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How L.O.W. Can You Grow? || Pastor Aaron Levy

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  1. Praise God. I'm so honored that I get to be entrusted by Pastor Adam

  2. to be a part of the walket Out series, so I want to honor

  3. him. He said, I was more physically fit, but I had to

  4. be humble enough to say that's not my lane. So so grateful for a

  5. team, Grateful for Pastor Nathan who stepped in for me. But hey,

  6. can we can you help me honor our founding pastor, Pastor Diego, who

  7. helped remind us that our hope and our faith and our foundation is found in

  8. Jesus. And I kind of feel like we tag team preached this morning because

  9. he reminded us of Second Chronicle seven fourteen. If my people who are called

  10. by my name will humble themselves. So when you know that you've been called

  11. by the name of Jesus, God is calling us to humble ourselves. So

  12. what ends up happening is what I've learned in my faith journey is you will

  13. either have private humility or public humiliation. And a lot of public humiliation we've

  14. seen a lot because people weren't humble in private. And the most practical way

  15. that you can express being humble is praying to the one that can help you.

  16. Amense, I'll stand to our feet. We're gonna go to Psalm one

  17. sixteen, verses five through nine. I'm gonna read from the ESV. So

  18. you can look on the screens, or you can open up your Bibles.

  19. I love them. When we stand and we start hearing some some page's turn,

  20. you're that noise. It's a good noise. So Ione's sixteen five through

  21. nine. Gracious is the Lord and righteous. Our God is merciful. The

  22. Lord preserves the simple. When I was brought low, everybody say, lo,

  23. he saved me. Return, oh my soul, to your rest.

  24. For the Lord has dealt bountifully with you. For you have delivered my soul

  25. from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling. I will

  26. walk, Everybody, say, walk before the Lord in the land of the

  27. living. Let's pray. God. I thank you that you will empower us

  28. to walk our salvation out with fear and trembling. Holy Spirit. I thank

  29. you that you're in this room. I pray that you eliminate distractions, and

  30. I thank you that you will use your word to comfort, to bring us

  31. hope, but also to bring us challenge and conviction. And and empowerment to

  32. walk it out humbly for your glory. In Jesus name, we pray ay

  33. man a man. You may be seated as you're getting settled. Can you

  34. turn to your neighbor and tell them the title of today's message. Lock it

  35. in with your neighbor and say how low can you grow? Go to your

  36. second neighbor, the one that you just ignored. You just ignored them.

  37. They looked to you. You was already looking somewhere else. Look you.

  38. You go to the second option and say how low can you grow? The

  39. more humble we are, the more Jesus can trust us to elevate. And

  40. our lack of humility sometimes becomes a cap on our leadership or becomes a cap

  41. on our growth. So I'm gonna give three keys on how we can walk

  42. it low. L Ow. To walk it low, you need to listen,

  43. obey, and wait. Listen, obey, and wait. But before

  44. we do that, I wanted to go a little bit into Psalm one sixteen

  45. five through nine because I'm a visual learner and this is the way that it

  46. was set up in my Bible. Because once you know that God has delivered

  47. you, then it's easier to walk humbly. And I saw how these words

  48. were lined up, that walk was the lowest. So it looks like our

  49. start point is right here, that this is the start of our faith journey.

  50. And then we start walking right here. So here's you right here.

  51. Okay, so that's you right there, and you're gonna walk it out.

  52. But before that, we have to recognize that our faith journey started with death.

  53. If we go to Ephesians two one, it says that you were dead

  54. in the transgressions of the sin, walking towards the course of the world.

  55. So when we start our faith journey, the first thing we recognize is no,

  56. I need to die to my flesh. I need to confess that I'm

  57. a sinner in Jesus is the hope of the world, and then I can

  58. start walking it out. But once you die to your flesh, what ends

  59. up happening? There may be a lot of tears that ends up happening,

  60. because the faith journey has to do a lot about unlearning. That's why King

  61. David would cry out to the Lord all the time, because once you start

  62. your faith journey, you start recognizing man feeling convicted on how I used to

  63. walk how I used to treat people, how I used to treat my finances,

  64. things I've done, and so forth. But I'm so grateful. In

  65. Revelations twenty one, verse four, it says God will wipe away every tear,

  66. so no matter what you face today, you can give those tears to

  67. Jesus. He is your hope to help you walk it out. And once

  68. those tears are wiped, you have clear vision to start stumbling, So you

  69. don't start sprinting. You don't start walking. When you start the faith journey,

  70. it actually starts as a stumble. So I'm reminded of my daughter's faith

  71. in Trinity. When they first started walking and they would fall, I would

  72. be right there to pick them up. I wasn't there to criticize her.

  73. You should be running right now. No, man, thank you for progressing.

  74. Proverbs chapter twenty four, verse sixteen says a righteous man falls seven times,

  75. that gets back up seven means complete. You could be a complete failure,

  76. but by the grace of God, you can get back up and rise

  77. again. And when you rise again, you will walk it out before the

  78. Lord. You're walking with Jesus right next to you, just like Psalm twenty

  79. three Yeay, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death,

  80. I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Say walk it

  81. lo. We're gonna walk it low today. You know what, Let's let's

  82. let's do a case study on Moses. I love the worships that calling on

  83. the God of Moses. That's what we're gonna do right now. We're gonna

  84. look at Moses, and we're gonna go to Numbers, chapter twelve, verse

  85. three, and we're gonna talk about listen. But I want your opinion on

  86. what Moses says on Numbers, chapter twelve, verse three. It says,

  87. now, Moses was a very humble man, more humble than anyone else on

  88. the face of the earth. He wrote that himself, he's got a like

  89. a rapper talking in third person, flexing about who he is, Like can't

  90. you call yourself the most humble man possible? Like if I were to try

  91. to write him like God, don't strike me down, I'm gonna jump and

  92. try it. But Moses is saying that he's the most humble, and I'm

  93. going to support that because he was a great listener, And let's talk about

  94. how he listened. But if you don't know who Moses is. In Exodus

  95. chapter two starts his story. He is a Hebrew, but his family is

  96. in slaves to the Egyptians, and what happened in Exodus chapter two, his

  97. story starts with hiding and failure. His anger gets the best of him because

  98. he sees Egyptians beating his family members, and the Bible says, he looks

  99. this way, he looks that way and seeing no one, he killed an

  100. Egyptian. So we didn't start humble, because humble means when I get angry,

  101. I look up to God for help. He didn't look up, He

  102. just looked to the side. He killed someone and he tried to hide it,

  103. but he got caught. Now he's a convicted felon on the run.

  104. That's how his story starts. So Exodus chapter three, he goes into hiding.

  105. He doesn't want to go back to Egypt because they're gonna catch me.

  106. I'm a failure because of my past. But God, in his mercy and

  107. his compassion, knows if Moses won't look up to me, I'll come down

  108. to him. Because what ends up happening in Exodus three, Moses sees a

  109. burning bush. God will come to your level because of his compassion for you.

  110. And he speaks to Moses and he grabs his attention to forgive him,

  111. to affirm him, to give him purpose, to give him calling, and

  112. say you are called to be a leader, but go back to Egypt,

  113. and that's where I called you to lead. Ah, I can't go back

  114. to Egypt. They gonna put me in jail. They're gonna kill me.

  115. So you gotta be humble to listen to the word of God, even when

  116. it's hard. But this is why I'm gonna say that Moses gets my vote

  117. for being most humble because listen to this. He hears from God in a

  118. burning bush. He hears the voice of the Lord. And what you do

  119. next after you hear from God displays if you're humble or not. Here's what

  120. he didn't do. You know what, I'm writing a book. It's called

  121. here How to Hear from God? Hashtag burning bush. He didn't say,

  122. you know what, I'm doing a vision interest party right now. Who wants

  123. to join my team? We're gonna that he didn't There's nothing wrong with those

  124. things. But he's just getting started out. So let's go to Exodus four

  125. and see how he listened to display his humility. Exodus chapter four, It'll

  126. be over here. Look what he says. Here. Moses went back to

  127. Jethrow. Everybody, say Jethro his father in law, and said to him,

  128. please, let me go back to my brothers in Egypt to see whether

  129. they are still alive. And Jethro said to Moses, go in peace.

  130. And the Lord said to Moses, Emedian, go back to Egypt, for

  131. all the men who are seeking your life are dead. This is beautiful because

  132. he hears from God about his future, but he vets it through his current

  133. leader. He transitions, well, he's a humble leader, and everybody needs

  134. a jath Throw in their life. You know what Jethro means in Hebrew.

  135. I'm glad you asked. You're silence, you're curious. It means friend of

  136. God. And there's sometimes in my life if I don't know if this is

  137. the voice of God or if this is my ambition. So I gotta vet

  138. it through leaders who have done this longer than me that can say, nah,

  139. that's probably your ambition, or somebody that can encourage me. That's the

  140. voice of God. You need to do that. And jeth Throw would encourage

  141. him and say go in peace. But it gets better than that. God

  142. was able to trust him with more revelation because he was humble. Remember what

  143. his fear was. I can't go back to Egypt because I'm a convicted feeling.

  144. But when God sees that you're humble with your current leader, he knows

  145. that he can entrust you with additional revelation. So God will come to him

  146. and say, you know what, you can go and take care of your

  147. future because I've covered your past. Everybody that was in Egypt that was seeking

  148. your life are now dead. So now go in peace into the future because

  149. you're humble in your present. He's humble when we hear from God. Sometimes

  150. it's like, man, I heard from God, and if anybody says anything

  151. different, you're a hater. But your leader knows how to hear from God

  152. too, and God knows how to help you transansition well. So if you

  153. look at him transitioning, well, here's the thing. It's easy to start

  154. humble. The challenge is can you stay humble? Because Moses started getting wins

  155. in his life, he started he Exitus fourteen. You some of you guys

  156. seen the ten commander let my people go. Maybe you got the beard and

  157. then the rest. He's split and he's the leader, and he's marching people.

  158. He's not as insecure anymore. People are calling him a prophet, people

  159. are calling him a leader. All these problems are coming to him, and

  160. he's solving these problems. And let's see if he ended up staying humble.

  161. We gotta go all the way to Exodus eighteen. After he got his wins.

  162. Let's see what happens. In Exodus chapter eighteen, he sees Jethro.

  163. Jethrow comes back in town. Moses went out to meet his father in law

  164. and bowed down and kissed him. He kept the same posture of humility even

  165. though he got wins. So let's do something Pastor Kenney taught me how to

  166. do. Let's extract some principles out of Exodus chapter eighteen so we could do

  167. some humility training ourselves as it relates to listening. Are you guys ready for

  168. that. It's gonna be hard. You might want to stretch. Okay,

  169. let's look at some principles and see what happened here. Jeth Throw sees him,

  170. and all the people are affirming Moses and calling him a great leader,

  171. and Moses, you're annoying him. By God, you know how to hear

  172. from God. But these are some questions that Jeth throw asks Moses. And

  173. the challenge is who in your life can challenge you with these questions and comments?

  174. It look at it says right here, what are you doing? Why

  175. are you doing it? See some of y'all already triggered. Let me be

  176. asking me why I'm doing I'm a grown man. Why are you hear me?

  177. I'm asking me why what you're doing is not good? Wait? What

  178. did you not see what I could do with the raw? Did you not

  179. see the ten pledge? Did you not see all these lines of people trying

  180. to get prayer for me? This is too heavy for you. Moses,

  181. who in our life can look in our eyeballs and say that ain't it?

  182. That? Ain't it for you? You are not able to do it alone.

  183. Moses obeyed my voice, and I will give you advice. And God

  184. be with you. Bruh Are you kidding me? What do you mean?

  185. God be with babe? I'm obeying God's voice. You don't remember the burning

  186. bush? And sometimes when we're challenged about our future, we talk about revelation

  187. from the past. We're no longer in Exodus chapter three with burning Bush.

  188. Now you're a leader and you don't have much leadership experience. It would be

  189. wise if you have a leader in your life that can help. But sometimes

  190. when we win, we don't want to listen to other people. So the

  191. challenge in our humility training is who has permission to challenge you. If you're

  192. online, you may want to screenshot this. If you're here, may want

  193. to take a picture of this. And as you spend time with the Lord,

  194. it's holy to ask God, will you help me to entrust safe leaders

  195. that can challenge me. Everybody say listen, Moses, he listened. You

  196. know. I want to honor Pastor Diego because he's been a jeth throw in

  197. my life. And I'm reminded of when we were really preparing for the Pomona

  198. campus. We're in Simon's Middle school, but we're believing for the campus that

  199. we're at today, and we would go running every Wednesday, and he would

  200. give me so much wisdom that, like I would try to record it so

  201. I can listen to it later to apply it in my life. It may

  202. be on the screen right now, Oh, it's on this screen. Right

  203. here. Okay, cool. So this is me and Pastor Diego. You

  204. know, you can't tell which one is taller, so we're just leaving a

  205. mystery. But he would download to me, he would challenge me, and

  206. I'm I'm gonna share one example of how he challenged me. It seemed the

  207. more that we prayed for the Pomona campus, the worse it got, that

  208. it was just slipping out of our hands. It wasn't gonna happen. But

  209. he was inviting me to go to Arrowhead with two of his colleagues, and

  210. I was like, Ah, this is it. We could do something spiritual.

  211. I'm gonna ask him for him and his friends to pray for Pomona and

  212. the campus. And I'm picturing how beautiful this prayer would be. Like,

  213. Pastor, when we can go to Arrowhead, would you pray? No,

  214. Aaron, I'm not gonna pray. What aren't you aren't you a pastor?

  215. Don't you get paid to pray? Don't you aren't you a leader? And

  216. see that's what happens sometimes, because we can either get offended or we can

  217. grow. What he told me was we've already prayed for it, so now

  218. our job is just to start thinking him for it. You thank him for

  219. it until it happens. You thank him for it until it happens. So

  220. what he exposed in me was a blind spot. But I can either get

  221. offended and say, you know what I need to Matthew eighteen. Matthew eighteen

  222. is like what the Christian community says when somebody's offended, you go and share

  223. the truth. But before you Matthew eighteen, you may want to check if

  224. you Exitus eighteen, have you humbled yourself and have people in your life that

  225. can challenge you because you want to grow, Maybe the area of life that

  226. you're asking to grow in, God will send a leader that I help break

  227. barriers for you. Humility training. Listen, the next key is obey obey.

  228. Sprite says obey your thirst. Don't be obeying your thirst. Out here

  229. the Bible says, obey your God. You know there's a missionary by Her

  230. name is Elizabeth Elliott. She passed away in twenty fifteen. You know I've

  231. been listening to her podcast. Her picture may be on the screen, Okay,

  232. cool. She has this quote here that says a lot of what we

  233. struggle, we call struggling is simply delayed obedience. Oh, she's all in

  234. our business because we're used to saying. Man, I'm just struggling with that.

  235. It's just a struggle. It's just a reminded of my son Colin and

  236. my daughter Eileen. They just got a dog named Biggie. Everybody go oh,

  237. because if you don't, she'll be mad at me. Okay, now

  238. she loves Biggie. And I didn't know that when your kids get a dog,

  239. you become a dog grandfather. I didn't know this, right, My

  240. closest friends are getting dogs, my kids is getting dogs. But here's what

  241. they don't know about me. I've been discipled by my dad. He was

  242. a maleman for forty five years. He would sit me down. Dogs are

  243. the enemy. If you go on or run, you better take mace.

  244. You better. So it's like, I don't know what to do. But

  245. now my daughter has a dog, and I'm like, ah, so here's

  246. what happens. My wife is now excited. I'm a dog grandma. I'm

  247. seeing new emotions in my wife. I'm like, she buys a dog crate

  248. for the dogs, she buys a pea pad for the dog, and I'm

  249. like, okay, and then she tells Colin, Eileen, you guys are

  250. going on a vacation. Will dog sit? What does dog sit mean?

  251. I don't okay, cool, okay, But Eileen is like, Dad,

  252. it's okay. Biggie's gone to obedience school. Biggie's so obedient, he follows

  253. commands. I think he's part human. He speaks English like he's great like.

  254. So that's like what it is. Right, So Biggie comes to the

  255. house. The first thing he does when he comes into my house, comes

  256. into my kitchen, looks at me and shows me how at number two doing

  257. all right, goes in the backyard, hops right over the pea pad and

  258. just starts spraying everything in the backyard. Yeah, I'm here, I'm here,

  259. I'm here, I'm okay. Then it gets really bad. Anybody that

  260. knows me knows I love my crocks. Biggie, God on my crocks.

  261. Now here's what I didn't do. I didn't say Biggie struggling. No,

  262. Biggie's disobedient with my giving my crocs. Don't be ruining my cruss the granddad

  263. voice, And I'm like, what happens to the whole obedia schooling? Old

  264. day man? He was so good and obedient school, and that's what happens

  265. with us at church. It was so good at church. It's so easy

  266. to be obedient at church. But coming to church is what you do outside

  267. of the walls of the church, what you doing other people's homes, what

  268. you do on your job, what you do in private. Everybody say obedience.

  269. Maybe we need to remove the words struggling from our deaf, from our

  270. vocabulary. Now I'm just struggling with pride. Maybe you know I'm being disobedient

  271. with pride. I'm struggling with my phone. I am being disobedient with my

  272. phone. I'm being disobedient with how I'm treating my spouse, because that's heavier.

  273. And when we have a respect and reverence for God, and when we

  274. say struggling is like ah, but there's some people. You're not struggling with

  275. it. You may just be getting practicing it, maybe getting better at it.

  276. People are just saying they're struggling. But if you're doing it over and

  277. over and over, you're actually getting better. It's not a struggle. But

  278. if we call it disobedience, we're in alignment with God, who is faithful

  279. and just to forgive us for all of our sins and cleanse us from all

  280. unrighteousness. The reason why is because we look to Jesus as the master of

  281. being obedient if we go to Philippians chapter two. Philippians chapter two is an

  282. awesome chapter if you want to look at Jesus as a model of obedience.

  283. But here's what Jesus would say here that humility is a prerequisite for obedience.

  284. But it says here and being found in human form, he humbled himself by

  285. becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on the cross. So

  286. the same way we did humility training for listening, let's do humility training for

  287. obedience. You guys ready, Okay, let's stretch, let's get it going,

  288. okay, Philippians two. In faith, all right, do nothing from

  289. selfish ambition or conceit. I've learned in my faith journey that submission will get

  290. you farther than ambition because submission has a lot to do with obedience. Ambition

  291. has a lot to do with sacrifice. So we'll sacrifice for what we're willing

  292. to be ambitious for. But first Samuel fifteen twenty two says obedience is greater

  293. than sacrifice because obedience is on God's terms, sacrifices on our terms. There

  294. are times when we may be getting upset with God for all that we've sacrificed.

  295. But God may not have asked you to sacrifice that. He may just

  296. be asking you to get aligned with his will. But we may just be

  297. trying to barter with God with sacrifice. In humility count others more significant.

  298. Notice it doesn't say in insecurity, count others more significant. Sometimes we have

  299. a false humility and we flatter others and we say, man, you're better

  300. in this year of the mom I'm nothing. No no, no no no.

  301. Remember Moses, I'm the most humble. So you gotta know what you're

  302. good at. You gotta know what you're not good at. And in one

  303. of the tests is honoring when you see a gifting that's better than yours,

  304. that you see something that gives glory to God. Share that man, Pastor

  305. Kenny, I really love how you taught the scripture with that barrier on Wednesday.

  306. Share that, don't just process it. Share that as a humility test,

  307. because what you're doing is you're looking to the interests of others. And

  308. you'll know that as soon as you go to a party is as showing you

  309. go to church. There are some people here. I am Liot, but

  310. I'm wearing got a new colone, got a haircut too. Or you come

  311. into an invent Man there you are? Man, how you being? Tell

  312. me something new that your child is doing? Man, that's great? Are

  313. you interested in other people? Orre you just talking about what your child is

  314. doing? And that's how a test of how we empty ourselves and the test

  315. of emptying ourselves as do we serve? Because God says love God, love

  316. neighbor. The most practical way that you can love neighbor is serving. So

  317. the church doesn't need you to serve. We're not marketing for you to serve.

  318. What we're doing is trying to help you on your faith journey so God

  319. can entrust you more with blessings in your life, because blessings are attached to

  320. how you bless others. So me serving in youth gave me practice on how

  321. to be a better employee at Bank of America. That's what it is.

  322. So it wasn't just about me greeting kids. It was about me being more

  323. christ like. And the more christ Like we are, we will be obedient.

  324. The question is what do you do for others that doesn't benefit you.

  325. That's the question, because for me, I would say I'm coming. When

  326. I first came to church, it was Easter twenty ten, I sat way

  327. in the back where that gentleman what the hat is? And then when nobody

  328. in my business came late, left early, and I would say I was

  329. coming for God. I wasn't coming for God. I was coming for me.

  330. I was coming for songs and sermons. I remember during the announcements and

  331. doing the offering that was bathroom break. I I was not interested in engaging.

  332. I love the worship. Love When Pastor Diego preached so much that this

  333. was back when we got the notes every week, and I'd be like,

  334. who's this name? This is not Pastor Diego. I don't know if he's

  335. staying. And God'll humble you because now I'm the guy that people are looking

  336. at. Oh, that's not Pastor Diego, and that's not Pastor Adam.

  337. I don't know what's funny. Our life just plays a chick on you.

  338. But we gotta stay obedient by being humble, because what happens is it's okay

  339. if you're just coming right now for songs and sermons, but we pray that

  340. you progress on your faith journey, because once you start serving, it's gonna

  341. be hard to serve without getting in scripture. Once you start serving, it's

  342. gonna be hard to just think about your own interests. So as we think

  343. about Jesus and him being obedient, he is giving us the key ingredients on

  344. being humble man. So we talked about listen, we talked about obey,

  345. and now we're going to talk about the third point. And the third point

  346. is weight. Third point is weight, and I kind of have beef with

  347. the third point. I was sermon prepping by myself, and I was arguing

  348. with myself because I wanted the third point to be win because it preaches easier

  349. if you listen and if you obey, you will win. But that wasn't

  350. God's will because when you listen and you obey, if the goal is to

  351. win, then that's your only motive of being obedient and listening bartering with God.

  352. So I'm listening to God, and I'm obedient to God as a response

  353. of life service for everything He's already done for me. God doesn't have to

  354. do anything more for me. So if I'm just trying to win, and

  355. I'm gonna be obedient in the season until i don't win, and I'm either

  356. gonna blame myself or blame God. So it's wait. We're gonna do full

  357. circle and go back to what Pastor Adam preached. I'm sorry what he read

  358. in One Peter five through seven. Likewise, you who are younger, be

  359. subject to the elders. Clothe yourself, and all humility toward one another.

  360. God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble. Humble yourselves.

  361. Therefore, under the mighty hand of God. So at the proper time he

  362. may exalt you, casting everybody say, casting all your anxieties on him,

  363. because he cares for you. I love what it says, You're be subject

  364. to the elders. I'm gonna ask Pastor Kenny, our senior associate passion to

  365. come. Can we have honor Pastor Kenny. Pastor Kenny has also been a

  366. jeath throw on my life. He is my mentor. He has helped me

  367. a lot. We've broken bread and this just kind of looks like a lot

  368. of times that I've been in his office. A lot of times we go

  369. get something to eat at Haven City, and a lot of times we have

  370. fun. We talk about the Lakers. But there's sometimes where he challenges me

  371. and I don't like it because remember I wanted the last point to be winning,

  372. right and and so so there's times where we're at the table and instead

  373. of me submitting to his counsel, I just want to challenge his counsel and

  374. I want to right you. You've been working out Okay, okay, well

  375. hold up, okay, this illustration, uh I got. I gotta last

  376. till next service. You remember when you counsel me on a counseling appointment and

  377. you looked at me and you said, don't ever do that again. You

  378. know Pastor Kenny, he'll look at you, he'll say don't ever do that

  379. again. And they'll go like this. Everybody in here know to look.

  380. We've all been pastored by Pastor Kenny. So there's times where I'm like,

  381. no, bro, because it's no, we gotta use technology, and no,

  382. I think my wife's disrespected me. And then all of a sudden boom,

  383. he beats me in something and instead of me surrendering to the elder,

  384. I don't like this feeling. This is a humble posture. I don't want

  385. his experience to win. I want to prove that I'm better. I want

  386. to prove that I can win. So if I can't get attention from winning,

  387. I'll try to get attention from whining, Oh you hurt me, bro,

  388. why you doing that? He's supposed to be there for me? And

  389. instead of casting my anxieties upon God, I just wear a cast and I

  390. just go to social media. Will you sign off on my caste? Because

  391. the church has hurt me? Because there's another side of Kenny that he and

  392. then I go to a mentor like that, I just want you to sign

  393. off on my hurt just to show no, no, no, you said

  394. you're a pastor, you said you're a counselor. I got some things going

  395. on in my life. Then I go to social media part seven on how

  396. I've been treated wrong by the church. And I'm not trying to belittle anything

  397. that has hurt us. What I'm trying to illustrate, though, is that

  398. I've had opportunities to be humble, and I didn't have hume humility in private.

  399. So I go in public to try to be affirmed by the crowd and

  400. culture says when you're broken, all we do is sign off on it,

  401. not the kingdom. So what ends up happening is I don't cast my cares

  402. upon the Lord. I just wear this cast and then I start getting anxiety

  403. about myself because at first I'm blaming pastor Kenny, I'm blaming the church,

  404. I'm blaming my wife, I'm blaming my boss, I'm blaming my kids.

  405. But my anxiety is not me versus my wife or me against God. Anxiety

  406. is me versus me. There's these fears on the inside of me that forecast

  407. these future events that I'm terrified that will happen or that you would know.

  408. So I spent a lot of time trying to protect myself from these future events.

  409. It's just me versus me. So what I will do is I would

  410. go to this mirror a lot of times and I would use my brokenness to

  411. describe who I am, and I know that nobody would be there for me.

  412. So I'm just lonely. But I'll probably deserve to be lonely because I'm

  413. a liar and people don't really want to hang with me because I'm ugly and

  414. thinking about the past, because I'm such a sinner. And I'm describing myself

  415. and I'm using my brokenness, and I look at myself through my brokenness,

  416. and I don't have any hope. And I get ready for church and I

  417. leave and I go to church and I meet Jesus. But the way that

  418. I meet Jesus, this is Jesus, Mexican Jesus. And no, this

  419. is Joey. This is Joey Roblast. I honor him when we launch Pomona

  420. Campus. We will get up at four o'clock in the morning and pull the

  421. trailers together. So thank you so much for your service. But right now,

  422. he's Jesus. We're a lot. He's Jesus. So when I come

  423. to church, I'm used to fighting. People say, okay, Jesus,

  424. what do you want? You want? You want to help? You want

  425. to fight my batty? You want to And he's offering me relationship And I

  426. don't know what that looks like because I'm used to just looking at myself in

  427. the mirror. So so I'm not ready for devotion times. I'm not ready

  428. for confession of sin. So I just go right back to the mirror and

  429. I'm processing through my brokenness. Man, I'm a cheater. Man I'm addicted,

  430. and as I'm looking at these things, this is me versus me.

  431. I'm not casting my anxieties, but Jesus will come and interrupt my thoughts.

  432. That's the power of Jesus. So when Jesus comes, he comes and he

  433. tries to grab my hand, and anything that I'm fighting in my life,

  434. Jesus will come to cross it out. Jesus will come to cross it out.

  435. Jesus will come to cross it out. Jesus came from heaven to earth

  436. that any failure, any shame, any sickness, he came on the cross

  437. to cross out anything on my life. So anytime that I look in the

  438. mirror and see myself and I'm reminded of my past, I don't look at

  439. my past. I look to the cross. I look to Jesus. I

  440. look to his love. I look to his sacrifice. I look to his

  441. redemption. I look to his hope. Yes, that's what I did,

  442. but that's not who I am. My hope is found in Jesus. My

  443. peace is found in Jesus. So that's what freedom looks like. So I

  444. have hope, and I could cast my anxieties on him, and I could

  445. be at his right hand. The reason why I could be at his right

  446. hand because his right hand was pierced with the nails when he was on the

  447. cross. He loves you, he died for you. Yes, that's your

  448. past. Yes, your anxiety's real. But his power is better. His

  449. hope is better, his forgiveness is better, his freedom is better. He

  450. is our hope today. He is our strict today. If you listen to

  451. Jesus, if you obey Jesus and wait for his timing, he's the one

  452. that will give victory. He's the one that will see it through because there's

  453. nobody like my God. Amen, Hallelujah, hallelujah. I think this is

  454. a good moment for us to pray, So it's for us to cast our

  455. anxieties upon Jesus. There are some of us that have been fighting thoughts so

  456. much, just looking in the mirror and utilizing our brokenness to describe ourselves.

  457. But Jesus comes as a gentleman. He doesn't want to fight with you.

  458. He misses you. So instead of you trying to work it out, let

  459. Jesus cross it out. Then you can walk it out. God, you

  460. know every single situation in this room, the questions, the statements, the

  461. triggers that cycled in our souls, and I thank you are the power of

  462. your righteous right hand, that you will strengthen us and you will uplift us.

  463. Right now, shame off you in the name of Jesus. I thank

  464. you that there's no place for shame in this room, that there is no

  465. condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus. But I thank you God that

  466. you're rising our level of humility to accept that we'll never be good enough,

  467. but that you came and you died the death that we deserve, and you

  468. lived the life that we couldn't live. So right now, in the name

  469. of Jesus, any relation or trauma, any internal fears, any judgments that

  470. we cast upon ourselves, I thank you right now that they're released in the

  471. name of Jesus. That they're released right now, in the name of Jesus,

  472. with our eyes closed and our heads a bow. This is a holy

  473. moment. This gives us an opportunity to think about ourselves in this story.

  474. Have we been fighting, counsel, Have we been fighting Jesus. Jesus doesn't

  475. want to fight with you, He just wants to be included in the picture

  476. because he wants to show you how much he loves you. The start line

  477. of Christianity is forgiveness, so it starts with your confession that you've sinned.

  478. But there's hope that everything that Jesus is on the cross eradicates your worst day

  479. in any worst day you'll have in the future. And that sweet news to

  480. all of us, because all of us want to savior, all of us

  481. want forgiveness, and some of you for the first time to give your life

  482. to Jesus and start your faith journey. But here's the thing. Jesus doesn't

  483. just want to be your savior. He wants to be your lord. That's

  484. how we're saying, walk it out. Will you trust him to follow him?

  485. Some of you started your faith journey years ago. Will you trust him

  486. again? Will you give him your anxieties? Will you give him your fears,

  487. your past? Will you give him the things that torment you in your

  488. mind? We're gonna pray a prayer to them. It's not the prayer of

  489. me that saves you, but it's the way you feel in your heart right

  490. now, the tug that Jesus is doing, saying I miss you. Come

  491. back to me. Let's walk together. I'm gonna ask everybody to share this

  492. prayer out loud to encourage those that are praying this for the first time inside

  493. and outside to give their life to Jesus or to continue their faith journey with

  494. Jesus. Say this with me, dear Lord Jesus, I thank you that

  495. you love me as is. I'm a sinner, but you died on the

  496. cross for all of my sin. I believe you rose from the dead and

  497. you've forgiven me. I receive it. Now. Teach me to trust you,

  498. teach me to follow you, and teach me to be humble in Jesus.

  499. Nay we pray