hearing his comments lately.

  295. So we see that character is a moral and ethic quality defining individual's values.

  296. Care show is a showing place of empathy and compassion, actively attending to others

  297. well needs, which Judas didn't do. Conduct behavior in line with godly actions,

  298. involving integrity, respect, and responsibility for one's action. I want you

  299. to look at character for just a moment. Billy Graham says this when it

  300. comes to character. When wealth is lost, nothing is lost. When health

  301. is lost, something is lost. When character is lost, all is lost.

  302. Someone who loses their character has lost it all. Judas was one of

  303. those individuals want you to look at Judas's statement when a woman comes to worship

  304. Jesus with a year's worth of her wage of HEUW. Many of us know

  305. this verse ourselves, but it says this in John twelve, verse four.

  306. But one of the disciples, Judas is Scariot, who was later to betray

  307. him, ejected, why wasn't this perfume sold and the money given to the

  308. poor? It was a worth a year's wage. He did not say this

  309. because he cared about the poor, but because he was a thief, and

  310. as keeper of the money bag, he used to help himself to what was

  311. put in it. But guess what, John, by the inspirational holy spirit,

  312. he fills that in for us. So we can read and we can

  313. go, oh that dog Judas. But if you were around Judas, you

  314. actually would have thought he was very righteous. When Judas is there and there's

  315. a woman breaking perfume that's worth a year's wage on Jesus's feet, and Judas

  316. goes, this woman could do so we could our ministry could do so much

  317. more for the poor if she just sold this perfume. How dare she?

  318. You know? Jesus is just gonna go wash his feet after such a waste

  319. of perfume. We could have resold that you know how many people that could

  320. have fed, and there would have been other people and disciples there going.

  321. You so right, Judas, I can't believe her. Why would Jesus even

  322. let her do that? That's ridiculous. Ah. While his words say one

  323. thing, but his heart says another. Because what his heart is really saying

  324. because he's the treasurer. So if she gave that to Jesus for the ministry,

  325. Jesus would have said, God, bless you, thank you so much

  326. here, Judas, can you go sell that for the work of the ministry?

  327. And Judas want to be like, gotch Yeah, I got you Jesus.

  328. That's fifty k right there. They'll never miss five k missing. Judas

  329. knows that in his heart, but his words and what society hears has made

  330. Judas, you're so right. But God knows his heart. So where we

  331. have to recognize is a self centered faith produces a self righteous attitude. Self

  332. centered faith the me me me faith. Guess what you will be consistently trying

  333. to show everyone around you how much you have figured it out. When your

  334. faith is centered around you, your own development, your own joy, your

  335. own purpose, your own happiness, and nothing about anyone else. Then you

  336. will begin to have a self righteous attitude, and you will make comments about

  337. everything. You will make comments of people around you. You'll make comments about

  338. church, You'll make call It just will come out. It just could come

  339. out of you easy. Can you believe she said that? Can you believe

  340. she dressed this way? You know, don't mind how I talk to my

  341. husband. The way that girl dress is ridiculous. It's self righteous attitude.

  342. Look at this person all while I'm not being obedient in this space myself and

  343. so immediately self centered faith, the me me me mentality, the me me

  344. me faith that Judas was living. The more that Jesus's ministry grew, the

  345. more that Judas's pockets grew, and the moment that he sees Jesus' ministry probably

  346. not gonna grow no more, the moment he tried to get one more big

  347. payday. Because the clearer you start to think about you, the actually more

  348. disfigured life begins to be. And so for Judas, he fell for these

  349. lives because he kept looking at himself for so long. He stopped fixing his

  350. eyes on Jesus and the work of Jesus, that he started to only view

  351. himself. You know, Pablo Picasso is one of the world's greatest painters,

  352. definitely in our day in the nineteen hundreds, and a Picasso is a euphemism

  353. for a great artist. We say someone's a regular Pablo Picasso when they're a

  354. great artist. Well, Pablo Picasso, over his years, he did a

  355. set of around ten to eleven self portraits. And what's amazing is most art

  356. historians think it's incredible that you'll see when Picasso was fifteen years old, he

  357. used to draw himself really clearly. But you get all the way towards the

  358. bottom right. That was his last self portrait he ever did of himself at

  359. the age ninety years old. And so he went from a point where when

  360. he was younger he saw himself very clearly, very innocently. But as he

  361. got older, he actually towards his nineties and some of this went with his

  362. abstract painting, but it was really as he stepped more and more into older

  363. age and realized his more tenn Most art historians believe that as he got older,

  364. he saw himself less clearly, because as he would pay himself, he'd

  365. at fifteen and twenty, he was very innocent, so he saw himself very

  366. clearly. But as he got older he added all his memories and all his

  367. stories, and it was so much so that all he could do is kind

  368. of just draw himself into a rock. Because the longer that we fixate on

  369. ourselves, the less clear it becomes, and the more that line is fudged,

  370. and the more that line is told. And the point of the Gospel

  371. and the point of the Cross is for us to fix our eyes on Jesus

  372. and the work of the Cross and the work of his resurrection. You want

  373. to see your life more clearly, you have to stop looking at your life

  374. and start looking at Jesus's life. Judas didn't do that. He looked at

  375. Jesus's life and thought everything that would benefit him, and so he lacks character

  376. in it shows and Satan can see that. Satan sees what his morals are.

  377. Satan was around when he saw Judas pocket those coins, and he's saying

  378. to himself, Okay, wonder what I could do with that second thing that

  379. we can see the enemy sees is Judas lacks care Judas lacks care. Corey

  380. ten Boom, a Dutch author but also a Holocaust survivor, someone who survived

  381. concentration camps as a Christian, said, you can never learn that Christ is

  382. all you need until Christ is all you have. A lot of times we

  383. want Jesus and Jesus and Jesus and but the reality is is if you want

  384. Christ to be all you need, then he has to become all that we

  385. have, all that we hold, and all that we trust. Because then

  386. when we see Jesus with clarity in that way, then that the place where

  387. Satan has no foothold, and you can actually live a life where Satan is

  388. in behind you, not in front of you, that Satan is under your

  389. foot and not over your head. It's when we start living in that space.

  390. Matthew chapter twenty six to fourteen to sixty says this about Judas. Says,

  391. though, then one of the disciples, who was called Judas is Scariot,

  392. went to the chief priest and said, what are you willing to give

  393. me if I hand over Jesus. At this time, he doesn't even know

  394. if he's gonna hand over Jesus. He wants to see how sweet the deal

  395. is going to be first. So he says, what are you gonna give

  396. me if I give Jesus to you? And they weighed out thirty pieces of

  397. silver, and from that moment, Judas began looking for an opportune time to

  398. betray Jesus. Started with one thought. Here's the thought for Judas. I

  399. wonder how much they would give me if I turned Jesus in. He was

  400. undecided whether he would do it or not. But wooh, when that deal

  401. was sweet, he couldn't resist it. And Satan was working through every crevice

  402. of that deal. He was working through every Pharisee, he was working through

  403. every sadduce, He's working through every conversation of Judas, looking for a moment

  404. when Satan could say I can enter him and now it's my game time.

  405. And it just started with one thought. I have a question for you'all.

  406. Got this beautiful self portrait of mine? See this? Look at that handsome

  407. man. That's a good looking guy. Look, look, look, let

  408. me ask you guys a question. You think you think if I took this

  409. piece right here, would you say that I'm still all there? Yeah?

  410. Okay? What if I took this piece right here? Would you still say

  411. that I'm all there? Okay? What if I took this piece right here,

  412. would you say, I'm all there? Oh, it's fifty to fifty.

  413. Now let's see if I took let's just take the tattoos, right,

  414. let's just remove the tattoos. Would you still say that I'm pretty much there?

  415. Yeah? Okay here, yeahs and knows okay. Now, well,

  416. what if I start taking like this right here, like my eyes, let's

  417. remove I got great eyes, but let's remove those now I just got the

  418. smile. Would you start? Am I all there? Oh? It's getting

  419. clear now right. A lot of us tend to think that sin and the

  420. time to turn around is at this point. But really it all started downhill

  421. with one white piece, one piece, just one piece of me was enough

  422. to say that was not bad. I still feel like me. Just one

  423. night out, just one drip, just one smoke, just one relationship,

  424. just one time, just one thought. Nobody's around, nobody's here. It

  425. won't hurt nobody, it won't affect nobody. And we wonder what happens Why

  426. we say, well, that wasn't all bad? And how about another piece?

  427. How about another piece? And then at some point when you've revealed enough

  428. of your say it self, didn't Satan, and the enemy can come and

  429. say, let's start taking some bigger pieces. And you've already showed the enemy

  430. you don't know how to stop. You've already showed the enemy that you don't

  431. know how to put these pieces back together, because only Jesus could put these

  432. back together. Peter went back to Jesus to put his pieces back together.

  433. Judas did it. Judas hung himself after he did what he did because he

  434. couldn't live with the guilt, not because he had repentance, but because he

  435. didn't want to face anybody for what he did. And so there's a difference

  436. between regret and repentance, just like there's difference between and I'm sorry and I

  437. will you forgive me. We've all heard it before. Okay, I'm sorry.

  438. You don't mean that. We know you don't mean that, you're just

  439. saying it. There's a difference between repentance and forgiveness than just regret and sorrow.

  440. Hey my bad, I see I hurt you. It's my fault.

  441. Would you ever do it again? What does it matter? Like? Oh,

  442. what does it matter? Because it's not coming from a place of repentance.

  443. And so for Judas, what started with one piece, which was just

  444. a dollar or two from Jesus's bag, was enough that as he kept it

  445. consistently. And now Satan is hearing his words about what these women and his

  446. other comments, he's going, oh, this is a guy I can use.

  447. So I want to encourage you to be careful. If you've ever heard

  448. this statement before, if you ever said this statement before the enemy made me

  449. or Satan's all involved in this, you maybe have said it or heard it

  450. before, and it's actually a very dangerous statement to make, because what you're

  451. saying is that the Satan saw something in you that he felt like he could

  452. use. You have to be very cautious. Now we've seen it. There

  453. is an opportunity where Satan does try. He attempts, he tries, he

  454. attacks, he makes effort, but just like Romans eight says, if you're

  455. full of the spirit, he'll have no effect. So therefore he'll give up

  456. and he'll move on. But if you're someone that he likes to tap dance

  457. on, then it means you gave him a dance floor. And if he's

  458. dancing, then got to say, God, I gotta repent. You gotta

  459. put these pieces back together, because the only ones that say and enters and

  460. uses are the ones who crack the door open. And the way we find

  461. freedom is to say, Jesus, I repent. I need you to carry

  462. all of this. I can't do that. You gotta rid the self centered

  463. faith. I can't do this on my own. And the last point we're

  464. gonna share is and he reveals to us what his conduct is like. And

  465. we've seen through Judas how he conducts himself as a disciple of Jesus. He

  466. did not represent Jesus well, nor did he lead well. Philippian chapter one

  467. twenty seven says, whatever happens, conduct yourselves worthy in a matter of the

  468. Gospel of Jesus Christ. To conduct ourselves worthy, our actions must be conducted

  469. away worthy of the claim that we say that we follow Jesus has to match.

  470. Our conduct has to match that call. Francis of an Ec, one

  471. of the great saint, says, preach the Gospel in all times, and

  472. when necessary, use words, which means your conduct preaches the Gospel, whether

  473. you recognize it or not. Your conduct speaks louder than your words. Saint

  474. Francis would say, the way you live your life will preach for Jesus or

  475. against Jesus. It will rid the enemy of his attempts at thwarting you,

  476. or it'll give the enemy encouragement to lean towards you. Because the enemy loves

  477. messing with the world, but he sure loves messing with people who claim to

  478. follow God, because that gives God the worst pr possible. People who call

  479. themselves Christians, who don't act like Christians. That's who Satan wants. And

  480. that's why Satan used one of Jesus's disciples, not a random person, one

  481. of his inner circle, because what better way to stop Jesus than one of

  482. his friends. What better way to make Jesus look bad than someone who says

  483. they follow him. And so that is the person he's looking for. And

  484. so that's why Philippians encourage us that we have to live this life even when

  485. it's hard, even when temptation comes. The Bible talks about taking every thought

  486. captive, so that you would not give a place for the enemy, so

  487. that you would not give a foothold for the enemy. James chapter four says,

  488. submit yourselves therefore to God resists the devil, and he will flee.

  489. Resist him, and he will flee. In other words, he's gonna attempt,

  490. he's gonna try, but if you resist him, he will go.

  491. If you don't, he'll set up a base camp and he'll look for an

  492. opportune time like he did with Judas. And so we need to periodically go.

  493. And the Bible talks about when we take community to reflect in our hearts

  494. and see what sin exists and confess it so that it could leave. It's

  495. a moment of cleansing to allow the spirit at work in our lives. And

  496. you never know how much it will bless someone. I'll close you with this

  497. before we leave. You know, last week we celebrated a special moment where

  498. one of the widows in our church, Nicole, and she was here for

  499. service. She was so blessed she heard the story for the first time.

  500. I thought she heard it this week, but she did it. We featured

  501. a story last week if you were with us, and one of our dear

  502. members, Nicole, she lost her husband before he even turned forty and she's

  503. now raising her three children. And we brought her on stage and she had

  504. a great story of faith and trust in God. And we honored her by

  505. sowing a seed into her life. But what happened was if you got many

  506. of you remember if he didn't. It's on our YouTube channel. You can

  507. you could go rewatch it. But she tells a story on how God showed

  508. a moment of goodness in her life where her husband had passed and her car

  509. was going to be repossessed because she couldn't make the payments for the vehicle,

  510. and so the tow truck driver comes to repossess her vehicle. She falls on

  511. her knees and she pleads out to God not for her car to be taken.

  512. The man resonates with that. He tells her, you know, my

  513. name is Gabriel. I was named after the angel, and so he had

  514. compassion on her. And so he said, here's the number to the banker

  515. of the bank that's trying to repossess your car. Give him a call to

  516. borrow see what they could work out with you. He said, I'm gonna

  517. get on the horn and i'm gonna get on dispatch, and I'm going to

  518. tell everyone that your house has been taken care of. So if they get

  519. another call to leave it alone, it's been taken care of it's being figured

  520. out to leave your car where it is, and so she said, thank

  521. you so much. Well, last week, one of our members in our

  522. church says, I have a friend named Gabriel who's a tow truck driver,

  523. and I think I've heard him say a story like that before. And so

  524. he goes on our YouTube channel. He pulls her testimony and he sends it

  525. to Gabriel. He says, hey, bro, is this story about you?

  526. And Gabriel says, yes, that is me. I remember that night.

  527. And he tells his friend, this video has changed me so much because

  528. I was just about to give up. I'm going through some things. I'm

  529. having such a hard time and this is just a reminder from God that I

  530. have to keep going. I shouldn't give up, and I'm gonna trust God

  531. through it all. What happened over a year ago to one woman who was

  532. pleading to God when that very man needed encouragement himself, The Holy Spirit said,

  533. I'm gonna bring it a back around this a Uno reverse card. He

  534. said, I'm gonna bring it back to you. The very grace that you

  535. showed this woman is gonna be the very grace that I'm gonna show you through

  536. her story that you have impacted someone. What was just a normal night of

  537. him towing vehicles and guess what, when tow truck drivers leave repossessed cars,

  538. they lose money. So he also lost out on money as well. What

  539. turned out to something that he it felt like was gonna be a lost but

  540. he just felt like he was doing a good thing to someone. Over a

  541. year later, he'd be sent a video where tens of thousands of people would

  542. be encouraged by his story and the story of God's goodness, which was just

  543. enough for him to keep going. I don't know about you, but that

  544. day when the world said to repossess the car, he said, Satan,

  545. get behind me. Quit when he was in a moment this past week where

  546. he was just gonna give I don't know if that was gonna give up hope.

  547. I don't know if that was just gonna stop working. I don't know

  548. what that was. But that very video was a moment where Jesus said,

  549. you said get behind me a year ago, I'm getting him behind you right

  550. now. Where God can interject in his mercy. Are we willing to do

  551. like Paul says, which is to say, fight, the good fight of

  552. faith, because it's a fight. Are we willing to resist the devils where

  553. he could flee? Because it's found oftentimes in our character, our care,

  554. and our conduct, where the Satan will try to find a foothold, Or

  555. it's enough that your faithfulness to the Cross, your faithfulness to focus on Jesus,

  556. then he'll say you've resisted, he'll flee Satan. Seasons where Satan feels

  557. to be throwing everything at you is only seasons when you're faithful to Jesus.

  558. It's not a lifetime. There's freedom, there's victory, and there's mercy,

  559. and there's hope found in the Cross. So I want to encourage you today

  560. as we go to close and leave this place together. If you've never confessed

  561. Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and savior, if you've never got to a

  562. place where you said, God, I'm ridding everything that views me about me

  563. and I'm completely surrendering it. I'm giving it all to you God. It's

  564. only through Jesus's death and resurrection that you and I can truly find freedom.

  565. Why is it found only in Jesus Because Jesus is the only one on earth

  566. who walk this earth, who died on a cross for you and I,

  567. who was put in a tomb, suspect it to be dead forever, and

  568. three days later would resurrect and spend forty days on earth reiterating the resurrection of

  569. God and the goodness of God and the forgiveness of God. For you and

  570. I not to listen to and say, oh, that's nice, but for

  571. you and I to receive, for us to receive, the gospel is only

  572. there when we receive it. It's not something that exists in making a sign

  573. of a cross or wearing a cross. The gospel is those who take it

  574. and wear it for themselves. Say Jesus your forgiveness, You're death and resurrection.

  575. As for me. So I encourage you in this moment. If you've

  576. never given your life to Christ, whether you're in the courtyard, cafe or

  577. in this room, don't wait another day before you choose Jesus. One day

  578. all of us will stand before God. I pray it's a long time till

  579. anyone here stands before God. But we do know the reality there will be

  580. a day. There's only one thing that's one hundred percent in this world.

  581. It's the fact that all of us will die at some point, and all

  582. of us will stand before God. The beauty about the work of Jesus is

  583. any There's an eternity secure in the hands of the Savior in Jesus's work.

  584. And not only will God give us a promise in the future, God gives

  585. us a promise here on earth. His work of the Cross is not just

  586. for heaven one day. It's also here for life, to give you a

  587. peace, a grace, a mercy, and a hope like you never thought

  588. was possible. To give you a rest from the work of your life like

  589. you never thought was possible. That's the goodness of God. So I encourage

  590. you in this place, don't wait another day before you receive Jesus as your

  591. savior. Would you all do me a favor in this moment? Would you

  592. bow your head and close your eyes. We're all gonna say a prayer out

  593. loud right now. But some people are gonna be saying this for the first

  594. time, or they're gonna be rededicating their life. So I encourage you as

  595. we say this today, we're gonna be affirming the work of God in your

  596. life. So would you join me in saying this right Now, dear Lord

  597. Jesus, in this moment, I confess you as Lord and Savior. I

  598. repent to my sins, and I believe in this moment, and I confess

  599. in this moment that I am committed to follow you for the rest of my

  600. days in Jesus' name. Amen. We really hope you enjoyed the message,

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