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Mark 14:66-72 || The Book of Mark || Pastor Aaron Levy

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  1. Thank you so much for coveted church who's ready to

  2. squeeze these scriptures. Man, we've been in the Book of

  3. Mark all year. We're already a Mark Chapter fourteen. I'm

  4. so honored anytime I get to be a part of

  5. the rotation. So I want to just bless our lead pastor,

  6. Pastor Adam for and trusted me with this opportunity. You know,

  7. I also want to honor Pastor Herron because every single

  8. time he's preached on the Book of Mark, he has

  9. crushed it. Thank you so much for being a preacher

  10. among preacher. We just got some excellent preachers here, a patriot, right,

  11. a man, a man. So we're gonna be a Mark

  12. Chapter fourteen, verse sixty six through seventy two. And the

  13. way we want to level set is we're gonna think

  14. about a Christian who's had their worst day, a Christian

  15. who's had their worst moment, because that's what's gonna happen

  16. tonight with Peter. We're looking at six verse and in

  17. these six verses are like the worst moments of his life.

  18. Like Netflix can do a documentary on this, the lies,

  19. the betrayal, the rooster crows. You know, it's just like

  20. it could be a whole situation. But as we look

  21. at this tonight, sometimes when we read the Bible, you're like, man,

  22. that's crazy. That's what Peter did. But what I want

  23. us to do tonight is see a little bit of Simon,

  24. Peter and us and see how can we prevent this,

  25. but also see how Jesus responds to our worst day

  26. as well. Amen. So what that said, let's all stand

  27. to our feet. We're gonna be in Mark chapter fourteen,

  28. verse sixty six through seventy two. I'm gonna read from

  29. ESV where it'll be on the screens. And as Peter

  30. was below in the courtyard, one of the serving girls

  31. of the high priest came and, seeing Peter warming himself,

  32. she looked at him and said, you also were with

  33. the nazarene Jesus. But he denied it, saying I neither

  34. know nor understand what you mean. And you went out

  35. into the gateway and the rooster crowed. The servant girl

  36. saw him and begin again to say to the bystanders,

  37. this man is one of them. But again he denied it,

  38. And after a little while the bystanders again said to Peter,

  39. certainly you are one of them, for you are a Galilean.

  40. But he began to invoke a curse on himself and

  41. to swear, I don't know what the mouth. Oh wait,

  42. my bue, Okay, I don't know this man of whom

  43. you speak. And immediately the rooster crowed a second time,

  44. and Peter remembered everybody said, remembered how Jesus has said

  45. to him before the rooster crows twice, you will denying

  46. me three times. And he broke down and he wept.

  47. Let's pray as we still stand God, your word is truth.

  48. We're not gonna have a casual approach to your word

  49. because we know that your word can change our lives.

  50. So I thank you that your word tonight will convict

  51. and strengthen and encourage and set us free. I thank

  52. you tonight that it'll feel like we're just having one

  53. on ones somehow, because your holy Spirit will connect with us.

  54. In Jesus' name. Amen, you may be CD, you may

  55. be sedd. Hey, we're gonna look at six verses and

  56. I'm gonna share what I do. When I first look

  57. at a perickopee, a little section of scripture, I start

  58. looking at like key words, key places, key people, et cetera,

  59. et cetera. So there's gonna be some things on the

  60. screens on some key people, terms in places in these

  61. six verses. Let's start with the people. You got, Peter,

  62. you got a servant girl, the high priest, Jesus bystanders

  63. and them. Everybody say them, who is them? Who is them?

  64. We always say, well, they did it, they did it.

  65. You know, we'll come back to that. Now. There's these

  66. terms that stand out, denied, rooster, crowed, and remembered. But

  67. there's three places I want us to center in for tonight,

  68. and those will be the sermon points. We saw that

  69. Peter was in a courtyard. We saw that Peter was

  70. in a gateway, and I used my holy imagination to

  71. say that Peter was at an altar, because an altar

  72. is a place where you remember what God said and

  73. you allow it to change you. An altar is a

  74. place where you go when you hear from God and

  75. it breaks you. So we're gonna talk about three things tonight.

  76. If I were to the scriptures into three categories, here's

  77. what it is. Verse sixty six through sixty eight is

  78. the courtyard. Verse sixty nine through seventy one is the gateway.

  79. In verse of seventy two is the altar, and the

  80. title of this message. Look to your neighbor and say

  81. where are you. Look to the other neighbor. You already

  82. know where they are, You just didn't choose them. Look

  83. to them and say where are you? You know, it's

  84. funny you could be right next to somebody but still

  85. not know where they are mentally, not know where they

  86. are emotionally. So we could sit next to somebody, but like,

  87. where are you? You know. There's an app in my

  88. phone called fine Mine. We have it on Apple phones.

  89. I don't know if it's on droids because droid phones

  90. are of the devil. But in Apple phones, anybody familiar,

  91. anybody familiar with this app find Mine. So this is

  92. a situation where it could remind us this is how

  93. God always sees us. By the way, but the more

  94. trusted people we have in our circle. Pastor Heron was

  95. talking about this about Burritos in Brotherhood that if we're

  96. going to lead, we got to be open to community.

  97. So we should have some people in our life that

  98. don't have to ask where are you because they already

  99. know where you are. And there's sometimes in our life

  100. that we can be deceived and not know where we are.

  101. So thank God we have community that can tell us

  102. where we are when we're denying where we are. If

  103. you think about Peter what led to him having his

  104. worst moment, it starts we got to look at patterns

  105. in the Bible. It started with Peter disagreeing with God,

  106. and that disagreeing with God caused a distance from God.

  107. And then that distance is where he denied himself with God.

  108. Because if we look at Gin, this is chapter three,

  109. verse nine. This title where are you? Just comes from scripture.

  110. The very first question that God asks in the Bible

  111. is Adam, where are you? Now? Did God know where

  112. Adam was at? So why is he asking the question?

  113. Because God wants to know if we'll be honest enough

  114. to confess where we really are. If you look at Adam,

  115. he disagreed with God because God told him not to

  116. do something. He disagreed caused the distance. Then he denied

  117. the truth to ape the fruit with his wife. And

  118. God is saying where are you? And he's saying that

  119. to us tonight because we're all inside of Patria, but

  120. we may be in different places and we're gonna explain

  121. that by kind of squeezing what happened with Peter. So

  122. we're gonna go to the first point. We're gonna go

  123. to the courtyard, and I'm gonna use a little bit

  124. of context. And whenever we read the Bible, context is

  125. critical because it helps us to learn more. So if

  126. we look at verse fifty four through fifty five, it

  127. helps us to understand how Peter was in the courtyard.

  128. Just a little bit of context. If you weren't here

  129. last week, I would recommend you go on YouTube and

  130. hear Pastor Heron's message. But what's happening right now is

  131. Jesus gets betrayed by Judas. He's doing a mistrial in

  132. the house right now. This is right after Peter tried

  133. to be tough in front of Jesus, try to cut

  134. off Malcu's ear, but when he recognizes it, gets really tough.

  135. Here's the context that we're in. Then they seized him

  136. being Jesus and led him away, bringing him into the

  137. high priest house, and Peter was following at a distance.

  138. And then he had kindled a fire in the middle

  139. of the courtyard and sat down together. Peter said, down

  140. among them Verse sixty six, and as Peter was below

  141. in the courtyard, one of the servant girls the high

  142. priest came and seeing Peter warming himself, she looked at

  143. him and said, you were also with Jesus the Nazarene.

  144. But he denied it. Noticed distance came before denial. Now

  145. neither know nor understand what you mean. And he went

  146. out into the gateway, and the rooster crowed, let's talk

  147. about the courtyard. So to make this practical for you

  148. and I, Patriot has a beautiful courtyard. How many of

  149. you guys love hanging in our courtyard at Patria. The music,

  150. we got kombucha, you could get merched, we got coffee,

  151. we got shade, we got fire pits coming. But there

  152. are sometimes where we enjoy the vibes of church instead

  153. of victory in Christ. And I have found myself enjoying

  154. being in the courtyard because I don't have to bring

  155. my soul inside. Sometimes we bring our situation to church,

  156. but our soul stays in the courtyard. So our situation

  157. is bast And now I gotta come to church so

  158. God can fix my situation. But we just stay on

  159. the outside. Let me speak a little further about that,

  160. because we see Peter having Jesus in the house, but

  161. Peter's in the courtyard. So that begs the question for you,

  162. Ae night tonight, are you a courtyard Christian? Because Peter

  163. loves Jesus. Peter's a leader, he's following Christ. But could

  164. it be in certain seasons we've been courtyard Christians. All

  165. we gotta do is look at a couple of verses

  166. and extract the principles so we can get in front

  167. of our face verse fifty four, Following Jesus at a

  168. distance Courtyard Christians. They're following Jesus, but at a distance. Now,

  169. how do we check our distance with Jesus? How did

  170. you start your morning this morning? Did you start your

  171. time thanking Jesus? Did you start your time in Bible study?

  172. There's no shame, no condemnation, But if you don't start

  173. your day with Jesus, by the time you get started,

  174. it's hard to get reminded that Jesus is present with

  175. you all day. Following Jesus at a distance brings trouble

  176. into our lives. The next one, verse fifty five, sitting

  177. with the wrong crowd, how many times have we come

  178. to church? We get a good word. But we're in

  179. the same text message group that strays us away from Christianity,

  180. sitting with the wrong crowd. The next one, warming yourself.

  181. There seasons in our life forere instead of getting the

  182. warmth of God's love, we're warming ourself with the enemies fire.

  183. Notice with fire he's at He's at the enemy's courtyard,

  184. warming himself. And there are times in our life where

  185. we could be playing with fire, warming ourselves in the

  186. enemies camp. But the only enemies fire is hell. So

  187. if we think about God's love, that's what brings our warmth,

  188. but not out in the courtyard. You gotta be your

  189. soul into the house so you can have the presence

  190. of God. But that includes suffering. Peter wasn't willing to

  191. suffer in that moment. So I'll stay outside in the

  192. courtyard and try to warm myself. What about the next one?

  193. Walk with Jesus in the past. Hey, wouldn't that you?

  194. You're the one that walked with Jesus. No, that wouldn't me.

  195. But there's a double two things in this. Sometimes when

  196. we talk about walking with Jesus, we talk about our

  197. old testimonies from the past. Oh yeah, I used to

  198. walk with Jesus. I used to be an usher at

  199. First Missionary Baptist Pentecosta off of Crenshaw, and we used

  200. to do that back in the day, and I used

  201. to be the head usher in the deacon. But we're

  202. talking about twenty twenty four. What is Jesus doing in

  203. your life today? Not following Jesus from a distance, not

  204. lingering from the old days of how we serve Jesus.

  205. How is Jesus moving in your life today? Next one

  206. may be most important. I put deny Jesus, but I

  207. put here compromise values in relationships, because if we just

  208. look at the fact that he denied Jesus, we would

  209. be like, man, that's crazy that Peter would do that.

  210. I don't deny Jesus. Well, you have freedom to come

  211. to church. You just got to decide if you're gonna come.

  212. Your safety's not in danger at this time. But how

  213. many times have we denied Jesus As it relates to

  214. the relationships we allow in our life. See, he's close

  215. to Jesus. When he's close to Jesus, he's a thug.

  216. I'm gonna cut off Malcou's ear. When he's distant from Jesus.

  217. All it takes is the right girl to ask him

  218. a question, and he asks, like he know, Jesus, how

  219. many times? Men? And this may be you're season now

  220. men where you're coming to church because of the girls

  221. in the courtyard. And that's okay, God made beautiful creation.

  222. But at the same token, if that's your why in

  223. coming to church, we may want to check up on that,

  224. we may want to check up on that because if

  225. you look at Peter could be a church leader, but

  226. see this female in the courtyard, that causes him to compromise.

  227. We better take heed lest we fall. Women, we're not

  228. off the hook. I mean, you're not off the hook. Pausing,

  229. Notice this serving girl. She's serving the high priest. It

  230. doesn't say she's serving Christ. Right, So she's close to

  231. the House of God, but she's not serving God. She's

  232. serving the high Priest. Then she's looking at this man.

  233. She's noticing men in the courtyard. And there are some

  234. times when women are serving Christ not for God, but

  235. to end up with a man of God. So I'm

  236. gonna serve, I'm gonna do the right things because I'm

  237. single and I'm knowing that the God is gonna put

  238. give me a man. So I'm in position and I'm

  239. waiting for a man. I'm not saying this off theory.

  240. I'm just saying this off of pastoring. I remember I

  241. was over a ministry about seven years ago and the

  242. male leader left, and about a week later, I get

  243. an email from the female saying, I'm leaving the ministry

  244. as well. Anybody. Anytime somebody leaves the ministry, I want

  245. to meet with them. Sit down, Hey, what's going on?

  246. What can we learn? How can we grow with blah

  247. blah blah blah blah When we got under the surface,

  248. what ends up happening is she said, Well, I had

  249. a crush on the leader, and now that he's gone,

  250. I know I can't connect with him. So I might

  251. as well not be at this church. And I say, hey,

  252. thank you for your honesty. But Jesus still here, and

  253. thank God she is still serving in this church today.

  254. I just won't share her name. But there are times,

  255. well we may not even know it because we don't

  256. have people that are saying, hey, man, where are you?

  257. Where are you are you serving to get close to him?

  258. Where are you are you just coming in the church

  259. to check this out? Where are you. And Peter in

  260. this moment, has no one around him to ask him, Hey, bro,

  261. where are you? Remember Peter, you say you was willing

  262. to die for Jesus? Where are you? So? Now he

  263. has roosters crowing in his background. And see, that's when

  264. we know that we're you're a Christian when we're doing

  265. these things that we're not supposed to be doing. But

  266. in the back of our mind, in the pit of

  267. our soul, we have roosters crowing, reminding us that this

  268. ain't right. I should break up with him. I just

  269. stop going there. I'm warming myself with my ex boyfriend

  270. instead of warming myself with the presence of God. But

  271. where are you? Say, where are you? So? Notice this,

  272. he's not in the house with Jesus. He's out in

  273. the courtyard. And out in the courtyard is where he

  274. denied Christ. He hears the rooster crowing. And when the

  275. rooster crowing, it didn't cause him to run into the house.

  276. It caused him to stray further from the house and

  277. he ends up going to the gateway. Now, if you

  278. look at our courtyard, if you zoom out, you're gonna

  279. see a beautiful gateway at Patrio. I mean, if you

  280. guys love our new logo and love our gate, love

  281. our resources at Patriot. There's been many times in my

  282. life when I first started coming to Patrio, where I'll

  283. be coming to to church holding my wife's hand and

  284. feeling guilt in the gate Am I the only one?

  285. I remember telling my leader, Pastor Lacrease Steve Segovia, the

  286. leader over youth at that time, Hey, I'm not mature

  287. enough to serve in this season. I'm gonna spend some

  288. time prioritizing my wife and my kids, but I will

  289. walk in the gateway and I will feel so guilty.

  290. I should be doing more. I should be, But I

  291. didn't have anybody in my life saying, Aaron, where are you?

  292. Where are you? You're fine, You're running the right play

  293. guilt in the gate There's been times in my life

  294. where I've come up to gates of churches listening to

  295. little Wayne in the background and not enough courage to

  296. come into the church because I had guilt in the gateway.

  297. I may not be the only one. Because Peter, as

  298. a church leader, doesn't find himself in the house, doesn't

  299. find himself in the courtyard. He finds himself in the gateway.

  300. Let's look at verse sixty nine. And the servant girl

  301. saw him and began to say to the bystander, this

  302. man is one of them. But again he denied, and

  303. after a little while the bystanders said again to Peter,

  304. certainly you're one of them, for you are a Galilean.

  305. But he began to invoke a curse on himself and

  306. to square, I don't know this man of whom you speak,

  307. And immediately the rooster crode a second time. This is

  308. how life works. Peter is warming himself at the enemy's fire,

  309. does something he shouldn't do, shouldn't have, has no business

  310. doing with a female, and that female tells bystanders, and

  311. now bystanders are at the gate confronting Peter. That's what

  312. we're seeing on social media. That's what we're seeing with leaders.

  313. That's what we're seeing with celebrities. Had a bad moment,

  314. but this moment is spreading. And now these bystanders, aren't

  315. you one of them? Aren't you supposed to be a disciple?

  316. Are Why aren't you next to Jesus? You was with

  317. home chit? And what happens when all these bystanders are

  318. describing us, and these females are describing us, and we're

  319. nowhere near Jesus. This is where Peter is right now.

  320. This is where some of us may be right now.

  321. Guilt in the gate and you know what it reminds

  322. me of tailgating. I took a picture, but I use wisdom.

  323. I've been married seventeen years now. I had a picture

  324. of me and my wife when I took her to

  325. a Raider game, and I said, now, I'm a chill

  326. because like, she'll be mad at me if I show it,

  327. because no, we didn't. We didn't look our best, like

  328. have you ever? So I was looking at the picture

  329. earlier and I was like, why didn't my friend tell me, like, hey,

  330. y'all look whack? Like why did nobody told us? So

  331. I was like, I'm not gonna show that picture, but

  332. I do want to give love to Sean Singleton because

  333. you're the one that sold me those raider tickets, the

  334. one I took my wife to the game. But what

  335. ends up happening. We go and we see the tailgating

  336. and there's a map that shows how orchestrated and now

  337. organized the tailgating is at a Raider game now now look,

  338. can you guys see where the game is at? What's

  339. bigger the tailgating or the actual game. There's so much

  340. more opportunity to teilgate than to actually be in the game.

  341. And is it that how life works? And sometimes that

  342. is creeped in the church where we have so many

  343. people outside of the gate and never getting in the game.

  344. If we look at these two pictures right here, which

  345. ones are the Raiders like? They're both dressed to play football.

  346. One has the things, the block, the eyes, that got

  347. shoulder pads, they got the right colors, they have jerseys.

  348. But sometimes this is how we look at the church

  349. as a church. Me and my wife when we came

  350. early to that game and we're all in the in

  351. the tailgating and seeing what was going on. I looked

  352. over to my wife, I said, they ain't making it

  353. to the game. They ain't making it to the game.

  354. And how many times in the gateway we're trying to

  355. look like we're in the game, but we're only in

  356. the gate. And that begs the second question, do you

  357. have a gateway gospel? See what the difference between being

  358. at the gate and being in the game is. The

  359. coach has to let you on the team. And there's

  360. so many people in the gate but aren't in the game.

  361. And here's how we know that we have a gate

  362. way gospel when people complain at the gate but never

  363. get in the game. See Jesus would flip tables in

  364. the game. We have people on the outside at the

  365. gate saying which tables need to be flipped? Please stop

  366. complaining at the gate, get in the game. There are

  367. so many people. This is what the church should do.

  368. This is what the pastor should do. This is what

  369. patriot kids should do. Whatever area that you may be

  370. complaining may be an area that God is calling you

  371. to lead in. I'm only saying that from experience, because

  372. I'll go on a run complaining about my wife. My

  373. wife do why should you do it? To God? You

  374. need to talk to my wife God, And he said, well,

  375. that's a product of your leadership. God. I repent and

  376. I hope you forgive me. Leadership starts with a problem.

  377. So if you're the person that sees the problem, that's

  378. an opportunity to lead. But if we're complaining at the

  379. gate and not getting in the game, maybe there's a

  380. gateway gospel or I don't have to go through the

  381. coach to get on the team. Second thing, we have

  382. a gateway gospel if we fear the booze from bystanders.

  383. You see, that's what was happening with Peter. The reason

  384. why he denied Jesus is because he was afraid of

  385. what the bystanders would say about him. And that's what

  386. happens sometimes in this social media world where we look

  387. for the approval in likes of strangers. I post something

  388. who liked it, who shared it? Who didn't know where

  389. the comments? And I don't even know who four or five, six,

  390. I don't know who these people are. But it's so

  391. amazing how bystanders can have an influence on my soul.

  392. The next thing, I value how I look more than

  393. how I live. We see these people in the gate man,

  394. they looking good man, they got the right colors, they

  395. got the schemes, they got the right music. They focus

  396. on how we look, But the gospel is really supposed

  397. to be focused on how we live. The last one

  398. is consume more, the contribute. That's why Pastor Daniel, I.

  399. Give you my money sometimes, you know, because he felt

  400. in the room as soon as I'll give you my time,

  401. my heart, Yeah, give you my money.

  402. Everybody like, hands down because there are time. Oh just

  403. think about as simple as social media. Raise your hand.

  404. If you ever go on social media, okay, cool? Do

  405. you look at other people's post more or do you

  406. post more? Which one? Do you consume or do you contribute?

  407. We consume, consume, consume, consume, consume, consume, and then maybe

  408. put a selfie out there and then consume, consume, consume,

  409. and in that consumer lifestyle that's creeped into the church.

  410. Unfortunately who's preaching were already singing that song again. Okay,

  411. this is what we need to change. Why is the chury?

  412. I liked it, but because we're just used to consuming

  413. instead of contributing. So a gateway gospel is I don't

  414. have to be in the game. I could just share

  415. what y'all need to do. But until I get in trouble, Hey, God,

  416. can you help me? Let's not have a gateway gospel.

  417. You know, there was a there was when we were

  418. launching Pomona. There was a gentleman that didn't have his

  419. best day and he got arrested and he called me

  420. from prison and everything like that, and then he was

  421. like pastor, when I took my mug shut. I forgive me,

  422. but like I have my Pomona Launch Team shirt on.

  423. When those are just bad moments and how you're treated

  424. in those moments matter. I coulda been like, wait what,

  425. wait what? Or bro, God loves you as is, God

  426. loves you as his if you got the courage to

  427. call me, let's walk through this together. So he's in

  428. He's in the gate, just like some of us have

  429. been in the gate. It's when we're outside of the

  430. will of God, we're not contributing to the things of God,

  431. and he's in his worst moment. But that's why the

  432. last point is altered. But before we get to alter,

  433. we got to ask ourselves, how did Peter get here?

  434. How did he get here? He's a leader. Well, if

  435. you look at his story in John chapter one, verse

  436. forty two, when Jesus meets him, he says, you are Simon,

  437. you shall be Peter. And Jesus has the patience to

  438. walk with Simon Peter. That's why all through the New

  439. Testament he would say, Simon, Peter, Simon, listen, Peter rock

  440. Simon Peter, meaning all of us we have who we're

  441. called to be in Christ. But we still got that stubborn,

  442. selfish nature in us. And what happened was there will

  443. be times in Simon Peter's life when he thought he

  444. knew what was best, and he would disagree with God,

  445. and he would distance himself from God. And now he

  446. feels like he's the farthest he's been from God. And

  447. now he hears the rooster crowing second time. And I

  448. think these are the worst moments in a Christian's life

  449. because now he has to deal with the booze from

  450. the crowd and the rooster crowing external and internal. What

  451. do you do when you hear the rooster crow and

  452. it reminds you that Jesus was right. I'm not the

  453. man I thought I was. I do need some growth.

  454. I can be a little stubborn. I do still struggle

  455. with this fear. And the bystanders are reverberating, and they're right,

  456. aren't you a Christian? Yeah, I'm supposed to be a Christian,

  457. but I can't get the ringing of the rooster crowing

  458. out of my soul. Anybody been there where things have

  459. gone wrong and you know it's your fault. And now

  460. I got a little too public and you can't control

  461. the narrative, and now you just stuck in the middle

  462. of it with shame. That's where Simon Peter was. That's

  463. where I've been, and I would venture to say that's

  464. where we've all been at times. What do we do

  465. when we hear the crowd and the crow. We get

  466. reminded that Jesus is merciful, We get reminded that Jesus

  467. is faithful. We get reminded that Jesus loves us in

  468. spite of our worst day. But how do you do that?

  469. You go from the gate all the way to the altar.

  470. If we go to verse seventy two, it says, and

  471. immediately the rooster crowed the second time. Peter remembered how

  472. Jesus had said to him before the rooster crows twice,

  473. you will deny me three times. And he broke down

  474. and wept. Can you picture, Peter, Can you picture your

  475. I know if picture seeses in my life? God, you

  476. are right. I am selfish. See Peter's lies turned into Christ.

  477. Couldn't hide no more. This is who I am. I'm

  478. the person that was supposed to be the leader, and

  479. I deny Jesus, and all I could do at this

  480. moment is come to the altar and accept the truth.

  481. And see that's confession. And that's all God was asking

  482. Adam to do in Genesis three, where are you? If

  483. you read Genesis three yourself, you'll notice that Adam dodged

  484. the question. He did everything except answer the question what

  485. about you? God is asking you where are you? And

  486. Peter will be at the altar, and as the rooster's crowing,

  487. it's reminding him of the truth of Jesus. So if

  488. the truth is, if Jesus is right about the truth

  489. of my failure, I also have to conclude that Jesus

  490. is right and the truth of his grace. And that's

  491. what Peter decided. But the question is, when is the

  492. last time you've heard the truth of the gospel and

  493. it broke you down to tears? When's the last time

  494. you heard the truth about yourself and it allowed to

  495. break you down. See when it says that he wept bitterly,

  496. Peter was bitter with himself. And when we were singing

  497. withholding nothing, Sometimes we need to stop with holding in

  498. our tears because our tears release our bitterness with ourselves.

  499. Sometimes we can receive the forgiveness of Jesus. We can

  500. receive the forgiveness from our spouse, we can't receive forgiveness

  501. of our self. So in this moment, he breaks down

  502. and he weeps bitterly because you know what, the servant

  503. girl was right, Jesus was right, the bystanders was right.

  504. I'm not in the game right now, and I told

  505. Jesus I would be right there by his side. And

  506. the reason why we look at these stories is not

  507. to be like dang Peter, that's crazy. No man, where

  508. do I do that? Where do I act tough with

  509. my talk? But when it comes to really walking out

  510. this Christianity, I'm at the gate. See, Peter would need

  511. these moments in his life because Jesus was preparing Peter

  512. to be a pastor. And it's hard to be a

  513. stubborn pastor because you don't give grace to others. But

  514. Peter didn't know how to give grace to himself. So

  515. here's what happened. Jesus. You have to read it yourself,

  516. Luke twenty two. Peter, you're gonna fail. I just pray

  517. your faith doesn't fail. And the reason why I'm saying

  518. this is because I've sense that there are people in

  519. this room that are grappling with their failure and don't

  520. know what to do next. Let me tell you some

  521. more of the story and hopefully give you some encouragement. Peter,

  522. he weeps bitterly, and in this moment he's at his worst.

  523. He says he's going to go back to being an entrepreneur.

  524. I failed, I missed it. But as he goes back

  525. to his fishing business, guess who meets him again, Jesus.

  526. And Jesus gives Peter another opportunity to follow him. And

  527. Jesus is giving you an opportunity to follow him. He's

  528. not asking for a whole account of what you've done

  529. for the last seventeen years. No, that's the rooster crowing

  530. in your own mind what Jesus is saying. From now?

  531. Are you ready to have a from now on moment

  532. with Jesus. I'll share this and then we'll pray. Peter

  533. would need this moment in the Gate because there will

  534. be a future season in his life and acts chapter

  535. three where he wouldn't be at the Gate. He wouldn't

  536. be at the courtyard, he wouldn't even be at the altar.

  537. He would be on stage. He would be on stage

  538. leading prayer meetings. I don't have time to read it

  539. for the sake of time. But in Acts chapter three,

  540. verse one through eight, Peter is on his way walking

  541. to the prayer meeting, and on his way he sees

  542. somebody at the gate. And see, that's the test of

  543. you and I today that are in a Peter season

  544. of being restored or encouragement for us if you're that

  545. person in the gate right now, because Jesus allowed Peter

  546. to fail at the gate so he can help someone

  547. who fails at the gate. If you look at Acts

  548. chapter three, verse one, there's a man who's laying. Peter

  549. has to be somewhere, he has to lead prayer. But

  550. as he's going on the way to prayer, he stops

  551. and sees someone and has the same compassion on this

  552. man that Jesus had on Peter. And he looks at

  553. that man and he says, silver and gold I don't have,

  554. but what I do have is the name of Jesus Christ. Rise,

  555. I'll walk with you. He brought that man into the

  556. prayer meeting. You're not gonna stay at the gate. You're

  557. not gonna stay at the courtyard. You're gonna come with

  558. me to the altar because I know my God is faithful.

  559. I know my God is merciful, I know my God forgives,

  560. I know my God moves forward. So you're gonna get

  561. up with me. And that's why God allowed a seizon

  562. of failure for me so I could be a living

  563. testimony to help others. All of us need. Community of

  564. us need to remember what it was like when we

  565. were at the gate, and some of us need to

  566. have encouragement because you're at the gate. So I want

  567. to pray for you. If when I was talking about

  568. the person that had a Gateway gospel, you're like Bruh.

  569. And the reason why I felt that because that's how

  570. I would feel that church when I would sit way

  571. in the back, pastor Diego will be preaching, I'll be

  572. like yo, but thank God for his mercy man. And

  573. I'm a living witness to share it with you. If

  574. you're in the gate, I just want to grab you

  575. and tell you how good God is at the altar.

  576. If you look at Psalm one hundred, verse four, in

  577. verse five, it says we give him thanksgiving at the gate.

  578. In this course, we give him pray. But some of

  579. us never make it into the House of God. In

  580. the House of God, that's when we learn that he's good,

  581. and he's faithful and he's merciful. My plea to you

  582. is get out the gate. My plead to you will

  583. stop chilling in the courtyard. My plea to you is

  584. come hang at the altar, because at the altar is

  585. where your life changes. Here's the truth. Jesus loves you

  586. as is. You don't have to change anything about yourself

  587. to be loved by Jesus. But jesus love is so powerful,

  588. and it's so influential and so compelling. It just influences

  589. you to surrender decision by decision for him. You don't

  590. have to think about all your decisions. You just got

  591. to think about your next decision. Are you ready to

  592. be forgiven? Are you ready to be free? Are you

  593. ready to get out the gate? I would ask everybody

  594. to bow their heads and close their eyes. If you're online,

  595. I asked that you lock in with me. Jesus loves you,

  596. he misses you. He wants a relation and ship with you.

  597. And I want to lead you in a prayer. And

  598. it's not this prayer, it's not this moment it's not

  599. this music in the background that's going to save you.

  600. It's this tingling feeling you're feeling your soul that you're

  601. craving to be free, You're craving to be loved, and

  602. Jesus will warm your soul right now. So I'm going

  603. to ask all of us as a community to repeat

  604. this prayer to encourage those that are praying the prayer

  605. for the first time to give your life to Jesus

  606. or rededicate your life to Jesus. If you don't agree

  607. with the prayer, stay silent. But if you agree with

  608. this prayer, you declare it out loud, say, dear Lord Jesus,

  609. I believe that you died on the cross for all

  610. of my sin. I receive your forgiveness. I receive a

  611. fresh start from this moment forward. You are my savior

  612. and my Lord. Teach me to trust you, teach me

  613. to include you in my decisions. I rededicate my life

  614. to you. Thank you for freeing me. In Jesus' name,