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Crush It: Letting Jesus Shape Your Life Under Pressure || Pastor Aaron Levy

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  1. All right, we're gonna be in Philippians chapter three, verse

  2. twelve through fourteen. Let's all stand to our feet. Please,

  3. we stand to our feet to honor God's word. I'm

  4. gonna be reading from esv. You can read from your Bible,

  5. or you could simply listen along. Not that I have

  6. already obtained this or am I already perfect, But I

  7. press on, say, press on to make it my own

  8. because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers, I

  9. don't consider that I have made it second time we

  10. see the word it my own. But one thing I

  11. do forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what

  12. lies ahead, I press on, say, press on towards the

  13. goal for the prize of the upward call of God

  14. in Christ Jesus, Let's pray, Heavenly Father, we acknowledge that

  15. your word is true. We acknowledge that your word has

  16. the power to change our lives. Help us to lean

  17. into the Holy Spirit, where you convict, strengthen, encourage, transform

  18. our lives. I thank you God that it will feel

  19. like we're the only person in the room and you're

  20. talking to us. In Jesus name, we pray, Amen, Amen,

  21. you may be seated. You guys look good. In twenty

  22. twenty five, she said, I received that. Oh, I want

  23. you to look to your neighbor and give the servid title.

  24. Look to your neighbor and say crush it. We're gonna

  25. crush it. In twenty twenty five. Right now, look to

  26. your other neighbor, the one you rejected. They looked at you.

  27. You didn't look at them. It's awkward. Now look at

  28. them and say crush it. Now here's the question, what

  29. are we crushing? There's a lot of times I grew

  30. up in church and the pastor is say say this,

  31. I'll say it, say that. Yes, said amen, I know

  32. none of it. I didn't know what it meant. I'm

  33. just saying it. I'm singing it, but it really doesn't

  34. have a meaning in my life. So when I look

  35. at verses twelve through fourteen, we're gonna press on. But

  36. he uses the word it twice, so we're gonna crush it.

  37. But what is the it? And we gotta look at

  38. scripture and context, because if we don't look at scripture

  39. in context, we'll just only think about what's on our

  40. mind and not what's on God's mind. There is a

  41. man named Paul. If you're not really familiar with the

  42. Book of Philippians. He is a pastor. He's on his

  43. second missionary journey, and while he is in prison, he's

  44. writing a letter to a church he planted in Philippi,

  45. and he is sharing some reflective thoughts to give them

  46. joy and encouragement. And he said, I haven't made it

  47. my own now. Before when I would read this without

  48. context that it, I would claim it. I'm gonna my

  49. it is a six pack, my it. I'm finally gonna

  50. lose weight. My it is a promotion. My it is

  51. a property, my it. And sometimes we set New Year's

  52. resolutions that are fine, but that have nothing to do

  53. with what God has planned for you this year. So

  54. we figured that we start off by saying, what is

  55. the it that God wants us to focus on. I'm

  56. glad you asked. Let's look at contexts. Philippians, Chapter three,

  57. verse eight through eleven gives us a hint, A few hints.

  58. This is Paul reflecting, I count everything as loss because

  59. of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.

  60. For his sake, I have suffered the loss of all

  61. things and count them as rubbish in order that I

  62. might gain Christ. We're getting more of clues right now

  63. and be found in Him now, having a righteousness of

  64. my own that comes from the law, but that which

  65. comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that

  66. depends on faith. That I may know Him and the

  67. power of his resurrection and may share his sufferings, becoming

  68. like him in his death, that by any means possible,

  69. I may attain the resurrection from the dead. And after

  70. I read that multiple times, I began to see what

  71. was on Paul's mind. I began to see what was

  72. on God's mind, and it aligns with the vision of Patrio.

  73. I've reduced each one to the verse because at Patriarch

  74. we seek the loss, teach the fountains and the disciples.

  75. If we look at Philippians three eight, we seek the

  76. loss because we want people to gain Christ. So that's

  77. why Paul is saying, I'm counting these things as last.

  78. We got to count our past as a loss so

  79. we can gain Christ. And then at Patriarch we teach

  80. the found so we could be found in Him and

  81. learn who He is instead of just learning more about

  82. what we want from life. And then we send the

  83. disciples becoming like him. Now we know what the it

  84. is becoming like him because he hasn't arrived yet. But

  85. he gives a perfect illustration of what the it is. See,

  86. we wanna know God, and he said, I want to

  87. know God by knowing his power and to sharing his suffering.

  88. The ultimate illustration of that is the resurrection, because we

  89. have God showing his power to raise from the dead

  90. by suffering on the cross. He brings a light in

  91. dark places. That's why he's our father. But he'll suffer

  92. with us because he's our friend. We sing songs. He's

  93. the lion and he's the lamb twenty twenty five. We're

  94. gonna press on even though we suffer. With press sures.

  95. So we want to know God. And it's not just

  96. knowing his power. I thought I could just come to

  97. church and I say, hey, God, just bless me. I

  98. want your power. But no, no, no, no, chill on

  99. the suffering because you're a good God. He says, you're

  100. a good God. You don't want me to suffer, do you.

  101. But Paul will reflect on this. Let's look at a

  102. little more context Philippians one twelve through thirteen and the

  103. reason why I'm doing this. We're gonna be in Philippians

  104. all month, and I really want you to get acquainted

  105. with Paul's story in the Church of Philippi. But look

  106. how he's using this power suffer thing again. He's saying here,

  107. I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened

  108. to me has really served to advance the Gospel word.

  109. So that has become known that throughout the whole Imperial

  110. Guard and to the rest of the rest, that my

  111. imprisonment is for Christ. Paul didn't commit a felony. Paul

  112. was on a second missionary trip. Have you ever done

  113. something good for God but it left you with suffering?

  114. Wait a minute, what the heck is going on here?

  115. So it's saying I want to know him. So, man,

  116. I'm going on this mission trip. I'm gonna preach the Gospel.

  117. And some of us would think I'm in prison, so

  118. I'm stuck. But Paul would say, no, I'm chained to

  119. my purpose. I'm gonna suffer this and I'm gonna start

  120. a prison ministry. And now more people in prison are

  121. getting saved because his perspective is I want to know him,

  122. his power and his suffering. He does this again in

  123. Philippians one twenty one through twenty five. It's okay to

  124. clap in church. If other people clap, he say, oh, yeah,

  125. that's good, that's okay, it's welcome. For me. To live

  126. is Christ and to die is Game. So I want

  127. to know Christ, and I want to live a life

  128. that models that power in suffering. If I'm the liv

  129. in the flesh, that means fruitful labor for me. If

  130. I want the power of the fruit, I gotta suffer

  131. with my flesh. You see what he's saying here. So

  132. he knows God, and now his life is paralleling that.

  133. If you think about Paul's life, he wrote thirteen books

  134. in the New Testament, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, and Fileman, and

  135. he wrote, I mean you are thirteen books. Four of

  136. them he wrote while in prison. That's crazy because for me,

  137. like in my personal time, I've been praying to God God,

  138. I want to write more. I want to write more books.

  139. And then I look at his story and I'm like,

  140. I'll just put some things on some post it notes,

  141. and then I don't want I don't want those problems.

  142. I don't want those problems. But there's this quote by

  143. this pastor Allan He's an evangelist, it should be on

  144. the screens here and says, when God wants to do

  145. an impossible task, he takes an impossible man and he

  146. crushes him. Dang, Happy New Year. See. I want this

  147. type of Christianity where the series is called press On,

  148. So that I pressed on. I pray to God, God,

  149. get rid of all my problems, change my wife, please

  150. change my kids. Right. So then when I want God

  151. to do something, I press on. Start coming to church.

  152. When God wants me to do something, I press off.

  153. And see some of us try to use religion to

  154. press on. Hey God, I'm gonna come to church. I'm

  155. on the dream team. Whoop. I go to Saturday morning prayer,

  156. I'm in a neighborhood group. I'm reading my Bible. I

  157. keep it on my desk at work. And then when

  158. God says, hey, I want you to forgive that person

  159. that hit you. Oh God, you know how hard that you.

  160. So we're gonna press on amidst life's pressures. We gotta

  161. stop saying no to God when it gets hard, because

  162. those very things that are hard, God's trying to squeeze

  163. out of you. The power that's not only gonna be

  164. a blessed to you and your family, but to other

  165. people as well. Amen. This whole thing that Paul's talking

  166. about is I don't want to just know Jesus. I

  167. don't want to know about him. I want to become

  168. like Jesus. And see religion get you tricking, because it's like, well,

  169. all you gotta do is these steps and then God

  170. will bless you. So we say things in church like

  171. I'm the head and not the tail. Yeah, you are

  172. the head and not the tail. That doesn't mean your

  173. tail won't suffer. It's it's about then, say, I grew

  174. up in church. I know all the phrases, but some

  175. of those phrases ain't even in the Bible, and I'll

  176. just be making that my doctrine. I gotta look and

  177. see what scripture says, because when I look at the scriptures,

  178. if I'm to become like him, I'm gonna have his power,

  179. but there's gonna be some suffering God I gotta go

  180. through to get that power. Amen. So that goes to

  181. our very first point. You can't impress Jesus. You can't

  182. impress Jesus. Man, we be using religion sometimes to try

  183. to impress Jesus. So did Paul see before he was

  184. pastor Paul, he was just sinful. Saul, very smart man

  185. in church, but he thought everybody in church was doing

  186. it wrong. So he's gonna fix it. So I have

  187. his resume that I want to share with you is

  188. in Philippians chapter three, verse four through seven. Look at

  189. this cat right here. He says, though I myself have

  190. reason for confidence in the flesh, also if anyone thinks

  191. he has reason for confidence in the flesh, I got

  192. more circumcised on the eighth day. They didn't wait till

  193. day nine for me. But the people of Israel, the

  194. tribe of Benjamin, Hebrew of Hebrews, as to the law Pharisee,

  195. as to Zeal secutor of the church, I'm going to

  196. persecute the church because they're doing it wrong. And I'm

  197. smarter than God as to righteousness under the law blameless

  198. verse seven. But whatever I gained I had I count

  199. as loss for the sake of Christ. There's been so

  200. many times in my life where I go to God

  201. with my resume. If you've been going to church for years,

  202. Pasha Diego say yo reputation on He's a love when

  203. you would say that, man, that guy's crazy. But so

  204. many times where I want to give this to God. God.

  205. I was nice to my wife. God, I was on

  206. time to the huddle. God, I went to Saturday morning

  207. prayer and I'm listing all these things and God looks

  208. at it and says, crushes it. That's religion. Righteousness is

  209. filthy rags. Aron. Oh you're trying to do stuff for me.

  210. How about you just be with me. So there's been

  211. so many times, maybe in your life as well, where

  212. you may think the faith journey is a corporate ladder.

  213. So the more that I do things at church, the

  214. more I'm gonna be blessed by God. Yes you will

  215. be blessed, but there's also gonna be some trows in

  216. your life to test if you really have faith. We

  217. don't do this religion stuff to be exempt from trows.

  218. We have these disciplines so we can endure troughs. Does

  219. that make sense. We're in a fast right now, a

  220. lot of us, and we're putting down crushsoda and we're

  221. picking up the oranges. I was looking at Pastor Ashley

  222. had the little waffle. That waffle was calling my name

  223. right now, because what is a fast. A fast is

  224. saying no to your flesh, so you could be prepared

  225. to say yes to the father, right. But when I

  226. look at this soda right here, and I think that's

  227. why relationships are called crushes, because we do things that

  228. taste good to us but not necessarily good for us.

  229. And the more that we crushing, more we burping, faring on, bloating.

  230. I got it. What it looks like, it's fruit, but

  231. it ain't fruit. So for those that are newer to Patrio,

  232. because I want, I wanna. I remember when I was

  233. brand new to Patrio and the church would just talk

  234. about things and I'd be like, yeah, yeah, okay, we're

  235. gonna go on a fast. What is that the list

  236. of things you don't eat? So God, here's you. So

  237. let's just talk about it in the natural. If you

  238. go see your natural doctor, the doctor won't even see you.

  239. If you're gonna give blood or surgery. He says, fast

  240. eight to twelve hours before. Now, could you imagine going

  241. to your doctor flexing how much soda you drink? Hey doc,

  242. I've been crushing it. Doctor won't even see you until

  243. somebody in the front takes in, take paperwork from you,

  244. and I'm not really used to this. My wife's a

  245. nurse practitioner, so I feel like I should never have

  246. to go to the doctor. I could just ask my wife, Hey,

  247. what's up with my elbow? Can you get you know,

  248. just take care of it? But sometimes I gotta go

  249. to the hospital and I be feeling vulnerable y'all because

  250. I where's the doctor? Who are all these people with

  251. this glass in front asking me these questions? But here's

  252. what they ask? What's the reason for your visit? Am

  253. I telling you or the doctor? I'm not like these

  254. people in here. I gotta I gotta be careful on

  255. what I'm sharing. I don't trust you. Where are you

  256. experiencing pain? Are you going to email this directly to

  257. the doctor? Or is it everybody gonna know allergies in

  258. the spiritual? What substances or environments are you around to

  259. get a negative reaction out of you? Hey? What's your

  260. family history of medical conditions? Hey? What are some generational

  261. things that see it's tripped up your dad, it tripped

  262. up your grandfather, tripped up your ground. What are some

  263. generational things that are susceptible to trip you up. Hey,

  264. what about alcohol? How often? Well I had it? Truly?

  265. I mean does that? I don't know? Does that count?

  266. We start negotiating with ourselves. Are you sexually active? Have

  267. you had multiple sexual partners in the past year? I

  268. have a testimony. You're just asking parts of it. I'm

  269. not gonna say. And see, when we go to the doctor,

  270. the doctor is asking us to fast away from the

  271. things that need to be cleansed out of us, and

  272. to be honest about where we really are. He can

  273. work on us somehow when the spiritual we think, I'm

  274. gonna eat oranges and plums, and then now, God bless me,

  275. I'm gonna deny my flesh so I can be open

  276. to the Father's assessment in his will in my life.

  277. Let's put up. Let's put up the ingredients of a

  278. crush solder right now. Can you imagine going to the doctor, Hey, doc, man,

  279. I've been on that esther gum. I've been on that

  280. high fruit toast corn soor that's citric acid. Can you

  281. imagine flexing like that to the doctor. That's what we

  282. do every time we go to God. Hey, God, I

  283. went to Saturday morning prayer. A servant kids thank you

  284. for doing that. But that's not a response for God

  285. to bless you. That's your response to his goodness. But

  286. if we look at all these things that are in

  287. the crush, look at the very top. Contains no juice,

  288. And this is what I look like for years. Just

  289. know a little bit about church to talk like I

  290. have some fruit in my life. But if you really

  291. open me up, I contain no juice. How about you?

  292. So since we can't impress Jesus, point number two is

  293. we gotta let Jesus press you. Philippians, Chapter three, verse thirteen,

  294. very important verse. We already read it. What it says

  295. is I don't consider that I've made it my own.

  296. But one thing I do forgetting what lies behind and

  297. straining forward to what lies ahead. Now notice this, preachers

  298. do this. Preachers say I got one thing to share,

  299. and then we share two. I'm gonna close in five minutes,

  300. and then we give twelve. Right, So Paul is doing

  301. that right here. I got one thing I'm gonna do,

  302. but he shares two things. But remember we were talking

  303. about power and suffering. It is one thing I need

  304. God's power to release my pa and I'm gonna suffer

  305. through my present situation to straightforward. It's one thing. So

  306. let me try to illustrate this for us. Because I'm

  307. a father and my daughters love eating oranges, but they

  308. don't love pelling the fruit the fruit to get to it.

  309. And this flesh needs to die to get to the fruit.

  310. So they come to me as a father and they say, hey, father,

  311. can you peel this off of me? There's a lot

  312. of times when my girls come up to me and

  313. I tell them to clean their room and they say, hey,

  314. is my room clean enough yet? Because they don't really

  315. care about the values that the father was saying in

  316. that moment. They just cared about being good enough to

  317. do what they wanted to do. Do we treat church

  318. that way? See, this is who we are. And there's

  319. a lot of times when we go to God, God

  320. them all together, not like how I used to be,

  321. Praise God. Let me tell you what God wants to

  322. do in our life. We God knows we wouldn't kill

  323. our flesh fast enough to get to the fruit. We'd

  324. just be doing a little bit little pain. But what

  325. God wants to do is say, you know what, I'm

  326. gonna take this situation. Because Paul said he was hard

  327. pressed between the two. And God may be trying to

  328. get your attention right now from a situation that's squeezing

  329. you and it's frustrating you when it's hurting you. But

  330. as you are broken, look at the beauty that's coming

  331. out on the other side when we allow God to

  332. press us. I'm trying my best not to get this

  333. juice on me. But that's the life of a Christian.

  334. When you allow God to pressure, not only do you

  335. get blessed, it gets blessings all over your family, blessings

  336. all over whoever's around you, because you get squeezed, and

  337. you get squeezed and you allow God to minister to you.

  338. See this right here represents brokenness. Look at that brokenness.

  339. This right here represents breakthrough. And if we want to

  340. experience the breakthrough, we gotta allow ourselves to be broken.

  341. There's been so many times in my life trying to

  342. put my life back together for how I planned my

  343. life to be. And by this age, I was supposed

  344. to look like this. And then your friends, our friends

  345. will start telling it, eugh, why are you looking like that?

  346. Why are you because they haven't tasted in seeing that

  347. God is good yet so they're trying to have you

  348. look like them. But you say, I'm on a different journey.

  349. I've allowed God to squeeze me, and as God has

  350. put pressure on me, I come out being a blessing

  351. to other people. Can we go deeper? This is our past,

  352. this is our present situation. I want you to be

  353. thinking about a present situation in your life that you're

  354. experiencing pressure. And this is what God wants to do

  355. it look how much more room we have to grow?

  356. This is why Paul say, I haven't made it my own. Okay,

  357. So we're supposed to do this daily so we know

  358. He's faithful. And now we're in a different situation. And

  359. anytime we're in a pinch, no, no, hold on God,

  360. hold on God, you tripping? God, hold up? And instead

  361. of forgetting what lies behind, we're double minded. Like the

  362. Book of James, this is our present. We're rolling back

  363. to our past. We're going back to the present. I'm

  364. gonna give with God. Ah, I'm rolling back because I

  365. miss my girlfriend and I want to do it. Nah.

  366. I gotta move forward. I got That's why he says,

  367. I gotta forget what lies behind and move forward because

  368. it's a strain. I don't know if you've done this.

  369. I've done this in my life when I'm trying to

  370. like negotiate, like, am I gonna let God? Damn? So

  371. first God, wait, hold up, God, hold up, Let me analyze.

  372. Because I'm a thinker, I'm a processor, right, so I

  373. use responsibility to negate my faith sometimes and I say, Okay,

  374. I'm wanna process some things that have happened in my

  375. life and this is this is a thing that I

  376. did a few years ago, and I really don't think

  377. you can use me in this situation because of this,

  378. And then I end up putting shame in my pocket

  379. or some of you. It's not that what you've done

  380. wrong is how you've been wronged, and God is trusting

  381. you to trust, is testing you to trust again. You've

  382. already committed I never trust nobody again. So what you

  383. do is you roll back and forth, you zoom into

  384. this situation and let me know all the details. Well

  385. you did this and how you do this. It was

  386. nineteen ninety six, and see what this does. We don't

  387. recognize this is preventing us from being in the presence

  388. of God because we take this piece of information, Give

  389. me all the details, give me the cheese man, give

  390. me all the and we and we go all these details.

  391. Do you want God to do that with you? See

  392. with God, thank you for your mercy. And then our

  393. spouse hold up, tell me everything? What is good? Whoa

  394. and see? Some of us picture God being like that.

  395. So that's how we treat others. But Isaiah forty three,

  396. verse twenty five said, God chooses to forget our sins.

  397. One of my favorite scriptures that helps me to move

  398. forward from situation like this, either shame I would carry

  399. in my pocket or when people have done me wrong.

  400. It's Philippians four, verse four through seven. I don't have

  401. time to read it, but I'll reduce it to one phrase.

  402. The peace of God is greater than a piece of information.

  403. You can have the piece of information. Hey, some of

  404. us think if I just knew this and knew that

  405. and knew that, Okay, now you have more information, you

  406. still don't have peace. So God is saying, we gotta

  407. let that go forgetting what lies behind, straining forward to

  408. what lies ahead, because we're not gonna just talk about

  409. breakthroughs from the past. What is the present thing that

  410. God is trying to squeeze out of your life, not

  411. just to be a blessing to you, to be a

  412. blessing to other people. Look at the mess of my

  413. life life right here, according to who's looking at it

  414. right see, because the father is looking at this, the

  415. world looks like this TikTok, part six of the trauma

  416. that I've experienced. And we always talk about all this stuff.

  417. All this talking we're doing with no redemptive qualities. So

  418. let's just be mindful of all the stuff that we're

  419. feeling and doing all these things. Wait a minute, God

  420. is like, but I can use that. I can use

  421. a failure. I could use a divorce, I could use

  422. it foreclosure. I can use somebody getting fired because when

  423. it comes in here, that person grew and now they

  424. have a faith to trust me in the future, and

  425. I'm gonna use them more. So we know that we

  426. can't impress Jesus, we might as well let Jesus press us.

  427. And to conclude, let's press on with joy. Let's press

  428. on with joy. You know, I don't have time to

  429. read it, but I'm going to kind of summarize it.

  430. If you look at Philippians Chapter two, verse one, through eleven.

  431. You don't have to look there. Just maybe I pray

  432. that like seek sermons or just commercials for you to

  433. get in the Bible. So I pray that you have

  434. notes and then okay, I'm gonna get in Philippians chapter two.

  435. So Philippius chapter two, verse one through eleven. There's two

  436. things that I want to highlight that's in Paul's mind.

  437. He says in verse two, he says complete he talking

  438. to the church in Philippi, and he says, complete my

  439. joy by demonstrating the same love and being in unity

  440. and get along. And I'm like, that's what you want

  441. ball you in prison. So when we read the scriptures,

  442. we gotta be honest with ourselves, Like what would I

  443. want if I'm in prison. I went on a mission

  444. trip and I'm in prison. I'm sending a letter to

  445. my wife. Complete my joy by bringing me some red vines,

  446. bring me some new tella. I'm thinking about me like

  447. I'm in this bad situation. But Paul knows that I'm

  448. gonna press on amidst the pressure. It's just the season.

  449. It's temporary, because Jesus pressed on for us. Philippians chapter two,

  450. verse seven, Jesus came from heaven to earth, and the

  451. Bible says he emptied himself, so he was crushed on

  452. the cross, emptying out his blood so we can have

  453. right relationship with him. So now that that's on Paul's mind,

  454. he knows what it is. I'm not trying to make

  455. this world heaven because i know that awaits me later.

  456. I'm gonna allow myself to be crushed and I'm gonna

  457. press on with joy. So when Philippians chapter two, verse

  458. seventeen through eighteen, look at Paul's reflections from that, he says,

  459. even if I'm to be poured out as a drink,

  460. offering upon the sacrifice, official offering for you our faith,

  461. I am glad and rejoice with you all, and likewise

  462. you should all be glad and rejoice with me. What

  463. Paul is saying in that moment is I put Christ first,

  464. and no matter the situation that I'm in, I'm gonna

  465. press on because Christ has given me purpose and my purpose.

  466. As I'm becoming like Christ, more people are being introduced

  467. to Christ. We don't win people to Christ by just

  468. quoting scriptures. Scripture, scriptures, scripture, scripture. No, that's not how

  469. that's not That's not how I got one to the Lord.

  470. What happens is are we living the life that's pleasant

  471. to others? They're in that situation. They didn't complain. Man,

  472. they don't lie, they don't gossip, they have joy, they

  473. always smile. What is that about that person? Because I

  474. know their story? What's different about them? Instead of them

  475. trying to improve their life, they surrendered their life to

  476. Christ and they allow the pressures of life to squeeze

  477. out God's pay to be influential to other people. So

  478. to conclude, I want to share a story. We had

  479. our first conference in October of this past year by

  480. run of Applause, where you blessed by Our conference in

  481. October packed house the whole weekend, and I had the

  482. honor of being a part of the leadership team to

  483. put on the conference. And there are some complex things

  484. that were happening with my family while the conference was happening.

  485. Because my wife's birthday is October thirteenth, that was the

  486. last day of the conference. So I'm trying to figure

  487. out how I can figure this out at work and

  488. then make my wife feel special as well. But also

  489. my middle daughter Faith, she's thirteen years old. She was

  490. gonna miss the conference because she was going to Washington, DC.

  491. So we're like, oh man, she's not gonna be here,

  492. and then like we're gonna be like really like doing work.

  493. And during that time, behind the scenes, we were planning

  494. on launching Patriot Alameda. Very busy season, and Faith's on

  495. the East Coast. So the week of the conference, Faith's

  496. out in Washington, d C. She face times me and

  497. she's say, Dad, my stomach hurts. I'm having a real

  498. hard time at my stomach. And we have this running

  499. joke because she always drinks milk and you who's And

  500. I'm like, you probably just got gas, just far, just fart,

  501. just let it out, trying to fight in front of

  502. your friends. Was that like, So we're just playing and

  503. I noticed she wasn't laughing, so I'm like, what, okay.

  504. So we're praying for Faith. But then we're now we're

  505. in the like two days away from conference. We had

  506. a team rally and then I was selected to pray

  507. for all the families of everybody that served the conference.

  508. Anybody remember the team rally we had, So I'm praying

  509. for families. God bless their families. Protect our families, give

  510. us rest, bring us more families, blah blah blah blahlah,

  511. and Jesus' name a man. I get off stage and

  512. as I'm walking right to her hobby, as my wife

  513. meets me right there and says, I need to rush

  514. to Virginia Hospital right now. Faith's on an ambulance. Her

  515. appendix just burst. She needs emergency surgery. So those are

  516. one of the moments in life where I'm confused. I'm frustrated.

  517. I felt God's power on stage. I felt like God

  518. was really using me. Why do I gotta go through

  519. this suffering? God? Do you see how hard I'm working?

  520. Do you see the things that I'm trying to do?

  521. Do you see the things I'm praying about? I asked

  522. you to protect Faith, and God's like, I still am,

  523. but not the way that I pictured. So what is

  524. up happening that night? You know, I tell you my

  525. wife is a nurse practitioner, So it's like, now all

  526. of our information is gone. She's on the airplane, and

  527. now the doctors are calling me because they need consent

  528. from a father. So they call me at one am,

  529. they call me at three am, they call me at

  530. five am, I'm overwhelmed, I'm frustrated, I'm tired. But the

  531. next morning, my job was to teach a breakout session.

  532. You know what. The breakout session was called for the

  533. conference Navigating your Faith Journey. Bruh. I don't feel like

  534. talking about faith. I feel like getting a call from

  535. the doctor right now saying everything is good, and God

  536. saying wait, I'm the great physician. Why are you depending

  537. on a doctor to call? Why don't you trust me?

  538. So I find myself on the other side of the building.

  539. Eileen is teaching with me, and this is the illustration

  540. of power and suffering. I'm teaching others how to navigate

  541. their faith journey while I'm awaiting a call for the

  542. doctor for myself. This was the last picture I got

  543. from faith, right before I taught my class. And see,

  544. the thing about ministry ministry is people are getting crushed

  545. in what comes out of it, people are blessed by

  546. Because when I'm in that class, it's not my turn

  547. to draw a pity party and draw attention to myself

  548. of what I'm going through. God has assigned me to minister,

  549. so I have to do the role of a servant.

  550. But what about you I want you to think about

  551. a situation that you've been in, because the only reason

  552. why I'm sharing that about my family is to share

  553. that we are not exempt from trials. What ends up

  554. happening is faith surgery was successful. She's completely restored, and

  555. then we just had some daddy daughter time. So I

  556. flew her out with me to Patriot Allen meet up

  557. for Vision Nights. So we spent some daddy daughter time

  558. and I just couldn't contain myself because of the goodness

  559. of God. But I wouldn't know how much me and

  560. my wife are team players, how much God is a healer,

  561. how brave faith is. All these things that I love

  562. earned becoming like Christ, not just knowing about Christ. See,

  563. there's times in our life where there's a situation that happens,

  564. and God squeezes those situations out of our life. And

  565. every day we're supposed to die daily, so every situation

  566. that happens, we're supposed to give to the Father. There's

  567. these other things that like what happened with my daughter

  568. when one my wife was on the plane. This is

  569. how it sounded. And I don't know if you've ever

  570. been at church, and it's hard for you to hear

  571. the preaching because of the trauma that's going on in

  572. your mind right now, the sounds of the frustrations, of

  573. the bitterness, of the betrayals, and what God has said. Hey,

  574. that situation. I want you to give that situation to me.

  575. Let me press it out, let me kill all the

  576. thing that was negative. That there's fruit that I want

  577. to do in your life. Hey, your relationship you've been

  578. praying for. I know it's loud. I want you to

  579. give that situation to me. I know it's a messy,

  580. but look at the fruit on the other side. I

  581. want you to trust me. I want you to trust

  582. me where you allow God to press on. When you

  583. press to the noises in your life, that no matter

  584. what happens in your life, Jesus is faithful, Jesus is holy,

  585. Jesus is merciful. This noise will stop and fade away.

  586. And as that noise starts to fade away, and you

  587. be able to reflect on that season of your life.

  588. There is one when I'm trying to put together my life,

  589. but there's this other situation. I don't even recognize what

  590. I used to look like. Because my job is to

  591. be a blessing. So cheers to Jesus for allowing him

  592. to put pressures in our life to crust my desires,

  593. to crust my plans, but to give me something sweeter

  594. and something better. And what happens is this is the

  595. role of the church. Because there are people in your city,

  596. on your street, in your neighborhood that have not tasted

  597. it and seen that God is good. But if you've

  598. tasted and seen that God is good, what you do

  599. is you show that you've been pressed. And when you

  600. meet a new friend, hey, I've been pressed. Let me

  601. tell your story. Let me tell you about Jesus. I

  602. used to trick soda, but now I got something for you.

  603. Hey, hey, let me tell you about Let me tell

  604. you about two years ago what God did in my life.

  605. Let me tell you about his faithfulness. Let me tell

  606. you about his mercy. Let me tell you how you

  607. changed my values. Let me tell you how you changed

  608. my life. This is the process of the church. Have

  609. you allowed God to press you?

  610. Not just for you to be blessed, that's one level,

  611. But our job is for others to be blessed. Paster Garfield,

  612. I want you to be blessed. That's the whole season.

  613. Hey Adam, I want you to be blessed. Hey Curtis,

  614. I want you to be blessed. You see what I'm saying.

  615. I know these men are fasting. There would be a

  616. lot of times in my life where this is all

  617. I had to give. But now we have a story

  618. to tell, and some of the situations on how people

  619. can't even recognize you shows the goodness of God in

  620. your life. You no longer need to analyze all the

  621. things that have happened. They're dead. You made it. You're

  622. in twenty twenty five. But let me be honest with you,

  623. there are some things that you will be assigned to

  624. suffer through, but surely goodness and mercy shall follow you

  625. all the days of your life. God is with you.

  626. God loves you, He wants to bless you, and a

  627. part of him blessing you is crushing you. Heavenly Father,

  628. we thank you so much for what you taught us today.

  629. May this illustration bring up situations in our soul and

  630. give us more perspective and clarity on who you'll be

  631. through this situation. Sometimes we won't understand all the details,

  632. but God, we thank you right now that you'll give

  633. us a piece that's surpasses understanding in this moment, that

  634. situation that's on our mind. We're going to release it

  635. into your hands, so there could be fruit that comes

  636. out in Jesus' name. Hey, before we leave, I want

  637. to tell you a little bit about myself. The first

  638. time I came to this church was in twenty ten

  639. on Easter, and I sit way in the back up there,

  640. and I came late on purpose because I didn't want

  641. nobody in my business. People talk in the fourier. I

  642. grew up in church, so I knew how that worked.

  643. I just wanted to hear songs and sermons. So I

  644. would sit way in the back and I would leave

  645. early and come late because I wanted God, but I

  646. wanted to avoid people. And the more that I got

  647. to know God, the more I recognized that God would

  648. use situations with people to test if you really love God.

  649. So I recognized, Hey, I know a lot about church,

  650. I know a lot about God. But I don't look

  651. nothing like God. I don't look nothing like Jesus because

  652. I don't have the same values. I just did things

  653. that did things that tasted good to me but wasn't

  654. good for me and maybe that's you. Here's the same

  655. invitation that I got in twenty ten. Way up there.

  656. The start line of Christianity is not improvement, it's surrendered.

  657. It's us confessing I have sinned, I have messed up.

  658. There are some things in my life I don't want

  659. to nobody or know about. There's some things I'm trying

  660. to control of it. And what we do is, Jesus,

  661. I believe that you died on the cross for my

  662. entire life, and I'm gonna move forward in your forgiveness.

  663. That's the faith journey, and the steps of navigating the

  664. faith journey is transitioning, not just to be your savior

  665. for your sins, the lord of your decisions. And many

  666. of the problems that I've got into or you have

  667. got into, is that we don't include Jesus and our decisions.

  668. So then we make our own choices and then ask

  669. Jesus to beil us out of those decisions. For twenty

  670. twenty five, what if you started different? You know the gospel,

  671. but has it influenced your values? That's the question. I'm

  672. asking you to just move forward and say I surrender.

  673. I'm moving forward. God, I give you my heart and

  674. I trust you. I believe right now people are doing

  675. thatal this with a prayer. If everybody could close their eyes,

  676. I want us all as a community to repeat this

  677. prayer together to encourage those that are praying this prayer

  678. for the first time. You're going to give your life

  679. to Christ. You're not giving your life to Patriot. This

  680. is not marketing for our church. This is an invitation

  681. to a relationship with Jesus. Repeat this, please say, dear

  682. Lord Jesus, I believe that you died on the cross

  683. for all of my sin. I receive your forgiveness from

  684. this moment forward. You are my savior and my Lord.

  685. Teach me to trust you again. Give me a desire

  686. to be in your word and to become like you.

  687. In Jesus' name, we prayer.