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How L.O.W. Can You Grow? || Pastor Aaron Levy
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Praise God. I'm so honored that I get to be entrusted by Pastor Adam
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to be a part of the walket Out series, so I want to honor
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him. He said, I was more physically fit, but I had to
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be humble enough to say that's not my lane. So so grateful for a
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team, Grateful for Pastor Nathan who stepped in for me. But hey,
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can we can you help me honor our founding pastor, Pastor Diego, who
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helped remind us that our hope and our faith and our foundation is found in
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Jesus. And I kind of feel like we tag team preached this morning because
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he reminded us of Second Chronicle seven fourteen. If my people who are called
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by my name will humble themselves. So when you know that you've been called
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by the name of Jesus, God is calling us to humble ourselves. So
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what ends up happening is what I've learned in my faith journey is you will
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either have private humility or public humiliation. And a lot of public humiliation we've
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seen a lot because people weren't humble in private. And the most practical way
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that you can express being humble is praying to the one that can help you.
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Amense, I'll stand to our feet. We're gonna go to Psalm one
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sixteen, verses five through nine. I'm gonna read from the ESV. So
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you can look on the screens, or you can open up your Bibles.
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I love them. When we stand and we start hearing some some page's turn,
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you're that noise. It's a good noise. So Ione's sixteen five through
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nine. Gracious is the Lord and righteous. Our God is merciful. The
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Lord preserves the simple. When I was brought low, everybody say, lo,
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he saved me. Return, oh my soul, to your rest.
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For the Lord has dealt bountifully with you. For you have delivered my soul
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from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling. I will
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walk, Everybody, say, walk before the Lord in the land of the
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living. Let's pray. God. I thank you that you will empower us
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to walk our salvation out with fear and trembling. Holy Spirit. I thank
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you that you're in this room. I pray that you eliminate distractions, and
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I thank you that you will use your word to comfort, to bring us
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hope, but also to bring us challenge and conviction. And and empowerment to
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walk it out humbly for your glory. In Jesus name, we pray ay
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man a man. You may be seated as you're getting settled. Can you
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turn to your neighbor and tell them the title of today's message. Lock it
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in with your neighbor and say how low can you grow? Go to your
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second neighbor, the one that you just ignored. You just ignored them.
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They looked to you. You was already looking somewhere else. Look you.
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You go to the second option and say how low can you grow? The
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more humble we are, the more Jesus can trust us to elevate. And
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our lack of humility sometimes becomes a cap on our leadership or becomes a cap
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on our growth. So I'm gonna give three keys on how we can walk
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it low. L Ow. To walk it low, you need to listen,
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obey, and wait. Listen, obey, and wait. But before
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we do that, I wanted to go a little bit into Psalm one sixteen
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five through nine because I'm a visual learner and this is the way that it
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was set up in my Bible. Because once you know that God has delivered
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you, then it's easier to walk humbly. And I saw how these words
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were lined up, that walk was the lowest. So it looks like our
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start point is right here, that this is the start of our faith journey.
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And then we start walking right here. So here's you right here.
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Okay, so that's you right there, and you're gonna walk it out.
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But before that, we have to recognize that our faith journey started with death.
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If we go to Ephesians two one, it says that you were dead
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in the transgressions of the sin, walking towards the course of the world.
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So when we start our faith journey, the first thing we recognize is no,
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I need to die to my flesh. I need to confess that I'm
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a sinner in Jesus is the hope of the world, and then I can
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start walking it out. But once you die to your flesh, what ends
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up happening? There may be a lot of tears that ends up happening,
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because the faith journey has to do a lot about unlearning. That's why King
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David would cry out to the Lord all the time, because once you start
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your faith journey, you start recognizing man feeling convicted on how I used to
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walk how I used to treat people, how I used to treat my finances,
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things I've done, and so forth. But I'm so grateful. In
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Revelations twenty one, verse four, it says God will wipe away every tear,
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so no matter what you face today, you can give those tears to
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Jesus. He is your hope to help you walk it out. And once
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those tears are wiped, you have clear vision to start stumbling, So you
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don't start sprinting. You don't start walking. When you start the faith journey,
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it actually starts as a stumble. So I'm reminded of my daughter's faith
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in Trinity. When they first started walking and they would fall, I would
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be right there to pick them up. I wasn't there to criticize her.
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You should be running right now. No, man, thank you for progressing.
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Proverbs chapter twenty four, verse sixteen says a righteous man falls seven times,
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that gets back up seven means complete. You could be a complete failure,
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but by the grace of God, you can get back up and rise
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again. And when you rise again, you will walk it out before the
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Lord. You're walking with Jesus right next to you, just like Psalm twenty
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three Yeay, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death,
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I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Say walk it
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lo. We're gonna walk it low today. You know what, Let's let's
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let's do a case study on Moses. I love the worships that calling on
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the God of Moses. That's what we're gonna do right now. We're gonna
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look at Moses, and we're gonna go to Numbers, chapter twelve, verse
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three, and we're gonna talk about listen. But I want your opinion on
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what Moses says on Numbers, chapter twelve, verse three. It says,
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now, Moses was a very humble man, more humble than anyone else on
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the face of the earth. He wrote that himself, he's got a like
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a rapper talking in third person, flexing about who he is, Like can't
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you call yourself the most humble man possible? Like if I were to try
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to write him like God, don't strike me down, I'm gonna jump and
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try it. But Moses is saying that he's the most humble, and I'm
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going to support that because he was a great listener, And let's talk about
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how he listened. But if you don't know who Moses is. In Exodus
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chapter two starts his story. He is a Hebrew, but his family is
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in slaves to the Egyptians, and what happened in Exodus chapter two, his
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story starts with hiding and failure. His anger gets the best of him because
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he sees Egyptians beating his family members, and the Bible says, he looks
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this way, he looks that way and seeing no one, he killed an
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Egyptian. So we didn't start humble, because humble means when I get angry,
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I look up to God for help. He didn't look up, He
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just looked to the side. He killed someone and he tried to hide it,
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but he got caught. Now he's a convicted felon on the run.
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That's how his story starts. So Exodus chapter three, he goes into hiding.
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He doesn't want to go back to Egypt because they're gonna catch me.
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I'm a failure because of my past. But God, in his mercy and
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his compassion, knows if Moses won't look up to me, I'll come down
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to him. Because what ends up happening in Exodus three, Moses sees a
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burning bush. God will come to your level because of his compassion for you.
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And he speaks to Moses and he grabs his attention to forgive him,
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to affirm him, to give him purpose, to give him calling, and
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say you are called to be a leader, but go back to Egypt,
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and that's where I called you to lead. Ah, I can't go back
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to Egypt. They gonna put me in jail. They're gonna kill me.
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So you gotta be humble to listen to the word of God, even when
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it's hard. But this is why I'm gonna say that Moses gets my vote
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for being most humble because listen to this. He hears from God in a
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burning bush. He hears the voice of the Lord. And what you do
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next after you hear from God displays if you're humble or not. Here's what
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he didn't do. You know what, I'm writing a book. It's called
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here How to Hear from God? Hashtag burning bush. He didn't say,
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you know what, I'm doing a vision interest party right now. Who wants
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to join my team? We're gonna that he didn't There's nothing wrong with those
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things. But he's just getting started out. So let's go to Exodus four
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and see how he listened to display his humility. Exodus chapter four, It'll
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be over here. Look what he says. Here. Moses went back to
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Jethrow. Everybody, say Jethro his father in law, and said to him,
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please, let me go back to my brothers in Egypt to see whether
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they are still alive. And Jethro said to Moses, go in peace.
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And the Lord said to Moses, Emedian, go back to Egypt, for
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all the men who are seeking your life are dead. This is beautiful because
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he hears from God about his future, but he vets it through his current
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leader. He transitions, well, he's a humble leader, and everybody needs
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a jath Throw in their life. You know what Jethro means in Hebrew.
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I'm glad you asked. You're silence, you're curious. It means friend of
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God. And there's sometimes in my life if I don't know if this is
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the voice of God or if this is my ambition. So I gotta vet
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it through leaders who have done this longer than me that can say, nah,
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that's probably your ambition, or somebody that can encourage me. That's the
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voice of God. You need to do that. And jeth Throw would encourage
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him and say go in peace. But it gets better than that. God
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was able to trust him with more revelation because he was humble. Remember what
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his fear was. I can't go back to Egypt because I'm a convicted feeling.
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But when God sees that you're humble with your current leader, he knows
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that he can entrust you with additional revelation. So God will come to him
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and say, you know what, you can go and take care of your
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future because I've covered your past. Everybody that was in Egypt that was seeking
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your life are now dead. So now go in peace into the future because
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you're humble in your present. He's humble when we hear from God. Sometimes
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it's like, man, I heard from God, and if anybody says anything
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different, you're a hater. But your leader knows how to hear from God
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too, and God knows how to help you transansition well. So if you
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look at him transitioning, well, here's the thing. It's easy to start
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humble. The challenge is can you stay humble? Because Moses started getting wins
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in his life, he started he Exitus fourteen. You some of you guys
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seen the ten commander let my people go. Maybe you got the beard and
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then the rest. He's split and he's the leader, and he's marching people.
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He's not as insecure anymore. People are calling him a prophet, people
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are calling him a leader. All these problems are coming to him, and
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he's solving these problems. And let's see if he ended up staying humble.
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We gotta go all the way to Exodus eighteen. After he got his wins.
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Let's see what happens. In Exodus chapter eighteen, he sees Jethro.
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Jethrow comes back in town. Moses went out to meet his father in law
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and bowed down and kissed him. He kept the same posture of humility even
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though he got wins. So let's do something Pastor Kenney taught me how to
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do. Let's extract some principles out of Exodus chapter eighteen so we could do
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some humility training ourselves as it relates to listening. Are you guys ready for
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that. It's gonna be hard. You might want to stretch. Okay,
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let's look at some principles and see what happened here. Jeth Throw sees him,
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and all the people are affirming Moses and calling him a great leader,
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and Moses, you're annoying him. By God, you know how to hear
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from God. But these are some questions that Jeth throw asks Moses. And
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the challenge is who in your life can challenge you with these questions and comments?
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It look at it says right here, what are you doing? Why
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are you doing it? See some of y'all already triggered. Let me be
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asking me why I'm doing I'm a grown man. Why are you hear me?
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I'm asking me why what you're doing is not good? Wait? What
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did you not see what I could do with the raw? Did you not
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see the ten pledge? Did you not see all these lines of people trying
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to get prayer for me? This is too heavy for you. Moses,
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who in our life can look in our eyeballs and say that ain't it?
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That? Ain't it for you? You are not able to do it alone.
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Moses obeyed my voice, and I will give you advice. And God
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be with you. Bruh Are you kidding me? What do you mean?
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God be with babe? I'm obeying God's voice. You don't remember the burning
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bush? And sometimes when we're challenged about our future, we talk about revelation
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from the past. We're no longer in Exodus chapter three with burning Bush.
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Now you're a leader and you don't have much leadership experience. It would be
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wise if you have a leader in your life that can help. But sometimes
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when we win, we don't want to listen to other people. So the
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challenge in our humility training is who has permission to challenge you. If you're
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online, you may want to screenshot this. If you're here, may want
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to take a picture of this. And as you spend time with the Lord,
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it's holy to ask God, will you help me to entrust safe leaders
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that can challenge me. Everybody say listen, Moses, he listened. You
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know. I want to honor Pastor Diego because he's been a jeth throw in
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my life. And I'm reminded of when we were really preparing for the Pomona
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campus. We're in Simon's Middle school, but we're believing for the campus that
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we're at today, and we would go running every Wednesday, and he would
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give me so much wisdom that, like I would try to record it so
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I can listen to it later to apply it in my life. It may
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be on the screen right now, Oh, it's on this screen. Right
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here. Okay, cool. So this is me and Pastor Diego. You
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know, you can't tell which one is taller, so we're just leaving a
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mystery. But he would download to me, he would challenge me, and
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I'm I'm gonna share one example of how he challenged me. It seemed the
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more that we prayed for the Pomona campus, the worse it got, that
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it was just slipping out of our hands. It wasn't gonna happen. But
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he was inviting me to go to Arrowhead with two of his colleagues, and
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I was like, Ah, this is it. We could do something spiritual.
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I'm gonna ask him for him and his friends to pray for Pomona and
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the campus. And I'm picturing how beautiful this prayer would be. Like,
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Pastor, when we can go to Arrowhead, would you pray? No,
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Aaron, I'm not gonna pray. What aren't you aren't you a pastor?
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Don't you get paid to pray? Don't you aren't you a leader? And
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see that's what happens sometimes, because we can either get offended or we can
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grow. What he told me was we've already prayed for it, so now
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our job is just to start thinking him for it. You thank him for
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it until it happens. You thank him for it until it happens. So
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what he exposed in me was a blind spot. But I can either get
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offended and say, you know what I need to Matthew eighteen. Matthew eighteen
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is like what the Christian community says when somebody's offended, you go and share
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the truth. But before you Matthew eighteen, you may want to check if
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you Exitus eighteen, have you humbled yourself and have people in your life that
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can challenge you because you want to grow, Maybe the area of life that
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you're asking to grow in, God will send a leader that I help break
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barriers for you. Humility training. Listen, the next key is obey obey.
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Sprite says obey your thirst. Don't be obeying your thirst. Out here
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the Bible says, obey your God. You know there's a missionary by Her
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name is Elizabeth Elliott. She passed away in twenty fifteen. You know I've
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been listening to her podcast. Her picture may be on the screen, Okay,
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cool. She has this quote here that says a lot of what we
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struggle, we call struggling is simply delayed obedience. Oh, she's all in
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our business because we're used to saying. Man, I'm just struggling with that.
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It's just a struggle. It's just a reminded of my son Colin and
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my daughter Eileen. They just got a dog named Biggie. Everybody go oh,
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because if you don't, she'll be mad at me. Okay, now
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she loves Biggie. And I didn't know that when your kids get a dog,
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you become a dog grandfather. I didn't know this, right, My
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closest friends are getting dogs, my kids is getting dogs. But here's what
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they don't know about me. I've been discipled by my dad. He was
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a maleman for forty five years. He would sit me down. Dogs are
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the enemy. If you go on or run, you better take mace.
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You better. So it's like, I don't know what to do. But
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now my daughter has a dog, and I'm like, ah, so here's
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what happens. My wife is now excited. I'm a dog grandma. I'm
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seeing new emotions in my wife. I'm like, she buys a dog crate
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for the dogs, she buys a pea pad for the dog, and I'm
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like, okay, and then she tells Colin, Eileen, you guys are
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going on a vacation. Will dog sit? What does dog sit mean?
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I don't okay, cool, okay, But Eileen is like, Dad,
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it's okay. Biggie's gone to obedience school. Biggie's so obedient, he follows
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commands. I think he's part human. He speaks English like he's great like.
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So that's like what it is. Right, So Biggie comes to the
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house. The first thing he does when he comes into my house, comes
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into my kitchen, looks at me and shows me how at number two doing
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all right, goes in the backyard, hops right over the pea pad and
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just starts spraying everything in the backyard. Yeah, I'm here, I'm here,
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I'm here, I'm okay. Then it gets really bad. Anybody that
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knows me knows I love my crocks. Biggie, God on my crocks.
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Now here's what I didn't do. I didn't say Biggie struggling. No,
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Biggie's disobedient with my giving my crocs. Don't be ruining my cruss the granddad
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voice, And I'm like, what happens to the whole obedia schooling? Old
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day man? He was so good and obedient school, and that's what happens
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with us at church. It was so good at church. It's so easy
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to be obedient at church. But coming to church is what you do outside
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of the walls of the church, what you doing other people's homes, what
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you do on your job, what you do in private. Everybody say obedience.
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Maybe we need to remove the words struggling from our deaf, from our
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vocabulary. Now I'm just struggling with pride. Maybe you know I'm being disobedient
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with pride. I'm struggling with my phone. I am being disobedient with my
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phone. I'm being disobedient with how I'm treating my spouse, because that's heavier.
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And when we have a respect and reverence for God, and when we
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say struggling is like ah, but there's some people. You're not struggling with
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it. You may just be getting practicing it, maybe getting better at it.
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People are just saying they're struggling. But if you're doing it over and
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over and over, you're actually getting better. It's not a struggle. But
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if we call it disobedience, we're in alignment with God, who is faithful
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and just to forgive us for all of our sins and cleanse us from all
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unrighteousness. The reason why is because we look to Jesus as the master of
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being obedient if we go to Philippians chapter two. Philippians chapter two is an
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awesome chapter if you want to look at Jesus as a model of obedience.
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But here's what Jesus would say here that humility is a prerequisite for obedience.
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But it says here and being found in human form, he humbled himself by
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becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on the cross. So
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the same way we did humility training for listening, let's do humility training for
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obedience. You guys ready, Okay, let's stretch, let's get it going,
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okay, Philippians two. In faith, all right, do nothing from
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selfish ambition or conceit. I've learned in my faith journey that submission will get
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you farther than ambition because submission has a lot to do with obedience. Ambition
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has a lot to do with sacrifice. So we'll sacrifice for what we're willing
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to be ambitious for. But first Samuel fifteen twenty two says obedience is greater
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than sacrifice because obedience is on God's terms, sacrifices on our terms. There
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are times when we may be getting upset with God for all that we've sacrificed.
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But God may not have asked you to sacrifice that. He may just
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be asking you to get aligned with his will. But we may just be
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trying to barter with God with sacrifice. In humility count others more significant.
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Notice it doesn't say in insecurity, count others more significant. Sometimes we have
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a false humility and we flatter others and we say, man, you're better
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in this year of the mom I'm nothing. No no, no no no.
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Remember Moses, I'm the most humble. So you gotta know what you're
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good at. You gotta know what you're not good at. And in one
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of the tests is honoring when you see a gifting that's better than yours,
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that you see something that gives glory to God. Share that man, Pastor
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Kenny, I really love how you taught the scripture with that barrier on Wednesday.
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Share that, don't just process it. Share that as a humility test,
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because what you're doing is you're looking to the interests of others. And
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you'll know that as soon as you go to a party is as showing you
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go to church. There are some people here. I am Liot, but
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I'm wearing got a new colone, got a haircut too. Or you come
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into an invent Man there you are? Man, how you being? Tell
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me something new that your child is doing? Man, that's great? Are
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you interested in other people? Orre you just talking about what your child is
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doing? And that's how a test of how we empty ourselves and the test
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of emptying ourselves as do we serve? Because God says love God, love
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neighbor. The most practical way that you can love neighbor is serving. So
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the church doesn't need you to serve. We're not marketing for you to serve.
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What we're doing is trying to help you on your faith journey so God
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can entrust you more with blessings in your life, because blessings are attached to
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how you bless others. So me serving in youth gave me practice on how
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to be a better employee at Bank of America. That's what it is.
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So it wasn't just about me greeting kids. It was about me being more
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christ like. And the more christ Like we are, we will be obedient.
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The question is what do you do for others that doesn't benefit you.
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That's the question, because for me, I would say I'm coming. When
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I first came to church, it was Easter twenty ten, I sat way
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in the back where that gentleman what the hat is? And then when nobody
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in my business came late, left early, and I would say I was
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coming for God. I wasn't coming for God. I was coming for me.
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I was coming for songs and sermons. I remember during the announcements and
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doing the offering that was bathroom break. I I was not interested in engaging.
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I love the worship. Love When Pastor Diego preached so much that this
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was back when we got the notes every week, and I'd be like,
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who's this name? This is not Pastor Diego. I don't know if he's
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staying. And God'll humble you because now I'm the guy that people are looking
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at. Oh, that's not Pastor Diego, and that's not Pastor Adam.
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I don't know what's funny. Our life just plays a chick on you.
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But we gotta stay obedient by being humble, because what happens is it's okay
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if you're just coming right now for songs and sermons, but we pray that
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you progress on your faith journey, because once you start serving, it's gonna
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be hard to serve without getting in scripture. Once you start serving, it's
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gonna be hard to just think about your own interests. So as we think
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about Jesus and him being obedient, he is giving us the key ingredients on
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being humble man. So we talked about listen, we talked about obey,
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and now we're going to talk about the third point. And the third point
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is weight. Third point is weight, and I kind of have beef with
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the third point. I was sermon prepping by myself, and I was arguing
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with myself because I wanted the third point to be win because it preaches easier
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if you listen and if you obey, you will win. But that wasn't
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God's will because when you listen and you obey, if the goal is to
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win, then that's your only motive of being obedient and listening bartering with God.
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So I'm listening to God, and I'm obedient to God as a response
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of life service for everything He's already done for me. God doesn't have to
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do anything more for me. So if I'm just trying to win, and
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I'm gonna be obedient in the season until i don't win, and I'm either
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gonna blame myself or blame God. So it's wait. We're gonna do full
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circle and go back to what Pastor Adam preached. I'm sorry what he read
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in One Peter five through seven. Likewise, you who are younger, be
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subject to the elders. Clothe yourself, and all humility toward one another.
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God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble. Humble yourselves.
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Therefore, under the mighty hand of God. So at the proper time he
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may exalt you, casting everybody say, casting all your anxieties on him,
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because he cares for you. I love what it says, You're be subject
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to the elders. I'm gonna ask Pastor Kenny, our senior associate passion to
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come. Can we have honor Pastor Kenny. Pastor Kenny has also been a
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jeath throw on my life. He is my mentor. He has helped me
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a lot. We've broken bread and this just kind of looks like a lot
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of times that I've been in his office. A lot of times we go
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get something to eat at Haven City, and a lot of times we have
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fun. We talk about the Lakers. But there's sometimes where he challenges me
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and I don't like it because remember I wanted the last point to be winning,
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right and and so so there's times where we're at the table and instead
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of me submitting to his counsel, I just want to challenge his counsel and
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I want to right you. You've been working out Okay, okay, well
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hold up, okay, this illustration, uh I got. I gotta last
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till next service. You remember when you counsel me on a counseling appointment and
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you looked at me and you said, don't ever do that again. You
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know Pastor Kenny, he'll look at you, he'll say don't ever do that
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again. And they'll go like this. Everybody in here know to look.
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We've all been pastored by Pastor Kenny. So there's times where I'm like,
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no, bro, because it's no, we gotta use technology, and no,
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I think my wife's disrespected me. And then all of a sudden boom,
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he beats me in something and instead of me surrendering to the elder,
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I don't like this feeling. This is a humble posture. I don't want
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his experience to win. I want to prove that I'm better. I want
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to prove that I can win. So if I can't get attention from winning,
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I'll try to get attention from whining, Oh you hurt me, bro,
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why you doing that? He's supposed to be there for me? And
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instead of casting my anxieties upon God, I just wear a cast and I
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just go to social media. Will you sign off on my caste? Because
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the church has hurt me? Because there's another side of Kenny that he and
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then I go to a mentor like that, I just want you to sign
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off on my hurt just to show no, no, no, you said
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you're a pastor, you said you're a counselor. I got some things going
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on in my life. Then I go to social media part seven on how
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I've been treated wrong by the church. And I'm not trying to belittle anything
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that has hurt us. What I'm trying to illustrate, though, is that
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I've had opportunities to be humble, and I didn't have hume humility in private.
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So I go in public to try to be affirmed by the crowd and
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culture says when you're broken, all we do is sign off on it,
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not the kingdom. So what ends up happening is I don't cast my cares
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upon the Lord. I just wear this cast and then I start getting anxiety
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about myself because at first I'm blaming pastor Kenny, I'm blaming the church,
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I'm blaming my wife, I'm blaming my boss, I'm blaming my kids.
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But my anxiety is not me versus my wife or me against God. Anxiety
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is me versus me. There's these fears on the inside of me that forecast
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these future events that I'm terrified that will happen or that you would know.
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So I spent a lot of time trying to protect myself from these future events.
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It's just me versus me. So what I will do is I would
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go to this mirror a lot of times and I would use my brokenness to
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describe who I am, and I know that nobody would be there for me.
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So I'm just lonely. But I'll probably deserve to be lonely because I'm
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a liar and people don't really want to hang with me because I'm ugly and
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thinking about the past, because I'm such a sinner. And I'm describing myself
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and I'm using my brokenness, and I look at myself through my brokenness,
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and I don't have any hope. And I get ready for church and I
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leave and I go to church and I meet Jesus. But the way that
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I meet Jesus, this is Jesus, Mexican Jesus. And no, this
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is Joey. This is Joey Roblast. I honor him when we launch Pomona
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Campus. We will get up at four o'clock in the morning and pull the
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trailers together. So thank you so much for your service. But right now,
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he's Jesus. We're a lot. He's Jesus. So when I come
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to church, I'm used to fighting. People say, okay, Jesus,
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what do you want? You want? You want to help? You want
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to fight my batty? You want to And he's offering me relationship And I
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don't know what that looks like because I'm used to just looking at myself in
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the mirror. So so I'm not ready for devotion times. I'm not ready
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for confession of sin. So I just go right back to the mirror and
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I'm processing through my brokenness. Man, I'm a cheater. Man I'm addicted,
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and as I'm looking at these things, this is me versus me.
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I'm not casting my anxieties, but Jesus will come and interrupt my thoughts.
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That's the power of Jesus. So when Jesus comes, he comes and he
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tries to grab my hand, and anything that I'm fighting in my life,
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Jesus will come to cross it out. Jesus will come to cross it out.
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Jesus will come to cross it out. Jesus came from heaven to earth
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that any failure, any shame, any sickness, he came on the cross
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to cross out anything on my life. So anytime that I look in the
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mirror and see myself and I'm reminded of my past, I don't look at
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my past. I look to the cross. I look to Jesus. I
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look to his love. I look to his sacrifice. I look to his
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redemption. I look to his hope. Yes, that's what I did,
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but that's not who I am. My hope is found in Jesus. My
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peace is found in Jesus. So that's what freedom looks like. So I
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have hope, and I could cast my anxieties on him, and I could
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be at his right hand. The reason why I could be at his right
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hand because his right hand was pierced with the nails when he was on the
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cross. He loves you, he died for you. Yes, that's your
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past. Yes, your anxiety's real. But his power is better. His
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hope is better, his forgiveness is better, his freedom is better. He
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is our hope today. He is our strict today. If you listen to
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Jesus, if you obey Jesus and wait for his timing, he's the one
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that will give victory. He's the one that will see it through because there's
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nobody like my God. Amen, Hallelujah, hallelujah. I think this is
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a good moment for us to pray, So it's for us to cast our
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anxieties upon Jesus. There are some of us that have been fighting thoughts so
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much, just looking in the mirror and utilizing our brokenness to describe ourselves.
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But Jesus comes as a gentleman. He doesn't want to fight with you.
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He misses you. So instead of you trying to work it out, let
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Jesus cross it out. Then you can walk it out. God, you
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know every single situation in this room, the questions, the statements, the
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triggers that cycled in our souls, and I thank you are the power of
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your righteous right hand, that you will strengthen us and you will uplift us.
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Right now, shame off you in the name of Jesus. I thank
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you that there's no place for shame in this room, that there is no
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condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus. But I thank you God that
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you're rising our level of humility to accept that we'll never be good enough,
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but that you came and you died the death that we deserve, and you
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lived the life that we couldn't live. So right now, in the name
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of Jesus, any relation or trauma, any internal fears, any judgments that
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we cast upon ourselves, I thank you right now that they're released in the
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name of Jesus. That they're released right now, in the name of Jesus,
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with our eyes closed and our heads a bow. This is a holy
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moment. This gives us an opportunity to think about ourselves in this story.
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Have we been fighting, counsel, Have we been fighting Jesus. Jesus doesn't
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want to fight with you, He just wants to be included in the picture
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because he wants to show you how much he loves you. The start line
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of Christianity is forgiveness, so it starts with your confession that you've sinned.
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But there's hope that everything that Jesus is on the cross eradicates your worst day
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in any worst day you'll have in the future. And that sweet news to
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all of us, because all of us want to savior, all of us
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want forgiveness, and some of you for the first time to give your life
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to Jesus and start your faith journey. But here's the thing. Jesus doesn't
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just want to be your savior. He wants to be your lord. That's
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how we're saying, walk it out. Will you trust him to follow him?
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Some of you started your faith journey years ago. Will you trust him
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again? Will you give him your anxieties? Will you give him your fears,
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your past? Will you give him the things that torment you in your
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mind? We're gonna pray a prayer to them. It's not the prayer of
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me that saves you, but it's the way you feel in your heart right
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now, the tug that Jesus is doing, saying I miss you. Come
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back to me. Let's walk together. I'm gonna ask everybody to share this
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prayer out loud to encourage those that are praying this for the first time inside
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and outside to give their life to Jesus or to continue their faith journey with
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Jesus. Say this with me, dear Lord Jesus, I thank you that
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you love me as is. I'm a sinner, but you died on the
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cross for all of my sin. I believe you rose from the dead and
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you've forgiven me. I receive it. Now. Teach me to trust you,
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teach me to follow you, and teach me to be humble in Jesus.
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Nay we pray