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Expectation: The Breeding Ground for Miracles || Pastor Daniel Groves

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  1. Where they're at.

  2. Well, today we're honored because right now we're gonna get

  3. a message. I really love focusing our baptism weekends on

  4. getting in.

  5. The water and baptizing.

  6. So I don't tend to like to preach when we

  7. baptize because I want to be in the water, focusing

  8. on the moment everyone in our church being baptized. And

  9. so today we have a special guest preacher who flew

  10. in all the way from Houston, Texas. I got any

  11. Texans in the house, any people from Texas.

  12. Pastor Daniel is.

  13. To me one of the best preachers of our day.

  14. He's double gifted because.

  15. He can also sing.

  16. You ever get mad at someone where God God should.

  17. Just give us one.

  18. Gift, and then you meet people and they can sing

  19. and preach and do everything else.

  20. It's just not fair.

  21. Favor isn't fair, but I respect it. I honor it,

  22. which is why we have him here because he could

  23. do something I can't, which is preach his tail off

  24. speak about the love of Jesus. But also he could

  25. lead us into worship as well. And so Pastor Daniel

  26. is the senior pastor and his wife Jackie of Hope

  27. City Church in.

  28. Houston, Texas.

  29. God is doing incredible things in Houston, just amazing things.

  30. God is on the move, and we're honored that he's

  31. gonna be delivering a word to us before our baptism moment.

  32. So would you do me a patriot welcome? You know

  33. we make noise, you know we lean.

  34. Into the sermon.

  35. Can we welcome Pastor Daniel Groves all the way? Let's

  36. go Houston, Texas.

  37. Now, come on, let's give God a bigger shot of

  38. praise because he's really, really good. Now, come on, praising

  39. like he's already set you free, Praising like he's already

  40. delivered you. Praising like your walls have already fallen. Come on,

  41. can we lift our hands.

  42. Just from oment?

  43. God? Thank you?

  44. Ah, we woke up again today.

  45. We took another breath, which is proof that you are

  46. not done with us yet. Come on, wave at me

  47. if you never should have made it. Come on, wave

  48. at me if you know he rescues you. You know

  49. he pulled you up out of a low place, a

  50. broken place. I had a thought the other day I

  51. was driving before you sit told my wife. I called her,

  52. I said, have you ever had a moment where you

  53. just whisper who thinking Jesus, Because y'all, I know I

  54. never should have made it. Born into a messed up,

  55. jacked up Jerry Springer sort of family, almost aborted twice.

  56. Dad was a drug addict, alcoholic, hustle, did whatever he

  57. could do to get his fixed. So when I I'm

  58. caught up for just a moment, when I lift my

  59. hands to worship, this is why we say this often.

  60. Don't judge somebody else's passion, Say you know they're past

  61. because I'm looking around this room today and I see

  62. people that are set free, healed and delivered, and there's

  63. something about the love of Jesus that and I need

  64. somebody to hear this. Maybe you're not church, maybe you

  65. came to watch your friend or family member get baptized today.

  66. But God is not mad at you.

  67. He really, really really loves you, and He still has

  68. a plan and a purpose. He all his mercies were

  69. brand new this morning for your life. Come on, there's

  70. grace for all the goof ups. Come on, there's mercy

  71. for all of the mistakes. So one more time, would

  72. you give God a shout of praise?

  73. Because he is good?

  74. All right?

  75. All right? High five A couple of people around you,

  76. and you can be seated now, pastor out. And I

  77. appreciate your incredible, warm introduction the Lord gave you, he said,

  78. listen' gonna let you saying I'm much. You appreciate it.

  79. But then he took my hair to keep me humble.

  80. He was like, but I'm gonna gotta humble you somehow.

  81. But he gave me this great beard. It gets weird,

  82. like God is a sense of humor. You can't convince

  83. me he doesn't have a sense of humor.

  84. Just go to the mall and watch people. You know

  85. he does.

  86. So my family back home Houston, Texas, we passed for

  87. an amazing church. Honestly, that feels like Patrio because if

  88. you look around this room, if this is your first

  89. time at Patriot, had any of the campuses, look around

  90. the room.

  91. This is what Heaven looks like.

  92. And if this makes you uncomfortable, multicultural, multi generational, then

  93. you're not gonna like Heaven. So you better get a

  94. fixed here, because this is what heaven looks like. I

  95. love your church. I love the diversity, because our church

  96. back home looks like Heaven as well. We have multiple

  97. campuses across the city we're planting more. We're in a

  98. building project. We just keep taking territory. We just keep

  99. making the devil mad. But listen, when the devil tried

  100. to silence me in my mama's womb, I committed I'm

  101. gonna kick him in the teeth every day, preach the gospel,

  102. shout from the rooftops about his faithfulness and his miracle

  103. working power. This is my family. Let me throw up

  104. a picture of my beautiful family. Now, y'all are gonna

  105. be surprised real quick. I think it's coming up around.

  106. Now there are. That's my beautiful family, have.

  107. Four amazing kids. I'm girl so far out of my league.

  108. Like when we were first married, we went.

  109. To the mall in a mull.

  110. Security guard follow us around for about twenty minutes, and

  111. then when I walked away for a second, he walked

  112. over to her and said, excuse me, ma'am, is this

  113. guy bothering you? And she's like who he's like that guy?

  114. She's like, that's my husband.

  115. You can tell.

  116. He was like blink twice if you're in trouble, like

  117. I've been trained for this, says my beautiful family. They're

  118. watching right now. Can you show some love love. Your

  119. baby's amazing. And I brought my oldest son, Brock. Can

  120. you stand up real quick so everybody can see he looks.

  121. Like Malibu Ken.

  122. I've never been that handsome, smiledest boy said, man, you're

  123. at the point now where you can.

  124. Travel with dad. This is cool. I believe if.

  125. Honor is in you, it comes out of you. You

  126. can't fake honor. I would love to honor the founding pastors.

  127. Come on up, Patriot. Can we honor pastors Diego and

  128. Cindy for building this house on the rock? Because there's

  129. something about the currency of transition and it looks like

  130. honor and the next people I want to honor because

  131. they're my friends and they're incredible, and you are in

  132. phenomenal hands and the best days of Patriot are not

  133. behind us. We're building from there. We're building from here

  134. for a place called there.

  135. Can you honor your.

  136. Pastor's pastors Adam and Ashley.

  137. I love y'all so much. We're fam for real now.

  138. I told my.

  139. Wife, I said, and Pastor Adams the kind of guy

  140. that like, I mean, he's he's he's saved, he's he's

  141. a lead pastor. But if I was ever in a

  142. fist fight in a Walmart parking lot. I'm calling it,

  143. and my wife said, now you'd be calling Ashley. Come on,

  144. because my wife and Ashley are very much wired the

  145. same way that you.

  146. Boys. Sit down.

  147. I got this, But I love your pastors. They're incredible.

  148. I want to I want to shout because this is

  149. Kingdom before we jump into the word, we've seen this

  150. is incredible. Last year at our urge, because again this

  151. is Kingdom, we saw five thousand, one hundred and fifty

  152. two people give their lives to Jesus in our in

  153. person services. Come on, we're filling up Heaven this year.

  154. In the first ten weeks, we've already seen over fifteen

  155. hundred commitments to Jesus. So this whole moment right here today,

  156. I'm excited. I'm just gonna be like I may jump in.

  157. There with them.

  158. I'm excited about this. And let me just say this.

  159. If you didn't sign up, I don't want you to

  160. feel like that you don't have an opportunity. Maybe today

  161. you would like to take your next step in your

  162. public profession of your faith.

  163. One thing I love about.

  164. Patriot is ye know we've taken all the guestswork out

  165. of before you. We got you a shirt, we got

  166. you shorts, we got all changing zones, we got aquinet,

  167. we got gel and moose. You want crunchy bangs when

  168. you leave.

  169. Here, you can have them. We got something for your weave.

  170. It's gonna be amazing.

  171. But listen today, everybody say today, today is my day

  172. because you're gonna receive from the Word. God is gonna

  173. breathe into your family. But if you want to take

  174. the next step and join, come on, make some noise

  175. for everybody signed up and ready to go. So before

  176. you roll out to the Golden Corral, you can also

  177. get water baptized. You can still sign up. You can

  178. spontaneously be a part. How many all ready to jump

  179. into the word today? You know, I'm fully convinced. I

  180. was driving the other day and I told my wife,

  181. I said, I'm fully convinced that God is still doing

  182. miracles today.

  183. How many all believe.

  184. That that God is still taking marriages that looked like

  185. they were falling apart and He's causing them to fall

  186. into place. I believe that God is still delivering and

  187. healing and restoring and writing victory in stories I'm fully convinced.

  188. Because why are you so convinced, Pastor Daniel, Because we

  189. serve in a live God. I will say it one

  190. more time. We serve in a live God. Because a

  191. dead God can't heal you from cancer, a dead god

  192. can't reverse heart disease, a dead God can't breathe life

  193. into a broken family. A dead God can't restore a

  194. breakoff addiction in your life.

  195. But we serve the one true God.

  196. And Jesus said, I'm the Way, the Truth and the life.

  197. That's what we believe here at Patrio. There's a lot

  198. of feel good emotionalism moments tied up with other religions,

  199. but here at Patrich all gods do not lead back

  200. to one god because we believe that Jesus is the way.

  201. Come on, somebody, the truth and the life. But I'm

  202. fully convinced. So I have four kids. You saw him

  203. on the screen.

  204. My daughter Daphne is eight, and she's sweet, sweet like

  205. my oldest daughter is sweet, heat like she'll put on

  206. lip gloss and can fist fight like her mom. But

  207. little Daphne, she's just sweet. So I was reading the

  208. story about a family who went to a church like Patria,

  209. and they had a little girl that was around Daphne's

  210. age and in the kid's ministry, which, by the way,

  211. if you have kids in the kids ministry, they're not

  212. just s along to veggietails, y'all. They're getting equipped with

  213. the word worship. They're being trained in the things of God.

  214. It's not just free daycare, y'all. They're getting equipped in

  215. the same word that we're teaching here in the main

  216. room across all of our campuses. But there's this little girl,

  217. and the teacher at church said, Hey, today we're gonna

  218. learn about a man named Jonah.

  219. A little girls like what she's like.

  220. Jonah refused to go to a place called Nineveh. God

  221. spoke to Jonah and said I want you to go

  222. to Ninevah. And Jonah's like, hmm, pick somebody else. So

  223. God sent this big fish a whale swallowed him up. Look,

  224. goals like what this is amazing. So later on in

  225. the car, the whole story is unfolding, and the mom

  226. was like, actually, we learned about obedience today because, by

  227. the way, obedience isn't always fun, but it is always fruitful.

  228. So the more you follow after.

  229. God's way, because his way is so much better than

  230. your way. Amen, help about the person nexting and say

  231. that was for you. You're gonna just sense it just felt that,

  232. it felt like it was just for me. So the

  233. mom's like, we actually learned about Jonah today as well.

  234. So the next day, on Monday, this.

  235. Will go goes to public school.

  236. The teacher gets up and goes, today, we're gonna be

  237. talking about multiple different kinds of fish in the ocean.

  238. We're gonna be talking specifically about whales and the soul.

  239. Girls like like this is my I'm God's favorite, like

  240. two days because now she felt equipped.

  241. So the teacher's going through everything.

  242. And the teacher made this statement and she didn't realize

  243. this girl was armed and ready. So she says, uh,

  244. did you know that a whale's esophagus is so small

  245. it would actually have a tough time swallowing the human being.

  246. She was like, boom, hand up. So teachers like, anybody

  247. have any questions comments. The little girl's like, I do

  248. have a question, maim what about Jonah? And the teacher said,

  249. excuse me, She said, what about Jonah? She said Jonah,

  250. She said Jonah in the whale. She said Jonah in

  251. the whale, little goes Joanah in the whale, Jonah refused

  252. to go to Ninevah. He was disobedient. God sent the

  253. whale swallowed him up. He hung on the belly of

  254. the war for three days on his iPad, which her

  255. theology was a little off from that, but I appreciate,

  256. I appreciate the content. And she's like and then she

  257. he was like, fine, God, I'll go, and God spiting

  258. him up on Jonah in the whale. The teacher goes, honey,

  259. where did you hear this story? She's like the Bible?

  260. And the teacher says, you can't believe fictitious books, and

  261. the lulga goes, okay, all right. So towards the end

  262. of this moment, who put that table there?

  263. Okay? Was that there last night?

  264. Towards the end, she lifts her hand again. She said, hey,

  265. you already asked a question. She said, man, this is

  266. not a question, it's a statement. She said, when I

  267. get to heaven one day, I'm gonna walk right up

  268. and dap Jonah and say, hey, what was it like

  269. to be in the belly of the whale like.

  270. Mike Chop boom?

  271. And the teacher goes okay, if you're gonna get sassy

  272. like your mom, she goes okay. So you're saying is

  273. going to this place called heaven. But what if Jonah

  274. didn't go to heaven? What if Jonah went to the

  275. other place? What if Jonah went to Hell? Well, then

  276. what are you gonna say? She goes, oh, I won't

  277. say anything. You're gonna have to ask him.

  278. Let's go. You don't have to ask him. I won't

  279. be there, He'll be there. Amen.

  280. Fully conness, somebody say, fully convinced. The Bible says in Isaiah,

  281. chapter forty, verse thirty one, I love the amplified version.

  282. I typically don't preach specifically out of the amplified but

  283. I'm gonna tie this together before we jump into the tank.

  284. But those who wait, how many y'all love the waiting season?

  285. Don't lie to me? No, bloody one guy was like,

  286. I think I do.

  287. I don't think you understood my question, because those that wait, y'all,

  288. in our humanity, we don't like waiting. I don't like traffic,

  289. I don't like waiting in lines. What's this little coffee

  290. place that Pastor Sam invited us through the other day?

  291. Was like forty people outside. I'm like, this is wild.

  292. People are just out there like, no, this is normal.

  293. Coffee is my favorite color. I'm like, great, there's like

  294. forty people outside. But those that wait, now, let me

  295. encourage you with this. If God has you in a

  296. waiting season, a waiting season does not have to be

  297. a wasteed season, because God will equip you. He'll add

  298. weapons and tools to your arsenal here for a place

  299. called there, because again, he knows so much better. But

  300. those who wait for the Lord who expect. By the way,

  301. you can come in as a spectator today and walk

  302. out exactly like you came in, like entertain me. They

  303. didn't do any songs that I know. I didn't sing along.

  304. Who's this guy I wanted Pastor Adam to speak? Is

  305. his beard even real?

  306. And stuff like that. But expectation the.

  307. Person who didn't come in as a spectator but walked

  308. in with expectation. You know, expectation is the breeding ground

  309. for miracles, signs in wonders. I did not fly here

  310. from you, Houston, Texas, to play church to just go

  311. through the motions. Y'all came with expectation today that somebody's

  312. going to get their miracle today. I came with expectation

  313. today that somebody is going to get set free, healed,

  314. and delivered today. But those who wait for the Lord

  315. to expect, look for and hope in him say this

  316. line will gain.

  317. Y'all.

  318. That's promise. Y'all realize this is a promise. It's not

  319. just a hope. So God's promises don't have expiration dates

  320. on them, and God's promises don't break. When you lean

  321. on them, you'll gain new strength and renew power. Renew

  322. literally means reset, restart.

  323. Begin again.

  324. I know on the iPhone, if you have a droid,

  325. I can't. I don't know your life. If you have

  326. a droid, you can just put it on the floor

  327. and kick it under your seat. Actually, we'll pick it

  328. up later and recycle it.

  329. Amen, it's ridiculous. I don't know why.

  330. My wife's like, stop making fun of droid phones, and

  331. I'm just like, I can't stop that.

  332. In cats. I don't know what's going on.

  333. But if you ever have an issue with your iPhone

  334. and you call droid as well, if you call customer service,

  335. they'll say, excuse me, ma'am, excuse me, sir, did you

  336. do a hard restart?

  337. Did you do a reboot? A reset? Y'all?

  338. Every single day, I want you to say this out loud.

  339. I have access to new strength. Write this down, number one,

  340. write this down, kicking out notes. We have access to

  341. new strength. We have access to new Strength. Have y'all

  342. ever had access to something that you didn't access like

  343. you find out.

  344. In the aftermath? Like I really had access to that.

  345. I was sitting outside of Delta, the Delta Sky Club

  346. where they've got like lattes and like seventeen different kinds

  347. of croissaults, and I was like seeing people go in

  348. and I was like, man, you guys are living in

  349. your best life, Like that's amazing, Like I don't have

  350. that access. And then I was talking to my buddy

  351. on the phone. He goes, bro, you're not Delta Scott,

  352. You're like.

  353. A million miler And I said, yeah.

  354. I don't know.

  355. I just don't have it.

  356. He goes, what kind of card do you have it?

  357. So I have the Delta like and I told him

  358. what kind of card I had? He said, Bro, your

  359. visa card gives you a free pass every year. How

  360. long have you had that card? I said, who? Like

  361. premium three years. He said, you've been missing lattes and

  362. croissants for three years. So y'all rolled up in there

  363. like this, Like I was, like I walked into smell

  364. Acroissan and threw it out. I didn't have to eat it,

  365. but I had access. Wait that mean if you've ever

  366. had access to something, and maybe you did an access

  367. Pastor Adam and I am pastor saying we go to

  368. a couple of leadership meetups throughout the year, and they've

  369. got him in San Diego, which is the one I

  370. always like to fly into, and then Colorado and a

  371. few other places. While I was in Montana on one

  372. and we're all out there. It's a leadership moment. I'm

  373. gonna bring the word. One night they asked me to

  374. lead worship and I'm just happy to be there. Will

  375. They send a little email with like a small little

  376. list of things to pack because they said we're gonna

  377. of her other things. I didn't read the we're gonna

  378. cover other things in that little small little text. It

  379. was the same size text as everything else. I just

  380. didn't read it. So Jackie's like, well, looks like they've

  381. covered some things. So she packed like a small little

  382. thing for me. She's like, you're gonna be good, y'all.

  383. We went there. The hand of God had lifted off

  384. the region. It was forty below zero. I was I

  385. thought my fingers were gonna break off.

  386. I was having conversations like, guys, if we end up

  387. stuck outside, y'all gonna have to eat eat me.

  388. It's cold.

  389. Do what you gotta do to survive. This is terrible.

  390. God clearly does not like this region any longer.

  391. This is awful.

  392. So I'm out there in the middle of nowhere and

  393. everybody is just having a blast. They're super warm, they're laughing.

  394. I'm like, what's the matter with you guys? Like this

  395. is the worst. They have an emergency line that you're

  396. only supposed to call in the event of an emergency,

  397. so they would like life flight people out And I

  398. found the phone. I hid behind the wall and I

  399. called Jackie. I'm like, babe, you're gonna have to send

  400. the chapola like I was in trouble, like I could

  401. note this. I'm three days in. I'm refusing to go out.

  402. They're like, hey, we're gonna climb the mountain. This bald

  403. eagle up there.

  404. You can pet.

  405. I'm like, I'm not interested. I'm gonna die on the

  406. way up. This is not gonna work.

  407. So I'm I'm I'm Have you ever had one.

  408. Of those days where you're just negative, you're just frustrated?

  409. How many all have had one of those weeks? How

  410. many all are like this since twenty eighteen? Like, stop

  411. it time for you to get water bounties. Now I'm

  412. just having a I'm like, really really negative, I'm frustrated.

  413. I don't know why I'm here. Clearly, Miss God, this

  414. is not worth it. This is frustrating, y'all. We're a

  415. few hours away from jumping in the shuttle to head

  416. back to the airport, and I noticed that all these

  417. brothers are sitting at breakfast in matching fleeces.

  418. They're wearing matching boots.

  419. I'm like, oh, y'all have been texting each other like

  420. matching hats and gloves. Everybody looked like they were on

  421. the same team. And I'm over here in the door

  422. the explorer snuggie trying to stay warm, and I'm like, y'all,

  423. where did you get all this? And they were like,

  424. you're for real and I'm like, now, where'd y'all get

  425. all this. The guy's like, Dan jel, are you joking?

  426. Is this why you had a terrible time? They're like,

  427. come here, and they all walk into my room. Now

  428. they had this huge bed with like thirty decorative pillows.

  429. Now I get those decorative pillows off that bed as

  430. quick as possible. By the way, decorative pillows are not

  431. to snuggle with. I'm giving you pearls here. If you

  432. stand in Airbnb, do not snuggle with that pillow because

  433. people put those pillows in places. Okay, it's a good

  434. way to get the flu, pink eye, and other things.

  435. So I knocked them off the bed and I covered

  436. up this cedar box. I promise we're gonna get into

  437. the word. I promise what we already did, we already

  438. said one verse.

  439. Hold on. So there's a cedar box that looks like

  440. it's from the Chronicles in Narnia.

  441. And I open this box up. I can hear angels

  442. like everything. Watch this everything I needed. I had access

  443. the in entire time. The entire time I was freezing,

  444. going to sleep through his the heated blanket, the entire

  445. time I felt like my.

  446. Hands were gonna break off. They had heated gloves.

  447. They had a coat that you just hit a button

  448. and it warmed up. Had a plug for your cell phone.

  449. I'm gonna get out her boots in my size, everybody's

  450. magic sweatshirts, hats, all of it was in that chest.

  451. And for five days I complained, murmured, and was frustrated,

  452. and I had access to something that I did not access.

  453. Y'all, I got good news for you.

  454. You've got new strength available to you by the Holy

  455. Spirit for your marriage. Come on, single folks, You've got

  456. new strength for you to overcome what you need to

  457. now to be prepared for marriage. Come on, single moms,

  458. as single dads and mamas and dads, you have brand

  459. new strength. Come on, wave at me if you need

  460. some new strength. Come on, and we don't have to

  461. borrow it from yesterday. You don't need to reach into tomorrow.

  462. You have brand new strength according to the world right now.

  463. Come on, somebody say today, I'm choosing to access new strength.

  464. Bran new strength, and the word goes on. In Isaiah forty,

  465. verse thirty one says they will run and not become weary.

  466. I'm not a big runner. I only run if I'm

  467. being chased, but.

  468. I love this line.

  469. They will run and not become weary, they will walk

  470. and not grow tired because every day has daughters and

  471. sons were accessing new strength. I need it as the

  472. husband Jackie and I just celebrated twenty years.

  473. I need it.

  474. I need it to be the dad to our four babies.

  475. Come on, somebody, I needed to pasture this thriving, growing, diverse,

  476. beautiful community. God's entrusted us with I cannot rely on

  477. my own strength because how many all have ever relied

  478. on your own strength and we always come up short.

  479. Now you may have some little wins, but there's no

  480. longevity in your strength, none.

  481. Zero. You have to rely depend trust.

  482. God because you can write this down for taking our notes,

  483. and if you're not the person next, you can get

  484. I like an eyeliner and say I need something. I

  485. gotta write down something on my arm. I need you

  486. to hear this. God will never give you a life

  487. where he's not necessary, to never give you a life

  488. where he's not necessary. But sometimes we live like he's

  489. not necessary, and we break the box on the wall

  490. that says break in case of emergency, and we get

  491. in his presents. We like God, I need you because

  492. you're in a crisis. I need you because you got

  493. a diagnosis. But what if every single day you leaned

  494. into His presence and you received the peace you need,

  495. the I'm preaching better than you're responding, the hope you need,

  496. the courage you need, the fight you need, the boldness

  497. you need. So how do we access this new strength?

  498. I know they threw it up on the screen. Number two.

  499. You write this down, we have to live an open

  500. handed life.

  501. Well what does that mean? Open handed?

  502. Can I use you as a as an exambit here

  503. the one that just was like, yeah, she's like shotting

  504. me down. Yeah, she's like that's good. White boy, Like,

  505. I like it. I need that. So this is surrender.

  506. But could you just lift your hands open handed? The

  507. beautiful thing about open handed is it makes room. Let's

  508. act like this is.

  509. Just already in your hand.

  510. It makes room for God to say, hey, that's not

  511. part of your assignment. Let me pull that out, let

  512. me remove that, because that's been robbing you of your joy.

  513. In Nami e Tennami eight ten says the joy the

  514. Lord is your So that's been robbing you of your strength,

  515. that's been messing with your joy.

  516. You haven't laughed in a while, you.

  517. Haven't had peace and boldness in a while. So it

  518. makes room for him to remove, and it makes room

  519. for you to receive a deposit. But this open handed

  520. posture is like, God, take anything out now, you're not

  521. this is mine. You can't have that iPhone? All right,

  522. give her hand, You're a blessing. She's awesome. But I

  523. love that that posture is a debit from the Holy

  524. Spirit and a deposit from the Holy Spirit. But the

  525. problem is, we live our lives so close fisted. We

  526. live our lives we become Holy horders. So when Pastor

  527. Adams said, hey, thanks for giving into Patriot, thanks for

  528. sowing into what God's doing here, You're like, woo, I'm

  529. glad somebody else is doing it. With Alvacavo's being thirty

  530. dollars a piece, I don't think I can do it.

  531. I don't know if the thirty dollars a piece, but

  532. they're a lot. But this close handed posture, it's a

  533. refusal to.

  534. Release what's in our hands.

  535. And if we refuse to release what's in our hands,

  536. God can't release what's in his hands. God can't bless, heal,

  537. or pour out his spirit. If we're close fisted all

  538. the time, y'all, it's time for us to live open handed.

  539. John chapter three, verse thirty says this, he must become greater,

  540. and I must become less and less. What does that mean?

  541. It means his way is so much better. It means God,

  542. open handed. I need you more than I need my

  543. next breath. Because in you I live, I move, and

  544. I Breathe forgive me for ever trying to do this

  545. in my own strength. I'm gonna choose to allow you

  546. to become greater and greater as I become less and less.

  547. Be y'all, it's a choice. Because God's not a forcer.

  548. He will not force himself on your life.

  549. But you know what he is. He's a filler.

  550. If you'll make room, he'll feel today you need peace.

  551. Make room he'll feel today. You need some tenacity, you

  552. need some joy, you need some courage, you need some discernment.

  553. Make room he'll fill today. I see people all the

  554. time come in and out of our church, and we.

  555. Didn't feel anything. How comes she got set free?

  556. You know, just because you're caught up in your emotions,

  557. you're caught up and God, I just need you to

  558. show just you need to just prove yourself. Look around

  559. the room. God is flexing and throwing his weight around

  560. this room. People are being set free. But we have

  561. to make a choice to say God surrendered open handed.

  562. Become greater and greater, become greater and greater? Is I

  563. become less? And I get out of the way.

  564. My quick story, I'll just do a snapshot, give you

  565. a cliff note.

  566. I said it earlier in my opening prayer.

  567. But my mom found out she was pregnant by accident

  568. for the third time, had my brother David, had my

  569. sister Angel, and my dad was convinced it wasn't his.

  570. And family was like, we should probably, you know, do

  571. some paternity tasks, like a mari Povitch moment, like you

  572. are the father, like the whole thing.

  573. And so y'all remember that Marie Povitch.

  574. Read the Bible. Get stop watching. Haven't heard from the

  575. Lord in the walk? Quit watching mariy Povich.

  576. So my dad, this.

  577. Is my My dad asked my mom, Well, didn't ask

  578. told her?

  579. I want you to abort this baby.

  580. There's zero reason we can't even afford these other two babies.

  581. We have my mom Now, we aren't churched people like

  582. we said things like higher power, big man upstairs. We

  583. lived with a very agnostic, almost pagan sort of perspective.

  584. And my mom one day after my dad had said

  585. you're gonna do it. You're gonna abort this baby or

  586. I'm out of here now. Him being out of here

  587. meant no more drugs, alcohol, womanizing, abuse, like he's out

  588. of his mind. So my mom's like she said, She

  589. gripped her stomach and said, big man upstairs, higher powers,

  590. some call you God, if you're real. I want to

  591. keep this baby. I believe there's a purpose and a

  592. plan with this baby's life. Went to the doctor appointment.

  593. They confirmed the baby me, they confirmed how old, how

  594. far along, And as my dad went to pick up

  595. the car and told the doctor we're not gonna keep

  596. the baby, the doctor leaned over to my mom and said,

  597. I never in twenty seven years have said this to anybody,

  598. but I think you should seriously cons her.

  599. Aborting this baby.

  600. My mom went outside and she said, you know what,

  601. I'm choosing to keep this baby. So she kept telling

  602. my dad, I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go. She would

  603. drive to the abortion clinics sit in the parking lot.

  604. She did that twice, like she would sit there and contemplate.

  605. She kept telling my dad she was gonna go. She

  606. missed the deadline. I don't ever promote lying, but this,

  607. in this situation, I'm glad that she didn't follow through

  608. on it. So she ends up following through. She she

  609. ends up happening. Somebody're like, what happened?

  610. I made it.

  611. I'm not a hologram, like I'm here like I made.

  612. So my dad ends up getting.

  613. More out of control, more violent, more affairs, more alcohol.

  614. Whatever he could do to get his fixed.

  615. And my mom is at a grocery store called Kroger,

  616. and she's in the cereal oule. Now, we were broke, broke,

  617. we were like broke as a joke, trying to figure

  618. out how to she's trying to figure out as a

  619. single mom had to feed all of us. And so

  620. she's standing in front of Captain Crunch a lot because

  621. we couldn't afford you know, Captain Crunch. So she's standing

  622. there and this seventy six year old lady walks over

  623. to her. Can I just give a shout out? Now,

  624. this woman's in heaven now, but I'm grateful for people

  625. to still talk about Jesus.

  626. In the marketplace.

  627. This seventy six year old woman walks over to my

  628. mom and says, excuse me, ma'am. I've been watching you,

  629. And she said, why I owe you money?

  630. Like, what do we do?

  631. She said, I've been watching you and your babies. She said,

  632. God sent me over here.

  633. Now.

  634. My Mom's like, come on, Gods, let's get away from

  635. this lady league. She said, I've been watching you, and

  636. I thought I came here to pick up a few items,

  637. but I realized today God sent me here for you.

  638. She said, can I invite you to be my guest

  639. to sit next to me at my church? And my

  640. mom said, I'm sorry, man, people like us don't go

  641. to church. She said, what do you mean people like you?

  642. She said, really messed up, jocked up, broken people. People

  643. like us don't go to church. And she said, well,

  644. my church is perfect for people like you. And my

  645. mom said, what do you mean. She said, because our

  646. pastor always says, no perfect people are allowed at our church.

  647. We're all covered by His grace and his mercy and

  648. his redemption and the power of the blood. So she

  649. invites my mom and my sister's like, what's church? My

  650. Mom's like it dead matter, and we walked off and

  651. the lady told her the name of the church where

  652. it was. It says, I'll have a seat for you

  653. every Sunday till you show up. Six weeks went by,

  654. the hell that we were living in was getting more

  655. and more chaotic at home, and one Sunday my mom

  656. was sick of you ever been so sick and tired

  657. of being sick and tired? And my mom was like,

  658. you know what, today I'm taking all of you. So

  659. she gets all of us kids right in my desk

  660. of where you going, She sad, don't worry about it.

  661. She pulls into church, and y'all, it's the most beautiful experience.

  662. She tried church this one time, and she didn't find religion, y'all.

  663. She found relationship with a savior who had never ran

  664. out on her, who had never given up on her,

  665. who was there for her and not mad at her.

  666. And she gave her.

  667. Life to Jesus and begin to raise my brother and

  668. my sister and me in that church because she said,

  669. even if David's jacked up, as for me and my

  670. house we're gonna serve the Lord.

  671. Yeah, Mom's I'm gonna I'm.

  672. Gonna prophesy that some fire in somebody y'all's homes. Thanks

  673. for showing up, Thanks for pulling up on one of

  674. the campuses, Thanks for watching online. Come on, if there's

  675. breath in your lungs, God will give you the Holy Spirit,

  676. will equip you with what you need for your babies.

  677. So they used to put me up on.

  678. A little stool, and I was husky, y'all, and I

  679. wore multiple watches on each arm. Pastor at them, I said, Mom,

  680. that's your fault. She's like, I don't know, you love time, like,

  681. that's still your fault.

  682. Like, and I'd get in on that.

  683. Stool and I'd say, amaze seeing grace, how sweetes see

  684. the rich li me Ah, I once was lost, Now

  685. I'm found.

  686. Blind, let me see. And I was seeing these little songs, and.

  687. But I was husky and little, so I'd be like

  688. a lot of her Brada. So my mom goes to

  689. the pastors. Now she's now tapping into new strength. She's

  690. now living open handed. Your way, not mine. You're a greater,

  691. I'm less. She's growing in the things of God, she's

  692. reading the Bible. She goes to the pastor and says, hey, uh,

  693. as I'm reading the Bible, it looks like I can

  694. leave David. I mean, he's an adulter, he's messed up.

  695. I think I can move.

  696. Forward confident, confidently that the word.

  697. He said, Well, hold up, hold up, hold up. Before

  698. we even talk about that, he asked his wife to

  699. come over. He said, we're gonna pray. Call some of

  700. the elders over. He said, we're gonna pray. He said, Barbara,

  701. I need you to prepare yourself. I like to call

  702. this prayer the dangerous prayer. And my mom said, oh,

  703. is it gonna kill him? Because I don't know you

  704. clergy had that sort of I got a few more

  705. names to put on the list.

  706. Aymen, this is a true story. Is gonna kill him?

  707. The pastor said, well, nobody's gonna make him miserable.

  708. Come on, let's pray. This is what he prayed.

  709. God, You're not the god of condemnation, but a good,

  710. healthy dose of conviction would be good right now for David.

  711. Arrest him, God, draw him in.

  712. Like Romans, Chapter two, verse four says that the goodness

  713. and love of God is what draws a man's heart

  714. to a place of freedom and repentance. If he's sitting

  715. in a bar, and make him sick, if he smokes

  716. a cigarette, make him sick. If he drinks, don't let

  717. him get drunk. If he shoots up, don't let him

  718. get high. It's till he comes to know you as

  719. his personal Lord and savior. Yeah, I feel like some

  720. of us need to pray some bold prayers. And my

  721. mom left fired all the way up lest she was excited.

  722. Now true story. I was in a conference and I said,

  723. I feel like there's some people here that we need

  724. to pray some bold prayers over family members that are lost,

  725. And so I said.

  726. Can we pray?

  727. And afterwards, this lady walks up to him and she said,

  728. I don't like that prayer, sir. She said, I don't

  729. appreciate and I think it's very intense. And I said, well,

  730. what's your story? She said, well, my son's my son's

  731. in prison. And I said, well, ma'am, would you rather

  732. pray a God draw my son's heart back to you

  733. or would you just want him to continue on the

  734. track he's on. She said, would you pray for my son?

  735. I said, let's pray. So I said, God, I thank you.

  736. I'm like, I thank you for Brian. I said, God,

  737. I thank you that.

  738. You convict him.

  739. When I said convict, she said, constanpati Lord. And I said, ma'am,

  740. let me pray. Said right where he's at, God in

  741. this sale, constanpat him. I said, no, let me let

  742. me pray. It's a true story. A year later, I

  743. went back to that conference. Brian walked up and shook

  744. my hand.

  745. He was healed.

  746. And I leaned in and I said, did you get constipated?

  747. I didn't ask him that, I said. He said, I'm

  748. grateful for a praying mama, and I'm grateful that somebody

  749. cared enough to contend and pray from my life.

  750. This is what open handed looks like.

  751. My mom would send my sister or Angel in every day,

  752. every single day to talk to my dad. And every

  753. Sunday my sister would say, Daddy, will you go to church.

  754. With us today?

  755. And my dad said, I don't want God and God

  756. doesn't want me. Tell your mom never going to church,

  757. y'all are wasting your time. So Angel would roll back

  758. in and he say, we're wasting our times he's a

  759. little one Sunday, my dad said he looked up and he.

  760. Saw God in my sister's eyes.

  761. He said, hey, real quick, would you tell your mom,

  762. I'm gonna go today. So you put on a John

  763. Deer hat and a John deerevest because it was good

  764. enough for the sizzler, he was good enough for church.

  765. Amen.

  766. And he rolls out in the living room and says,

  767. I'm gonna go with y'all today. My mom's like, I

  768. don't know, Like we're not called. We can't call, there's

  769. no email, there's no text message. We'll prepare people ahead

  770. of time that he may fist fight somebody in the

  771. parking lot because he was unhinged to cut him off

  772. a traffic he'd follow you home and beat you up

  773. in your own driveway. I'm six four, my dad's six six.

  774. He's a big dude.

  775. So we pull up the church in this By the way,

  776. can we just celebrate and honor everybody who serves at

  777. Patriot across every campus every single week, knock. We can

  778. honor him better than that. Thank you, Thank you for

  779. showing up. Thank you for showing up, because you knew

  780. people were gonna.

  781. Show up today. This guy walks right up.

  782. To my dad in the parking lot and says, what's

  783. your name? My dad said, David. He said, I've been

  784. expecting you. My dad said, who told you I was coming?

  785. Like he got a weird quake. He said, no, I

  786. just I was waiting for you to get here. I

  787. got a seat saved just for you. My dad, that

  788. first impression was amazing. We walked into the room. They

  789. had a front row seat. My dad said, now this

  790. is where lightning strikes. I need to be a little

  791. further back in the middle of the sermon. It's a

  792. true story. Now my mom is new strength. She's open

  793. handed my dad in the middle of the sermon, and

  794. you can't do this here, you'll get tackled and pepper sprayed.

  795. Heymen, my dad gets up in the middle of the.

  796. Surface and just walks down the aisle sirts yelling at

  797. the pastor like they're having a whole dialogue. And the

  798. pastor is eye level with my dad and he's standing

  799. on the stage.

  800. He was like Zachias.

  801. He was little, my dad's big, and my Dad's like,

  802. you're lying to these people. You were lying to all

  803. of these people. The pastor was like what'd you say?

  804. I'm like, oh God, this is where it goes down.

  805. And my dad says, are you lying to these people? Anybody?

  806. Anybody can be saved.

  807. Anybody can be healed, anybody.

  808. Can be delivered. The blood still works even for me.

  809. And he walks to the front and my dad begin

  810. to throw everything he had in his pockets, cash, so

  811. much change.

  812. I don't know if we were going to laundry out or.

  813. Chuck e cheese y'ah he had like a buffalo nickel

  814. or like, where did you get those are collector coins?

  815. Sir?

  816. He's like throwing it. You can hear it hitting the wood.

  817. Floor, and my dad, who I'd never seen it emotional

  818. or cry in his life, begin to cry out, is

  819. this enough for me? Maybe you're in here today, maybe

  820. you're one of our campus, Maybe you're watching online and

  821. you feel like you're too far gone, that your shame

  822. is too heavy, that what you've walked through and decisions

  823. you've made have disqualified you. My dad's crying out is

  824. this enough for me? The pastor couldn't get my dad's attention.

  825. He said, David, David, look at me, Look at me.

  826. This gift's already paid for in full. Jesus already paid

  827. it all. You can pick up all your change and money,

  828. and you can put in the offering. He didn't say that,

  829. but I wish you would have. I think that would

  830. have been hilarious. Who says already been covered? You know,

  831. my dad went to church that day high as a

  832. kite and left completely sober. And thirty eight years later,

  833. he's never sipped another sip of alcohol. He's never done

  834. another drug. He has stayed faithful to my mama. Everything

  835. shifts and everything changes. Because the blood, the blood's to works,

  836. you can cover anything. Our part is to live open handed.

  837. Our part is to live surrendered. Our part is to.

  838. Access what He's providing for us. Last part. John fifteen

  839. to five says, I'm the vine.

  840. This is God's word. We're the branches. If we it's

  841. a choice. If we remain in him and Him and us,

  842. we will bear.

  843. Much fruit.

  844. So our part is to lean in and stay connected

  845. to the vine. Will used to at your feet for

  846. just a moment you lit your hands one more time

  847. towards heaven. This is your opportunity to connect to the

  848. vine today. This is your opportunity to lean in, lay

  849. down some shame, lay down some condemnation, passtadana. You have

  850. no idea what I've done.

  851. You don't know where I been.

  852. I don't, but he does, and it doesn't catch him off.

  853. Guard at all.

  854. He's the God of the again. Some of you haven't

  855. laughed in a while, but you're gonna laugh again. He's

  856. the god of restoring joy again, healing and setting you

  857. free again. And with our hands lifted today, will you

  858. just begin to receive that new strength that you have

  859. access to. Lay down the shame, lay down the things

  860. that you think have disqualified you, and just begin to

  861. receive bright new strength and now open handed, would you

  862. begin to release anything in your life that you know

  863. should not be there, anything in your life that's been

  864. trying to put a lid on your worship, that's been

  865. trying to smother out your praise. And I'm gonna have

  866. the worship team. We're gonna jump back in singers, y'all

  867. coming back with me. We're gonna jump back into a

  868. time of worship. As Pastor Adam, Pastor Sam are water

  869. baptizing across all campuses, and today, if you want to

  870. take your next step in your public question of your faith,

  871. Today is the day that you can lean in.

  872. We're gonna just lead worship.

  873. We're gonna lean into this moment and we're gonna live

  874. open handed. And some of y'all in this room from

  875. the balcony to the front road. You're gonna receive new strength.

  876. You're gonna get your joy back. You're gonna receive hope today.

  877. Jesus we love. Can we do that? Daniel? Can you

  878. jump in on that? Oh Howie.

  879. You are the one.

  880. So Jesus we love Jesus, we love.

  881. Love, how we love O? Come on room, can we

  882. just worship? To slip your hands with Sene?

  883. You are the one?

  884. Come on, patreet, y'all lead, y'all lead a safe said.

  885. Jesus, we love love, how we love or.

  886. How we love?

  887. You are the one?

  888. You are the one.

  889. To Jesus, we love you.

  890. Jesus we love are know we love you all how

  891. we love you?

  892. And you alone.

  893. You are the one.

  894. Part And.

  895. George, Jesus we love you.

  896. Prob Jesus, we love you or how we love She

  897. heard you are the words you love?

  898. A sup patrickon miss the tracks and just leading leading

  899. leading a sign.

  900. Oh fatch urges vault poor lout on the feed of

  901. Cheus our Batch rdy vaults on the seed cheus pr

  902. mention party holation or.

  903. Jesus our Utch party motion board out on the pisus

  904. oattion arty ATIONU on.

  905. You don't have day.

  906. She's a sweet.

  907. Boy.

  908. We love.

  909. You are the one.

  910. To do.

  911. Because we love.

  912. She's ask me love.

  913. She's a sweet.

  914. Oh you are the She's a sweet.

  915. How we wh do.

  916. Bs?

  917. She was below the same Jez that sweet.

  918. Who?

  919. How weird.

  920. You?

  921. Why don't.

  922. She sweep up you?

  923. That sweet?

  924. Wow?

  925. Who?

  926. How weird you are?

  927. The one out.

  928. Turns to dogs my frounty.

  929. Crisis, my firm founty.

  930. Soorah long bitch has with everything around me.

  931. I've never been.

  932. I I love this part, says ipn't my baby cheess.

  933. Just never let me down.

  934. He's he's stanful troop.

  935. So when you fail me now, Loo, come on, everybody

  936. shut this out, saying now.

  937. He won never has never will no no, no.

  938. He all.

  939. He all.

  940. He won't.

  941. Christis Christ.

  942. Christis my birth. Dowdy shot don't go wrong?

  943. We shot everything for everything brown me shame, I say.

  944. I've the birth.

  945. The shock is what I said.

  946. I put my baby she's she's never ran out on mesday.

  947. Everything Now he says, way broad show my birth shout out,

  948. safety walks.

  949. She walks, Oh no, no, he wanted.

  950. The ray.

  951. Kay we you my house was spelled an't you huh

  952. saved wee here So.

  953. I'm gonna make it through. Come on, every boy, say.

  954. Ray kay boy.

  955. My house love me?

  956. No, come on, declare that.

  957. Some of your family say, I say woe, I'm gonna

  958. be re me.

  959. Come let me say say king by my housewisbills. You're

  960. on the road, say hi, say cue, I'm going up make.

  961. I'm calling on make. I'm called up bake so I'm

  962. standing strang you doing making. I'm calling out back those processes.

  963. By house bastill I'm all you say, I'm all days.

  964. I'm standing straw.

  965. I can trust see you consent.

  966. I'm going out bad because my family. I'd like to

  967. see my house spy hour basting say why she's not

  968. birth found shot? So I called away shot say everything

  969. every shake, crown.

  970. Shake shut people.

  971. But I.

  972. Love lies.

  973. I trusted Jesus.

  974. He had.

  975. Stay b from cats so long.

  976. When he fit me.

  977. What every boy?

  978. Every boy shout out.

  979. Second he walk.

  980. Le he won sup.

  981. He won't pay.

  982. He won't.

  983. Oh no, he won't.

  984. Come on, let's keep him praise.

  985. Let's just continue to rejoice and celebrate all that he's doing.

  986. You never have, never will, you.

  987. Won't yess.

  988. He and the spirit was moving over the word spirit,

  989. Come move over rose coresstonus comorstonus. As the spirit was

  990. moving over the word spirit, come move over rose comratinus

  991. comratine us.

  992. Calm down, Spirit.

  993. When you move, you make my heart pound, when you

  994. fill the room, Come here and I know you want

  995. to move in. I'm here and I know you will

  996. feel bad.

  997. Come down, Spirit. When you move, you make my heart

  998. come when you feel the room.

  999. You're here.

  1000. I'm here and I know you want go here.

  1001. I'm here and I know you film me.

  1002. You will feel me the see.

  1003. As the spirit was moving.

  1004. It was booming over the word spirit.

  1005. Compoop over from a rest restant carestant.

  1006. The rest of the d was to step.

  1007. It was walking over the words steam, comboo, overalls, come

  1008. rest on us, coming ready, I just don't yeah, coming

  1009. to her.

  1010. B bart.

  1011. Start and just don.

  1012. Wait coming down away, yeah, okay, astor.

  1013. Stop Maybe when you do you make my heart bound.

  1014. When you build a body young bed Oh God, I hear.

  1015. I know you would build back down. You make my

  1016. heart when you build a word.

  1017. I know you.

  1018. I know you want to.

  1019. Spearit.

  1020. Holy speed red comress on us.

  1021. You're all we you, You're allway sing Holy Spirit.

  1022. Speed, come rest, you're alway, you're a.

  1023. You're all we wall, You're all sing.

  1024. Holy sparewse speed.

  1025. You're away, you're watching, You're away, Holy Spirit ball.

  1026. Callress your walk.

  1027. Your way wad.

  1028. Holy Spirit spa pass stop wa come here back stop

  1029. y away.

  1030. Now.

  1031. I know we had some people come here today that

  1032. fully just expected all support someone or maybe I'll come

  1033. to church at Sunday. But as you're here, this feared

  1034. of God is talking to you, and you know the

  1035. spirit's pulling on you to say come come out in

  1036. the water. And you're thinking of every excuse why not, Well,

  1037. these are my favorite pants.

  1038. This is my purse, where my purse gonna go?

  1039. Or I don't want my jewelry to decay from the chlorine.

  1040. Whatever you're thinking, Auntie right now, don't let that be

  1041. an excuse. If Jesus were to stand before he said

  1042. out Jesus, I didn't get baptized because I was wearing

  1043. my favorite jacket that Sunday, or I have my phone

  1044. in my pocket. We have a change of clothes for

  1045. you on the other side, So don't let that excuse me.

  1046. Our team they're gonna have a back for you. You

  1047. put all your stuff in it, They're gonna give it

  1048. to you on the other side. If you know that

  1049. God's talking to you this morning, that I want to

  1050. encourage you, come.

  1051. Out of your seat. You may need a friend that

  1052. need to say, hey.

  1053. Well you just walk down there with me. Tell your

  1054. friend I walk down with you.

  1055. Maybe ask the person next to you if you feel

  1056. like you want me to.

  1057. Go down there with you.

  1058. But come down on the aisle right here on this side,

  1059. and we're gonna worship a little bit more.

  1060. We're gonna create space for you to get baptized.

  1061. Don't let no excuse in your head be the reason

  1062. why you.

  1063. Didn't get in this water.

  1064. Don't wait till June to.

  1065. Do it again.

  1066. Come do it right now.

  1067. There's already people coming out of the aisles. We're gonna

  1068. continue to worship. We're gonna continue to celebrate a move

  1069. of God. Let's worship some more as people get baptized today.

  1070. Think home, ste.

  1071. When you building you, I know you, I know you men,

  1072. you know your neighborhood.

  1073. When you build up up, hereties.

  1074. You.

  1075. No, he's going there, rams on the sheets, rams on

  1076. the start.

  1077. And the Spirit is food and over the lot. Yes,

  1078. the Spirit is move.

  1079. It's all over the world, thank God, at the scary

  1080. host move it's over the world.

  1081. Nay.

  1082. And the Spirit is movies over the lot of that at.

  1083. The Spirit of moments, and the spirit.

  1084. And the Spirit is at the spirit bo Oh my god,

  1085. this spirit spirit bird and the spirit is bob.

  1086. And the spirit is Spirit is booming. Do sing it again.

  1087. And the spirit and the spirit over.

  1088. Book on the spiry air.

  1089. Come on and Kinny and the.

  1090. Spirit head boom time and Chucky in the.

  1091. Spirit come move over the rusty, come the rust Spirit, come.

  1092. Boom, Spirit, come boom over where Stanny.

  1093. Come bove on the rise.

  1094. Spirit, come boom over, rid spelling, come boom.

  1095. Over the red sparry come over.

  1096. Spelling, coming boom overhead Sparry, coming boom of all the red.

  1097. Yeah, but whom yeah

  1098. Ye spearing love living God, oh frish spearing, lovely living God.